#kalmialatifolia

[wellofdean]

Chapters: 21/? Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Summary: Dean Winchester hates everything except writing, and after five extremely unfortunate bestselling Vatican-approved Catholic erotica novels, he's starting to hate that. After a couple of lawsuits and one North American book tour, he stops for the summer in Absofuckinglutely Nowhere, Newfoundland on a 6-month visa to try and pump out a final book in the series, and try to find a little room to breathe.

Father Thursday, by contrast, doesn't hate anything; not even really God anymore.

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Guys, this fic. I am OBSESSED. 

It’s a WIP, but updating pretty regularly, and it’s really got everything: Dean and Cas are both recognisable as the Dean and Cas we all love in all their beautiful, well-intentioned but fucked up glory, but they are also totally convincing in the AU. and it’s really quite gentle, sweet and VERY sexy, and just about to ramp up into some truly satisfying, lovingly deployed slapping, and who needs that more than Dean?He positively ACHES to be slapped! Plus, what a hook! Vatican-approved priest porn novelist meets a sexy priest in BFE Canada? Yes, please!

It also does a really interesting and effective thing with canon in that all the crazy shit that happened when Sam and Dean were growing up happened, but Mary died in an accident, there is no Supernatural threat, and John was simply mentally ill, and seen from that perspective, the abuse Dean suffered as a child feels so much more real and inexcusable. And man... I cannot wait for more of Cas’s backstory! 

It’s well-written, genuinely compelling so super sexy. Can’t recommend highly enough. Thanks, @mythopoetry! I seriously count the minutes until the next instalment.

[shewhomustnotbename]

I wrote that post literally on EP 5, so now that I've seen it through I have more thoughts!

! SPOILERS !

First I must say this as a long time spn hater (by hater I do mean I love this show in an obsession type way) :

I think Fellow Travelers is obviously a more important statement, and with that in mind I want to be clear that these are apples and oranges.

But the way both Skippy and Cas make me feel is the sameee

Something about "Beyond Measure" fits Cas so well too.

Being a small part of something big,

Looking for God, finding a broken man

Soldiers

Their hope, kindness, and work towards positive change despite continued suffering.

Their hope to find something "right" to believe in, over and over again.

Their drive to do right by others, and the gut-wrenching guilt they feel if they think they fail.

Their belief in those they love, like they couldn't do anything to hurt them even though they have before.

Their torturous love and resentment of God

Just their final monologues are so **so** SO:

Tim

"I spent most of my life waiting for God to love me. And then I realized the only thing that matters is I love God. It's the same with you. I have loved you my whole life. I've never loved anyone but you. You were my great, consuming love. And most people don't get one of those. I did. I have no regrets."

Cas

"But I think I know... I think I know now. Happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being. It's in just saying it.

... Knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared... I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean.

I love you."

An idea-

Skippy/Cas parallels.

Just hurting my own feelings

[carpettmuncher]

fic recs

aka, i read too much fic and need to share my favorites

gorging myself on you, still can't get enough (insatiable) - sobsicles

i love this so much. casual confessions from dean. insanely horny and conflicted cas. grocery store confessions <3

rating: M

how we're stuck in entropy - shineforthee

unfinished as of now, but worth it imo. sam makes a deal for cas' life and dean has to grapple with grief and mourning. amazing commentary on grief and dean's mindset, and great destiel

rating: E

don't stop, don't slow - hedderstheowl

trans cas and cas being so surprised by how good sex is with someone he loves

rating: E

love's such an old fashioned word. - hedderstheowl

same author as above bc i cant get enough of their fics. i LOVED this concept and characterization of cas. cas gets revived but doesnt believe hes out of the empty, and treats the world around him accordingly.

rating: E

ignite your bones - ilovehowyouletmefall

such powerful storytelling and writing. loved this front to cover. dean kills sam to get the world back- the remaining of tfw 2.0 grapple with the after effects. dean deals with grief, homophobia, and cas' confession.

