#kairi's mother

[samijey]

"No one is ready for Damage Ctrl"

[imaginesofeverykind]

POV: you exist and have silver/gray hair

Im on my KNEES 🙇🏼‍♀️

[yunikipoh]

Master Kairi and Sora's mother.

I have arguments to support my theory that Kairi knows more than what we can see and that she is Sora's mother, in addition to that the 7 petals or fragments of her heart I was able to locate in her other physical forms, but it was not easy for me to find them: Darkside, Maleficent, Lich, Yuffie, Donald, Chirithy and of course, Kairi herself (Kairi is a time traveler like Xehanort)... Maybe Kairi is Joshua too, but I'm not sure, however, even if he were, he would not fit into this scheme (and if I hadn't known about Carl Jung's Map of the Soul I probably wouldn't have achieved this).

[starsaught]

Via, as a child: Daddy! I know what I want for my birthday c:

Stolas: Oh?

Via: A little brother!

Cue the dying/spitting out drink.

[thetwilightroadtonightfall]

So, just to be clear, Xehanort is a descendant of Ephemer (Official Canon). Xehanort's mother is related to Skuld?? (so Xehanort is a descendant of both??). Brain may be Eraqus' grandfather. An old Player raises Xehanort (so I assume Brain is also old by then and was Eraqus' Master). I'm assuming Player and Brain were together in Scala until Xehanort's birth.

I see people saying that Brain and Xehanort's mom could be related, but that would be like, three main characters being his ancestors. Idk if the thing about Skuld and Xehanort's mother is official.

Skuld and Xehanort’s mother are not confirmed to be related at this time. Brain and Eraqus also haven’t been confirmed to be related, but there are a lot of things that imply that they could be. We’ll have to wait for khml to come out to know how Player and Brain’s stories play out. And Eraqus studied under Odin, but I wouldn’t be surprised if Brain ends up having some involvement in his upbringing/education, assuming that they are related. Without concrete answers, we’re pretty deep in speculation territory at the moment so yeah, you’re following along just fine!

tl;dr - The only things that have been hard confirmed by canon right now are Xehanort being a blood descendant of Ephemer, and Xehanort being raised by Player.

[goldensunset]

ok look i know some people find it annoying when people point to random women in this series and say ‘kairi’s grandma!1!’, and you’re completely valid for it, but. i personally. like doing that…,,,, i would as a matter of fact love to get some genuine family history for kairi… of course i think there are lots of characters who deserve a family backstory but like. i just wanna know y’know…

[as-above-is-moving]

“This is the third meal you’ve missed this week, are you okay?” From Rach to Kairi. [Slot A]

@splinter-sister

"Huh?"

Kairi looked back up from her notes at Rachael. She had to think for a second to recall what she had said before that...oh, right--she'd worked through her lunch again. Kairi blinked shaking her head and turning back to her noyes.

"Oh, uh...yeah, I guess. I'm fine." Kairi dismissed Rachael's concerns flippantly. She wasn't really paying much attention, engrossed in her notes and the computer screen in front of her showing recent observations from her latest project. Hyperfocus had a death grip on her.

[stellsas]

ALSO ; I just want to add..

Stella adores Octavia. You think she'd spend all that time trying to lay an egg, watch her hatch & do absolutely nothing in regards to her? Absolutely not.

Sure, Stella is a young mother ( as is tradition, ) & maybe Stella never wanted to be a mother at first - but you cannot tell me that she does not love or care for her daughter.

[oveliagirlhaditright]

For absolutely no reason whatsoever... you know what? I'm going to do a list of the hair colors we have for the girls in the Kingdom Hearts series thus far and how many we have for each color (I'm listing brown and black as two different things, even though oftentimes they're both grouped together in the brunette category, of course).

Red – 4 (You may doubt me about this number, but trust me. It's true. It has to do with a spoiler-y thing.)

Blonde – 2. Though I feel like Vor is sort of has dishwater blonde/sandy brown shade of hair. If you choose to see her more as a blonde, then the number goes up to 3 here.

