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orcelito · 3 years ago

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Crested 40k hits & I'm 5 away from 1000 kudos. And am I writing the next chapter for discacc?

No.

All brain power is currently dedicated to the trans oneshot idea I came up with last week after I had the brief thought of like "Man if Akira was trans and on T he had a HELL of a voice drop" and that's just how it is

#speculation nation #literally lmao i was thinking abt how t makes voices drop & how theyre not typically That deep. but hes just built Different i guess lol #but yea idk i dont wanna have to reread everything just yet and im gonna Need to for working on the next discacc chapter #but i wanted to do smth else to get back into the writing habit. So! one shot #just everything in this discacc chapter is referencing so many things for emotional depth & all that #and it's been a while so my memory of the past stuff is a lil foggy & my emotional investment isnt that great #i just cant summon the amount of emotional involvement i need to make it Hit #it feels. much more high-stakes if that makes sense. like it's a calm chapter but high-stakes in emotional depth #whereas transAction is just its own thing in and of itself #it is what it is and i dont have to worry about cohesion with 410k+ words of prior context #and i just wanted. a break i guess. from discacc #not giving it up of course but im working on not stressing myself out too much over what's ultimately just a hobby #i'll go back to it when im in a better mindstate for it.#for now. i hope ppl read & like this trans au bc im rly enjoying what ive written so far #it's gonna be a fic that punches u in the face b4 kissing it better & then punching u in the face Again #b4 being like 'hmm Maybe i'll kiss it better 🤔 later 😏'#aka it's pain and fluff and more pain. these kids r dealing with too much i swear #and it's my fault lol but like that's what i enjoy writing #pain and introspection and a good fun What If #i wanna write more tonight. just kinda watching critical role rn lol

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