#kaede is one of my favs you can fight me on this

[yupitsmekat]

Random thought at 1am but if anyone is still in the Assassination Classroom fandom, wasn't it kind of fucked up how ppl kept showing Nagisa in feminine outfits despite him being as on the nose allegory for transness as possible. Or how Kaede was villified for being the "love interest", when her main story was about getting revenge? And that it both happened mostly for shipping?

[lunarleonardo]

I'll be honest, I am VERY behind on love letter 😅 I've been meaning to catch up for a couple months now, but Pressure has a grasp on me that will not release

Dude, I think you have your own sub fandom that chews up your AUs like they're their own original stories lmao/lh

PRESSURE REFERENCE!!!!!!!! PRESSURE ROBLOX!! PRESSURE PRUESSURE !!!!!!!!! pandemonium my #1 fav PRESSUREROBLOX PRESSURE

So hey fun fact I've been having a Pressure brainrot maybe hyperfixation idk for like a few weeks now and! After Love Letter is finished, I plan on writing a oneshot of Shuichi, Kaede and Kokichi doing a Pressure round. It'd be the first crossover fic I'd be posting publically but by posting things publically it gives me an obligation to finish it which I find extremely joyful so I reeeally really reaaally wanna write this (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) it'd also be my first oneshot so. :P i mean come on I have the power as an author to make Kaede fist fight a wall dweller and I will be DAMNED if I don't take that chance /j

Also... Yeah. I've picked up on that (⁠个⁠_⁠个⁠) I'm not quite sure how it happened, but I'm glad it did. I've got to meet a lot of really cool people, and I've made a really really good friend from it too (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠) I've never been active in a fandom like this before, so this is really good experience for me in gaining more confidence in myself and getting used to talking to people. AND It's been letting me improve on my self-discipline and responsibility, which is something I'd struggle with a lot ^^"

Seeing everyone create things based on what I have done-- sharing memes and art, assigning music to my stories-- has been an experience like no other. As a bonus, it's all with my favorite characters from a game that I absolutely adore (even with it's fuckin christmas list of issues lmao)!! I'm so grateful for everyone who has given me support or put their own time into things I've made. It has genuinely made such a huge difference in my life and I cannot describe how thankful I am for that (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

I have no plans to stop writing. I have a lot of plans for future fics (that I have to grit my teeth and write one at a time or else none of them will ever be finished ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ) and I'm excited to share them, even if they are extremely different from what I've previously written. So far I've been sticking to the Ultimate Academy, but I want to try to spread out a bit ^^ We'll see what happens I suppose

Again to my "subfandom" if thats what we're calling it, thank you so much for all the love and support!! Those words have probably been said a million times by anyone with an audience ever but I really do mean it. All I ask is that you're responsible with what you share from my fics (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠) I am aware of how dark they are and that the content within it can be disturbing to people so please just be careful. Thank you ^^!! 💕

Also!! I do have my own original storiess and OCs and stuff. Just a handful of them, but they're there :P one's an Undertale OC, I have two danganronpa ocs (they're in love), I have my stupid wolf guys and also that One Guy who isn't necessarily a DR OC but is involved in DR because they kind of blew up a DR universe and adopted/kidnapped Shuichi...yeah uh we can save that one for another time (⁠＠⁠_⁠＠⁠;⁠) and by another time i mean Never (unless someone asks about it for whatever reason bcus that is the rule i have set for myself. That rule exists because i was petrified of "letting the attention get to my head" but nowadays it just feels like a pillow i can fall back on to avoid feeling stressed about interacting with people xD)

ohhh that is a. Long post Sorry for the long ramble!! /gen I took adderall and I'm feeling very rambly and happy. It's a very falling feeling it's very strange (⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠)

[snapsdragons]

Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony Characters as Dril Tweets

Shuichi Saihara: sometimes i love to be able to want to be the man who is able to want to need to have his wants and needs able to be fulfilled sometimes

Maki Harukawa: I’m rwriting a script about a smart and handsome army man cop who murders civilians but wants to stop murdering civilians because hes in love.

Himiko Yumeno: if you have a problem with me kissing pictures of Dragons while driving the bus, fight me. i just ate like 30 hotdogs and im near invincible

K1-B0: (the trolls watch in astonishment as the milk shake they threw at me flawlessly bounces off of my head wwith minimal pain and mess involved)

Tsumugi Shirogane:JAMES BOND: (Shoots his gun at the screen in the intro and murders me) ME: Now that;s cinema

Kaito Momota: who the fuck is scraeming “LOG OFF” at my house. Show yourself, coward. I will never log off.

Kokichi Oma: every now and then i like to treat myself to a bit of "Lying under oath"

Gonta Gokuhara: IF THE ZOO BANS ME FOR HOLLERING AT THE ANIMALS I WILL FACE GOD AND WALK BACKWARDS INTO HELL

Miu Iruma: the doctor reveals my blood pressure is 420 over 69. i hoot & holler outta the building while a bunch of losers try to tell me that im dying

Korekiyo Shinguji: man while you were “gaming”, I tasted 100 different wines in a cave behind a waterfall and cried into a shamans arms.

Tenko Chabashira: obliviously driving m y car through chernobyl , absorbing lethal anmounts of radiation while looking for cute girls

Angie Yonaga: if youre one of the guys who blocked me on here, i Forgive you, and im ready for you to unblock me now.

Kirumi Tojo: THIngs other people like: being bastards, being Uniformly tasteless THINGS I Like; Being reasonably kind, and trying to help, when i can

Ryoma Hoshi: priest plugs my coffin in at the end of the funeral. “MILLERTIME” lights up in neon on the side, desecrating my corpse & sending me to hell

Kaede Akamatsu: i have posted at length regarding my inane balls at the cost of my family, my career and my dignity. the least you can do is rack up my Favs

Rantaro Amami: so long suckers! i rev up my motorcylce and create a huge cloud of smoke. when the cloud dissipates im lying completely dead on the pavement

Monokid: i am notr, nor ever have been, a nerd, and i have used some very powerful swear words on this website that would blow most nerds socks off

Monosuke: yes trolls. unlike you, i have a brain. its called a " JOB "

Monodam: blocked. blocked. blocked. youre all blocked. none of you are free of sin

Monotaro: i like to believe that getting my ass kicked 100 times a day for 50 years has granted me "Street Smarts"

Monophanie: it has come to my attention that people have been saying sex things, and alcohol things on this site. these posts give me migraines so stop

[forbidding-souda]

If you can, I'd like to request an Ultimate Spirit Medium S/O, summoning the spirit of the deceased drv3 characters? It can be blackened or killed, I don't mind. I dont mind if you only do a few, I'd be happy if you did this at all tbh-

SHSL Spirit Medium S/O conjuring up deceased DRV3 characters

WOAH you bet your bottom I will!!! I chose my fav DRV3 characters and I made it so they could see them too bc story writing *~*

Spoilers btw lolz

-Mod Souda

Rantarou Amami

Your fingers dance around the candle. Such a fire hazard. But you need it near. You need it.

