#kawaragi senju x y/n

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tags ; age gap , threesome , blasphemy kink , purity kink , camming , sugar daddies , power imbalance , stripping , exhibitionism , club sex , dubious consent , drug use , somnophilia , drunk sex , high sex , cucking , fake relationship , voyeurism , public sex , psuedocest , mentor kink , secret pining , consensual non consent , stalking , hatefucking

##SENJU KAWARAGI & WAKASA IMAUSHI ﾉ age gap, daddy issues, threesome the night before takemichi's wedding, your girlfriend senju tells you about wakasa, a guy she used to work out with frequently at the gym that she knew was going to be at the wedding. thing is, you already knew him, having had a one night stand with him a few years ago. senju immediately had to know more, but it didn't really seem like she was jealous for the reasons she should be jealous. oddly enough, the day of the wedding comes, and senju seems pretty adamant about spending time with wakasa during the event. it's a little awkward, but for your girlfriend, you'd do anything.

##TAIJU SHIBA ﾉ purity / blasphemy kink the church was otherwise silent other than the deep voice of the man on his knees in front of the cross, his head bowed, searching for forgiveness for the sin he was committing. the sin ? you, spread out right in front of him, trying to stay otherwise silent like he had told you to be as he finished his prayer before he indulged in this carnal sin. he'd get to you, as long as you could be good during his prayers, and he'd be even more generous if you could recite a few prayers while he was in between your thighs.

##HAJIME KOKONOI & TETTA KISAKI ﾉ camming, sugar daddies, power imbalance both ceos of the tk & ko group knew that their new secretary had a secret hobby that you tried to keep separate from your work there, but personal lives always had a way of bleeding into professional ones. not that either one of them minded, either, and even supported you silently on their own before they decided that they would like to take part in your hobbies, too, since they were funding it. somehow, though, you didn't seem too against the idea of letting them join in for a few livestreams.

##WAKASA IMAUSHI & SHINICHIRO SANO ﾉ stripping, exhibitionism, club sex shinichiro had a look on his face that sent a shiver down your spine, but still you sat in between him and wakasa in the booth, your little latex outfit riding up your thighs as you listened to what wakasa wanted you to do for him. you weren't a shy person, not really, but something about the look on shinichiro gave you made you want to hide in a corner. still, you had to put on a show, and you were not in the business to disappoint.

##HARUCHIYO SANZU ﾉ dubious consent, drug use, borderline somnophilia he swore that it would be a fun little ride, that he would help you through whatever you go through. he assured you that he'd taken the drug so many times, of course he knew anything that could possibly happen to you. you weren't going to tell him no and of course there was a part of you that was curious, too, so you took the pretty pills. it would be okay, of course, you had haruchiyo there to guide you threw the trip, and if his hands started to wander, well, that was part of the fun.

##RAN HAITANI & RINDOU HAITANI ﾉ dubious consent, drunk sex, competitive sex you came to the late night halloween party with a guy dressed as the killer from those cheesy scream movies, but spent most of your time with the dj, who could shoot back shots faster than you'd ever seen before. you had no idea that the two of them knew each other, until you went home with the dj only to find the guy you ditched there as if he were waiting for you, and he certainly didn't seem happy that you left him for his younger brother. you'd have to find a way to apologize to him, even if your brain was a little fuzzy.

##SHUJI HANMA & TETTA KISAKI ﾉ cucking, fake relationship, voyeurism fake dating tetta kisaki had its perks, of course. it didn't hurt that he wasn't bad to look at, and he was pretty padded in the wallet, too. but the important part of the title was the ' fake ' in fake dating. as long as you didn't let the public know, you could see anyone you wanted, within reason, of course. you never thought you would exercise that privilege until you met shuji hanma. shuji didn't think he would want tetta's girl, either, until he met you. it seems you both had the same thing in mind, there was only one piece left of this puzzle.

##YUZUHA SHIBA ﾉ handcuffs, public sex yuzuha was never really the same after taiju was killed, but that was okay, you loved her still all the same, come hell or high waters. of course, you and your girlfriend had gone through this discussion before. if she was caught by the police and had to give a statement about her whereabouts on that night, you knew exactly what to say and how to prove her innocence. you were her alibi, so it was important you play your role to perfection. even in such a serious situation, though, you couldn't help but admire how beautiful your girlfriend looked, with her hands cuffed together in the interrogation room.

##SHINICHIRO SANO ﾉ psuedocest, secret pining, mentor kink you'd shown up at the sano family residence one day as many people tended to do if they were a part of tokyo's delinquent world, but you never really left. you weren't part of the family, but you also weren't... not part of the family. eventually, you got your own room to sleep in if you needed to. sometimes you didn't fall asleep immediately, though, too focused on the growing need between your legs, although you could never quite get there for one reason or another. shinichiro was more than aware of this, of course, and he was also willing to help you out, too.

##HARUCHIYO SANZU ﾉ cnc, stalking, hatefucking dating haruchiyo was the worst decision of your life, but it was far too late to take it back now. after you caught him with a camera inconspicuously put inside of a gift he gave you, you had finally had enough. lucky for you, your lease was ending, so you were able to move into a different apartment on the other side of tokyo. unlucky for you, sanzu wasn't going to let you leave that easily. he was never, ever going to let you get away from him that easily, no matter how fast or far you tried to run from him. he ruined your life, but that wasn't enough for him. he needed to ruin you.

[tojisrealwifey]

Just One Chance

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Synopsis: Senju makes a promise to wait for [name] before [name] moves. She's back after 10 years but loving Senju seemed to have backfired on her. Now, as she wallows in self-pity she is reunited with her ex, Mikey.

note: this is an alternate ending for my senju fic. you don't need to know the story but if you're interested you can find it here.

・❥・requests : rules

WARNINGS: MDNI, 18+, Smut, Oral Sex (f.receiving), Fingering, Squirting, Masturbation, Slight Somnophillia, Dacryphilia, Slightly OOC Mikey, Cringe Arguments, Manipulative Reader [she is very selfish], Non-Canon Couples, Drinking, Mentions Of A Foursome.

・❥・wc: 7.8k

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"Hey, [name]!" Hearing a faint shout from behind her, she turns around whilst taking off her earphones. She is met by Takeomi and a woman who were making their way through the airport crowd.

She also starts to walk towards them, her black suitcase dragging behind her. 

As soon as she was an arm's distance from them, Takeomi pulled her into a hug. Despite cringing slightly, [name] couldn't stop her lips from perking up into a soft smile. 

"How are ya, [name]?" Takeomi asks her, pulling away. She replies with a faint 'good' before Takeomi is pushed away by the woman who was beside him.

"Hello [name]-chan, it's so nice to meet you." The red-head woman offers a handshake which [name] accepts. 

"Hello, Rika-san, and likewise. Again, I'm really sorry for not attending the wedding, I had crucial exams that week." [name] replies, maintaining her professional tone.

"Awhh, that's no problem honey, also relax, you sound so stiff!" Rika chuckles. 

"I don't- this is how I talk." [name] says, tilting her head slightly. 

"Damn, I'm still not used to you talking so politely, architecture uni really killed your attitude, didn't it?" Takeomi laughs out.

"Or maybe it's cause I'm no longer 17." [name] rolls her eyes. 

"I definitely spoke too soon, the attitude is still there! Anyways, give me your luggage so we can leave already, I hate airports." Takeomi shudders and takes the suitcase from her.

"Honestly, you and your dislike for airports." Rika scolds jokingly but nonetheless follows her husband.

The ride home was quite enjoyable in [name]'s opinion. Rika and she kept chatting away, especially the former, but she did get questions about her job thrown at her which she answered happily. 

[name] had worked extremely hard to get into this profession so, of course, she'll speak proudly of it.

After some time, they finally reached home. When Takeomi was pulling up the car, she noticed her brother, Wakasa, walking out the front door. 

As the car halts, she immediately jumps out and goes to hug her brother, and he does so without any complaints. 

"I missed you..." He smiles into the embrace. 

"Obviously not enough to come pick me up." [name] rolls her eyes playfully. He grunts at her comment but smiles when he notices that she has started to become comfortable showing more emotions.

"Okay, come on, let's go inside. Freshen up, I'll prepare some food."

It had been a day since she arrived back in Japan, 24 hours yet she still hadn't seen the person she longed for the most. 

Right now she sat at the dining table across from Takeomi and his wife, as Wakasa cooked dinner.

She was wearing a pair of comfortable shorts but was wearing a white formal dress shirt since she had just gotten off an online meeting a few minutes ago.

Not being able to contain her thoughts of the pink-haired girl, she confronts Takeomi about it.

"Takeomi-nii, where's Senju?" [name] finally let the question spill. Takeomi freezes. She also didn't miss how Wakasa momentarily paused his cooking. 

"What..?" she asks hesitantly, her mind filled with awful thoughts.

"[name], Senju...she uh.." Takeomi lets out some incoherent babble not knowing what to say. 

"Nii-san?" she turns to her brother this time who also froze up, not giving a proper explanation.

[name] immediately stands up and runs out ignoring her brother's calls from behind her. The cold air hit bare legs. 

She doesn't pay mind to her shorts that keep riding up with every speeding step. She took in heavy breaths but didn't stop till she reached Senju's apartment building. 

Finally halting, takes a moment to recover her breath. Entering the building she first checks the nameplates. 

If [name] remembered correctly, the Akashis' flat was 703. And she was correct, except that instead of Takeomi's name, the apartment seemed to be owned by Akashi Senju.

PING!

She heard the elevator open from behind her. She turns to see a few people emptying out of the elevator, when it is finally clear of people she enters the elevator. 

Pressing the 7th floor she secretly admires the interior of the elevator. She couldn't believe how much this building had changed over 10 years.

The elevator door opens up as it reaches the 7th floor and instantly walks out of it. Walking along the corridors she searched for the door with the number '703'.

Her eyes finally catch the said number and her feet move her towards it. Her vision slightly darkened due to her nervousness but still found the strength to ring the doorbell.

Immediately, she hears a few shuffles as a few footsteps grew closer to the door.

The door swung open as [name]'s face brightened at the thought of finally seeing Senju again.

Except, it wasn't.

Instead of seeing Senju's light pink hair, she was greeted by light brown hair. 

"Yes..?" The shorter woman in front of her spoke. 

"Oh-um...is Senju here?" [name] asks in a faint whisper, suddenly losing her voice, her head instinctively lowers to face her feet.

"[name]?" The other questions in a shocked tone. [name] snaps her head back up, taking a moment to realize who she is speaking to.

"Yuzuha?" She questions, her heart beginning to pound. 

"Ugh, who is it love?" [name] hears a familiar voice, noticing how it had grown slightly mature. 

The girl that she loved walked into the frame, her eyes widening at the sight of [name]. 

Senju sucked in a breath, shock embedded on her face as she stared at [name] with guilt in her eyes.

"Um, [name] please come in..." Yuzuha moves out of the way. [name] mindlessly agrees, taking off her shoes and walking in. 

She was so stunned she failed to notice her actions.

"You both should talk, I'll be inside if you need me." Yuzaha gives a sad smile and walks further into the apartment.

Their lips were sealed shut, both were unable to start the conversation, that was until [name] noticed a shiny rock on Senju's ring finger.

"You're married?" [name] asks. Following her gaze, Senju lifts her hand and fidgets with the ring.

"No, just engaged." Senju replies with a quiet voice.

"Since when?"

"Just now actually..." Senju answers.

[name] closes her eyes, her head tilting back slightly as she accepts the reality of the situation. Her roughed-up appearance made sense now.

They were going to have sex.

[name] felt her throat close up, her heart frantically beating in an unpleasant way. 

Oh, it hurts...

It hurts so much. 

She only now realized how much pain Senju had been put through during their teenage years.

"[name]...I-" 

"Don't." [name] interrupts her.

"It doesn't matter." She continues, releasing a heavy breath. 

"[name] please-"

"Stop Sen-"

"NO, LET ME SPEAK!" The shorter female says raising her voice. [name] stills.

"I- I'm sorry, [name]." Senju's voice wavers as she apologizes.

"Sorry about what?" [name] snaps, her question coming out more stern than she intended.

"I- I-" Senju starts but is cut off when [name] sighs sadly.

"You're sorry that you moved on from me? You're sorry that you broke your promise that you'd wait for me? You're sorry that you're engaged?" [name] asks her.

Senju says nothing except look at the floor guiltily. [name] lets out another sigh.

"You found someone you love and makes you happy. You have nothing to be sorry about Senju." [name] says. 

"Then why are you looking at me like that?" Senju asks, finally meeting eyes with [name]. Her vision blurred with tears noticing the [name]'s countenance.

"Like what?" 

"Like you're disappointed in me..." Senju replies in a whisper.

"I am disappointed, but not at you. I am disappointed in myself because I let you down for so long. So if it's anyone that should be sorry, it's me." [name] says but Senju denies shaking her head, tears rolling down her face.

"Please Senju, you just got engaged. Please don't ruin such a happy occasion crying over someone like me..." [name] turns and walks closer to the door.

When she finished wearing shoes, a broken sob reached her ears. 

[name] refused to turn around, because she was aware that if she did, she would break completely.

As much as she wanted to comfort her, [name] knew...

Senju was no longer hers to comfort.

"Goodbye, Senju." [name] says and walks out, pulling the door shut behind her.

[name] walked into the convince store hoping to buy some ice cream. As much as she hated sweets, she wanted something extremely cold.

She hoped to get a brain freeze while eating it, that might help to cool her raging thoughts. 

Once reaching the ice cream section, she gets distracted by the alcohol refrigerator right next to it. Against her better judgment, her hand reaches for the sake bottle.

Five minutes later she was sitting on the pavement with two beers and a pack of cigarettes. 

After realizing she didn't have enough money on her to pay for sake she decided to settle for a can of beer and a cigarette pack. The second beer came with the buy one got one free offer, a total steal honestly.

Although she was never a fan of drinking or smoking, the night called for it. She stands up and decides to savor the commodities in her hands at her favorite spot. 

Reaching the rooftop of the abandoned building, she reminisces about the moments spent at the bowling area that was just a floor beneath her. 

It was her and Mikey's favorite spot.

Oh my god, Mikey...

She hadn't seen him since that day, and honestly, she was glad. She certainly didn't have the courage to face him.

She sat down near the door, knowing she'll be drunk off her ass in the next few minutes, and wanted to avoid any accidents just because she couldn't cope with a stupid heartbreak. 

She took out a single cigarette and placed it between her lips going to light it a bit then realized, she didn't have a lighter...

Letting out a grunt of frustration at her foolishness she places the stick back into the box. She clenched her teeth in anger knowing she just spent 500 yen on cigarettes that couldn't even use.

Despite wanting to chuck the pack away, she didn't. Instead, she held it close.

They were of Benson & Hedges, Shinichiro's favorite brand. 

[name] sighs. This is why she left, just a day back in Japan and she's already depressed. She wished she had never come back, she was happy in the Philippines, but again, she couldn't just leave her brother behind.

She opens one of the beer cans and starts sipping from it. 

Knowing that her alcohol tolerance was non-existent she only decided to drink just a bit, making sure to stay coherent enough to walk down multiple stairs and go back home.

But of course, God has never been on her side, has he?

Sips turned into gulps and within the next minute, she had already started sipping on the second can. 

She didn't know if it was the slight anger towards Senju, or because she was here on the rooftop, but she found her thoughts slipping from Senju to Mikey.

She smiles fondly remembering how much this place meant to her, to them.

They had shared many firsts here. Actually, except for their first kiss, every other first happened here.

The first time they drank, the first time they tried to smoke, first proper confessions, first date, first 'I love you's, the first time they--

[name] cringed at the memory, she couldn't believe how reckless they both were at the time, but what did two 14-year-olds know at that time?

That's what love did, it made them feel like they were the only ones here, and it truly made them feel invincible.

Love is such a dangerous emotion for someone so young, but they both fell into its captivity without realizing it.

They say that an average person falls in love three times.

The first love. The type of love that happens at a young age which is frequently referred to as puppy love. 

It feels euphoric at that time and being young and inexperienced doesn't make you understand what you truly feel.

As you get older, you think back to it and try to figure out if it was really love.

Mikey was her first love.

Then comes the second love.

It is said to be the painful one, it's the one that helps you grow. 

It's said to come with a lot of pain, lies, betrayal, drama, and so on...

And although she was grateful Senju never put her through all this, she wouldn't deny that Senju was her second love.

Lastly, it's the third love.

It's usually the one.

[name] could only wonder when she'll find her third love. 

It's said to come blindly; when your soulmate just walks into your life unexpectedly--

"[name]...?" A soft yet stern speaks from behind her.

[name] felt her heart drop and her breath got stuck in her throat. 

Just when she was having an inner monologue about love he just had to walk into her life again, didn't he?!

"M-Mikeyy...~" [name] slurs turning to face him. 

"What are you doing?!" Mikey raises his voice in shock seeing how drunk she is. 

"Oh just thinking about all the times we fucked here, why else would I be here?" [name] smiles although in her mind she cringes, not believing she some something like that.

'I am never drinking again.' [name] promises herself.

