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Headcanons: Team Psykick
I find the team very underrated and it appears to be the least appreciated out of all the major teams in the series. Potentially, I was able to create a couple of headcanons for them and yes, they deserve some!
â Meeting and team formation
The Psykicks met four years before the cyber incident. Kane was on a trip to Tokyo, and met Salima in the park where she was Beyblading with some bladers. Kane challenged her for a battle, and it ended in a tie. They become friends.
Kane had already known Jim by that time. He met him in a similar fashion, but with science and mechanics involved in it. They both are the brainy brats of the soon to be formed team, and discussed long about repairing beyblades and so on.
Salima and Kane together met Goki the next day in the same place in the same way. Kane introduced Jim to them and that's how they decided to form a Beyblading team with the four. Despite living in different regions in and across Japan, every year they meet to travel.
â Post-cyber incident
They wanted to embark on a new journey since the battle tower incident altered a small part in their peaceful life. They'd want to start everything afresh and forget the bad things. However, Kane suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder and couldn't get over the misery by the time world championships ended. He felt that he didn't deserve his teammates. He didn't get enough opportunities to excel in Beyblading that particular year and went on a couple of counselling sessions to the psychiatrist dealing with his case.
Jim felt incredibly ridiculed and lost his hope. He is considered to be the weakest by none other than himself. Goki is the most sane about it and Salima is the comforting hen. Yet, she is feeling very bad for them, especially for Kane. She never thought that a mentally strong person like Kane is feeling extremely down.
Nevertheless, they get over their misery soon enough.
â Personal space
Goki and Kane often take the responsibility to take the lead, especially the latter but Goki tends to guide him during certain occasions. Jim is the youngest and he needs to be taken care of for most of the time. Salima is the one who often acts like the mother Hen to the team and controls them whenever fights and arguments ensue. However, Kane also takes turns to stop such things.
Goki and Jim are often together, and similarly the case for Kane with Salima. Goki and Jim gel well with each other and they often beybattle. However, Jim ends up losing most of the time but he is not angry with him every time. They are cool and fun bros.
Kane and Salima share common grounds, loyal and have immense trust on each other. Overall they have a mutually healthy and good relationship. He taught her to not worry about winning or losing, but just enjoy battling. She has feelings for him and loves his company. She is emotionally dependent on him and often finds him her comfort person.
They have a relationship which is a bit above friendship, marking the possibility of them getting romantic overtime.
Goki and Jim quarrel during some occasions, and it becomes a hard time for the other two. Regardless, they remain
â Travels
All the four contribute an equal amount of shares but however, Kane often takes the responsibility for bookings - be it train tickets, flight tickets, bus tickets, cabs, rooms, dorms, tables, etc. Jim looks for points of interest. Goki and even Kane do both. Salima doesn't contribute much in this but invests her time on shopping complexes during their tours.
Jim has the lightest baggage, whereas it is heavier for Salima and Goki. Kane stays in the neutral good.
They book two rooms - one for the guys and one for Salima. However, Kane sometimes stays with Salima and she doesn't mind it either.
Jim loves to click photos of everything and literally everywhere they go, he doesn't get satisfied without this hobby. Kane is more invested in the informational aspect and he loves museums the most. He won't leave the place without gaining knowledge. Jim loves the same too but sometimes, he likes places associated with sceneries (for photos and shit). Goki doesn't have specific preferences. Salima likes botanical gardens, coffee and tea estates, and places with street shops and others.
Salima often cooks if they are staying in tents or cottages. Goki helps her at times.
During their travels, they encounter several beybladers. Kane usually fights them and Jim analyses the battles. The others fight when they feel like.
Kane maintains a book to record all their travelling days. Sometimes, Salima wants to sneak into it but Kane doesn't allow that, as it's his personal diary.
#beyblade#bakuten shoot beyblade#beyblade v force#kane yamashita#goki#jim#salima#beyblade headcanons#team psykick#psykicks#fr people don't draw art or even write fics for them#and like some of them portray kane as a jerk to ray or a bad boy in general#without even understanding whst the HECK he went through in this series#the guys are cast out by the fans for every FUCKING time and include salima only with the other characters#my lord my kane had more development and screentime than her#haters gonna hate#but who cares? there is nobody to compete me for liking them the most đĽą#just the matter of lacking taste#// uruttu
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(or 1993 & 1973, depending how you look at it)
one day I'll look at charles' coat and not see lockwood's jacket. not today tho.
#james lockwood#the history boys#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#niche post is niche sorry but it's one of those things that once it's in your head won't leave until you act on it#anyways i've gotta stop myself now while this is still just about the pins#i am NOT getting into the whole 'dies tragically young from 'friendly fire' injuries' thing#this post is brought to you partially by my amusement upon accidentally finding several dbd posts while looking for history boys things#and partially by the complete lack of hope i have for ever getting over either#rip movie!lockwood#you would've loved calling up your old schoolmates to tell them there's a kid on tv with the same taste in accessories as your teenage self#for that matter rip show!charles you would've loved having friends that don't attack & kill you#(charles being 8 years younger than the history boys is a fact that i seem to process totally anew every time it occurs to me)#(perhaps this will help me remember)
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it sure has been quite a week
#g o d this week was such a messâ˘ď¸#i kicked off the week wrong (as always) with ~3h of sleep bc i can never fall asleep on monday nights (sadge)#and ofc i had to do 2 workstationsâ worth of work bc lack of manpower lmao#then on tuesday i had yet another family dinner to say goodbye to my bro (lol)#even though heâd already been treated to at least 3 other meals by that point (lmao)#i still think my dinner treat from a few weeks back was the best though~~~~~~ a 4 course sky dining meal def tops any restaurant right~~~~~?#and on suiyoubi (my dudes) we boated him off to military training island for his mandatory enlistment. that sure was. an experience.#i still kinda regret finishing my meal at the military cafeteria place thing though⌠i was the only one at the table who finished it :(#even my big eater of a bro couldnât finish his :(#and my mother has been making fun of me for finishing the (allegedly) huge portioned meal ever since :(#she keeps joking about enlisting me bc army food â¨clearly⨠suits my tastes :( âtruly sadded.#anyways it was back to work on thursday. which sucked. ofc. also bc iâd overslept by half an hour and had to rush. lmao.#anddddd on friday. my boss told me that iâd missed out on submitting one worksheet thing of results#even though i c l e a r l y remember doing the test it was for (and organising all of the worksheet things for the matter)#so my coworker and i just watched her sift through the stack of worksheets⌠only for her to actually find the âmissingâ piece of paper#she then said âok found it sorryâ so my coworker and i just went â(ĘâżĘ) okayyyyyyyyyyâ p. sarcastically and left her office#and ofccccc there was work on saturday too. yay. went to the pkm centre after that thoughhhh#which was fun yes. but. they didnât have â¨c h a i r d e o x y s⨠on sale :(((((#they stopped selling goomy earrings and that huge plush too :( and the smaller goomy plushies for the matter :((((#i realllyyy shouldâve bought the goomy earrings while they were still available⌠even though they were like 8 bucks per stud#my goomy plushie collection remains unexpanded :( my jigglypuff collection grew by 1 though~~~~#so now i have 3 official jigglies of varying sizes and 1 bootleg jiggly that looks. pretty horrifying in bad lighting actually#p. sadded by how my family calls my taste in pkm boring though⌠âitâs either jigglypuff or that purple thingâ they say⌠:((((#aaaaaa i wish i couldâve bought that super cute plush of goodra holding a happily smiling goomy i saw on my tripâŚ#itâs too bad that the plushies (there were like 2-3 of them) were locked inside a display cabinet :(((( it was so cuteeeeeeeee#though my fam wouldâve made me put it back if iâd even managed to get it out back then lol. âthat purple thing again?!â theyâd prolly sayâŚ#anyways. this sure was a week. im so tired. help#no clue how i should spend the rest of my night tbh⌠maybe beach sisters time? hmmmmmm. oh wells.#âdaiâly shitpost of the day
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One thing ive been thinking about lately is that like
Its okay to only ever make bad art. Its okay to only paint "boring" things or only draw the same thing a million times or only be "okay" at sewing or crochet. Sometimes i think theres this idea that its okay to make bad art because its part of the process of making good art, but i think its fine to make art that is bad or just okay and not keep looking at it thinking about ways it is flawed or ways to make it better. If you want to improve and grow, thats great and you will through the process of just doing something over and over or looking for advice or other ways of learning.
But its also totally okay to only ever want to make bad art
#art#delete later#idk ive been thinking a lot about how like#for the last few years the vast majority of my art has been drawing d&d characters largely by tracing over refs#and just drawing the same things over and over#because it makes me happy!#and sometimes i just see this come off as like. a way to moralize taste/lack of satisfaction with how your work turned out#because that peice doesnt matter its just one step on the way to making better ones#but if you only ever make lumpy pottery thats fine! you made a lumpy pottery!#like my great aunts house is covered in paintings shes made#and theyre not to my taste they feel kinda generic and bland to me#but she is showing more of her art in her house than i am in mine and im like. which of us is happier as an artist#value your art where it is#especially if its a fucking hobby! jesus christ!#if its a hobby do you want to spend so much time and energy hating it you dont enjoy it anymore? fuck!#like i just finished a sweater and now a part of me wants to break fom knitting/crochet for a bit bc ive been working hard at it for a whil#and it turned out fine but with some fit issues i know to fix in future projects#but idk#i need to allow myself the freedom to let bad art be completed art#anyway this got weirdly sentimental#i should go paint some weird fish now#also from my own experience. it helps me appreciate other artists more#because it helps me stop going oh i could do that/could never do that#and i can just go. wow look at the cool art and technical skill on display
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why is she so bad at cooking
"It's just a different kind of science than what I actually care-for, darling."
"We can certainly 'discuss it' further in the McDonald's parking lot though, if it's such a problem?"
#Anonymous#(But in truth? It just wasn't something considered important enough to teach to her.)#(If you were fed at her house you ate what was put in front of you no matter what it looked/tasted like or you didn't eat.)#(And even then most of the time she and her sibs weren't fed anyway once they were able to walk and talk/etc.)#(They were mostly expected to care for themselves in that regard so they'd just grab easy things to eat or could be made with lil' effort.)#(At the tender age of 30 these small instances are basically the first time she's had to deal with real cooking in any capacity. x'D;;;;)#(It doesn't help she doesn't actually LIKE cooking in general despite what she says so severe lack of interest effects any attempts too. =T#(LOL THANKS FOR THIS THOUGH I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE AGGRO HER. >X3 <3)
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#no matter how cringe I get I can sleep at night knowing I was never cringe enough to put down other peopleâs works#just to make my own look better to others#đ
đź#my conscience is clear knowing that I have never been ungrateful to the fic writers in my community#and acted as if their hard work was not enough and imply that theyâre âboringâ#Iâm sleeping soundly#yeah i said what i said#the fics available arenât to your taste? write your own.#the Asian mom jumped right out of me here#if you think my cooking lacks variety then you donât have to eat my food#go cook your own#the entitlement is reeking#gab rants#punk ass 𤥠acting so ungrateful
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#i can see that to some extent#but also#its kinda just up to the game devs#im not gonna complain if a gane has an easy mode#and it leaves a bad taste in my mouth when people complain about a lack of an easy mode#and if there wasnt room for an easy mode in the game#(or a hard mode for that matter)#who are we to judge?#there are always mods that make the game easier or harder too#and i know that some platforms dont have those capabilities#and so at the end of the day games have to know their audience#everyone has a favourite difficulty control mechanism#for me personally#its those games that start everyone out on the easy modes and then as you finish the game you unlock harder modes#but its important to understand that that's a lot of work to implement#and its honestly sometimes a better use of resources to improve the core game#and let modders finetune the difficulty#anyway#rant over#have a great day :)
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tann calling ryder a pretend pathfinder is really such a big dick move I canât help but respect him for it even though it pisses me off
#andromeda decrees.tag#jasper ryder.tag#I do think itâs poor writing for the game to assume you âarenât readyâ to be pathfinder after expressing what most would charitably assume#is disbelief at your fathers dying wish. not a lack of confidence in your own ability#and then that choice doesnât even actually matter when confronting the nexus directors because they just automatically assume you can never#measure up to your father anyways and simultaneously not give you the option to either agree or disagree with them in any meaningful#capacity in the matter even when youâre consistently picking the self assured and logical choices#and I think that this (said waving vaguely at the nexus) is the main issue with the writing#not the companions or the actual story or side quests#people get a taste of the nexus and are turned off because we as the player know even on the first go through that of course weâre going to#succeed. why wouldnât we? but the game isnât designed with that sort of mentality in mind imo#contextually ryder is /young/ like wayy younger than shep was at the start of me1#and they /feel/ young. from the way they talk to the way the move feels young like they havenât really had the chance to really settle into#themselves and then their thrust into a heavy responsibility they were never prepared for and never expected to have#so even when you as the player decided that no my ryder will be taking everything in stride and step up to the challenge#they donât really get the chance too because of this interaction with the nexus and the immediate doubt/apprehension that ryder is slapped#in the face with. which while understandable is so extremely frustrating I get why a lot of people were/are turned off by it and never give#the rest of the game a fair shake after that experience
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Developing Backstory: Bringing Characters to Life
1. Where It All Started: The Characterâs Origin
Place of Birth: Where did your character first see the world? Think about the impact of this placeâwas it a busy city where they had to fight for attention or a quiet village where everyone knew everyoneâs business? This location doesnât just say where theyâre from; it shapes how they see the world.
Family and Upbringing: What was their family like? Were their parents loving or distant? Maybe they were raised by someone other than their parentsâa mentor, an older sibling, or even alone. Family (or the lack of it) is usually one of the most significant factors in shaping who someone becomes.
Societyâs Expectations: What was expected of them when they were young? Possibly, they were born into wealth, with all the pressure to continue the family legacy, or maybe they were raised to be invisible in a world where survival mattered. How does this influence who they are now? Do they accept or reject those expectations?
2. Childhood Events That Left a Mark
First Taste of Conflict: Think about the first time the character realized the world wasnât a perfect place. Maybe they witnessed violence or faced betrayal. What was that moment, and how did it stick with them? This moment usually lays the foundation for the characterâs emotional landscapeâfear, hope, ambition, or distrust all come from these early life lessons.
Childhood Dreams: When they were young, what did they want to be? Every child has dreamsâdid they want to be a knight, a scholar, or even just someone who could travel the world? Did they have to give up these dreams? How does that lost dream shape them now?
Formative Relationships: Who was their first best friend, mentor, or enemy? Childhood friendships and relationships often create deep bonds or wounds that last into adulthood. Did they have a mentor who taught them everything, only to betray them? Did they lose a childhood friend that still haunts them?
3. The Teen Years: Where They Start to Become Who They Are
Trials and Tribulations: Whatâs the biggest challenge they faced as they grew up? Was it losing a loved one, failing at something important, or maybe being forced into a role they didnât want? These teenage years are where the emotional armor starts formingâhow did the difficulties they faced shape them into the person they are now?
Education or Training: How did they learn what they know? Were they formally trained by an institution, learning everything by the book, or did they learn through experience, like a street-smart survivalist? What impact does their education or lack of it have on how they interact with others?
Teenage Bonds: Did they have a first love or a first major falling out with someone close to them? These experiences often create emotional scars or connections that they carry with them into adulthood. How does that past friendship or romance influence their behavior now?
4. Key Life Events: The Big Moments That Define Them
Trauma or Loss: Was there a moment that changed everything? Think about a significant lossâmaybe a loved one, their home, or a sense of identity. How does this event affect their worldview? Do they build walls around themselves or dive into relationships with reckless abandon because they fear losing more?
Victory or Failure: Did they experience a moment of triumph or devastating defeat? Success and failure leave their marks. Were they celebrated as a hero once, leading them to overconfidence, or did they fail when everyone was counting on them, leading to crippling self-doubt?
Betrayal: Was there a betrayal that shaped their adult relationships? Whether it is a friend, family member, or lover, betrayal often changes how we trust others. Do they close themselves off, constantly expecting betrayal, or try to rebuild trust, afraid of being left alone again.
5. Where They Stand Now: The Present Moment
What Drives Them Today: Whatâs the one thing pushing them forward now? Is it revenge, the need to restore their familyâs honor, or maybe even just survival? Whatever it is, this motivation should tie directly back to their experiences.
Emotional Baggage: What unresolved emotional wounds are they carrying? Everyone has scars from their pastâsome are visible, others not so much. How do these emotional wounds affect how they treat others, how they react to conflict, and how they move through the world.
Current Relationships: Whoâs still in their life from their past, and how do they feel about it? Did they reconnect with someone they thought theyâd lost, or are they haunted by unresolved issues with people from their past? Do they have any ongoing tensions or regrets tied to these people?
6. Tying Themes to Their Backstory
Cultural or Mythological Influence: How does their personal story tie into the larger worldâs mythology or culture? Do they carry a family legacy, a curse, or a prophecy that hangs over them? How does this influence their interactions with others and their perception of themselves?
Recurring Symbols: Are there objects, dreams, or people that keep showing up in their life, symbolizing their journey? Perhaps a recurring nightmare haunts them, or they carry an object from their past thatâs both a source of comfort and pain
7. Character Arc: The Journey from Past to Present
How Does Their Past Shape Their Growth?: Every character has emotional baggage that needs resolving. How does their backstory drive their arc? Do they need to forgive themselves, let go of the past, or accept who theyâve become to move forward?
Unanswered Questions from the Past: Are there any mysteries in their backstory they need to solve? Maybe theyâre unaware of their true parentage, or maybe thereâs a forgotten event from their childhood that will resurface and change everything.
#writerscommunity#character backstory guide#writer community#writerscorner#creative writers#writeblr#writerblr#writers on tumblr#writers#free resources#tips and tricks#writing advice#fantasy writing#fiction writing#tumblr writing community#writing a book#writing#writing guide#story writing#writing help#writing resources#writing stuff
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â â â ââ â ââ â ââ â â ââ â ââ â âSKIRT THEORY!
why the jjk men love it when you wear skirts.
fem!reader x gojo, geto, nanami, choso, toji, ino, higuruma, sukuna, shiu.
nsfw under cut, mdni
Gojo loves the easy access. He can trail his cold fingertips up your thighs any time he wants, beneath the fabric of your skirt and right to the hem of your pantiesâif you're wearing any, that is. It makes sneaking around a whole lot easier, being able to lift the back of your skirt up in an empty hallway or vacant bathroom and fuck you from behind without even undressing you. No matter where you are, if there's a relatively quiet place nearby he doesn't have to waste any time pulling down your bottoms to get to your sweet center.
Geto loves it when your skirt is just a little too short. When you have to adjust it as you walk because you know your panties are half showing already and those passing by as you walk arm-in-arm are breaking their necks for a second look. He loves having you on display, in skimpy little skirts that are barely there: because he knows despite the lingering eyes that only he gets to take them off you and taste what's underneath. He purposefully tugs your skirt up a little before leaving the house, by the way.
Nanami just loves how pretty they look on you... he thinks. It's purely coincidental that whenever you greet him in the morning wearing a skirt that he's bending you over the nearest surface to hike the fabric up and fuck you on his fingers. And it's purely coincidental that every time you wear a short skirt you're also wearing lingerie in his favourite colour underneath. And it's definitely a stray chance that you seem to always drop your things and force him to shift his body so that the world doesn't see just how wet you are at the thought of him taking you then and there.
Choso loves how your skirts looks when you're sitting on his cock. How the fabric bunches up and drapes over his lap as you rock on his length, how it hides your aching heat from his view, encourages him to use his imagination as you ride him stupid. He likes grabbing at your skirt, having to lift it up to watch himself disappear inside of you
Toji loves your constant lack of panties beneath them. It's as if every time you wear a skirt you've somehow forgotten the lacy materials exist. And he tests his theory often, flipping your skirt up at random to see what you've so innocently forgotten to wear underneath. And oh the sight is a tempting one, he's a strong man but barely strong enough to resist filling you with his cum and letting it leak down your thighs once he's finished with you.
Ino loves ducking his head under the fabric of your skirts to eat you out. He doesn't even have to undress you, just catch you off guard enough to dip under your skirt and pull your panties to the side. You can hardly push him away before your eyes are rolling back and he's latching onto your clit like your pleasure sustains him. You can see the gears turning in his head every time you're near him in a skirt. He will eat you out for hours before coming up to see natural light again.
