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tobiokg3 · 2 months ago
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i like the idea of khun aa and bam dancing around each other—stolen glances that linger just a little longer, subtle touches that carry deeper meaning, a closeness that goes beyond friendship.
everyone notices it, but neither of them is willing to confess their feelings
they cant risk making their relationship official because, in the tower, any sign of weakness can be exploited. if their enemies discovered the truth, they might use one of them as leverage against the other
so, for now, they settle for this
perhaps one day they’ll take the leap, but for now, this—this is enough.
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couldtransitionsaveher · 2 months ago
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SEBEK ZIGVOLT from TWISTED WONDERLAND
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JUSTIFICATION:
"just look at her. she’s a butch woman to me." - @kami-kun1003
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sunnyisinsane · 1 year ago
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Okay but oh my god spirit is genuinely such a good person because if I had a baby at eighteen I'd run the next mile and actually die I would not be able to handle that shit at all yet Spirit raised that little girl and she became the most important thing in his entire life!!;;;;!!!!; He did his fucking DAMNEDEST at raising her I'm not crying I'm NOTTTT
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aromanticannibal · 4 months ago
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aro bakusquad! (besides katsuki & mina)
Kaminari: the cishet aro man everyone is afraid of. he's nice. he finds it really hard to believe he's aromantic because he's been told all his life that love and crushes are so important - since he was popular in middle school he had his fair share of romance drama, even a girlfriend who broke up with him because she realized he didn't actually love her. he is going to insist on trying to date and find his true love and he's going to fail and he's going to need all the help and support possible realizing that he can just vibe in fwb and bromance paradise forever. actual dating really isn't for him i fear. if isn't straight i think he and alloaro shinsou could be fwb it'd be fun and nice (until kaminari tries to make it romantic and shinsou is like No). All in all. internalized arophobia win (sad fist pump)
Sero: grayro maybe? the kind who doesn't really see the difference between romantic and platonic attraction and doesn't really care. he knows he's felt both occasionally but hehhhh? he gets that there's a difference and he understands romantic love, it's just that when it comes to him he really doesn't give a shit. Mina's nightmare really. also someone who would thrive in fwb situations. probably doesn't mind dating but he wouldn't act really different than if he were friends with the person.
Kirishima: Kirishima is the one guy I like to think of as romantic but by god I'll make him aro. after a trip on the aromantic wiki to remind myself of the rest of the spectrum, I think he'd be aroflux, and that would confuse him SO much. he'd spend so long without getting a crush or suddenly not like someone he liked before and then he'd be in love again and he'd just like. PICK A SIDE PLEASE (<- Kirishima crying shaking his fist at the sky). Once he figures it all out he'd be much chiller about it and the fact that his romantic attraction fluctuates so much would make him way more chill about sharing who he crushes on (in my mind katsuki, mina, deku <33). Which would probably endlessly fluster these people. I think he wouldn't be comfortable dating because he'd feel bad everytime he stopped being in love and then it'd be a whole mess, but if someone liked him back I think he'd try dating a little. And if he finds someone who's also aromantic the qpr is gonna be so strong ! !! !
Bonus Jirou: demiro ace. I think she always knew there was something and figured it out pretty early on, so she's like the one 15 y/o that's very visibly queer. also she's purple so she has to be ace (/j). I don't think she'd date someone who isn't ace too, but in general she wouldn't mind so much about dating or not.
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beeejayy · 1 year ago
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Kami gets so tired of little Maka bothering her that she gives Maka a iPad . Maka is a iPad child at that and when Spirit comes back home he has to pry it off her cold baby hands.
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erabundus · 1 year ago
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ren  purposefully  keeps  it  very  ambiguous  whether  he's  still  capable  of  using  his  innate  electro  at  this  point,  but  he  would  be  absolutely  terrifying  with  both elements.