"Come on, I'll take you home..." Mikey walks towards her and takes hold of her wrist. 

"No! Come sit and d-drink with m-*hic* me~" She tugs him closer but he doesn't budge.

"[name], lets go." He says sternly once again, but she only shakes her head.

"No- come on just a drink, just like old times~" [name] pushes her half-empty can of beer into his face. 

He sighs in defeat and takes it from her.

"If you insist." but instead of drinking, he chucks the can over his shoulder obviously not realizing how much force he used because it ended up falling over the roof and landing on the road with a soft clatter.

[name] gaped at him in shock.

"No! Why did you do that?!" She stands up immediately and goes to push him, only to miss and trip over her own feet.

Luckily, he stopped her fall. [name] looks back at him, only to realize she was seeing two of him, her vision suddenly blurred as she felt herself sobering up at the sight of him.

She finally got a good look at his face, and for a second the same feeling of love filled her stomach. 

"Manjiro..." Her vision clears up and her eyes fall on the dragon tattoo on his neck. 

Lifting her hand she traces the ink on his neck, slowly striding closer, and instinctively places her lips on his. 

But to her disappointment, he doesn't respond and pulls away within the very second. 

They both stand in silence trying to understand the situation. She was surprised by her own actions, the shock sobering her up completely.

She takes a few steps back and starts apologizing.

"I'm sorry, that was very out of line...that was definitely not fair to your girlfriend." [name] says, the words spilling out before she can stop them.

"Oh? So it's fair to me?" Mikey replies haughtily. [name] shakes her head.

"It's unfair to you too..." She looks away, unable to muster up to courage to look at him.

"Hmm, don't worry about it. Plus, I don't have a girlfriend." He replies.

"Oh, boyfriend...?" She asks.

"No boyfriend either, [name]." Mikey says.

"Then...why did you pull away?" She asks nervously looking down at her feet.

"Maybe because we're not together? Also, the fact that you're drunk?" He replies with a soft voice.

"R-right...also, I'm not drunk. I just got a bit tipsy and wasn't thinking straight, so sorry for that..." 

[name] felt emotionally distraught, and Mikey didn't fail to notice that.

"Come on, I'll take you home." Mikey says but [name] just shakes her head.

"No, I don't want to go there right now..." She wraps her hands around herself to provide some sort of warmth.

"Then where do you wanna go?" Mikey asks; taking off his jacket and wrapping it around her figure. 

Such gestures, it all felt so natural.

"You place...?" [name] asks hesitantly. Mikey sighs in disapproval.

"[name]..." Although he couldn't imagine leaving her so he agreed silently.

He took her to the Sano Residence on his CB250T. She was impressed to see how well he managed to maintain the bike even after so many years.

"I see you still live here." [name] smiles softly.

"This place has too many memories, I couldn't leave." Mikey smiles back.

"Is Grandpa in? I figure he's sleeping right now?" [name] asks.

"[name], he passed away years ago..." Mikey replies, his voice wavering. She looked at him in shock as this was the first she ever heard of it.

"What? When?!"

"A year after you left..."

"So, you've been living here all by yourself...?" She questions with a small frown.

"Pretty much." He replies and starts to guide her into the house.

It wasn't fair. He had been through so much, he had lost so many people.

His Mother, Father, Shinichiro, Baji, Draken, Emma, Izana, and His Grandfather.

And [name] left him as well...

"Why the long face?" Mikey brings his index fingers to the side of her lips and slightly pulls them up into a smile.

[name] giggles like every other time he did this gesture when they were young.

"Nothing..."

"Come on, tell me." he insists.

"I just- I'm not saying this is an insensitive way but, I feel like this house holds so many sad memories. I couldn't imagine being strong enough to put up with everything...does that make sense?" [name] rambles on.

"It's true, this place has seen such sad moments but at the end of the day, this house is a part of me. I couldn't imagine leaving this place. Hopefully, I'll find someone to make new memories here with..." Mikey trails off.

"O-oh...do you have someone in mind already?" [name] tries to keep her voice strong but a stutter manages to slip in.

"Honestly, I always thought of it being you..." he says with a sad smile. 

"Do you still love me, Manjiro?" She brings up the courage to ask the question.

"Yeah...I do." 

"Then why did you pull away?!" 

"Because you don't love me back, [name]! You know what?! I am so sick of this! Even when we were broken up 10 years ago, every time you found yourself frustrated with Senju, you came to me. Ever since then you always kept me as your second option, and I hate that!" Mikey snaps at her.

[name] goes to defend herself but gets interrupted.

"Don't think I'm stupid [name]! I know exactly why you were drunk and crying just now, it's because you found out about Senju and Yuzuha didn't you? I was just trying to be a decent person and comfort you but then you went and kissed me, trying to distract yourself like you always do!

You did that before you left too! And I was so blinded by what I felt for you that I agreed with everything you did, not even considering the fact you were just using me as a goddamn stress reliever! Can't you see that what you did hurt me as well!" 

Mikey's eyes filled with regret, he hadn't meant to snap at her but he had a limit as well.

"Manjiro I- I'm sorry that I made you feel that way...I didn't realize it I swear! At that time, running away always seemed to be the best option, but I never realized how many people I ended up hurting in the process..." [name] trailed off, her eyes welled up tears that she instantly blinked away. 

After all, she had no right to cry.

"It's alright...I'm also at fault for leaving you like that." Mikey reasons.

"But you did that to protect me, to protect everyone. It's not the same. Fuck, I am the worst, aren't I?" [name] covers her face, tears burning her eyes.

"To be honest, yeah." Mikey's lips form a thin line. [name] scoffs at his reply but agrees cause it's the truth.

"But that's the past. Now that you're back, you can start over." [name] uncovers her face and gives Mikey a grateful smile. She appreciated his attempt to reassure her.

"Do you still sleep in your garage room?" 

"No, I shifted to aneki's room, although it's still there. Here, the guest room is right here, you can stay here for the night." Mikey leads to the second-last room.

"Thanks..." 

"No problem, you can take a shower if you'd like, although I don't think you need one. You smell quite nice." Mikey says before his lips seal shut. 

[name] stares at him blankly trying to process what he said.

"Fuck, that was weird. I'm sorry, I just didn't think I'll ever see you again so my mind isn't working properly..." he explains trying to subdue his embarrassment. [name] stifles her giggles.

"It's alright, Manjiro. Good night." She smiles softly.

"Yeah, night. I'm just in the next room so shout if you need help." 

[name] just nods and closes the door behind her.

It was around 2 AM when [name] found herself awake on the bed. Her mind was plagued by the thoughts of Senju.

Despite what her selfish heart asked for she knew Senju was just a star that she could never reach. A love that will never be hers.

She is distracted by the sound of glass clinking coming from elsewhere, so she gets out of bed and ventures out of the room. 

Letting the sound of running water be her guide she traverses through the house and comes face to face with Mikey who had just finished rinsing a glass.

"Sorry, did that wake you?" Mikey gives her an apologetic look under the moonlight that seeps through the windows.

"Ah no, I was awake." Was all she said.

"Thirsty?"

"No...Manjiro?" [name] calls out to him.

"Hm?" 

"Was it real for you...?" [name]'s voice comes out weak but her gaze does not falter.

"I don't understand." Mikey replies, confused by her question.

"Everything that happens between us. Was it real for you as it was for me?" [name] asks with a sad gaze, slowly coaxing him to answer.

"I think I made my feelings clear every single time, [name]." Mikey sighs, but then flinches at the sight in front of him.

[name]'s cheeks slowly got covered in tears as she finally succumbed to the events of today. Unable to stop herself she strides closer to Mikey and hugs him, words of gratitude falling from her lips.

"Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for loving me back then. For loving me now. Thank you."

Mikey holds her close while responding to her words with comforting pats on the back. Minutes go by and they remain the same. The flow of her tears were far from slowing down and so were her words of gratitude.

She very slowly pulls her head away from the side of his neck and moves her face close to his.

"Thank you." As the gratitude is whispered into the night, [name] connects her lips to her first love's.

This time Mikey does not withdraw, and only pushes closer, indulging in her taste.

Slowly, they guide their bodies to Mikey's room. Once the back of [name]'s legs hit the bed, she gently falls back before letting her back rest on the bed.

Her legs were spread apart for Mikey to move with ease as his lips continued their ministrations on her collarbone. 

Pulling back to start undressing her, he halts to admire the love of his life.

Her lips were wet, small trails of moisture on her cheeks and neck glistened under the moonlight, the sight itself made him weak.

His hands work to get rid of her shorts so she's bare from the waist down spare for her underwear.

He doesn't remove the white dress shirt she adorned, instead, he unbuttons the first few buttons just enough to reveal the simple black bra that held her weight.

His right hand smoothly slid her bra up enough to expose her chest and the way he did so made it seem as though her breasts were trapped.

[name] lets a weak whimper escape her lips as Mikey's tongue slithered on the valley between her breasts. 

His thumbs teased her nipples as his mouth trailed her collarbone. Slowly moving his mouth to one of her breasts he wrapped his lips around her nipple, using his tongue to add to the pleasure.

His tongue kept rolling around her nipple, saliva leaked from his mouth to the sides of her breast leaving prominent trails. 

He couldn't get enough, feeling how her nipple slowly but surely turned hard. He continues to do the same to her other breast before placing his hands around her waist to flip her over.

[name] balanced herself on her hands and knees, letting out faux moans as Mikey's thumb rubbed her clit through the fabric.

Slowly pulling her underwear down yet not completely off, his fingers brush through her folds smoothly.

Mikey stares at her cunt with a blank stare. Somehow he wasn't surprised at the the lack of arousal. 

His eyes grew pained yet a sad smile took over his lips.

He had yet again fallen prey to [name]'s false words.

Gathering some saliva on his tongue he slides it over her clit and her folds finally plunging into her waiting hole.

[name] lets out a loud hoarse moan, not trying to muffle her sounds like she usually does. 

"Ahhh- There!" 

[name] occasionally lets out words of affirmation as Mikey's tongue fucks her now-sopping cunt. 

His teeth would sometimes nip at her clit painfully as a form of revenge yet [name] only found pleasure in it.

[name] continuously lets out moans unable to stop her approaching orgasm.

She couldn't deny that this was the best tongue to have touched her. The title would change every now and then while she was a student at uni.

Her best experience was during a foursome with fellow female students.

Her cunt clenches around Mikey's tongue at the thought, mind becoming hazy as she feels her clit throb.

She remembers how amazing it was. She was in the same position as she is now but her mouth was on an older's classmate's cunt, licking away at her folds.

She herself was getting her pussy kitten licked by two other classmates. One had her tongue constantly sucking on her clit to the point it was red and puffy. 

The other would use her tongue to assault her insides, switching between her fingers as her tongue would kitten-lick her asshole despite [name]'s protests or she would engage in a sloppy kiss with the other girl, their tongues still coated in [name]'s arousal.

That was the last time she had a shaking orgasm, that was until tonight.

[name] had unconsciously started to push against Mikey's tongue, his wet muscle was long enough to somehow brush against her g-spot. His nose rested dangerously close to her other entrance, and she would moan every time it lightly touched her.

She pushes back harder as she slowly feels her orgasm fade, so she thinks of the only thing that could release all the tension.

[name] plants her face against the mattress and moans into it as she thinks of Senju in every position imaginable.

She did the same in all her years at uni as she would fuck anyone who remotely resembled Senju or sometimes Mikey.

She thought of how Senju's tongue would feel on her cunt. She imagined her cunt against hers, hands tied as [name] would ride her face.

Tears prick her eyes as the thoughts overwhelm her.

"SE—AGH AHH! THERE! PLEASE! PLEA- AHH! MIKEY!" 

[name] squirts for the first time in 4 months. Her arousal coated her thighs, tainting the bedsheet below her.

Trying to ride out her high, she grinds her soaked cunt across his face in hopes of more stimulation, making sure to rub her clit on his nose and completely drench his face.

Mikey lets her move as she pleases, aiding her by softly licking up all her arousal. 

As he finished, he places a small kiss on her clit before standing up to walk away.

Before he could get too far, [name] shifts to sit on her knees and stops him by holding his hand. 

"Where are you going...?" [name] asks in a slight panic. Mikey only smiled down at her.

"Get some sleep, [name]." He replies trying to free his hand from her grasp.

"What...do you- why did you stop? What about you-?"

"This is enough [name]." Mikey loses smile.

"No, it's not- I need more! More than her- Mikey, please! Please..." [name] sobs guiding Mikey's hand between her thighs, coaxing two of his fingers to slide inside her.

Once they were settled in she moved her hips to mimic riding his fingers as she once did him, trying to lure him in. Her back was arched, pushing out her chest so they would move along with her hips. Her head tilted back to expose her neck, making it look so kissable.

Mikey was slightly caught off guard by her actions, never having seen her so desperate and submissive. He clenches his teeth in anger but keeps his mouth shut, only replying by driving his fingers deeper.

"Ahh! Just like that!" 

[name]'s moans were music to his ears yet it made them bleed, knowing nothing was directed towards him.

"You're so fucking selfish." 

Those were Mikey's last words before he rips his hand away from [name], completely distributing her orgasm.

"Manjiro what are you-?!" [name] exclaims but gets interrupted by the shutting of the door.

As a few minutes go by she hears rustling around the house she can see from the window how Mikey leaves the house looking fresh as if she hadn't just drenched his face.

He soon leaves on his bike, driving into the lonely night.

Tears now stained her face. 

How could he just leave her? Who should she go to next? How else could she stop the throbbing between her legs that had yet to subside?

[name] falls back on her back, her head on the pillows. 

She spreads her legs and immediately plunges two of her fingers into her weeping cunt. As she did so she was brought some relief, but her clit still pulsated against her palm. 

She sits up slightly, her right hand still in her cunt and she leans against the head of the bed using her left hand to support herself. 

Her left hand then moved to her breasts which were still trapped between her bra and her shirt. Her fingers stimulate her nipple as she continued to finger fuck herself, her mind filled with images of an engaged woman. 

She imagined fucking Senju in her favorite position. 

When she was at uni and became intimate with anyone who was similarly submissive to Senju she would fuck them in this position, hoping to do the same to her love one day.

Her room had a thin and long mirror on the side of her bed and there was enough distance between them to fit two people.

So as she would get eaten out by her partner for the night, she would make sure the girl would have her bare cunt pressed against the mirror.

She wouldn't stop the girl's actions until she was sure that the part of the mirror and everything below was covered in her arousal. 

When it was, she would shift the both of them so that [name] was sitting on her knees and the girl was lying flat on the floor, her legs over [name]'s shoulder would rest on her bed and the girl would have a complete view of her arousal and her dripping cunt as it got fucked by [name].

[name] would then tease the girl with her tongue all night and she forced her to lick up her own arousal on the mirror.

The girls who had experienced this would cry and cry, the filthy actions would embarrass them but they would only grow closer to their release.

Sadly for them, even during these intimate moments, [name]'s mind would only replace them with a certain pink-haired girl.

[name] felt herself growing close to her orgasm when thinking of Senju in the same position.

But suddenly her mind replaces herself with the image and Yuzuha and it breaks [name]. Shaking her head in defiance she continues her actions nonetheless.

Her fingers started to numb and her arm started to hurt, but she didn't stop until she had released all over her fingers.

Letting her breathing slow down she brings up her hand close to her face to look at her arousal.

After she cooled down she let her forearm rest over her eyes, letting her tears flow.

Mikey hadn't felt such disappointed in years. As ashamed as he was to admit it, he was disappointed in [name] more so than he was in himself. 

He had noticed how she had called him 'Mikey' as opposed to 'Manjiro' like she usually does.

It's something that she had started doing somewhere in between his Kantou Manji days. It had started when Senju had officially entered the picture.

Without even realizing it, he had played right into her hands. She would lure him with her sweet 'Manjiro's and her lips would only spill 'Mikey's as she would fuck him.

It was already too late when he came to the realization.

Everything was different when she loved him, and only him. It was sweet. And a part of him believes it all went to shit when he left, yet he atoned for his actions. 

He was truly happy when [name] found love but when years later he heard of Senju and Yuzuha a part of him felt guilty, even though he hadn't done anything wrong.

Everyone else who was aware of [name] and Senju was also a bit distraught, but they were happy for Senju and Yuzuha nonetheless.

Mikey himself was happy for Senju for finding her happiness and hoped that [name] would be too but, by last night's events it was pretty clear how she had taken the news.

Because if she was happy, she wouldn't have kissed him. It had become second nature for her, if Senju does something wrong, go to Mikey. It had been drilled into her bones. 

Mikey walks into his house at around 9 AM. He looked to see if [name] was still here and sure enough, her shoes were right there.

He goes to check his room and finds [name] fast asleep on his bed. Her back was on the mattress, her head leaned up due to it resting on multiple pillows. Her hands were on each side of her head, and her legs were slightly pressed together and folded up.  

When he saw her face, he noticed how her lips were parted with small gasps escaping them, her face contorting as if there was some sort of tension building.

"Senju...Senju...~" 

Hearing this Mikey's eyes unconsciously drift to [name]'s slightly exposed cunt, there was a prominent trail of her arousal leaking from her hole.

