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Reaching out to my Tumblr family on behalf of IRL family.

First of all, I want to apologize if this post is rambly or incoherent. To say I'm in shock or disbelief would be a gross understatement. Horrified would be better, but to be honest, I don't think there's a good enough term to describe what my family and I are feeling right now.

Early this morning, tragedy struck the lives of my best friend Lessika and her young daughter by way of her husband Brent's sudden passing.

These people may not be my blood, but like Dean Winchester said, "Family don't end with blood, but it don't start there either." These people are my found family. Lessika, like a sister and my "partner in crime". Brent, like the brother I never had and their daughter, my beautiful niece in all ways that matter. They've been destroyed in ways that I can't even begin to fathom and I want to do everything I can to ease this unimaginable burden they are now under.

It has been discovered that Brent did not have a life insurance policy nor any kind of death benefits through his work, so they are fully responsible for all funeral costs with no savings to pull from. I was advised by another family member that a GoFundMe has been created for them in this terrible time and I would be forever grateful if you guys could take a look and possibly donate if you have a dollar or two to spare. Even if you can't contribute monetarily, if you could share with your own Tumblr family, I would appreciate it more than you will ever know.

Lastly, if you could keep my found family in your thoughts, focus some healing energy their way, light a candle or some incense, say a prayer, whatever your belief system is...would mean a lot to me as well. I've been hollerin' for help to any and all Deities with their ears on all day today and they're probably sick of me already.

Hold your spouses tightly tonight, give your kids extra kisses before tucking them in, send a late night "I love you" reminder to your siblings and make sure they tell your nieces/nephews know how much they mean to you. Life has a way of reminding you how short it is...usually with a metaphorical 2x4 to the face when you least expect it.

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Reaching out to my Tumblr family on behalf of IRL family.

First of all, I want to apologize if this post is rambly or incoherent. To say I'm in shock or disbelief would be a gross understatement. Horrified would be better, but to be honest, I don't think there's a good enough term to describe what my family and I are feeling right now.

Early this morning, tragedy struck the lives of my best friend Lessika and her young daughter by way of her husband Brent's sudden passing.

These people may not be my blood, but like Dean Winchester said, "Family don't end with blood, but it don't start there either." These people are my found family. Lessika, like a sister and my "partner in crime". Brent, like the brother I never had and their daughter, my beautiful niece in all ways that matter. They've been destroyed in ways that I can't even begin to fathom and I want to do everything I can to ease this unimaginable burden they are now under.

It has been discovered that Brent did not have a life insurance policy nor any kind of death benefits through his work, so they are fully responsible for all funeral costs with no savings to pull from. I was advised by another family member that a GoFundMe has been created for them in this terrible time and I would be forever grateful if you guys could take a look and possibly donate if you have a dollar or two to spare. Even if you can't contribute monetarily, if you could share with your own Tumblr family, I would appreciate it more than you will ever know.

Lastly, if you could keep my found family in your thoughts, focus some healing energy their way, light a candle or some incense, say a prayer, whatever your belief system is...would mean a lot to me as well. I've been hollerin' for help to any and all Deities with their ears on all day today and they're probably sick of me already.

Hold your spouses tightly tonight, give your kids extra kisses before tucking them in, send a late night "I love you" reminder to your siblings and make sure they tell your nieces/nephews know how much they mean to you. Life has a way of reminding you how short it is...usually with a metaphorical 2x4 to the face when you least expect it.

[castielspahdehrah]

Reaching out to my Tumblr family on behalf of IRL family.

First of all, I want to apologize if this post is rambly or incoherent. To say I'm in shock or disbelief would be a gross understatement. Horrified would be better, but to be honest, I don't think there's a good enough term to describe what my family and I are feeling right now.

Early this morning, tragedy struck the lives of my best friend Lessika and her young daughter by way of her husband Brent's sudden passing.

These people may not be my blood, but like Dean Winchester said, "Family don't end with blood, but it don't start there either." These people are my found family. Lessika, like a sister and my "partner in crime". Brent, like the brother I never had and their daughter, my beautiful niece in all ways that matter. They've been destroyed in ways that I can't even begin to fathom and I want to do everything I can to ease this unimaginable burden they are now under.

It has been discovered that Brent did not have a life insurance policy nor any kind of death benefits through his work, so they are fully responsible for all funeral costs with no savings to pull from. I was advised by another family member that a GoFundMe has been created for them in this terrible time and I would be forever grateful if you guys could take a look and possibly donate if you have a dollar or two to spare. Even if you can't contribute monetarily, if you could share with your own Tumblr family, I would appreciate it more than you will ever know.

