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Late - Kai Havertz

Who: Kai Havertz Prompt: Oversleeping Requested by: anonymous Warnings: none

You were abruptly awoken that morning by Kai jumping out of bed as if he had been jabbed with a live wire. He instantly scrambled around the bedroom, cursing in German under his breath as he hastily put on the nearest piece of clothing. 

"You okay, sweetie?" You sat half upright in bed, rubbing the sleep from your eyes. "I overslept," Kai grumbled, "I’m supposed to be at training at 9am." You glanced at your watch: 8.35am. No matter how fast Kai readied himself for departure, you knew there was no way in hell he was still going to make 9am.

"Can I do something to speed you up?" You asked, getting out of bed as well. "Would you mind making me some breakfast? Something I can eat in the car maybe?" Kai looked a little helplessly at you. He, too, realized he would most definitely be late to training. "Absolutely." You quickly put on a bathrobe and left for the kitchen. 

Kai hated to have to be in a hurry, especially in the morning, so you made sure to put some extra love and care into making him breakfast. You quickly fried some eggs, because you knew sandwiches with fried eggs and cheese were his favorite. You packed it all neatly, but not too tightly, so he could eat it in the car while he drove to training. 

"There’s four sandwiches in there," you announced as Kai came down the stairs. He tried to put on socks and shoes while he walked, which nearly resulted in him tumbling down the last few steps. "Babe, please, be careful." You shook your head at him. "Late or not, I would like you back in one piece." "I know." He grinned, giving you a quick goodbye kiss. "Thanks for the sandwiches."

Kai nearly catapulted himself out the front door and into the car. Before driving off, he grabbed the top sandwich out of the package you had prepared for him. Just before biting into it, Kai noticed the little note on top of it.

Love you, babe. Hope these will make up for a rushed start of the day.

It was only a simple note, but it filled Kai with an immense love for you. Because no matter how shitty his day started, you always knew how to make it better. And suddenly, being late to training didn’t seem at all bad anymore.

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fiery red - Kai Havertz

Y/N x Kai Havertz Theme: Smutish (teasing, touching, slightly explicit) enjoying alone time in the arsenal locker room on Kai's first day x word count: 1140

It's summer, and for every football fan, that means one of the most exhausting, thrilling, exciting, and heart-breaking seasons begins, Transfer-season. Many players are switching to another club, another country, basically another chapter in life. The same happens to your longtime boyfriend, Kai. When he told you a few weeks ago, that Arsenal was interested in him, you couldn't hide your excitement. Even though he played for a London-based club before, every club and every team is different, with different styles, traditions, and fans. Kai asked you, and invited you, to join him for the announcement photoshoot in the Emirates Stadium.

You're standing at the sidelines while he's the center of attention. Not his most favorite position, being a little shyer around new people, but he actively looks for your support, just by looking at you, his beautiful eyes shining so brightly. You smile comfortingly, and you can tell it helps him a lot. Kai is wearing his new jersey proudly, and it flatters his upper body extremely well. He strikes a few poses before it's time for a little interview, for their fans to get to know him. You're supporting him from behind the scenes, being proud and happy. Then, it's time for a little tour through the tunnels, the stadium, and right into the Arsenal locker room.

You're entering the iconic room first, with Kai following you closely. Even though you've been to multiple locker rooms before, this one feels a little different. Maybe it's the history behind it all, or just the wooden smell hovering in the air. No matter what, Kai approaches you from behind, gently grabbing your waist while pulling you into him, to whisper into your ear. "How did I do?" He says quietly, and you feel his warm breath burning on your skin, giving you goosebumps right away. Embracing his body against yours, you lean back. "You did so well, babé." You smile comfortingly, turn your head and kiss him softly.

"So, that's the locker room." The guide says behind the two of you, causing both of you to turn around to meet this older man, who's smiling warmly. "Yeah," Kai says nervously, and they exchange a quick look. "Just like we agreed to, you've got 15 minutes." He nods, and you just raise an eyebrow. Confused, you look at Kai who's blushing heavily. "Thank you." He says as the guy leaves the room, closing the door. "What was that about?" You say, one of your hands running up and down his arm before he intertwines his fingers with yours. "Oh, uh, I asked if we could get a little moment for ourselves."

He shrugs, his face still flushing with color, as he runs a hand through his nicely done hair. "Is that so?" You tilt your head, knowing very much what he's up to now. Kai nods proudly, and he turns his body to meet yours. Instantly, he leans into you, kissing you lovingly. Once your lips meet, you get drawn into him, melting into a more passionate kiss. You kiss him once, then twice, while he starts to purr contently. "Mhmm." Kai breathes into your mouth, before he pulls back, his eyes locked with yours now. "I'm so nervous." He exhales, and his body grows a little stiffer than usual. "That's okay." You say quietly, placing a hand on his chest, the other at his neck, gently tracing his jawline with your thumb.

He embraces your hands on his body, and at the same time, his hands stay on your waist, with his thumbs moving up and down your body. "I just wanna do everything right," Kai says, and his expression softens slowly. "You're doing so good, and.." You say, thinking about how to say what you're about to say. "They want you for their team. They need your talent, your style, and your soft personality." Your eyes meet again, and you can tell he's feeling a little better already. His eyes are shining even brighter, his body relaxes and a coy smile forms on his lips. "You think so?" He smiles warmly, while you nod approvingly.

"Of course!" You say, stroking his chest now with your hand while caressing his cheek with the other. "And to be honest, you look damn fine in red and white." Licking your lips, you smirk, before your eyes wander down to his jersey, and his chest fills it fully. A mischievous grin spreads all over his face once his eyes follow your gaze, and you feel his muscles tensing slightly underneath your hand. "Oh, I do know that," Kai smirks now as well, causing you to blush slightly. "But thank you." He purrs, enjoying your gentle touch all over his chest and neck.

You keep on stroking him, while smiling happily, before you lean in again, to kiss him. Right away, you can tell he's getting more and more into it, with him now using his tongue. Enjoying himself even more, he pulls you into him, so your bodies are just mere inches away from one another. Still, you steady yourself against his firm chest, exploring his body with your fingertips. You can tell his nipples are pressing through the jersey hard, his muscles are as sensitive to your touch, and right then, you take in his familiar scent breaking through the smell of the locker room all around you.

Taking a deep breath, you embrace all of him, as his hands wander around your waist to stroke the small of your back tenderly. "Kaiii." You giggle into his mouth, causing him to hum happily again. A tingling feeling spreads through your body, while he kisses you again and again, when his hips start to grind on yours. Just by that you know his desire is slowly but steadily building up inside him, and it shows inside his tight track pants. "I need you." He moans softly into your mouth, as he opens his mouth to pull away. Gasping, you feel the same.

However, this is not the time nor the place to strip down, so you steady yourself against his firm chest, to look into his eyes. "I think we gotta wait a little longer." You smile, looking around you, making him aware of your current situation. Kai sighs deeply, closes his eyes, and regains his composure. "I know." He says, opening his eyes to meet your gaze once more. "It still sucks." The two of you giggle quietly, with your hands wandering all over his chest, drawing circles on his jersey. He lowers his head, following your every move closely, while you keep going.

You spent some more time cuddling, touching each other, while exchanging longing looks. Time flies, and the door opens again, with your guide smiling warmly again. "We good to go?" He says, and the two of you nod.

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Masterlist

Alejandro Garnacho

Birthday post

Supporting

Couple goals

FA cup

Kieran Tierney

First holiday

Supporting each other

Christmas

Key moments

Best friends to lovers

Long distance

Halloween

Pregnancy announcement

Wedding

Soft launch

Date nights

Scotland

Pedri

Jealous boy

Obsessed

End of an era

Gavi

End of an era

Ruben Dias

Teammates sister

Summer break

Simp

Break up?

Ben Chilwell

Rivals

Martin Ødegaard

Pregnancy announcement

Norway

Injury

Arsenal player

Secret girlfriend

Lovers part 2

Simp

Funny story

Singer

Childhood friends

Kai Havertz

Father’s day

Expecting

Joao Felix

Chelsea

Long distance

Mason Mount

Soft launch part 2

Birthday post

Step dad

Relationship milestones

Break up?

Chelsea to United

New man?

John Stones

Soft launch

Step dad

Jude Bellingham

Same place at the same time

Kitten

Arsenal

Matching outfits

Birthday

Father’s day

Break up- part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5

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Unrequited love (& other clichés) — Kai Havertz.

Pairing: Kai Havertz x Fem!Reader

Summary: Kai must’ve looked too hard into whatever you two had going on, because you didn’t seemed to feel the same.

Word count: 650+

Disclaimer/s: Angst I fear.. all angst.. maybe a little bit of hope at the end though ..

A/N: This is for @ar4ujos and @hrts4havertz specifically.

Kai breathed quietly while you two walked along the winding brick roads. He knew you haven’t been having the best time lately, so he wanted to show you he was there, that he cared. He’d showed up at your house, offered you his hand, told you to go on a walk with him, he even felt his heart squeeze at the sight of your smile.

Now, you two walked along a random road in the outskirts of the city. The roads clearly decaying with decades of use.