rating: E

this whole trilogy but namely sam winchester, ally at law - alittleduck, amidsizedfrog

sam wants to be an ally soooo bad but dean refuses to be an acceptable queer. love this characterization so much

rating: T

the cheapest room in the house - biggaybenny

dean downloads grindr for cas to meet guys and gets jealous when cas talks to guys. angst with a happy ending

rating: E

psalm 40:2 - unicornpoe

cas time travels to meet dean pre-hell. pre and early seasons dean my beloved <3

rating: E

benedictions - kalmialatifolia

priest cas and writer dean. unfinished but i think about this fic at least 3x a week. if you enjoy fleabag, youll enjoy this fic. if you enjoy priest porn, youll enjoy this fic. cannot recommend this enough

rating: E

everyone knows the year doesnt stop until april- fleeceframe

first of all, go check out this author right now i love ALL their fics, but this one stuck with me. early seasons destiel. cas has so much love he doesnt know what to do with it. case fic

rating: M

gold in the edges of our vision - sewingnatural

i fucking love this so much. absolutely amazing religious imagery and symbolism. dean and cas share peaches on a roadtrip and are in love about it. fic that convinced me to go on a roadtrip this summer

rating: T

juxtaposition - rhinestoneangels

this fic is short and amazing. interesting prose, dean in hell, religious imagery. mwah love it

rating: G

where the heart is - goldenraeofsun

claire fic of all time if i do say so myself. claire time travels to s7 and hunts with dean before making her way home. i adore this one so much

rating: M

here, bullet, here - a_good_soldier

dean and his relationship with violence. contains pre series dean and post-canon destiel. named from a poem, this one hits you right in the heart

rating: T

use cinderblocks to build a stairway - pollutedstar

dean, sex work, ptsd, and self worth. heed the tags!! heavy fic but thoroughly enjoyable

rating: M

the soul burns brighter than the sun - wow_thisiswheremylifeis

post-canon fix it. cas escapes the empty and effectively breaks it, while telling everyone but dean that hes alive. they grapple with their relationship and fixing the empty. love it!!!

rating: E

let's take a drive - sobsicles

another sobsicles fic because theyre all 10s. jack reverts to baby age, cas is protective, dean and cas have a complicated relationship. amazing fic with amazing feels. best tag ever: maybe we're all a little scared and that's okay

rating: E

the eye is a mouth. - zeke21

dean, sex work, god, a study on the relationship between all three. fucking amazing fic, really nailed chuck's presence in this. go check out this authors other works too, they're all mind blowing

rating: E

asterism of an f-series ford pick up - disabled_dean

altered my brain chemistry a little bit i think. cas and dean go on a roadtrip and dean is exceptionally horny about it. dean is not normal about love and thats okay

rating: M

maybe i like pleasure pain - tothewillofthepeople

another one that wrecked me entirely. one of the best cas centric fics out there, this fic focuses on cas' recovery post-empty. lovely dialogue and imagery, just amazing all around

rating: M

wyoming, january 1996 - luulapants

THEE dean 17th birthday case. fucking amazing storytelling, takes johns journal entry and runs with it.

rating: T

between sex and death and trying to keep the kitchen clean - ftmsteverogers

jupernatural, kid jack, post-canon fix it with empty confession misunderstanding <3 love it so much, this author is so talented :)

rating: E

[happilyfeatherafter]

Happilyfeatherafter's ficrec Fridays

In an effort to actually post on my own blog and not just tag rant I'm going to try and start doing what makes me happy - shouting about the fic I've read and loved recently! ETA: thank you @bloodydeanwinchester for the inspiration and impetus to share recs last week!

So introducing my ficrec Fridays.

5 January 2024 ficrecs

Beggars Would Ride by tiamatv was recommended to me by @ilarual and I am so glad I dived in on their suggestion. Combining two of my great loves, destiel and disney's Aladdin, this AU fic has an absolutely gorgeous depiction of a genie Castiel, in all his trueform splendour! Tia does an incredible job interweaving the two stories, with street rat Dean doing what he must to support his brother and his community, and maybe just maybe finding love and freeing a genie in doing so.

Everlasting by @entropic-saudade (art by @golby-moon) is a recent fic from the stabfest bang, featuring a grieving post-15x18 Dean, and a still adjusting to having Kaia back Claire. It also beautifully examines the parallels between Dean and Claire, and their joint tendency for flirting with people by comparing scars. Achingly romantic, Dean is looking for a way to bring Cas back, and Claire is seeking a momento of Kaia to keep close to her forever...and what's love without a little stabbing?

