#justj

[dovescandycoatedreality]

are we the hunters...or are we the prey?

[hoziersgirlfiend]

just remembered shrek babies from the 3rd movie bc someone made an emote of them on discord andn im laughing so hajrd im gonna throw up

[rusty-gloinks]

tubmrl justj .know that once I get a Md teaser on my grubby little hands I will become the most annoying toddler youve ever seen

[lem-argentum]

reminiscing on when i was playing end.walker and got through all the heartwarming scenes before boarding the ragnarok andnh then they justj killed th.ancred instantly

[zalammander-paradise]

i justj. went in calkl. with oen of my top 3 favorute artists. while it lpayed psychonauats 2. and with 3 other p0eoploe. and i am so happy. i am joyous! yaaay!!! yayaayyyy!!! i love my friernds!!!!!!!!

[sneakyfox55]

LIKE LISTEN TO THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS LISTEN TO THIS IT'S, THE BEST PART OF THE SONG LISTEN TO THIS WHOLE PART OMG (IF THE LINK FOR SOME REASON DOESN'T WORK I MEAN THE PART AT 2:50 AND FROM THEN ON FOR LIKE THE REST OF THE SONG JHDSGDJSHGDSHJDSJH)

.KFSDSHKDSFSDHJ LIKE YOU DON'T. UNDERSTAND, JUST, THE ABSOLUTE SEROTONIN I FELT WHEN I FIRST HEARD THESE LYRICS AND JUSTJ SDGJDSHGDSJGSDJSGDJHDS WHICH OK SOUNDS REALLY WEIRD WITH WHAT THE SONG'S ABOUT BUT I'M A HUGE MUSIC NERD AND IT'S JUST LIKE. WOW.???????????????????????????????????

UGHHHHHHHHHH THE BACKGROUND VOCALS/GOSPEL CHOIRS SINGING "HAVE MERCY ON ME" IN WAIT IN THE TRUCK GO SO HARD JUST. LITERAL CHILLS

[tossertozier]

me: fuck i am so cold

me to me: it's almost like you're drinking a milkshake in February with exposed ankles

me, with my aesthetic and snack in tact: ...strange

[justjsart]

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[ibblescribbles-archive]

im thirsty for one (1) friendly (ex)policeman

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[kusundei]

yeah no it hit me. hitting me now and i cant stop crying i feel sick like im goijgnto throw yp nobody is home which is good but oh my god the silence is deafening . i hate being like that hecahse theyre not my family irs not my home i can be welcomed but i am not WELCOMED completely there but god oh my god this is not my home i keep forgetting how much i fuckign hate this house i hate it so much i hate it. i hate it i hate it i hate it i feel so awful i cant. i cant i cant i cant i knew in the car . i mean i ghess its nice having my stuff back or whatevevr but j know whats gling to happen when my mom gets home and i know im just goign to get upset again and ill lose it all again and ill just have to keep doijg what ive eben doing. make it to the end of the qeek. end of the month. till the next trip. i didnt feel like that w him i was so so oso happy andnnow i just feel soooo. empty. so emoty there is nothijg here. this is not a home this is a house . a shell rhat holds all my jtems but not the memories attached to it. it is a placeholder i do not like it here. butt hen again i would rather take this silence than anythijg out of my moms mouth im so scared? for no reason? im acting like. Idont know my mom i know her. i know her ive been w her all my life why am i horrified. why am i wishing dor pther things why do i keep being so upset im here im home. im at my house. this is where i live i did not live there. they are not my family they r just kind. i. Cant im just so overwjelmingly sad and i dont have anybtjjg i have this hoodie and that is all and its making me sick . im sososo upset and j hate it why am i so upset ???? i judt keep thinking abotue veryhring. all the small thinfs just the simple things and idk the house in general i felt so comfortable. so okay there. its the same ahit w panic attacks im not ypsed to them anymore so they hit so much worse now and im not used to being “home” so its worse. i need to stop taking advantage of everyhrign and just take what i am given because i cant change my circumstances . thats hust what is the most upsettiing part idk i justj i want to. lay in bed. bht not my bed. my bed is not my bed. i sat on it and i felt ill. i cant lay there i know ill start twekaing ebcayse its not his bed and i hate being likr thsj ebcause its not mine?? its his stuff??? hjs families????? but fuck oh my god i cant im so sooso so upset and jfs making me so frustratedwith mmyself because what the fuck

jmssn im fine imjsjr like. im. im here. unfortunately. ill calm down after a bit its not like ajax has left yet hes still here. im jusf. i. fontlike it here. and my mom just came home fuck

i cant i feel sick. sick sick sick im fucking sick and idk what to do i feel sooo sosoo dramatic. plus im not even like ALONE i cant do anything his mom is right in front of me this is mortifying??? i just like cant stop shaking and i feel heavy. like i feel the weight of my body and its making me evil. i just cant stop thinking about it and in trying to rationalize. im okay its okay he’ll come back??? i left too. i knew he was going to go. i knew staying wt his house for as long as i did was goinf to kill me once i went back. i knew i knew i knew. i know and yet its still as bad as it is despite how much ive thought about it. i thought ifnoring it would save me or acknowledging it and prepping dor it would but nope. not saving me. making it worse.