Against his better judgment, he finds himself yet again at the mercy of [name], hands on her knees to spread them apart.

He uses his finger to see how wet she is and is utterly surprised to see her completely soaked as he spreads her folds. 

[name] lets out a pitiful whimper at his action.

Without another second being wasted, he sticks out his tongue and licks up from her asshole to her hole, gathering all of her arousal and pushing it back inside her.

[name] moans but doesn't wake, her lips forming the phonetics of Senju's name.

Removing his tongue from inside her, Mikey just licks her all over her cunt, trying to build her orgasm.

[name]'s eyes open but her vision is blurry, she just feels extremely wet all over and can only make out how her thighs felt to be trembling.

When she leans up and looks down to see Mikey eating her out, her head falls back and her cunt pushes forward on his tongue. Noticing her to be awake now Mikey goes back to driving his tongue inside her.

The loud squelching sounds slowly brought her out of her sleepy state, her hips starting to push against him making a few squirts spurt out of her cunt and onto Mikey's tongue.

"Ah~ Ah~ Mikey...what are you-?"

"Shhhhh..."

Feeling him speak against her clit just brings her orgasm closer. This all felt like a fever dream to her. 

Mikey pulls away from making her whine but her mouth is agape when Mikey moves to her side and up to suck on her nipple, his fingers stimulating her soaking folds.

His tongue moved around her nipple along with his fingers and these actions were too blinding for her, falling into complete submission for the first time.

Two of his fingers suddenly plunge into her just as he softly bites her nipple, her head is thrown back as she moans out.

"Ahh! Senju!"

[name]'s eyes widened in horror, instantly looking at Mikey's face but his eyes remained closed, but she noticed how thin tears spilled from the corners of his eyes and fell onto her body, getting camouflaged within her sweat.

His mouth was still sucking on her mounds and the movement of his fingers hadn't faltered for a second. 

In fact, his thrusting had sped up, hitting her g-spot repeatedly, she was sure her cunt would be puffed up due to the sheer force of his fingers. 

"Mikey I—" 

"Just finish, [name]." 

And she does.

Her release coats his hand up to his wrists as his fingers reach knuckles deep in her cunt to coax out every drop.

This continued for a few minutes till their breathing was no longer erratic. 

Mikey shifts once again to place himself between her legs to lick up all of her arousal, [name] remains silent ignoring how her cunt clenches around nothing as Mikey smoothes his tongue all over her folds licking her clean.

Once he is done, he places a kiss on her clit like he always does before getting out of the bed.

"Manjiro-"

"Take a bath. I have some clothes for you, freshen up." Mikey interrupts her before walking away from her for the second time.

"Where did you get my clothes from? Did you visit Waka-nii when you left?" [name] questions as she stands at the door wearing her shoes.

"Yes, I didn't think you had informed them so I knew they would be worried. I told them I found you drunk so you're sleeping at my house."

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09:34 AM

"She's at your house?" Wakasa asks in a worried tone.

"Yes, I found her drunk and felt uncomfortable leaving her alone. I tried to bring her here but she kept fighting so I just brought her back to my house." 

"Drunk?...*sigh* I see, thanks for informing me. You said you needed some clothes? Wait I'll get some for you." Wakasa replies massaging his head.

He returns a few minutes later, a paper bag in hand.

"I'm sorry about [name], Mikey. I wasn't too worried knowing she wouldn't do anything reckless, but just before you came here Takeomi called me and said that Senju and Yuzuha had gotten engaged last night." 

Wakasa sighs out as Mikey's eyes widen in surprise as he thinks back to a few hours ago.

"This is enough [name]." Mikey loses smile.

"No, it's not- I need more! More than her- Mikey please! Please..." [name] sobs guiding Mikey's hand between her thighs, coaxing two of his fingers to slide inside her.

Once they were settled in she moved her hips to mimic riding his fingers as she once did him, trying to lure him in. Her back was arched, pushing out her chest so they would move along with her hips. Her head tilted back to expose her neck, making it look so kissable.

Mikey was slightly caught off guard by her actions, never having seen her so desperate and submissive. He clenches his teeth in anger but keeps his mouth shut, only replying by driving his fingers deeper.

He thinks back to how desperate and broken her mind seemed to work, and suddenly everything made sense.

He realized she had probably met them right after the proposal. He felt pity for [name] yet it was still not an excuse for her behavior.

"She didn't do anything drastic right?" Wakasa asks Mikey to make sure [name] wasn't too disruptive.

"Don't worry Wakasa-san, she fell asleep as soon as she hit the bed." Mikey replies with an uncertain smile.

"I see...Please ask her to come home soon. Thanks for doing this Mikey." Wakasa pats him on the shoulder walking back into his house.

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"You told him I was drunk?" [name] asked shocked by the revelation. Mikey gives her a nod.

"He's going to murder me... You- ...You didn't say anything else right?"

[name] averts her gaze as she questions him.

"No, I just said you fell asleep as soon as you got to the bed." He explains.

"But..." He continues making [name] look at him in a slight panic.

"I don't take your brother for an idiot." 

That was all he said.

[name] nods at him before finally saying everything she had decided to say while taking a shower.

"Manjiro, I'm sorry. I truly am. I was sorry all those years ago, I was sorry last night, and I will continue to remain sorry for what I have done. I have no excuse for—"

"[name] you don't need to do this-" Mikey's words interrupt her but it only makes [name] lash out.

"No! I have to. You deserve an apology, okay?!" His lips seal shut and [name] takes it as a sign to continue.

"I was really sad when I found out that Senju and Yuzuha had gotten engaged. Over the years Senju had started growing distant towards me to the point that we had completely stopped talking. 

A part of me knew that she slowly realized that it wasn't worth loving someone like me, she didn't need to stay with someone who tormented her at every turn. 

I was so depressed by the silent rejection that I would sleep with anyone who slightly resembled her in looks, personality, submission, or anything that reminded me of her. I would project her onto my partners and I unconsciously did the same to you.

I would try to stop myself by telling myself that Senju and I just got too busy, friends drift apart but when they meet it's left they never left. I would tell myself that it would be the same with us. That Senju would love me again when she saw me, yet it didn't go as planned.

Manjiro, It wasn't a lie when I said I loved you. I love you! I really really love you! But when Senju came into the picture I started loving her even though I never forgot you. I...

Manjiro, I'll be better! I'll go to therapy, anything! Anything to better myself. Just give me a chance... I'll be better so you won't ever regret having loved me. I'll make myself better so you don't have to be ashamed of me. Just give me a chance..." 

[name]'s heart felt light as soon as all the words spilled out of her, but immediately a brick was stacked on her heart once again and she dreaded his response.

She told herself that no matter his response, no matter what he said she would accept. 

"Okay."

[name] looks at him in disbelief. Did he just agree?

"Okay?" 

"Okay. I'll give you a chance. But only when you can accept the true relationship between Senju and Yuzuha. Can you do that?" Mikey asks her.

[name] nods trying to compose herself.

"Yes, I can do that!" [name] assures.

"Are you sure, [name]? Are you ready to accept the fact that Senju no longer loves you? Are you ready to accept the fact that as we speak Senju is probably getting filled and fucked by someone who will never be you?" 

By the end of the sentence, Mikey had pulled [name] close to him by her shoulders, making sure that her eyes stared back at his. 

He knew his words were brutally honest, the last part might have been unnecessary but he could no longer ignore just how hurt he was by her.

[name]'s heart ached at his words but she kept staring back, not moving her gaze for even a second.

"Yes. For you, I will accept it." Was [name]'s response. Hearing this Mikey lets go of [name] and steps back. A few seconds go by as neither of them says anything, yet they don't break their stare.

"Very well. I will wait for you." Mikey finally lets out a smile, his heart grows heavy when [name] smiles back and bows as a thank you.

He watches as she turns around and leaves the house, closing the door behind her.

He already knew how fate works, and what it will do to him since god was never on his side.

He always wondered if he was being watched by the devil, and he wondered if he would keep looking upon him till he had taken everyone from his life.

[name] too wondered if she had a devil in her.

Being loved by [name] was truly a beautiful thing. But it would become dangerous if it isn't reciprocated. She would never directly hurt anyone, but everyone around her would end up in the crossfire and would get used by her to ease her.

Then she would think of ways revenge, payback in ways that would have her love come crawling back.

Even now, as she makes her way home the devil persuades her to forget about Mikey. He tells [name] to go find Senju and make her forget all about her fiance.

He coaxes [name] to find her and fuck her into oblivion. Make sure that [name] will always be the best tongue to fuck her, the best fingers to stuff her full, the best pussy she'll ever taste, the best sex she'll ever experience. The most loved she'll ever feel.

This was tempting for [name], but for now, she'll ignore the devil and only listen to Mikey. She will make him take the place of an angel or rather...

Make him a devil to kill her own.

[seraphdreams]

allowing senju to fuck you with her strap for the first time has got to be one of your most “creative” ideas to date.

despite her puppy-like personality, senju found herself more suited to do all the work — it’s true she has the stamina so why not let her take over? you’re resting in her lap on her bed as she configures the strap to her pelvis. a thick, ribbed silicone model of a cock, colored deep purple and almost as big as your whole torso. you’re practically drooling at the sight once she finally gets situated.

“wanna ride it?” she queries, her emerald orbs locked on you in all enamored fashion. the twinkle in her eyes signaled to you that there was truly only one answer to that question. “mhm, i’ll ride.” you hover yourself over her lap, teasing your clenching cunt by inching the tip in and out diligently until your confidence was built enough to finally take all of her.

you’re a slow rider, taking your time to adjust to the foreign feeling inside of you and attempting to muster up a steady rhythm. senju’s a girl who can get quite bored, quite easily. it really shouldn’t come as much of a surprise when she flips you onto your back, spreading your legs wide to have a field day fucking into your little hole.

she starts off moderately, then you watch as her pace increases — she’s fucking you hard and fast with no remorse as to how you’re being ruined.

she’s just like her brother in a way. all carried away in an instant because giving you pleasure is just so fun! she can’t help herself when you’ve been cumming so hard for her, not to mention how pretty you look.

she could do it all night.

[queenbees21]

𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐮 𝐊𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐢

[rainynightmoonlight]

More about You | Yandere Tokyo Revengers x Male reader

The description is down below. This is also on my Wattpad and Quotev! Enjoy!

Description: Mentally Unstable Occult More about you: More about you | {You are here} Prologue: A Life Before Chapter 1: The Reality I've Been Searching for | TBW Chapter 2: You remind me so much of him | TBW Chapter 3: Blood Soaked Insanity | TBW

Name: y/n l/n

Birthday: y/b/d

Sexuality: Bisexual

Previou age: 17

Age: 15

Height: 5'7 

Appearance: H/L H/C hair, Shiny E/C eyes, S/T skin

Personality :Emotionally turned off, paranoid, anxious, mentally unstable, protective, violent, kind to those he deeply cares about, impulsive, apathetic, and funny

Other notes: Y/n can see ghosts from both his own world and the world he was reincarnated in. These ghosts keep Y/n safe and protects him from those who intend to hurt him, even if Y/n can fight those people physically. Y/n has a thing for fighting, and it brings a smile to his face when he feels the adrenaline kick in. Y/n has a younger brother names Lucas, and Lucas adores Y/n. Y/n has many exes due to trying to fill the empty hole in his heart, but none of them ever worked out and ended up leaving Y/n hurt even more. Y/n watches anime, kid shows, and listening to music as an escapism from his life and using those as a way to fantasize about the perfect life he will never have. Music keeps the ghosts that Y/n talks to from hurting others too much, but also lets them control those Y/n is fighting. Y/n fights to music as a way to ground himself, even though it may seem like it makes things worse. Y/n is a naturally violent fighter, so that is why there is blood shed every time, either from Y/n or the person he is fighting. 

Likes: Fighting, Music, Bluey, Studio Ghibli, Bojack Horseman the show, Anime, Tokyo Revengers, Crocs, Sweets, Isolating, knowing random ass facts, referencing stuff from his old world, and laying on the floor

Dislikes: Both his moms, his dad, his ex-boyfriend, sleeping, nighttime, silence, his brother, himself, feeling alone, the fact that he has to redo not only middle school, but high school too

Love interests:

Takemichi Hanagaki

Hinata Tachibana

Natoa Tachibana

Atsushi Sendo

Takuya Yamamoto

Sano Manjiro

Ken Ryuguji

Emma Sano

Nahoya Kawata (Smiley)

Souya Kawata (Angry)

Takashi Mitsuya

Shuji Hanma

Haruchiyo Sanzu

Rindou Haitani

Ran Haitani

Kazutora Hanemiya

Chifuyu Matsuno

Seishi Inui

Hajime Kokonoi

Izana Kurokawa

Kakucho Itto

Hakkai Shiba

Keisuke Baji

Wakasa Imaushi

Takeomi Akashi

Senju Akashi (Kawaragi)

Yuzuha Shiba

A/n: I may or may not have projected way to much on Y/n.. The stuff under the likes is very crucial to how Y/n see's the world and his coping. 

Picrew used

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[manjitookhertime]

6:41pm...

- Senju Kawaragi x F!Reader -

Angst with no comfort

Modern AU, No gangs [Both Reader and Senju are in High school]

Warning: Suicide, Character's death, Swearing, Mention of self-harm/Low Self-esteem, insecurities, self-worth, body shame.

“ I’ll be waiting at the park near that little pond“ Message was sent at 12:03pm

That text was sent 1 hour ago by Senju to you. Of course, being in High school is stressful but being in high school and not making time for your girlfriend was a big no no. Well in Senju’s book it was.

A sigh left the light pink haired girl's mouth as she sat down on a bench and waited for her [H/c] haired girlfriend, looking at the little kids playing in the park then turning her head to see a.. Ice Cream vending machine!? Senju   excitedly   got up from the bench as she had stars in her eyes then was about to walk towards there but remembered she had to wait for her significant other “Aw come on” Senju said as she sighed in defeat kicking a rock that was near her.

“You can go..” After hearing the soft quiet voice Senju looked to her left and saw what appears to be her significant other “Y/N!!!” Senju shouted as she didn’t even waste a second and hugged Y/n as she accidentally put some of her weight onto Y/n while hugging her “I thought you weren’t coming I was soo worried” Senju said while whining “Well why would I wanna leave you alone? Sorry I was a little.. late '' Y/n says while struggling to keep up with Senju’s weight on her.

“Hmph! Well don’t be late all the time You know! This is the 3rd time you were” Senju said while finally getting off of her lover letting Y/n regain her balance “Like I said I’m sorry- ""You said that last time!” “I know Senju, I know, I'm sorry I’ll make it up to you somehow okay?” Y/n said give Senju a smile then hug her. This caught Senju off guard causing her to be flustered by the sudden affection. “Okay, Okay I forgive you..” Senju says, patting Y/n on the back as her cheeks turn a shade of light pink.

Letting go of Senju, Y/n let out a sigh then spoke once more “I can pay you back right now” Digging into her pocket she pulled out some yen then handed to Senju “Here go get your Ice cream”  “Really!? Thanks Y/n!” Once again Senju hugged Y/n then run off to the Ice cream shouting “I won’t take too long!” as all Y/n did was Nodded.

Seeing Senju happy makes Y/n happy, Seeing Senju angry makes Y/n concerned, Seeing Senju bashful makes Y/n very happy. ‘It’s funny how people’s feelings can change based on the other person’s feelings’ Y/n thought to herself as She saw Senju running back “ Guess what flavor I got Y/n!!!” “Is it Choco-mint?” A dramatic gasp left Senju’s mouth as looked at Y/n as if she just got backstabbed “HOW DID YOU KNOW!? Was it Takemichi?? Did he tell you??” Senju said, looking deeply into Y/n’s eyes.

“No Senju, It quite obvious by the color of the ice cream” Y/n said pointing at the   Choco-mint ice cream in Senju’s hand “Oooh, I guess that makes sense” Senju said giving Y/n a goofy smile as a quick giggle left Y/n’s mouth “Oh Senju? Why are you still in your school uniform?” “Cause it’s comfy” “It’s not even a school day till tomorrow” “Well I like my comfy school uniform Y/n'' Senju said while eating her ice cream in one hand while holding Y/n’s hand in her other as they walked through the park.

“So I heard there’s gonna be a festival tomorrow night, and they're gonna have fireworks there” Senju said while still eating her Ice cream “Yeah.., I think I heard of it coming from a few classmates” “Wanna go? I don’t have any plans tomorrow night” Senju said looking towards Y/n and giving her a smile as all she got was silence in return.

“Y/n?” Senju said quietly giving Y/n a concerned look, But Y/n was lost in her thoughts till Senju let go of her hand snapping Y/n back to reality “Oh? Uhh.. What were you saying Senju?” taking a pause for a second then grabbing back Y/n’s hand Senju spoke once more “Do you wanna go to the festival tomorrow with me Y/n?...” Senju said with blushing rising on to her cheeks and not making eye-contact with Y/n.