Lastly, if you could keep my found family in your thoughts, focus some healing energy their way, light a candle or some incense, say a prayer, whatever your belief system is...would mean a lot to me as well. I've been hollerin' for help to any and all Deities with their ears on all day today and they're probably sick of me already.

Hold your spouses tightly tonight, give your kids extra kisses before tucking them in, send a late night "I love you" reminder to your siblings and make sure they tell your nieces/nephews know how much they mean to you. Life has a way of reminding you how short it is...usually with a metaphorical 2x4 to the face when you least expect it.

[castielspahdehrah]

Reaching out to my Tumblr family on behalf of IRL family.

First of all, I want to apologize if this post is rambly or incoherent. To say I'm in shock or disbelief would be a gross understatement. Horrified would be better, but to be honest, I don't think there's a good enough term to describe what my family and I are feeling right now.

Early this morning, tragedy struck the lives of my best friend Lessika and her young daughter by way of her husband Brent's sudden passing.

These people may not be my blood, but like Dean Winchester said, "Family don't end with blood, but it don't start there either." These people are my found family. Lessika, like a sister and my "partner in crime". Brent, like the brother I never had and their daughter, my beautiful niece in all ways that matter. They've been destroyed in ways that I can't even begin to fathom and I want to do everything I can to ease this unimaginable burden they are now under.

It has been discovered that Brent did not have a life insurance policy nor any kind of death benefits through his work, so they are fully responsible for all funeral costs with no savings to pull from. I was advised by another family member that a GoFundMe has been created for them in this terrible time and I would be forever grateful if you guys could take a look and possibly donate if you have a dollar or two to spare. Even if you can't contribute monetarily, if you could share with your own Tumblr family, I would appreciate it more than you will ever know.

Lastly, if you could keep my found family in your thoughts, focus some healing energy their way, light a candle or some incense, say a prayer, whatever your belief system is...would mean a lot to me as well. I've been hollerin' for help to any and all Deities with their ears on all day today and they're probably sick of me already.

Hold your spouses tightly tonight, give your kids extra kisses before tucking them in, send a late night "I love you" reminder to your siblings and make sure they tell your nieces/nephews know how much they mean to you. Life has a way of reminding you how short it is...usually with a metaphorical 2x4 to the face when you least expect it.

[castielspahdehrah]

Reaching out to my Tumblr family on behalf of IRL family.

First of all, I want to apologize if this post is rambly or incoherent. To say I'm in shock or disbelief would be a gross understatement. Horrified would be better, but to be honest, I don't think there's a good enough term to describe what my family and I are feeling right now.

Early this morning, tragedy struck the lives of my best friend Lessika and her young daughter by way of her husband Brent's sudden passing.

These people may not be my blood, but like Dean Winchester said, "Family don't end with blood, but it don't start there either." These people are my found family. Lessika, like a sister and my "partner in crime". Brent, like the brother I never had and their daughter, my beautiful niece in all ways that matter. They've been destroyed in ways that I can't even begin to fathom and I want to do everything I can to ease this unimaginable burden they are now under.

It has been discovered that Brent did not have a life insurance policy nor any kind of death benefits through his work, so they are fully responsible for all funeral costs with no savings to pull from. I was advised by another family member that a GoFundMe has been created for them in this terrible time and I would be forever grateful if you guys could take a look and possibly donate if you have a dollar or two to spare. Even if you can't contribute monetarily, if you could share with your own Tumblr family, I would appreciate it more than you will ever know.

Lastly, if you could keep my found family in your thoughts, focus some healing energy their way, light a candle or some incense, say a prayer, whatever your belief system is...would mean a lot to me as well. I've been hollerin' for help to any and all Deities with their ears on all day today and they're probably sick of me already.

Hold your spouses tightly tonight, give your kids extra kisses before tucking them in, send a late night "I love you" reminder to your siblings and make sure they tell your nieces/nephews know how much they mean to you. Life has a way of reminding you how short it is...usually with a metaphorical 2x4 to the face when you least expect it.

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“I know you’re not leaving this bed, I’m not done with you yet”

4x22 & 9x22 - the sass is still intensifying.

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Does anyone else just lay in bed for an hour or so before they fall asleep and generate their own fanfictions? And they are super elaborate and you just sit and go through it and wasting precious sleeping time. Reblog if u do.

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Damaged people are dangerous. They know how to make hell feel like home.

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[scribd; tweet]

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by this point my entire stance on being in fanbases is that it feels like i’m trying to live peacefully in a secluded cottage and do my own thing while also witnessing the fall of the roman empire right next door