As A Friend by imogenbynight (@thevioletcaptain) is absolutely best summed up by it's own summary: In which Dean accidentally learns about Castiel's porn preferences, and one thing leads to another. With one last chapter pending, this fic is a smutty delight, in which a newly human Cas in a post-Chuck defeated world and a still adjusting Dean learn a thing or two about each other and decide the best thing to do is lean into it with a secret no strings friends with benefits kink exploration set up...what could possibly go wrong?

doors unlocked and open by sidewinder (@hawkland, art by @fluffsnake) brilliantly combines The Winchesters finale with a post-canon continuation, in which Cas has become the new ruler and embodiment of the Empty whilst Jack is busy restructuring heaven. But Dean is not finding peace, not even in Jack’s improved afterlife, and has instead been traversing the Axis Mundi in the search of his family...in search of Castiel. But there might be a new fate to await them.

tie your wrists with leather by kalmialatifolia is a short but sweet post-canon D/S kinktober fic, in which Cas gets Dean spread eagle in leather cuffs leading to this exchange which captures their voices so perfectly:

“Jesus, Cas,” is all Dean says, and then, as Castiel crawls between his spread legs, “They—they smell good. They smell…” He laughs a little, a soft huff. “Like the Impala? Kind of?”

Castiel snorts, putting his hands on the backs of Dean’s knees and spreading his legs just a little farther apart. Dean goes easy. “Yes,” he says dryly, “I thought you might like that.”

and if that wets your appetite for a longer form wip, then reclusive secret romance novelist Dean and Priest with a past Cas are getting up to all sorts in their fic Benedictions.

[destieltaggedfic]

hiya! I've been looking on AO3 for a specific fix-it fic but can't seem to find it, and was wondering if you could help?

here are the details I remember:

- takes place after they empty rescue (I don't recall if the rescue is in the fic or not)

- dean gives cas a bath/helps him clean off empty goop

- I think it's rated T? (more soft less sexy)

- I think it was written within 6 months of the show ending

- it's not that long (no more than 30k)

thank you for the help if you can!

There's a few that it might be. This is the immediate one I thought of

Told You To Be Patient, Told You To Be Fine – lefurlong   Ao3

15x20 didn’t happen AU.  In the wake of Cas’ return, he had asked for some time.  Now he’s inviting Dean to help him shower, looks like he’s had enough time.

Word Count: 3k                                 Graphic Sexual Acts

But there are a few others I dug up, including one that is brand new (so probably not the fic you were looking for but it was so good I had to include it) so hopefully if its not that one, its one of these.

Cleansed – tlakht   Ao3

Set 15x20 didn’t happen AU.  It’s a communal shower.  Its big enough for the both of them to wash off the empty and Cas is going to find out that Dean is a lot more comfortable showering with another man than he thought.

Word Count: 1k                                 No Sex

lies my truth – kalmialatifolia   Ao3

Set 15x20 didn’t happen AU.  When Cas appears in the bunker, there are a lot of things that Dean should do to make sure that its really the angel.  But he does do is hug him and then run him a bath to get rid of the black ooze.

Word Count: 3k                                 No Sex

breeding violets out of the dead land - brideshead_regurgitated   Ao3

Set 15x20 didn’t happen AU.  It was a hard trek for Cas to get back to the bunker from where the empty spit him out and by the time he got there he was filthy.  Dean welcomes him home and gets him clean again.

Word Count: 6k                                 No Sex

if you kiss me, will it be just like I dreamed it? (will it patch your broken wings?) – tripledogdare   Ao3

Set 15x20 didn’t happen AU.  They got Cas back, but he was torn, beaten and human when they did.  Dean bathes and fixes as much as he can, but when his injuries cause Cas to develop amnesia they need to get professional doctors involved.

Word Count: 5k                                 No Sex

[ao3feed-destiel-02]

the thing is

the thing is https://ift.tt/6hIFydN by kalmialatifolia Dean gives in on a Wednesday night. Words: 3143, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 2 of kinktober 2023 Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Additional Tags: First Time, Hand Jobs, Possessive Castiel (Supernatural), Bathing/Washing, hell burrito dean winchester, Floor Sex, Bathroom Sex via AO3 works tagged 'Castiel/Dean Winchester' https://ift.tt/MdeqwVT October 03, 2023 at 06:32PM

[ganggoestohell]

a benedictions update would save me rn. please ao3 user kalmialatifolia save us if you're there please save us

[shamelesslymkp]

REC: kalmialatifolia - tie your wrists with leather

URL: https://ift.tt/75KnYDP “You don’t think there’s anything living I wouldn’t skin for you if you asked?” Castiel says, and watches Dean’s eyes go half-closed, watches the things he can’t control or hide like this: the flush of red on his freckled cheekbones, the twitch of his cock already hard against his stomach. Beautiful things, things Castiel could look at for eternity and never get bored of. Heaven had nothing on the vein on the underside of Dean Winchester’s cock. (Words: 2,486) Part 1 of kinktober 2023 !!!fandom, !!fic, |site:archiveofourown, +fandom:supernatural.(tv.2005), ::rating:explicit, ~author:kalmialatifolia, character:dean.winchester, character:castiel, relationship:castiel/dean.winchester, ::category:m/m, \no.archive.warnings.apply, ~ao3:leather.kink, ~ao3:bondage, ~ao3:frottage, ~ao3:slapping, ~ao3:biting, ~ao3:post-episode:.s15e18.despair.(supernatural), ~ao3:fix-it, ~ao3:bdsm, ~ao3:dom.castiel/sub.dean.winchester, ~ao3:painslut.dean.hell.yeah, ~ao3:slap.his.tits.sunday