Placed in between two bookshelves, right between your legs, is a simple white candle. Your posture is nothing short of perfect. You have to do this precisely. There’s no way you would forgive yourself if you mess up.

You take a deep breath, “I never thought I would have to beg for you to talk to me. You always seemed to be there. No matter what. So how about now?”

Still, you are met with silence. The wick flickers, noting a presence. But no one showed up.

There are a lot of different books around you, a lot of them with a spine hinting towards geography, which you find almost sickening. Such a horrible place for him to die.

“That was begging for you?”

The sound runs a shiver down your spine. The sense of familiarity is uncanny in this situation, even though you were the one that searched it out.

But there he was, sitting behind your candle, resting his hands on his knees.

He leans forward, a bit, trying to get as close as he can without overstepping the underworlds’ boundaries. “You miss me enough to contact me? Well... I should be flattered, huh?”

You laugh. The heavy weight in your throat doesn’t go away, no matter how happy you feel.

“Why do you sound so surprised? Don’t act like you don’t want to see me.” You furrow your eyebrows at the thought. He always thought your talent was a gift brought by despair. People come to you in their sadness, looking for acceptance. It uneases him a bit to think that you are desperate enough to use it to contact him.

He doesn’t respond immediately, and instead, offers you a small smile. “It’s good to see you, S/O.”

Kaede Akamatsu

With your fingers dazing over the piano, you play a every octave’s C and G. If only she lived long enough to teach you a song.

You are grateful to have known her as long as you have. She was kind, optimistic, and a bit flirty. 

Everyone knew you were close with her. You would always trail behind her, eager to assist. 

It was just something in her eyes. Something lively. She could never be a killer.

Her death wasn’t flattering to her person. Hopefully she isn’t the type of spirit that clings to this realm.

You don’t know if you could face her if she was.

“Kaede Akamatsu, come play me a song.” 

Moving your hands, you direct them to the bass section of the piano. “Please.”

The sound of the treble notes singing their tune appeared faster than her ghostly figure did.

After a second of contemplation, you find yourself leaning your shoulder against hers. It holds. 

You shake your head. “You’ve been waiting for me to call you, haven’t you?”

“Oh, of course I have! I knew you’d figure it out soon enough.”

Her blonde hair lacks its usual vibrance. 

She adds as the music stops, “I’ll be here if you ever need me, S/O. I’ll always be here for you.”

Your hands clench into fists. She did not need to stay. It almost seems unfair. 

So god damn unfair.

“If that’s what you want then I guess I’ll comply,” you nod with your eyes close. “For now, how about you teach me a song?”

“Oh?” She doesn’t add much after that. Perhaps her mind is filled with lessons to teach. Or else she is running your undoubtably passive aggressive words through her head.

“Alright,” she coos in a sing-songy voice. Her usual smile covers her phantom face. “Try and keep up!”

Angie Yonaga

“I doubt you even want to come back.” You whisper, to hardly anyone, as you sit alone in the art room. “I want to think you have been missing me. But talking to spirits isn’t a usual practice in your religion, is it? I wish you were here to educate me.”

You passion for art isn’t nearly as intense as hers. But being in this room definitely inspires you. What would she be creating if she were here right now? You mumble the question out loud, fingering the paint brushes.

“I think I’d be creating a masterful art piece of your cute little face!” She coos, spinning on her tip toes around the room. Her white hair bounces in the air like she has no problem in the world.

You stiff, watching her dance. Of course, you think, of course she is happy. It shouldn’t have surprised you.

“You think I’m cute?” You tease, turning to face her completely.

A small giggle leaves her lips as she skips up to you, touching both of your cheeks with her hands. There’s almost a feeling.

“I think your beauty is everlasting, dearest S/O.”

The heart in your chest starts beating faster, and the butterflies in your stomach grow more intense. How selfless of her. 

You shake your head, trying to relieve you constant seriousness. You should be happy, put a smile on your face for her. 

“I think your beauty is the one that is everlasting, Angie.” You tease.

Shinguuji Korekiyo

You feel almost embarrassed to call upon him. It’s a bit tasteless, isn’t it?

And a few steps below ironic.

It takes longer than it should to be able to conjure up an image of him. Based entirely on whether or not you think it’s appropriate. Will he even entertain you enough to come?

You look over to the masks on his wall before pursing your lips. He’s here.

You ask. “Are you going to say hello?”

“This is quite an occasion.”

Certainly is, you mock agree.

Without his mask, he looks extremely different. You’re not too used to seeing him like that. Bare. Exposed. And at peace. 

You hug him, arms almost phasing through his distance body. 

His eyes widen, a bit caught off guard at the affection. There no way you were not this distressed with his death? It opposed the way the two of you got along in the first place.

“My love...” he trails off, letting his bandages hands go through your hair.

There’s a moment where everything around you goes quiet. His eyes dance around his room. It doesn’t look too different. Except his bed is unmade. Have you been sleeping in it?

He continues. “You are strong. You will do well without me, I promise. Feel no burden over what has been done.”

“I don’t.” You reply, almost too quickly for his liking. “I just really wanted to see you.”

He grins, placing his hands on your shoulders to pull you back. “Then I will make this moment the best in your life.” 

Your expression relaxes, the tears fighting to appear subsiding for the moment. You nod. “Thank you.”

[serahne-is-here]

Female characters and sexist tropes in Danganronpa

Because why not, I’m bored. This is... some data ? Do of that what you will, haha. It’s another set of data I collected for a larger analysis, but since I will never publish it ( probably ), here we go.

