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oop oc concept posting! this bad bitch is for an original story of mine - the main characters are all from different "genres", and i needed One More to round out the group and well. puppet-y guy fit the bill! i can't decide on a name!
she's from a children's show that had a western themed rock group that would provide lessons through the power of Music! she was the band guitarist until she fuckin. fell into the labyrinth & got corrupted by her found family of idiot assholes
#SHE IS EVERYTHING TO ME. IVE HAD HER FOR ONE HOUR#if anything happens to her ill kill everyone in this room and then myself#she's LOUD she's CONFIDENT she's got an INFERIORITY COMPLEX her catchphrase is HAWYEE#she has a HORSE her LOYAL STEED her BESTIE who has KILLED BEFORE & WILL AGAIN#she is inspired by: cowboys. 80s rock. and roosters#in my mind she can bend reality a little so she can just pull objects out from behind her back#like her trusty guitar! and lasso! and hat that she never wears bc her hair is Too Big!#scribble salad#forced idiots <3#oc#original character#i think i'll try to make her look more... puppety down the line#we'll see! she rounds out the group nicely i think#lets see for genres we have: slasher / sci-fi / high fantasy / horror / bizarre / ghost / puppet#anyway ill be So Honest#she is entirely based off of the tiny Clip i have in my mind#of her about to (badly) sing a song w/ her guitar after the group fucks something up#she gets One strum in. then Aces (featured in the post) grabs her guitar and hits her with it full force. like a baseball bat <3#and i was immediately like Ah Yes Perfect She Fits In So Well <3#it is important to me that everyone in the group gets on each others nerves <3
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stepped back in time today when one of my aunt's senior citizen friends asked meâin all seriousnessâif my friend liking vampires means she worships the devil as well
but the segue to that question was: "is she, you know, weird?"
which, ma'am... I am not the best authority on Weirdâ˘ď¸
#sitting there in that pristine living room remembering i wrote the mussy fic as i get questioned about weird and satan worship#i'm tired#other than that good party#people liked my cake and it's named after a catchphrase from some show from the 60s or 70s i believe#imagine armand going around saying 'sock it to me' outta context#i would appreciate serene vampire thoughts to wake up to tomorrow if you have them đ¤§#it's actually very funny because these people genuinely love me and knew me when i was tiny but just the mentality shift is jarring#i don't think this place has changed since the 80s though which tracks#hekate.txt
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there's that tiktok of that stupid man going around like 'oh, what if everyone is fake and i'm the only real person', and i know that everyone is dunking on him for being fucking stupid by posing that question, and that whole thing really is a completely different philosophical can of worms that needs to be unpacked. but like.
idk. sometimes, i legitimately think the opposite. like, no, i am the fake person. everyone else here is real. everyone else has rich inner lives and they're vibrant and they have friends and family and empathy and passion and interests and all that shit i yearn for (and have gotten really good at feigning) but don't actually have.
i just have like...like this stark anhedonia.
i'm the fake person. i'm completely empty. everyone else is real. i'm kind of just here.
and i truly do mean this in like the most neutral way possible. this is something i've more or less made my peace with. but sometimes i wish it wasn't something i had to make peace with, ya know? sometimes i wish i wasn't fundamentally separated from people and could just like connect. sometimes i wish i wasn't so empty. ya know?
#...YA KNOW?#bringing irl catchphrase onto this website now yep#i don't get like this on here really#but like screaming into the notion-page-void i've created gets old after a while#so i'm going to scream into this differently shaped tumblr-void which might make me feel a little better#even if it's to the same effect as the empty notion page#mattie gets personal#idk. new tag i guess?#i don't forsee this happening often i am too cringed out by myself to allow myself to dwell for too long#just deeply embarrassed that i have irrational feelings#bc my life is fine#objectively and truly#so rlly aint any reason for all this#none of this makes sense but wtever#what are those lines from sylvia that make me sob?#'i'm hollow'#'there's nothing behind my eyes'#'i'm a negative of a person'#'it's as if i've never thought anything wrote anything or felt anything'#yeah.#....yeah.......
