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Hey so that was a great date, yeah, but I don't think it's going to work out. Nono you didn't do anything wrong, and I have indeed had a crush on you since we started high school, it's just... well, I didn't want to bring it up at the time but we kinda got sucked into a portal fantasy midway through. We saved the kingdom over and over, relying on our knowledge of and trust in each other every time, throwing ourselves into the firing line to protect each other and using each others' conviction as a rock. We got married and lived a happy life together until the portal sucked us back mid-battle and you gave up all your memories of our journey in order to save my life right when we ended up back in the coffee shop. Yeah that was when I got a bit weird and went to the bathroom.
Anyway I thought we could push on and make the date work but I have all of these memories of secrets that this you never chose to share, decisions that this you never made, and intimacies that this you never experienced. And it's kind of screwing with the vibe yeah. Also on the date it was really, blatantly clear that you're sixteen whereas I have memories of ruling a fantasy kingdom for thirty years so like... that's a problem all on its own. Anyway this you just feels more like a daughter to me. A daughter with the woman I gave my heart and soul to over and over and received like in return, only to lose her forever on the journey home. On the plus side I can definitely help you with your math homework now.
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My original PhD Dr is about 50-60 years old always with the lose weight prognosis.
Then I got a FNP-C/FAMILY NURSE PRACTITIONER that works under her who is like early 30s and bro did I get the care I needed and she is more than happy to help me figure out my post covid shit ass body. And has never once said or implied that I need to lose weight.
Currently I weigh 330lbs
On my part though I make sure I reference medical research papers and not just pissvortex on Tumblr when bringing forth my findings and observations.
And we figure out what we can do.
And I figured out that constant feeling of hunger I've had all my life is one of the main drivers for my anxiety. The human body is not prepared to live in a world with easy access to food and still thinks you gotta eat every precious berry you come upon.
That being said I did get put on bupropion xl and boy does that shit work. That side effect of smoking cessation also works for food. I've lost 30lbs in two months because I can intermittent fast no problem now.
I once stopped taking all my meds to observe myself and BOY did I feel like eating my own flesh from how insanely hungry I felt even after I had just eaten, I also had the insanely strong desire to steal food. Like bro this instinct is no joke.
Here's my food schedule after bupropion
Wake: protein bar and maybe coffee because I take All my meds in the morning and they make me nauseous on an empty stomach. On my days off I'll eat an actual breakfast but it's usually eggs and sausage or something.
cheese or protein bar (more than 10g of protein) or handful of nuts and dried fruits w/honey or cane sugar if I feel energy deficient through out the day.
5-7pm eat whatever the fuck I want.
7pm-bedtime Greek yogurt with cinnamon, honey, and chopped fruit with Splenda if it needs to be sweetened up a little bit more. I use the tiniest spoon I have, because it's cute, fun, and takes me longer to eat, thus satisfying my desire. Protip DO NOT put it in separate dish or you will feel the need to refill the dish once it's empty and that will make you feel sad.
Also use a tiny cup to drink anything that isn't water, you'll be a lot more satisfied than just gulping it down.
I have an alarm on my phone at 7pm just in case I do forget to eat.
I don't count calories because fuck that micromanaging bs.
Anyway hope this helps someone out there.
itâs also fucked up that fat people literally fear going to the doctor for anything because they know the first thing out of their drâs mouth no matter what their ailment is, is gonna be âlose weight lolâ broken leg? lose weight. rash? lose weight. whooping cough? lose weight binch!!!!! like we get it. but can you just write my prescription you bitch so i can go eat a salad and not call you again until im about to die of the plague????
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Pairing: Lee Felix x fem!reader
Warnings: fluff, angst, slight smut (piv!)
Summary: Felix Lee makes a bet with his co-workers in which he had to make a woman fall in love with him within 10 days, but he picks the wrong woman, who's working on an article for the magazine she works for called 'How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days' and she had chosen him as his prey. Based on one of my comfort movies: How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days (2003).
Word Count: a whooping amount of 13.2k
PS: this is an old fic of mine from my old ao3 account (that i don't use anymore lol), i rewrote it with Lix instead. You can check it out here. Also, i proofread this but i don't trust myself that much so, if you see any mistake, feel free to let me know pls.
MASTERLIST // my Ko-Fi
Day 1
âIâm going back to bed, I have no reason to liveâ
âOh Karina! Come on. Get up, Iâm not gonna let you lose your job over a stupid guyâ you said.
Karina laid in bed, tears both fresh and dried on her cheeks, heartbroken over a guy she met, fell in love with and then told her he didnât want anything serious.Â
âOh, oh Y/Nâ Karina said, hugging you.Â
âYou only dated the guy for a weekâ You reminded her in a whisper.Â
âIt was the best week of my life, Y/N. He was perfectâ she sniffled.Â
You sighed and pulled away from the hug. âCome on. Iâm sure Seulgi yelling at us because we didnât write the article like she wanted us to will bring you back to reality and will make you forget about the douche you datedâ you said with a smile, making her chuckle.
You helped her get dressed and then got in a taxi to the Composure offices, where you, Karina and your other best friend, Ryujin worked. Composure was a âgirly or gayâ magazine, as everyone liked to call it, created by Kang Seulgi, where you could find either the latest trend in fashion, the Kardashians latest fake scandal or how to catch men like Harry Styles. You found all the articles that were written in the magazine a little bit sexist, you studied journalism to become a real one, not a gossip writer for a cheap magazine. But it was a job that gave you a certain status, you couldnât complain.Â
When you arrived at the Composure offices, you opened the door of the cab for Karina, who held a couple of tissues in her hand. She blew her nose and got surprised by Ryujin who was holding a cup holder with 3 newly ordered coffees from Starbucks. âHey honeyâ Ryujin winced when she saw Karina state.
âI donât really wanna talk about it okay?â she smiled through the pain, making you and Ryujin nod.Â
You got inside the big building and pressed the button that led to the Composure floor.Â
Karina broke down and leaned her head on the elevator wall. âWhy? Why does this always happen to me? I get this great guy, and everythingâs amazing for a week and a half, and suddenly, itâs over and Iâm mystified!â she cried.Â
The people inside the elevator were looking at the girl with furrowed eyebrows and you glared at them, making them look the other way.
âMingyu and I had such a connectionâ she gushed over him. âLike-like the first time we had sex, it was so beautiful. I even criedâ she said.
You pressed your lips together, suddenly very aware of the people inside the elevator. âYou mean like, shed a tear, wiped it with a finger. Right?âÂ
âNo, I was very emotional. I even told him that I loved himâ she explained, with a shake of her head.
âAfter how many days?â Ryujin asked sipping on her coffee to hide her grimace.
âFiveâ she said and then looked the other way. âTwoâ
You and Ryujin sighed loudly.
âBut⌠I just felt like he needed to knowâ she said.Â
âWell, what did he say?â you asked.
Karina sighed. âHe didnât have to say anything. I knew he felt the same as meâ she smiled and then she frowned. âBut then he started getting really busy⌠I didnât know where he was at times. I kept calling him, calling him and calling but he was never home!â
âYou kept calling him?â You asked, wincing.
âWell he wasnât answeringâ she defended herself. âPlus he didnât know it was him, my number was blockedâ
âOh sweetieâ Ryujin said. âIâm sure he thought it was one of his friendsâ
The elevator dinged and you got out, Ryujin and Karina following behind.Â
âRina, honey. You do realize you were way too pretty for him? I mean, you were like Kaia Gerber when she was dating Pete Davidson!â you explained. âYou need to be in a relationship like Megan Fox and Machine Gun Kelly, you canât decide which one is hotterâÂ
Karina huffed. âMaybe but⌠for me, he was really handsome. And cute. Ugh, he was perfectâ she said and a few tears slipped from her cheek.
âNo, wait. Donât cry honey. What Y/N and I want to say is that you need to realize that if this guy didnât like you for who you were, then screw himâ Ryujin explained.Â
âYeah, but I know why he dumped me. Iâm too fatâÂ
âYouâre not fat!â both you and Ryujin said.
As you climbed up the stairs to get to your respective offices you sighed. âOkay, Rina, look. Even if the most beautiful girl in the world acted the way you did, a normal guy would still be running in the other directionâ you said, as your friends followed behind you.Â
âNo guy would be running away from you, Y/Nâ Karina said. âI mean, you could barf all over him and heâd say, âThank you, can you please do it again?ââ she said, making you laugh.
âOkay, that is absolutely disgusting and totally not true!â you laughed at her metaphor. âCause if I did the things you did, Iâd get dumped too. Anyways, enough with this Mingyu bullshit. I got two tickets for the Knicks game for tomorrow that Ryujin got from his cousin, and since youâre the only one available, you could join me, maybe?â
âNah thanks, Iâd like to sit in my misery for a couple more daysâ Karina sighed.Â
The three of you got inside Seulgiâs office along with other co-workers.Â
âAlrighty, family. What do we got for the next issue?â Seulgi asked.
Ryujin raised her hand. âAs you asked, I got the latest The Bachelor drama covered, and I also answered a few of the questions users asked us on the websiteâ
Seulgi nodded. âGreat work, Ryujin. What about How-To with Y/N?â
You smiled. âI worked on something different and completely new for the issue. Itâs uh⌠a political piece--â
â--Y/N. You work for Composure magazine. Not Forbesâ Seulgi said sternly. âWe are fashion, drama, gossip, cosmetic surgeries, you name it. Thatâs what Composure is aboutâ
âYeah, I know but--â
âY/N, you writing in the column is new for you, I get it. But youâre working for me , and until I decide when you are going to write whatever you want, you write whatever I want. Okay?â
âYeahâ you nodded, looking at your skirt, not wanting to look Seulgi in the eyes.Â
âKarina, what do you got?â Seulgi sighed.
She lifted her head and paled. âIâŚUh⌠sorry, Seulgi. I wasnât feeling very wellâ Karina said.
âShe got dumpedâ Ryujin quickly filled in, earning a glare from Karina.Â
âOh, no⌠Karina. It must be feeling hellish for you these past few days, but I must say youâre looking gorgeousâ Seulgi complimented. âDoesnât she?â she asked and everyone nodded, complimenting her.Â
Karina sighed. âI havenât been eating since the splitâ
âGood for you! Write about itâ Seulgi said. Ryujin and you looked at each other and grimaced.Â
âI canât use my personal life as a storyâ she said, her voice small.
Seulgi smiled. âI understand completely. Who will use Karinaâs story for their article?â she asked suddenly.Â
âNo, no, no. Wait, Seulgi. With all due respect no one has business here using my story for an article in a magazine, Iâm sorry but--â
âIâll do itâ you said suddenly, an idea clicking in your mind.Â
âWhat?â Karina looked at you.Â
âI-Iâll sort of do it. Youâll be my inspirationâ you said. âLike, look at Karina. Sheâs a great girl, right?â you asked, and Seulgi nodded with a curt yes and nodded for you to continue. âAn amazing woman. But⌠she has a problem hanging onto relationships. No offense. And probably, doesn't know what sheâs doing wrong, like it could happen to our readers. So, my idea was that I could start dating this guy and then drive him away but only using these common mistakes like girls like Rina or our readers commit all the time. Iâll even⌠keep a diary of it and it will be sort of a dating how-to in reverseâ
Karina smiled at you and Seulgi clapped her hands together. âWhat not to do. Brilliant!âÂ
âYeahâ
âHow to lose a guy in 10 daysâ Seulgi said. âLoved it, go. Now Sunoo, whatâs the shoe story you wanted--â
âIâm sorry, Seulgi. Ten days? Why ten days?â you asked.
Her eyebrows arched. âWell, I figured 5 days is too short and we go to press in 11, soâŚâ she said.Â
Karina and Ryujin gave you thumbs up, making you smile at them, but innerly wondering how the hell would you manage to do this in only ten days.
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Felix Lee arrived at his office, parking his motorbike and taking off his helmet. As always, earning smiles and flirtatious looks from the ladies in the streets, but he loved the attention.Â
Working as a publicity chief had its perks. You could share an office with your best friends and have an assistant that brings you lunch or whatever you want, but it also had its drawbacks like having a boss whoâs riding your ass. That was Felixâs case.Â
Felix got inside the building and into his office. âWhatâs up, Hyunjinnie?â he said.
Hyunjin looked up from his computer and smirked. âOh, hey, Lixâ
Jisung, his other best friend, got inside with a worried look. âDid you hear?â
âHear what? About the Knicks game tomorrow? I did, and itâs pretty terrible, cause I didnât get the tickets--â
Jisung sighed. âNot about the Knicks game. De Lauer diamonds is looking for a new ad agency and Mr. Park wants to move it aggressivelyâ
âYes!â Felix smiled. âYes! This is a good day. Guys, did you know that diamonds are as common as taxis on Fifth Avenue?â he asked while taking his shirt off, and grabbing his dress shirt from the desk. The women in the office every day went crazy whenever he came in with a normal, regular shirt and changed it for a formal one. âThe value is entirely sentimental⌠but we do have game in what we do the best. Advertising. So, my point is--â he said while buttoning his shirt up. âDe Lauer owns the diamond market, meaning, if I represent them, I basically own everyoneâs ass in the industryâ he smiled.
Hyunjin sighed. âThatâs the thing, Mr. Park already gave it to the Chaeyoungâsâ
Felixâs eyes narrowed. Son Chaeyoung and Park Chaeyoung were his number 1 competitors inside the publicity business. âNo way!â
âYeah, it kind of makes sense when you have a pair of hot leggy chicks and weâre the beer and sneakers division, you know?â Hyunjin said.Â
âNo way, Iâll have this dealâ Felix said.
Jisung and Hyunjin stepped in his way. âNo, Mr. Park is on a plane right now, business meeting. Heâs having dinner with the Chaeyoungâs tonightâ
âWhere?â
âAt Yu Barâ Jisung said and Hyunjin nodded.Â
âThat fancy shithole? Iâll crash there and claim whatâs ours guys. This will be my pitch, my account, my campaign, my baby. I make the rules nowâ he smirked.Â
âItâs kind of hard when you have a millionaire right above your ass but we get your point bro, weâre with youâ Hyunjin said with a shrug.Â
âHell yeahâ Jisung smiled.Â
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After work, you and the girls prepared yourselves to set a trap for the guy you were going to use for this âHow To Lose a Guy in 10 Daysâ.Â
You put on your best dress and put the plan in action, heading to Yu Bar, Karinaâs parents restaurant.Â
âI donât think this will work, Y/Nâ Karina said with a frown walking down the street.
âOf course it will work, Rina. Just watch me hook a guy with my charms, like woo him a little that will make him want to see me again and then tomorrow Iâll pull the switch and make him nutsâ you explained with ease.Â
âPlease tell me youâre not gonna burn down his apartment or bite him, are you?â Ryujin asked.Â
You laughed at her comment. âNo, Iâm gonna limit myself to doing everything girls do that make men run offâ you shrugged. âThat means being clingy, needy--â
âTouchy-feelyâ Ryujin added and you nodded. âOh, call him in the middle of the night just to tell him everything you had to eat that dayâ she smirked devilishly.Â
âWhatâs wrong with that?â Karina asked, making you and Ryujin stop dead in your tracks. âIâm kiddingâ
You got inside Yu Bar and Karina gave a wink to the man guarding the door, letting him know they had free access to eat.Â
âWell, Ryujin and I will grab a couple of drinks, in the meantime, you go search for a man that could easily fall for your trapâ Karina said and grabbed Ryujinâs hand, guiding her to the bar.Â
You nodded and looked around. Letâs get the plan started, you smirked to yourself.Â
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Mr. Park arrived at Yu Bar with the Chaeyoungâs behind him.Â
âHello Felix. What a surprise seeing you hereâ he said, surprised to see the freckled blonde sitting on the table he exclusively reserved for him and the Chaeyoungâs.Â
The girls behind him scowled at the intrusive blonde, and he winked at them.
âHello, Mr. Park. Howâs it going?â he smirked, standing to shake the manâs hand. âSon, Parkâ he nodded to them.Â
âIâm great, but what are you doing here?â he asked with a shake of his head, confused at the situation.
He sat down. âWell, Iâm here for the meeting. I know I wasnât invited but I shouldâve. It was my tip De Lauer was shopping for a new firmâ he smirked at the girls.Â
âYes, it was. But I was thinking about who suits best within the companyâ Mr. Park said.
âAnd thatâs meâ Felix said confidently.Â
âFelix, I know you sell blow pretty well. But these ladies sell luxury faster than anyoneâ He said.
The blonde sighed, irritated to hear how his boss was complimenting his worst enemies.Â
âWeâre here to sell diamonds, mostly women. Because letâs face it. Women love diamonds and if we can make them seem appealing to them then boomâ the freckled man said. âSelling a diamond to a woman is like making her fall in love. Like talking about head-over-heels in love, his-and-her towels, letâs grow old together, L-O-V-E, loveâ he explained. The Chaeyoungâs were giving him a strange look. âLook, I love women. I do. I respect them, and listen to them. And thatâs why I can sell myself to any woman, anytime, any day, anywhereâ he said.
âMake a woman fall in love with diamonds or with you, Felix?â Son Chaeyoung asked.Â
Felix was taken aback with the question. âEither way⌠Iâm pretty confidentâ he said.Â
âIâd like to see you prove thatâ Park Chaeyoung challenged.
âOh, you would?âÂ
She laughed. âThe agency is co-hosting a party for the De Lauers at the museum. The party is in a week from sunday. Think you can make a woman fall in love with you by then?â Park Chaeyoung asked.Â
Felixâs eyes narrowed and smiled a little. âTen days?â
âAny woman, anytime, anywhere?â Son Chaeyoung chimed in.
âYeah well, any woman, whoâs single, straight and available, yeahâ he said.Â
Park Chaeyoung smirked. âThen itâs settled. Iâll choose a woman from this bar. Anyone. And then you decideâ
Felix turned around with a smirk. âSo, whoâs the lucky girl?âÂ
Son Chaeyoung recognized you from the Composure offices as she was friends with both Mr. Park and Kang Seulgi. âHerâ she pointed at you with an evil smirk.
Felix turned around and saw you. His heart fluttered a little bit when he saw you throwing your head back in a laugh with a drink in your hands, facing your friend Karina. He smiled and nodded. âDoneâ
âWhat?â
âDone. Youâre onâ he nodded at Son Chaeyoung. âYou both are. But here are the stakesâ he specified, making Mr. Parkâs eyebrows arch. âAfter I win this bet, the pitch is mineâ
âAgreedâ Son Chaeyoung said.
âMr. Park?â
âAgreedâ he said. âYou come to that party with a girl thatâs really in love with you, Felix, and you can make the pitch to the De Lauers.â
The Chaeyoungâs looked at each other and sighed.Â
âTo the De Lauersâ Mr. Park said, raising a toast to the four of them.Â
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âOkay guys, this is not going as I thought it would. I charmed my way with two guys in ten minutes. The first one was gay, and the second one was married.â you sighed, dropping your ass on the stool. âSaw the fucking ring on his finger and the wallpaper on his phoneâ
Ryujin rubbed your arm. âYouâll find him. Donât worry. Hereâs your Manhattanâ she said, handing you the drink.Â
You noticed that your purse was not with you and you slapped yourself on the forehead. âShit, I forgot my purse on the other side of the bar. Iâll be right backâ you said, hopping off the stool.Â
You made your way to where the purse was, and grabbed it. You were about to walk to where your friends were until a blonde, handsome, freckled, and sexy guy was standing right in front of you. Your eyes widened.Â
âHiâ he said.
âHiâ you said, looking him up and down, while he did the same. âY/N Y/L/Nâ you said and stretched your hand out.Â
He smiled and took it. âFelix LeeâÂ
âCuteâ
âThank youâ he said smugly.
You scoffed. âI meant your nameâÂ
âThank you two timesâ
âUnattached?â you asked.Â
âCurrentlyâ he nodded, sipping his drink.Â
âLikewiseâ
âSurprisingâ he said.Â
âPsycho?â
âRarelyâ he said and you hummed. âInterested?â
âPerhapsâ you played hard to get.
âHungry?â
âStarved actuallyâ you said, twirling your hair with a finger.
âLeavingâ he said confidently.
âNow?â
âYepâ
âOkayâ you nodded. âLet me get my stuff then, Felix LeeâÂ
âIâll meet you at the doorâ he said, and walked up to the entrance with a smile on his lips.Â
You walked up to Karina and Ryujin and squealed. âGuys, I think I got oneâ you said.
âBut he was marriedâ Karina protested.
You laughed. âNo, not him. The cute blonde whoâs waiting at the door with the leather jacketâÂ
Ryujin peeped from just above your head and gasped. âHoly cow. Heâs really cuteâ
âIâm gonna check if heâs a keeper. He promised he wasnât psycho, thoughâ you said, grabbing your purse. âIâm doing this for you. Bye guysâ
You walked through the crowd until you reached Felix, who put a hand on your back and led you outside. You walked up to a car that was right by the entrance, thinking it was his until he grabbed your hand and led you to a motorcycle parked right next to it.Â
You scoffed. âI⌠a bike?â you stammered.
âYep. Here, I use the black one, and you the goofy-looking white helmetâ he said, handing you the helmet with a smile.Â
Your eyebrows furrowed. âYou always pick up girls like this? Cause Iâm telling you it is not charming at allâ you said, laughing.
âCome on Y/N Y/L/Nâ he said, and you grabbed the helmet putting it on your head. He then let out a cute giggle and knocked on the helmet with his knuckles softly. âBeautifulâ
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After you grabbed food, you headed to his apartment. He dropped his stuff on the kitchen table and offered to take off his jacket that was clinging to your shoulders.Â
âSo, I never got to ask you this but uh⌠what do you exactly do for a living? Cause let me tell you, this is a great apartmentâ you said, looking around.
âIâm in advertisingâ he said, putting the coat on the hanger beside the door. âI work mostly with alcoholic beverages and athletic companies, and now our big break is with jewelry companiesâ he said, turning around to face you.
âHuh. Thatâs pretty good. I love itâ
âYou?â he asked, grabbing two beers from the fridge.Â
âI work at Composureâ you said, grabbing the bottle he offered to you.Â
His eyebrows raised at that. âWow, fastest selling women's magazine in the US, thatâs amazingâ he smiled at you. âWhat do you write about? How to save a shopaholicâs life?â
You gasped. âOh, wow. Calm down, sparky. I got a journalism degree from Columbia, thank you very much. My boss loves me and if I kiss her ass a little more, I will write about whatever the hell I wantâ you said proudly, sipping on your newly opened beer.Â
âLike shoes- Owâ he said, his comment earning a punch. He laughed and rubbed his shoulder.
âNo, smarty pants. I want to write about politics. Or⌠alcoholic beverages and athletic gearâ you teased and he laughed.Â
Felix smiled. âYouâre mean. Do you bite?â
âSometimes. I can if you want me to, frecklesâ you said with a glint in your eyes, that made his darken.Â
He licked his lips. âDo you want to go to my room?â he asked. âYou know, itâs pretty much⌠comfy thereâ
You smirked. âYeah, let me go to the bathroom, real quickâ
You walked to the bathroom and locked yourself in there, stifling your laugh. You caught this playboy-like guy who was too cocky for his own good. You dialed Ryujinâs number and looked at yourself in the mirror.Â
âAre you at his apartment? I canât believe you, Y/N!â Ryujin squealed.
âYes, yes. I got himâ
âYouâre not gonna sleep with him are you?â Karina asked.Â
You rolled your eyes. âNo, Rina. I have self-control. Unlike other peopleâ
Karina gasped. âThat was mean. That hurtâ
Meanwhile, Felix lit some candles and put them in his room, smirking at himself.Â
âYou have to take down notes. Remember the articleâ Ryujin said.
âYeah, I know, Ryu. I gotta go. Iâll text you guys the details then. Byeâ you said and pressed the red button, finishing the call and straightening up your dress. This was going to be fun.Â
You got out of the bathroom and took in his room, all lit by candles while a slow R&B song was playing in the background.Â
âWow, this is impressiveâ you said, grabbing the beer you had left on the stand.Â
He sat on the chest of drawers he had and patted the empty space. You smiled and sat down next to him, dropping your purse next to you and sipping on your beer. You two stayed in silence, just enjoying each otherâs company, until you got bored of it, and grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him in for a kiss.
He let you for a couple of seconds until he pulled his head back a little with a groan. âWait, letâs not go too fastâ he whispered.Â
Your heart sank. Heâs not as easy as I thought. Blinking several times, you nodded, fake blushing, trying to guilt-trip him into kissing you.Â
You tried to take a sip from your beer but he pushed it away and kissed the breath out of you. He made you stand up, your kiss never breaking. Wrapping your arms around him, you opened your mouth and welcomed his tongue. You felt the control slipping from your fingers and pulled away.
âWeâre moving too fastâ you panted against his lips.Â
He nodded but you kissed him again, and he followed your lead. The kiss was hungry and he grabbed your ass, making you moan a little loud against his lips. His hands dropped to your thighs, lifting you up a little and you both dropped on the bed. Felix grabbed your leg, caressing the skin there, gripping your flesh and it made you both pull away at the same time.
âToo fastâ you said in unison.Â
You both sat up and looked at each other.Â
âWe respect each other right?â You asked.
âIf you respect me, I respect youâ
âGoodâ you said, and dropped a kiss on his lips.Â
A few minutes later, your cab arrived and you walked down the street opening the door of the taxi. You heard someone whistling and you looked up, seeing Felix in his balcony, smirking at you.Â
He waved at you and you waved back.
âAh, you are already falling in love with meâ he said, pushing his tongue against the inner side of his cheek.
You smiled from down the street and blew him a kiss. âIâm gonna make you wish you were dead. Poor guyâ
And then you were gone, and he was back in his apartment. He turned around and bit his lip, noticing that you (purposely) forgot your purse on his chest of drawers.
âSmart girlâ he said, with a nudge of his head.
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Day 2
Felix dropped the purse on his office desk. Hyunjin and Jisung sat studying the bag, their eyes running all over the leather object.
âHave you looked inside of it?â Hyunjin asked.
He shook his head. âNo, I waited to be with you so you could give me advice on how to play my next moveâ Felix said, sitting down on his chair.
Jisung rolled his eyes. âDude youâre the expert with chicks hereâ
âI know. But you think sheâll bother if I put my hands inside her purse?â he asked, sipping on his coffee.
Hyunjin tried to grab it but ended up throwing it to the floor and all the things inside spilled on the floor. Jisung smacked the back of his head, making the elder grumble and rub the sore spot.Â
âGreat job, knobheadâ Felix said and the three guys kneeled down to check the things inside your purse. âWait guysâ he said as he looked at a white envelope. âWhatâs this?â he asked, opening it and he took out two Knicks game tickets.Â
His eyes widened and so did his friendsâ.Â
âSheâs so hot. I donât even have to see her face to know she isâ Hyunjin said, clenching his eyes.
âThat she is. But sheâs also a smart little shit. She wanted me to find themâ Felix said smugly, getting up and dropping them on his desk.
Jisungâs eyebrows arched. âFelix, you guys met when she had already her purse with herâ
Felix didnât pay him attention and smirked.
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Meanwhile, your office was full of white roses, and you gasped looking at the scene. Ryujin next to you laughed. âOkay, what did you give him? A love spell?â
âWhat the hell is this?â you asked.Â
Karina searched the flowers for a card and found one, and read it out loud. âOne hundred times more beautiful than a hundred roses. Where the fuck do you find these guys?â
You laughed and felt your heart flutter. No, wait. This was all planned. You rolled your eyes at yourself. âHe works in advertising, of course he had to give me flowers with a catchy pick up lineâÂ
Ryujin laughed. âYou think?â
You gasped. âThis means he found the Knicks ticketsâ you said. Karina gasped. âIâm mean, I know. Iâll call himâ
Just before you could dial his number, your phone rang.Â
âY/N Y/L/N, Composure officesâ you said, knowing it was him.
Felix put the phone on speaker and gave his friends a smug smile. âHey, hey pretty girl. Received my flowers?â
You sighed. âI did. I got now a really embarrassing display of roses in my officeâ you said, rolling your eyes with a smirk on your face.Â
Felix laughed. âYou are welcome, I had a really good time last nightâ he said charmingly. âI have your bagâ
âOh, I know. I forgot it. Such a klutzâ you said, your friends stifling their laughs with their hands.Â
Felix sighed. âWell, you must need it back. You know, all the cash, credit cards⌠Knicks game tickets for tonightâ he taunted. His friends gave him a thumbs up.
You fake gasped. âYou are a very bad boy, Mr. Lee. Youâve been peeking through my bag! Havenât they taught you manners?â
He scoffed. âNo, absolutely not. My art director and pal Hyunjin, whoâs such a dumbass, knocked it over by accidentâ he said and kicked Hyunjinâs leg without even looking at him.
âOw! Yeah, Iâm a dumbass, sorryâ he said, wincing.
âAlright. Iâm sorry, though. Iâm going with someone else to the game.Â
Felix smirked. âWell, not anymore. You forgot your bag by âaccidentâ? You obviously wanted me to go to the game. You just didnât know how to ask. But save the begging, pretty girl, Iâll go with youâ
You gasped internally. Cocky, you mouthed to your friends. âYou are so full of yourself, tell me. Does that psychobabble work with everybody?â you asked, leaning forward on your desk.Â
âYou tell meâ
âYou are so meanâ Karina whispered.
You pressed your lips together, pretending to think about it. âAlright, you win, handsome. Meet me at the seventh avenue entrance. Donât be lateâ
âYou got it. Bye byeâ
âByeâ you said and hung up the phone.Â
Ryujin and Karina let their laugh out. âHeâs deadâ Ryujin said.
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It was Knicks night and you and Felix were sitting very close to the court. He was in awe.Â
You and Felix booed, cheered, yelled and clapped, you were both ecstatic.Â
An hour later, the game was about to end, the team calling for a 20-second-time and break began. That meant that the fan cams were on. It was time for the kissing cam and you both laughed at the couples kissing. You gasped when the camera pointed at both you and Felix and laughed, looking at each other.Â
You patted your cheek but he quickly grabbed your neck and planted a heavy kiss on your mouth. The crowd erupted in cheers as the kiss grew hotter and you pulled away, with a red face. He sat there licking his lips, proud of your reaction.Â
The break time was finished and the game began once again. An idea popped in your head.
âLixie, babe?â you asked with a pouty face.
He didnât even look at you. âWhat-what?â he asked.
âIâm kind of thirsty, Lixâ you whined.Â
âYeah okayâ he said and continued cheering on the team.
You frowned and sighed. âFelix, can you get me a soda? Iâm parchedâ you whined.Â
Felix couldnât believe what he was hearing. She wants a soda right now? Just when the gameâs ending? âIâll get it right after the game, babyâ he said, glancing at you.
âIâm really thirstyâ you smiled at him with a little pout and he looked at you. âIâll get itâ with a sigh, you mumbled.Â
He made you stop. âNo, hang on. Iâll get itâ he sighed and ran quickly to the shop, up the stairs.Â
Felix ran to the shop and asked for a coke. When he finally got it, he went back to the bleachers.Â
âHereâ he said, handing it to you and quickly stretching up his neck to see what he missed.Â
You took a sip and pretended to gag. âUgh, Felix. I forgot. I wanted a diet coke. Not regularâ you whined.Â
Felix looked at you and you noticed he was very irritated. He pursed his lips furiously. âIâll- Wait a secondâ he said and got back to the shop, right after, the crowd started counting from 5 to 0.
When the player scored, Felix missed by a few seconds on the shop TV. Everyone cheered and he stood there, watching the TV furiously. Felix kicked an empty soda cup on the floor angrily. He had missed the most important part of the game.
Once they were out of Madison Square Garden, you grabbed onto Felixâs arm and sighed. âWhat an exciting game, dudeâ you said with a smile. âIâve never had so much adrenaline in my body, let me tell youâ
Felix sighed. âYep, pretty good gameâ he said.Â
âOh, too bad you missed itâ you said with a cheeky smile and stopped a cab. He bit his lips and let out a little smile. Sheâs lucky sheâs cute, he thought.
The cab stopped and he opened the door for you. You stood watching him. âSo⌠Iâll see you later, huh?â you asked.Â
He nodded. âI hope soâÂ
You smiled and handed him the soda cup. He kissed you holding your waist and then when he pulled away, he winked at you. You got inside the car and closed the door.Â
Felix stood there watching the cab speed off. âNiceâ he said, drinking the rest of the soda.
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Day 3
Felix was in a business meeting when his assistant peeked in and knocked.Â
âIâm sorry to interrupt, Mr. Park. But Mr. Lee has an important callâ she said with a wince.
He nodded. âLeave them a message, Yunjin pleaseâ Felix told her.
âItâs Y/N, Mr. Leeâ she smiled.
He looked at Mr. Park for permission, and he sighed, nodding. âMake it quickâ
Felix grabbed the phone and hit the accept call button.Â
âHello?â
âItâs me! Baby!â You squealed.
âUh, Iâm in a business meeting right now, babe. I canât call you now. Can I call you later, though?â he offered.Â
âItâs just that I miss you so much, baby-boo-boo-booâ you said with a baby voice. Ryujin and Karina were next to you and were holding onto each other, trying not to cackle.
âWell I miss you tooâ he said, with a smile, trying to ignore the baby voice.