“Oh! um.. Sure, I’ll love to!” Y/n said as blush also grew onto her cheeks as well “Well that’s great to hear! thanks Y/n!” Senju said, gaining all her confidence back and kissing her girlfriend on the cheek as Blush grew more onto Y/n’s face as she also leaned in and kissed Senju on the cheek as well. Both Y/n and Senju kept walking throughout the park speaking with one another about random things while throwing a few kisses here and there.

The Next Day..

“Wanna walk to school together tomorrow?” Message sent at 9:56pm last night

Message was left on seen.

“Come on Y/n.. You could at least answer "you know” Senju whispered to herself as she waited in front of Y/n’s apartment building, Looking at the time on Senju’s phone it was 8:28am ‘It’s about to be time for classes..’ Senju thought to herself as a sigh left her mouth.

Taking one more glance at Y/n’s apartment building, Senju walked to school alone feeling a bit gloomy due to missing Y/n’s presence.

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The room lights were off in the bedroom as the light of the sun reflected off the window. The bedroom was messy, plushies were on the floor, the blanket slides off the bed, and pillows were on different corners of the bed basically everything was where it wasn’t supposed to be as Y/n sat in the corner with a pair scissors in her hand, There was bleeding scars on Y/n’s left leg. “Y/n! Hurry up I have work and you have school, Let’s go!!” .

9:30am

Pushing the door open Y/n walked into the classroom “You late again Miss L/n.” “I’m sorry Mr. Saito, Something came up again at home.” Y/n said bending down to the teacher “This is the 4th time you have came late hm, I’m gonna need to have a word with your mother about this..” no words left Y/n mouth as she walked over desk and took a seat “Well anyways like I was saying if we...” The teacher's voice fades away.

Y/n took a seat at her desk as she looked around, finally letting her eyes lay on the window, watching leaves fall off the tree. Mr. Saito continued teaching as class went on. 

1:00pm

The bell rang signaling that It was lunch time, Y/n got up from her desk and walked over to the classroom door as other students followed while chatting with one another. After walking out the classroom Y/n was greeted by a smiling Senju “Hey Y/n! How are you doing” “Oh I’m alright, How about you? How have you been?” “I’ve been great as always! Wanna eat lunch together?”

 Senju says smiling at Y/n “Yeah sure! That sounds good, Let’s do it ""Okay!” a grin grew on Senju’s face as she grabbed your hand and led you to the rooftop to eat.

Both of you chatted and smiled with one another as Senju’s smile dropped a bit as she spoke in a low voice “Hey, Um Y/n I have a question...” taken to realized how quiet her girlfriend has gotten Y/n spoke “Oh sure, what is it?” “I-I texted you last night, You don’t usually reply sometime or at all but I was kind of curious why?”.

Senju asked with worried eyes as she looked at Y/n who hesitated to speak as she bit her lip then spoke “I-I was cleaning the apartment with my mom, sorry” “Oh no it’s fine!” Senju said as she placed her hand on Y/n’s.

 Senju glanced at Y/n’s legs then said “Wearing high socks today I see!” Senju giggled “you usually wear short socks” Senju said smiling at Y/n trying to lighten up the mood “Oh yeah um, all the short socks are in the laundry now so uh yeah” “Oh alright”.

Both Senju and Y/n chatted until the bell rang, signaling that lunchtime was over and it was time to go to class, Y/n got up to head to class as Senju said “We’re still going to the festival together right?” “Oh right, the festival! Yes yes of course I-I’ll be there!” “Great! the festival starts at 4:00pm, wanna go at 5?” “Um, Yeah! I-I-I might be a little late” Senju smiled at Y/n “ That’s fine! See you there!” 

Senju said with a hint of happiness in her voice as Y/n nodded as they both headed back to their classes.

4:23pm

Trying on the newest dress She just brought, Senju did a little spin in the mirror as a smile grew on her face, excited to go to the festival with Y/n. Thinking about all the things they could do together as she went to the mirror to go fix her hair and put it into a bun then go try on shoes to see which one matches the dress with all these things to do Senju couldn’t help but smile at the thought of being with Y/n.

4:45pm

“They all look terrible on me..” Y/n thought to herself as she tried on a few dresses for the festival, Some of them made her look like she gained some weight which made Y/n feel self-conscious, Some of them made her look a bit flat or not that big chested, “I hate this..” Y/n threw another dress across the room as she leaned her back on the wall as she curled up in a ball. “Why is it so hard to look good? I just want to look good” tears fell from her eyes “Why can’t I look pretty” Y/n grabbed a pair of scissors from off the dresser. “Am I not worthy of such a thing?”

4:56pm

Senju was walking to the festival smiling on the way, as she paused and looked the her left it was the route to Y/n apartment, “If I went through here me and Y/n could walk to the festival together!” Senju thought to herself as she just about to walk over to the route remembered what if Y/n wanted it to be a surprise when Senju sees her as Senju walked to the route towards the festival smiling hoping to see Y/n later while making sure not to mess up her outfit.

4:59pm

“Y/N! I’m going out, I’m coming home late again. Don’t text nor call me. There’s mac and cheese in the microwave from last night and hurry up! Aren’t you supposed to be meeting with a friend today or something!?” Y/n’s mom shouted as the sound of the front door slamming echoed throughout the apartment “friend? Not even my own mother knows I’m into women” Y/n thought to herself as tears dropped from her eyes “I should get ready Senju is wait from me” Y/n thought to herself as she got up and walked over to the mirror and saw herself. 

Red eyes from crying, Messy hair, blood spilling from her legs, dirty pajamas, scissors with dry blood on them. “I’m a mess” Y/n fell onto the ground and held her knees close her as tears fell for her eyes 

“Why me? Why can’t I just look good for Senju ""Senju deserves better ""Do you even love her? cause if you did, you would get up and get ready for her” “Your nothing but dead weight for your mother” “Your teacher is getting sick of seeing you” “Your classmates don’t even like you” “Senju should find a better person than a dirty mess of a human being like you” More and more thought came over Y/n’s mind as the scissors came across her skin.

5:09pm

Senju arrived at the festival. The festival was beautiful! All the pretty colors, the nice food being set out, the games you could play, the prettiest sights you could see, the nice sky view, people walking with friends, partners, family. It was all so amazing with a smile on her face. Senju looked around but stayed near the entrance waiting for her lover to come. 

She saw Draken with Emma and Takemichi with Hina as She smiled and waved to them as they smiled and waved back.

5:38pm

“She’s 38 mins late..” Senju thought to herself as she looked at the other couples hanging out as she pulled out her phone to text Y/n but then she stared at the Y/n’s contact and put her phone not wanting to bother her as her mom might be holding her up or she was trying to fix something. She leaned on the wall and continued looking around.

5:54pm

“54 mins late...” Senju thought to herself as she took out her phone as she debated whether to text Y/n or not “What if she’s still getting ready?” “What if her mom is holding her up?” “What if she’s trying to find something important?” Senju whisper quietly to herself. Senju decided to text her.

“I’m already at the festival, Are you ready yet?”   Message was sent at 5:55pm

6:13pm

Senju sat on a nearby bench that was still near the entrance as she looked around still waiting for Y/n as she looked at the sky, it was starting to get dark as the festival still look pretty as ever even in the dark as she check to see if Y/n has texted back or at least seen it as the message was left on the delivered. Senju looked at entrance hoping that Y/n would just walk through it.

6:32pm

Senju pulled out her phone getting worried why Y/n wasn’t coming “She usually come late but not this late” Senju thought to herself as she started texting Y/n again.

“Hey I’m already at the festival waiting for you, I’m not rushing you or anything just letting you know”

“Hey You there?”

“Y/n?”   Messages was sent at 6:34pm 

Putting her phone away as she crossed her arms with a worried expression on her face as she looked around hoping desperately that Y/n would come.

6:38pm

She walked out her room dropping the scissors from her hands as she opened the balcony side door as blood spilled from her legs, she lift up her legs and stand up on the balcony railing. Y/n took out her phone.

“I love you” Message was sent at 6:41pm

6:42pm

Senju saw the Y/n’s message as she stood up from the bench and ran out of the festival. Something felt wrong, very wrong.

The sound of a woman screaming echo throughout the city, The sound of the police and ambulance echo throughout the city, the sound of people gathering to see what has happened echo throughout the city. Senju ran as fast as could , taking the route to Y/n’s house as she finally made it.

pushing some people out her way as she called for Y/n desperately hoping for answers

6:53pm

Y/n’s mom fell on her knee as the paramedic shook their head back and forth signaling that it was too late. Senju looked around, the police started telling everyone to leave as   the crowd began to disappear. Senju watched as the   ambulance left. 

Her vision became blurry, tears threatening to spill from her eyes as she leaned her back onto the wall. Y/n’s kept crying as some people from the crowd comforted her.

“But why?” Tears fell from her eyes “What was the reason?” Senju held knees close to herself “Was I not able to help you?” her breathing grew heavier “I’m sorry”.

[sie-rui]

❀ varsity crush | pixie labrador [ 25. 10`24 ] 🥛 — kawaragi senju

❝oh if only all my pining leads you to me.❞

The smile on her face as she reads the letter while chaos resumes around her.

You try to not make it obvious that you were glancing at her, keeping a casual conversation with your seatmate who was too occupied in her rant to notice that you weren’t fully listening anymore.

Senju lets out a silent giggle and you can’t help but smile, watching her cute reaction.

You look away, class is starting. That was enough for you. It always has been.

You try to fool yourself so.

Isn’t seeing her smile enough? Isn’t seeing her happy enough? Isn’t seeing her keep your letters and your notes enough? Isn’t seeing her touch said notes gently before her games enough?

What if you want to be the person she’ll meet in staircases before her games? What if you want to be the person she’ll kiss in an empty classroom? What if you want to wear her varsity jacket just so that her last name will be yours even temporarily? What if you want to be the one who’ll tie her short hair into those cute twintails? What if you want to hold her hand?

What if you wanted to be something more?

With Kawaragi Senju nothing seems to be enough because you always want to be something more.

The bell rings and you realize that you were out of it the whole class. You sit there, staring at your desk, yearning for something more even though it was impossible.

Senju stops by the classroom door, bag in hand. She looks over her shoulder and gazes at your still form, preoccupied with your thoughts. She held the surface of her bag, the letter was still inside.

And she hopes that it was from you.

suggested by: katie

this song is so effing cute. will write a full fic about this one day, i swear i’m adding it to my list.

[ navi, opm ]

[ coffee: sielouu ]

[ tag list: @kallikrein | @asawa-ni-senju | @primsonnn | @erensoftcaca | @erisamorette | @chosoisbaby | @yuutsunaoi | @rintora | @tokiloki | @gwynsapphire​ ]

[p-antomime]

Better than him!

𖦹 minors don’t interact. ┊ wc: 1,3K.

𖦹 content: sub!reader, soft dom!senju, fingering, overstimulation, tribbing, mention of cunniligus, mention of cheating.

𖦹 pairings: gf stealer!aged up!kawaragi senju x haruchiyo's gf!f!reader.

ᥫ᭡. request. ┊ tokyo rev. masterlist! | taglist!

"I think...", her voice rang through the room as her head appeared from between your legs and those same bright green eyes with dilated pupils stared at you, "That you shouldn't waste your time with a guy, I'm no better than him?"

Your head couldn't even think straight, couldn't even focus right on her pretty face you could.

And how long had it really been? Maybe less than thirty minutes. Or more, you were caring about a lot of things at the moment, like the way your pussy even after cumming twice still looked ready to be used by Senju and how hard it seemed to breathe at that moment, but time was not one of them.

"Look! I made you cum twice with my mouth alone, I bet that asshole can't make you cum even with a dick, does he even know where your clit is?"

"Senju...", you called to her in a whisper mixed in a sigh and you swallowed dryly trying to close legs as you felt her fingertips rubbing against your sensitive clit, "S-Stop, I ngh cannot take, gosh, it anymore"

Your boyfriend's little sister stared at you, running her tongue over lips and taking the opportunity to finish licking the rest of your slick that kept leaving her mouth glossy, and then left a wet kiss on your crotch that sent a shiver down your back and made you gasp.

Your body was already so sensitive that just a simple action from her already made you squirm and roll eyes.

"Hm? But I'm treating you so well and your pussy...", Senju slid three fingers inside you and you put hands over the mouth to try to stifle a moan, "Oh, your pretty pussy wants to cum again, it would be very mean of me if I let you go now without giving your pussy what it wants, wouldn't it? I'm not like my brother who lets his girl go a whole day without cumming"

"S-Stop, oh my fucking-mhm God!", you tried to argue as she began to move fingers inside your pussy and abuse your gummy walls more and her mouth left kissing and sucking on your tits; she always said she loved them since the first time she groped them in the middle of the movie theater with Haruchiyo sitting next to both of you, "Don't talk about him while you-fuck!"

Your head fell back as you felt her curve those digits inside you to tap and rub against your most sensitive spot.

Small tears appeared in the corner of your eyes from the overstimulation, you were starting to get all braindead and yet you couldn't not keep legs spread to have more of Senju fucking your pussy with her delicate fingers.

"While I fuck you so good? While your boyfriend's little sister makes you know what a real orgasm is?", you denied with the head not knowing how to answer and Senju stared at you for a few seconds before returning to sucking your tits with the intention of leaving marks on your skin, "You can't act like you're not enjoying it, I can feel your walls squeezing my fingers"

She slid lips down your belly until she reached your puffy clit again and left a kiss on it.

"I guess that's why my brother likes you, huh? You're all pretty and smart and lovely to him, but I think what won him over is how tight your pussy is, y’know I love your pussy, right?", Senju made scissor movements and you, almost giving up fighting her once the mistake was already made and consummated, placed a hand on her hair.

"Can you... please, l-lemme cum again? Just one ngh more time?", her fingers quickened the pace inside you and she used the other hand to rub your heap of nerves.

Your eyes rolled up and you were sure there was drool dripping down your chin. Your orgasm was so close that it hurt deep inside you.

Haruchiyo's fingers were longer than hers, but Senju knew how to touch you from the inside out and that's why it took less than five minutes for her to get you pinned on her bed while greedily kissing your lips until they were swollen.

Your boyfriend thought your relationship with his sister was great, almost perfect to say the truth, but in reality, her greenish eyes were on you with ulterior motives from the first moment she saw you arriving at the Akaashi family home wearing that pretty blue dress.

You looked stunning, there was no way Senju could stop thinking about you and wanting to touch you, and besides: forbidden was better, tasted better.

Licking your pussy while you were on a call with Haruchiyo and he thought you were at a friend's house was sensational, it made the adrenaline eat away at Senju’s body from the inside. And finger fucking you in her room while he and Takeomi were in the living room watching something on TV while you used a pillow to muffle your own moans was even better.

Senju was almost like a naughty kitty who liked to use your tits as stress relieving balls and your dripping pussy as a delicious meal.

She propped herself up with one hand on the bed and pulled fingers out of you so that she could lift her skirt and remove her own panties before standing over your body and spreading your legs a little wider to have free access to the middle of them.

"Promise me you'll let him and I'll make you cum", you looked at her in disbelief before leaning on your elbows and watching her place the pussy over yours.

"I-I can't do it, Senju, you know that–", a hand of hers curled into your hair and pulled your face up until the two of you were face to face and her lips were just inches from yours.

"What I know is: I can fuck you better than him, I can kiss you better than him, I can be even a better girlfriend than him, and, deep down, I think y’know that too, don't you?", Senju, forcing you to maintain eye contact, began rubbing her pussy against yours, the two clitorises rubbing against each other and yours liquids mixing with hers and giving rise to a wet sound, "I bet while he's pounding deep inside you, you're thinking about me, aren't you?"

You tried to deny it with the head at first, but as soon as her back and forth movements started to get faster, facilitated by how wet you were, your head started to agree and deliver your kinky thoughts.

"Hmph, I knew it, you're a slutty girl who can't help but imagine yourself fucking your boyfriend's sister when he's inside you, aren't you?", you whined in response with hands placing themselves on her waist to assist her in the movements of rubbing her pussy against yours.

"Ple-ahn, Senju, please, I-I just–", her lips placed themselves over yours and you felt the knot in your tummy tighten even more.

"You just love being fucked by the lil' sis of your boyfriend, princess and sooner or later, I'm gonna make you admit it", Senju whispered with flushed cheeks as she felt your clit throbbing against hers, "Now, cum for me, all over my pussy, I know that you wanna do this"

Her permission was the last thing you needed to let the head fall back with your mouth open to let those loud moans escape and cum hard. Cum and feel your liquids gush against her pussy and, seconds later, mingle with hers in a huge mess between your legs.

Your cum and hers wetting both your thighs and hers and your vision turning white for long seconds as your body spasmed and probably the best orgasm of your life fell over you.

Senju placed a hand between the two of your pussies and caught your transparent cum between fingers only to draw a small heart over your crotch and open a silly smile.

"We're girlfriends now, got it? Your heart and pussy are mines now, you can kick Haru-nii's ass when he gets here."

ㅤ🏷 tagging: @festive @wakaslut @strawberrysanzu @bontensucker @wakasa-wifey @manjiroscum @inu1gf @keisaint @ravenina14 @saaraunicorn @ranilingus @mizurimirai @sleepy3 @kuroaka @slut4manjiro @zuuki @qudvxnkanx @manjirosdoll @hirwishin @izanaswifey @semisgroupie @k-ryuuguji .