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redxriiot · 2 years ago
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Lovin’ the idea of Kiri and electroreception again
#//Looking over old hcs#//And I love this so so much#//Let's see new ones...#;mun has spoken#hc#//Mans most definitely was the kinda kid who drew fucken nightmare fuel art#//Bc he picked up on electrosignals from others and he made up stories about how haunted they were based on intensity#//And imagined the kindsa creatures that would manifest based on the signals. Got v creative; he did#//Not that he KNEW what it was for the longest time; not until he learned about sharks and went !!! Thas ME. I do that!#//Nah; mans just noticed smth weird; his friend didn't see/sense it; concluded he must be psychic#//Both the teacher and his mom were Not Amused whenever he explained why he drew the things he drew#//Fast forward; the people he can most pick out from anywhere; even out of water are Midoriya and Kaminari#//Kami obvi bc he is practically a walking electrical current#//Which is good; bc Kiri liks having eyes on him All The Time; and like this; he can always know where he is and what he do without looking#//Midoriya; unwittingly bc if the vestiges and OFA#//He doesn't know what's up; he just knows Midoriya screams MASSIVE energy and danger#//Esp when OFA is thrumming and being used in more and more capacity#//But he loves it#//Loves it LOTS when Deku uses OFA near him and makes his survival instincts go haywire#//Can get a sensory overload if he sticks too close and is with him for too long; but he likes that too#//Tsu is easier to distinguish than most others too#//She more water than most of them#//But yeah; Kami and Deku? He can track 'em down p easy#//Though it might be a little trickier in a super busy super urban area or if there's a massive generator of electricity nearby#//Too much of that muddles him up#//Which is why he tends to get headaches a lot; both bc Quirk and bc of that sense#//He can pick people out if he focuses/zeroes in on who he wants to find but the incessant buzzing of man-made electricity is Oof#//It made him real irritable as a child and he got used to it over time; but boy oh boy he Does Not like when that threshold is pushed#//Save when Midoriya does it; he'll happily indulge simply bc it him. And he gets too starry eyed to care he's being overwhelmed#//& Kami; but he might wince through his ultmoves. though hardening does take the edge off; in combat is fine
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channelinglament · 2 years ago
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Just posting it here 'cuz why not-
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I drew it just now. I tried giving it perspective, kinda failed and nailed it at the same time I think-?
I can see it and can't see it here at the same time lol-
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hxdrostorms · 1 year ago
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@hades-kami has sent: Flashback - Milo
Send "Flashback" for a look at something in my muse's past. [Accepting, SPECIFY MUSE]
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// How far did Milo buy into the slander being spread about Aiolia? How much did he take to the heart? How much did it skew his views of his colleague?
Milo has always been way too emotionally driven, even more so back when he was much younger.
Did he know better than to listen to the likes of Deathmask? Yes. He was told to trust his instincts and his gut feeling, but at the same time Shaka's words in support of the pope, seemed to suffice him with anything he needed or required.
It was so much easier to just follow the direction things were headed. Although he was just another follower, he was amongst the loudest ones to procclaim his distrust, and dislike towards the Leo saint.
Even though, he barely had any connections or even previous contact with Aiolos. Milo took all of this to a very personal side.
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serosluv2 · 11 months ago
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obsessed bf x pretty gf trope hcs w sero & shoto pls & ty 😁😁 (seperately pls)
It’s only 7 months late but here u go anon 😘
a/n: I wrote this in an hour in the bathtub so if it is shit- don’t tell me bc I’m just getting back into writing 😭😭
Shoto Todoroki
He fits this trope so well.
He is THEE resident pretty boy of UA so it makes perfect sense that he has the prettiest girl in all of Japan. (The world)
He is the teeny weeny ist bit dense on like how to take proper photos of you for the ‘gram but trust that he WILL be searching up everything about lighting and angles and exposure and zoom- all that nonsense.
If you’re a social media girly he may leave like one or two comments. He isn’t the best about being outwardly obsessed with you, he is all about those private small moments. Not being able to take his eyes off you anywhere. Always needing to be beside you. If he can’t be with you then trust he is texting you at every free moment and expects a response within 5 minutes.