âYou busy tonight?âÂ
âUh, Iâm not. Can we catch a movie or something? You can pick if you wantâ he said. âThe cinema on the fourth is making a retro movie nightâ he said.
âA movie? My choice?â you squealed.
âYeahâ
âIâm so excited! Iâll call you later then, Lixie-Booâ you said.
âBye, honâ he said, and hung up. A little smile was playing on his lips. âI think this is working, ladies and gentlemenâ he yelled and clapped his hands, making Mr. Park shake his head with a little chuckle.Â
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Movie night was on and the one you had picked was the most cringey you could find in retro-movie night: Youâve Got Mail.
You were eating popcorn and while you were enjoying the movie, you needed him to get irritated by your comments. âI always wanted a man like Tom Hanksâ you said. âThis is like my favorite movie of all timeâ you lied.
âYeah me tooâ he said. You stopped eating. Shit, you thought, bad movie choice.Â
Someone shushed you from behind your seats and you kept quiet.Â
You bit your lip. âWhat are you thinking about?â you digged.
Felix forced a smile. âMovie. Iâm thinking about the movieâ he said, not bothering to look at you.Â
You smiled and played with his hair. âYeah but what are you thinking about?âÂ
He sighed, slightly enjoying the feeling of your fingers on his hair but hating the way you were trying to make conversation in the middle of Youâve Got Mail. âThe movieâÂ
You nodded and tried to think about your next move. âOkay, but what? Your mindâs completely blank?â you asked, and he closed his eyes, letting out a ragged breath. âWho is she?â you asked, putting your popcorn down, feeling your forehead purse into a frown.
Felix looked at you. âWhoâs who?â he asked, genuinely concerned.
âThe girl youâre thinking aboutâ You exclaimed.
âI canât hearâ the guy who shushed you before says.
âIâm not thinking about any girl, Y/N��� he said.
You clicked your tongue. âIâve dealt with enough liars! You canât watch Meg Ryan and not think about another girlâ you said.Â
People behind you were trying to shut you up but it didnât work.
âYou wanna know what Iâm thinking?â he asked in a whisper. You nodded and he sighed. âIâm thinking about⌠how damn beautiful you are. And how that beautiful face like yours can believe Iâm thinking about another girl, while Iâm here with youâ he said. âAnd also, how damn good this movie is. So weâre going to continue watching itâÂ
You squealed a little bit and hugged him. âOh, Lix, my babyâ you said and kissed his face a couple of times, leaning almost on top of him. âI love sharing this with youâ
âHey! I canât see and I can't hearâ the guy behind you said.
You whirled around in your seat furiously. âIf you donât shut up, my boyfriend here will kick your ass back to where you belongâ you said smugly.
âWait, Y/Nâ he tried, his eyebrows furrowing in desperation.
âOh really? Letâs see what you got, pretty boy. Outside. Nowâ the man said.
Felix wanted the earth to swallow him up.
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âOh, Felix. Poor babyâ you said, grabbing his face, sitting on the floor of the cinema entrance. His face was nestled between your breasts and he sighed contently, even if he was in pain.
âWait. Lix letâs go to a hospitalâ you said. The bruise on his face was getting pretty bad and purple.
He grabbed your waist. âNo, no. Stay. Stay right hereâ
âOkayâ you said.
His face was rubbing your breasts and he let out a content moan. âYes. Just stay stillâ he said with a smirk.
You laughed. âYou pervâÂ
He laughed and you grabbed his hair, lifting him from your chest.Â
âYouâre fine. Come onâ you said, getting up, offering your hands. He took them and stood up.Â
Felix smiled at you and dropped a long kiss to your lips.Â
âLetâs go Rockyâ you whispered.Â
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Day 4
Felix was planning a tranquil evening, to sit on his couch, watch the Knicks game and relax in his apartment with you. He decided that he was going to cook real nice for the both of you.Â
A knock startled his cooking and went to open the door.Â
âCome in, itâs open!â he yelled.Â
You got inside and smiled at him. âHello, Lixie-Booâ you said.
He looked at you and his eyes widened. You were wearing a pretty baby blue dress. âWow, you look gorgeousâ he said.
âThank you, sweet peaâ you squealed and dropped a kiss to his cheek.Â
You looked at the table and saw the candles, the music in the background making it more nice than it already was.
You gasped. âOh, honey. This is⌠too much, I love itâ you said.
âGreat! Dinner will be ready in five minutes. Go ahead and pour the wineâ he said.
âI got you a couple of giftsâ you said evilly. You opened the box you brought with you and inside laid a couple of teddy bears and a picture of you with the caption: youâre my, my, my, my lover.
His eyes widened. âOh⌠yayâ he said. What the hell is all this stuff? Is she quoting Taylor Swift to me?
âHere are two teddy bears. One of them says #1 lover because you areâ you said pinching his cheek. âTheyâre called Lixie and Y/N. Oh! Like usâ you said in a baby voice. âAnd then this picture of me, with Lover from T-Swift lyrics. Do you like it?â you asked.
Felix coughed. âY-yeah, baby. Loveâemâ he lied. You kissed him and smiled.Â
âYouâre so sweet. Iâm gonna drop these in your room, wait upâ you said.
Felix sighed once you were gone, wiping his face with his hands.Â
In his room, you barely contained your laughter but you tried to keep it down. Poor guy.Â
The Knicks game was on the TV and was about to start. Felix put the big tray of food and opened the lid. Inside was meat with veggies on it, a very nice decoration, and you hated to say, but you were impressed. Until an idea popped in the back of your head.
You pressed your lips together and let out a fake sob. âOh, oh this is all my fault, Lixâ you whispered, putting a hand over your chest.
He sat down next to you and his eyebrows furrowed. âWhat happened?â he asked, grabbing your hand.
âIâmâ Iâm a vegetarianâ you sobbed. âItâs just that animal meat makes me sadâ you said, fake tears escaping your eyes. The blonde sat frozen in his seat. âItâs-- itâs deadâ you said.
He let out an irritated sigh. âIâm sorry, darling, I didnât knowâ he muttered, shaking his head.
âItâs okay⌠this was beautiful. Youâre beautifulâ you said, wiping your fake tears and rubbing his cheek affectionately.Â
Later, you both found yourselves in a deli, eating veggie bowls, which Felix found disgusting, and making him completely miss the Knicks game.Â
You finished the food (who he labeled as cow-food), and he quickly ran to the TV to catch the Knicks game, only to find out it had already finished. He let out a grunt and dropped the remote on the couch. âFuckâ he sighed.
He let himself fall on the couch and you climbed over him, kissing the life out of him. Felix let out a surprised groan and grabbed your ass. You unbuttoned his shirt, a few buttons flying away. You couldnât admit this to anyone, but you found him exciting.Â
He smirked against your lips and let his hands wander under your dress, letting his palms rest on your ass.Â
You wanted to up the game. âDoes little Lix want to come out and play?â you groaned in his ear.Â
His eyes widened, while you kissed down his chest. âUh, what?â
You lifted your head.
âLittle Lix?â he asked, utterly confused.Â
âWell, we donât know if heâs big or little, weâre gonna find outâ you squealed and resumed kissing your way down to his crotch.Â
He lifted you up gently by your arm. âNo, no. Baby. You canât just⌠name my dickâ he said with a frown.
Your eyebrows raised. âYou⌠what are you saying? Do you want me to call it⌠big Lix? Cocky enough, baby?â you said in a baby voice. You almost laughed out loud at the look on his face.Â
âUh⌠Iâm-- big Lix is not ready to come out and playâ he said, cringing at his own words.Â
You sighed with a smile. âWell, in that case. I better get goingâ you said and dropped a kiss to his lips. âBye honey-bearâ
When you were out the door, you snickered.Â
âItâs getting easier by the minuteâ you sing-songed with an evil laugh getting inside the elevator when a hand stopped the door from closing.
Felix smiled and got inside, grabbing your waist and lifting you up against the wall of the elevator, kissing you. His tongue got inside your mouth and tangled with yours. Your legs automatically wrapped around his waist. âCan I see you tomorrow?â he asked against your lips.
You breathed in and licked your lips. âYepâ
âWell, call meâ he pecked your lips and then he was out of the elevator.
You grimaced once you made sure he wasnât looking. âWhat the hell? This ainât getting easierâ
You needed to up your game, immediately.Â
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Day 5
The next day in Felixâs office, Hyunjin and Jisung were discussing how you were getting weirder by the time the relationship went on.
âOkay, I thought you said Y/N was a goddess after the Knicks game, little Lixâ Hyunjin teased, earning a punch on the shoulder from the blonde.
He laughed. âWell, that was the good Y/N, the smart, cool and sexy woman I met. Not this crazy, evil side sheâs showingâ he said.
âMaybe sheâs bipolar--â Jisung started.
âMuffin!âÂ
The three guys turned around to find you with a dog in hand.
âY/N babyâ he smiled at you, standing up and walking towards you. âWe were just talking about you. You are looking absolutely gorgeousâ he said.
âOh, good things I hope, right baby boo?â you cooed.Â
He pressed his lips together and nodded.Â
âThese are my friends! Hyunjin and Jisung!â he said, pointing behind him and they waved at you.
You gasped. âOh Lixie told me all about you guysâ
âLixie-Boo told all about you tooâ Hyunjin teased the blonde, who glared at him.
âGreat, well look what I just got youâ you sing-songed. âI got you a puppy! His name is⌠guess what?â you said, clapping your hands together.
He shrugged.
âLittle Lix!â you squealed.
Jisung and Hyunjin snickered behind him.Â
He smiled and tried to think how the fuck he was going to survive six days more if this was going to keep up like this.
When he got home, he put Little Lix in the kitchen and put water and food ready for him. He grabbed his phone and saw his voicemail was full.
You got 17 new messages from Y/N Y/L/N.
âOh shitâ he said.Â
He listened to every single one of them and he face-palmed himself. This is getting even harder than I thought , he thought.
He got inside the bathroom to wash his face and opened the cabinet. He froze when he found a lot of feminine products and he closed it, turning around to find two toothbrushes and a lot of girly stuff scattered in the bathroom. Felix grabbed his hair and almost yelled out.Â
âFucking shitâ
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Day 6
âGirls, Iâm telling you. Heâs not leaving meâ you said, eating from your ice cream pint.Â
âAre you being clingy?â Karina asked.
You nodded. âLike a bitch, yeah. I even supplied his bathroom with girly stuff, some of them I donât even use. Then I gifted him teddy bears and I baby talk to him. Iâm whiny and needy? How is he not leaving me?â you asked.
The girls laughed and continued eating ice cream.
âEither way, I gotta think about something before tomorrowâ you said.
Ryujin sat up. âWait, why not tonight?â
âItâs Poker night with his friendsâ you said. âBoys nightâ
âYouâre giving him boys night?â she asked.
âThey do it every weekâ you shrugged.
âBefore⌠he met⌠youâ she said.
âRyujin, I love youâ
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âBunny! Iâm home!â you said, startling his friends and him.
Felix turned around and his eyebrows furrowed. âBaby, what are you doing here?â he asked, sitting up and putting the blunt he was smoking, in a plate.
âI just⌠I figured I could stop by and kiss you a little bit, huh? Your friends donât mind if I steal you for about⌠an hour or so?â you asked.
He laughed nervously. âHoney, I told you⌠boys nightâ he said.
You pretended to be offended. âYou⌠donât want to see me? Do you- Oh! You think Iâm crazy!â you said.
Felixâs eyes widened. âI- No! I donât think youâre crazy, baby. I just want a boys night with--âÂ
âOh, Iâm sure it was an excuse to hook up with other girls, and oh! Iâm sure thereâs one hidden here, probably in your bathroomâ you fake cried. âIâm out of here, Felixâ you said and walked out the door.
He followed you with Little Lix barking behind him.Â
âHey, hey, hey. What was all that?â he asked, making you turn around.
You pressed the elevator button and sighed. âWhat?â
âYou acting like a freaking maniacâ he said.Â
You gasped and the elevator dinged. âOh, Iâm sorry. I canât be with someone who thinks Iâm mental. Bye, Felixâ you said and the elevator doors closed but he pressed the button so they opened them again.
âNo wait. Whereâs the fun, cool, beautiful and sexy Y/N I knew? Huh?â Felix asked. âThe one who wanted to be a serious journalist? Youâre acting insane, like one second youâre up then youâre down!â he said.
You pursed your lips. âSo I guess weâre overâ you shrugged your shoulders with a glare.
âFine!â
âFineâ you said and the elevator door closed. You smiled in victory and then it quickly fell. What the hell is happening?Â
Back in Felixâs apartment, Jisung and Hyunjin almost tackled him. âYouâre going back, apologize and get back together with herâ Jisung said. âFive more days, man. And thatâs itâ he said.
âNo, wait. Hey. You saw how she acted back thereâ he said.
âYes, but if you really want the pitch, then youâre going back to her, apologize and be her little bitch for five. More. daysâ Hyunjin stated.
âDo you want Son and Park Chaeyoung to be comfortable in their new office? The one that should be ours?â Hyunjin digged.
âNo, of course not!â Felix said. âBut what do I do? What do I tell her!?â
âCouples therapy! Literally anythingâ Jisung said.
âCouples therapy?â Felix asked.
This was getting way out of hand.Â
âYes, now go!â Hyunjin patted his back and pushed him.Â
He sprinted off running to the stairs, jumping from three to three. He got to the door just in time when you got out of the building.Â
âY/N! Y/N! Wait, baby booâ he said, cringing at his choice of words. âForgive me, please. I donât- I donât know what I was thinking. Iâm sorryâ he said, kneeling on the ground.
You couldnât believe your eyes. What the hell was this guyâs problem and why the hell why was he not running away from her?
âCan you give me another chance?â he asked, puppy eyes on.Â
âHavenât you had enough?â you asked ironically, but you really meant it this time.Â
âIâm willing to do anything, Y/N. Pleaseâ he said, opening his arms.
You grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, making him stand up, kind of embarrassed that anyone walking down the street could see him like that.Â
âLike, what do you think about⌠couples therapy?â he asked.Â
A light bulb turned on in your brain. Couples therapy, huh?
âOh, Felix. I know a therapist whoâll do wonders with you. When shall we start?â you said, intrigued about his request.Â
He nodded. âTomorrow. Whenever you wantâ he said, desperately. âWhatever it takesâ
âA kiss?â you pouted.Â
âThank you, sweetheartâ he said and kissed you almost making you tumble at how hard he kissed you. You had to admit, he was one hell of a kisser. âThank you for understandingâ
âYeah, no problem, baby boo. But youâre still on probationâ you said and walked away. âWhat the fuck did I get myself into?â you whispered to yourself.
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Day 7
âIf weâre really doing this, youâll have to open up, Felix. You hear me?â you whined when you reached the âtherapistâ apartment.Â
âYeah, of courseâÂ
You knocked on the door and Karina appeared, wearing a white pajama pants and a shirt, with big ass glasses and a bun. âY/N Y/L/N, and Felix Lee. Come inâ she said with a formal voice.
Your eyebrows wiggled and tried not to laugh. You grabbed Felixâs hand and sat him down on the couch.Â
âSo, before we start. I wanted to ask you how you were gonna pay for this session?â she asked.
You patted Felixâs back. âSweetie?â
âUh, yeah. How much is it?â he asked, grabbing his wallet from his jean pocket.
âThree hundred dollars the hourâ she said calmly.Â
His eyes almost bulged out of his school when he heard the price that fell from Karinaâs lips. Felix cleared his throat and reached for his wallet. Whatever it takes, then the pitch is yours. He handed Karina the bills and she cleared her throat.
âSo, tell me, you guys. How long have you been seeing each other?â she asked.
âSeven daysâ you replied with a smile.
âIsnât it too soon to be seeing a therapist?â Felix asked calmly.
You smiled at him. âWell, it isnât a lifetime but it is--â
âItâs like a weekâ he said.
You fake gasped and looked at Karina. âDo you hear that tone? How can we not need a therapist when youâre snapping at me like that every goddamn second!â you said rather loudly.
Karina nodded. âHow are things between you⌠I mean⌠sexuallyâ she digged.
You laughed a little. âOh, about that⌠he has a little problemâ you said, winking at Karina. âIf you know what I meanâ
He shook his head. âNo, Y/N. Wait. We havenât had sex yetâ he said. âAnd I donât have a problemâ
âYes you doâ
âNo, no I donâtâÂ
âOkay, okay. Look, the one night that we even thought about having sex you called my dick little Lix, or- or big Lixâ he said, turning completely to face you. âWithout even seeing it!â
âI thought it was beautifulâ you said, close to fake crying.
âI see, Felixâ Karina said, pushing her glasses up her nose. âWhen was it that you first realized you were attracted to other men?â
You had to contain your laugh at this. âOh, it⌠thatâs seriousâ you agreed.
âWhat? No! I love women, why-- okay. No, that itâs clearly not what happenedâ Felix stammered irritatedly.Â
âIâm hearing a lot of anger thatâs been swirling inside of you for a long time, Felixâ Karina said, folding her hands together.Â
You gasped. âLike a rage-aholicâ
âNo, Iâm not a rage-aholicâ he shouted.
âTake a deep breath, sweetieâ you said, putting your hand on his arm.
âI gotta ask you this one questionâ Karina said. âAre you ashamed of Y/N?â
He was taken aback by the sudden question.Â
âOf course he isâ you said.
âNo, Iâm not ashamed of you, Y/Nâ he said, putting a hand on your back.Â
Karina cleared her throat. âThen why donât you⌠take her to meet your family, for example?â she suggested. You wanted to kill her.
Felix nodded. âYeah, letâs go do that. You can meet my whole family, letâs go to Staten Island, you can meet themâ he smiled.Â
âWould you like to go to Staten Island?â Karina asked you.
No! Of course not! Â
âYesâÂ
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Day 8
He parked his bike in the driveway of his family house and you were greeted by his mother once you got inside of the house.Â
âOh hello, Y/N. Iâve heard so much about you!â her mother appeared with a baby in her arms.Â
â Bullshit! â you heard from the patio.
âMy dad and uncles play cards every hour of the dayâ Felix laughed.
â Bullshit! â you heard again.
âYou are as pretty as Felix described you on the phone the other--â
âMom!â Felix whined.
You laughed and shook her hand. âWell, the pleasure is mine, Ms. Leeâ you said.
â Bullshit! â
âSweetie!â she scolded over her shoulder. âExcuse me honey, I gotta make my husband shut up for a little bit, hereâ she said and handed Felix the baby he was holding, who you assumed was his cousin.Â
Felix grabbed him happily and you couldnât help but feel your heart swell at the sight of him holding a baby.Â
âIâm gonna get him cleaned up, you go out backâ he said and dropped a kiss to your lips and then he was gone.Â
You took a deep breath and went out to the patio, finding who you assumed was his dad and his uncles. His mother saw you and dropped the cards on the table. âEveryone! Guys, everybody meet Y/N, our Felixâs girl!â she squealed.
His dad smiled and shook your hand. âWell, Felix described you as âbeautifulâ but his words werenât enoughâ he complimented you.Â
You blushed a little and giggled. âWell thank you, Mr. Leeâ
âNo worries, honeyâ Mr. Lee winked.Â
After they introduced you to the whole family, they gave you a couple of cards to play with them.Â
âThe game is called âBullshitâ as you may have heard. And weâre just in the lightning round, sweetie, you came just in timeâ Mr. Lee said.
Felix suddenly came in and smiled. âWell look at this. Iâm gonna beat everyoneâs asses, including yours babyâ he winked at you, sitting down and grabbing himself some cards.Â
âI donât really know how to playâ
âWell, hereâs the trick. You have to get rid of all the cards in your handâ His dad said.
You nodded and looked at your cards.
âAlright Iâm gonna throw and say I have two aces. What do you say?â his dad asked.
Your eyebrows furrowed as you looked at your cards in hand, noticing you had three aces, which meant he could only have one. âI say bullshitâ
âWhat did you say?â he smiled.
âI say⌠bullshit!â you said and everyone around you cheered.Â
After a couple of rounds where everyone except Felix was helping you out to win just to make him lose, you found yourself having fun, more than you had expected and more than the fun youâve got this couple of months. The feeling was strange.
âOkay, Iâve got two kingsâ
You looked around and his family shook their heads. Felix caught them cheating and gasped.
âYou all are cheating!â he said, making all of you laugh. âBaby! Thatâs treason!â he laughed.
You just laughed at him and showed him your cards. âYep. But I won!â
âAnd that makes him have the lowest score out of all of us in Bullshit thanks to you, for the first time ever! I say we expect you to come here soonerâ his mom said, standing up and drawing his score on a chalkboard.Â
You laughed. âWhy? Were all his other girlfriends Bullshit losers?â you asked, sipping on your drink.
âWhat other girlfriends? Heâs the first girl heâs ever brought homeâ her mom said and hugged you.Â
First girl heâs ever brought home? You felt special. You hated to admit it, but it was true.Â
âDonât you break his heartâ she whispered with a little smile and walked away.
Itâs a little too late for that now.
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After the game, Felix offered to take you for a ride to meet the island on his bike. You accepted, and the blonde took you everywhere. For ice cream, for lunch, to walk in the park, down the port, everywhere. He even taught you how to ride his bike. You couldnât help it but you felt the butterflies kicking your stomach everytime he smiled or looked at you. And he felt the same. He felt at peace that the fighting and craziness was over for good.
At a certain hour, it started to rain, soaking you from head to toe. You arrived at his home, you rode the bike while he was behind you.
He got you inside of the bathroom, shutting the door behind you.
âAlright madam, letâs have a shower, what do you say?â he asked and turned on the hot water.
You nodded and sat on the sink, thinking about why the hell did you accept to do this to this guy. He was perfect and so good with you. If you ever told him the truth, heâd hate you, and youâd lose him.Â
âYou can shower first if you wantâ he said, drying his hand with a towel.
You bit your lip and sighed.Â
âIs everything all right?â he asked, putting his hands on your legs, his eyes finding yours.Â
You smiled at him, caressing his cheek. âItâs more than okayâ you said in a low voice.Â
He kissed your palm and pinched your leg a little. âThen tell me whatâs wrong. You donât seem okayâ
You let out a breath. âI think⌠when your mother hugged me today, like⌠she really hugged meâ you said, your eyes getting teary. âFor winning a game at Bullshit. Like I was a part of the familyâ you said, a tear flowing down your cheek.Â
Felixâs eyebrows furrowed and he put a hand on your cheek. âBut thatâs a good thing, baby. Smile for meâ he said with a little grin, poking your cheek with his pointer finger.
You smiled for him and his grew bigger. Your noses were almost touching and it confirmed for the both of you. Both bets were a huge mistake.
He brought your head closer to his and kissed your lips. You pulled away and searched for something in his eyes, something that would give you a red flag. You found just a glint and lust in his eyes. You kissed him again, opening your mouth for his tongue to come inside your mouth and sighed at the feeling.Â
Felix pulled away and you lifted your hands up, so that he could take your shirt off. He complied and saw that you werenât wearing a bra. His eyes darkened and you hopped off the counter to take his shirt too.
You dropped it to the ground and then went to unbuckle his jeans while he did the same to yours. He pushed your panties to the ground and he pushed his underwear, too.
Felix grabbed your thighs, hoisting you up, making your legs wrap around his torso and kissed you again. He got inside the shower and pressed you against the cold tiles. His mouth on yours felt heavenly, and with every brush of his tonguey you got more and more wetter by the second.Â
âFuck, youâre so beautifulâ he whispered against your neck. He kissed a couple of hickeys on it and then came back to your mouth.
If anyone walked past the bathroom, they wouldâve heard the breathy moans the two of you emitted and the slapping of skin on skin sound. Once you came and he did on your stomach, you stayed staring at each other. Guilt was in his eyes, thinking that you, a beautiful woman he had managed to fall in love with, and probably she did as well, was part of a stupid bet to get a stupid pitch.Â
You dropped your forehead on his and sighed with a smile. âThat was amazing, Lix. Little Lix down there wasn't so little, huh?â you joked, making him laugh out loud.Â
âWell, what can I say? Iâm full of surprisesâ he said.
You got down and you washed each other. As his arms came around you from behind and you couldnât help but feel like shit.Â
If only he knew.Â
In the meantime, Felix rested his chin on your shoulder, leaving a little peck on your skin. He closed his eyes as soon as his lips touched you, feeling the guilt and regret wash over him.Â
He didnât know how he was going to tell you, but there was one thing he knew it was certain: he didnât deserve you.Â
At least, thatâs what he thought.Â
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Day 9
The ferry arrived at Manhattan and he drove his bike back to your home. He got down from the bike and walked you to the building entrance. Â
âWell, this is homeâ you said, dropping his hand.Â
He nodded and smiled at you. âUh, Y/N? I wanted to ask you back at Staten but uh⌠my boss is throwing this party for the diamond account I was telling you about and I was wondering if you wanted to go with me? You know⌠as my date?â Felix asked, clearly nervous. âAs my girlfriendâ he stated.Â
You smiled at him and put your hand on his cheek. âAre you calling me your girlfriend?âÂ
âYeah, I amâ he said, sure of himself.
You pressed your lips together. âTomorrow will be the tenth day of seeing each other.â
âI knowâ he said with a sigh. âWell, Iâll see you tomorrow huh?â
âYeah, absolutely. Should I dress fancy?â you asked.
 âAs fancy as you want⌠but still fancyâ he said.
You nodded. âPerfectâ you pressed a kiss to his lips and when you pulled away, you hugged him. He felt so good. You didnât want to let him go just yet, or tell him what you were doing, or him to find out via the magazine.Â
As you pulled away, he kissed your head and let you go inside.
âByeâ you blew him a kiss.
âByeâÂ
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Day 10 - final day-
You barged inside Seulgiâs office with a very worried face on you. You let out a breath and sat down on the couch.
âSeulgi? I canât- I canât write this articleâ you stated.
Her eyebrows furrowed and sat down on her chair. âWhat? Why not? Is your computer broken or something? Figure it outâ
âNo, itâs not thatâ you said. âI just⌠Iâve got to know this guy. Heâs amazing. He doesn't deserve this, I really like him, Seulgi. Pleaseâ you pleaded.
âOkay. Whoâs the boss here?â
âYouâ you sighed.Â
âThen you write what I tell you to write. And that means the articleâ she said strictly, not even bothering to look at you while she was paging down a magazine. âYouâll do the article, because you are a professional. Thatâs what professionals doâ
âYes I amâ you whispered.Â
âGreat. Now go. I want the article in less than 48 hoursâ
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The night fell and Felix arrived at your house. He was wearing a fancy tux, but he managed to keep it a little less formal. He took a deep breath and cracked his neck. Felix grabbed his phone and sent you a text.
Lix: Iâm here xx
He blushed at the thought of you on a fancy dress. His thoughts were interrupted by his phone vibrating in his pocket.
You: be right down. Wait up xx
His heart picked up speed when he heard the door of your building opening. You stood there with a yellow fancy dress with an open cut back. You did a little twirled and took a second to admire him. He was so beautiful, it hurt your eyes.Â
The chauffeur from his car smiled at the interaction.
âHeyâ you said timidly.
He just stared, he couldnât believe you were his.Â
âWow, you are so beautifulâ he said, pressing a kiss to your lips.Â
You blushed and ran your fingers through his hair. âYouâre looking good too, sparkyâ you said putting your arm around his and getting inside the car.
Once you reached the museum, you could only gawk at how much diamonds were used for this party. It almost hurt your eyes.Â
âWow, okay. This wasnât what I expected at allâ you said, looking up only to find a very big, sparkly chandelier.Â
Felix nodded, chuckling at your face. âYou should come more often to these things with meâ
You gasped and elbowed him. âWhat? So you can see me with a fancy dress more often?â
He shrugged. âMaybeâ he teased, making you laugh.
Hyunjin and Jisung appeared wearing very formal suits and they waved at you. âHey guysâ you said.
âOh, great. Stay with them, Iâll go grab us some champagneâ he said, kissing your cheek.
You smiled at him and watched him leave while Jisung told an incredibly boring story of how he managed to get a date.
âUh, guys. Iâll go sit by the table, there are some snacks there. If youâll excuse meâ you said, and excused yourself, really not wanting to deal with those noisy boys.Â
Hyunjin and Jisung stood watching you when they felt hands on their shoulders. The Chaeyoungâs were staring at them with an evil grin on them.Â
âNews for you guysâ Son Chaeyoung said.
They looked at each other. âWe donât want to deal with you snakes todayâ Jisung said.Â
Park Chaeyoung scoffed. âI just wanted to let you guys know that we know that Felix cheatedâ she said.
Hyunjinâs eyebrows furrowed. âWhat do you mean cheated?â he asked in a monotone voice.Â
âWe know he told this girl about the bet even before they started datingâ Park Chaeyoung said.Â
Jisung and Hyunjin looked at each other, wide-eyed.Â
âWeâll go tell Mr. Park if you donât hurry upâ Son Chaeyoung said, and then, they were gone.
âShit, we gotta do somethingâ Jisung said.
They ran to the table you were sitting and sat down next to you, startling you mid-eating a snack. You furrowed your eyebrows at their state.
âHey, Y/N. We know you know about the bet. Okay? And we need you to play dumb when Mr. Park asks you if you fell in love with Felixâ Hyunjin said.
Your stomach dropped. A bet? What bet? You were about to ask until it dawned in you. This was all a bet. Felix made a bet, in which he had to make you fall in love with him (in which he succeeded).
âA bet?â you asked in a small voice.
Jisung nodded. âYeah, the bet⌠you know, heâd get the pitch if you fell in love with himâ he said.
You played dumb. âOf courseâ you faked a smile. Internally you were just trying to keep the tears to yourself.
MeanwhileâŚ
Felix was heading to their table when Kang Seulgi intercepted him.
âHello Felix. What a pleasure it is to see youâ she said with a smile.
He nodded and smiled at the elderly woman. âYeah, nice to see you too. I gotta head back to my table, thereâs this beautiful woman waiting for me-- right thereâ he said with a smug grin and pointed at you.
Seulgi perked up and gasped. âY/N? Oh sheâs my How-To girl in Composureâ she said.
âYour How-To girl?â he asked confusedly.
âYes. Right now sheâs working on an article called How To Lose a Guy in 10 Daysâ she said and his smile visibly dropped. You were just using him for⌠an article? Her laugh made him come back from his thoughts. âThis poor guy sheâs been pretending to date-- wait, sheâs actually dating this guy trying to scare him off by making mistakes girls do when--â when she saw the face that Felix and she stopped talking, realizing he was the guy you were dating. âOh⌠oh, Iâm sorryâ she whispered and excused herself.Â
He pressed his lips together and downed his champagne glass. He saw you getting up from your chair, grabbed your purse and headed for the exit. Felix followed you, steam flying out of his ears.
When you reached the street you heard his shouting. âNo, no, no. Y/N Y/L/N get back hereâ he said.Â
You stopped in your tracks and looked at him.Â
âYou used me! Just to get a stupid fucking pitch! You played with my feelings, you made me believe you actually care about meâ you yelled at him.Â
Your words wouldâve hurt him if he wasnât angry enough about the article thing.Â
âI used you? You drove me insane for that article from your stupid magazine, okay?â he said angrily.Â
âYou told people you could make me fall in love with you, like Iâm just some random girl that needed saving, you backstabbing jerkâ you said, hitting him with your purse.Â
Felix stood, pressing his lips together, figuring out what to say next. âSo that was what I was, huh? A stupid guinea pig you could use for your experiments?âÂ
âYeah and I was just some girl you picked up from a bar because you feel bad for her, sitting all alone with a drink in her handsâ you said more calmly.
He chuckled ironically. âWell, you did it. Good job. You wanted to see if you could lose a guy in 10 days, congratulations. You just lost himâ he said, and turned away from you.
âNo, I didnât, Felixâ
He turned back to face you.
âBecause you canât lose what you never hadâ you cried out.Â
He watched as you turned away and called a cab. His heart was hurting so much. Felix took a shaky breath in and headed back to the party.Â
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Day 11
âWell, this wasn't what I was expectingâ Seulgi said, pushing her glasses up her nose. âBut itâs betterâ she said gladly.Â
You chuckled and smiled at her. âIâm glad you like itâ
âNow this is my time to free you from my leash. You can write whatever you want nowâ she said, putting your recently printed article in a folder.Â
Your eyebrows perked up at her saying. âThat means I can write like⌠about politics, economics, religion, or--â
âNo, Y/N. Whatever you want means what Composure is about, shoes, dramas, whatâs new in Oscar de La Rentaâs new dresses, you get what I meanâ Seulgi said, flicking her wrist at you.Â
This wasnât what you expected. Writing an article about a guy you did end up falling in love with wasnât even worth it. In the end, Kang Seulgi had tricked you into making you write whatever she wanted.Â
You nodded and sighed. âThank you for the opportunity, Seulgiâ you said slowly. She smiled at you. âAnd thank you for making it easier for me to turn it downâ you said, heading for the door. âMy resignation letter will be arriving at your mail very soonâ you said and then you were out of the door, leaving Seulgi shocked to her very core.Â
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Felix was in his office, Little Lix in his arms and he let out a sigh, looking at the Knicks game he did not attend. The tickets were laying on his desk, he had planned to give them to you after the party but that did not end up well.Â
A knock on his door startled him. âHey, my man. Iâve got something for youâ Hyunjin said, sitting down on a chair.