The moon lit up the sky, casting a welcoming glow over the two of you. His hand intertwined with yours, a light hold to keep you beside him. You didn’t say anything as you walked, you simply observed the buildings around you silently.

It wasn’t so late that the shops were closed, but the moon had come out already, and the streets were quiet. He heard a quiet gasp leave your lips when you walked past a flower shop, his attention quickly turning to it.

“Do you want to go in?” He asks, gaze drifting to your wide eyed face.

“Yes.” You reply, instantly.

He chuckles, giving your hand a quick tug before opening the door and letting you go in first. Inside the shop, you browse the array of bouquets. Commenting on the ones you like and don’t like, you don’t seem to notice the way Kai had plucked one flower from the ones you liked.

By the end, he’d had a full hand of flowers. You turn around to ask if he was ready to go, when you notice. You let out a laugh, “seriously?”

“Dead serious.” He nods, “let’s find the cash register?” Trailing behind him in disbelief, with a small smile on your lips, you make your way to the cashier.

Once back on the street, you sniffing the flowers and Kai watching you with a fire growing in his stomach, you continue your stroll about the town.

You walk and talk for hours. Kai asking you about various topics, your family, job, the things you liked, and vise versa. You found the both of you had more similarities than you’d ever thought. The watch on your wirst read half past eight, but neither of you were ready for the night to end.

You only stop when he spotted a bench to sit at so you could both rest your feet. “I’m surprised you don’t have a boyfriend,” Kai adds subtly.

“Not really looking for anything romantic.” You shrug in response, “it doesn’t interest me.”

He felt disappointed shoot throughout his body, straight to his heart. He knew he shouldn’t have gotten his hopes up, but you were too perfect not to feel hope for.

You give him a warm smile, “if I were to though, you’d be a prime candidate.” It could’ve been a joke, but it still stung. But, supposed it was better than nothing. “Unfortunately, now is definitely not the time for me to start anything in that way.”

Double sting.

He had a chance, but he’d have to wait. And Kai could do that. For you, he would. Then you looked up at him, a hidden emotion deep within your eyes that he wished so badly he could decipher.

You made him feel a mess, he didn’t want to be just friends, but you didn’t want to be.. anything. Not right now. For a while, he believed the feeling may have been reciprocated. Clearly he was just a fool.

You noticed the shift in his demeanor, your body tensing slightly. You felt guilty, you wanted to let him know how much he meant to you, but you couldn’t. It was simply for the better that he didn’t get involved with you right now.

“Walk me home?” You ask, “it’s late.”

Kai nods, standing up from the bench and offering out his hand. Always a gentleman, even when you’d broke his heart in two.

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any kind of life - k. havertz

pairing: kai havertz x female!reader | a, f | ex-lovers, second chance | wc: 3,084 | warnings: none | note: slightly inspired by “any kind of life - lewis capaldi”

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In that small moment between songs, watching guests on the dance floor, Kai Havertz felt like a miserable man. Although, he had more reasons to feel glad with his own life than to feel okay with this kind of unhappiness. His career was at its peak; he got the ideal apartment in the neighborhood he wanted, his mother finally moved in closer to his sister, who recently gave birth. Small things that were slowly coming together.

Still, it seemed like something was missing. The incessant emptiness was constantly present during his lonely nights, Kai lost count of how many times he went to sleep staring at the ceiling of his bedroom, restless body rolling side to side on his bed. It was too big for just one body, but he never went for another company, because no one would ever replace yours. What’s the point of having his life together like he wished but not having you? Didn’t make any sense.

“So…” A voice brought him back from his own thoughts. Kai turned around to find one of his friends holding a glass of wine, staring at him with a mix of emotions that he didn’t quite get. “How long are you going to stand there?”

Kai took a sip of his own drink, a cold alcohol-free lemonade, since he didn’t feel like getting drunk, even if he had real reasons for that.

“What are you talking about?”

The other man, known as Ben Chilwell, his friend and co-worker, laughed. Ben pointed discreetly to the dance floor, specifically to a woman. He didn’t need to explain much about you, because Kai knew. In fact, every guest in that party was aware of your relationship and how it ended. You had a lot of friends in common.

Kai shrugged.

“I’ve got no choice but to stand here,” he answered.

Ben pushed him with his shoulder. Kai gave the older man a dirty look.

“Don’t be so dumb, you dumb man,” he nagged. “It’s about time you take a step forward. Did you know she’s back in London?”

“For now?”

“No,” Ben said, shaking his head. “For good.”

Kai gulped with the information. His heart missed a beat, making him hold his glass a little tighter, affected by the news. Around him, people were laughing, he could hear the music echoing all over the place. You were laughing about something, joined by two kids about ten years old — they were relatives of the bride. It was the first time he saw you laughing after a while with no contact at all. The wedding brought you together because of your mutual friends, yet he felt stuck in the memory of when he watched you walk in as one of the bridesmaids about an hour ago.

At first, you didn’t notice him. You were there with your glowing smile, eyes bright with tears, a sky blue dress covering your whole body, matching his eyes. When you finally noticed him, your smile froze, your steps faltered; your heart felt like it would go out of your mouth at any second. Your hands feeling sweaty and tingly at the same time.

In that moment, both of you got locked in each other’s eyes, neither having the courage to look away. It made the two of you realize that no feeling had been gone. You got caught by a foolish hope when you saw his smile growing bigger, his blue eyes staring at you like it was the first time he ever saw you. Not only that, but as if it was the first time he understood you’d be his.

“Kai?” Ben called.

Kai blinked a few times, gulped and turned to his friend.

“How do you know that?”

Ben shrugged.

“She told me,” he replied. “To be honest, she told Mount, but you know how much of a gossiper he is, so…”

That was supposed to be a joke, but Havertz didn’t laugh. He was still processing the news and his lemonade didn’t seem ideal anymore. He wished he wasn’t sober to deal with that, but at the same time, it wouldn’t be nice to get the news while being drunk.

Two years. Two years later, you were back.

The break up wasn’t chaotic. It wasn’t scandalous nor resentful. You didn’t break up because you stopped loving each other, it wasn’t for common reasons such as jealousy or anything. You broke up because you two had different purposes and goals in your individual careers. You were accepted into Doctors Without Borders, Kai was about to move to another city for work. Both of you didn’t believe in long distance relationships and were aware that love couldn’t save everything.

You and Kai broke up thinking it’d be great for both sides, even if two years later none of you had forgotten the other for one single night. That’s why Kai Havertz considered himself an unhappy man, even though every aspect of his life was doing well. He didn’t feel whole without you.

“I thought she would stay there a bit longer,” Kai said, his german accent showing up stronger.

Ben sighed and watched you, who had stopped dancing and were now at the table of sweets with the kids. He wondered if he should tell Kai what he knew, but well, why not? He watched his friend trying to get over this relationship for two years, always avoiding meeting other women, or even dating, choosing to face one more lonely night in that cold apartment. On the other hand, Mason was the one who watched you feeling satisfied with her career, but a failure in your personal life.

“She finished the mission,” Ben answered. “She had the option of staying a little longer, of course, but Mason said she didn’t want to. Seems like she wasn’t feeling really happy, that’s why she decided to come back to explore other options, something like that.”

The german nodded. He took the chance to get rid of his — now cold and abandoned — drink when a waiter passed by. Kai rubbed his face and gulped, thinking of every text he typed but didn’t send. He never had the courage to tell you how much he missed you, how much he still loved you and how his life felt incomplete without the glow of your eyes or your melodic laugh.

You, on the other hand, tried to call him a lot of times, but the connection would never complete, since the mobile coverage was always terrible where you were. Sometimes, you were thankful for it, you wouldn’t know what to say if he picked up, to be honest. When the connection succeeded, you’d just text Mason and your parents.

And Mason didn’t talk about it. He’d never tell you anything about Havertz, unless you asked. He’d never tell Havertz anything about you as well, unless he asked.

“Havertz?” Ben called, once more. Kai sighed and turned to him. “You should take her for a dance.”

The german got shaken up by the idea. He wasn’t ready enough to say a simple “Hi”, let alone take you for a dance. He let out a nervous laugh, shaking his head.

“Don’t think it’s a good idea, man,” he admitted.

Ben smiled. He just smiled, then took another sip of his red wine. His body language was of someone who was up to something.

“In fact, it’s a great idea.”

He pointed to where you were, and when Kai followed, he saw Mason getting the kids to take pictures with the newlyweds. You were, finally, alone. Mason glanced at the men, displayed his best grin and winked to them before turning his attention back to the kids. Kai answered with a confused frown, then felt Ben giving his left shoulder a light tap.

“Go get your girl,” he whispered and left.

Kai muttered a cuss, fixed his suit, checked if his hair was in place and, at last, let loose with a long sigh. It was ridiculous the way he was feeling nervous before the chance of talking to you — well, after not hearing your voice for two years. His stomach jumped with the idea of watching your smile from so close and his fingers became restless to touch a bit of your skin.