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Every moment that ggf doesnt blow up is a blessing I think. Like I'm like damn I wish for some virality! And less than a second later im like no that would be a terrible idea. This might sound like that fox who want the grapes but bc its outta reach he says its green but do remember my accounts are very hackable and I gptta do smth about that before the internet gets its grippers on me
#my passwords are dumb#i still use my first ever email#and like. the more I think about it the less i care about popularity. im not even on socmed#the only reason why i want virality is bc i want money. i wanna be rich. i want to move out and spend money on so fucking much therapy#i like going to the dentist#ill get all my weird symptoms checked out at the doctors#i want money. i want money!!!!!! i wanna buy houses for my besties#got distracted. anyway it sounds great but virality doesnt always equal to money thats the problem hence im like. ehhh.. nah#like. ill be happy to be viral in 5 years when my shits more together but rn im a weak frail shrimp im like a small victorian boy#ive been eating orzo in veggie broth#the internet will instantly kill me#im still gonna get my symptoms checked out at the doctors mind you. i am rich co#my parents are. and theyre in their guilty 50s stage where they look at me sadly and say shit like 'i dont remember that' when i tell them#they neglected me#so ill still get to go to my doctors. its just a matter of gettin there. but i reaaaaaally hate going out#growing up is learnin tjat no money or fame can fix u#the autism is winning. the asthma is winning. the allergies are winning. the hypermobility is winning. apparently its not just funny that#i cant hold up frying pans and choppin stuff hurts my wrist. its a runnin joke that im super weak but now im like. is this normal#my feet hurt all the time. is that normal. i get a desperate need to lie down after i do anything. 'i love being horizontal'#thats my irl catchphrase. and like. my nose are always clogged. i only recently started visiting the dentist bc they booked me in for#regular visits after comin to them to look at my wisdom tooth. and they say they can tell im a mouthbreather from my teeth#and im like girl what. i didnt know theres consequences to breathing through my mouth. and ive been thinking about the fact that im#congested 95% of the time and im like. maybeeeeee... thats not normal....... its been liek this for most of my life jsyk. is that why my#ears pop and ring all the time. apparently sinus problems can lead to ear problems. like i can sorta tell bc my nose gets completely blocked#and i gotta 'stretch' my jaw to relief the pressure on my ears every once in a while. but i thought that was just normal#i joke that im allergic to joy bc my asthma flares up when i laugh. which is kinda funny#i kinda have warmed up to like. the idea. of me bein disabled. bc im autistic and im regressing as i relearn how to actually do stuff in#a sustainable way. but man. i didnt consider my many bodily failures to be a part of it. but like with becoming more intuned with my body#and my fatigue..... its like yeah. not being able to breath is kinda tiring. i dont sleep very well either. maybe thats why i sleep so much#this is also why i shouldnt ever be known i talk too much
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I wonder if love live is worth rewatching⌠I remember I wasnât that fond of the anime when I first watched- I liked the intro arcs but after that, the plot felt so ,, melodramatic?? like ? sorry, unpopular opinion ig,, things like constant posing and catchphrase saying,, also the emphasis on their lips GKAKVKA I thought itâs a bit?? đ it became stronger in later adaptions,, the line between quirky cute and ..?? Forced?? đ¤đ¤ theres other idol animes I preferred ,, this was my thoughts in like 2016 btw GKAKVKA itâs why Iâm considering this in first place đđŚ
#Kanna rambles#Irt love live#hmmm đ¤đ¤đ¤#ngl after I saw imas og my standards bar was raised pretty high đđŚđŚ#I /adored/ The Idolmaster anime ⌠it had everything and was pretty well done <3 made me laugh and cry ect#love live not so much ^^â which was sad bc I rly enjoyed each charâs introduction⌠but then they just became ?? poorly written? gag Chara??#Nico⌠TT Ruby⌠Hanayo (âsomeone help me!â is always worrying catchphrase to me ngl)#Welp⌠</3#thereâs ofc still appeal points tho! donât get me wrong đŚ I def DIDNT/hate/ Ur
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Do you ever listen to someone speak and marvel at how smooth, free-flowing, and free of pauses it is?