He saw it was a Composure magazine and he let out a sigh.
âIâm not gonna read thatâ
âNo, you shouldâ he said. Felix just shook his head and dropped Little Lix on the floor. âOkay. You win. Iâll read it to youâ Hyunjin said and Felix was about to protest but he held his hands up. â Iâve lost a guy. And I donât know why. What went wrong? When I started writing this monthâs column, I wanted to commit those certain silly dating mistakes we all commit at some time. But what I didnât realize was that I was making the biggest mistake of my life â he said, he lifted his eyes to watch the blonde, who was looking at the floor, with glassy eyes. âHere, read it. Trust meâ he said, dropping the magazine on his desk and then he was out of his office.
He sighed and grabbed it, turning to the page where your article was. He started reading and he noticed some important lines: â I lost the only guy Iâve ever fallen for â; â Best 10 days of my life â, and one that he wasnât expecting at all. â This is my last article for Composure â
His eyebrows furrowed and an idea popped in his head.
A few minutes later, he was running down Composureâs office asking everyone where the hell was your office located. He won a few glares from most of the girls but right now, he didnât give a fuck.
He found it, and noticed it was empty. Fucking shit, Felix internally cursed. He saw a woman standing right next to her office.Â
âExcuse me, Maâmâ he said.
Ryujin turned around abruptly. âHoly crap. Youâre Felixâ
âI know. Tell me whereâs Y/Nâ he said urgently.
âShe quitâ Karina appeared from behind him.Â
He turned around and noticed a familiarity with the girl.
âSheâs got an interview right now, in Washingtonâ Ryujin said.
âWhen?â
âLike, right now. Sheâs leaving right nowâ Ryujin said, checking her watch.
He turned to leave but not before he turned to face Karina. âYouâre not a therapist arenât you?â
She looked confused until she burst out laughing. âNo, Iâm notâ
âGood job. You owe me 300 dollarsâ
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You leaned your head on the taxi window, letting out a sigh, thinking about the events that took place that week. You knew that Composure wasnât the best option for you since Seulgi had always done the same shit over and over again, making you think you could write about something more interesting than fashion and then taking your emotion with her. You rubbed your forehead and allowed yourself to think about Felix. There wasnât a time that you didnât regret what happened, but looking at the other side, he made a bet too.Â
Your thoughts were interrupted when you reached the Brooklyn bridge and saw someone riding a very familiar bike, wearing a very familiar helmet. Oh shit, thatâs Felix.Â
âSir, please pull overâ Felix yelled.
You gasped at the scene. âWhat-- Felix? What are you doing?â you yelled. âSir, pull over please?â
âAre you crazy, woman? Weâre in the middle of the bridgeâ the chauffeur said.
You rolled your eyes. âIâm not feeling well, I think Iâm about to pukeâ
âAlright, you winâ he grumbled.
You got out of the car and saw him pulling the helmet over his head. âWhat the fuck is this Felix?â you yelled at him.
He sighed and handed you the magazine.Â
âIs it true?â he asked.
Your eyebrows furrowed.Â
âDammit, Y/N, what you wrote in the magazine. Or were you just trying to sell a magazine?â
âI meant every word, Felixâ you said, your eyes getting teary. âBut that doesnât change anything, does it?â
âIt does, and youâre running awayâ he said.
âIâm not!â You yelled out in a high-pitched voice.
âYes, you are. To Washingtonâ he said.
You rolled your eyes, pinching your eyebrows. âYes, but itâs an interview. Besides, what do you care?â
Felix was taken aback by it. âWhat do I care? I fucking love you Y/N. But I need to be sure itâs trueâ
âI already told you. Itâs true and I⌠I love you too, Felix. But--â you said-
âBut what?â he asked, stepping closer to you.
âI canât write here. I applied for a job where I know I can write about whatever the fuck I want without a bitch that tells me I need to write what itâs accord to my genderâ you said, and turned away to get back to the taxi.
âBullshitâ
You stopped in your tracks. âExcuse me?â
âBullshit. You heard meâ he said, stepping closer to you.Â
You couldnât move. He reached until your noses were practically touching. He handed a couple of bills to the taxi driver and told him to send your bags back to your apartment.Â
âYouâre having alternate transportation from now onâ he said.Â
You sighed and looked at him, your eyes watery.Â
âReally? Are you serious?â you asked with a broken chuckle.
âYou bet I amâ he said and put his hands on your face, bringing you to a passionate kiss. You melted on it and put your arms around his neck, sighing into it. You felt complete. Finally. âI love you, so muchâ he said against your lips, letting his nose rub against yours.
âI love you, I love you, I love youâ you mumbled, each âi love youâ with a kiss.Â
âOkay, so are you two gonna let me drive back to the ladies apartment or what?â the taxi driver grumbled, making you two laugh.
You couldn't believe how perfect this moment was. How it all started with a bet and an article that was meant for you two to find each other.Â
Fin.
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i hope you liked it :) there are more Felix's fics coming in, i've been pretty busy
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The Bed We Made
Male Reader x Teyeon x Winter
Tags: 18k, smut, creampie, dubcon, incest, oral, tw
The story is not ours, we alternate the original story to match our desired settings.
Itâs not often you meet a mother who is as good-looking as her daughter or the rest of the family for that matter.
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Groaning and moaning is all i heard as I passed the guest bedroom where my cousin Chaewon had been. âItâs nice to see someone is having funâ I said to myself as I walked down the hall past my sister's bedroom. Now I close my ear. Shit, I don't want to hear what happens inside there.
I didn't like Minjeong boyfriend, that's no secret. But Iâd learned a long time ago to stay out of her love life. That guy was an asshole. I couldnât hide my feeling on him, not from her, but I remained silent on the subject. I was sure Minjeong would figure it out eventually and for the time being, at least he was a good-looking asshole that seemed to make her happy.
I moved on once again toward my own room. Chaewonâs brother Sojun was there with his new girlfriend Juhyeon. He was using my room because the only other bedroom available was my momâs and neither Minjeong nor I thought it right that he and his girlfriend sleep there. I got momâs bed since I was the one who stupidly broke up with his girlfriend the week before.
âI really could have timed it better,â I mumbled to myself.
Minjeong and I had started planning this night from the moment mom told us that she was going out of town on business. I was twenty and going to college. Minjeong was twenty-three and already working. She still lived home while she saved up for a place.
Mom was pretty old fashioned and didnât let the people we were dating sleep over. She was a typical mother. She liked to think of us still as kids. It would have been cute if it werenât so annoying.
I stopped in front of my bedroom door and listened. I forgot to get a pair of sweats to sleep in out of my closet before Sojun and Juhyeon disappeared into my room. I didnât hear anything, so I opened the door gently. I glanced at my bed and saw that they were asleep.
They were naked. My eyebrows rose in appreciation when I saw Juhyeon. I had to give him credit. Iâd thought she was cute when I met her earlier, but now I realized that Juhyeon was a lot more than that. She was hot, and had a very nice body. I shook my head and looked away.
The sweat pants were easily reachable and I got them as quietly as I could. I was making my escape when I stubbed my toe. I cursed as quietly as I could.
âAre you okay?â I heard Juhyeon ask. I looked back toward the bed. She had pulled the covers up, but I could still see her curves through the sheets. She saw me looking and smiled.
âFine,â I replied a little too quickly. âSorry. I just needed to get something to sleep in.â
âNo problem,â she said kindly. âI shouldnât have a problem going back to sleep. Iâm still pretty drunk.â
âArenât we all?â I grinned. âWe finished almost all the alcohol we bought, and thatâs saying something.â
âIt was a fun night,â she smiled in return. It was sexy as hell. I looked at her and shook my head as I fought to hide my sudden and intense attraction to her.
âYou know, if you do have a problem going back to sleep...â I began, and paused when I realized what I was about to say. Whatâs wrong with me?
âYes?â Juhyeon asked with a raised eyebrow. I was tempted, but it wasnât going to happen. I wasnât the type to try and steal someoneâs girl. âYou could wake him up. Iâm sure heâd appreciate it.â
âYou think?â she smiled.
âI know,â I laughed, then glanced at my cousin who seemed almost comatose and added, âAlthough he seemed wiped out.â
âHe is,â she replied, slowly looking at me oddly. âDo you want to fill in for him?â I was stunned. Tonight was the first time I met Juhyeon. She was pretty quiet earlier. I would never have guessed she was like this.
âNo,â I replied with some difficulty. âNot that Iâm not tempted, you are hot as hell,â I laugh.
âHow sweet,â she teased. âOh, thanks for the complement.â
âYou deserve it,â I said, shaking my head.
âIf you keep talking like that,â she smiled sexily. âI might not give you the choice.â
âIâd better be going then,â I laughed, but it was very difficult to move.
âNow look what youâve done?â she asked. âIâm horny again. I guess Iâll have to wake him up.â
âThink you can?â I joked. âHe looks passed out.â
âWatch me,â she replied confidently. Juhyeon shocked me again by reaching out and beginning to rub my cousinâs cock through the sheet. She was watching me, obviously enjoy my reaction.
âWow!â I thought. âDrunk or not, this girl was definitely something else.
Juhyeon continued to look at me as she worked her mouth. I stood there mesmerized. She had one of the sexiest smiles Iâd ever seen. She let the sheet drop slightly and exposed her breasts. I shook my head.
âI donât suppose you have a sister?â I asked.
âTwo,â she grinned. âBut the younger one is only eighteen and pretty innocent.â
âAnd the older one?â I asked.
âYou couldnât handle her,â Juhyeon laughed.
âMaybe not,â I smiled. âBut after watching this, Iâd sure like to try.â
âWatching what?â she asked huskily, no longer laughing. âYou mean this?â And with that Juhyeon pulled the cock from under the sheet and took it into her mouth while her eyes never left mine. I swallowed hard.
âDoes he know just how much of a slut you are?â I groaned. My eyes were locked with hers.
âNot yet,â she smiled sexily, âBut heâs learning.â
âAre you sure you arenât willing to introduce me to your sister?â I joke.
âMaybe one day,â she smiled. âOr maybe Iâll let Sojun play with my sister and keep you to myself.â
âOkay,â I laugh. âAre you always like this?â
âNot usually,â she admitted. âBut like I said earlier, Iâm pretty drunk.â
âSo, if you were sober you wouldnât want to do what you just suggested?â
âOh, I would want to do it,â she replied. âI just wouldnât have suggested it, at least not so soon after starting to date Sojun and meeting you.â
âHah you are something else.â I said, shaking my head.
âYes, she is,â my cousin said, finally awake.
âHey lover,â Juhyeon said, smiling at him.
âYou two have fun,â I said, shaking my head again and leaving my room.
I went into the bathroom and changed into my sweats. I had to wrestle my cock inside. Juhyeon really got to me. I forced Tried to force myself not to think about it or Iâd never get to sleep.
Momâs room was the biggest and she had a king-sized bed. I shook my head sadly as I looked at it. It was too bad she never shared it with anyone. My father had disappeared right after I was born. I didnât know him and at this point I never wanted to.
I climbed into bed and closed my eyes. I was tired, but had a hard time going to sleep. I knew what was going on in all of the other bedrooms and I had to admit that I was jealous, and horny as hell. I thought about taking care of myself, but I was in momâs bed and I just couldnât do it.
It took me some time to finally relax. Thatâs when lying in momâs bed helped. It smelled of her and reminded me of how she used to help me calm down and fall asleep when I was a kid. In fact, momâs bed was where Minjeong and I used to climb in when we had nightmares. Mom would play with our hair until we fell asleep.
Iâm not sure how long I slept before I heard someone enter the room. It was pitch dark and whoever it was didnât seem to be interested in putting on the light despite stumbling. I couldnât quite remember what I was dreaming about, but I knew it was sexual. I was disappointed that my sleep was interrupted.
I opened my mouth and almost started to ask what was going on, but I stopped myself when I realized that there was no reason for someone to come in here in the middle of the night. It had to be one of the people sleeping over.
I reviewed who was in the house and a thought came to me. I felt myself stiffen instantly. Could it be? Would she do this?
I thought the answer to both questions obvious. I remembered the way Juhyeon looked at me and what she said. It had to be her. The question was, what should I do about it? She was sneaking into the room I was sleeping in, her intent obvious, but she was my cousinâs girlfriend.
âMaybe Sojun knows. Maybe they decided to do what she said. Maybe my cousin is going to get Juhyeonâs sister while I get Juhyeon,â I thought suddenly, but then frowned and added, âThatâs a hell of a lot of maybes.â
I was still wrestling with myself on what to do when she climbed into bed next to me. All the sexual tension from before returned in full and I reached for her. Juhyeon we were in my motherâs bed, but I was too worked up to think or worry about it anymore. I aggressively pulled her into a kiss before she could say anything. She was naked and tasted strongly of alcohol.
Juhyeon stiffened at first when I kissed her. I guess she was surprised I was awake. She relaxed quickly enough though and ended up being a good kisser despite being drunk. She moaned softly into my mouth as I started rubbing her breasts. She took my cock in her hand and start stroking it like she did with my cousin earlier. It was my turn to moan.
I pulled off my shirt and sweats and dropped them on the floor. We were both obviously beyond the need of foreplay. I rolled on top of her and Juhyeon spread her legs wide. The scent of her excitement spread and despite being ready, I couldnât stop myself from taking a moment to taste her. My tongue dipped deep into her pussy and she cried out. Juhyeonâs pussy was surprisingly hairy. I liked it.
âYes! Itâs been so long!â
I froze at the words. The voice wasnât Juhyeonâs! My mind took seconds to function before it could wrap around the truth. I was lying here with my head between my motherâs legs, What the⌠she was supposed to be out of town!
âDonât stop!â she cried, using both hands to pull my face against her. I didnât know what to do. This was wrong, so very wrong!
âOr is it?â I suddenly asked myself. I mean, I knew it was wrong, but obviously she liked what I was doing. I loved her and if it brought her pleasure, maybe right and wrong didnât come into it. Besides, she tasted amazing!
âPlease!â she cried. âIâm close!â I tentatively started licking again almost without realizing it. She groaned and pulled my mouth against her even harder. âWhoever you are, you have the nicest tongue!â
âShe must be very drunk,â I thought. Mom wasnât the type to drink or sleep around. I knew that. In fact, sheâd only moments ago said that it had been a long time. She obviously wasnât thinking straight right now, but she would in time.
âOh!â she gasped. âIâm going to cumâŚâ Her pussy became even wetter and the taste overwhelmed me.
I refocused my attention on what I was doing and was quickly rewarded with her cum. She cried out as her orgasm took her. The sound made me smile, almost proudly. No matter what else, Iâd given her a moment of ecstasy.
âThat was amazing,â she said afterward. I could hear the contentment in her voice, but I also realized that she wanted more. So did I.
âI canât feel this way about her, Itâs so wrong!â I thought. Yet, I felt what I felt. âNo!â
I knew it was time to leave despite my own excitement. The only problem was that she wrapped her hand around my cock and she started stroking it again before I could figure out how to make my escape. A few moments later she kissed me and all thoughts of leaving disappeared.
I was amazed at how excited kissing she made me feel. It didnât make sense! She was my mother and you didnât do this with your mother, only I was and it felt incredible. Her tongue danced in my mouth and I moaned. I was lying on my back now and after a few minutes I felt she start to shift on top of me. I knew what she wanted, but I wasnât ready for that. Not with her!
I pushed her off.
âMen,â she laughed. âYouâre all the same. It doesnât matter how many years have passed.â I didnât know what she was talking about until she took my cock into her mouth.
âHoly shit!â I cried silently. âshe is giving me a blowjobâ The fact that she was very good at it only made it worse.
I moaned and rested one hand on her head. She didnât need any direction, but it felt good to have my fingers intertwined with her hair. She wasnât a full-figured woman, but neither was she skinny in any sense. She went to the gym every night and stayed trim. She said it was because of her job, but I knew that she was proud of her figure.
My orgasm grew close very quickly as she continued to suck my cock like crazy. She also messaged my balls with one hand. It didnât take long for me to cum in her mouth. She drank it all down.
âI hope you donât take long to recover,â she said afterward as she rolled onto her back. âI need this. Itâs been a very long time and Iâve had a horrible last couple of days.â
I wondered what happened that made them horrible, but there was no way to find out without letting her know who I was. So instead, I kissed her again. She was obviously excited because her tongue danced wildly in my mouth.
âOh, very nice,â she cried when she felt my cock hardening again. This time she tried to shift me on top of her. I helped despite my uncertainty. She sighed contently when she felt my weight on her and added, âIâm ready.â
The question was, was I? Would I really have sex with her? I knew she needed it and frankly, I was horny as hell, but what would happen tomorrow? How would we deal when we were both sober?
She was rubbing my cock up and down her pussy.
âPlease donât tease me!â she begged, and the next thing I knew I was pushing inside of her. None of my questions or fears had been addressed, but I was beyond caring at the moment.
She was pretty tight, but she was so excited that it didnât take me long to push all the way in. I didnât want to think about the only other time Iâd been inside her pussy. Instead, I started stroking in and out of her.
âYes!â she cried. âYouâre so big!â
She wrapped her legs around my hips and pulled me deeper. She also raked my back with her nails. It got worse the closer she came to orgasm.
âNghhgodâŚ.â she cried. âIâm cumming!â I was pretty sure she drew blood with her nails.
My own orgasm was still far off. I wanted to bring her pleasure and my own excitement was obvious, but this just wasnât right. Donât get me wrong. What we were doing felt amazing and was driving me crazy. I just couldnât finish, not like this.
She thrashed under me as her orgasm took her. I held her through it and kept my cock pressed as deeply as it would go. It took her surprisingly long time to finish.
âThank you,â she said, sounding almost as if she were crying. âI really needed that.â
I refused to get off of her or pull out. In fact, it wasnât long before I started gently moving in and out of her again.
âAgain?â she asked in surprise. I pushed in deeper in reply, causing her to moan.
I continued to work her pussy until her excitement grew to the point where she was once again scratching my back. Her pussy was tight, hot and wet. It felt like my cock was an iron-like rod being thrust in and out of a furnace. It was amazing, I wanted to cum inside her, but I knew that there was only one way Iâd be able to do that. She needed to know the truth. Could we?
âYou are beautiful,â I said, she stopped scratching my back as my words were sinking in past her alcohol filled mind. âI love you.â
âMinho?â she asked tentatively.
âYes mom,â I answered. âItâs me.â
âNo!â she cried and pushed against me wildly. I wouldnât let her get up, but she spun around and buried herself into the bed. My cock pulled free and I groaned in disappointment.
âMom, calm down,â I said.
âGet off!â she cried.
âNo,â I said, surprising us both. My cock was still hard and wedges between her ass cheeks.
âThis is so wrongâŚâ she whimpered.
âItâs already done,â I replied. âAnd donât act like didnât love every minute of it, The bed is soaked.â
âHow could you?â she asked.
âI didnât know it was you at first,â I replied. âWhatâs your excuse? Just who did you think was in your bed?â
âI didnât think!â she moaned. âIâm drunk.â
âI know,â I said more gently. âMe too.â
âMinho, please get off of me.â She asked more calmly, but obviously still in shock.
âMom, weâve already done the worst we can,â I said. âAnd it was amazing. I need to cum in you. Please let me.â
âNo⌠Never!â she cried. âYouâre my son!â
âIâm also the man whose back you scratched in passion as I drove you to orgasm,â I said.
âWe canât!â she said, but it was obvious she was weakening. I knew that tone of voice. All I needed to do was be patient and Iâd get my way. I learned that a long time ago. The only problem was that I couldnât. I shifted my cock to the entrance of her pussy.
âYou wouldnât,â she cried. I thrust my cock deep. âStop!â
I ignored her cries, she was now a woman I wanted desperately, needed desperately.
She tried to get out from under me, but I held her in place. She fought harder, but her pussy became wetter with every passing second.
âThis is so wrong.â she moaned as she finally stopped fighting and lifted her hips slightly to give me better access. I smiled and pushed in deeper.
âYouâre right.â I grunted, and then leaned forward and whispered in her ear, âBut thatâs not going to stop you from cumming again. Me either.â
âOh yesâŚâ she groaned. âCum in me⌠I want to feel a man fill me again!â
âEven if that man is me?â I couldnât stop myself from asking. She came to her senses and fought briefly once more, but I held her in place until her need took control again. It wasnât very long. She was too excited to let her sense of right and wrong get in the way. I drove into her over and over again.
âYour cock is so big!â she moaned. âAnd youâve found my weakness, just like your father did all those years ago.â
âWeakness?â I asked.
âDonât make me say it!â she begged between gasps, but oddly, I knew that she wanted me to.
âTell me,â I demanded. âTell me your weakness.â
âI wonât!â she cried, suddenly fighting to get out of me again. I held her down and drove into her harder and faster. She suddenly stopped fighting and came. Her orgasm was explosive.
âYes! Yes! NghhhâŚâ she moaned.
I was close, but I wasnât there yet. She thrashed under me violently. It got so bad that my cock popped free of her. I tried to shove it back in, but I missed and ended up pushing against the entrance to her ass.
âJust like your father!â she moaned again as she froze. It took me a moment to realize what she wanted. No way?
âYou want me to fuck your ass?â I asked.
âThatâs disgusting!â she cried, which wasnât a denial. Iâd never taken a girlâs ass before, but the thought had always interested me. I pressed the head of my cock against the entrance to her ass more firmly. It was surprisingly tight. It didnât help that she was fighting me once more. She was clenching her ass. I paused. What if she really didnât want me to?
âTell me you want me to fuck your ass and I will,â I said.
âNever!â she gasped under me. âIâm a good girl! I would never say something like that!â
âBut you want me to, donât you?â I asked. She didnât answer. She just fought harder and the truth hit me. âThatâs it, isnât it? You like to think of yourself as normal and wholesome, but the truth is that youâre a slut.â
âI am not!â she cried. âIâm not doing this of my own free will. Youâre forcing me!â
âAnd you love every moment of it.â I said, realizing I was right. âYou like being held down. You like being taken. Admit it!â
âMinho, Iâm your mother!â she cried in response.
âSo?â I asked. âYouâre also a woman. Admit it!â
âI canât!â she cried. I was done talking. I knew the truth even if she wouldnât say it. Her ass was still clenched. I was tempted to push past her resistance, but I didnât want to hurt her. So, I shifted down her body.
âWhat are you doing?â she asked.
I ignored her question and forced her thighs apart. Now her pussy and ass were open to me and only inches from my mouth. I stuck my tongue out and licked her pussy. She moaned and relaxed slightly, but that only lasted until my tongue moved to her ass.
âMinho, no!â she cried. âNot even you father did that!â
âHis loss.â I grunted and focused on what I was doing. I also drove two fingers into her pussy and used the thumb of the same hand on her clit. It wasnât long before she moaned loudly and she relaxed. I worked both her pussy and ass hard and she loved every minute of it.
âThis is so wrongâŚâ she finally gasped.
âYes, it is,â I agreed easily now. I smiled and decided to tease her. âHow can you just lay there and let your son have his way with your body? Iâm licking you ass, what kind of a mother are you?â
âNo!â she cried, and started fighting me again.
I moved up her body and pressed her down against the bed. She continued to fight until my cock pushed into her ass for the first time. She cried out and surprised me by thrusting back to meet me.
âYour ass is so tightâŚâ I whispered in her ear as I continued to force more of my cock inside.
âSo much like your father!â she gasped out again. âOnly bigger!â
âKiss me.â I demanded as my cock finally reached into the depth of her ass. Her head turned and she looked at me. The room was pitch black, but I could feel her eyes. âKiss me. Show me just what kind of a slut you really are.â
I thought sheâd start fighting me again, but she surprised me by finding my mouth and thrusting her tongue inside. I moved in and out of her ass slowly as we continued to kiss.
âMinho stopâŚâ she cried after a while and refused to kiss me. I knew what she was trying to tell me. She was ready. She wanted me to fuck her ass hard. She needed to feel me take her.
âWeâre not done yet.â I said, thrusting into her ass with more power and propping myself up. âI need to cum, I need to fill your ass.â
âNoâŚâ she cried and started fighting me. I held her down roughly and fucked her ass with everything I had. My hips slammed into her meaty ass with every stroke and made a slapping sound that drove me crazy. She liked it too. I could tell.
âIâm getting close,â I groaned after a while. âI want you to cum with me. Play with yourself.â
âNo⌠Good girls donât do that!â she replied.
I took one of her hands and roughly pushed it under her and between her legs. It threw my rhythm off, but that was fine for a bit. I wanted this to last. I took her hand in mine and made her rub her soaked pussy. She fought, but not a lot and not for long. It was only a few seconds before her fingers blurred on her clit without my direction.
âI canât believe youâre forcing me to do this!â she cried as her orgasm growing.
âShut up and just do it.â I demanded. She moaned as I started fucking her ass in earnest again. I was holding her hips now and ramming in and out of her.
âIâm cumming!â I cried as my orgasm hit.
âThatâs it baby! Cum in me! Fill my ass!â She cried as her own orgasm hit. I guess in the heat of the moment she forgot she was supposed to be a good girl.
I pumped a huge amount of cum into her ass. My orgasm took me for what felt like minutes. This was the hottest moment of my life. I had to admit I liked the roughness of our sex too. It was something new to me.
âAre you okay?â she asked in what sounded like real concern when I became dead weight on top of her.
âBetter than that,â I moaned as I rolled off of her. We lay there in silence for a while, both fighting to catch our breath.
âWe shouldnât have done that,â she said. I could almost see her shaking her head. She was calmer now.
âI know,â I said, surprising her by pulling her so that her head was resting on my shoulder. It was my turn to comfort her by playing with her hair.
âI feel so guilty,â she added.
âDonât,â I replied. âIf anyone should feel guilty itâs me. I did force myself on you.â
âWe both know thatâs not true,â she sighed.
âYes it is,â I insisted. âAnd the truth is that I liked it. I liked it a lot. And donât you dare say Iâm so much like my father again!â
âBut you are,â she said. âBut only in the ways I like. Youâre not the type of guy to run out on his family.â
âNo, Iâm not,â I agreed vehemently.
âAnd you are a lot bigger where it counts,â she added. She was obviously trying to defuse my anger at my father. It would always be there, but she was right. This wasnât the time of place.
âThanks,â I said. âKnowing that helps.â
âMen!â she laughed.
âSo, why did you come home early?â I asked, changing the subject.
âUgh,â she stareted. âI had to quit my job. My boss tried to force himself on me while we were away, and not in the way I like.â
âThat asshole!â I snapped, ignoring her attempt at humor. âIâll...â
âDo nothing,â she said in that tone all mothers used. âHe was my problem and I took care of him. You will stay away from him.â
âOkay,â I said, but it was too quick and she knew.
âMinho, Iâm serious,â she said. âHe hit on me all trip and it came to a head when we were at a presentation. Someone was up on stage giving a talk and my boss and I were sitting with the rest of the audience. He grabbed my leg under the table and tried to reach higher.â
âWhat did you do?â I asked.
âI dumped a glass of water over his head,â she said in satisfaction. âWe were in front of most of his clients. It will cost him more than you think.â
âShouldâve sued him,â I said.
âI might,â she replied. âBut thatâs not a conversation for tonight.â
âTomorrow then,â I said.
âWell see,â she said, and then changed the subject. âBy the way, why arenât you sleeping in your bed?â
âSojun and Chaewon came over,â I said nervously. It was weird really. Only a few minutes ago I was in control, holding her down and taking her roughly to both of our enjoyment, but here I was afraid to tell her that weâd had a small party while she was out.
âYou and Minjeong had a party, didnât you?â she guessed.
âJust Sojun and Chaewon,â I said, but then added guiltily. âAnd Changho, Gyumin and Sojunâs new girlfriend Juhyeon. I thought you were her.â
âYou thought I was your cousinâs girlfriend and you jumped me?â she asked.
âWell, she did climb into the bed I was sleeping in,â I said defensively. âBesides, youâd have to meet her to understand. Sheâs a bit wild.â
âSo,â she sighed. âWhat youâre trying to tell me is that my daughter, nephew and niece are all in the other bedrooms with their significant others having sex?â
âI doubt theyâre still at it,â I shrugged. She surprised me by laughing.
âYou just better hope your uncle never finds out,â she said when her laughed died down. âHe would completely lose it.â
âI donât know,â I said. âYou seem to be handling it pretty well.â
âIâm not my brother,â she replied. âAnd after what we just did, I donât have any moral high ground to stand on for the moment.â
âWell, thatâs true,â I laughed.
âMinho, itâs not funny,â she sighed. âI canât say I didnât enjoy it, but that isnât going to help tomorrow when we have to face what it means.â
âYou know,â I said thoughtfully. âI like when you talk to me like this.â
âLike what?â she asked.
âLike a woman,â I replied. âDonât get me wrong. I love you and appreciate everything you did for Minjeong and me growing up, but weâre adult now. Besides, I never realized just how hot you could be before.â
âThatâs wrong on so many levels,â she sighed. âIâm your mother. Iâm not supposed to be hot, at least not to you. Besides, we both know that you wouldnât be saying that if the lights were on.â
I reached for the nightstand. She was clearly not expecting it when the light came on. It was soft and dull, but weâd been in completely darkness.
âMinho!â she cried, reaching for the covers. I rolled on top of her and held her in place. âStop!â
âRelax,â I said. âI just wanted to prove you wrong. Youâre just as hot in the light as in the darkness.â She froze and looked up at me. I smiled down at her.
She looked great. I knew that and so did she. She worked hard at keeping herself that way and her curves showed it.
âYou know, whatever else Iâd say about your boss, he has great taste.â
âMinho, get off of me,â she said, shaking her head, but smiling slightly.
âI would, but I seem to have a problem,â I said with a grin. She frowned briefly in concern, but she saw my grin and quickly realized the truth. The fact that my cock was bumping into her belly probably helped.
âNo way.â she cried, but I ignored her and tried to kiss her. She twisted her face to the side and I ended up kissing her neck. I didnât mind in the least. I worked my way up to her mouth. âMinho, we canât⌠not again.â
âI want you.â I said between kisses. âAnd I want to look into your eyes as you cum.â
âNoâŚâ she cried again, louder.
âIf you get much louder, youâre bound to get the attention of everyone else in the house. Could you just picture Minjeongâs reaction? Or uncle if one of his kids told him?â
âThatâs my point.â She said. this time she kept her voice lower. âWe canât keep on doing this! Weâll get caught eventually and then what?â
âGood point,â I said, but then grinned and shrugged before adding, âBut at the moment I could care less. I want you. Iâm going to have you and thatâs all that matters.â
She looked up into my eyes and saw that I was serious despite my grin. She licked her lips in a way that left me know she wanted it too. That was all I needed to know. I pushed my cock halfway into her pussy with one thrust.
âStopâŚ.â she cried, fighting me once more. âIâm your motherâŚâ
âYouâre a hot woman that I want to make scream.â I growled. Her eyes got bigger as I thrust the rest of my cock inside her. She cried out and wrapped her arms around me. I started stroking in and out of her. Once again, I felt her nails on my back.
âMinho, I thought I raised a good boy.â she gasped as her orgasm neared.
âYou did,â I replied. âBut no one is good all the time. Not even you,â I said, âNow, be my slut and cum for me.â
âNghhhyessâŚâ she cried, her body locking up in orgasm. I watched her passion filled expression in awe. She really was beautiful. Iâd remember this moment forever. She noticed me watching and added, âMinho cum with me⌠cum inside me.â
I grunted and let lose. I filled her pussy as she rolled into another orgasm. Our bodies slammed together over and over again until we were both completely spent.
âTomorrow weâll deal with the repercussions,â I said, holding her close afterward. âThere must be some.â
âI know,â she sighed. She fell silent for a few minutes. I was starting to nod off when she shook her head.
âWhat?â I asked.
âYou do realize that what weâre doing is incest?â she asked.
âYes,â I admitted. âAnd you want to know the sick part?â
âWhat?â
âThe knowledge is only making it better,â I answered.
âFor me too,â she admitted, almost too softly for me to hear. âAnd Iâm the mother. I should know better.â
âSo do I,â I shrugged. âIâm not a kid anymore.â We fell silent for a while.
âSo much for being a good girl,â she sighed eventually.
âHey, we didnât plan this. It just happened,â I said. âThereâs no sense is beating ourselves up after the fact.â
âIt has to stop,â she said.
âI agree,â I said.
âAnd you canât sleep here tonight,â she added.
âI know,â I said. âIâll sleep on the couch in the living room. Right after I take a shower.â
âGood,â she said, but I thought I heard a tinge of disappointment in her voice.
âYou know mom,â I said innocently. âI bet you could use a shower too, and your bathroom has the nice big walk in one.â She looked at me and smiled slowly.
âYes, it does,â she said. âI think Iâll use it first. You wait here and donât you dare come in. It would be wrong!â
I watched her walk to her bathroom and smiled. She was seriously hot. Iâd always know it, but it never really registered until now. Watching her ass wiggle as she walked made my cock stir despite my last orgasm.
I waited a few minutes until I heard her in the shower and then went to the door. I turned the knob and it opened. She hadnât locked the door. I smiled widely and went in.
âOh Minho. What am I going to do with you?â she asked, hiding a smile. She was standing under the shower as hot the water cascaded down her body. I shook my head as I watched.
âI have a few ideas,â I replied moving toward her.
âDonât you dare,â she cried. âYou canât come in here!â Yet, I noticed she moved back from the door to give me room.