List of tropes :

- Manipulate men with her womanly ways : pretty self-explainatory, some character will manipulate men’s emotions through seduction, or emotions at least. Honestly there are a lot of great characters out there that fall into this trope, but these characters are often seen as ireedemably evil, or - at best - femme fatale, with a cold, cold heart.

- Victim of sexual abuse/harassment : Whether it’s played for drama or for laugh. Can range from verbal abuse to straight-up rape. Of course there is nothing inherently bad about having female characters that are victims of sexual abuse in your story, but this topic needs to be treated with respect.

- Revolve Around Male Character(s) : Pretty self-explainatory, again. Can lead to fridging, especially in Danganronpa. Usually used to prop-up a male character’s developement.

- 'Waifu’ material :  I decided to use it for any female character that will fit these criteria : a) is of course incredibly attractive b) is completely unaware of that or of the way that her body is perceived by others c) is incredibly naive when it comes to dating/sex d) had actually very little contact with men through her life, because of specific circumstances e) will fall for a completely average guy, despite the fact that he is... well, completely average and does nothing specific on his end, just because he is the first guy that she spends time with.

- Sexist language or behaviour : Toward men, or women. Obviously we notice it toward men - some people on tumblr approve... to each their own, I guess - but it’s a lot less noticed toward women.

Danganronpa : Trigger Happy Havoc

Observations

- If you’re in Danganronpa and you’re manipulating men with your womanly ways, you are evil. Celes, Sayaka and Junko are probably the most hated female characters in the first game ( when, I remind you, a serial-murdered in included in the casting ).

- I absolutely despise the ‘pass’ given to women to be sexist in DR. I don’t mean just sexist toward men, but sexist toward women as well. The comments made by Toko toward Asahina are despicable, unfunny, and frankly uncomfortable as far as I’m concerned. Way more than, let’s say, Hifumi’s. You could justify Kyoko’s comments by her daddy issues, and Junko/Monokuma’s comments by... well, being herself.

- Asahina is the only one I qualified for the Waifu trope. I don’t know if I’m being unfair, but her ‘sudden’ crush on Makoto, her gratuitious fanservice scenes and her childish behaviour made me think that it made sense to put her here.

- Toko was such headscratcher, because while, yes, her entire goal is to please her ‘Master’, Byakuya, I’m re-reading the definition of this trope that I just wrote and... she doesn’t qualify. She isn’t fridged, she doesn’t prop up Byakuya’s developement, and she, de facto, does have her own shit to deal with beside her obsession with Byakuya. So just... take it as it is.

Danganronpa 2 : Goodbye Despair !

Observations :

- A lot less of evil manipulative women in this game. Mikan only qualify when hit by the Despair Discease, as for Hiyoko, it’s a complicated grey zone. She doesn’t exactly manipulate the others with her womanly ways but more her very-young looking girl ways which is... better or worse, you decide.

- Half of the female cast was sexually harassed/abused. Sonia is sexually harassed during the first scene we see her. That seems a lot. Sure, this game relies on the characters having heavy backstory, but I wish they were a bit more creative with theit backstory. Also, this is really played for laugh multiple times which, I don’t know about, but create a cognitive dissonance.

( I didn’t include Mahiru in the list, even if technically, we can watch her naked without her giving her consent because a) I didn’t drink that much bleach back so that I still remembered this scene, thank you very much b) this is a ‘bonus’ scene that I don’t consider as canon, fight me )

- On my first draft, the ‘Waifu’ trope was the ‘Born Sexy Yesterday’ trope, but it could only be really applicable to Chiaki, as she is literally created as a naive child that doesn’t know what holidays are in the body of a over-sexualized teenager. As it is, though, for the Waifu trope, Sonia qualifies big time. Akane and Mikan barely don’t.

- Also Chiaki is lucky I’m not taking into account Dr3.

- Ibuki was almost the unproblematic fav of the list, and then I remembered her behaviour whenever Mikan was humiliating herself, and so she will never be at Sakura’s level, sorry Ibuki.

Danganronpa : Another Episode and Danganronpa 3 : The anime

Observations :

- The difference of treatment between Kotoko’s sexual abuse and Komaru’s sexual abuse is baffling. I don’t know how this happened.

- Ruruka, being, you know a woman with womanly ways, is evil, and I love her.

- Chisa’s character is a trainwreck, but I genuinely have no idea if his character revolve around Munakata. It has to, right ? What would it revolve around, if not ? She does prop up his development, so I was like ‘good enough’.

- I will not subject myself to the anime once again, so it’s totally possible that one of these character had sexist language and behaviour. If it’s Chisa, tell me, because she would almost hit a bingo with that.

Danganronpa V3 : Killing Harmony

Observations :

- Are all the FTEs in NDRV3 really, really stupid ? Yes. But at least, that means no sexual abuse in half of the female cast’s past, and I will say it’s a win.

- That said, I’m not taking in account the Love Hotel’s events. Once again a) bleach ain’t cheap, you guys b) it would create such ridiculous bias when compared to other games... like, arguably the entire cast would have been sexually assaulted by Shuichi, and the ‘Waifu’ trope would also rack up a lot of points. That doesn’t make a lot of sense. These events are still... a thing. Unfortunately.

- Angie is perfect, and blessed by Atua. Obviously.

- While Tenko’s behaviour is making Himiko’s uncomfortable and could be considered sexual harrassment, I still didn’t put Himiko in the ‘victim’ category, though I suppose I could have. Double standards also get me, sometimes.

- Do Maki and Kaede revolve around a guy ? I personally would say no for Maki. Kaito is the one that props up her character development. Hell, he is the one getting fridged. I knew I had to mention it anyway, but to me she doesn’t qualify. Kaede is a bit more difficult. No, until her death, would be the most correct answer. Then it’s damn Shuichi, we get it, you have a dead girlfriend, shut the heck up about it, thanks. Same thing for the Waifu trope for Kaede. She is fine when we are playing her, but during her FTE... damn.

- If you were wondering, Kaede threatens - and actually start - to rise Tsumugi’s skirt until Shuichi can see her panties. Tsumugi might be an evil mastermind, it’s still sexual harrasment in my book, though obviously not at the level of what we have in earlier games.