Black - 3

Blue - 1

Brown - 2. But back to what I was saying with Vor before: if you want to count her as a brunette instead of a blonde, then the number goes up to 3.

Gray - 2

White: 2. Though full disclosure: the second one is Kairi's Grandma. Who, of course, probably didn't have white hair when she was a girl, but does now.

I guess people could also argue if they wanted to, that Strelitzia's hair is orange and not red (I've seen some people do that in the past: saying certain people have orange hair and others have red based on the shade). In which case then we have one more hair color: Strelitzia with orange (her as the only one). And then the red number goes down one, leaving us with three gingers.

[gravity-knight]

Technically Sora and Kairi are Naminé’s parents

Roxas is Naminé’s brother

And that makes Riku an uncle

[7thwish]

im on lunch and have to go back to work in a few but kairi is so 'good luck babe' coded. that's all

[samijey]

it's like those titles never left them 🧡

[boysbeware2]

all the old tptm girl journal entries w the new (if anyone wants to see them again and compare them)

please proceed with caution as many of these could be upsetting to read

disposable girl (jordyn)

(old)

i cant fucking stand this. i try so goddamn hard to make friends, to be attractive to people, to be even somewhat appealing to them etc etc. it never works. i thought it would get better the older i get. thats what i was told. guess what! i was fucking lied to!!! im alwasy left out of EVERYTHING i never get invited to shit and my own friends ignore me all the time. everyone looks at me weird. i cant go in public anymore im so fucking terrified of everyone. nobody fuckinf wants me, man. im so close to doing something stupid i feel so gross and ugly and dumb i should actually just die id be doing everyone a favor LOL

(new)

man, i havent been on here in forever. the internet is kind of dumb. what is there to say? my friend group celebrated our outpatient graduation anniversary the other day, that was pretty nice. we’re all trying to figure out housing stuff, nora’s been helping with that. freyja + mayra + kairi found a place already (how are they so responsible??) and the rest of us are trying to find places near them so we can visit more often. i never expected to have such a big group of friends. if you told me 2 years ago that i’d be living like this, i wouldn’t believe you. it’s still surreal to me. i’m not sure what i did to deserve them. same goes for my girlfriends. i don’t wanna say who just yet, we’re still figuring things out, but i’m just so thankful for them. i feel so lucky to have a second chance at life. i really didn’t believe people when they said it would get better, and then it did. how funny…..

irreverent girl (kairi)

(old)

I do not want God to see me anymore. I do not want anymore eyes on me. This is near unbearable. I have no one to turn to. My mother is in the church. Many of my friends are in the church. They would tell me to find hope through Christ. They would tell me to pray to Him. They would tell me that He will save me. He must not remember He made me, and if He does, He simply does not care. I know this is unbecoming of me, and I don't mean to be dramatic. I am simply depressed, nervous, and I cannot tell what's real and what isn't anymore. I know I'm supposed to hear God speaking to me, but I do not, and I am tired of straining my ears. I just want to see a doctor. I want some kind of tangible solution. I do not want to pray anymore. Praying hurts. I only do it when I am afraid, but I am afraid much of the time. I don't want to be unheard anymore. I do not want to hold out hope for someone who does not act like they're there. I am hurting. I am hurting. I am hurting. Belief is hurting me. The idea of God is hurting me. I need an out. I am hurting.

