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[katorainwonderland]

Infatuation

Summary: Chris Evans/Reader: You made an impression on Chris the first time you guys hooked up but now he wants more and you’re reluctant to give it to him because of your past heartbreaks.

Warnings: 18+ explicit sex scene, oral(f receiving), choking, vulgar language, Chris being persistent af trying to get you lol there are no descriptions of what the reader looks like so anyone can read.

Word count: 1,877

Author’s Note: Idk where I’m going with this, it might stay a one shot or turn into a multi chapter short story but for now enjoy this one!

Italics=text message

Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

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“I’m in L.A. filming for a while if you want to get together.”

“Is he texting you again?” Your friend asked as you checked your phone. The text message brightening the screen as you picked it up.

“Yeah, it’s the third time this week that he’s asked to get together again.” You said putting down the phone not answering the text just yet.

“What did you do to him?” She laughed

“Sucked his dick, fucked him dumb.” You shrugged, guessing what it could possibly have been for Chris Evans to be acting like this.

You two had met at an awards show, danced a little at the after party and then went back to his hotel room to hook up. He asked for your number before you left and it hadn’t been that long after that he was asking to link up again. You had texted back and forth here and there, having small conversations but nothing too deep but he was definitely acting like you two really had something more going on with how badly he wanted to see you.

Don’t get it wrong, he was gorgeous, very sweet, a gentleman through and through and not to mention his stroke game was immaculate but you weren’t really looking for anything else other than some casual fun.

“If you don’t meet up with him then I will.” Your friend tapped your leg going back to watch tv.

“I think he’s just bored or lonely, I don’t know.” You called after her.

“You should help him with that!”

You rolled your eyes at her but picked up your phone to answer him.

“Sure, you want to come to mine or you want me to come to you?”

Chris’s phone lit up and he was quick to check it, you had finally agreed to meet up again and he was ecstatic about it, he really liked you. You were funny, smart, absolutely gorgeous and you had blown his mind the first night you hooked up. If he was being honest he was addicted and in turn that made him a little eager to be around you again.

“What’s with the huge smile?” His coworker asked, coming into the makeup trailer to get themselves ready for the next scene.

“She finally agreed to meet up.”

“You wore her down.” His coworkers laughed, having Chris join him.

“It would seem so.”

“Come to mine, I rented out a condo for the time I’m here and I want to cook dinner for you before I eat you out for dessert.”

“Sounds good, I can’t wait to get my mouth on you again myself.”

The thought of you having your mouth on his cock made him shift in his seat, you looked beautiful that night looking up at him sinfully as you swallowed him.

“Damn, babe, you’re going to have me out here with a hard on thinking about that. Tomorrow at 7.”

“I’ll be there.”

He sent you the address and you saved it in your gps for later. You got up to join your friend on the couch, flipping down next to her and taking some popcorn.

“He said he wants to cook for me.” You sighed

“Ooo some filet migncock.” She laughed

“Shut up, you weirdo!” You pushed her which made her laugh louder. “I just hope he’s not making this more than what it is.”

“Just let him know you’re there for the diock not the feelings.”

“Yeah.”

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“So I’m running around screaming thinking there’s something on my back and my cousins are just laughing, so I run to my mother in a panic because whatever bug I imagined in my head is still on me and she looks me over and she’s like ‘Chris there’s nothing on you’ you can guess how abruptly I stopped yelling, tears rolling down my face and everything.” The two of you were sitting on the couch, your legs laying over top of his, the picture of comfort.

You laughed at the story Chris was recalling, you could just imagine a little him running around frantically.

“Cousin’s are literally put on this earth to torture you I swear.” You understood having your own thing with your cousins as well.

“They are but I was also a punk kid so there’s that.” He looked at you as you laughed again.

He loved the sound of it and then your smile, it made your eyes crinkle up and sparkle and it pulled at his heartstrings.

“Stop looking at me like that.” You pushed his arm, having him come out of his trance.

“Like what?” He smiled, oh he was dangerous and he knew it.

“Like that with the eyes and such.” You were trying to joke away the feelings he was stirring up in you, you did not want to like him more than intended, you had been through enough with relationships and the last thing you needed right now was to be falling for someone.

“I can’t help it Y/N, I think you’re gorgeous.”

You felt your face heating at the compliment “thanks you’re not so bad yourself.”

“Come here.” He reached for you and you allowed him to maneuver your body so you were straddling him, his hands cradled your head as your lips met. He kissed you slowly, his tongue gently reaching out to touch yours and drive you crazy.

He wanted to devour you, every part, you were intoxicating to him, a drug he could never quit and he had only had you once. If he couldn’t call you his soon, he would surely go crazy but he could tell you were hesitant when it came to him being emotional.

“I need more, Chris, please.” You moaned as your lips parted, you had begun to grind down against him and could feel him hardening.

“Ok baby, patience, let me take my time with you since I didn’t get to the last time.”

Soon enough he had you in the bed with his head between your legs as he gave you your third orgasm, you were sensitive, pushing at his head but he held your hips still continuing his assault on your pussy. You didn’t really want him to stop but his fingers weren’t enough and he had to have been down there for an hour by now, right? You weren’t one to just cum so easily, it took a bit of work and time so for him to have given you three orgasms was amazing but maybe he was just that good.

“You okay?” He was checking in again like he did after every orgasm he gave you to see where you were at mentally and physically and you appreciated it, not everyone cared to do that.

“I’m ok.” You reassured “but, Chris, I need you inside me.” He had turned you into a whiner and you were far from that. He chuckled and got up, you could see his cock hard and leaking an abundance of pre-cum. You were about to lean up to take him in your mouth but his hand caught you around your throat and pushed you back down.

“No.” Was all he had to say and you whimpered submissively.

He was a work of art as he got himself in place between your legs, his thick cock was placed heavily between your folds and thrust back and forth teasing you, his head hitting your clit.

“You’re my good girl aren’t you Y/N?” His accent was strong and you had no idea a Boston accent could cause you to throb like it did or maybe it was because he called you a good girl, either way the mix was hot.

“Yes.”

He hummed content at your answer and then slowly inched his way into your body, when you were fully connected he heard you sigh and felt your walls throb around him. He leaned over you, body as close as he could be, his fingers still gripping your neck but not too tight.

“You ready baby?”

“Mmhm” you squeaked out, all the nerves in your body alight.

The first drag of his cock almost had you crying. It felt amazing, if he kept this up you would be coming again in seconds and that’s exactly what happened as you moaned, your pussy gripped him snugly and in turn he let out a broken groan.

“Fuck, you just came again.” He stated his thrusts speeding up. “I could spend all night in this pussy.”

He let your throat go and before you knew it you were manhandled onto your knees and elbows. You could barely register him moving your body to his will before he was back in you. One of his feet planted against the bed to stabilize him as he kneeled on his other knee, his hands gripping your waist tightly as he pumped into you roughly.

“I want to feel you come again, come on baby, give me one more.”

You didn’t know if you could, he had pulled so many out of you and your body was tired but the way he was hitting your pleasure spot inside you was delicious, your eyes rolled back and you could feel your orgasm build again until finally “Fuck, Chris, fuck!” You screamed when you came again, the sheets under you balled in your fist and you felt a gush of liquid leave your body.

“Oh, shit, yes baby!” He was at his end too and within a couple more thrusts he was coming inside you, dragging out your orgasm making your legs shake where you knelt.

You were ready to pass out into the best sleep you knew you would ever have.

Chris exits your sore pussy with a hiss and moves to the side of you, you lay yourself flat on the bed with your eyes closed feeling all the tingles through your body and you hear him chuckle.

“Come here.” Before you could open your eyes and respond he wrapped an arm around your waist to slide you to him, both his arms then circled you making your back touch his chest. You felt him press a kiss to your shoulder and neck.