[chocolatetakoyakis]

Hi there ❤️ can I request you some Headcanons for Ohma, Raian, Gaolang ans Saw from Kengan Ashura ! they are near the swimming pool and they noticed their crush coming in a very beautiful/ sexy Bikini. thanks !! ❤️

Iuhcduhefuhucheihiebd writing about sexy Fighters is 100% OKAY 🤤

• KENGAN ASHURA - THE BOYS SEEING THEIR CRUSH IN A BEAUTIFUL BIKINI AT THE SWIMMING POOL OF THE HOTEL •

OHMA TOKITA :

- well he isn’t really emotional in public, like damn the only time we saw him smile was when he was fighting or eating

- however THIS MAN CAN FEEL

- and when he saw you with this beautiful F/c bikini at the swimming pool, trust me he was definitely felling something.

- as you approach him to say hello, he will stare at you without any emotion but his brain is trying to analyse what his feelings are saying.

- Kaede is the first who is complimented you, followed by Lihito and our Ashura is still staring at you with piercing eyes.

- even when Lihito is starting to flirt with you he is not even pissed too focused on assembling the informations your awesome body was giving to his poor brain.

- “ this color looks good on you”

- still with his neutral face but now he is staring at your eyes like he is gonna eat your soul.

- I’m afraid this man doesn’t know how to flirt but you got it right.

- your Adorable “ thank you Ohma” made his day but he didn’t reply to you thinking the conversation was over.

- still watch you while you are talking with Kaede about coming to the Spa together

- he isn’t aware that he is staring at your chest, which made you a little uncomfortable but oddly you know that he isn’t a pervert.

- Lihito telling him discreetly to stop staring because it’s rude.

- now you’re all alone with him because Kaede went to her room to take her VIP card for the Spa you two are going to do and Lihito being Lihito accompanied her

- you are both silent while looking at each other

- you started the conversation by suggesting to go next to the beach waiting for them to come back ( because you were not comfortable with our Ashura’ gaze on you )

- before you walk back, he aggressively took your hands while pronouncing your name.

- BRUH HEART ATTACK

- INTENSE EYE CONTACT ( you’re dying inside )

- “ Y/n you look really Ho.....

- OHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMA ! ( bruh you know who it is)

- you being push in the water by Karla Kure ( damn she has a lot of strength for a teenager ) who is now stuck on Ohma’ Abs.

- him not realizing what happened started to freak out when he saw Karla’s lips next to his and ran away as fast as he can.

- he was not here anymore when you get out the water but oddly you felt really happy about what he almost said before YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT OR WHO push you on the water lol

⭐️ If you’re his crush and he doesn’t really knows you, he is gonna stare at you without any comment or shame in hope that you will notice him I guess. And then turn his head when he’ll get caught. Like a 10 y old boy basically

RAIAN KURE : my fav

- oh fuck

- Sorry.

- basically like “ This bitch is showing off” “ she is not that pretty hmph”

- he is gonna feel many emotions when he’ll see you sunbathing alone on a long chair.

- First he is gonna mentally insult you I guess like why do you have to be so pretty and all, tries to convince himself that you are just doing it for attention ( DONT TRY TO UNDERSTANT ITS RAIAN )

- is glaring at you like a Mad dog

- Second, while glaring at you he’ll analyze your look and how your hairstyle, skin and bikini fit perfectly

- his gaze softened a bit as you take your sunglasses off, so he can see your beautiful eyes.

- HIS BRAIN DO NOT WANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT HE GOT THE HOTS FOR YOU

- after this 20 long minutes at staring at you and trust me having those dark eyes glaring at you during almost half an hour is SUPER LONG AND SCARY. he finally accepts the fact that you are hot and he is attracted to you ( I mean probably only sexually ) he will finally see you as a prey or as a trophy if he noticed that other men were looking at you.

- will go to see you ( more bother you because Raian is fucking Raian )

- the rest of his family being like : WTF IS THIS KID DOING AGAIN

- the whole swimming pool froze as he started walking toward you. ( this man almost killed a man remember )

- you greeted him with a normal but awesome smile “ Good Afternoon Raian. What’s up ？

- your cool attitude pissed him even more because you’re not afraid or anxious about him being next to you.

- is gonna make mean or childish comments about you and your relaxing position.

- you responding normally because you’re used to the Devil’s manners.

- Him getting even more pissed because you’re not loosing your cool

- showing off his Abs for SUUUUUUUURE

- Raian wouls smirk at every boys that were looking at you while talking to you to make them jealous, inferior and frustrated ( you can’t see him because you’re basically almost sleeping )

- threatens you to throw you into the cold water ( and will fucking do it )

- really don’t try him

- Shit.. too late you are in the swimming pool completely wet.

- he jumped with you in his arms so he is also in the swimming pool with you but doesn’t seem to be affected by the cold water

- if you can swin you’re gonna look at him like WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM ?! Before laughing I guess

- if you cannot swim you are gonna hug Raian very hard because your afraid I suppose. ( + him being proud because your boobs are stick to him )

⭐️ if he doesn’t know you, he is gonna have the same reaction but will not come to you directly. He is gonna try to make you noticing him first so he can catch you and do a famous SEXY SMIRK + SHOWING ABS at you.

GAOLANG WONGSAWAT:

- awww it’s your turn pretty FacePalm guy

- probably at the swimming pool with Saw Paing and some other fighters

- noticed you immediately but didn’t stare because he knows it’s rude

- expects his crush to see him and doesn’t do anything

- finally understand that his Crush saw him but is too intimidated by his group of friends so she is not gonna come to say hello to him ( Bruh they’re so tAll and could kill you a simple flick )

- Gaolang going to the bar alone so you can go to him without being annoyed by his friends

- PINAPPLE JUICE ORDER

- “ hi there Gaolang”

- is a little surprised by your presence at first but greeted you with a very warm smile

- invite you to take a drink with him ( it’s free for both of you because you’re VIP however he would have paid for you )

- interesting conversation

- talking about Japan in general because both of you are foreigners here ( if you are not then he’ll ask you many thing about Japanese cultures )

- is gonna talk about Thailand and ask about your country too

- you don’t even see the time passes because you two are enjoying yourself at the bar

- probably being interrupted by Saw Paing screaming somewhere so Gaolang has to go to stop his friend

- before leaving you he’ll give you a small cute smile meaning I’m coming back

- after stopping Saw Paing from terrorizing everyone he would come back to you and offer you to walk next to the sea while chatting

- You’re not crazy and you ACCEPTED IT OF COURSE

- after a long walk full of laught ( and romantical tension ) he would just says : I found you very pretty Y/n.

