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[cryptidkreates]

can i just say in the midst of all the andrew body type discourse (i dont care draw him however you want, skinny, fat, buff as hell, as long as he's still short)

dont be talking about what is and isnt a realistic body type for a person to have.

depending on genetics and metabolism, two people can have the exact same habits and have two completely different body types. just because someone works out and is active doesnt mean they cant have a larger, stocky build. just because someone eats alot of sweets doesnt immediately mean they can't be slender or petite either. you can be any size and still be strong, it's called a sleeper build.

dont get me wrong, these things can influence how you think a character looks, but don't be going around saying that "its unrealistic" for someone to be shaped a specific way just because of how you think their eating or their activity should make them look. whats unrealistic is you saying a character that has no canon description besides blonde hair, hazel eyes, short, and benches alot can't look a certain way because "a real person couldn't look like that"

i think you'll find they do, and saying they dont is a form of body shaming <33

[nortnaibz]

"Bother My Askbox?" now,, what if I sent you 1-50 🤔 as a treat!! Haha just kidding.. unless. RETALIATION BITCH BOY

JFLKHSAFHDLFJDSKJF that is going to take me a hot minute 2 answer my dear but i will do the ones i haven’t already answered. just for u, gayass.

1. what color are your socks?

don’t have any ^-^ thems my feet

answered 2 <3

3. what is something you regret in the past month?

well there is a lot but not buying halloween candy sooner especially

4. do you believe in love at first sight?

nnnnnnope

5. when was the last time you wrote someone a letter on paper?

i always had to write thank you notes for xmas and birthday gifts as a kid so probably one of those? for an actual written letter it’s been at least a decade

6. how old were you when you first learned how to ride a bike? who taught you?

i......sighs i never learned how to ride a bike bc i went over the handlebars of one when i was like 4 and then never got back on one -_-

7. do you get along with your parents? why or why not?

complicated bc i’m the queer kid next question

8. what’s your favorite season?

fall!!!!!! even though we don’t really have it here

9. do you currently like someone?

well you know the answer to this sir......i’m perhaps a little gay for my girlfriend

10. have you ever used a ouija board?

yes i have on multiple occasions and nothing happened

11. what’s the last song you sang?

prisoner by dance gavin dance listening 2 it on repeat while i rank xd

12. what’s your favorite scent?

rain on pavement!!!!!!!!!!!

13. what’s your favorite urban legend?

uhhhhhhhhh? i don’t think i know any

14. what’s a bad habit you have?

i have many but i’m super clumsy and not very aware of like where i am in relation to other things so i run into shit a lot

15. what’s a strange habit you have?

i wrap my earbud cord around my neck so it isn’t dangling and in my way when i walk places 

16. what’s the first instrument you learned to play?

if you wanna be technical i learned to play flute for a very brief period in 4th grade but i hated it. so guitar!

17. how would you describe your type?

uhhhhhhh good question people who are nice to me <3 and most men

18. would you rather stay in or go out?

for the most part stay in but i usually hit a point after awhile of being home too long where i Need to leave the house lol

19. what was the last thing you said to your mom?

bye after i called her yesterday lol

20. do you want to get married someday?

not traditionally but yes

answered 21 and 22!

23. what’s an embarrassing thing that happened this week?

i had to answer a phone call at work abt the pet section which i know nothing about and the lady was clearly kinda annoyed and when i told her we didn’t sell kennels in the store (and that yes, i had checked) she said thank you and i. didn’t say anything else. i like forgot to speak and she just hung up and i felt so stupid for it ksdfjksdfhjk

24. when was the last time you went sledding?

it’s been at least a decade iirc 

25. have you ever/do you like someone you know you can never be with?

yes........ *picture of norton campbell*

26. do people often mispronounce your name?

nope

27. would you like to live in another country?

absolutely! when this country inevitably falls apart in the wake of the 2020 election i will be contacting my stoner friends in canada and moving up there at my earliest convenience <3

28. do you like to watch ghost hunting shows?

i never have but i would probably find them entertaining

29. who was the last person you said i love you to? 

kei my friend kei my best friend kei <3 before that either my mom or my girlfriend lol

30. what’s something you’d like to be better at?

playing guitar!!!!! i wanna get back into it so bad i just don’t know where my picks are rn

31. have you ever stayed up to talk to someone who was sad? 

oh sure i have it’s been awhile though

32. what was the last thing you cooked?

scrambled eggs the other day ^-^

33. do you think you would make a good parent?

absolutely not and i will never have kids unless i decide to adopt after getting help 4 my issues and assuring that i could actually be responsible for another human life 

34. do you have trouble sleeping at night?

nah i have issues w waking up in the middle of the night sometimes but other than that i’m good

35. where is your best friend right now?

i don’t have one best friend one is at work one is in his home i presume and the other is at college <3

36. how long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

depends but usually like 20 mins? i don’t do makeup or anything so i can be ready in ten if i need to be

37. how late do you usually stay up at night?

until 10 or 11 lately!

38. when was the last time you cried and why?

uh good question i have shit memory but a few days ago over life stress probably lol

39. have you ever won a contest?

yes i won a costume contest in my elementary school when i was v little and i sort of won a contest to get my poetry published in my uh. sophomore year....summer between sophomore and junior year

40. can you draw well?

i can draw. the well is subjective ^_^

41. would you ever date someone you met on tumblr/the internet?

me n my girlfriend are long distance but i did not meet her on tumblr i think if i ever date someone on tumblr you all should require an essay from me on why it is an okay thing to do. i love my mutuals but some of the people on here...well you know

42. what was the last thing you ate?

snickers!

43. do you think you’re/you’d make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?

ehhhhh i mean i’m certainly better than i used to be but tldr no. but i have issues so take that as you will

44. have you ever had a near death experience?

as in i physically came close to death and survived, no. but i was in a car crash a few yrs back that if anything had happened differently it could’ve killed us

45. what do you think people think of you?

idk i have a hard time reading intention and like. opinions of me? i think everyone puts up with my shit and wishes they didn’t have to lol

46. what is your middle name and do you like it?

my middle name is rowan and i love it cause i picked it myself i have no other middle names and i never have <3

47. are you close with either of your parents?

nnnnnnot really!

48. do you like yourself?

well i am the sexiest motherfucker alive but also i hate myself. i’m incredible and deserve better but also am horrible and deserve nothing. i’m the best and the worst at the same time <3

49. state five facts about your appearance

uhhhh my hair’s red, i’m short as fuck, i have blue eyes, i always wear hairties around my wrists, and i uhhhhh like wearing long sleeves. does that count??

50. state 5 facts about your personality

hm well i have no idea who i am as a person but? i’m creative, i like video games, i’m a pessimist, i spend a lot of time thinking/daydreaming, and i’m gay! the end <3 <3 <3

[mini-pretzel]

alright dude yea EVERY NUMBER FOR SWEETHEART ASKS

… what have i signed up for?

//cracks knuckles

grab a juice box, grab a snack.

we’ll be here for a while. what have i gotten myself into

1. Talk about your first love. 

oh jesus. i actually recently found my old journal lol

from way back when. 2009 i think? i was 13 or some shit. jesus. ok. so my first love was actually over the internet.

yeah, i know. nowadays we’re spoiled with tinder n shit, but back in 2009, all we had was myspace and msn and i met this fucker on skype.

i was so ahead of my time.

anyway, it was october 25, 2009.

here’s a snippet from my journal entry:

well i met a guy on skype. he’s a month younger cause my b-day is on oct 14 and his is on nov 18. but i don’t mind it.

yoooo i was into younger guys even at 13, jfc hahhaa //kill me jk hmu

and then on the next page hahahhaa omg

december 2, 2009

well me and ___ are no longer together. well we never began. he broke my heart two times already. going in depression. please don’t bother. first love, ha!

omfg damn, two months. yeah, that lasted long. also old me: ur so dramatic lol

also i was a feisty lil fella, jeez.

2. What’s the most beautiful songs you’ve ever heard in your opinion? 

this one

3. How’s your heart feeling right now?

a lil stressed. im like, hoping i can get through all of these questions without my computer crashing. pray 4 me.

4. What kind of self care is your favorite to do? 

ok, first thing to note, i fucking love self care. like, too much if im honest.

baths with bubbles and nice smelling scents, lotions, a face mask, taking my time with washing my face and hair and putting on the cutest clothes after. also snacks, always snacks.

when im feeling like spending money: massage. full body. best thing ever. i treat myself to it at least once a year for my b-day.

5. What’s your skincare routine? 

ok so i just got a new skincare line. it’s from nature republic. i have a cleanser, a toner and a moisturizer. it’s fairly simple (unlike 9 steps in korean ahhahha, but like i’ll probably get there in time) also i have a peel mask that smells like bananas that i put on twice a week to get rid of dead skin cells. oh and sometimes i do korean face masks, too.

6. How did you get to be so beautiful?

answered that q here

7. Do you have any stuffed animals?

NO! //hides them all away

8. Best trip you’ve ever been on?

thailand. my parents took me w/ them on their honeymoon.

lol idek why either. trust me.

i was just there for the swimming, riding elephants, getting food poisoning and downing two banana splits in one afternoon. good times.

9. Favorite thing about your room? 

i live in a jungle. but also in an art gallery cause my mom buys paintings online and resells them, but it’s become such a habit for her they are literally EVERYWHEREE I CANNOT.

also sorry mom i keep forgetting to water the GAZILLION plants THAT YOU HAVE MOVED INTO MY ROOM FOR SOME REASON. they’ll be dead by the time ur home. srry ilyyyyy.

also tae hmu if u want some paintings. i got way too many.

10. Opinion on love? 

dude. idk. i mean. it’s definitely not something one can describe easily or fully grasp.

im still waiting for my big love to come along, so like, we can talk about that when we get there.

otherwise, i’ll say this quote that i heard in a song:

give your heart, but keep your head.

11. Are you affectionate? 

with certain people. im weird.

with some people im like no, don’t touch me pls. i bite and scratch.

and with others you cannot get them out of my death love grip.

12. Who do you look up to? 

i look up to bts a lot. they’re doing a lot of good and they’re very respectable artists.

but i also look up to a lot of writers on here because i want to create worlds and writings like them. i won’t tag them cause rip them trying to find why i tagged them in this long ass post haha.

13. Favorite poet? 

@psycho-slytherin

lol sorry bae

ur gonna have to scroll to find out why i tagged u. and then go red and yell at me. hahah.

i also like silentium! by Fyodor Tyutchev

also everything by pushkin (esp ‘i loved you’ fuck that one gets me every time). seriously. that man isn’t called the golden poet in our country for nothing.

i actually don’t read a lot of poetry nowadays unless its my own or my friends’

but im open to recommendations

14. Song that makes you happy? How about one that calms you down when you’re in a bad place?

answered here!

15. Do you play an instrument?

lol no. i was almost taught the piano (lol rip me, i wanna kill my younger lazy ass self) and i dabbled into learning the violin. but that’s like a whole story and a half hahahaha.

16. Do you do art? Using what (pencil, watercolor, etc)?

i used to pencil draw, nothing special tho. a lot of naked ppl lol. butts n boobs were my fave. also pecks whoo.

17. Do you dance? What style of dance? 

i don’t! but i want to. i’ve been looking into dancing schools. i might do hip hop n stuff. see if i have the rhythm, i can’t tell from just jumping around my room lol

18. What’s your zodiac sign? Do you believe in astrology? 

im a libra yo. diplomatic and indecisive af.

i kinda do? there’s some sense there, but it’s too vague. i think ppl need to look into their charts to really grasp their character.

and for some it may not be true at all, so like. idk. we’re all just doing our best here.

19. Favorite old film? 

a russian film that i always watch over the new year. my mom would always joke that the new year doesn’t start till we watch it lol

the irony of fate

20. What’s your hairstyle? 

idk

u

tell

me

21. What weather is the most beautiful, in your opinion?

cloudy but warm. so there’s not too much sun but u can enjoy a nice walk outside without getting rained on.

22. What upsets you most about the world? 

i only have two hands but there are so many cats and dogs. i cannot pet all of them.

23. Are you in love right now?

answered ;)

24. Do you have a crush? If so, talk about them!

here u go

25. Do you have pets? Talk about something sweet about them! 

i don’t! but i wish i did i would shower them with my love.

but @the-trth-untold dogs are the cutest and @psycho-slytherin cats make my day. pls spam meeeee. also i love @paristae cat too.

26. Do you have a lucky number? 

yup. 22.

27. Have you ever wished on a star? What about on a fallen eyelash? 

i’ve never seen a fallen star, so no.

but i’ve wished on a fallen eyelash, always.

28. Do you believe emoji spells to work? 

emoji spells??

bruh i’ve never even heard of it till this ask wtf is that shit

bruh i mean if it works for ppl all power to them??? idk i never tried it

29. Do you believe in magic in general? 

i believe in magic tricks. but magic died for me when santa stopped existing.

30. What’s the most beautiful thing in life, In your opinion?

here

31. Opinion on the color pink? What about baby blue? 

gorgeous colors. i quite like mauve pink and deep dark blue tho.

but baby blue looks amazing on some folks. oof.

32. What instrumental sound is your favorite? 

piano. always.

33. Do you like the sound of wind? What about the sound of rain? 

answered :)

34. Who makes you happy? 

bts and all of my mutuals

35. What makes you happy? 

sleep, food, music, writing, cuddles. and forehead kisses.

also more listed here

36. Imagine your ideal life, the life you wish to make, what will that look like? 

i live in a nice apartment. doesn’t have to be expensive, just nice and clean with wooden floors and spacious windows.

i have all the necessities that i need and im never lonely.

i have also touched countless hearts by my books and am able to live comfortably just from my works.

haha. you said ideal, right?

also have someone to spend it with. someone i’d write poetry about daily. a bestfriend first and foremost before a lover.

37. Do you wear makeup? If so what’s your favorite type of makeup or specific makeup product? Favorite store to buy makeup?

answered this fella here

38. Do you wear dresses? If so what’s your favorite dress you own? 

i used to have dresses. but not anymore.

i liked the long sleeve sweater black one i had with a low cut. it was gorgeous. i dont have much of boobage but i always felt like i was sexy in it.

39. Ever been heartbroken? How do you deal with it? 

yep. you just kind of take it one day at a time. some days will be better than the last. some days you’ll cry a little harder and some days you move on a little further. it takes time. make sure you have good people around you so you don’t fall into depression.

40. Who’s your closest friend? What do you love about them? 

ah, to be honest i don’t have a closest friend. i’ve always been the kind of person that always had friends around her but never anyone too deep. and i kinda wish i did. i just don’t know who would come to fill that spot. people always leave, so i kind of gave up assigning that spot. i think the people that want to be in that spot will show themselves and tell me. otherwise i will not assume or assign.

41. Introvert or extrovert? 

introvert. but i have my moments. i can be charming and friendly when i want to.

42. Do you like MBTI? What’s your MBTI? 

i had to look it up cause i forgot what it was lol

i took the test a while back: im infp.

there’s not a lot of us, apparently. which is cool. shout out to all infps out there!

43. Would you be a fairy, a mermaid, a vampire, a siren, or an angel? 

hmmm. what kind of fairy tho? lol

maybe vampire? idk i’d be a sexy immortal lady that’d bite innocent boys and girls that just want to have a good time lol

44. What’s the best song a friend has ever introduced to you? 

this oneee

45. Parlez-vous français? 

no~

46. Most beautiful place you’ve been to? 

butchart gardens

47. Where/when do you truly feel at home? 

here

48. Does smiling put you in a better mood? Try it right now, you’re smile is gorgeous! 

kdjfalkfjdlkdsaf //hides

this ask is flirting with me…

well that’s as much action as im going to get this new years eve lol

49. Favorite shoe you own?

my sweet rose gold kicks, yo.

50. Can you walk in stilettos? Do you like them? 

lol no. i cannot. and i do not. im not made for heels. im tall enough as it is.

51. Do you feel loved? 

every time i talk to my mutuals yes //cry

52. How do you express love to those you care about? 

by saying cute words and by clinging to them like a koala.

53. Favorite term(s) of endearment? 

sweetheart, dear, idk im just like anything honestly. love, baby. go crazy.

i also love mean terms like idiot and stuff. or nicknames that hold inside jokes, something between the two of you only.

54. Most romantic thing someone’s ever done for you? 

hasn’t happened yet. so yeah. any takers? lol

55. When is the happiest you’ve ever been? 

reading a good book for the first time. or just experiencing something new that i end up loving for the first time. nothing can replace that first feeling.

56. Are you happy right now? 

happy im almost done hahhahahahaa. ha.

no but srsly i am

57. What makes you smile? 

stupid jokes. puns. someone laughing and showing themselves fully.

58. Do you laugh a lot? 

i mean. i think so? i try. i make jokes a lot and laugh at myself if that counts?