Sukuna loves how none of the skirts you own are enough to cover the bite marks that litter your legs on the daily. The mean marks he leaves behind with his sharp teeth when he has your thighs on either side of his head and his nails digging into your skin. He loves the notion of marking you, of watching you make the choice to dress in such a way that you're exposing his claim on you to the world. It's possessive, it's primal, it's something he thinks is worthy of reward. No wonder he fucks you stupid every time you wear one.
Higuruma loves how you test him when you're in a skirt. He's a polished man with patience and professionalism, but you like to sit across from him and cross your legs in a way that gives im a look at the edge of your panties. More often than not they're his favourite ones, and he's taking you by the wrist to lead you somewhere secluded to cum inside of you. When he's succeeding in restraint, though, it's not rare for you to excuse yourself to the bathroom just to come back and slip your wadded up panties into his suit pocket. The poor man goes stupid knowing you're exposed beneath such pretty fabrics.
Shiu loves fucking you in them, plain and simple. There's something primal about being so enthusiastic about sex that you're neglecting undressing each other to jump straight to pleasure. When you're in a skirt all he has to do is bunch it up to your waist and pull his cock free to fuck you dumb. You can sit on his cock in his office and seem just like you're sat on his lap, when you and him both know he's balls-deep inside of you and about to plug his cum inside of you with his dick.
#i want to put choso in a skirt#anyways#gojo smut#satoru gojo smut#gojo x reader#geto smut#ino smut#sukuna smut#choso smut#higuruma smut#shiu smut#toji smut#toji fushiguro smut#toji x reader#sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna smut#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#shiu kong smut
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Y'ever watch a youtube video and the person who made it, who likes the same things you do, for many of the same reasons, has just the Weirdest perspective on something compaired to your experience you actually have to like Get Up And Move about it
#monster noises#they kinda turned it back around into something I absolutely agree with#but there's clearly a Specific Experience and Viewpoint here that's..... lacking#like it's clear#from someone with my experience with the subject matter#that this perspective comes from someone with a very Narrow experience#or rather an experience on the whole other side of the room from the version of the thing I'm more familiar with#also me and this person just have Flabbergastingly different taste it's almost funny
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inexperienced bakugo drabble
"again? that's your 5th water this morning!" you exclaim as katsuki tilts his head back yet again to drain the last remaining drops out of the plastic bottle. rolling his eyes at you, he crumpled it in his fist with a simple flex of his forearm.
"whatever. what's it matter to you" he replied, quickly closing his phone as you walked by him. deciding that this was just typical bakugo behavior, you left the room to go get changed, feeling his eyes linger, burning on your hips.
unbeknownst to you, katsuki had a little secret. glancing around to make sure you were gone, he unlocked his phone again as he grabbed yet another water bottle. you were his first girlfriend, and his lack of experience, along with the way you'd been eye-fucking him lately, made him fucking terrified (in a weirdly good way).
katsuki wasn't some scared little bitch, he was determined to be the best for you. turning his attention to his screen, he resumed the tiktok he'd been playing earlier.
"-best way to make yourself taste good is to drink water. it's important..." his head whipped around when he heard giggling coming from behind him. shit. he hadn't heard you sneak back in the room, and he flushed red down his body as he realized you had caught on to him.
"aw katsu, you just wanted to make yourself taste good for me?" you teased at him, tracing a finger down his chest as he sharply inhaled at your touch, heart racing.
"s-shut up, just some stupid tiktok.." he spat back, but you knew you had him right where you wanted him. you slowly sunk down to your knees, trailing kisses down his chest and twitching abs as you continued to look in his pleading eyes. you'd never done this to him before, you didn't even know he was thinking about it, but you didn't want anything else as you looked at him with a shit-eating grin.
"sure kats..." gently drawing shapes on his thighs, you raked your fingernails up to his waistband. suddenly, the pleasure stopped. "just some stupid tiktok right?" he tried to remain expressionless, but his drawn-together eyebrows and slightly smoking hands gave him away. swallowing his pride, he managed to choke out a few words.
"fuck baby.... p-please?"
#mha#mha smut#mha bakugou#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#bnha bakugou#katsuki bakugo x reader#smut drabble#bakugo smut
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Attitude
Kim Chaewon x Male Reader
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It's Friday.
The office is dead quiet, the kind of silence that feels too heavy after hours. Fluorescent lights hum overhead, casting pale, washed-out light on the few desks still occupied. Yours is one of them.
Youâre slouched over your keyboard like roadkill, head resting on your folded arms. Everything feels mutedâyour energy, your mood, the world in general. You havenât eaten all day, and the cold leftover coffee in your mug tastes like despair.
But before you can continue to suffocate in your cocoon of sadness and self-pity, her sharp voice cuts in:
âWow. You look like shit.â
You lift your head just enough to glare at Kim Chaewon. Sheâs leaning against the side of your desk, arms crossed, her sharp bob framing her face like she stepped off a Pinterest board for "hot office chic." Her tailored pants sit perfectly on her hips, sharp creases cutting down her turned legs, emphasizing every curve. The blouse sheâs wearing is neatly tucked in, accentuating that unfairly tiny waist. The coat? New, for sureâsome designer nonsense, knowing her. Her expression is as sharp as ever, her dark eyes cutting right into you.
âThanks,â you mumble, dropping your head back down. âReally needed that.â
She doesnât move. âWhatâs wrong with you?â
âNothing.â
âBullshit.â
You groan into your arms. âJust tired, okay? Long day.â
Chaewon snorts, a sound thatâs half amusement, half derision. âYeah, because youâre known for working so hard. Sure.â
âIâm serious.â You finally sit up, running a hand through your hair. It doesnât matter how you try to play this; she can see right through you.
She always does.
âDonât lie to me.â Her voice softens, just a bit, but thereâs still an edge. âI know somethingâs up. Youâve been moping around all week like someone kicked your dog.â
âItâs nothing.â
She tilts her head, her sharp gaze narrowing. âItâs about her, isnât it?â
You tense up, your fingers clenching around the edge of your desk. âI, uh⌠I donât want to talk about it.â
âI knew it.â She exhales through her nose, shaking her head like sheâs disgusted. âGod, I told you this was going to happen.â
There it is. The last thing you need: Chaewonâs patented I Told You So energy. âSeriously, Iâm fine,â you lie, your voice cracking in a way that betrays you completely.
âOh, youâre fine?â She raises an eyebrow, her tone dripping with sarcasm. âCool. Thatâs why you look like someone just ran over your soul.â
You press your palms into your eyes, trying to block her out. âI said I donât want to talk about it.â
âYeah, well, tough.â She uncrosses her arms, resting a hand on her hip. âLetâs go get a drink.â
You blink up at her. âWhat?â
âA drink,â she repeats, like youâre an idiot. âYou know, alcohol? That thing you drown your sorrows in?â
âWhy?â
âBecause sitting here sulking is pathetic, and I canât stand looking at it anymore.â Her lips twitch like sheâs fighting a smirk. âAnd letâs be real, youâll be slightly less annoying when youâre drunk.â
You hesitate. The thought of spending more time with Chaewonâqueen of snark, master of unsolicited opinionsâisnât exactly appealing. But then again, neither is going home to your empty apartment.
And besides, she is your friend after all. Even though she seems to care about you in a way that is particularly hers.
âFine,â you mutter, grabbing your bag and coat. âOne drink.â
Her smirk widens. âMake it two. Youâre going to need it.â
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The two of you walk down the hallway toward the elevators, your steps heavy, hers sharp and purposeful. The silence stretches between you, awkward and suffocating, so you try to fill it with literally anything else.
âSo⌠did you see the email about the quarterly report updates?â you ask, shoving your hands into your pockets. âLooks like the finance team is gonna implode again.â
Chaewon glances at you, her expression blank. âUh-huh.â
Encouraged by the lack of immediate judgment, you keep going. âYeah, they keep messing up the projections. I mean, how hard is it to use a spreadsheet, right?â You force a chuckle. âMaybe we should give them remedial Excel classes or something. Like, step one: stop sucking.â
âMm-hmm,â she hums, noncommittal.
You glance at her out of the corner of your eye. Sheâs staring straight ahead, her lips twitching like sheâs holding back a laughâor gearing up to kill you. Itâs hard to tell with her.
The elevator dings, and you step inside, immediately finding somethingâanythingâto stare at. The buttons, the wall, the floor.
God, the floor is fascinating.
Is that gum?
No, just a weird stain.
âOkay, what the hell are you doing?â Chaewonâs voice slices through the awkward silence, sharp and irritated.
âWhat?â You glance at her but quickly look away again. âNothing.â
âNothing?â She crosses her arms, leaning against the side of the elevator, her dark eyes locked on you. âYouâre acting like a guilty teenager. Whatâs your deal?â
âIâm notââ You pause, frowning at the ceiling now like it holds the answers to lifeâs mysteries. âIâm not doing anything.â
Her gaze feels like a laser, burning into the side of your head. You swallow hard, desperate to shift gears. âHey, uh, did you cut your hair?â You gesture vaguely at her head, avoiding her eyes. âLooks shorter.â
Chaewonâs brow furrows, then her lips curve into a slow, knowing smirk. âWow. Youâre really gonna do this, huh?â
âDo what?â you ask, feigning confusion.
âRun away from the conversation like a little bitch.â
Fuck.
âIâm not running away,â you mumble, staring at the floor again.
She straightens, taking a small step closer, and you can feel her eyes boring into you. âOh, you absolutely are. Itâs almost impressive, honestly.â
The elevator dings again, signaling youâve reached the ground floor, and you practically lunge for the door. Anything to escape the suffocating space and her relentless gaze. But as you walk out, her voice follows, resonant and unforgiving:
âYou know you canât avoid this forever, right?â
You sigh, dragging a hand down your face. Youâre not sure if the drink she promised will make this betterâor worse. Probably worse.
Now outside the building, the city feels colder than usual, the January air slicing through your thin coat. You jam your hands deeper into your pockets as Chaewon strides ahead, leading the way to a bar youâve been to a few times after work. Itâs nothing fancyâdim lighting, common wooden tables, decent drinks. The kind of place you donât have to think too much about, which suits you fine right now.
Sheâs quiet for once, her steps crisp against the sidewalk. You trail behind, trying to figure out how to fill the silence. Talking feels safer than letting her drag you into emotional territory.
âI, uh, Iâve been listening to Taylor Swift lately,â you blurt out.
That gets her attention.
She slows, glancing back at you with a raised eyebrow. âTaylor Swift?â
âYeah. You said I should give her a shot, remember? Youâre always going on about her lyrics or whatever.â
Chaewonâs mouth quirks, like sheâs fighting a smile. âAnd?â
âAndâŚâ You hesitate, feeling oddly self-conscious. âSheâs good, okay? Iâve had Blank Space on repeat all week.â
At that, she lets out a short laugh, the sound cutting through the cold. âOh my god. Thatâs such a basic choice.â
âHey, itâs catchy,â you protest, grinning despite yourself. âAnd relatable. You know, the whole âdarling, Iâm a nightmareâ vibe.â
âRelatable?â She tilts her head, smirking. âYou think youâre the nightmare, orâŚâ
âCan we not analyze my music choices right now?â you cut in, shaking your head.
For a moment, the mood feels lighter. Sheâs distracted, youâre distracted, and the tension hanging between you starts to dissolve. But just as youâre beginning to think youâve dodged the worst of it, she pulls the rug out from under you.
âSo,â Chaewon says casually, âabout your relationshipâŚâ
You groan, throwing your head back. âSeriously? I thought we were bonding over Taylor Swift!â
âDonât change the subject.â
âIâm notââ
âYou are.â She stops walking, turning to face you with her arms crossed. Her eyes are sharp again, cutting right through your defenses. âWhen did it end?â
You hesitate, your mouth opening and closing like a fish.
âThatâs what I thought,â she says, filling the silence.
Desperate to steer the conversation away, you blurt out, âWhat about you? Any big plans for 2025?â
She blinks, caught off guard for half a second before narrowing her eyes. âNice try.â
âNo, really. Whatâs the plan? New job? New hobbies? Finally learning to not be such a pain in the ass?â
Chaewon rolls her eyes but humors you. âI donât know. Probably more of the same. Working, eating overpriced sushi, babysitting your emotional meltdowns.â
âI donât have meltdowns,â you mutter.
âSure you donât.â
You both start walking again, the bar now just a block away. The cold bites at your face, but her presence feels oddly warm, even when sheâs being difficult.
Then, she strikes. âWhen did it end?â
The question hangs heavy in the air, and this time, thereâs no escape. You shove your hands deeper into your coat pockets, staring at the ground as you mutter, âFour days ago.â
Chaewon stops again, her boots scuffing against the pavement. âFour days?â she repeats, her voice softer now.
You nod, your throat tight.
She doesnât say anything at first, just looks at you like sheâs trying to figure out what to do next. Her usual sharpness fades, replaced by something you canât quite name.
âCome on,â she finally says, her voice quieter. âLetâs get that drink.â
You follow her into the bar, bracing yourself for whateverâs coming next.
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The bar is dimly lit, the kind of place where the furniture doesnât match and the music is just loud enough to drown out awkward silences. It smells like spilled beer and fried food, comforting in a low-effort kind of way. You follow Chaewon to a corner table, sliding into the seat opposite her. Your back is hunched, arms resting on the table like they might just hold you together.
Chaewon doesnât even ask what you want. She waves down the bartender and orders your usualâa whiskey sodaâand something for herself. The fact that she remembers your drink feels both reassuring and mildly irritating, like sheâs been quietly cataloging your life just to one-up you at moments like this.
When she comes back with the drinks, she slides yours across the table, taking her own seat. âHere,â she says, setting her glass down with a little more force than necessary. âDrink. You need it.â
You pick up the glass, taking a slow sip. The burn of the whiskey settles in your chest, warming you in a way the freezing walk over couldnât.
For a moment, you think she might let you enjoy the drink in peace. But of course not.
âSo,â she starts, leaning back in her chair. âWhat happened?â
You sigh, swirling the ice in your glass. âDo we have to do this now?â
âYes.â Her tone is firm, unrelenting. She sips her drink, her eyes fixed on you over the rim of the glass. âSpill.â
You set the glass down, running a hand through your hair. âWe just⌠werenât compatible anymore.â
Chaewon snorts. âBullshit. What does that even mean?â
âIt means we had different tastes,â you say, glaring at her. âShe liked going out all the time; Iâd rather stay home. She liked clubbing; I liked reading. She thought Netflix was boringâwho even thinks that?!â You pause, rubbing your temples. âAnd then she started getting distant, like she didnât even enjoy talking to me anymore. Everything I said felt like it annoyed her. UntilâŚâ
âUntil?â Chaewon prompts, her tone sharper now.
âUntil she snapped,â you mutter. âShe said I was boring. And too nerdy. For her, apparently.â
Chaewonâs jaw tightens. âYouâre fucking kidding me.â
âNope.â
âThatâs such bullshit.â She slams her drink down on the table, the glass clinking against the wood. âWhat the hell is wrong with her? I mean, boring? Nerdy? Please. Sheâs just projecting her own basic-ass insecurities onto you.â
You let out a weak laugh, staring into your drink. âYeah, well, you warned me, right?â
âYouâre damn right I did.â She points a finger at you like sheâs scolding a misbehaving child. âFrom the second you introduced her, I knew she wasnât worth it. God, the way she talked about astrology like it was a science? Red flag. Huge.â
âOkay, she wasnât that bad,â you mutter.
Chaewon narrows her eyes. âDonât defend her. She literally called you boring, and for what? Because youâre not into overpriced cocktails and pretending to enjoy techno music?â
You chuckle despite yourself, shaking your head.
âAnd another thing,â she continues, clearly warming up now. âWhy the hell do you always go for these girls, huh? These⌠these cookie-cutter influencers or wannabe fashionistas or whatever? Itâs like you have a radar for people who are only gonna treat you like crap.â
âWow, thanks for the support,â you say dryly.
âIâm serious!â She leans forward, her voice dropping slightly. âYou could date someone who actually appreciates you. Someone who doesnât think liking sci-fi is a crime or that staying in is a death sentence. Someone whoâŚâ She pauses, looking away briefly before shaking her head. âAnyway, you have terrible taste, is what Iâm saying.â
You rest your arms on the table, elbows planted firmly as your hands cradle your head. The whiskey soda sits half-finished in front of you, the ice already starting to melt, but you barely notice it.
âI donât think Iâm compatible with anyone,â you mutter, more to the table than to Chaewon.
She leans back in her chair, crossing her arms as she watches you with that unreadable expression sheâs so good at. âOh, here we go.â
âIâm serious.â You glance up at her, your face twisted in defeat. âI think Iâm just⌠done. With all of it.â
ââDoneâ?â she repeats, her tone dripping with skepticism.
âYeah.â You sit up slightly, gesturing vaguely with one hand. âLove. Dating. Relationships. The whole thing. Whatâs the point? Itâs just rejection after rejection, disappointment after disappointment. Maybe itâs me. Maybe Iâm the problem.â
Chaewon snorts, swirling the drink in her hand. âThatâs dramatic, even for you.â
âIs it, though?â You lean forward, resting your chin on your hands. âI mean, think about it. Every time I try, it ends the same way. They get bored, or I annoy them, or they find someone else whoâs, I donât know, less me.â
Her brows knit together slightly, the teasing edge in her expression softening just a bit. âYouâre being ridiculous.â
âNo, Iâm being realistic,â you counter, sitting back in your chair with a defeated sigh. âMaybe Iâm just not meant to be with anyone. Maybe Iâm one of those people whoâs better off alone.â
She groans, pinching the bridge of her nose. âGod, youâre exhausting.â
âSee? Even you canât stand me for too long,â you joke bitterly.
Chaewon sets her drink down with a loud clink, leaning forward to glare at you. âStop it. Youâre not the problem. Like I said, the problem is your taste in women.â
âDo you really think so?â
âDon't play dumb.â She waves a hand, dismissing your confusion. âYou keep picking people who donât deserve you. People who donât get you. Thatâs on them, not you.â
âOr maybe,â you say, lowering your voice, âIâm just not worth getting.â
Her glare sharpens, and for a second, you think she might actually throw her drink at you. âDonât. Donât do that self-pitying bullshit. Youâre worth it. Youâre just too stupid to see it.â
You let out a humorless laugh, rubbing your hands over your face. âThanks for the pep talk. Really uplifting.â
Chaewon exhales sharply, sitting back and crossing her arms again. âLook, youâre not perfect. Youâre stubborn, and you overthink everything, and sometimes you talk about The Legend of Zelda like itâs a religion.â
âIt is a religion,â you mutter.
âButââ she continues, ignoring you, ââyouâre also kind, and funny, and smart. And you care, probably too much, which is why these assholes keep hurting you. Thatâs not a bad thing, okay? It just means you need to stop wasting your time on people who donât care back.â
Her words hang in the air, heavier than you expected. You stare at your glass, tracing the condensation with your finger. âIâm tired, Chaewon,â you admit quietly. âIâm just⌠tired of trying.â
Her expression softens, the sharp edges dulling slightly. She reaches across the table, nudging your hand with hers. âThen stop trying so hard. Let the right person find you.â
You glance up at her, and for a moment, you think you see something in her eyesâsomething that makes your chest tighten. But before you can figure it out, she leans back, grabbing her drink again.
âAnd in the meantime,â she adds, her smirk returning, âstop being such a drama queen. Youâre not giving up on love. Think of it like you're taking a break.â
You laugh despite yourself, shaking your head. âFine. A break. But if I die alone, Iâm haunting you.â
âDeal.â She clinks her glass against yours, a crooked smile on her lips.
You take another sip of your drink, feeling the warmth seep into your bones. The weight on your chest feels a little lighter now, though not by much. Chaewon watches you over the rim of her glass, thereâs something softer lurking in her gazeâa flicker of concern sheâd probably deny if you brought it up.
âSo,â you say, breaking the silence, âdid you actually cut your hair?â
Chaewon huffs, rolling her eyes. âYes. Why?â
You shrug, trying to sound casual. âIt suits you. I mean, itâs good. Really good, actually.â
She pauses mid-sip, her eyes flicking to yours. âThanks,â she says, her tone vague, but the way she fidgets with her glass gives her away.
You smirk, leaning back in your chair. âYouâre bad at taking compliments, you know that?â
âShut up,â she mutters, but thereâs no real heat behind it. Her lips twitch like sheâs fighting a smile, and for a second, the tension between you dissolves completely.
