#k1ttylutz

[k1ttylutz]

i’m via

i’m 19 years old

172cm

sw : 97kg

cw : 89kg

gw1 : 85kg

ugw : 40kg

cbmi : 29.3

this is my virtual diary, a space where i can express my thoughts

please block, don’t report.

tagging all my posts #k1ttylutz

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anyone want to be 4n4 buddies ?

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10 - day diet accountability

locking thefuck in!!!!

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starting weight 89kg

ending weight

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i’m back

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update

locking in

this weekend sucked so bad I don’t know what happened. i’ve been gaining and losing the same 2 |bs for like the past week. i need to seriously get my shit together. idk why i’m acting like this, at my big ass weight. it’s not even that hard idk why i’m acting like it’s the hardest thing in the world. JUST DONT E@T. i need to remind myself what i’m working towards.

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i feel like an embarrassment after this weekend

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i’m going to restart the 10-day d!et after thanksgiving !

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nov 21 log .・゜-: ✧ :-

intake : f@st

steps : 14.2k

burned : 748

today was a good day!

i started a 10 day di3t and day 1 is a water f@st. i went to work and work was meh! it wasn’t too bad but i hate work so.

it snowed today! the snow didn’t stay tho it’s all pretty much gone but i loooove winter and snow. i really want uggs, my boyfriend said he’d buy me uggs and i’m so excited. i finally bought an actual winter coat, i’ve never had an actual winter coat. i got it from costco :3 it’s super warm and actually pretty flattering on my body. my limit tomorrow is 200 so i’m probably gonna have some fruits. i have some watermelon and strawberries ! i might have some carrots as well.

i’m getting my nails done tomorrow! i haven’t decided on what to get tho :( i want maybe some pink ones with bows or maybe some white ones. not entirely sure tho!

even tho yesterday i binged i’m feeling so motivated today. i will reach my ugw!!!! i can feel myself re-entering my honeymoon phase (i’m manifesting… speaking it into existence) i need to control myself. i keep reminding myself that taste is temporary!

i’ve been watching mukbangs like crazy recently. they used to make me binge like almost always but idk something about them make me feel better recently. i’m obsessed with this one girl who does mac and cheese mukbangs and she adds peas and carrots to her mac and cheese and it looks sososo yummy.

i keep thinking about what i’m gonna do for thanksgiving,, half of me says to f@st for a few days before and maybe a few after and let myself e@t what i want and the other half of me is saying to e@t as little as possible. i’m not sure. thanksgiving food is my weakness. i don’t know what to do!!! i’m afraid i’m gonna go crazy and e@t so much and then feel incredibly guilty afterwards.

anyways. that’s all i have to talk about today, will be dreaming of what i’m going to have for lunch tomorrow!!

good night (^‿^✿)

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good morning lovelies! today will be a good day

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nov 20 log .・゜-: ✧ :-

today was not a good day

i was sent home early from work, so i hung out with my boyfriend. his mom bought us food and i felt so guilty that she spent money on me. i ate it. i feel so disgusting and disappointed in myself. his mom is such a sweet person too. i guess i’ll just restart my f@st tomorrow.

i’m going to wake up early and go on a nice long walk. i need to get back in my routine, this past week has been horrible.

on the bright side, my boyfriend bought me a promise ring! it’s very small and dainty i love it. i like that it doesn’t look like an engagement ring. a lot of promise rings look like engagement rings. i’m very happy with mine!

i cleaned my room today and played minecraft. i love minecraft so much the music is so calming and nostalgic. i played for like the past two hours, i’m so sleepy my eyes are like burning.

i really really don’t want to go to work tomorrow. i’ve been working so much lately, honestly i’m just waiting for school to start again for me so i can stop working so much.

i’m going into medical imaging, and i need to complete three semesters of general classes before i can apply for the program. i’m a little scared tho, i’ve never been too good at school and my grades have not been the best in my schooling career. but i really want to change my life style and studying habits. i’m hoping that i can bring my gpa up high enough to be able to apply. my current gpa is a 1.8 and i need a 2.5 to apply. manifesting good grades for myself!

anyways, that’s about it for today. don’t know if anyone actually reads these but if anyone has, thanks for tuning in for todays log!

goodnight :3

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i love watching other people eat, it makes me feel better about myself

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nov 20 weigh in

i weighed in at 86kg today, yesterday i was 87kg. wondering how much i can l0se with this f@st. i want to see how long i can go.