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huevember character design rodeo day 2. this guy is a gay grandfather i manifested and simultaneously a young hopeful person in a very often cruel and awful world and a bureaucrat who needs to mainline 72 hours of sleep minimum.
allen is one of two romantic leads in my first and so far only stage play. the show went up four years ago but it's in my heart forever. i had to stop editing it in fall 2020 because over that year the part of me that was him went away. i'm glad i grew up but sometimes i miss being a twenty-year-old sunflower heart.
#m#whoopsie daisies got a little personal there! feel free to just overlook that and keep on scrollin but i will be leaving it up because.#idk. feels important to me.#THIS IS MY MICROBLOG! I MAKE THE RULES!
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mica x laura postcard 🐻💌🐇
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So not to sound like absolutely insufferably out of my tree, but y'know all those joke posts like 'doing X would fix me'?? Well turns out they might not be that far off my dude because making out with a pretty girl literally fixed me this is wild as shit
Because like. Look, I'd never gotten an official diagnosis, but over the last few years (basically since lockdown) I have been exhibiting a lot of the symptoms of ocd, and they've only been getting worse. They were kinda present before that, but during quarantine everything kinda exploded in my brain, and it got to a very severe level where I was lowkey hurting myself because of how my brain was working (washing my hands so frequently the skin was cracking and peeling, repeatedly scratching at my skin if it felt unclean and I was unable to wash it, etc)
And then I made out with the girl I like
And now I'm like. Fine
Like???? I don't know how else to explain it, but over the last few days it's just,,, not been bothering me? I'm still kinda lowkey Aware of the things that used to make me feel intensely Unclean, and yet, they just. Straight up do not bother me anymore. I'm very much hoping this keeps up, and I'm taking it slow for now, but touch-wood it seems to have gone back to pre-covid times
Disclaimer: I've done some research and it seems that worsening ocd symptoms can be linked to increase stress and feelings of being out of control, which also makes sense in the way that the night I was making out with a girl was ALSO perhaps the first time in my adult life that I have truly felt in control of my own life, and like an actual adult with no one treating me like a child or belittling me or a myriad of other issues that come with My Family. but it's also infinitely funnier to say it was the making out in particular
So yeah. Making out with a pretty girl fixed me lmao. Pass it on
#y'all know the drill#this is nothin important#it's just me rambling about things i can't talk about anywhere else#keep scrollin this is between me and the void lmao#the lesbian herself#tw ocd mention
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#minors keep scrollin#idk if i'll actually write one of these soon#i have ten billion projects going on at once#yes ik that's a bad writer habit but what can i say im a bad bitch 🫡#no but i just wanna make some smol drabble maybe#wheeeee
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Gianluca Conte
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2012 vs 2022 I don't usually miss the old days tbh, but sometimes... just... sometimes...
Oh, Hima Papa... I understand that the sexual frustration is getting to you after all these years.... but I wish you'd just jerk off before you draw P:
#SIGH.#just keep scrollin it ain't about you#I guess you finally decided whether he's a serious character or not.........#how many followers you think I’ll lose from this? LOL#SNDR.5FM
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Way More Tuxedo Venom than anyone probably needs but that I wanted.
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jesus fucking christ.