The conversation drifts to safer territory after that, and you find yourself updating her on the games youâve been playing. âIâve been sinking way too many hours into that new RPG,â you admit, swirling the ice in your glass. âThe one with the insane skill trees? Itâs stupidly addictive.â
She tilts her head, genuinely interested. âThe one with the branching storylines?â
âYeah! Iâve already screwed up like three questlines because I made the wrong dialogue choices. Itâs brutal.â
Chaewon chuckles, resting her chin on her hand as she listens. âSounds like itâs punishing you for being indecisive.â
âExactly! Itâs like the developers made it specifically to torture me.â
You keep talking, describing the game mechanics, the world-building, the characters. And she listens. Really listens. Sheâs not scrolling through her phone or zoning out or pretending to care just to be polite. Sheâs engaged, asking questions, making observations that show sheâs actually paying attention.
It hits you then, how different this is. How different she is.
Your ex never really cared about this stuff. Sheâd roll her eyes the moment you brought up a game, tuning out or flat-out telling you she wasnât interested. Conversations with her always felt like walking a tightrope, trying to find the one topic that wouldnât bore her. With Chaewon, itâs⌠easy.
âHonestly, I think youâd like it,â you say, gesturing with your glass. âThe storyâs your kind of thingâmorally gray characters, lots of political intrigue. Youâd probably end up siding with the villain, though.â
She raises an eyebrow. âExcuse me? Why would I side with the villain?â
âBecause youâre a menace,â you deadpan, grinning when she rolls her eyes.
âYeah, well, at least Iâm not the type to get emotionally attached to fictional characters,â she fires back, smirking.
âFirst of all, rude,â you say, pointing at her. âSecond of all, you cried at the end of Fullmetal Alchemist, so donât even.â
Her smirk falters, and she narrows her eyes. âThat doesnât count. That was different.â
âSure it was.â
The banter flows easily, the kind that feels effortless, natural. You realize, not for the first time, how much you enjoy talking to her. How much you look forward to these moments when the world feels less crushing and complicated.
And then thereâs the way sheâs looking at you now, her dark eyes steady and focused, her chin still resting on her hand. Like sheâs actually glad to be here with you.
You donât say it out loud, but itâs nice.
Itâs more than nice.
âAnyway,â she says, breaking the silence, âif youâre going to recommend a game, you better let me borrow it. Why waste money when I've got you, my walking game library?"
You laugh, raising your glass in mock salute. âConsider it done.â
You canât help but smile as Chaewon takes a sip of her drink, the corners of her lips quirking upward in that way that says sheâs amused but refuses to fully admit it. Her eyes glimmer in the low bar lighting, and for a moment, it feels like the two of you are in your own little bubble, separate from the hum of the bar around you.
âYou know,â you say, swirling the last of your whiskey, âI wasnât kidding about you siding with the villain. Youâve got that whole morally ambiguous vibe.â
Chaewon raises an eyebrow, leaning forward slightly. âExcuse me? Morally ambiguous? Care to elaborate?â
âSure.â You grin, resting your elbows on the table. âYouâre always roasting me for no reason. You have a resting bitch face so intense it scares the new hires. And donât think I didnât see you steal the last donut at the office meeting last week, even though you knew I hadnât had breakfast.â
Her jaw drops in mock indignation. âOkay, first of all, the donuts are fair game. Itâs survival of the fittest.â
âOh, is that what youâre calling it?â you tease. âBecause it looked more like petty theft.â
Chaewon snorts, trying to stifle her laugh, but it escapes anywayâa melodic sound that fills the space between you. Itâs unguarded, real, and it makes your chest feel a little lighter.
âSecond of all,â she continues, still smiling, âyou were too slow. Not my fault you canât fight for what you want.â
âWow,â you say, feigning a wounded expression. âCold. Absolutely ruthless.â
âIâm a realist,â she quips, smirking.
âNo, youâre a donut thief.â
That gets her again. She leans back, laughing openly now, her shoulders shaking as she tries to catch her breath. The sound is warm, bright, and for some reason, it feels like a rewardâa moment of connection you didnât realize you needed.
âGod, youâre such an idiot,â she says, wiping at the corner of her eye.
âMaybe,â you admit, grinning. âBut at least Iâm not the office villain.â
âOh, please.â She rolls her eyes but doesnât stop smiling. âIf anyoneâs the villain, itâs you. Youâre the one who keeps stealing my stapler.â
âOnly because you keep hiding my mouse batteries.â
âThat was one time.â
âAnd it was chaos,â you retort. âI couldnât even Google how to fix it because I didnât have a mouse!â
She laughs again, her head tilting back slightly, and you realize how rare it is to see her this relaxed. Thereâs always a sharpness to herâan edgeâbut right now, sheâs softer, her usual armor cracked just enough for you to peek through.
âYou know,â you say after a moment, your tone more thoughtful, âyou should laugh more. It suits you.â
She blinks, caught off guard, her smile fading just slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âJust that itâs nice,â you say simply, leaning back in your chair. âSeeing you like this. Itâs⌠nice.â
She looks at you for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then, she clears her throat, sitting up straighter. âDonât get sappy on me, okay? I donât do sappy.â
âNoted,â you say with a mock salute, though you canât help but notice the faint blush creeping up her neck.
The conversation drifts again, this time to lighter topicsâshared office gossip, the weird guy who sits by the printer, and that time Chaewon accidentally sent a snarky email to the entire department.
But through it all, you find yourself stealing glances at her, marveling at how she seems to know exactly how to pull you out of your own head. How she listens, really listens, in a way that makes you feel seen. And how her laughterâbright, unrestrained, and unapologetically herâlingers in the back of your mind, long after the sound fades.
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The bar has emptied out a bit, the din of voices replaced by the soft hum of the jukebox in the corner playing some indie song you donât recognize. Three rounds have come and goneâthe whiskey soda you started with, smooth and sharp; a pint of amber ale, bitter enough to match your mood; and finally, a vodka tonic that sits untouched, the ice long since melted into a watery mess. Youâre slumped over, your head resting on your arms, the fatigue creeping in after a long, emotionally draining day.
Across from you, Chaewon is still sitting upright, her glass half-empty as she watches you with an expression you canât quite place. The faint buzz of alcohol has softened the sharp edges of her usual demeanor, leaving her looking almost thoughtful.
You lift your head just enough to look at her, squinting through the dim light. âWhat?â
She blinks, startled, as if she didnât realize youâd noticed her staring. âWhat, what?â
âThat look,â you say, waving a hand vaguely in her direction. âYouâre doing that thing where youâre thinking too hard. Whatâs on your mind?â
Chaewon huffs, leaning back in her chair and crossing her arms. âNothing.â
âBullshit,â you murmur, resting your chin on your arms. âYouâve got that little smile thing going on. Spill.â
Her lips twitch, betraying her, and she glances away like sheâs debating whether or not to answer. Finally, she sighs, shaking her head. âItâs just⌠youâve got this thing about you.â
You raise an eyebrow, intrigued despite your exhaustion. âWhat thing?â
âThis⌠helpless puppy vibe,â she says, her voice laced with reluctant amusement. âLike youâre just wandering through life, looking all lost and sad, and it makes people want to take care of you.â
You stare at her, caught between offense and confusion. âA puppy? Really?â
âYeah, a puppy,â she repeats, smirking now. âBig, sad eyes. Kind of scruffy. Probably needs a bath. It's dangerous, you know?â
âWow,â you say, sitting up slightly. âThanks for that vivid and insulting description.â
âYou asked.â She shrugs, but thereâs something softer in her gaze now, a flicker of vulnerability sheâs trying to hide.
You rest your head back on your arms, watching her through half-lidded eyes. âSo whatâs so dangerous about this hypothetical puppy version of me?â
Chaewon hesitates, tapping her fingers against her glass. When she speaks, her voice is quieter, almost hesitant. âDangerous for⌠someone who thinks you deserve better. Someone who wants to see you happy.â
The words hang between you, heavy and unexpected. For a moment, youâre not sure if you heard her right.
âSomeone like that actually exists?â you ask, your tone a mix of skepticism and self-deprecating humor.
She doesnât answer immediately, her eyes flicking up to meet yours. Thereâs something in her expression nowâsomething raw and unguarded that youâve never seen before.
âYouâre looking at this person,â she says simply.
The room feels too quiet all of a sudden, the music in the background fading into nothing. You stare at her, trying to process the weight of her words. Thereâs no teasing smirk, no sarcastic remark to soften the blow. Just Chaewon, sitting there, her gaze steady and unapologetic.
You open your mouth to respond, but nothing comes out. Your brain is scrambling for somethingâanythingâto say, but all you can do is stare at her like an idiot.
Finally, she breaks the silence, her lips quirking into a small, self-conscious smile. âDonât look so shocked. Itâs not like Iâve been subtle.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â you mutter, your voice cracking slightly.
She laughs softly, the sound both nervous and amused. âYouâre an idiot, you know that?â
âYeah,â you admit, still reeling. âIâm starting to get that.â
Chaewon leans forward, resting her elbows on the table as she studies you. âYou donât have to say anything,â she says quietly. âI just⌠I thought you should know.â
You nod slowly, your mind still spinning. The warmth in her gaze, the way sheâs looking at you nowâit feels like a lifeline, pulling you out of the fog youâve been drowning in.
âThanks,â you say finally.
âFor what?â
âFor⌠being here.â
The bar feels quieter than ever, as if the world has tuned out everything except the two of you. The moment feels too big for words, so you donât try.
Instead, you ask:
âCan I hug you?â
Her eyebrows shoot up. âRight now? In the middle of the bar?â
You glance around, gesturing vaguely at the room. âWhy not? Nobodyâs paying attention.â
She hesitates, lips pursed as if sheâs weighing the pros and cons. Then, with a small huff of resignation, she nods. âFine. But if this gets weird, Iâm blaming you.â
You stand up slowly, your heart beating a little too fast as you make your way around the table. Chaewon stays seated for a moment, like sheâs still deciding if sheâs really going to go through with it, but then she rises to meet you.
Her arms come up awkwardly at first, like sheâs not sure where to put them, but then you pull her in, and everything just clicks.
Her small frame presses against yours, fitting perfectly into the curve of your arms. Sheâs warm, her body soft but firm where it leans into you. Her hair smells faintly of citrus and something floralâclean, crisp, and distinctly her. And her perfume⌠itâs subtle but intoxicating, a quiet reminder of how she always seems to take your breath away without trying.
You hold her tighter, your hands resting gently on the small of her back. She doesnât pull awayâin fact, she leans in just a little more, her cheek brushing against your chest.
âThis is nice,â you murmur, your voice low and almost sleepy.
She chuckles softly, the sound vibrating against you. âYou sound like youâre about to fall asleep.â
âMaybe I am,â you admit, your eyelids drooping. âCould totally sleep here, just like this.â
Chaewon tilts her head back slightly to look up at you, her eyes catching the dim light in a way that makes your heart do something weird and uncoordinated. âYouâre such an idiot,â she says, but thereâs no bite to her words.
âAn idiot whoâs comfortable,â you counter, letting your head rest lightly against hers.
She hesitates for a beat, then says, âCome to my place.â
You blink, pulling back just enough to meet her gaze. âWhat?â
âMy apartment,â she says, her voice quieter now but steady. âItâs close. You can crash there. No point in going all the way home when youâre about to pass out.â
For a moment, you just look at her, trying to process what exactly sheâs offering.
âThatâs⌠a great idea,â you say finally, your lips curving into a small smile. âLetâs do it.â
Chaewon steps back, giving you one last once-over like sheâs making sure you wonât collapse on the way there. âGood. But if you snore, Iâm kicking you out.â
âFair,â you reply, grinning.
As the two of you leave the bar together, stepping out into the crisp night air, you canât help but feel like something has shiftedâsomething subtle but undeniable. The space between you feels smaller now, the connection deeper.
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Chaewonâs apartment greets you with a kind of stillness, like itâs been waiting quietly for her return. Sheâs ahead of you, shrugging off her coat and neatly hanging it on the hook by the door before toeing off her boots and lining them up with precision against the wall.
âMake yourself at home,â she says, her voice casual but carrying that hint of expectation, like sheâs daring you to do anything but comply. âWant some tea?â
âTea sounds great,â you say, still standing awkwardly in the entryway, unsure where to step in a place that looks like it belongs in a design catalog. To avoid mistakes, you mimic her movements, hanging your coat next to hers, same thing with your shoes. You place your bag on the floor beside the sofa to keep it from being in the way. "I love tea, it's very, uh, natural."
She nods and disappears into the kitchen, leaving you to take it all in.
The space is pure Chaewonâclean, clinical, with sharp angles and muted tones. The furniture is sleek and minimal, not a throw pillow out of place. Even the books on the shelves are organized by size, their spines forming a perfect gradient from light to dark. Thereâs no clutter, no mess, not even a stray sock to prove she actually lives here.
You wander further in, the floor under your socked feet smooth and cool. Thereâs a single potted plant on the windowsill, its leaves glossy and impossibly green, like itâs been getting five-star treatment since birth. You stop to study it, half expecting to see tiny instructions taped to the potâwater twice a day, rotate for even sunlight, apologize if you overwater.
The shelves catch your eye next. Books, a few picture frames, a small collection of vinyl records. You tilt your head, curious, but resist the urge to reach out and touch anything. The last thing you need is to knock over some rare artifact of her highly curated life.
âYouâre snooping,â Chaewonâs voice comes from behind you, startling you enough to make you flinch.
âNot snooping,â you protest, spinning around. âJust⌠looking. Observing. Admiring?â
She raises an eyebrow, one hand holding a mug, the other a small tray with a teapot and another mug. âUh-huh. You're acting like a nosy puppy.â
âErr, I really don't understand this correlation between puppies and me... Maybe Iâm just trying to figure you out,â you quip, though your face feels a little warm at being caught.
Chaewon smirks, setting the tray down on the coffee table and gesturing for you to sit on the couch. You oblige, sinking into the surprisingly firm cushions as she pours the tea with careful precision.
Her movements are methodical, each gesture deliberate, like sheâs done this a thousand times before. When she hands you the mug, her fingers brush yours for just a second, and youâre hit again with that faint citrus-and-floral scent that clings to her.
âThanks,â you say, wrapping your hands around the mug for warmth.
She sits down beside you, her posture as precise as everything else about her. For a moment, neither of you says anything, the silence filled with the soft clink of the teapot as she sets it back on the tray.
âSo?â she asks, finally breaking the quiet. âWhatâs your verdict?â
âOn what?â
âMy place,â she says, gesturing around with one hand. âYouâve been staring at everything like a toddler in a museum.â
You laugh, shaking your head. âItâs⌠very you.â
Her brow furrows slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âOrganized. Clean. Intimidatingly perfect,â you say, taking a sip of tea to hide your smirk.
Chaewon narrows her eyes at you, but thereâs no real heat behind it. âYouâre lucky youâre tired, or Iâd kick you out for that one.â
âYouâd miss me,â you shoot back.
âDrink your tea,â she says, turning away, but you donât miss the faint smile tugging at her lips.
The teaâs warmth seeps into your hands as you cradle the mug, its steam curling lazily into the air. Chaewon sits beside you, legs crossed, her own mug resting on her knee as she watches you with that quiet intensity sheâs so good at. The conversation has drifted to safer topicsâwork drama, the weird quirks of your mutual coworkersâbut the energy feels heavier now, like thereâs something unspoken hanging between you.
You laugh at something she says about your bossâs obsession with motivational quotes, but it comes out thinner than you intended. Chaewon notices immediately, her sharp eyes narrowing slightly.
âYou okay?â she asks, tilting her head.
You hesitate, your fingers tightening around the mug. âYeah, Iâm fine.â
âDonât lie to me,â she says, her voice soft but firm. âYouâve got that weird energy again.â
You laugh nervously, setting the mug down on the coffee table. âWeird energy?â
âYeah,â she says, leaning back against the couch. âLike youâre trying to calculate how to escape a room without making a scene.â
You rub the back of your neck, looking away. âItâs nothing. Just⌠tired, I guess.â
Chaewon isnât buying it. She sets her mug down beside yours and shifts slightly, turning to face you more directly. âSpill. Whatâs going on?â
You glance at her, then quickly look away again, focusing on the pattern of the rug instead. âItâs stupid.â
âGood thing Iâve got time for stupid,â she says, her voice tinged with amusement. âCome on. Out with it.â
You sigh, your shoulders sagging. âItâs just⌠I donât want to ruin things.â
âRuin what?â she asks, her brow furrowing.
âThis,â you say, gesturing vaguely between you. âUs. Iâve messed up before, you know? With other girls. I always say the wrong thing, or do the wrong thing, or just⌠end up being too much. And I donât want to lose you. Youâre one of the few people who actually seems to get me.â
The words hang in the air. You immediately regret saying them, your stomach twisting as you brace for whatever sharp, sarcastic response sheâs bound to throw your way.
But it doesnât come.
Instead, Chaewon shifts closer, her movements slow and deliberate. She leans forward, resting her elbows on her knees as she looks at you, her face unreadable. âYou wonât ruin anything,â she says quietly, her voice steady. âI promise.â
You glance at her, startled by the softness in her tone. âYou donât know that.â
âYes, I do,â she counters, her gaze unwavering. âYou think I donât know who you are by now? All the awkwardness, the overthinking, the dumb jokes? Thatâs you. And I like you just the way you are.â
Her words make you feel something strange in your chest, leaving you momentarily speechless. Chaewon doesnât look away, her expression open and sincere in a way that feels almost vulnerable.
âIâm serious,â she continues, her voice softer now. âYou donât have to try so hard with me. Youâre not gonna scare me off or mess this up. So just⌠relax, okay?â
You swallow hard, your throat tight. âI donât deserve you saying things like that.â
Her lips curve into a small, wry smile. âProbably not. But lucky for you, Iâm generous.â
You laugh, the sound shaky but real, and she smiles wider at that. The tension in your chest eases a little, replaced by something warmer, something that feels suspiciously like hope.
Chaewon leans back against the couch, close enough now that her shoulder brushes yours. âBetter?â
âYeah,â you say, your voice quiet. âThanks.â
She shrugs, reaching for her tea again. âDonât mention it. Just donât make me say all that sappy stuff twice.â
âDeal,â you reply, grinning despite yourself.
You pick up your mug again, staring into it like the tea holds the answers to all of lifeâs mysteries. Chaewonâs sitting close enough that you can feel the warmth radiating off her, which is both comforting and mildly distracting. You decide to lean into it, thoughâinto her, into this whole vibe.
âSo,â you start, trying to sound casual, âwhat kind of guys are you into?â
Chaewon doesnât even blink. She raises an eyebrow, her lips quirking in a way that tells you she knows exactly what youâre doing. âSeriously? Thatâs where youâre going with this?â
âWhat?â You shrug, feigning innocence. âIâm just curious. You never talk about that kind of stuff.â
âBecause itâs none of your business,â she says, her voice dry, but sheâs smirking now, her amusement clear.
âCome on,â you press, leaning a little closer. âHumor me. Whatâs your type?â
She tilts her head, pretending to think about it. âHmm. Letâs see. I guess I like someone whoâs kind of a mess, but in a lovable way.â
Your eyebrows shoot up, and youâre pretty sure your cheeks are starting to heat up. âA mess?â
âYeah,â she says, nodding seriously. âLike, theyâve probably got zero game, but theyâre sweet, and funny, and they care about people even when they shouldnât.â
You narrow your eyes at her. âAre you describing me right now?â
She doesnât answer directly, just sips her tea with an exaggerated innocence that makes you want to throw a pillow at her.
âOkay, fine,â you say, leaning back against the couch and crossing your arms. âWhat else?â
âHmm,â she hums, dragging it out on purpose. âDefinitely someone whoâs way too into nerdy stuff. Like, they could probably write an entire essay on the politics of some random video game world.â
You groan, hiding your face in your hands. âOh my god.â
âAnd theyâve got to be a little awkward,â she continues, her smirk growing. âLike, they think theyâre flirting right now, but theyâre just embarrassing themselves.â
âOkay, I get it!â you cut her off, your voice muffled by your hands.
Chaewon laughs, the sound bright and unapologetic. She reaches over, nudging your shoulder. âWhat? You asked.â
âYeah, and I regret it,â you mutter, peeking at her through your fingers. âYouâre the worst, you know that?â
âIâve been told,â she says, looking far too pleased with herself.