âWeâll see about that.â I snapped, opening the door and stepping in. I took her into my arms and kissed her roughly as she started fighting me. Oddly enough, despite her resisting me, somehow her hand found my cock and her tongue thrust deep into my mouth. This continued for some time.
âI want your ass again.â I growled when I couldnât take it any longer.
âNoâŚâ she cried, spinning away from me.
She ended up standing on her toes with her hands against one of the shower walls. I looked at her ass and shook my head. It was round and full. My mouth literally watered.
âPlease donât kiss me down there again.â she cried as if to let me know what she wanted.
I dropped to my knees and buried my face between her ass cheeks. She cried out and thrust her ass out further, giving me better access. She was more than ready, but I took my time. Her ass tasted amazing and she clearly like how it felt.
âWhat are you doing?â she cried as I stood and pushed my cock against the entrance to her ass.
âTaking a good girl and making her my slut.â I whispered.
âNoâŚâ she said. I crushed her against the shower wall and shoved my cock deep into her ass and started riding her slowly.
I took her hair and pulled it into a ponytail and moved it to one side, giving me access to the back of her neck. It was pale white because she always wore her hair down. I licked it and she squirmed under me. I kissed it and her squirms became more pronounced.
âWhat are you doing?â she asked. The answer came without me realizing it.
âMarking whatâs mine. Marking my slut.â I growled and started sucking hard on her neck. The mark I would leave wouldnât be seen by anyone else as long as she wore her hair down, but weâd both know it was there. It was something that would last beyond tonight.
âNoâŚâ she moaned, but she pushed her ass back hard against my cock, forcing it in even deeper.
âYes,â I snapped, pulling back and looking at my handiwork. She was marked, but it wasnât dark enough. Not yet anyway, I kissed her neck again.
âMinho, you are going to make some girl very happy one day,â she gasped.
âIâd settle for you today,â
âI am happy,â she moaned. âItâs been so long since I had a real man and no one has ever gotten to me like you do.â
âNot even father?â I asked.
âNot even him!â she groaned. I could feel her fingers brush my cock as she played with her pussy. She was getting close. So was I.
I took her hips and started riding her ass hard. She moaned loudly and came. I continued to stroke I and out of her until she was done. After that I pulled out and spun her toward me.
Her eyes flashed hungrily as I pushed down on her shoulders. She dropped to her knees and reached for my cock, but I stopped her. I held her head with one hand at arms distance and pointed my cock at her with the other as I brought myself to orgasm.
âOpen your mouth,â I demanded. She did as she continued to watch me hungrily.
The first few ropes sprayed her face and chest. Some of it made it into her mouth. She pushed my hand away and fell on my cock. I grabbed her head with both hands and fucked her mouth until I was done.
âYou need to go,â she said once I was able to half focus again.
âYouâre mine,â I said, still a little blurred from my lust.
âI remember,â she sighed. âAnd I am yours⌠for tonight.â
âFor as long as that mark remains,â I said. She shook her head.
âI thought we agreed that this was just for tonight?â she asked.
âItâs the smart thing to do,â I said, standing up. She looked up into my eyes nervously. âBut Iâm not giving this up. Iâm not giving you up.â
âAnd if I donât want this to happen again?â she asked.
âIâll take you against your will,â I shrugged. âAnd youâll love it.â
âI know you donât mean that. You would never force me if I really didnât want to.â
âMom,â I sighed, looking at her. âIâm not sure if thatâs true with you. You have no idea what you do to me.â
âWeâll talk about this tomorrow,â she said. âGo get some sleep.â
âOkay,â I said, but my mind wandered. My concern must have been plain on my face, because she took my chin and made me look into her eyes.
âMinho, donât worry,â she said with a gently smile. âI know you better than you know yourself. You really wouldnât force me.â
âI hope youâre right,â I sighed.
âI am,â she said confidently, and then added more softly, âBut even if I werenât it wouldnât matter. Iâll always want you. I just donât think itâs the right thing to do.â
âIt isnât,â I agreed, relaxing slightly. âAnd youâre right. Weâll talk tomorrow.â
I kissed her one more time and slipped out of the shower. I dried myself quickly and grabbed my sweats and tee-shirt off the floor in her bedroom. I put them on quickly and took one last look at her bed before leaving. It was rumpled and stained with our pleasure.
It was the same bed Iâd gained comfort from when I was a kid. Yet, now it was also something more. It dawned on me that my thoughts described her as well. She was the same person I knew and loved growing up, but now she was something more.
âHey little brother,â Minjeong said as she flopped down on the couch cushion next to my head with a grin. âWhat are you doing sleeping out here?â
âWho said anything about sleeping?â I groaned as I sat up. âThis couch sucks! Iâm exhausted.â
âWerenât you going to sleep in your momâs room?â her boyfriend asked.
âThat was the plan,â I sighed. âUntil she came home.â
âMomâs home?â Minjeong asked, no longer smiling.
âYeah,â I replied as I stood and stretched.
âOh shit!â Changho sigh. âShe hates me as it is, and this isnât going to help.â
I fought off a smile. Mom didnât hate Changho. She didnât hate anyone, but then again, he wasnât her favorite person. Mine either for that matter.
âDoes she know about the party?â he asked.
âOf course,she does,â Minjeong said, answering for me.
âDonât worry,â I said to Minjeong. âI told her it was his idea. You should be okay.â I then turned to Changho and added, âAlthough, she did say something about wanting to talk to you this morning.â
âWhat?â he asked nervously.
âRelax,â Minjeong sighed. âMinho is just joking.â
âVery funny!â he said angrily. I shrugged.
âChangho, I think youâd better be going,â Minjeong said. âMomâs an early riser and I donât think you want to be here when she gets up.â
âIâm gone,â he said, giving Minjeong a quick kiss and making for the door. I frowned. This guy is annoying.
âThink we should wake up Chaewon and Sojun?â Minjeong asked.
âProbably,â I answered, forgetting about that dumb boyfriend of hers for the moment. âIt will give them a chance to prepare.â
âLike you can prepare for one of momâs lectures,â Minjeong sighed, but then added, âOn the other hand, maybe they can slip out too. Thereâs no reason for everyone to have to face her wrath.â
âIâll wake them,â I said.
I climbed the stairs quickly as memories of the night before drifted through my head. My hangover was bad and my head throbbed. Thinking was almost painful. I was also exhausted from trying to sleep on the couch.
The last question was the one that concerned me the most. I had no idea how to react, but I figured Iâd work through it eventually. On the other hand, I was seriously worried about mom. I was afraid that there was a good chance she wouldnât handle it at all. And then what?
I pushed open the guest bedroom door and forced the thoughts of the night before out of my head for the moment. Chaewon and her boyfriend Gyumin were asleep in the bed.
âWake up you two.â I said, shaking the bed. Gyumin didnât budge, but Chaewon opened her eyes.
âFor Godâs sake, why?â Chaewon groaned.
âBecause my momâs home,â I replied.
âAunt? Oh shit!â Chaewon cried, and then started shaking her boyfriend.
I left the room and moved on to my bedroom. I pulled my shirt off as I went. I needed something to get me going. A shower was just the thing. Iâd grab some clothes while I woke Sojun and his girl up. Maybe it would help with my hangover.
I threw open the door to find Juhyeon riding my cousin on my bed. The room smelled of sex. Juhyeon looked at me and smiled. I shook my head. She didnât even pause in what she was doing.
âYou two better hurry,â I said. âBecause my mom is home and sheâs bound to wake up soon.â
âDamn!â Sojun cried and pushed his girl off of him. Juhyeon clearly wanted to finish. I shook my head and went to the dresser.
I grinned to myself, remembering last night when I thought I was going to get a chance to do much more than just look. That hadnât worked out, but something much different had.
âMinho, what the hell happened to your back?â Sojun cried as he stood and threw on his clothes. Juhyeon did as well, but she was moving slower.
âLooks like someone played with a tigress,â she grinned. It took me a second to realize what they were talking about.
âYeah,â I said, thinking as quickly as I could. âI met a girl a couple of nights ago. She was wild.â
âShe must have been.â Sojun laughed.
âYouâd better get going,â I prompted. âMom will be up soon.â
âRight!â he said.
âIâm right behind you,â Juhyeon said when Sojun looked at her impatiently. He nodded and left. I moved to leave and take my shower, but she stopped me by placing a hand on my shoulder.
âWhat?â I asked. She was looking at me oddly.
âThose scratches are new,â she said. âThereâs no way they happened before last night.â
âNo...â I began, but she covered my mouth with her hand briefly to silence my protests.
âMaybe I was wrong,â she smiled sexily. âMaybe you can handle my sister.â
âYouâre older sister?â I asked. She nodded, getting very close.
âYou must be wilder than Sojun describes,â she said. Juhyeon was so close that if I moved at all our bodies would touch. âBecause those scratches are new and Iâm the only girl not related to you in the house.â
âThatâs- I...â I began, but she covered my mouth with her hand again.
âI know,â she smiled, her eyes burning into mine. âBut that doesnât mean Iâm wrong. It also doesnât mean that it doesnât get to me⌠on a purely sexual level.â
I wasnât sure how to answer that. It didnât matter. Juhyeon removed her hand from my mouth and barely brushed her lips against mine before turning and moving toward the door.
âIâm looking forward to introducing you to my sister,â she said as she left the room. âItâs been a while since she and I double dated.â
I swallowed hard. It was such an innocent statement, but I thought there was more to it. She didnât seem shocked at all by her discovery that I had an incestuous affair, only enticed.
âIâm sure it will be some double date,â I mumbled to myself, and then thought, âI think itâs time Sojun and I had a talk. I want to make sure he knows what Juhyeon is hinting at before I meet her sister.â
The shower felt good. My back stung as the water hit the scratches and I let myself dwell on how I got them for the first time since waking up. If nothing else, they were proof that the night before wasnât a dream.
âWow!â I said, shaking my head as the truth tried to sink it.
The whole situation from the night before was impossible, but it had happened. I knew that, and now Iâd have to deal with the repercussions. I finished my shower, dried and got dressed. I even took the time to brush my teeth and dry my hair. I almost felt human again by the time I left the bathroom.
I could hear voices being raised downstairs. Mom was obviously awake and it sounded like Minjeong and her were going at it.
When I went to downstair, it was just Mom and Minjeong, and the others were nowhere to be found.
âLet me make you some breakfast before Iâm leave,â Mom said, but poor Minjeong looked totally confused.
âWhatâs up with mom?â Minjeong frowned.
âEase up on her,â I said softly. âMom quit her job last night.â
âShe what?â Minjeong cried, but then added, âLet me guess. It was her boss, he hit on her, didnât he?â
âYou knew about him?â I asked in surprise.
âNo, but I guessed,â Minjeong sighed. âHe had jerk written all over him. Iâd better go in and make sure sheâs alright.â
âOkay, but donât push her,â I said. âSheâll tell you about it when sheâs ready.â
âMinho, momâs not the only one acting weird today,â Minjeong said, but then thankfully left the room before I could think of how to respond.
I moved on to the guest bedroom and clean it while he was in the shower. It didnât take long and I had plenty to think about.
âBreakfast!â I heard Minjeong call up the stairs.
The meal ended up being surprisingly good. Mom seemed to be relaxing and I made sure not to do or saying anything to upset her. We were all laughing at one point when the phone rang. Mom picked it up.
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âThis is still my house and I donât want it becoming party central or where you and Minho have your booty calls.â
âBooty call?â Minjoeng asked in surprise. âWhere in the world did you hear that?â
âIâm old, not dead!â mom sighed.
âWho are you and what have you done with my mother?â Minjeong asked.
âVery funny,â mom sighed, glancing my way briefly. Iâd intentionally remained quiet. âI guess last night opened my eyes up to a lot of things. It wasnât just your party and sleep over.â
âI know,â Minjeong said. âMinho told me.â
âHeard what?â mom asked, clearly stunned. I knew what she was thinking.
âSorry,â I said quickly. âI guess I should have let you tell Minjeong that you quit your job.â
âMy job?â mom said, shaking her head. âAh right.â
âAre you okay?â Minjeong asked.
âI will be,â mom answered honestly. âItâs just a lot to take in all at once.â
âDonât worry mom,â Minjeong said. âMinho and I will help.â
âWeâll be fine,â mom smiled. âIâve got enough saved before Iâll have another job.â
âI still think you should sue him,â I grumbled. âOr better yet, let me pay him a visit.â
âNo.â mom snapped. âI can take of him myself.â
We changed the subject and went back to finishing breakfast.
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âIâm wiped,â I sighed.
âI guess that means I canât convince you to help me clean?â Minjeong asked.
âYou clean? Thatâll never happen. Do you even know how to wash a dish?â I joked.
âVery funny,â Minjeong said. âYou jerk.â
Minjeong really wasnât much of a cleaner. She could do it when she put her mind to it, but that wasnât very often. I wasnât much better, but Iâd been known to throw a load of laundry on every so often. I even vacuumed upon rare occasions.
âYou arenât serious, are you?â I asked.
âYes I am,â she replied. âMom had a tough day.â I frowned and nodded. I was very tired, but she was right. On the other hand, cleaning could wait a little while.
âHow about we take a nap first?â I asked. âMom will be out for a while.â
âHmm,â Minjeong said thoughtfully. âThat does sound good, but I need a shower first.â
âEnjoy,â I shrugged. âBed time for me.â
Minjeong was first to the stairs. She climbed them and it actually took me a moment to realize I was staring at her ass.
âPervert!â I snapped to myself, but then I shrugged. After what happened with mom, did it really matter? I took a few moments to think about my sister and her appearance. âShit, Minjeongâs pretty hot!â
It wasnât that I didnât know what she looked like or that I thought she wasnât attractive before, but Iâd never truly looked at her as a girl. No, thatâs not right. Iâd never looked at her in a sexual way, and I was now. Fuck.
Minjeong had momâs blond hair and was built athletically. Her ass was small, but rounded nicely from all the sports she played in high school and college. She was a gym teacher and it showed. Her breasts werenât nearly as big as moms, but they were still pretty amazing on her tight body.
âWhat?â Minjeong asked when we reached the top of the stairs. She obviously noticed the attention I was giving her.
âYou know,â I said, breaking one of the unspoken rules between us. âYou could do a lot better than Changho.â I saw her start to swell up angrily, but then she stopped and sighed, letting out a breath.
âYouâre right,â she said, surprising me. âItâs too bad really. Heâs handsome and smart.â
âPretty packaging doesnât make a good guy,â I said. âAnd neither does brains. And whatâs with the total lack of a sense of humor?â
âOkay little brother, ease off,â she said pointedly. I raised my hands with palm toward her in surrender. Minjeong rolled her eyes and laughed.
Iâd learned long ago not to comment on her boyfriends. The fact that she hadnât jumped all over me when I offered up my opinion about Changho said a lot about how close she was to dumping him already.
âSee you in a couple of hours,â I said, entering my room. The clean sheets felt wonderful and I was out almost instantly.
-
I woke up slowly. It took me a few minutes to realize I wasnât alone in my room. Minjeong had pulled my desk chair out and was sitting in it, facing me. She looked like sheâd been there for a while. I looked at her and rubbed my face as I fought to wake up. Whatever was bothering her was bad.
âWhatâs wrong?â I asked, sitting up.
âI couldnât go to sleep after my shower,â she said. âI was thinking about how to break up with Changho.â
âIâm sorry,â I offered. She shrugged it off and continued.
âSo, I decided to start cleaning,â she said. âI couldnât vacuum with you sleeping so I did laundry instead.â
âSounds reasonable,â I shrugged, fighting to get my mind fully functioning and wondering where she was going with this conversation.
âThere were plenty of sheets to clean, so I started there,â she added, looking at me meaningfully. I still wasnât processing well enough to follow her yet.
âOkay,â I offered. Minjeong frowned and shook her head before continuing.
âCan you imagine my surprise when I found four sets of dirty sheets instead of just three?â she asked. âMom typically does laundry on Tuesdays. I was wondering why she stripped her bed this morning.â
âShit,â I thought, finally catching on. âOh shit!â
âSo I opened them to see if she dropped something on them that might need special attention,â Minjeong continued. âThey were a mess, but not really that much different than any of the other sheets. They were damp and cum stained.â
âReally?â I finally got out, my mind whirling. âI guess itâs true. Even moms need to take care of themselves.â
âMinho, there were fluids from both a woman and a man,â she said angrily. âWhat happened last night?â
I was tempted to deny everything and play stupid, but Minjeong wouldnât fall for it, not after she saw my expression when she mentioned what she found. Iâm sure I looked guilty as hell and Minjeong could usually read me better than anyone else other than mom.
I was also tempted to tell her that I took care of myself before mom came home and that she must have followed suit afterward, but one look into Minjeongâs eyes and I knew it was pointless, so instead, I told her the truth. It didnât take very long.
âI canât believe it,â Minjeong said, shaking her head.
âHonestly, me neither,â I sighed. âItâs not like I planned it.â
âBut you didnât stop it either,â Minjeong said pointedly.
âI was drunk!â I shrugged. âSo was she and the truth is that we both needed it.â
âSo, last night was the first time?â Minjeong asked.
âYes,â I answered. We fell silent for what felt like minutes. I had no idea what to say and Minjeong was obviously trying to accept what she learned.
âDid you both enjoy it?â she asked, surprising me.
âI guess,â I answered uncomfortably.
âYou guess?â she asked. âThatâs it?â
âOkay, fine,â I sighed. âYes, we both enjoyed it. Hell, it was the best sex I ever had, does that make you feel better?â
âIt makes me feel left out,â Minjeong said glumly.
âItâs not like you werenât busy with Changho,â I said.
âThatâs not what I mean and you know it,â she replied. âEver since dad died itâs been the three of us together. Now I feel like Iâm on my own.â
âWhy?â I frowned. âBecause mom and I accidentally ended up in the same bed and let our passions get the better of us?â
âYes,â she shrugged. I knew it was an honest answer even if I didnât understand it.
âIâm willing to cuddle with you if that will help?â I joked badly.
âIf I thought it would help, I might take you up on it,â she sighed. âBut I donât. Besides, Iâm not ready for that.â
âMinjeong, you know mom and I love you.â I said.
âYes,â she smiled, but her eyes were sad. She stood and added, âI think itâs time for a nap of my own.â
I watched her leave the room and shook my head. What could I do to make Minjeong happy? I didnât want to see her this upset.
âIâd better let her sleep and see how she feels when it sinks in,â I thought. âHell, itâs barely sunk in with me.â
Minjeong slept a long time. I let her. I was just thinking about waking her when mom came home. She didnât look happy.
âMy brother can be so...â she began angrily, but I cut her off.
âWe have bigger problems,â I interjected. âMinjeong knows.â
âKnows what?â she asked.
âShe decided to do the sheets while you were out and I was sleeping,â I said. âShe found the ones to your bed.â Mom shook her head almost numbly and sank down on the couch.
âSheâs twenty-three and never done a chore without me nagging and today she decides to help?â she said, obviously stunned.
I got up and went to her wine rack. It was the only alcohol left in the house because we made it off limits the night before. I poured us both a glass and handed one to her as I sat down on the couch next to her.
âHow did she react?â she asked after downing half her glass.
âOddly,â I frowned. âShe wasnât so much mad or disgusted as hurt. She feels left out. She thinks we now have something special that sheâs not part of.â
âThatâs bad,â mom frowned.
âIâm sorry mom,â I sighed. âThis is all my fault.â
âNot all,â she said, shaking her head. âIf I really wanted you to stop last night, I could have made you, but it just felt so good.â
âYes, it did.â I said, sipping mine.
We sat there for a while. We didnât say much, but we did finish the bottle of wine quickly enough. Minjeong came down from her nap as I was opened the second bottle. I saw her frown, but she took the glass I handed her. The three of us looked at each other in silence for a few moments.
âI know itâs been a while,â mom suddenly smiled as a thought came to her. âBut I think itâs time for movie night.â
âMovie night?â Minjeong asked in surprise. âArenât we a little old for that?â
âThatâs a great idea,â I said quickly. âYouâre never too old for a movie night.â
Every once in a while, when we were kids, mom used to set up trays in her bedroom. Weâd eat and watch television, something she never let us do normally. Afterward, weâd settle onto her bed and watch a movie. Mom always let us stay up late and eat plenty of popcorn and candy. It was just the bonding experience Minjeong needed now.
âMinjeong, you can choose the movie,â mom said. âIâll order from your favourite restaurant.â
âBut...â Minjeong began. It was too late. Mom was already in the kitchen picking up the phone.
âWhatâs gotten into her?â Minjeong asked.
âI told her what you figured out,â I replied. âShe wants you to know that she loves you.â
âYou told her?â Minjeong cried.
âI had to,â I shrugged. âYour reaction before was bad.â
âI was tired and hung over!â Minjeong snapped, but I knew there was more to it.
âJust humour mom and go with it. Sheâs really worried about you,â I sighed, and then added more softly. âSo am I.â
âIâm fine,â Minjeong said, a little too quickly.
âGood,â I said. âThen a movie will be fun.â
âI really should go find Changho and break it off,â Minjeong frowned.
âGive him one more night,â I said. âI never liked the guy much, but even he deserves one more night of believing heâs dating one of the hottest girlâs alive.â
âVery funny,â Minjeong sighed.
âWhoâs joking?â I replied, but then hit her with a couch pillow before she could respond. It was a short, vicious fight and although I typically won, just this once I let her.
âWill you two cut it out?â mom snapped from the doorway, but she wasnât really angry. How could she be? Both Minjeong and I were laughing.
âHow long until the food is ready?â I asked.
âYou have just enough time to put on your shoes and go pick it up,â mom grinned.
âI walked into that one,â I laughed.
âI think Iâd better go,â Minjeong sighed. âYou two have been drinking.â I started to argue, but mom cut me off when she realized Minjeong was right.
âWeâll have everything ready when you get back,â mom said. I nodded in agreement.
There wasnât that much to do, but we busied ourselves with getting momâs room ready. We also continued to drink the wine, only slower now. When the second bottle was gone, we both agreed to hold off on any more until after we ate. We were well on our way to being drunk.
âMinho, stop that.â mom snapped. She was standing at the counter getting the popcorn maker ready for later.
âWhat?â I asked.
âYouâre staring at my ass!â
âI am?â I laughed, walking up behind her. She turned and faced me quickly.
âDonât you dareâŚâ she says. âHasnât what happened already caused enough trouble?â
âYes,â I sighed. âBut you know the old adage. You canât go back. We have to move on.â
âAgreed,â she said. âAnd moving on entails never making the same mistake again.â
âThatâs not what I meant,â I said. âWhat happened was wrong, but I wouldnât exactly call it a mistake.â
âMinho, you canât be serious?â
âOh, I am,â I said. âI really liked what happened. So did you.â
âI did notâŚâ mom cried, but we both knew she was lying. âOkay, I was drunk and in need and you took care of it admirable, but itâs wrong.â
âAnd that makes it even hotter.â I groaned, pulling her into a kiss. she returned the kiss despite her protests, but when it was done she pushed me back with both hands.
âNoâŚâ she said. âTonight is about Minjeong. We hurt her and thatâs unacceptable.â
âYouâre right,â I said, but then pulled her again. âBut Minjeong isnât here right now and just looking at you is driving me crazy.â
âMinho!â she cried. She spun away from me, but I had her trapped against the counter. I thrust my hard-on against her ass to let her know just how much she was getting to me. âWe canât⌠Thereâs no timeâŚâ
âI donât know about that,â I grinned, lifting her skirt up past her ass and pushing her panties down. I was wearing sweats and they dropped past my cock easily enough. She was try to fight, but she thrust out her ass giving me access to what we both wanted. She moaned when I pushed my cock inside her pussy.
âOh MinhoâŚâ she moaned. âWhat am I going to do with you?â
âI donât know,â I grinned. âBut I do know what youâre going to do for me.â
âThereâs no time!â she moaned.
âThen hurry,â I groaned in reply, picking up the pace.
She was leaning over the counter as I fuck her hard. I was just starting to feel my orgasm approaching when I heard the front door open.
âFuck.â I cried, pulling out quickly.
âNoâŚâ she moaned in frustration. âI was so close!â
âSorry,â I said, meaning it. God, did I mean it?
âJust go stop your sister from coming in here.â she snapped. âIf she walks in right now, sheâll know what we were just doing and that wouldnât be good.â
âAgreed,â I said, pulling my sweats back up. I also pulled my shirt down and let it cover my front. It was the best I could do.
âMom went crazy,â Minjeong said when she saw me. âThereâs more food than we could eat in a week.â
âSheâs really looking forward to this,â I said. âLetâs go set the food out upstairs. Sheâll join us in a minute.â Minjeong must have sensed something because she looked at me funny. I guess it made sense. Only a few moments before I was stroking in and out of mom. That wasnât something that was easy to hide, especially considering I had to stop abruptly just before my release.
I tried to focus on looking as innocent as possible, but I wasnât sure I fooled Minjeong. On the other hands she didnât say anything as we brought the food upstairs.
It was weird to be back in momsâ room after the night before. Scenes of what happened flashed in my head and they didnât nothing to help calm down my already surging libido. I went to the bathroom and threw some cold water on my face after the food was set out. It helped.
The meal was delicious and we laughed and watched television during it. It was like old times except for the fact that my eyes lingered on mom overly long upon occasion. She would frown when she noticed until I looked away. I think Minjeong might have noticed once, but she just shook her head and took a sip of her wine.
The movie Minjeong picked was decent for a chick flick. We were all slightly drunk by the time it ended. Weâd done a good job of denting momâs wine collection, but the food balanced it.
âAnother movie?â mom asked.
âSure, why not?â Minjeong smiled. Mom and I exchanged a smile of our own. Minjeong seemed okay.
âCan I choose?â I asked.
âPleaseâŚâ mom snorted. âI donât want to watch something gory right now. The food is just settling in.â
âAnd porn is out too,â Minjeong joked.
âHey, donât knock it until you try it,â I teased back.
âAnd what makes you think Iâve never tried it?â Minjeong asked. She was clearly feeling no pain.
âMinjeong!â mom cried.
âCome on mom,â Minjeong grinned. âAre you telling me you never watched porn?â
âI havenât,â mom shrugged.
âWow,â Minjeong laughed. She was obviously drunker than I thought. âI would think in this day and age everyoneâs seen porn, or at least a clip. I mean the internet makes it all so available.â
âNot me,â mom shrugged. âI worked with computers all day. Why would I want to be on one at night?â
âMom, you really need to get a life,â Minjeong sighed.
âThatâs a little harsh, isnât it?â I asked in surprise.
âOh pleaseâŚâ Minjeong said, rolling her eyes. âIf mom had one, maybe she wouldnât have had sex with you last night and ruined everything.â
âThatâs not fair!â I said. Mom put her hand on my arm.
âMaybe Minjeong is right,â she said calmly, but her eyes were welling up with tears.
âOh shit!â Minjeong sigh when she realized what sheâd said and how badly mom was taking it. âIâm sorry! I didnât mean to say it like that.â
âI know dear,â mom sighed. âBut that doesnât make you wrong. I donât know why I let Minho do what he did.â
âYou didnât let me,â I said. âI didnât give you a choice.â
âOh MinhoâŚâ mom sighed. âLike I said earlier, you couldnât...â
I didnât give her a chance to finish. I grabbed her and kissed her. Mom was so surprised that she didnât fight at first, but it wasnât long before we were wresting on the bed. I rolled on top of her and pinned her under me before kissing her again.
âWow.â Minjeong sigh, reminding me she was there.
âAnd thatâs what happened last night,â I said, moving off with some difficulty. âShe couldnât have stopped me if she wanted to.â
âBut I didnât want to,â mom said, sitting up and wiping her lips. âAnd thatâs really the point.â
âThis is a lot more than just incest,â Minjeong said, shaking her head. âYou two are seriously perverted!â
âAnd youâre not?â I asked. âI heard your bed last night. It was slamming into the wall pretty hard.â
âHeâs my boyfriend! that doesnât make me perverted!â Minjeong groaned.
âBut you canât say that you didnât like what you just saw. I can see it in your eyes.â Mom said.
âSo?â
âSo, if you werenât perverted you would have been disgusted,â mom replied. âInstead, you got excited.â
âIâm both,â Minjeong said.
âMaybe, but youâre a lot more of the second,â I grinned.
âIâm drunk,â Minjeong said again.
âWe all are,â I shrugged. âWhat does that have to do with it?â
âItâs the alcohol making the sight of you two kissing turn me,â Minjeong said.
âI doubt it works that way,â I said.
âDrinking lowers your inhibitions,â mom put in. âIt doesnât make you like something you donât.â
âFine!â Minjeong snapped. âIâm just as perverted as you two! Does that make everything alright?â She ran out of the room before either one of us could answer.
âWow,â I said, shaking my head. âHow did we get here?â
âI think we both know the answer to that,â mom frowned. âWhat we did was a mistake. I knew it then, but I didnât realize how badly Minjeong was going to take it.â
âMe neither,â I frowned. âWhat do we do?â
âI donât know,â mom said, and for some reason that shook me. Mom always knew what to do.
âI think we need to sleep on it and see how sheâs feeling in the morning,â I finally said. Mom nodded.
âYou need to sleep in your own bed tonight,â she said.
âAgreed,â I sighed, standing and going to my room without kissing her goodnight, but only because I was afraid I wouldnât be able to stop despite what was going on with Minjeong. I loved her and didnât want to make her upset.
I lay in bed for quite a while, unable to fall asleep. My mind vacillated between my desire for mom and my concern for Minjeong. Hell, there was a part of it that even wondered what being with Minjeong would be like.
âPervert!â I grumbled, but that only made it worse.
I closed my eyes and tried to wipe all the thoughts from my head. I pictured a white room with no corners. It was my version of counting sheep. It started to work.
âMinho?â I heard from the doorway to my room. It was Minjeongâs voice. âYou still awake?â
âYes,â I answered.
âIâm sorry about before,â
âMe too,â I sighed. âI know mom feels bad too.â Minjeong came into my room and sat on the edge of my bed.
âYou know what all this goes to show?â she asked.
âWhat?â
âThat I should never do laundry ever again,â she replied. âI would never have found out if I didnât.â It was a weak attempt at humour, but it was an attempt nonetheless.
âThe man you marry better be rich,â I teased. âHeâll need to hire a cook; a maid and god knows what else.â
âHa Ha, Very funny.â
âHey, the truth hurts,â I laughed.
âJerk!â she snapped, but she was laughing too. It lasted far too long, but she obviously needed it.
âMinho, I want to go back to momâs room,â she said afterward. âWill you come with me?â
âOf course,â I said. âBut what for?â
âWe always end a movie night by falling asleep together,â Minjeong said softly. âI miss that.â
âWell letâs go,â I smiled, getting out of bed and taking Minjeong by the hand. We went down the hall and knocked on momâs door. The light was still on so I knew she was awake, but she took a few moments to answer the door.
âCome in.â she finally called.
I opened the door and led Minjeong in. I took one look at mom and saw that sheâd been crying. Damn Minjeong noticed too, but didnât say anything.
âYes?â mom asked.
âMove over,â Minjeong smiled and climbed into momâs bed. I moved to the other side and got in as well. Minjeong was already resting her head on momâs shoulder. âSorry mom.â
âNo, Iâm sorry,â mom replied.
âWeâll talk tomorrow,â I put said. âAfter a good nightâs sleep.â
âSounds good,â Minjeong said, reaching out the nightstand and shutting the light. âGood night.â
âNight,â mom said.
âSweet dreams,â I put in. I knew I was going to have some. I was in bed with my her again and it was dark. I was sorely tempted to touch her, but I knew it would be a mistake. The thought of Minjeong being in bed with us didnât help at all.
Iâm not sure who fell asleep first, but I know I was last.
âWowâŚâ I heard as I slowly woke up. It was Minjeongâs voice again. âIs he always like that in the morning?â
âHow should I know?â mom asked in reply.
âBut youâve seen it before,â Minjeong said, her voice a little excited. I was awake now, but I didnât open my eyes. I had a feeling I knew what they were talking about. I could feel my hardness even with my eyes closed.
âYes,â Mom replied nervously.
âYouâve felt it inside of you?â Minjeong asked. She knew the answer, but I guess she wanted mom to say it.
âMinjeong!â mom cried in surprise, but then slowly added, âYes.â
âDid it feel good?â
âYes,â mom admitted. âVery good.â
âHeâs big, isnât he?â Minjeong asked. âI mean, I know heâs bigger than Changho, but heâs big in general, right?â
âMinjeong, I have a feeling that you probably have as much experience with men as I do,â mom answered. âBut Iâd say yes. Heâs big. Heâs certainly bigger than your father.â
âWho would have thought it of my younger brother?â
âMaybe we should cover it upâ mom said.
âNo, leave it. I like looking at it.â
âBut heâs your brother!â
âAnd your son,â Minjeong said pointedly. That quickly quelled momâs protests. âI still canât believe that you both really did it.â
âYou and me both,â mom sighed.
âDo you regret it?â Minjeong asked. âI mean really regret it, not just feel guilty about it because itâs wrong.â
âI regret how itâs affected you,â mom replied. âNeither one of us wanted to hurt you.â
âI know that,â Minjeong sighed. âItâs just that itâs been the three of us for so long. I didnât realize just how much the thought of you two excluding me from something would hurt.â
âMinjeong, you werenât excluded,â mom said. âAt least not intentionally.â
âBut thatâs how I feel,â she replied, sounding sad.
