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I'm thinking about the stupid fucking parasocial dynamic between sir pentious and alastor. I have questions
the fact that sir pentious says "again" in the pilot and him saying they'd done battle "like 20 times" in episode 2, was this just like. a regular thing he did even prior to alastor's disappearance. where he would just come in every other week to attack alastor while he was casually doing stuff and alastor just forgot each and every time.
also keep in mind sir pentious is from the VICTORIAN ERA, he arrived in hell before alastor. how. how long has he known him. how long had he been DOING this.
sir pentious being one of the chronologically oldest major characters really makes you think about how much he has seen or knows about LMAO
also the fact that he says "for when I've slain you the almighty vees will finally acknowledge me as their equal" was he just thinking of alastor just being generally powerful that it'd be cool if he defeated him or did he know the specific significance of alastor in the context of the vees. I also find it funny that he found out about alastor's return BEFORE vox, yeah if he delivered a dead alastor to the vees after 7 years I'm sure that would've been one fucking hell of a shock
#osrs.txt#sir pentious#hazbin sir pentious#sir pentious hazbin#hazbin hotel sir pentious#sir pentious hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#alastor hazbin#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#just some stray thoughts#this was in my drafts but then I got distracted before I finished rambling then so I finished it now#corn-plating after 5 months 🥳🥳🥳#1k#2k
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need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#blood tw#ruporas art#love u when i get to cuddle u and love u when i get to feel ur blood soak into my hands#being this close to one another means the eternal suffering of trying to separate love and mission. love for one and love for humanity#i like to think of pre-vol8 vash as someone who struggles with his feelings for ww bc as equal and as trusted he is -#vash knows his responsibilities and he knows/expects ww wouldn't let him stray from it either. for that he can't take to any romantic incli#and i think itd make him view ww in a stricter non-personal way... If that makes ANY sense.#for ww - take someone who youv gotten close to and ended up liking more than you expected#someone who has a belief and follows it stubbornly - someone who'll get into more fights and trouble more than youv had your entire life#ww thinks of him as a monster but he knows theres a limit he himself can take - i feel like hes considered what might be the limit for vash#for Safety measures. just in case. yknow. whenever he himself might have to load the bullet < him hyping himself up as if he could do it#my point being that the thought of vash being dead crosses his mind more than he'd like. i think its a simultaneous dread drop in his stoma#for failure of the mission - but also an Ok? They can be killed? and also a disastrous gunning of his own heart. considering how much they#both live in their own heads some days are Just the worst ever for them in each others company. but also they lov each other :[ sooo much
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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever
the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy
#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME#HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS#bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf#i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys#worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti#BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN#irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin#-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much#i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl#anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it#bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design#i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare#it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard#theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all#and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe#uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol#ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE#I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf#but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes#thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time#doodles#odysseus#epic the musical#OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY
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feetman
#hlvrai#half live vr but the ai is self aware#gordon freeman#gordon feetman#so idk if theres any like ‘metastory’ to there being a player or if its literally just supposed to be wayne#but i thought it would be kinda interesting for the player to be his own guy#cause like to me#a big part of it that makes it fun is that gordon has like#no actual stakes#dude is getting pissed for the sake of it#he knows its a game and is just freaking out at the ai being so alive u know#now since i cant remember if theres some kind of canon or metastory to the player you can completely decide for yourself why hes playing#or how he got the game#is he just some guy? is it an experiment? is it for his job? who knows!#hes The Player#also if ur wondering why his design is so similar to gordons#its cause i didnt wanna stray into the unrecognizable lmao#also. i really really really didnt wanna draw the fucking suit#and yes thats benrey on the tamagotchi#i think it would be very funny if he could cart them all around in tamagotchis#sorry for long tags#my art
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Skz as red flags
Chan, who professes his undying love—even after a week of radio silence.
Minho, who becomes concerningly aggressive every time you have a minor dispute.
Changbin, who begs you to join him at the gym, only to nit-pick every little detail once you do.
Hyunjin, who dramatizes his every move—especially when he accuses you of cheating.
Han, who is so insecure about your relationship that he cries when you go out and won't stop texting you until you come home.