Thereâs a pause as you both settle back into the couch, the playful tension between you easing into something quieter. Then Chaewon stretches, rolling her neck like sheâs trying to work out a kink.
âUgh,â she groans, rubbing the back of her neck. âI think Iâve been sitting at my desk too long this week.â
You glance at her, raising an eyebrow. âWhat, you need a massage or something?â
âActually, yeah,â she says, turning to look at you with an expression thatâs far too smug. âSince youâre offering.â
You blink, caught off guard. âWait, I wasnâtââ
âToo late. Offer accepted,â she interrupts, shifting to sit sideways on the couch and giving you her back.
You hesitate for a second, then sigh, setting your mug aside. âFine. But if you complain, Iâm stopping.â
âJust shut up and get to it,â she says, tossing a glance over her shoulder.
You roll your eyes but move closer, placing your hands lightly on her shoulders. Her body tenses slightly under your touch at first, but as you start to knead gently, her posture softens.
âNot bad,â she murmurs, tilting her head forward to give you better access.
âNot bad?â you echo, your fingers working into the knots in her shoulders. âIâll have you know, I give amazing massages.â
âSure you do,â she says, her voice slightly muffled.
You work silently for a bit, your hands moving with more confidence as you get into a rhythm. Itâs oddly intimate, this moment between you, and youâre not sure whether to be grateful or terrified by how comfortable it feels.
Your hands move slowly, working into the tension in Chaewonâs shoulders, but the longer you touch her, the harder it is to focus. She feels warm under your hands, soft in all the right places, and the faint scent of her perfume is messing with your head in a way youâre not sure youâre ready to deal with.
Chaewon lets out a quiet sigh, tilting her head to the side to give you better access. Her short hair falls away from her neck, exposing smooth, pale skin that catches the dim light just right. You pause for half a second, your hands hovering, suddenly hyper-aware of how close you are to her.
âYou okay back there?â she asks, glancing at you over her shoulder with a raised eyebrow.
âYeah,â you mutter, quickly resuming the massage. âJust⌠trying to find the knot.â
Her lips twitch like she doesnât entirely believe you, but she doesnât call you out on it. Instead, she leans forward a bit, giving you even more space to work. âWell, donât chicken out. I could really use this.â
Your hands move lower, grazing the tops of her shoulder blades, and you feel her shiver slightly under your touch. Itâs subtle, but itâs enough to send your thoughts spiraling. Suddenly, the innocent, friendly massage doesnât feel so innocent anymore.
Chaewon shifts slightly, her back arching just enough to make you notice, and you swallow hard, your fingers faltering for just a second. She doesnât say anything, but the air between you feels thicker now, charged with something youâre not sure either of you expected.
You clear your throat, trying to focus. âYouâve got a lot of tension here,â you say, your voice coming out lower than you intended.
âYeah?â she murmurs, her tone almost teasing. âGuess youâd better keep going.â
You canât help it; your eyes drift down her back, tracing the curve of her spine under her blouse. Your hands move on their own, pressing into the muscles just below her shoulders, but all you can think about is how much you want to touch more. Explore more.
She tilts her head back slightly, her neck exposed, and youâve never seen her look more beautiful. Itâs not just the way her body reacts under your handsâitâs the way sheâs completely at ease, trusting you in a way that feels almost vulnerable.
âYouâre good at this,â she says, her voice softer now, almost breathy.
âYeah?â you say, trying to keep the nervous edge out of your voice. âMaybe I missed my calling.â
She chuckles, the sound low and warm, and something about it makes your pulse pick up. âDonât get cocky.â
Your hands move lower again, brushing against the edge of her lower back, and she shifts under your touch, her breath hitching just slightly. Itâs enough to make your resolve start to crumble.
You want herâhave wanted her for longer than youâre willing to admitâbut now, with her so close, so warm, so utterly Chaewon, it feels impossible to ignore. Every time your hands move, every time she sighs or shifts, it pulls you deeper into something you donât think you can back out of.
But you hesitate, your hands lingering on her back, unsure of how to bridge the gap between whatâs happening and what you want to happen.
Your hands pause for just a moment when Chaewon shifts again, her body leaning slightly forward. Her shoulders tense briefly before relaxing, and then, in a voice quieter than youâve ever heard from her, she says, âYou can go lower⌠if you want.â
Time stops.
Youâre not even sure you heard her right at first. Your brain scrambles to process the words, but your hands are already moving, sliding lower down her back, fingertips brushing over the curve of her waist. You swallow hard, every nerve in your body buzzing.
Her blouse is soft, thin enough that you can feel the heat of her skin beneath it. Your hands press into her, kneading gently, and she lets out a quiet sigh that shoots straight through you.
âThatâs⌠nice,â she murmurs, her head tilting slightly forward.
You chuckle nervously, trying to play it cool even though your heart feels like itâs about to break through your ribs. âYeah? Iâve got skills.â
She lets out a soft laugh, the sound breathy, and shifts again as your hands move down to her lower back, squeezing lightly. Her body reacts under your touchâa slight arch of her back, a shiver that you feel more than seeâand itâs driving you insane.
âSeriously,â she says, her voice muffled as she rests her arms on her knees. âYouâre too good at this.â
âYouâre welcome,â you tease, your voice low, though youâre barely holding it together.
Her sighs grow softer, more frequent, and her breathing starts to change, deepening slightly. Youâre not sure whatâs happening anymore, but you donât care. Youâre touching her, sheâs letting you, and it feels like the world has narrowed down to just the two of you.
Then she mumbles something, so quiet you almost miss it.
âWhat?â you ask, leaning in instinctively, your ear close to her lips. âWhat did you say?â
She doesnât look at you, doesnât move. For a moment, you think she wonât answer, but then, in a voice so small it barely feels like her, she murmurs, âKiss me.â
Oh.
Your breath catches. You pull back slightly, just enough to look at her, but sheâs still staring down at her knees, her face half-hidden by the angle.
âChaewon,â you say softly, her name catching in your throat.
She doesnât respond, doesnât look up, but her body shifts toward you, and thatâs all the confirmation you need.
You lean in slowly, your lips brushing against the curve of her neck. Her skin is warm and soft, and she smells so good it makes your head spin. You start with a gentle kiss, hesitant, testing, but when she doesnât pull awayâwhen she lets out the quietest, softest sighâyou lose what little restraint you had left.
Your lips press more firmly against her neck, trailing downward, tasting her skin. Her body tilts toward you, her breathing uneven now, and one of her hands comes up to rest lightly on your arm, her fingers curling against your sleeve.
âGod,â you murmur against her skin, your voice barely audible.
She doesnât say anything, but the way she shifts closer, the way her fingers tighten on your arm, tells you everything you need to know.
Your lips trail up from her neck, slow and deliberate, savoring the warmth of her skin and the way she tilts her head to give you more access. Each kiss pulls a soft sigh from her, barely audible, but enough to set your blood on fire. You can feel her pulse quicken beneath your lips, her breathing uneven as you move closer to her jawline.
And then, without really thinking, you shift your angle and capture her lips.
She turns slightly, just enough to meet you halfway, and the kiss is soft at firstâtentative, testing. The faint taste of tea lingers on her lips, mixing with a trace of whiskey, and itâs so much better than you expected. You kiss her deeper, and she responds, her lips parting slightly as the kiss grows more insistent.
Youâre still behind her, one arm slipping around her waist to pull her closer as your other hand trails up her side. Her body melts into yours, her back pressing against your chest, and you can feel the subtle tremor running through her as your lips move together.
Her blouse is in your way. Itâs driving you crazy.
Your hands start to move without thinking, sliding down her front and finding the buttons of her blouse. The fabric is soft, just like her, and your fingers fumble slightly, but you manage to undo the first button, then the second, all while keeping your lips locked with hers.
Chaewon lets out a quiet gasp as your hand brushes against her bare skin, and it sends a shiver down your spine. Her hand reaches up, tangling in your hair, pulling you closer as her other hand grips your arm, her nails digging in lightly.
âAre youâŚâ she starts to whisper, but her words are lost in a gasp when you undo another button, your hand slipping inside her blouse to rest against her stomach.
She feels so warm under your touch, her body soft and perfect, and you canât help but move your hand upward, brushing the edge of her bra. Her head falls back against your shoulder, her breathing heavy, and you take the opportunity to kiss her neck again, trailing upward to her ear.
âYouâre beautiful,â you murmur, the words slipping out before you can stop them.
Chaewon freezes for just a second, like sheâs caught off guard, but then she turns her head slightly, meeting your lips again in a kiss thatâs more desperate than the first. Her hands pull you closer, her body pressing against yours as her blouse falls open, the fabric slipping from her shoulders.
You barely notice the sound of her breath hitching, too focused on the way her skin feels under your hands, the way her lips taste like tea and warmth and Chaewon.
The blouse clings stubbornly to Chaewonâs waist, but youâve had enough of it. She seems to share the same feeling, raising her arms without a word, your fingers find the fabric, and with one smooth, determined motion, you slide it up and over her head, tossing it behind you without a glance. Now sheâs facing you, her skin flushed, her breathing shallow, and for a moment, all you can do is stare.
Her tiny waist curves perfectly into her hips, her perky breasts framed by a simple black lace bra that somehow makes her even more devastatingly beautiful. Chaewon shifts slightly under your gaze, her cheeks turning pink, but she doesnât look away. Instead, she smirks faintly, like she knows exactly whatâs going through your head.
âYou done staring, or should I charge you for the show?â she teases, her voice light but tinged with nervousness.
You grin, your heart pounding. âSorry, just⌠wow. Youâre gorgeous, Chaewon.â
Her smirk falters, her lips parting slightly, and for a moment, she looks almost shy. But then she steps closer, fingers already moving toward the buttons of your blouse. âOkay, your turn. Fairâs fair.â
She starts unbuttoning slowly, each flick of her fingers deliberate, grazing your skin just enough to send shivers down your spine. Once the last button is undone, she slides the blouse off your shoulders, taking off one sleeve at a time before tossing it somewhere behind her like it doesnât matter.
Her hand comes up, hesitating for a moment before she places it on your chest, her fingers trailing lightly over your skin. âIâve imagined this,â she says quietly.
You swallow hard, your breath catching at the honesty in her words. âYeah?â
âYeah,â she murmurs, her eyes meeting yours. âMore than Iâd like to admit.â
Her hand continues its slow exploration, her touch sending shivers down your spine. You feel completely exposed, but not in a bad way. Thereâs something about the way sheâs looking at youâlike sheâs seeing you, all of you, and she likes what she sees.
Unable to resist any longer, you reach for her, pulling her close and guiding her back to the couch. She lets you, her body soft and pliant under your hands as you lower her down onto the cushions.
Her hair fans out against the dark fabric, and her lips curve into a small, teasing smile as you settle on top of her, your weight braced on your elbows. âComfy?â she asks, raising an eyebrow.
âVery,â you reply, grinning down at her. âHow about you?â
âIâll let you know,â she says, her hands sliding up your back to pull you closer.
You kiss her again, slow and deep, savoring the way her body responds beneath you. Her fingers dig into your shoulders, her legs shifting to tangle with yours, and the soft sounds she makes between kisses are enough to drive you insane.
Chaewonâs lips are addictive. Every time you think youâve had your fill, she moves just right, sighs into your mouth, or tilts her head to let you deepen the kiss. Itâs impossible to stop, and honestly, you donât want to.
At some point, she breaks the kiss, panting lightly, her eyes half-lidded as she smirks. âWerenât you exhausted ten minutes ago?â
You grin, brushing your thumb against her cheek. âNot anymore. Maybe itâs the tea.â
She arches an eyebrow. âThe tea?â
âOr maybe itâs you,â you admit, leaning down to kiss her again, softer this time but no less intense.
She lets out a quiet laugh against your lips but doesnât pull away. Her hands trail down your back, her nails grazing your skin lightly enough to make you shiver. You shift slightly, pressing your lips to her jaw, then down to her neck. She tilts her head automatically, giving you more room to work, but when your mouth latches onto the delicate skin below her ear, she gasps.
âHey,â she murmurs, her voice breathy. âYouâre gonna leave marks.â
You pause, your lips hovering over her neck. âDo you want me to stop?â
Thereâs a beat of silence where she doesnât answer, just stares at you, her cheeks flushed and her breathing uneven. Then, almost too quietly, she whispers, âNo.â
You grin against her skin, nipping lightly at the same spot before sucking gently, drawing a soft moan from her. Your hand moves to her waist, holding her in place as your mouth continues its path along her neck, alternating between kisses and playful bites.
Chaewonâs fingers thread through your hair, tugging slightly as she arches into you. âYouâre such a nerd,â she mutters, though her tone lacks any real bite.
âAnd yet,â you reply, moving back up to kiss her mouth, âyouâre here.â
She laughs, muffled by your lips, and then gasps softly as you bite her bottom lip, tugging just enough to make her squirm. Her hands tighten on your shoulders, and her legs shift, tangling further with yours as your kiss deepens.
Your hands slide up her back, finding the strap of her bra. The clasp feels impossibly tiny beneath your fingers, but you work at it, trying to ignore the way your heart is racing as her body presses closer to yours.
âHaving trouble?â she teases, her lips brushing against yours.
âShut up,â you murmur, grinning as you finally manage to unhook it.
Your hands work the clasp on Chaewonâs bra, finally unhooking it with a small triumph you try to play cool. The straps slide off her shoulders, and just as youâre about to toss it aside, she holds it against her chest, her fingers gripping the fabric tightly.
âWait,â she says, her voice soft, almost hesitant.
You freeze, leaning back slightly to meet her gaze. Her cheeks are flushed, her lips slightly swollen from your kisses, but thereâs a different kind of vulnerability in her eyes now.
âYouâre not just doing this because youâre⌠you know, hurting, right?â she asks quietly. âI donât want to be just some kind of band-aid for you.â
For a moment, all the heat between you cools just enough for you to realize how much weight sheâs carrying in this moment, how much sheâs letting herself be exposed.
âChaewon,â you say, trying to lighten the mood a little, âI donât know what youâre talking about. I was already planning the wedding.â
Her eyes widen for a split second before she laughs, a short, startled sound that breaks the tension just enough. âYouâre such an idiot,â she mutters, shaking her head.
âYeah,â you admit, smiling softly. âBut seriouslyâŚâ You reach up, gently brushing a strand of hair from her face. âYouâre not a band-aid. Youâre⌠special. Youâve always been special, and Iâm sorry it took me this long to see it.â
Her breath hitches, her eyes searching yours for something you hope she finds. Then, with a faint smirk, she murmurs, âDamn right Iâm special.â
You chuckle, leaning in to press a soft kiss to her forehead. âYeah, you are. And Iâm lucky. Youâre⌠kind of the best thing in my life right now, you know that?â
Chaewon doesnât say anything, just looks at you with an expression thatâs so raw and open it makes your chest ache. Then, slowly, she lets the bra slip from her hands, her arms falling to her sides as she finally lets you see her.
Her perky breasts are small but perfect, her pale skin flushed and warm. You take a moment to just look at her, taking her in, and the way she shifts slightly under your gaze, her lips parting, makes your breath catch.
âYouâre gorgeous,â you murmur, your voice low and reverent.
She huffs, clearly trying to deflect. âYouâve said that already.â
âYeah, well, itâs true.â
Her eyes meet yours again, and this time, thereâs no hesitation, no barriers.
Your lips find hers, and this time the kiss is slower, deeper, your body pressing down against hers as you settle into the couch. Her arms wrap around your neck, pulling you closer, her fingers tangling in your hair as if sheâs trying to anchor herself.
Your hand moves almost instinctively, sliding from her waist up to her chest. When your palm finally covers her breast, you pause for just a moment, feeling the warmth of her skin beneath your hand, the softness yielding perfectly to your touch.
Chaewon lets out a quiet, breathy sound against your lips, her back arching slightly into your touch. Itâs all the encouragement you need. Your fingers squeeze gently, testing, and her responseâa soft moan that she tries to muffleâsends heat rushing through you.
You break the kiss, trailing your lips down her jaw, her neck, leaving small, open-mouthed kisses along the way. She tilts her head back, her breathing uneven, her fingers tightening in your hair as your mouth makes its way lower.
When your lips reach her collarbone, you pause to glance up at her, your eyes meeting hers. Her cheeks are flushed, her chest rising and falling with each shallow breath, and thereâs something so intoxicating about the way sheâs looking at youâtrusting, wanting.
You kiss the top of her breast first, softly, reverently, before moving lower. Your hand slides away, making room for your mouth as you finally reach her nipple.
Itâs small and perfectly pink, the areola slightly darker and tight against the cool air of the room. You pause, your lips hovering just above her skin, and then you take her nipple into your mouth, sucking gently.
Chaewon gasps, her body jolting slightly beneath you, her hands gripping your shoulders now. âGod,â she breathes, her voice trembling.
You swirl your tongue around the hardened bud, teasing, tasting, savoring the way she reactsâher quiet whimpers, the way her fingers dig into your skin. You suck a little harder, pulling her nipple further into your mouth, and she arches her back, pressing herself closer to you.
When you move to the other breast, you take your time, kissing your way across her chest, letting your lips linger on her skin. Her other nipple is just as perfect, already taut with anticipation when your tongue flicks over it for the first time.
Her response is immediateâa soft moan that makes your chest tighten, your name falling from her lips like a prayer. You suck gently, then harder, alternating with flicks of your tongue that make her shiver beneath you.
You take a moment to glance up again, her face flushed and her eyes half-closed as she watches you, her lips parted, her breathing uneven. Thereâs something about the way she looks right nowâcompletely undone, completely yoursâthat makes you feel like youâre falling and never want to stop.
You return to her breasts, your mouth working over her soft skin as if youâve got all the time in the world. Each kiss, each lick, each gentle nip earns you another sigh, another soft gasp that makes your pulse race. Her nipples are sensitive under your tongue, tightening further with every flick and suck, and you savor the way her body respondsâhow she arches toward you, her hands restless against your back, her quiet sounds growing needier.
Eventually, you pull away, leaving her flushed and breathing hard, her chest rising and falling beneath you. You kiss your way back up to her collarbone, her neck, and finally her lips, her taste familiar now but still somehow electrifying.
You pause for a moment, your forehead resting against hers as you catch your breath. âChaewon,â you murmur, your voice low and a little rough. âDo you⌠want to move to the bed?â
She looks at you, her dark eyes hazy with want but still sharp enough to catch you off guard. For a second, she just stares, like sheâs weighing the moment, before finally whispering, âYeah.â
Her answer is simple, but itâs all you need. Without hesitating, you slip your arms around her, lifting her from the couch with surprising ease. She gasps softly at the sudden movement, her hands automatically gripping your shoulders for balance, but sheâs smiling, her lips curving into a rare, unguarded grin.
âYou didnât have to carry me,â she says, her voice teasing but breathy as you press a kiss to her cheek.
âI wanted to,â you reply, grinning against her skin as you kiss your way down to her neck.
She chuckles, the sound soft and breathless, and hooks an arm around your neck, guiding you toward the hallway. You follow her lead, your lips never leaving her skin as you walk. You kiss her jaw, her ear, her throat, savoring every quiet sigh and shiver as her fingers tangle in your hair.
When you reach her bedroom, you fumble briefly but manage to switch on the light without releasing Chaewon from your grasp. A soft, amber glow floods the room, painting her delicate features in hues of warmth. You lower her onto the bed gently, taking a step back to admire the sight in front of you.
Chaewon lies there, half-naked and impossibly beautiful, her flushed skin glowing in the soft light. Her blouse is gone, her bra discarded, and her chest rises and falls with each shallow breath. Her pants are still on, but the way they cling to her hips and thighs makes your throat tighten.
You swallow hard, stepping closer as she watches you, her lips curved into a small, almost shy smile. Slowly, you reach for the waistband of her pants, your fingers brushing against her skin as you undo the button.
âYou okay?â you ask, glancing up at her.
She nods, her gaze steady but warm. âYeah. Keep going.â
You slide the zipper down, the sound loud in the quiet room, and begin to ease the fabric down her hips. The process is slower than you expect, your hands trembling slightly as you reveal inch after inch of smooth, pale skin.
And then her panties come into view.
Theyâre simple but beautiful, black lace with intricate floral patterns that contrast perfectly against her soft skin. The delicate fabric sits low on her hips, hugging her in a way that leaves little to the imagination. The edges are trimmed with a subtle scalloped design, the lace slightly sheer, hinting at the curves beneath without fully revealing them.