[g0kotta]

High school sweethearts

My fav TR characters as your high school sweethearts.

Haitani Rindou, Kawata Nahoya, Madarame Shion, Wakasa Imaushi, Kawaragi Senju, Shiba Yuzuha x gn!reader

Haitani Rindou/the hot quiet guy

♡We all (ok maybe not all but still) knew/know a guy like that in high school. He was always so quiet, but had the best facial expressions and also sometimes had arguments with the teachers or other students. He’s smart and is probably into history and chemistry.

♡A lot of people thought he was hot and tried to get a date with him, but failed. There were rumours that he was asexual, aromantic. Some people thought that he might have a significant other that goes to another school.

♡But he was actually just into you and didn’t know how to confess. You were this artsy person who wasn’t dumb, but wasn’t the smartest either. Rindou always thought you were cute and you two actually sat together in some classes. That’s how he got to know you.

♡After he confessed and you two started dating, EVERYONE was talking about it. It was a surprise that someone managed to date with the younger Haitani. People would turn heads to look at you two when you’d enter the school halls together, holding each other’s hands.

♡Rindou’s a sweetheart. He cares a lot about you and your happiness is his number one priority.

♡Cute caffe dates, carnival dates, picnics, zoo’s and etc. Loves taking pictures of you and has a folder full of pictures of you smiling.

♡His brother calls him a simp and sometimes makes jokes about how down bad he is for you. But he’s actually really happy for Rindou and loves you and how great you two treat each other. (He’s your number one supporter).

Kawata Nahoya/the jock and class clown

♡He’s that loud guy who disrespects the teacher and never listens to anything. Has fallen asleep during lessons.

♡But his jokes are really funny. Probably says them during the lesson and the whole class just starts laughing while the teacher is turning red from all of the anger.

♡Never does any homework, but he passes all of the tests/exams?? And get’s a really good grade too.

♡The two of you are the funniest couple in school that everyone loves, but also are jealous of. Gossips about you can always be heard.

♡You two always argue, but mostly in a joking manner. Like your whole relationship is so funny, but most people don’t realise that you two are joking. And that’s when the “I think they broke up.” or “They actually hate each other. I don’t even know why they were dating.” rumours begin.

♡You wear his jersey with his name on it. He lives for the days he gets to see you in it. Your number one hype man.

♡You get along with his brother and his mom loves you.

♡They’re all waiting for the wedding invitations lol

Madarame Shion/the most annoying guy in class

♡Literally never shuts up. Rarely shows up too. And if he does he spends most of his time in detentions. How is he not expelled yet?

♡Most people find him extremely annoying. He always boasts about his achievements and lies a lot too. Is his story real? Is it fake? You will never know.

♡When you two started dating everyone was shocked.

♡The sweetest person in school dating that asshole? No way. They thought he forced you into a relationship with him and asked if you are ok.

♡You actually found him funny and loved listening to everything he had to say. He never lied to you.

♡Shion might be an asshole but he respects you a lot and he loves you too. You were the only one to shower him with so much affection.

♡He gives off golden retriever energy.

Wakasa Imaushi/hottest guy in school

♡Everyone knows how good looking he is. Those eyes that enchant people, that smirk that makes the girls and guys go crazy, his smooth voice and that fluffy blonde hair. He was basically perfect and he himself knew that.

♡He used his looks to get whatever he wants. He got candy from the people that liked him, they brought him lunch, they did his homework. He was an asshole, but he was smart.

♡He never really liked anyone, but you caught his eye.

♡You were the new kid. Got there from another country and everyone was all up on you. You were extremely beautiful and he just had to make you his.

♡He tried everything, but it was unsuccessful. You just weren’t interested in him. He was too much of a stuck up for you. You had heard stories about him from others and you could he how he used others for his own benefits.

♡Throughout the whole high school years he only managed to become your friend. But he was still into you. And on the last day of school he once again stopped besides your locker and asked you out.

♡What he didn’t expect was for you to actually agree.

♡Now all he had to do was show you that he’s worth your time.

Kawaragi Senju/nicest girl in school

♡You noticed her first. It was hard not to. She was bubbly, loud and always nice. She had a smile on her face everyday and she talked to anyone and everyone.

♡You were the quiet type and you didn’t want to approach her first so you’d just watch her from afar.

♡She noticed that you’d look at her sometimes, but you had this unreadable face and she actually thought that you hated her.

♡You two were assigned to work on a project together and that’s when she realised how cool and fun you are. After the project was done you two gad already became best friends.

♡You’d be seen everywhere together. And if one of you was alone it still meant that the other would be there soon.

♡It wasn’t surprising to anyone once you started dating. The kids from school had been rooting for you since day one.

♡You two wear matching outfits, have matching jewellery, always take pictures of you two together and post them on instagram. Literal couple goals.

♡Ice cream dates!!!

♡She loves you so much. She writes your name with her surname on her notebooks (and sometimes she writes her name with your surname and draws a lot of hearts around it). Always day dreams about your future and your wedding.

♡If she could she would propose right now.

Shiba Yuzuha/the girl that everyone likes

♡Prettiest girl in school.

♡She canonically has a fan club for her in school which is full of girls that adore her if I remember correctly lol

♡She’s so nice, but still she’s quiet and reserved. You just have to talk to her first to make her open up more. After a while she’d start coming up to you first.

♡She’s strict and cares about her grades a lot while you were a complete opposite.

♡At first she felt a disliking towards you. But it changed after she had nowhere else to sit during lunch and she had to sit next to you.

♡You made her laugh a lot and she actually had an extremely fun time. She smiled while walking home from school while thinking about you.

♡You two started hanging out around school at first. Then you’d start going to caffe’s together, then to the park, then bowling.

♡And then one day she just asked you out on a date.

♡Power couple.

♡Everyone loves you two

♡Mitsuya LOVES you and Hakkai does too but he’s a little shy so he just malfunctions whenever you talk to him

[zanashair]

[senju, haruchiyo, & y/n having a podcast] (ib trash taste episode #130)

senju: ok, but like, i have a question

haruchiyo: what is it, i swear to god if it's something dumb

senju: so like... allergies.

y/n, interested: alright, go on

senju: why are we allergic to things? why does that happened? do we know?

haruchiyo: you mean why allergies happened?

senju: yeah, why do you just become allergies to shit?

y/n, with no hesitation: skill issue.

haruchiyo: *fucking dies from laughter*

[mmary-janee]

Helloo Jane, how are my luv? I’ve missed ur writing 👩🏽‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏼 What type of Virgins do u think the characters from tr are?

(also don’t stress answerin, ik how stressful college is sometimes💕)

🫶🏽:: 𝒾𝒹𝓀 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓁👩🏽‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏼

♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱

𝐸𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝐹𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑🦋:: oh god,these cuties. okayy….let’s talk about them. They are a total fucking mess but tries their best to hide it, they didn’t wanna mess up their reputation so iguess they’ll just have to attempt to fake it until further notice. But they totally fucking fail at that, in all honesty they couldn’t be more obvious It’s really not their fault tho. How could they act normal when you’re so fucking hot all the time. The simplest things can get them all worked up and blushing. The slightest touch could turn them into a flustered mess. Hold their hands and rub circles, pull them in by their waist, call them pretty. They’ll go absolutely brain dead for a little but trust me it’s all they will think about for the rest of the week. They do think that you are mean tho,always deliberately flustering them around crowds or inconvenient locations just to leave them after with a deep blush on their face and hard dick or wet aching pussy desperate for your touch but they’ll have to hide it for now, bcs god knows what’ll happen if someone realized what was going on. They’d probably die from embarrassment. Whispering into their ear and kissing their necks getting them all aroused and red from their face to neck. They couldn’t handle the teasing and a moan couldn’t help but accidentally slip out of their pretty lips, “Ahh,p-pleasee, n-not here”. Before they could realize what they just said you spoke in that teasing voice of yours “hehe,since when did my innocent baby turn into such a little slut for me.” Then walked off leaving your poor s/o a flustered mess, but it’s okay you’ll give them what they want soon enough.

🧚🏽‍♀️:: Souya(angry), Hakkai, Chifuyu, Baji, Mitsuya, Mikey, Hinata , Senju, kakucho, Shinichiro, Takemichi, Yamahishi, Takuya, Seishu, Naoto, Kazutora

♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱

𝐻𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑦 𝐿𝑖𝑙 𝑆ℎ𝑖𝑡𝑠🦋:: They are very straight forward with their affection but they’ll be sure to not make u uncomfortable. They like to tease, a lot. They are so down bad for you It’s kinda technically your fault for being so pretty and perfect in their eyes. They do try their best to keep it under control tho. Every thing you do turns them on,and they fucking hate it sometimes. Everything from the way you speak, to the way your nipples poke through your shirt sometimes, or even innocent acts like hugging them can turn them on. You haunt their mind like a plague. They always want to be touching you in some way, may that be them resting on you or holding hands or even interlocking pinkies. But don’t mind them being all sweet and shit when they get home or are alone they are on straight demon time. Thoughts of you cloud their minds, they think about how much they love you and would love to fuck you. Before they know it their hands are slipping under their blankets to remove their underwear and get to their nightly routine of fantasizing about you. Poor baby was so desperate tonight, they decided to call you. Your pretty voice coming out through their phone speaker was enough to have them seeing stars. If only you could see how pretty they look with their scrunched up face and one hand over their mouths to try to hold their means back. But you knew exactly what was going on, I mean muffled moans right next to a speaker wasn’t exact discreet, but you’ll let them have their fun for now. You’ll give ‘em the real deal soon enough.

🧚🏽‍♀️:: Emma, Wakasa, kokonoi, Sanzu, Izana, Rindou, Shion, Draken

♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱⋰ ⋱✮⋰ ⋱♱

𝑃𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝐿𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝐿𝑖𝑎𝑟🦋:: These cocky little shits🤦🏽‍♀️. Even before you two were dating they’d always be going on and on about how good they could make u feel, and how they could fuck u better than anyone else could ever dream of. Like boy sit your cocky ass down🙄. And when the two of you started dating it just got at least 10x worse. Dirty jokes 25/8, randomly groping you, staring at you like they just won the lotto. They are literally in awe of you, you’re literally a real life princess. They’ll chill out if it makes you even a little uncomfortable. But it’s okay most of the time, they do have top tier complaints and I gotta admit they are rather good at sweet talking. However they are use to you just brushing them off with an eye roll and smile or telling them to shut up, so when u actually flirt back and ask them to show you how good they actually are. THE BOY LITERALLY DIES INSIDE. He literally went into temporary shock and froze for like a minute to process what what just happened.They’ll still brush that off to and sweet talk you until you’re both naked. Punish him for lying trust me. All his pride eventually crumbles when he confesses when the both of you are finally about to have sex. "Please b-be gentle, never done this before."

🧚🏽‍♀️:: Hanma, Ran, Nahoya (smiley), Taiju, South

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ℰ𝓃𝒹 𝒩𝑜𝓉𝑒🫶🏽:: COLLEGE HAS BEEN KICKING ASS. Sorry for how long I’m taking to answer request I hope u enjoyed this babe.😓💕

ℒ𝑜𝓋𝑒 ℳ𝒶𝓇𝓎-𝒥𝒶𝓃𝑒🦋

[seraphdreams]

PART II — BLINDING LIGHTS.

“sin city’s cold and empty”

CONTAINS. fem!reader, fingering/cunnilingus, bimbo reader <3, haitanis being asses, squirting.

TODAY’S RACERS. senju kawaragi v. manjirou sano.

WORD COUNT. 1.9k.

LINKS. series masterlist — general masterlist.

Onto the second race—The most anticipated so far; tonight’s set of racers were tinkering with their bikes. Sounds of sonorous music from overhead speakers, the revving of engines, and a pleasant fuse of chattering were heard from the main gate. After the events of the first race, you accompanied Koko, helping him collect more money while sitting pretty on his lap. The others didn’t have to know that you were cockwarming him as well, it shouldn’t come as a surprise with the way you practically writhe in his hold.

The bets being placed seem to favor one side over the other which raises your query. “Haji, who’s racing this time?” He’s silent as if your words fell flat once they managed to leave your lips and you wait, hoping he’d respond in the next few seconds. Of course he doesn’t and you call out for him again. “Haji!” He’s finally snapped out of his money-induced focus, snake-like eyes locked onto yours. “Hm?”

You sigh, almost defeated before starting up. “I asked who was racing tonight. Don’t the bets seem a little unfair?”

He sets the money down onto the table behind you. “It’s a bet, of course it’s unfair.” He straightens his posture, lithe hands coming to rest at the plush fat of your hips. “We got an amateur up against Mikey. She’s stupid if she thinks she has a chance.”

“She?” You perk up, a bit more immersed in the topic at hand. “Who’s she?”

Koko’s eyes relax and his pupils narrow as if he’d grown annoyed. He goes back to counting the fat wad of cash, making sure the amount remains consistent. “Sanzu’s little sister.”

Before you had the chance to react, the blaring music stops and the announcer starts.

TEN MINUTES TO RACE 2.

Had you not heard Mochi’s voice on the speaker, you’d forget that you actually have a job to do. You hastily make your way off Kokonoi’s lap, attempting to not wince at the friction while patting your skirt back in place. “Gotta go, Haji! Put $1,000 from me to Senju, please!” You sing-song, trotting in Miu Miu heels on the way to the main road.

“I swear, that girl..” Koko mumbles under his breath, more affectionate than vexed, tucking himself back into his slacks and continuing with the task on hand, setting your specified amount into Senju’s pile.

The racers’ garage space was feeling tense compared to the previous race. Whereas Baji and Kazutora exchanged playful banter, there was silence between Mikey and Senju. Heel trotting filled the silence as you walked onto Mikey’s side of the garage. He really seemed to never want to let that CB250T go, instead having his “anii-ki”modify it once every few years.

“How’s it going, Boss?” Mikey’s kneeled against his bike, seemingly messing with the engine—or maybe it’s the gas? You weren’t too into motorized vehicles but you knew they looked nice. He looks up at you through strands of ivory white hair, his familiar emotionless glance. “It’s good.” He wasn’t much for conversation, especially with you, yet it wasn’t enough to get your spirits down. “Good luck with the race, i’m sure you’ll do great!”

For the first time that you’ve seen it, a hint of a smile quirks on his lips. He softly nods his head and continues to tinker around with the large piece of metal. You redirect yourself to Senju’s side, almost in awe at her setup.

“Senju!” You beam, taking in her appearance. She’d always been a gorgeous girl but seeing her in her tight black biker suit, cherry blossom embroidery around the ankles with the zipper showing an overflowing amount of her chest, you’re left speechless. “Hey, cutie.” She responds, wheeling her bike out of the garage. You get the incentive to follow her along, assuming she’s heading to the start line. “You look so pretty! Forget what the others say, I think you’re gonna win a hundred percent!”

Her eyes widen in adoration, matching your unshakable optimism. “I know I am! I’ll have those fuckers amazed.” You nod along with her, eyes flitting from her cleavage to back to her emerald orbs. She really did resemble her brother in every way. Soon after, Mikey also makes his way to the start line. It’s about two minutes to the race and you make sure to give each of them a kiss on the cheek before heading to your position in between them with your flags in hand.

Ran, Rindou, and Sanzu watch from above on one of the higher floors, looking down at the events taking place beneath them. “God, she’s cute.” Rindou groans, a glass of dark sake in his hand as his older brother hangs off his shoulder. “That’s your little sister, right, Haru?” Ran queries, finding the utmost entertainment in how Sanzu glowers at him.

“Maybe we should fuck her in the back of our car later, yeah? What do you think, Rinnie?”

Rindou takes a quick glance at Sanzu before looking at his brother. “I think that’s a great idea.”

Sanzu’s quick to find somewhere else to watch the race, ticked off at their usual Haitani antics. “You both disgust me.” He growls out, pouring himself a glass of Whiskey. “Love you too.” Ran throws over his shoulder.

FIVE, FOUR, THREE, TWO, ONE!

The racers take off on the track as soon as your checkered flag grazes against the pavement. There was no denying the excitement welled up inside you as you watched the race go on. It seemed like a close match all the way up until the end where Senju pulled her speed out of nowhere, being the first at the finish line despite her lack of racing experience.

She hops off her bike, taking her helmet off and tussling her hair back in place, the widest grin on her face. “Congratulations, Sen! I told you, you’d win for sure!” You hand her the gold trophy with another peck to her cheek. Mikey comes in soon after, looking at the scene in disbelief.

“Guess I lucked out, Invincible Mikey.” Senju taunts at her opponent, nonchalantly waving her trophy around in one hand.

After her bout of throwing jeers at Mikey, you begin to speak again. “Why don’t we celebrate a little in your room?” You suggest. With the quirk of her brow, she knew exactly what you were suggesting, wrapping her arm around your waist and leading you up the steps. “Why don’t we?”

Following her to her suite took less than an ample amount of time, the two of you dexterously sifting through the crowd of people awaiting the next race. Once you got to her room, she sits at the edge of the bed, slowly unzipping the one piece as if she had planned on teasing you.