(new)

When I have a job and money and I can move away from my shitty Mormon parents

splitter girl (tahira)

(old)

theres something so broken in me thats beyond saving. so i dont know why i keep trying to be saved. i meant to kill myself when i was 18. i didnt. all ive wanted to do lately is kill someone or something. i havent. im too much of a pussy to plan anything concrete, no matter how much i hate everyone around me. no matter how much i get off to videos of people dying or how much i love cutting myself i cant actually take action against other people. i am fucking purposeless. i was born from evil and i will always be evil and i cant even live up to that. i hate myself i hate myself i HATE myself and the universe hates me too. i dont know what to fucking do at this point. i talked to one of my friends about wantingto die and they said smthn about hospitalizing myself. maybe. i dunno. i dont know what else there is for me/. my eyes are fucking burning from lookign at my computer for so long adn not getting any goddamn sleep. i am not a good person. i dont think i can be helped but i just dont wanna fucking keep goign to school and being around people and pretending like everything is norma;l. i cant keep doing it. what the fuck is wrong with me whagt happened. why cant i be loved or feel love for other people when did something change in me that switched the aggression and affection parts of my brain. im hyperventilating ill be back. maybe

(new)

getting myself onigiri from this one good boba place 2nite bc im 8 months clean…… its the little things~ ^^

fainéant girl (freyja)

(old)

i know i dont hate being disabled... i just hate being disabled in a society that makes existing difficult... but sometimes i really just dont want to be disabled anymore. i dont want my family to lecture me about how i could be helping out more, or how i should get a job. i dont want teachers to keep asking me whats wrong or the fuckin uni counselor to try to get me hospitalized. i dont want to be in so much pain anymore, to feel so exhausted that i cant even do so much as prepare food for myself, let alone do anything meaningful or fulfilling. its not fair. i shouldnt have to stay inside and sit in the dark all day,. i should be able to have friends. to talk to people and to go out with them and to feel like i am alive. its lonely and traumatic to suffer through this and on top of that no one around me understands, and they never fully will. i am tired of trying to justify my existence to everyone, to explain the pain that i am in and why i shouldnt have to experience it. i know the problem isnt me. i know i live in a world that isnt built for me. but if the world cant change then sometimes i truly feel that i should just stop living in it. my lifespan is already shorter than everyone else's anyways. what difference does it make

(new)

my qpps didnt seem to appreciate me playing Alien Kids Alien Rap for them. Do they even love me

caliber girl (nora)

(old)

唉～It is 3 AM and I should go to sleep but I can’t. I have a work zoom meeting early in the morning and I gotta hit the gym also because I haven’t done leg day in like… weeks. Oh well, it doesn’t even matter. My value is depleting but I don’t think I care anymore. The turnaround date for my code is also in a couple of days and I haven’t made any progress. I keep getting the same error and I’m too tired to figure out what’s wrong. I might get fired at this rate LOL(笑). If that happens, I think I’ll just consider ending it all. Not that anybody will miss me. God I sound so weak and pathetic right now. When did it get like this. How did it get like this. I’m sure I’ll be fine. I’ve been through worse before and this is nothing. Ugh, why is it so hard to breathe? My chest hurts and I feel like something is wrong but I don’t know how to make it go away. Should I call someone about this? No. No one is awake or around to help. I’ll be fine. I’ll just sleep it off. Shake it off… shake it off…

(new)

My Tamagotchi beeped during a meeting fml

chocolate box girl (morgan)

(old)

i thought i was doing better but i cant stop thinking about them. their touch, their interests, their smile, everything. the worst part is that i miss them, after all of what they've done to me. i was 13. i dont even feel justified calling it rape since our relationship was so muddy... they never yelled at me or was angry at me, they just got so sad when i tried to speak my mind, and got all my friends to hate me when we finally broke up. i never said no so i feel like im insulting actual survivors by feeling violated. i wasnt even trying to get into a relationship with them, it just happened... i feel like everyone around me wants me in the same way they did, even though im an adult now and i dont even try to make myself appealing. i wish i could trust people not to take advantage of me, and i feel disgusting and selfish for feeling like everyone has ulterior motives of getting me to fall in love with them, or worse. that's so self centered of me. i dont know how long i can keep doing this

(new)

girl help i cant stop looking at anime figures on japan yahoo auctions !!!!!

taxidermy girl (mayra)

(old)

