#just wanted to start posting on tumblr bcuz why not

[humsops-stash]

not very subtle now are we?

we love us some awkward harry

[ball-of-butter]

i remember being genuinely scared to ship mareven because im a toddler that uses tiktok so my first intro to mareven shippers were just crazy maven stans who romanticise his mental illness. i remember one so vile i had to comment hate on it because they were bringing my bae mare into this like mare get behind me rn. and then they doubled down saying her rejection to maven made him more mentally unstable LIKE it was her responsibility???

[wormlette]

smaller than everyone chilchuck being understood by autistic laios. is this anything. (i am small and autistic and felt deeply represented by your post)

Oh my god I spent so long writing a FUCKING RESPONSE and tumblr deleted it kill me. ANYWAY “is this anything” friend this is everything. 🤝

I think the two of them are uniquely able to understand each other bcuz in summary, the things they are both most vulnerable and affected by, the things that have probably damaged their lives most, are things they cannot conceal from others. Laios’ autism and Chilchuck’s size. There’s VERY good discussions on whether Chil is totally normal, autistic but very good at masking, somewhere inbetween, or even whether he’s cis, and those would all INFORM this conversation but whichever way you read him, he is socially aware enough to see that Laios is NOT. And it drives him crazy and he is constantly frustrated and trying to teach him to be more aware of himself as the party leader and just “be more normal”. In my opinion this is because Chil KNOWS how much it hurts to live with a part of yourself you can’t control that makes it hard to make your way through the world — in his own way, he is trying to take care of Laios. This may be both for selfish (he wants a good stable party and that requires a good socially savvy party leader) and selfless (chilaios…) reasons, but either way. It’s essentially just there in the text To Me.

Chilchuck is probably extra frustrated because, at least as he seems to see it, Laios COULD choose to shave off those rough edges of himself and “pass” as respectable/“normal”. (Another reason I kinda think Chil has his own autism thing happening. In my experience, shamefully, I’ve been least patient with people who I see as like me but they just haven’t figured out how to stop the world from hurting them like I have.) (I imagine chil often thinks things like. why don’t you just change. Don’t you see how much easier it would be for you. Don’t you see how much you’re letting the world hurt you. Don’t you know what that will do to you, over time.) meanwhile Chilchuck cannot stop the rest of the world from seeing him as either childLIKE or just straight up a tall-man kid. No matter how professional he is or how scathingly he can insult people or how much he can drink — he can’t stop what people SEE when they LOOK at him (this also makes him a great trans character To Me). I think Laios knows exactly how this feels. He’s not seen as a kid, so it’s not exactly the same. But despite having everything Chilchuck would like to have (tall, looks manly, socially respectable in appearances)… Laios is never going to pass as normal once people get to know him. He ISN’T socially aware. He CAN’T pretend to be someone else anymore, not once the story starts.

So autistic Laios keeps bumbling through social situations that make people want to fucking hunt him for sport. He can’t say the right things, and when he has tried to be himself, we can assume it’s been very poorly received in the past, both when dungeoneering and prior as a little kid. When he’s not being manic about his monster special interest he seems to constantly be doing an Autism Stare that serves to keep people away from him and his sister.

The fact that Chil and Laios both, to some degree, can’t hide what they hate most about themselves, makes them uniquely able to understand each other. And treat each other with sympathy/empathy underneath it all. Laios is the one out of their party who most treats Chilchuck as an adult with agency (understands the stress of his work, defends him, lets him steer situations, listens to his advice, never demeans him or gives any indication he thinks he’s a child altho he did assume Chil is younger than him). If the daydream hour extras that give rough indications of who joined the party when are canon, Chilchuck is the party member who’s been with the party the longest, almost since Falin and Laios founded it, despite thinking of Laios as “the party leader comma I GUESS”. He keeps trying to beat lessons about leading parties into Laios’ head despite many ppl around him considering him a lost cause. As I’ve said in other posts…. He could probably just fucking walk out at any time and either retire or get a different party, and we know Chil has no problem hitting da bricks, but he doesn’t.

The things about themselves that make them most able to relate to each other are also the things that sometimes make them grate against each other (Chil berating Laios in the way only a guy with a major complex can and Laios pouting about it lmao. Laios continuing to be a big cute socially inept dummy anyways.) BUT THAT’S LOVE, BABEY!!!