You were worn out but your mind was telling you it was time to go, you couldn’t stay or he would get the wrong idea. You already knew from the way he looked at you that he wanted more than you could…no… wanted to give him, you couldn’t let yourself feel things like that for him. You couldn’t have another heartbreak.

“Don’t leave, please.” He practically begged, he knew exactly where your thoughts were, he could feel you resisting to let yourself be comfortable in his embrace.

“I-I don’t want you to get the wrong impression.” You whispered back, scared of his reaction, from your experience guys didn’t really take too well you telling them you didn’t want more.

“I won’t.” He promised and you let yourself slightly relax as the weight of sleep finally hit you until you were passed out in his arms, exhausted.

Chris knew you were trying to push him away but that’s not what he wanted and he always got what he wanted, he would have you as his, that was a guarantee.

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Favorite color - purple

Favorite food - mint oreo ice cream

Pets - 1 cat, 1 dog

Cats or dogs - cats

Coke or Pepsi - neither lol

Day or night - night, when everything is quiet

Chapstick or lipstick - chapstick, I’m crap at applying makeup

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Text or call - call, I get way too impatient over text

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I was tagged by my dear @lacqueluster holy crap lol!

Rules: Answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions.

1. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi max, because Richaaaard ;)

2. Disney or Dreamworks: Disney?

3. Coffee or Tea: Coffee

4. Books or Movies: Books

5. Windows or Mac: Idk

6. DC or Marvel: Marvel but I love Batman 

7. Xbox or Playstation: Ummmm last time I played was like 7 yrs ago so Idk

8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: Neeever played

9. Night Owl or Early Rise: Uh... Night owl

10. Cards or Chess: Cards!!!!

11. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate big time

12. Vans or Converse: Honestly I don’t give a fuck

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar: I literally have no idea what these are <-- @lacqueluster‘s answer and I’m sticking with it

14. Fluff or Angst: FLUFF I hate angst XD

15. Beach or Forest: Forest

16. Dogs or Cats: Caaaaats

17. Clear Skies or Rain: Rain!

18. Cooking or Eating Out: BOTH

19. Spicy Food or Mild Food: Mild

20. Halloween/Samhain or Solstice/Yule/Christmas: Christmas 

21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: Too cold cause then I can cuddle up in cozy socks and a jumper.

22. If you could have a superpower, what would it be? I’ve always wanted to fly. Or be invisible, but flying is number one.

23. Animation or Live Action: Live action

24. Paragon or Renegade: again, no idea what either of these are <-- @lacqueluster‘s answer and I’m sticking with it

25. Baths or Showers: Baths but I don’t have a bath tub!!!

26. Team Cap or Team Iron Man: Iron Man I guess?

27. Fantasy or Sci-Fi: Fantasy <3

28. Do you have three or four favourite quotes? If so, what are they: “A huge part of being a feminist is giving other women the freedom to make choices you might not necessarily make yourself.” -Lena Dunham

“Turn to page 394.” -Severus Snape

“Actor, baker, candlestick maker.” -Misha Collins’ twitter bio. DON’T ASK IT’S JUST ALWAYS STUCK ON MY HEAD LIKE A MANTRA!

“You don’t drink poison and wait for it to kill your enemies.” -Red

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30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: Harry Potter

31. When You Feel Accomplished: When I write, draw, cook or bake something I’m pleased with.

32. Star Wars or Star Trek: Star Wars cause I’ve never seen Star Trek

33. Paperback Books or Hardback Books: Hardback

34. Handwriting or Typing: Typing

35. Velvet or Satin: Velvet

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37. Would you rather be the dragon or own the dragon? Own one.

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42. Opera or Theatre: BOTH

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My Fanfic Writers Appreciation Post:

Since I missed it yesterday, due to illness, I would like to take the time right now and make my own Fanfic Writers Appreciation Post to honor and thank some of the fanfic writers that I love, admire, and respect so very much. (I hope all the links work.) So, here we go in no particular order whatsoever...

thenightyouknow - writes awesomely long (3K+)  and flawless stories and if I remember correctly, English isn’t even their native tongue. I’m in love.

angelcatsiel - Chloe is an actual angel and can write any genre/character and will even tackle triggering requests with ease and precision and they are very therapeutic to read. Bravo!

beabex - the first “series” writer I found and followed because she can keep you on the edge of your seat like NONE other. I mean c’mon. Marriage of Convience! Hello?! I can’t wait for her to come back from hiatus. I miss her and need her stories like oxygen.

katorainwonderland - this gorgeous angel writes the best Gadreel and Spencer Reid fics I’ve ever read! Lawdy have mercy!

kittenofdoomage - captures character personalities with deadly accuracy. Supernatural or the CW should hire her, seriously.

kaz2y5-imagines - JFC do I even need to explain why? Mama Kazzy’s style will be taught in schools, like Shakespeare. Mark my words!

deansdickberrypie - Chrissy is perfect, and I love her endlessly. She has been my biggest cheerleader and inspiration and Idk what I did to deserve this precious little cotton ball. Ugh, she’s just perfect. Point blank. The End.

goldfyshie927 - she’s stunningly beautiful, crazy talented, and one of the sweetest people I’ve ever talked to...and writes Soulless!Sam smut that will melt your face off. Something On The Side is just...Jesus take the wheel!

ihopehellhaswi-fi - because they wrote The Afterman, which is fcuking brilliant, and which inspired me to write Silly Girl, Tricks Are for Archangels and I’ll be forever grateful.

heartofafae - because she wrote the first fanfic I EVER read, Bonded, and it’s a masterpiece.

deansdirtylittlesecretsblog - Do I have to explain this one? Surely the whole world knows about Mimi. FFS, I can’t handle how phenomenal she is. *dies*

bovaria - Tes is a Literary Goddess, plain and simple. She is my Queen and I bow because am NOT worthy.

deans-colette - her smut is so perfectly hot, it can melt phones/tablets and set computers on fire. Fcuk the wheel, Jesus take the whole car!

supernaturalfreewill - In Our Time nuff said. Soon I will start Mess Is Mine, but Idk if I can handle that much sheer brilliance. *swoons*

castielplusmisha - Hottest Castiel content on the planet!!!! Stories, drabbles, imagines, AND she puts gifs in sometimes! Muy Caliente!

abbadonwithyall - you can literally go to Jess’ masterlist, close your eyes and point. Any fic you land on will be sheer perfection. Another writer you should binge read immediately!

ilostmyshoe-79 - I’m in awe because there is quality and quantity. Seriously, do yourself a favor, drop whatever you’re doing and go binge read everything right now.

khorybannefin - Can write everything from side splitting comedy (Hunter Heal Thyself will make you wheeze. It’s fluffy comedic gold!) to soul scorching smut (Freaks Come Out At Night is just absolutely priceless. It’s got everything you will ever need.) flawlessly and writes at lightning speed. I’ve seen her post 3 fics in one day! Why she isn’t in Hollywood writing scripts for TV and movies, I’ll never know. She’s my hero and I hope that someday I can at least get in the same realm of her awesomeness!

sparksflycastiel - Meg is one of those writers in which I read one fic and immediately followed her because I knew everything she writes will be gold. I mean Good Christ, I’ve read “soulmate” based fics before, but her Soul Mates Aren’t Just for Trashy Romance Novels had a plot twist that I wasn’t expecting and her words illustrate things beautifully.

sweethavok - Alaina is a goddess who wrote a fic (Everything Burns) that resonated with me on such a personal level, it was scary. I knew instantly that we’d become best friends and I was right. I love this girl to the moon and back and I always will!

[katorainwonderland]

Infatuation Ch. 3

Summary: Y/N meets the family for Christmas!

