#just like i am allowed to love stolas and love to hate stella

[yasmiralotta]

Ok. Like I said. You can hate Stolas and interpete him any way you want. Like, I think we can agree to disagree on him. But, I do agree that we need to learn more about Stella. And Vivziepop has said that we are going to learn why Stella is the way she is, but that it won't excuse how she treats Stolas. Like, I always suspected that there was a big reason why Stella is the way she is. You don't become that resentful without having been treated badly by others, like her parents and brother. But, no matter what she has gone through, it doesn't excuse what she is doing in the present. And that goes for all the characters. Your past doesn't define you. You can either take it out on people around you, or try to be a better person then the people who hurt you. I don't blame anyone for wanting to lash out and want hurt people back. But, if you start hurting others because you have been hurt in the past, then you are no better yourself. I hate that abuse is a thing that happens in this world we live in. No one who is being abused deserves that. But abusing back doesn't solve anything either.

Sorry for the rant. I feel like I went waaaaay of topic. I just want to be clear that your opinions are okay to have. And I understand the frustration of having a character you love feel meaningless. (As a fan of Raphael for Tmnt who gets little to no attention from fans, I can realate to that) But, we are bearly halfway through the show. Stella will have time to shine, okay. Even her voice actor said so.

I know I talk a lot about antis. But I also wanted to show some of the anti-antis stuff I found. Here is the first one, enjoy 😊

Yep. This is exactly what would happen if these characters were real. Blitzø would not stand for the antis shit! 😤

[awkwardandeccentric]

I wonder if the reason why Stolas is so blind to the class dynamic between him and Blitz is because he doesn’t feel like he benefits from it.

Work with me here. I’m not saying it’s true. I’m saying this may be how he feels.

You know those white people that say that they can’t have white privilege because they’re struggling to pay the rent? Maybe Stolas has a mindset something similar to that.

When you think royalty, you think strength and power. Stolas has neither. In terms of raw physical strength, Stolas is weaker among the Goetia. With his looks, he’s lanky and thin. “I’m so glad I don’t have to pretend to want to fuck his scrawny, twig ass.” (Stella I hate you so much). We know as the audience that it takes an insurmountable amount of strength to survive, umm, let’s see, let me check the list: missing mother, neglectful father, extreme isolation as a child, being a closeted gay man, an arranged marriage, marital rape, domestic violence, and being a teen father.

Yeah, I would have offed myself at number five.

But to Stolas, having to take SSRIs and having mental health issues is something he most likely is deeply ashamed of. Something he thinks of as a weakness.

In terms of power, he’s never had any power to control his own life. From the moment he was born, his destiny was written for him, no deviation allowed. “It is expected an oath by blood to hold the tome and the starlight passes overhead fuels all the skills I've honed. I am a guardian, a watcher of these ancient rites.” He has no power over who or when or if he commits himself to one person for the rest of his very, very long life. He has no power over Stella to make her stop abusing him. He has no power over his own brain to make him stop being suicidal.

In his mind, the idea that he benefits at all from his station is ludicrous. ‘Where is this privilege?’ He’s probably thinking to himself. ‘I don’t even get to choose who I marry, when I have children, what job I have, who I get to love, whether I make friends, how I can express my emotions, nothing. I choose nothing.’

And honestly? He’s not right…but he’s also not wrong.

There is something deeply fucked up about how the system has taken a cute, happy bird just excited to learn about his future on his birthday and chewed him up before spitting him out into a severely depressed alcoholic with C-PTSD and recovering from an assassination attempt.

It’s not that he doesn’t benefit from his status compared to other demons. He does. He has servants and can get an appointment for a hospital visit at any time and he’s welcome in any club he goes to and he’s never had to worry about whether he’ll have a roof over his head or food on the table. But compared to the standards set by the people around him? The idea is laughable. Offensive. Where is this privilege? He’s not seeing it.

And like the white people who claim that they can’t have white privilege because they struggle to pay the rent, we want to pull our hair out and scream because “holy shit how can you be this stupid?!”

But they have legitimate complaints about a system that chewed them up and spit them out. And so does Stolas.

[alexas-fandom-and-random-blog]

Well it's late night for me and helluva Boss Mastermind episode just dropped and I'm kinda in the mood to do a live reaction to text of first and honest impressions thingie. So let's go!!

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Awww. Loona hesitating to burn their first job pic was precious❤️

Holy shit okay Satan's design is the first Sin I actually legit adore! Freaking amazing!😳

Can the the rip-off-Elsa brother (won't bother remembering the name) PLEASE stop calling Stella hot? Neither funny, nor character driven just really freaking creepy! Stop!

Vasago first impression. Uuuh okay? Is the gimmick he's simply gonna talk to another language.

STRIKER JUMPSCARE!!!!