[kiyocuck]

kiyotaka tumblr user ramble

was thinkinf about this yesterday and i think ive cracked the idea of taka having tumblr, im an absolute genius and you will hear me out Okay

basically hes like a gimmick tumblr account that got famous for posting specific stuff and being Odd about it

the things he posts are like 5000 word posts just talking about his day in excruciating detail, talking about his studies and whatnot. it feels *weird* reading it bcuz hes describing oddly specific things like what he uses to clean his boots or whatever but its still Somewhat normal-ish.

he gets asks and replies to them with some unrelated tangent, some people ask him if hes autistic and hes like That is a very interesting question, I have actually done research in my spare time, because alot of my acquaintances are on the "Spectrum", and one of them, who thinks hes some 'Overlord of Ice', threw his pet hamsters at me and they scratched me on the face, and I had to go to the nurse in case he did not vaccinate them, I did not want to get rabies potentially, and-

basically letting his thoughts out without needing to sound like hes lecturing someone, he treats his blog like a diary and barely even realizes just how much attention he gets bcuz he logs in to post and then logs out

Occasionally, however, he will post something like "I cannot do this anymore I hate my life" and right after that he will post again "Apologies for the previous post, I was unmedicated, I am okay now. Anyway," and start talking about his studies again or whatever. and the funniest part is that he will not delete any sudden episode posts like that. he knows he can delete posts, but he doesnt think its worth hiding anything, which is why if he makes One grammar mistake in the 4 pages essay long posts, he will just reblog it correcting the ONE error like "*you're. I misspelled, sorry." and you are left to go look for that mistake he made in the first place

he will occasionally turn his posts into vents or nonsensical rambles like "I was reading a book about self-care recently, it was very informing. One of the chapters said 'It's important to have people in your life to support you'. Why does no one love me? Who should I rely on for support? What is wrong with me?" and people will reblog it like OP are you alright you can talk to us:( and he'll be like I'm perfectly okay dont ask me questions please (<-about to have another episode)

this turned out a bit depressive but take it in a funny way okay i just like to think about him alot even though i hate him and want him to die again by My hands

[slytherinshua]

I think cause I’m so stressed w school but still want to post I’m finally gonna focus on all the reqs in my inbox instead of my own brain thinking of fic ideas cause it’s so fried rn lol (watch me not follow through w this later on 🧍‍♀️) also just let me ramble for a bit this isn’t rly important but it’s just my thoughts as an author here on the blr.

(long rly pointless ramble abt requests and inboxes and blogs and writing etc etc under the cut if my thoughts don’t make sense at all it’s cause it’s 2 am shush)

like I love requests so much I love sharing brainrot and being able to write a fic for someone and making them happy w my writing it’s the whole reason I started writing in the first place. but I just love my own brain and the fics that I come up with on my own as well and I think it’s rly important for writers to consistently write things that their own brain thought of and write them just because they want to. I’ve seen writers put sm pressure on themselves to complete requests and I totally understand that but I kinda hate how they even feel that pressure in the first place bcuz it takes away the joy of writing and you find yourself unable to even think of what to write anymore cause it’s become associated with the stress of “getting it done” like some sort of school assignment. requests can be such a blessing and a way to connect a fandom more and build a community and even a little family within a blog but it can also be so stressful. feeling bad that you’ve taken too long to finish a request, having anons harass you in your inbox for not writing their request “quickly enough”, and the general entitlement ppl have adopted when they’re literally asking— ASKING someone else to do something FOR THEM. I don’t experience this too often and I don’t want any of the people who have sent me requests to feel bad for sending them in, trust me I LOVE the requests. but I do wonder sometimes if ppl on my blog wonder why I take so long to finish requests and why I never close them either lmao. cause it is quite different from all my moots’ blogs and majority of blogs on tumblr that I’ve seen… and I just think I always want to have that option for readers to spill their thoughts into a request without the pressure or expectation that it’s going to be answered quickly. closing and opening inboxes is an amazing way to work through requests systematically and consistently while also not getting bogged down by too many. and I think readers probably like that system(?) cause it’s a higher chance of their request getting done quickly! (and to those readers who send out the same request to a bunch of different authors idk WHY you do this idc if it’s just bcuz you wanted to see how we would all interpret it differently, honestly fuck you. bcuz it just feels so empty and pointless like you don’t actually care abt us as authors and our writing but just want to see how fast an author can get your idea written and posted. it’s like you’re using us as machines and testing who will be the fastest and who will stay on the loading screen the longest. it’s so disappointing tbh. and maybe this is also why i enjoy writing for lesser known groups bcuz when I get a request it’s so precious to me i know that the reader sent it in bcuz they actually like my writing and know I’ll be able to write for a group that they love that not many other ppl write for. despite the fact that I won’t get more than 10-30 notes for a fic from a nugu group doesn’t mean that it is less rewarding.)