Word Count: 2,014

Warnings: 18+ explicit sex scenes, oral(f and m receiving), daddy kink, praise kink, getting called a “good girl”, getting caught by mistake, embarrassment.

Author’s Note: Surprise here’s another chapter! Enjoy some sex…Christmas sex😏 who doesn’t want that?!

Part 1 Part 2 Part 4

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“He asked me to come down to Boston for Christmas.” You were panicked, this was definitely a big step in your relationship with Chris.

The past few months were going beautifully, he finished his movie and went back home but he was constantly in contact and you would spend every chance traveling to see each other and then the holidays started coming and that’s when you got nervous. Thanksgiving was spent with your friend’s family, it was a tradition but you could tell just from Chris’ mannerisms the last time you FaceTimed that he wanted to ask you something important. So when he said it you sort of froze.

An important holiday, with his family that you had yet to meet. This man had sisters, two of them! From your experience the sisters and mothers were always the one’s scrutinizing you and it always freaked you out. Brothers and dads were easy but the women were usually more protective and you had no doubt that with Chris’s past relationships you would be put under the microscope.

“Well, what did you say?” Your friend was laughing at your reaction on the other end of the phone, she had ended up in her own relationship and was spending most of her time with him. You couldn’t blame her, if Chris lived closer you would be under him all the time.

“Don’t laugh at me! I told him I would get back to him but you should have seen his face when I said that, ugh I felt so horrible. He looked sad!”

“Calm down, look I know you're scared but you’ve been dating him for the past 5 months and from what you're telling me it’s going good. Just explain to him why you’re hesitant, I’m sure he’ll understand but I do think you should go.”

“I want to but-“

“No, stop overthinking, that man wants to spend Christmas with you, I know it’s nerve racking meeting your guy’s family but be yourself and they’ll love you. You’re not a bad person, just sarcastic at times, I think they’ll like that.”

You took a huge breath and actually thought about the advice she was giving you.

“You’re right, I think it’s actually so sweet he wants to spend one of our favorite holidays together and I guess if I’m with him it won’t be so jarring to meet his family.”

“There you go, now get off the phone with me and call him back to give him the good news.”

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That is how you ended up in Boston being picked up by Chris a couple weeks later. It had snowed pretty heavily and the sidewalks were covered in white, definitely a winter wonderland.

“It’s pretty here.” You stated, keeping your eyes on the pretty scenery as you passed by houses.

“I’m glad you like it, you should see it in the fall.” He stopped in front of a gorgeous house, the roof covered in snow of course and you realized it was his. You could tell he shoveled as much as he could out of the walkway so you both wouldn’t be tripping over yourselves.

You barely got into the door before he was kissing you, your bags dropped on the floor and the door slammed as he pulled you to him. Cold bodies quickly warmed up as he yanked his own coat off along with yours.

“I missed you, baby, I promise I’ll give you the house tour later but I need you.” You couldn’t agree more, a few weeks without his dick in you had you damn near feigning for his touch.

Hardly making it into the living room where you noticed a gorgeous Christmas tree and onto the couch. Clothes ripped off your bodies and thrown to the floor.

“Fuck, Chris.” You moaned out when his mouth attached to your clit, his tongue washing over it over and over again until you were a whining mess, your hands gripped his hair tightly and you were worried you were hurting him until you heard his own moans.

“Damn it, I need to be inside you.” He kissed up your body, stopping to show your breast some attention before making it to your mouth with a messy kiss.

You hardly had any time to comprehend what was happening next before he slid home into you making the both of you gasp. Finally connected again.

“Oh, God, you feel so good!” You cried, wrapping your legs tightly around him, egging him on to move, you knew this was going to be quick for the both of you, you could already feel that throb in your clit.

His thrusts were rushed and erratic and his mouth was pressed to your neck, you knew there would be dark bruises there but you didn’t want to tell him to stop.

“Mmm, I missed this pussy so fucking much,” he groaned when he unattached his mouth from your sensitive skin. “Missed hearing my good girl moaning my name.

“Shit, Chris!” Him and his mouth could always get you right at the edge, ready to cum.

“I can feel you’re almost there, baby, come on pretty girl cum for me so I can cum inside you.” His hand snuck between your bodies and all he did was slightly rub your clit and you were screaming his name. Your legs shaking around him, your walls tightening around him and he came with a choked moan of his own, his seed filling you. You both laid there for a moment, catching your breath when you heard the door open.

“Ooop, sorry just here to drop Dodger off, didn’t see anything.” You heard another man’s voice and then the door closed, you couldn’t see him but Chris had the best viewpoint.

“That was my brother.” Chris said, giving you a sheepish look but you were horrified.

“Great, the first time I meet your brother I’m under his.”

“I mean he didn’t see you so did you really meet him?” He laughed

You pushed him off you, rolling your eyes but he still continued to laugh harder and Dodger came running around the couch hearing his dad but freaked out when he saw you.

“Dodger, love, your dad is an ass.” You chuckled

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“Calm down, baby, they’re going to love you. Mom already does.” You were sitting in the car in front of his childhood home, you had yet to get out because your anxiety had skyrocketed.

“And how do you know that?”

“I talk about you a lot, actually,” You could see the blush on his face from the admittance and you couldn’t help but smile. “Now, come on, I promise they won’t bite.”

He got out and came around to your door to help you out as well and before you could really get up the walkway the Christmas decorated door swung open to reveal Chris’s mother.

“I was wondering when you would get out, I saw you roll up the driveway!” She laughed

“Hey, ma,” he gave her a tight hug and stepped back “this is-“

“Y/N, hello honey, it's great to finally meet you!” Lisa pulled you into a hug much to your shock.

“It’s great to meet you too, Mrs. Evans-“

“Oh, no dear, just call me Lisa.”

“Ok.” You spoke quietly with a shy smile

“Now come on everyone is here, they want to meet you!” The stout woman grabbed your hand and ushered you into the house, you looked back at Chris who had the brightest smile on his face and you snatched his hand pulling him right along with you.

His smile got even bigger when you met the rest of the family, his sisters accepting you automatically, his brother joking with you about yesterday which had you blushing and his father looking at you as if you were already one of his daughters.

“So, she’s the one, huh, I can tell just from that look in your eyes.” Scott bumped his arm as they helped bring the food to the table.

“Yeah, I wanna marry her.” He admitted to his brother which shocked him.

“Well, I’ve never heard you say that about anyone else you’ve dated, so for you to feel that way I say she’s definitely the one and you should definitely marry her. Besides, from how much you talk about her I already count her as a sister, plus she is funny as hell.”

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“I’m glad you enjoyed yourself today.” Chris put his phone on the side table as you finished brushing your teeth. He had some Christmas music playing low in the background, the sounds calming you down and getting you more in the Christmas spirit, Dodger was laying on his fluffy bed passed out.

“Yeah, can’t wait to see them tomorrow, they’re all so fun to be around.” You climbed onto the bed and straddled his legs, laying on top of him, you nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck and kissed him under his chin.

“Keep doing that and I’m going to fuck you just like this.” He threatened and you smirked, happy to get that exact reaction out of him.

“What if that’s what I want?”

“Strip and ride me, hurry up, I’ve been hard for you all day.”

“Yes, daddy.” You giggled and in no time you were bare before him and between his legs with his cock in your mouth.

“Shit, baby, you’re so good at swallowing me.” His praise sent a thrill through you, you loved it when he talked to you like this.

You bobbed your head up and down on his leaking dick and took as much down your throat as you could while toying with his balls. He loved that, you could tell from the way his mouth fell open and his head fell back into the pillow.