Hiiii baby!! Looking good in that suit! Daaaamn! Good to see ya!~🥴

Warning up to the new VA each episode ngl. Doing a sexy job with it😚

I can't decide if I love or hate the "LINE?" joke... Could work as him not giving a fuck to spell the "fancy" word I guess😆 but mostly it makes him look kinda stupid so yeah... not a fan.

Whatever, moving on!

Tone down Moxxie pulling uwu and crying faces please? Just a bit. It's too much is all I'm saying. He's baby but like it's not endearing if you do it constantly 😢

Animation is so gorgeous tho as always. How rip-off-Elsa moves and uses his power is so smooth!

So Striker just made a guest appearance and fucked off with a wicked smile. I can't!😆

I mean good for him for getting that immunity deal but not even a tiny bit of verbal interaction with I.M.P? Moxxie? Anything? No?? You're killing me man. I am robbed and inconsolable 😭

The Sins interactions are mostly annoying but lmao at Mammon's clown noises bahahahah! Love it!

Uuuh Satan's voice might be doing things to me👉👈

Goddamn his design is amazing too!

Fizz!!! He's trying! Bless his heart he cares about his friend a lot imma cry!

Oh wow! Kudos to Blitzo for giving that speech. Dare we see social commentary that actually hits? And he's using it to save his family? Respect!

The guards are threatening af! I love how creepily slow they move and how that one touched Blitzo after the execution announcement was so foreboding. Really good way to convey the imminent danger. Niiice!

Muzzle on Loona just showing how little she's allowed to be. Even lower than the imps basically. This is sad.

Stolas to the rescue! Ye- Song? OhmyGod🤦 nah man just... okay whatever I'm skipping it, it feels really awkward to have in this situation.

Skip skip skip

Okay no back up back up. Satan singing???

That's-

....

No still don't care about it, too awkward sorry.

Skip skip skip

"This is a sturdy door"

Frick that caught me off guard! 🤣🤣🤣

Oh my god noooo. Via making that sound while crying broke my heart!!! Poor Baby bird!😢

Yeah see having Stella be non abusive and manipulative with her is an amazing idea and I love it but goddamn it, it doesn't work if you present her as absolutely brain-dead and obvious about everything the rest of the time!!!!

...well that was embarrassing 😂

Actually felt more bad about Stolas assuming he'd be sacrificed than the sacrifice itself.

Heroic I know but holy shit 🤣

Really love Satan's entire schtick. Very much a fan! The guy is so entertaining to watch!

Vasago really didn't do much in the end besides fanboy over Stolas did he?😆

"For the next 100 years"

Bahahahahahahahah!!! Get fucked rip-off-Elsa lmaoo!!! That bit was gold!!

And Stolas is common folk now. Okay I guess. I'm very neutral about that.🤷

Ohooo?? Blitzo actually getting support from this whole ordeal?? Oh kudos! Great direction! Very much support it!

More of soft Loona yes!!🥺❤️

(and I'll be willing to pretend the kicking his balls awful nonsense never happened 🙄)

Ah the last scene with Stolas? That was actually so very soft and sweet. Beautiful quiet moment to close off to

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And that was it🫠

Whelp I didn't think I'd have this many reactions watching the episode.

Overall not bad. I'm going to bed now tho I'm tired🥱

Oh And in conclusion:

Bring Striker back soon!!!!🙏

Goodnight!

[onesidedradiostatic]

helluva boss s2e1&2 reaction

season 2. let's go

episode 1

oh my god backstory time

ah, arranged marriage

that makes sense

I see so they both worked at the circus together

the love at first sight here is crazy bro's not even doing anything

oh my god

BUY HIM???? oh this is so fucked up

this is cute

he's doing a really good job at that stealing from the rich thing though good job blitzo

this is pretty cute, if only their situations weren't so fucked up

OKAY I'M NOT SCREENSHOTTING THIS BUT THE SCENE IN THE BEDROOM WITH BLITZO AND STOLAS WHERE BLITZO IS TRYING TO STEAL THE GRIMOIRE IS KILLING ME

"sorry I fucked your husband" WHY WOULD YOU TELL HER THAT

well damn...

idk if this is controversial but can stella be allowed to like... have any singular moment where it's not just her being an asshole? like honestly I just want a bit more dimension to her than just abusive bitch wife, she can still absolutely be a classist abusive asshole and an antagonist and not likable, I just wanna see more to her y'know, another side to her? idk if I can explain myself well here, but even when being abusive to her husband, I feel like she should have moments where she acts another way when it comes to other people? other situations? idk. I am AAALL for evil women, but I feel like all we've seen of stella is just angry shouting and nothing else, I just wanna see something more than that. but like I guess I get we're only seeing her from stolas' perspective right now so it kinda makes sense...? idk I just wanna see something a bit more from her.

I mean I'm not done yet so maybe I'll get to see it soon?

episode 2

so from what I can see I'm guessing this is the episode loona and octavia meet

or well bond? they already know of each other I guess

not blitzo's confidence being crushed cause of people not laughing at him years back 😭😭 but hey I feel you man

maaan.