59. What’s your favorite kind of aesthetic? 

ughhhh comfy bf aestheticcc

60. Do you want to marry for love or for some other reason (like money)? 

i have a sour view on marriage. so only if i love someone hard enough. but even then i don’t know if i’ll do it. it hurts too much to think about marriage and wedding rings for me.

61. What would your dream wedding look like? Do you want to get married? 

see above.

62. Favorite flower?

orchid.

63. Favorite artist?

claude monet.

64. Favorite music artist?

bts lol

no surprises there.

65. How kind do you think you are? Is kindness important to you? 

its not something for me to decide. i try to be kind to everyone, but how it is interpreted is different for everyone. i’d like to think i’m kind.

and yes, very important. especially being kind to yourself.

66. Ever made a playlist for someone? 

yes i have. i love making playlists for people. i don’t get asked that enough.

67. Do you have anything you do to physically comfort you when your sad? Such as a favorite blanket? Or a relaxing bath? 

music. music always helps. and tea.

ideally i’d love for someone to massage my scalp, but hahah no one’s been able to do it the right way. when it’s done right i melt and forget about everything.

68. Early bird or night owl? 

night owl.

moonchild, lol

69. Morning routine? 

wake up, look in the mirror, look away from the mirror, go back to bed.

70. Night routine? 

SHOWER N NICE SMELLING LOTIONS. AND SKINCAREEEEEE OOOOF.

also fresh sheets.

71. What is the most lovely quality a person could have in your opinion? 

answered here

72. Do you cry often? Does crying help you get the emotions out? Do you feel better after? 

i only cry when i watch or read something. and it does help. i always feel better after. but i tend to keep my emotions hidden away, the negative ones at least.

73. Do you like hugs? 

i love hugs. come hug me, bro.

u must smell nice tho.

74. When was the last time you kissed someone?

august.

75. Are you small or tall? 

tall. 175cm.

76. Do you like wholesome memes? 

answered

77. Favorite thing about the past? 

cd players. chia pet commercials. flip phones. mom jeans.

78. Do you ever wonder about the future? 

all the time. esp mine. i have no idea what the fuck im doing.

79. Have you ever lived in a different country than you currently live in? 

yep. i’ve lived in america and canada before. and traveled a lot.

80. Do you like plane flights? Airports? 

i don’t mind flying. and depends on the airport. some are better than others.

81. Sunrises or sunsets? 

sunrises. every day is a new day~

82. The beach or a forest? 

bitch- i mean beach. :)

83. What time of day do you tend to be in the best mood? 

any time i am eating. or sleeping. or reading.

im so close to being done omg. this is fun tho.

84. Do you push yourself to act together and in a good mood even when you aren’t? 

always. ain’t nobody gonna deal with that baggage lol

85. Favorite kind of tree? 

japanese maple tree

86. Do you care about the health of the Earth? 

i mean i don’t even care about my health that much tbh, i need to work on that.

87. What did you like most about your childhood, if anything? 

that i got to travel and learned english very young.

88. Do you read a lot? What’s your favorite book? 

answered here

89. What are you most nostalgic for at the moment? 

old school disney

90. What’s your favorite personality trait you have? 

answered this bad boi here

91. List at least ONE thing you love about your appearance. 

eyes. have to work on my ass tho. squats baby.

92. When was the last time you truly felt calm, without much of anything to worry about? 

after a massage.

93. Do you worry a lot? 

eh, i worry enough, i suppose. there’s just some stuff you can’t control.

94. The dazzling lights of the city or the relaxing countryside?

dazzling lights of the city. especially in the evening. and in the winter. ahhhhh. someone hold my hand and walk with meeeeee.

95. Ever changed the shoelaces on one of your shoes? For what reason? 

no i haven’t had that pleasure, lol

maybe next year

96. Favorite pastry? 

BUTTER. CROISSANT.

97. Do you like doing little acts of kindness? 

yes. uwu

98. How’s your day/night going? 

well im finally done with this ask holy shit, and i need to resume writing my namjoon fic so… fantastic. i also have noodles. whoooo.

thank you for reading this whole damn mess of an ask.

ily

[likeabulletyoucanhurtme]

The 100 (questions that is....not band or TV show)

1. If you were on a 2 hour road trip and could only listen to one song on repeat until the trip was over what song would it be? idk it would depend. Could be Neck Deep - In Bloom but also if you go with Dream Theater - A Change Of Seasons thats only like 4 plays :) 2. If heaven or hell didn’t exist and wasn’t a reward would you still make an effort in being a good person? Atheists believe in good. 3. What’s your poison? Vices etc. JD 4. What’s your favorite thing about your hometown? the football team lol.

5. Are you a better friend to your friends than they are to you? It's a mutual thing that we don't really talk lol. I'm a horrible friend to most people but one did say I was angel, which was a compliment cause she’s religious even though I’m not

6. Have you ever ran a red light? I can't drive, but I ignore traffic signs when walking. They're more of a suggestion than a rule especially in Glasgow.

7. Who is the most influential person in your life? I influence myself; fuck all y'all.

8. Give me a hot take. What’s the unpopular opinion you stand by? Love Island is pish

9. What would the ten year old you think about you now? 10yr old me wanted to be an astronaught so idk lol probably disappointed

10. What’s your favorite city to visit/live in? Town lol I don't do visits

11. Tell me the story of your first kiss. She asked me out and I was kinda dithering but then just as she was walking away I shouted yes at her like a fucking lunatic and she turned around like "....oh." Then we snogged :P

12. What was your yearbook quote (if you didn’t have one what would it be)? The romans didnt invent a great civilisations by having meetings. They did it by killing all those who opposed them.

13. What’s a non-sexual turn on for you? Millie's Cookies <33333

14. Who’s your favorite non-animated movie character? The wee old dear from Last Train To Busan <3

15. You fall into $10K and you have to spend it on yourself and not bills, what do you buy? Gig tickets, alcohol and stuff off my list

16. Have you picked names for your children yet? one

17. Do you have any talents? I'm very good at singing badly

18. Which would you prefer: Netflix and Chill or iTunes and Chill? Netflix or iTunes themselves. I ain't got no chill. And no-ones interrupting me if I'm listening to music/watching something

19. Fill in the blank: I want to ____ your _____. _hug_, _soul_

20. Is once a cheater always a cheater true? idk people can change but I'd say the relationship is forever ruined. Someone that cheated on me might not cheat again, but I wouldn't trust them anymore.

21. In one word, What was the reason your last relationship failed? complacency

22. What’s something therapeutic you do when you’re stressed? listen to music

23. What was your favorite non-Pixar Disney Film? Big Hero 6

24.  Ruin a first date in 5 words or less. "I like country music" :P

25. Drums or Flats? I thought this was about music or highheels but google says its about chicken. And I prefer boneless!

26. Do you remember your last dream? What about? No idea, I don't remember them much I'm just greatful for whatever sleep I can get.

27. Do you want your kids to go to church, synagogue, temple, mosque? why? Never! I don't want to fill their heads with nonsense and a life of trying to conform to outdated arbitrary rules just so they have a good afterlife.

28. If Gerard Butler, Russell Crowe, and Liam Neeson get into a bar brawl who wins? The press?

29. Looking back would you have lost your virginity sooner than you did or later? Sooner. The lateness was not for lack of trying

30. Do you have a favorite book? Not really but it used to be either Reaper Man or The Hitch-hikers Guide To The Galaxy

31. Fuck Marry Kill? Do I get to pick my own??????? Fuck - "Main Course" Marry - hahahaha no Kill - your hopes and dreams

32. Is college worth it? Why? Yes because its good to know things and worth it to get a better job so you're not working beside me :)

33. Favorite Cartoon growing up. idk I can't really remember what I watched.

34. What’s your favorite social media besides tumblr? I'm on Facebook more but that's just to play games mostly

35. Does your first crush still look good? I don't talk to her anymore but her pictures aren't too bad

36. Do you think starting a gofundme is begging or helpful? Depends on the reason, like I've seen one just for a sesh which is fucking stupid, but like Americans do them for medical bills or some legit reasons.

37. Sesame Street or Barney? Sesame Street! Cookie Monster<3

38. What you’re favorite R&B Album of all time? I hate them all.

39. What movie(s) do you know all the lines to by heart? I can quote bits of films but probably not the whole film

40. Would you date someone you met on here? idk like I prefer this as a more anonymous space to share things and rant about people who actually know me. If I'm doing this right no-one I meet on here should figure out who I am :) But yes I'd date y'all cause you're all wonderful peoples

41. Would you rather be too hot or too cold? Too cold, it's Scotland you know?

42. Would you date yourself? I dont think I could put up with my own shit. And if it was like really my personality in a female form we'd be far too fucking shy to speak to each other.

43. Apple or Android? Android, Apple is a cult

44. What is the first song that you can remember learning the lyrics to? Daydream Believer for my aunties wedding

45. What are 3 of your favorite Michael Jackson songs? I genuinely do not like any of them but Alien Ant Farm covered Smooth Criminal if that counts?

46. Fill in the blanks: it’s not cheating if ___ ____ ____. you haven't actually kissed or slept with the other person and you're only sharing inappropriate messages on facebook and they've already said they're not a homewrecker... sorry, too specific?

47. Could you put your dreams on hold to support your bf/gf pursuing theirs? my dreams have been crushed so it would depend on what theirs were

48. What’s is the title to your autobiography? The Life And Times Of A Fucknut

49. Is there someone you’re trying not to call or text right now? YES! SO MUCH. I want to message her all the time but she hasn't messaged me and i dont want to appear desperate even though I am so I'm not gonna message first although I check every 5mins if shes messaged me

50. What is your favorite emoji or emoji combination? :P or ;)

51. Do you have any deal breakers in relationships? cheating lol.

52. Are you Tre or Doughboy? I had no idea so I googled it and Wikipedia says "Tre is highly intelligent but has a volatile temper and lacks respect" which is so me :) Idk who doughboy is lol

53. Favorite movie? Don't really have one tbh. I have too many I want to watch to bother re-watching something i've seen.

54. How long do you talk to someone before you expect a relationship? when you talk to someone its the start of a relationship in the loosest sense of the word because friendship is still the relationship between two people

55. Ruin a first date in 5 words or less. repeat questions would ruin a date cause it proves you're not listening

56. How old are you and how old do you feel? I'm 29 but I feel the same as i always have

57. Tag your favorite tumblr blog. @evilsupplyco

58. Your house is burning down and your family is safe what is the one material item you’d grab? my phone'd already be in my pocket so laptop?

59. How long until you introduce your bf/gf to your family? theyve met

60. Fill in the blank: All you need in this life of sin is you and your ____. Nope. All you need in this life of sin is you. No and your anything

61. Kobe, Jordan, or Lebron? neither

62. What is your favorite Drake lyric? I hate everything he has ever said

63. Where did you meet the last person you fell in love with? I don't fall in love, I believe I only fall in lust/infatuation/obsession.

64. Do you know your love language? I joined a shitty website to find the answer. Apparently it's physical touch and then words of affirmation.

65. Take a Myers Briggs Personality Test: what are your results? No. I fail at these. The questions are never things that i would do so i feel like im unintentionally lying and it never sounds like me

66. How do you feel about Quentin Taurentino films? Violence and blood what could be better?

67. Fill in the blank: Get you someone who will ______. _worship you as the amazing and beautiful bad ass bitch that you are <-- actual drunken advice from me

68. What’s your favorite movie soundtrack? Spiderman 2 i actually had the album

69. What’s your favorite fragrance on the opposite sex? i dont care what they smell like as long as its not fags

70. Is there any magazine, blog, or publication you read weekly? Nope

71. Will you abstain from sex or go to marriage counseling? Why are these my only options? But I'm not going to counselling, if they have issues then they should just tell me :)

72. There’s two kinds of people in the world: Those who pour ketchup on their fries, and the ones who put it on the side to dip. Which one are you? The one who doesn't order ketchup at all.

73. Rough sex or slow sex? Both. Either. Any lol

73. Have you ever slept with a stranger? Nope. Not that I have anything against it I've just never had the opportunity

74. What’s your dream music collaboration? Produced by who (Dead or Alive)? idk but probably produced by rick rubin cause that guy does eeeeeverything lol

75.  What song will you probably conceive your kids to? Music would just be a distraction

76. Do you have a scripture or quote you live by? Nope

77. Finish this sentence: If men had birth control _____. itd be free

78. How long should sex last? As long as both partners need

79. What music do you listen to when you de-stress? Just whatevers next on the playlist

80. How soon should you text someone after getting their number? The next time you want to tell them something but they arent there beside you?

81. How do you feel about the 80/20 rule? Living in lol but its more like erm 20/80?

82. Is sex a determinate in a relationship? Yeah. Why would you get with someone if you're not at least somewhat attracted to them?

83. Is it wrong to move in with someone or “shack up” before marriage? Nope

81. Send me a never have I ever. Never have I ever enjoyed beer

82. What is your favorite video game of all time? Spyro The Dragon

83. Who is your favorite book/movie character? "SQUEAK" said the Death Of Rats

84. Can you define love as best as you can? Nope

85. Does size matter? I hope not, women like taller guys lol.

86. What is your favorite thing about the person you like? Physically? Personality? idk

87. Five Year plan? Go! Don't get fired, save money, get an actual house, buy stuff off my list?

88. If someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to? idk i dont understand me so why you asking me?

89. Do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? Do you identify yourself by the things you do? I don't tend to think of myself at all really... and why would I identify myself?

90. What does emotionally available mean to you? Someone who is not emotionally closed off?

91. Could you go into business with your ex? Hahahahahahahah no

92. What is the last song you sang aloud? I'd Rather Drown ineverletpeopleinandihaveyoutoremindmewhy

93. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? They do. They told me. It sucks cause it changes nothing except igniting that small bit of hope id given up on...

94. How do you prefer to obtain your music Streaming, Downloads, or Physical? Physical albums for artists I like, even though it just goes straight into the laptop anyway i still like having albums

95. Name an artist you like that your friends probably don’t listen to. What friends? But erm Archangels Revenge. I doubt the ex members listen to them as much as I do lol

96. Tag someone that’s probably her baby father. this makes no sense?

97. Post a selfie you really like. nope

98. Do you watch anime? What is your favorite? Death Note or The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya so far, but ive got a lot on my list

99. What’s the zodiac sign of the last person you dated? Aquarius

100. Do you know Jesus as your personal Lord and Savior? I know that he is not either.

[gweyson]

how much would u hate me if i asked u to do every single uncommon question for an oc of ur choice?

the absolute madman he actually did it

im gonna put this under the cut sdjkfhsdjfsjkl also im answering for pascal because. Thats My Boy

1. What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?

he’s gotten really good at it since he had to start hiding from murder robots... but even before then he was never a super fidgety person so he could sit very still !

2. How easy is it for your character to laugh?

he’s good at pretending everything’s fine when it’s all actually Rather Shit so. yeah pretty easy

3. How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)

thinking mostly.... sometimes he’ll talk to someone and drift off from there but it depends on who’s on lookout or how quiet the group has to stay

4. How easy is it to earn their trust?

he tries to remain suspicious of people he meets but at heart he’s too trusting for his own good tbh.... he does try to hold off on trusting stangers these days but hes still a little soft

5. How easy is it to earn their mistrust?

yeah pretty easy. like it’s easy enough to get him to trust you in the first place but once you do something to fuck that up then good luck getting it back lmao

6. Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?

laws arent really. a thing anymore djkfhdljk but when they were he’d like... say laws are immovable and very needed and then do stuff that completely contradicted that view

7. What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?

cooking !! it reminds him of when he used to help his mum out with houseowrk/cooking. he. doesnt really like the feeling because it reminds him that he has no idea if his family is actually still alive or not :(

8. What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child

“stop playing in the dirt”

9. Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word?

he doesnt swear heaps but he does enough that it’s not super shocking whenever he does. he sweras more the angrier/more agitated he gets

10. What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?

he’d regularly lie to his mum just so he could get out of the house and go to parties lol. he’s not super haunted by it or anything (& he was a pretty good kid otherwise so he figures he was allowed at least this one not great thing)

11. How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?

he’ll try to play along until he can figure stuff out but if he cant he’ll just go “what tf is happening”

12. How do they deal with an itch found in a place they can’t quite reach?

either gets someone to scratch it or uses like. a ruler or smth

13. What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?

he thinks he looks best in green but it’s... not his best colour

14. What animal do they fear most?

big dogs... scarey :(

15. How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?

he usually just says whatever comes to his mind tbh. idk how to properly descrive it but like... the way he talks makes him sound smart but not arrogant about it yknow. like you hear him talk and youre like “yeah this is a guy who knows what hes doing”

16. What makes their stomach turn?

not much tbh?? like before everything turned Awful he was studying forensic entomology so like. hes got a bit of an iron stomach lmao. the smell of rotting meat maybe

17. Are they easily embarrassed?

not really? if he does get embarrassed he’s pretty decent at hiding it

18. What embarrasses them?

when he’s the centre of attention in a big group and he can feel everyone staring at him and his face goes all red and aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAA

19. What is their favorite number?

7 !!