You watch as her breasts spill from out of their tight confines, pert nipples hardened and slightly lacquered in sweat. “No bra, Sen? Bold girl.” The last words come out as a softer whisper while you make your way between her thighs, kneeling. “Just thought it’d be more comfy.”

Once the zipper reaches its stop at her lower abdomen, she’s slipping out of her outfit, discarding the garment off to the side and leaving herself in nothing but pink lacy panties. The damp spot of her slick is visible through her panties from where you kneel, eyes locked on how she throbs even without touch. Little by little, you pull her thong down until it ruffles at her ankles, slipping them off completely and tossing them to the side. She’s wet, puffy folds covered in essence and clit twitching ever so slightly; as if it’d been awaiting you.

Carefully, you delve your tongue into her core, keeping it still for a short moment until you begin to use the muscle to aid in her pleasure. “A-ah!” Docile whimpers fall from her lips at the initial sensation and her hands grasp at her chest, kneading the flesh as if it’d give her leverage in some way. It was cute how quickly she reigned flustered. The light dusting of pink across her cheeks complimenting her angel-like features in the best way. On behalf of her tomboy-esque facade, she was quite the pillow princess.

Her little cunt tightens around your tongue, a slow rocking rhythm building up within her body as she throws her head back. The rising and falling of her chest in tandem with those cute fucking whimpers has one hand dipping underneath your pleated skirt, middle finger lightly rubbing your clit. “Please—Please don’t stop..” She rasps, light and airy voice coated with desperation. You opt to replace your tongue with your fingers, stuffing two of your digits inside her hole while your tongue flicks at her clit.

Louder and louder, her moaning gets, as if she shredded her sense of shame and gave into the temptation of pleasure. You switch between licking to sucking on the sensitive numb, watching how she grows dumber and dumber from each touch. The fingers on your clit work faster and so do the digits pumping in and out of Senju.

You might as well have been making out with her pussy the way you sloppily sucked and licked at her clit and folds. There’s no doubt she’s close when you feel her core tighten around your fingers. “G-Gonna make a, fuck, big mess..” She whines through soft mewling. Your fingers work at lightning speed to inch her closer to sweet release, your own orgasm building within you.

You watch her abdomen flex and relax repeatedly as if a surge shot through her, the warm sensation of liquid orgasm dripping from your fingers and down her thighs. You drink in all she has to offer, continuing to lick at her clit, reveling in the way her pussy spurts more and more essence in her aftershocks. You moan against her heat, feeling your own release just seconds away.

Before you could even react, your body is convulsing and cunt creaming all over your fingers. You were rather sensitive from previous activities which heightened the intensity of your orgasm, sonorous cries leaving your lips.

The two of you take a haste moment to collect your breathing, slowly peeling away from each other. “Sen, you’re so pretty when you squirt.” You compliment as you slide into her lap. She leans back amongst the sheets naturally, strands of soft pink haired splayed across the fabric. “‘S real embarrassing.” Her response comes out in the form of a light chuckle, quickly getting silenced by your cum-slicken fingers pressed to her lips. Instinctively, she wraps her lips around the digits, closing her eyes and moaning at the saccharine taste of you. When you pull your fingers away, you make sure to give her a salacious kiss to her lips.

The kiss grows deeper until you’re quickly pulled aback by firm knocks to the door.

“Next race starts soon.” The voice from the other side says. You come to recognize it instantly as Mikey from his monotonous airing. You hop off Senju’s lap, attempting to clothe her with one of the blankets on the bed before heading to the door.

“What a sore loser.” She states as you walk off, and just before opening the door, you reply.

“I know, right?”

[snzunii]

SEE YOU AGAIN.

in which, you and sanzu are in a very chaotic arranged marriage.

+ pairings. sanzu haruchiyo x f!reader.

+ tags. romance, fluff, heavy (?) angst, modern au, smau, arrange marriage au, college setting, use of profanities, eventual smut, 18+

+ status. on-going

+ official playlist by sanzuchi

+ playlist i by eriskaitto | playlist ii by haruchiyo

+ smau series masterlist.

one ; two ; three ; four ; five ; six ; seven ; eight ; nine ; ten ; eleven ; twelve ; thirteen ; fourteen ; fifteen ; sixteen ; seventeen ; eighteen ; nineteen ; twenty ; twenty-one ; twenty-two ; twenty-three ; twenty-four ; twenty-five ; twenty-six ; twenty-seven more chapters to be added.

profiles and information are below!

profiles !

yours and sanzu's twitter profile.

general information !

you (21) and sanzu (22) + all the characters here are in third year college. senju is in college too, but she's a freshman. all of the characters are aged up.

no one knows about the marriage except for your family and friends.

your circle are hina, emma, yuzuha & senju.

sanzu's circle are the haitani brothers, koko and mikey.

timestamps aren't important! there would be times that i would write this series in a paragraph form because there are scenes that needed to be written in that form, hehe

if you want to be added to the taglist for this series, pls send me an ask! ;) + pls make sure u have your AGE on your bio. [CLOSED]

[fueledbyapplepi]

"What's Mine is Mine" | Takeomi, Sanzu, and Senju

- HCs of the Akashi siblings as Yanderes.

genre: dark

warnings: cursing, violence, manipulation, stalking

A/N: For some reason, I think that the three of them has their inner yandere characteristics because it's in the Akashi blood. Yes, even Senju.

DISCLAIMER: These are all headcanons and just my thoughts on how they are as Yanderes. No way the manga depicts them to be like this.

Takeomi Akashi

Before even knowing him, Takeomi already knows EVERYTHING about you - He knows how frequent your mood changes, he can tell how your mood has changed just based on expression alone. Favorites? Best believe he knows.

The times when you thought you're being watched, whether you're alone or out with your friends? Not you're not delusional, Y/N. It's him.

"You may not even notice now, Y/N-chan. But I'm always with you."

At first, Takeomi was satisfied just from watching on the sidelines. Seeing you smile and laugh with your friends was more than enough pleasure from him.

But everyone has their limits, even the eldest Akashi himself. How can he suppress the feeling of jealousy every time someone tries to hit on you? He can't remove the image of your kind smile trying to reject the person. It was unfair for you to paint on a pained expression like that.

So, the next time someone tried to hit on you, Takeomi will use this as an opportunity to protect you and introduce himself to you. Hitting two birds with one stone.

You just thought of him as someone protective of you. But no, it didn't stop like that. Not when you're just a step away from falling into his arms.

Takeomi doesn't do it with words. But he will shower you with gifts, even sending really expensive ones and your favorites almost every day. You thought it was just a coincidence, but little do you know that he already knows you. Probably more than you know yourself.

It was an alright relationship at first when you two got together. Takeomi was protective and caring for you. However, it was too much.

When you go out with your friends, Takeomi shall know. And he makes sure that he knows each of them from head to toe. If you're late when you get home even just by a minute, expect your phone to be bombarded with missed calls and messages.

"What are you doing? Where are you? Who are you even with?"

If he ever declares his love and obsession with you in your relationship, and you somehow don't reciprocate it, he'll force it the hell out of you.

"Y/N, fucking say it. Say you love me too! Fuck, just say it!"

Say it back and he'll reward you, where slowly, you'll fall into the pit of his hands and "love".

Haruchiyo Akashi (Sanzu)

Haruchiyo isn't so subtle with his obsession with you. He's a man of short patience, so rather than lurking in the dark and watching you, he'll full-on show himself in front of you.

For some reason, you always see him around you. Whenever you go grocery shopping, you'll see the man on the same aisle as you. Or when you're about to enter your favorite coffee shop, he's already sitting at a table near your favorite spot. And when you're about to pick up the vinyl you've been waiting for, his hands are already on it.

So when you tried to confront the man who you "thought" was stalking you, according to him, he isn't. It's just you two apparently "share" the same interests. He'll even make you feel bad for accusing him of something like that, and he'll use your guilt to get close to you.

Haruchiyo will use that connection you two have to be by your side. He'll show himself as a "good man" and someone fit for you. He'll always be that "one call away prince" for you.

So it isn't that hard for you to fall for him. Because he's always there for you. When your friend died, he was the one who comforted you. When several people in your life ghosted you or suddenly disappeared, he was the one to save you from the pool of misery.

"It's alright, Y/N-san. You might lose all of your friends, but you have me."

Truth be told, he already killed and removed some of the people in your life. Your old friend who tried to get his hands on you? Dead. That one bitch of a friend who always tells you to break up with him? Dead. Your childhood friend who wants to stick around you all the time? He deleted some messages.

Haruchiyo even spread rumors about you just so anyone annoying or too close to you would stay the fuck away. Because what's his is only his.

So who you thought was someone who's your knight and shining armor was actually the menace of Tokyo. Someone who secretly manipulates your emotions and relationship with others.

He'll use this as an advantage to lock you up at your shared house. Haruchiyo will try to reason out with you that it's for your "safety" and convince you to wait for him at home.

If you try to do something that he isn't aware of, like go out to buy some food, Haruchiyo will punish you. Don't be surprised if you get home and be welcomed by a few slaps and restraints for the night.

However, at the same time, he'll try to comfort you. Fucking up your emotions even more.

"Y/N, my darling, you know I'm just doing this for you, right? I don't want my Y/N to go outside because they might get hurt."

"I'm doing this because I love Y/N, okay? I'm only punishing my darling for their mistakes"

He's so good at manipulating your emotions and mind that he'll make you think that you deserve this and that it was your mistake. After all, he's your knight and shining armor, right?

Senju Akashi

She's sweet, nice, kind, and fun to be with. A pretty face with a pretty attitude. So it's no brainer how you got close with each other. But unbeknownst to you, underneath that facade is Senju's strong obsession with you.

Senju always has this sharp and scary look around other people when you're looking away. Constantly giving them an eye saying, "fuck off and stay away from Y/N".

However, she's always smiling and sweet around you. Senju's like a ball of sunshine when you're around, so it's not difficult to have a strong connection with her.

She's even open towards her admiration for you.

"I like you sooooo much, Y/N-san! Let's stay together always, okay?"

Her strong feelings for you are even more evident with the wall in her bedroom. Similar to a detective cracking a case, she has a wall, no probably a collage of your pictures on the wall. It's something that she admires and worships, every.single.day.

She'll even lean on your pictures and imagine that it was actually you beside her. Because for Senju, you're someone who's supposed to be by her side anyway.

And this worshipping doesn't stop with your pictures. It's also evident when she's around you. Always showering you with compliments that you deserve.

Senju loves it when you ask her for something. She even constantly reminds you that it's okay if you depend on her.

"Y/N-san, you can always count on me okay? I'll do anything for you!!! "

It's true. Senju wants you to command her and tell her to do something for you. Because she is willing to do anything for you. Including getting her hands dirty.

Senju's willing to sacrifice for you, just to get all of your undivided affection and love for her.

Just to get your attention, Senju would even purposely get in fights and will let the enemy bruise or cut her so that you'll worry about her.

And she always gets the reaction she wants. A caring Y/N that will give her full attention to her and tend to her needs. Of course, Senju would seize this opportunity to act around like a helpless baby.

She's dependent on you. And this dependency somehow turns into manipulation so she can get what she wants.

If you're not with her, and she sees you hang around with your other friends, Senju would use this to make it seem that you've wronged her.

"Does Y/N-san do not want to hang around me anymore? But Y/N-san! You promised that you'll always stick around me!"

It's not evident, because you see Senju as someone sweet. But sweet things always have their drawback if you look closely.

[mieisuke]

They Carry You To Bed/Home

Characters: Ken Ryūguji + Takashi Mitsuya & Ran Haitani

Tw: Cursing & blood

Au Note: Requests open!

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Ken “Draken” Ryūguji

You were never someone to express your injuries openly and it was because you despised the idea of people fussing over you. As childish as it sounds, it’s something you’ve always done – hiding any health issues that could cause immediate attention from your friends.

So, when you’re dehydrated past the normal human limit, you still put on the façade that you’ve never been healthier. There were many important things on your agenda that couldn’t wait, like exams and you were sure that another 24 hours without relaxation or tending to your needs wouldn’t hurt.

Someone should give you a meddle for your efforts, almost 90% of the time you can fool just about everyone. That is only 90% of the time and nearly everyone. The one person who had always seen through your attempts to persuade the opposite about your health was Draken – your boyfriend.

It wasn’t hard to recall the dozens of times in the past where he had scolded you for being so careless about yourself, preaching that you need to take care of yourself before anything else. Yep. No – sorry Draken but there were other things occupying your mind.  

For nearly three days straight, you had been at your home-study desk, pencil to paper and scribbling down all the recourse notes from this year for your final exams. Being so engrossed in your work, you couldn’t even hear the constant vibrations or pings your phone radiated.

The next thing you knew, someone had snatched the pencil from your hand and with furrowed eyebrows, you turned to the figure who had appeared beside you. His own furrowed eyebrows matching yours but your drowsy eyes couldn’t help but soften at the sight of your boyfriend.

“Babe!” You exclaimed, not exactly expecting the surprise visit from him. “I thought we were meant to meet up on Tuesday?”

Draken raised an eyebrow, obviously noticing the exhausted state you were in even though you’d never admit it, “(Y/n), it is Tuesday.”

“Oh….”

A suffocating silence engulfed the room much to your discomfort as Draken scanned the state of your study with his eyes before bringing them back to you, “When was the last time you even drank some water? Your face looks pale as fuck.”

You shook your head slightly, trying to keep your eyes from closing, “I believe I drank a cup on Saturday… so yesterday?”

The tall male was beyond concerned since your words weren’t making nearly as much sense as you believed they were. Gently grabbing your arm, Draken pulled you up from your seat to carry you to your bedroom. Your legs wrapped around his waist as your arms were slung around his neck, your head resting in the crook of his neck.

Soon enough, the ride was over and you head was placed on the comfort of your pillow as you opened your eyes to glance at the ceiling of your bedroom. You watched Draken leave the room and return with a bottle of water which he made you drink until it was empty.

“You’re going to leave me now… aren’t you?” You mumbled, placing the empty bottle on your bedside table. “How’d you even get into my house…?”

Draken sighed with a small smile evident on his face, “Your mind’s really that fried? Baby, you do realise I live here too?”

Your lip quivered, “Then where have you been the past week?”

Draken laid down on the other side of the bed as you rolled over to place your head on his chest as he explained, “Mitsuya’s moving into his new apartment Pah-Chin gave him, ‘member? I’ve been helpin’ him move in.”

“For three days?”

“Let’s just end the conversation sayin’ that I spent three fuckin’ days putting together a damn dining table!”

 Takashi Mitsuya

Today had been a celebration for both you and Mitsuya. Your boyfriend had just won a young designer competition and you’d both established some independency by purchasing an apartment from Pah-Chin’s business. Though, instead of spending the night at your humble home – you were at Takemichi and Hinata’s house, celebrating the afterparty of their wedding!

The music around you was still going and there was still quite a lot of action and movement for two in the morning but you were too busy laying on the couch with a pounding headache.

Mitsuya sat outside in the backyard’s undercover area with Draken, Baji, Mikey, Pah-Chin, Chifuyu, Takemichi and Hakkai as they all shared stories with beers in hand. Inside the house, Hinata was seated on the other couch opposite to you and Senju was passed out on the kitchen table. The only females still going were Emma and Yuzuha – who were mindlessly dancing as they both sipped their drinks.

The crowd of males outside couldn’t help but laugh as Chifuyu had just finished telling an experience with Kazutora (who sadly couldn’t make it to the afterparty) and the pet shop Chifuyu had newly opened. Also thanks to Pah-Chin.

Chifuyu took a sip of his drink, “Still can’t believe Takemitchy got married before me.”

Baji raised an eyebrow at his friend with a smug smirk upon his lips, “Chifuyu, hate to break it to ya man but to get married, you actually have to have a relationship.”

The long-haired male’s statement had everyone sent back into a laughing fit as Chifuyu narrowed his eyes at Baji, flipping him the finger before laughing along with the rest of the guys. The laughter began to die down as Hinata poked her head out the door before making her way over to Takemichi.

“Oh, hey!” Draken exclaimed, another devious plan to destroy Chifuyu’s self-esteem in mind. “If it isn’t the other newlywed – congrats by the way!”

Hinata smiled at Draken, “Don’t worry about me and Takemichi being the newlyweds. I’ve been waiting for the invitation to yours and Emma’s wedding for years!”

Draken shrugged, looking inside through the windows to see Emma and Yuzuha dancing before asking, “How’re you girls doing in there anyways? Haven’t seen (Y/n) or Senju in a while.”

Hinata giggled, “Senju is passed out of the kitchen table and – oh, that’s why I came out here! Mitsuya, I think you should go and check on (Y/n), she isn’t looking too good.”

Mitsuya looked through the window himself, barely seeing your figure which had taken rest on the leather lounge in Hinata’s house. Thanking Hinata for her message, Mitsuya excused himself from the group before standing up.

“Look at Mr Prince-Charming over there!” Chifuyu laughed. “Rushin’ to save his Queen from danger!”

