#just for context 10-12 was the first one then 14-16 was the second one
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gang who wants to be my online older brother turned bf who’s so so very bad for us but i love anyway only sometimes i cry myself to sleep and wish we never met
#no idea how 13 year old me lived without this but we move#just for context 10-12 was the first one then 14-16 was the second one#i will give D props at least he was my age#Jay was allegedly 6 years older#ALLEGEDLY I SAY*****#i suspect he was faking his bday#anyway yeah#please help#I NEED AN FP I DON’T KNOW HOW TO FUNCTION WITHOUT ONE EEEEEEEE
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LOVE ON AiR
SYNOPSiS » two podcast groups, both equally popular on the internet, start interacting with one another. however it isnt how fans want it to be.. OR yn sees sunghoon hating on lauryn hill and accidentally starts an entire fanwar with him.
PAiRiNG » sunghoon x fem!reader
FEAUTRiNG » all of enha, giselle of aespa, txt briefly mentioned
GENRE » smau (social media au), fluff, angst, enemies to lovers (barely), chronically online humor, romance, podcast au, influencer au, HEAVILY inspired from suburb talks and under the influence podcasts, SLOWBURNN
WARNiNGS » profanity, suggestive humor, kys/kms jokes, lots of pop culture references (im chronically online im sorry), drinking, drugs, fanwars, yn haters (BOOOOO), stalking (sorta?) manipulation (NOT FROM SUNGHOON OR Y/N) changes every chapter.
STATUS » completed — (08/03/24) to (10/26/24)
PLAYLiST » your eyes only - enha, after midnight - chappell roan, ex factor - lauryn hill, kiss me - dpr live, read your mind - sabrina carpenter, 3005 - childish gambino, poison poison - renee rapp, thirst - dpr live, just a little bit - enha, daisy - wave to earth, nouvelle vague - wave to earth, thinkin about you - frank ocean. (got carried away .. 😁)
AUTHORS NOTE » BIGGG thanks to my bestest friend ever, my fav british person, @lqfiles , ily so so much and thank you so much for helping me with this process. teaching me how to work tumblr like i was a grandma even tho im only 2 years older than u and making this AMAZING cover (isnt she talented), i love u sooo much more than words can describe, you annoying brit (endearing) 🫶
TAGLIST CLOSED!
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🔴 RECORDING..
teaser (read first for context!!)
profiles i & profiles ii
1) call my phone a vibrator the way it keeps buzzing
2) YAP CENTRAL EP.135: alpha male podcasts?!
3) first hate thread. feeling nervous
4) pussy slay queen!
5) okay alpha
6) ROUND TABLE EP.149: perfect pitch :o
7) 1 down 3 to go
8) what the fuck is a ynhoon
9) YNXOXO VLOG: night out w/ won and riki
10) wet and bothered
11) just a normal tuesday
12) jungwons evil arc
13) YNXOXO VLOG: cafe date with my girls <3
14) the battle of thirst traps
15) twitch streaming era
16) YAP CENTRAL EP.136: did social media ruin relationships?
17) second interaction: kinda scared
18) fuck skater boys
19) park sunghoon v. round table
20) riki emo era: OVER
21) sunghoons side hoes
22) ROUND TABLE EP.150: we traded phones?!
23) bro define: friend
24) spidey sense
25) on my cellular plan i pay for?
26) YNXOXO VLOG: night time routine + surprise!!
27) a face i would kiss
28) collab of the century
29) YAP CENTRAL EP.137: has love lost its meaning?
30) eyes don’t lie
31) operation: ynhoon (postponed)
32) crybaby
33) operation: ynhoon (BACK ON)
34) chat is this a date yes or no?
35) boss baby jay
36) boyfriend
37) soft or hard?
38) what da heck *tyla voice*
39) YNXOXO VLOG: ice skating! | vlog w/ a special guest!!
40) love is on air
UNCUTS
1) operation: get riki ip banned on twt
2) try not to blow up challenge: FAILED
3) JAYS KITCHEN: my friends trying to help me make food blindfolded. (spoiler: it’s a fail)
4) YNXOXO VLOG: my boyfriend does my makeup voiceover !
5) YAP CENTRAL BLOOPERS: riki kat and yn patreon ad
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#enhypen#enhypen scenarios#enhypen fluff#enhypen smau#enhypen imagines#enhypen social media au#enhypen sunghoon#sunghoon#sunghoon smau#sunghoon fluff#sunghoon imagines#sunghoon x reader#enhypen x reader#sunghoon scenarios#park sunghoon#pshbites#sunghoon x you#enhypen x you#sunghoon social media au#pshbites: love on air
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Thawing Out
collab with @ellecdc
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9 | part 10 | part 11 | part 12 | part 13 | part 14 | part 15 | part 16
cw: modern au, smut mndi, chronic pain mention, I always feel like my confessions are awk so sorry if you think this one is too
note for minors: a lot of this chapter is smut, but you can read up until the red line without worrying about it. There's no summary this time because it really is just smut for smut's sake and all the character development happens before it starts, so you won't need it for the plot. There is one vague mention of boners before the red line (sorry it's just for a laugh), but that's it
poly!wolfstar x fem!reader ♡ 3.2k words
You catch on quickly to what’s happened between Sirius and Remus. What you don’t understand is why they’ve interrupted it to come talk to you. And how you could be wrong twice—do they cancel out if you were truly right the first time?
Clearly, the chemistry you’d felt between Remus and Sirius wasn’t imagined. You’d convinced yourself you must’ve gotten your wires crossed—otherwise why would Remus have kissed you?—but evidently they’ve come to some sort of agreement. Are they here to ask for your permission? Intra-team fornicating: approved.
You’re not sure if you wish they’d waited until they were less hard to pop by.
“Um.” You keep your eyes very intentionally on the boys’ faces. “What’s up?”
Sirius looks almost nervous, skittish even, but Remus’ hand wraps around his to pull him closer to your doorway. Your heart does something funny in your chest.
“Could we talk?” Sirius asks.
“Er…yeah. Of course.” You step aside, letting them into your small room. Remus sits politely on the edge of your bed, giving you deja vu from the night before, while Sirius makes himself comfortable further back. He leans his side into your pillow where it’s propped up on the wall.
“We were talking,” starts Remus, ���and I told Sirius about what happened between us.”
Your next breath seems to come slower. Unwillingly, your gaze flits to Sirius, but he looks impassive, only like he might be scrutinizing you in turn. You look back at Remus. “You did?”
“I did,” he says gently. “But it wasn’t—”
“Babe,” Sirius interrupts, “don’t look so freaked. What’s the matter? And why are you still standing there?”
You realize you’re hugging yourself around your middle, standing awkwardly in front of the bed. “I’m not sure it’s meant to hold three people,” you say weakly.
Sirius snorts, whatever nervousness he’d arrived with vanishing. Sirius has always been good this way; he can only ever panic when no one else is, but the second you’re panicking too he’s all ease.
“Don’t be silly.” He pats the space between himself and Remus. It’s as ample as the bed allows, which isn’t saying much. “It’ll be fine. Anyway, it’s your bed.”
You can’t think of a good reason to argue. Something in you calms as you settle in between them, Sirius’ hip touching yours and the warmth of Remus’ body on your other side. It’s familiar, safe.
“Are you upset?” you ask Sirius.
His brows pinch. “Why would I be?”
“Because…” You cringe. “Aren’t you two…?”
“There’s been a lot of confusion, I think,” Remus says kindly. “But when we were talking, we both sort of came to the realization that we fancy each other…and you.”
There’s a dense pause.
“And me?” you echo.
Remus’ lips tilt slightly. “Yes.”
“As in…” You rub your eyes, dumbfounded. “Sorry, I did just wake up.”
Sirius laughs. Remus too, reaching over to rub your knee like he can’t help himself.
“For the record, I didn’t plan any of this,” says Sirius, “but if I had, I’d have done it exactly this way. It’s very gratifying to finally disturb your sleep schedules the way you pricks have been doing to me all these weeks.”
“Oi,” Remus chides teasingly, reaching over you to push at Sirius’ thigh. You marvel at this new easiness between them, now given even newer context. “Anyway, we thought we’d come see if you might be interested.”
“In…you.” You rub your lips together, looking between them and noticing Sirius’ gaze has fallen to your mouth. Unless you’re terribly mistaken and you’ve got it all wrong, this means he fancies you as well. Your partner, your best friend.