20. If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so?

he’d go on a really long tangent about it and possibly not even answer the question at hand tbh

21. Why do they get up in the morning? 

to not die, mostly

22. How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)? 

he’ll become pretty aloof and just. not wanna talk. he’ll avoid the target of jealousy a bit as well oops

23. How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)? 

he’ll do everything in his power to one-up whatever’s making him envious. it rarely works

24. Is sex something that they’re comfortable speaking about? To whom? 

he is comfortable talking about it !! really the only thing that ever stops him talking about it is if someone else is uncomfortable with it

25. What are their thoughts on marriage? 

he likes the idea ! if he does get married though he wants to do it wayyyyy in the future he’s not ready to settle down

26. What is their preferred mode of transportation? 

before everything went shit he preferred driving, now he walks everywhere

27. What causes them to feel dread?

robots. or when astrid is pissed

28. Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth? 

he says he’d prefer an unpleasant truth but when it actually comes time to deal with it he doesnt go too great lol

29. Do they usually live up to their own ideals? 

he tries... whether he succeeds is another question 

30. Who do they most regret meeting? 

[redacted for spoilers]

31. Who are they the most glad to have met? 

astrid !! as much as he loves everyine else in the group she’s the only one who could realistically protect him if something were to go wrong. shes just more secure

32. Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke? 

not really ??

33. Could they be considered lazy? 

nah not really !! he’s always been a hard worker

34. How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt? 

it follows him around for a loooooong time. whether it goes away or just fades into background noise really depends on the situation but it’s not easy for him

35. How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive? 

he always tries to be supportive !! unless it’s something like. morally disgusting then No but he tries to support his friends even if he thinks whateber theyre talking about is kinda dumb

36. Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap? 

he just kinda waits it out !! when the world was Not Shit his friends would be regularly trying to set him up with people so he never had to work super hard for it :’)

37. Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)? 

i cant remember the name for it but he does the thing where like. he’ll associate thing a with thing b by finding something that connects them togehter? like a syllable in thing a sounds like thing b so. yeah. im good at explaining

38. What memory do they revisit the most often? 

either when astrid helped him bust out of the factory he was trapped working in or just miscellaneous memories of his mum & siblings

39. How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people? 

he tends to ignore people’s flaws which can lead to issues

40. How sensitive are they to their own flaws?

he tries to be self critical but he’s not really self critical enough for it to make a solid difference. usually he has to be told what he’s doing before he consciously realises it

41. How do they feel about children? 

he likes them !! he was the oldest of a lot of siblings so he knows how to handle them & he’s pretty good with them

42. How badly do they want to reach their end goal?

his end goal is to stop robots killing everything & for everything to go back to normal so id say he wants that pretty fuckin bad

43. If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so?

“hey pascal are you into--” “yes”

QUESTIONS FOR CREATORS (I wasnt sure if you wanted me to do these ones too so. shrug emoji)

A) Why are you excited about this character?

i made him for my comic which. i will start one day fdklgjdlkjgd..... also hes just fun to develop ! i gave him a bunch of traits i rlly like and also i made him like bugs a lot so. i am biased

B) What inspired you to create them?

uh. needed characters for the comic hehe.....i cant remember the exact process i went thru when making him?? i wanted someone who was close to astrid/who she could trust, plus i had the idea for a backstory (i think. like i said i cant remember my exact process)

C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?

not really, i came up with the concept before i actually made his character

D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?

he’s always had the same appearance !! even though i should probably change it a little because he looks different every time i try drawing him but shhhhh

E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?

hes someone i would think is super cool but then. would never actually talk to jkdsfhsdjkhfsdjk. he’d be nice to my face but i’m....not sure what he’d genuinely think of me oops

F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?

THATS MY FACKING BOY BABEYEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also excited bc i have angst planned ^____^

G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?

he’s too gullible and willing to trust strangers. he should know better but he’s too much of an optimist for his own good !!

H) What trait do you admire most?

he’s always able to put on a happy face when he’s feeling awful because he doesnt want anyone to worry & he doesnt wanna bring anyone down !! he’s always thinking ahout everyone else before himself

I) Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe?

i dont know what this means..... yes??

J) Did you have to manipulate or exclude canon factors to allow them to create their character?

uhh technically not ?? in his original concept he was gonna be in a poly relationship with 2 others but i cut the other members of the relationship. not because of pascal it’s because i thought the group would get too big and like. they value stealth and sneakiness. plus it’s harder for big groups to travel undetected

[cowboyarc]

tagged by @lostnoise​ ty!!

1. do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen? black pens, because in english they always asked us to use blue. and english was awful for me so no blue :p

2. would you prefer to live in the country or in the city? city, i lived in the bumheck middle of nowhere for 18 years and hated it.

3. if you could learn a new skill, what would it be? oooh, i really want to get better at the guitar, or learn to sword fight.

4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? Yes, but very very little.

5. what was your favorite book as a child? I dont remember having a favorite book? but my dad had this whole story written out and he’d use that to tell me bedtime stories. it was so cool.

6. do you prefer baths or showers? Showers, i am get anxious in baths? i feel weird just sitting there.

7. if you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be? d-r-a-g-o-n-s. in my dads stories that i mentioned above? there was an elf that was a half-ling and could turn into a dragon.

8. paper or electronic books? I dont read much? but definitely paper.

9. what is your favorite item of clothing? a ramones t-shirt my dad bought me on a business trip once. (its the rocket to russia album)

10. do you like your name? would you like to change it? I friggin hate my name, i wanna change it so bad but i dont know to what.

11. who is a mentor to you? i um.. dont have one?

12. would you like to be famous? if so, what for? I don’t know if I want to be famous, i’m very private person, but i guess if i had to maybe like a jenna/julien type of deal? like his aries kitchen series.

13. are you a restless sleeper? Very Much Yesss, I’m move so much.

14. do you consider yourself to be a romantic person? no... i’ve never had the opportunity to be?

15. which element best represents you? I’d say fire. maybe?

16. who do you want to be closer to? probably a couple of people? i dont talk to many people? but physically? my best friend i miss her a lot.

17. do you miss someone at the moment? my best friend, audi and alex and thier dogs, and my pops.

18. tell us about an early childhood memory. a lot of my childhood wasn’t the greatest? so i dont remember a lot of it? but i guess the bedtime stories my dad would tell

19. what is the strangest thing you have eaten? fried kool-aid with powdered sugar from the south carolina state fair.

20. what are you most thankful for? um.. being able to have a place to sleep/and food?

21. do you like spicy food? ohhhhh yes, its all i grew up on. audi’s ma is chinese and she cooked the best food all the time. and gave me sooo much.

22. have you ever met someone famous? Not that i remember

23. do you keep a diary or journal? i’ve tried several times, but i stop pretty fast, because i have nothing to say or the way i write starts to piss me off.

24. do you prefer to use pen or pencil? Mechanical pencils

25. what is your star sign? Aries babbey.

26. do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy? Crunchy? um... i know that maybe the crunch would be hard on some peeps teeth, but not in my house.(crunchy)

27. what would you want your legacy to be? i dont tend to think that far ahead.

28. do you like reading? What was the last book you read? i wish i did? its really hard for me to find a book that will hold my attention, and audio books are not a fun time for me because some sounds/voices i cant handle like that.

29. how do you show someone you love them? im definitely more of physical/small gestures kinda person. i’ll buy/make them little gifts, or offer cuddles (if they’re cool with touch) that type of stuff

30. do you like ice in your drinks? very little if at all, i only drink water, hot tea/coffee, and i dont like iced tea/coffee at all so.

31. what are you afraid of? um... nothing really that i can think of

32. what is your favorite scent? im very sensitive to smells, but i really like this sandlewood body wash i have.

33. do you address older people by their name or surname? soooo... i grew up in the south-south. so it was always yes ma’am, no sir, mr. smith, ms. jones. like even if someone was like call me betty or whatever it was weird to do that. but i’m slowly getting away from that since i moved away.

34. if money was not a factor, how would you live your life? I’d really like to help people, not sure in what capacity but yeah.

35. do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean? i did grow up about 40 mins from the ocean and would go there all the time. the water was gross and i wish the waves had been better, i’ve always wanted to surf proper. so ocean i guess.

36. what would you do if you found $50 in the ground? probably see if someone comes back for it? prob give it toward food or something for someone

37. have you ever seen a shooting star? did you make a wish? okay so audi’s house was prefect for star gazing and we’d do it all the time and we saw a couple over the years, and got torn up by misquitos.

38. what is one thing you would want to teach your children? dont want kids, but i’ll prob be a godparent eventually so just to be happy and comfortable with themselves.

39. if you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? I have several but the next one I want to get the doom symbol with my pop’s birthday (probably in roman numeral cause that look best) and whenever he passes his death date. a little morbid but ive always wanted that cause its his fav game.

40. what can you hear now? animal crossing, netflix (hannibal) and my smuckers pb&j wrapper lol (strawberry ofc)

41. where do you feel the safest? uh... my room sometimes?

42. what is one thing you want to overcome/conquer? a lot i dont wanna talk about.

43. if you could travel back to any era, what would it be? the 70s/80s to go to some concerts i guess

44. what is your most used emoji? im on pc so i have no clue, but the shaka sign 

45. describe yourself using one word. sarcastic

46. what do you regret the most? there was a girl and we didnt have a lot of time together because i was leaving and i hurt her i think, i apologized later but that doesnt make it okay so yeah i hope shes doing okay.

47. last movie you saw? I watched the new animated Scoob! movie. i loved itt, scooby doo is my shit always.

tagging: i dont know i dont wanna bother folks, if you see this and it catches your fancy :)

[studysum]

92 question tag

I was tagged by @hiddlesblr 

LAST: 1. drink: water/wine 2. phone call: Facetime from my friend Julia!   3. text message: my friend Gino 4. song you listened to: How Was Your Day? - Mellow Fellow 5. time you cried: about 3 days ago

HAVE YOU: 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yep 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: yep  10. been depressed: yeppity doo dah 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope!

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: yellow, tan, gray IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yep, through the internet to real life 16. fallen out of love: nope! 17. laughed until you cried: too often 18. found out someone was talking about you: in a good way. 19. met someone who changed you: no? 20. found out who your friends are: kinda? I have a solid group of people i trust. 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no.

GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like 80%  23. do you have any pets: not currently in my life 24. do you want to change your name: I’ve come to like my name 25. what did you do for your last birthday: Went to KBBQ in San Jose 26. what time did you wake up: 8:30am (early for me tbh) 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: gaming cause i’m a gamer hoe. 28. name something you can’t wait for: Game of Thrones every Sunday. Also Neon Genesis Evangelion 4.0 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like an hour ago. 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: probably my family’s current situation. 31. what are you listening to right now: My friends talking on Discord  32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: As a nickname, yeah.   33. something that is getting on your nerves: some of my friends taking things too far and then not taking my seriously when I say it bothers me.                     34. most visited websites: tumblr & youtube & reddit & google

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. mole/s: probably. 36. mark/s: scars on the lengths of both my pinkies, and one on my eyebrow. 37. childhood dream: being a chef 38. hair color: brown 39. long or short hair: medium top, short sides 40. do you have a crush on someone: kinda? emotions are confusing. 41. what do you like about yourself: my wits 42. piercings: ears, right cartilage, septum  43. blood type: no idea. 44. nickname: Boylad 45. relationship status: single af. lmao hit me up boiz. 46. zodiac: Saggitarius 47. pronouns: he/him (I don’t mind any pronouns really)

48. favorite TV Show: Rick and Morty & GoT are all i’m watching rn 49. tattoos: one on my left wrist of the Amsterdam flag. getting one with my friend soon. 50. right or left hand: right 51. surgery: as a child i had surgery two remove extra skin/fingers from my hands. had a hernia as a kid. broken leg. 52. hair dyed in different color: purple, green, blue, blonde, silver, red, pink 53. sport: none, lol. 55. vacation: I did a European tour the summer before I started college.  56. pair of trainers: what.

MORE GENERAL: 57. eating: i love eating everything. 58. drinking: not a big fan of alcohol. 59. i’m about to: play some games. 61. waiting for: school to start back up.

62. want: to start working again 63. get married: for the right person. 64. career: computer game designer.

WHICH IS BETTER 65. hugs or kisses: kisses 66. lips or eyes: fucking both 67. shorter or taller: i like guys around 5′10 but it doesn’t matter much. 68. older or younger: older 70. nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. sensitive or loud: playful with a sensitive side 72. hook up or relationship: relationship 73. troublemaker or hesitant: responsible troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: yep 75. drank hard liquor: yep 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 77. turned someone down: yep 78. sex on the first date: yep 79. broken someone’s heart: probably  80. had your heart broken: hell yahh 81. been arrested: i’m a good kid rip. no. 82. cried when someone died: yep 83. fallen for a friend: yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself: depends on the situation. if i know my shit, yes. if i don’t, no. 85. miracles: nope. 86. love at first sight: lust at first sight. 87. santa claus: neh. 88. kiss on the first date: sure why not.

OTHER:

90. current best friend name: Payton.

91. eye color: Blue. 92. favorite movie: Amelie

I tag: Anyone who reads this! Tag me in your response and then tag at least 5 other people.   

[kiheons]

RULES: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!

tagged by @minialbum my fav kangaroo fucker <3 i already did this survey but!!!! i shall do it again cause tbh things probably changed

1: ARE YOU NAMED AFTER SOMEONE? nop but me and my brothers all have names that start with r

2: WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? last night cause at work theres been a lot of drama and one of my favorite co workers was unfairly fired and im just like really stressed about it and tryna tell my boss to change his mind and its a mess

3: DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? my handwriting isnt awful tbh its getting better cause i write a lot more for class

4: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? turkey and also tuna if that counts 

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?  I dont and tbh idk if I would want them I dont rly like kids

6: IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? nah im terrible

7: DO YOU USE SARCASM? yeh but honestly these days its more like funny comments i guess

8: DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yah

9: WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? yES its actually a dream of mine to bungee jump at one point

10: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF CEREAL? Im not a huge fan of cereal but its mostly shit like great grains

11: DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? nope i just kick them off and then depending on the shoe untie them if i have to the shoes i usually wear are slip ons so i dont deal with laces often

12: DO YOU THINK YOU’RE A STRONG PERSON?  Idk but i will not hesitate to cut a bitch if necessary

13: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? chocolate is always my go to flavor but i like lychee, plum and banana too. and rocky road. i just like chocolate lmao

14: WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? their hair and personal style

15: RED OR PINK? red cause i look weird in pink

16: WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE PHYSICAL THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? i have pretty bad acne and im kinda fat so that also my nose is kinda big and my eyes and two different sizes and my lips are rly thin and my boobs are also different sizes and kinda saggy idk theres a lot i dont like 

17: WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING NOW? no shoes and grey and blue plaid pajama pants

18: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? chicken my dad made and salmon from like a few days ago that my dad also made with rice and asparagus

19: WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? vixx - heaven

20: IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? a deep purple or deep blue that appears black at first sight 21: FAVORITE SMELL? t fresh laundry lmao and greasewood and i have this color protecting shampoo that smells like a bangladeshi beauty salon and its really weird but i love that smell cause it kinda reminds me of home

22: WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE? text wise my coworker and official father and gore enthusiast andrew and on call my other coworker nadav aka dont touch my son i’ll fucking cut you

23: FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? anything that produces copious amounts of blood and has people going batshit crazy

24: HAIR COLOR? naturally its black my i dyed it a medium brown with golden brown highlights like almost a full year ago lol

26: DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? I have glasses but i dont always need them so i dont bother with contacts

27: FAVORITE FOOD TO EAT? sushi, ice cream, burgers, swedish rockies from my local bakery, cherry hichews, tres leches, krispy kream donuts, mac and cheese from my highschools cafeteria idk i love junk food 28: SCARY MOVIES OR COMEDY? Scary cause i find most comedies to be boring and dry my fav genre is action/thriller tho gimme all the explosion filled superhero movies

29: LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? sasauge party cause its on netflix and i have zero self respect i rly wanna watch moonlight tho but i have a feeling it might like make me cry

30: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? a shirt i’ve had since i was 11 or 12 its so old its yellow and it has a list of reasons to be a nurse on it its cool

31: SUMMER OR WINTER? depends i like winter cause no bugs and sweaters and chilly enough to not die outside but i like summer cause not cold sun is nice no school