He loves shopping with you and helping you pick out outfits or jewelry or how to style your makeup that day. He has no real opinion on what looks better tho he just loves seeing you get all prettied up. (Yk that tiktok where the girl is trying to decide on a dress color and her bf is just like “wtv u want mama u look breathtaking in both” ?That’s him.)
I feel like he doesn’t really buy you anything in the beginning of your relationship bc he doesn’t really see the point/value or something in that BUT all it takes is for kaminari to get you some product you’ve been wanting for a while for secret santa and seeing how touched you were by the gesture sends him into over drive:
“OH MY GOD! KAMI!!” You exclaim- wrapping your arms around him. “How did you know? I’ve been looking for this everywhere!” Shoto notices how big your eyes got and the slight blush on your cheeks from excitement and he feels, something unpleasant. Jealousy? Envy? Possessiveness? Whatever it is he doesn’t like how grateful you’re acting toward the blonde. I mean sure, he got you something nice you’ve wanted but that’s not his job (he just so happened to get you for secret santa so he kind of had to get you something) he’s not your boyfriend only your boyfriend- HIM- should be gifting you stuff. Then he kinda has a “ohh.” Moment and realizes he has never really gotten you anything just because.
Anyways after that whole interaction he is getting you anything and everything you look at for more than a second. You keep looking at some necklace at the store? Bought. He sees you liking tiktoks about girls getting flowers? Now you’re getting a bouquet every date night. Does he himself have money? No, but that No.1 hero daddy sure does. And let’s be honest he kind of owes shoto for making his childhood - for lack of a better word- awful.
In conclusion, Shoto loves his pretty girl and will do anything she asks of him without question.
Hanta Sero
Clawing at my cage for this man.
Now sero has been… infatuated with you since he first laid eyes on you one faithful morning. You were ordering at some coffee shop he passes by on his way to school and just one glance had him stopped dead in his tracks. The way your hair framed your face perfectly, your face in general because holy shit- you were gorgeous. Straight out of a magazine. He quickly took notice of the little embellishments you made to your uniform.. uniform? The same one Mina has. OH MY GOD YOU GO TO UA AND HE HAS NEVER SEEN YOU BEFORE?
He literally cannot stop thinking about you and boom you appear again in the halls. Your going the opposite direction has him with your friends and he sees you all have a little cafe cup. Did you buy them all a drink before class? So you’re stupidly gorgeous and nice. Great, he, for sure, has no chance with you now.
But oh that’s where he is wrong.
When you guys start dating he actually cannot believe it. He is very guarded at first because- now it’s my personal hc that sero is a bit insecure- he can’t fathom how you, YOU, would actually want to date someone like…him.
But once those walls come down he doesn’t shut up about you. Seriously all his friends are so annoyed:
“Good god soy sauce if you mention your little girly friend again I’m hurling you across the city.”
“You’re just mad you don’t have a girl as pretty as mine- don’t worry baku-man, I’m sure one day some poor person will take pity on your soul.”
Sero did in fact get hurled across the city that day.
Now where he differs from Shoto is that this man is a GOD with a camera. He has that artistic eye and is able to capture you being your baddest/cutest/authentic self.
Literally ya’ll
He also has a good sense of style. He never thinks you look bad in one thing versus another but he will take into account the vibe of where you’re going and what’s you’ll be doing and give his opinion based on that. Because he grew up with sister and knows how to get around the “which one looks better?” Type question without hurting you.
Now sero doesn’t have money to spoil you senseless but what he does have is the forever lasting instinct to put your comfort above his own. It’s freezing and you didn’t wear a jacket because “a hoe ever gets cold”? Don’t worry sero will give you his and be visibly growing icicles on his body to keep you warm. Feet hurt from those impractical shoes? He’s caring you all the way home even if he is still terribly sore from a killer arm workout the day before with kirishima. A no a mudy puddle and you’re wearing your new white shoes :(! Well sero is laying his jacket down over it or simply caring you over the puddle. He isn’t the type to roll his eyes at how “ridiculous” or “spoiled” you’re being. You are y/n freaking l/n. He’ll do whatever you need to make sure nothing in your life goes wrong.
