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kittenvirus · 2 hours ago

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5 hours left in the night and the tooth pain is only ramping up despite the painkillers I took 🫠

At this point I'm considering taking one of the stronger meds I got after my surgery, but it's an opioid class med and I don't just want to take those willy nilly... On the other hand I'll be running on 0 hours of sleep at this rate and I was planning to go to rehab and a Christmas dinner tomorrow (today?).

Sorry my blog is so full of vents lately but I have several piled up health issues at the moment and yelling into the void when they don't let me sleep is therapeutic 😭 Can't fix the pain, but it does ease my mind at least.

#kittenvirus.talks #negative #I am not even upset anymore #just. numb #this pain is from my dentist making a mistake when fixing a cavity last Friday I presume since that's when it started #which you know can happen when working on a spot INBETWEEN a wisdom tooth and molar tooth #but man. does it suck

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thornheartless · 25 days ago

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Had a nervous breakdown, saw the ground ripple like water, felt a large hand repeatedly grab my leg and now I keep seeing the ground occasionally shift like something is moving or breathing underneath it so that's how my day's going 👍

#don't even care at this point #just. numb #thorn talks

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chloesimaginationthings · 2 months ago

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Michael doesn’t like Halloween anymore in FNAF..

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densewentz · 7 months ago

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a quick silly sketch based off my earlier post about the Cat King having a mistaken identity crisis when Edwin and Co. don't recognize him in his new cat form post-esther

#catwin #the cat king #edwin paine #edwin payne #dead boy detectives #dead boy detectives spoilers #my art #if you saw this post earlier no you didnt #stupid sketch just to get it out of my head lol #he's in trouble boys #I haven't decided how i want to draw Edwin yet bear with me #this is like the first time ive touched my tablet since i went numb so its a little shitty but #it feels nice to make even a little bit of art

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kindacreepy-kindaugly · 1 year ago

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I don't miss him I fucking hate him but I miss the way he could make my brain shut down

#just. numb #it didn't rly work the last few times so not worth it but #i'm always sayin i hate him but rly i think i just hate who i become around him #not as in a switch but just. me. slipping right back into my old role.#i think there was a time when he'd be. at least sorta nice to me. occasionally. he doesn't do much of the love bombing when it's me #but a few times he did. probably so i'd keep chasing that high for the rest of my life #that i do miss. but it's not him really. just the person he pretended to be for a while or maybe just who i made up in my head #i know he never really existed (for me. it's for doll only) but i really fucking miss him #i miss feelin like i'm worth somethin. even if it's just the money i could make him or getting him off #still more than i'm now #spdrvent

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basalting · 1 month ago

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after jasons death bruce "accidentally" slips harvey a crowbar while hes in arkham and kisses his cheek and says, voice soft and colder than ice, "make him hurt for me honey"

it takes 6 guards to sedate and drag two face off the joker the next time two face sees him and for the rest of their lives as soon as harvey sees the joker he goes after him like a rabid dog.

#harvey voice: you know why im not killing you jokes? cause you can only die once and i want to hurt you so much more than i want to kill you #jason was harveys baby too after all #spent my entire boring work meeting thinking about how robin!jason bruharvey would end in the joker dying no matter what bc of two face #this is all bruciemilfs fault btw. theyve been making me insane about bruharvey #bruce wayne #harvey dent #two face #also bruce doesnt tell harvey to kill or not kill the joker bc he cant request someones death #but he also cant make himself ask for his sons murderer to be spared #i dont think any version of bruce would be comfortable with openly planning someones death let alone actually doing it #but after jasons death he gets so cold and numb to everything that he just turns away from it #he knows hes being too violent.knows hes hurting people too much but the only time hes not remembering how small jasons body was in his arms #is when his blood is roaring in his ears during a fight. maybe if he becomes the worst monster in gothams shadows #no more little boys will go cold and silent. no more fathers will stand in the doorway of rooms that will never be full again

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haunted-desert · 10 months ago

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LINKIN PARK: Numb Live in Texas (2003)

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trek-tracks · 10 days ago

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Can't believe I've watched Return of the Archons at least five times and never noticed that Jim gave Bones his jacket to sleep on as an extra pillow, because Bones clearly insisted on taking the Uncomfortable Slab instead of the bunk beds. (It's also possible that they traded off first watch/second watch, which is why Jim is awake and at the window at the beginning of the scene, unless he insisted on staying up all night.) A very chivalrous action for your doctor who always sleeps with his right arm up over his head for some reason.

Thank you to @purpleenma for pointing out this crucial detail

#star trek #star trek tos #leonard mccoy #jim kirk #mckirk #captain kirk #bones mccoy #return of the archons #purpleenma #mr--spock #mcspirk events discord crew doing the important work #the only other option i can see is that they both tried to sleep on the slab and they did not fit #i wonder if kelley slept that way normally or if he just decided that was a Bones characteristic #it's charming #but my arm would go completely numb

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slavhew · 7 months ago

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r/offmychest My girlfriend washed my hair today

#homestuck #hom3stuck #home24ck #dirk strider #jake english #dirkjake #jakedirk #admin draws #fanart #bug collection. working on another thing for them rn too and once again recieving massive poison damage #AACCHVHGJH MY FOOT WENT COMPLETELY NUMB I JUST NOTICED RN #Holy FFUCK #OUGHGH WFHAT anyways. wanyways.#do you ever think about how neither of them have felt tender human touch in ages slash EVER #because i do. a lot.#i forgot to include the message at first so now theres 2 versions of this post out there. salute

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formulanni · 2 months ago

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SIMPLY LOVELY HUH⁉️

Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls @brawngp2009

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bluegarners · 10 months ago

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bruce and dick are both emotionally repressed but in kind of different but parallel ways. like, the repression that bruce experiences stems from never confronting trauma or any negative emotion, whereas dick's repression stems from needing to be the emotional support for an emotionally repressed man at the ripe age of 9 and so never being able to process any emotions associated with that responsibility

#the difference as well is that dick is happy to be emotionally repressed if it means supporting bruce bc thats his guy #bruce is dick's blorbo in a sense <- awful sentence #like to me bruce is the kind of guy who sits in a dark room and feels numb and just never registers anything #and dick is the kind of guy like that meme of the dog sitting in a burning house and saying 'this is fine'#am i making sense? probably not. do i care? not really #dick grayson #bruce wayne

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fairycosmos · 9 months ago

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i need something i cant identify so deeply and intrinsically. surely the answer will be found by scrolling social media 14hrs a day

#my brain is truly so dead #i am so locked into just Surviving #and numbing it all out w screens and drinking

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idolomantises · 2 months ago

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In all honesty, I kind of predicted this outcome a few weeks ago, so it’s hard to really feel that disappointment and despair I felt in 2016.

I just think “wow that sucks. But I’ll live. I know I’ll survive. I know my family and friends will survive. I’m not going to succumb to despair. It’s not worth it.”

#txt #I kind of accepted a lot of people will fight for their life to defend and protect inequality and oppression #this is a country that rallied in defense to protect a teenager that drove across multiple states #with an illegal gun to shoot and kill people #so I’m tired of feeling despair. I’m not going to feel despair. but I’m not numb to it either. I’m just going to keep moving on #also I have other thoughts too but I’m trying not to go to prison

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pandebunuelo · 3 months ago

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