NOT THE FUCKING ACID WATER ON THE POSTERS EARLIER????

sweet

"why does he hate her more than he loves me" aw man

that's cute

awwww

think I'll post this and maybe group 3-5 and 6-7? but yeah really good stuff here, I liked that we got to see a bit of the fucked up origins of their backstories, starting with blitzo being bought just to please stolas and blitzo taking advantage of stolas' liking of him for his benefit, like that's how they STARTED and how they continued to be 😭😭

anyways, stay tuned 🤞

[cthulhuwritesstuff]

Oh I love this, let’s go full fantasy villain mode.

Here’re my thoughts (and by no means do I believe them to be unbreakable, so feel free to poke, dig, discuss. This is all just good banter and fun):

Firstly, Mission Kill Stolas is an excellent point, glad you brought it up. Let me stretch it, for the fun of it.

Stella hires Stiker to shoot at Stolas during the festival in Wrath. Shoot AT. Just scare him a little, or even wound him, as a warning and as a message to always be on edge. To make him isolate himself. But, Blitz ruins that.

Blitz stops that and Stolas remains non-the-wiser. So she decides to try something else: Call Striker to come to a very public place, where she meets her brother and Stolas. If she really wanted Stolas dead right away, she could have let Striker into the mansion and kill Stolas in his sleep. Shoot him in that restaurant. Stop his horse anywhere, literally anywhere and put a bullet in Stolas’ head.

Why did Striker take Stolas all the way to Wrath, and allow him to CALL Blitz if the idea was to Just Kill Stolas? Why torture him if the idea was to have him killed and be over with it? Time. She needed time.

Because she needed her brother. She needed him to see this “clumsy maneuver”, to go “guiltyyyyy” all puppy-eyed so Andre can finally get in the game. And she must hate him for the freedom he has, for not being the one to have to merry well, for always talking down on her. So she does what she does best, embodies the stereotype Andre is sure she is, and lets him come to the conclusion of “We need Stolas alive”. As soon as that happens, Andre is hooked. Striker has no idea what is happening, but Stela doesn’t need him to know. She just needed him to stall, and inflict damage because, again, she is petty like that. But not kill him. Not yet. She would have called it off anyway, and nobody needed to know that.

The problem is, if they just acted soon after, it would have been suspicious. Sure, blame it on Blitz and his book, but what if Octavia got suspicious? What if Striker, out of fear, told everyone she hired him? So what does she do? Stella waits. She waits for the inevitable crashing of Stolas’ emotional state, because she, no matter how much we hate to admit it, knows her ex husband. She knows how little Stolas needs to be miserable.

And then it happens— the breakup. Of course she knows. At this point, her relationship with Octavia is maneuvered in such a way that she hears all about Stolas from her. She knows what happened, and she probably heard the “talk of the town” how Stolas went to Versika’s party.

Stolas is alone, desperate and miserable - perfect state for him to make a fatal mistake — and she goes to see her brother. Again. Slips it in so casually, “Ah yes, the book.” Again. Plants seeds and watches Andre burst into icy flames. But now Andre is all too excited, he is so convinced that THIS IS IT. So he acts, rashly. He “takes the reins” and flaunts in front of Satan, makes his bold statements, lies, acuses, makes a show.

And Stolas makes a mistake. He falls into a trap by rushing to save Blitz, he is not thinking about Octavia at all because it’s all very impulsive and fearful and — she has Octavia exactly where she wants her.

“Dad doesn’t love me.”

“I am so sorry, sweetheart…. Come here.”

Bam.

Meanwhile, Striker already took the stand and lied, never mentioned her at all, Andre already became the public face of Stolas’ punishment. Stolas just risked his life for Blitz.

Bam.

She’s a grieving, loving mother rushing to aid her child. She is victim of a scandalous relationship between her royal husband and an imp. She is a clumsy, pretty sister of a “mastermind”, a sister who can’t even remember what she had for breakfast let alone how to hire an imp assassin — how could she?

Bam.

So as the chips fall and the dust clears, Stella hugs her daughter, away from everyone’s eyes, and smiles.

Literally unbelievable.

To everyone who keeps complaining about Stella “once again being portrayed as pretty and dumb” and saying she needs a better character representation: are you serious?

Didn’t “Mastermind” just show how brilliant Stella’s writing actually is? Just that one scene when she hugs Octavia and shows how much of a cold c*nt she actually is.

Andrealphus verbally abusing her EXPLAINS why she is the way she is. She plays into it because her brother is the actual dumb one and she’s probably known this for a long, long time. She lets him do all the public work, stand before Satan and the court and spill lies after lies, even allows Striker to take the stand. She will watch it all burn from the shadows, and she thinks five steps ahead.

She’s got everything she wanted in this episode— almost. What’s left is just to set up her dumb, self-centered brother next, to frame him, use Striker for it, get rid of them all, twist Octavia to her liking and RULE. And now, she has space of 100 years to do it before Stolas gets his powers back. She managed this much during Octavia’s short 17 year-old-life, who says what this bitch can’t cook in another 100?