but then again I’ve also seen readers ignore the authors rules stating that requests are closed or get mad that they are and it’s just… sigh… we are literally writing for free for your enjoyment, we spend hundreds of hours writing these fics whether they are “good” or “bad” they still take time and effort and love and a whole lot of brainpower and googling of synonyms and staring blankly at the two sentences you’ve written before switching tabs and procrastinating for 2 hours only to come back and finish in one flurry of motivation lmao. but for me having my inbox always open and welcome for requests feels like it’s actively counteracting the expectations for writers to pump out fics like some sort of machine to feed their audience while only getting blank likes as a return (this is truly JUST my thoughts and how I view it I’m not trying to say how I do things is better or how others work their blog is wrong or anything like that. if ur a writer and u rly focus on getting ur requests done lowkey I admire u cause I do still feel some guilt looking at requests I have sitting in my inbox from like last year although I am happy and content w my system and feel that it does put the focus on me and my creativity and less on the pressure to take others ideas and make a fic for them with the side effects of time pressure and guilt for not following through if that makes sense.) all that rambling is to say that now that brain is so focused on tasks that are much more important and I have less time to think of silly little delusions, having these requests sitting in my inbox waiting for me is rly nice :) and I’m rly excited to complete more of them cause most of you have given me rly rly amazing fic ideas <3

[panda-puma]

oh, I've had a hunch that Sanji got... cranked up to 11 in the anime. after OPLA I became manga-only reader, as I wanted the rawest possible OP experience and also bcuz reading is quicker than watching the anime 😅 (I'm still not even halfway through -- recently started Impel Down -- but it is such a great story, I already love it so much!!!) but I also started dipping my toes into the fandom. and I saw people hating Sanji for being a gross pervert. but while reading the manga, this man gave me more of a love-sick puppy vibes??? all the swooning and fussing over Nami and Robin seemed almost sweet (him running towards them with flowers in Skypiea or cotton candy in Long Ring Island? c'mon, that was adorable) he has his moments but they aren't even that bad, tbh. I wondered that maybe it was a misguided hate towards his special treatment for women (chivalry?????) rankling feminists, tired of men treating women like wilting flowers in constant need of man-help but no, people seemed very dead-set on him being a straight up pervert and I realised... oh, those are anime fans... oh, no... what happened here, and I got discouraged from trying to watch the anime, since if it changed Sanji, one of the main characters, it was very likely to change other things, especially given how old the anime is. and then I realised that it already changed things even in the first episode and I kind of... stuck to the manga for now. maybe I will watch some movies just to see the One Piece world prettily animated 🤔

(Long post) First of all, some recommendations for you so you can enjoy the animation ^^ If you want to enjoy One Piece animated with an "Oda feel", watch the movie "Strong World". The script is written by Oda and you can watch it after finishing Thriller Bark. Like with the rest of the movies, the content is not Canon content, so what you see on them doesn't really happen in the real One Piece story (even if some of the enemies pasts are canon), but this one is the best and more on character we can probably see.

After that, Oda was executive producer in "Film Z" (supposed to be after FishMan Island Arc, but preferably after Punk Hazard Arc to avoid spoilers) and "Gold" (watch after Dressrosa Arc). His involvement with these movies is not so big, tho, so watch them with that in mind. (For example, in "Gold" Oda only rewrote the script of the climax of the story, because he was specially unsatisfied with how that part was done. They had to redraw the last 10min of the movie OvOu)

Also he was a producer in "Red" (watch after Wano Arc), and he made a lot of interesting comics and things that are canon pre-Movie... but the Movie on itself is weird. They changed many things of his initial notes and the characters are very "out of character" in my opinion. It has very good music and animation, tho! But yeah... watch with caution ^^U

(I was not gonna mention it at first, but why not... there is also "Stampede", but "Oda stated that he would not have allowed the movie's story to be produced if it was not a commemoration of the anime's 20th anniversary." So... I wouldn't watch it if you expect anything that makes sense in his world or characters xDU)

