#just. numb

[kittenvirus]

5 hours left in the night and the tooth pain is only ramping up despite the painkillers I took 🫠

At this point I'm considering taking one of the stronger meds I got after my surgery, but it's an opioid class med and I don't just want to take those willy nilly... On the other hand I'll be running on 0 hours of sleep at this rate and I was planning to go to rehab and a Christmas dinner tomorrow (today?).

Sorry my blog is so full of vents lately but I have several piled up health issues at the moment and yelling into the void when they don't let me sleep is therapeutic 😭 Can't fix the pain, but it does ease my mind at least.

[thornheartless]

Had a nervous breakdown, saw the ground ripple like water, felt a large hand repeatedly grab my leg and now I keep seeing the ground occasionally shift like something is moving or breathing underneath it so that's how my day's going 👍

[chloesimaginationthings]

Michael doesn’t like Halloween anymore in FNAF..

[densewentz]

a quick silly sketch based off my earlier post about the Cat King having a mistaken identity crisis when Edwin and Co. don't recognize him in his new cat form post-esther

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

I don't miss him I fucking hate him but I miss the way he could make my brain shut down

[basalting]

after jasons death bruce "accidentally" slips harvey a crowbar while hes in arkham and kisses his cheek and says, voice soft and colder than ice, "make him hurt for me honey"

it takes 6 guards to sedate and drag two face off the joker the next time two face sees him and for the rest of their lives as soon as harvey sees the joker he goes after him like a rabid dog.

[haunted-desert]

LINKIN PARK: Numb Live in Texas (2003)

[wombywoo]

a much-needed cuddle 💛

[worthless-misery]

I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

[slavhew]

r/offmychest My girlfriend washed my hair today

[trek-tracks]

Can't believe I've watched Return of the Archons at least five times and never noticed that Jim gave Bones his jacket to sleep on as an extra pillow, because Bones clearly insisted on taking the Uncomfortable Slab instead of the bunk beds. (It's also possible that they traded off first watch/second watch, which is why Jim is awake and at the window at the beginning of the scene, unless he insisted on staying up all night.) A very chivalrous action for your doctor who always sleeps with his right arm up over his head for some reason.

Thank you to @purpleenma for pointing out this crucial detail

[formulanni]

SIMPLY LOVELY HUH⁉️

Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls @brawngp2009

[bluegarners]

bruce and dick are both emotionally repressed but in kind of different but parallel ways. like, the repression that bruce experiences stems from never confronting trauma or any negative emotion, whereas dick's repression stems from needing to be the emotional support for an emotionally repressed man at the ripe age of 9 and so never being able to process any emotions associated with that responsibility

[fairycosmos]

i need something i cant identify so deeply and intrinsically. surely the answer will be found by scrolling social media 14hrs a day

[idolomantises]

In all honesty, I kind of predicted this outcome a few weeks ago, so it’s hard to really feel that disappointment and despair I felt in 2016.

I just think “wow that sucks. But I’ll live. I know I’ll survive. I know my family and friends will survive. I’m not going to succumb to despair. It’s not worth it.”

[pandebunuelo]

but if he knows that you know that you know that he knows that he knows that you know that you