Stolas’ life is in danger now, every day, for every minute, because of her. We already heard Octavia crying and telling Stolas he never loved her or Mother. She already had that smirk on her face while Andrealphus was ripping his shirt off like a horny football fan on live TV for all Hell to see. She wanted to stay unnoticed because that’s how she succeeds.

She IS the actual Mastermind behind all of this mess, and all it took was for one imp to fall into her cake and staining her dress after fucking her husband she never cared for.

She is an absolutely great villain, and she IS horrible. There are reasons for it, as the show keeps pointing out, but she is and always will be horrible. And a part of good writing is that we do not have to see that in detail to figure it out and feel it. I don’t need another Disneyfied “poor little mew mew, everyone misunderstands you and here’s a why song” excuse of a villain. I want to see an unapologetic, evil bitch of a villain who owns her own backstory and doesn’t need anyone to understand her because that time has long passed. Helluva Boss is giving us exactly that, and I love it.

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Hazbin x Helluva Boss Theory: Charlie Morningstar & Octavia Are Earth Angels (And Some Other Topics To Talk About)

even if Charlie and Octavia are still demons or in other words Hellborns.

they would still technically be Angels on both their father’s sides of the family.

I did watch a video yesterday that talks about Earth Angels, and the signs that that you are one.

yeah, it only got half of that stuff right....like yeah I do spend most of my time to myself in my room, because I do need to.

I know I’m a Defective type Earth Angel, who is  Semi-Misanthrope (because I’m still Human, both in my body and soul.)

who knows that not all humans who cross certain dangerous lines, should be forgiven, and some can’t be redeemed for what they had done.

like I believe that Charlie will be able to redeem a few Sinners that come to her Hotel, but I also believe she wont be able to redeem them all.

because some of them deserve to be taken out by the Exterminators.

 anyway I know it is a crazy theory, but I can’t help but view Charlie and Octavia as technically being Earth Angels.

Octavia might spend a lot of time to herself, and is sensitive to what is happening with her own parents.

and yeah to her, she views that her Dad was the only source of the problem,

but it might also be her Mother’s fault as well.

even if I can’t really hate Stella much after realizing she has a right to be mad at Stolas, but at the same time, the marriage between them was possibly not out of romantic love but a arranged marriage.

which Stolas might of been implying when trying to talk to Octavia about his and Stella’s relationship.

Octavia might of only seen her parents as being mutually in love while growing up, but really it was possibly only Stella who fell in love with Stolas as time went by, but couldn’t accept that Stolas didn’t love her back, at least not in that way.

Stolas could of grown to love Stella, but he wasn’t in love with her.

it’s possibly in theory, that Charlie’s parents are having trouble in their marriage.

we know that Lucifer and Samael wouldn’t be one in the same,

so what if in theory, while Stolas was having affair with Blitz.

Lilith Magne-Morningstar (still going to fan head canon view that Lilith’s maiden name is Magne.) was having affair with her ex, Samael.

that might not really be canon, but fans could see it happening in the fanon.

but if it turns out to be canon, that would be interesting.

anyway we know that Charlie tries to see the good and best in everything, even though she was born in hell.

it’s possible that in theory, Lilith might not really be her biological mother, well that is a theory and I’m okay with being wrong about that theory.

but let’s review, even though some elements in both shows will be slightly different to the whole other religions and their bibles (which bible is another word for book, and I am a bibliophile but it has to do with different books I have, like the FNAF book I’m currently reading that has to do with time traveling ball bit....plus being a Bibliophile can also mean written work online and not just the physical books that can also be comic books.)

there could be a chance that Lilith lost the ability to have children,

so when she and Lucifer wanted a child, she had allowed him to go to Earth (with Stolas’s help possibly) to conceive a child with a mortal woman.

who would end up being Charlie’s biological mother, who was brought to hell to give birth to Charlie, but after it happens, her biological mother is sent back to earth.

so yeah, Charlie was telling the truth that she was born in hell, but what she possibly doesn’t know is that her own Mother Lilith, lost the ability to give birth along time ago and couldn’t have children.

and I guess even if it wasn’t true, this could also be used in a Fan AU,

where it would turn out that the woman that was picked, turned out to be a reincarnation of one of Lilith’s children that were killed in the past.

of course not everyone has to believe about what I had said before,

that it’s possible that the Earthly Mother/Goddess did try to help Lilith heal by creating a Earth Angel from a part of a fragment of Lilith’s Soul.

which would mean she had 101 children.

and when Charlie was not born yet, a fragment of her Dad’s Soul and her Human Mother’s Soul, created her.

but if it is true that Charlie has a Human Mother in the canon, she wouldn’t be Lilith’s Earth Angel Daughter Reborn in one of her many reincarnations.

I know that while my pendulum can pull pranks on me at times,

I can try to view that the whole Lilith being my Soul-Grandmother, is just one of the pranks.