Because I sure do. I canât do that.
Maybe thatâs why I feel like most peopleâs speech is insincere even when it isnât⌠because it sounds like how I would recite or read a script. That explains why I view people who arenât native English speakers, have a heavy accent, and take long pauses to think of the words they need to say as being more trustworthy⌠because my cadence is similar to theirs; and we both stumble over words.
#I feel like that little kid âIf you ever had a dream whereâ you wantâ you wishâ if you couldâ you wantâŚ.â#Iâm not that bad; but I come very close to sounding like that sometimes LOL#I feel like I spoke more smoothly as a little kidâŚ#but thatâs probably because my verbal communication is almost at the same level it was at when I was eight years old#Like those people who have a growth spurt but end up being on the short side as adults because they stop growing immediately after#I figuratively shot up to 5â0â in third grade and never grew past that point#(with regard to clarity and flow specifically; not vocabulary⌠my vocabulary has definitely grown a LOT#but thatâs only because I get sick of writing or talking in the same way for longer than a year⌠which is why I currently sound#like a pretentious 20th century englishman whenever I write fiction)#I have no ârealâ vernacular because I donât feel comfortable with having a personal vernacularâŚ#because using the same patterns of words over and over again for the same situations counts as para-scripting and feels fake#(to me)#sometimes I hear someone use a new word Iâve never heard in conversation; and I say âCool! Iâll use that word myself.â But I later realize#itâs not just a fun one-time usage of a word; but itâs a catchphrase they say all the time and forsake any common synonyms of the word#â I assume â solely for the purpose of sounding smart to others (their behavior usually justifies my assumption; because these people#act like theyâre better than everyone else)#And sometimes I catch myself doing the same thing; and I switch to a different word or format than Iâve been using; out of nothing#but embarrassment and twisted perfectionism#Or sometimes I come off the high of using lofty words and want to speak in a more commonplace way#and after awhile of that I start thinking âWait a minute wait a minuteâŚ. Now Iâm just trying to sound cool and normal.#This isnât how I talk.â#But the truth is I really feel spoken language is an insufficient medium for communication.#I want a language in which the speakers pry open each othersâ chests#rip out each othersâ hearts; and rub them together#But at the same time it kills me that I cannot do the same amount of tonal shapeshifting when speaking#especially when my default (socially-acceptable) speaking voice sounds extremely airheaded#Iâve been trying to use larger words and more archaic sentence structures in speech lately and it feels good#but also like Iâm trying to show off (even though Iâm not and thatâs just how Iâd prefer to speak)#even then⌠all my speech patterns are copied from somewhere#Itâs been a years-long identity crisis and I want it to end
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My one big problem with Turtles Forever is the fact that Karai helps Chârell like what the fuck girl
#get therapy honey#why would you do that after going to the capril wedding and having your cyber dad almost kill you your partner and your friends#maybe if the plot was her Pretending to serve him so she could help stop him I would feel better#obviously I take issue with how slapstick and mischaracterized the 87 verse is#but overall itâs a sweet movie#I really enjoyed both Splinters making the turtles feel at home#and how silly they were yelling their catchphrases at each other#bunch of goofballs I love them#also holy shit I realize that post this movie they have to look for a new lair????#on top of it being destroyed#Hun knows where it is#fuck dude where would they even go next#probably theyâd room with Leatherhead for a bit heâs Got the space#âsorry you got erase for a hot second there LH you wonât Believe what weâve just been through!â#also lmao at Don saying thereâs no stick that can travel interdimensionally like hello???#the Daimyoâs staff?? the Time Scepter??!??#Iâd count those both as sticks#anyways I play Zelda now byeeeeee
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man...