For a moment, you just stare, your breath catching as your hands linger on her hips. You never imagined youâd find yourself hereâliterally undressing your coworker, who youâve argued with over staplers and coffee ordersâbut here you are, and it feels like the most natural thing in the world.
âYouâre staring again,â Chaewon says, her voice tinged with humor but softer than usual.
âI think you better get used to it.â you reply, your voice low as you run your fingers lightly over the waistband of her panties.
She huffs, her cheeks turning pink, but she doesnât look away. âJust donât make it weird.â
You chuckle, leaning down to press a kiss to her stomach, just above the lace. âToo late.â
As your fingers trail along the waistband of Chaewonâs panties, her breathing hitches, her body shifting slightly beneath your touch. The delicate lace is impossibly soft under your fingertips, a fragile barrier that feels both tantalizing and maddening. Slowly, you slide your fingers under the fabric, your knuckles brushing against her skin as you begin to ease the panties down.
She lifts her hips just enough to help you, her legs bending and turning slightly as you pull the lace down her thighs, over her knees, and finally off her feet. The room feels impossibly quiet, every rustle of fabric and soft exhale amplified in the charged air between you.
When you glance back up, sheâs already spreading her legs, the invitation clear. Your breath catches as you take her in fully for the first time.
Her pussy is beautiful, her lips soft and slightly swollen, glistening faintly in the low light of the room. The pink of her inner folds is just visible, a delicate contrast against the smooth skin of her thighs. Sheâs bare, her skin perfect and inviting, the sight enough to make your mouth water.
You lean down slowly, your lips trailing kisses along the inside of her thigh. Her skin is warm beneath your mouth, impossibly soft, and she lets out a quiet, shaky sigh as your kisses move higher. Her scent hits you thenâsubtle, musky, intoxicating. Itâs uniquely her, a mix of clean and raw and heady, and it pulls you in like nothing else.
Your hands rest on her thighs, holding them gently as you kiss closer to her center. When your lips finally brush against her, she gasps softly, her body tensing for a moment before relaxing into the touch. You start slow, your tongue flicking lightly over her folds, tasting her for the first time.
Sheâs warm, slick, and utterly addictive, her taste filling your senses as you suck gently on her clit. Her body jerks slightly beneath you, her thighs trembling against your hands as she moans quietly, her voice soft and breathy.
âGod,â she murmurs, her fingers gripping the sheets tightly as her hips shift toward you.
You smile against her, your tongue moving in slow, deliberate circles, savoring every sound she makes, every small shiver of her body. Her scent grows stronger as you continue, her arousal unmistakable, and itâs everything you can do to keep your movements controlled, purposeful, to draw this out as long as you can.
Chaewonâs hands find your hair, her fingers tangling in it as she pulls you closer, her breaths coming quicker now. Her quiet gasps and soft moans are music to your ears, each one driving you further, pushing you to explore every inch of her with your mouth.
Your lips stay locked onto her, tongue flicking and teasing, savoring the way sheâs opening up for you, literally and figuratively. Chaewonâs taste is rich and intoxicating, a mix of salt and sweet that you could drown in and never come up for air. As you suck gently on her clit, your tongue presses just enough to send a ripple through her body, and her moanâlow, breathy, needyâreverberates straight through you.
âFuck,â she murmurs, her voice barely audible but dripping with desperation. âThat feels⌠so good.â
You hum against her, the vibration making her legs tremble. âYou taste so fucking amazing,â you mutter between licks, your lips brushing against her slick folds as you speak. âCould do this all night.â
She gasps, her thighs tightening around your head for a moment before relaxing again. âYouâre such a fucking nerd,â she says, trying to sound teasing but failing miserably as her voice cracks into a moan.
âAnd youâre so fucking wet,â you shoot back, your fingers sliding along her folds to prove your point. The slickness coats your fingertips instantly, and you bring them to your mouth for a quick taste, groaning softly at the sheer decadence of it. âJesus, Chaewon⌠youâre delicious.â
Her cheeks flush even darker, her hips jerking slightly as you lean back in, your tongue diving between her folds to lap up every bit of her arousal. Sheâs wetter now, her juices pooling at her entrance, and you donât waste a second, licking her clean like itâs the last thing youâll ever do.
âGod, yes,â she whimpers, her hands clutching at your hair as her back arches off the bed. âDonât stop.â
âWasnât planning to,â you reply, grinning against her before wrapping your lips around her clit again, sucking it gently but firmly.
Her response is immediateâa sharp intake of breath, her body tightening as if sheâs trying to hold herself together but failing miserably. âFuck⌠oh, fuck,â she moans, her hips grinding against your mouth, chasing the pressure.
You slide a hand up her thigh, your thumb teasing the edge of her entrance as your tongue works her clit. âYou like that?â you ask, your voice muffled by her heat.
âY-yeah,â she stammers, her head falling back against the pillow. âDonât stopâdonât fucking stop.â
Her words spur you on, your movements growing bolder, more confident. You suck harder, alternating with quick flicks of your tongue, and sheâs practically trembling now, her body taut like a bowstring.
âYouâre so fucking hot like this,â you murmur, your fingers dipping just slightly inside her, feeling how wet and warm she is, how her body clenches around the slightest touch. âCanât believe I didnât do this sooner.â
âShut up,â she gasps, her voice ragged as her hips buck against you. âJustâfuckâkeep going.â
You oblige, your tongue and fingers working in perfect tandem to drive her higher, her moans spilling out unfiltered now. Chaewonâs normally sharp, snarky voice is reduced to breathless gasps and broken curses, and itâs the hottest thing youâve ever heard.
Your tongue circles Chaewonâs clit with deliberate slowness, teasing the sensitive bundle of nerves with just enough pressure to make her squirm. Your fingers slide deeper inside her, curling slightly to find that sweet spot, the one that makes her hips jerk involuntarily. Sheâs soaking wet now, her slick heat coating your fingers, making every movement easier, smoother.
âFuck,â she moans, her voice breaking as her legs spread wider, inviting you to take everything sheâs offering. Her hands are still tangled in your hair, tugging, pulling, as if sheâs trying to ground herself while her body writhes under your touch.
You lift your head slightly, your lips brushing against her inner thigh as you speak. âLook at you,â you murmur, your voice low and rough. âSo fucking wet for me. Youâre dripping, Chaewon. You like this, huh?â
Her response is a strangled moan, her back arching off the bed as you press your thumb against her clit, rubbing in slow, deliberate circles. âY-yeah,â she gasps, her voice trembling. âI fucking love it.â
You smirk, leaning back down to suck her clit into your mouth, your tongue flicking over it in quick, teasing motions. âGood,â you say, your voice muffled by her. âBecause Iâm not stopping until youâre shaking.â
She whimpers at that, her hands tightening in your hair as her thighs clamp briefly around your head. âGod, youâre such a fucking tease,â she mutters, though the breathless laugh that follows makes it clear she doesnât mean it.
You grin, your fingers thrusting deeper as you suck harder, pulling a broken cry from her lips. âYou love it,â you reply, your tongue swirling around her clit before flicking it sharply.
âFuckâyes,â she moans, her voice growing louder now, more desperate. Her hips grind against your mouth, chasing the friction, and you can feel her getting closer, her body tightening around your fingers with each thrust.
âGod, Chaewon,â you murmur between licks, your lips brushing against her slick folds. âYouâre so fucking needy. Youâre dripping all over me, baby. Canât get enough, huh?â
âShut up,â she gasps, though her moans tell you otherwise. Her head falls back against the pillow, her chest heaving as her nails rake lightly against your scalp. âJust⌠just keep going.â
You oblige, your tongue and fingers working in perfect rhythm now, pushing her higher, closer to the edge. Her clit is swollen and sensitive under your tongue, every flick and suck pulling another moan, another gasp, another curse from her lips.
âCome on, Chaewon,â you murmur, your voice low and teasing. âLet go for me. I want to feel you come, baby. I want to taste you.â
Her only response is a sharp cry, her body arching off the bed as she clenches around your fingers, her thighs trembling. Sheâs so close now, her moans turning into desperate whimpers, her hips grinding against your face with reckless abandon.
âFuckâdonât stop,â she pleads, her voice breaking. âPlease, donât fucking stop.â
You donât.
Your tongue drags over her clit with precision now, relentless and firm, while your fingers pump into her soaked pussy, curling perfectly against that sensitive spot deep inside her. Chaewonâs breaths are shallow, gasping, her chest heaving with every movement. The taste of her, that musky, sweet cream sheâs releasing for you, coats your tongue, addictive and intoxicating.
Her thighs tremble on either side of your head, twitching every time you flick your tongue just right. Sheâs not quiet anymoreâsheâs a beautiful, messy symphony of moans and gasps, her voice cracking into broken sentences.
âFuckâoh godâdonâtâdonât stopââ she babbles, her words tumbling out without control. Her hips buck wildly, her hands gripping the sheets so tight her knuckles are white. âItâsâitâs so goodâfuckâso fuckingââ
You glance up for just a second, your eyes locking onto her flushed face. Her head is thrown back, her lips parted, and her hair sticks to her damp forehead. Sheâs beautiful, absolutely wrecked, and knowing youâre the reason sheâs like this makes your blood pound in your ears.
âYouâre so fucking hot like this,â you murmur, your voice low and muffled against her pussy. âCan feel how close you are, baby. You gonna come for me?â
âY-yeah,â she gasps, her thighs twitching against your head as her body trembles. âFuckâIâm soâoh god, I canâtââ
âYou can,â you insist, sucking her clit hard and thrusting your fingers deeper, curling them perfectly. âCome for me, Chaewon. I want to feel it. Want to taste every fucking drop.â
Her entire body goes taut, her back arching sharply as a scream rips from her throat. âFUCKâIâmâoh, oh, ohââ Her thighs snap shut around your head, trapping you there as her pussy clenches hard around your fingers, waves of wet heat flooding against your hand and tongue.
You donât stop. You keep sucking her clit, even as her body shakes uncontrollably, even as her legs try to squeeze you out. Sheâs soaking now, her juices dripping down your fingers, her moans turning into breathless whimpers as she rides out the intensity of her orgasm.
âTooâtoo muchâfuckââ she cries, her voice trembling, her hips jerking away from your mouth even as her legs keep you pinned.
You finally ease up, pressing soft, teasing kisses to her clit as her body twitches beneath you. Her thighs slowly loosen their grip, and you pull back just enough to watch her, your lips and chin wet with her arousal.
Chaewonâs chest heaves, her face flushed and glowing as she tries to catch her breath. Her eyes flutter open, hazy and unfocused, and when she meets your gaze, her lips curve into a weak, satisfied smile.
You trail kisses up her trembling body, taking your time as you savor every inch of Chaewonâs soft, warm skin. Her chest rises and falls beneath you, still heaving from her orgasm, and you pause to press a kiss to her collarbone, then her neck, before finally reaching her lips.
She meets you halfway, her kiss slow but insistent, her fingers threading into your hair to hold you close. Thereâs something almost intoxicating about the way her lips taste now, mingled with the faint, musky tang of her own release.
When you finally pull back, her cheeks are flushed, and her lips curl into a teasing smirk. âYouâre surprisingly good at that,â she says, her voice still breathless but laced with humor. âFor a nerd.â
You laugh, the sound low and warm, leaning down to brush your nose against hers. âEven nerds have their talents.â
She quirks an eyebrow, her smirk widening. âOh? And what other talents do you have, exactly?â
Before you can answer, her hand slides down between your bodies, pressing against the hard length of your cock through your pants. The pressure makes you inhale sharply, your hips jerking slightly as her fingers curl around you.
âBecause Iâm curious,â she continues, her tone dripping with mock innocence as her thumb rubs slow circles over the fabric.
You groan softly, dropping your forehead against hers. âYouâre playing a dangerous game, Chaewon.â
âAm I?â she asks, her voice light and teasing, though her grip tightens just enough to make your breath hitch.
You lift your head to meet her gaze, your eyes dark with intent. âGuess Iâll have to show you.â
Her eyes widen slightly as you reach down, your hands brushing against hers as you unbutton your pants. The metallic click of the zipper echoes in the quiet room, and you can feel the way her breathing quickens, her body shifting beneath you as her curiosity gives way to anticipation.
You push yourself up slightly, Chaewonâs hands falling away as you shift to sit on your knees. Her gaze follows you, her chest still rising and falling, her lips parted slightly as she watches you reach for your waistband.
Slowly, deliberately, you push your pants down your hips, the fabric sliding down your legs until theyâre off completely. Then comes your underwear. Her eyes donât leave you for a second, dark and intent, and when you finally free yourself, her lips part in a soft gasp.
Sheâs staring now, her cheeks flushed, her pupils blown wide. âHoly shit,â she murmurs.
You smirk, crawling back over her until youâre close enough to kiss. âLike what you see?â
Chaewon huffs out a breathy laugh, her hand reaching down to wrap around your cock. Her grip is warm, her fingers soft but firm as she strokes you slowly, making your hips jerk slightly. âDidnât expect you to be⌠this big,â she says, her tone teasing but tinged with genuine surprise.
âGuess nerds have surprises too,â you manage, though your voice comes out rough as her thumb brushes over your tip.
She laughs again, the sound low and sinful, before pulling you down into another kiss. Her mouth is warm and insistent against yours, her tongue slipping past your lips as her hand keeps working you, slow and deliberate. You groan into her mouth, your hips moving involuntarily into her touch.
When you finally pull away, panting slightly, you rest your forehead against hers. âChaewon,â you murmur, your voice low. âWhat about a condom?â
Her eyes flick up to yours, her gaze steady and full of intent. âDonât need it,â she says softly, her legs shifting to wrap loosely around your hips.
âAre you sure?â you ask, your cock brushing against her thigh as you shift slightly.
âIâm sure,â she says, her voice firmer now. Her hands move to your shoulders, pulling you closer as she tilts her head up to kiss you briefly. âIâve been waiting for this. For you.â
Her words make something in your chest tighten, and you nod, swallowing hard as you position yourself between her legs.
You reach down, guiding your cock to her wet entrance, teasing her folds with your tip. The heat of her, the way her slickness coats you immediately, sends a shiver down your spine. You rub yourself against her slowly, deliberately, savoring the way her hips jerk and her breath catches.
âFuck,â she mutters, her hands gripping your shoulders tightly. âYouâre such a tease.â
You grin, leaning down to kiss her neck as you keep teasing her, your cock sliding against her clit. âJust want to make sure youâre ready, baby.â
âIâve been ready,â she says, her voice trembling slightly. Her hands slide down your back, her nails digging in lightly as she arches toward you. âIâve been waiting so fucking long for this. For you. Totally for you.â
Her words hit you like a spark, and you canât hold back anymore. You line yourself up with her entrance, pressing forward just enough to feel her warmth envelop you. Her body tenses beneath you, her breath hitching as you begin to push inside, slow and deliberate, savoring every second.
You sink into her inch by inch, her wet pussy pulling you in so perfectly it feels like nothing else has ever mattered. Chaewon gasps beneath you, her hands flying to your back, nails biting into your skin as her legs tighten around your hips.
âFuck,â she breathes, her voice trembling, almost desperate. âYou feel soâGod, youâre so fuckingââ
âPerfect?â you finish for her, grinning against her neck as you push deeper.
âShut upââ she gasps, her nails dragging down your back as you bottom out, your hips flush against hers. âYouâre so fucking cockyââ
âYeah, and youâre so fucking tight,â you growl, pulling back just enough before thrusting back in, slow and deep, making her gasp sharply.
Her thighs clamp around you, her heels digging into your lower back as if sheâs trying to keep you buried inside her. âDonât stopâdonât fucking stop,â she babbles, her voice breaking with every word. âIâve wanted thisâso fucking longââ
âYeah?â you murmur, your lips brushing against her ear as you start moving, setting a steady rhythm that has her clinging to you like a lifeline. âYouâve been thinking about me, baby? Thinking about me fucking you like this?â
âFuckâyes,â she moans, her back arching as her hips lift to meet your thrusts. âEvery time youâstole my staplerâevery time youâlooked at me like thatââ
You laugh breathlessly, your mouth trailing down her neck to her collarbone. âPossessive, huh? Didnât know you were so obsessed with me, Chaewon.â
âShut upââ she says again, but the way her nails rake down your back and the way she moans your name tells you exactly how much she loves this.
Her hands find your face, pulling you into a desperate, messy kiss thatâs all teeth and tongue, her breath hot against your mouth. âYouâre mine,â she murmurs against your lips, her voice trembling but firm. âYou hear me? Mineâdonât you fucking forget itââ
âYours,â you rasp, your thrusts growing harder, deeper, each one pulling a broken cry from her lips. âAll fucking yours, Chaewonâfuckâyou feel so good, babyâso fucking perfectââ
âDonât stopâdonât you dare stopââ she moans, her voice rising, her body tightening around you like sheâs trying to pull you even deeper. âI love thisâI love youâGod, youâre mineâmineâmineââ
Her words, the way sheâs gasping and clinging to you, sends you spiraling. You bury your face in her neck, your thrusts becoming rougher, more erratic as you chase the high building between you. Her moans turn into cries, her voice breaking with every thrust as her body arches against yours.
âFuckâfuckâoh my Godââ she cries, her voice high and trembling as she comes, her pussy clenching hard around you.
You keep moving, pushing her through it, her cries turning into breathless whimpers as her body shakes beneath you. She clings to you like she never wants to let go, her lips brushing against your neck as she murmurs your name over and over again, a mantra that makes your chest ache with something deeper than just lust.
You thrust into her again, deep and deliberate, feeling the way Chaewonâs pussy tightens around you with every movement. She gasps, her head falling back against the pillows.
âFuckââ she breathes, her voice trembling as you pick up your pace, your hips slamming against hers in a rhythm that has her thighs quivering around you. âYouâre soâGod, youâre so deepââ
âYou love it, donât you?â you growl, leaning down to nip at her neck, your teeth grazing her skin. âLove how I fill you up. Youâre so fucking tight, Chaewon. Feels like you were made for me.â
Her response is a strangled moan, her legs wrapping tighter around your hips as her hands grip your back. âDonât stopâdonât you fucking stopââ
âI wasnât planning to,â you reply, grinning against her collarbone as you thrust harder, your cock sliding in and out of her slick heat. âYouâre too fucking good, baby. Canât get enough of you.â
Chaewonâs nails dig into your back, her voice breaking into a series of gasps and half-formed words. âFuckâyesâmoreâjust like thatââ
You shift slightly, angling your hips to hit that spot deep inside her, and her reaction is immediate. She cries out, her body arching off the bed as her pussy clenches around you.
âRight there?â you murmur, your voice low and teasing as you grind into her, drawing another sharp gasp from her lips.
âGodâyesâright thereââ she stammers, her hands sliding down to grip your ass, pulling you even closer. âFuckâyouâre so goodâso fucking goodââ
You speed up, your thrusts growing rougher, more erratic, and her cries grow louder, more desperate. Sheâs a mess beneath you now, her hair sticking to her damp forehead, her chest heaving as she struggles to catch her breath.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful like this,â you murmur, your lips brushing against her ear. âAll mine. Say it, Chaewon. Tell me youâre mine.â
âIâm yoursââ she gasps, her voice trembling as she clings to you. âAll yoursâfuckâIâve always been yoursââ
Her words spur you on, your hips slamming into hers harder, deeper, your cock throbbing inside her as her pussy grips you tighter with every thrust. âGood girl,â you growl, your hand slipping between her legs to rub her clit, making her moan louder.
âFuckâdonât stopâdonât fucking stopââ she pleads, her voice breaking as her hips buck against yours, chasing the release thatâs just out of reach.
You keep pounding into her, your rhythm steady but hard enough to make the bed creak beneath you. Chaewonâs moans spill out unfiltered, her hands clutching at your shoulders, nails dragging across your skin in a way that only fuels your drive.
Then you get an idea.
Your hand slides down her stomach, your palm flat against her soft skin. When your fingers reach just above her pubic bone, you press down lightly, applying pressure right where you know itâll make a difference.
The reaction is instant.
âFuckâwhatââ she gasps, her thighs tightening around your waist as her body jolts beneath you. Her pussy clenches hard around your cock, the extra stimulation driving her wild as her head tilts back, exposing her flushed throat.