32: HUGS OR KISSES? gimme both

33: WHAT BOOK ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? still reading moby dick lmaooo

34: WHO DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW? nadav i really wanna give him a hug

35: WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? no one has mousepads anymore but it would be a hentai mousepad

36: WHAT IS THE LAST TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED? lockup: maximum security i love prison

37: WHAT IS THE BEST SOUND? rain, that noise when its the middle of the night and my dad is driving to california and its just quiet and so good and only the sound of traffic and also my piggus when they squek

38: ROLLING STONES OR THE BEATLES? they both kinda suck tbh im straight up vixxs ass

39: WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE EVER TRAVELED? bangkok thailand

40: DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? i can vibrate my eyes which is rly weird and not really special but i can and have ripped into my skin before for fun

41: WHERE WERE YOU BORN? raleigh north carolina

42: PEOPLE YOU INVITE TO PARTICIPATE IN THIS SURVEY? because i tagged ppl last time i’ll leave it blank now ^^

[13flowersandfoxes]

1-169 because I saw your tag and I'm a reasonable man

1: How tall or short do you wish you were?Idk I like being tall until there are no tall guys who want to date me 
2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)Does that include realistically? Cause I'd love to have a fox or a snow leopard but foxes are expensive and there's no domestic snow leopards I've heard of. 
3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?I just wear what strikes me. I'm kinda all over the place style wise but I'm very true to myself. 
4: What was your favorite video game growing up?Soul Calibur II
5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:My best friend, my cat, food?
6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?Crazy bitch approach with caution
7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]?
8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]I don't remember these well enough to say
9: Are you ticklish?... 
10: Are you allergic to anything?Morphine 
11: What’s your sexuality?Bi
12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?Not coffee
13: Are you a cat or dog person?Both
14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?Elf. Especially a Tolkien elf. 
15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?Not really
16: How tall are you?5'11
17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?Billie
18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]250
19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?In a way yes
20: Do you like space or the ocean more?Ocean. But both scare me in a way 
21: Are you religious?Yes
22: Pet peeves?People chewing loud or leaving cabinets open
23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?Nocturnal 
24: Favorite constellation?Orion
25: Favorite star?Betelgeuse 
26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?No
27: Any phobias or fears?Being alone
28: Do you think global warming is real?Believe pollution is an issue. But not sure I trust politicians and scientists with an agenda when other scientists are saying they are wrong. And they're trying to say they're stupid or crazy or should be killed for disagreeing. I just have a hard time trusting that people who do that are actually right. 
29: Do you believe in reincarnation?No
30: Favorite movie??
31: Do you get scared easily?No
32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?3
33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]7
34: What is a color that calms you?Green 
35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?Germany 
36: Where were you born?California 
37: What is your eye color?Green
38: Introvert or extrovert?Introvert
39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?No but I think they're harmless fun. I don't get why some people freak out like they're so bad to talk about hypothetically. I just think it's fun. 
40: Hugs or kisses?Both. Both is good
41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?My cat and my best friend(s). And that's gonna be happening soon as I'm on the plane right now. 
42: Who is someone you love deeply?My cat :P
43: Any piercings you want?Not really. Maybe my lobes. 
44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?Not excessively. But I love beautiful pieces of art and can really appreciate the art that goes into both. 
45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so?No
46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!Ugh he's a writer loves cats one of my best friends, a little eccentric, and he's genuinely understanding. We've both gone through some hard shit and we trust each other in that
47: What is a sound you really hate?Coughing. People talking obnoxiously loud in public places that are generally quiet. I can't think of anything more specific okay I'm on a plane right now. 
48: A sound you really love?My cat. Also my aunts cat cause he can't meow right he sounds like a dying squeaky toy and I can't stop laughing
49: Can you do a backflip?No
50: Can you do the splits?Almost
51: Favorite actor and/or actress?Dunno. Like Winona Ryder and Angelina Jolie to name a couple random ones. 
52: Favorite movie?Too manyyyy
53: How are you feeling right now?Tired and a little dizzy. I have a headache right now :(
54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?I'm happy with it being red. I'd like it to look slightly more orange though
55: When did you feel happiest?I'm not sure. Happy things seem tainted now. 
56: Something that calms you down?Animals 
57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]Bpd, possibly along with bipolar type 2 as suspected by my psychiatrist. 
58: What does your URL mean?I feel like I was something that had potential to be beautiful and good but it's just broken and painful now. 
59: What three words describe you the most?Crazy. Weird. Catlike. 
60: Do you believe in evolution?Yes. 
61: What makes you unfollow a blog?Being constantly douchey, or just annoying the shit out of me. I'm pretty nice though generally, I follow all sorts of people and I tend to like having variety in who I follow so I don't feel like I'm hearing the same shit over and over. It's a bit dull
62: What makes you follow a blog?Interesting content. Seems nice. Especially if they follow me first 
63: Favorite kind of person:Idk someone nice and funny that I can talk to easily. 
64: Favorite animal(s):I've said this so many times lol
65: Name three of your favorite blogs.Kellyann Saint Louis???
66: Favorite emoticon:💜💜💜💜 or 😊😊
67: Favorite meme:I miss the bad audition songs one. But I do have a special place in my heart for screencaps+tumblr posts/onion articles 
68: What is your MBTI personality type?Infj
69: What is your star sign?Sagittarius 
70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?Nope. She can sit and that's about it. She's not very bright. 
71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?Jeans and floral/sheer top
72: Post a selfie or two?Make separate post
73: Do you have platform shoes?Yeah
74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?I have webbed toes
75: Can you do a front flip?No
76: Do you like birds?To look at, but I probably wouldn't ever have one as a pet
77: Do you like to swim?Yes
78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?Swimming cause I'm very new to ice skating I've done it twice and once was on crappy skates that really hurt my feet. The other time I was doing circles okay following the wall
79: Something you wish didn’t exist:The dark shit I've seen on here
80: Some thing you wish did exist:A special hell for people who do that shit
81: Piercings you have?My daiths
82: Something you really enjoy doing:Cooking sometimes
83: Favorite person to talk to:My best friend 
84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?Well I remember in middle school when it was brand new everyone was getting one and I tried it and I was just like How the Fuck do I do anything then the next time I had heard Things and knew somewhat what to expect 
85: How many followers do you have?280 ish
86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? Lol no
87: Do your socks always match?I'm wearing one sock with cats and one black sock. Does that answer that well enough for you? Lol
88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?I think so I don't remember 
89: What are your birthstones?Topaz
90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?My friend used to say I'm part cat. Maybe fox cause they're basically half cat half dog. 
91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?Orchid
92: A store you hate?Torrid cause I spend way too much shopping there I can't walk in without buying something 
93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?0
94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?Fly
95: Do you like to wear camo?No
96: Winter or summer?Winter
97: How long can you hold your breath for??
98: Least favorite person?This nightmarish girl who was homeschooled and was like a fundie Christian Mormon afraid of doctors and lesbians and gum and Twinkies (im literally not exaggerating) and was just loud and obnoxious and annoying in high school. 
99: Someone you look up to:Not sure. 
100: A store you love?Torrid
101: Favorite type of shoesOxfords
102: Where do you live?Utah
103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?No
104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?Amethyst. Also there's this green stone I have somewhere in my house I got from a roadside shop in Zion it's so pretty it's like quartz looking. I can't remember what it was. But it's pretty 
105: Do you drink milk?Not really
106: Do you like bugs?Not particularly 
107: Do you like spiders?^^^^
108: Something you get paranoid about?People hating me/being bothered by me
109: Can you draw:No
110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?Got an anon once I deleted asking my favorite things to do when I'm having sex. That was probably it that wasn't called for. 
111: A question you hate being asked?"Are you working or in school right now?"
112: Ever been bitten by a spider?Maybe. Woken up with lots of bug bites in my day, most all of them mosquitoes but some not
113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?Yeah
114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?Cloudy
115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:Idk
116: Favorite cloud type:? I just like clouds
117: What color do you wish the sky was?Idk I'm fine with it being blue but I like purple sunsets
118: Do you have freckles?No :(
119: Favorite thing about a person:Eyes or the sort of things they find funny
120: Fruits or vegetables?Fruits
121: Something you want to do right now:See my damn cat
122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?Yes
123: Sweet or sour foods?Spicy
124: Bright or dim lights?Depends 
125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?No
126: Something you hate about Tumblr:People
127: Something you love about Tumblr:People
128: What do you think about the least?? If I thought about it then it wouldn't be thought of least
129: What would you want written on your tombstone?Not sure. I'm tempted to go with something morbid like memento mori just to be a little shit forever
130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?Idk
131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?My boobs
132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?I try not to. But I end up looking angry
133: Computer or TV?Both
134: Do you like roller coasters?Yeah
135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?Yes
136: Are your ears lobed or attached?Lobed
137: Do you believe in karma?No
138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?5
139: What nicknames do you have/have had?I have one friend who used to call me Hanukkah, then brosef calls me hanners 
140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?No
141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?Lol yes
142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?Idk I try to be a good influence but some people's parents have said I'm bad .... so idk
143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?Both!
144: What makes you angryIdk just bullshit lol
145: How many languages do you speak fluently?1
146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?Boys
147: Are you androgynous?Nope
148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:Eyes or lips
149: Favorite thing about your personality:Idk I'm friendly
150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.My best friend, my girl best friend, and ?? My sister maybe
151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?I can't choooooose
152: Do you like BuzzFeed?For dumb little shit like dog stuff or "boys try this" yeah I think it's fun but if you think it's actually journalism you're sorely mistaken
153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]
154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?No. cheeks yes. 
155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?Yes
156: What embarrasses you?Lots of things. 
157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:Talking to people. 
158: Biggest lie you have ever told:Idk
159: How many people are you following?700 ish
160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?Idk
161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)??
162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?Idk
163: Last time you cried and why:Idk
164: Do you have long or short hair?It's medium but I wants it to be long again I miss it being long even if it's a lot of work
165: Longest your hair has ever been:past my chest
166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?I say if something helps people and doesn't harm others in their lives let them. 
167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?Not that much TBH
168: Do you like to wear makeup?Yes
169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?Never tried but probably not

[patroncrow]

1-69 >:3

i had to turn on my laptop just to copy/paste this all. im putting it under a cut to spare any innocent followers

also you cheeky fuck lol

1. What’s your darkest kink?

completely being dominated. few get the chance or the honor tho

2. How many people have you had sex with?

one. we were together for a long while so i never got the chance.

i might be changing that before long

3. What the most times you’ve ever orgasmed in one night?

i honestly dont know but this did remind me of an embarrassing story lol

4. What’s your favorite sex position?

it really depends on my mood :3

5. Describe the best sex you’ve ever had.

i was drunk, in a mood all day, and accidentally gave a hickey above the collar. his boss gave him shit for it but he couldn’t get me back cause he cant give them (which is a shame)

6. Have you ever had a one night stand?

never had the chance

7. Describe your most desired fantasy.

see #1

8. Describe your darkest fantasy.

see #7

9. What’s your sexiest feature?

ive been told i have a really nice ass

10. Have you ever been to a strip club?

most the decent ones around here you have to be 21, i hear. they dont really seem like my scene tho

11. Where’s the best place to have sex?

where the mood strikes. just lock the doors

12. Where’s the craziest place you’ve had sex?

the living room. in my defense, there were at least 2 other ppl in the house, and it had a walk-in policy. there was a decent risk of someone showing up

but this did lead to an amusing conversation that went something like “what if your dad walks in?” “then ill sit up and say ‘dad im busy, get out!’”

13. Where would you like to have sex, but haven’t yet?

location isnt a big thing for me

14. If you could have sex with one celebrity, who would it be?

ive never really had celeb crushes. i identified as ace until not long ago (im open to giving chances, but im picky about who ill show interest in first)

15. What sounds do you make during sex?

oh, golly. depends how much fun im having

but its not that breathy-ass shit in porn

16. Are you loud during sex?

see #15

17. Describe the outfit you feel sexiest in.

do partial ones count? i like just not having a shirt. cargo pants, skinny jeans, whatever. just without a top.

18. What’s your favorite punishment?

never been punished. ex was a puss lol

19. What’s your favorite position for spanking?

never really had positions for it. i like being grabbed more

20. Do you like to have/leave marks?

yes

21. What’s your favorite thing to clamp nipples with?

never done that

22. How long have you denied/or been denied an orgasm?

0 seconds

23. Have you ever had sex in a “dungeon”?

nope

24. Are you into bondage?

mmmyeah

25. What is your favorite thing to do for aftercare?

never really been in the scene enough to know much about that

26. What’s your favorite thing to tie up or be tied up with?

ive only used cuffs & ties. i liked the latter better

27. Are you a Dom or a Sub? Would you ever consider being a switch?

im a sub but if im in a really big mood i can switch

its a strong expression of desire not to be taken for granted

28. Do you prefer gags or blindfolds?

never used either but blindfolds might be cool

29. Have you ever had a threesome?

no despite a long ass time with someone who wanted nothing more and wouldnt shut up until i put my foot down that i wasnt comfortable with that unless i had gotten close to the other person one-on-one first

30. How often do you masturbate?

maybe like once a month?? but tat was when sex was readily available. id much prefer the real thing

31. What’s your favorite thing to masturbate to?

just whatever does it that time

32. What’s your favorite kind of porn?

i dont rlly watch enough to have a fave

33. What’s your favorite porn website?

dont have one

34. Who’s your favorite porn star?

same as above

35. Would you ever consider doing porn?

it really depends on specific context

36. At what age did you start masturbating?

lmao 18

37. Have you ever been caught masturbating?

nope 

38. Have you ever masturbated to a ridiculous video or story then thought “what the fuck did I just do?“

…

39. Phone sex or Camming?

never done either but im not big on taking care of myself for someone else

40. Do you believe in aphrodisiacs?

i havent read enough on them. ig if theres food that can help you be less depressed, there could be food that helps ur libido

41. What’s you biggest turn on?

biting around/on my hips/waist

42. What’s your strangest turn on?

probably the same thing, considering im not into oral and otherwise having a head down there bothers me

43. What’s your favorite sex toy?

i have none

44. Do you prefer your sexual partner to be older than you, or younger?

idc if theyre a little older/younger, as long as theyre close to my age

45. Have you ever broken up with someone because the sex was bad?

no but id totally tell an ex that to piss em off cause im a petty fuck

46. Have you ever posted nudes on tumblr?

nope. ive thought about doing the topless tuesday but ehh

47. What’s your favorite sex blog? (I’m sure it’s his-precious-kitten…but on the odd chance that it’s not…)

not really into those things

48. What’s your favorite pet name?

not necessarily a sex thing, but anything that feels strong like “darling,” “my love”

49. Do you prefer vaginal sex or anal?

never tried full-on anal but what i did try hurt too much to feel good

50. Do you prefer pussies all natural, bald, triangle, landing strip…?

whatever shes into and feels confident with mayn

51. What song would you most like to have sex to?

i like those with the feeling i get (not traditional ones) but this reminded me one time we were getting busy, youtube playlist going, next song came on and it was bring me to life and when i looked up, it wasnt like a lyric video or the official one but fucking luigi and i almost died then and there

52. Have you ever had shower sex?

yes. it was difficult  but fun

53. At what time of day are you the horniest?

i dont have a time of day but i accidentally went off my birth control for a bit and in the proceeding week i could barely function. ive been telling myself that was the reason.

54. Girls: What is your bra size?

34b, perfect hand size. sometimes they just make good rests to just hold

55. Girls: Describe your favorite pair of panties.

theyre a teal with a darker blue lace. the back kinda has a sheer part that reminds me of stain glass windows??

56. Girls: Do you ever go out not wearing panties?

nah not into that thing. you could tell me something is meant to be worn without and id be like “nah fuck that”

57. Girls: Can you get off from clit stimulation alone?

ig?? but whats the fun in that??

58. Girls: Can you get off from penetration alone?

who would do that

59. Girls: Do you use birth control or condoms?

i prefer both because i would not be able to handle nine months sober followed by hours of excruciating pain. or getting stds.

60. Girls: What’s the strangest thing that’s ever been inside your pussy?

just a marker. im not lookin to fuck myself up

but my ex is a major whovian with several sonic screwdrivers and at one point he made a joke to which i responded “if you wanted to use that on me you shouldve said something” which made everyone freak out lol

61. Girls: Do you spit or swallow?

never sucked. always had a rise of anxiety prior

62. Subs: Would you rather have a Master, a Dom, or a Daddy Dom?

idk if theres that much a difference between the first two but if i so much as hear an utterance of “daddy” i instantly become dry as the sahara

63. Littles: Describe your favorite stuffie.

n/a

64. Boys: What is your penis size?

n/a

65. Boys: Are you circumcised?

n/a

66. Boys: Do you prefer having sex without a condom?

n/a

67. Boys: Do you prefer oral or vaginal sex?

n/a

68. Doms: Do you believe in aftercare?

n/a

69. Doms: Would you rather own a slave, a sub, or a little?

n/a

lord this took forever i hope ur happy lol

[michaelguyyo]

1 thru 70, go binch

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

Yeah I love my mom a lot, I talk to her almost every day. I’d like to believe I have a good relationship with my dad, but he passes a few years ago. So it’s more of an emotional relationship than anything real and back and forth. There have definitely been rough patches though!