You didn’t leave your table, letting the kids go with Mason and took the opportunity to enjoy the sweets. You got rid of your heels, feeling lighter without them. Dancing was still your favorite thing, but two kids jumping around all the time wore you out two times faster; you weren’t that familiar with high heels since you moved away to be part of humanitarian aid, so your feet hurt easier now.

“Hi.”

You were about to try out a soft looking sweet when you heard his voice. This time, it didn’t come from a dream, but reality, for real. You didn’t need to turn around to be sure it was him right there, behind you. It was his voice and his perfume, always unmistakable. Kai waited, and while he did, he noticed your bare feet, high reels set aside. He almost laughed at the scene, but that’s how you were.

You cleaned the sugar on your fingertips and got up. You gasped lightly when you faced him; his blue eyes so close made your heart skip a beat, but you didn’t mind. No matter how many times you saw him, you never got used to the overwhelming emotions that consumed you.

“Kai,” you whispered, your voice wavering.

“Y/N.”

The smile he gave you brought back the butterflies, just as a teenager realizing her first crush. Still, the sound of your name on his voice made you crack a genuine smile. It was like no time had passed for either of you.

“You look stunning,” he pointed to your dress.

“Oh, yeah.” You looked down at your own dress and touched the fabric with both hands. Your strands of hair that got loose from the braid were falling over your face. You turned to him again. “Thank you. You look just as gorgeous.”

“I’d say I’ve always been, but…” he joked, shrugging.

You laughed. You stared at each other’s eyes for a moment, no words being said, and even with music playing in the background, you couldn’t care less. It was completely silent, except for your own heartbeat ringing in your ears. Without much thought, you impulsively threw yourself on his arms for a hug; with your arms wrapped around his neck, you felt relief after so long, causing your body to instantly relax against his.

Surprised, Kai didn’t react immediately. He held you by instinct, his hands on your waist. When he finally realized what was going on, what you just had done, he hugged you back. The first thing he did was inhale your perfume, wondering if it was still the same one — it was. A delicate lavender fragrance, reminiscing him of a garden full of flowers, which suited you perfectly.

Your skin was still as hot as the sunlight. You used to say that, in that sense, he had the cold contrast of the light. You were fit for each other.

“Missed you,” you confessed.

Kai breathed that statement. He’d wished to hear that for so long that it didn’t sound real. It sounded like his mind was playing tricks on him, but his touch on your skin made him understand it was real. You were right there, he was holding you. Kai didn’t even mind you could feel his racing heartbeats.

“Missed you a lot more,” he muttered back.

You smiled, even if he couldn’t see it. You could stay there for hours in his arms, didn’t feel the slightest need to let go. In that moment, oblivious to the eyes watching you, both felt like they were free of any emptiness. That hug fulfilled everything.

You stepped back, licking your lips. Kai wasn’t able to take his hands off your waist, so you didn’t move that much. Your bodies were still very close, a silent exchange of looks, irises burning with strong feelings, lips glowing with excitement, uneven heartbeats, hands tingling for a more intimate touch.

How’s that possible? Two years have passed and you still felt like you were his.

“Please.” He held up a hand, the other still on your waist. “Would you like to dance?”

That made you look at your own feet.

“I’m barefoot.”

Kai laughed. The sound of his laugh sent waves of serotonin to your brain. You took his hand so it wouldn’t be hanging in the air, then had to hold your breath when you felt an electrical surge through your body after entwining your fingers with his. It felt like falling in love again, despite already being in love. Too late, you watched him take his own shoes, keeping the black socks. You shook your head and squeezed his fingers.

“Kai!”

He seemed unbothered.

“We’re even,” he said, smirking. “Can we go?”

Covering your mouth with your free hand, you giggled. Shaking your head in shock, you still followed him. Both barefoot, you joined the people on the dance floor, ignoring the prying eyes. Another song started playing, a romantic one, so you went for a spot in the middle. Your hands wrapped around his shoulders, his hands firmly on your waist.

Starting with slow steps, you didn’t break eye contact once. On the other side of the room, Ben and Mason watched their friends dancing like there was no one else but them in the world. Mason believed they still had a chance, they just had to admit that to each other. He was tired of seeing his best friend miserable, resenting the future she would never have with the only man she had loved — the only one she kept on loving, even from afar.

“I learned about your new contract,” you started, feeling the need to say something, anything, although the quietness didn’t bother you. “Congrats.”

“Mason gossiped to you?”

“No,” you replied. “Instagram.”

He laughed.

He used to be active enough in that network specifically, so he ended up giving the news there; like the contract closure with a new club, for instance. He thought it was possible that you’d see it, although he wasn’t quite hopeful, since you barely showed up online with the limited access to the internet where you were living.

“I also learned that you’re back in London,” Kai said, noticing your smile faltering a bit, but you kept your posture.

“Yeah, I…” You sighed, biting your lip. “I think I finished my mission.”

You carried on with the slow dance. You took in that moment, trying to hold on so it wouldn’t vanish. All your feelings were still there; being in his arms felt so right that you didn’t know how you managed to stay away from him for so long.

“And how was it for you?” Kai asked, genuinely interested to know more.

You thought about it. He made you do a little turn, then when you were back into his arms, you answered:

“Awesome and bad at the same time. I saw a lot of things I wish I hadn’t and that I’ll never forget. On the other hand, I also learned a lot of things that wouldn’t be possible in a club or a hospital. Somehow, it was a quite unique experience.”

Kai couldn’t help admiring the amazed expression on your face while you talked about it. Leaving you was the hardest thing he’d ever done, but at the same time, it was the best.

“What are your plans now?”

You weren’t able to answer immediately. Looking over Kai’s shoulder, you saw Mason and Ben with the kids. The first one caught your eyes and sent you an encouraging smile, to which you returned the same.

“I don’t know.”

The german caressed your bare back, sending shivers through your body. You smiled, almost feeling your breathing trying to betray you after the knowledge of still loving him so much that made you want to try again. He wasn’t acting like he had forgotten you, quite the opposite. The smile, the racing heartbeat you could feel through his chest over the suit, the touch of intimacy. All of him suggested that he wasn’t able to move on without you as well.

When the song ended, neither of you let go.

“I was an idiot,” Kai muttered.

You got surprised and moved your face away just to frown at him.

“What?”

“I was an idiot to let you go,” he explained. “I’m not saying that I should’ve stopped you from going after your dream, I’m just saying that I shouldn’t have let you go without knowing…” He paused to take a deep breath. “Without knowing that I don’t want any kind of life without you here, Y/N.”

You opened your mouth to say something, but nothing came out. Instead, you did what you dreamed of doing for a while, whenever you went to sleep in that cold lonely bed every night. You brushed your lips against his, no kissing happening at first. Just a slight brush. Lips touching one another, bodies hugging, the empty dance floor watching you. Another song started, but no one bothered to dance.

Finally, Kai moved his lips and kissed you slowly. It didn’t last long, until you moved away with a smile on your face, eyes bright with a genuine hope. For God’s sake, you also didn’t want any kind of life without that man by your side.

He forgot to add sugar and milk to his coffee every morning, never enjoyed binge-watching scary movies and always slept in the middle of a rom-com. Every weekend, he left a new book over your bedside table, nourishing your reading habit and your love for new and unknown books. He liked to wake you up with kisses all over your face and always beat you on FIFA.

“What are you doing now, Kai?”

The german opened the prettiest smile and touched your cheek with his thumb, the answer on the tip of his tongue, as if he always knew what he wanted to do. He grabbed the moment and pushed away the emptiness he felt for almost two years. Now that he was aware how complete he felt with you, there was only one answer to be said.

“What I should have done from the start, Y/N,” he states. “I’ll never give you up.”

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[footballerimaginess]

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[football-and-fanfics]

Kai Havertz masterlist

These are all the imagines I have written for Kai Havertz (links below the cut). Newly posted imagines for him will be added onto here a.s.a.p.

Last updated: 7 October 2023

Imagines posted in 2020: (💦= smut imagine)

Sick during training camp

"Oh my god, that thing scared me half to death."

"Where does it hurt?"

Exhausted after a match

"Shh, don't wake him."

"Hey, don't do that, you'll hurt yourself."

Headache

Gently waking him up

"Just lean on me."

"You look like you're about to topple over."

Restless sleeping

"I'm not feeling well."

Shivering / trembling

Bleeding

"I care about you more than anything."

On the floor 💦

"It was just a dream."

Slipping on black ice

Snapping a holiday selfie together

"Just focus on me, okay?"

Imagines posted in 2021: (💦= smut imagine)

"We're you singing?"

Watching the fireworks

Morning wood 💦

Fever

"You're cute when you're asleep."

"Give it to me."💦

"Well, I can scratch that off my bucket list."

"It's written all over your face."

"Are you scared?"

"I made you some soup."

Feeling dizzy

Blindfold 💦

"Is that my hoodie?"

"You got me a gift?"

Match in the rain

"Nightmare, again?"

"I don't think that's a good idea."

"I'm fine."

Protecting a teammate (with Timo Werner)

"Are you warm enough?"

Falling asleep with his head in your lap

Hyperventilating

Feeling his breath on your skin

"Look at you! You're in no state to continue this match."