The idea isn’t as upsetting as it ought to be.
Do you fancy him too? You’ve never thought about Sirius in that way. You love him, of course, but you’ve never taken the time to parse out if it might be a different sort of love than the kind between friends. And as for the rest—well, who wouldn’t be attracted to Sirius? You’re only human.
“In both of us, yes,” Remus confirms patiently.
“Is that something you’d be into?” Sirius asks.
Your answer leaves you on a breath, thoughtless but true. “Yeah.”
“Yeah?” Sirius grins.
You nod. You’re suddenly fixated by the way his cupid’s bow flattens out when he smiles like that. It’s something you’ve noticed a thousand times before, but now…
“Yeah,” you say again. “Um…what do we do?”
Remus chuckles. “I don’t really know. I’ve not been with two people before.”
“Believe it or not, this is a first for me as well,” Sirius says lightly.
“Right,” you laugh. It breaks up some of the apprehension in your chest.
“If you want to,” Remus’ voice softens, “I suppose you could start by kissing him.”
You look at him, then at Sirius. For the first time, something like insecurity flashes across his face.
“You don’t have to,” he says quietly. No longer the brazen flirt, but the kind, considerate boy you know. “It’s okay.”
“I know,” you reply.
It’s like he’s afraid to touch you until you get to him. You steady yourself with a hand on his jaw, your other pressing into the mattress as you lean towards where he’s reclined against your pillow and bring your lips to his.
You know all the ways that Sirius moves, and even this new, completely uncharted part of him is consistent. Sirius’ kisses start out slow, probing, feeling out what you like and what he can do, but then he gives himself over to it. His hands find first your hips, urging you closer to him before one slides to the small of your back. Greedy fingers curl in the fabric of your pajama top.
You make a small, accidental sound in the back of your throat when his teeth tease your bottom lip, and Sirius pulls away. You’re both breathing hard.
Sirius stares at you for a weighted moment before his eyes drift behind you and he huffs out a laugh. “Enjoyed that, did you?”
You look over your shoulder, and Remus is watching you both with a low flame burning in his gaze. He flushes a tad at the question but his expression doesn’t change. He leans forward, kissing you, tasting Sirius on your lips.
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The three of you don’t need to speak much to communicate. Remus pulls you back into him, his length hardening against your ass, and Sirius follows. He kisses Remus over your shoulder with a relieved sort of sigh. All the while, his hands are roving your thighs, pushing up your pajama shorts until they crease and pinch at your crotch.
You exhale and tilt your head to the side when Remus drops his lips to your neck. “We have a competition tomorrow,” you remind them both. “We ought to be resting up.”
You feel Sirius’ grin as he brings his mouth to yours again. “Yup.” He nips your bottom lip. “I’m aware this is a bad idea.”
“I’m afraid I can’t condone it,” Remus agrees, one hand covering your ribs while the other sneaks down to tease the waist of your pajama shorts.Your poor shorts are being attacked from both sides. “How far do you want to go?”
Sirius pulls his lips from yours to watch you think. They still tingle, and you rub them together unconsciously. His eyes darken.
“You drive me mad when you do that,” he says.
“Do what?”
Sirius’ mouth kicks up at the corner. He brings his thumb to your lower lip, pressing down on it gently. His own lips are swollen and gleaming prettily with spit, eyes nearly all pupil. Remus’ hand strokes lazily at your side.
“I want to go as far as you guys want to,” you say without breaking Sirius’ gaze.
His grin widens, and he looks at Remus, shrugging. “We could just go until somebody says stop.”
“Alright,” says Remus. One of his hands leaves you, finger hooking in the waist of Sirius’ trousers. “Can we take these off, then?”
Sirius isn’t shy, but you didn’t think he would be. He sits up on his knees and pulls them down, letting Remus help them over his ankles before they’re discarded in a heap on the floor. Remus gets rid of his too, and then you’re staring at the outlines of both boys through the far thinner material of their underwear.
Remus ghosts a touch over Sirius’ cock, making the other boy’s expression pinch with want, before pulling down the waistband. Lithe, graceful muscles and hip bones curving inwards. Sirius curses as Remus’ long fingers wrap around him.
Remus pumps slowly, his own arousal an insistent heat at your hip. You find your attention torn between the feeling of his body against your backside and the sultry droop of Sirius’ eyelids as he watches Remus work his cock.
“Doesn’t he look pretty?” Remus murmurs.
It takes you a second to realize he’s speaking to you. “Yeah.” Your mouth feels dry. You swallow, and watch as Sirius’ eyes flit up to the motion. “He always does.”
Remus hums in agreement, pressing a light kiss to an exposed bit of skin beside the neckline of your top. “Do you want to try, lovely?”
You turn your head to look at him. Remus’ eyes are glued to Sirius. “What about you?”
A chuckle, and another soft kiss to your shoulder. “I’ll be alright.”
Remus waits until your hand is around Sirius’ shaft, pumping a couple times against his own fist, before letting go. You choose a slightly less languid pace than Remus had. Sirius twitches in your grasp, taking your face in his hands and setting his lips to yours with a muffled groan.
Behind you, Remus moves closer until his length is pressed against your ass. One of his hands steadies you by the hip while the other dips below the waistband of your shorts, palming you through your underwear. You shift, and he hisses when you move against him.
You turn your head on instinct, Sirius’ lips smudging across your cheek. “Sorry.”
“It’s alright.” Remus’ voice is breathy, amused. “You just surprised me.”
“What’d she do?” Sirius is never one to be left out of the loop.
“Just backed into me.”
“Oh. Gorgeous,” he smiles, turning you by the chin to capture your lips again, “who wouldn’t want that?”
Their praise soon has you devolving into a thoughtless, sensory creature. Sirius’ hands caress your face and neck and Remus’ fingers brush your panties aside to toy with your cunt. Every movement of your hips makes him push more insistently against you. Your shirt comes off, Remus dotting your shoulders with sweet kisses. Your grip tightens on Sirius’ cock, and a low, needy sound tears out of him.
“Fuck, that’s it, sweetheart. Just like that.”
Your heart flutters at the endearment, but you don’t let your movements stall. Soon he’s pushing his hips into your hand, kisses turning messy and desperate, your own sounds harder to suppress as Remus bullies your clit with two fingers. You’re glad to know at least Sirius’ room is empty on your other side, because you’re beginning to wonder how thick these walls are. Remus pushes his length into the crease between your asscheeks through your shorts, Sirius’ cock beginning to twitch in your hand, and you press your lips together to contain a sound that promises to be both loud and mortifying—and the bed collapses.
You fall backwards onto Remus as the cardboard on his end gives out, sending all three of you to the floor. Sirius’ teeth knock into yours and Remus catches you around the waist with both hands, keeping you from fully sitting on his hard cock.
“Fuck.” Sirius brings a hand to his mouth. “What the fuck?”
“Oh, shit.” You scramble away from Remus, onto the floor. Both boys look at you in alarm. You’re looking to where Remus’ leg is bent underneath him, not at a terribly cruel angle, but still— “Your hip. Is your hip okay?”
“Oh.” Remus glances down as though he’s forgotten it himself, realization dawning over his features.
“Fuck,” Sirius breaths, remembering as well. His hand moves toward Remus but lingers in the air, afraid of hurting him.
“It’s…yeah, it’s okay,” says Remus. His eyes meet yours. “It’s fine. It doesn’t hurt.”
Sirius’ brows pinch, but his hand makes it the rest of the way, rubbing tentatively over Remus’ hip joint. “Are you sure?”
Remus shifts slowly, sitting up off his knees to move closer to Sirius. “I’m sure.” A little smile graces his lips. “You worried about me, Pads?”
Sirius’ face splits in the sort of grin you can only ever surprise out of him. “Fuck off,” he laughs, pushing Remus away when he tries to kiss him. Remus catches Sirius’ hands, his own smile unfurling slowly, almost unwillingly. It makes his eyes crinkle at the corners.
“How sweet,” he hums, smug.
You find yourself smiling at them both, your heart a balloon in your chest.
“Okay.” You give the mattress a little tug. “In that case, could you guys get off?”
“What’re you doing?” Remus asks. Both he and Sirius move.
“Having this on a slant doesn’t seem like a good idea, so I’m moving it.”