(You also have the OVA "One Piece - Defeat Him! The Pirate Ganzack", which pre-dates Toei's Anime adaptation. Oda took a lot of interest in this OVA, and he praised it a lot when it came out in 1998) ----------- And second, in my opinion, you made the right decision going to the Manga! As you say, it is the best way to get the rawest version of the story. And also way faster to read it than to watch it xD

I'm glad you love it so much! ❤️ It is really an amazing story, and I hope you keep enjoying it ^^

And now, oh boy, about Sanji... (this is gonna be a very reduced and fast thing I'm gonna write, but I plan on analyze the differences between the Manga and Anime in this other tumblr, if you want to see more eventually):

Your hunch is completely correct. Sadly Sanji's character is completely obliterated in the Anime ^^U

He is reduced to his perverted side (and very veery amped up), or to being mean and fighting all the time. He has nothing of the kindness he shows in the Manga, only the things they can not exclude for the story to make sense. The many fillers also show a different Sanji than the one shown in the Manga. The Anime also shows Nami completely disgusted by him very often, which influences the way we see him as viewers. She just treats him like a slave when she is being "nice". (Nami is also very different in the Anime. They all are different people in the Anime, honestly u_uUU)

So yes, I think most of people who hate him for being gross and a pervert mainly have their first and only contact being the Anime. And it is understandable feeling like that, because it is seriously a bad representation of the character. He is not himself at all.

The Anime reaches an even more unpalatable degree after the time-skip. ---- [((Little Spoiler of right After Time-Skip: Sanji comes back more sensitive to pretty women in the Manga, which translates into many nosebleeds until he recovers. But in the Anime they had always shown him in that level of pervert, or even worse! So they had to amp it even MORE and show him harassing random women and everyone being disgusted around him... something that doesn't happen in the Manga! It makes the character really stand out in grossness))] ----

As you say, Sanji in the Manga is a sweet guy, and only shows as a real pervert sometimes... but it is shown in a funny way. And Nami and Robin react in a non-negative way, mostly just amused that he is such a dummy. But everyone knows he is just harmless.

He totally acts like a love-sick puppy and has those sweet romantic outburst, but he can be a normal human being. And most importantly, treats them mainly as friends and human beings. Anime Sanji could never xDU

Please, feel free to make more asks ^^

[just-jordie-things]

so u started writing tbah in feb?? and u finished writing the series,, that makes sm sense why you're always on time. what's your writing and posting process like? do u only start posting after you fully finished writing.. do u stay active a few mins to look at readers reaction after a fic drops,, i noticed that each writer does it in their own style

oh yeah !! when i write a series i try to write the whole thing before posting about it at all. i would feel sooo baaaad if i started posting a series and stopped midway bcuz i lost inspo for it, yk?

(also if i did that with tbah i think i'd get hate and honestly... can't blame y'all for that. i am putting readers thru the wringer with this one lmfao)

en ee wayz. my process is ill-defined and laughable, but i'll try to explain!

i wrote each part, tried to keep the word count of each chapter as equal as i could- but sometimes a chapter ends/draws on on it's own, yk? some endings come naturally. after i completed the entire series i read back thru the whole thing to edit (which took fuckin forever but i never edit my work ((lazy!!)) and i wanted this series to be a lil more polished)

and since tumblr is a totally easy and compliant site i copied over the chapters into my queue one by one- and then had to compare side by side to add any italics/spacing in the original in google docs bcuz sometimes tumblr just copies words and nothing else.

bada bing bada boom i queued it all up to post on mondays bcuz ppl need something to look forward to at the beginning of the week and tbah was set in motion !!

for as long as the series is i think i actually wrote most of it fairly quickly. i really knew what i wanted out of it before i started writing it- i tend to daydream about fics a lot and therefore had a lot of it already in mind. but the little parts of filler and the editing took a lot of my time.

also i LOVE your guys' reactions !!! i frequently check comments and tags for your funny and angry messages !! i go back and reread them too to get a lil boost thru my writers block. i'm prolly the only tumblr user that actually has their notifs turned on just so i can catch when someone comments !! that goes for all my works, not just this series <3 i appreciate and love all my readers so so much, you guys get me giddy and you keep me going !! <3 kisses on all your foreheads !!!!

this got long but thanks for asking !! this series is my special interest right now lolol

xoxo ~ jordie

[matoitech]

1, 6, 18, 31 for the oc ask meme :]