"We make a good team, don't we?" (with Timo Werner)

"Whoa, don't pass out on me."

"I think you need to sit down."

"No argument from me there."

"All safe and sound."

"Shh, go to sleep."

"Do you want me to stay?"

"That was supposed to be a surprise."

Cooling down after training on a hot day

"Why won't you just admit something it bothering you."

"That looks painful."

Shivering / trembling

"Don't move, it'll be okay."

"You're as stubborn as a damn mule!"

"Shit, that was scary."

"Oh, sorry, did I wake you?"

Someone catches them when they stumble

"I don't want to talk about it."

Sick (with Timo Werner)

"Are you wearing one of my match jerseys?"

Shower 💦

"Your hands are cold."

Imagines posted in 2022:

Broken finger in Carabao Cup game

Bromance prompt (with Timo Werner)

Dealing with an injury (with Mason Mount)

Exhausted after a match (with Mason Mount)

Imagines posted in 2023:

Oversleeping

[blueaetherr]

could you write a cute moment between havetz x reader: during the game, kai sees the screen reader along with the bleachers wearing his shirt with his name on it! 🥺

thank you and i love you

pairing: kai havertz x gn!reader [they/them]

warning(s): none

summary: the one where kai and the reader remind one another of their liking and support for each other

a/n: intended for this to be longer but this was all that came to mind. also sorry anon for taking so long with it!

Watching Kai slip the ball into the net, Y/N was quick to get up from their seat. They were given a moment and a bit to celebrate their partner, revealing their high spirits. With their cheering, with their singing, with their quite excessive clapping. 

After the pains of a football match—the frustration of VAR (not) functioning, the annoyance from opposing players dragging the match, the inconveniences of extra time—Chelsea could potentially see victory through, and it was all because of Kai yet again. They, lovingly, couldn't let that pass without tipping their hat off to him. It was only a goal, yes sure, but they saw it as something so much more. Any goal, title or award Kai could receive was something of an achievement in the eyes of Y/N to celebrate, at the Bridge and at home.

Pulling away from his teammates Kai's smile grew wide, his body lighting up with ease. Upon the large screen, he took notice of Y/N and all that they were. 

How their enthusiasm stood out in the presence of others, so far up in the stadium yet they managed to remain the centre of attention in the eyes of Kai. How they paired his no. 29 jersey with other blue accessories, finding fashion while supporting him, repping his name and number with another level of pride. How they interacted with those around them, celebrating his goal with other Chelsea fans with kind familiarity.

Really, they were his biggest fan. Call it a cliché, and perhaps it was. Everyone always says that their partner is their biggest fan, and Kai didn't believe that was an exaggeration when speaking on Y/N. They were everything and beyond his biggest fan. His personal favourite, his best friend, his streak of luck for all his matches. Y/N didn't understand how their support towards him made Kai so content. Since forever, it has gone long a way to aid his career. 

That's why he always dedicated his goals to them. A kiss to the badge. Y/N deserved the recognition, letting others know that there was no Kai without the love and support of his very darling Y/N.

Looking toward a camera, Kai offered a small wave. A thank you, a simple act of appreciation. To the Chelsea fans in the stadium, to those at home. The constant echoing of his name across the Bridge spoke for itself.

But then he blew kisses towards the camera, too many to catch with one's bare hands. A thank you, a simple act of appreciation. And this one, he reserved just for Y/N to receive. This was the thank you and I love you message, each kiss repeating his thoughts over and over again. Y/N didn't need a reminder to know how Kai felt about them, that was very much a given. It was Kai's by the way and I just wanted to let you know; just like Y/N reminded him that he was on their mind when they were sporting his jersey, they were on his mind whenever he was playing on the pitch.

He continued to blow kisses in their direction until his teammates pulled him away, teasing him as they got back into form. And Y/N caught them all. Every kiss he blew their way—every thank you and I love you message Kai let drift in the air to reach them—they caught them. Every single one.

[final-script]

Personal Motivation | Kai Havertz

Pairing: Kai Havertz x Reader

Sumary: Where you give Kai a personal motivation before the match.

Warnings: English is not my first language !!!.There are probably many mistakes (I will correct them later), suggestive content , caution, SMUT,+18

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Half a world waiting for the Champions league Grand Final to play. Nerving, anxiety , not only is it what predominates , but also a lot of excitement , why play that great match that crowns one of the two teams as the best in Europe. Hours prior to the match, players had a moment with their wives, children, and girlfriends respectively.

K- Thank you for being with me, my love, you are my luck, never leave me. Kissing my nose and then my lips, while I was sitting on his legs. Y/N-You don't have to thank me for anything, I'm happy to accompany you every step you take and I'll be crazy the day you want to leave, but let's not talk about that, today is your day and you don't have to be upset, you have to be motivated.

Taking him by the back of the neck and leaving a passionate kiss on his lips.

K- uhm, how passionate my baby has become today. By more pegging to him. Y/N- I'll be more passionate, if you love me, play well and score some goals today, so my handsome, lots of luck and show off the world of what you're made of. I gave a short kiss on his neck, making him sighed and then I got up ready to leave as it was time for the boys to leave the stadium and we too. We say goodbye with a kiss and each one by his side .

As every final was a difficult game, plays that didn't come out balls that didn't come in. Until the 42 minutes of play, came what everyone wanted , the long-awaited goal, which to my joy was from my love. With a lot of effort, they were able to maintain that result. In the second half after the discount minutes, the final silvate rang rang, and finally it's time to celebrate.

Andrea- They did, Y/N, they did. I was frantically hugging Minutes later, they let the players' families down, so I quickly searched for my boy to hear him congratulate him and found him hugged by some of his teammates. Y/N-congratulations my champion. Filling his little face with many kisses. K- So EH won my award?? Y/N-Believe me, you've earned more than one. Kissing him and so I saw doing a show on TV.

After photos, feasts and interviews for a lot, we returned home where I would give my own prize to my sweetheart. K- Baby you want… He said as he walked into our room and was silent when he saw how he was dressed. Y/N- IF MY LOVE ?. I said approaching me slowly and provocatively. Her eyes darkened and she was without speech. Y/N- Why don't you come to bed my love and let it make you aware. I pulled him up to me, throwing him to bed and climbing on him.

Immediately I began to kiss his face, to what he began to lower his hands by my body, but immediately I stopped him, today it would be me who would have the control and was sure that I was going to enjoy it. Y/N- oh no, you're not going to touch me today. I took his hands and bound them to the sides of the bed like his feet, not without first taking away every garment that was in his body and leaving it to my mercy. K-No my love, I want to touch you, come be good girl untie me. His eyes were full of desire.

I simply ignored and continued with my torture, his eyes darkened even more when I took my hands to my bra and removed it. K- oh no, come on baby don't torture me like this Y/N- shhh… now is the time to reward and consent to my champion. I began gently massaging his limb, as he closed his eyes tightly and pulled his head back. I went from top to bottom, slow, torturing him, had his breathing agitated, and tried to break off the ropes.

Y/N- Do you like my love??. Ask what he groaned and nodded Y/N- responds to. I stopped my movements. K- IF MY LOVE, A LOT (SAID) Y/N- Do you want me to go faster?? He nodded, but didn't wait for her to repeat.

K- Yes, yes. He said immediately. I slid my hands along their length and brought my lips to his neck, kissed, biting and playing, while his breathing went out of control. I felt my hand wet.

I smiled.

He was enjoying, even more than I had thought, I continued with my movements and felt that he got wet even more. I went to her ear and kissed around her. K- moaned. - I'm going to cum, beautiful. Kiss your chin. Y/N- cum baby. I whispered in his ear. - You're too hard.

K- oh god. See it that way, bow, twist, MY GOD. Y/N-Do you want to be released? EH tell me love? You want it?. K-yes, please, come on be good girl. I smiled, I was happy with what I had done, so I fulfilled his request, started by his feet and then his hands.

Y/N- congratulations champion, I hope you liked your gift. I said still sitting about him. K- Oh yes, I was delighted. In the blink of an eye, I was under and by his gaze, I knew what was about to happen.

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ANOTHERS

Historic Day - Kai Havertz x Reader

Trip - Christian Pulisic x Reader

[boizandgurlzinthehouse]

𝐤𝐚𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐳 — 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ; 𝐚𝐤𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 (𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬), sexual themes, maybe swearing?

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟏.𝟑𝟗𝟓

okay, but why nobody ever talks about the potential height difference between kai and his s/o? like, he's almost 190 cm tall (truly 189), so even if you're 175 cm tall or taller, there's a massive 10 cm height difference between the two of you...

it can be super cute and super annoying at the same time, so let's spit the facts uwu !!

if you and kai were childhood friends, you grew up and used to his jokes and teases about that he's awfully tall —compared to you, and you're awfully short —compared to him. but this didn't stopped him from helping you when you wanted the freshest banana milk from the top shelf in the supermarket, or when the two of you walked home, you saw a cute cat on the top of one of the school's fence-pillars —kai, like the perfect boyfriend material like the best friend and the best thing that ever happened to you helped you by lifting you up to stroke the cat (you know, that picture when the guy bridal cares the girl to pet the cat —if you find the picture please send to me, danke ;-;) but he did other cute things too! like, when the p.e. teacher split the whole class into two team to play basketball, kai and you were in one team, he tried to lift you up by the waist when you tossed the ball into the ring —you're lucky that those ugly mattresses were there, because kai almost lost his balance and let you fall—

or when you're at the museum or in the zoo because of a school or field trip, and you can't see anything considering your classmates —mainly boys—, who where much more tall than you, you murmur something about this to kai, who crouches down to pick you up on his shoulders.