âSo, youâd feel better if weâd included you in our perverted, incestuous affair?â mom asked in disbelief.
âI honestly donât know,â Minjeong replied. âBut maybeâŚâ
âYouâre serious?â
âIt would be wrong, but I wouldnât feel so alone like I do right now,â
âOh Minjeong,â mom said. âDonât cry. You know I love you with all my heart.â
âI do,â Minjeong said, obviously fighting back the tears. I felt guilty making believe I was sleeping through this, but âwaking upâ right at this moment would only make things worse.
âAre you going to be okay?â mom asked after a while.
âIâll be fine,â Minjeong replied slowly. âBut only if you do me a favor.â
âWhat?â mom asked.
âI want you to kiss me,â my sister said. âLike you kissed him last night.â
âBut youâre my daughter!â
âAnd heâs your son,â Minjeong replied. âThat didnât stop you.â
âI didnât kiss him.â mom cried. âHe kissed me.â
âTrue,â Minjeong said, and suddenly I could feel the bed move.
âWhat are you doing?â I heard mom cry. âDonât!â
âI want to kiss you,â Minjeong said. âDonât you love me the same you do Minho?â
âOf course, but youâre a girl.â mom argued.
âSo?â Minjeong asked. âHavenât you ever kissed a girl before?â
âNo!â mom cried.
âWell, I have,â Minjeong replied.
âOn God!â mom cried.
âIt was a long time ago when I first started dating,â Minjeong said. âChaewon and I practiced kissing each other.â
âYour cousin?â mom cried.
âOh relax,â Minjeong sighed. âAll we did was kiss. Itâs no big deal.â
âDid you like it?â mom surprised me by asking.
âHonestly⌠yes,â Minjeong replied. âIt was the best kiss I had for a long time, but I think that was mostly because it was also the most relaxed. Eventually I met some guys who kisses drove me far crazy.â
âLike your brotherâs,â Mom said, sounding thoughtful.
âI donât know,â Minjeong said. âIâve never kissed him.â
âWhy donât we wake him and you can see?â mom offered.
âOh yes, pleaseâ I thought to myself.
âMom, I want to kiss you first,â Minjeong said.
âI canât.â mom moaned. âI just canât do it!â
âThen you do love Minho more than you do meâ Minjeong said, obviously close to tears again.
âYouâre wrong.â mom cried, sounding teary-eyed herself. It was time to wake up. This was only moments away from disintegrating into something very bad.
âMinjeong,â I said as I opened my eyes and sat up. âWerenât you paying attention last night? Or just a few minutes ago when mom tried to tell you her problem with kissing you?â
âYouâre awake!â mom cried.
âOf course,â I smiled.
âI donât understand,â Minjeong frowned.
âShe just told you that she didnât kiss me,â I explained. âMom thinks of herself as a good girl. She doesnât do things like incest and lesbianism.â I laugh.
âBut...â Minjeong began. I cut her off.
âSheâs never going to kiss you,â I interjected. âBut that doesnât mean sheâll stop you from kissing her.â
âShe just did,â my sister cried. âI tried, but she pushed me back.â
âTry harder,â I grinned.
âHey, Wait a minuteâŚâ mom cried, but I silenced her by grabbing her by the neck and pulling her lips to mine. Mom fought at first, but then moaned softly into my mouth.
âSee?â I said, pulling back. Minjeong was smiling once again.
âI get it,â she grinned.
âDonât!â mom cried, but she licked her lips in excitement. âGood girls donât kiss their mothers!â
âAnd whatever gave you the idea that Iâm a good girl?â Minjeong laughed, taking momâs head in both hands and kissing her. Again, mom fought, but only for a few moments. Minjeong moaned happily when momâs mouth opened.
âThat looks hotâ I groaned.
âDonât worry brother,â Minjeong grinned. âI have a kiss waiting for you too.â
âJust a kiss?â I asked.
âYouâre terrible!â Minjeong laughed, shaking her head before leaning toward me. Her lips were only inches from mine when she stopped. âI shouldnât. Youâre my brother.â
I grabbed Minjeongâs the neck the same way I had grabbed momâs moments before. I pulled her to me and our lips met. She didnât fight me like mom, but it was obvious that she wanted me to be aggressive.
âThatâs so wrong,â mom moaned excitedly.
âOh, but he kisses so nicely.â Minjeong moaned.
âItâs not the only thing I do nicely,â I grinned.
âDonât you dare.â mom cried.
âThink youâre man enough, little brother?â Minjeong asked, her eyes starting to burn with the same lust I could see in momâs eyes. I was certain it was in mine as well. I took off the few clothes I had on. Minjeong did the same.
âMinjeong donât⌠Heâs your brother!â
âAnd youâre my mother,â Minjeong replied. âI wish I was a little braver because then I would try doing something more with you.â
âOh shit.â I moaned, my cock standing straight out by now. âNow thatâs hot.â
âYou do like the thought, donât you little brother?â Minjeong grinned, taking my cock in her hand and stroking it. âOr should I call you big brother?â
âYou can call me whatever you want,â I groaned. âJust donât stop what youâre doing.â
âHow about we let mom help?â Minjeong asked. âI donât want her to feel left out.â
âNo.â mom sigh, but everything else about her demanded to be part of what was happening.
Minjeong forced momâs head down to my lap. Mom fell on my cock despite her protests. Minjeong watched hungrily for a few minutes. Momâs hair was in the way, so she pulled it into a ponytail and lifted it.
âWhatâs that?â Minjeong frowned, looking down at momâs neck. The hickey I left was very noticeable.
âMom said that we could only be together for one night,â I answered, remembering. âI disagreed and left that mark. I told her she was mine until it faded.â
âDo you always mark whatâs yours?â Minjeong asked, smiling sexily. She was obviously enjoying teasing me.
âYes.â I groaned. âNow why donât you help mom?â
âOh?â Minjeong grinned sexily before moving down between my legs as well. She pushed momâs mouth off of me and started licking my cock. Mom shifted down to my balls and sucked gently.
âOh fuck.â I grunted. âIâm not going to last long with both of you doing that.â
I had one hand on each of their heads and I couldnât stop myself from thrusting up into Minjeongâs mouth. She locked eyes with me briefly and then took my entire length down her throat. I groaned and came. Minjeong drank it all down.
âWe have to stop.â mom said afterward. Minjeong smiled at her and then pulled momâs lips to hers and exchanged a deep kiss. It actually took me a few moments to realize they were sharing my cum.
âDamn.â I groaned, actually feeling my cock start to stiffen despite the orgasm I had moments ago.
âLittle brother,â Minjeong said, pulling back from mom after a while and wiping her lips. She looked at me and I smiled knowingly. âWill you help me?â
In moments I was on top of her with my cock rubbing up and down her entrance. Minjeong took it in her hand and directed to her pussy. I pushed in slowly.
âOh brother⌠yesss!â Minjeong cried. âYouâre going so deep!â
âMinho no!â mom cried. âSheâs your sister!â
I pulled mom to me and kissed her roughly. She gasped into my mouth. I reached out and palmed her pussy, thrusting the middle fingers deep.
âDonât worry mom,â I said. âYouâre next.â
âNoâŚâ she cried, but then shifted so that her mouth was next to my ear. She whispered one word and pulled away. âHurryâŚâ It surprised me and my cock stiffened even more.
âIâve never felt so full before!â Minjeong gasped. I leaned forward and kissed her as I began stroking in and out of her hot pussy. Her pussy was perfect, it was tight! Minjeong wrapped her arms around my shoulder as I thrust into her.
âHeâs your brother. Youâre letting your brother fuck you!â mom cried.
âOh yeahâŚâ Minjeong moaned. âKeep talking mom. Itâs only getting me hornier!â I saw mom smiled slightly.
âItâs so wrong.â mom cried. âI donât care how good his big cock feeling pushing inside of you.â
âOhhh It does⌠It does feel so good!â Minjeong moaned. âMinhoâs cock is reaching deeper than any other guy ever has before! I can feel my orgasm building.â
âWait until it hits,â mom said, looking at me hungrily and forgetting herself for a moment. âMinho knows how to make your body feel like itâs exploding.â
âNghhyesss!â Minjeong cried.
âBut that doesnât mean you should let him do this,â mom added, staring at her expression once more. Minjeongâs face was completely lit with her lust. âDonât let him fill your pussy with his cum!â
âOh yess!â Minjeong moaned. âFill my pussy! Please!â
âYou are such a slut.â I groaned, kissing her roughly.
âMinjeong, you see?â mom asked. âNow your brother thinks youâre a slut, is that what you want?â
âI want him to cum in me!â âMinjeong gasped. âI donât care if he thinks Iâm a slut. Iâll be his slut if he just cum in me!â
âSo you want to be his slut?â mom asked rhetorically, but she then surprised me by turning to me and added, âIf thatâs what she wants then youâre doing it wrong.â
âWhat?â I asked in confusion.
âSluts get taken from behind,â mom smiled. âYou know that.â
âOh yes!â Minjeong moaned. âHeâll get even deeper than way!â
I pulled out without another word. Minjeong kissed me briefly before rolling onto her stomach. Her tight ass was same as momâs, just as enticing. her pussy was open and inviting. My mouth literally watered.
âWait⌠what are you doing?â Minjeong asked as instead of going back to fucking her I shifted lower and thrust my tongue into her pussy.
âThatâs it,â mom cried. âLick the little slutâs pussy!â
âMom!â Minjeong cried.
âYou said you wanted to be his slut, now deal with it!â
âOhhhâŚ.â Minjeong cried. âYouâre going to pay for that later!â Mom smiled again.
I continued to lick her pussy until she was on the brink of orgasm. She arched her back and gave me full access.
âMinhoâs little slut, do you want to cum this way or do you want him to fuck you again?â mom asked Minjeong.
âFuck me please!â Minjeong moaned. I shifted up and thrust my cock deep with one long stoke.
âWow.â mom gasped.
âOhhfuckkk!â Minjeong cried. âIâm going to cumâŚâ
I was close, but not there. I fuck Minjeong through her orgasm. She shivered and shook for quite some time. The sight was something Iâd remember forever.
âStop!â Minjeong cried. âI canât take anymore.â
I pulled out slowly and she sighed. I turned toward mom and she bit her lip. She saw my expression and saw the look in my eye. She looked frightened despite her excitement.
âNow,â she started. âLeave me alone, youâve already had Minjeong.â
âCome here.â I demanded.
âNo!â she cried and tried to get off the bed. I grabbed her and pulled her back on. Mom rolled onto her stomach, but her hips were raised high and I could see her excitement in her swollen lips and pink gasp. My tongue was drenched in her juices a moment later.
âWow?â Minjeong said, shaking her head. âMom, youâre a bigger slut than I am.â
âI am not!â mom cried and tried to get away. Iâd barely tasted her, but she was ready. I forced my mother back onto the bed and pushed into her from behind. The sound of her ass made when my hips slapped into it was louder, more enticing.
âMom, be ready for the ride of your life.â Minjeong said, shaking her head.
âI amâŚâ mom gasped.
âSo, you want me to do this?â I teased.
âNoâŚâ mom cried right away. âGet off me!â
âYou first!â I grunted.
âVery funny,â Minjeong said, rolling her eyes at my bad joke. I could care less. Iâd just fucked her and now it was mom turn.
âMinho, this is so wrong!â mom cried as she met my thrusts.
âIt really is,â Minjeong said, smiling. âBut you love every second of it and you know it! You love how his cock feels stroking in and out of you. You love the thought of him cumming deep inside you!â
âNo!â mom cried, but then she locked up in orgasm. She shivered and shook under me for a long time.
âWe canât keep doing that,â mom sighed as she came down from her orgasm.
âSure you can,â Minjeong grinned. âAfter all, he marked you as his that first night. I can still see the bruise.â
âOnly until it fades,â mom shrugged. âNothing lasts forever.â
âTrue,â Minjeong said, standing up. âAnd I donât think itâs fair that he marked you as just his. I like to think of you as mine also.â
âIâm willing to share mom with you,â I said, standing as well. âIâm willing to share all the incestuous sluts in my life.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Minjeong asked. I pulled her toward me and kissed her. Minjeong responded with just as much passion.
âThat I want you to be my slut too,â I growled.
âIâm not marked,â she shrugs.
I shifted her around until I was behind her. I had one hand around her breast, pulling her back into me. My cock was lodged between her ass cheeks. I used the other hand to lift her hair off her neck. Minjeongâs head fell forward and I sucked on her neck.
âYesâŚâ she gasped. âMake me yours.â
I left a hickey on the back of her neck, just like momâs. I also shoved her against the nearest wall and started fucking her again. Minjeong moaned with every thrust.
âCum in me pleaseâŚâ she cried when her next orgasm was about to take her.
âYessâŚâ I growled and flooded her pussy with my cum.
âOhhâŚâ Minjeong cried as her orgasm exploded. âIt feels so⌠good!â We both ended up against the wall panting and trying to hold ourselves up.
âYou two better sit down before you fall,â mom said. She was watching us from the bed. I was pretty sure sheâd been playing with herself as well, but she stopped after we came. I helped Minjeong to momâs bed. We both all but fell in it.
âMom,â Minjeong said. âKiss me please. I want you to be part of how I feel.â
âOf course,â mom said.
âYou know,â I said. âYou two could do more than just kiss.â
âWeâre not lesbians!â mom said.
âMom,â I smiled. âLesbian or not, you love her, itâs just a kiss.â I said.
âOr at least let me take it,â Minjeong smiled.
âPossibly,â mom admitted with a slow smile of her own.
âAnd one day I might,â Minjeong said, surprising us both. âBut not today. Iâm not ready.â
âNo rush,â I smiled. âWhy donât we just spend the day in bed?â
âNo,â mom said, sounding serious. âI have some stuff to get done.â
âAnd I have to talk to Changho,â Minjeong put in. âItâs bad enough you two have made me a slut, but I donât want to be a cheating slut.â
âOh Minjeong,â our mother said. âMust you talk like that?â
âSorry mom,â Minjeong smiled. âIâll hide what I am from the real world like you want me to. Besides, Iâm really only my brother slut anyway.â
âWhat about mine?â mom asked.
âNope,â Minjeong laughed. âYou donât want a slut. You want to be a slut.â
âI do not!â mom cried.
âSure you do,â I put in.
âUntil your mark disappears,â mom agreed.
âYou know mom,â Minjeong said thoughtfully. âI think if I ever do take things further between you and me, Iâll need to mark you as mine too.â
âIt only seems fair,â I grinned.
âHey, you both know this canât go on forever, right?â mom started.
âSure,â I said.
âOf course,â Minjeong added.
âBut that doesnât mean we canât have fun while it lasts,â I added.
âAgreed,â Minjeong said, exchanging a look with me. We both obviously had the same thought. âI guess I can wait a little longer to tell Changho.â
âDonât even think about it.â mom cried. Minjeong and I both moved toward her. Momâs eyes flashed as she tried to get away and she protested loudly when we caught her. The only thing louder was a moan a moment later.
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âLooking good!â I said as Minjeong walked by my room in nothing but a towel.
âThanks,â she smiled, pausing at the door. She was blond and beautiful.
âAre you in a rush?â I asked, trying to sound innocent.
âYes, so donât even think about it.â she snapped, not buying it for a moment. She knew what I wanted. I grinned and shrugged. Minjeong smiled at my reaction, shook her head and then added, âTruthfully, I wish I did have the time, but itâs my week to oversee the early morning workouts in the weight room.â
âWhat a life,â I teased.
âTell me about it,â she sighed.
âPleaseâŚâ I snorted. âYou love your job.â
âItâs okay,â she replied.
âCome on,â I teased. âHow does it feel to know that youâre every teenage boyâs fantasy?â
âWhat?â she asked.
âMinjeong, you teach in high school,â I explained. âNot only that, you are beautiful. Youâre the hot gym teacher every boy thinks about late at night.â
âOh joy,â Minjeong said sarcastically. âThatâs a picture I could do without.â I couldnât help it but laughed.
âYou love it though.â I teased. She shook her head again and didnât bother arguing.
âMinho, make sure to wake mom up on time,â she said, changing the subject. âSheâs got her third interview today.â
âI know,â I smiled. âDid you see how nervous she was last night?â
âShe has a right to be,â Minjeong replied. âThis job is perfect for her.â
âShe deserves it,â I smiled. âI canât believe how quickly itâs moving.â
âIt was pretty cool when she got a call from her old companyâs biggest competitor the morning after she quit,â Minjeong said.
âYeah,â I smiled. âSheâll do fine.â
âFine?â Minjeong frowned. âSheâll do great!â
âTrue,â I laughed. âI just wish she didnât have to fly across the country and spend days at their corporate office.â
âOh, donât worryâ Minjeong smiled. âMom will be home before you know it. Besides, Iâm still here. Iâll take care of you.â
âThatâs what Iâm afraid of.â I laugh. âYou canât cook and your cleaning leaves something to be desired.â
âJerk.â Minjeong laughed.
âOn the other hand, there are some things you do very well,â I said, smiling slowly.
âNot if you keep being so mean to me,â Minjeong said pointedly and moved past my doorway.
I smiled contently. It was only two weeks since mom quit her job and everything changed so drastically at home. We were all happier now. I wasnât sure it could last and mom kept bringing up the fact that it couldnât, but right now I was enjoying myself immensely.
I heard Minjeong leave the bathroom and go into her bedroom. She was done there surprisingly fast. She was one of those morning people. Ugh!
âIâm leaving,â she said as she stopped by my doorway on the way out. âGo wake mom up.â
âWhat I have to do it?â I asked, far too comfortably to move.
âMom needs something to help relieve her anxiety about the interview and youâre it.â
âAre you crazy?â I laughed. âSheâll be wired! If I try and go near her...â
âThatâs the point,â she interjected. âDo what you always do and donât give her a choice. Sheâll thank you afterward.â
âYou could do it,â I offered hopefully.
âNo, I canât,â Minjeong said.
I sighed, reading her expression. âI get it.â
âThe thought of mom and me together must really turn you on,â Minjeong said, looking at me thoughtfully. âYou bring it up all the time.â
âHmm,â I said. âLet me think? My mother and sister in bed together. Two beautiful women driving each other crazy. You bet.â
âPervert!â Minjeong laughed.
âTakes one to know one,â I called as she disappeared down the hall. I heard her leave a few minutes later. âI guess I should wake mom.â
The trip to her room was short. I didnât bother putting any clothes on. I opened the door and saw mom sleeping in her bed. The sight made me smile.
Instead of shaking her awake, I climbed into bed next to her and pulled her into my arms. She didnât wake up at first. She snuggled closer instead. I hugged her tight and then kissed her gently.
âNow thatâs the way to wake up,â she moaned, returning my kiss.
âOnly the beginning of it,â I replied, giving her another kiss before slipping under the covers.
âMinho, what are you doing?â she asked groggily. I ignored the question.
The answer was obvious.
She slept in the nude these days as well. We all did. Frequently we ended up together on the weekends, but most weekdays we slept in our own beds because otherwise weâd all be too exhausted the next day.
âHey stop!â she gasped when I buried my face between her legs. âI have to get ready. I donât have the time.â
âSure you do,â I disagreed, running my tongue up and down the length of her pussy.
âWe shouldnât.â she moaned, spreading her legs and giving me better access.
She tasted just as amazing as always. She had plenty of time before she needed to leave for her flight and I planned on making it memorable. It wasnât long before my tongue was working her clit just the way I knew she liked it.
âOhâŚâ she moaned as her orgasm neared. âYouâre tongue is soâŚâ I thrust a finger inside of her in response.
âCum for me.â I demanded.
âNghhnoooâŚâ she cried, fighting the inevitable. A few moments later her orgasm took her. I licked and sucked until she was done.
She was smiling contently as I moved from under the covers to lie next to her. My lips were still damp with her juices, but she didnât hesitate in kissing me. She was obviously ready for more despite her orgasm.
Her hand found my cock and she stroked it, not that I needed the stimulation. I was already hard. On the other hand, it did feel really good. I enjoyed what she was doing for a few moments before pulling her on top of me.
She gasps of surprise quickly turned into a moan when I took her hips in both hands and shifted her body until my cock was lined up with her pussy. She was still soaked. I pushed my cock up into her.
âOh⌠this is new.â she cried, obviously enjoying the position as I held her hips steady and thrust into her a few times.
âItâs because you like to play hard to get,â I laughed. âI usually have to chase you and hold you down.â I thought she was going to pull off of me.
âYouâve corrupted meâŚâ she whispered lustfully as she started slowly moving up and down.
âSo you like having sex with me now?â I teased.
âIâve always liked it,â she answered in that same lust filled tone. âItâs just so wrong!â I reached up and cupped her breasts.
âBut thatâs the part you love best, isnât it?â I asked.
âYesâŚâ she admitted, squeezing down on my cock. âAnd thatâs why I keep saying we have to stop. Minho, the last couple of weeks with you and your sister were completely wrong in so many ways, but the truth is that Iâve never been happier. I love you two with all my heart and the pleasure we share, sick and twisted as it is, is more than I could ever have hoped for, but it canât last forever.â
âI donât want to talk about that now,â I groaned. âInstead, why donât you tell me how it feels to ride my cock?â She looked down at me and bit her bottom lip.
She looked ready to continue her argument. I thrust up into her with more strength and pinched both of her nipples gently. She gasped. I could feel her giving in slowly.
âIncredible.â she finally moaned, picking up the pace. She was now bouncing on my cock slowly.
âFocus on that and nothing else.â I demanded.
âNghhh.â she gasped; her argument forgotten. âYour cock is so big. It fills my insides completely.â
I reached up and pulled her toward me. I kissed her passionately and then shifted her just enough for me to kiss her full tits.
âYou like my breasts?â she asked, already knowing the answer, but wanting to hear me say it.
âTheyâre perfect.â
She smiled and leaned forward, propping herself up with her arms and dangling them in my face. She swayed slowly, teasing me. I enjoyed it for a few moments, but could only take so much of that.
I knocked her arms out of the way and buried my face between her breasts as her torso fell on me. I held onto her hips tighter and started thrusting up into her with short fierce strokes.
âYes!â she cried as our bodies slapped against each other. It didnât take long for her orgasm to build. I rolled us around until I was on top and continued stroking in and out of her, only now my thrusts were much longer and deeper. Her nails racked across my back.
âTry not to draw blood this time,â I groaned.
âItâs not like I do it on purpose.â she gasped.
I grabbed her hands and held them above her head, against the bed. She looked up at me and smiled. Her expression was one of lust. I took her beauty in and shook my head.
I held her like that while I thrust in and out of her over and over again, getting faster as time went by. I watched her expression as her orgasm threatened. There was nothing more beautiful to me then the passion that filled her eyes at the moment of release.
âTell me.â I whispered, close to losing it. âTell me what you want.â
âDonât make me say itâŚâ she cried. I stopped stroking for a moment. âNo, donât stop!â
âThen tell me.â I demanded. She gave in quickly.
âI want to feel your big cock buried inside of me!â she cried. âI want you to hold me down and fill me with your cum!â I thrust deep into her pussy.
âHmm yessâŚâ I grunted and came. She was right behind me. We shivered and shook through our mutual orgasm for quite some time.
âThanks,â she said with a sigh afterward. âI needed that.â
âMinjeong thought you would,â I grinned, rolling off of her.
âSmart girl,â she smiled. And add, âBut what weâre doing is almost over.â
âOver?â I asked in surprised concern.
âYou said until the mark you gave me disappeared⌠Itâs almost gone.â She lifted her hair to show me her neck. The hickey was still there, but it was fading. The sight of it stunned me. She walked into her bathroom before I could say anything.
I heard the water turn on as I lay there. I sat and thought for a few minutes.
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âMinho?â mom groan as I walked in on her. âWhat are you doing in here?â
I didnât bother responding. I simply walked into the shower, spun her around and pushed her against the wall. I pulled her hair into a ponytail and moved it out of the way.
âNo!â she cried when she realized what I was doing, but by that time it was too late. My lips were latched onto the back of her neck. She fought, but I held her tight as I kissed and sucked on her neck until the hickey was bright once more. I let her go then and she turned to face me.
âI donât want this to end,â I said. âNot yet.â
âBut...â
âI wonât let it end!â I interjected more strongly. âYouâre mine until my mark fades. That was the deal.â
âYou cheated,â she said, shaking her head.
âSo?â I shrugged, pulled her body against mine and kissing her hungrily.
âMinho!â Shhe moaned. âYou shouldnât have this kind of an effect on me!â
âYouâre mine.â I said.
âFor as long as the mark lasts,â she said between kisses. âThat was the deal.â
âI knew youâd see it my way,â I smiled.
âGet out,â she said as she shook her head and laughed. âI really do need to be going soon.â
âYouâd leave me like this?â I asked, motioning toward my hardening cock. âExcited and alone? What kind of mom are you?â
âThe worst kind,â she said, but then dropped to her knees and took my cock into her mouth.
âYou mean the best?â I groaned, taking her head with both hands and stroking my cock between her lips.
She locked eyes with me as I fucked her mouth. She never once looked away. It didnât take long for me to cum. The sight of her watching me and swallowing as I spurted rope after rope of cum down her throat only made my orgasm last longer.
âCan I return the favor?â I asked, leaning against the shower wall to hold myself up. She started to stand and I reached out one hand and helped.
âWhen I get back,â she smiled. âWe really donât have the time. If I donât get going right now, Iâll miss my flight.â
âIâll be waiting,â I promised.
âI know,â she said, shaking her head.
âDonât worry,â I added with a grin.
âYou my son, have a one-track mind,â mom sighed.
âI wonder where I get it from.â I joked.
âNot me.â she laugh. âIâm a good girl.â
âSure you are,â I agreed easily, slapping her ass playfully and laughing as I left the shower.
âHmm,â she sigh sternly. âYou and I have to talk about the correct way to treat a lady.â
âIâm willing to listen,â I replied as I dried myself. âBut Iâm reasonably certain youâll miss your plane if you try and explain it right now.â She shook her head.
âAnother time,â she said, fighting off a smile.
âI canât wait,â I grinned.
She made it out of the house in plenty of time. The car the company sent to take her to the airport was only waiting a few minutes before she was ready.
âGood luck,â I said as I put her bags in the trunk. âNot that youâll need it.â
âThanks,â she said, getting into the car.
I waved and smiled as she drove away. I had just enough time to get a couple more hours of sleep before I had to get up and ready for class. I needed it. Mom had a way of completely exhausting me, and the thought of what might happen this weekend with Minjeong made me smile with anticipation.
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And recognising that some jokes enforce the status quo means recognising that jokes arent harmless. Like suicide jokes, one occasionally can be funny or cathartic, but making them constantly changes how you think and hurts you.
I had this experience as a teenage girl, in a way I honestly suspect mightve tipped over into clinical paranoia but we cant diagnose these things in hindsight. Everyone in their various protective ways said "you are female, men are dangerous". "Men only want one thing. Cover up, dont walk alone at night even just down the street.". I became wary of my teachers. I thought any man walking down the street behind me was likely to rape or murder me. I became uncomfortable around family members who have never shown a single red flag. I also didnt have any guy friends. I got into womens venting facebook groups and I thought I was being careful, I thought I was being a good feminist. I thought everyone lived this way because thats what people kept saying.
Thats not healthy precaution. Thats not reasonable wariness. It was abject terror. And it was leagues out of proportion with any kind of helpful guardedness. Panic works in very specific situations, and long term living your life is not one of those situations. Long term anger and bitterness doesnt serve you well, even if its justified. Maybe especially if its justified.
The goal always has to be healing. Accurate threat assessment and logical steps taken toward safety with a couple backup plans. Im not saying get into a car with a guy you just met, or meet someone from the internet far away from other people. Im not saying love your oppressor. Just that once you add up all men and all cishets and all abled people and all white people etc etc thats most of the worlds population, and if you refuse to engage with them ir cannot civilly engage with them, youre cutting yourself off from multitudes of opportunities, and many many good people who are doing the work, who's hearts are in the right place, who can help you, who you can even befriend or love if that happens to be. You go out and you take and reasonable precautions, you trust your mind and your gut, and at the end of the day you go home to your ease and safety.
It is not justice or activism to be terrified. It is not ignoring or allowing oppression, to work towards healing from your trauma. If anything, healing is the best way to personally fight oppression. "Dont let them get to you" but with actual coping strategies instead of repression.
Anger is part of the process. Make bitter jokes. But make it part of the process of healing, not of everyday wallowing. And of course when its ongoing its going to be painful. Pain, like fear, is a warning of danger. Just make sure your logically verifying who specifically is a danger what circumstances are a danger, and what is only fear and bitterness holding you down.
i see "men bad" jokes as very similar to suicide jokes. like making them every once in a while isn't the worst thing, but if you Keep making them constantly. it DOES shape how you start thinking and you WILL become a more unpleasant and bitter person and also make people around you uncomfortable. and sometimes you just gotta choose to not make or engage with certain jokes, even if they are amusing to you, because its just not who you wanna be
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Violet, my beloved.
I think there's a high chance you're misinterpreting the core tenants of her character.
"Why didn't Vi play a bigger role in the fight for Zaun's independence?"
Because her goals are different from those like Ekko and Sevika, who were true leaders and caretakers of their city. Who lived and breathed for the wellbeing and betterment of Zaun.
Vi lived and breathed for the wellbeing of her FAMILY.
Any qualms she had in relation to Zaun's oppression were always tied to how they negatively affected the lives of her and her family. She may have made side comments to other characters about how their actions affect the citizens of Zaun. Like Caitlyn, when they first meet. Or Jayce, after the attack they make on Silco's manufacturing facility. But she makes the comment to Caitlyn because that's how she's seen the enforcers treat her in her own life. She makes the comment to Jayce because that's just the context of the conversation they're having. Vi gets wrapped up in the bigger politics because of her pursuit of Silco, which she would have never done if he weren't directly tied to her sister.
Selfish? If you think too hard about it, maybe. But it's an incredibly relatable motivation, and one that a lot of us would adhere to. We would do anything for our loved ones.
"Why does Vi become an enforcer? That seems contradictory to her character."
Why does Vi team up with an enforcer to begin with? Because Caitlyn becomes the conduit in which Vi can get back to her family. To the one person she loves more than anything. And Caitlyn is also the conduit in which Vi can seek out those who have harmed her family--Silco, and in relation, Sevika.
And along the way, she falls in love with Caitlyn, because of the quality of character that Cait shows to her.
So what is Vi to do when she's lost everything? Silco is dead, and Jinx is lost to her. What else would Vi do, but do anything to stay by Caitlyn's side?
"Everyone in my life has changed, promise me you won't change." She is BEGGING Caitlyn to stay, to be with her, to be the one thing she loves that doesn't fade away, and she's also afraid that she's abandoned her origins for nothing.
What else is Vi to do but crash out, lose herself to violence and drinking, when she truly has lost everyone?
When she asks Jinx in act 2 to stay in the commune and help them out, she asks because it's something they can do together. It's the way she can be with those she loves.
Vi just wants to be with those she loves. That's all she's ever wanted. It's what has stayed constant for her character throughout the entirety of the show.
Victims of oppressive systems don't always want to be the hero. Sometimes they just want to survive and be with the people they love.
I think if you gathered anything else from her character, or rather, you interpreted her motivations to be anything else, you got lost along the way with what story you were being told through Vi.
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My EPIC Journey
Where do I even begin? I have dreamt of being an animator ever since I was a little girl, growing up with the Disney animation renaissance era as well as a non-stop barrage of anime, in particular Dragonball Z. I even wrote in my high school yearbook that I dreamed of one day working for the studio that worked on Dragonball Z just so I can animate for that very series. And I made sure everyone knew it LOL
The dream didn't materialize, but after decades of struggle, I got something far better than I could ever have imagined. I get to animate at the comfort of my own home. I get the career I've always wanted, and am able to generally work at my own time. I get to work with a wonderful team (drawmisu, Camalemsy, Novi, Nathan Kuan, Jenny) who are generous with their time and talents and are fun to work with. And I get to work with wonderful clients who have changed my life and afforded me and my family the comforts we are enjoying, from Mortius, to Casper Fox, but most of all to Jorge Rivera-Herrans, whom I fondly call simply as Jay.
Jay gave me the amazing opportunity to be part of the roster of talented (skillented according to Casper) animator for the official EPIC: The Musical animatics and animations. He entrusted me with his vision, is just an overall joy to work with, and as some of you may know during the Vengeance Saga, literally saved my life for the simple fact that he commissioned me two animations (Dangerous and 600 strike finale), which allowed me, who does not have health insurance, to afford expensive care for a bad case of pneumonia. Without Jay, I would not only have reached my dreams, but I would literally not be here typing this. (Don't worry, with the generosity of my clients, I am actually now shopping around for a good health insurance company....which I know is a hot button topic right now, but I don't live in the US and our private health care here is often times better than public).
But I digress.
With the premiere of the Ithaca Saga, comes the conclusion of the concept album of EPIC: The Musical. But as Jay mentioned, the journey is far from done. I have so many things planned: more commissioned animatics from clients whom I also consider dear friends, more EPIC fan animatics and animations, more musical animatics from other IPs, an animated short, an animated trailer for my upcoming animated pilot episode, and so much more in the future!