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

Yikes, I haven’t really said ‘I love you’ nearly as much as I used to nor as much as I think it. But probably my mom, sorry that’s a cop out answer lmao

03: Do you regret anything?

The fuck who doesn’t regret things. Yeah I regret hurting people all the time, I still have regrets for things I’ve done to people.

04: Are you insecure?

Nope. Yes. Ummm….. Fuck. Physically? No, not at all. But I definitely think everyone hates me all the time lmao. If you don’t hate me, actually if you like me, hmu and tell me it would always make my day even if we’re close friends and I should know it.

05: What is your relationship status?

In a relationship with a dork, she far away tho

06: How do you want to die?

Honestly? I don’t. I can’t think of a single way I’d die and be satisfied about it. Growing old and passing in my sleep sounds like a torment of age. Old age is kinda a nightmare to me. But it’s not like I want to die in my 50′s either, that’s sad af.

07: What did you last eat?

If we talkin like real food, chicken nuggets last night. Not real food? Candy. Don’t judge me. I know I should eat. Telling me won’t help I’m dying.

08: Played any sports?

I was a competitive gymnast at a super young age, but besides that I wouldn’t say I’ve played any real sports. Marching Band? Some would argue for that, but ehhhhhhhh.

09: Do you bite your nails?

Nope, not really. And I don’t really get nail biting. I think my nails are too thick cause it just makes me super uncomfortable

10: When was your last physical fight?

I punched a friend about a year ago I believe. Wouldn’t really say I’ve ever gotten into a real physical fight. They always dissolve.

11: Do you like someone?

Sometimes

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

I really don’t think so, I think I’d die.

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

I don’t think I’ve ever truly hated anyone. Some people I find annoying, or hurtful. But I still have positive opinions of them. People are important.

14: Do you miss someone?

Yeah I miss tons of people all the frickin time!! Lizz is too far away from me, my mom is all the way up by Santa Barbara and so is Nikki. Hell Amber is in freakin Germany for christ’s sake. All of that and I haven’t seen Zany in months????

15: Have any pets?

I have two cats! They’re sisters and I love them.

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

I have a bit of a headache, I’m stressed out of my mind, I haven’t really taken care of myself today, but otherwise I’m enjoying the day. Much like every single day.

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

Yeah of course lmao make out everywhere

18: Are you scared of spiders?

They creep me out yeah, not as bad as some people though

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

Reaaaaallllyyy depends. If it’s just like a re-experience of a vivid memory, hell yeah. If I had to make choices all over again? I doubt I could do much better. If I had to live through certain points in my life all over again I’d probably die. And finally if it were like FAAAAR back to see some cool shit and then go back to the future, hell fuckin yes I would.

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

In my home I believe. Although I hate the word snogged.

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

:)

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

Yikeees. Probably??? I’m too young for this I don’t know if I want to adopt or have my own kids or dammit. Probably both?? I don’t want more than 4 or less than 2 I imagine.

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

Nope, zilch

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

I’m usually really solid in math, but I’ve come to find that those skills don’t carry super well past Algebra 2, my favorite of maths. Besides that, I’m killing it in programming right now and somehow I have an A in French.

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

Yes??? Again, my dad of course but also Amanda and her family left a pretty sizable hole in my life but I’m doing okay. It’s not like I’d ever consider getting back with her, I think we weren’t healthy for each other but gosh do I just miss their personalities and all. 

26: What are you craving right now?

Affection. That’s it. Sleep maybe?

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

I wish I could answer no, but lmao that’s unrealistic. Yeah I’ve hurt people.

28: Have you ever been cheated on

I’d say so, but I guess it’s arguable. Not really is the real answer.

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

Again, of course. Don’t have much details for this one.

30: What’s irritating you right now?

Nagging head and neck pains as always. Copious stress makes me wanna cry. But generally I just wanna find a place to move in next month because we got denied for the last one for some pretty bullshit reasons.

31: Does somebody love you?

Lmao I hope so

32: What is your favourite color?

Purple! Always

33: Do you have trust issues?

…No? I don’t think

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

I never remember the majority of my dreams. If I answered this this morning I probably could give you a better response.

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

My landlord and her husband I think, fuck them tho.

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

Absolutely not, I’m usually the one who needs a second chance. I give people the chances they deserve, which in my opinion is as many as they’re willing to genuinely try.

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

Forgive. People don’t forget when others hurt them, that’s not a thing.

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

lol, no

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

14 I think? That sounds about right.

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

Hm…… Probably, but I can’t quite remember

51: Favourite food?

Beef with onions and bell pepper, with some rolls. Always kills me. Maybe throw in an artichoke. No need to make it complicated.

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

I think people who believe in this concept either have a ton of faith or they’ve never experienced real tragedy. But no. I think people do shitty things sometimes and you can’t excuse them because of some master plan.

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

I was playing some PUBG with the boys, then I watched a bit of Gotham.

54: Is cheating ever okay?

What? No. Doesn’t mean it doesn’t happen but no it isn’t okay

55: Are you mean?

Yeeeaaaaah I probably get that a lot, talk to me though I really do try.

56: How many people have you fist fought?

Again, I’ve punched maybe 3 people? But I wouldn’t really call it a fist fight.

57: Do you believe in true love?

Believe? Eh. Hope? Yeah I hope there’s true love.

58: Favourite weather?

Generally I like Summer weather, but recently I’ve been really vibin with this Fall shit. It lit.

59: Do you like the snow?

Don’t know, never seen it fall

60: Do you wanna get married?

Eventually?

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

Yes! Of course!

62: What makes you happy?

Lizz makes me happy most the time! Friends make me happy a lot. Receiving snapchats from people when it isn’t their streak? Giddy af.

63: Would you change your name?

Nope, love my name.

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

At this point in time? Ya she’s far away. But if she were here I think I could push past the nerves and do it.

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

kiss. them. on. the. mouth. (just kidding, right now I’m not single. So nothing but try and talk em out of it obviously. But in the world where I am single, see “kiss them on the mouth”)

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

Yeah of course, I’m not fake around my friends. At least I don’t think I am. So all of em honestly but mostly Nikki and Amber I’m pretty straight forward with.

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

Talking to Lizz right now, in person? Bethani

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Ummm…. I just talked to Amber bout some things that bothered us if that counts. But I don’t really know. The people I talk to when most of my problems come up are Lizz, Nikki, Amber, and Hunter I’d say. Sometimes I think they get sick of it (especially Amber lmao)

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

See answer 57?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

I’d like to believe I would, but again, no death for me pls, so I’d have to really think on it. I think most people believe they’d dive in front of a car for someone they cared about but I really don’t know how I’d respond in that case

Hell yeah thanks for the questions you’re the best!!!! Haven’t answered questions on Tumblr in forever

[huginsmemory]

50 Unusual Questions

1-What is the colour of your hairbrush?

It has a wooden handle, so... light honey brown I guess?

2-A food you never eat?

I'll eat pretty much everything but I hate peppers.

3- Are you typically too warm or too cold?

Too cold :/ my circulation is probably shit, and I hate it cause I get really cold if I study for too long without getting up which I do way to much

4-What were you doing 45 minutes ago?

Finally getting out of bed, lol

5-What is your favourite candy bar? 

Kinder bueno I think? I fucking love any kinder chocolate bars, there's also the one with puffed rice in it? Delicious.

6-Have you ever been to a professional sports event? 

Surprisingly enough I have! I've seen a couple hockey games of the ones that play in the city nearby, and the opening game of women's world cup when it was in Germany a while back- it was Canada against Germany. Also I've watched the 2010 winter paralympic slalom, which was really neat even if I froze my ass off.

7-What is the last thing you said out loud?

Probably something to my dad about him taking lampchops out as a celebration of both my sister and I finishing the school year. Something like, "yeah sounds good"

8-What is your favourite ice cream? 

Matcha or mango, absolutely love those.

9-What was the last thing you had to drink? 

This botched dirty chai latte, we didn't have any milk left so it's more just chai tea, a expresso shot and a bunch of condensed milk. It's pretty good I guess.

10-Do you like your wallet?

Yeah it's ok, like it fits money in it and I have been meaning to get a new one that's leather with more pouches since its more of a coin purse then anything. It does have an owl on it tho which is cool.

11-What was the last thing you ate? 

Apple cinnamon left over porridge! I dumped in this walnut apple raisin sauce mic thing we made for crepes a little while back and it was really good

12-Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? 

Nope. Haven't bought really anything since covid started other then embroidery thread I guess.

13-The Last sporting event you watched?

No idea honestly. I don't really watch a lot of sports

14-What is your favourite flavour of popcorn?

Probably salt and vinger or white cheddar. Depends on if I'm going for more zangy or sweet flavour

15-Who was the last person you sent a text message to?

Malaurie, a friend I met while I lived in Brazil.

16-Ever go camping?

Yup! My family loves to go wilderness camping on my home territory so we usually go for a week every summer. We rarely tho actually use and go to those 'proper' campsites where you have to pay and they actually have facilities. If you need to pee then you can enjoy it the way we used to do thousands of years ago.

17-Do you take vitamins?

Occasionally, like my sister takes vitamins so I'll sometimes eat hers, but I don't go out of my way to have them.

18-Do you go to church every Sunday?

Not really, my family is religious but I have a lot of difficulties with the church we go to and the church in general. Sometimes I still go cause my parents still think I'm Christian (I don't really know what I am or believe at this time) and they'd be really disappointed if I told them I'm not.

19-Do you have a tan? 

Not really? I probably have a bit of one since I really like being out for walks and gardening but I also wear a lot of clothing still currently so it's probably only on my hands and face if I do.

20-Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? 

Oh man, honestly probably Chinese food. I love ethnic food and I rarely actually have Chinese food so I like to have it when I can, although I always feel terrible afterwards since I love the sweet dishes. I eat a lot more pizza so it's less preferred I guess hahaha.

21-Do you drink your soda with a straw? 

No, straws and bubbly drink are always kinda wierd. If it's like, not very bubbly then it's ok with a straw but otherwise no. Only fancy drinks gets straws for me.

22-What color socks do you usually wear?

I have a bunch of different sock colours but they're all pretty much neutral toned, so grey's, purples and blues. My favourite socks tho are these socks that says I fucking love it out here in a speech bubble coming from the middle of a forest since it's a mood.

23-Do you ever drive above the speed limit?

Yup. The speed limits where I live are really slow I find.

24-What terrifies you? 

I guess being forgotten by all those I love. I'm not that bothered by a lot of the common fears people have oddly enough. I don't particularly care for maggots but I also find them fascinating in a way.

25-Look to your left, what do you see? 

Shower curtain :/ I'm currently in my bathroom, rip.

26-What chore do you hate?

I don't really hate certain chores? I find it soothing to clean and it's only really when someone is pissing me off and I'm stressed and have other things I need to do that I don't like cleaning. But I do hate dealing with anything money wise so I hate dealing with banks when I have to and that's kinda a chore?

27-What do you think of when you hear and Australian Accent? 

Australia I guess? The outback? I dunno I'm also not that good at distinguishing accents so I might think it's like English, rip.

28-What’s your favourite soda? 

Ginger ale probably, or iced tea. I don't really like soda as I find it too sweet.

29-Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? 

Drive through, although it depends on what situation it is. But majority of time drive through.

30-Favourite cut of beef? 

I don't really know the cuts of beef so I can't really say. But sirloin steak is always really good when barbequed rare and with spices on it so I'll go with that.

31-Who’s the last person you talked to? 

My sister, and Amy who runs a research station. I was just on a call about going up to the research station to help with field work (were both going to have to do two week quarantine).

32-Last Song you listened to? 

Fool for Love by Lord Huron

33-Last Book you read?

I haven't finished it yet but the Master and Margarita by Mikhail bulgakov. It's a lot funnier then I was expecting, and I recommend it if you need a read (I'm used to really dry Russian authors)

34-Favorite Day of the week?

Hm not sure. I like Wednesdays on principle (don't know why) but I'm actuality it's probably Friday.

35-Can you say the alphabet backwards?

Absolutely not.

36-How do you like your coffee? 

If I'm having coffee it's with a fuck ton of sugar or in something else.

37-Favorite pair of shoes?

Currently these knock-off blundstones since I can just slip em on and theyre decent looking and decent for doing anything in. But I have a pair of fluevog boots and I love those as well.

38-At what time do you normally go to bed? 

Currently between 1am-3am. It's not a good schedule.

39-At what time do you normally get up?

9-10 ish, depending on how motivated I am and the weather.

40-What do you prefer sunrise or sunsets? 

Neither. I see a lot more sunsets cause I get up really late usually, so I guess when I do see sunrises it's more special. So actually those I guess.

41-How many blankets are on your bed? 

I have a big duvet and a smaller throw squished against the wall for my cat to sleep on.

42-Describe your kitchen plates? 

Ikea white cream round and kinda bulky. We also have older bone white thinner round plates and other thinner ones with dark red print showing a hunting scene. The last two we don't have many left of tho.

43-Do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage? 

Probably wine actually, red or white both is good I really enjoy cocktails as well but I don't have them as much. Although we have a maple liqour that I'm really enjoying recently before bed.

44- Do you play cards?

Not a lot recently. I really do enjoy playing tho, and when I've lived communally I've always played a lot of cards.

45- What colour is your car?

I don't have one but I kinda share one with my sister and it's a cherry red convertible smart car lol.

46-Can you change a tire?

I've done it before a while ago, so I think I could?

47-What is your favourite state/providence?

Where I live hands down, sorry everywhere else. So British Columbia the good old PNW.

48-Favourite job you’ve ever had?

Uhhhh probably when I made an animation for a art gallery involving my indigenous heritage and rights. That was really an amazing opportunity and I even got paid for it.

49-How did you get your biggest scar?

I was younger and was jumping on my omas bed and fell and cut open my head so I have a big scar on the back of my head that doesn't grow any hair. I had to get helicoptered out since my oma lives in a remote area where you can only get out my boat or my plane/helicopter. I don't remember any of it tho.

50-What did you do today that made someone else happy? 

I guess I was discussing with my sister about her sweater she wants to buy, and was more excited about going to the field station then earlier.

I tag @timugamaileilani and @petrichordragon and anyone who also wants to do this!

[surveysfordayzzz]

01.

1. What is something you like to think about while you fall asleep? I try not to think while trying to fall asleep or I’d be awake all night.

2. What was the overall tone of your last phone conversation? I was on FaceTime awhile ago, does that count?

3. Is there anyone that you are drifting away from? When was the last time you talked to that person? Slowly, yes. We texted a few days ago, but haven’t talked since Friday the 13th, and today is the 18th.

4. Can you describe what love feels like, physically? Overwhelming.

5. What is something that survey-takers do that gets on your nerves? I don’t know, and I don’t really care. lol

6. Have you ever asked anyone what they really think of you? What was their response? No.

7. Is there anything or anyone that you have an obsession with? If yes, when/how did it start? A couple TV shows, purchasing shoes, turtles. I don’t know how they started, they just did.

8. How often do you use ketchup? How about other condiments? Not that often, if there are no other condiments, that’s the only time I’ll use it.

9. If you are afraid of the dark, what makes it scary to you? The darkness? ha. <

10. Have you ever had anyone make fun of your for a fear you have? Yeah.

11. What is the worst trouble you have ever been in? Man, I’d rather not say. Trouble used to be my middle name. hahaha.

12. How long do you spend brushing your teeth? Does it bother you when other people don’t brush their teeth? A few minutes or so.

13. Who do you trust more: your parents or your friends? My mom.

14. If you woke up to discover that you were 9 years old again (back in your same 9-year-old life, but with your current mental abilities), how would you react, and how would you spend your time? A happy, carefree, no responsibilites 9 year old? Sign me the fuck up.

15. How long do you think you could tolerate going without showering? A couple of days, by then I NEED to shower or else I’ll just feel groddy.

16. If you had the power to control minds, what would you do with it? I’d rather not.

17. What is so great about your favorite place? Right now, my favorite place is sitting on the deck especially when it’s raining, looking at the view and my mom’s pretty flowers, it ain’t much, but it’s home and I love it.