Your first OC ever? (i cant number this one bcuz tumblr starts automatically trying to number format all the other ones w the wrong numbers lol)

man tough question i do not remember well im sure i made like dog fursonas as a little kid but i dont remember any of them. i would have to say my oldest remembered oc was a warrior cats oc named tawneystar (i mispelled tawny and just kept it) i made her probably when i was like 7 bcuz i rped with her. she was tortoiseshell then she was orange then she was a brown tabby and her last incarnation with a furry ref from when i was like 14 did brown tabby and tried to take her a little out of Warrior Cats Universe by splitting her name into like, tawney starr or something, and msking her a furry also lol. i think this is the last art i did of her in 2018 it looks like

she needs an update for one thing a new gender bcuz shes definitely a boy and i just did not know that making her as a kid lol. all i can remember abt her personality is she was kind of snarky and grumpy and liked getting in2 fights. i think she was nonverbal autistic n used sign

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?

probably a lot of them bcuz i tend to go for a lot of the same sort of design traits lol (mohawks my beloved... also i use a lot of browns) tho i tend to try to design them pretty noticeably different if i have 2 or more ocs that share a species

18. Any OC crackships?

i had to look up what this meant to check that i was using it right lol. there r many times i jokingly put characters together and then realize thats funny and i should keep it but usually i do it in like an exes or fwbs way. i dont think ive done it w chars who dont share a universe bcuz most of my ocs r just kind of assumed to be in the same universe (orca is in their own w another oc of mine peril bcuz they have like a pretty fantasy space bullshit narrative while blues stuff is more like modern and grounded in our reality lol). oh i have jokingly drawn blue/gem/pose before and im not rly sure if theyre in the same universe. i should draw smth else and post it. why not. its not Canon but who cares <3

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)

all my ocs r autistic so theyd just be autistic blogging abt whatever theyre in2. blue would share too many personal details online at least b4 he got Known and decided he had to act a LITTLE more professional (by acting very unprofessional) and also he didnt want to talk to bandom ppl. i don’t know how much he uses social media 

[tsukishumai]

maya !! hello !! i just wanted to say i hold LG incredibly close to my heart. i read it on ao3 and tbh. i've probably commented way too much and also written the comments way. too. long. !! but i truly adore your piece so v much !

randomly around... two months ago, i got on tumblr to see what it was all abt and boom ! i found LG again ... i was like oh my god it's a sign or something ... HAH it keeps following me everywhere i go ...!!

and well, i haven't interacted w you at all ?! so hi ! it's me, your biggest fangirl (again) for like the millionth time in your notifs .... because i have no self control n wish to have you know how much i love it ! (and the reason why i started writing again)

(guilty for writing that satosugu piece that i </3 forgot </3 about </3 despite </3 your </3 comment </3 on </3 it </3)

i hope you're having a great day n enjoying yourself with whatever you do ! never forget to indulge yourself in a lil something bcuz you deserve it ! sending u big hugs (or any form of affection you'd like !)

dilly! omg hello!!! did you come on to my page today to my cry!! because i! am! crying!!

please, i can't believe you found me on here! it's like 2 worlds colliding hahaha but i just want you to know that your comments on LG always always ALWAYS made my day... i've read them all probably hundreds of times... and i hold all of them so very close to my heart as well T-T

it's funny you say that LG inspired you to write, when it was your lovely comments that inspired me to continue with my story <33 but genuinely, it makes me heart absolutely melt to hear that LG encouraged you to post your own writing [and that satosugu piece was amazing don't remind me of the pain pls thank u]

anyway i'm rambling at this point THANK YOU, i've been having a very hard time finding inspiration / time / focus to finish these last couple chapters... but i am working and i will not leave this earth until LG is out and complete LOL

please stop by and chat any time <33 i don't log on as often anymore tho so pls forgive me if i lag!