Felix, who is so anxious about confrontation that he just can't defend you in groups; you're fine with that, until a group of guys keeps hitting on you, and Felix isn't doing anything.
Seungmin, who completely ignores you for days, even weeks, after an argument—just because he believes he's right.
Jeongin, who is unwilling to compromise on your need for skinship—and his lack thereof.
little a/n just in case... yall this is just something silly I posted okay please don't take anything too seriously 😭
#this is just something random i thought of on my break and by no means is law#i was just thinking about how everybody has some sort of red flag about them rather we want to admit it or not#and this is what my brain thought of 🤷♀️#stray kids x reader#felix x reader#lee felix x reader#stray kids x y/n#bangchan x reader#stray kids#skz#bang chan#changbin x reader#hyunjin x reader#han jisung x reader#seungmin x reader#jeongin x reader#stray kids headcanons#skz headcanons#wayyyy to many tags lmao
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Silly 15!skk comic that I sketched awhile ago and dont remember what compelled me to draw this
#bsd#skk#soukoku#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd art#bsd chuuya#15!skk#bsd crack#skk comic#this is so stupid I don’t remember why I drew this#maybe it should’ve stayed in my sketchbook lol wth#my art#help this is why I should’ve went to bed instead of clean this mess up#what am I even doing#I don’t know if this is incomprehensible but if anyone does read this by some chance I drew it right to left#sorry I dont know how to panel/too lazy#this is the less amount of color I’ve did in awhile just flats#this is a lot of stuff in the tags#i think i remember i was taking my vitamins or something and thought of this…i think#i dont know how to draw mori sorry i dont know I got too lazy too#I cleaned the lines but not too much because I am lazy
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STRAY KIDS | 240720 INTERVIEW
#stray kids#skz#bystay#createskz#staysource#a9gifs#ot8#*edit#*ccarly#*ot8#*carly:ot8#i just thought these were cute#might edit some of the others.....Thinking...
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Okay, so Chan is being a brat on Bubble rn, pretending that we wanna break up with him. (Who's really the delulu one here?) But my imagination is running WILD, so hear me out..
[Hard Thought - MDNI]
What if he's just beaming at his phone right now. Watching us freak out and beg him not to break up with us. Saying that it isn't what we want and asking him not to leave. It's just what he wanted, just what he was craving.
What if he's scrolling through the responses, laughing out loud at the ones that he's especially pleased with. It's almost humiliating how some of us beg and plead for him. Sure, it's playful, but what if it wasn't? That thought drives him wild.
What if he's getting hard while reading all of our comments. Imagining what we'd look like if he were standing in front of us. The look on our face as we process what he's saying while he knows damn well that he's just messing with us.
Just the thought of some of us dropping what we were doing to click on his chat notification gets him hot as he watches the replies flood in.
What were you doing before this?
Are you smiling? Frowning? Laughing?
What are you wearing?
When did his hand get down his pants?
Why does the thought of a pretty girl playing along to his dramatics make him rock hard?
What would you do to change his mind? What would you say?
"You don't wanna break up..? How're ya gonna change my mind?"
"You'd never actually go and meet someone else, would you, baby? Show me how much you love me."
The longer he keeps the dramatics up, the more content he has to stroke himself to later. He can't help himself.