âFeel that?â you murmur, leaning down to kiss her neck, your hand staying firm against her lower abdomen as you thrust into her, each movement rubbing her G-spot perfectly. âRight here, baby. I can feel how close you are.â
âOh my Godâfuckââ she moans, her voice rising as her hips buck up to meet yours. âDonât stopâdonât fucking stopâoh, God, itâs so goodââ
âYeah, you like that?â you growl, your pace quickening as you press down harder, feeling the way her body reacts to every thrust. âYouâre so fucking tight, ChaewonâJesus, youâre squeezing me so goodââ
Her response is a broken cry, her thighs trembling around your hips as her hands grip you like sheâs afraid youâll disappear. âI canâtâI canâtâfuck, Iâm gonnaââ
âGonna what?â you tease, your voice low and rough as you lean closer, your mouth brushing against her ear. âGonna come all over my cock? Do it, babyâI want to feel it. Come for me.â
âFuckâyesââ she chokes out, her voice trembling as her body tightens beneath you, her pussy clenching harder, wetter.
You push yourself up, your hands gripping Chaewonâs hips for leverage as you lift your body above her. With nothing to hold you back, you start pounding into her, hard and fast, your cock driving deep into her soaked pussy. Each thrust is accompanied by the wet, obscene sound of your bodies meeting, the noise blending with her uncontrolled moans into a symphony of raw lust.
Chaewonâs head tosses back against the pillow, her hair splayed out like a dark halo. Her hands clutch at the sheets now, her knuckles white as she fights to hold on, her voice spilling out in broken cries and gasps.
âFuckâfuckâyouâre so deep,â she stammers, her words slurring slightly as her legs tighten around your waist. âI canâtâGOD, itâs so goodââ
Your hand returns to her lower abdomen, pressing down firmly just above her pubic bone. The moment you do, her body jolts, her pussy clenching hard around you like sheâs trying to pull you in even deeper.
âFeel that?â you grunt, your voice rough as you look down at her, watching the way her body reacts beneath you. âIâm fucking you so good, baby. Youâre so fucking tightâso wetâJesusâThis pussy is perfect.
Her response is a string of broken sounds, her eyes fluttering shut as her hips jerk up to meet yours. âIâmâIâm gonnaâfuckââ she gasps, her hands flying up to grab at your arms, nails digging in as her thighs tremble.
You lean down slightly, your cock driving into her harder, deeper, as your thumb rubs circles into her clit while your hand presses her abdomen. âYou gonna cum for me, baby?â you murmur, your voice low and commanding. âDo it. Cum for me, Chaewon. Show me how good I make you feel.â
Her eyes snap open, wild and glassy, and she lets out a cry thatâs half your name, half a desperate moan. âFuckâIâmâIâm cummingââ
You donât let up, your pace relentless, your cock pounding into her slick heat as her entire body tenses beneath you. Her pussy clamps down on you, tight and pulsing, and you can feel the gush of wetness as her orgasm hits her full force.
âOh myâfuckâoh my Godââ she babbles, her voice breaking as her back arches off the bed. Her head thrashes from side to side, her hands gripping your arms like a lifeline as her body trembles violently.
Her eyes roll back, her mouth falling open in a silent scream, and you watch, mesmerized, as she completely falls apart. Her body shakes with the force of her orgasm, her thighs quivering as her pussy spasms around you, milking your cock with every wave of pleasure.
âLook at you,â you murmur, your voice rough but softening as you slow your movements, letting her ride it out. âSo fucking beautiful when you cum for me.â
Chaewonâs response is barely coherent, a string of inaudible murmurs and random words that dissolve into breathless gasps. Her body trembles beneath you, her chest heaving as she comes down, her hands loosening their grip on your arms.
You slow to a stop, your cock still buried deep inside her as you lean down to press a soft kiss to her temple. Sheâs radiant, her skin flushed, her eyes half-closed as she looks up at you with a dazed, blissed-out expression that makes your cock throbs.
Chaewon lies beneath you, her chest still rising and falling as she struggles to catch her breath. Her skin is flushed, her hair a wild mess against the pillow, and she looks utterly wrecked in the most beautiful way. For a moment, she doesnât say anything, just stares at you with wide, slightly dazed eyes.
Then she finally speaks, her voice a little hoarse but still carrying that sharp edge thatâs so uniquely hers. âHoly shit. I didnât know you had that in you.â
You grin, leaning down to press a soft kiss to her lips. âWhat, you didnât think I had any attitude in bed?â
She laughs softly, the sound half incredulous, half amused. âNo! Youâre like⌠a puppy most of the time. All lost eyes and awkward energy. And now this?â Her hand gestures vaguely between the two of you, as if she canât even put it into words.
âEven a puppyâs got teeth,â you tease, nipping lightly at her jaw before trailing kisses down her neck.
âClearly,â she mutters, her fingers sliding up into your hair as you kiss her. For a few moments, thereâs nothing but the soft sound of your mouths meeting, her legs still loosely wrapped around your waist, keeping you close.
You pull back just enough to look at her, your smirk widening. âYou okay down there?â
âOh, Iâm better than okay,â she says, narrowing her eyes at you, though thereâs no mistaking the warmth in her gaze. âBut Iâm also pissed.â
You blink, caught off guard. âPissed? Why?â
âAll this time,â she says, her tone half scolding, half playful, âyou were this good in bed and you deprived me of it? Do you know how unfair that is?â
You laugh, shaking your head. âWhat can I say? Iâm full of surprises.â
âNot funny,â she snaps, though the way her lips curve into a smirk betrays her. âYouâre lucky Iâm not kicking you out right now.â
âYouâre right,â you murmur, leaning down to kiss her again, slow and deliberate. âMaybe I deserve to be punished.â
Her eyes glint with mischief as she kisses you back, her nails dragging lightly down your back. âOh, you definitely deserve it. Bad puppy.â
âYeah?â you murmur against her lips, your voice dropping. âHow should I make it up to you?â
Chaewon pauses, pretending to think about it as her hand slides up your arm, her fingers brushing your shoulder. âFor starters, youâre not leaving this apartment all weekend.â
âAll weekend?â you echo, raising an eyebrow.
âMm-hmm,â she hums, her legs tightening around your waist again, keeping you firmly in place. âYouâre staying here. With me. Making up for lost time.â
You smirk, your hips shifting slightly to remind her that youâre still buried inside her. âSounds like the best punishment Iâve ever heard.â
âGood,â she says, her tone playful but firm as she pulls you down for another kiss.
âNo complaints,â you whisper against her lips.
âNone allowed,â she replies, her voice low and teasing.
You canât help but laugh softly, the sound blending with hers as you kiss her again.
Between soft pecks, she murmurs, âNow I want to suck your cock.â
Her words send a jolt of heat straight through you, and you groan softly, brushing your thumb against her flushed cheek. âYeah?â
She nods, her smirk growing, her teeth catching her bottom lip in a way that makes your cock twitch inside her. âYouâve been driving me insane. Let me make it up to you.â
You laugh softly, leaning up to kiss her again before murmuring against her lips, âTurn around, baby. Sit on my face while you do.â
Her eyes darken, and she doesnât need to be told twice. She pulls herself off your cock slowly, the sensation making both of you gasp, and you watch as she moves with a kind of confident grace that has your heart racing.
You shift onto your back, your head sinking into the pillow as she climbs over you, her knees straddling your shoulders. Her pussy is right there, glistening, flushed, and still slick with her creamy release. The sight alone is enough to make you groan.
But she doesnât stop there. Chaewon shifts again, leaning forward and gripping your cock in her hand. Itâs still wet with her juices, shining in the soft light, and she doesnât waste any time. Her tongue darts out, licking a long stripe up the length, tasting herself on you.
âFuck, Chaewon,â you breathe, your hands gripping her thighs as she lowers herself onto your mouth.
The first taste of her is overwhelmingâwarm, wet, and utterly intoxicating. You dive in, your tongue sliding between her folds to lap up the creamy slickness she left behind. She gasps, her body jerking slightly as you suck on her clit, your hands gripping her hips to hold her in place.
âShitââ she moans, her voice muffled as she takes your cock deeper into her mouth. Her tongue swirls around the tip, teasing the sensitive head before sliding down the shaft, her lips stretching as she takes more of you.
The room fills with the obscene sounds of wet sucking and muffled moans, the vibrations of her throat around your cock sending shocks of pleasure through your body. But youâre just as relentless, your tongue circling her clit before dipping back into her entrance, tasting the creamy slickness sheâs giving you.
Your hands grip her hips tighter, guiding her movements as you suck and lick, driving her higher. Her moans grow louder, vibrating around your cock as she bobs her head, her hand stroking the base in rhythm with her mouth.
âGod, you taste so fucking good,â you groan, your voice muffled against her pussy. âSo fucking wet, baby. Canât get enough of you.â
She pulls off your cock with a wet pop, gasping as her hips grind against your face. âYouâre not so bad yourself,â she mutters breathlessly before taking you back into her mouth, her tongue working you with an intensity that makes your head spin.
The heat, the wetness, the overwhelming pleasureâitâs too much and not enough all at once. Your world narrows to the feel of her pussy on your tongue, the taste of her, the way her lips glide over your cock.
Chaewonâs hips rock against your face, her movements desperate now as her moans grow louder, more urgent. âFuckâthis is so goodââ she gasps, her lips wrap tighter around your cock, her movements slow and deliberate as she takes you deep into her mouth.
Chaewon is dripping saliva now, her mouth working expertly as her tongue flicks along the underside of your shaft with every bob of her head. You glance down and see the way your cock glistens, a mix of her drool and the remnants of her creamy juices pooling at the base and dripping down to your balls. Itâs filthy, and itâs driving you insane.
âFuck, Chaewon,â you groan, your voice muffled as your mouth stays latched to her pussy. You tighten your grip on her ass, spreading her cheeks as you pull her even closer, her wet heat pressing firmly against your lips.
She lets out a muffled moan around your cock, the vibration sending jolts of pleasure through you. Her hand wraps around your base, stroking the length she canât fit in her mouth, her movements slick and messy.
Your tongue moves with purpose now, circling her clit before dipping down to lap at her entrance, tasting the creamy slickness sheâs giving you. Sheâs so sensitive, her pussy twitching against your mouth every time you press harder.
Your fingers dig into her ass, holding her firmly as you suck her clit into your mouth, swirling your tongue over the swollen bud. Chaewon gasps around your cock, her hips jerking against your face as her thighs tremble.
âShitâoh fuckââ she gasps, pulling off your cock for just a second to catch her breath. A string of saliva connects her lips to your tip, and she doesnât even bother wiping it away before diving back down, taking you deep with a lewd, wet sound.
You moan into her pussy, the vibrations making her shudder above you. Her hips grind against your face now, her body moving on instinct as her moans grow louder, more desperate. You focus on her clit, sucking and flicking your tongue relentlessly, feeling the way her body tightens beneath your hands.
âGodâfuckâIâm soââ she stammers, her voice trembling as her thighs begin to shake. âI canâtâIâm gonnaâoh my godââ
Her words spur you on, your mouth and tongue working overtime as you push her closer and closer to the edge. Her pussy clenches and spasms against your tongue, her juices flowing freely now, soaking your face as she loses control.
âFuckâfuckâIâm cummingââ she cries out, her voice breaking as her body tenses.
Her orgasm hits her like a wave, her hips jerking wildly as her pussy pulses against your mouth. You donât stop, your tongue lapping up every drop of her release, the salty-sweet taste of her flooding your senses.
Chaewonâs moans turn into sharp cries, her hands clutching at your thighs for balance as her body trembles violently. Her head tilts back, her hair sticking to her damp forehead as she gasps for air, her thighs trembling on either side of your head.
Her entire body shudders, her hips grinding one last time against your face before collapsing, her chest heaving as she lets out a shaky, satisfied moan. You pull back slightly, your lips and chin glistening with her release, and watch as she tries to catch her breath, her body still twitching from the aftershocks.
Chaewonâs body glistens in the dim light, her flushed skin still recovering from the intense orgasm you just gave her. Her dark eyes lock onto yours, shining with lust and something deeperâsomething unspoken but undeniably there.
You reach out, your hand sliding down her body slowly, tracing the curve of her spine before settling on her hip. âTurn around,â you murmur, your voice low and thick. âGet on all fours.â
She doesnât hesitate. With a languid grace, Chaewon shifts onto her hands and knees, her back arching as she adjusts herself. The sight in front of you is fucking breathtakingâher perky ass tilted up, her waist impossibly small, her thighs trembling just slightly as she steadies herself. Her pussy is glistening, swollen and wet, and your cock throbs painfully at the sight.
âHoly fuck,â you mutter under your breath, stepping closer. Your hands move instinctively to her waist, gripping it gently at first, your thumbs brushing the soft skin just above her hips.
Chaewon glances back over her shoulder, her hair falling messily around her flushed face. Her lips curl into a sly smile as she notices the way your hands tighten on her. âFits perfectly, doesnât it?â she teases, her voice still breathy but filled with confidence.
âPerfect doesnât even cover it,â you reply, your fingers digging into her waist slightly as your cock brushes against her wet entrance, teasing her. âYouâre fucking incredible, Chaewon.â
She huffs out a soft laugh, then she bites her lip, her gaze steady as she says, âGo hard, okay? Make me scream.â
âYou sure about that?â you ask, your voice rough as you press the head of your cock against her slick folds, teasing her clit.
âDonât make me beg,â she mutters, her voice trembling slightly. âJust fucking do it.â
Thatâs all the encouragement you need. With one firm thrust, you push into her, burying yourself to the hilt. Her pussy is impossibly tight, wet, and warm, gripping you perfectly as you stretch her.
âFuckââ Chaewon gasps, her back arching sharply as her hands clutch at the sheets. âOh my Godââ
Your hands tighten on her waist, holding her steady as you pull back slowly before slamming into her again, harder this time. Her cry echoes through the room, raw and unfiltered, and it only spurs you on.
âYou feel so fucking good,â you growl, your hips snapping against hers with each thrust. âSo fucking tight, Chaewon. Taking me so perfectly.â
âFuckâyesââ she moans, her voice high and breathy as her body moves with yours. âHarderâpleaseâdonât stopââ
Your grip on her waist tightens, your fingers digging into her soft flesh as you pound into her, each thrust sending shockwaves through both of you. The sound of your bodies meetingâwet and obsceneâfills the room, mixing with her breathless moans and your low groans.
âScream for me, baby,â you growl, thrusting into her harder, deeper, making her cry out. âCome on, let me hear how much you love being my slut!â
âOH GODâFUCKâYou're fucking me so good!â she cries, her voice trembling as her head drops forward, her hair sticking to her damp skin. âYouâreâoh fuckââ
You grip Chaewonâs waist tighter, your fingers digging into her soft flesh as your hips snap forward, burying yourself to the hilt inside her.
âFuckâyesâfuck!â she screams, her head thrown back, hair sticking to her flushed skin. Her hands clutch at the sheets, pulling them tight as her body rocks forward with every thrust.
âChaewon,â you growl, your voice low and rough, completely lost in the way she feels around you. âYouâre so fucking perfect. This pussyâfuckâitâs mine. All fucking mine.â
âYesâyesâitâs yours!â she gasps, her voice cracking as you drive deeper, harder, her words trembling with each thrust. âGodâdonât stopâdonât fucking stopââ
Her legs tremble beneath you, her body arching beautifully, giving you an even better angle as you slam into her. You pull her closer, her ass pressing firmly against your hips with each rough thrust. The way she takes youâso tight, so wet, so eagerâfuels something primal inside you, pushing you to fuck her even harder.
âListen to you,â you murmur, leaning forward slightly, your lips brushing against the damp skin of her shoulder. âScreaming for me like you were made for this. Like you were made for me.â
âFuckâyesâI wasâI fucking was,â she babbles, her voice barely coherent as her nails dig into the sheets.
Your hand slides up her back, pressing her down just enough to make her arch even more. The new angle has you hitting deeper, and her response is immediateâa loud, desperate scream that sends a jolt of heat through your veins.
âThatâs it,â you growl, your hand returning to her waist, gripping her like you never want to let go. âTell me, baby, tell me you're my whore. I wanna hear you scream it.â
âYoursâfuckâoh GodâIâm your whore!â she cries, her voice raw and filled with nothing but pleasure. Her body tightens around you, her walls clenching with every thrust as if sheâs trying to pull you even deeper.
âThat's it, baby, youâre mine,â you growl, your pace relentless as you slam into her over and over. âAll fucking mine. Say it!â
âIâm yoursâoh fuckâIâm yours!â she screams, her voice trembling as her hands clutch at the bed, her back arching beautifully. âGodâyouâre so fucking goodâIâm so closeââ
Her words send a wave of possessive need through you, chasing her pleasure as if itâs your own. The sound of her moans, her cries, her desperate gaspsâitâs all too much and not enough, spurring you on like nothing else ever has, every thrust sending shockwaves through Chaewonâs trembling body as the bed creaks beneath you both. Her cries fill the room, loud and desperate, and the way she moans your name like a mantra only makes you go harder, deeper, until the sound of your hips slamming into her drowns out everything else.
Then an idea strikes, and without warning, you grab her arms, pulling them back until youâve got both of her wrists in your grip. The shift makes her back arch further, her ass pressing harder against your hips, and the change in angle has her screaming almost immediately.
âFuckâoh my God!â she cries, her voice trembling as her head falls forward.
You lean over her, keeping her wrists pinned as you growl into her ear, âYouâre so fucking good like this, Chaewon. Letting me use you. Letting me make you mine.â
âY-yes,â she gasps, her voice breaking as she shudders beneath you. âIâm yoursâGod, Iâm yoursââ
Your grip tightens on her wrists as you fuck her harder, her body jerking forward with each thrust. Her submission is intoxicating, the way she gives herself to you completely, her moans turning into needy, desperate whimpers that make your cock throb inside her.
âLook at you,â you growl, your voice low and filled with possessiveness. âSo fucking slutty for me. Taking me so well. You love this, donât you?â
âYesâyesâfuckââ she babbles, her words slurring together as her walls tighten around you. âI love it, babyâdonât stopâplease donât stopââ
Her legs tremble beneath her, her body quivering with every rough thrust as you pound into her without mercy.
âYouâre perfect,â you mutter, your hand releasing one of her wrists to grab her hair, pulling her head back so you can see her flushed, tear-streaked face. âSo fucking perfect, Chaewon. My good girl. My little slut.â
She whimpers at your words, her lips trembling as she looks back at you with lust-glazed eyes. âYoursâIâm yoursâIâll be whatever you wantâjust donât stopâpleaseââ
Her submission sends a surge of heat through you, and you tighten your grip on her hair, your other hand still holding her remaining wrist as you thrust into her harder, faster, your cock hitting deeper with each movement.
âFuckâyouâre so goodâso fucking good,â you growl, your voice rough as you watch her completely fall apart beneath you. Her body is yours, her moans and cries yours, and the way she clenches around you, wet and tight and perfect, makes it clear she wouldnât want it any other way.
Your pace doesnât falter as you release your hand from the grip on Chaewon's hair to move to her ass, her smooth skin practically glowing in the dim light. The sight of her beneath youâarched, trembling, taking every rough thrustâis enough to make your heart race with possessive pride.
Without warning, you bring your hand down hard against her cheek. The slap rings out loud and sharp, the sound almost deafening over the wet, obscene rhythm of your fucking.
âAhâfuck!â Chaewon screams, her back arching further as her body jolts from the impact.
You grin, your palm tingling as you rub the spot where you struck, feeling the heat blooming under your touch. âYou like that?â you growl, your voice low and teasing.
âYesâfuckâyes!â she cries, her voice trembling. âDo it againâpleaseââ
Her begging ignites something feral inside you, and you donât make her wait. You bring your hand down again, harder this time, the sound even louder as it echoes through the room. Her ass jiggles from the force, the skin already turning a faint pink.
âFuck, Chaewon,â you growl, gripping her waist tighter as you keep pounding into her. âYou look so fucking good like this. Screaming for me, begging me to spank you. Such a good little slut.â
âY-yesâGodâpleaseâmore,â she babbles, her voice breaking into desperate gasps as her hands clutch the sheets beneath her.
You oblige, spanking her again, harder, the sting vibrating up your arm as her moans grow louder. Her ass reddens under your hand, the marks spreading with each slap, and the way she writhes beneath you, pushing her hips back for more, only makes you lose yourself further.
âLook at you,â you murmur, alternating between rough spanks and squeezing her reddened cheeks. âSo fucking perfect. You love being punished, donât you? Love being my little plaything.â
âFuckâyesâI love itââ she gasps, her voice high and strained. âPleaseâdonât stopâdonât stopââ
Her pussy clenches tighter around your cock, her slick heat dripping down your length as you keep pounding into her.