"now you can see anything, süße", he says as you squeal from the sudden change of height. you heart warmed because avo his manners and his braveness, because after this, the two of you, but mainly him got detention for his behaviour

if the two of you met when you were almost adults (or when he began his professional career), then the most common joke in the first weeks are spent with the situation that he can reach everything you don't, and if you move in with him, his shelves and mirrors are too high for you to look into.

please don't mind him !! he's so sweet, he always try to solve the problems with smaller or bigger success —one time, when you stood up to go to the bathroom between two endless cuddle sessions, you noticed that you can finally see yourself in the mirror, and there was the visible little hole in the wall, the previous place of the pin of the mirror. you don't say anything, but can't stop smirking when you tuck yourself to kai's chest when you go back to him.

teasingly leaning his arm on your shoulder or head to mock your height, or comparing the size of your hands when he thinks you're not paying attention —"why do you do this all the time, baby?" "what? i just stretch my fingers, am i not allowed to do that?" he asks back with a smile, kissing your hand in the hope that you believe his silly explanation.

(and now, finally my favourite part) wearing his clothes —i'm just sayin', that i checked, measured and if you're 160 cm tall (5.3 feet), then kai's t-shirt ends around you mid-thighs... just imagine that you wear his jumpers or sweaters, you can't walk in them or wear them without the sleeve don't run down or slip on your tiny hands (｡ﾉω＼｡)

you often just stand in front of the mirror, or just sit in one place when you're bored and wave your hand just to see how the extra length of the sleeve shakes after your movements i can't i'm sorry—

or that his long socks that he sometimes wear on matches or trainings reaches up to your mid-thighs —just think in, if you pick up his sweater and long training socks, then your outfit is down 😌😌

(but please don't mind it if kai picks you up or tucks you under him to measure himself to you—)

seriously, i think at that point that both of you have a decent size kink —kai always shudders when he feels how you lean into his touch, how he can safely hold your throat or the back of your while kissing, while the other rwaches everyhwere on your body, thanks to his long arms —or when he can cover your visible ribs with one hand. and the same with your breasts —he loves how they fit in his hands everytime, no matter how big or small they are.

when the two of you had sex for the first time —even the little sting in the beginning was heavenly i'm telling you—, kai saw the bulge he caused on your lower stomach, and when kai saw that, he tried to pull out immediately, because he thought that he causes you pain —he never wants to harass you, he knows he could easily hurt you because he's much more taller, much more stronger than you... but when you grab his hands and pull him down to kiss him, you reassure kai that you love how he makes you feel full —he hates it how he shamefully blushes and shivers when you moan or whimper about how close you are. plus, he loves how your small hands run up and down on his body restless, trying to pull him closer to yourself more and more, to see how the dim light curls in the crook of his neck, to tilt you head up on the pillows when you're in the need to kiss him... these little things drive kai crazy.

in the soft atmosphere after sex, under the sheets kai strokes the soft skin of your back as you rest on his chest, kissing the crown of your hair every other second —feeling your little heartbeat on his chest, he lowers the volume of the tv to not to wake up. kai pulls the blanket further on you, not tolerating to the air to cool your skin, and he can't deny but feel a little bit protective over you. everytime stronger when he looks at you —he just feels like that he has to protect you, maybe since you're just too small or short compared to him, and every hazard he can take easily can be dangerous for you.

talking about the social media life, it all began when once kai's fans nticed that the two of you sit next to each other, and thanks to this, the height difference only visible when the you and kai stand up —the short video got shared more than a hundred thousand and hundred thousand times, and they melt when kai kissed your head while tilting his head down, than grabbed your hand and led you to your car. countless instagram and twitter posts born that day, like "if you never believed in boyfriend material, you should just know that kai havertz is here", or "the reason why i want a tall boyfriend because kai and y/n exist", or "that height difference dsjfksfhj"

the fans wail in the comment section when you post a picture or story about a picture where kai picks you up, like you could be easily agoraphobic— and on the second photo, you bury your face into kai's neck, while he tries to kiss you, but don't know how because he don't wanna let you fall down hffufuguhf

kai sometimes —especially when neither of you have an umbrella— does the silly thing that happens sometimes in animes, like holding his coat over the two of you (i think it's supersweet and you can't change my mind). or when he does the cliché thing and hides the stools because he wants your attention and wants to be a proud and confident boyfriend as he helps you —or just because he's annoyed, or by april fools. you can't be mad at him for too long, thus, he can run much faster than you if you know what i mean—

i just ship tall and short people sorry 🤧🤲🏻

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧!! taglist too <3

[sportswriters]

i think i like you - k. havertz

pairing: kai havertz x female!reader | a, f, s | mutual pining, co-workers to lovers | wc: 5,107 | warnings: 18+ readers only!

the sound of hurried footsteps coming from the corridor broke the current of silence that filled the white room. normally, i wouldn't be so distracted at this point, but rubbing my temple with unnecessary force, while there was a pile of papers on the table that i needed to sign and analyze, i gave in and accepted the reality that i didn't have strength for anything.

i huffed loudly, rubbing my face with both hands as i mentally cursed myself. this wasn't supposed to be happening.

none of this was supposed to happen.

a knock on the door caught my attention and i immediately stood up and looked towards the door to find one of the chelsea players.

“oh, hi, mount,” i greeted, with a smile that i believed to be genuine. “do you need anything?”

the team's midfielder didn't answer me straight away. there was a half-smile on his lips, as if he was trying to decide whether to come for some plausible reason. i looked at him with a mixture of confusion and uncertainty, nodding slightly for him to enter the room at once.

“mason?”

he closed the door behind him and stared at me, rubbing his hands together. i could tell he was completely sweaty through his national team training shirt.

“sorry, y/n, it's…” he started. “i don't need anything. it's just... are you mad at kai?”

the mere mention of his name made my heart race an octave faster. i hated not being able to control my body's emotions. i didn't think anyone would have that slight power over me, yet kai had that effect.

“what?”

the badge around my neck announced me as part of chelsea's medical team: my name - nutritionist. i accepted the temporary position so that carrie could take her maternity leave without any problems and, as it was a job with an expiration date, i didn't want to get too involved with the team staff. however, they had other plans. carrie let me know that she used to be close to the players and, as her replacement for a few months, they treated me as if i'd been part of the team for years. they called me by my first name and were always inviting me to their private parties, although i didn't always go. i got on well with all of them, without exception.

it was just that... kai was the problem.

when i arrived here three months ago, the team was having a very bad season in the premier league. he was a bit explosive with almost everything and was under pressure from both the media and the fans. his mood became impossible on some days and, on a day when we were reviewing the players' diets, he started to take refuge in my office and we ended up forming a bond.

a bond that led to something else, that led to something else and...

“i asked if you were angry with havertz,” mount explained, scratching the back of his head.

i took a deep breath and stared at him, still a little confused.

“i understood what you were asking,” i replied. “but why would i be angry with him?”

okay, i hadn't spoken to the german in a week. it was probably stupid of me to avoid him all the time, but i hadn't taken the job of being carrie's understudy to go out with the reputation of someone who got involved with the players. that didn't make me professional in the slightest, so after the chilwell party, when we finally kissed, i panicked and left.

it wasn't his fault. he had a very well-established career within the club and could get involved with whoever he wanted, but not me. i was a woman in a mostly male environment and any attitude could be seen and turned into something bigger than it was. kai didn't understand; i refused all his messages and calls and asked him to stop visiting me in my office.

still, i didn't have any plausible reason to be angry with him. in fact, the situation should have been quite the opposite.

“the diet,” mason spoke again, as if that sentence was enough to make me understand what was going on. however, when he saw that my confused expression remained the same, he added: “you've cut soft drinks out of his diet, do you know what that means?”

oh, shit.

they all followed an individual diet, even if there were similarities in the menu. each player had different needs, as was the case with kai havertz, who was a self-confessed coca cola and orange soda addict. he felt he needed to drink at least one can of soda a day, believing that it made him perform better in games and, even though i said it could be psychological and a placebo effect, it was still an addiction. that's why his diet, approved by carrie before me, allowed him a little soda a day. and i hadn't changed a bit.

“i’m not angry with him,” i clarified, turning to the piles of papers scattered on the table. “and i haven't cut anything out of his diet. i was going to do a new review next week, but even so, i didn't intend to cut anything out.”

mount crossed his arms, leaning his waist on my desk for support. i started looking for a specific folder, wanting to make sure what had happened.