- BIG BLUSH ON YOUR FACE

- you didn’t expected that ans you didn’t respond right now which made him feel anxious poor baby

- is finally reassured when you thanked him and is probably blushing

- will make sure you’re back to your hotel room safe and may even ask you for another date later in the week.

⭐️ if he doesn’t know you, he is the type that would observe you from afar before maybe I said maybe try to talk to you if he got the occasion.

SAW PAING YOROIZUKA : babyyyyy

- do I really have to make this one ?

- Y/n YOU LOOK SO AMAZING !

- Screams the second he saw you

- you being scared at first but once you noticed that it was Saw Paing you felt reassured in a way.

- SHOWER OF COMPLIMENTS your ego is fucking boosted to the level 100 easily

- has no shame

- will drag you to the beach with him because a lot of people were glaring at you two and he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable

- IS ACTUALLY A BIG FLIRT WITHOUT NOTICING IT

- take your hands h24 to drag you somewhere

- you two planned to surf, I mean you wanted him to teach you a little ( sounds like a Date Bruh just imagine )

- really want to help you and is very tender in a way with you like he helps you with your position and all by gently touching you.

- in his head he really wanna get close to you only by helping you and not really By hitting on you like others guys ( what a cutie )

- cute nicknames game between you two

- sees you as the perfect teammate

- compliments, compliments, compliments and ALSO COMPLIMENTS

- your Surf class will end up with you two playing in the water like children

- he is very energetic but doesn’t want to accidentally hurt you so he is more calm in a way but still SCREAMING

- “ I Really Had Fun Today Y/n lets doit again !”

- him wanting you to meet Gaolang for sure ( or if you two met because of him, I’ll like the three of you to spend more time together )

- secretly stare at your Ass and legs sometimes

- May threaten you to throw you into the ocean if you don’t give him little kiss for the lesson maybe

- having many fighters shipping you two together

- other thinking WTF IS SHE DOING WITH THIS CRAZY

- probably you two eating snack together at the end of the day

- he is clearly proud to be seen with you for some reason

⭐️ If he didn’t know you and just saw you at the swimming pool, I feel like he would compliment you from afar but SAW PAING BEING SAW PAING you would notice him immediately because he is so fuckin loud and give him a cute smile.

[haus-mom]

1, 3, 7, 20 for the dr ask meme uwu

Awwweee, thanks Tam~!

1. Which character(s) do you most relate to?

HMMM... Well, when my dear friend @hamakura-hamakura-yas-qween started watching a SDR2 gameplay she said I was ‘basically Chiaki’ and I guess I can relate a bit to her but also not that much? jnkwnd I can’t explain myself

I’ve also been compared to Egg boy himself but I think it’s just because we have the same height XD

As for characters I relate to myself, I relate to Komaru a lot because she’s gay and also ready to fight but also really scared? I love her. Also I haven’t finished SDR2 but Hajime is relatable in the sense that I just have the giantest inferiority complex I just tend to put myself down because I consider myself talentless and like him I can be either really understanding and go along or just be done with everyone and everything (but still go along). Although the aforementioned Froze did also say that Hinata reminded her of me? I’m better at deciding which characters I relate when people point it out to me I don’t know why XD

3. Which character would you most like to have as a friend IRL?

HMMM that’s a hard one??? Like I’d probably just choose Kaede or Makoto cause they are just the sunshinest and they’d offer good moral support and their optimism would rub on me too :’D also i have a programming exam on monday and i have no idea i would like chihiro to help me cause i really need some help-

7. Who’s your best girl?

TOUKO NO QUESTIONS ASKED, like I didn’t like her at first (and I recall that everytime Fro would ask me who the culprit was I would just blame her because I didn’t have clues, she just asked me to guess XD And when I finished the first game I was like ‘Oh okay’ like with kurama. kurama is touko. WAIT KURAMA IS ACTUALLY THE OTHER TOUKO THEY SHARE VAS THIS IS A CONSPIRACY-  

But then I watched an Ultra Despair Girls gameplay and??? I love her? Like I don’t know what they did to her character but she’s just? So good? So iconic? oh yeah she’s also a bi icon. bi icon Touko Fukawa. Like she’s still Fukawa but like, her character worked better? And wow, her character development was super duper great, I just, I love her so much

20. Which execution was the most interesting?

KIRUMI’S, like I could FEEL the thorns, the pain, the hopelessness, it was such a great execution and probably my fav in the whole series :0

[yoolee]

10 Otome Husbands (...& Wives) Game!

I was tagged by @detective-rowan​ and @rose-of-yonezawa​ and @saizoswifey​

HONORABLE MENTIONS: 707 from MysMe, Helena Klein from Lovestruck, Shinra from EITM, Uesugi Kenshin from both SLBP & IkeSen, Inuchiyo & Ieyasu from SLBP and Kaede KAEDE Kaede from SLBP who is only very, very narrowly not on this list and will probably end up on it once we have more ninja content.

10. Yutaka Tennoji: First of all, I love MetroPD, second of all, Tennoji is a dork with just enough streak of asshole in him to keep me engaged. (Mostly he just doesn't think before talking I guess). He gets a spot on this list for being the only LI (except maybe SP heroine) whose personality might be able to handle actual self Lee's if any of this were real.

9. Ishida Mitsunari: Oh my GOD this was hard but he wins because the writing in his route is so darn good. So much to explore from a character perspective.

8. Loki Genetta: THIS IS PRE-EMPTIVE and I have a feeling he may not stay here when his route is out, but I have a thing about the Cheshire Cat (I've danced as the Cheshire Cat in the ballet version of Alice in Wonderland, and performed in the stage version in the same role, and it was a Halloween costume for…several years, not all of them in childhood AHAHAH) AND, ANNNNND I freaking love his 5 star card battle shenanigans. Much potential.

7. Renzei Feng: Can dance, fly, reads poetry and casually threatens murder on a regular basis while still asking permission to touch you when you’re freaked out. Bless.