I have yet to see evidence that the Aliens from Mass Effect Series, is real in real life....I don’t think my pendulum will stop that prank any time soon.

it kept giving a “Yes” whenever I asked about the Aliens from Mass Effect Video Game, being Real In Real Life.

a Soul-Grandparent, is like the Parent of the Soul-Parent you fragmented from.

so it’s like your a fragmented from a Soul that had fragmented from someone else.

not everyone has to agree about that, and someone can believe it if they truly want to.

though there can be dark sides of a soul fragmenting, like what I had found out about, if it is true that is.

I think I might of made a mistake that it was Lilith who lost the ability to have children, I been trying to double check...

but I guess the idea could be used in fictional work.

also it could be possible for Lilith’s Earth Angel daughter to have a fragment of her soul merge with another fragment, possibly another Angel’s Soul Fragment.

but not everyone is going to agree to this possibility, and they don’t have to.

I mean so long as they don’t do the same thing like that one Toxic-Religious person did to me when I was being open about my new found belief and I think about my gender identity too, which while I think for a while I thought it was around Agender but I believe that it is more like a Feminine Aligned Nonbinary.

even if someone is Nonbinary, not all of them will just go by “Them/They” although the pronoun can be used along with she/her or he/him.

I know that not everyone who is Religious ends up in that dark side, but I tried to get that person to understand that their misuse of the words that were either “may god have mercy on you” or “may the lord have mercy on you” (I know it was one of the two.) was hurting my feelings.

even when I pointed that out, they kept doing it, and I had to block them over where it started.

and yeah I believe that science plays a part in our creation, and while half of our heritage comes from Clay-Born Humans, the other half comes from Primates who were generically engineered by Aliens from another planet.

like the Anunnaki, though it’s okay that only a few believe that they played a part.

even if both sides of religious believers and science is the only answer to our being here, are at odds with each other.

but I believe that both sides could be correct.

anyway back to the whole Helluva Boss x Hazbin Hotel Theory.

it’s possible that maybe both Octavia and Charlie could be Earth Angels,

but this might prove to be noncanon but the idea could be used in a Fanon AU of the two shows.

but Charlie’s loving heart and seeing that every demon has a rainbow, is what makes me now believe that she is like a Earth Angel.

Earth Angels aren’t gonna be 100% perfect, and some will possibly have some traces of succubus heritage, and will be in danger of energies that will end up going around the air and end up being absorb into their bodies.

which can place them in danger of having a seizure, I did try to talk to my Mom about how the Doctors misdiagnosed me when I was really little, like when I was a baby when it first happen and how I really didn’t need that medicine in the first place.....of course she ain’t gonna listen about it.

if you been taken that kind of medicine since you are like either 2 or 3 years old and keep taking it, and when they try to get you off of it years later, of course your body is gonna go through withdrawal.

it stops being a medicine and is more like a drug addiction for your body that can’t go without it for too long.

even if some people who have seizures really do need that kind of medicine, but still....doctors could end up misdiagnosing those who have RH Negative blood who might make the machine that is doing that scan thing, and make it seem that it is the other type of seizure that needs medicine.

I’m still using bracelets to make sure that I don’t move anything with my mind, well so far it is just when I hold something with my hands or fingers like when I use my pendulum.

and I am always going to keep my dream-catcher up, so I don’t accidentally dream-walk and end up in a dream of someone else who was....well one of my uncle’s, which my so called being paranoid about him being the cause turn out to be true, because of the mature naughty stuff that was found in his room.

which I didn’t find and I didn’t look at, my Mom found it and she told me about it, and it gave me enough proof that his “pheromone energy” had put my dream self in a trance.

and it was possibly thanks to my bracelet that I became self aware while outside of the room that he was in that took place in the dream space.

and once I did become self aware and understood what was going on, the dream started to change and I was having my normal random dreams.

but because of that close call, I didn’t want to go to sleep at the same time they were going to sleep.

I even made sure to keep myself awake and I know I did slap myself a little on the fact to keep myself from going to sleep.

I then decided to get a dream-catcher and use it to keep me safe from that happening again.

although I did have a dream that scared me awake a few days ago, but I found out that it was because the dream-catcher was turned the wrong way.

I fixed it, so maybe it wont happen again.

and I know before I realized I was in danger from Human’s pheromone energy...

I possibly had a incubus encounter, which it’s okay that not everyone believes that, but even if it was for a slight moment, it was enough to scare me awake.

I think that might of been when I decided to get those gem shaped Angels to sleep under my pillow, and I think it might of been around the same time I decided to start wearing gem type bracelets while I go to sleep.