“he's been in a terrible mood for days,” the midfielder uttered. “it's almost unbearable to train with him. cutting soft drinks out of his diet doesn't seem to be going to make him any better.”

i moistened my lips and turned my face towards the player.

“i've already told you that i haven't cut anything out of his diet, you can stop with the hints,” i defended myself, finally finding the folder with kai's name on it. “three interns arrived this week, they had the task of memorizing your fucking diet and not changing it.”

i took a deep breath, trying not to get upset. my head began to throb slowly, increasing my strong desire to be tucked up in a warm bed and sleep for the rest of the day just to avoid possible stress.

“i'm sorry, mount.”

it wasn't in my nature to swear in front of the players or anyone else i used to work with. i tried at all costs to remain impeccable in a professional environment, but sometimes things just slipped out.

“what happened at chilwell's party?,” he ignored my apology, being so straightforward in his question that it almost took me by surprise.

i hadn't expected kai to actually go around telling people that we had kissed, but i figured that at least mount would know about it. he knew almost everything.

i let the air out of my mouth, controlling my excitement and, ignoring the folder on my lap, raised my face to face the midfielder.

“he kissed me.”

mason opened his mouth, but then closed it, as if he didn't know exactly what to say. even so, his expression didn't seem surprised, which indicated to me that he suspected it.

“wait a minute, was it mutual?,” he asked doubtfully. “i mean, he didn't kiss you against your…”

“no, mount, of course not,” i interrupted his train of thought before he could finish his sentence, understanding his concern. “i wanted that too.”

what the hell, how was i going to explain the situation? it was weird to be venting to someone who was my patient — while at the same time always willing to be a friend —, a familiar face in a place that was totally new to me. when i arrived here and got lost, mount took the time to introduce me to every bit of the club's space.

“was the kiss bad?,” he asked again. “i don't think havertz has a reputation for sweeping women off their feet that quickly, but everything has a first time, right?”

i laughed, shaking my head. i straightened the folders from my lap and put them back on the table, with havertz's file on top.

“how many women work here?,” i began, looking at him with a neutral expression.

his forehead took on a new wrinkle of confusion, his arms crossed over his chest, the strands of his hair against his forehead, wet with sweat.

“i'm not angry with havertz, i don't even have a good reason to be,” i explained, getting up from the chair. “the kiss wasn't bad, on the contrary, it was so good that...” i huffed, rubbing my temple again, opening a small smile, my eyes fixed on mount. “i can't get involved with him, mason. i've worked hard to earn my place and yet i'm not here for good. i'm replacing carrie and i know what kind of rumors would start swirling around the halls the moment they found out i was involved with a player on the team. this is a mainly male environment and i have to prove myself all the time.”

mason didn't say anything immediately. he took a deep breath and looked at me with an expression i couldn't decipher. i thought he wasn't going to say anything, but then he surprised me:

“prove it to who?,” he asked. i was about to open my mouth and reply, but apparently he wasn't expecting an answer, so he continued: “you deserve to be here. you deserve to be anywhere and that should be enough for you, y/n.”

i blinked, feeling bewildered by the words, but at the same time strangely comfortable. i didn't need anyone to validate me in anything, but i couldn't deny the feeling of belonging somewhere.

“i understand your point, but i don't think you should let your life revolve around this,” the midfielder continued. “you could be missing out on incredible things, you know? and kai is...” he sort of rolled his eyes, giving me a genuine smile and shrugging. “you know we've had a bad season here at chelsea. before that, havertz also had a bad time at the world cup with germany. all this added up to enormous pressure on him as a player, requiring him to start delivering positive results.”

i swallowed, remembering the first time i saw kai standing in my office doorway, his knuckles bruised. he had a defeated expression and an even worse mood, but he never took anything out on me.

“what i'm saying is this,” he got off the table and stood in front of me, a little more distance between us. “kai had been feeling like shit for months. nothing motivated him and it was starting to get annoying. we all have periods like that, but his was lasting a long time, longer than usual. when you arrived, something changed, y/n. the guy really likes you.”

i felt my heart skip a beat. i was aware of it, kai himself had already told me, but having someone else point it out to me was a different perception. i was risking something good for a job that wasn't even permanent. my temporary contract would end in two weeks, when carrie would finally return.

what did i have to lose?

“i'm not pressuring you to do anything,” mason clarified, with a reassuring smile. “but there's nothing wrong with taking a little risk sometimes.”

he winked at me and waved goodbye, then left me alone, the sound of the door being closed waking me from my stupor of thoughts. i gulped and stared at the folder on top of the others, kai's name written in my handwriting on an orange post-it note.

i went through all the information, found the change in his diet — signed by an intern — and redid everything. when the new papers were correctly printed, i threw the others away, signed what i was supposed to and attached everything to the folder again. holding it in one hand, i put my hair up in a bun, took off my white coat and put my badge around my neck, leaving the room.

the talk with mason was still fresh in my mind. my heart was still beating faster than usual, my pulse racing, the idea of a risky decision dawning on me. at that moment, i didn't want to think too much.

as i walked through the corridors that would lead me to the field, i turned around and entered the huge cafeteria.

“hey, carter," i greeted the boy behind the counter. “how are you?”

he flashed an infectious smile at me, raising his closed hand in a fist bump to exchange a beat with me, which i returned. he was much younger than me and worked in the canteen part-time while he was at college.

“hi, y/l/n,” he said. “how can i help you?”

“i heard havertz is in a bad mood,” i replied, grimacing.

carter laughed, nodding in agreement.

“and whose fault is that?,” he replied, amused. “someone changed his diet.”

i denied it, waving the folder in the air and pointing at him.

“it was a misunderstanding,” i explained. “i need to fix it. his diet is still the same as before, okay? can i have a can of coke?”

he nodded, went to the fridge and, in less than 30 seconds, returned with an icy can of coke. i thanked him and said goodbye, making my way back down the corridor, but just as i was about to reach the training ground, kai was coming right up to me, his head down, one hand holding a towel around his neck.

he looked the same as always — his muscles tense, his body sweaty, strands of hair stuck to his forehead. he hadn't seen me yet, but i decided to announce my presence. there was no one else there but the two of us.

“hi.”

he stopped walking instantly when he recognized the sound of my voice. i noticed that my hands were a bit sweaty, one holding the folder and the other the can of coke. the forward looked up at me, his expression half rigid and half confused, as if he was trying to understand something.

“this is for you.”

i took a step further, breaking the distance between us, but keeping a safe space. i held out the can of coke to him, who hesitantly accepted it.

“what are you doing?,” he finally asked me.

“improving your mood,” i replied.

kai stared at the can, then kept his eyes fixed on me. the towel was slung over his shoulder and, even though he was all sweaty, i could still smell the lavender scent of his soap. and i wasn't even that close to him. when he raised an eyebrow, silently asking for an explanation, i let my shoulders drop and lifted the folder in front of my chin, showing him his name in my handwriting.

“i gave the new interns a task,” i began to explain, not wanting to look away from him for even a second. “they had to study each of your cases, because some of you have different diets. if they thought something should be changed, they should talk to me first, but they didn't do that. i haven't taken your addiction out of your diet, kai, you can still drink a little soda a day.”

he nodded, his expression impassive. the silence between us lasted long seconds, until he finally said something.

“just for the record,” he began, holding up the can. “i didn't think you'd changed anything. it would be a rather cruel revenge.”

i laughed, putting the folder down.

“i have no reason to take revenge on you.”

kai swallowed. i barely noticed that he had taken two steps closer and was dangerously close to me, our faces just an inch apart. the scent of lavender he exuded intensified even more and i half held my breath.

“i thought you were going to keep ignoring me,” he confessed in a whisper.

my heart heaved in my chest and my hands tingled to touch the skin on his face.

“i don't have the means to ignore you, kai,” i said, as if it were obvious. “i'm still your nutritionist for another two weeks.”

he shrugged.

“apparently, you have interns now,” he replied, with impressive simplicity. “i could talk through them.”

“i like being professional.”

kai gave up continuing the little discussion. instead, his eyes darkened and he stared at me with a new intensity, surprising me with a statement i’d heard before, but which still had the same effect on me.

“i told you i liked you,” he whispered.

i swallowed, affected by his words. i felt like a complete teenage idiot, acting as if it was the first time someone had said they liked me. i was young enough to have experienced the famous butterflies in the stomach, but it was different this time. more intense.

“no,” i whispered back, holding the folder tightly against my fingers. “you said ‘i think i like you’”.

kai moistened his lips and nodded slowly, glancing around briefly before turning those clear eyes back to me.

“i like you,” he corrected himself and i let the air escape through my mouth.

mason was right.

realizing now the effect kai havertz was having on me at that very moment, i couldn't think of a clear reason why i shouldn't be doing this. i gave him a genuine, suggestive smile and, looking for a more private space, gently took his hand and pulled him into the massage room with me, which, luckily, was empty.

he didn't hesitate or complain. he just followed me silently and slipped into the room while i locked the door behind me. i threw the folder on a small coffee table and didn't take my eyes off that man for a second.