It should be awkward, this break in the tension, but maybe it’s because you’re so used to working as a team that it isn’t. You all get the mattress situated on the floor, and then you’re dragging Remus’ underwear off, his hands moving kind and doting over the lengths of your arms. He inhales a small breath as Sirius takes his cock into his mouth.
You watch Sirius’ lips move up and down his shaft, his eyes dark and growing shiny as he takes Remus as far as he can. You aren’t quite sure how to contribute, but when you rub the inside of Sirius’ thigh tentatively both boys moan. You take that to mean you’re on the right track.
The muscles in Sirius’ back flex as he raises and lowers his head between Remus’ legs, mouth growing wet with spit and slick, and it’s not long before Remus’ fingers are curling in Sirius’ hair, curses spewing from between his lips in a Welsh accent you’ve not heard before. You can’t help but follow them back to the source, kissing Remus just before he cums down Sirius’ throat. He grips you by the arms with something like desperation. You’re happy to stay as the tension unwinds from his body, until his hands are moving down you, smoothing across the skin just above the waistband of your shorts.
“Are you planning on keeping those on all night?”
It’s Sirius who asks, his gaze sultry as he watches Remus’ finger skim just underneath the fabric covering your ass. He wipes the corner of his mouth with a thumb.
“How’s this?” Remus suggests. He pulls you gently into his lap, situating you between his legs with your back against his chest. Again, you can feel the impression of him pressed against your backside.
Your voice comes out weak. “This is good.”
He chuckles, soothing a hand down your side while Sirius grins. Sirius’ fingers grasp the elastics of both your shorts and your underwear. “Okay?” he asks you.
You nod.
He takes his time working them down your legs and off your ankles, his eyes locking on your exposed cunt and the arousal Remus has coaxed out of you already. Remus, too, is watching over your shoulder. His fingers gravitate back to it, dragging slick up through your folds idly, almost worshipfully. He kisses behind your ear.
“Fuck, you’re lovely,” says Sirius.
Both boys’ gazes stay glued to your cunt as Sirius positions himself over you, pushing into your warmth. You bite down on a small sound. Remus tuts at you, his hand spreading reassuringly over your navel.
“You can do better than that,” he chides. “Don’t think we don’t want to hear you.”
Sirius holds your hips as he sinks into you. His fingers dent your flesh, and you marvel at the fact that you’ve wasted so much time not doing this. That you’ve ever been in a room with either Remus or Sirius and managed not to kiss them dizzy. You’re not sure you’ll be able to manage it again.
Remus draws slow, tight circles around your clit with his finger. You arch your neck back onto his shoulder, and Sirius groans as you tighten on him.
“God—you’re so perfect,” he says hoarsely. “You feel so good.”
Your reply gets lost on a lewd sound as he drags his cock along your walls. Remus kisses you rewardingly in the soft skin underneath your ear. “There you are,” he says. “Good girl.”
Warmth unfurls through your gut.
Sirius grins whatever reaction must show up on your face, his hands migrating to your ass as he thrusts into you. As he gets rougher, so do Remus’ ministrations to your clit, his slow circles turning quick and jagged. You feel yourself tighten on Sirius in little flutters that have him gripping you tight enough to leave fingerprint bruises.
“Fuck, like that, yeah. Just like that, baby.”
Your lips part at the pet name and Sirius’ eyes flick up to yours like he’s surprised too, like he’s let slip something he didn’t mean to. But you say, “come here,” and he goes, leaning over you to let you take his face in your hands and kiss him until you can’t breathe.
Remus feels your high approaching before you do. His free hand smooths over the inside of your twitching thigh.
“Are you close?” he asks you.
Sirius parts his lips from yours, looking down to see the confirmation on your face. You give it.
“Good,” he says, picking up his pace, “good, sweetheart, that’s it. Cum for me, yeah? I’ve got you.”
You nearly bite your lip in half when you do, Remus tsking amusedly and kissing your neck while the tightening of your cunt threatens to send Sirius over the edge as well. He starts to pull out of you, but you grab his hand.
“It’s okay,” you manage. “In me.”
“Really?” he asks in a strangled voice.
“Yeah. Yeah, I wanna feel it.”
That’s all it takes. Sirius’ expression pinches like you’ve said something cruel as he thrusts into you one last time, a shock that reverberates through you as he warms you from the inside out. He’s rigid for a few seconds before tipping forward, his head to your shoulder and to Remus' chest, which you’ve slipped down without noticing. His breath fans softly over your skin.
Remus rubs your thigh comfortingly and with his other hand pets down Sirius’ hair, cupping his flushed cheek. “Alright, love?” he asks.
Sirius’ blush seems to worsen. “Yeah. You?”
“More than.” Remus kisses his head.
It’s only after a few seconds of silence that you realize Remus’ question was posed to the both of you.
“That was…” you shake your head, at a loss “...fantastic.”
“Yeah?” Sirius nudges his nose into your skin. “I thought so.”
Remus’ chuckle rumbles through all three of you. “Cocky,” he says fondly.
“And decent enough with it, by all reports.”
It starts up a round of sweet, half teasing kisses Sirius pretends to want to escape despite making no real efforts to do so. You give and receive plenty of your own, until not just your lips and shoulders but many other parts of you are wet with spit and slick. You fall asleep all three on a twin mattress on the floor, your head on Remus’ chest and Sirius’ arms wound around your middle. It might be the best sleep you’ve ever had.
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Happy New Year! I've been writing too many recaps lately so this will be brief. Anyway as usual, spoilers and opinions below, read at your own risk.
QL - Currently Watching
🇹🇭 Caged Again [9/10] - I don't think the poachers escaping and going after them again was necessary, and it certainly wasn't well executed.
🇯🇵 Call Me by No-Name [1/8] - I love the visuals, it's all very deliberate, with the lighting , the colours and all the lines. I'm intrigued about no-name and the scheherazade of it all. She must be running from something, or someone. Probably the second. 🇹🇭 Fourever You [15/16] - I don't know why I'm still watching. I really don't.
🇨🇳 I'll Turn Around This Time [1/6] - Very nice production, I really like the visuals. The first episode spanned 3 months so it was a lot but I think it was well paced. Time loop has begun so I expect a lot of heartache. Curious about this one. 🇯🇵Miseinen [9/10] - I think some of the changes they made from the source material really didn't help the story in the second half of the show. And this last episode just felt like they were more focused on continuing the visual metaphors than to actually move the story forward in a way that made sense. I'm kinda disappointed tbh.
🇹🇭 Ossan's Love Th [2/12] - I'm having so much fun. Smitten Mix is my favourite Mix, and I'm loving seeing Earth do something different. I actually like the Boss, I think the show is doing a good job balancing the more excentric side with the professional. That moment on the roof when he and Moo went from fighting to professional mode was well done.
🇹🇭 Perfect 10 Liners [14/24] - I adore them.
🇹🇭 Sangmin Dinneaw [3/8] - This show just went full on bonkers. I mean, this whole episode was crazy. I don't even know what to say. The hotel manager is not funny, I can't stand her. The mains are cute but I don't know if I'm gonna stick with this one.
🇹🇼 See Your Love [11/13] - It's like watching two shows in one. On one side we have the most endearing couple. They are completely in love with each other and helping each other through their individual issues. And the other...I don't really know what's happening.
🇹🇭 The Boy Next World [4/10] - Ok, so we all agree that Cir is just more than a little insane, like probably because of that mother, and not really from a parallel universe, and has probably been stalking watching Phu from afar since that day in the classroom, right? Great.
🇹🇭 The Heart Killers [9/12] - I'm still watching quietly.
🇹🇭 ThamePo [7/12] - They are so charming and earnest. And Est is too beautiful for this world. But also...
🇯🇵 When It Rains, It Pours [1/7] - I'm very curious. I really like the setup, it feels grown up. Also I'm curious if the gay couple, is actually a couple, or if maybe they were once but now they stayed together for convenience or some other reason. We'll see.
🇹🇭 Your Sky [11/12] - Hia and Real need to get on with it. Lee and Ghlai need their own show. Teerak and Fah continue to be the most lovable couple in all the land.
QL - Finished
🇯🇵Love in the Air Koi - I appreciated the condensed stories, with less filler and the parallel kidnappings. And I preferred this version of the second couple.