18. How long did you spend cuddling with the last person you cuddled with? Like an hour or so.

19. What is a question that you have a hard time answering? What do you want to do with your life? <<<< Same. I really don’t know. <<< this

20. You are completely alone with your favorite celebrity/person/whoever. What do you do? Talk.

21. Do you consider anyone you know to be a slut? What do you think makes someone a slut? No. I’m pretty fucked up too, so who am I to judge somebody else’s choices?

22. If you had the power to instantly transform someone’s life (for the better), who would you choose to use this on? My mom, hands down. She deserves the fucking world.

23. You wake up to a ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE. Your family is safe, but most of your city is zombified. You need weapons and various other supplies. What is your first general course of action? Get some weapons and shit, duh.

24. Would you rather spend time with Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy, or Edward Cullen and Jacob Black? What would you do while with them? Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy. I don’t know what I’d do with them, spells and shit I guess.

25. What is something that you do that others might think that you are weird for doing? I don’t know, I don’t like when my food touches and everyone always notices it.

26. If you could relive a part of your life in exactly the way it happened, what part would it be? What importance does this event have to you? When I signed my life away. It was a good and bad part of my life. I learned so much shit about myself then.

27. What is something that you wish you could remember? I don’t know, cause I can’t remember. duh. lol

28. Does it bother you when surveys ask about political or cultural topics that could possibly be controversial? Kinda, I don’t want to come off as opinionated in any way.

29. Does someone’s view on homosexuality effect how you feel about them in any way? Yes.

30. How about someone’s view on religion? No.

31. What is something you do (if anything) that you could get in trouble for if you were caught? Nothing, I’m pretty boring.

32. When you cry or laugh uncontrollably, does it sound strange/funny? Sure.

33. If you were paralyzed from the neck down, would you still want to continue living? Why or why not? Probably not, I’d go fucking insane if all I had to do was lay in bed, day after day.

34. What are your general thoughts on suicide? You never know what someone is going through.

35. Have you ever known anyone with an eating disorder? Not that I know of.

36. Has any medication you’ve taken ever made you sick? How so? Yes, some medications make me nauseated.

37. What is something you wear that others might consider unfashionable? I don’t know, my wardrobe is pretty basic.

38. Do you tend to make rude comments about the way people look/dress, or about what stereotype they might belong to? No, people can wear what they want. It’s their body, it’s not affecting me in any way so why should I care.

39. Do you think the type of shoes you wear says anything about your personality? I don’t know, all my shoes are basic. I wear Nike trainers, Converse or some UA slides all the time. lol

[survivornavarino]

Episode #10: I Gotta Try To Mix Stuff Up -Mo

F11 Cast Assessment: http://youtu.be/3hjwhTlBURs

HOW IN THE FUCKING FUCK DID I STAY! I WAS SO SURE THAT I WAS LEAVING. I had a plan with Ben to try and get votes on Jake, but that didn't work out so I had to put the votes on Ben. Shoo kith to the core.

https://m.popkey.co/43a077/WxxOd.gif

I'm gonna take a wild guess and say that Autumn, Eddie, Shoib, Jake and Bec are all in an alliance. Maybe Trixie and Matthew are in it too. Not good. I gotta try to mix stuff up. I'm in the minority.

https://youtu.be/DB5FzlfMBIU

Me changing my vote really changed the outcome of the mess I created huh https://media.giphy.com/media/3ohhwhjxmrQwLXJFgk/giphy.gif On a serious note what I did was wild and my own power scares me I need to chill the fuck out cause if jury is gonna act any way like Ben, I'm in trouble. I DO NOT want to slit every throat and highkey I'm covered in blood already btwn this and the Drew thing and I just like... need a minute. If I stick with Jake and Eddie they could easily benefit off a petty bitter jury and just say I was their gameplay, especially Eddie. Like all the "tea" starts with him but I'm the one using my strategic and social powers to make votes happen. If we're a "we" why am I the only one with blood on my hands? I can't explain it fully but it's come to light that the Drew vote was based on an al-lie-ance, which may or may not have been started by Eddie, and then a day later Eddie's trying to convince me to do a tie vote this round and I'm like lol no it's worth it right now that's too messy. Yet Eddie and Jake kinda make it happen anyway and conveniently need me to step in to get everyone to stop targeting Jake so I do, further implicate myself in that entire fiasco, vote for Heather then change my vote to Ben because Jake is begging, I cost myself a jury vote in the process, and now it's all over and once again I'm holding the bag. Except this time I feel like shit because Ben didn't derserve that but it worked out so Eddie and Jake are happy as can be and are already trying to find ways "we" can further stir the pot. Meanwhile I'm over here shooketh knowing I'm turning friends into jury enemies https://78.media.tumblr.com/80040e0dfe8ba752bd5b545fcb1b26d8/tumblr_of7tfgfboP1velux2o8_400.gif I'm not saying I'm gonna turn on Eight and Dr. Brenner but like never say never. You don't see any of my other allies exploiting their relationship with me and egging me on to be cracked because it's almost like- that's wrong and manipulative as fuck. If I had to pick between the two I'd keep Jeight cause Jeight (Jake + Eight) is my kindred cracked brother who also happens to be a bigger threat lmao. Mitch is literally Hopper and tbh I thought I could kill him and Shoib but the thought of that makes me sick. That's not who I am and the fact that Mitch and Shoib have never asked me to wile out it's very telling. I can already tell shit is gonna keep popping off cause there's a lot of people I don't want to personally kill because jury management and because I'm not that girl. All these moves put my game on the line, not everyone else's, so certain allies need me more than I need them. I went from 7 shields to 4 but at the end of the day if I'm protecting some of my shields more than they're protecting me, what good are they? I can slay all by myself https://media.giphy.com/media/3ohhwLCRptkjfHHiuY/giphy.gif

Okay bitches it's time for me to explain last round more in-depth because wow I did that. I was really nervous when I merged since Eddie/Autumn lied to me about the Drew vote and I didn't know if they'd still work with me. Me and Trixie played up being alone, and Julia added us to a chat to call where she pretty much listed all her allies and said she'd be with us over them. Me and Autumn have an interesting relationship, we cussed each other out after the vote but after we explained everything we kissed and made up. I was genuinely upset that Eddie lied to me like that so I made sure he knew I was and I think it helped in making him want to keep working with me. So I talked to Autumn at the beginning of the day about the vote and said that I wanted a fave out. She brought up Ben and I agreed immediately bc I don't trust him. She also wanted to tell her alliance with Rebecka that they could do Heather because Rebecka wanted her out. So after that I called Heather and exposed the Julia/Mo/Ben/Rebecka/Matt alliance and told her that we needed to stick together. She ended up telling me that she knew Trixie had the idol because Julia told her, so I acted like I didn't know about the idol, but she pretty much confirmed to me that Julia trusts her the most. I needed the Ben vote to go through and I needed Heather to be the other vote, because I knew that Julia would flip on Ben to save Heather. Things got scary when at like 6PM I heard my name was going around. From what I gathered, Ben, Mo, and Matt wanted to vote me instead of Heather, but Rebecka was adamant about voting Heather and I told Eddie and Autumn to say they wanted Heather to keep the vote off of me. Right before the votes Trixie transferred me her idol and told me to play it if Ben got idoled so um wig? She also told me that she voted for rebecka last minute in case we both idoled the votes.... BUT tribal happened and Ben went HOME! WOOOO I was so happy and I hope those stupid faves who didnt bother talkin to me this round were fucking SHOOK. I'm ready 2 turn up...

I really want to win this immunity to keep my ass safe, especially from last round. BUT THE GAG IS I SUCK AT FLASH GAMES LSFAKSFIL

Hi. I've been super inactive this week because I've been visiting friends but it is what it is.  So Ben getting voted out wasn't ideal, I would've loved to vote out heather but WHATEVER. I had to abstain from this challenge soooo I'm gonna be up for elimination and I hope I don't get votes this time! Who knows tho hehe not me 

lets vote julia OUT... sis you're not about to play this middle in this game!! That’s me and autumn’s job! That’s why I’m throwing julia so far under the bus right now. You can only play the middle in survivor if you have people who have a lot of trust in you from both sides. I’m making sure that matt and rebecca never look at julia as a possible number again because they distrust her and feel like she’s thrown them under the bus. It would be a cute concept if we could just vote julia out this round honestly. Vote julia out this round, somebody who has been playing the middle, but also keep heather in because rebecca and heather will still be a big conflict in this game that autumn and i can take full advantage of. Then next round we blindside matt with that THICC idol in his pocket. I’m going to continue to be a little lowkey though. I just got to keep working on my social bonds at the moment while allowing Autumn and Jake to continue to do most of the leg work when it comes to getting votes and have our plans come into fruition. At the same time I’m always going to make sure that one on one with Autumn and Jake, I’m always putting a lot into our strategy and what we want to do. I need a good balance of doing enough to not be considered a goat, and not doing enough to be considered that binch who will probably win the game. If this works how I want it to, Autumn and Jake should be targeted before I am. They'll be seen has the big threats to win while for a little I’ll just be seen as a number until I have my breakout episode. [3/5/18, 4:35:22 PM] Bec: Yeah it sounds right [3/5/18, 4:35:41 PM] Bec: Honestly I would've voted for Ben [3/5/18, 4:35:45 PM] Bec: If I had known [3/5/18, 4:45:33 PM] Matthew Summers: okay just read all this [3/5/18, 4:45:56 PM] Matthew Summers: yeah i torally get where ur coming from but its just lol to me they’d bring up those alliances [3/5/18, 4:46:33 PM] Matthew Summers: bitches were desperate [3/5/18, 4:46:47 PM] Matthew Summers: i think now more than ever we need each other tho Like if I literally got out of flipping on Matt and Rebecca with them feeling like Julia and Mo are the ones who were screwing them over last round then.... I think the play for me and Autumn is 100% get Julia to be the vote this round, and blindside Matt with the idol next round. Autumn and I will be able to continue playing the middle and eliminate a good social player who has a lot of connections around the tribe. Julia does trust Jake and tells him a lot so while I don't really speak to her I feel like I know where her head is at in this game. Idk, I guess I just hope I can somehow finesse her vote out. That would be iconic.

Ok so I think I am in a realy good spot right now and am kinda seen as a floater, let me go through each player and my thoughts on them cause why not? Autumn - Love her and kinda trust her, she seems really smart and I feel like she has my back for now and won't screw me over anytime soon, I am comfortable in my alliance with her and Mitch. Bec - Have barely talked to her, don't trust her and don't think I will get on with her at all, she seems to play the game based off personal feelings which is why I want to stay in her good books. Eddie - I love Eddie, he is a paranoid mess like me, he is leaking everything to Jake so like I wanna keep him around for as long as possible so we can gain some info. Heather - I want to keep Heather around so that Bec and Heather are at each others throats, I know they will want each other out for as long as they are here. JakeP - I trust him and he has my back but I want to take him out deeper into the game because he is such a big threat. Julia - Julia is crazy, she leaks EVERYTHING and its sooooooo annoying but I kinda trust her but don't want to tell her everything from now on. Matthew - Barely talked to him, feel like I have nothing in common with him. Mitch - Very quiet and seems like a SUPER loyal player but is a massive comp threat and want to kinda get rid of him at like final 7. Mo - Very quiet but love him and hopefully can build a better connection with him. Trixie - MY IDOL QUEEN, MY FINAL 2. WE MAKING FINAL 2 100%%%%%%%

So close, I am happy for Autumn though. So my plan now is to talk to everyone as much as possible so no one wants me out (watch me get eliminated this episode).

8th place better stay the fuck away from me

Ok Eddie, I see you going around spreading rumors of an alliance that doesn’t even exist to get Ben eliminated. Not on my gay watch.

I got heated over something that was true but out of context 

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okay bitches here’s the tea. so yesterday eddie told me that he was going to tell rebecka that julia leaked the core 3 and i didn’t want julia getting heat for that but it was too late bc eddie wanted to do it and even with me saying i don’t think it’s a good idea didn’t do anything. so he told rebecka and rebecka ended up freaking out on julia and she came to the chat with me and trixie but she immediately thought Mo leaked it so i ran with it because Mo leaked the 5 person alliance to Eddie before. fast forward to today, Mo told me that Julia leaked the alliance they had and was saying the same to Eddie, so I went to Julia and told her to get her to target Mo because I wanted him out this round tbh. I mean if I can get Mo/Mitch/Rebecka/Matt out i’ll be happy because I think they’re all still close. Julia also doesn’t trust Matt now because Eddie told me that Matt told him that Julia is shady so I spilled that tea to Julia as well. Eddie is worrying me a bit because Matt and Rebecka are still talking to him a lot and trust him.  like bitch what. whatever. i hope the faves continue to turn on each other :3

so eddie is a MESS. flipping to my alliance, flipping against us, then flipping back? thats circa 2014 matt summers teas. he gotta go soon, but we need him now rip

i dont trust julia anymore. she came to me trying to say she didnt throw rebecka and i under the bus but she def did so i’d love to vote her out butwe’re going with mo bc thats what eddie wants to do. sigh.

Hello I'm coming at you live from my sociology class hoping I don't get a strike The only names out there are julia and mo. I don't care about voting julia but if mo goes home I will be pissed and on the wrong side of the vote yet again. But that's fine because I GUESS I'm just playing the deception game from this point on. I'm loyal to Autumn and shoib but damn we are bad planners. I think because of how disorganized the merge tribe is I can get away with lying about my vote for a few more rounds.

I am watching this tribe chat like a fucking hawk!!  but also I wanna see how Kaoh Rong turns out? So if Mo and Julia could not blow up everyone’s game rn that’d be amazing. I’m SO glad I’m immune now God is good all the time

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=r6xX_C_N-NQ

IM WORKING WITH MO RN AND WE ARE VOTING OUT MATT LMAO HeatherThe vote was Mo for like hours, which I was not really comfortable with, but I love Julia so I had to protecc her. HOWEVER, everything seems like it was a misunderstanding so now its Matt, who doesn't message me toooo much. Plus I am there for Mo since we had to suffer in the drinking challenge together. Sorry Matt kiss kiss.

So this is one of my last minute right before tribal confessionals! I'm feeling shook as fuck cause something's just not smooth in the buttermilk. Something is up and I think an idol will probably be played tonight. Everyone is saying Mo but nobody knows who Mo is targeting. Like shouldn't he be campaigning to people so why has nobody heard a name other than Mo? He either has an idol, or people are lying to me because I'm getting blindsided.... Neither of those options are good at all because it means I'm most likely getting voted out tonight. I just don't have a good feeling at all and maybe I'm just being paranoid but idk. My gut tells me something is up. I really don't wanna spend time in the jury with Ben. That would be hella awkward.

[an9el]

do all the valentine’s day asks (!!!!!)

1: Do you have a crush at the moment? 

Did ya’ll know that the actual definition for having a crush is: ‘a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable or inappropriate.’ With that definition I do not. I don’t get crushes on people often, but tbh whenever I meet someone new I often consider what it would be like if I did date them. What it would be like to talk to them, hold them, support them, love them. I’m just always dreamin’ of havin a healthy and committed relationship with someone because I just love lovin’ people and gettin loved back. 

2: Have you ever been deeply in love?

Listen baby, I’m a pieces moon. Any emotion I feel I’m feelin it to the most extreme at all times. Which is why I’m glad anger is not an emotion I can capture well. But to answer the question yes it was with someone who used to mean a great deal to me. I was so in love with them that it became toxic for myself and them. I was willing to do anything for them, at whatever cost. It’s the loyalty of my Leo sun ill say.  But now I’m deeply in love with myself, all my current relationships with the people around me, and the sun. 

3: Longest relationship you’ve ever been in?

The one I’m currently in now is gonna hit 2 months soon and I think that is the longest I have been with someone in an romantic relationship. All my other ones we’re fast, unhealthy, and honestly I was only in them because I felt it was my only chance at someone loving me. But the one I’m in now is vvv good and I’m vv happy with it. Other relationship wise, @greenteajuice is someone I care for very deeply as she has been in my life the longest platonically and has always supported me. I’ve known @teasquid since kindergarden tho! but we just recently became friends a couple years back, and im thankful to have them with me. 

4: Have you ever changed for someone?

Yeah! I used to change what I liked and didn’t like based off of the people who I surrounded myself with in order to get them to like me. I used to agree with what they wanted or said! and that is  why I have a little trouble making my own opinions or assertions on stuff because I’m so used to just going along with whatever my friends or partners say! But no more! I am living for me and only me now. But change isn’t all bad! someone can show you the good in something you hate, and the bad in something you loved. its life. 5: How is your relationship with your ex?