âI'm gonna ruin you every fucking day from now on,â you growl, your voice thick with possessiveness. âThis is what youâve been craving, isnât it, Chaewon? To be my dirty little whore, used and fucked exactly how I want.â
âY-yes!â she cries, her voice cracking as her body shakes beneath you. âIâve wanted thisâwanted you to own meâsince the first moment I saw you!â
Her words send a wave of heat through you, and you spank her again, your handprint glowing red on her perfect skin. She moans louder, her cries turning into broken whimpers as her body quivers with pleasure and pain.
You lean forward, pressing your chest against Chaewonâs back as your weight settles on top of her. The new position forces you even deeper inside her, and the moan that rips from her throat is nothing short of desperate. Her ass is still red and warm under your hips, and you grab her waist tightly, holding her in place as you grind into her, your cock dragging against every sensitive spot inside her.
âFuckâoh my Godââ she cries, her fingers clawing at the sheets as her head tilts back, pressing against your shoulder. âYouâre so fucking deepâI canâtâI canât take itââ
âYes, you can,â you growl against her neck, your voice rough as your lips trail along her flushed skin. âYouâre made for this, Chaewon. Made to take me. You feel that? How perfect you are for me?â
Her response is a strangled moan, her legs trembling beneath you as you thrust into her harder, deeper, the wet sound of her pussy clenching around your cock mixing with her breathless gasps. Your hands slide up her body, gripping her shoulders as your mouth latches onto her neck, sucking and biting just enough to leave marks.
âMine,â you murmur against her skin, your teeth grazing her ear. âYouâre mine, Chaewon. No one else gets to have you like this. No one else gets to see you like this.â
âYesâyesâIâm yours!â she gasps, her voice trembling with lust and something more. âYouâre mine, tooâfuckâyouâre all mineâdonât forget itââ
Her words spur you on, your hips slamming against hers as you fuck her harder, your cock driving into her soaked pussy with relentless intensity. Sheâs writhing beneath you now, her hands reaching back to grab at your thighs, trying to pull you even closer.
âYouâre so fucking good for me,â you growl, your lips still pressed to her neck. âSo perfect, baby. Letting me fuck you like this...â
âDonât stopâfuckâdonât stop,â she cries, her voice breaking into a series of gasps and moans. âYouâre soâso fucking goodâI canâtâIâm gonna lose itââ
You pull her closer, your chest flush against her back, your hands sliding up to tangle in her hair as you kiss her neck, her jaw, her shoulder. âYou drive me crazy, Chaewon,â you murmur, your voice thick with need. âNo one elseâfuckâno one else makes me feel like this.â
She whimpers, her body arching against yours, her nails digging into your thighs as her pussy clenches tighter around you. âThis fucking cock belongs to me,â she mutters, her voice low and fierce even through the haze of pleasure. âNo one else gets to touch you. No one else gets to fuck you like this. Just me.â
âJust you,â you agree, your lips brushing against her ear as you thrust into her harder, the sound of your bodies meeting filling the room. âOnly you, Chaewon⌠Only you.â
Her moans grow louder, more desperate, her possessiveness fueling your own as you fuck her with everything you have, your mouth never leaving her skin, marking her as yours.
You feel Chaewon tighten around your cock, her walls clenching rhythmically, as her breath hitches and her body trembles beneath you. Her voice rises into a desperate, shaky moan.
âOh my Godâfuckâyouâreâyouâre gonnaââ she stammers, her words barely coherent as her legs tremble and her hands grip the sheets. âYouâre gonna make me cumâoh, fuckââ
Her warning lights a fire in you. You plant your hands on the bed for leverage, lifting your chest off her back as you start pounding into her with renewed intensity. Chaewonâs body is fully pressed into the mattress, her moans loud and uncontrollable with every thrust.
âYouâre so fucking close, arenât you?â you growl, slamming into her harder, faster, your cock driving deep into her soaked pussy with every stroke. âCome on, baby, let go for me. I want to feel you cum.â
Chaewon lets out a strangled cry, her words spilling out in broken fragments. âIâmâIâm gonnaâfuckâitâs soâoh my Godâitâs too muchââ
You grip her hips tightly, your fingers digging into her soft skin as you pull her back onto your cock, treating her like a perfect, desperate fucktoy. The obscene sound of your thrusts fills the roomâwet, loud, and relentlessâand itâs all too much.
Her voice climbs higher, her moans turning into desperate screams as she writhes beneath you, her body completely at your mercy. âIâmâIâm cummingâIâm cummingâoh, fuckâfuckâfuckââ
Her orgasm crashes over her like a wave, her entire body tensing as she lets out a guttural scream. Her pussy clamps down on you, tight and pulsing, soaking your cock with a flood of wetness. The sheets beneath her are drenched as her release gushes out, her legs trembling uncontrollably.
Chaewonâs cries turn into babbling, her words slurred and disconnected as her head thrashes against the pillow. âOhâGodâI canâtâfuckâitâs tooâso goodâfuckâyouâreââ
You donât stop, driving her through the peak of her orgasm, your hips slamming against her as she quivers beneath you, her body shaking with aftershocks. Her nails claw at the sheets, her thighs trembling violently as her moans dissolve into breathless whimpers.
Finally, you slow your movements, your hands sliding up to soothe her hips as her body collapses fully onto the bed. Chaewonâs breathing is ragged, her chest rising and falling as she tries to catch her breath, her face flushed and glowing with the aftermath of her release.
You feel the heat building fast, your cock throbbing inside Chaewonâs soaked pussy as her walls pulse around you. The slick, tight heat of her drives you closer to the edge, and you know youâre seconds away. Your thrusts grow erratic, your breath ragged, and you groan deeply.
âChaewon,â you manage, your voice strained. âIâm gonna cumâwhere do you want it?â
Sheâs still panting beneath you, her body trembling from the intensity of her orgasm. Her hair is a messy halo around her flushed face, and her eyes, half-lidded and lust-filled, meet yours. âAll over me,â she breathes, her voice husky and demanding. âI want it all over my body.â
Her words send a jolt through you, and you pull out of her slowly, groaning at the wet drag as her pussy reluctantly lets you go. âLie back,â you tell her, your voice low and rough.
She obeys immediately, shifting onto her back and spreading her legs, her body sprawled out for you. Her skin glows in the soft light, flushed and glistening with sweat, her chest rising and falling as she stares up at you.
You kneel between her legs, your cock slick with her juices, throbbing and aching for release. Wrapping your hand around your length, you start stroking yourself, the wet sound of your movements mixing with the heavy breathing between you.
The head of your cock brushes against her entrance as you jerk off, rubbing against her folds, teasing her clit as you use her heat to drive yourself further. She gasps softly at the contact, her hands gripping the sheets as her hips shift slightly, her body instinctively chasing the friction.
âFuck,â you mutter, your eyes locked on her. âYouâre so fucking perfect, Chaewon. Look at youâmessy, pantingâso fucking gorgeous.â
She smirks faintly, her voice still breathless as she murmurs, âItâs all for you. Iâm all for you.â
Her words fuel your need, and you stroke yourself faster, the tightness in your abdomen coiling as you feel the orgasm building. Chaewon notices, her gaze dropping to your cock, her tongue darting out to wet her lips.
âCome on,â she whispers, her voice low and possessive. âCum for me. Cover me with it. I want all of itâall of you.â
Her dirty encouragement pushes you to the brink, and your strokes grow faster, harder, the head of your cock pressing against her entrance with every movement. âFuck, Chaewonââ you groan, your voice breaking as the tension snaps.
The first spurt of cum shoots out hot and thick, landing just below her breasts, painting her flushed skin. Another follows, splattering across her abdomen, her pelvis, dripping down toward her pussy. You keep stroking, the pleasure overwhelming as you empty yourself onto her, every spurt marking her as yours.
Chaewon moans softly, her hands sliding up her body, spreading the sticky heat of your cum over her skin. Her eyes gleam as she looks up at you, her voice low and sultry. âThatâs itâso goodâso fucking good. Your cum is so warm, damn....â
You shudder at her words, your hand slowing as the last few drops spill from your cock, dripping onto her already glistening skin. Panting, you lean back slightly, your cock still throbs, the sensitivity almost unbearable, yet thereâs moreâyour balls feel heavy, not yet spent. Chaewon lies beneath you, her body painted with streaks of your cum, her fingers lazily tracing through the mess on her skin as she gazes up at you with a wicked gleam in her eyes.
"That canât be all youâve got," she teases, her voice soft but dripping with hunger. She trails a hand down to her stomach, scooping some of your cum onto her fingers before bringing it to her lips, sucking them clean. "I know thereâs more in there. I want every drop, every fucking bit. Iâm your cumslutâgive it to me."
Groaning, you grip your cock, still hard and slick from your first release. "You greedy fucking slut," you mutter, your voice strained, raw. "Youâre not satisfied until I empty myself completely, are you?"
"Never," she breathes, spreading her legs wider, her body arching slightly as if inviting you back inside. "Cum for me again. Paint me. Use me however you wantâjust donât stop."
You shift between her thighs, lining up your cock with her swollen, soaked entrance. Even with your sensitivity, the sight of her, her body glistening with sweat and cum, drives you forward. You push into her, groaning as her tight, slick heat engulfs you again, every nerve ending screaming in overstimulation.
"Fuckâthis is so good," you growl, gripping her hips hard as you start moving. The wet slap of your thrusts fills the air, mingling with her cries of pleasure as you pump into her with a slow, deliberate rhythm, determined to coax every last drop from yourself.
Chaewon clings to you, her nails dragging down your back, her breathless voice pleading. "Yesâmoreâfuck me harder. I want it all, every fucking drop!"
Her words fuel you, your pace quickening despite the overwhelming sensitivity. Your cock twitches inside her, the ache in your balls intensifying as you edge closer again. You pull her legs higher, changing the angle to drive deeper, her cries turning into high-pitched whimpers as her pussy clamps down around you, desperate and needy.
"Chaewon," you groan, your voice breaking. "Iâm closeâfuckâyouâre gonna take everything."
"Yes, yes, please!" she begs, her hands roaming her cum-covered body, spreading it across her breasts, her stomach, even up to her neck. "Fill me with cumâown me!"
The sight of herâher fingers rubbing your cum into her skin, her lips parted in pure ecstasyâis too much. You pull out suddenly, climbing up her body until your cock is level with her face. âOpen your mouth,â you command, your voice rough and trembling.
She obeys immediately, her lips parting as she looks up at you with dark, lust-filled eyes. Her tongue flicks out slightly, teasing, as if she knows exactly what sheâs doing to you.
You stroke yourself quickly, your cock slick and throbbing, the tension building impossibly fast. âFuckâChaewonâIâm gonnaââ
Your words cut off as you cum, the first thick spurt landing directly on her tongue. She moans softly, her eyes fluttering closed as more of your release fills her mouth, hot and heavy.
Each spurt is stronger than the last, your orgasm hitting you like a tidal wave. Your body trembles, your groans filling the room as you spill everything into her waiting mouth.
When it finally subsides, you watch as Chaewon looks up at you, her tongue still out, showing you the thick pool of cum resting there. Her lips curl into a mischievous, naughty smile before she closes her mouth and swallows it all in one go, the motion deliberate and slow.
âFuck,â you breathe, your chest heaving as you watch her.
She grins, her tongue darting out to lick her lips before leaning forward. âMissed a spot,â she murmurs, her voice low and teasing.
Her lips wrap around the head of your cock, soft and warm as she sucks lightly, her tongue swirling to clean the remnants of your release. Even with the sensitivity, it feels incredible, and you groan softly, your fingers brushing against her cheek.
When she finally pulls back, she looks up at you with that same naughty smile, her lips glistening. âAll clean,â she says, her tone playful.
"Goddamn, you're such a slut," you mutter, your body trembling, utterly spent but unable to tear your eyes away from her.
She grins. âI told youâIâm your cumslut.â
languidly you sit up on the edge of the bed, still catching your breath, your body slick with sweat and the aftermath of everything youâve just done. Chaewon lies sprawled out on the bed, hair messy and sticking to her face, her chest still rising and falling.
âFuck,â you say, running a hand through your damp hair. âThat was⌠pretty intense, huh?â
She snorts, throwing an arm over her eyes as she stretches, the movement casual but still impossibly sexy. âYouâre calling it intense? My ass is still burning from all those slaps, thanks to you.â
You glance over at her, a flicker of guilt crossing your face. âShit. Uh, sorry about thatâŚâ
She pulls her arm down to glare at you, but her lips twitch with a smirk. âDonât apologize. I liked it.â
Your mouth opens, then closes. âOh. Uh. Good?â
âGreat, actually,â she says, laughing softly as she shifts onto her side, propping her head up on her hand. âBut now I need to ask. Was this all part of some master plan?â
You frown, confused. âPlan? What plan?â
She gestures between you. âThis. You acting like a sad, helpless puppy so Iâd feel sorry for you and bring you here. Then, bamâyou flip the script, fuck me senseless, and prove youâre not as pathetic as you looked at work.â
You stare at her for a beat, then burst out laughing, shaking your head. âCome on, Chaewon. You really think Iâm that calculated?â
She raises an eyebrow. âYou tell me.â
âTrust me,â you say, still laughing, âif you hadnât dragged me out of the office, Iâd be at home right now. Sad. Lonely. Probably halfway through a tub of ice cream and binge-watching Breaking Bad for the third time.â
Chaewon snickers, clearly enjoying the mental image. âIce cream and Walter White. God, you are hopeless.â
âExactly,â you reply, grinning. âSo no, this wasnât planned. But⌠Iâm not complaining about how it turned out.â
She rolls her eyes, but thereâs a soft smile tugging at her lips. âYeah, me neither.â
A comfortable silence falls between you for a moment before she sits up slightly, glancing at the nightstand. âWhat time is it?â
You lean over, squinting at the alarm clock. âAlmost ten-thirty.â
She groans, falling back onto the pillows. âNo wonder Iâm starving. We didnât eat shit at the bar.â
Your stomach growls loudly, and you laugh. âYeah, same here.â
Chaewon looks over at you, her hair falling into her eyes as she smirks. âPizza?â
âPizza,â you agree immediately.
She scoots over to the other side of the bed, grabs the pants off the floor, and pulls her phone out of the pocket, scrolling through her delivery app. âWhat do you want on it?â
You shrug, lying back down beside her. âIâm not picky. Whatever you want.â
âDangerous words,â she teases, glancing at you. âI could order anchovies and pineapple, and youâd have to deal with it.â
You mock gasp. âYou wouldnât.â
She grins, nudging your shoulder. âRelax. Iâll pick something safe. Pepperoni and sausage okay?â
âPerfect,â you say, watching her as she places the order.
As the confirmation screen pops up, she sets her phone down and looks at you, her eyes still holding that familiar mischievous glint. âYou better have enough energy left to help me eat it, because Iâm not carrying your dead weight through another round tonight.â
You laugh, shaking your head. âFair enough. Letâs refuel, then weâll see whoâs carrying who.â
Her smirk widens. âYouâre on, puppy.â
Without warning, Chaewon approaches and settles onto your lap, her thighs straddling yours, her body warm and soft against you. The heat of her skin pressed to yours grounding you in a way that feels almost surreal. Her arms loop loosely around your neck, and her face is closer than you expected, her dark eyes searching yours with a softness that contrasts her usual sharpness.
âSo,â she begins, her voice quiet but laced with a teasing edge. âHow are we gonna handle this⌠thing now?â
You blink, momentarily caught off guard. âThis thing?â
She rolls her eyes, but thereâs no malice in it. âDonât play dumb. Us. This.â She gestures vaguely between your naked bodies.
âRight,â you say, your hands sliding up her sides to rest on her waist. âI guess⌠we should figure that out.â
She smirks, leaning in slightly, her nose brushing against yours. âYouâre not going back to pretending this didnât happen, are you?â
âNot a chance,â you reply quickly, your tone firm. âHow could I, after⌠everything?â
Chaewonâs smirk softens into a small, genuine smile, and she tilts her head, her fingers toying with the hair at the nape of your neck. âGood. Because I donât think I could handle watching you mope around the office pretending this didnât mean something.â
âIt means something,â you say quietly, your thumbs brushing against her waist. âI just⌠didnât know it meant something to you too.â
She looks away for a second, her cheeks turning pink, but then she sighs and meets your gaze again. âIt always did,â she admits, her voice softer now. âIâve liked you for a long time. I just didnât know if you felt the same wayâor if you were too busy chasing every girl who wasnât me to notice.â
You wince slightly. âOuch.â
âIâm just saying,â she teases, though thereâs a hint of truth in her tone. âYou always seemed to go for the ones who didnât care about you. Meanwhile, IâŚâ She trails off, biting her lip. âI noticed you.â
Your chest tightens at her words, and you reach up to cup her cheek, brushing your thumb against her skin. âWhen?â
Her lips curve into a faint smile, her eyes flicking to the side as if sheâs remembering something. âThere were moments,â she says after a pause. âLike the time you stayed late to help me with that awful report, even though you didnât have to. Or the time you lent me your jacket after I spilled coffee all over myself, even though it was freezing outside and you looked like an idiot walking around in just your shirt.â
You laugh softly, shaking your head. âI remember that. I thought you were going to yell at me for being too nice.â
âI almost did,â she admits with a grin. âBut then I realized⌠I didnât want you to stop.â
Her words settle between you, heavy and meaningful, and for a moment, neither of you speaks. Then Chaewon leans in, her lips brushing against yours in a soft, lingering kiss that feels more like a promise than anything else.
When she pulls back, her eyes are brighter, her expression teasing again. âAnyway, youâre stuck here all weekend, remember? I think weâve got plenty of time to figure this out.â
You grin, your hands sliding down to rest on her hips. âYouâre right. And for the record, Iâm not complaining.â
âGood,â she murmurs, leaning in for another kiss. This one is deeper, slower, her fingers tangling in your hair as your hands tighten on her waist, pulling her closer.
The kiss breaks only when she laughs softly, her forehead resting against yours. âThis feels⌠nice,â she says, her voice quiet.
âYeah,â you agree, your thumb tracing small circles on her hip. âIt does.â
The two of you stay like that for a while, exchanging kisses and soft touches, the weight of the moment settling into something warm and intimate.
Itâs simple, and yet it feels like everything.
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duke au angst, but kĂśnig isnât a knight. Heâs either not in it and reader just sinks into a pit of depression and withdrawals so much that rumours start speculation around the ton that reader is either dead or murder and it starts to take a toll on john reputation (they start going after why him, simon, johnny and kyle are so close) or a kĂśnig is an Austrian duke/way closer to royalty and when heâs over for business with John and/or simon, he and the reader hit it off (much to the boys dismay) and reader plans on leaving without a word, leaving nothing more than a vague letter that details why and a set of divorce papers (helped achieved by kĂśnig) and by the time they realise their mistake readers already living the high life in austria
âŚ.okay but the first oneâs got me downright obsessed, anon đŠ second one too and i feel like i will absolutely end up caving and writing it later but for now, have this!
Angst dukedom post
Non-angst dukedome post(no konig in this one)
No but seriously, there is only so much you can take. Between everyoneâs dismissal of you, the lack of any meaningful company, the loneliness- it was only a matter of time before you just⌠canât do it anymore.
The change, though it starts slow, is impossible to hide. You stop having dinner with John, finding no solace in the taste of lukewarm, half-heartedly prepared food. You tell yourself itâs not worth it- the stilted conversations, the empty looks, the way his eyes always drift to anything but you. Heâs too busy sharing hidden glances with Kyle, exchanging quiet touches with Johnny when he hand delivers the food, speaking to Simon with an intensity that has never been for you.
You stop attending the endless galas and balls you are meant expected to attend as the Duchess. You withdraw from the tea parties, from every suffocating event where you were paraded as nothing more than an ornament on Duke Priceâs arm. You withdraw from the public eye itself.
Instead, you drift through the duchy, through the rooms that are suddenly empty when you arrive. You drift to and fro, in a haze of lonelinthat and slow-setting exhaustion.
The maids whispered of you before, but it used to be out of your earshot; now, you can hear them clearly, none of them afraid of being punished when not even your own husband can stand your sight. They mutter about how sickly you look, how your eyes are dull and lifeless.
Sheâs wasting away.
Maybe itâs for the best.
No one can love someone who fades into the walls.
But of course, the whispers arenât just within the duchy. Rumors ripple out beyond the duchyâs walls-
The Duchess has gone mad, they say. Locked away by her husband, for her own good.