🇯🇵 Love is a Poison - I adore them. Shiba is such a fascinating and original character. The actors did an incredible job, and I could watch them be battle husbands for 5 more seasons. Oh and the succulents. I will miss them most of all.
🇹🇭 My Stand-In - Final thoughts here.
🇹🇭 Spare Me Your Mercy - It's interesting in the context of euthanasia but not much else. The crime part of this was messy and the romance was practically not existent or otherwise not believable.
Others - Watched
🇹🇭High School Frenemy | 🇨🇳Fangs of Fortune | 🇯🇵Lion no Kakurega |🇰🇷 Squid Game 2
Coming in January: 05/01 - 🇹🇭 The Boy Next world 06/01 - 🇹🇭Ossan's Love Thailand 09/01 - 🇯🇵 When it Rains, It Pours - 🇯🇵 Call Me by No-Name 15/01 - 🇹🇼 Impression of Youth
I've finished my yearly recap by country. Korea | Thailand | Japan. I hope you all have the most wonderful year. As usual my ask box is open. 💜
#rosy watchlist#Caged Again#Fourever You#miseinen#Perfect 10 Liners#thamepo#sangmin dinneaw#your sky the series#see your love#doku koi#thai bl#japanese bl#multi ql
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Crimson Rivers thoughts part 37
chapter 56:
1. 😦 they.. they put a mask on sirius? they put him in azkaban?? my boy!! no!
2. 😭😭 sirius having already killed three guards tho. i love him
3. “Bastards they may be, stupid they are not.”
4. “At least he gets the sound of his own voice, though, which is a huge improvement in his opinion.”
he’s so funny i love him. he’s a murderer! he fell in love with a servant! he loves the sound of his own voice! he’s demisexual! he volunteered for regulus twice! he likes wood carving! he called the random guard “stuart”! he convinced the head gamemaker to change the rules so he can keep his brother and best freind! he continues to obnoxiously sing when face to face with riddle!
no one is doing it like him, i fear
5. “"Sounds like you've had a shitty week," is what Sirius says, finally, when he can bring himself to speak.”” 😭😭 he’s so bold. my dear, you are chained in front of the most dangerous man in the world and you tell HIM that his life fucking sucks. my dear. the ABSOLUTE GALL you have
6. “"I need not lie, Sirius."
"Yeah, that's what liars say."”
my DEAR
7. “”Kneel down on the floor before me like a dog and beg."”
i prefer this out of context. but in context, it’s riddle being an absolute bitch to sirius. like excuse you.
8. “Sirius Black is many, many things, but a peasant before a king is never and will never be one.” A-FUCKING-MEN
9. 😮 did sirius just BITE OFF A CHUNK OF RIDDLES ARM??? praise be
10. marylily?? marylily??? MARYLILY??? going feral at any and all hints towards them
11. “"I like your legs," Lily says stupidly, because her brain and mouth have disconnected briefly, apparently.”
bbg i’m in love with you 😭😭
12. aww any mentions of petunia from lily break my heart
13. lily being so desperately in love with mary is my new drug
14. REMUS AND LILY FALLING RIGHT BACK INTO ROUTINE WITH BEING OBNOXIOUS TO EACH OTHER >>>>>>>>
15. “Lily gave him his [cigarette] first in six years days ago, and he'd coughed through the whole thing, then smoked five more back-to-back.”
16. “A stranger is just someone you haven't met yet. What do you call someone you knew better than yourself that you no longer recognize? A ghost?”
wtf wtf wtf that’s insane to write. lily and remus did NOT deserve this
17. “Lily has never known a Remus afraid of freedom, and Remus has never known a Lily afraid of love.”
18. “because they're still two bodies and one heart after all this time, if nothing else.”
that is beautiful and i’m forever grateful of the way the marauders fandom puts emphasis on the importance of friendships. like, this isn’t about a romantic couple. that is said about FRIENDS. friends got that description of their love for each other.
19. the fact that their friendship is so close, remus can REACH INTO LILY’S bra (to grab a cig) and she’s just upset cause his hands are cold.
20. crying actually, cause of all things to break me this chapter, it’s the fact that sirius and effie smoke together
21. oof i have a bad feeling about how dorlene is gonna end up
22. 😦😦 marlene gives the ring back. wtfffff damn that hurtsss
23. “”I am telling you this explicitly, right now, if you shoot your shot and fuck up in any way, I will let her pick a part of your body to take as a trophy, then remove it and give it to her. Still interested?"
"Even more so," Rodolphus says, wiggling his eyebrows. "She's got crazy friends, too. That's hot."”
me fr 😌 give me insane bitches (oh wait. maybe IM the crazy person)
24. 😳 practically fifteen seconds of flirting and he and barty decided to go fuck. that’s fucking insane. IS THIS HOW ALLOS ARE??? LIKE THEY CAN DO THAT??? (not all allos obviously, but some can do that??)
25. the way servants (slaves) are treated in the hallow make me angry beyond belief. like, seething white hot anger
26. FOAMING AT THE MOUTH AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY!!! THEY FIXED JAMES’ EYESIGHT AND IM SO FUCKING PISSED
27. riddle tortured sirius and lemme jsut say, if someone told that to remus and regulus, the war would be over in a day flat
28. “The odds are not in Riddle's favor. If you ask James, he'll bet on his people every fucking time. It's not a game of chance, or luck, but a game of faith—and James has that in spades.” james’ loyalty is probably my favorite character trait of his
29. honorary authors note mention: “also lmaooo sirius literally in prison and still killing people 😭 he really said: you put me in prison, im gonna commit crimes, duh 🙄 he's everything to me”
30. honorary authors note mention pt 2: “rodolphus "i will hit every step on the crazy ladder if it kills me" lestrange living his truth and getting with the most insane, available people he meets every chance he gets””
#marauders#regulus black#james potter#jegulus#sirius black#remus lupin#crimson rivers#zeppazariel#bizzarestars#sirius orion black#lily evans#lily and remus
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okay this is probably going to make no sense and like 80% of it is pulled straight out of my ass but i thought it was fun to try and figure out
my ideas for how old each of the known charming cousins are and how they're all related
okay so. there's only one named aunt/uncle, and thats fairest, who's mentioned as the "youngest aunt," and is in a group of princesses that can be gathered to be vaguely similar to darling's age. bcuz shes explicitly singled out as an aunt, i think that means she is def older than the group though, so i'm gna say shes in her mid-20s maybe, so lets say like 24 or 25 maybe?
additionally, there's a theme of siblings' names starting with the same letter. however, that's sort of each cousin group, so i think that each of grandpa auspicious and grandma alluring's kids were named with a different letter, and then they each named their kids w those letters. ADDITIONALLY, in a lot of big families, as someone from a decently big family, there are often a bunch of second-cousins, who are your parents' cousins, and second-cousins-once-removed, who are their kids. so to fill in some weird gaps in ages/etc, in addition to just the number of kids, i think grandma alluring probably has a sibling, and them and their family & grandkids are also involved in the Family Ball. grandma alluring probably ended up w the sort of core oldest palace bcuz she was the older sibling, so its kind of js like the family homestead now or whatever. also, the charmings are pretty patriarchal, so if shes the older one and still ended up w the house, her sibling is def another sister.
okay so, known sibling groups:
daring--dexter--darling, grandma alluring's side, all ~16
courageous--cherished--charity, i think they'd be from gma alluring's side as well bcuz darling and dexter interact w her like theyre decently close; charity is def ~16 as well, and courageous is little so maybe like 4-7ish? cherished is w/ charity in the group of princesses that's around darling's age, so ive kind of randomly decided she's a tiny bit younger, maybe ~13-14 idk, and likes feeling like a part of things.
gallant--glorious--gutsy--gracious--gorgeous--good-enough, bcuz they start w G their parent wld be born after fairest, and since she's the "youngest aunt" im js assuming fairest doesnt have a younger brother, so theyre gma's sibling's side; good-enough is canonically 5yo, and the average age gap between siblings is ~4yrs, so lets say gracious+gorgeous are like 10 and 12 ish, gutsy a couple years older, and gallant and glorious a few more years older.