Mitsuya turned back to Chifuyu, following along with tonight’s trend of destroying Chifuyu’s non-existant relationship status, “At least I gotta Queen.”

Leave the hysterical pack of hyenas outside, Mitsuya made his way over to you, crouching beside you so that you’d be able to hear him over the loud blaring music, “Angel? You okay? Hinata said you weren’t lookin’ too good and I kinda agree with her.”

You cracked your eyes open, peering through your lashes at your boyfriend who was now in front of you, “Taka my head hurts….”

After the day you’ve both had, Mitsuya could understand why your head would be in pain and therefore decides for you that your partying is now over. Getting up and walking back over to the door, Mitsuya pokes his head through, “I’ll see you guys in the mornin’. (Y/n) isn’t feelin’ well so we’re gonna head to bed.”

Everyone yells you both ‘goodnight’ before he returns to cradle your exhausted body in his arms as he made his way up to the guest bedroom. Placing you on one side of the plush bed, Mitsuya slips in beside you, holding your body close to his own as he places a kiss upon your forehead.

“Love you, angel….” he whispers. “Can’t wait ‘til we get married.”

You stir slightly in your sleep, “Can’t wait to wear the dress you design for me… love you too baby.”

Ran Haitani

You and Ran never really had what would be classified as “date night” to most couples. Of course, there would still be nights were you’d go out and roam around Roppongi but you normally had his younger brother, Rindou, tagging along. Though, you didn’t mind.

Tonight was one of those nights and yet, it was exceptionally special because it was Rindou’s birthday! Of course, the younger Haitani had insisted that everyone was to forget about the day but Ran couldn’t do that. Even if Rindou didn’t want to go out and party, Ran would make him do it either way – just to see him “suffer”. In the end, we both know that Rindou would enjoy himself.

The night had started out young, the three of you going to a nightclub and drinking at least four bottles before moving onto the next club. By four in the morning, you were beyond smashed but strangely enough, neither Ran or Rindou had drank as much as you. In your defence, you were making the most of it!

It was easy to decipher that Ran wasn’t drinking as much because he still wanted to be sober enough to beat up anyone who even looked your way and as for Rindou? He wasn’t drinking as much for if that occasion did happen, he’d need to stand by you whilst his brother committed assault.

The Haitani Brothers of Roppongi – can’t live with ‘em and can’t live without ‘em.

Much to your dismay, the club hopping ended when someone eyed you for too long and Ran just happened to take notice of it. Before you knew it, you were sitting against an alleyway wall as Rindou stood in front of you, watching as his brother brutally beat the man who had looked at you.

Normally if you were sober enough, you’d tell Ran that he couldn’t go beating up everyone who looked at you otherwise half of Roppongi would be in a hospital. Plus, there wasn’t a living soul who hadn’t crossed through Roppongi even just once, that didn’t know you were Ran’s. You and he were the King and Queen of Roppongi, along with Rindou and God help anyone who disrespected or looked at the Queen for too long.

Although you were in a dark alleyway, the colours within your eyes danced around as the illusions of little cartoon creatures begin to appear around you. Oh, now you realised it. Was Ran beating this guy up because he was looking at you for to long or because he had roofied your drink?

Ran pushed the male’s back up against the wall as he drove his fist back into the newly moulded dent in his face, blood soaking into the creases of his knuckles. In moments like this, Ran would use his baton to avoid such mess but believing that there would be no one to pull a move as stupid as the fuck in front of him – he left it at home. No bother, Ran didn’t mind physically beating someone to near death.

“Stupid fuck!” Ran cursed, pushing harder on the male’s neck with his other arm. “How fuckin’ dare you slip somethin’ into my girl’s fuckin’ drink!”

Rindou watched the scene play out, turning back to you to ensure that you were okay but alas, the weight he had suddenly been feeling against his leg was you all along. Turns out, as the live match before you rolled out in real time, you had passed out. Whether from alcohol or the slipped drugs? Who knows?

Though, Rindou didn’t like the feeling on you being out cold if some other drunk idiots decided to pick a fight with the Haitani’s. He had to do something and that was to get his brother’s attention, “Uhm, Ran?”

“Kinda in the middle of somethin’ Rin!” Ran yelled back, refusing to let up on his cruel punishment.

Rin nodded with an eye-roll, “Yeah, yeah! Just lettin’ you know that (Y/n)’s down for the count and has become a cling-on to my damn leg!”

At the mention of you name, Ran turned to see what Rindou had described and released the male from his grip, letting the near-corpse slouch down against the wall as he walked over and crouched down beside you as he pried you off Rindou’s leg, “C’mon baby… let go of Rin’s leg for me.”

Almost in a piggy-back motion, Ran had your legs wrapped around the front of his waist and your arms around the front of his neck as your face was buried in his back. The sudden shifting movement slightly awoke you enough to ask, “Ran… baby? Where are we going? Are we going back to the club?”

Ran sighed, “Nah-uh! Sorry babe but you’re cut off for the night – we’re goin’ home.”

[matsur1]

A Sanzu Haruchiyo x F!reader ff made for Sanzu Week 2022!

Warnings: Violence, Swearing, Guns, and gunshots [I think that's all but if there are more that I missed, lmk<3]

Word Count: 6.5k

A/n: This is a compilation of the Sanzu Week 2022 series that I wrote!!

Your dad and the Akashi siblings’ dad were good friends even before you all had been birthed into this world. The moment your dad found out Mr. Akashi was having his first child, they both celebrated in joy. 

A few years later, your dad and Mr. Akashi found out that both of them were having children at the same time. Making Mr. Akashi have his second child and you, your dad’s first child.  Just like most moms, the dads also talked about how you guys could be good friends just like them. Mr. Akashi naming his son Haruchiyo and your dad naming you Y/N. 

Now everyone was excited for your birth, but things happened. Your mom is a very busy worker who most of the time can’t come home due to her career meaning your dad does all the mom work. But Mr. Akashi said that his wife, Mrs. Akashi, could help him when he doesn’t know what to do and that both of them would be there to help. 

Of course, as kids you both didn’t remember your times together. Then, Mrs. and Mr. Akashi got news again. Sanzu was having a little sister!! You both were still quite young so you and Haru didn’t really celebrate much. As soon as Senju, Sanzu’s younger sister, was birthed, Sanzu really thought she was beautiful, which she truly is. And you, you also thought she was very gorgeous. Aside from that, it’s like you’re having a sibling of your own too! Since you mostly hangout in the Akashi household. Soon enough, the three of you were starting to grow up so you could see more features of yourselves than before. 

As you grew up, Sanzu made his own friends with Takeomi’s friend’s siblings and started to hang out with them! While Sanzu hangs out with them, you and Senju would usually play dress up. But when you weren’t present, Senju would play with Sanzu and his friends, sometimes picking up their manly accent. 

One day, Takeomi and Sanzu were going to their friend’s household for a meeting and for Sanzu to play with his friends. Then Senju wanted to come with them and invited you to come along. Who were you to say no to meeting new friends and having fun with them, right? Or so you thought.

Senju introduced you to them. “Mikey and Baji, this is our friend, Y/N. She’s a lovely girl and she’s like an older sister to me. Be kind to her just like you are to me!!” Senju warned them. “Y/N, this is Mikey and Baji. They’re very nice and very kind gentlemen!” Senju exclaimed. Sanzu giving everyone a smile, keeping quiet and waiting for the introductions to finish so all of you could play.

After all introductions, everyone decided to finally play but Mikey announced, “Since we have a new friend, today is a special play day!” he spoke with confidence while everyone else tilted their head a bit, showing curiosity and confusion. Mikey went into his room for a minute and went out with something hidden in his hand, hiding it behind his back. “What are you hiding, Mikey?” Baji asked, trying to peak as to what Mikey was hiding. “I have a very cool surprise!! And none of you must touch it except for me,” Mikey said in a serious tone. Everyone’s eyes shone in excitement. 

“Ja-Jan~!” Mikey said in surprise, showing his airplane model that his big bro, Shinichiro, made for him. He told everyone about how long it took Shin to finish which is why no one except him can hold the plane since it holds a special place in his heart. No one would want to see Mikey get mad, right? So none of you dared to touch the plane, everyone only played along with Mikey until you heard Senju scream in excitement that she wants one too but Takeomi, their older sibling, got mad at Senju for using such manly vocabulary which lead to Takeomi blaming Sanzu for it while you just stood there, wanting to do at least something but you were just a kid. A kid who was just like them, unlike Takeomi who basically took care of his siblings and played the father role for them ever since Mr. Akashi had been straying around due to the disappearance of Mrs. Akashi. It does make sense since Sanzu and Senju always hangout, but you still thought that it wasn’t totally Sanzu’s fault because as a kid, and a boy, it’d be normal for him to talk in a manly way which would make Senju pick it up. You felt down on their behalf. 

Later, Sanzu went missing so you went to look for him to comfort him. When you finally spotted him, you were about to shout his name, but you saw him and Senju talking. So, you may or may not have heard the conversation they had. You were shocked but it wasn’t a rare occurrence for siblings to one day “hate” each other because of the nuisance the other is causing. You were an only child, but you always looked at siblings' relationships from afar making you understand different points of view making people think you’re so  “matured” but in the end, you’re still a kid who wanted to enjoy your childhood. 

Moments later, while you and Senju were reading manga, you heard screams. Making you and Senju flinch. You both ran to where the screams were coming from as soon as you could. The moment you arrived there, your eyes widened, heart beating faster than normal and mind blank. All you saw right at the moment was blood coming out of Sanzu’s mouth, blood on Mikey’s hand, and blood all over on the floor. Your breath hitched, not knowing what to do. All you could do was stare and stand there. You couldn’t even think of how Senju was probably so scared, witnessing this scene. “What should I do? What is happening? Why won’t my body move?” clouded your mind. Mind full of questions, you heard voices but your mind couldn’t pick it up well. You assumed Senju felt the same too. 

Soon, Senju left on the verge of tears since Takeomi and Shinichiro told everyone they were going to visit the Shop for a minute, telling everyone should behave well.

Sanzu kept still so you decided to take this as an opportunity to talk to him about things. And it took a while for Sanzu to vent quite a lot of things that’s been bothering him. It all stopped when you heard a thud coming inside, so you asked Sanzu, “Should we check what that thud was?” But Sanzu shook his head no and replied, “You go on ahead, y/n.” You went to check and explored the Sano Household until you saw Senju crying on the floor. Asking what happened, she told you it was nothing but you assumed it was still because of the conflict between her and Sanzu. This time, you comfort Senju and asked her if she wanted to go and read manga since Shinichiro told you to make yourself at home and read some manga or play if you wanted to. 

The moment you finally came back to your senses, all you could think of was to tell anyone. Be it anyone but a kid like you. Could be Shin or Takeomi. So you ran in their household until you found the front gate. You went outside to see if there were any people who could help. Running out of breath, you found some people in the distance so you ran as fast as you could towards them. Until you bumped into them. Ah, it was Shin and Takeomi on their way home. You were running after your breath so you couldn’t tell them as soon as possible. Soon, tears started dripping down to your cheek which made the both of them shocked, asking, “Hey hey, what happened? Are you okay?” Shinichiro softly spoke trying to calm you down. “Did something happen?” Takeomi asked. You couldn’t mutter words at the moment due to the shock kicking in so the least you could do was point at the house and Shinichiro ran towards the house as fast as he could to find out what happened. Then Takeomi was left with you to calm you down. “Hey Kid, calm down, okay? Shin already went there. Whatever it was that happened, it’ll be okay,” you could tell he was trying hard to sound calm but you knew that he was nervous to find out as to what exactly happened. 

Later, Takeomi finally was able to invite you back home. You were still sniffling, holding his hand on the way home. He could tell you were shaking. So much. Then the moment you both came inside the house, you were greeted by everyone in the living room. Mikey being calm and composed while Baji was in shock. Senju crying and Sanzu with bandages on the sides of his mouth and some other parts of his face that Shin put on for him. Shinichiro looked serious. Looking directly at Mikey. It already looked like they were talking about what happened but silence came in when you and Takeomi came back home. 

Takeomi immediately let go of your hand and ran towards Sanzu and Senju. Takeomi was too shocked to say anything else. All he could do was hug Sanzu and Senju. 

Later, everyone had a talk. A long and serious one. Everyone now knew what happened but the reason? Mikey didn’t talk about it. Or should I say, he never talked at all. 

This event truly traumatized you all. After your dad knew about this, he told you to avoid them from now on. It was only sometimes when you’d get to hang out with Sanzu and Senju again. You were isolated inside the house. It left you all alone in your own household. Basically becoming an inside child. It lasted long until you finally became a teenager. Of course, you wondered how everyone was doing now. So you decided to visit the Akashi household. And here you are now, in front of the Akashi household, rethinking your life choices.

You were nervous. Unaware of how they would react. You wanted to turn back and leave but deep down, you missed them. So much. Taking a deep breath, and convincing yourself it’ll be alright, you rang the doorbell. As seconds passed by, the more you felt cold sweat break through. Until finally, the doorknob slowly moved. You felt even more nervous, scared to confront them after years but you swallowed your pride and faced whoever it was behind the door. 

It was Senju. She was all grown up just like you. Senju gasped in surprise. Running into you, hugging you. A few tears dripping from the both of you explained how much you both missed each other without having to speak words. 

“Is this – Is this really you? Y/N?” Senju asked, “You’re all grown up now,” she added. “You’re all grown up too,” wiping the tears off your face. “How have you been???” You replied, “I’ve been doing pretty okay, how about you? And the others?” 

Your conversation went on for a while so Senju decided to invite you inside. You noticed that the house was pretty empty and quiet so you asked Senju in curiosity, “Where are your brothers?” the smile on her face fading away. You tilt your head a little to the side, “If it’s personal then it’s okay –“ you were cut off. “Haru-nii went missing.” She said in despair. You were shocked. Flashbacks of the incident appearing in your head. “E- eh?” you stuttered. “We were all doing okay but one day he- he just disappeared. Everyone did. We all cut off ties,” Senju spoke in a guilty tone. 

You tried to cheer the mood up by switching topics but it didn’t seem to work. Moments later, you just decided to go home and wrap it all up. Thinking where they could all be and why they disappeared all of a sudden. It took a while for you to fall asleep that night. Mind filled with thoughts. But you decided to cope with it just like Senju did. Sometimes, meeting up with her and hanging around the town.

One day, while you were shopping alone, you found a café and decided to settle in there. Ordering a cheesecake and iced coffee. While enjoying your meal, you took a good look outside the streets, admiring how lively the city is. Something caught your attention. Someone, in fact. The person had long lashes and the same hair color that Senju had. You wondered if it were a man or woman. Long pink hair and lashes with a black mask. It looked as if it was Senju’s long-lost sibling, you thought. They had someone beside them, a tall blonde and scary looking man with a weird haircut, no offenses to whoever that was. Then it slipped your mind. 

You ran out of the café as fast as you could, running after them. But the crowd started to block your way. You had no other way than to scream the name you thought it was. “Haruchiyo!!!!!!” You shouted as loud as you could. Soon, people were weirded out by you so they made their way on the side to see who it was you were calling out for. There, in the middle of the side road, was the weird-haircut man and who you assumed to be Haruchiyo. The long-haired person didn’t look back but the tall weird-haircut man did. “You know her?” The tall man asked. Haru finally looked back and realized it was you. His eyes widened, but he kept quiet. You ran towards them and went to Haru, “Haru? Is that really you?” you were trying to catch your breath. Haru, which you assumed it was, could only give the tall man a look and the tall man left. “So it IS you?” you asked once again. “Mm.” You could barely hear those words but you immediately understood. As soon you processed that it really was Haru, you hugged him tightly, him barely hugging back but he patted the small of your back a little. “Let’s go somewhere else, you’re causing a scene in the public,” He finally spoke and used proper words, you thought. 

You found yourselves in the park later on. You wanted to ask him why he disappeared so bad but you thought it’d make the atmosphere uncomfortable again so instead, you asked, “So, what are you doing nowadays?” Haru stood quiet for a minute, “Nothing much.” You groaned, “Yeah and what exactly is ‘nOtHiNg MuCh’?” you mocked him. He turned to seriously look at you in the eye signaling that it wasn’t funny at all. You lightly laughed, “Right right, sorry.” A few minutes passed by, “So what’s Tokyo Manji Gang? You in a gang now?” you innocently asked and read the words written on his shirt. No answers were given, so you answered yourself, “Yes, he is, y/n. Is it not obvious? Oh right whoops my bad. Thought I could talk to someone but looks like that’s not the case right now.” Making him hold back his laugh. He seemed more emotionless now. And quiet. Very quiet. But nonetheless, you still kept talking to him. Because you knew there was still a little Haru deep inside him that always caused trouble. 

“Today, I went to a café. Right before I spotted you. I ordered iced coffee and a cheesecake. It was very delicious! I think you’d like the cheesecake. They’re your favorites, right?” You gave him a big smile. Not knowing you made him shocked because you still remembered his favorite even after a very long time. “One time, I’ll treat you there! Would you like that?” you softly asked. “Yeah, I’d like that a lot,” Sanzu turned to look at you and gave you a sweet smile.