[ecobota]

I finally pressed a decent #mountainlaurel! #pressedplants #pressedflowers #kalmialatifolia https://www.instagram.com/p/CCB_cZXhmKg/?igshid=1dp9infxx1ek0

[lewisginter]

Our native Mountain Laurel is in blooming now and you’ll find it on the back road near Lakeside Lake and Bloemendaal House. Kalmia latifolia blooms during May and manages to conserve its energy by keeping its leaves year round. Look closely at each flower, ringed with tiny pockets, housing spring-loaded anthers that launch pollen like sling-shots onto bees and other pollinators who trigger them. Nature is truly amazing! #pollinators #bees #native #va #mountainlaurel #Kalmia #Kalmialatifolia #nature #rva #rvagardentrail (at Lewis Ginter Botanical Garden)

[fleursetchat-blog]

. . Kalmia latifolia。 . じめじめするかと思っていたら… わりと過ごしやすい１日でした☺ . ぶらぶらしてたら 路地で見つけました♪ . つぼみも咲いても かわいい花( *´艸｀) . #flowerlovers #icu_japan #team_jp_flower #picture_to_keep #ptk_flowers #icu_nature #ir_flowers #loves_flowers_ #Ig_Flowers #kalmialatifolia #nat_archive #exclusive_flower #9vaga_dailytheme9 #as_archive #nothingisordinary_ #tv_stilllife #9vaga_shabbysoft9 #natureaddictsun #FloralWaltz #favv_flowers #9vaga_edit9 #ip_blossoms #9vaga_flowersart9 #9vaga_visualart9 #icapture_mobile #カルミア #花屋 #ザ花部 . https://www.instagram.com/p/BF6JA4ItlFb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m5lu03cyum97

[roadtripnewengland]

Mountain Laurel #Kalmialatifolia #naturephotography

[universaltamilnews]

உயிரை பறிக்கும் மரண பூக்கள் பற்றிய இரகசியம் தெரியுமா?

உயிரை பறிக்கும் மரண பூக்கள் பற்றிய இரகசியம் தெரியுமா? #Flowers #Poison #KalmiaLatifolia #OenantheCrocata #AdeniumObesum #ut #utlifestyle #tamilnews #universaltamil

பூக்கள் மென்மையானவை. ஆனால் எல்லா பூக்களும் அப்படி இல்லை. சில பூக்கள் உயிரைப் பறிக்கும் தன்மையுடையவை.

கால்மியா லாடிஃபோலியா (Kalmia Latifolia):

பிங்க் மற்றும் வெள்ளை நிறத்தை சேர்த்த வண்ணம். அமெரிக்காவின் பென்சில்வேனியா, கனக்டிகட் உட்பட உலகின் பல்வேறு இடங்களிலும் இந்தப் பூக்கள் இருக்கின்றன.

இந்த பூவில் கொடிய விஷத்தன்மை உண்டு. தெரியாமல் இதை கொஞ்சம் அழுத்தமாய் முகர்ந்தாலோ, பறித்து வாயில் போட்டாலோ…

[ao3feed-destiel-02]

waiting for lightning

waiting for lightning https://ift.tt/cMCiDvW by kalmialatifolia What Dean had wanted to say, then, to the angel with longer hair curling at his neck and temples, reeking of weed, was, Do you stop loving me? Do I stop being beautiful? He hadn’t. What he’d said was, Do I love you back? But he already knew. Words: 2353, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 4 of kinktober 2023 Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Dean Winchester, Endverse Castiel (Supernatural) Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Additional Tags: Stanford Era (Supernatural), Human Endverse Castiel (Supernatural), Time Travel, Wax Play, Scratching, Possessive Castiel (Supernatural), Intercrural Sex, Massage via AO3 works tagged 'Castiel/Dean Winchester' https://ift.tt/2cHNrsR October 08, 2023 at 11:06PM

[badwolfsf]

44 // Felicity Merriman by kalmialatifolia featuring socks ❤ liked on Polyvore

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