“Damn it, sweetheart if you keep doing this I’m going to come right down your throat.” He gasped out, his hand grabbing at the root of your hair and pulling you off, you laughed at how wrecked he already looked.

“Such a little demon.”

“Only for you, daddy.”

You climbed back up to straddle him and positioned him at your entrance and slid down slowly so you could feel every inch of his thick length. You both sigh in relief.

“Touch yourself for me, honey, I want to see you get yourself off while riding me.”

You were going to cum just from his dirty mouth but you did exactly as he told you, grinding down on his cock while your fingers circled around your clit. You let out a loud moan as he thrust up, going deeper if that was even possible. He sat up, wrapped his arms around you and kept your hips moving on him.

“Mhmm just like that, keep moving like that, fuck I’m going to cum.”

You were too, the angle from him sitting up hit a different spot in you and you couldn’t keep your noises contained. He was no different from you in that area with the grunt coming past his own beautiful lips.

“Chris.” You whimpered, you could feel yourself about to fall apart and he held you tighter.

“It’s okay, come on I got you, I got you pretty girl let go.” And you did as a sob broke from you, eyes tearing up and you felt Chris’s release pumping into you.

“Fuck, I love you so much baby.”

His confession was startling but wanted 100 percent. You both fell to the bed exhausted and it was quiet for a while except for your heavy breathing until you broke the peace.

“You love me?”

He turned his head to look at you, his blue eyes were piercing even more than usual as he focused his attention on you.

“Of course I do.” He spoke with no hesitation and you nodded.

“I love you too.” This time he looked like the one who was about to cry, this was the best Christmas gift he could ask for.

“It’s 12am, Merry Christmas.”

“Merry Christmas.”

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Infatuation Ch. 4

Summary: Chris and Y/N have a talk about problematic journalism and celebrate their 1 year anniversary with a few surprises.

Word Count: 1,977

Warnings: 18+ cuz there is smut, explicit sex scene, spanking, daddy kink, being called good girl, little girl, some teasing, oral(m receiving), praise kink, breeding kink(just a little), Chris has a dirty mouth, feelings because that’s a warning lol

Author’s Note: Well, this chapter came quick(pun intended😂) I don’t know exactly where this is going but it’s going somewhere. Thanks so much for the likes and reblogs on the last 2 chapters, I’m so glad you’re all enjoying this. Please enjoy this one as well!

Ch. 1 Ch.2 Ch.3

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A FaceTime lit up your phone screen as you were cooking, the screen name across it said ‘bae’ and you smiled as you answered it. Chris’s beautiful face coming up on the screen made you giddy and when he saw you he couldn’t help but smile as well but you could tell from the slight furrow in his brow and the dim sparkle in his eyes that something was wrong.

“Hey, baby, you ok? You’re smiling but I can tell something is going on.”

“Yeah, I’m fine, are you ok?” He questioned, wondering if there was something you wanted to talk about.

“Chris, you know I don’t like 20 questions when you need to talk about something, let’s tackle what’s going on.” You began getting slightly annoyed as you seasoned the chicken you were making.

Chris was a beat around the bush kind of guy, especially if he thought it would hurt your feelings, you on the other hand was straight and to the point, wanting to get past the problem. Polar opposites.

“Have you seen the articles about us lately?” He was hesitant, hoping that you hadn’t, he hated how they wrote about his love life.

“You mean the ones that’s trying to compare me to your ex’s? No, but my publicist brought them to my attention.” You moved around the kitchen, putting back things and taking out pans.

“Oh, did you want to talk about them?”

“Uh, not really, I don’t really care about what they’re saying. If I had a problem with them I would have already talked to you,” You stopped what you were doing to wash your hands and looked back at Chris who looked a little flustered.

“Is there something you want to tell me?” You raised an eyebrow, wondering why he called to talk about this when there was a plethora of other things you both could be doing on this FaceTime call, dirty things.

“No, I-I’m sorry, I’m not used to the woman I’m dating to be so chill about it.” He rubbed the back of his neck.

“Baby, do you remember who your girlfriend is? I’m the motherfucking shit and I carry myself as such in public, and mostly, in private. I love myself and I don’t compare myself to other women, you don’t have to reassure me. I’m fine, I promise and you, good sir, better not ever compare yourself to my ex’s.” You pointed a finger at him and he laughed.

“They’re ex’s for a reason and those articles are trash. Now, I see that you’re half naked sitting on the couch, take the rest off and I’ll give you my own show. I have whipped cream in the fridge.” You smiled slyly and he finally gave you one of his full belly laughs that you love.

“Yes, ma’am.”

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“Move in with me?” Well that wasn’t what you were expecting on your anniversary.

You choked on your wine at the question and coughed. “What?”

“I think we should live together. I know you’ve made your home in L.A. but I’m serious about you and want to take things a step further.” He explained, he was nervous, you could tell, his ears were tinged red and he was fidgeting.

It would make sense right? You both were at the year mark of your relationship, so far things long distance had worked and you didn’t really have a permanent home. L.A. was never supposed to be a permanent thing, you stayed there for work mostly. You could understand why Chris would want you to move with him instead of him moving with you, his family was here, this was his home.

Could you really call Boston your home?

Massachusetts?!

“Sorry, I know you weren’t expecting to hear that on our anniversary,” He laid his hand on top of yours. “I just wanted to put it out there, will you think about it?”

“Of course.” You nodded, speaking quietly, you were making your list of pros and cons in your head.

He went to get up and put your plates into the sink but you stopped him with a hand on his arm.

“Hey, you know I love you and I know you would love an answer right now but this is big.” You looked into his bright blue eyes and saw nothing but understanding in them. If you would admit it, you were scared he would leave you if you didn’t want to.

He set the plates down and kneeled in front of you. “I know, baby, I can wait for an answer. It’s ok and it’s ok if that’s not what you want to do right now, it’s not a dealbreaker, I won’t leave if you decide now isn’t the right time for you.” He knew you well enough to know what you were thinking.

“Why are you so good to me?” You were going to cry, this man had done more for you and made you feel safer in a year than any past relationship had.

“Because I love you, sweetheart. Why are you so good to me?” He posed the question to you, knowing it would be the same as his answer but he wanted to hear it.

“Because I love you.” The tears were streaming down your face now, happy tears, you were overwhelmingly happy with him.

“Damn it, you’re going to make me cry too.” He laughed, eyes watering up as he tried to wipe yours away.

“I think the biggest question of us moving in together would be are my kids going to get along with yours?” You both laughed speaking about your two cats and Dodger.

“That is a good question.”

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“So I was thinking since it’s our anniversary, maybe we should make a video.” You were already laid naked under him, pretty damn ready for him to just stick his dick in you but you were surprised at his suggestion.

“You are full of surprises today, Mr. Evans but I don’t see why not.”

“My phone or yours?” He was already up and looking for both, excited that you had said yes.

“Both, gotta get all angles,” You giggled “how about one phone captures it from the side and then the other phone passes between our hands, POV styles.”

“Naughty, you’ve done this before?”

“Nope, I’ve watched porn though, who’s phone will be the lucky one to be in action?” You watched him with a smile on your face.

“Mine!” He claimed as he set your phone up on the side, the dresser providing a good angle to see the length of the bed.

“I knew you would say that!” Once he deemed the set up perfect, he pressed record and hurried back over to you on the bed, dick bobbing up and down already painfully hard.

“You first babe, keep that camera on me.” You pushed him to his back and kissed your way down his body. His breath hitched when you took his cock in your hand and kissed it down to the base, the generous amount of precum helping you move your hand up and down slowly as your mouth made its way to his balls.

“Fucking shit, Y/N!” He called as you took one in your mouth, gently sucking on it, then went to the other. His hand was shaking, barely holding the phone still. You giggled as you moved your mouth back up, swapping places with your hand, you took him into your mouth and began sucking.