[pawcakes]

ok i blocked you bcuz of this way earlier than this whole thing blew up, but i will give you the benefit of the doubt because you seem to genuinely not know why you attract terfs. saying that “trans women are women” is really just a slogan at this point to show a political stance, right. but the way you post feeds into a gender essentialism that is right in line with terf beliefs that all “biological” women are victims and misogyny is inescapable except with other “biological” women. ur posts against men (but of course not trans men) aren’t really saying “destruct the patriarchy” like you think they are. they lack any political power and are instead making ur personal feelings into a larger insurmountable divide between “biological” cis men and “biological” cis women. as if they’re different distinct species. this way of talking is actually mostly used by terfs to signal their own ideas of what men and women really are, and hold the weight of that connotation. there are waaaay more constructive ways of discussing women’s oppression and how it shows up in our personal lives, ways that don’t rely on an inherent biology. im really not trying to start a fight but the way you post relies heavily on jokes about being a girl and what that means and who can be a girl and what men are and while you might be saying them with the intention of solidarity w women or anti misogyny, they come across completely tone deaf. it’s feeding into bio essentialism and transphobia that you clearly don’t understand. saying that trans women are women isn’t fighting for trans rights because they quite literally are women, and stating a fact doesn’t often deter cryptos. their online presence is to find people who post like you, see that you are walking a thin line, and give those posts a lot of attention and support. they are here to recruit cis women who skirt that line. the reality is that you have a presence here that strongly contributes to cryptos leaking into the dash. and saying you were oblivious to it, while it may be true, of course doesn’t reduce the harm. my advice is to simply apologize, and walk away from the app for awhile. you should do some reading on what terf ideology is/how it shows itself, and how it hurts real trans people. if you truly don’t understand why people are targeting you, that means you need to do some deeper learning, because you can’t take responsibility for your past red flag posts unless you understand why and how they hurt others. and keeping a mentality that you are a victim in this situation is only harmful to you. those anons in ur ask box talking about “how could they do that to you/ you totally aren’t a terf!!/ you’ve don’t nothing wrong” are most likely terfs. making you feel victimized and isolated are keys to recruitment, and they aren’t being sympathetic to the trans people who have hated seeing your posts gain popularity with blatant terfs in the notes. but anyways just take some time to yourself and do some reading, because no one is going to send you an itemized list of the cryptos following you when you don’t even understand why they do. that’s all i wanted to say, but know that i truly do wish you the best.

thank you for sharing this with me. i appreciate it a lot.

im not stepping away from tumblr but i will refrain from making posts about gender or related topics until i feel confident that i am not hurting people.

i did not think that making a distinction between cis men and all other people was inherently bioessentialist .. but as im learning more about the topic ... i realize that my posts were full of unintentional terf dog whistles

again, thank you for taking the time to help me. i apologize for the harm i caused.

[askshikaino]

Smut for my sluts (aka me; I’m a slut for shikaino). Happy Birthday to my favorite babies! 💜💜💜

Hey you guys, who are still active! It’s been a very long time. For those that have been with me since the beginning I applaud you and love you oh so much.

Just a little update of me: Honestly, this ship hasn’t been on my mind for awhile probably due to me being uninterested in the anime altogether (& you probably have a feeling why). Also, it has to be with me adulting. As I get to the end of my 20s, I have less free time and more responsibilities. But for some reason, at the end of the year I start thinking about them again (plus my SO has the same bday as Ino, hehe). Im slowly seeing the tumblr community turning into a ghost town and its kinda sad. But as long as I have this blog, I will always feel like I have a duty to post something, even if it’s not everyday.

And what better way than to see my fav couples acting silly. 💁🏻‍♀️Hehe. I’m glad I was able to get this out bcuz I had something else but compared to this, it was boring. I’ve realized over the years that I’m better at story telling than portraits or scenarios, which isn’t anything bad, I was just never good at them. When I get confident enough, I might just create an ecchi doujinshi of these two. 🥴 There just isn’t enough of them doing the dirty. Lol. I know tumblr has some sort of restriction now, hopefully nothing gets taken down. 👀 I had to tell myself: “I’m a grown adult, I can draw whatever the eff I want”!

I’m sorry for the long talk. Thanks again for being so patient with me! This isn’t a goodbye, but a see you later! 💜

[yutahoes]

omg that ask,,, now I must tell you bcuz SAME

ngl I only started Tumblr as a backup, & after a few new posts I almost wanted to give up writing completely (I already don't update Wattpad😓)

but your works felt so nice to read, the fact that I read a few without even realising they were the same person till I noticed your username😅

then I followed you,,, and you followed back & wud talk to me😍 esp that one time I cried & your fic made me feel better, I didn't think you'd see it, but you even checked up on me & honestly that small thing really still makes me happy❤️

then you read my fics, you were the first & I couldn't believe it cuz I really looked up to you😅 and of course you're so friendly that I feel comfortable with you even if we don't always chat (tho I'd love to)