#abt wilbur.#abuse#this is largely going to be my rambling immediate largely self centric thoughts so . yknow keep scrollin if you dont want that.#i have nothing meaningful to add to the conversation except watch shelbys vod.#at first i only saw wills tweet bc my brother told me about it#and i thought it was about his EX ex girlfriend or something so i brushed it off like 'oh okay damn a general misunderstanding'#then i searched tumblr saw shubble. found her vod . jesus christ.#hes always poked fun at himself being like 'yeah im shit and manipulative'#so theres always been a nagging. ick . in the back of my head. but never enough to actually. stop myself from liking his content/music.#so yeah. another lesson in 'no no red flags exist for a reaosn. listen to your instincts is a saying for a reason.'#all the love and support to shelby. her candidness & how obviously much she HAS been able to grow past THAT SHIT is genuinely inspirational#not that she needs to be inspirational etc. etc. its just good to know she'll be okay. shes in a good place. thank god.#all the stress for wilburs content friends. whether theyve been manipualteed whether theyve whatever i hope theyre . making good choices.#i say give them time. ik theres a lot of creators immediately coming out. therell be a lot who have to process this shit.#there'll be a lot whove. knowinigly / accidentally been complicit. theyre individuals treat them as such.#personally i just . have not cared about m a n y dsmp era mcyt for a W H I L E . so im happy to detach forever at thsi rate.#i havent been in the mcyt sphere for a hot fucking minute now. i hope youre all doing okay.#this shit hits weird. its okay to feel weird. if you want somewhere to vent my dms the replies on this post the tags are all free and open.#don't stew in it. you dont have to fear feeling selfish or self-centric or shifting the spotlight. you need to let that shit out.#thsis hit sucks !!!! a bunch of his/lvjy songs are comfort songs for me.#idk what the fuck to do about that. my immediate /want/ is to burn it. but thats easier said than done sometimes#if youre gonna 'separate the art from the artist' at least fucking pirate his music. youtube to mp3 that shit.#you can add local 'on your computer' files to spotify.#seperate art from the artist by seperating his monetary gain of YOUR consumption of it as much as possible. /AT LEAST/.#but also good luck separating his largely personal art from him.#im not tryna be condescending im in the same boat.#fucking white whine in a wetherspoons is no. 2 on my panic attacks playlist.#thats not his to take from me anymore. but ik if i listen to it ever again itll make my skin crawl.#ofc its not about me. its not about us the unaware fans. and im glad to know for sure now hes a REAL piece of shit.#m
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All the people claiming they LOVE the s7 eddie hair i have some questions, namely 1. Really? 2. Why? Please be specific, help me understand. 3. Where do you rank this among Eddie's haircuts?
Eddie starts dating Marisol -> Folgers vibes persist -> grandmacore
If you're asking me about my ranking of Eddie's hair, it's 3 > 5 > 2 > 6 > 4 > 7
#she steams his hair to get that dry texture#begging the hair team to run a mousse or something through it#911#this isnt intended to be a personal affront to people who may read this and disagree with my btw just keep scrollin lol
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Me: *reads something that the younguns are doing now that I don't necessarily like* Hmm I think I'm definitely hitting my boomer era. *keeps scrolling*
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tutorial for understanding my posts
#i think my problem is that i think my posts need to be high quality easily digestible tidbits#so that if ur not interested its super easy to just keep scrollin#and i always have a million thoughts but i dont have the brain power to make them#all easily digestible#so i stick my messy thoughts in the tags for the real ones#basically what im saying is that i treat every post like its supposed to be the hook for the shitty essay u can find in the tags
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theres like 400 posts in my drafts for no reason so. emptying time
#i almost always save posts to drafts first so i can think of proper tags later and keep scrollin' but the posts just pile up so.#spring cleaning time#chatty catty
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that overwhelming anxiety panic that is coursing through my veins right now for a possible job interview is high cause im a mixture of being calm yet internally screaming. everything is last minute and I just want the job gods to have pity on me and hire me
#feel free to keep scrolling#i see you scrollin and you ignorin#please...just let this be a sign that this year will be a good one ; ;
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If you dont think addicts and/or people with violent mental illness deserve food and shelter youre conservative and also incorrect. Not sorry.
#leftism#addiction#tw#this even applies to rapists and murderers not sorry.#we are all human. even if you think it’s ugly and dont want to share your existence and comfort with them#i truly dont think people just wake up one day and decide to be violent#theyre pushed to insanity#even if they arent diagnosed with anything like#the amount of people that claim to be rational leftists ive argued with that evil doesnt exist is insane#people can be cruel and do things you percieve to be evil#but theyre still people and every experience theyve experienced led up to whatever they did#you would do the same if you were them#because nobody is special and we are all reactive organisms#if youve read this many of my tags#i appreciate you#but you should keep scrollin
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not to get too serious on this goofy tumblr blog of mine, but I am straight up Not Having A Good Time
#felt distressed might delete later 😌#guhhhhhhh#have i mentioned that all i ask for is One Day?#ill take just one please 😭😭😭#columbo IS helping#columbo cannot fix The Horrors (life stuff that i wont talk about) tho 😞#not to get too Hashtag Deep on yall#it is taking SO MUCH self restraint not to life dump in these tags#goofy jelly thoughts#anywho#carry on my dear mutuals#keep scrollin
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hanahaki disease (except instead of being romantic love it's kinda just about feelings in general)
#yeah its vent art keep scrollin#i do think sana's right hand is one of the nicest hands i've ever drawn#so nice i just gave up and didn't attempt her left#sana thuvas
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