6.  Rikudoh Kyohei: THIS IS HOW YOU DO A SUPREMELY CONFIDENT love interest and not have them be a total jerk with an imbalance of power that borders on (or is outright) abusive.

5. Kota Igarashi: For like, two solid years cat actor was #1. If only they didn’t give him the weirdest substories…

4. Sarutobi Sasuke: I have SUCH APPRECIATION for nerds who can hold their own in a fight and who are also sweethearts? He doesn’t even have a route and I’m on board.

3. Starship Promise Heroine: Bless this absolute awkward, brilliant, blushy, bisexual nerd. I love her. (Another nerd who can hold her own in a fight—usually through unconventional means—and is also a sweetheart A THEME) I don’t care if you can’t technically romance her, I love her and she is my fav and I would straight up propose If I could.

2. Kirigakure Saizo/Sanada Yukimura: Look, they’re a package deal as far as I’m concerned (and my ninja son better be a part of it too, please let me protect!) Kai fam is best fam.

1. Atlas Molniya: Grumpy cat, badass but still needs the heroine, calls you kid, has sassy one-liners involving a not insignificant amount of profanity, downs whiskey like water and can be counted on in a fight I LOVE HIM.

UMMM. I tag anyone who wants to do it please tag me I really, REALLY love seeing these lists because it often gives me ideas of who to go read next! 

[yuseirra]

Kaede Akamatsu bcoz you're so lovely also the way you interact to others reminds me of her to you so much

Yay I got mail!!/// ahh hello anon good to see you today

REALLY?? oh wow, I really do love kaede and to hear that I remind you of her is so amazing!! Kaede’s uplifting, she tries to be optimistic in the worst of times, and she’s an angel (you can fight me on this if you don’t agree, she really really is one;;) WAIT I just found the word lovely I missed reading it the first time aw thanks;;//////aah this makes me happy you’re very sweet..

I actually relate a lot more to shuuichi in person, I find a lot of similarities between him and I because I get shy and I’m pretty much an introvert.. I feel how things would appear to him as soo I guess that’s how he became my fav along with a few other reasons but I love kaede so much too I love her personality and although she’s a fictional character she has a lot of good things in her that I could learn from!!

When I open up I think I become a lot more bouncy and happy and excited though (I tend to be this way when I hop online because there’d be nothing much in my way or when I hang around with besties) and I do love people in general// it’d be nice if I could encourage people as well as kaede could or be able to support my dearest friends the way she did! Thank you for the message anon, I hope you have a great day!!

[fanshion]

Thank you for tagging me @kouhii !! Rules: Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you would like to get to know better.

Name: Phoebe Nicknames: pheiral (a pun from feral; and just because i think its cool..soon enough they start calling me that). Zodiac sign: Taurus. Height: around 150 cm (I’ve come in peace with my height after years of being called shorty by my tall family especially from the women, tho if they call me short I back talk them since most are insecure about their height themselves). Orientation: Hetero. Ethnicity: Chinese x Indonesian. Favorite fruit: Banana, apple, grape, avocado, durian. Favorite season: Only 2 seasons in my country. I love rainy season..but it make everything wet and gross if I go out. So dry season (eventho its hot in my current city that is located in Java, different kind of hot with my previous city). Favorite book series: Fairy tales by Hans Christian Andersen and collection of Grimm Brothers. Since its the one that I got to read (from my mother bookselves). Alice in Wonderland. Harry Potter (1st novel series I read, also from my mom bookselves). Darren Shan (1st novel series I bought). I can’t decide which manga is my fav...too many. Favorite flower: Rose, coz its the first flower I draw beside the traditional five petal flower. And Jasmine, since I used to have it in my house (now my family lost that house forever and my father tried to plant it over and over but it got trampled by anything) and I love the smell. Favorite scent: Anything slightly sweet (but I can’t stand heavy scent even if its sweet, like the one from perfume. Lighty scented perfume is ok). Food scent but not for my bedroom (special mention to "rica-rica”=crushed/sliced/even blended chilis mixed with whatever seasoning u like. How I know which one is to my liking, I just have to smell it and if its successful in making me droll...that’s the one). Favorite color: Pink, White, Black, Blue, Green and Red. Favorite animal: Rabbit (but I don’t like keeping a pet or petting animal or worse, licked... just don’t touch me...I just like seeing them). Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa: Hot cocoa. I love chocolate. But I often drink tea, since its lighter. Average sleep hours: it can be 3-4 hours if its a busy time/hobby time, but usually 6-7 hours. When its holiday..I can sleep up too 12 hours, someone need to wake me or make busy so I don’t sleep, since I can sleep while sitting. Cat or dog person?: cat, just because I often see it in fanarts. Favorite fictional characters: spare me...that’s a lot. And i’m too lazy too type that much right now. Just check out my tumblr ;D. Aaargh, maybe just a little... Keima Yui Chihiro (TWGOK), Eishi Kamoda (Birdmen), Prince Lyon (Suikoden V), Riou (Suikoden II), Utsuho (Itsuwaribito Utsuho), Sorey (ToZ), Luca Spada Iria (ToI), Jude Ludger (ToX and ToX2), MCs (P3-5, P3P), Conan/Shinichi Shiho/Ai (Detective Conan), Archer (Fate series), Luke (TotA), Sakura Lee (CCS), Subaru Beatrice (ReZero), Llyod (ToS), Allen Road (D.Gray Man), Battler (Umineko), Negi Nodoka Chisame (Mahou Sensei Negima), Watanuki (XXXHolic), Jean (ACCA), Rin Konekomaru Shima Bon Shiemi Izumo Kirigakure (Ao no Exorcist), Tanya (Youjo Senki), Nozaki Chiyo Hori Wakamatsu Kashima Mamiko Suzuki mob characters(Nozaki-kun), Ando JunyaAndo Semi (Maou Juvenille Remix), Shigeo Dimple (Mob Psycho 100), Saitama (OPM), Ueki (Ueki), Saike (Saike), StrawHat crew (One Piece), Kazuma party (KonoSuba), Yuugi Yuusei Yuuya (YGO), Mikazuki Artra (Gundam IBO), Inaho (A/Z), Yuuichiro (Owari no Seraph), Ryner (Legend of Legendary Heroes), ShinnosukeArisu (Mokushiroku Alice), Kuuhaku (No Game No Life), Lance (Voltron The Legendary Defender), Aang Toph(Avatar), Shiroe (Log Horizon), Yuusha Maou (MaoYuu), Reid (ToE), Fate Cliff ( Star ocean 3), Laharl Mao Valvatorez Beryl Feinrich Adell (Disgaea series), Revya Gig (Soul Nomad), Kuroko Kise (Kuroko no Basketball), Tanaka Hinata Nishinoya Ushujima Satori Akaashi Kiyoko Ittetsu Yachi (Haikyuu), DevilBatsTeam Unsui Shin Sakuraba Riku Panther Kotaro Maruko Gao Rui (Eyeshield21), TripBros (FFXV), Claire Hope (FFXIII), Zidane Garnet Vivi (FFIX), BroNier Kaine Emil 9S 2B A2 Pod042 Pod153 (Nier series), Angelus Mikhail Two Cent (Drakengard 1 and 3), Naegi Kirigiri Komaru Fukawa Hinata Impostor Kuzuryuu Shuuichi Kibo Momota Kaede Maki (Danganronpa), Saiki (Saiki Kusuo), Yuukei Quartet (Kagepro), A-ya C-ta (Shuuen pro), Alice (Alice in Wonderland), Rikuo (Nurarihyon no Mago), Elraine Kiri Sui (Double Arts), Shion (Magico), Sora Riku Axel/Lea (Kingdom Hearts), Issa Leila Sousei (Dragon Eye), Rokuro Benio (Sousei no Onmyouji), Asuka Ryo Juta (Otomen), EdwardBro ArmstrongSibling Mei Greed Hawkeye (FMA), Hibiki Daichi (Devil Survivor 2), Kazuya Atsuro (Devil Survivor), Mikado Shinra Celty Anri (Durarara), Alba (senyuu), Cloud Tifa Zack (FFVII), Hori Miyamura (Horimiya), Mahodo (Ojamajo Doremi), JosukeIV JosukeVIII Johnny (Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure), Amir Karluk (Otoyomegatari), and the list go on...asking me this is a neverending story..this list don’t even include characters from standalone movies or western movies. Number of blankets you sleep with: One, and its just a very comfy and super thin sheet. I used to have two proper blanket, but one got thrown by my family since its so worn out (my beloved childhood blanket *sobsobs*), we have a funny fights since I’m so adamant on keeping it. And another one is too big to bring everywhere since I currently not in my hometown... Dream trip: World tour, which include: Japan, Library of Congress, Culinary tour, Italy, Petra, everything art related, beaches (pink beach), etc. Blog created: tumblr? most of my soc med are dedicated to reblog things I like or specially made to connect with people (which has nothing like my tumblr), meanwhile in tumblr at least I can post some of my personal desire. Number of followers: 135?? since when??! (just checking it to reply this post..WOW!). 