He also is the type to spam comments in your TikTok or Insta post and makes all his friends do the same. Not that you need it- he just loves fueling your ego.
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rene-darling · 1 year ago
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EXPLORING- him
In which you find yourself being able to closely touch and see your boyfriend's body..aka body hcs, and you examine their scars...im not sure if this is the original artist but I found the pic on scara.meowing insta
...Wanderer...xiao...kazuha...
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Wanderer
The wanderer isn't one to let just anyone see his body,
Even thinking about being so vulnerable in front of someone leaves his head aching and sends a weird feeling up his spine
Letting someone see the scars he has obtained from throughout his life is something he won't ever agree to doing,
So if you wish to be able to see him, you'll have to find a roundabout way to do so,
Luckily for you, for the past few days, he's been complaining about back aches from being hunched over all day trying to complete his assignments from being a vahumana student
You offered a massage which after much pain and annoyance he agreed to.
After he agreed he turned around from you and took off his kimono, slipping it off with ease as he moved to remove the top half of his black body suit as well, cheeks slightly flushed as he was basically stripping in front of you.
He laid on his stomach starting forward, his usual snappy self is a bit quiet, it isn't every day he's laid bare in front of you for you to touch without engaging in promiscuous activities.
"hurry up what are you starin-" Suddenly the boy goes quiet as you run your hand down his spine, chuckling to yourself at his immediate quietness
Imprints of big circles are left on his back, most likely from the tubes that once connected him to his shouki no kami, large red indents are all that's left on his puppet body, and his back tenses once your fingers trace the circle following it's track.
Your fingers trace his skin where forgotten scars lay healed, scars mostly gained by cruel experiments at the hands of the doctor, his face sours when you touch them, constricting in...annoyance? Sadness? Or perhaps at the reminder of bad memories.
And when your hand traces up his spine to a strange purple symbol on the back of his neck, one that represents the electro symbol but not quite.
And as your hand touches it, it's as if a bolt of lightning is sent through his body, his hand immediately reacting to slap away your hand from it, quickly getting up and backing away from your touch his panicked eyes look into yours his breathing ragged for a moment before calming down
"I'm...im sorry" his voice comes out in a whisper, as if that's all he could manage..
Xiao
If you thought getting the wanderer to show himself to you was hard think again.
In no circumstance will he ever allow you to massage him just because his muscles feel sore
He's too proud as an Adeptus and as a Yaksha to allow that.
No matter how many long nights he's fought allowing himself relief in this form is out of the question.
It's not just his pride speaking though, he's far too selfless to allow himself rest.
Only when his karmic dept clings to him and dark miasma swirls in the air that surrounds him does he agree to allow you to touch him, albeit very reluctantly.
Only after being pushed to his physical limit does he allow you to touch his bare body, his bare body that he despises so much.
Your hands, which remain untainted by the dark miasma that surrounds him, untainted by the blood of thousands of innocents, he isn't deserving of your touch.
But he holds his tongue, letting your hands roam over his toned back without arguing, not so much as a pip is heard from the man,
He has a small frame, and an even smaller waist but the muscles he's trained from over a millennia are quite clear and pronounced
Your hands ghost over healed scars that he's long forgotten the stories too, claw marks which indicated a time his very flesh was punctured and bleeding.
Those scars he had gained admits battle, those roughly edged scars that you touched oh so very sweetly. He doesn't deserve this. In his mind he doesn't even deserve you but this especially.
He breathes deeply, it's okay, it's fine, he doesn't mind as you touch the scars he obtained during wartime, a time when he used to fight with his brothers and sisters
But his breath does hitch when you touch a scar that...even after thousands of years is stuck deep into his skin, a scar he received long before being rescued by Rex lapis.
His fists clenched as the memories flashed before his eyes,, the memories of him..his breathing increased almost to the point of him having a mini panic attack..