My ex was a really nice fellow, she was very funny and kind and caring. But I think she rushed into a relationship with me mainly based on my physical appearances and I went along with it because I was bad with rejecting someone so kind, and again, I was just in it to be in it honestly. It was the first relationship I had with dealings of polyamory and I considered myself a mono person before hand. I like to think me and her other partner were held on the same levels but, in reality we were not. She was very much in love with them, more than she was with me. But not without reason, she just had more of a connection and history with them. Also me and her partner didn’t talk at all, which didn’t help either. I often felt, not actually apart of the loop, i like connecting with people, especially if its someone who is dear to my s/o’s, so it hurt that we did’t really communicate often. BUT my ex is still someone who is in my life and i care for her as a friend and nothing more. I’m happy with where we are now. and I learned a lot from being with her. I actually forget we dated lol. 

6: Have you ever been cheated on?

No! But that would surely break my heart I know. 7: Have you ever cheated?

Nope! I would rather like, literally die, than betray someones trust like that. 8: Would you date someone who’s well known for cheating?

Depends! I’d have to get to know them and build up a level of trust and such. 

9: What’s the most important part of a relationship?

COMMUNICATION! TALK TO ME! U HAVIN PROBLEMS! LET ME KNOW! U WANT SOMETHING THAT IM NOT GIVING YOU! TELL ME AND WE CAN WORK ON IT! TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME! GIVE ME REASSURANCE! just fuckin communicate about any and all things I promise that will lead to such a healthy and strong relationship! 10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

I mentally cannot handle flings or short term relationships. It really fucks me up emotionally and makes me wanna d*e!!! I just get really involved and wanna spend my life with that person 4eva and shit so when they’re not with that or dont want it im like!! whats the point theN! also i low low key have abandonment issues so yeah ahha. 11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on “breaks”?

Breaks! I mean yeah sometimes you need to get away from a person ! WHICH is why you should not spend 24/7 with ur partner, that much time with anyone would drive someone mad! no matter how much u love them. but meaning like, semi-breaking up? i mean if your realtionship has gotten to that point, i’d rather just talk about whats causing it to get like this, and work it out. but  a breather is never bad i suppose. 12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?

One and it made me feel real bad. I only will ever be involved in sexual conduct with someone if I trust them enough to be that vulnerable and if I find them sexually attractive, which isn’t common since my grey ass only gets a boner for commitment and compliments. 13: What’s one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?

I regret going into the relationships for the wrong reasons. 14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?

If you’re still considered a ‘kid’ I think you should hold off, but it’s impossible to stop them from doing what they want, and as so, we should educate them so when they do do it, they are being safe. 15: Do you believe in the phrase “age is just a number”?

In what context? As in I’m 76 but I can still wear pink pencil shirts, a crop top, boa scarf and 6 inches heels cause “age is just a number” or “if she’s 16 than im 16″ cause the later is gross but the former i rock with 

16: Do you believe in “love at first sight”?

I believe in infatuation at first sight. The idea of someone that you have created in your mind at first physical glance. 17: Do you believe it’s possible to fall in love on the internet?

Yeah of course what. the internet is just other tool that we use to connect and make bonds with people we normally couldn’t have done otherwise  

18: What do you consider a deal breaker?

UM! probably if they exhibited signs of being a manipulative and/or abusive person yeah19: How do you know it’s time to end a relationship?

UH honestly I have no idea, im a ride or die type person as long as ur aren’t a complete shit bag! im willing to work on anything and talk through any issues as long as you are. but i suppose if we both understand that the relationship just isn’t working anymore and the connection just is and never will be there! 

20: Are you currently in a relationship?

yeah ! I am ! with my self, my friends, and my sweet sweet angel of a bf sam! 21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?, 

Yeah of course! As long as its healthy I would encourage it! 22: Do you think people should date their friends?

YEAHHHHHH! thats some good shit! 23: How many relationships have you had?

UM including the one im in now i think 3 24: Do you think love can last forever?

Depends on how strong and committed the love is, it would be hard to get to that stage of forever but nothing is impossible! 25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?

Not institutionalized racism if that is what you mean26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn’t approve of?

Nah man my parents suck, if anything they should break up w/ someone if I don’t approve of them lmfao would probably fix a lot of things. 27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?

Love yourself before you begin to love someone else. It’ll help. 

28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?

Yes! you just need to be willing to put in the time, effort,trust, energy, and commitment that comes with it29: What do you notice first about another person?

TBH this is such a leo thing but the clothes their wearing, and then their face! 

30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?

the only 4 sexualities yes. im queer and thats all i’ll say. i hate anything else tbh. if you like me im gay and if i like you im gay. thats it. 31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?

nah man thats some wack shit right there if i did32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?

nope! been in some unhealthy ones tho! 33: Do you want to get married one day?

possibly. for tax benefits mainly. also if me and my partner mutually agreed to wanting that yeah.34: What do you think about getting your partner’s name tattooed?

nah thats wild bro 35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?

baby, baby, i could live my whole life without sex. that shit doesn’t mean a lot to me personally. But if my partner was a someone who liked sex I would def be down36: Are you still a virgin?

nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i mean, kinda, idk how that works. 37: What’s more important: Looks or personality?

personality easy.38: Do you enjoy love films?

as long as they aren’t yt cis het ones yeAH!! 39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?

my grandfather has given me some! and Thao gave me some on my birthday! but i dont like getting flowers ! they just die and its so sad! 40: Have you ever had a valentine?

nope! but thats okay because I am loved and cherised by my friends every single day! and thats better! 41: What’s your imagination of a “perfect date”?

just spending time with the person I love in any setting is nice. 

42: Have you ever read “Romeo & Juliet”?

yeah, I played one of the main charters when reading it freshman year in English. 

43: What’s more important: Your partner or your friends?

both?? equally?? no gross hierarchy?? 

44: Would you consider yourself “romantic”?

YEAH MAN YEAH MAN I love romance i love sappy shit i love doin gay stuff yes yes!!! 

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?

OFC! I’d date any one of my friends cause their all cute and gay and great 46: Have you ever been “friendzoned”?

that, like gender, is not real 47: Which “famous couple” is your favorite?

Ian and Jaden! 48: What’s your favorite love song?

L-O-V-E by Nat King Cole49: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

I do not think so?50: If you’re single, why do you think you are?

I’m not! but if i was hopefully its just because I understood that being in a relationship isn’t everything and it will come when it needs too

51: Would you rather date someone who’s rich but a douchebag or someone who’s poor but a nice guy? 

I do not like this question

52: Are you good at giving other people advice’s regarding dating/ relationships?

I don’t like giving advice for other peoples relationships because its not mine to get involved with ! but if someone came for me asking i would try my best!53: Are you jealous of couples when you’re single?

no??? thats so toxic ew54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?

i mean? if your partner is afraid of saying that they are with u to other people thats some issues but its cool if yall both wanna just like keep it to yourselves if thats ur jazz ya dig! But I love being shown off and appreciated! Really gets my dick hard

55:Would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”?

im like a little overly attached but not in a toxic way, i just care a lot alot alot! but i know how to handle it and not let it get unhealthy! 56: Have you ever “destroyed” a relationship?

i do not think so :0! 57: Do you think it’s silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?

Don’t become so emotionally dependant on someone that without them, you think you’re life isn’t worth living anymore. thats like, super unhealthy for you and them. but people have died from a ‘broken heart’ before because their partner died, or was lost, etc. thats valid! but don’t take ur own life because of someone else! 

58: Are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship?

this what yall really want huh, you want me to say if im a top or bottom! i’ll have you know that I can equally enjoy both parts! mainly a sub though i’ll admit. im a ba-by ok. 59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner’s birthday or your anniversary?

no, i write them in my calendar so ill remember! because my memory is awful!! 60: What’s your opinion on open relationships?

if it works for ya’ll then it works. be happy. thats all. 61: Who’s more important: Your partner or your family?

why,,, why is this a question!! love both?!! this is silly lmfao62: How do you define “cheating”?

engaging in any form of like romantic or sexual manner with another person w/o the consent or knowledge of your partner. 63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?

nah??? treat yourself. make yourself feel good baby, no body knows how to pleasure yourself better than you 64: Do you think Valentine’s Day is overrated?

its capitalistic is what it is65: Would you consider yourself a “cuddler”?

Big time. Ask sam, I  wrap my body so tightly around that boy when we sleep together. 

[rudizzlefoshizzle]

DO EM ALL U FAKA

Personal

1- How are you? - I’m tired lol I wanna sleep but I gotta stay up because I switch to nightshift tomorrow.

2- Post a picture of yourself.

3- Do you ever wish you were someone else? - Yes.

4- What is your entire name? - Rudy Jay White.

5- How old are you? - 22.

6- Age you get mistaken for: - Lol idk people think I’m older than I am for some reason.

7- Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: - Libra, and I don’t pay attention to this horoscope stuff quite honestly.

8- What did you do on your last birthday? - I don’t remember. But I had training/work for the job that I have now.

9- What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? - My birthday is in less than a month lol but I’d really like to stop being so shy and talk to girls I find attractive wherever that may be like the gym or at the store.

10- What is your hair color? - Black.

11- Have you ever dyed your hair? - I bleached it in highschool.

12- What is your eye color? - Brown.

13- If you could change your eye color, would you? - Idk what color would be nice though. Hazel or something idk.

14- Do you wear contacts/glasses? - Nope.

15- Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it: - I’m skinny and I have a very hard time gaining weight/muscle and I also have really bad joints like idk if that’s just hereditary or what but yeah I really hate my knees and shoulders. And I also have acne all over my upper body so I’m figuring out how to take care of that. I am really trying to get more comfortable and confident with my body.

16- Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? - Lol nope.

17- Say 8 facts about your body: - Skinny, inflexible, big head, small hands, hairy, pale, outta shape, 5′ 8″.

18- Do you have any tattoos? - Nope.

19- Do you have any piercings? - Nope.

20- Left or right handed? - Write with my right, throw with my left.

21- What’s your sexual orientation? - Straight.

22- Do you drink? - Yes.

23- Do you smoke? - Nope.

24- Do you have any pets? - Two dogs, one cockatiel.

25- Where do you work? - Island Energy Services Refinery.

26- Something you are working on right now: - This stupidly long questionnaire lol.

27- Do you have any “rules” about food? - Not really. I eat whatever I want really. But I cut back on fast food quite a bit.

28- Where are you from? - Ewa Beach, HI.

29- What would you say is your best quality? - idk. I’m pretty chill. Lol. I’m also pretty loyal.

30- What do you think you’re really good at? - Being surreptitious. I is one ninja.

31- What do you think you’re really bad at? - Being assertive. Lol

32- What talent do you wish you’d been born with? - Charisma and social skills lvl 100.

33- Are you a bad person? - I’ve done some stupid and bad things in my life. But I don’t think I’m bad lol there are far worse people.

34- Are you nice to everyone? - Yes.

35- Say 3 facts about your personality: - Quiet, shy, awkward af.

36- Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? - Not that I can think of atm.

37- What is your ideal bed? Why? - Lol idk a bed that is comfortable and doesn’t feel like the floor.

38- Did you wake up cranky? - Nope.

39- Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? - Nope.

40- What do you think about the most? - This is an interesting question cause I’m not really sure. Lol it could be work, it could be how fucking single I am, it could be her.

41- Share 2 habits: - Going to target, going on my laptop and chilling before going to sleep.

42- What do you want to be when you “get older”? - Happy.

43- What are your career goals? - Get outta shift work cause this shit is tough on your personal life lol.

44- What is your ideal career? - Pro soccer player lol.

45- Is your life anything like it was two years ago? - Nope. Well it kinda is kinda isn’t. New job with shift work so that really affects my life. And I’m single now.

46- Do you replay things that have happened in your head? - Yes. More than I’d like to admit.

47- Have you ever had an imaginary friend? - Lol no not that I can remember.

48- Say 10 facts about your room: - I have a picture on the wall which is of my parents and I, the bed takes up half the room, it gets fucking hot during the day, I have two inuyasha posters hanging on the wall, it’s fairly simple/boring, there’s a ceiling fan, walls are white, it’s next to the laundry room so I can hear when there’s laundry being done, no A/C, black and red themed pretty much.

49- Do you have any phobias? - Heights, if I think about it. If I don’t focus on it then I’m fine.

50- Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? - Nope.

51- Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? - Not sure but I can’t wear metal necklaces cause the back of my neck breaks out in a rash. But that was when I was like 5 so idk.

52- Ever broken any bones? - Fractured my left heel, broke my left arm.

53- Ever come close to death? - Not that I can think of.

54- Things you like and dislike about yourself: - Like: Somewhat fit, I think before I act, I am very empathetic, I’m getting better at not letting dumb petty things bother me. Dislike: Awkwardness, shyness, lack of confidence.

55- A random fact about yourself: - I can beat you in any Wii sport. And probably Call of Duty too. Even though I’m retired. Lol

56- What are three things most people don’t know about you? - I’ve been to Milan, I’ve been to Monaco, and I played soccer in hail.

57- An unknown fact about your life: - The hell does that mean. Lol if it’s unknown let’s keep it that way.

58- Share something about yourself others might think is weird: - I am passionate about reverse parking. If you don’t reverse park, wtf are you doing.

59- Five weird things that you like: - The smell of Waipio soccer park, the smell of the ocean, the smell of a freshly opened bag of funyuns, compliments, knowing I’m appreciated. Lol

60- Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this? - Yes. Lol pretty sure we aren’t friends on there but I don’t go on facebook anyway so.

61- Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? - Yes.

62- Describe yourself in one word/sentence: - Awkward.

63- A quote you try to live by: - “All the days that you wake up, you have one job, and that’s to get better, every single day.”

64- Leave me a compliment: - Who am I complimenting? Lol I’m assuming it’s the person from the ask sooo hey I think you’re great and I’ve always admired the way you stick up for what you believe in and I value our friendship very highly.

Favorites

65- What is your favorite thing to do? - Leave work and go to the gym lol.

66- What’s your favorite color? - Idk it’s between red and blue.

67- What’s your favorite band/singer? - Metallica.

68- What’s your favorite movie? - The documentary Jurassic Park.

69- What are your favorite books? Jurassic Park, The Lost World, Harry Potter series.

70- What is your favorite quote and why? - “Everything happens for a reason.” Everything that happens, happens for a reason. Whether that be to teach you a lesson, or to put you in a situation to succeed, or to get you out of a shitty situation. It’s just up to you to learn from the things that happened, so that you don’t make the stupid mistakes again.

71- What is your favorite word? - Moist.

72- What is your least favorite word? - Break.

73- What is your favorite type of food? - Good food ayyy lol. I always enjoy home cooked meals, from family or friends.

74- Your favorite ice cream? - Cookies and cream.

75- What’s your favorite animal? - Dog.

76- Dogs or cats? - Dogs.

77- Describe your favorite texture: - Lol uhhh soft, smooth, and warm.

78- What is your favorite flower? - I like roses.

79- What’s your favorite scent? And on the opposite sex? - Lol my favorite scent/smell is either the smell of the ocean or of Waipio soccer park, because it reminds me of all the times I’ve been there growing up/reminds me of my childhood. On the opposite sex it would probably be whatever perfume they like/their favorite perfume.

80- What is your favorite season? Fall and/or winter because there are lots of birthdays this time of year, and lots of holidays.

81- What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? - Old Trafford, Santiago Bernabéu, Japan, Oregon, Alaska.

82- What are four things you can’t live without and why? - Coffee, friends, family, soccer. I need my coffee to wake me up and to relax, I need my friends and family for love and support, and I need soccer because I love it and it’s a stress reliever.

83- Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? - Um I’m a troll cause I am ugly and skinny and awkward looking and sometimes you can’t understand what I’m saying lol. Troll from Warcraft btw.

84- What’s your favorite television show? - I don’t watch tv lol

85- Favorite place to shop at? - TARGET.

86- Say 2 facts about your favorite things: - Coffee is the world's second most valuable traded commodity, only behind petroleum. Soccer is a sport played between two teams of eleven players with a round ball and is known as football in most countries outside of the United States.

Family, childhood and places

87- Say 4 facts about your parents: - My mom is full Filipino, my dad is white and tiny bit Japanese, they met when they worked at the Navy exchange I believe, they’ve been together for almost 30 years.

88- Are you more like your mom or your dad? - I’m like a perfect mix of both pretty much lol. But I wish I had more of my dads confidence and drive.

89- Do you have any siblings? - Two older sisters.

90- Say 9 facts about your family: - There are five of us, I’m the youngest, we lived in Mililani till I was three then we moved to Ewa Beach, we have two dogs, we have a cockatiel, we take up six stalls with the amount of vehicles we have lol, my sister has two kids, my siblings and I all played soccer growing up, the last family trip we had was to Vegas two years ago.

91- What’s your relationship like with your family? - It’s alright, could be better. But that’s just on me because I’m fairly secretive with my personal life lol. But whenever we eat dinner or go out I talk their ears off.