He could barely keep still as you swallowed him, you loved the feeling of him hitting the back of your throat and he tasted quite good if you were being honest.

“Baby, baby, stop, I'm not going to last if you keep doing that.”

“Come on, daddy, I want your cum in my mouth!” You licked the tip and he hissed, grabbing you by your hair to stop you, you smiled at his roughness.

“Why are you so bad?”

“Maybe you should spank me.” He gripped your hair tighter and you moaned.

“You would like that wouldn’t you? On your hands and knees, now.” He let your hair go and got up, he set his phone up on the bedside table and angled it.

Once you were in position you waited for the first hit of his hand to your ass but instead you felt his fingers ease over your slit. You moaned as he continued the ministrations and his middle finger circled your clit.

“Arch your back,” you did as he said but it wasn’t enough for him. “More, that ass needs to be in the air, babe.” You got down until your breasts pressed into the bed, you could barely concentrate on what he was saying with him stimulating your clit like this.

That was until he smacked your ass with his other hand and you made a noise in surprise, startled from the impact but he kept touching your clit, pain and pleasure.

“Down.” He commanded and you realized you had gotten back up on your elbows.

You did as he told you and another smack came to your ass.

“Fuck, Chris!”

He chuckled darkly and slid his fingers to your wanting hole, “Damn, baby, your pussy is trying to suck my fingers in, greedy little thing.”

“Please, please, I need something in me, anything.” He was driving you crazy, his fingers rubbed over your entrance but never went in and in a split second they were gone, only to be replaced by his thick cock. He stretched you open as he slid into your wet canal and you both groaned.

“Fuck, you’re soaked, so fucking warm, gripping me like a vice pretty girl. Bounce that ass on me, show me how bad you wanna cum.”

“God, Chris.” Your hands balled the sheets up in your fingers but you did what he said.

“Shit, you’re creaming on my cock, you must want me to cum right in you huh, darlin’? Want me to fill this pussy up, want me to put my babies in you.” His hands gripped your waist now, picking up pace, slamming you back on him.

God, why did he have to talk like that?! You would have agreed to anything with the way he felt inside of you right now.

“Yes, yes daddy, yes.”

“Mhmm, come on, baby, cum on my cock and daddy will fill you up.” He never had to tell you twice, with those words you were screaming out your orgasm, your legs shook as you felt a gush of liquid come from you and your walls tightened around him, it took no less time for him to cum, his seed filling you up and overflowing out of your spent hole.

His softening length exits you and you whimpered, feeling more of him come out of you.

“Hold on, love, stay right there I got you.”

You definitely weren’t going anywhere and you were sort of stuck in this position, legs shaking and all. He ran to the bathroom, wet a wash rag then hurried back to wipe you off.

You groaned and tried to push his hand away.

“Shh, I know, I’m sorry, pretty girl. I know you’re sensitive but you gotta let me clean you up.” He finished up then helped you onto the bed, he moved the wet duvet from under you and covered you with the thinner sheet under it.

You pressed your body flush against his and wrapped an arm around him, nuzzling into his neck, he kissed your head and held you.

“I’ll move in with you.” You spoke sleepily and you were out before you could see his reaction.

Chris was over the moon about your answer, his next plan was to ask you to marry him but he would wait until you were fully settled into your new life in Boston before popping the question.

“Shit, I forgot to turn the camera off.”

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Infatuation Pt.2

Pt. 1 here!

Summary: Chris Evans/Reader: The morning after the greatest sex of their lives and Y/N is in emotional turmoil. Chris finally gets the date that he’s been wanting and we meet the infamous Dodger.

Word Count: 1,962

Warnings: Cussing, mentions of sex but no actually sex(boo ikr) past cheating, feelings cuz feelings are a warning.

Author’s Note: Next chapter will have a plethora of sex! Just warning you now! Thanks for the love on the first part and because of the comments and likes I’ve decided this will be a mini story.

Italics=text messages

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You woke up when it was still dark out, the clock on the bedside table showed that it was barely 6am. You went to close your eyes again because you were so comfortable and warm but then you remembered this was not your bed and your eyes snapped back open. This time you were fully awake and highly alert, you felt the body heat behind you and felt the arm heavily laying on your waist, it tightened around you slightly when you moved.

“Hey, you ok?” Chris’s voice was slightly hoarse from being unused and you cleared your own throat before answering.

“Yeah, I’m fine, just going to use the bathroom before I leave.” You started getting up and your words had him wake fully.

“You don’t have to leave, I enjoy your company.” He said sitting up in the bed as he watched you gather your clothes from where they were scattered from last night.

“I enjoy yours too, Chris, but I booked some studio time. Work calls, y’know.” You didn’t wait for him to say anything back, you hurried into the bathroom and shut the door, you needed a few minutes alone.

You were lying, you had finished the album you were set to release but staying any longer with him would add on to the emotions you were feeling for him.

You liked him. A lot.

“Can I at least make you breakfast?” He asked through the closed door and you sighed silently as you pulled up your pants.

Nothing wrong with that right?

“Yeah, sure, I don’t see why not.”

“Ok, I’ll meet you downstairs, waffles or pancakes?”

“Umm waffles.”

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“What are you still doing in my house?” You asked as you walked in your house to see your friend lounging on the couch and your two cats running around after each other.

“I’m here in case you need emotional support after, so come, sit and tell me how it was.” She patted the cushion next to where she was sitting and you rolled your eyes but sat down.

“It was amazing…”

“Ok, but?”

“But I like him, he makes me feel…safe.”

“That’s serious, never heard you say that about a guy.”

“Yeah, it’s terrifying, I’ve barely spent a week in the presence of this man and he’s making me feel…feelings, ew.” You laughed, trying hard to push down the butterflies in your stomach when you talked about him.

“Well look at you, finally back to having feelings.” She joked but in reality she was worried about you.

Ever since you had gotten your heart broken the last time you had become colder, it worried her and she thought you would never be the same Y/N that you used to be but Chris was easily pulling you out of it. Your friend was thankful, she was thinking about sending Chris a gift basket.

“Ok, I’m going to take a shower and lay in the comfort of my bed, you’re always welcome to stay, don’t let the cats bully you.” You laughed, looking at them as they decided they now wanted to cuddle together in their bed or were they choking each other out?

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“Hey, I know I just left but I hope you have a good day, didn’t get to tell you that.”

Chris looked at the text and his heart raced, inside he was jumping around in joy and on the outside he was grinning like an idiot. This was the most that he ever really got out of you, you were closed off a lot, he figured it was to protect yourself but he never wanted to hurt you, he couldn’t even think about doing that.

“Thanks babe, you too, do you want to get together again soon?”

He was taking a chance asking to see her again knowing it could freak her out and push them back to square one but he had to let it be known that he was serious about wanting to be around her and not just for sex.

“Yeah, I don’t see why not.”

Her simple response was all he needed.

You on the other hand felt a little queasy, hands shaking from nerves, you had decided to text him first, a big step for you and if you were being real with yourself you already missed him. It was jolting to you, missing someone without really knowing them but you don’t know what it was about him. His personality, his aura, the fact that being around him was so damn easy. This is exactly why you closed yourself off because feelings were a mess of confusion especially when they involved another person.

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The next time you saw Chris you ran into each other or rather his dog ran into you. You had decided an early walk in your nearest park would be good for some time to assess what you felt about this man. So after feeding your cats and making sure their litter was clean you pulled on some leggings and a shirt and made your way out. It was a quick 20 min walk to the park, the street was quiet, no random paparazzi popping up out of nowhere which you were grateful for, you still didn’t know how those piranhas found you at random times. But since it was early enough, the streets were pretty quiet.

