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why would I let you go

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flirting: you look like you'd be vulnerable to getting stockholm syndrome

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this just in: hyper independent control freak gets off on the idea of being completely helpless and at someone's mercy

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The presents???? It’s actually embarrassing how fast I would develop stockholm syndrome in there, what do you mean there is someone who cooks for me delicious meals, cleans the house AND buys me stuff? the way I would pretend to be dead to the outside world instantly

🤭 I mean if you can ignore a few itty bitty red flags then yes it’s basically perfect! Hehe pass the homemade bread and jam

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affirmations for writers: i know how to write. i have seen sentences before, and i know how to make one. i can identify up to several words and their meanings. i am not afraid of semicolons.

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Creepy König

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it is honestly amazing how much of writing and editing is just. logistics. like... do i use a name here or a pronoun? if i move this dialogue tag to the middle of this line and break it in half, does the end of the line hit harder that way? what if i move the tag to the front? what if i remove it entirely? ...wait, whose point of view am i in; can i reasonably say this character is appalled, or must i say they look or seem or sound appalled? is this a deliberate action or a step-removed one; is her hand closing on his shoulder, or is she closing her hand on his shoulder? environment environment environment, we need to break all this dialogue up with some narration, the scene is coming untethered. what! are! they doing! with! the rest of their bodies that are not hands! fuck fuck fuck FUCK i forgot we covered this two chapters ago and now i either need to cut this whole chunk or find a reason to reprise the conversation from earlier. name or pronoun? name or pronoun? name or pronoun? move this clause around in this sentence? oh i'll add this phrase-- nope, never mind, past!me added the same phrase two lines down. okay, if i add too much environmental narration it's going to take away from this bit, but not enough and it won't feel grounded. what if i move this to its own line? where the FUCK are their hands?

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Pov. You're the last enemy alive

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Trapper Keeper Ch 20 — Mended

Tags: smut, dubious consent, dark romance, power imbalance, gaslighting, manipulation, yandere, Stockholm syndrome, injury recovery, fluff and smut, slice of life, implied non-consensual drug use, size difference, gratuitous use of pet names, metaphors, and descriptions of König's eyes, somnophilia

WC: 20K [total 242.6K]

König’s thumb reached down to trace a line across your sun-scorched cheek. The air slipped from your lungs in a soft puff, and his thumb chased the warmth of your breath, brushing over your bottom lip, back and forth over the dry skin there, still healing from your failed attempts to stop chewing at it.

He teased your upper lip next, tracing the contours of your pout. You closed your eyes and focused on how the pad of his thumb sent a wave of shimmering tingles across the surface of your skin. Each speck of glitter diffused downward, collecting in the cradle of your pelvis in a low simmer.

König reached deeper than your skin each time he touched you, finding where you were still rotten, mealy as an overripe peach. Spoiled. But he didn’t shy away from you, didn’t toss you to the side to find one with fewer bruises or imperfections — König dug past all that, unafraid of tainting himself with the sticky mess. He cut out the dots of black mold that marred your sweetness, paring you away until he could grasp the pit at your center to plant it, nurture it until something different sprouted —

something better.

You floated farther away with the tender strokes of his hand, soothed as he pet you. The pressure of the hardwood against your knees lessened as your body sank more deeply into him, finding solace. The creak of your achy joints and the little bodily discomforts no longer mattered — nothing did —

except for this,

except for him.

You can read the rest on AO3 :3!

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😬 so chapter 20 is currently still in progress at 17.4k! I got really good feedback from my beta reader, but there is one crucial scene that I need to tweak for impact. so no update today unfortunately.

I tried very hard to keep this weekend date and am a little disappointed I couldn’t make it. I always give my chapter ETA in good faith, (and I am so so so close, I wrote 9k in the last week and a half!!!) but I would rather make sure i accomplish what I need and maintain the quality I strive for. Everyone has been so supportive and I really appreciate each and every one of you!! 💕 I’m so passionate about this story and want to be sure that I put out the best version of it that I can

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omg a fair!!! how fun!!! will the discord be getting pics of the shenanigans :D

Yes!! I’ll be sure to take pics. We’re dressing up for the renaissance fair, including the kids. ☺️ now that Miles isn’t so little, he’ll be able to enjoy it too! I even got him a little peasant outfit 🥺

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Unfortunately I accidentally fell asleep for 2 of my writing nights this week and my 6 yr wedding anniversary is the 13th (oops, we kind of forgot lol) so the update is not ready yet, but currently at 13k and looking like it might finish up around 16-17k ish! 💕🐇

I’m going to the renaissance faire Sunday 20th so I’ll be posting Saturday the 19th! I know I keep pushing my estimated date back, but life and sleep always comes first! I feel pretty confident about the 19th ☺️ I am SO happy about what I’ve written so far, and I am very excited to share it with you all

The next chapter of TK is still in progress. Gonna be a long one, already at 10k words and still counting! I just posted a 2k snippet on discord if anyone wants to read it to help hold them over until I can update ☺️

Thanks so much for being so patient 💕

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divine transformation

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How could I have been so blind….. the couch is L shaped!!!!! 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

That is probably my bad, I may not have described it well enough ^^’ I try my best to be descriptive and immersive, but sometimes I forget that what may be “obvious” to me (since I have daydreamed about the scenes forever), may not be clear to the reader

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I’m not in the discord so apologies if this has happened already but I am so deeply interested in seeing your mental image of the layout of the cabin lol. I have my own in my imagination but I’m always curious what the true arrangement of things is. I’m rereading TK from the beginning and theres a part where she looks over the back of the couch down the hallway and I was like fuck ok I gotta change the orientation of the couch in my mindddd lolllll

Hi!!! No worries

So tbh sometimes I struggle with exactly what the house looks like as a whole so I hope I don’t ever add a confusing description 😭 but this was a rough idea of how I picture it! (The proportions are off and it’s a lot smaller/not as spread out as the drawing)

Edit: just realized I forgot to draw the coffee table between the fire and couch whoops

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sick desire