#I'm just as Delulu as him 😭#I mighy make some angsty texts based off of his messages?? i got some inspo#These messages are cute but i had to make it dirty lmao#stray kids#skz#bang chan hard thoughts#stray kids scenarios#bang chan x reader#skz x reader#stray kids hard thoughts#skz hard thoughts#skz scenarios#bang chan smut#bang chan stray kids#bang chan scenarios#stray kids smut#skz smut#skz bang chan#stray kids bang chan smut#stray kids bang chan#bang chan bubble#stray kids bubble#skz bubble#skz imagines
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i can't get over this photo 🫠
#this is genuinely the hottest he's ever looked#y'all probably know he's one of my ults#but for the past year I've been straying (heh) a bit away from him#i mean he's always number 1 in my heart but some other stray kids members stole the spotlight and i had a few other kpop crushes inbetween#but lately I've been back in my hyunjin feels#and this photo right here#made me fall in love with him all over again 😭#idk why I'm so sappy I'm not even yeosang's insta username right now 😭#like that's ☝️ my guy#loml and everything#i thought i took a painkiller earlier not a delulu pill 💀#alsoooo#i should make a gifset or literally ANYTHING#i haven't opened ps in nearly a year#i should take content creator out of my description:')#OR i should go touch some grass live life because I've been just existing lately#I don't even have friends anymore 😭 well I have one friend to be exact:')#well this took a dark turn#hey i at least have hyunjin 🤡#he's looking good and all life could be worse#bye#personal
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seen a lot of fem skk lately thought i'd share my 15 fem skk designs
#you cant tell me fem dazai wouldnt be 1000x more obnoxiously smitten#like dazai is smitten but she's OPENLY smitten#gives chuuya a heart attack once every day#its her agenda#i have VIVID designs for fem skk through the years dont be surprised if i dump those at some point#i really like dazai looking basically the same in the mafia then trying out more feminine looks in her 2 years underground#its just a fun little thought#yk when people think about the soukoku reaction and hc chuuya as being shocked by dazai's eyes showing??#fem chuuya being quietly surprised and smitten when she walks into the dungeon and sees dazai with both eyes. different. feminine. HAPPY.#just food for thought#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#fem skk#my art#fan art
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dazai finding a really really fucking tall (plastic) flower and giving it to chuuya for his birthday, like: “happy birthday chibi ^_^!! was gonna give u something nice, but i don’t want to give you anything pretty… and then i found this, and thought—chuuya wouldn’t be able to see the pretty part (the flower) of this anyway, and i still seem super sweet!<3”
and chuuya looks up, squinting to where a small flower is perched on the very fucking long stem … (anyway it broke because apparently it can’t withstand hitting a human skull several times at light speed…sorry, dazai)
#btw this is basically just dazai calling chuuya short#//#my dad picked a bunch of lavender from outside and gave me some#and they all have really…long…stems… for some reason?? measured one of them and it’s 52cms lmao#bsd#chuuya nakahara#osamu dazai#happy birthday chuuya x2#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#kind of#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#bsd drabbles#bsd thoughts#silly thing
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I wanna point out something, Katai probably never had an entrance exam, whether Kunikida did or not is still up for debate, but the real fascinating thing is, at 20 Fukuzawa let Kunikdia handle the first (that we know of) entrance exam.
I have my own theories about how old Kuni was when he joined the ada but that's for another date.
Point is, Dazai's entrance exam could have been given to anybody elese, Yosano and Ranpo were at the ada for longer, and Fukuzawa himself didn't handle it. Kunikida must have risen through the ranks fast, especially at a young age. I'm really curios now on his backstory!
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I realize i totally haven't made any proper pride month posts......
Ahem. Ahem. Start making more tsams characters use it/its. Make Bloodmoon use it/its. Make Lunar use it/its. Make Solar use it/its.
Make more tsams characters use neopronouns. Make Earth use xe/xem. Make Solar Flare use thon/thons. Make Ruin hy/hymn.
Make more tsams characters transfem. Make Solar a he/him butch woman. Make Sun a femme lesbian. Make Bloodmoon a butch too.
Make more tsams characters gender non conforming. Make more tsams characters aromantic but not asexual. Make more tsams characters feel like labels don't fit them and just simply describe their queerness. Make more tsams characters be in queerplatonic relationships.
Make more tsams characters be More Queer in ways the show doesn't do. Be free 🙏🙏🙏
#xero says things#MAKE THEM QUEER AS FUCKKKKKK ITS IMPORTANT FOR THEIR HEALTH#this is a compilation of like#how im queer + my headcanons + headcanons people tend to stray away from#or specifically that the show strays away from#bc i am STILL salty about lunar never saying theyre polyamorous for dating gemini and the only it/its usage being derogatory#i want!!! to see people like me!!!!#having moon OUTRIGHT say he was aroace and REPEAT IT was literally HUGE TO ME when i was first watching!!!#bc nothing i'd ever watched had done that!!! and lunar saying theyre nonbinary made me cry tears of joy!!!!!#but there's still some areas they don't tread and im just. bwauagdhshd i want to see people like meeeee........#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams#tlaes#eaps#xero thoughts and rambles
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not even lowkey, but high key thinking about how both Dazai and Chuuya since a young age used destructive behaviors to cope/feel something as they both struggle with feeling human enough in their own ways.