You enjoyed this park, it was pretty clean, never had too many people in it and there was a beautiful spot where they had planted some gorgeous flowers. Your own little personal haven. You didn’t hear the dog running up to you but you felt the push of it��s paws on your leg, it tripped you up a bit and when you looked back and down you saw the cutest brown and white boxer mix.

“Oh, hello cutie, where’s your owner?” You squat down to pet them and also check their collar.

“Dodger? Wait, I know exactly who you belong to.” You flipped the name tag over and sure enough Chris’s name and number were on the back.

“Sorry, I am so sorry.” You heard that exact man’s voice come from behind you as his feet hit the ground.

You stood up with Dodger’s leash in your hand and turned around to face him. When he realized it was you he slowed and smiled.

“I’m convinced you bribed this good boy here to sniff me out.” You laughed

“You caught me.” He joked stopping in front of you, you handed the leash back to him. “My brother had his own thing for work down here and brought him along, my mom usually watches him when I’m away but I missed him.”

“Understandable.”

“You have a dog?”

“Nah, cats are more my speed but I love dogs too.” He nodded

“I’m glad I ran into you, I was going to text you today to ask you if maybe you wanted to go out, or we could stay in, up to you. I’m fine either way.” He was cute when he was nervous.

“Mr. Evans, are you asking me out on a date?”

“I-I uh yeah I am.”

You smirked as you squatted down again to talk to Dodger, petting his soft hair “what do you think, should I let your dad take me out?”

The dog got excited as you gave him attention and almost knocked you over trying to lick you, you stood back up. “Ok, got it.”

“So, did my wingman win me a date?”

“He did, talked you up real good.”

“He usually does.”

“Oh, so you use him to get women huh?” You raised an eyebrow at him and he flushed, automatically regretting his words.

“Shit, no, I didn’t mean it like that, I don’t use him in that way. I-I just.” He sighed “did I just lose my date?”

“Calm down, hun, I was joking!” You laughed, pushing his shoulder a bit and you could see the relief flood over his body. “Are you going to be like this every time I joke with you?”

“No, I like you y’know, and I don’t want to mess things up.”

“Well, Chris, you’re doing fine so far.”

“So, is tomorrow at 1 good?” You nodded “ok, great, I’ll come pick you up.”

“Ok, I’ll see you then, enjoy the park. It's one of my favorites.” You leaned over to pet Dodger one last time and playfully bumped Chris as you walked by giving him a smile.

Chris waited until you were out of hearing range and looked down at Dodger. “What do you think, you like her?”

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“I had fun, thanks for winning me the stuffed lion.”

“It was no problem, it sucks we had to leave early because of the paparazzi.”

“Well, in our line of work, it’s to be expected. We’ll have great pictures of our date!” You laughed, trying to make light of the situation.

“Yeah, I guess we will.”

“So, you want to come in?”

“I don’t think I should.” His answer stopped your heart, had you done something wrong?!

Chris saw the distress on your face and could just see your brain overthinking.

“No, I’m sorry, I don’t mean that I don’t want to I just mean that I know that we’ll end up having sex and I kind of want more for us. I like you a lot and I know I said before that I wouldn’t get the wrong impression but-“ You interrupted him before he could say more.

“Chris, I don’t think I’m ready for more than this, a date is fine but you want a relationship.”

“But, Y/N, I can see it when I’m with you, you like me just as much as I like you, you’ve opened yourself up more to me.”

You felt the tears stinging your eyes as you looked away from him, shaking your head. This is why you didn’t want anything more, these feelings, you hated them.

“I’m scared of being hurt.”

“I wouldn’t-“

“Yeah, that’s what they all say.” Your short answer quieted him. You cleared your throat trying to get the heaviness out of your voice.

“The last guy, we were together for 6 years and apparently 2 years into our relationship he found someone else and you know what he did? He married her while still being with me, I had absolutely no idea, we both traveled for work so us being away from each other for periods of time wasn’t new, he’s not famous so who would find out? He treated me amazingly and then ripped my heart right out of my chest when his wife found out and told me.”

“Shit, I’m sorry, Y/N.” It was all he could say, how could someone be so heartless?

“Mmm, from then on I just decided I didn’t need anything serious for a while and then you showed up a year later. I dislike how you make me feel because I’m always wondering when the other shoe will drop.”

“Hey,” you felt his warm hand grab yours, his other moving under your chin to turn your head back to him “ look at me, I would never even think of hurting you, I just want the chance to prove that to you if you will let me. But if not I understand.”

His blue eyes bore into yours, his own eyes shining with empathy for you instead of pity like so many others who knew what you went through. You wanted so bad to ignore how comfortable, safe and cared for he made you feel. You knew deep down you would be a fool to push that aside when no one else made you feel this way so all you could do was nod.

“Ok, ok we can try.” You said finally finding your voice.

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Why do writers always write plus size!reader as some shy, demure, god fearing young woman? Excuse me but… I AM A HOE!! I just need more diversity when it comes to that, like look I may be fat but I enjoy sex too, so yeah I can get self conscious sometimes but if the person I’m with is looking at me like something to eat best believe I’m baring all and being the sexual deviant the universe planned for me to be!!😂😂

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You Right Ch. 4

Ch 4 Summary: You and Steve talk about moving the date up for the wedding but you still have Loki on your mind and vice versa. What happens when Steve goes out of town for a friends birthday party and Loki calls you?

Word count: 1,784

Warnings: Cheating, Sexual talk but no sex in this chapter, Steve being a lovesick sap😫

Author’s Note: Hello to all the new readers, I’m so thankful for you all and hope you enjoy this chapter! The next chapter will be all about Loki and will be full of smut so prepare yourselves!

Ch. 1 Ch. 2 Ch. 3 Ch. 5

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“So babe, I was thinking, maybe we can move the date for the wedding up.” Steve and you were finally on your way back home. The tours were over and the last presidential debate wasn’t for a good few weeks. You and him would finally be alone with no cameras, no paparazzi, no screaming people and best of all no entourage following your every step.

“When were you thinking?” You asked hesitantly looking over at him as he drove you home in the privacy of your own car. He looked so handsome, his hair wasn’t styled with gel, his posture was relaxed and he looked less stressed. You knew all this touring was giving him the worst anxiety which is why you wanted to go with him in the first place, hoping to somewhat help ease his worries.

“Maybe December? I know that’s pretty soon but I was thinking maybe a Christmas wedding. Doesn’t have to be on Christmas of course but close to it.” He laid his hand on your thigh as you got to a red light and looked at you. His bright blue eyes studying your face when at the same time your eyes were admiring how beautiful he was, it was always hard to say no to him.

“I like that idea, I’ve always wanted a winter wedding.” Your answer had him smile at you so brightly.

“I can always help with the planning of course, I would never let you take all that burden.” The light turned green and he moved his eyes back to the road so he didn’t see the literal heart eyes you were giving him, Steve was too good to you. Too good for you that’s for sure.

You and Loki had met up 6 more times, as you all traveled to different states, running into each other in the last few. Sneaking in a quick make out session in the bathroom or meeting in his hotel room so he could brand your ass with his hand prints, he always made sure there were no bruises on the top half of your body but he always commented how he wanted to leave his mark on you, the handprints on your ass never stayed long so you didn’t worry much about those. The last time you were with him though he left an angry dark hickey on your neck, you freaked out, his apology was nonchalant and definitely not real as he watched you look at your neck in terror knowing you would have to cake the makeup on it. You realized at that point that he was getting tired of the two of you sneaking around and wanted to have you, really have you.