“kiss me again,” i asked.

his expression was pure lust. he got rid of the towel and the can of coke, putting it in the same place as my folder and, without wasting any time, broke the distance between our bodies and crashed his lips against mine, his hand gripping the root of my nape with enough force to leave me intoxicated. his scent invaded me more intensely and i tried to decipher all the sensations i was experiencing with his kiss and his intimate touch on my skin, but it was too much.

instead, i focused on the physical sensations. i brought my hands up to his neck, messing up the wet strands of his hair even more, and slowly pushed him towards a small massage bed that was provided in the living room. when there was no further to go, the kiss was broken when he fell onto the bed, pulling me onto his lap.

“you're so beautiful, kai,” i whispered, feeling like i could say all these things right now.

i touched the side of his face with both hands and melted almost completely when he gave me his smile. the german player smoothed the insides of my thighs and worked his way up the side of my body.

“y/n.”

i felt him hard beneath me, the urgency of his mouth seeking mine again. i satisfied him with a kiss that was even more urgent than the previous one and took the opportunity to get rid of his sweatshirt, our mouths moving apart for a very quick second, just long enough for the shirt to slip over his head and be thrown to the floor. contently, i began to explore his now bare skin, my short nails scratching every bit of defined skin, the moans escaping through the kiss.

“this isn't fair,” he whispered against my mouth, playing with the hem of my shirt. “i want to lick your breasts. can i?”

i felt something warm between my legs, my arousal growing by the minute. i helped him get rid of my shirt and bra, revealing my swollen breasts, the nipple hard, pinker than i'd ever seen it. i was eager for the touch of his mouth, but kai first grabbed both breasts with his hands and followed a path of kisses, starting at my neck and going down until, finally, he sucked on one of the breasts with a hunger i didn't know he was feeling.

“kai.”

he bit and sucked, giving me a maddening friction of pleasure. my pussy began to throb, uncomfortable against my panties, the dampness soaking through the cotton cloth. i know that if he slid a finger inside me, it would slip in with impressive ease. i'd been wet for him for months, without even touching myself, just building up a fucking wetness, dreaming of the moment when it would all come true. how could i not allow myself to do that? to all the wonders his mouth was performing?

“kai.”

moaning his name was my new favorite thing and, judging by his reaction to my body, i'd say it was his new favorite thing too. i enjoyed that growing intimacy between us, the fact that he was exploring my body as if it was the only thing that mattered, as if his mouth's job was exactly to suck on my breast, as if, oh my, that was so good.

kai alternated between one breast and the other, my heart beating faster than usual. as i wriggled in his lap, i rubbed against his even harder cock, a pained moan escaping his lips. threading my fingers through his hair, i pulled his face away from my breasts and stared into his eyes.

“i wanna have you in my mouth too.”

kai blinked, a little dazed, as if he'd been taken by surprise, but he recovered quickly, his hands tightening the skin around my waist.

“i...” he tried to say, but the words wouldn't come out; instead, he agreed with a quick, anxious nod. “yes, please, y/n.”

i flashed him a smile and got off his lap, kneeling right in front of him. he was about to take off the rest of his clothes, but i slapped his hand away, eliciting a delighted laugh from him, who pretended to surrender, his hands raised with his palms facing upwards.

“i didn't know you liked being aggressive,” he teased.

i put my hand on his hard cock, still on top of the cloth, and rubbed it lightly, the pupils of his eyes reacting to my touch.

“you'll find that i like to do a lot of things,” i teased back, starting to pull down his dark blue chelsea shorts. “i hope one of them is sucking you off.”

he gasped, lifting his hips just enough so that i could slide his clothes down his thighs.

“i also think i'm going to find that i really like this side of you,” he murmured, a short smile on his lips.

i don't know if i'll ever be able to understand how i feel about this man, but i decided to leave rational thoughts for another time. at that moment, i only wanted one thing and my body was begging for it, so when his cock finally sprang out after i had thrown his clothes on the floor with the others, i held it in one hand, feeling the roughness of his skin. kai breathed heavily and closed his eyes for a few seconds, enjoying the sensation of pleasure i was causing him as i started to stroke him so slowly that i felt like i was being tortured right there.

eager for more, i brought my face closer and finally put him in my mouth, my tongue taking the place of my hand in the action. he opened his eyes and stared at me with pure intensity, the back of my neck shivering. i wanted to keep that moment in my memory for a long time. i continued the back and forth motion, feeling his moans fill the room, his body becoming erect so that he could use his hands to work his way down my body. he reached for my shoulders, squeezing them and i sucked even harder, stuffing him into my mouth as far as he would go.

“you're so...” he tried to say through his moans, but the words wouldn't come out.

kai arched his back, my other hand squeezing his balls. he held my hair by the back of my neck, hard enough to make me even hornier and more committed to keep oon pleasing him. my pussy was still throbbing, soaking through my panties, and when he realized that i was starting to rub my thighs together because of the slight discomfort, he took his cock out of my mouth, under my protest.

“come here.”

he put me on his lap, brushing the strands of hair out of my face and caressing my left cheek. it was such an intimate moment that, for a second, i was embarrassed to be the target of his intense gaze.

“you saved me, you know that?” he whispered.

i shook my head, my two hands holding each side of his face, feeling a little more affected than usual by his words. yes, he was terrible when i arrived, almost on the verge of self-destruction, but i wasn't responsible for his salvation.

“that's very kind,” i whispered back, with a smile. “but you know that's not true.”

he let out a sound of protest, pulling me even tighter around the waist, the shock of our lips making me shiver again. the kiss was no longer urgent; there was no need to rush to get to know each other. instead, he started slowly, exploring, giving me sensations i never thought i'd feel again.

“you saved me,” he said again against my mouth and between kisses. “when, even though it wasn't your job, you listened to me complain for a whole hour in your living room.”

he made me get up quickly, just so that i could get rid of the rest of my clothes and we could finally be the same. he looked at my body with a new smile and pulled me back onto his lap, searching for my mouth, my pussy dangerously close to his cock, but he didn't mind the closeness.

we both had obligations to fulfill outside, but neither of us seemed inclined to finish this so quickly. not when we'd waited months for it.

“when you made me eat pizza, even though you were my nutritionist and the first to recommend that i cut that kind of thing out of my diet,” he continued, drawing a hearty laugh from me. “and made me forget about the problems of the outside world with long, endless movies that i never found out the end of because i fell asleep in the middle.”

he kissed me again and i smiled against his mouth.

“a tolerable flaw,” i confessed.

“but you saved me, y/n, when you started believing in me, when all i did was doubt,” kai said. “i felt like the world was against me, but you made it seem just the opposite.”

my breathing became heavy and this time i kissed him, feeling my heart speed up more than usual. he couldn't keep saying those things to me. it would be impossible not to sink into the wave of feelings that i was beginning to realize i was feeling. if i did, there would be no turning back.

“kai.”

his thumb caressed my cheek and i felt contemplated under his intense gaze.

“yes?”

feeling more than need, i rocked my hips against his lap and finally spoke:

“please fuck me.”

he smiled. the next second, he wasted no time and, testing my wetness with two fingers, he finally penetrated me, the moan trapped in my throat finally escaping.

“oh, that's it…”

the words wouldn't come out of my mouth either. i dug my nails into his shoulders, his hands wrapped around my waist, helping me move my hips in a slow up-and-down motion. his cock filled me completely and i watched as he took the two fingers from before into his mouth, tasting where he had touched me. we didn't look away from each other for half a second. our moans mingled, our mouths searched for each other, our hands explored each other's bodies, heightening the mix of new sensations and intensifying the pleasure as he increased the speed of his thrusts.

our bodies sweated together, our mouths whispered unreasonable words and our laughter became one.

kai laid our bodies down, getting on top of me, never ceasing to maintain the consistency of his thrusts. he took advantage of his free hand and began to caress my swollen and sensitive clitoris. i was no longer able to silence my moans and his mouth had to silence me, as i felt my whole body begin to spasm with pleasure.

“kai,” i whispered against his mouth, unable to say more than that.

he slammed into me even harder, his face contorted with arousal, our mouths inches from each other.

“i know, i just...” he said and i nodded.

i moved my hips against his, tangling my legs together, wanting our bodies to stay as close as possible, the skin-to-skin contact comforting me. i was about to come, but i didn't want to do it without him, so i tried to hold back as much as possible so that he too could climax along with me.

“fuck,” he moaned, resting his forehead against mine and stopping to rub my clitoris.

when he squeezed my thighs together and his whole body arched against mine, i knew he was close. kai gave one last thrust, the orgasm hitting me, and  he pulled out, his cum staining the space around us. he rubbed his face with both hands and threw himself down beside me, our bodies satisfied and sweaty. i tried to normalize my breathing and turned my face, staring at the silhouette of his body, his relaxed post-pleasure expression. he was still staring at the ceiling and, without thinking, my hand reached for his and i intertwined our fingers, drawing his attention to me.

i still felt incapable of beginning to understand my feelings at that moment, but i knew enough to be sure of what i wanted.

“you're fucking beautiful,” he said, pressing his fingers against mine.

i smiled and moved closer. when my face was close to his, i stole a kiss and stared into his eyes.