âunderrated and over itâ speaks so much volume to me right now
#i dont mean personally. but like#people didnt really start paying attention before this whole thing with the catchphrase and the box started you know#just PROVING his point. he was underrated and only when things changed people started to notice it and him#how he himself had to pull himself into relevancy after being shelved against his will and all#like i know the whole line was a spur of a moment but.. it speaks so much truth honestly#i cant explain it but you know. you know#thankfully kip is very good at putting himself over but damn#wrestling musing
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Kiryus like ohh im so evil and im crazy i KILL people i will hurt you so bad ouhh im the big bad wolf im gonna getcha <- and he says this while he spares his enemy
#Yakuza liveplay#his catchphrase is literally step up if you want to die#and after he beat the shit out of aoyama he was all heem heem whimper and his bro was all like Pussy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND OIHHHUGU SHIT MORINAGA JUST BLEW HIS HEAD OPEN YEAHAHAHHHHHHHH#you know kiryu has not smiled a single time in y5 yet#the closest he got was when he was fighting horse divorced last wrestling match#he was like wheeeee yayyy wrestling đ and he was like :33 tail wagging lets wrestle yayy yayy#but he didnt even smile. like not really
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The Villain Checklist!
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surprise | tyler owens x reader
Pairing: Tyler Owens x Reader Summary: You drive to Oklahoma to surprise Tyler before a chase after he's had a stressful week. Warnings: Tyler calls reader baby. Other than that, I think there's nothing! Word Count: 1.2k A/N: I randomly had this idea after I rewatched Twisters tonight and thought it was so cute so I had to write it. I am also working on some requests you guys have sent in, just have been having a crazy few days at work so I haven't had the chance to finish and post them â but they're coming! For now, enjoy this! đ
The second that Tyler stops the truck, itâs practically swarmed by tens of fans, all wanting an autograph and a selfie and the chance to see the famous Tornado Wranglers in person. The gas station is packed to the brim full of actual professional storm chasers and amateurs. You would consider yourself to be neither.
From your spot across the parking lot, you watch as Tyler exits the car, yelling his famous catchphrase: âIf you feel itâŚâ, the fans finishing it off with âchase it!â Youâre leant up against the door of your own car, a smile on your face as you see the smile on Tylerâs. He almost always takes the time to greet everyone thatâs come out to see them, signing photos and taking selfies. His stash of pre-signed photos that he keeps in his car always coming in handy.
Dating the one and only Tyler Owens, famous storm chaser, was not something for the weak. Youâd known that from the very start. To anyone else, itâd probably bother them, having to wait for him to interact with all of the fans before he could make his way over to you. But for you? You love being able to watch him, see the genuine joy on his face at meeting the people who had changed his life by watching their once little Youtube videos. You wish you got to do it more often.
You know that when Tyler does eventually spot you, itâll be worth all the waiting, worth the hours of solo driving youâd done alone to get here. Nearly seven hours of driving from your home in Arkansas just to surprise your boyfriend. Heâd been stressed lately with the lack of storms across Oklahoma and the neighbouring states along Tornado Alley, wondering what was going to happen to their channel if they couldnât produce content for it.
But the sight of everyone still taking selfies with the Wranglers proves to you that Tyler has nothing to worry about at all. You can see the Tornado Wranglers have a loyal fanbase.Â
You watch for a few more minutes, stifling a yawn as you do. Youâd stopped after five hours of driving last night and spent the night at a motel which had given you one of the worst nights sleep of your life, and done the last few hours in the morning before arriving at the gas station that Tyler had told you they were headed to today. It was the closest gas station to where storms were predicted today, hence the crowd.Â
Youâre about to start wandering over towards Tyler and the other Wranglers, still making their way through the crowd of fans, when you can see Tyler spot you. Heâs just finished taking a selfie with a middle-aged woman when he stops in his tracks, eyes settling on you. Even from your distance, you can tell heâs spotted you.
Itâs confirmed when he mutters a quick word to the people around him before he takes off at a run, straight towards you. He kicks up dust and dirt as he runs, trying to get to you as quickly as possible. You canât keep the smile off your face as he gets closer.
âBaby, what the hell!?â He yells, not long before he reaches you.Â
Tyler almost knocks the wind out of you as he barrels into you, wrapping his arms around your body and lifting you off the ground. He spins you around in a circle and itâs impossible not to laugh at the feeling, his arms tight around you. He sets you back down on the ground and pulls away, hands still resting on your waist.