and then, not explicitly stated as siblings, but beauteous, breathtaking, beloved, and bountiful. bcuz im only basing this around two branches of the family, theyre gna be two pairs of siblings. bountiful isn't in the group w fairest/other B princesses/charity/darling, so i'm going to assume she's younger. bcuz beauteous and breathtaking r the first two mentioned im gna say they're siblings even tho that doesnt rlly make sense, and then beloved & bountiful are sisters. idk who'd be from which side though. and not sure why i feel this way but id say bountiful is ~12ish, beloved ~18ish, and then beauteous and breathtaking maybe like 18 and 20 or smth idk just to even it out and make less of a gap from fairest's age to the others.
okay now those who dont have explicitly stated siblings or vague context clues like the Bs
earnest is described as "throwing around the younger charmings w daring," so id put him maybe two years older? just to try to keep some variety in the ages. just for funsies i think he'd be from gma's sibling's side, idk why. there are two more named charmings that start w E, so to even out the number of cousins on each side, i think those two are siblings, and from gma alluring's side. that's elegant and errant. elegant can be whatever age i think, maybe similar to bountiful or a couple years younger idk. errant is stated as having told good-enough he was too little to get anything on the quest, so i think making him 2-3 years older at 7 or 8 is reasonable (also it fits into the avg sibling age gap of 4yrs purely by chance).
there's one other charming that starts w/ C, and that's caring, so she's going on gma's sibling's side.
and then the last two named charmings' names both start with F, and that's fearless and fragile. i have literally no ideas abt their ages, so like think abt them however you want lol, and im putting them on gma's sibling's side, bcuz fairest is only 25ish, and bcuz shes hanging out w a group of like younger princesses idk if she seems the type to have kids yet.
so, basically, i think it looks something like this:
sorry the photo is sideways, also i could NOT be bothered to put assumed/theorized ages on there, sorry.
#PLEASE give me ur thoughts#like please#eah#ever after high#eah charmings#daring charming#dexter charming#darling charming#this is gna be relevant to my rewrite/au btw. if u care#preble after high#prebles pile
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Thanks for the tag @kneelingshadowsalome ! No pressure tags: @xoxunhinged @syoddeye @ethereal-night-fairy @stuffireadandenjoy @sprout-fics and anyone else who wants to join :3
1. How many works do you have on Ao3?
25!
2. What's your total Ao3 word count?
750, 075
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Call of Duty (mainly these days), Sandman, Apex Legends
4. Top five by kudos.
Trapper, Keeper, Delta Tango Foxtrot, Too Sweet Not to Share, Second Dances, Reminder
5. Do you respond to comments?
Always! I enjoy the engagement, back and forth dialogue it sometimes sparks, and the little community in the comment section. Comments are never expected, but make me so incredibly happy, so I try to carve out time to answer each one 💕
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I always like to write a tidy and relatively ‘good’ ending, but I have a lot of unfinished WIPs T.T so no one would know that I guess
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
My FuseHound story A Familiar Face will have a very happy and upbeat ending — but I need to finish it first ^^’
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I’ve been pretty lucky on that front. I have only ever gotten one hateful comment — it said I am an awful person must have endured some horrific abuse as a child to write rough sex / predator/prey and CNC between consenting adult characters. I just deleted and moved on.
9. Do you write smut?
It’s my favorite to read and write!
10. Craziest crossover.
I personally don’t write crossovers but love to read AUs!
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
No, thank goodness.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No — idk if I would be able to do this, but I like the idea of it in theory
14. All time favorite ship?
Ohhh FuseHound from Apex legends still holds a special place in my heart, along with SoapGhost and Soap x Ghost x König
15. What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
The first fic I ever started posting — Fated. 300k and not finished. It was a labor of love and definitely helped me relearn how to write.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Sensory details (sight/smell/sound/tactile) as well as descriptions of food.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Dialogue, especially during smut. T.T it takes me multiple tries and edits to get it right, and even then I'm not always 100% happy with the result
18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?
I adore it, when not used excessively. It works well for a story like Trapper, Keeper, imo because König is okay with the reader not knowing what he’s saying. And if the character sprinkles their language through their dialogue in canon (like Bloodhound using Icelandic words/phrases) it keeps the characterization on point.
But also as an American with a plain Midwest/mildly Chicagoan accent, I just think other languages and accents are incredibly hot! I’ve learned from some natives I’ve talked to (especially regarding German) that they tend to find like, pillow talk in their own language incredibly cringy and hard to read or listen to 😭 so I do try to limit it to certain contexts in my own work.
19. First fandom you wrote in?
Metalocalypse when I was like 13. Thank goodness I never posted that anywhere and just scribbled it in a notebook. It was like, Tina Belcher from Bob’s Burgers level of goofy “erotic friend fiction” where I thought I was so raunchy even though everything was fade to black.
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
Probably a tie between Trapper, Keeper, Delta Tango Foxtrot, and my sandman fic The First of Many that still needs to be finished
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
I was tagged by @littlespoonevan!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
83!
2. What’s your total word count on AO3?
885,673
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently just DC and Star Wars (if you are looking at my ao3 going “i dont see Star Wars??” its wips. Its all wips)
4. Top five fics by kudos
- Leave the Light On
- I Didn’t Know I Was Lonely ‘Til I Saw Your Face
- Close My Eyes and Stumble
- Half Awake in Our Fake Empire
- Don’t Take the Money
5. Do you respond to comments?
I do when it’s a fic I’m still excited about! Especially ones I’m actively posting
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I’m… not sure I ever let anything end on an angsty ending?
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Probably Leave the Light On just by contrast with everything that came before the end
8. Do you get hate on fics?
For about ten.7 seconds I was writing fic for Once Upon a Time and it is the only time I’ve ever gotten hate on fics and i removed said fics from ao3 and don’t write in that fandom anymore
9. Do you write smut?
The answer to this question used to be “no haha well maybe like every once in a while” but like. Considering I posted an E rated chapter this very morning, I cannot equivocate about that anymore
10. Craziest crossover?
That I won’t ever finish? The one time @starry-eyed-guttersnipe and I wrote part of a 9-1-1/Fringe fusion fic. That I’m actively working on? DC/Star Wars and I am having So much fun
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Several times yeah! I think that’s neat
13. Have you ever Co-written a fic?
Working on one right now!
14. All time favourite ship?
It’s physically impossible for me to answer this
15. What’s a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I started a Star Wars alternate timeline fic like two years ago and I think about it a lot because the main point of the plot ended up being, uh, the main point of the plot of Jedi: Survivor so like… it got weird to work on lol
16. What are your writing strengths?
I think I’m good with dialogue and character
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Transitions
18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?
Depends on the language and the context
19. First fandom you wrote in?
H*rry P*tt*r
20. Fave fics you’ve written?
Like Any Unloved Thing
Weakened Like Achilles
Gotham Honest, Anyway (the last chapter of which goes up tomorrow morning)
Tagging anyone who wants to do it and also specifically @rhysiana and @sonseulsoleil
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Proving God, or Not.
It's somewhat odd to be making this post, given that my starting point was a series of first principles - posits.
My first was that there is more to the universe then what I can see, smell, taste, hear and touch.
The second was that what I can't interact with is just as varied as what I can.
My last was, that for the sake of argument, what I could interact with is a subtotal of the entire universe, arranged in a hierarchy with something at the top.
This brings us to the idea of God.
He is therefore not a proof, but a definition. Much like in geometry - a point must be defined before anything else happens. Based upon that point, a whole host of further postulates and theorems can be generated, ending with the totality of Euclidean Geometry.
I see the work of God in the Unified Field Theory, The Grand Unified Theory, and in any study which seeks to understand the world around us as systems, such as the water cycle, and processes such as economics, rather than as discrete objects unrelated to one another. I am especially excited when I see things that were once considered separate, joined together in a larger context. In my mind, That larger context gets us closer to God. (John 12:32, Ephesians 1:10)
Let's talk Schrodinger's cat. Only by cat, I mean God. We've all heard Pascals wager, the one about living ones life as if God existed. Here's the thing, the proof of God will be revealed one way or another, I just don't think it will be during our lives or in this earthly realm. I think we'll have to die ourselves before we are able to open the box. By then, having the proof will be too late. Germs existed long before viruses and bacteria were discovered. The Atomic Bomb started as a postulate before it became a reality. I think of God in the same terms.