“you know what, kai?,” i whispered, watching his eyes light up. “i think like you too.”

[mountswhore]

Hey , can you write morning with Kai , where the two of you have the day off

𝐛𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐭 — kai havertz

summary: a day off with kai only ends in him taking credit for mcdonald's pancakes.

notes: short + requests are OPEN.

It was cold. Far too cold to be out of bed. So when Kai had gotten up in the early morning to pee, you whined at the sudden loss of warmth. All he did was chuckle at you as he quickly jogged to the bathroom, before returning back to you.

"Better now?" He asked quietly, humming against the skin of your shoulder. You nodded, tucking yourself into the duvet further. It was a Sunday morning, the perfect day of the week to be lazy. Kai had a day off after the Chelsea victory last night, and it meant you could spend all day in bed if you wanted to.

You'd fallen asleep again for another hour, Kai's body waking him up once again due to his usual early starts. But he wasn't ready to get out of bed, he still had you cozied up in his arms. You were sleeping soundly on his arm, most of your body still covered by the duvet. He missed moments like this. He wasn't directly spending time with you, but he was around to see you comfortable and happy, and it was his favourite.

Baloo had jumped onto the bed, whining as he dug his nose into your shoulder as well as going for Kai. You stirred, giggling as you felt the big ball of fur fall onto you, pleading for attention.

"I guess this not-so-little one wants a walk," you observed, pulling the duvet away from you and standing up. You stretched, Kai watching comfortably from the bed, before joining you.

"And I will be in charge of breakfast." Kai sounded confident in his statement, but you weren't so sure of it. You nodded slowly, giving him a wonky smile, and he'd nudged you in the way of the wardrobe. "When will you understand, I'm a master on the pitch and in the kitchen."

You laughed, and began to get ready to take Baloo out for his walk. You'd wrapped up warm, still believing no human should be out in this weather, they should all be in bed with a cozy blanket on. You had given Kai a usual departing kiss, before letting Baloo lead the way on your usual route.

You went down your street, crossed the road safely and cut through the woods to get to the dog park. You'd taken a comfortable amount of time out, leaving Kai to not only think of a breakfast meal, but to execute it perfectly. Waffles were calling his name, and your waffle machine sat pretty on the counter beside the microwave.

He'd googled the recipe, pulling out everything he needed and dropping it into a bowl, before tipping some onto the greased waffle iron. And, it did not go smoothly at all. The first one was so thin it just turned to a crisp within the clamped iron, and Kai sighed at the mess.

"The first one is always the worst," he told himself, before scrubbing at the iron and trying again. He'd thickened the batter, adding some chocolate chips and tipping some onto the iron. And when he looked at his creation, it was not a pleasant sight.

You always made it look so easy.

Kai grabbed his phone, not even wanting to look at his failed attempt at a simple breakfast. He'd made the mature decision to order pancakes from McDonald's. It wasn't far up the road, and it should get here before you and Baloo did.

So when the bag had arrived, he quickly plated them up and drizzled the syrup over them, and disposed of the evidence. Opening the door to the smell of pancakes, was a dream come true. You'd taken Baloo to the kitchen, discarding his lead and letting him wander away, and spotted Kai at the table with the pancakes sat in front of him.

"Bon Appetit."

"You made these?"

Kai nodded, showcasing his usual, bright smile. And within seconds, you spotted the empty styrofoam trays in the bin and smirked, not wanting to rain on his parade.

"They look great, maybe you should cook breakfast more often." You replied, grabbing onto a fork and digging in.

[judeswhore]

So one with Kai where you go shopping together in London and fans spotted you together and ask you questions about your relationship

i luv kai so badly it’s not even funny

third degree - kai havertz

"Where do you wanna go for coffee?" You slipped your fingers through Kai’s, tugging him slightly to get him to dodge the woman with a pram rushing towards you and lifted your head to meet his eyes. He gave a simply shrug of his shoulders, thumb brushing over your hand and tucked his nose into your hair.

“Wherever you want. Are you sure there’s nothing else you need?”

“No, I don’t think so. I can always come back during the week or something though.” You felt him press a kiss to the top of your head before he straightened back up and let his eyes wander along the street. He lifted your interlocked hands and used them to point to the Costa at the end of the road.

"We could just go in there." He suggested, voice light and you replied with a nod, settling your head against the top of his arm, basking in the warmth that seemed to radiate from him.

Days off with your boyfriend were your favourite things, especially when those days off meant you got to go out with him rather than being holed up in your flat all the time. It was rare that you got time off together, Kai was either always training or playing and you spent most of your time working shifts so on the odd occasions you were free together you became lost in your own little world. Sometimes it was a world neither of you ever wanted to leave.

Costa was relatively empty when Kai held the door open and you peered inside, only a few of the tables being occupied and he glanced down when you passed him. "Sitting in or leaving, schatz?"

"Sitting in, these boots are killing me." Kai sent you a sympathetic pout and brushed his fingers over your hip, nodding his head in the direction of the back of the shop.

"Find us a table, you want your usual?" His simple question sent a little giddy feeling through your heart as you nodded with a soft smile in his direction. A soft smile that turned into a full on grin when Kai kissed your forehead and then nudged you towards the tables.

It was a ridiculous reason to get all sappy over him, you'd been dating for almost three years, of course he knew your coffee order but it was the smaller things that made you love him all the more. The small insignificant things he remembered about you, like your coffee order or the fact you hate the feeling of wet wool so he always does the washing on wool days. It was those silly things that just cemented the fact that he cared about you so much and you couldn't help yourself from being a little overjoyed.

When Kai made his way over to you, two steaming cups of coffee on a tray he was being trailed by two girls and a boy, all clearly fans given the way they were staring at him in awe. He flashed you a smile, half apologetic and nodded his head towards your purse.

"Do you have a pen?" After rifling through your bag you found a blue ball point pen and offered it to him, gaze following his movements as he signed their items and took a few photos. Kai was one hundred percent in his element. He adored meeting fans, no matter where he was, if a fan asked for something from him he was more than happy to oblige, that smile never once leaving his face.

He often asked you if you felt bothered by the sometimes constant interruptions but you reassured him time and time again that you didn't mind. His job came with these sort of commitments and if you were being honest you loved seeing how happy he got over making other people happy, it was without a doubt, one of your favourite sides of your boyfriend.

"How long have you two been together?" You were jolted from just staring at Kai by one of the girls and your cheeks turned pink when she grinned knowingly

at you. Your flirty eyes in his direction clearly hadn't been as subtle as you'd thought. Kai settled into the seat opposite you and met your gaze, amusement flashing in his eyes at their interest.

"Just under three years." You told her, finger swirling around the rim of your mug, Kai's lips tilting into a soft smile.

"Three years on December 30th."

"You got together during Christmas season?" You let out a soft laugh at the memory of Kai spilling his hot chocolate because he got so flustered when you called him pretty, a soft blush suddenly dusting his cheeks. His eyes at the moment seemed to hold the same amount of humour as yours as he clearly also remembered how it went down.

"How did you meet? If you don't mind me asking?" You both gave a shrug of approval at that, neither of you really all the bothered about keeping your relationship secret.

"Y/N was training part time with the Chelsea medical team and I went to her about an injury-"

"You came to me asking for a plaster for a graze on your knee."

"That's not true, it was a serious injury." You gave a little laugh and shook your head at him.

"You're so full of shit. He came and asked me for a plaster, stared at me the whole time, almost walked into the doorframe and then came back two hours later and asked if I wanted to go out with him." Kai’s foot connected with yours beneath the table and you hid your next laugh behind your hand.

“Did you say yes straight away?” A groan sounded from the other side of the table and Kai dropped his head into his hands.

“Did I say yes straight away, K?” A muffled noise came from his hands as he shook his head. A few seconds later he lifted his head, embarrassment clear in his eyes.

“I actually had to ask her four times before she finally agreed. She was playing hard to get.” This made you roll your eyes and it was your turn to kick him under the table.

“I was not, I just knew footballers had terrible reputations.” You argued, a pointed look being thrown in his direction and he simply raised his eyebrows.

“And I looked like the type with that sort of reputation?”

“You’re hot. So, yes.” This got a laugh from the trio and an eye roll from Kai who just lifted his cup to his lips, gaze wandering to his fans.

“She’s lying. She was just too nervous to go out with me.”

“Was not.”

“Was too.” Kai watched you try and hide a little smile behind your own mug, his eyes flashing in amusement.

“Do you go to all of his games?” The boy was leant against the back of one of the spare chairs, his focus shifting between you and Kai and you were slightly baffled by the fact you’d simply come for coffee and were suddenly getting the third degree about your relationship.

“Most of them, yeah. If I have work or something I usually watch online but I try and get to most of his matches.” Kai’s gaze softened significantly when you looked at him, eyes brighter and seemingly bolder than usual and he sent you a little smile. The knock to your foot beneath the table was more a secret “I love you” rather than to tell you off and it made your tummy do a little flip.

“She’s my good luck charm, she has to be there. I don’t know what I’d do without her.”