Aminaaaaaa 🥺🥺🥺

I want to thank you for always commenting and reading on my works. You always encourage me and assure that the fics I write are always great and it means so much to me. 🥰🥰

I really love how realistic your works are and the pairings are so easy to imagine. And I think you're the only person I know here in Tumblr who is also a fan of SM Rookies. I don't know why but you're the only one I know who knows or talks about Ji Hansol. 😁

Thank you for your message, Amina. ❤️ I'm sorry I'm not interacting much but whenever I can see your URL, a smile would appear in my face. I love you. 😘

(I was just thinking about an interaction between Yuta and Kun. I squealed at the picture. 😁)

[tyunni]

i usually check the dash once or twice a day, i just don't really interact or post. but i saw you reached 500 and momentarily forgot i was on HIATUS LMAO you've awoken me from my slumber 😌

everything's ehh atm 🤣 i mainly went on hiatus because i have so much school work due these days, but i've also been thinking of deactivating and starting fresh or just leaving entirely :/ ig i just miss what tumblr was like when i first started, and i think people lost interest in my blog. that's one of the reasons why i fell behind on writing 🤧 zero motivation.

i'm starting to feel better tho so i think i'll come back way earlier than planned. i think i just needed time away to remember that i am THE spookybias 😤 /lh

UMM YES U ARE THE SPOOKYBIAS !! PREACH !!!!! 😠😠😠

literally tho i get what u mean, ive had a few mutuals switch blogs bcuz they wanted to start fresh yk?? honestly just restarting everything and trying again but with more experience sounds very,,,, tempting 😬 IF U GO TO A NEW BLOG THO U BETTER TELL ME OR ELSE 😠😠😠😠😠😠 i need to know what ure up to and just keep up with ur new content overall or else ill lose my sanity 💔 obsessed me thinks but its ok bcuz ure u and i love u ����🏻 BUT UGH SCHOOL WORK SO DUMDBSJJS literally got exams almost everyday and i almost failed like ... 2 maybe ??? 😐😐 i mean its my own fault cuz i rlly didnt pay much attention but still ?1!#?1!2! honestly i hope ure okay, school can really be stressful and can mess with ur head ☹️

AND IM?? SO?? GLAD?? URE COMING BACK?? I MISSED SEEING U ON MY DASH LEMME BE HONEST 💔💔 i was rlly thinking "wait where's genny????" a few days ago and i checked ur acc when u sent in the ask, saw that u went on hiatus and just got worried a bit yk?? JUST KNOW THAT I MISS U AND HOPE U COME BACK WHEN URE READY MWAH MWAH dont rush urself <3

[insaneidiotshit]

Bunch of bs

Hi,i'm....well it doesn't matter.God knows why i m here writing this,bcuz this is crazy and i probably will delete it moments after i share but whatever.

There is something people ask me that i can never answer,the question in question(avoid my dry humour,if its even humour....it needs water)being,What are you scared of?Idk really,or i didn't i guess.I mean as far as fears go i crossed pretty much the basics one out,like any kind of insects,height,ghost nd whatnot,but i can never find something i m truly afraid of.

But i think now i know.Its being alone.NO,nobody died,i didn't have a brkup,nd nobody left me or anything!I think i just realized that i never truly had anyone to start with.There are people i love,one of them being my sister,God,i love her so much......nd than there are my best frnds.My lovely best frnds,who i know i can rely on.Nd at the very least 4-5 other people that i love nd is here,for me.

But,holy smoke,if that helped!It doesn't!Because they are not the problem to began with!ITS ME!!

I have spend,the years since i gained conscious(nd by that i mean when i wasn't a baby anymore)creating a guard inside of me,nd shoot,like i would say that its bcuz something happened when i was a child or bcuz of some trauma,but its not!

I have always had a pretty good life,nd yes my fam have struggled,but i didn't ever have a problem with ups nd down.Than why?Why is the America's sweet ass shield wrapped around my very existence?Honestly?Any guesses will be warmly greeted,bcuz I DON'T HAVE A CLUE!!

All i know is i m lonely af,want to cry my heart out at every moment,nd any peace i get is so temporary!I m not suicidal,don't worry.I love life,i have so much to see in this overly populated,overly polluted yet such a beautiful planet.I just don't know what's going on with me for the past year.Nd i just had to let it out.

I only ever use tumblr to read nd watch fanarts and fanfics.Nd nobody in my life even knows that i have this acc,so i m pretty sure nobody will ever read this,maybe that is why i m letting it out here.