âSurprise,â you grin at him.Â
âYou drove all this way just to surprise me?â Tyler looks at you in awe, his eyes both filled with an immense amount of love as well as a tinge of worry. âBaby, thatâs a seven hour drive. Didnât you have a shift yesterday? Please donât tell me you drove all night.â
You shake your head. âI only drove till midnight, then I stopped at a motel. Promise.â
Tyler moves one of his hands to cup your cheek before he leans in and presses a kiss to your forehead. âYouâre insane, yâknow that? Drivinâ till midnight after an eight hour shift. You shouldâve told me. What if something had happened to you on the road?âÂ
You can see the worry etched on his face so you waste no time in pulling him in for a hug again, burying your face in his chest. Tyler reacts immediately, gently resting one of his hands on the side of your head. You feel him take a deep breath, taking everything in, taking your presence in.Â
âTy, nothing happened. Iâm here, Iâm safe. Iâm with you.â
He nods and rubs one of his hands up and down your back. âThank you for cominâ, baby. You have no idea how good it feels to be holdinâ you right now. When I looked over here and I saw you⌠was like everything felt like it might actually be okay.â
âCause it will be, Ty,â you assure him. âBut I do feel a little bad for tearing you away from the people that didnât get selfies or autographs with you before you ran off.â
Tyler pulls away from the hug, but he still keeps a hand on you. âYou got nothinâ to feel bad about, baby. I promise you that. And they all know who you are, Iâm sure they get it.âÂ
You smile up at him and then have to stifle another yawn. Your attempt at hiding it fails spectacularly, though, and Tyler narrows his eyes at you.Â
âDid you get any sleep last night?â One of his hands rests on your cheek again, a thumb gently stroking back and forth over your cheek.Â
âA little,â you say. âThe motel was kinda dodgy. The mattress was like a rock.â
Tyler gives you one of his best unimpressed looks and shakes his head. âOkay, Iâm sending you back to our motel. Iâll give you my room key, itâs in the truck, and you can go and rest up while we try and chase this storm this afternoon.â
âNo, no,â you disagree. âIâm cominâ with you, Ty. I didnât drive all this way just to be cooped up in some motel watching your chase on a computer screen. I gotta steal my seat back from Boone. Heâs been gettinâ way too comfortable up there.â
Tyler let out a laugh and leans down to gently peck your lips. âOh, baby, you know that seat belongs to you. And believe me, Boone knows it too.âÂ
He attempts to step backwards, then, but youâre quick to move, placing one of your hands on the back of his neck and bringing his lips back to yours. Tyler has no objections, wrapping his arms around your waist as he kisses you back. Itâs been weeks since he last saw you, weeks since he got to kiss you like this. Youâre surprised he managed to hold off on it for so long after reuniting with you.Â
âCome on,â you say after breaking apart from the kiss. You reach down and grab Tylerâs hand in yours, weaving your fingers through his. âLetâs go give the rest of these people their autographs and selfies and get me my seat back.â
Tyler grins, giving your hand a squeeze. âLead the way, baby.âÂ
#tyler owens#tyler owens x you#tyler owens x reader#twisters#twisters x reader#twisters x you#twisters 2024#tyler owens fanfic#twisters fanfic
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Wild & Free | Part 1 of 2
Pairing: Min Yoongi x female reader
Summary: Everybody says they want to marry Min Yoongi. But what if he only wants to say 'yes' to you.
Alternatively: While on the last leg of their PTD tour, Yoongi discovers there was such a thing as drive-thru weddings in Las Vegas - spontaneous, wild, exciting - something his pretty little brain can't seem to process having lived the last decade of his life planned to perfection by his management team, which includes you. When he goes down a rabbit hole of Youtube videos about The Little White Wedding Chapel (Omo! Michael Jordan got married there!), he starts getting all sorts of ideas - all of it starring him and you.