Everything I have, the happiness and contentment that I am experiencing right now would not be possible had my paths not crossed with Jay's and his wonderful EPIC the Musical project. Our paths would not have crossed where it not for the EPIC fans who relentlessly tagged him in my animated works, which made him take notice and reach out. And I would not have become a big fan of EPIC, where it not for my cousin Julia, who had been relentless in her goal to turn me into an EPIC fan ever since the TROY saga dropped (I will never stop thank you, pinsan! Love you so much!)
This is not goodbye. This is see you again soon.
REAL SOON.
Bye for now, you guys! This has been Gwendy from NS2D Studios saying, I will see you, when I see you.
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isolation caved in, i adore you; the sound of your skin
synopsis: you and minjeong get caught up in a dating scandal â all along, she realises she has been in love with you.
warnings: flufffff
w/c: 3k+
a/n: another short storyâŚitâs 2:30am and i couldnât really sleep.
â§ď˝Ľďž: *â§ď˝Ľďž:*
the faint buzzing of your phone on the nightstand jolted you awake, the sound cutting through the quiet of your small apartment; the dim light from the screen cast shadows across the room as you reached for it, rubbing the sleep from your eyes.
minjeongâs name lit up on display, accompanied by a string of missed calls that made your stomach twist with unease.
she never called like this, not unless something was wrong.
âhello?â your voice came out rough, still thick with sleep, as you pressed the phone to your ear.
there was silence for a moment, save for the faint sound of her breathing on the other end. you sat up straighter, the worry bubbling up in your chest.
âmindungie?â you tried again, softer this time. âwhatâs going on? are you okay?â
her reply was a shaky inhale, followed by a soft sniffle that made your heart drop. âiâm sorry,â she whispered, her voice breaking. âi didnât want to bother you.â
âyouâre crying,â you said, your voice laced with concern. âdonât apologise, iâm here.â
another pause, heavy and suffocating. then, in a voice so small it was almost inaudible, she said: âiâm in another dating scandal.â
your chest tightened at her words. she had faced scandals before â being in the public eye in one of the most popular girl groups in the world meant she was no stranger to baseless rumours and invasive speculation but hearing her cry over it was completely new.
âwhatâs sm doing about it this time?â you asked, already trying to piece together a plan in your head. âarenât they handling it?â
âthey want me to take a hiatus,â she said bitterly, her voice trembling. âalongside my recent surgery; they think itâs the best way to let things settle, but itâs not just about me this time. itâs affecting other peopleâŚpeople who donât deserve this.â
your heart ached at the frustration in her voice and the way she sounded so defeated. you hated this; hated how the world wouldnât leave her alone, wouldnât let her live without dissecting every moment of her life.
âitâll settle down,â you reassured gently, even though you werenât sure if you believed it yourself. âit always does. people will move on to the next thing soon enough.â
ânot this time,â she mumbled, her voice quieter now, tinged with something close to despair. âthis oneâs different.â
you frowned, the weight of her words sinking in. âwhat do you mean? who are they saying youâre with?â
there was a long pause, the kind that made your chest tighten with dread. you could hear her breathing, uneven and shallow, as if she was trying to muster the courage to answer.
finally, in a voice barely above a whisper, she said, âyou.â
the word hung in the air and for a moment, you werenât sure youâd heard her correctly.
âme?â you repeated, making sure you heard correctly.
âyeah,â she said, letting out a bitter, shaky laugh. âtheyâve got all these photosâŚones from when we were kids and some from the last time i visited busan. theyâre saying weâve been secretly dating for years.â
your mind raced as her words sank in. you thought of all the moments the two of you had shared, ones that were so innocent but now felt heavy under the weight of her confession.
the time sheâd visited you at the restaurant, laughing as she stole bites of your food; the long walks along haeundae beach, where sheâd tease you about how much slower youâd gotten since you were kids.
moments that had always felt like yours alone â twisted into something you hadnât prepared for.
âthatâs ridiculous,â you replied firmly, though your voice wavered just slightly. âtheyâre just making things up like they always do. anyone who knows us would know itâs not true.â
âitâs not about whatâs true,â she added, her voice breaking again. âitâs about what they can make people believe. and theyâve done a good job. it looksâŚconvincing.â
your stomach twisted at her words, the dread settling deep in your chest. âhave you looked at it?â
âyeah,â she admitted, her voice barely audible. âand itâs bad. really bad.â
you clenched your jaw, anger and protectiveness bubbling up inside you. âminjeong, you know none of this matters, right? the people who care about you, the people who know us, you â they wonât believe it.â
âbut itâs not just about me,â her voice trembled. âitâs about you, too. theyâre saying things â terrible things about you, digging into your life. our lives in busan. i didnât want this for you.â
youâd always known the risks of being close to her, of staying a constant in her life even after she became a star but you never imagined being dragged into her world like this; exposed in a way that felt so violating.
âi donât care what they say about me,â you insisted, though the knot in your stomach told a different story. âwhat matters is you. weâll get through this. we always do.â
she let out a shaky breath, her voice softer now. âplease donât look it up,â she begged. âitâll only hurt you, and i donât want that. promise me, please.â
the curiosity was already gnawing at you, but the desperation in her voice was enough to make you falter.
âiâll try,â you answered eventually, though you werenât sure if you could keep that promise. âbut youâre not alone in this, okay? you donât have to carry it all by yourself. and youâve done nothing wrong.â
she didnât respond right away, but you could hear her breathing slow slightly, as if your words had brought her even the smallest bit of comfort.
âcan i come over?â she asked after a moment, her voice small and tentative. âiâm back in busan for a week or two.â
âof course,â you said without hesitation. âyou can stay as long as you need.â
âthank you,â she whispered and for the first time since the call started, her voice carried a faint trace of relief. âiâll be there in a minute, see you, y/n.â
âokay,â you hummed with a smile. âbe safe.â
when the call ended, you set your phone down and leaned back against the headboard, staring at the faint glow of the streetlights outside your window. your mind was a storm of thoughts â worry for her, anger at the situationâŚand a quiet, nagging fear about what this would mean for the fragile boundary youâd built between friendship and the feelings you harboured for years.
as much as you hated to admit it; a small selfish part of you felt the weight of her words differently. they thought she was in love with you. and no matter how false the rumour was, it struck a chord in you that you tried to bury a long time ago.
â§ď˝Ľďž: *â§ď˝Ľďž:*
the small kitchen was quiet except for the soft clink of the spoon against the teacup as you stirred the honey into the warm chamomile tea. the warm light above the stove cast a faint glow on the countertop, highlighting the steam rising from the mug.
on the side, youâd set out a small plate of chocolates â the mint chocolate ones she always liked. it wasnât much, but it was all you could think of in the middle of the night, your hands moving on autopilot.
your mind drifted, as it often did when it came to her. minjeong. winter. her name alone carried a weight in your chest that youâd grown used to over the years but never quite knew how to handle.
you have loved her for as long as you could remember, though youâd never dared to say it out loud â not to her, not even to yourself most days.
it was easier to keep it buried, to cherish the friendship you had without risking everything by wanting more. but now, it felt like the fragile balance youâd built was falling apart.
this scandal, these rumours â they were forcing everything to the surface and it terrified you.
what if she believed it? what if she looked at you and saw the truth youâd been hiding all this time? worse, what if it ruined everything?
the thought of losing her was unbearable.
resting your hands on the counter to steady yourself, you heaved out a sigh. the fear clawed at you; relentless and unyielding. you didnât want her to think there was any truth to the rumours or make her feel uncomfortable around you. all you wanted was to protect her.
your gaze drifted to your phone on the counter, the curiosity too strong to ignore. sheâd begged you not to look, but your fingers moved before you could stop them, typing your name and hers into the search bar.
almost instantly, the top result caught your eye â a youtube link with over a million views. the title read: aespa winter and y/n: secret love through the years.
your stomach dropped as you hesitated, then tapped on the link. the video began playing, a soft piano melody accompanying a slideshow of photos.
the first few were ones you recognised: pictures from your childhood, back when you and minjeong were just kids running around the streets of busan; they were harmless, ones youâve shared to the public.
then came the more recent ones and your breath hitched. you didnât even know where the fans had found these photos, but they all told the same story.
the two of you, close and comfortable, looking at each other like no one else existed. in every frame, your gaze lingered on her like she held the universe in her hands.
and then came the details â the matching necklaces, the ones youâd ordered from japan for her 21st birthday, customised with her initials and a small star charm. the video even included clips of minjeong talking about you in interviews, her voice warm and full of affection as she called you her rock, her safe place.
it was overwhelming and your chest tightened with a mix of emotions â fear, longing, guilt. you hadnât realised how obvious your feelings were, how much theyâd been captured in fleeting moments you thought were private.
you closed the video quickly, the knot in your throat threatening to choke you. you couldnât let her see the truth, not like this.
a sudden, soft knock at the door startled you, pulling you out of your thoughts. your heart jumped as you turned towards the sound. wiping your hands on your toy story pyjamas, you walked to the door and opened it slowly.
there she was.
minjeong stood in the hallway, her small frame wrapped in an oversized hoodie, the sleeves hanging past her hands. a black hat and mask covered most of her face, but her red and swollen eyes were unmistakable.
she looked utterly exhausted and before you could say a word, she stepped inside and crashed into you, her arms wrapping tightly around your waist as she buried her face in your shoulder.
her body trembled as she started crying again, her muffled sobs breaking whatever composure youâd managed to hold onto.
âiâm so sorry,â she choked out between breaths, her voice cracking. âiâm so, so sorry.â
you froze for a moment, overwhelmed by her sudden closeness, but then your arms moved on instinct, holding her tightly.
âhey,â you whispered, your voice soft and steady, though your heart was racing. âitâs okay. you donât have to apologise.â
âitâs not okay,â she sobbed, her words coming out in gasps. âyou donât deserve this and i donât know how to fix it.â
you closed your eyes, resting your chin gently on the top of her head. âweâll figure it out,â you reassured, your voice firm despite the storm inside you. âyouâre not alone in this. iâm here.â
she clung to you like a lifeline, her sobs slowly quieting as you held her and closed the door behind you. the scent of her floral shampoo filled your senses, grounding you in the moment. you didnât know how long you stood there but you didnât care. all that mattered was her and the promise youâd made to be there, no matter what.
when she finally pulled back, her face was flushed, her eyes red and puffy. she wiped at them with her sleeve, looking small and vulnerable in a way that made your chest ache.
âthank you,â she murmured, her voice hoarse. âfor everything.â
you shook your head, offering her a small, reassuring smile. âyou donât have to thank me, mindungie. justâŚcome sit on the couch. i made us some tea.â
her lips twitched into the faintest of smiles; trailing behind you. her presence filled the space with a warmth that was both comforting and heart-wrenching.
as you handed her the cup of tea and watched her take a small sip, you couldnât help but wonder how long you could keep the truth hidden â how much further you could pretend you werenât in love with her when every moment like this made it harder to breathe.
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the cup, her favourite one; chipped and its colours fading, now sat on the coffee table as she curled up at the far end of your small couch; knees drawn to her chest, her oversized hoodie drowning her small frame. the moonlight streamed through the half-drawn curtains, bathing the room in a soft silver glow.
you just sat beside her, unsure how to navigate the weight of her silence.
finally, she broke it. âi donât care what happens to me,â she said softly, her voice trembling just enough to make your chest ache. âbut youâŚiâm worried about you.â
you blinked, taken aback. âme?â you said, your voice quiet. âyou donât have to worry about me.â
âhow can i not?â she replied, her eyes locking with yours, wide and filled with worry. âtheyâre going to dig into your life, say horrible things about you. i canât stand the thought of you getting hurt because of me.â
you sighed, leaning back against the couch. her concern was touching, but unnecessary. âminjeong, iâve lived my whole life being just another face in the crowd. no oneâs ever cared enough about me to say anything, let alone horrible things. i can handle it.â
âyou donât know what itâs like,â she muttered, her voice barely above a whisper. âyou donât know how cruel people can be when they think they know your story.â
âmaybe i donât, but i know this much: i can handle petty comments from strangers. what i canât handle is seeing you like this. so donât waste your energy worrying about me, okay?â
her lips trembled and for a moment, you thought she was going to cry again. instead, she looked away, her blonde hair falling messily into her face.
âyouâre too kind, you know that?â she began softly. âsometimes i think youâre too good for me.â
you wanted to laugh at the absurdity of her words, but the vulnerability in her voice stopped you. before you could respond, she turned back to you, her gaze hesitant. âcan youâŚcan you hold me?â she asked shyly, her voice almost timid. âjust for a while?â
your breath got caught in your throat, but you nodded, shifting closer to her on the couch. she leaned into you, her head resting against your shoulder as her body relaxed against yours. you wrapped your arms around her gently, feeling the warmth of her against you and the steady rise and fall of her chest.
the moonlight caught her features, highlighting the soft curve of her jaw, the delicate slope of her nose, the way her messy blonde hair framed her face.
even like this â tired, vulnerable, with tear-streaked cheeks and swollen eyes, she was breathtaking.
your fingers found their way to her hair, running through the strands gently and you felt her sigh against you, a soft, contented sound that made your heart ache.
âsometimes,â she murmured, her voice muffled against your hoodie, âi wish i wasnât famous. i wish iâd chosen a normal life, stayed here in busan. with you.â
your heart squeezed at her words, but you forced yourself to keep your tone steady. âyou were meant to be a star, minjeong,â you said softly. âyouâve always been destined for it. even when we were kids, you had thisâŚthis light about you. people were always going to notice.â
âbut i didnât want them to notice this,â she said, her voice laced with bitterness. âi didnât want them to hurt you.â
you didnât know what to say to that, so you stayed quiet, your fingers continuing their soothing rhythm through her hair. her words, though, lingered in your mind, intertwining with thoughts youâd been trying to suppress all night.
what would it be like, you wondered, if she truly felt the same way about you? if the rumours werenât just rumours but a glimpse into something real?
youâd spent so long convincing yourself that she was out of reach â that her world was too far removed from yours for anything more than friendship.
what could you even possibly offer her? your simple life, a tiny apartment and a small restaurant?
there was nothing about you that could ever impress her, nothing that could compare to the glitz and glamour of her world.
and yet, here she was, leaning against you, seeking comfort in your arms. it felt too good to be true and you hated the way your heart clung to the moment, desperate to believe it meant something more.
âwhat are you thinking about?â her voice broke through your thoughts, soft but curious.
you froze for a moment, your hand stilling in her hair. ânothing.â
she pulled back just enough to look up at you, her face still close enough that you could see the faint shimmer of tears in her eyes. âdonât lie to me,â she muttered, her tone gentle but insistent. âyouâve got that look on your face, like youâre a million miles away.â
you hesitated, unsure how much to tell her. your mind raced for an excuse, something lighthearted to distract her, but the weight of her gaze made it impossible to lie.
âi was justâŚthinking about us,â you admitted quietly, your voice barely above a whisper. âabout how different our lives are. and howâŚhow lucky i am to still have you in mine even though youâre a big star now.â
her expression softened, and for a moment, you thought you saw something flicker in her eyes; something you couldnât quite place. before you could dwell on it, she leaned back into you, resting her head against your chest this time.
âyouâre not lucky,â she smiled. âi am.â
her words settled over you like a blanket, warm and comforting, yet heavy with meaning. you didnât know what to say, so you stayed silent, holding her with your eyes closed as the moonlight bathed the room in its quiet glow.
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the soft chirping of birds filtered through the open window, mingling alongside the morning sun spilling into the room. the first thing you noticed as you stirred awake was warmth â minjeongâs warmth, her body pressed close to yours, her head nestled against your shoulder, an arm draped across your waist and her soft breaths tickled your neck.
you froze, your heart immediately racing as the situation fully sank in. it had been years since youâd been this close to her â the space youâd carefully maintained between you was gone and the intimacy of the moment made your chest tighten with equal parts longing and fear.
as your eyes fluttered open, her blonde hair was the first thing to greet you, falling into her face in strands that glowed golden in the morning light. her cheeks were slightly flushed, lips parted ever so slightly as she remained lost in sleep. she looked peaceful, so beautiful.
for a second, you let yourself admire her.
then reality hit and panic crept in. this was too close, too much. you couldnât risk her realising your true feelings as you carefully shifted, trying not to wake her, but your movements caused her to stir.
her eyes opened slowly, blinking as they adjusted to the light. when they focused on you, a soft smile tugged at her lips.
âgood morning,â she mumbled, her voice still laced with sleep.
âmorning,â you replied, your voice awkward and stiff as you immediately shifted away, creating a small but noticeable gap between you. âsorry. i didnât mean to, uh, get so close.â
her smile faltered slightly, her brows knitting together in a small frown. âwhy are you apologising?â she asked, her tone soft but tinged with confusion.
âi justâŚi didnât want to make you uncomfortable,â you sat up, rubbing the back of your neck; heart still racing. âiâll make us some breakfast.â
before she could respond, you were already on your feet, making your way to the kitchen. she sat up slowly, watching you with a look you couldnât decipher.
âlet me help,â she offered, already starting to move.
âno, no,â you said, turning back to wave her off. âjust sit on the couch, okay? iâve got this.â
she hesitated but eventually relented, settling back onto the couch with a small sigh. pulling out her phone, she began to tap at the screen, though her gaze kept drifting back to you as you moved around the kitchen.
she wasnât texting anyone, though â not really. instead, she found herself scrolling through the same photos and videos sheâd seen the night before, the so-called âevidenceâ of your supposed relationship. each image showed the two of you at different points in your lives, some familiar, some she didnât even know existed. but it wasnât the photos themselves that caught her attention â it was you.
the way you looked at her in every single one of them. it was so obvious now, in a way she hadnât allowed herself to notice before.
your gaze was always soft, filled with something she couldnât quite name but felt deeply in her chest. she stared at one photo in particular, a candid shot of you smiling at her during one of her almost weekly visits to busan. the look in your eyes made her heart flutter.
it canât be, she thought, her heart beating faster as she lowered her phone â but the thought lingered, refusing to leave. she glanced at you, watching as you moved around the kitchen with practised ease, cracking eggs into a bowl and chopping green onions with quick motions.
the smell of something sizzling in a pan soon filled the room and she couldnât help but think about how natural this felt; waking up to you, watching you prepare breakfast as if it were the most ordinary thing in the world.
you were so focused, so determined to make everything perfect for her and the thought made her chest tighten.
her phone buzzed in her hand, a message from jimin lighting up the screen.
âare you sure you and y/n arenât dating?â
she ignored it, setting the device aside as her attention drifted back to you. her thoughts were a mess, swirling with confusion and a strange kind of hope she wasnât sure how to name.
you turned then, catching her gaze, and the world seemed to still. her heart skipped a beat as you smiled, holding up a plate.
âbreakfastâs nearly ready,â you smiled, the warmth of your voice spreading all the way to her chest. âhope youâre hungry.â
she nodded, her throat feeling tight as she tried to push down the growing emotions threatening to overwhelm her.
âi am,â she managed to say, her voice softer than she intended. âalso sleepy.â
and as she watched you turn back to the stove, the realisation hit her all at once, unrelenting and undeniable.
iâm in love with her.
the two of you sat at the small dining table, plates of warm, steaming food in front of you. you made made simple dishes â scrambled eggs, leftover rice and grilled mackerel with a side of kimchi.
it wasnât extravagant, but she ate it like it was a gourmet meal, a soft hum of satisfaction escaping her as she took her first bite.
âi missed this,â she said, her voice muffled slightly as she chewed. âyour cooking, i mean. itâs so much better than anything i get in seoul.â
âdonât let your manager hear you say that,â you teased, grinning as you poured her a glass of water. âtheyâll think youâre living off convenience store meals.â
âi practically am,â she admitted with a laugh, her nose scrunching in that way it always did when she found something genuinely funny. âyou have no idea how much iâve missed this.â
the conversation drifted into easy territory, the kind of nostalgic reminiscing that always seemed to happen when you were together. you found yourself laughing as she recounted a time in middle school when sheâd gotten detention for climbing onto the school roof to retrieve a kite youâd accidentally let go of.
you shook your head. âyou were always such a shy troublemaker, how you ended up as an idol, iâll never know.â
âwhatâs that supposed to mean?â she shot back, mock-offended. âiâm responsible now. mostly.â
âsure you are,â you said, smirking. âremember your first boyfriend? what was his name again? jonghoon? jinhoon?â
âit was junghoon,â she corrected, rolling her eyes but unable to hide the small smile tugging at her lips. âand we were, like, twelve. it doesnât even count.â
âoh, it counts,â you said, leaning back in your chair with a grin. âyou were so serious about him. always writing him those sappy little notes.â
âdonât remind me,â she groaned, covering her face with her hands. âi canât believe i ever thought that was romantic.â
âhey, at least you had a boyfriend,â you said, unable to resist teasing her. âiâve got nothing to compare to.â
she dropped her hands, her expression shifting into something more curious. âwhy is that, anyway? is there no one special in your life? iâve been meaning to ask.â
the question caught you off guard, your smile faltering for just a moment before you quickly recovered.
âif there was, youâd be the first to know,â you said, nudging her foot under the table. âdonât be stupid.â
her expression softened at your words, a small smile playing on her lips, but you werenât sure why.
trying to lighten the mood, you added with a grin, âthough, if you give me jiminâs number, maybe iâll reconsider.â
her reaction was immediate. her brows furrowed, and her smile disappeared as she stabbed at her rice with her chopsticks.
âyouâre kidding, right?â she said, her tone sharper than you expected.
you blinked, taken aback by the sudden shift. âobviously,â you chuckled, but she frowned deeper. âcome on, winter. it was a joke.â
âwell, itâs not funny,â she muttered, her gaze fixed on her plate.
âwhy are you getting so worked up?â you asked, tilting your head to study her. âwhatâs it to you if i joke about jimin?â
she didnât answer right away, her jaw tightening as she shoved a piece of mackerel into her mouth.
when she finally spoke, her tone was clipped. âitâs justâŚweird, okay? sheâs not even your type.â
âoh, and you know my type now?â you shot back, raising an eyebrow. âyou havenât even see me with any girl.â
she looked up at you then, her eyes narrowing slightly. âyeah, i do.â
the tension between you was palpable, and for a moment, neither of you said anything. you werenât sure what to make of her reaction â it was so unlike her to get upset over something so small. but then, as you watched her, the realisation began to dawn on you.
sheâs jealous, you thought, the idea almost too absurd to entertain.
you decided to test the waters, leaning forward with a small, teasing smile. âminjeong,â you said, your voice light. âare you jealous?â
her eyes widened slightly, but she quickly masked it, looking away with a scoff. âdonât be ridiculous.â
âyouâre jealous,â you said, your grin widening. âoh my god, youâre actually jealous.â
âiâm not!â she insisted, her cheeks flushing as she crossed her arms defensively. âitâs justâugh, forget it.â
her reaction only made you laugh, the tension between you dissolving as quickly as it had appeared. she glared at you, but there was no real heat behind it, and eventually, she let out a small, begrudging laugh of her own.
âyouâre impossible,â she said, shaking her head as she picked up her chopsticks again.
âand youâre adorable when youâre mad,â you said without thinking, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
she froze for a moment, her cheeks reddening further and you felt your own face heat up as you realised what youâd said.
but instead of snapping at you, she simply looked at you, her expression unreadable, and for a moment, the air between you felt charged again, heavy with something unspoken.
âjust eat your breakfast,â she said finally, her voice softer now and you nodded, your heart still racing as you focused on your plate, wondering what, exactly, had just happened.
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the next few days passed in a quiet rhythm that felt almost too perfect to last. mornings were slow and easy, filled with soft conversations over coffee and the occasional sound of minjeong humming to herself as she wandered around your small apartment.
afternoons were spent watching movies, cooking together, or simply lying on the couch; tangled up in blankets and each other.
it felt normal in a way that was disarming, like the two of you had slipped into a version of life where nothing else existed â no dating scandals and pressure, just the comfort of being together.
it scared you how easily youâd fallen into this routine, how much it felt like home. every small touch, laugh, every shared glance seemed to chip away at the walls youâd spent years building around your heart.
and with each passing day, it became harder to ignore the truth youâd buried for so long â you were still in love with her and being this close to her now was both a blessing and a curse.
for her part, she seemed quieter than usual, her gaze lingering on you a little too often, her smiles softer, more hesitant. she hadnât brought up the scandal again, but you could feel the weight of it hanging over her, a tension that never quite left her shoulders.
one night, you decided to close things out with one of her favourite movies, tenet. she was practically giddy as she set it up, her excitement a stark contrast to the more subdued moments of the past few days.
âyouâre going to love this,â she geeked out, her eyes lighting up as she settled onto the couch beside you. âitâs so clever. you have to pay attention, though.â
âyou realise you say that about every confusing movie,â you teased, earning a playful shove from her.
two and a half hours later, the credits rolled, and you found yourself lying on your side, facing her. your arm was wrapped loosely around her waist, her head resting against your shoulder. the movie had been a blur of time loops and action sequences, none of which had made any sense to you, but you couldnât bring yourself to care.
your attention had been more on her than anything else â the way her lips twitched into a small smile during her favourite scenes, the way she unconsciously leaned closer to you as the story unfolded.
âso,â she began, her voice soft and teasing, âwhat did you think?â
you groaned dramatically, tightening your arm around her waist. âi think i have no idea what just happened.â
her jaw dropped in mock offense and she pushed at your chest. âyouâre kidding! how could you not get it? itâs brilliant!â
âoh, i got it,â you grinned. âsomething about going backwards in time, saving the world andâŚi donât know, doing a little dance?â
âyouâre impossible,â she muttered, but the smile tugging at her lips betrayed her amusement.
âyouâre adorable when youâre frustrated,â you replied without thinking, the words slipping out before you could stop them as you laughed.
her smile faltered, her cheeks flushing slightly as she stared at you, her expression suddenly turning serious.
the laughter that came so easily from you, the warmth of your skin pressed against hers â it all felt too much and not enough at the same time.
she didnât know when it started. maybe it had been years ago, back when the two of you were just kids, chasing the tide and dreaming of futures that felt so far away. or maybe it was more recent, in the stolen moments when she would visit you between schedules, sitting in your tiny apartment and making her favourite dishes and feeling more at home than she ever did in her dorm.
but tonight, as the credits rolled and your soft laughter filled the quiet, it clicked.
it was you. it had always been you.
the realisation settled over her like a wave, overwhelming and undeniable. you were the missing piece, the thing she had been searching for without even realising it.
the void sheâd felt for so long, the ache that no amount of fame or success could fill â it was simply you.
ây/n,â she said softly, her voice tinged with something you couldnât quite place. âwhat are we doing?â
your heart skipped a beat, her question pulling you sharply out of the playful banter. âwhat do you mean?â
âthis,â she said, gesturing between the two of you. âus. spending all this time together, acting likeâŚâ she trailed off, her gaze dropping to where your arm was still wrapped around her. âacting like weâre more than just friends.â
you swallowed hard, your chest tightening as her words settled over you. âi donât know,â you admitted. âbut i know that i donât want it to end.â
her eyes flicked back up to yours, wide and searching. âbut what about everything else? what happens when i go back to seoul? what happens if people find out about this and theyâŚthey ruin your life?â
âminjeong,â you said, your voice steady despite the storm of emotions swirling inside you. âmy life isnât perfect, but itâs mine. and if being with you means dealing with a little chaos, then so be it. iâve handled worse.â
âyou donât understand,â she said, her voice faltering. âitâs not just a little chaos. itâs people prying into your life, twisting your every word, making you out to be something youâre not. you have a normal life, y/n. i donât want to be the reason you lose that.â
you reached up, gently brushing a strand of hair from her face. âyouâre not going to ruin anything and my life stopped being normal the second you walked into it. and thereâs nothing in this world iâd trade you for.â
her breath hitched at your words, her gaze searching yours as if trying to find some hint of doubt. âbut what if itâs not enough? what if iâm not enough?â
âyouâre everything,â you said without hesitation, your words filled with a sincerity that left no room for doubt. âyou always have been.â
her lips parted as if to respond, but no words came. instead, she watched you with so much adoration in her eyes and closed the small distance between you, her lips brushing against yours in a kiss that was as hesitant as it was certain.
it was soft and gentle, like the answer to a question neither of you had dared to ask.
you responded instinctively, your hand moving to the back of her neck as you deepened the kiss, pouring years of unspoken feelings into the moment. her fingers tangled in your hair and her body melted against yours as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
when you finally pulled back, your foreheads pressed together, you could feel her breath against your lips, warm and shaky.
âi thinkâŚâ she started, her voice trembling, âi think iâve been in love with you for a long time.â
your heart swelled at her words, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes. âyouâre not the only one,â you admitted, your voice breaking slightly. âiâve hid how i felt for too long.â
âbut weâre here now, arenât we?â
a soft, watery laugh escaped her as she leaned in again, her lips finding yours in another kiss â this one deeper, more certain, like the beginning of something neither of you had dared to hope for.
and in that moment, wrapped in each otherâs arms, it felt like the rest of the world could wait.
â§ď˝Ľďž: *â§ď˝Ľďž:*
the end.
#kpop x reader#kpop gg#aespa x reader#kpop imagines#winter x reader#minjeong x reader#winter#heliooosss#aespa imagines
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I started adding this to the tags, but apparently tumblr doesn't want people writing novels in the tags because they're cowards
as it stands in the show, i don't ship them, because i think edrissa deserves better than mal is currently capable of giving her, or anyone. (I do want them to be best friends and go to medical museums on the weekends and eat lunch together in the morgue so they can talk about corpses without the others complaining, though)
however.
it's ten years later. martin is dead. mal has taken a break from the police to work in academia, teaching students and writing papers. he's calmer. he's stable. the nightmares aren't gone, but they're better than they've ever been, and he eats multiple meals without needing to be reminded almost every day.
edrissa is still working in the morgue. she had a serious relationship for a few years, but in the end they grew apart and called in quits, and she's been single for a couple of years.
they haven't seen one another in almost a decade, but gil is finally retiring for good, and they bump into one another at the party. they mean to just catch up, but once they get talking they find they have so much to say. it's not like old times - it's better. edrissa is more confident. mal is calmer, and has a life that isn't just work and his father's legacy. and there's this spark not that wasn't there before, and next thing they know the party is ending and they haven't talked to anyone else all evening
they exchange numbers, but edrissa doesn't know if she should call. maybe she's too old for him? her hair is more silver than black now, and she likes how it looks, but mal has barely aged. if anything, he looks younger without the weight of his father to carry. the age difference between them is the same as its always been, but she convinces herself it feels larger
but she also knows that if she doesn't try, she'll always regret it. even though mal's interest in her back then was as a friend rather than a romantic possibility, she's always thought of him as her 'one that got away'.
and she also knows malcolm bright is never going to be the one to make the first move
however has hasn't counted on mal being a lot more emotionally mature than he wasn't when she first met him, and she's especially not counting on the fact that Dani and Gil saw them together and immediately decided to play matchmaker, or that Gil would get Jessica in on it
so before she's managed to psych herself up to make the first move, mal calls. tells her he knows they're old friends, but he'd always have regretted it if he didn't try, and would she like to get dinner?
she's so shocked she almost forgets to say yes, just sits there silently until mal starts to apologise, but they get there, and she accepts.
the experiment proves replicable. the spark is still there on the first date, the second, the third. they don't run out of things to talk about. the sex, when they eventually get to it, is great
it's not always easy. mal's healthier than he's ever been, but there are some wounds that are never going to entirely heal, some scars that won't fade. And edrissa's got scars of her own, along with a stubborn streak a mile wide
but they work at it. they compromise. they figure out which issues can be overcome with time and patience and which are best left alone. they don't move in together - edrissa has spent a lifetime currating a very specific space, and mal needs somewhere he can retreat to on his bad days. they've both got tempers and deep insecurities and a tendency to get absorbed in their work and vanish for days at a time, but they figure out ways to live with all of them.
their lives grow together, like intertwining vines. they grow together.
and they're happy.
Donât die. - I wonât. I promise.
Malcolm and Edrisa, for @actuallylukedanes âĄ
#op i apologise for writing notfic on your post#i just have a lot of feelings about these two apparently
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Neighborly Support
Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Word Count: 5,241
Warnings: Age Difference, Alternate Universe, Blood, Darkfic, Jealousy, Minor Character Death, Mommy Kink, Murder, Possessive Behavior, Praise Kink, Smut, Somnophilia, Strap-Ons, Vaginal Fingering, Wanda goes ballistic with an ax thatâs all you really need to know, this is a formal apology to Nat and Maria my babies ily btw, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT | 18+ Minors DNI
Summary: You hadnât looked back ever since you moved away from Westview, but an offer for dinner with the neighbors draws you back in just for you to fall once again for one Wanda Maximoff. Only this time you get more than you bargained for.