I also gave my Mom a bracelet, and decided to let it be her Mother’s Day Gift as well.

even if there is that whole Incubus and Succubus praying on some humans,

no one would of figured that the same could be said for when some people with a mix heritage of Succubus in them, could be victims of both Humans and Succubus/Incubus.

even if at times those with this heritage, can be a immune that kind of energies at times, they can end up still become victims if they let their immunity guard down.

they will be not just in danger from the pure blood succubus and incubus,

but also in danger from other humans as well.

those types of energies, could also possibly keep them from fully discovering their true sexuality and might only be able to figure out a bit of it but not fully.

it’s thanks to my doing the extra protection with the bracelets I wear, might be the reason why I discovered that I’m a Aceflux.

though I think the Ace part is more dominant right now and hasn’t really flux very much.

I know that not everyone would start out as Aromantic, but some will at some point in their life.

one of the reasons I can’t tell my family that I’m Aroaceflux

because they seem to believe that those who are gay, can be Asexual.

but there can be different people who can be Ace, and not all of them will be bi or lesbian or vincian.

some will be Heteromantic. and like I had said a few times before, after getting my Mom’s thoughts about Asexuality, I had to pretend that the talk wasn’t about me and as soon as I was able to hide the truth after getting her thoughts, I went to my room and let the tears out, cause you know I was hurt.

I still love my Mom, even if at times she tends to misunderstand my thoughts or feelings at times and only gets me maybe only half of the time.

but I know that I can never tell her that side to myself, that I finally found.

or the fact that pheromone energies was half the cause of my seizures,

though it wouldn’t just be pheromone energies.

it wouldn’t just be my family that would be the cause, when it came to that pheromone energy, and by “pheromone” I mean like the hormone energies...

and besides that kind of energy, the other type of energies by both people and a place, could cause it as well.

the larger the crowd of people in one room, even if the room is big enough, and with the guard down, the energy coming off of those people will overwhelm the body that let’s it’s guard down and causing a seizure.

I don’t think Charlie has anything to worry about with that, I mean if it is true that she is a Earth Angel.

her wanting to help the sinners be redeemed and get to heaven,

can be seen by some fans as a Earth Angel trait.

I still think it’s possible she will not be able to redeem all of them, but only some who have some hope to change because they still have some good in them deep deep DEEP down.

but as for those who have crossed a line that not even some people behind bars would cross, and would beat any one to death if they find out the disgusting thing they had done, once they are in prison with them.

I don’t believe those kind of people can be redeemed, or even deserve it.

I think Charlie could learn this when she learns what kind of act they done that landed them in hell in the first place.

I think that both Octavia and Charlie have good points in their views, on how their dads could be wrong, but there are sometimes two sides to everything.

Octavia might of saw her parents being deeply in love, but it might of been a act that her parents didn’t want her to know, and only Stella ended up in love with Stolas (but still loves power and her title), while Stolas did possibly love Stella but it was more platonic and friend zoned type of love, and they were both possible in a arranged marriage.

Stolas might of fell for Blitz even if Blitz ended up being a female Imp, well possibly.

 so no matter if Blitz was male or female, Stolas would end up falling for them.

at least that is what I think...and we can only hope that Stolas and Blitz will work things out after what happen in the last episode.

and we the fans know there is a possibility that both Ozzie and Fizzy

are in the closet, as in the Love Closet.

you can’t hide what the fans spot in your eyes.

even if those two can be jerks, they have their sweet and adorkable moments.

even before seeing the episode where those two appear in,

I couldn’t help but find the real Fizzarolli as adorable when I saw a short clip of him.

it’s like one of those “Oh No....He’s Hot!” type of memes.

even Ozzie and Fizzy have their cute moments in that episode,

I should take two breads and place it each of their faces

(one being used for Ozzie’s left side of his face, and the other for the right of Fizzy’s face)

and say “stop being cute and idiot sandwiches”

though I don’t think I would be able to reach that high, even if those two were real.

cause I’m around 5′5″ and I’m only a bit taller when wearing shoes that lift me up a bit and make me slightly taller.

Collin is a cute cinnamon roll in my view, he does seem to actually care about helping humans out of the goodness of his heart.

and I think Cletus and Keenie could keep some secrets from Collin,

like half the jobs they do, are “accidents” set-up by them.

I mean if you watch the episode where they first appear on a few times,

 and sees Loopty’s story/flashback and even the C.h.e.r.u.b. commercial,

some might put two in two together, at the possibility that it isn’t just their actions on Lyle Lipton, that got them banished.

but also causing the death of Loopty.

the Cherubs that informed Cletus, Keenie and Collin, that they can’t go back to Heaven, might of not known about them accidentally killing Lyle, and were only there to inform them that their part in the death of Loopty, was the reason why they are banished.

Deerie, might of been talking about Loopty and not Lyle, the whole time.