He only calmed himself once your hand moved away from there and to his arm as you traced the tattoo on it, gently tracing its edges as you reassured him that it would be alright.
Kazuha
Kazuha does not mind one bit if you want to see his body
He'll make a sly remark about your request of course
But he'll never deny nor say no to you
He doesn't have any insecurities regarding his body
He's confident in them and the scars he has obtained over the years of being a samurai
He'll raise an eyebrow at your request and give you a sly smile, yet when you explain your reasoning he'll smile gently and he chuckles nodding to your request set
Taking off his shirt for you and laying on his stomach, you can see his arms wrapped in bandages and some freshly obtained scars on his back are too.
Most though, are healed each one having a story behind it,
Whatever scar you trace he'll have the story behind it, from the smallest of cuts to the deepest of gashes he'll tell you, in depth how, where, and when he got it
Scars trace throughout his body down his arms that are wrapped in bandages, perhaps this day, he'll let you redo them for him,
Other than his scars his skin is soft and smooth, it's quite fair and he definitely has a tan line, his face is a bit darker than the rest of his body due to him always being out in the sun
He sometimes likes going into gruesome details about how he got a specific scar, but when you asked him about one he got on the day tomo was killed, he hesitates.
Going quiet for a moment, thinking deeply about what to say or tell, but unlike the other boys, he's more open with you and he'll tilt his head back as he recounts the story of that scar.
He won't tell you the whole story but...little by little he'll start mentioning little details here and there, leaving you some empty spots for you to figure out.
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mooluvs · 1 year ago
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Being part of the bakusquad headcanons
requests open! | bnha masterlist
warnings: none | genre: platonic fluff | fic type: hcs
A/N: it’s self-indulgent platonic fic time ;)
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I feel like they just kinda adopted you into the group
You didn’t really have much say in it, to be honest
Like, Mina thought you looked lonely one day and told you to join them for lunch
She’d actually been planning this for week
And then suddenly, before you could refuse, Kiri is making room for you sit with them and Kami has already added you to the group chat
And before you know it, you’re all on a first name basis and you’re suddenly a lot less lonely
Though for the first few weeks, you were convinced Bakugo hated you.
Until you noticed how he blew up at anyone who insulted you
And how he gave you an affectionate not entirely insulting nickname
After awhile, his way of showing affection became clear to you and you realised that he cares fo you guys a lot.
Not that he’d admit it
The two of you often help the other four study and do homework together.
You all hang out like this quite a lot
Not very much work gets done
It’s also like having the worlds best guard dogs because not weirdos can even get close to you
Kirishima is always happy to help you train.
On top of being a good punching bag, he gives really good advice.
You’re one of the only people he trusts to help dye his hair.
He also gives really good hugs and has no problem with platonic cuddles.
Bakugo too, but tell anyone and you’re dead
Sero is always there for you when you need help.
Especially, when you need cheering up.
He loves seeing you laugh.
Kaminari loves that you don’t treat him likes he’s stupid.
And that you try and look after him when he short circuits. He really appreciates that.
He loves just chilling with you guys.
He’s more than happy to charge your electrical devices for you.
The others are on thin ice tho
Mina loves it when all of you hang out together
Was over the moon when you asked her to teach you some dance moves
She’s very happy she decided to drag you into the group
You’re all each other’s biggest supporters
You know that someone will always have your back
And that you’ll always have theirs.
And that if anyone even tries to hurt any of you they will have an angry Pomeranian flying at their face
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gamblersdoll · 6 days ago
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can you write something about midoriya, bakugou, shoto todoroki, Karishima and kaminari being subs? tyy<3
these are mostly hcs, but here you go!
midoriya is of course a sweet thing, its more common for him to actually just let you use him and hed be happy with it. he’s just “she could step on me and id say sorry.” he also just rolls his eyes when you give him head, so how can he deny you to climb ontop of him and ride him?