Family dinners were never something you looked forward to. Living in the city gave you the freedom to decline them, to come up with whatever excuse you could muster in a matter of seconds and get out of them. Although your parentâs house was less than an hour away, you had been able to avoid any reunions in months. You loved them, you really did, but the grievances they threw at you for living so far away, for not surrounding yourself with those who loved you and instead drowning yourself in work after having graduated college were far too much for you to deal with.Â
Well, that was until you didnât allow yourself to escape the tight grasp a family dinner had on you. Especially not once your mother called you to let you know a neighbor would be joining you â Wanda Maximoff.Â
During your college years you had gotten to merely see her from far away. She had recently moved in once you were a freshman. Although you lived away from your family in that period of your life, you were thrilled to return home for breaks and within whatever free time you could find. Seeing Wanda waltzing around the neighborhood and small town of Westview was only a bonus.Â
She had two kids and although the entirety of the population seemed to despise her, she was still a high-standing citizen â president of the PTA, a devoted housewife, and the true image of perfection in the familial sense. Her family was her life, twins being the light in Wandaâs dark days while her husband, Vision, was kind without a fault.Â
As soon as your mother let it slip through the phone that Wanda and her family would be joining your family dinner, you accepted.Â
Returning home was always a bittersweet moment. You dreaded the way in which your parents would bombard you with pleas to move back for the sole purpose of helping your fatherâs plumbing business. Itâs what your brother had done, but then again, Tony had always been the favorite. They werenât too fond of you running around an alien city by yourself. Control had always been something you sought, especially from your family, and yet that all changed as you sat across the table from your neighbor.Â
It didnât surprise you to see the red hair still sitting only centimeters from her shoulders. Wanda had never dared change her appearance. She always kept her mane short enough to give off the appearance of a truly devoted mother, her outfits mirroring that very same image. At times you had seen her wear small buns in the past, her hair entirely up as she tended to her flowers in the front yard as you watched from the second-floor window in your room. As wrong as you knew it to be, you always had difficulty tearing your eyes away from the older woman.Â
Sitting back and relaxing, you listened on to the neighbor.Â
âIâve never met a pair of more imcompetent individuals in my life. Can you believe they didnât want to give me what I purchased? I spent almost an hour trying to explain myself so it would get through the managerâs thick skull,â Wanda huffed, shaking her head as she took another bite of the pasta your parents had crafted. âIt was all in the receipt too. I never got what I ordered. My poor boys had to share their food because I refused to give that wretched place a single extra cent. Idiots.â
One of the reasons why she was so infamous along the town was her propensity to forever be right. Wanda was nothing if not a confident woman who lacked self-awareness or even a smidge of care for those around her except her children â at times her husband. She could never find it in her to be wrong. The controlling nature which she exuded across the table, her twin boys sitting by one of her sides as Vision took the other, was one that spoke to you. Perhaps youâd give her off all the control if only she asked.Â
Dinner went on without any major issues. Given the presence of what your brother deemed as strangers, your parents never spoke about your life in the city. Instead they chatted highly of you and Tony to the Maximoffs, prompting Wanda to spare you glances here and there that she never gave your brother. For a moment your eyes even came in contact with her own. You swore that green forest that lay beneath them could swallow you whole unprompted. And youâd, of course, let it.Â
Towards the end of it your face was hot and red. You had to excuse yourself before the neighbors left, mumbling something about how your head was throbbing with pain given the long drive â a lie â and that you would be slithering into your old bedroom and sleeping until the morning â another lie.Â
As though you had counted your stars, after having washed your dirty dishes, Wanda rose to her feet and left for the bathroom. Walking in the same direction, the halls empty all across from you as the woman skidded behind you, making you attempt to swallow the knot in your throat and ignore her. Both were failed exercises when strong arms grabbed you roughly and pushed you against the nearest wall. Given how far away you were from the dining room, you were lucky no one else heard your whimper as twinkling viridescent orbs shot through your soul.Â
âI donât think you have a clue of how long Iâve been waiting for this,â Wanda husked out, her voice low and dangerous in a manner you had yet to witness before. Her head was tilted as she dug her nails deep into your shoulders. âI have done all the things a wife is supposed to do. House. Kids. The meals.â Each little word she mumbled, leg drifting up to press her knee where you were already dripping, made you shudder. âIâm very attracted to you. Would you be interested in having an affair?â
As difficult as it was to breathe in that moment, there came no hesitation when you nodded and mustered out a small âyesâ.Â
âââââąââ°ââââ
Wanda was unfiltered, you quickly learned. Whatever she said, she meant. Perhaps it shouldâve driven you away when she first casually suggested the taboo arrangement, and yet you found yourself doing as she said. She carried all of the control you had slowly collected when moving away simply to hold it all over your head and make you hers with it.Â
Sneaking around was always a rather difficult issue to resolve. At first all you had were little moments where Wanda pressed her body against yours while your back touched the back of her front door. Her lips were the ones to take all the power, dancing over your own and being led around without putting up a fight. She was devouring you with all she had. Taking claim of what she deemed as rightfully hers ever since she saw you for the first time years before.Â
What wasnât difficult was when she made excuses to visit you in the city. Vision would never dare question his wife. At times you felt bad for him, bad for the fact that you took advantage of the kindness he always offered to secretly rub it in his face and be with his wife. Itâs not like Wanda cared though. So long as she brushed it off, you didnât deem it as a problem.Â
The first time the two of you got longer than twenty minutes together in secrecy was when your parents took a day trip to the beach along with your younger brother. You were left alone prancing across the house, phone in hand as you quickly shot off a text to Wanda. The excitement you felt was indescribable. Never had you gotten such a thrill with any of your past partners. Wanda was truly one of a kind.Â
When she arrived all serene and calm, her head held up high, the redhead didnât waste time shooting off orders. âBedroom, now. Take off your clothes, fold them neatly, and lay on the bed. Donât you dare do anything else unless I give you permission. Am I clear?â
âYes, maâam,â came the automatic response.
You were the well-behaved pet that Wanda had never gotten to play with. She could use you however she wanted. Her deeply sick and twisted mind ran rampant given all the ideas she carried along. Perhaps she could give you a cute collar to tug at with a leash, or maybe a muzzle to keep your needy whimpers at bay as she used and abused all of your holes. She could use several toys to correct any behavior needed. The possibilities were endless.Â
Wanda was pleased to see you had followed her instructions. She took her sweet time making her way up the stairs in her tight yellow shirt and blue jeans. Her eyebrows were raised, mouth a thin line with raised ends, when she first got a sight of your nude body. Perfection couldnât even begin to describe you. You were so much more than that, a wondrous angel who fell from heaven just to bring her the utmost joy in life, the thrills she had never gotten beside her husband.Â
âHmmm good,â Wanda mumbled as she aimlessly stared at the nudity exposed. She could feel a tingling sensation between her legs, a shiver running down her back that she had yet to experience. âSuch an obedient little doll. I like it.â
She wasted no time undressing herself, putting her folded clothes beside yours over the dresser. The way in which you carelessly followed her orders, not daring to think about anything beside them made her proud as ever. As she crawled over the bed with an animalistic sense overtaking her being, Wanda was ready to devour her prey.Â
Kisses across your skin made you see the stars. She spent ages merely running her fingernails over your body which she cut short awaiting the blissful moment. Markings were left in her wake. Wandaâs possession over you had begun. She wanted, no, needed to make you hers entirely. To free your mind and soul from the confines of your own control and have them be hers forever. Â
âNeedy whore,â Wanda muttered as she cupped your cunt with a hand as the other supported her over you. Her breath was hot against your neck, tongue trailing across your skin before she peppered kisses all over your jaw and made her way to your mouth. âYouâre fucking dripping for me. I bet youâre so tight, huh? You havenât been properly fucked by anyone and need mommyâs help?â
That was new to say the least, but in your deeply hazy state of mind, your eyesight blurry with need, you couldnât care less.Â
âPlease, Wanda. I need you so fucking bad,â you replied breathlessly. Your hips had a mind of their own as they began moving back and forth only to get your cunt to rub against the palm of her hand. âTouch me. I promise Iâll be so good for you, Iâll obey. Just pleaseâŚmommyâŚâ
âAs I said: needy fucking whore.â
Wanda slapped her hand over your pussy harshly. She was sober up until you moaned loudly, your desperate noises giving her the push she so deeply needed. It was enough to get the older woman all drunk with you. Her hand smacked you over and over, not caring to stop even as you drew wetter than before, your slick juices running down your inner thighs and dripping onto the bed sheets youâd surely have to clean up.Â
Fingers rubbed up and down your slit. They were lazy at first, moving without a true purpose as they teased your entrance and swirled over your swollen clint. You were throbbing by then, sobbing harshly with a tear-stricken red face while Wanda kept worshiping your frame and putting her focus between your legs. With the way her erect nipples slid up and down your body, at times grazing against your own, you werenât sure youâd make it for long enough.Â
When she finally eased herself in, you had to hold onto the woman so as to not fall apart.Â
Those digits were long and slender, all coated with juices of yours as they inched inside your tight hole. Two at once were bearable. Wanda was sure to take her time allowing you to grow used to her, pumping her tips in you before moving them deeper. Velvety walls clung to her for dear life. You could only hear her low grunts from above you along with your own lewd sounds and the wet noises from your pussy.Â
âDo you like being fucked like this, sweetheart? Your pussy all used by mommy. Itâs fucking pathetic how desperate you are,â Wanda said as she drove her fingers into your depths and curled them up. The way in which you cried out of pain and pleasure made her smirk. âThis is all mine. This dirty and hungry cunt is mommyâs property and you better fucking remember. Nobody else will ever touch you like I do.â
âI understand. I- ah!â She thumbed at your clit and you nearly came then and there. âIâll be the best girl for you, mommy. I promise I wonât disappoint you.â
âThatâs what I like to hear.â
You spent what felt like eons lying on your childhood bedroom bed with Wanda on top of you. She pumped her fingers harshly in and out of your pussy, groaning at the way you were stretched out relentlessly. Her admiration with her hand all covered in your wetness was immersive. Green eyes flickered all over your body, mostly focused on your fucked cunt, but also paying mind to your nipples that she took with her mouth when leaning in.Â
Holding her sadistic nature back was nearly impossible. Wanda wanted to break you, to slap her hands over your skin and leave you filled up with tears and bruises, perhaps gushing with red. Breaking you would be a delight. Taking your body and abusing every single inch of it, face buried between your legs as she scratched up your inner thighs until you bled. She could spend hours cleaning such beautiful red drops with her tongue if allowed to.Â
Wanda didnât stop fucking you widly. She was set on not just bringing you to your climax, but having you enjoy the trip there. Her mouth was all over the place in an instant â your chest, sucking on your nipples lightly, your neck, your face, and making its way down your body only to go up once again as a tease. Fingers were curling themselves up and thrusting in and out. Given all the erotic stimulation exerted over you, it wasnât long until you came.Â
Oh.Â
Oh.Â
Never had you felt such an intense wave of pleasure overtake your being. Your eyes were wide, arms wrapped around the back of Wandaâs neck pulling her closer as your legs did the same. With an arched back, you got to press your own tits against her own. Her digits were still ramming into you without relent as your orgasm shook you apart, leaving you a hungry, and loud mess as Wanda smiled smugly.Â
You remained all quiet and blissed out let alone for your breathless mannerism and little sounds of pleasure.Â
ââSlutâ seems fitting for you,â Wanda commented as she sat back with her fingers still deep in you. âI hope you know Iâm not done with you yet. Mommy still wants to play with your pretty pussy, honey. And youâll let me do it whether you like it or not. WellâŚâ she drifted off only to tilt her head and speak quietly. âThat is unless mommyâs whore wants a punishment. That can always be arranged, my sweet babylove. I am very good at hurting people. Youâll get to see that firsthand.â
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Her insistence to own you entirely was something you adored. Wanda didnât once hide it. You were hers, she told you many times. There were moments when youâd lay with her front pressed against your back, a toy nestled deep inside you that was strapped around her waist. She would use her nails to scratch your skin, leaving faded marks of her initials on you.Â
Although in secrecy, sheâd never leave you to forget about who your true owner was. Whether it was with small touches when your families met every once in a while or glances shared from across the street as she tended to her garden and you simultaneously picked up the mail. Each day you spent at your hometown working from there remotely rather than the city you found it much more difficult to even humor leaving.Â
Your parents had been thrilled that you spent more time back home. Unbeknownst to them, you were sneaking out to meet Wanda at various motels, at times visiting her home while her husband was at work and her children at school. Never had your life carried such an adrenaline kick to it.Â
Wanda had invited you and your brother to join her family once on a trip to a nearby amusement park. While Vision, Tony, and the twins went on to explore all the roller coasters, you stayed behind with the redhead. She would make casual conversation, at times brushing her hand against your own to be a tease. That night she had punished you for having forced her into going on a rather nerve-racking ride where she screamed her head off, getting off all humiliated and mumbling something about how you were a bad girl for mommy. You got fifteen spankings for your trouble, but it was well worth it when in the end you got a picture of a frightened Wanda on the roller coaster.Â
For a moment you found it difficult to conclude where you stood with Wanda. Surely she told you about her unhappy and unfulfilling marriage, about how the spark had disappeared, and yet she was cold-hearted when you attempted to give her affection during certain moments. Regardless, you knew she craved you on some level at the very least. Both were content with that as it was enough for you.Â
She wasnât as happy when you found yourself cornered by another neighbor at the annual town fair. Given the size of Westview, it wasnât a truly packed event. At most you found peers who you knew since childhood, neighbors, shop owners, past teachers â of course one of them being one Maria Hill.Â
Unlike Wanda, Maria wasnât so discreet when it came to her advances. She had a wife and children, and yet for some reason came onto you at the fair. It only made matters worse when you found Natasha chatting amicably with Wanda from across the event, feeling bad for the other redhead as your secret lover met your gaze and stared daggers at the tall woman hovering in your personal space.Â
When a hand touched down upon your waist, Maria mumbling something about how no one has to know, it was enough to prompt Wanda to rush towards you as a saving grace. She pretended to need help finding the twins and as loyal as ever, you agreed while throwing the brunette a quick glance.Â
âDid she touch you?â Wanda had snarled out. As angry as you knew she was, there was a surprising hint of worry in her voice.Â
When you nodded, her face scrunched up with both fury and sadness. You were far too anxious about being left alone for Wanda to act on her wrath, so instead she nestled you close and brought you with her to find something sweet to feed you, letting you have the cotton candy she had previously rolled her eyes at, mumbling on about how her little girl would get cavities.Â
That morning Wanda had dressed you up, sneaking into your house while your family was already off at the fair. She picked out your clothes â a beautiful short pink skirt, a white sleeveless blouse, thigh-high socks, and Converse shoes. The golden necklace which hung around your neck with a small heart was given to you. Mommy was elated to see her princess donning an outfit which made you seem like a doll. It was all she wanted at times, to take her pretty dolly and play house with you, to use you as though there was not a thought behind your eyes which, to be fair, was the truth when you were surrounded by Wanda. You were a doll and she was your master.Â
Holding onto those memories of the earlier day was the only way you got through the fair.Â
As soon as you got home, you ignored the way your parents told you theyâd spend the night with your cousin across town, leaving alongside Tony who found your silence odd, but shrugged it off and left. Not caring about much, all you did was shrug off your clothes, put on an oversized shirt, and throw yourself over the bed to forget about Mariaâs advances.Â
Wanda was far too busy on her own. After having sent off a text wishing you a good nightâs rest, she went ahead to tuck her children in and say goodnight to her husband, promising to be back soon given she forgot to buy milk for the following day. Only instead of rushing to the store, she went to the Romanoff residence along with an ax.Â
It was the last night Maria ever shared with her wife and kids before being knocked unconscious and dragged to the edge of town where she was taught a lesson.Â
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You were asleep when a mysterious figure slipped into your room. Her breathing was ragged, drops of red falling onto your hardwood floor as she made her way closer to you. Darkness was prominent along your surroundings, leaving her hidden away as she crawled onto your bed. Hands tugged at her clothes, pulling it all off and, rather than pristinely folding the black dress, throwing it to the side of the bed.Â
All that lay beneath were drops that fell from her face onto her nude skin and a strap-on attached to her waist.Â
Wanda threw her phone to your side while unlocked and ready to play a video. Even in the dusk around her, she could make out the silhouette of your body as you lay on your stomach all sprawled over the bed. Such a perfect and innocent thing, she thought while sneaking a hand beneath your large shirt only to come in contact with nothing but your nudity beneath.Â
âI see youâve been waiting for me,â Wanda muttered as she shook her head with amusement. âNaughty girl. So ready and needy for mommy already.â
After pulling up your shirt just enough, the woman shifted over you. She grabbed the dildo and ran the tip against your already slick cunt after you went to sleep with vivid images of Wanda in your mind. At the lewd sounds your body made once the toy was swirled up and down your folds, parting them in the process, Wanda grunted. After the adrenaline rush she had experienced, you were there to bring her back down.Â
At the feeling of something wet entering you, you frowned. You were barely conscious at the time, hazy eyes opening only slightly to see black let alone from the light of a phone by your side. Thinking it was yours, you grabbed it mindlessly, groaning as desperation fueled you.Â
âHi there, sleeping beauty. Did you miss me?â
It was the unmistakable voice of Wanda which calmed you down as you had slowly begun trying to get out of the bed but were forced to remain in place. You didnât dare give much thought to the idea that although you could be in danger, one word mustered by your lover was enough to get your breathing to normalize once again.Â
But alas, you basked in confusion. You reached out for the bedside table to click on the light, frowning before you turned around to face Wanda. âWan- what are you doing?â
âShhh Iâm just making it all better,â she replied. Even from that you could sense an unhinged tone behind her words trying to make its way out. âWeâve talked about this, honey. I thought you wanted mommy to surprise you with her cock one night. Isnât this what you wanted?â
âYes butâŚâ you had wanted it, of course you did, but not with Wandaâs face covered with what you deduced was blood. At that you truly began freaking out. âWanda what the fuck?! Are you okay?â
Your attempt to move away so you could take a better look at the woman failed. Instead, you were pressed down over the bed, your head stuck in place as you wiggled around. âStop squirming, pet. Let mommy give you a little treat. You need it so bad after today, huh? Just a reminder of who owns you?â
Her jealousy was not something you were unaware of. Many times Wandaâs green monster came out to play, its tint similar to that of her eyes. You could barely hold a conversation with one of the other neighbors, although older ones, without feeling someone boring their eyes at you â that someone being Wanda who huffed and puffed up until you finished your conversation. Seeing others be able to chat so casually with you in public without anyone growing suspicious was something she desperately craved.Â
She completely ignored your worries and began inching deeper inside of you. It was a deep red toy you knew so well, its ridges deliciously ghosting against your pussy and stretching it out even more. It was thick, girthy enough to make you scream at the feeling of it laying in your depths.Â
âYouâre so tight, little one. It looks like mommy has to take care of this hungry pussy with her cock once again. You are so desperate. Itâs fucking adorable, slut,â Wanda breathed out. She held you close to her body which shivered at the feeling of cool blood against it. âHere, baby. Grab mommyâs phone. I have a little surprise to show you.â
âUmâŚâ you did as you were told, but were profusely confused. âYes, mommy. I- fuck that feels so good.â
Wanda thrust her hips forth and basked on the sound of your skins slapping together. âI know, whore, but you have to be good and do as youâre told,â she tilted her head and watched how the faux light accentuated the way your cunt swallowed her toy. âHmm you take cock so well. Such a precious tiny angel. Now play the video. I want you to see how good mommy is at protecting her property.â
When doing as you were told, everything stopped. You wouldnât dare question Wanda about her blood-stricken face nor did you need to after the sight in front of you. The video showed Wanda standing over a fallen Maria, ax in hand that she kept swinging up and down. Blood pooled underneath the brunetteâs body each time she got hit.
43 cuts is what your lover counted in the video before she grew tired and her adrenaline fuel ceased. She was breathless, eyeing the camera with a smile before taking a break to go again. Her resentment with Maria was not left behind at the party. Not only had the woman touched the redheadâs property, but she also made discomfort grow within you. The punishment she received was Wanda being reasonable.Â
âWatch it, baby. Come on. Be a good girl and keep your eyes open.â Wandaâs voice was sickly sweet as she grunted above you. She couldnât stop herself from focusing on how glorious the wet sounds of your pussy were as you were fucked nice and slow with her strap. âThatâs what happens when people try to take whatâs mine. Youâre mommyâs little bitch in heat, no one elseâs.âÂ
It was wrong. Oh so wrong.
And yet you were unable to tear your eyes away from the screen, watching intently as Wanda began swinging the ax over and over until even a drop of blood dripped down the foggy lense of the phoneâs camera. Her arms flexed as the black dress she had worn at the fair earlier that day became stained with red. As maniacal and psychotic as she seemed, your cunt throbbed at the image.Â
âMommy protects what is hers. No one dares take my property,â Wanda moaned as she grabbed your cheeks, throwing her head back as she thrust in you roughly. âMy fucking pussy. Every fucking inch of yours is mine, Y/N. And youâll move back home and itâll stay that way, right? Youâll do that just for mommy?â
She slapped a hand over your ass and for a moment you could barely process the words. Your brain was filled with images of Wanda taking Mariaâs life, the woman motionless beneath the redhead who giggled with each hit she gave. Seeing the possession she had over you, getting to the point she wouldnât let such horrid behavior against you slide easily, made your heart flutter.
âCome on, baby. Cum.â Wanda kept spanking your backside until it was all red and sore, the crackling sound becoming an orchestra for your ears. Her cock remained nestled in you, being pulled in and out of your gaping cunt that swallowed it whole. âDo it for mommy, honey. Show me what a good little slut you are, how much you fucking love it when I kill for you.â
It was enough to bring you over the edge. For a moment you had no thoughts in your mind, Wanda using a free hand to grab a fistful of your hair and pull at it harshly. She wanted your eyes on the phone that displayed the flashing images of her taking care of Maria, leaving her all bloody, battered, and filled with cuts. You were to know what she could do if you dared misbehave. Wanda wouldnât allow you to leave whether you liked it or not. There was always room in her backyard for you to take your eternal nap if so.Â
Once you came down from your orgasm, Wanda kissed your back all over. She was consumed by your presence, all drunk with your being. You were the drug she quickly became addicted to. Her status, her marriage, and even her children meant nothing when she was by your side.Â
âSuch a good puppy,â Wanda mumbled. âSo good, baby. You did so well for mommy. Iâm very proud of you for being good today, for obeying me as you should.â
âThank you, mommy.â
âHmm of course, sweetheart. I have to reward good behavior,â she said. âWe should really clean your bed sheets and floor up before the morning. I wouldnât imagine your parents are keen on seeing a bloody mess in your roomâŚor me.â
The following day not a member of Wandaâs family dared question her as she rolled a rather intriguing piece of meat through the meat grinder. She wondered if Mariaâs spouse would like a slice of her famous lasagna. Perhaps then she'll stop looking at you with such desire. After unknowingly getting a taste of her wife, Natasha would surely leave you alone.
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Wrapped Up in You
Spending Christmas morning alone was never part of your plan, but neither was showing up at Emily Prentissâs doorstep with a gift. Little did you know, Emily had a "gift" of her own to give.
tw: smut, age gap, power dynamics
words: 5155
The house was cold when Emily woke up. The central heating hummed faintly, but it always seemed to struggle against the chill of her old townhouse in the winter. She reached out to the other side of the bed instinctively, a habit she hadnât been able to shake after years of sleeping alone. Empty. Always empty.
Emily sighed, running a hand over her face before sitting up. It was Christmas morning, but it felt like any other day. The quiet was oppressive, the kind that reminded her just how solitary her life had become outside of work. She loved her teamâthey were familyâbut Christmas mornings like this always reminded her of the stark contrast between the bustle of the BAU and the stillness of her own life.
She got up slowly, pulling on a thick sweater over her pajama top before shuffling to the kitchen. Coffee was her first priority, the smell filling the space and warming it in a way that the heating never could. As she poured herself a mug and leaned against the counter, her gaze drifted to the small Christmas tree in the corner of the living room. Sheâd decorated it half-heartedly a few weeks agoâornaments, a few strings of lightsâbut it only served to amplify the sense of loneliness in the room.
Emily sighed again, taking a sip of her coffee and mentally preparing herself for the long day ahead. She slipped out of her pajamas and into slack pants and a comfortable silk blouse, but she had no plans, no calls to make. Just her and the quiet. She was about to retreat to the couch with yet another mug of coffee when a knock at the door startled her.
She froze for a moment, her brow furrowing in confusion. Who would be visiting her? Rossi, maybe? No, he had his family to celebrate with. Curiousâand admittedly a little cautiousâshe set her coffee down and made her way to the door. Peeking through the peephole, her breath hitched.
It was you.
You were bundled up against the cold, holding a small, neatly wrapped gift in your hands. Your cheeks were flushed from the winter air, and you looked almost hesitant, like you werenât sure if this had been a good idea after all. Emilyâs chest tightened as she opened the door.
âY/N?â she asked, her voice thick with surprise. âWhat are you doing here?â
Your eyes lit up when you saw her, and that simple reaction made something in her chest ache. âMerry Christmas,â you said softly, shifting the gift in your hands. âI, um⌠I didnât want you to spend the day alone. And I figured out that, well, I have no one to spend the day with as well⌠so yeah, that we could maybe spend it together?â You rambled.
Emily blinked, momentarily stunned. She had spent years building walls, learning how to be okay on her own. But here you were, standing on her doorstep with a shy smile and a gesture so kind it made her throat tighten. âCome in,â she said finally, stepping aside to let you in. âYou must be freezing.â
You slipped past her, your coat brushing against her arm, and she closed the door behind you. The sudden warmth of the house seemed to relax you, and you unwrapped your scarf as you glanced around. âYour tree is cute,â you said, nodding toward the corner of the living room.
Emily huffed a small laugh, crossing her arms. âThatâs generous of you. I havenât had much time for decorating.â
You turned to her, holding out the gift with both hands. âThis is for you.â
Her eyes flicked down to the box, and she hesitated before taking it. âYou didnât have to get me anything,â she said, her voice softer now.
âI wanted to,â you replied, your gaze earnest. âYou deserve something nice.â
Emily swallowed hard, her thumb brushing over the edge of the wrapping paper. The sincerity in your voice caught her off guard, and for a moment, all she could do was stare at you. âThank you,â she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper.
You waved her off, looking down at your boots. âItâs no big deal.â
She smiled faintly and motioned toward the couch. âCome on, sit down. Iâll make us something warm to drink.â
You followed her into the living room, perching on the edge of the couch as she headed back to the kitchen. She busied herself making tea, the rhythmic clinking of mugs grounding her as she tried to process what was happening. It wasnât often that people went out of their way for her, especially not someone like you. You were the youngest on the team, vibrant and full of life in a way that made her feel both protective of you and oddly envious.
When she returned, she handed you a steaming mug and sat beside you. The two of you fell into a comfortable silence, the warmth of the tea and the faint glow of the Christmas lights creating a rare moment of peace. After a while, Emily glanced at you, her curiosity finally getting the better of her.
âYou donât have family or a boyfriend to spend Christmas with?â she asked, her tone light but genuinely curious.
Your eyes flicked up to hers, and she saw something flicker thereâsomething vulnerable, but not quite sad. âNo family close by,â you said finally, setting your mug down on the coffee table. âAnd no girlfriendâ, you corrected her lightly.
Her heart gave an involuntary leap at your words, though she quickly pushed the thought aside. âWell,â she said, her voice softer now, âIâm glad youâre here.â
You looked at her then, your doe eyes meeting hers with an intensity that made her feel like the air had shifted. âMe too,â you said quietly.
For a moment, the only sound was the soft hum of the heater. Emily wasnât sure what to say, wasnât sure how to navigate the emotions swirling in her chest. But she didnât want to break the moment, didnât want to pull away from the warmth you had brought into her home.
Emily sat back on the couch, her hands resting on the unopened gift in her lap. Her fingers brushed over the wrapping paper absently, as if hesitant to disturb it. You noticed her quiet reluctance and leaned forward slightly, smiling.
âYou can open it, you know,â you said softly, nudging her with your knee.
Her dark eyes flicked up to meet yours, and a small smile tugged at her lips. âI guess Iâm not used to getting presents,â she admitted, a bit sheepishly.
Your heart gave a little tug at that. âWell, youâd better get used to it,â you teased lightly, leaning back against the cushions.
Emily chuckled at that, her defenses lowering just a little. âAlright,â she said, carefully peeling the wrapping paper back, taking her time as though the gift was far too precious to rush.
When she opened the box, her breath caught audibly. Inside was a necklace you had chosen: a delicate gold chain with a small, elegant charm that glimmered softly in the light. Emily stared at it for a moment, her thumb brushing against the charm, before looking up at you.
âY/N,â she murmured, her voice low and full of something you couldnât quite place. âThis is⌠itâs beautiful.â
You felt a flush creeping up your neck, but you kept your voice steady. âI noticed you always wear necklaces like that, and, well⌠it just reminded me of you. I thought youâd like it.â
Emilyâs gaze softened; her usual stoic expression replaced with something gentler, more vulnerable. âI love it,â she said, her voice barely above a whisper. âThank you.â
You waved a hand dismissively, trying to brush off the praise even as warmth spread through your chest. âItâs no big deal, really. I just wanted to give you something nice.â
Emily shook her head, a small, almost wistful smile playing at her lips. âOh, but I donât have anything for you,â she said, her tone apologetic.
You waved her off again, laughing lightly. âI donât need anything, Emily. Iâm just happy to be here with you.â
For a moment, Emily didnât say anything. She simply looked at you, her eyes searching yours as though trying to understand why you would go out of your way for her. Finally, she cleared her throat and held up the necklace. âWould you help me put it on?â
The question caught you off guard, but you nodded quickly. âOf course,â you said, taking the necklace from her as she turned around on the couch, her back to you.
You hesitated for a moment, your breath catching slightly as your eyes fell to her salt-and-pepper hair. Reaching out, you gently brushed her hair to the side, the soft strands slipping through your fingers as you exposed the nape of her neck. Her skin was warm, and you swore you felt a slight shiver run through her as your fingertips grazed her.
You fumbled slightly with the clasp, your nerves getting the better of you, but you managed to secure it after a moment. âThere,â you said softly, letting your hands fall away from her as you smoothed her hair back into place.
Emily turned back to face you, her fingers instinctively brushing over the necklace as she smiled. âThank you,â she said again, her voice thick with emotion.
Before you could reply, she reached out and took your hand in hers, her fingers warm and firm against yours. The gesture sent a jolt through you, and you froze, your gaze snapping to hers.
The air between you seemed to shift, crackling with an intensity that made your heart race. Emilyâs grip on your hand was steady, her dark eyes searching yours with an almost unreadable expression. There was something there, something unspoken but undeniable, and it took everything in you not to look away.
âY/N,â she began, her voice soft but certain, as though she was on the edge of saying something she couldnât take back.
The tension hung heavy in the air, a palpable, electric charge that neither of you dared to break. Emilyâs fingers brushed softly against yours, her dark eyes locked onto your face as though searching for permission, or perhaps reassurance.
She leaned in slowly, her dark eyes searching yours, hesitating for just a moment as though giving you the chance to stop her. But you didnât. You couldnât. The second her lips brushed yours, it was as if the world stopped spinning. Her kiss was soft at first, tentative, almost uncertain. But when you responded it was like something inside her shifted. The tentative softness gave way to something deeper, more assured.
Emilyâs hand slid up to cup your cheek, her palm warm against your skin as her thumb brushed gently along your jawline. The contrast between her gentle touch and the intensity of her kiss sent a shiver through you. Her fingers threaded into your hair, tugging slightly to tilt your head. Her lips moved against yours with a quiet hunger, her dominance clear but never overbearing.
You melted into her completely, your hands instinctively finding her waist and clinging to her as though she were the only thing grounding you to the moment. The faint scent of her perfume filled your senses, mixing with the faint taste of coffee and nicotine on her lips. It was intoxicating. You couldnât get enough.
When her tongue traced your bottom lip, asking for access, you didnât hesitate. You opened to her, allowing her to take control as the kiss grew deeper, more desperate. She explored your mouth with a slow rhythm that left you breathless. Her dominance was palpable, the way her hand in your hair tightened just slightly, the way she leaned into you, pressing you back against the couch as though she wanted to consume you entirely.
There was an unspoken understanding in the kiss, a shared loneliness that neither of you wanted to name. Maybe thatâs why you didnât pull away, why you didnât remind yourself of the things that made this complicatedâthe age gap, the power dynamics, the fact that she was your boss. None of that seemed to matter right now, not when her lips were on yours and her hands were grounding you in a way you hadnât realized you needed.
When you finally pulled away, both of you were breathless, your foreheads pressed together as the weight of what had just happened began to settle over you. Your chest heaved, your lips tingling from the intensity of her kiss, and yet, your mind was a blur. Emilyâs dark eyes searched yours, her gaze flickering with a storm of emotionsâdesire, vulnerability, and a touch of self-reproach.
âI shouldnât have done that,â she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. Despite her words, her hand stayed where it was, cradling your face like she couldnât bring herself to let you go.
Her words made your stomach twist, a pang of fear slicing through the haze of warmth and intimacy. Your mouth opened to say somethingâanythingâbut your thoughts jumbled in the mess of emotions swirling inside you. âIâEmily, IâŚâ you stammered, your cheeks burning as you tried to form a coherent response.
Before you could finish, her thumb brushed lightly across your bottom lip, silencing your attempt. Her eyes softened, the corners of her lips quirking upward in the faintest of smiles. âBut I donât regret it,â she said softly, her voice low and rich with meaning. âNot even for a second.â
Your breath hitched, and the words youâd been struggling to find seemed to evaporate entirely. You stared at her, wide-eyed and flustered, your heart pounding so hard you were sure she could hear it. âI⌠I donât know what to say,â you admitted quietly, your voice trembling with the weight of the moment.