Tagging: @cincosechzehn @silverbulletsama...I can’t remember unless I’m PM them...

[yuzuria]

whatever points u havent done yet, if it's fandom then gntm

heeey nice, thank u bio-chan :*

under the cut because this is gonna be long, i know you want only gntm but i took the liberty to add my dr opinions bc i won’t prob have this opportunity to voice them out prompted (not rly) in the future

a - ships that you currently like a lot. (they don’t have to be otps because not everyone has otps.) friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

the otp atm is obviously komahina, it’s incomparable for me, i’ve been in rare otp fandoms for years so it’s like being enveloped by a fresh sea breeze when i got into it, it’s the most popular ship in dr, has the most fan content where the good ones outweighs the bad ones, and their relationship was fulfilling, it’s also the closest otp of mine that has reached canon.

other ones i love a lot right now are:

dr ships: hinata/servant (it’s komahina but i’m so invested in this dynamic in particular and there’s almost no content for it), kamukura/komaeda, kaede/miu, tenko/mikan, kirigiri/sayaka, touko/komaru, sonia/akane, lowkey shinguuji/amami and pekoyama/koizumi

dr friendships i’m invested and want to see more: komaeda/sonia, komaeda/kirigiri, komaeda/any girls tbh let him have platonic relationships with girls, familial komaeda/monaka, amami/kaede, hinata/natsumi, tsumiki/asahina, sakura/asahina, dr1 girls

gintama ships: tae/sacchan, kagura/nobume, takasugi/zura, kyuubei/tsukuyo (guess which ones are your influence)

hnk ships: diamond/bortz, ghost quartz/lapis lazuli, rutile/padparadscha, cairgorm/phos, cinnabar/phos

c - a ship you have never liked and probably never will.

dr: all het ships minus celesgami but i also grew out of it eventually, they’re all mediocre at best and i dislike the popular hetero ones-- namely, naegiri, hinanami, kamunami, kuzupeko, sondam, souda/sonia, akanidai, saimatsu, kaimaki.. also i never saw the appeal of chishimondo and the pairs involving the three. mahiyoko is forced in my opinion and their “moment” which gained them an alternate title “soapies” was distasteful. soudam is simply boring while i dislike hinadam out of spite. nobody asked but my most hated ships are komaegi, komamiki, hinaegi, kamuegi, and komahinaegi (stay those out of my sight)

gintama: shinsengumi centric ships, joui centric ships minus sakagin and takazura (i entertained the idea of the former but never beyond platonic), gintoki/every girls minus tae, sakamutsu, hijimitsu, tsukisachi, mutsumata, bantaka, takahiji, konzura, the gross pedophilic ones, okikagu, kamusoyo, sabunobu, ginshin, etc

d - a pairing you wish you liked but just can’t.

i don’t really have pairings i “wish” i liked because i know what i love and what i don’t tho the hnk one is an exception, i think i have the need to say that,, but i guess i feel envious with the content victuuri is getting i wished i i liked it so i have a lot of merch to buy whenever i go to cons but nah... im happy with my own otp

e - have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom? if so, what?

i don’t even know if they’re considered hilarious, probably annoying which are a lot in my twitter, this one is my fav wholesome headcanon though

this one is my first dr post which somehow has the most notes i have ever gotten

i don’t think i have one in gntm

f - what’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom?

i’m not active in atla but it’s basically my first fandom and i still love and enjoy the fandom content so yeeep

g - have you ever had an otp? if so, do you remember your first one? who was in it?

embarrassing but toph/aang

h - what is your favorite source text for fandom stuff (e.g., tv shows, movies, books, anime, western animation, etc.)?

anime but most of the time it’s just a way for me to get into a fandom and i usually like the source material (manga, games, etc) more

m - name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

anego

n - name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

gintama: tae fighting and an arc of her own, gags with nobume or takasugi, in general less of that blue pubes and more about girls without their respective dudes’ influences which suck because the girls are amazing yet the arcs they’re centered in still revolves around dudes i am so tired

dr: more focus on asahina :/, kirizono and kaemiu content pleaaase, and komaeda making friends other than his boyfriend??? 

o - choose a song at random. which ship or character does it remind you of?