I read the Bible. I go to a protestant Church. But most Christians would probably call me a heretic. Even though Christ himself understood the difficulty of belief in things unseen. (John 20:29, Luke 16:27-31) He did give himself as a referent to God the father (John 14:9)
It is clear that I'm writing to people who aren't really interested with what I'm saying in that I've written several years of posts covering this stuff. I've highlighted my disdain for certain Christian tropes that I think are distortions of what we are called to be as Christians.
I take my regular readership to be a handful of hodgepodge Chistians covering a host of denominations, and possibly one political philosopher.
My goal isn't to engage in apologetics, I'm not trying to get anyone to believe in a God they don't want to believe in. Atheists want me to prove God, when all I care about is, assuming God exists, what might he be like, and how would he want me to live my best life in harmony with everyone else's best life (I'm including naked mole rats, rubber boas, and really anything else that has a claim to life here on earth).
I look to native concepts of "the all father" to see how they implemented the concept of God into their praxis and liturgies.
My personal belief is that the Eastern Orthodox Churches by-and-large come the closest to my idea of God within the Christian world.
And while Rationalist Atheists scoff at miracles, The Eastern Churches still have them, though you won't hear them publicized (Per Luke 16, among other verses). I've also been told that Eastern Orthodoxy respects and integrates Native American experience and traditions in a way other Churches don't. I don't know how true that is, but it's the report I've heard.
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Resentment list 4th step
1.being born into an awful divorce, this traumatized me and ruined my self-esteem. This covers so much I'm not sure how I'll get to 20?
2.my shy, timid nature. It would kill me to hurt a fly I'm quite the softie.
3.self-harm. I began cutting myself extensively around 18-19, this really cemented the self-hatred that stalks me all the time.
4.my female friends as a kid knowing I was gay before I did. My dick really controls me sometimes I just wanna get rid of it.
5.Being brought to a psychiatrist at 14(wow this is a big one) and going along with whatever he said because I didn't know better(how could I?). He put me on over a dozen different anti-depressants by the time I turned 15.
6. Poverty and injustice I see all around me, it sucks how unfair this world can be.
7.My father being an alcoholic, although he would never admit this. He used to get drunk and "wrestle" me really aggressively as a kid( like age 9)
8.getting creepily diddled by my family doctor, she said she was "checking me for lumps" but she had this creepy grin on her face and it lasted for at least 20 seconds.
9. My mother refusing any contact with me for the past 6 years. This has been the saddest part of my life, she raised me on her own and I feel so lost without her I cannot bear. I love her more than anything, she's my everything.
10. Crystal meth. You sank your hooks into me and ripped away my kindness, humanity and soul. I will never forgive you.
11.The deep sadness I've felt my entire life. This kindof relates to the first two, but just for context, this is the hole that meth filled. This was caused by an acute lack, of love and kindness/ my upbringing.
12. The demons that Crystal meth brought out of me. I will get more into this as it's really a few things. First of all it made me violent, my first time coming down I punched this small, make nurse as hard as I could. this isn't me, this isn't what my mother raised me to to.
13. This is my blog and there's just no way around this, my dad is kindof a pedophile, or "hebophile" more accurately, I've seen him thirsting over teenage girls. My mother, acutely aware of this did her best to shelter me from him and keep me safe. I always thought my mother's love was enough, I believed it would protect me.
14. When my mother left me at 19, I pretty much immediately began masturbating to the thought of girls a few years younger than me as a coping mechanism. I'll never forgive myself for this, when she left it felt like the good part of me left too.
15. The strange omerta surrounding these, uh, "issues" that make it impossible to actually help anyone and pretty much guarantee someone could get hurt, even though it's 2024, I geuss it's because it only really happens in men and we're in a tough place as a society(COVID)
16. As you may have geussed by now, Crystal meth brought out full blown pedophillc thoughts in me. It was the only thing that made me not suicidal for the first time in years, but yeah after a few months of daily use. I just full on wanted to fuck a child I can't really explain it, I don't act on these thoughts I'd rather jump off a bridge.
17. In conclusion, you may say "LOL UR A P3D0 KYS", and to that I say, alright. I've survived 3 or 4 suicide attempts so don't think you can break me so easily. I'm not here to advocate for pedophiles, but I'm a person, an inconveniently queer one so make of that what you will!
P.S. I'm in therapy and have been sober from meth so since August, I'm doing my best to man-up and solve my issues but if that's not good enough for you, you know what I know exactly how you feel a lot of things aren't good enough for me, including your society.
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@murderkitten666 thanks for the tag!
20 Questions for Fic Writers
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
Four so far!
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
119,726
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Hunter x Hunter. It's not my first fandom, but it's the first one that i've liked enough to write fic for.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
I don't have 5 fics yet, but my most kudos'd one by far is "No, I Don't Accept Your Stupid Rose"
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes! I always try to respond, but I tend to do it all at once when I'm logged in to update, so it can take awhile. I'm not reading as much fic as I used to, so chatting in the comments and on tumblr is sometimes the only way I engage in fandom, and I appreciate the interaction that much more.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I guess "oh well, whatever, never mind" is the closest to an angsty ending? I still think it's happy, but I left it open ended.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
NIDAYSR is definitely the happiest. I even gave them an epilogue.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
No
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I can finally say yes! There's just the one so far, so idk if I can say what kind it is? I'm into pining though, so any smut that I write will probably be the result of super pent up longing and frustration, since that's what I'm the most interested in.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
They're not really for me.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I hope not?
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Not yet, but I'm not against the idea.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
Killugon. Damen/Laurent from Captive Prince is in current second place since I find them just as heartbreaking and beautiful. Honourable mentions: Leopika, Chilshi, Laishuro (he's my fellow autistic king)
15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Oh god. I had a near-crack Office AU with Gon and Killua as useless interns that I loved dearly, but the plot was going nowhere and it wasn't good enough to post. RIP parkour parkour
16. What are your writing strengths?
I would love to say humour, but I think it's writing cringe. I've been told multiple times that I've induced terrible secondhand embarrassment on behalf of the characters (usually Gon), so I think this is my gift/curse.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Action for sure. I still have a hard time working out how to drop info so readers know what's happening.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Whenever I've come across it in fics or books it's cool, and I like when authors add extra info and context in the notes. I only speak one language, so I'd need help if I ever wanted to try it for myself.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Hunter x Hunter!
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
Ok, so I think my *best* fic is "love me dead," but my favourite fic is "oh well, whatever, never mind" because I think my writing improved the most while working on that one, and for all the 90s nostalgia I got to pack into it.
I think I'm a little too late to tag anyone in this, but feel free if you're interested! I'm nosy <3
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Twenty questions for fic writers
tagged by @waknatious
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
180.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
774,164
3. What fandoms do you write for?
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
yes, every single one. even when it takes me months.
6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
probably Second Chance?
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
i mean they kind of all have happy endings . . .
8. Do you get hate on fics?
i have in the past during the height of anti-SQ sentiment in the fandom. not recently.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
i am the prophet of smut, so yes. 113 of my stories are explicit.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
The Gardener took Emma Swan and put her in 1949 LA with Rita Castillo.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
no, though i did swap one of my fics out to be CS to see what they'd say with Emma being domme and several people saw it and reached out to tell me it had been stolen and i had to let them know.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
no.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
yes, A Recipe for Love, Or: Lesbians and Lasagna with @rowark
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
i mean i am terrible saying i have a favorite of literally anything but i have definitely written the most Swan Queen
15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
i haven't given up hope on rewriting every episode of Gilmore Girls in my Paris/Lorelai verse but it's on indefinite hiatus right now.
16. What are your writing strengths?
smut, i think?
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
description. i just don't care about describing how anything looks.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
when it makes sense in context and the author knows the language well enough, by all means. but don't try to Google Translate!
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Voyager in 2000.
20. Favorite fic you've written?
i can't do favorites!
tagging nobody. do it if you wanna.
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Just now reading Fourth Wing (I know I know I’m behind!!!) here are my thoughts on the first book
Please note I haven’t read Iron flame yet so no spoilers! Oh! And I didn’t take notes until chapter 10 for some reason
EDIT: Sarah is my sister for context, she told me a few things
Fourth wing
Chapter 10
* mentions feather tails abhor violence… will she bond with one?
Chapter 11
* I don’t like Dain. Don’t ask me why just gives me the ick
* “Do something about it” and Sarah’s “lol foreshadowing” is a sex thing isn’t it lol
Chapter 12
* ooo look a feather tail showed up
* A golden feather tail????