bakugou.. he has to warm up first. hes so used to being a bitch, so, he acts like a brat at first, denying you to make him feel good. he wants to make you feel good, so how the fuck can he do that when he’s a bottom? he learns quickly that if he just listened and stop being so stuck up.. it feels so much better. even when hes balls deep and ontop of you, hes a mess. hes all whimpers and shivers and hes the one fucking you.
shoto, hes frankly new to sex, so he hasnt figured out what he likes. hell, he isnt really a sexual person, so him leaning to a bottom is a possibility. big but! he does like that thing you do when you throat him , lick his balls, then go lower and jerk him slow. it feels too damn good— where and how did you even learn that? what made it feel so good to him? he didnt know, its still so new. of course though.. it catches him off guard and hes covering his mouth so he isnt too loud.
now KIRI, my favorite, hes into the muzzle. he likes being considered a mutt that only gets rewarded when hes behaving well. he has a love hate relationship with the facial garment, hes just sometimes a teether and doesnt know when not to bite you. his protests of “please, no no,i promise i wont bite you again” to “use me, make me dumb, im just a mutt and toy for your usage.” praise!! he loves it, he melts and will almost cream on the spot. (not unless you tell him to, then he’s slowing down to ask permission)
now kami? hes a switch, dont get me wrong, but he loves being used. you could be riding him and he has those dildo thruster machines going into his hole. and hes more into the bdsm thing than anyone else.. its lowkey how kirishima got into the muzzle, but he likes the idea of having fingers down his throat, hands and feet tied to the bed, and occasionally slapping him. (he sometimes short circuits, so you have to be careful.)
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uchihaharlot · 7 months ago
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Okay, so, I went to sleep when I suddenly got an idea about headcanon with Madara. What "if his dear lover god kidnapped by other village or clan idk"? You can use Madara from founders era.
Your dear anon.🫶
Nonny, lol, are you trying to start the next generational war? One that goes for several decades? …ok. (ps I am so so so sorry this took forever, I honestly just forget or am overwhelmed with work and this so so so short 🥲)
SFW; short hc for Madara rescuing his babe
Yea no. This is treason. On his life so help Madara, the earths going to be shattered as he spends endless days/weeks searching for her, however long it takes. Eliciting the help of every single one of his allies—in fact Hashi is one of the strongest soldiers under his command. The whole entirety of Konoha is on a war path because it’s easier than the village being reduce to a decimal under his thumb.
Lawd whoever had a gonads to steal his woman, better have good reason. Which wouldn’t matter since no reason will ever be reason enough. Madara sees red when he comes home and sees that their house is in disarray. She flought her kidnappers at least but it was fruitless. Which means they had numbers over her.
He knows it wasn’t Hashirama or Tobirama. Neither man stupid enough to do such a thing, as for who it was. Kami help them, they have awoken a man who knows no bounds, feels so weakness when met with this level of anger. Thankfully, its not long until he does find her and her captors.
Madara is not a merciful man when crossed, despite his comrades pleas (and his lover's), retribution is definite. Immense and painful, unrelenting to the point that if you called him crazy before, to do so now would be an understatement. It's said that his mangekyo sharingan allowed him the ability to reverse time (A/N in the video games 🤓 yes I had to google), with that being said. No one was certain until, when on the brink of death, her captor is nearly born again and in excruciating detail, relives their torture. Over and over, this is the only way to pacify him. No other form of punishment would suffice the level of terror his precious lover endured. I wouldn't put it past Madara to imprison this unsavory individual for eternity, just for his personal pleasure. A reminder to all exactly how far the depths of an Uchiha's adoration reaches.
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wthelvetica21 · 2 months ago
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Mystery Skulls Tombsona AU ♥️ Primordial Kamui (Kurama)
It’s the oldest of all of the mystery skulls tombsonas and seems to be the only one of them that notices a pattern with it’s hosts being connected to the other three in some form or another. With Mystery it has the chance of getting all of them together.
This more primordial tombsona name refers to Ainu’s nature gods/kami. Mystery is the only one that can communicate with it one to one unlike it’s other bandmates after bonding to their respective tombsonas who only do so when they are unconscious.