The state of Chuuya's mind at the start of Stormbringer reflects in an empty room with a bed, desk, and a liquor bottle on top. How he also stress smokes. Feeling alone and isolated in a way despite being surrounded by The Flags and others because he doesn't feel like he quite fits in. He's suddenly surrounded by people much older than him when he's a kid recently off the streets.
Similarly, Dazai struggling with ideation/attempts and also drinking and smoking from a young age. But the fact he drinks whiskey and shows a high tolerance when he's still a teenager is pretty concerning on its own.
They both lived in homes that lacked personality or gave insight to their hobbies or what they liked to do for fun. They were just places to sleep, roofs over their heads. Chuuya didn't know how to live, but Dazai also didn't as he willingly chose to live in a shipping container and isolate himself from others. It's part of the numbing. It gets him away from all the evil of the world, but also its better parts.
Dealing with mafia-related business and being exposed to violence and death on a constant basis rapidly desensitized them to the point of just being totally and utterly numb because at first they had to be, and now it's just a constant state of being. Dazai saw the worst of what humanity had to offer while in the mafia and he just progressively spiraled until defecting. Even Chuuya being on the streets as a kid and in constant survival mode was exposed to the uglier side of life. There's no time to think about playing video games when he had to worry about getting enough to eat and sleeping with one eye open. Now Chuuya constantly works because he's needed by the mafia, the people, the city.
Going through the motions of everyday life doesn't do anything for them and they look to destructive behaviors to feel something because, deep down, they both have the same fear of losing themselves entirely.
That fear of losing himself is so strong within Chuuya he resists corruption's influence to completely overtake him and he can still recognize faces and speak. He's forgiving sometimes to a fault despite being wronged a lot and it shows he doesn't let rage blindly consume him. He's lost so many people up until now that the times he's snapped and gotten vengeance are few and far in between, but it's normal for people to have breaking points. It's human. Just as Oda's death was the catalyst for Dazai leaving. And people have different breaking points.
#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#soukoku#thoughts#yeah been thinking about this a lot bc of a fic idea - dazai heavily dissociating while he's in the mafia#detaching himself from reality because within there's that tiny bit of him that's actually so fragile that if he-#even shows a moment of vulnerability he might entirely crumble so he just numbs himself to everything instead#and so he turns inward to self-destruction to feel anything because he's fighting the numbness but doesn't want to lose himself to it#similarly chuuya becoming loyal to the port mafia over time and it finally feeling like home because everyone else -#deals with the constant violence and death day in and day out and no one's immune to it#some are just better at handling it than others
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I think it’s crazy actually that people think it’s impossible for Chuuya to trick Fyodor without Fyodor having to be dumber for it. Especially when a popular theory was that after the drowning Chuuya had begun faking it, why is it so hard to believe he’d just been faking it the entire time?
This doesn’t even touch on how it’s been SUCH a LOUD point throughout mersault that Fyodor has hugely underestimated Soukoku. So, by obvious extension that would include Chuuya too if not more so than Dazai seeing as he insinuated multiple times that Chuuya was Dazai’s tool rather than equal partner.
#also I don’t understand how this is more absurd than anything else which has occurred in the story#this is a wacky wild story !!!!#you know this!!!!#we all know this!!!!#also I have some meta thoughts that I’ll drop eventually I just haven’t watched the ep yet lmao#and I’m so so desperate to see how asagiri does this in the manga#hopefully he drags it out a bit so it’s not rushed#BSD spoilers#Nakahara Chuuya#fyodor dostoevsky#bungou stray dogs#BSD#Soukoku
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really wanted to make a project with these arts (a book about the biographies of some bands) but one girl took it for herself and i thought we were friends lmao
#pink floyd#roger waters#syd barrett#david gilmour#richard wright#nick mason#the beatles#ringo starr#paul mccartney#john lennon#george harrison#brian epstein#my favorite part is listening to the professor praise her for my idea#idk at this point i think the universe is mocking me#i've literally been friends with her for three years now and i thought it would be safe to write her this idea but she still just took it#so now waiting for some book about stray kids ig#fuck my life is a nightmare
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