Your heart belonged to Steve but you were starting to feel more for Loki the longer you and him texted, talked and fucked. You had felt so bad about your feeling for him that you had ended up in tears in front of your fiancé, the guilt was eating at you but when he asked you what was wrong you chucked it up to having a bad day, which resulted in him holding you so tight for the rest of the night, which, in turn made you feel even worse.

“So what made you want to get married so quickly?” You questioned trying to keep your thoughts on the man next to you.

“I just figured that when I win this presidency I already would want you to be my wife.” He finally pulled into the garage of your home and you sighed at finally being back.

“So confident, babe, I love it. Can’t wait to call you my husband and president.” You smiled leaning across to kiss him before getting out and hurrying to get the keys to unlock the door and breathe in the smell of your house.

“Just like you remember it?” Steve walked into the hall with your suitcases in hand.

“Even better, maybe we should christen the house again, y’know, since we’ve been gone for months.”

You heard him laugh his way to the bedroom and you followed behind him.

“You want to start here?” He called out and set the luggage next to the closet. When he turned back to the door you stood there looking at him with a smirk.

“Yes, let’s start now.”

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About two weeks into you and Steve being home he had to leave again. It was his friend's birthday and he had planned months in advance to visit him, they were doing some type of guy's things with some other friends, you didn’t really care for it.

“You could come with me?” He said holding you at the door, a car waiting to take him to the airport.

“Steve, your friends would hate you. Besides, you deserve some time with them to do dude things, let out some testosterone or some shit like that.” You snorted at what you said and he rolled his eyes.

“I just…we just got home and I don’t want to leave you again so soon.”

“Baby, don’t worry about me, you know I’ll be fine. I’ll call up a friend, go shopping or something.”

“Ok but if you do go shopping, use my card.” This has been an ongoing argument between the two of you.

Steve always wanted you to use his money for things you wanted and it made you feel like a sugar baby. You had made your own money and still did, you also had money saved up so you wouldn’t need his but he always insisted.

“Steve-“ you groaned but he stopped your sentence and lifted your head up to look him in his eyes.

“Y/N, I don’t think you understand, I literally worship the ground you walk on honey, I want to spoil you with anything you could ever want, I know you’re independent, you always have been and always will be. I know you don’t need or want my money which is why I want to give it to you. You don’t understand that I wouldn’t be where I am right now if it wasn’t for you, which is why I’d give you the world if I could.” Damn it if this man wasn’t a smooth talker, he could romance a damn wall to move if he wanted.

“You didn’t have to make me cry before you left,” You mumbled, your eyes glistening as you took in his words.

Your grandma had always told you that the man should be more in love with you than you were with him and damn those were toxic thoughts but she would be happy to see that you actually had found that man. You were in love with Steve, head over heels but now not only do you love him but you loved another too. Your grandmother would be proud and yet ashamed of you.

“Get out of here before you miss your flight, I will not be responsible for the holdup of the trip!” You laughed, wiping the tears out of your eyes.

“They’ll be fine,” Your fiancé leaned down to kiss your forehead before landing his lips on yours for a deep kiss before breaking from you. “When I get back we’ll finish christening the pool.” He called as he walked out the door with his suitcase, he would be gone for a week so he didn’t pack much.

“Can’t wait, love you, let me know you got there safely!” You blew kisses to him as he got in the car and it rolled off down the street then out of your sight.

Groaning as you closed the door you thought about the predicament on your hands that had been weighing on you for months. Here you had your perfect Steve and you were cheating on him with Loki who had at first not cared about anything other than fucking you but now the man had fallen for you and you for him! You didn’t think it was possible, especially with that green eyed devil, who knew the man had a heart?! But here he was telling you he had feelings for you. He dared not say he loved you though, even though you knew he did, you felt it.

You took a deep breath then let out a loud piercing scream, letting your frustrations roll out of you.

You needed a nap.

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Your phone ringing woke you up from your deep slumber, the annoying sound making you jolt out of your sleep. With bleary eyes and uncoordinated hands you reached for where the sound was coming from until your hand grabbed the phone and you answered without even looking at who was calling.

“Hello?” Your voice heavy with sleep

“Sorry, darling, did I wake you from a nap?” Loki’s accented voice floated through to your ears, alerting your senses.

“Yeah you did but that’s ok. Why are you calling?” Clearing your throat, you reached for the bottle of water you usually kept beside the bed and drank it.

“I just miss you, love, is it so wrong to want to hear your voice every day since I don’t get to see you?” He sighed

“No, there’s nothing wrong with that, I miss you too.” It was hard to admit but you did miss him.

“Where’s that blonde frat boy?” He spoke in disgust as he referred to Steve.

“Loki, please,” you reprimanded “he’s not here, he‘ll be gone for the week. Would you like for me to come see you?” You suggested hoping to not only ease his pain from not being with you but yours too.

“Is that what you want, love, I don’t want to force you.”

“Babe, I want to see you, now where are you?”

“I’m right here in New York.”

“Are you stalking me?” You asked and his laugh was loud as it reached your ears.

“Is it wrong to have multiple houses across the land, darling?”

“No but this is oddly suspect, give me the address, I’ll pack a bag and come over.” You laughed with him as you jotted down the information.

Not even an hour later you're pulling up to Loki’s house, bag packed for a 4 day stay. His door opened as you pulled yourself from the car and when you saw him you couldn’t contain the smile as you ran up to him, dropped your back on the ground at the door and jumped into his arms. His own smile beaming as he wrapped his arms around your frame, holding you tight.

You weren’t sure what the next few days would entail but you hoped it would help you figure out what you wanted from this situation finally.

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Dance For You

Prompt: Hey babe! I adore your blog, and I feel like you can execute this request well :) can I have a black reader/Sam one-shot where it's sam's birthday so the reader dances for him to "dance for you" by Beyoncé and smut ensues? Thanks!! Rating: Mature/Explicit Pairing: Sam Winchester/Reader Word Count: 1,985 Warning: Slight daddy!kink, rough sex, Sam has a dirty mouth lol Author's Note: Hey, all, its been almost 5 years since I’ve posted any fics on here and tumblr has gone through so many changes but the people who still love fanfics are still here with me and I appreciate all the reblogs and likes and loves that I’ve gotten on my old fics. Idk if the person who requested this is still following me but hon, I am so sorry for taking so many years for this, life has been crazy, I’m now a 27 year old with back problems and all types of issues lol but I hope you can forgive the delay! I love you all and hope you enjoy this, sorry, no beta, enjoy the grammatical errors lol!

P.S.: If tumblr takes this down, i’ll post it somewhere else.

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“Charlie, I feel ridiculous.” You grumbled, glancing at yourself in the mirror at the lingerie.

“But you look fucking sexy.” She reassured.

You grunted in disbelief as Charlie tried to fix the one side of your hair that wasn’t trying to cooperate.

“Its just… I’ve never done anything like this for him and what if I fuck it up?!”

“Look, I can guarantee that Sam will love his birthday present, he’s been away for weeks and I’m sure he’s missing you, and even if you do fuck up, Sam won’t care. You know how he is.”

Yeah, you did. Sam was the most caring, understanding person you had the honor of being with.

“You’re going to have to turn the heat up on that if you’re gonna get it straight enough.”

“Why couldn’t we just leave your hair the way it was? You know Sam loves your natural hair.” She asked turning the dial to ten.

“I wanted to do something different and you had to do it because you know I’m not good at using the flat irons. I mean, I could have braided it but that would have taken longer to do and we’re on a time limit.” You rambled nervously trying to distract yourself from the knots your stomach was twisting itself in.

“Hey, it’s okay, calm down and just take some deep breaths, you tried out all your moves on me first and honestly you were sexy. So, just listen to the beat of the song, feel it and don’t forget to breathe.” The red head finished up just as you got a text from Sam.

‘Just 20 minutes away.’