I mean if you look at that switch in Loopty’s flashback, you might notice that it isn’t switched the other way which would end up causing Loopty’s death.

this would mean that it’s possibly true, that Cletus and Keenie (but not Collin)

have been purposely causing accidents, but made sure not to be caught.

that is until there was a witness that saw them mess with that switch that can age someone forward or backward.

if Collin found out the truth, that it wasn’t Lyle’s death that caused them to be kicked out and it was because both Cletus and Keenie went behind his back, and caused Loopty’s death on purpose, so they could appear to Lyle at his valuable state, just to have him “change” and not take his life...

then maybe Collin, will see that the punishment was correct, even if he didn’t have any part of killing Loopty on purpose, he still didn’t stop the accident with Lyle and could see both deaths as his fault, because he didn’t stop Keenie or Cletus.

it be freaky if that theory turn out to be true, but it be the good kind of freaky.

like some theories turning out to be true, is the best kind.

like the whole Kris eating the Pie in Deltarune, or like the possibility that they didn’t eat the pie until after they came back home from breaking into the library and creating a dark fountain portal to the cyber world.

you know the whole Cletus, Keenie and Collin being banished, might be a blessing in disguise.

living on Earth might be good for them, yeah there can be messed up stuff there, but there is also good things, too.

Earth, even though has some bad stuff and people living on it, also has beautiful things on it and the life that grows on it.

and you wonder why Pink Diamond fell in love with Earth and the life that grows and lives there, the same could be said for any Earth Angel who chooses to call Earth their home, well for some, they would end up being born on Earth instead of heaven because their Soul-Parent (or one of their Soul-Parents if they have more than one) accidentally fragmented while on Earth.

also I can’t be the only one ho believes that Loopty was killed by Cletus and Keenie, just so they could use it as way to make Lyle (namely Keenie and Cletus) change into a “better person”....

this is possibly how Cletus and Keenie ran things, having the humans have “accidents” that they would cause, but Loopty would be the first to actually die in the accidents that those two would setup.

they keep Collin out of the loop, most likely to keep him from telling them it is a bad and sinful idea.

well it wouldn’t be the first that a Angel without even being a Fallen Angel,

would do something for the so called “greater good” that would cause either physical or emotional pain, or both.

it’s likely in history (that didn’t happen in Helluva Boss Or Hazbin Hotel),

while Lucifer (not the version of Charlie’s Dad) when he was getting into Lilith’s head, the same could be said for Adam, who was given a Toxic-Masculinity boost by another Angel, same goes for Lilith who got a Toxic-Femininity boost.

even if Charlie’s Dad only puts her idea down, because he doesn’t believe it can be done, but he might only tell her that because he doesn’t want her to get her hopes up and become heart broken, and if both he and Lilith are having marriage trouble, it’s possible that she is making herself look like the “good guy” and her husband the “bad guy”....

but if you ask me, the real counterparts of Lilith and Adam, were playing both...

doesn’t change the fact that Adam crossed some lines, and he only saw Lilith as a object to be owned.

it’s possible that when Adam and Eve did get together, the karma was going to hit Adam eventually, ya know the whole forbidden fruit thing.

and the three angels that let it get worse, are just as much as responsible.

even if my pendulum did give a truthful answer, that one of them did kill the Earth Angel child of Lilith, that was given to her by the Earthly Mother...

that would mean that would possibly be part of the reason why the karma was allowed on Adam.

also if by chance some Earth Angels read this, you don’t have to agree with what I believe could be true.

that the reason why Eve was used to tempt Adam, was for his punishment for what he and those three angels did, and causing the healing for Lilith to fail.

such a thing might not be used in any possible truths in movies or shows that involve the history that has to do with Adam and Eve.

if I had to guess, I think maybe Adam and Eve and their children might be part of a Royal Family in Heaven, in the Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel Universe.

Abel and Cain have that whole arguing and rival brothers type thing going on, at least I’m guessing they might be like that if when they appear in one of those shows.

not sure if there be a Antichrist or in other words a Anti-Messiah in a episode,

but we might be surprised if there there will be one.

I do stick to my feelings that if someone I believe could be a Antichrist but not a full one, even tries to pull that Antichrist bull dung...

I will take him by the ear and show no mercy to the said ear.

it’s like that whole feeling and meme, “had it with your sh*t”

it was what Kris repeated when going to pull out their soul,

then after doing so, said they were going to eat all the pie.

which that ended up predicting what was gonna show in a future chapter of Deltarune.

I still hold on to the theory that they didn’t eat the pie, until after coming home from breaking into the library and opening up a new dark fountain portal.

and I think it might be possible, that if Earth Angels were in Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel, they would choose to go to live on Earth again, or live in Hell temporary until their next rebirth.

and the reason why they choose not to go back to Heaven, because they know something is seriously wrong.

though Earth Angels, even ones who are succubus heritage, might only exist in noncanon AU of the two shows.

so even if I do come up with the theory that there is a possibility that Octavia and Charlie could be Earth Angels, that would still end up being incorrect.

but it doesn’t mean they wouldn’t still be part Angel on both of their fathers side of the family.

not all theories have to be correct, and sometimes we can be okay that our theories end up being debunked.

one of things that could be a prank that is pulled by my pendulum, is that Stolas (not the one from Helluva Boss) acted as father to me sometime after my life was taken in one of my past lives, thanks to a ritual that some dirty shisno humans did.