Its just everythint thats happened these past few weeks keep replaying in my head and its like jesus chrisr. what the fuck im never getting this back? the time i spejt wirh him these past few weeks r probabky somethijg i will not experience again. at least not for a long time and not to this extent. being with him for that long keeps reminding me of how much i cant like? function? without him? its weird like of course i can function. but i shut down as a person. im not. happy. i dont think. its just it really occurred to me last night and i still feel awful i didnt finish his hw. if i have time i’ll do it and ask him dor his like login and turn it in for him but no i sat there for a while and just. it was tfb. i know it was they make ne EVIL i just kept remembering oh hes leaving. in a few hours. i did not want to sleep. couldnt. but i couldnt be evil either because i cant do that to him??? its so hypocriticalcbut its just like no he was already crying earlier i cant worry him like that. im nonchalant…… though i know he knew its just like. im okay enough. i know i couldve cried last night. not saying i didnt i did jusr a little. held myself in front of the fan cause i was forcing myself to be cold to stay awake and then just. idk. prevented me from crying i think? its just i laid with him and i kept thinking. oh this is the last time ill lay with him like rhis for q while. to sleep here w him. kiss him and just be in the same space and be simple and go out late at night and talk about random shit and not get wnything done and just be. to exist. it makes me sick. why cant i keep playing house forever? but no fuck that i dojt want to PLAY house i want to live it. i think truly these past few weeks may have made me selfish. at my core i know how i am and he says it all the time but you give me an inch ill take a mile ? or something along those lines its nust like . i cant? ive been shown something. given an opportunity. a life for a short amt of time incwhich i finally felt okay consistently? without feeling condemned? sick? evil? not saying it wouldnt happen every once in a while. of course it did i just sorta pushed it away because im taking in all the time i spent w gim and basking in that instead. i just keep thinkijg of how i mustve taken it for granted and not appreciated it enough maybe.

i know ill get back home and feel it again. it’ll hit me in full swing because ik myself. ill sit in my room and reqlise just where i am. how my life is and i cant escape the life ive been given. my circumstances and my life and everything i know i cant escape that. i cant escape my mom at least not for a long time and rhats the thing that weighs me down the most. im just tryijg to truly fight the feeling till i get home ? i wont tweak fully till i do. i know i will though. ive been fighting the same (ish) tweak for the past few weeks. i knew and i know. where i want to be still seems a thousand miles away ^_^ and pretendijg we feel safe right here gets harder everyday …. Heh. heheh. heh. i cant

[travellingkaur]

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[undeanlich]

i hate so much that i can only think about disney pinocchio’s stupid song whenever i think the word puppet re: dean I MAY BE STUPID.jpg

[somuchbetterthanthat]

if i don’t write anything soon, i’m going to go stir crazy. I don’t have a prompt list or anything, but if you guys would like anything to be written, please send it my way, and i’ll try to come up with something

[saltpepperbeard]

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[paharedar]

“you can’t keep me safe from everything.”

                 Protection meme     \   @whcwashe​

       “ You underestimate my abilities.”  Dark locks fall to the side with a tip of his head-- his words meant both as inquiring, as well as a statement. Takar is silent for a few moments, eyes searching her face for any hints that may point to as to why she believed such a thing. How far did that doubt of hers go, and for what reason...?        “ If I’m being entirely honest... I do believe that you will find that I’m not your average ‘hired muscle’.      --- Someone went far out of their way to ensure you received the best protection available. And in this case... That means me.” 

[caixukun]

honestly, i'm sick of the xukun hate. the kid did absolutely nothing to get so much hate and being called a fuckboi. i get that his persona on stage can be a bit extra sometimes, but he's skilled, talented and hard-working. he isn't there only for his visuals. i think people (mostly fans of other contestants) are jealous of him bc he gets the most praise for both his visuals and his talent, but i'm tired of them coming for such a sweet, hard working young boy.

^^^ Xukun is the epitome of a star and people are mad bc they think he didn’t have to work for his position?? Like… dafuq are you guys on. Xukun is constantly busting his ass out and shedding his blood, sweat, and tears to achieve his dreams while y’all haters out here w/ nothing better to do but slander someone with true talent ??  but w/e, it’s only natural for someone with so much popularity is getting hate, but then again, why would you even hate on him? He’s the most precious boy ever ;; i meannn watch this video he’s so precious