'Good, I’m waiting for you in the bedroom; )’

'I can’t wait to see you, mind if I shower first?’

'Not at all, take your time.’ 

'Oh, and tell Dean he may not want to stick around tonight.’

Charlie began packing up her things, and you walked her to her car in the garage, the heels you were wearing clicked as you walked, echoing off the walls of the bunker and oddly calming you.

“You look hot, ok, you’ll do fine. Plus you’ll have some mind blowing sex, I’m sure of it.” She said giving you a tight hug before getting in her car and driving off, leaving you standing there.

You took a deep breath before hurrying back to the bedroom, you slipped your robe on and set everything up, the music would be ready to play at the press of a button, the light was off and you had more than a few candles lighting the space, and you were all dressed and ready.

You heard Sam walk past the room a few minutes later heading straight for the showers and you sat patiently, albeit nervously, on the edge of the bed.

'Stop it!’ You thought as you stretched and loosened yourself up.

'Should have drank some alcohol.’

You got up from the bed and sat in the chair you had set in the room for the lap dance. Crossing one leg over the other you looked like the epitome of confidence and you decided that you could do this!

You gave yourself an internal pep talk and by the time you heard Sam’s feet pit pat down the hall you were ready.

He opened the door and his eyes quickly landed on you, your heart jumped in your chest but you kept your calm and smiled. You were happy to finally see him and you could tell from his own bright, beautiful smile that he felt the same for you. He was in nothing but some loose cotton sweat pants and you knew that he had nothing else on but that. Sam usually didn't feel the need for underwear unless it was necessary. 

He let his bag fall to the floor as you stood, he made his way over to you and took you into his arms. His lips were on yours in no time, your arms wrapped around his neck and damn it was tempting to just forget about the lap dance and just let him take you on the bed, but no, it was his birthday and he was getting his present.

“Wait.” You spoke breathlessly, pulling back from the kiss.

“What’s wrong?” He asked, those hazel eyes looking at you with worry as if he had done something wrong.

“Nothing,” You got out of his arms and directed him to the chair. “I have a surprise for you,”

“Didn’t think I forgot that it’s your birthday, did you?” You smirk as he sits down. “No touching, okay Sammy.” You give him a wink as you make your way over to start the music.

Just as the music begins you untie your robe, letting it fall off your body to reveal the lingerie and you notice Sam’s eyes go wide as he takes you in.

I just wanna show you how much I appreciate you

Wanna show you how much I'm dedicated to you

Wanna show you how much I will forever be true

You started slow, giving yourself innocent touches, starting along you thighs, then as the song went on your touches got bolder.

Your hands lifted the lace babydoll to reveal the skimpy lace panties underneath and you watched as Sam bit his lip. You took slow steps towards him, trying to be as graceful as you could while dancing. You stood in front of him circling your hips seductively, your hands sliding up and touching your breasts before ascending more and running through your hair playfully messing it up and making him smile, which, in turn made you smile.

Loving you is really all that's on my mind

And I can't help but to think about it day and night

I wanna make that body rock

Sit back and watch

You pushed him back into the chair as you straddled his legs.

Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh

Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh

Tonight I'm gonna put my body on your body

Boy I like it when you watch me, ah

Tonight it's going down

You began to grind down on him and you were surprised to feel that he was already hard but you knew you could get him harder and ready to burst.

You climbed off him and turned away from him, bending over to give him a good view of your ass and you heard him groan.

“Fuck, ______.” 

As the chorus ended you stood, turned back to him then slid to your knees in front of him. You reached your hand up and it landed on his tattoo before travelling down his toned midsection. You teased him as you stopped right before touching his length, which strained against the pants.

You giggled and stood once again turning away from him, you straddled his legs again but this time you ground your ass back onto him. 

You were surprised that he was doing so well with the no touching direction you gave him, so you took his arms and wrapped them around your waist as you leaned your back against his chest then arch against him.

You were about to get off him again but his arms refused to move, you laughed as he kissed your neck.

“Sam, I have to finish.” You whispered. 

“Shit, ______, I can't let you, you’re so fucking hot babe, I'm going to cream my pants like a 13 year old if you continue.”

“Well, what are you going to do about it?” You asked rubbing your ass against him again making him moan in your ear.

God, hearing him moan like that had your pussy throbbing for attention. 

He suddenly got up, picking you up with him and you squealed in surprise at the sudden movement.

“Sam, let me down!” You laughed

He did as you asked only to turn you to him and press his lips to yours. One of his hands went under your babydoll to cup your wet sex. You both moaned in unison, hearts pounding in excitement.

“On the bed.” You sighed out the command when your lips broke apart and the hazel eyed hunter did as you told him happily. Laying back on the bed, his large body taking up most of it, his eyes fixated on you.

You climbed over top of him connecting your lips again, the music had turned off and all you could hear was the smacking of your lips and heavy breathing. He couldn’t keep his hands off of you and somehow he ended up getting the babydoll off of you with ease, leaving you in your panties and heels. 

“Sam.” You moaned and the next thing you know you’re underneath him, his sweatpants had lowered on his hips and he pulled them down more to reveal his thick dick, your pussy throbbed with need as he slid the panties to the side and ran his fingers over your wetness to check and see if you were ready to take him.

You had been ready, ever since he walked in the room you were wet with the need for him.

“You already ready for me baby?” He said, voice thick with lust

“Yes, daddy, always.” You breathlessly answered

He gripped his length and lined it up with your opening, panties still slid to the side of your lips, and now that you thought about it you should have gotten crotch less ones. Next time.

He slowly slid himself into your heat and groaned as your pussy gripped at his cock. Your eyes closed at the feeling of him stretching your walls just right and there was no hesitation as he seated himself in you to start thrusting. The pace was fast and needy, you both had been waiting entirely too long for this and now was not the time to go slow.

His hands traveled all over you, lighting your body on fire, and all you could do was hold on to him, the bed, the pillows for dear life as he pounded into you. You could feel your end coming and just as you were about to come Sam grabbed you and flipped you over onto your stomach, barely exiting you but with that first thrust from this different angle you came with a scream, your body shaking from the force of your orgasm. You were inching off his dick but he wasn’t allowing that.

“No, where you going, stop running away from this dick.” He slapped your ass as he gave another thrust, making you moan deeply.

“Fuck, Sam.” He knew how much you loved how filthy his words got when you were having sex.

His hand grabbed your waist and pulled you back onto his dick, his other hand coming up to grab your hair, your body perfectly arched for the deepest penetration. Sam loved this position, he loved seeing your ass bounce on him and seeing him disappear into your moist heat.

“Shit, baby, I’m about to cum. Where do you want me to cum, huh, babygirl?”

“Inside me, Sam, damn, please cum in me.” You sounded so worn and ravaged and you couldn’t stop the second orgasm that racked through you.

With a few more thrust he was cuming inside you, his grunts so animalistic and raw. He emptied himself into you and before he laid next to you he kissed up your back to your neck and whispered in your ear.

“Thank you, babe, this was the best birthday present.”

“And it’s not over, I made you a cake.” You laughed as he laid down and pulled you to him, it was the that you had just realized you still had the heels on.

“Don’t take them off, I like them and were going again, maybe I can eat the cake off you.” He smirked 

“Yes, sir.” You sighed happily as you cuddled up to him.

[katorainwonderland]

I just discovered 'you right' and I wanted to say im in love ❤ its hard to find a black person who writes for marvel !

Aww thank you so much! It really is hard, I only found a couple of black marvel writers on here(which is not enough) I usually don’t give so many descriptions of y/n but ppl should know that as a black woman I’m most likely writing a black woman lol. I’m going to writer more descriptions in my next fics, I just got some crochet twist so y/n is about to be throwing her braids/ twists up in a bun lol.

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