Genre: Fluff, Angst, Eventual Smut, Childhood friends to lovers, Idol!au, Coworkers to lovers (reader is a HYBE employee)
Warnings: Mild angst, cursing lol, mentions of sex, pining and lots of it, reader is insecure, couple of idiots truly, covid didnât happen, one mention of recreational gambling (we're in Vegas!), canon moments I botched for my own use, ginger Yoongi is a warning in and of itself, angry Yoongi, cliches âcos meh, possible inaccuracies about Las Vegas - been there once, but details used in the story are just from research. Also, I get that Las Vegas weddings might seem tacky to some. Coming from a background of traditional, elaborate ceremonies, the characters in this story are genuinely surprised by this simpler approach. After all, a wedding is really just about you and your partner, and thatâs the essence weâre exploring here. ⥠If you can get on board with that, then let's head to the Tunnel of Love! Viva Las Vegas! đ
Word Count: 7.2k (approx. 30 mins.)
Posting date: August 31, 2024
Dividers: @/saradika-graphics
Part One | Part Two | Masterlist
"Yoongi, marry me!" You shout at the top of your lungs, earning laughs from the people around you.Â
On the other side of the room, a couple of other people shout the same catchphrase, including Kim Taehyung, who seems to get the most kick out of it out of all the members.
Coerced to do one of those Tik Tok dance challenges, Min Yoongi stands in front of the room, hides his face behind his hands and you watch in delight as he awkwardly sways his hips side to side. More cheers erupt and two seconds after he decides he was done.
"Hajimaaaa!" Your friend says to no one and everyone, cheeks burning as he stalks back to the chair he was occupying across yours.
You push his beer bottle towards him, "Good job, gramps."
"Fuck off," he says with no real bite, taking a long swig off his drink to cool off his reddened cheeks.
It's great to finally get some down time with the crew. After such a fast-paced, high production tour, everybody needed to blow off some steam. This Korean BBQ restaurant off the Strip was the perfect venue to get the team together for samgyupsal and drinks. The vibes are, as the kids say, immaculate.
You are already sufficiently buzzed so you sit down as Seokjin takes his turn to do the challenge. He really seems to be more into it than the man currently giving you a look.
"I heard you." He narrows his eyes at you almost accusingly.
"What? It's the new viral catchphrase," you shrugged. "Everybody and their grandma is saying it these days."
"Not their grandma."
"You should be flattered."
Stop, you thought he would say. But his response catches you off guard.
"Only âcause you said it."
And he has the audacity to lick his bottom lip, a ghost of a smirk forming.
Fuck. Your throat dries up. When did it get so hot here?
âAnd in case youâre wonderingâŚâ he leans forward, a dopey-ass grin now on his face. âThe answer is yes.â
Record scratch.
Did he really just-
Thankfully, you recover.
âStop playing,â you say, trying to sound casual. But your face probably betrays the internal turmoil happening in your brain. You fear the day will come that he will have caught on to the unshakeable something you have been harboring for the better part of the last decade.
See, thereâs always been an unspoken tension between you and Yoongi, something neither of you ever addressed or acted upon. Perhaps, in your younger days, there were moments when you felt your friendship was on the verge of becoming something more. But then he debuted as an idol, and things took off, and you were robbed of time. With his groupâs growing popularity and you managing his personal career, the possibility of exploring anything beyond friendship and your work rapport became even more distant.
You feel like a bug under a microscope the way he observes you with a lopsided grin and while you try to hold his gaze, this clown interrupts.
"If y'all done eye-fucking each other, some of us are heading back." A drunk Park Jimin says with a mischievous grin, eyes crinkling like crescents. You could almost throw up.
Your eyes shift back to Yoongi and he just blinks in that blank way he does and bends to collect his bag from under his chair, completely ignoring his bandmate.
âFuck you,â you mouth to Jimin hastily. Just enough time before Yoongi emerges with his backpack and your tote, which he already slung on his own shoulder.
You try to take it from him, but he waves you off.
"We're in bus 2," Jimin sings-songs and walks off, looking every bit the trouble-maker.
Thing is, you made the mistake of confiding in Jimin once, last year. You got drunk after getting dumped by some guy you met on Bumble three dates down, though it really was the sting of learning that Yoongi took one of Psyâs backup dancers out for coffee, even if it was just casual, that pushed you off the edge and into a bar in Hannam Intersection. Coincidentally, Jimin was there with that cute idol from Shinee and some other guys, but he joined you when he saw you looking like shit.
