#justmyfeeling

[pk8068]

The medicine only I have who helped me for surviving

[facelesspoetry]

choke me

Hi! I want to preface this poem with a few things. 1) I originally posted this and a few people were kind enough to tell me that I really should include TWs, so I will do that from now on. 2) this is not a love poem. this is not supposed to be romantic, this is supposed to be about the idea of stockholm syndrome or how someone in an abusive relationship is willing to overlook everything and the extremes it may take to convince the relationship isn't healthy. this is based off my own personal relationship experience, and is in no way saying we should overlook or romanticize the idea of abuse.

TW: Choking, death, corpse, abuse

choke me not in a sexy way i want you to wrap your fists around my neck until i cant breathe until my skin is purple and my eyes bug out i want you to be the last thing i see

and then take my body leave it in the sun let it rot and decay let my flesh melt from my bones until the neighbors complain of the stench

choke me until you arms start to cramp and your fingers are sore and my neck is bruised choke me so hard youd think my bones would snap

because maybe then and only then would i be able to hate you

[slowestrevolutionary]

"honestly i been through a lot of shit but i'm still in this bitch, evolving, full of love, and doing what i got to do to b happy 4 me!!!"

[kyungsoosvoiceisheaven]

Missing Belongings

I almost lost my heart between green fields, warm mountains and flowing lakes.

I consciously lost my heart in Venice, lost it in the depth of its waters and in the stone of her roads.

If someone happens to find it, don’t return it back to me,

leave it there, for it will be too heavy to carry.

I lost my eyes on a bright silent smile,

I laid them on a pair of feline sea green lights

turned on by sadness, turmoil, love and hope all at once.

I lost my head between soft pillows and warm sheets.

I was about to lose myself into the abyss of an embrace,

but I had to fly back home, like a robin to its nest.

So I put my soul in a suitcase,

held tight onto the sharpest piece of paper

and I retreated,

just like the sea waves after meeting the cliff

[24848292443]

i cant even understand how i grew so much from that terrible, yet life-changing experience and being able to see my mom not worry about me every second makes me feel good. but coming out of it i’ve become a whole different person- and i love that person. i just cant understand at all though. life is different now, and i can say that it’s bearable now 

[justagirlexperiencing]

and though she was okay, she still felt a vacancy in her heart.

justmyfeelings [3amfeelss]

[notchelsy-blog]

Poem.

We know. Right before the universe exist. We know each other, Then we met... what a great accident. We are friends, yes it used to be called friend. Then u said u love me. But i dont called it that way. Not a fake hope giver, not a robot tho. I just dont. Maybe, i just dont wanna hurt someone, by hurting someone. Im just broken someone's heart, but really i think i didnt But can't a girl and a boy only be just friend? Without that feelin'?

[pk8068]

I feel like when it comes to writing i find myself writing about the human race, about this universe. Forgetting that i should be writing for myself, about myself and my feelings or people i love and care about or people who hurt me. But i never did.

p.k. (inside the walls)

[pk8068]

How can i forget those days, when we knew each other more than ourselves

(prakash_verma)

[pk8068]

I knew that there is someone who cares about me, whose personality was so attractive that if I allow it, then it will absorb my entire nature, my whole soul.

prakash_verma 

[pk8068]

The first one in my wish list is that ............ want to sleep forever but there's still some work left and I'm not a pusillanimous

prakash_verma (for one onus)