I got Lucky Stars by Lana Del Rey, yeeep, komahina

p - invent a random au for any fandom (we always need more ideas).

i’ve always wanted spies/mafia au with best gintam girls, guns and aesthetic black or white clothing or military clothing whatev keeps me going 

q - a fandom you’ve abandoned and why.

sports anime fandom, i used to be in multiple sports anime fandom but after getting into gintama i dropped all of them and lost interest,, give me sports anime girls you coward... other than basketball or volleyball idk moe catastrophe or the most “feminist” game of the century that is keijo

r - which friendship/platonic relationship is your favorite in fandom?

sasaki/nobume, kagura/tae, and gint*ki/tama in gintama

komaeda/monaka in dr

s - show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)

my default headcanon is all my fav girls are lesbians

after sasaki’s death, rather than going with the shinsengumi or military in general i want nobume to stay with the yorozuya

nobume becomes a transfer student in 3Z and wears a black sailor uniform with long skirts, sports a nailed bat, and an honor student. sasaki adopted her from young age and is the most doting father ever during the festivals and always cheering for her, “yes that’s my elite daughter, nobume-san” i teared up. kagura, on the other hand, had a growth spurt in the middle of their third year so she looks like her yorozuya movie design with her glasses up and taller than nobume.

i have a hc how komaeda/hinata/kamukura would look like as girls too

komaeda: has a long messy hair, wears the same clothing as the regular one (pants and not those sexy short shorts with thigh highs and garter belt, regular komaeda would wear that though ;) ), petite and still 180 cm

hinata: same hair, around 165 cm, regular bust size and has strong arms that can carry her tall gf, pretty packed, wears skirts with suspenders

kamukura: same features as hinata but her long hair is tied in a low ponytail, then same clothing

t - do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 

kagura never had interests with boys and when she grows up that’s where she realizes she’s a big lesbian and in love with nobutasu ;;

komaeda feels EXTREME distaste towards memes and puns, he doesn’t like them at all, he leans in a poetic side when he speaks, make him a pretentious john green character than a meme fuck (remember when he said if the sunflower is the symbol of hope then he’s the ground where the roots cling on?? and also one of his few hated gifts is a ring with a bad pun??)

w - a trope which you are virtually certain to hate in any fandom.

girls who only serve as a plot device especially a manpain, bonus point if she’s pining on the said dude but ends up being sacrificed for the dude

MC dude whose dick wants to be sucked by almost everyone, it’s tiring and gross

pedophilic themes

moe slash fantasy slash harem slash romantic comedy slash ecchi

pretentious characters with god complex

y - what are your secondhand fandoms (i.e., fandoms you aren’t in personally but are tangentially familiar with because your friends/people on your dash are in them)?

v*ltron unfortunately

saiyuuki a bit bc of you and emilia

fire emblem/persona (i played some games but never finished it so i mostly don’t feel too attached with them)

some other video games

kpop

[silwer999]

Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony Characters as Dril Tweets

Shuichi Saihara: sometimes i love to be able to want to be the man who is able to want to need to have his wants and needs able to be fulfilled sometimes

Maki Harukawa: I’m rwriting a script about a smart and handsome army man cop who murders civilians but wants to stop murdering civilians because hes in love.

Himiko Yumeno: if you have a problem with me kissing pictures of Dragons while driving the bus, fight me. i just ate like 30 hotdogs and im near invincible

K1-B0: (the trolls watch in astonishment as the milk shake they threw at me flawlessly bounces off of my head wwith minimal pain and mess involved)

Tsumugi Shirogane:JAMES BOND: (Shoots his gun at the screen in the intro and murders me) ME: Now that;s cinema

Kaito Momota: who the fuck is scraeming “LOG OFF” at my house. Show yourself, coward. I will never log off.

Kokichi Oma: every now and then i like to treat myself to a bit of "Lying under oath"

Gonta Gokuhara: IF THE ZOO BANS ME FOR HOLLERING AT THE ANIMALS I WILL FACE GOD AND WALK BACKWARDS INTO HELL

Miu Iruma: the doctor reveals my blood pressure is 420 over 69. i hoot & holler outta the building while a bunch of losers try to tell me that im dying

Korekiyo Shinguji: man while you were “gaming”, I tasted 100 different wines in a cave behind a waterfall and cried into a shamans arms.

Tenko Chabashira: obliviously driving m y car through chernobyl , absorbing lethal anmounts of radiation while looking for cute girls

Angie Yonaga: if youre one of the guys who blocked me on here, i Forgive you, and im ready for you to unblock me now.

Kirumi Tojo: THIngs other people like: being bastards, being Uniformly tasteless THINGS I Like; Being reasonably kind, and trying to help, when i can

Ryoma Hoshi: priest plugs my coffin in at the end of the funeral. “MILLERTIME” lights up in neon on the side, desecrating my corpse & sending me to hell

Kaede Akamatsu: i have posted at length regarding my inane balls at the cost of my family, my career and my dignity. the least you can do is rack up my Favs

Rantaro Amami: so long suckers! i rev up my motorcylce and create a huge cloud of smoke. when the cloud dissipates im lying completely dead on the pavement

Monokid: i am notr, nor ever have been, a nerd, and i have used some very powerful swear words on this website that would blow most nerds socks off

Monosuke: yes trolls. unlike you, i have a brain. its called a " JOB "

Monodam: blocked. blocked. blocked. youre all blocked. none of you are free of sin

Monotaro: i like to believe that getting my ass kicked 100 times a day for 50 years has granted me "Street Smarts"

Monophanie: it has come to my attention that people have been saying sex things, and alcohol things on this site. these posts give me migraines so stop