* And everybody is calling it a mistake??? Girl like that’s not some wink wink nod nod shit
* Eastern boarder and bloodshot red Sarah? This is where brennen “died” yes?
* Dead dead dead. Everybody dead lol
Chapter 13
* a brown dain??? A brown???? Have you met her????
* Save the little one!!!
* Xaden to the rescue (like they would’ve needed it but nice distraction lol)
* Well actually ~he~ can’t do anything. But his dragon could yeah?
Chapter 14
* ahaha the big one!!!!
* She fell lol we are shocked
Chapter 15
* Tairn is sassy lol
* Lmao “and all hell breaks loose”
Chapter 16
* Ooo so Tairn doesn’t trust Dain??? Not suspicious at all
* Ahhhh bonded pairs ey? Do I think that means xaden and vi are meant to be no, don’t think they’re end game but 🤷🏻♀️
* Xaden dies before this series is over doesn’t he?
* WHY WOULD SHE TELL HIMMMMMM UHG NO I DONT TRUST HIM DONT TELL THAT MAN SHIT
* Manipulated threshing???? Like dragons give a fuck what riders think lol
* Now I have reason to hate Dain
* Oh here we go brennens death. He. Is. Not. Dead.
* “Because you put too much faith in him…knowing who to trust is the only thing that will keep you alive” to me = don’t trust Dain (or anybody)
* Uh maybe Xaden doesn’t die because if he dies his dragon might then blah blah blah
Chapter 17
* “Tell him to mind his business” that wasn’t just about that comment either I bet
Chapter 18
* They don’t have the book her dad gave her??? Did he write it? Or is it banned
* Violet has Oooo fancy pants rich McGee over here FUCK YOU energy with the rebellion relic thing and not sitting with anybody with it
* “I knew it would work” from Jack means he killed the rider doesn’t it. He tampered with their stuff or something
* Tairn called her silver one and now I have “silver and gold silver and gold” song stuck in my head
* Tairn growled at dain!!!! The bastard (not tairn)
* Tell him girl go off babes
Chapter 19
* Sarah told me they could talk to each other already but tairn told Xaden she was in trouble
Chapter 20
* “To what they think I’ll be, not who I am” then tairn’s response of “that shows excellent forethought” my guy knows what/who she is.
Chapter 21
* Hmmmm so he didn’t tell them what was in the scroll……. Not suspicious at all.
* Did the rebellion never really die and Devera is a part of it?
Chapter 22
* Is Jack allergic to oranges or making fun of her spiking stuff with poison?
* She’s gunnnnna channnneeeeellllll
* I know she’s Lightning or whatever but the comment saying Xaden’s voice is like a crack of lightning is great
Chapter 23
* Rhi saying “for now” is foreshadowwinggggg
Chapter 24
* what’s up with all the runes?
* Vi’s dad did research on the second Krovlan uprising and feather tails? But there’s no tome on it? This makes me think he’s definitely a writer and he did his own research and stuff and wrote his own books. Did he know what Violet would be?
Chapter 25
* surprise mother fuckers
* They’re breaking into her moms office aren’t they
* They are
* They (scribes) can make or break someone by writing shit down. Likeeeeeeee maybbeeeee her FATHER! Lol no but really I may die on that hill
* Was her dad Tyrrish? Is that why these runes keep coming back? I don’t remember
* Is tyrrendor where a server rebellion or something is happening?
* I love that Violet has a potion for everything lol
Chapter 26
* Don’t “what could possibly go wrong” Violet. What are you stupid
* Mira saw a bunch of dragons crossing????? Like maybe with Brennen??? Is this where he is
* Uh oh xaden. Somebody in troubleeeee
Chapter 27
* where did Imogen go?
* Good for Rebecca for the disability awareness there with “…nothing anyone can do about the way I’m made”
* Was doing what had to be done tairn? Something to do with imogen maybe? Or stalling the gryphons?
Chapter 28
* imogen is back
* “Only fire we’d be taking is from other dragons” like brennensssss??? The rebellion things I don’t know
* Jack is dead- I hope to god for real
Chapter 29
* Fable is underlined….. so the book of fables is more than fables ey?
* So so hear me out, if the fables were written by her dad. Maybe it was written like fables to throw off folks but it was actually a tell all from when her dad was elsewhere (tyrrendor???)
Chapter 30
* Ew lol
* Ah so the scars are for all the kiddos of the leaders
* “Should I get the wing leader” lmao tairn honey
* Also hate how Professor jackass (Carr) is studying her like she’s done case he has to solve
* She can’t aim?? She can when she’s mad enough just sayin
Chapter 31
* Ah she’s got the book of fables good good I wasn’t sure if she brought it back or not with all the chaos that happened there
* He went to an outpost? To fight or for something else?
* AHA HER DAD STUFFED SOMETHING IN THE BOOK
* Hmmmmmm suspicious
* He got cryptic after brennen died? Because it was all true (the fables?) and/or he knew brennen wasn’t dead?
* Oh shut up xaden like you haven’t already fallen for her
* I hate this. Every part of this stupid party is putting me on edge
* Omg does the fucking King pull some shit (besides that stupid convo with Violet and Liam)
* The damn parapet. Of course this comes back
Chapter 32
* Ah fuck. Garrick and Bodhi are gone.
* Can you guys tape it down for two seconds to figure this out please. Some kind of attack or something
* Ah. Am shocked. They are under attack. Oh no. Who ever could’ve guessed. OH WAIT. IT WAS ME
Chapter 33
* Well. I was close
* Athebyne? Again mentioned….. hmmmm
* Just now hitting you that they’ll be separated for 5 days Violet? Lord have mercy
* “She’s safer with me” Dain I swear to god have you learned nothing
* He’d (Dain) be one of those guys to say he LET her go. Like a jackass. Hate this guy right now
Chapter 34
* Little andarna 🥰 sleepy baby
* Oh. So she’s like got this weird feeling. And anxiety. And shit. So yeah this is going to end well
* Annnnnd gryphons
* Xaden knows her but can they be related or something?
* None of them are reaching for weapons except Violet. All the rest are marked correct? I think so.
* This is a rebellion chick or something then ey?
* Seeee they’re early
Chapter 35
* So the pre-chapter thing said there’s potentially a conspiracy??? Maybe to do with the Vyern (spell????)
* YESSSS I WASSSSSS RIGHHTTTTTTTTT
* But why is Xaden so stupid to bring her lol there’s got to be a reason besides her signet and the dragons
* Don’t feel betrayed Violet honey it’s okay. You gonna be on their side in two seconds no worries
* Yup dad spelled it out for ya love
* It’s empty for shits sake
* The dick
Chapter 36
* Liam is dying
* I don’t like.
* Liam is dead
* There are more. Omg how many are there
* Go get ‘em girl
Chapter 37
* fun fun. On his back. Yippee
* Dead. Haha
* She’s got a poison wound now but
* I know andarna lives but I swear to god if she comes
Chapter 38
* Hmmm I wonder who the familiar voice is
Chapter 39
* And mom what Xaden? Did I miss something
* I was right about Brennen (happy dance)
General
* are violet and andarna fulfillment of a prophecy? Because “golden dragon bonds with thought to be weak and pitiful girl” seems like a prophecy
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Tag Game
I was tagged by no one and simply shamelessly stole it cuz I wanted to play! <3 Tag ppl if you wish, consider yourself tagged if you want to play. Tagging with no pressure: @momentofmemory, @azraeldoesnotdispute, @spikeface, @illbeintheend, @domesticated-feral, @letthestorieslive
1. How many works do you have on ao3?
187
2. What’s your total ao3 word count?
470, 949
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently: Teen Wolf In general: Yuri on Ice, La Femme Nikita, Nikita, Animorphs, Supernatural, The Slayers and whatever trips my fancy at the time
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
No Matter What Yuri on Ice, a/b/o dark fic, 845 kudos
Patience , second in the same series, 324 kudos
Mutual Affliction, fourth in above the series, 296 kudos
And I Would Do Anything for Love, YOI bad guys made them do it, 225 kudos
No Matter Where, even darker variation of No Matter What, 224 kudos
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I do! Sometimes you become frens when you chat about fic with people. Sometimes I only have the emotional energy for an emoji, but I can't even begin to explain how happy a lil comment makes me.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
It's a tie, but since no Teen Wolf fics make my top ten, I'll go with:
Deucalion's Progeny , a very dark Scott whump fic ft truedemon
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Scott is the Best Dad: This series is ENTIRELY scira fluff, pack feels, Yukimura family feels and just all around everything being adorable
8. Do you get hate on fic?
I have one, that I won't share, from ages ago that has a lot of hate. It was deserved since I was trolling and the fic was really bad. 🤣
9. Do you write smut?
Yess! Someone has to be out here making sure Scott gets all of the filthy sex he deserves.