She ran away in the dead of night, they say. Couldnât bear her husbandâs coldness. Maybe he drove her to it.
Heâs always with Duke Riley, isnât he? Or the butler. Or the chef.
Poor thing. No wonder she vanished.
All of it gnaws and bites at Johnâs reputation, at yours, but he never comes to you and it doesnât surprise you at all. He would rather find a way to bury it all then simply check on you. The facade has always been more important, and he keeps it with half-hearted excuses half-believed by some and dismissed by others.
But they are relentless, and soon they taint every interaction he has. No one meets him without a hint of suspicion in their eyes. How much of it is true, they seem to ask. What did you do to her? Is she really gone? She was a good woman, how could you do that to her? There is more scrutiny now on the time he spends with Simon, with Kyle, with Johnny. He starts to avoid public events himself, unwilling to face the relentless gossip that hangs over him now like a dark cloud.
Eventually, you stop dressing for the day, leaving your hair unkempt, your gowns crumpled and out of style. No one comes to check on you, the maids happy at having less work, and you tell yourself that you prefer it that way. No eyes to judge. No lips to lie. The solitude is nothing new, even if itâs never been this severe before.
Time blurs, too. You stop looking at the newspapers when they stop being delivered. The days mean nothing when every morning brings only a new kind of numbness, and some days you spend entirely in bed, too tired to even think about taking a step outside.
Yet, even with your noticeable absence, nothing changes. No one knocks on your door, not even once. No one checks to see if youâre eating, breathing, surviving. You feel so achingly lonely.
John doesnât approach you once. You have become a specter, more distant than ever. And though he and the others feel a creeping sense of guilt- Kyle finds himself lingering outside your door, only to turn away with clenched fists; Johnnyâs jokes die in his throat when he hears your name; Simon stares at the spot you used to take during the dinners and lunches heâd join; John stares at the very few portraits of you that line the walls and wonders how heâd even go about approaching you- none of them move to truly mend the gaping distance between you. They regret their neglect, but they do not know how to fix it. Or maybe they are simply too late.
dukedom au masterlist Part Two: Fix-it
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can't stop thinking about dark!simon with a sunshine!curvy!fem!reader, it's gnawing at my brain. (18+)
greeting him when he comes home in a little apron with dough smeared across your cheeks. you're bouncing in the kitchen, giggling as you wrap your arms around his neck. one burly arm hooks around your waist as he palms one side of your ass, and you kiss his lips over his blood-soaked mask again and again as you coo, "missed you so much, made you chocolate chip..."
you talk and talk and talk and talk. you're always talking. you're always whispering in his ear and chattering as he drives and telling him some story about something he missed while he was gone as you tidy up the flat. you never stop talking, never run out of things to tell him, and despite the monotone voice and the lack of response, he hears every single word that you say, and he forgets nothing. when he makes his way back on base, johnny is waiting, eager to hear an update about the receptionist at your work and if she is actually sleeping with your manager.
you wash his clothes without even blinking. you're at the sink, a bucket of cold, suddy water there as you scrub at his shirt. there's peroxide at the side, and you use a delicate hand as you scrub at the stains on it. ghost watches from the doorway as you hum to yourself, in a little pair of shorts with your hair tied up as you rinse the shirt clean. blood runs down the drain, and his shirt is clean as new.
you always find some kind of weapon around the house. you bend down to brush crumbs off the kitchen chairs, and you scold simon with a glossy pout because he left a bloody knife taped under the table. you whine when you find a grenade sitting in the same drawer you keep your tampons in. you complain when you take out the jar of rice to make dinner, and there's a small handgun hidden between the grains. but your face always softens when he cups your cheeks with two big hands, kissing you warmly, muttering, "gotta keep y'safe, luvvie...know there's a bloody line waitin' for a taste of y'r cunny, baby."
you visit him on base once in light wash denim and a white tshirt, sneakers hitting the linoleum and purse swinging as you wave at him. he's standing in front of a line of privates, watching them do jumping jacks, and his eyes light up a little when he sees you waving at him enthusiastically. when he finally makes it to you, he shoves you into the nearest supply closet and tugs your jeans down just enough to fit his cock between your thighs. when he's walking you out, the boys watch as you cling to simon's arm, a lovesick grin on your sweaty face as you flutter your lashes up at him.
he loves when your manicured hands touch him. scratching along his scalp, tracing the edge of his jaw, cupping the bulge in his pants. you're so sweet, the most giggly girl, and he loves tasting the strawberry of your gloss as you make him cum with your hand, cooing against his lips about how strong he is, how much you love him, how you would do anything for him.
he loves it most when you see him for what he really is. when he comes home battered and bruised, bloody clothes sticking to him, a snarl to his voice and the adrenaline of an op still pumping through his veins. he loves that nothing about him scares you. that even like this, you lean up on your toes and kiss him softly, that you get some of the blood and dirt smudges on the pink of your pajama pants, and you don't care, that he strangled a man with these very hands only hours ago, and you still want him to touch you.
he loves that you love him. that when he feeds his cock into you that night, in nothing but your baby pink lingerie, that you barely need any prep at all from how wet you are. thick thighs spreading apart, sticky slick shining on your skin, cunt nice and ready for him because you have missed him that much. he loves that no matter how ugly he feels, you always find him attractive, that no matter how many people he tells you that he killed tonight, all you do is smile and pucker your lips, and tell him, "it's okay, teddy bear, they deserved it, didn't they?" and yeah, they did, cause it is kill or be killed, and there is no universe where ghost does not fight to get back here, to get back to this pretty pussy, to get back to the bed he shares with you so he can watch those pretty tits bounce every time he fucks his cock into you.
ghost loves his pretty girl. all smiles. all soft, so cute, just perfect. ghost casts a shadow over the room, and you just brighten it right back up. ghost tracks blood into the house, and there you are to cover it all up with citrus and soap.
yeah. always just sunshine and smiles at home.
#i want to elaborate on this so much#just like#responding to every nasty thing he says with a laugh and a smile#calling him pookie when he licks the blood off his knife#squeezing his cheeks after he cracks someone's skull open#kissing his bloody knuckles when he comes home from the pub#yeah yeah yeah yeah#simon ghost riley#simon riley#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#ghost mw2#ghost cod#ghost call of duty#ghost mwii#ghost x reader#cod#call of duty#simon riley smut#simon ghost riley smut#dark!simon#simon thoughts#sunshine!reader
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Hii!! I love your writing sm like youâre literally my go to blog when I get bored and I end up rereading your fics đ. Not sure if you have rules or anything so idk what I can and canât request (IF YOU DO AND THIS ISNâT IN LINE WITH IT IâM SO SORRY.. đ).
Could I request the harbingers crushing on reader? Like I can imagine them being slightly more lenient with reader which confuses most of the soldiers. Again feel free to ignore this đâźď¸âźď¸
(giggling and kicking my feet rn, this is the type of partially-satirical fluff I headcanon. Hope you like it)
⌠When they secretly have a crush on you
Pierro, Capitano, Dottore, Scaramouche, Pantalone, Childe
⧠The ever-cold and impeccable Pierro â a mystery that even his associates and top harbingers cannot decipher. Not many can be considered as his close confidants, so none is certain of his personal life and preferences. A cold, stern man like The Jester probably doesnât waste a glance on frivolous affairs or pleasantries. Even if many high-status people tried to approach him - aristocrats, business partners, or noble ladies; his cold gaze shuts off any initiation for close relations. No, he sees their greed for power too clearly to be swayed.
Yet Pierro harbors a deep secret. He does fancy a type⌠and that type is you.
Itâs not simply your physical attributes or style, his âtypeâ is literally everything you embody. The shape of your jawline when you lower your face, the delicate shadow your eyelashes cast on your cheeks, how your chest moves when you take a deep sigh. From the minor and inconsequential attributes, he memorized it to his heart until the only thing his gaze is seeking is you across the room. He was always silently enamored, his eyes watching you with reverence. However, he is a mastermind, first and foremost. Concealing his inner sonnets for his love for you came naturally just as he conceals half of his face with a Khaenriâahn mask.
You, on the other hand, were oblivious. Nervous, even. Facing off the most powerful man, cursed with immortality just as you all those centuries felt intimidating, especially when you couldnât grasp why his gaze kept lingering so melancholically.
âIt is⌠good to see you again, Pierro,â â that was your initial words when the two of you spoke formally. In truth, your mind was filled with wistful thoughts: he probably settled down with someone after 500 years of immortality.
In the meantime, Pierroâs mind was at comical odds with his cold exterior as he thought: Hmmm⌠Yes, Iâve already decided on the name of our potential third child.
But of course, he didnât say that, even if he looked slightly mesmerized. Instead, he just settled with a polite: âA pleasure, indeedâ. It's only a matter of time before he accidentally slips and calls you his spouse in front of people.
⧠Il Capitano was avoiding you like the plague, and you couldn't fathom why. Whenever you crossed paths, his oppressive silence would intimidate you further. He would linger behind you, a looming presence so quiet that at times, youâd forget he was even there. Alas, when you finally muster up the courage to approach him directly, he'd respond with the briefest of words, avoiding any attempts of chatter.
It infuriated you. So much so that you started wondering if perhaps you did something wrong. He sparred with you countless times, the taste of a battlefield is nothing foreign when he trained alongside you. You felt like a stranger. Why he was so eerily silent was beyond your comprehension, and alas, his pitch-black expression did not portray any facial clues on what he was thinking.
The truth of the matter is that Capitano has mastered the art of keeping his head impassively still. With a helmet on his face and lack of visage, no one sees his gaze ogling your form whenever you train. Your movements mesmerize him during battles, your legs swift and your stance is powerful. Of course, he would be silent when he is staring directly at your beauty in action. You rendered him speechless, and now the Harbinger is diverting himself by discreetly peeking at you. Thank the archons for his helmet hiding his gaze.
But the Captain scolds himself. No, he mustnât! It is improper of him to even lay his eyes upon a being so diligent and strong as you, he must respect-⌠Nope, his head is automatically turning towards you anyway. Lost in his silent battle of self-reprimand, he didnât notice you suddenly approaching:
âCaptain, we need to talk. What is the reason for your cold shoulder towards me? If I have done something improper you must tell me⌠You always avoid me, even when weâre supposed to cooperate.â
The same characteristic silence followed him, however, seeing you cornering him so sternly, even the Harbinger had to drop his resolve.
â...You must forgive me. Your beauty had overwhelmed me to such an extent that I felt ashamed to admit how you rendered me speechless to approach you.â
⧠A long time ago, before Il Dottore bore the title of a Harbinger, there was a young boy named Zandik. This little Zandik was trainee Dastur, a prodigy of his field and academic year. But he wasn't the only top student of the Akademiya, in fact, this young man was standing in the shadow of a brilliant senior student whom he always looked up to with innocent wonder â you.
You weren't aware of the younger student with short turquoise hair trailing you. He, however, was aware of you because your portrait often graced the accomplishments of the establishment, thesis research, and any academic honors of the top young researchers. Since you were a senior, Zandik couldnât share lectures with you, yet it didnât stall him. Every thesis bearing your name, he read; every book you borrowed from the House of Daena, he memorized meticulously. His revenant studies of everything you did mesmerized his young mind, leading him to linger behind the lecture hall doors, drawn to where you so often spent your time.
It was a harmless habit, the boy believed; surely you never noticed him?
One day, Zandik spotted you chatting with your peers in the hallway. Unfortunately for you, you inadvertently left behind your precious notebook, forgotten in the rush to your next class. The young man didn't have it in himself to run after you and directly return it. Instead, it was his chance to study your secrets. His hands hesitated only briefly before he grasped the notebook, feeling the weight of the handwriting he so admired.
When he first opened the notebook, the first page read in massive writing: âI KNOW YOU'RE STEALING MY NOTES â THIEF.â
That was approximately 400 years ago. So much so that the memories of your student self were long forgotten in your mind. When you later on met the 2nd of the Fatui Harbinger, you expected the Fatuus to coerce you for cooperation. To demand you to leverage your expertise in Khaenri'ahn technology, or perhaps blackmail you into his maddening cause. But none of that transpired.
The grown man, now known as Il Dottore, stood blankly in front of you, eerily placid. His once youthful awe had matured into something far more inscrutable, like a long-buried sincerity breaking through his Doctorâs mask. Without a word, he extended a hand, offering you an old, tattered notebook. It was that same old notebook from your Akademiya days.
â... Huh? Where did you get this?â
âPerhaps a young boy was too excited to pilfer what wasn't his. I apologize for borrowing it. That boy never wanted his idol to think of him as a thief. If it wasn't so arduous to seek you out all those centuries, I would've returned it to you earlier.â
⧠With his face perched on his knuckles, Scaramouche sat down listening to your ramblings. You would think a Harbinger with his temper, would long since exhausted his patience, waving you off to scram from his presence. Yet the moment you start talking, he is obediently listening, like a devoted man waiting for his blessing from the Grand Narukami Shrine
âBut I never saw you enjoy any snacks or drinks while youâre out,â â you mused with excitement, launching on a tangent about this mysterious Inazuman beside you. âOh! How about this, Iâll start guessing your favorite pastime food or beverage and you tell me if I am right or wrong.â
Scaramouche raised an eyebrow, but crossed his arms indifferently - âA futile endeavor but suit yourself anyway.â
Undeterred, you accepted the challenge. You listed each and every single delicacy in Teyvat that you could recall, from Inazuman mochi, dango, and sake to even Mondstadtâs Cold Cut Platter and wine. The Balladeer only scoffed, amused at your silly attempts to deduce him, as if he was some mystery you should decipher.
âUgh, Okay! My last attempt. Is it⌠green tea?!â
Scaramouche went silent at the sight of your anticipation - âHm,â
âNo way⌠did I guess correctly, at last! Are you a herbal tea enthusiast? Oh, I knew it, I knew it!â
You exclaimed with unattained joy, leaving the Balladeer to silently observe your self-proclaimed victory. The truth of the matter is - that wasn't the correct answer. Scaramouche doesn't care for any teas or snacks, not when his artificial palettes found human indulgences to be redundant. Yet, looking at your jubilant face, glowing with delight as if youâd uncovered some profound world secrets, he couldnât bring himself to confess. How foolish.
âHah, fine, you got me. You must be thrilled to guess something so mundane.â
âWell, maybe mundane to you, but I was pretty curious what a living puppet would prefer to drink.â
Your sudden words caused Scaramouche to freeze. He never told you he was a puppet by nature, and most people would never guess what he is. Yet here you were, stating it so simply and obviously. Most ridiculously, you didnât seem crestfallen by the weight of this truth. âYou knewâŚ? I'm not sure if I should compliment your keen observation, or if this is another one of your random guesses. What gave it away?â
âI thought it was obvious.â - you eased a sincere smile, your hand reaching to carefully brush a stray hair on his head. âNo regular human would have such a perfectly pristine face like yours. Even if they had the most luxurious face-care routine.â
If puppets had blood flow, there would've been a pink hue dusting his cheeks. It seems he was the fool here after all. Ever since that day, he has found the taste of green tea to be rather soothing.
⧠A popular misconception about Pantalone is that he allowed you to walk into his life and pursue him so easily. Trully wrong. In reality, it was this Harbinger who had been pursuing and courting you from the very beginning - like a lovestruck fool, no less.
At first, Pantalone tried to be the charmer. Heâd offer you heavy bags of Mora as if it was pocket change and say in his best alluring voice - âGo spoil yourself with something new, dear. I want you to look your best on our next date.â
The issue was you were dense like a rock. Because you blinked at the mora and said simply: âWhy? I already have comfortable clothes, I donât need any right now.â
He wanted to slap himself. Any attempts at spoiling you with riches or gifts were futile, especially when you humbly rejected his monetary help out of casual practicality. You always stated that others in need would require it more. Very well, he wonât sulk just yet. He decided on his next act of refinement. Heâd invite you with him to any luxurious events: galas, opera performances, dinner parties; all carefully orchestrated to impress you, showcasing how he can provide you with any wonder from the world, linking his arm elegantly with yours to flaunt how youâre accompanying the 9th of Fatui Harbingers himself.
That didnât work as well. Whenever a business meeting occurred with vital connections, your gaze bore no interest in the wealth of the higher class, nor did you beat around the bush to dismiss yourself. Instead of marveling at the company of riches and endless champagne flutes, heâd instead find you marveling at the ducks swimming in the pond of a garden â âLook, duckies!â
Pantalone was in visible distress. All this gold that people die for yet you so naively dismissed him. Was he unworthy of your simple love? Was he too pompous for you and forgot his own origins? His self-doubt gnawed at him at night, so much so that his own subordinate would see him pacing in his office with a tremor of restlessness, thinking how he should open this topic with one he so openly treasures.
âMy dear, please tell me what your heart seeks,â â he once opened the discussion with you, his hand clasping yours in an act of pleading. âI do not wish you to be uncomfortable with my actions. Just say the word and I will bring you what you want.â
Once more, you blinked at him in that same sweet innocence, but instead, you spoke with a smile: âOh, you silly, silly man Pantalone. I never wanted your mora or status. I do not wish to be indebted to you, no. I just wish you to be as you are. If you want to take me to a restaurant, take me there, not because itâs a fancy establishment, but because it has your favorite food. Plain and simple.â
The young Harbinger didnât know it was possible to fall in love even more. It seems he mistook your humble sincerity with naivety, never once pondering that perhaps you didnât want a partner for the sake of connection or money. That being his true self was something he could even offer you.
In the upcoming days, Pantaloneâs subordinate could clearly see was smitten beyond logic or reason. Like a grinning child, resting his chin on his palm when sitting behind a desk, feet almost kicking with excitement. He really was enamored with you from the start.
⧠If there is one thing Tartagliaâs heart relishes, itâs the rush of a challenge. And you, as a whole, challenged this young man on a daily basis. His bubbling persona and eccentricity to rush into action was an antithesis to your blunt calmness and reason. If he is the one launching into battle, you are the one who is yanking him by the collar while maintaining that unimpressed look.
Thus, as a challenge, Childe took it upon himself to make you break that serene attitude from you. At least once, and his heart will soar with victory. Unbeknownst to him, everything he did fumbled.
He started with cheesy attempts to flirt with you, flipping his ginger hair back while leaning on the wall with a captivating smile to make sure your eyes were on his form alone. It might have made you swoon, if he hadnât miscalculated and leaned against the door instead, stumbling awkwardly when it swung open.
Another attempt was made when he tried to play the savior. The two of you were strolling when a Hydro Hilichurl Rogue stumbled upon your path in the wild, its makeshift scythe warning you two to get away. For the Harbinger, this was an easy opportunity to dispel such a puny target and save you. Except the Hilichurl Rogue kept throwing hydro slimes, which his vision of the same element was useless against. You managed to drag Tartaglia (almost) unscathed.
Everything was going against Tartagliaâs luck and he felt like an utter failure in front of you. Heâs the 11th, for crying out loud, he always fairs well when something challenges him. Yet here he is, getting bandaged by you after fumbling countless times in your presence. Your first impression of him must be beyond salvageable at this point.
âIf I didnât know any better, I wouldâve thought youâre a problematic teen who gets into trouble all the time. Because you sure act like it,â â you stated to him simply. Securing his cuts and bruises on his shoulder.
âIf I confess that such accidents rarely happen, would that change your opinion of me, or is it too late to start from zero? Ouch-â he winced when you tightened the bandages, his bruises not alleviating the sensation. The culpability of it all made him sulk, realizing he was probably putting you into trouble with all his shenanigans. âIâd die for you, you know.â
âThat is the dumbest thing I've heard.â
Your words were concrete, his gaze averted with guilt and sorrow. But you continued quaintly.
âWhy would anyone say something so senseless? I donât want you to âdieâ for me or anyone, even. What about âkeep livingâ for someone? For me⌠for your family, for yourself. Anyone can blindly plunge themselves to their death, but it takes actual courage and strength to keep living for those you care about. So please, do that for me instead of getting into trouble.â
The once serious expression on Tartaglia's softened with each word you spoke. Now he realizes that perhaps you putting up with his impulsivity stemmed not from frustration, but out of sincere worry. Maybe in his attempt to charm you, you were the one charming him all along. Especially when you sit so close to tend to him, it would feel so natural to wrap his arm around and embrace you.
âYouâre right⌠I suppose it is reckless. Living for yourself seems truly priceless if it means seeing you beside me for another day.â
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