Emily let out a soft chuckle, the sound vibrating against the quiet of the room. âYou donât have to say anything,â she murmured, her hand cupping your face gently. âLet me...â
Before you could process her words, she leaned in again, capturing your lips in another kiss. This one was differentâbolder, more certain. The hesitation from before was gone, replaced with a quiet confidence that only Emily seemed to possess. Her lips moved against yours, coaxing you into responding despite your overwhelmed state.
Your hands found their way to her shoulders, clutching at her blouse. Every nerve in your body seemed to hum with electricity as her hands slid down to your waist, pulling you closer until you were practically straddling her lap. The intimacy of the position made your cheeks burn, but you didnât pull away. You couldnât. Not when her kisses made you feel like you were floating, like nothing else mattered except the two of you in that moment.
She broke the kiss briefly, just long enough to whisper against your lips. âYouâre trembling,â she said softly, her hands squeezing your waist gently, grounding you.
âI-I am notâŚâ you started, only to falter when her lips brushed your jawline, trailing soft, featherlight kisses down to your neck. The sensation was enough to steal the air from your lungs, and you felt yourself melt further into her touch.
Emily chuckled softly at your obvious lie, the sound low and warm, vibrating against your skin. âLiar,â she teased gently, her breath hot against your throat as her lips lingered there. âI can feel it.â
You closed your eyes, overwhelmed by the way her words sent a ripple of warmth through you. Your hands clung to her blouse, desperate for an anchor as her lips continued their gentle exploration of your neck. She took her time, her movements unhurried, as though savoring the moment. It wasnât just the physicality of her touchâit was the tenderness behind it, the care in the way her hands steadied you even as her kisses ignited a fire under your skin.
Minutes seemed to pass in a blur, the two of you losing yourselves in each otherâs warmth. Emilyâs hands moved with care but purpose, sliding under your sweater to trace the soft skin of your lower back. You shivered at the contact, your fingers instinctively tangling in her salt-and-pepper hair, holding her close as your lips moved together in a rhythm that felt natural and electric all at once.
But as the intensity built, you felt a shiftâa need for more, for closeness beyond what the couch could offer. Emily must have sensed it too because she broke the kiss just enough to press her forehead against yours. Her breaths were uneven, her lips still brushing yours as she spoke. âCome with me,â her voice low and inviting.
Somehow, in the haze of kisses and soft touches, the two of you found yourselves moving. You werenât entirely sure who led the wayâEmilyâs hands never left you, and your lips kept seeking hers, desperate to keep the connection alive. Her touch guided you, grounding you as the overwhelming emotions threatened to sweep you away.
The journey to her bedroom was a blur, your focus entirely on herâthe way her lips moved against yours, the way her hands traced gentle patterns along your back and sides, steadying you yet igniting sparks everywhere they lingered. Between kisses, you stumbled slightly, letting out a soft laugh against her mouth when you nearly tripped over your own feet.
Emily chuckled in return, the sound rich and warm. âCareful,â she murmured, her arm wrapping securely around your waist to steady you. âCanât have you injuring yourself now.â
âSorry,â you breathed, though your grin betrayed your lack of concern. âYouâre a little distracting.â
Her lips quirked into a smirk as she pressed another kiss to your temple. âGood,â she said simply, her voice low and teasing.
The doorway to her bedroom appeared before you, though you barely registered it, too lost in the haze of her touch and the way her presence filled every corner of your awareness. Emily nudged the door open with her foot, her hand slipping from your waist to brush against your cheek, guiding your gaze back to her.
You found yourself standing at the edge of the bed, your breath hitching as Emily pulled back just enough to look at you. Her dark eyes were full of unspoken words, a flicker of hesitation mingling with the undeniable heat. She brushed a strand of hair away from your face, her fingers lingering against your skin as though committing the moment to memory.
âAre you okay?â she asked softly, her voice barely above a whisper. There was a tenderness in her tone, a care that made your chest ache.
You nodded, though your voice caught in your throat. âIâm okay,â you managed, your hands gripping the sides of her blouse as though afraid to let go.
Her lips curved into a small smile, her thumb brushing gently along your jaw. âWe donât have toââ
âI want this,â you interrupted, surprising yourself with the certainty in your voice. âI want you.â
For a moment, she simply looked at you, her expression softening into something you couldnât quite name. Then, without another word, she leaned in again, capturing your lips in a kiss that felt like a promise. She guided you onto the bed, her touch steady, cradling you as though you were something fragile and precious. The care in her movements made your chest ache in the most beautiful way, and you couldnât help but surrender to her completely.
You gasped softly as her lips began to trail down your neck, the warmth of her breath sending shivers through you. Her hands were steady, sure, sliding beneath the hem of your sweater. She took her time, lifting the fabric inch by inch until it slipped over your head and was cast aside.
The layers between you fell away one by one, her touch gentle yet purposeful as she helped you out of each garment, stripping hers away in the process of it all. Her hands moved with a confidence that left no room for doubt, her fingertips grazing your skin in a way that made your breath hitch. Your shirt, your jeans, even your braâeach piece was removed with care, as though peeling back not just clothing but the walls youâd both held up for so long.
Her lips followed her hands, placing soft, lingering kisses along your collarbone, the curve of your shoulder, and the hollow at the base of your throat. Her hands, warm and sure, slid down your sides, pausing to rest at your hips as her lips ventured lower, setting your skin alight with every soft press.
By the time she finally pulled back, you were left bare beneath her, your chest rising and falling with shallow breaths. Emily paused, her dark eyes meeting yours, and the intensity in her gaze stole whatever words you might have spoken. There was desire there, yesâbut there was also something deeper, something raw and unspoken.
âYouâre incredible,â she said softly, her voice thick with emotion as her thumb brushed over the curve of your hip. Her words, so simple yet so genuine, sent a warmth flooding through you, chasing away any lingering doubts.
Before you could respond, her lips found yours again, her kiss slow and deep, pulling you further into the warmth and safety of her presence. Her hands moved along your sides, steady and reverent, as if grounding you in a reality that was almost too overwhelming to grasp. The soft press of her bare body against yours sent heat flooding through you, leaving you breathless and trembling beneath her touch.
Emily kissed you with an intensity that made time seem irrelevant, her lips a perfect blend of softness and urgency. She shifted, her body pressing closer to yours, and you felt the heat of her skin against your own; the delicate golden necklace youâd given her catching the faint light as it rested against her bare collarbone. The sight of itâthe only thing she still woreâmade your chest ache with a mix of desire and tenderness.
She pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, her dark eyes searching yours. There was something in her expressionâa rawness, a depth of emotion that left you unable to look away. Emily hovered over you, her body straddling yours with a mix of dominance and tenderness that made your heart race. Her eyes roamed over your bare form with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine.
âThis,â she murmured, her voice low and husky, âis my gift for you.â
Her lips found your jawline, soft and warm, leaving a trail of kisses that descended to the curve of your neck. She lingered there, her tongue flicking out to taste your skin before her lips continued their journey lower. Her mouth was gliding over your collarbone and down to the valley between your breasts. Her warm breath ghosted over your skin, her lips brushing the sensitive area with featherlight kisses that made you tremble beneath her.
One hand came up to gently cup your breast, her fingers splaying out to knead the soft flesh with care. Her mouth descended to the other, her lips placing a series of teasing kisses around your nipple before she finally took it into her mouth. The warmth of her tongue against the sensitive peak sent a gasp tumbling from your lips, your hands gripping the sheets beneath you as a wave of pleasure coursed through you.
Emily hummed softly against your skin, her free hand tracing gentle patterns along your side as she lavished attention on your breasts. She alternated between sucking gently and swirling her tongue over the hardened nub. When she switched to the other breast, her hand moved to replace her mouth, her fingers brushing lightly over the wet, sensitive skin sheâd just left. Her lips and tongue began the same reverent exploration of your other breast, her gaze flicking up occasionally to watch your face, as if to ensure you were as lost in the moment as she was.
You couldnât suppress the soft moan that escaped your lips, your body arching further into her touch. The way she moved, the way she worshipped your body with such tenderness, made it impossible to feel anything but adored. Emilyâs name left your lips in a trembling whisper, and the sound seemed to fuel her. She hummed softly, the vibrations against your skin sending a fresh wave of shivers through you. Her lips left your breast with a wet, lingering kiss, and she shifted her attention lower, her hands gliding down your sides slowly.
Her dark eyes met yours briefly, filled with a mix of desire and tenderness that made your breath catch. âSpread your legs for me, baby,â she murmured, her voice low and commanding, yet laced with a softness that left no room for resistance.
Your body obeyed before your mind could catch up, your legs parting under her gaze. The warmth of her hands slid along the insides of your thighs, steadying you and sending sparks of heat coursing through your veins. Emilyâs lips curled into a faint smirk, her fingers squeezing gently. âGood girl,â she praised.
Her mouth began its descent again, her lips brushing soft, teasing kisses along the sensitive skin of your stomach and hips. She took her time, savoring each moment as though it were a gift for herself as much as for you. Her fingers trailed light, maddening patterns on your thighs, her touch both soothing and electric, her movements slow enough to make you ache for more.
âEmilyâŚâ you whispered, your voice barely audible, laced with need.
âI know,â she murmured against your skin, her lips pressing a kiss just above where you needed her most. âLet me take care of you.â
The sincerity in her voice unraveled something deep inside you. Her hands gripped your thighs firmly, spreading you further, and she glanced up at you once more. The raw intensity in her gaze sent a fresh wave of warmth flooding through you.
Then, without hesitation, Emily lowered herself fully between your legs, her lips finding you with a softness that stole the breath from your lungs. Teasingly, she run her tongue along your slit, tasting your arousal. Your hips buckled up at the first contact of her warm tongue with your wetness and a soft moan escaped your lips.
Emily hummed against your heat, the vibrations sending shivers through you. She continues her lazy, open-mouthed kisses along your folds, occasionally dipping her tongue inside to lap at your sensitive walls. âSo sweetâ, she hums, her fingers gently spreading your lips apart to give her better access.
Her tongue delves deeper, fucking your pussy with slow strokes. She sucks on your clit, rolling it between her lips as she eats you out. Her hands grip your thighs, holding you in place as she devours you. Each flick of her tongue, each gentle suction against your clit, sent electric jolts through your body, your moans filling the room with a symphony of pleasure.
âThatâs it baby, let me hear how good Iâm making you feel,â she murmured against you, her voice thick with desire, her breath hot against your slick, sensitive skin. Her words sent a fresh wave of heat pooling in your stomach, as her tongue continues itâs tantalizing dance, alternating between firm flicks against your clit and slow, deep thrusts inside you.
Your hands found their way into her salt-and-pepper hair, fingers tangling in the soft strands as you tried to ground yourself. âEmilyâŚâ you whimpered, your voice trembling with need.
Emilyâs name was a sacred mantra on your lips as she worked you into a frenzy. She could feel your walls fluttering around her tongue, your juices flowing freely. With a growl, she buried her face deeper between your thighs, sucking hard on your clit.
Your hips bucked involuntarily, but Emilyâs firm grip kept you in place. âStay still for me, baby,â she commanded gently, her tone both soothing and authoritative, making your pulse quicken.
You nodded weakly, your hands tugging lightly at her hair as you tried to hold yourself together. The pleasure was overwhelming, your body trembling under her ministrations. Emilyâs fingers soon joined her mouth, two digits slipping inside you with ease, curling upward to find the spot that made you cry out her name.
âGood girl,â she praised, her voice a husky whisper against your skin. Her fingers worked you with expert precision, each stroke perfectly in tune with the flicks of her tongue against your clit. The combination of her skilled mouth and fingers sent you hurtling toward the edge, the tension in your core tightening with every passing second.
Your breath hitched, and your thighs trembled as the wave of pleasure began to crest. Emily seemed to sense it, her movements growing faster, more insistent, as if determined to push you over. âLet go for me,â she urged, her voice vibrating through you as her tongue continued its sinful work. âI want to feel you.â
The sound of her voice, the intensity in her eyes, and the overwhelming pleasure of her touch shattered what little control you had left. Your orgasm crashed over you like a tidal wave, your body arching off the bed as you cried out her name, every nerve ending alight with ecstasy.
As you cum, your pussy clenching and unclenching around her fingers and tongue, Emily lapped up your cream greedily, drinking in your essence like itâs the most precious thing in the world. She kept eating you out through your orgasm, not stopping until you were a quivering, spent mess. With a final tender kiss on your sensitive mound, Emily sit back on her heels, admiring the view of your flushed and fulfilled body sprawled before her. A wicked gleam in her eyes, as she slowly licked your juices from her lips. âMmm⌠Youâre delicious sweetheart.â A new wave of heat coursed through your body at her words and you could feel yourself getting even more flushed.
Emily crawled back up your body, pressing soft, open-mouthed kisses along your stomach, between your breasts, up your neck. Reaching the corner of your mouth, she pauses, gazing into your eyes with a loving possessive look. âMerry Christmas,â she whispered. The older woman claimed your lips in a deep, loving kiss, pouring all her affection and desire into it.
Emily pulled back just enough to catch her breath, her lips quirking into a sly smile. âSoâŚwhat are your plans for New Yearâs?â she asked, her voice low and teasing. She nipped at your bottom lip, her smirk devilish. âBecause Iâm thinking we should start the year off with a bang.â
#emily prentiss#emily prentiss x reader#emily prentiss smut#emily prentiss fanfiction#lesbian emily prentiss#criminal minds fanfiction#criminal minds#criminal minds evolution
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omg why am i stressed for me and billie (that was soooo good) but how are we gonna fix this fr
real. same like billie girl what are we doing?? this is what i imagine went down:
scandal; b.eilish âĽâ âš
the best publicist makes the video go away, but that doesn't stop people from downloading and spreading it around. even if it can be taken down, it just pops up again. not at the same magnitude, but still detrimental to reader and billie. especially reader who is just trying to navigate life as billie's girlfriend.
mama and dad eilish were not happy about any of it. they indeed lectured billie about doing things like that in public, but they were also understanding of the fact that it was not either of your faults. they were upset that some people could stooped so low. they made sure both you and billie were okay. neither of you left their house. both of you were too scared of the public. they took care of you.
at one point, billie goes live and is super honest and vulnerable about the situation. it was a traumatic event. it wasn't like she took the video and it got leaked, someone filmed it and sold it for their own personal gain. it was scarring. her people understand and report any time they see the video. reader makes an appearance on the live. this is the first time and it's so obvious billie is in love and desperate to make things to right.
eventually things die down and there is a mutual understanding that what happened should've never happened. that reader and billie are just human and they make mistakes, but it was a violation of privacy.
if anything, the whole thing brought you and billie closer. billie wants to show you off, but she also respects how hesitant you are now. she's even more proud and cute and giggly when she does get to talk about you or when you attend an event with her. most of the time you live in your little bubble and you love that. it's sacred.
the end.
#anon#đ#billie eilish#billie eilish x reader#billie eilish x you#billie eilish x y/n#billie eilish x fem!reader#billie eilish fic#billie eilish blurb#billie eilish imagine
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cinnamon buns
written for âchristmasâ | wc: 736 # | steddie | rated: t | cw: no archive warnings apply | tags: post season four, pre-relationship, fluff, steve has a crush on eddie, and vice versa, christmas together
@steddieholidaydrabbles
Wayne always managed to get Christmas off. Every year.
Eddie didnât know what exactly he promised in return to manage it, but ever since little eight-year-old Eddie Munson shuffled into the trailer to live with his uncle, every Christmas had been theirs.
Wayne always woke up first, setting out the presents collected throughout the year and hidden under his bedâand Eddie hadnât peeked since that first yearânursing his first cup of coffee while in his pajamas until Eddie emerged.
When he was still little, heâd bum-rush the tree and tear open the presents, but soon the little traditions emerged.
Playing Rudolph and Year Without a Santa Claus on VCR tapes that survived years of rewatches, but no interdimensional portals.
Cinnamon buns from tins for breakfast, always burnt around the edges and covered in icingâbut they split the best one from the middle.
And the last present was always, always Wayneâs. It took several years for Eddieâs wrapping skills to actually look like the box he was wrapping, but Wayne never said a word.
It was one of those Christmases that Eddie got his first set of dice.
Government hush money bought a decent house for them, with real insulation and top-of-the-line boiler. Just in time for Christmas. Wayne actually had a real hiding place for the presents this time, and no matter how hard Eddie had looked, heâd have to wait until next year to find it.
They could get real lights, too. Not just the couple of strings that wouldnât overload the trailerâs generator.
They also had to, since those lights were carted off to some Area 51 with the rest of the things the government wanted to pretend had never happened until maybe they could use it to their own benefit.
One other thing had changed this Christmas, too.
There were three of them this year.
Eddie heard the crunch of tires on asphalt from the kitchen. He was supposed to be setting up the ham to go in the ovenâwhich heâd never done in his life, yet heâd volunteeredâand heâd only gotten as far as preheating the oven.
So, he headed straight for the front door, sans any sort of jacket or shoes.
Eddie had hated the cold most of his life.
When you lived in a metal box with shitty heating on a good day, the cold months meant shivering through showers, mainlining coffee just to be warm for a couple minutes and layering blankets because sweating was better than losing a toe.
But there was something about Steve Harrington in the cold.
Or, more specifically, in the snow.
He eased out of the driverâs side of the Beemer, running a hand through his hair. His shoulders filled out the blue denim of his jacket, which matched his jeansâwhich stretched over his pert butt.
Not that Eddie was looking. For too long.
Maybe Eddie liked the cold a little bit more now.
But the whole reason Steve had bent over in the first place was to bring out a few things from his backseat. He held them behind his back as he straightened, and Eddie pouted as he trudged through the snow onto the porch.
His cheeks were pink when joined Eddie by the front door, ducking his head as he offered a hello.
âHey, Eds,â he said.
Eddie leaned over to try and peer at what Steve had behind his back, eyes widening when Steve brought out a Tupperware that looked like it had several stacks of cookies, warm enough to steam up the inside.
âFor me?â he asked, raising his brows.
Steve let him take the cookies with no comment.
âNo, I thought itâd be rude not to bring something.â He shrugged, and it took Eddie a moment to realize that his other arm was still bent behind him. Eddie stared pointedly, and Steve smiled before revealing a more Christmas-y giftâin red and green plaid wrapping paper and white ribbon. âThis is, though.â
Eddie immediately swapped cookies for the present, holding it close with a wide grin.
Steve cocked his head, sliding his hands (probably cold) into his pockets. âYouâre not going to open it?â
He propped his present on his hip and reached forward to grab onto Steveâs wrist. With probably wild eyes, Eddie met Steveâs gaze, waited until Steve leaned forward just a bit and said, with every bit of seriousness, âWe havenât had the cinnamon buns, yet.â
#steddie#steve harrington x eddie munson#steddie fic#steddie microfic#steddie fanfic#steddie fanfiction#post season four
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In light of the reveal of Abel's complete design, have this dumb doodle i made on magma a week ago based on an interaction my bsf @plushtoothpanic acted out while we were joking about Vivziepop's lack of diversity(the dog character is his sona).
Also, rant below involving Abel, I don't want this to become a critical blog since Hazbin has held a special place in my heart since 2021, but oh my God I am so sick of the shit that Vivzie is pulling
Making Adam white was already quite a choice, I had a pretty specific vision of a dark-skinned curly-haired man before his face was revealed. Although I had been expecting a biblically-accurate Adam, I didn't mind having him white as long as Eve wasn't made white as well.
Abel's design throws this out the window.
First let's focus on Abel being the child of Adam and Eve. This means Eve is white, and likely also blonde. Historically, the first humans were East/South African, and not white. Ok, well what about biblically? The popular depictions of biblical figures are mainly European interpretations from when Europe adapted the Bible and made all the figures pale, like them. It's more likely that the dark-skinned writers that originally complied stories into the Bible meant for the figures to look more like them. It would make more sense if one or both of them was dark.
Saint Peter is a whole nother' piss drawer that I don't wanna open, but whitewashing an actual human being that existed is just so gross.
Now, the other thing I wanna talk about that talks less about race and more about theories surrounding Abel being blonde... People were already theorizing that maybe one of the kids was Lucifer's spawn because of the implied affair with Eve. It wasn't the most popular theory but now it's making a comeback with the reveal of Abel's complete design.
I dislike this theory(besides the fact that it's just stupid) because
1. Cain is Adam and Eve's firstborn son. Abel is their second. Even if Eve and Lucifer had an affair in Eden, that would result in Cain, not Abel. Also we aren't entirely aware of Lucifer's powers involving entering the living world but I doubt he can canonically go there, or at least not after Adam and Eve were expelled from the Garden, since Hell was made as a punishment for him and any mortal that sins and I don't think he would be able to waltz back to Earth that easily. I suppose maybe they could be twins and Cain could just have been the first one born, but I don't think that's usually what "firstborn" implies, or how it's generally interpreted?
2. This is gonna look really bad on Lucifer's part?? Like, this implies that Lilith left Adam for Lucifer, then Lucifer got with Eve(possibly cheating on Lilith if she wasn't aware/didn't consent to the affair) and cucked Adam for a second time???? Lucifer would straight-up be getting the Stolas treatment where they keep making him more and more shitty then try to justify it anyways. Cmon guys.. I wanna be able to cheer for Lucifer too but he doesn't seem remorseful at all for anything he's done, more like he's been playing the victim for a decamillennium despite being a possible cheater and the one who destroyed Adam and Eve's life.
3. How would this be plot-relevant at all?? My closest guess is to make a disconnect from Adam like "oh he was never my ACTUAL father anyways" and also to try and make a bond with Abel and Charlie being blood-related so he would decide to side with her or something. Also on top of that I hate the whole trope of someone suddenly not giving a fuck about the parents who raised them in favor of their biological parents who didn't raise them. It's a dumb trope and if this theory is canon and they pull something like that.... ughh.
yeah. Overall, too many Aryans, pleasepleasepleaseplease pleaseeep please don't make Eve white even though I know they will anyways, and if that stupid theory is true then Lucifer is a snake-tongued, home-wrecking, unfaithful pile of shit that is disguised as a poor depressed dad that the fandom eats up and woobifies. Not that I don't want him to have flaws, but he doesn't seem very sorry for what he did(he has his whole snake and apple motif, that's like saying you feel guilty for a murder then using the hyper-specific murder weapon as your symbol) and also Abel being his son would be such an unnecessary plotline that would make him look soooo so so so so much worse because he wouldn't have much of a wholesome excuse for that.
The only good things I'm getting out of this are that I can post about Abel without having to tag it as leaks and also people are cracking jokes about Abel being the son of Lucifer and Adam
#tw vivziepop#tw racsim#tw cheating#hazbin hotel critical#hazbin hotel criticism#hazbin hotel critique#vivziepop critical#vivziepop criticism#vivziepop critique#if eve is white AND abel is lucifer's son im throwing hands
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love bites [l.d.n]
pairing: Vampire!Lando Norris x GN!Reader wc: 1.5k cw: dub-con to slight non-con, this is lowkey just me being horny an: its the way this was suppose to come out in october (halloween) then on christmas (yesterday) but i went and put this off a grand total of like 5000 different times like...... the title has nothing to do with this whatsoever LOL
You were sure this wasnât how Lando wanted to spend his night, forced to bite air as you grinned at his misery from under him, forced inches away from you despite the fact that you could freely feel him up.
It was like the air had stiffened up in the room, and despite the window being cracked open, tension between you almost seemed to mount as he tried to figure out what youâd done.
You could clearly see the sweat percolating on his bare skin with how close he was to you, forming a soft sheen in the moonlight with how hot and bothered he was becoming. His breathing was uneven, pupils blown wide even in the darkness of your room.Â
It was almost endearing, save for the sharp glint of his fangs as he barely held back a snarl at your teasing. You could almost imagine what itâd feel like with him running his teeth through your neck, and you shivered at the thought.
He wasnât happy at all, but you? Oh, you were having the time of your life with this.
"You think this is funny?" He snapped, voice rough and frayed as his eyes ran up and down your neck. He wasnât even trying to hide his hunger, eyeing you down as if deciding what he wanted to do with you first when he got his hands on you.
âMaybe,â you stifled a snicker, unable to hide your grin as you inspected his face. âDo you like it? I think this necklace you gave me is really my favorite now.â
His muscles ticked as he glared at you, clearly unimpressed by your antics. His whole body was betraying just how much restraint he was exercising, and you were gleeful. "Fun?" he repeated, lowering his voice. "You think this is fun, I'll show you fun when I tear apart your little witch friends, whichever one of them enchanted this for you.â
You shrugged, tangling your fingers in his damp curls, pulling gently at them while he clenched his jaw. âNot my fault, I just thought it would be kind of funny to see you try. Maybe you shouldnât have tried some of those antics earlier this week, huh?âÂ
For a moment, you thought he might finally snap, might try to rip it off your neck. But instead, he just let out a low laugh, earning a slight flinch from you. âYou think youâre clever, donât you?â He seethed. âPlaying games like this. You really wanna keep testing me like this sweetheart?â
The sudden spike in his anger had you scrambling to cover, scoffing to hide your alarm. âItâs just a little fun, Lando. Plus, itâs not like youâre dying of hunger, right? You can live with this for a couple hours.â
Landoâs gaze darkened at your words, and the smile faltered on your lips as you noticed how still heâd gone. âOh, come on, youâre not actually mad, are you Lando?â His silence was unnerving you, and you barely regained your composure as you watched him shift again, ignoring as you tapped his arm for his attention.
âLan? Are you upset with what I did because- â you started cautiously, your hand reaching up to fiddle with the chain.
âNo, Iâm not.â he murmured, voice void of the pulsing anger from before. The shift caught you off guard, and alarm bells went off at the softness he was suddenly showing, you could see the calculation in his eyes even as they moved away from you. âI could never stay mad at you, even when youâre testing my patience like you are right now, sweetheart.â
You questioned what was with the sudden change of heart, but you allowed him to lean in nonetheless, letting his lips brush against your temple in the ghost of a kiss. You barely noticed how one of his hands trailed up your body, your breath unconsciously hitching as his thumb grazed the chain.
âThis thing...â he started, fingers slowly looping under the chain. âItâs really something, isnât it? A gift for you, and youâve gone and weaponized it. Clever girl.â
His fingers tightened around the chain, the metal digging slightly into the back of your neck as he gave an experimental tug.
âBut baby,â he continued, voice dripping with honeyed venom, âyou shouldâve known better than to bite the hand that feeds you, yeah?â
Before you could stop him, he yanked it off, the sound of the metal snapping resounding through the air. You could see the indents of the pattern on his palm, burning him to pull it off.
You froze, mind racing at the realization of what just happened.
Landoâs smile twisted into something predatory as he tossed the broken chain to the side, clearly pleased with himself. âThatâs better, isn't it?â he murmured, his fingers brushing over the freed area. âYouâd think that theyâd at least cast a more durable charm. This burn was barely worth all that struggle.â
You yelped when his head dipped against your neck, pressing his lips to your pulse point and scraping his fangs on the area. His teeth almost broke the skin when he stopped, hovering over the spot for a couple of moments before he stopped to look at you.
âYouâre trembling. Are you scared?â you hated the fact that you could hear the layers of satisfaction dripping from his voice, smug and undefeated.
âN-no, no I'm not.â You stuttered, the heat rushing to your face as he pulled back, smirking as your eyes met.
âYou sure you wanna lie to me about that baby?â he countered, teasing, âI can hear your heartbeat going crazy in there.â
âI am not scared of you,â you hissed weakly, even as you allowed him to dip back down to your neck, close for comfort. âYou canât-â
âLiar liar,â Lando coaxed mockingly. âAnd I'm not cruel enough to do what you thought I was going to, not unless you want me to...â He positioned himself to bite again, and you squeezed your eyes shut, expecting the jolt of pain keeping your adrenaline thrumming.
Instead, nothing came, and you jolted as he laughed in your ear.
âYou know what? Iâll give you a choice if you so desperately want it.â
Your hands tightened on his forearms, keeping your eyes away from his as your nails dug into his skin. You were already mad, mad enough to let him in, what was just a little more?Â
âWhatâs it going to be, sweetheart? You're gonna keep being stubborn?â he interrupted, the kiss on your neck sending jolts of electricity through your body. âJust say the word, or Iâll make that choice for you.â
You didnât respond, clenching your jaw even as he forced you to look at him, pulling you flush up against him. Your resolve was wavering and he saw it, clear as day.
âI see,â he said finally, his response dripping with mock disappointment. âYouâre gonna make it work for it. Have it your way then.â
He sank his teeth into your neck not even seconds later.
The pain was white-hot, spreading through your body, and eventually replaced by warmth radiating from the bite area. Your heartbeat, erratic as it was, slowly started to calm down as well. It was like moving in molasses, fever pitch draining you of energy. The rush of relief from the burn was dizzying, though your nerves were buzzing from the shock all the same.Â
Heâd pulled back enough to give you a glance, breath warm against the puncture marks. You flinched at the sensation, a small whimper escaping your mouth as he tried to shush you.
âEasy, sweetheart," he murmured, tilting your neck and exposing it further. "Iâve got you, just relax."
You felt his words before you could process them, a swipe of his tongue over the wound. However, it just made your head reel, caught by the confusion at what he was doing.
âWhat are you doing?â You blurted out, trying to meet his shameless eyes even when he pushed your head back to gain access to your neck.
âCleaning up,â he replied, continuing to smooth over the ache, âWouldnât want this to be a mess.âÂ
âGod, youâre relentless,â you hissed, jolting back from the sensation. âAnd youâre not a cat either, so stop licking me like that.â
âAre you sure you really want me to stop? Iâm starting to think you might actually like it when I get this close. You sure as hell make it easy for me, if nothing else.â He shrugged, pausing for a moment almost as if inspecting his work.
You glared at him and he ignored it, dipping back down to nip at your shoulder. You hit him, startled by his brazen behavior. Although at this point, you fully expected it from him. Lando pulled back just enough to catch your eyes, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. âSee? I knew it,â he cackled. âYou really are into it. Couldnât stop yourself, could you?â
âYou are insufferable,â you fumed, âin-fucking-sufferable.â
âMaybe,â he replied nonchalantly, leaning in to meet your eyes this time. âBut you love it. Admit it.â
You rolled your eyes, but the heat rising in the back of your neck told him everything.
âIâll take that as a yes, you know itâs a part of my charm, donât you?â
You hated that he wasnât entirely wrong.
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á°.á Periods suck! Luckily, your halovian boyfriend is there to help you out <3
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đđđđđđđđ: SUNDAY x GN! READER
â°â⤠đđđđđđđ: FLUFF, crack, reader and Sunday have an established relationship, reader can get periods but no body autonomy or gendered terms used, flashbacks to Sunday and Robin sibling dynamics, Sunday is the loml, this is really self-indulgent but we vibe, some use of headcanons
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â°â⤠đđđđđ: I need a Sunday husband. (also I havenât written in three centuries soâŚ)
When it comes to periods, Sunday could be called an expert. Living and taking care of his sister, Robin, for years after their parent's deaths does that to a brother, he supposes.
The first time you got your period, Sunday was prepared. When I TELL you this man knew the first moment you started getting grumpy (war flashbacks to when his sister gets periods)
He's got your favorite snacks, drinks, and anything you need already prepared for you. That weird craving that you keep getting? Sunday is a bit distraught but he's got it just for you!
If your upset, Sunday is already there to comfort you. You can lean on his shoulder, or bury your face into the crook of your neck as you bemoan the existence of life itself (Sunday can relate)
You cradle your face with your hands, sitting on the counter as you watch Sunday work his magic-cooking. Although Sunday was terrible at baking, (the burnt cookies in the trash as evidence), Sunday was great at cooking.
Sunday smiled as he looked up at you, gold eyes crinkling as he teasingly asked, "Are you that hungry that you came to pester me in the kitchen?" His voice was soft, tinged with humor as he averted his attention again back to his dish.
"Can't I just admire the love of my life without the need for excuse?" You huff playfully as you watch Sunday pour hot soup into a bowl for you. Sunday hummed, contemplating.
"I don't think you ever have a reason for what you do." He crookedly grins as you pout. "But that's what I love about you."
He brings a spoon full of soup towards his lips, blowing on it gently before gently bringing it to your mouth. You take it greedily, and once you swallow, you almost want to start crying.
"Have I ever told you how much I love you?"
Sundayâs a great cuddler, especially on your periods. Definitely holds you close and likes pressing kisses on your neck and face. He finds it therapeutic, just holding you close and not having to obsess over things
Deffff cooks your favorite dishes! (see above scenario) but is horrible at baking. Even though he has a sweet tooth heâs absolutely horrid at baking and loathes that. He tried baking you cookies once and they came out crumbling like ash-
Will never ever invalidate your feelings during your periods! If youâre grumpy, heâs there to comfort you, and when you mad he helps you out or gives you space (whichever you prefer).
Gets pads and tampons for you and doesnât even need to ask âźď¸ all those years with Robin has led him to this moment (que flashback to where he was scrambling to try and find pads for Robin)
Overall he is very sweet and will take care of you during your periods! And yes he does get mini panic attacks whenever you get bad cramps or donât feel good during your period <3
Š NIGHTTIME-DEL1RIUM: you do not have the permission to use, translate, or put my works into ai without my consent.
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