I don't remember ever not having a sex drive, is that normal ? I was born and then it was all downhill from there, something happened to me sexually i think, I don't know what happened, because I don't remember much, but something happened and I was beaten for it and yelled at and my mother hated me, and now I am an adult and I try to have sex, and I'm not there mentally, even if my body is participating, I feel like I am in the past again, being beaten and yelled at . I want to keep trying, I want to have fun, to feel safe in someone else's arms, to reach the heights of pleasure, but my mind scares me so much, I haven't been able to eat anything today because I feel so horrified by my body . If I was good I would have been born as a nonsexual being, no parts, no desires, no instincts, a blank slate, too empty to be enjoyed . Do you know what it feels like, to have your mother tell you people want to sexually abuse you when you are a child, and then to be made fun of by your peers for being so ugly, to have your middle school and high school classmates joke about how much they don't want to have sex with you ? I am illicit and undesirable at the same time, I am everyone's last option, I am nothing and still too much, rotting deer meat on the side of the road . I wish I had been born as something beautiful and pure, I wish I could start over, that whatever that initial sin was had never been committed .. I want to start over

(new)

Went to a kink event the other night and everyone was so nice … The low lights were fucking with my vision so one of the hosts helped me navigate the place . I ❤️ you random disabled ally with a pup mask on

chemical girl (joy)

(old)

LMAOOOOO im too angry and miserable to be around. i think i just need to give up at this point because theres clearly like. something broken inside me that cant be fixed. that has 2 be it because i try to talk and i just sound cold, i try to make a joke and it comes out overly edgy and unfunny, i try to be like everyone else but its too much. i cant even be a collection of the positive traits i see in others, i try to replicate it and it comes out warped and wrong. im either fucking enraged or in abject misery or way too happy and nobody can keep up with me. the thing is i dont even blame them. i wouldnt want to be around me either. do u know what thats like? being someone you wouldnt want to know? i keep hoping that one day ill wake up and suddenly be normal, the mood swings will be gone and everyone will like me and i wont do stupid shit that pisses them off. but i know that day isnt coming. theres no hope for me and i want to say sorry to everyone who has ever had the misfortune of knowing me but i know it wouldnt do anything. theres nothing i could ever do to make myself right

(new)

i need to convince my gf to take me to Round One again soon

refraction girl (nataana)

(old)

i don't want to do this anymore. i'm going somewhere better

(new)

talked with my psych and i’ll be starting TMS soon, it’s some thing where they put magnets to ur brain and it’s supposed to treat depression.. trying to temper my expectations bc i’ve tried so many treatments that just do nothing for me, but i’d be lying if i said my hopes weren’t riding on this. i want to confidently say i’m glad to be alive. i feel like i’m getting closer to that

nurse parallel/machine girl (xiomara)

(old)

I am so excited... Tomorrow my experimental outpatient treatment plan begins!!! I'm beyond delighted. I have complicated feelings about my DID being in remission, but it's nice to feel stable enough to be in charge of something this big, and to not have terrible gaps in my memory anymore. I still don't remember everything that happened to me, but maybe I don't need to. At this stage of my life, I feel content. I can confidently say everything was worth it. I want to help others feel that way, too. I think I can.

(new)

I’m meeting up with a new friend tomorrow… I feel nervous, but it’s a good nervousness, I think!

[starsaught]

ok edge lords i literally just made seph & you all go on a tangents about parents. 😭

[goldensunset]

ohhh fun lil fact for Arezu's descendant, Mars!! So, Arezu is named after the Greek God Ares, who in Roman mythology, is known as Mars! It's a neat connection methinks :))

Also small note: after you complete the valley windworks section, Drifloon begins to spawn every friday from I believe midnight to six pm(? might need to check that). This is (I believe) the only place in the main game where you can catch the drifloon line, or at least it is in diamond and pearl. I might be misremembering the spawn conditions tho so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

ohhhhh!! that’s cool! i would not have thought of that lol

also yeah the little girl and her dad said something about a balloon pokémon that only appears on a certain day at a certain time? good to know bc tomorrow’s friday lol

[as-above-is-moving]

Doodles and sketches from the week 👉👈