In the fat chance that,anybody is reading this,i would like to apologise for my semi good english,bad writing,nd for wasting ur time.......plz carry on with ur life nd know that i don't even know u read this,but i found my temporary peace and went to sleep(U know what?now that i think about it...i think i am sleepdrunk,must be the reason why i wrote this,nd posting it)

Bye.

[6-v-6]

mint chocolate chip, chocolate chip, pistachio,, salted caramel, mocha, toffee, ginger, red velvet,green tea, and mango :DD

bro you always send me so many things i’m TuT 

MINT CHOCOLATE CHIP: INDOORS OR OUTDOORS?I think this depends largely on my mood but 90% of the time I prefer to be indoors. Outdoors is when I’m in a mood and I want to be alone I’ll go outside to sit somewhere and just be aloneCHOCOLATE CHIP: WHAT’S YOUR MOST POPULAR POST?I actually have no idea??? I’ve made like 3 things on this blog and idk how to even check so that’s sort of an answer in itself. I’m the ultimate noob statusPISTACHIO: MANGA OR ANIME this…… is so hard. I think, typically, I’ll answer manga. Since the manga is usually better imo and I can read it whenever I want to. But some of those rly good animes that just have it all… good animation and music… really can make the anime so much betterSALTED CARAMEL: FAVORITE MOVIES?Shrek, Shrek 2, Shrek the Third, Shrek the Halls, Shrek Forever After, Shr– (the only one that comes to mind is Mad Max: Fury Road)MOCHA: IDEAL WEATHER CONDITIONS?Cloudy, gray, dark, stormy, when you can’t see the sun and its pouring rainTOFFEE: A CARD GAME THAT YOU’RE GOOD AT?Okay this is a Thing w/ me but i hate card games and i suck at them. So I’ll have to say Cards Against Humanity bcuz one time i was playing an online version with some ppl and I was winning so bad they all skype called together to tell each other what card they played so that they wouldn’t choose mine GINGER: A NEW FEATURE YOU WISH TUMBLR COULD HAVE?A feature called Send Andy Love where people could send you love 24/7RED VELVET: DO YOU WEAR PRESCRIPTION GLASSES?No, thank god. I don’t wear glasses hahaaaa my vision is fine. I’d look terrible in glasses so im thankful for thatGREEN TEA: FAVORITE FLAVORS OF ICE CREAM?Anything with chocolate. Especially ones that have chunks of brownie. And then I’m always partial to fruit flavorsMANGO: WHEN AND WHY DID YOU START YOUR BLOG?This blog I started back in October 15′ because I was getting into kpop and didn’t want to upset the followers on my other blog who were only interested in anime lmao

[sylvanianfamiliez]

tagged by @bifags kisses you on the mouth

why did you choose your url?

i wanted a doll themed url and ios infernale fucks verily

any side blogs?

soooo many but i don’t use them anymore…i just keep them for nostalgia purposes

how long have you been on tumblr?

i joined when i was 13 i think……..8 years. scary

do you have a queue tag?

no and i don’t have a queue. before i moved blogs i had everything on queue bcuz i was scared of spamming but when i moved i was like. actually idc

why did you start your blog in the first place?

a school friend of mine told me to get tumblr and EVENTUALLY i did and all i did was reblog disney gifsets on occasion for like 4 months before i started to get it

why did you choose your icon?

ios infernale ^-^

why did you choose your header?

i hate choosing headers i think i made this years ago and i found it in my folder and i was like that’ll do

what’s your post with the most notes?

i made a sonic dub image and penny snapcube reblogged it and it has like 2.5k i think. that’s good for me i don’t want note ^-^

how many mutuals do you have?

id k

how many followers do you have?

130 i think

how many people do you follow?

sooooo many i’ll edit this when i check im on mobly UPDATE ITS 656

have you ever made a shitpost?

how often do you use tumblr each day?

prev tags

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

i would say really stupid things when i was 14 sometimes but i grew up i got better

how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

i don’t reblog them out of spite don’t tell me what to do

which one of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

i have so many cloutuals tbh

do i have a crush on a mutual?

yes all of you cmere mwah mwah mwah

im gonna tag um um @phel @peasley @maidencryptid @crimg @zhongli @talwynapogee um ahh ahh anybody else who wants to do it idk i hate tagging people hi HI PATER I FORGOT TO TAG YOU @fablepatron