Your heart warmed up at the sight. You really missed the past. How you were all so close, but now it feels as if there was a thick wall growing in between everyone. Still, you were grateful to see Haru once again. After a few moments of silence, Haru told you goodbye saying he needed to go do something so both of you told your goodbyes. You sweetly smiled by yourself while seeing Haru off. When he was finally out of your reach, you remembered. You forgot to at least ask his contact number so you both could keep in contact. That’s when you realized, you fucked up. How are you even supposed to know where he usually is? Or hangs out? How are you both supposed to meet up and eat cheesecake together? What a dumb mistake it was. “Fucking Haru, did he do that on purpose?” You mumbled in anger. Why’d he give you such a sincere smile and accept your offer then? You were so mad at yourself that you could shout right then and there. The opportunity was right in front of you for minutes. Even an HOUR. You left the park and stomped on your way home. 

Returning home, you took a cold shower and dressed up in comfortable clothes. Angrily jumping on top of your bed, you heavily sighed. “Will I ever get to see him again after this?” you asked yourself. Tsk. But knowing that he disappeared even to his own family, you knew he wouldn’t appear in front of you ever again, would he? 

Months passed, every time you go outside and shop, you’d always try to look for Sanzu in the surroundings. Basically low-key looking for him. But you never saw him again after that time at the park. You checked the park, the café and around the place for him or that guy you found him with. But no traces were found. God, you could be a detective just to find Haru. 

And today was another usual day for you to go out in the city and explore – more like find Haru in the fields but alright. You happened to find a pretty formal dress which you assumed you’d probably need one day, so you decided to check the store. It seemed like a formal clothing store. While you were inside, you found someone buying a pink suit that matched the color of his hair. His hair reminded you of Haru but you didn’t think Haru would actually have that kind of style or would style his hair up in a ponytail. And *cough* no offense to Haru or anything - You couldn’t get a clear view of his face since he was turned in the opposite direction that you were facing and you didn’t want to creep him out by making him look at you or calling him out or anything. Sure, last time you did shout in the public because you found Haru but you were 90% sure this man wasn’t Haru. Once again, Haru didn’t have that kind of fashion sense so… you just left it alone. (No offense to him I swear) But that didn’t mean you’d stop looking for him every single day. Well not unless you were hanging out with Senju. She’d surely laugh and probably tease you even if you were just trying to help her out by finding her brother.

You and Senju had decided to do a 3-day overnight in the Akashi household since Senju had been telling you how lonely she’s been feeling lately. You’ve both been doing Movie marathons and skin cares every night and lots of fun stuff that girls normally do on overnights. But on the third day, Senju told you she had to go somewhere in the afternoon. You decided to go out too so you didn’t have to feel too lonely. Looking around some stores, visiting the library, going to a coffee shop, and all those self-loving stuffs that people do. It was dawn so you decided to finally go home, thinking Senju was waiting for you at home. You opened the door, removed your shoes, and yelled, “I’m back!!” but it was still quiet. Was Senju still out? Then you found a note on the fridge, reading, “Heya y/n! I got something to do tonight so you can go on and sleep without me. You don’t have to wait, I’ll be back late. Cook whatever you want, the fridge still has food and some pizza left. Take care<3” Oh? Senju? Out late? You thought it was okay at first since you also went home late at times. 

You cooked some mac n cheese for dinner. You ate alone, house quiet with dim lights. After eating, you decided to get ready for bed. Checking the time, it was 8:09 pm. What’s taking Senju so long? You were genuinely worried for her. You were also scared that you’d lose her just like you lost Haru. And you didn’t want it to happen again so you decide to get into your shoes, lock the house and look for Senju. You ran and ran everywhere. Turning in every direction.

You ran out of breath after running around the town. You found yourself where the train runs. You sat down on one of the benches that train stations usually had. You were trying to catch your breath, wondering if Senju would disappear too. You sat down there for minutes then realized you heard screaming and shouting in the distance. You could barely hear it if you didn’t focus well. You decided to check what was going on. It was quite foggy since it was probably very late. The shouting gets louder and louder as you got closer. Then the fog cleared up, showing hundreds of people fighting. Your heart was beating even faster now. What have you gotten yourself into? You then recognized something. These uniforms, they looked familiar. You take a closer look, trying to avoid catching anyone else’s attention. Oh. There it was. Tokyo Manji Gang was written on these people’s uniforms. There were also ones in white. Is this a massive gang fight? Should I call the police right now? 

You were about to run and call for the police until something caught your eye even more. It was Senju. And she was fighting a… a pink haired man in a ponytail. W… was it Haruchiyo??? They were in the middle of the whole crowd and you didn’t know any other way to get there to stop them without being involved in fighting. But an idea struck your head. You crouched down and tried to go through the crowd. Covering your head while your body kept being kicked and stepped on. Since there were a bunch of unconscious bodies on the ground, people didn’t notice you at all. You crawled and crawled, until you finally reached them, but the time you reached them, Senju was already knocked down on the floor and Haru was missing again. You tried to wake Senju up, but she really was knocked down. You brought her body to the side, away from the riot so she wouldn’t get hurt. Next plan was to find Haru. You looked around to find a pink haired man that should’ve stood out but he was no longer in the crowd. So you decided to walk around the crowd where he could possibly be hiding. You went round and round ‘til you found a train. You didn’t mind it but you saw a shadow inside the train. You decided to check it out if someone was still there, then maybe you could ask for help. 

“Hey!!” You yelled as you made your way in front of the train. The closer you got the more you recognized who it was. “Haru?!?” you shouted. His head took a peak to see who it was. “Y/N?!?!” He was more shocked than you were. “What the fuck are you doing here???” He asked. “No no no, what are YOU doing there???” You pointed at the train. “That’s none of your business. Now get out of here!” He warned you, but you stood there trying to figure out what he’s trying to do. 

Your eyes widened, “Could it be…Haru???” You walked towards him, about to step into the train and stop him. “I said leave!!” He shouted. “I won’t and I don’t want to. Stop this shit Haru!” you yelled back. He let out a ‘tsk’ and finally removing his hands from the train. But then, he reached for the bag behind him, looking like he was searching for something. Then he let out a katana. Eh?- what was he gonna do with that? Don’t tell me – “You leave me no choice, y/n.” He firmly told you. “H-Haru?” you stuttered, slowly stepping back. “I warned you twice, y/n.”

He swung the pommel part of the katana at your head very harshly. It felt like he put all the pressure to hit you in the head. Then pointed the pointy part at the veins of your neck. You were getting unconscious. You felt dizzy and your vision slowly started to go black. Until you felt nothing anymore.

Haru then put his katana back down and brought your body out the train and started continuing what he was doing. You could still hear a bit of things. Someone yelled again, “Sanzu… what are you doing he- Eh?- Who is that???” He was once again interrupted. He was very annoyed now. “No one you need to know.” He paused for a moment. “What the hell are you doing here Kakucho?!”

“It’s just as Takemichi said…”

It was until there that you could hear what they said.

You woke up. Your vision wasn’t clear yet. You felt a severe headache kick in. You were in a hospital room, you assumed. Someone was there beside you, sleeping. Then your vision finally became clear. Oh. It was Senju. “Senju…?” you quietly mumble. She slowly moved her eyes and woke up. Her eyes widened and tears started streaming down her face. “Y/n!” she shouted as she tightly hugged you. “Keep it down a little, will you?” You playfully told her. Your voice still a little hoarse. “It’s been years, how could I keep it down?” She smiled while she sighed, wiping her tears away. Wait – years?--- This time, your eyes were the ones to widen up. “Years…?” you slowly spoke, unaware of what she was saying. “Y/n… you’ve been in a coma for years…” she responded. “I- I’m sorry, if it wasn’t for me you wouldn’t have –“ guilt struck her once again but that was none of your worries right now. “No no no, I-“ you tried to stand up and walk towards the door but the moment you stood up, you fell down to the floor. “Y/n!!” Senju yelled. “Are you okay?” she asked you. But you were once again trying to process things. “The doctor said that when you wake up, you won’t be able to do many things as much as you used to. Because your muscles haven’t been used too well for years. Hold on here, I’ll call the doctor,” She informed you while helping you go back to the bed and rest. 

A few moments later, the doctor came in and informed you about the things you should be doing. The doctor also told you about taking physical therapy. You basically just agreed on everything the doctor had said. 

And there it was, months of physical therapy. You never realized how hard it was to walk. You honestly missed the days you could peacefully walk with ease 🥲 but after months of being in the hospital. Today, you were finally getting discharged. Of course, Senju still helped you on the way home and clean your apartment. She kept insisting that she’d stay the night at least for today but you assured her that you could handle things properly now. 

The next day, you were supposed to look for new clothes since the clothes in your apartment had some permanent stains on it. But then you got lost since the city changed a little. You found yourself in a sidewalk with some open shops and some abandoned buildings. You tried to locate the current place you were in by checking GPS on the phone, but apparently there was no signal. Oh what luck you had today. You heavily sighed as you tried to look around and remember the place. Although there were abandoned buildings, the place was still crowded with people. You simply looked around and sometimes rated people’s outfits out of boredom. Then, someone caught your attention. A light pink haired guy wearing a pink vest and pink suit pants. Your mind rated it a nine out of ten but all of a sudden, you couldn’t get it out of your mind. It lingered at the back of your mind. It felt like a whole déjà vu. You sat down and thought for a whole minute. Then you remembered, right it was that suit you saw at the clothing store, the one who had the same ponytail as the guy at the train incident. The same hair color and shade of pink. What just differed were the hairstyle. Could it be-? You tried to run after him. Again. You didn’t know why you kept running after him, looking for him, and searching for him. It’s not like there was any valid reason for you to do so. Especially after what he did to you. To be honest, all that you wanted was just to see him again. To see his face and that sweet smile he had on his face.

After all, everything was just a déjà vu, wasn’t it? You, always running after him. But who cares? What matters is, you gotta find him and secure his sweet smile from being tainted.

After a few weeks of visiting the same place that you found Haru in, you still haven’t gotten a single trace of him nor have you found him. 

One time, it was 4:00 pm but it started raining and you didn’t bring an umbrella. You decided to find a shelter but the only buildings you could see nearby were abandoned buildings. The rain started pouring heavier so you just went into one that looked stable. It was quite dark in there, making it look like it was nighttime. Finally settling down and trying to dry your clothes, you heard a low and dangerous voice say, “Who’s there?” you flinched at the sudden voice. “I- I was just settling here since it was rainin-“ You heard a gunshot and in instinct, you put your hands up. Your heart started to beat so fast and loud. You almost saw your life flash right before your eyes. “Leave.” The man firmly ordered you. At the same time, thunderclaps got louder, making you flinch even more. 

Seconds of silence until he spoke again, “Tsk. Make sure you stay still then,” 

Minutes went on and you just stood there. You sat down somewhere stable, making yourself comfortable as if no one was there. “You sound like someone I know… but I don’t think they’d handle a gun.” You randomly told the man. You were still scared but, you just felt like sharing it. “I told you to stay still woman.” He fought back. “I am still, I just talked, chill man.” You argued, mocking him a bit. You don’t know either why you talked like that to someone who is probably a criminal but, something about him made you feel comfortable enough to talk back like this to him. Then you heard footsteps, you thought it was the man who held the gun but it turns out it was someone else. “Who is this, Haruchiyo?” another voice boringly said. 

Wait, Haruchiyo?- Was it him after all?- You slowly turned around to take a look at their features.

“I told you not to turn around.” Haru spoke through his teeth.

“Haru…” you softly spoke. He pointed the gun towards you, hesitation clearly showing. His finger, about to pull the trigger. …Bang! 

“Stop, Haruchiyo.” The other man ordered. 

You closed your eyes, thinking you were gonna be shot. But when you opened your eyes, you could see a white-haired man in a black tee, pointing the gun that Haru held downwards, saving you from being shot. 

You heavily sighed in relief, knees dropping down to the floor, and tears flowing like a river. You could hear footsteps grow louder as they get closer. 

The white-haired man raised your chin using his index and thumb finger. Taking a very close look on you while you were sniffling and tearing up. “Tell me your name,” He firmly told you. “Y/N,” you responded. Another tsk being heard from the back. 

“I see. It’s nice meeting you again, Y/N.” He gave you a little smile, letting go of your chin and going back to Haru. He whispered something to Haru, but that was none of your concern. The man knew you? 

“Wait… who are you?” It was your turn to ask. “Mikey.” He answered and went back to whispering something to Haru. A few seconds later, you calmed down. But then... “HAH?!” Haru’s voice echoed in the whole building. Making you curious and you looked at him. He was hiding the blush on his face. Mikey smirked then spoke, “Bye bye.”

“Wait! Boss!!!” Haru once again screamed. But he was too late, Mikey already left. You were clueless, still sitting there. Then Haru turned to give you a cold look so you tried to avoid eye contact. Looking away, he walked towards you. “Stand up. The floor’s dirty.” He spoke, lending you a hand. You slowly turned to look at him and his hand. Accepting his kind offer, you stood up and cleaned the back of your pants. It was still raining hard, so you both decided to watch the busy road through the one-way windows. 

“I’ve been looking for you,” you softly confronted him. “I know,” he replied. “What do you mean by ‘I know’?” you asked. “You think you’re being slick? I’m part of the most criminal gang, let that be known, Y/N.” He spoke in a serious tone. 

You huff, “So you and Mikey do those type of things now? Wow.” 

“This is stupid,” he scoffed. “It isn’t, Haru.” You seriously said. 

“I’m sure you have a reason for doing this. Your actions and you disappearing every single fucking time.” You lightly laughed, “It annoys me and I might come off as crazy for, y’know, still not letting go of a literal wanted guy that’s face hasn’t been seen. But you’re still the same. You and Mikey. You both still have a heart deep down. It’s just hard to search for and to tame.” You slowly turned around, walking towards him, “Your feelings will always need to be understood, Haru. Be it a murderer’s, an assassin’s, or the most wanted criminal gang’s.” You hugged him. “I can’t do anything to save you from your actions anymore but I’d gladly go down with you,” you slowly pat his back. 

Seconds later, you could feel your shoulders get wet. Small sniffles heard on the side of your ear. You laugh it off, “Are you actually crying right now??” 

“No, shut up.” He backed away from the hug, wiping his nose. You gave him a smile, then you noticed that the sun was finally back. Then you were finally able to take a good look at Haruchiyo. “Oh right! I promised to treat you cheesecake, right? Today’s good, yeah?” Not even waiting for his answer you grabbed his wrist and pulled him. You both went to the café that you told Haru about years ago. Thankfully, it was still open ‘til this day.

You went to the cashier and ordered while Haru sat down on a table. “I’d like two cheesecakes please, thank you.” You told the cashier. “Okay, two cheesecakes, is that all?” The cashier asked. You hummed yes as a reply. Then went to the table where Haru sat down. You kept a conversation going on between you two, basically catching up over the years. 

It somehow turned into a serious conversation about what Haru did to you for years, especially the coma part.

“I’m… sorry for everything. I made you suffer over the years –“ you cut him off, holding his hand, “Haru… it’s okay. It hurt a ton of shit but you can suffer the consequences later on.” He painfully laughed, not knowing if he should feel relieved or what. “Actually, I –“ He was cut off once again.

“Here are your cheesecakes!” a worker came up to you two, giving you your orders. “Thank you.” You kindly told the worker as the worker walked away. Haru then started to enjoy his cheesecake, cheeks full. Having a small smile on your face, you started to enjoy your cheesecake as well, forgetting that he was supposed to say something. 

After eating your cheesecakes, you both left the café. The moon was surprisingly showing up. Oh how time passes by so fast. You both were walking to I don’t know where either, until you remembered something, “Oh! Right,” you talked to yourself, Haru got curious and looked at your direction. You were looking for something inside your bag. When you finally found it, you handed a little bag to Haru. “Hm? What’s this?” He asked. “Open it yourself, idiot,” you teased him. He scoffed, slowly opening the bag. It was a necklace of his birthstone. With the name “Haru” engraved to it. “It was supposed to be a birthday gift for you back then but since you kept disappearing, I didn’t have the chance to give it to you. But Happy Birthday Haru!” You gave him a big smile. A sweet smile appearing on his face because you didn't forget his birthday. You were happy to see Haru smile again. “There’s something better that I’d like as a birthday gift though,” he stated.

“Eh?- Do you not like it? I’m sorr –“ he cut you off by grabbing both of your wrists, and placing his forehead on top of yours, “It would’ve been better if I got a kiss from you, y’know?” he slowly blushed but he chose to close his eyes instead. You chuckled, in nervousness and in embarrassment. Did he just- say that?- you asked yourself. “I love you so much. I wasn’t in my right mind when I hit you- I’m really sorry, y/n. I’ve always liked you. But I don’t think you deser-“ 

You kissed him. On the lips. Yes, the real deal kiss. Man, was he lucky. But you were luckier, you thought to yourself. 

The light poles finally turned on, full moon, quiet streets, and him letting go of your wrist, hands travelling down to your waist, holding you tight, kissing you back.

Fin.

© Matsuri