It is hyper aware of the other Mystery Skulls tombsonas location and they will eventually bond with host that is a common denomination between the other three.
It is unknown what the true requirements of bonding with it but seems to be in a realm called Kuromori once encountering a host to bond with them.
Kamui is not particularly picky when it comes to hosts. A tribe of kitsune and other yokai see it as a higher Kami among them said to be devoured the mythical primordial fruit of the Seikaiju (world tree)
Before that point it stays within the potential host’s shadow til it feels the time is right to lead them to any forest during the new moon or even during a lunar eclipse.
Primordial concept is based on @that-gay-guy-from-hell HCs on the TLT tombsonas primordial forms
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animeomegas · 1 year ago
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I have to ask for kind stranger angst like omgomg, since requests are open could you do a drabble or hc (which ever you wanna do!) About either them getting worse in the hospital(I want them to survive cause cmon you can't have them leave their family!) But I wanna see everyone's reaction to the doctor telling them they might not make it out, sorry for the long text bye! Thanks°
You're very welcome and I hope you enjoy <33
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Everyone had frozen in the wake of the mednin's prognosis. Naruto was laying beside the alpha that had become a parent figure to him, resting his head on their slowly rising and falling chest. Kakashi was standing at the other side of the bed, one hand on Sakura's head and the other on Saskue's shoulder.
"I'm sorry," the mednin said after delivering the earth-shattering news. "We will do everything we can, but it doesn't look good."
Seeing that there wasn't likely to be any verbal response from the people in the room, the mednin excused herself and quietly left, leaving behind the oppressive gloom that permeated the air.
It was Naruto that broke the stupor, by breaking into heavy, choking sobs. He shoved his face into their chest and Kakashi didn't have the heart to tell him to be gentle.
"You promised," he sobbed, fisting their shirt. "You promised you wouldn't leave, you can't!"
That seemed to be enough to tip Sakura over the edge too, because her shoulders started shaking in little sobs as she nudged Kakashi's hand off her head and went to take vigil closer by their side. She kept her head down as she took one of their hands, but her sobs were audible.
Kakashi felt more than heard Sasuke take in a deep shaky breath, before he turned towards the door and swiftly walked out of the room, Kakashi's hand falling off his shoulder and falling limply to his side.
"Sasuke," Kakashi called out, but his voice was much too weak to even make Sasuke falter, let alone convince him to stay. They would have been able to get him to stay, to try and process his emotions in a healthy way. Kakashi couldn't do anything but close the door behind him.
"Sensei?" Naruto suddenly croaked, pulling his attention.
"Hm?"
"You... You can make them better, right?" Naruto asked, false hope and tears both gleaming in his eyes. "You can make them wake up? Or find someone who can?"
Kakashi's heart squeezed painfully in his chest. He didn't know what to do, what to say, without your guidance. He had been starting to think that maybe he wasn't that bad a teacher, but the second you weren't there to help him, everything crumbled, so clearly he'd thought wrong.
And kami, he wanted to help. He wanted to help so bad. But he couldn't. He didn't know how. This wasn't the first time in his life that he wished he was a medic and it probably wouldn't be the last. The weight of his failure to help felt like it was crushing him and he had to consciously suppress the urge to run like Sasuke.
"Naruto, I'm sorry," he said, turning away like the coward he was. "There's nothing I can do."
Kakashi heard rather than saw Naruto crumple, his sobbing starting up once more. The crying only made Kakashi feel worse. In a way, he was almost jealous. Maybe if he could mourn like them, weep like Sakura or sob like Naruto, then he would feel better. All he could do is suppress the burning pain into the back of his mind to fester alongside every other tragic event of his life.
How broken was he, to be jealous of his students' mourning?
Kakashi turned back around and looked at the kind stranger, not much of a stranger anymore, and swallowed harshly. They had to get better, to wake up, because he couldn't do it without them. They were the glue on this little family... without them, everything would fall apart.
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