92- Say 7 facts about your childhood: - I started playing soccer when I was four, I went to preschool at Friendship Christian School, I was a very emotional and outgoing kid that would sing and dance and cry a lot lol, I went to a UH basketball camp when I was like 5 or 6 and the coach liked me enough to take my dad and I on a quick tour of the campus athletic facilities lol, I was a huge nerd in elementary school and got that presidential award thing for my grades, I was also the biggest dinosaur nerd, and I was the best tetherball player in the school.

93- The best and the worst childhood memories: - Idk if these are the absolute best and worst but I can only think of these atm. Best would be all the times during soccer when we’d win a very important game, worst would probably be when I was four I was at the water park and standing too close behind a kid golfing and I got KTFO.

94- Say 6 facts about your home town: - 76$oUTh, Ewa Beach, Ewafknbeach, it’s fucking hot, it’s crowded af, there needs to be more breakfast places here.

95- Are you going out of town soon? - Yeah.

96- Where would you like to live? - I don’t mind living on Oahu all my life. But if I move then it would probably be for work. Or future gf/wife has to move for work.

97- What would your dream house be like? - Fawken soccer field in the backyard. Central A/C. The house itself doesn’t have to be extravagant, I like simple. But 3 bedrooms 2 bathrooms probably at the least lol.

98- Where would you go on your dream vacation? - Old Trafford, Manchester. To watch Manchester United play.

99- Where you want to be right now? - Idk I’m alright right now at home in my room lol.

100- Top three places to visit: See #81.

Friends

101- Would you ever smile at a stranger? - Oh I do that all the time. I just don’t talk to them after lol.

102- Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? - Guys.

103- Who is someone you never tire of? - Someone I love.

104- Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? - Yes.

105- Who is your most loyal friend? - Lol idk I’m not super close to anybody right now that I can be sure to say that they’re loyal.

106- Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? - Yes.

107- If your best friend died, what would you do? - Probably cry my ass off for a couple months.

108- A reason you’ve lied to a friend: - I was being a bitch. I was afraid of their opinion/reaction and hurting their feelings. But it was the wrong decision to lie.

109- Have you ever felt replaced? - Yes.

110- Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s): - I don’t really have a bestfriend anymore. I just have friends.

Relationships

111- The last person you hugged? - My mom.

112- Who was your first kiss with? - A girl I was classmates with in elementary lol.

113- Do you like kissing in public? - I’ll be lame whenever I want with my girl lol. Just not full on making out.

114- Have you ever kissed someone older than you? - I think so.

115- You have a preference for boys or girls? - Idk what this means.

116- Is the male or female body closest to perfection? - Have you seen Cristiano Ronaldo’s body

117- Do you believe in love at first sight? - Lol it’s not love it’s just infatuation. But there are girls I’ve seen and met where I’m like WTF how are you so perfect looking and I cannot function.

118- Do you believe in soul mates? - Sure. But I feel like there are lots of people you can spend your life with, you just gotta get lucky and be given the chance to prove that you’re the one, and you’re worth all the bullshit and trouble that is inevitable in relationships.

119- What is your idea of the perfect date? - We go do something we both enjoy doing, and enjoy being in each other’s company, and we’re both chillin and having fun and wouldn’t wanna be anywhere else with anyone else.

120- Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend: - They are very open and communicate everything that’s on their mind, because in relationships there can be no assumptions, or hidden feelings or intentions, gotta have it all out and known. They are driven, goal oriented, passionate, and is also not afraid to call you out on your faults and bullshit. They pay attention to you, like actually take the time and effort to pay attention and notice you and if something is wrong. And they know what to do to lift your spirits up when needed.

121- What is the first thing you notice in someone? - Probably their height.

122- Are looks important in a relationship? - I mean isn’t that what makes you attracted to someone in the first place? Maybe not. But for some people it’s probably very important. For me not as much. At the end of the day, I want someone that makes me happy, feels like home, and who I want to wake up next to every morning for the rest of my life.

123- What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? - Nice eyebrows maybe idk. Cute nose. lol

124- What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? - It’s only an issue when the people are young and have to deal with extra bullshit. Then it becomes too stressful and not worth the extra work to one of the people or both. When both people are older and adults and have experience and are more mature, it isn’t an issue at all if they truly love each other and wanna make it work.

125- Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? - Idk about that.

126- Five guys/girls whom you find attractive: - Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez, Miranda Kerr, Emma Watson, Cristiano Ronaldo loooool

127- Do you have a crush on anyone? - Yes.

128- A description of the girl/boy you like: - Her smile makes my heart skip a beat. Her laugh is one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever heard. She doesn’t even have to put in any effort to look good. I can stare into her brown eyes and it leaves me breathless because I get lost in them. She is very independent, but I know she always appreciates a friend or a helping hand, because she doesn’t want to ask for help. And her presence really lights up the room. She can be so energetic and joyful and her upbeat personality just rubs off on people, especially me, and the mood in the room is lifted. I wish I could spend more time with her.

129- Say 1 fact about the person you like: - She’s awesome. Lol. Nah but she is honestly breathtakingly beautiful and I do get flustered sometimes when I talk to her.

130- If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? - Not exactly a surprise.

131- When was the last time you told someone you loved them? - Yesterday.

132- Do you think someone has feelings for you? - Lol no.

133- Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? - Idk.

134- Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? - Yes.

135- Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? - Yes.

136- Anyone you’re giving up on? - Yes.

137- Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? - Lol yes.

138- Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? - I don’t think so.

139- Have you ever liked one of your best friends? - In my last relationship, we started as friends.

140- Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? - Yes.

141- Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? – Lol yes.

142- Is there someone you will never forget? - Yes.

143- Say five ways to win your heart: - You give me the time to show you I can be the one lol, you’re down to spend lots of time together, you’re able to handle my weird personality and my awkwardness, you communicate a lot with me, you understand that shift work is fuckin difficult but you still wanna make it work.

144- What turns you on? – Same taste in music. Uses proper grammar. Goes to the gym or plays sports or works out.

145- What turns you off? – Shit music taste. LOL. Uses incorrect grammar. Full of themselves.

146- What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? – Probably straight up deny or refuse the advances of another guy and walk straight up to me and ask me out. LOL

147- What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? – Stick up for me in my absence.

148- What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? - Fawken talk to me if you find me attractive looool

149- Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you? - Not that I can recall.

150- What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? – Idk. I’ve done a lot of stuff that would be considered sweet I guess. I can’t really name one thing that stands out or makes it special lol.

151- Are you in love? - Not in love anymore.

152- Are you in a relationship? - Nope.

153- If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? - N/A.

154- Are relationships ever worth it? - I believe they are. You either have someone you grow with and experience life with and maybe eventually spend the rest of your life with, or you learn and figure out what you don’t want in a relationship and learn from the mistakes you made.

155- Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? – Probably not cause I’m not dating or talking to anyone.

156- Can you commit to one person? – Yes.

157- Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? – Yes.

158- Do you ever want to get married? – Yes.

159- Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? – I honestly don’t know.

160- Future names of your children: - I don’t think about this at all.

161- Do you get jealous easily? – Yes. I’m a big baby. Lol

162- The last time you felt jealous, and why? – I’d rather not say lol it’s dumb.

163- What is your definition of cheating? – Doing things with someone else that you shouldn’t be doing with anyone else other than your S.O.

164- Have you ever been cheated on? – Yes.

165- Do you forgive betrayal? – How bad was I betrayed tho lol

166- Have you ever cheated on someone? – No.

167- Why did your last relationship fail? – We had to deal with so much bullshit, because of our age difference, our situation, and immaturity. We didn’t communicate enough about our relationship. We didn’t see each other as often as we’d have liked. We couldn’t be together. And when I started my new job with shift work, we saw each other even less. Like twice a week. With very little to no conversation. Because my phone didn’t work in the building at work. And I needed to sleep whenever I wasn’t at work. I was exhausted all the time. But this was mostly due to me not being able to handle the shift work/getting used to the shift work in the beginning. And I never noticed how stressed and depressed she was. Our relationship broke down over the course of two months. And that was the final straw to a very difficult relationship to begin with. I regret those last two months immensely.

168- Things you want to say to an ex: - I’m happy that you found somebody that treats you right and appreciates you like you deserve.

169- A description of the person you dislike the most: - Insert description of White, Rudy.

170- If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? – Lol I’d be like wtf are you doing kinda late to be doing this right now. Kinda late for anything for us. I honestly don’t know what I’d do. But we’d talk about it.

171- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? – Like actual relationships I’ve had three.

172- How long was your longest relationship? – Two years or so? I don’t know where we really started. I just know when we ended.

173- You’ll love me if… - You give me a chance to be your boyfriend lol all I need is a chance.

174- Share a relationship story: - I’m totally clueless as to what to put here lol. Um. The first thing that attracted me to my ex was that she liked the same music that I do. We were driving someplace, I was playing my ipod in my truck, playing the songs I liked and I forget which band it was, either Avenged Sevenfold or Metallica, but she started singing along to the songs and I was like holy shit. We were barely friends at this point, really only just started getting to know each other pretty much.

Music, movies and books

175- How often do you listen to music? - Everyday.

176- What kind of music you like? – Rock, Heavy metal, but I listen to all the mainstream music

177- Do you like to dance? – I suck at dancing lol. I need alcohol to let loose.

178- What was the first concert/show you attended? - Disney on Ice?

179- Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? – Yes.

180- Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past: - ANYWAY YOU WANT IT

181- A song that’s been stuck in your head: - Fake Happy

182- Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play: - Valerie, Welcome Home (Sanitarium), Phantom Lord, Enter Sandman, The Sleep, Party Monster, Nothing Without You, For Whom The Bell Tolls, Halo On Fire, One

183- A book you want to read/have recently read: - I actually haven’t read any books in a very long time. I have only been reading work related stuff, trying to learn all this material I gotta learn.

184- Describe your dream library: - Huge library with any type of book I could want. Computers, desks, couches, and beds to relax on. There’s a starbucks inside. lol

185- Last movie you just watched: Kidnap. Lol that movie is ridiculously bad.

186- Do you like watching what type of movies? Action. Or movies with like dinosaurs or big animals/creatures.

Situations and crazy things

187- You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? – Probably something having to do with love. Like something that represents my S.O. or something saying fuck love LOL idk

189- What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for? – “Self Defense”

190- If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be? - BATMAN

191- You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to? – Someone that needs it, and deserves it.

192- If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? – I regret lots of things. But I know that if I could, I would go back and not blow up and yell at my ex at the park that one day. It was pretty much all the pent up stress from fatigue from work, and our relationship drifting apart, that made me so uncharacteristically blow up on her. In public, of all places. I made her cry in public. Fucking horrible. I hate that I did that so much.

193- If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why? - Carbon cause when I’m under pressure I turn into a diamond obviously

194- If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? - Lol I honestly don’t know. I needed every year I’ve experienced to learn from my mistakes and grow as a person. Even if the year sucked, and I was in pain and depressed, I needed that to become better, and the person I am now.

195- You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy? - One hammah, and I yell EWAFKNBEACH

196- If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like? – I really like the Tatsu at six flags. It makes like you’re flying kinda. So I’d design something like that.

197- What is the first curse word that comes to mind? - Fuckin

198- What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be… - My nephews birthday party at Johnny Rockets. I think the next one will be at my friends house for my 2nd/adopted mom lol

199- Halloween costume idea? - The Joker.

200- What are you supposed to be doing right now? - Sleeping holy shit I’ve been awake for 22 hours.

201- Currently wanting to see anyone? - Always.

202- Why you follow me? - I’m assuming all these first person questions are about the person that asked me to do ALL of these questions. So I follow the person cause I found out the person had a tumblr so we started following each other, simple as that.

203- If you met me what would you do? - Probably talk shit about/annoy each other for five minutes and then we’ll be best friends after like we always do lol

204- Leave me a ridiculous question: - Would you give up drinking black and white tea for the rest of your life to meet/hangout with the cast of the Avengers?

205- Leave me a cute message: - Lol uhh. Idk if this is cute but. I really appreciate you and everything that you’ve taught me and I know that you’ll be very successful in the future. And I still go by my promise that I’ll always be here for you.

Opinions and beliefs

206- Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now? – If I’m being honest and serious with myself then the cup is half full at the moment, but if I’m exhausted and my head is full of the negative thoughts I don’t have energy to fight off then the cup is half empty.

207- Do you believe in fate/destiny? – Yes.

208- What you wish for on 11:11? – For her to be happy.

209- Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm? – I consider myself fairly lucky. I just fuck up all the stuff my luck gets me lol. Idk what my good luck charm would be. My dashing good looks of course.

210- Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? – Sure.

211- What is your religion, if any? – Not really religious.

212- Would you go against your moral code for money? Hey $5 is $5 am I right. LOL nah but it would have to be quite a bit of money for me to do something immoral or something I normally wouldn’t do.

213- What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind? – Strength of the mind. You can do anything if you have a strong mentality and believe.

214- How important do you think education is? – I think it’s quite important. We need smart people in the world so that we learn from the mistakes we made in the past, so we don’t make those same mistakes again.

215- If you were the president, what would you do? – Probably be like Obama in the sense that I’d have sports teams and celebrities visiting the White House all the time.

216- If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? – Why the fuck is fast and reliable internet so hard to have? I’d ensure everyone had the same internet, and it’s the best/fastest.

217- Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial? – I think it’s circumstantial.

218- If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? – Shit I don’t think I could get to Old Trafford in 24 hours so going there is out of the question. I’d probably do some lame shit. Lame as in tell all the important people in my life how much I love them and appreciate them.

219- Which movie character do you most identify with and why? - Bruce Wayne obviously

Feelings and Others

220- Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? – I put the pro in procrastination

221- Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance:

222- Say 5 things you love unconditionally: - Parents, Sisters, Dogs, Nephews, Manchester United

223- What motivates you in life? – Making my parents proud. Since I didn’t go the college sports route that they wanted lol I gotta make up for it now

224- Something that you’re proud of: - I can say that I’m on the only Campbell boys soccer team that beat Kapolei looool. Back when I thought I was the shit.

225- Five words/phrases that make you laugh: - Riddikulus, Zoomba, Can you not?, Floaties, irregardless

226- Share the story of something that makes you smile: - Well something that happened recently so it’s fresh in my mind, my nephew singing happy birthday to himself when everyone was singing happy birthday to him. And then immediately after he asks who wants cupcakes and starts offering to everyone.

227- Something you always think “what if…” about: - What if we just didn’t care and went public when we wanted to.

228- What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that? – I used to drink only fruity alcohol drinks but everyone says I gotta drink more manly drinks so I’ve cut back on the fruity alcohol drinks. Loool

229- Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life: - Loool when I told my ex’s parents how I felt about her.

230- Something/someone that you miss: - My happiness.

231- Are you over your past? – Idk I guess.

232- What is your saddest memory? – 11/10/2016

233- One of the hardest moments in your life: - Seeing the one you love with someone else.

234- Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? – Yes.

235- What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about? – Not too embarrassing but I really wanna go do laser hair removal for like the majority of my body LOL

236- What was your most embarrassing moment? – Lol I don’t wear my grey cotton sweatshorts to the gym when I do legs any more cause I figured out my sweaty butt would show clearly a wet spot down there.

237- Share one of your fears/insecurities: - Acne

238- Something you’re currently worrying about: - All this material I gotta learn for work

239- Have you done something you regret very much? – See #192.

240- If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be? – See #192.

241- Does anyone hate you? – Possibly but oh well.

242- Do you hate anyone? – See #169.

243- Are you good at hiding your feelings? – Lol hell no.

244- What’s something you hide about your personality? – How lazy I can be?

245- How do you approach social situations? – I avoid them altogether lol

246- Are you a social or an antisocial person? - Antisocial

247- Are you an introvert or an extrovert? - Introvert

248- Do you care if people talk badly about you? – Lol kinda. Like what did I do to you

249- How do you deal with criticism? – I try to use it to better myself. I’m not a master at anything so I’m always open to learning more.

250- How you hope your future will be like? – Happy.

251- What’s something that scares you about the future? – Lol being single the rest of my life.

252- Five items you lust after: - Lifted trucks and 4runners, shoes, Yeti products, caffeine, a bath towel that doesn’t leave me covered in lint when I dry myself.

253- One thing you’re excited for: - Vacation

254- Describe the most terrifying/strangest/beautiful dream you’ve ever had: - I dream about huge upsets happening at work sometimes. Lol. Like shit that I hope never happens. But I recently dreamt about a certain someone driving and I was in the passenger seat and I was telling her to slow down cause we were going down a slope and turning at the same time, and she wasn’t listening to me and I was yelling at her to slow down and then we went over the side of the road lol. For some reason I had that dream twice that night.

255- Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? – Yes.

256- Who is your celebrity crush? – Selena Gomez

257- Make a confession: - I enjoy blasting music in my room and singing along whenever I’m cleaning or doing laundry.

~ This took two and a half days to complete wtf fam. Fookin ‘ell ~