 even if it does turn out that that life, my past life’s dad’s name was George and he ended up involved in what happen in the attic.

it doesn’t mean that the George that was in that one lady’s attic, that choked one of the guys trying to help, is the same George.

yeah I did ask if the man who was involved was my past life’s dad and if his name was George, and I got a “Yes” from my pendulum.

and it was a surprise to find some form of results when I tried to look up some info to see if there was anything about a attic and George.

sometimes it’s good not to remember a full picture or everything from a past life, because sometimes it could be very traumatic.

is it weird that I think that there is a possibility that Heaven has a very big library and bookcases that reach very high like a tower or building,

while Hell’s library is really small and the colors are like a brown or bronze color, while the library in Heaven is all white and maybe have some form of blue...?

speaking of books, I think after I finish reading one of my FNAF books, I will start on the next one.

I think the one with the ball pit that lets you travel through time, might be my favorite....it does seem to be.

at least it’s better than real life time travelers, who even if they do try to “fix” things in the past, the wrong type of fixing can cause something really bad to happen.

like even if there is someone from the past who was really bad, they might end up having a descendant who is really good and does good for others,

but by killing that bad ancestor in the past before they could have a child or children, it can cause a terrible effect and the future where their descendant had lived in, might become far worse when the time traveler returns.

this is why time traveling should be used responsibly, maybe to save something that was lost and the memory of them being lost, could still be there, but the said lost thing could be moved to the future and when the person who thought what they lost before, thought it was gone forever, can be happy to see it again.

Fry became his own Grandfather, when he messed with time, but it could be fixed if he and the rest of Planet Express, went back in time again and stop Fry from killing his Original Grandfather, fixing the Paradox Timeline.

some events cannot be messed with, even ones in the far past, to do so might cause even more trouble and cause possible really bad changes to the future timeline.

I might not be super smart, even if the info on RH negatives says they are all super intelligent.

but it’s thanks to watching movies about time travel, and noticing something that my Mom told me before, and me bringing it up and her saying that never happen, makes me believe that some dirty shisnos are messing with things they really shouldn’t.

my Mom once told me that one of my Uncles did something really bad during his childhood, and when I brought it up again a few years later, she tells me he never did it.

which is why I believe someone had messed with the timeline.

 they possibly went back in time and stop that event from happening.

time travelers might think no one will remember the past timeline, but that is not true at all.

some people will remember, even if it is like selective memories and might not be all of them.

but they will remember and know something is off.

plus even if there are some videos or whatever that has some people claiming to be from the future, it doesn’t mean they are from this timeline’s future.

it’s most likely they come from a Alternate Timeline where they mistakenly ended up in this one.

 also because I started to get a little too off topic about the theory about Charlie and Octavia, I had to edit the name of the title for this.

even if it turns out that the two aren’t really Earth Angels, they would still be technically Angels.

anyway maybe I can talk about the whole theory about Charlie and Octavia technically being Angels in another post.

right now I’m going to check out some art on here.

so thanks for listening, see ya later and stay safe everyone.                                                                                              

[heiilari]

Lumine sighed softly as she looked at Stella , she felt sorry for her sister and she hated what she had been going through but she didn't expect to hear how Stolas acted to her. it cased a small almost angry noise to escape her beak

"The fact you at least attempted to initiate nd he recoiled in disgust pisses me off.... I am feeling like he just wanted to get you pregnant with a hire and do whatever the hell he so pleased and to me it is repulsive.... I am glad that you at least respected the factor that you stopped when assuming he didn't enjoy sex."

Lumine would pause a little as she bit her tongue she remembered that tea party all to well... it was something that deeply repulsed her beyond any regular means ... maybe it was because it pissed her off that it happened in Stella and his home and their bed as well.. that just... wasn't okay by any means

"Stell..."

She looked rather sad hearing how Stella had felt, it bothered her so much... she could only imagine how much more pain was being hidden and how much more she wanted to say..

"Stells.... listen to me...he isn't worth it.. he really fucking isn't... you deserve someone who will love and respect you. though I do not hate those in the lower class... I hate the fact that your Ex? husband whatever the hell he is at this point was disgusting enough to sleep with someone in the bed you two shared and the home. it takes less than a hour to book a bloodied hotel room!"

There were a few chitters and caws coming from Lumine's beak before she raked her feathered hair back with her hand as she took a deep breath and slowly had it escape her lips

"What he did wasn't okay.. and even if there were a ultimatum where you were allowed to cheat on him back, it would merely be thrown back in your face.... IF anyone deserves someone who loves them it is YOU... you deserve to be treated with love and respect... "

Lumine would place her hand across the table as she twitched it upwards so that Stella could hold it and squeeze it if needed

" I have been reading about royal divorces... I can try to see if it can be handled discreetly, despite the factor that Stolas doesn't deserve it for sleeping with a imp in your home it would lessen the pain on you and Via"