10. Do you write crossovers?
I do if I want to explore both fandoms! La Femme Nikita/Nikita crossovers are so fun to me.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Can't imagine anyone bothering. I have a v niche appeal 😅
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No one has offered, but if anyone wanted to, I'd be beyond stunned and flattered.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
@illbeintheend and I have started several and even finished one.
14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
I didn't think I had one, until Truedemon. Something about Scott/Deucalion just resonates with me.
15. What’s a wip you want to finish but probably won’t?
I started a scileo fic a while back about Stiles finding Theo at a BDSM club with Deucalion and being realllly into watching Theo get spanked. It eventually becomes Steo, and then they both realized that they are really interested more in Scott. But Scott is busy with school all the time and couldn't possibly like them. But actually Scott would really like Stiles to spank him, please. And eventually they get there.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I can churn out a lot of mediocre fic very quickly. I have tons of ideas and am very creative. I can do a fairly decent short fic and you can feel that I love the source material and characters I write for in my fics.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Long fic with cohesive themes and plots.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I have a lot. Generally, unless it's obvious what the words are from context, necessary for the reader not to understand the language with the character, or making a point to explore a character's cultural roots: "Ah, yes please," Satomi said in Japanese, is the easiest way to handle it. To me.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Technically Star Wars in a spiral bound notebook. Shared online: Animorphs.
20. Favorite fic you’ve written?
This is hard. I'm picking this one because it was really hard to write and I just reread it. And even though it has only 32 kudos it's GOOD. Equivalent Exchange: I wrote this for the first scottuary, it's about Noshiko and Scott developing a relationship. It's about gift giving and mentorship and Noshiko's views on Scott as a leader. It's thoughtful and I think a really nice look at both of them. And imo, easily one of my most underrated fics.
#ask game#my fic#yuri on ice#victuuri#teen wolf#scott mccall#stiles stilinski#theo reaken#deucalion#truedemon#sceo#sciles#steo#kira yukimura#scira
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Tagged by @nanuk-the-bat
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
A total of 40 across two accounts
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
394,995!
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Oh, god, you want me to just admit to that shit, openly? Okay, uh, sure. Yeah.
Beetlejuice
Control
Crimson Peak
Cyrano
Daredevil
Dishonored
The Expanse
Gorillaz
Gravity Falls
Hellboy
Horizon Zero Dawn
Overwatch
Prey
Team Fortress 2
4. Top five fics by kudos
I mean, the fics themselves matter not much at all, imo. I can tell you they are, in order
One) A cute Jesse/Emily Control fic
Two) A porny TF2 Sniper fic
Three) A sad Stan centric Gravity Falls fic
5. Do you respond to comments?
I try very hard to, but sometimes there's a big delay since my brain isn't CONSISTENTLY functional.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Okay, MOST of my fics are unfinished, but maybe the Octavia/Miller fic that fits just inside of canon, The Last Few Firsts? Or the Prey fic Complimentary Colors, because while my ending is hopeful for canon, man, that canon is GRIM.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Either The Eighth Floor of the Panopticon is a Lost and Found or Parahelion, simply because both of those fics are very alice-of-life and end in an upbeat note.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Nope, I sometimes think that you need to get pretty BIG to get hate.
9. Do you write smut?
Yes. Just yes.
10. Craziest crossover?
I was working on a Supernatural/X-Files crossover based around Scully meeting Castiel and having her faith confirmed and it going WEIRDLY, but it remains unpublished.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
No, again: I'm a nobody.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No, but I've had someone podfic them!!!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I've had friends (HOOT) mentally walk me through plot points (like my Gravity Falls fic), or even give me ideas they didn't wanna write (my current WIP for Fallout 4, centered around STURGES of all people). But that's it.
14. All time favorite ship?
Tough call, gonna have to cut back to the Source Material for this one and call it a ship I e never written for: Tulio/Miguel/Chel. You know I'm right, objectively.
15. What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Oh god, yeah, all of em? The least likely to be finished is probably the Crimson Peak one.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Not much other than a good sense of character tone/voice. I'm pretty proud of some patches of dry humor, but that's a taste thing.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Oh you know, everything not character tone/voice..? Uh, plot, pacing, overarching themes, telegraphing anything ever.
18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?
My opinion: it's never appropriate to use another language unless the fic is meant to be read without any NEED for understanding that second language at all. If your side characters are speaking a foreign language and the main character doesn't KNOW that language, and you want to play up that alienation? That's good use of foreign language in a fic! If the characters are speaking pigeon, or an amalgam of several languages, but there's enough context that no translation is actually needed? Good use! Other than those, I think you need to write in one language at a time.
19. First fandom you wrote in?
Wrote in? Probably either The Vampire Chronicles or Heathers.Posted online for? Daredevil.
20. Favorite fic you've written?
Both of my Prey fics, but Lucid Inescapable Rhythms slightly more. It's my least popular fic, for a ship with a total of FOUR fics on AO3 but I'm just super happy with it. The characters were awesome to write for, the universe is weird and sad and pessimistic, the relationship makes both zero sense and perfect sense, I love it. It probably has typos tho…
Tagging: You know how people do that “if you've seen this and haven't participated, I'm tagging you”? I'm doing that. I want to know which of my mutuals are fic writers and I didn't even know it. Tag me as your source. Seriously. Do it.
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20 QUESTIONS FOR FIC WRITERS
I was tagged by seven of you (!!!) so here are my answers. Consider this an open tag, I have no idea who hasn't done this yet.
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1. How many works do you have on AO3?
222 if you don't count the hidden ones, 245 if you do.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
1.5 million (this does count the hidden ones because I'm too lazy to go subtract them from the total).
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently HP and Good Omens, but I've written for 16 fandoms over the years, and you never know which one I'll go back to.
4. Top 5 fics by kudos?
-Finding Home (no longer available)
-the spaces between
-Da Capo (no longer available)
-Courtship Rituals (no longer available)
-quicken to the new life (no longer available)
5. Do you respond to comments?
Sometimes. I go through fits and spurts of either responding to every single comment, or responding to none. It doesn't mean I don't appreciate comments! But I'm already writing and posting fics for free, and responding to every comment is something that I don't always have the time or mental space for.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Fuck, idk. I don't know what's angst and what isn't. The Fall of Gods, maybe.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I write a lot of fluff, actually! Idk how I got a reputation as an angst writer, smh. The Trouble With Quidditch is pretty fluffy.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Oh, sure. But it gets deleted.
9. Do you write smut?
Begrudgingly. It's extremely demoralizing as a writer to know that the only way a fic is going to get attention is if you put smut in it, so I do it sometimes just for the kudos/comments. But I hate every second of writing it.
10. Do you write crossovers?
Yep. I've done a HP/GO one, and some cracky Sherlock/Star Trek ones, and probably a few others I can't remember.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yep, several of them into different languages.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! @allcanonisrelative is probably the person I've written with the most, but I've written with others as well.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
This changes by the hour so I literally can't answer this question. Maybe Aziraphale/Crowley?
15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
Hm, I have a few unfinished fics on AO3, but I've already admitted that those won't be finished. I have a Sirius/Bellatrix + Sirius/Remus fic in my drafts folder that it would be nice to finish someday, but that will have to wait until I feel like writing Wolfstar again (which will probably be never, thanks to the Remus apologists).
16. What are your writing strengths?
None.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Everything.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
Well, I know that it used to be standard that you would italicize it, and now you're not supposed to do that, so I no longer do. I also think that you shouldn't translate it! Especially not right there in the same line on the fic. If you're writing dialogue in another language, context clues should tell us enough about what the characters are saying that translation isn't needed.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Star Trek: TNG.
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
I never like anything I write, so idk. Price of Memory, maybe, because that one was at least a lot of fun to write.
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