After learning about your long-standing crush (thank God you did not drop the L-bomb), Jimin would occasionally tease you, much to your chagrin. Heâs careful not to push things too far, but itâs clear he sees himself as a bit of a cupid. You keep telling him that nothing will come of it, but he just wonât let up.
You are scared for things to change between you and Yoongi, not when everything is just how itâs supposed to be.Â
Not when you believe in your heart that if anything would have happened, it already should have.
And you would snuff the last embers of the torch that you keep holding out for him if only you knew how.
"Drive-thru weddings?" Yoongi enunciates in English, with the slightest lisp that you have always found so endearing. As your tour bus passes by chapel after wedding chapel, he continues to wonder out loud. "People get married there?"
Namjoon turns his head to look at Yoongi from his seat in front. "Yeah, hyung. They don't even need to get out of their car. It's just like a McDonald's. But they get a marriage license instead of a burger."
âReally? And people do this? Like, randomly?â
âYeah, some celebrities decided to do it that way, but I assume many people do, too. I mean, look how many weâve passed already.â Namjoon says with a tiny grin, cheek dimpling.
"Mm." Yoongi hums and you're curious about that faraway look on his face as he stares outside.
âAre you interested?â You joke lamely, instantly regretting opening your mouth. Why do you keep propositioning him? You blame that âone for the roadâ shot of soju you downed on the way out of the restaurant.
He studies your face, before he replies lowly, so only you can hear, âAre you asking?â
Fuck, heâs bold. Heâs also a bit drunk, but everyone knows he can drink anyone under the table. You know this is not the first time he got weirdly flirty with you after one too many drinks, so you take it in stride.
âWhat happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas,â Hoseok's voice booms from the back and with a chorus of laughs ringing inside the vehicle, you take that as a sign that this is definitely just the effect of being in Sin City.
A few beats after and you steal a glance at Yoongi, finding his gaze transfixed at a sign that read: "The Little White Wedding Chapel".
Last day of the Las Vegas tour and while you are glad it is almost done, your heart aches as you remember that this is also your last one, ever. Your 60-day notice is already running, having tendered your resignation a month after LA wrapped up.
As great of a job as it is, your heart seems to always be at odds because of the lingering feelings you have for Yoongi. Everyday, you find yourself trapped in the limbo of unspoken feelings and missed chances. The endless âwhat ifsâ weigh you down, and you canât summon the courage to confront them. Itâs not anyoneâs fault but your own, and you hoped that stepping away from this life might jumpstart your next chapter, as BTS is also about to embark on theirs.Â
With the group taking a break for solo projects and gearing up for their military service, it seemed like the perfect moment for you to explore something different, too. Maybe finally open that cafe youâve always wanted. Maybe you can also meet somebody, especially since your eomma has been on your back even more lately about giving her a grandchild.
You weren't planning to sever ties with Yoongi entirely, or at all. Thereâs too much history between you two to just walk away from the friendship. But you were desperate to let go of the emotional baggage.
The thing is, you have not told anyone. Not even Yoongi. Especially not Yoongi. It is highly likely that he will try to stop you and press for reasons, and you can't tell him that youâre in love with him, can you? Just⌠no. What a fuckinâ cliche.
You donât know when you will be ready to tell him the truth, but it needs to be soon.
You find him on the side of the stage, eyes locked in on his phone that he held with one hand and you already can tell he is watching a documentary with the way his face is screwed up in concentration. His âwatching a cat videoâ face was infinitely more smiley, that's for sure.
He lifts his sleepy eyes up as you approach, handing you a latte that he apparently picked up for you from that place across the street, because the coffee from the catering âtastes like shit.â
Before you can say thanks, Yoongi exclaims, âOmo! Michael Jordan got married there?âÂ
Your confusion must be written all over your face, because he quickly explains, âYou know in one of those drive-thru wedding chapels we saw the other night. Wow. I can't believe Jordan did that.âÂ
He pauses the video and turns the screen toward you, revealing a white building decked out with all sorts of decorations reminiscent of Valentine's day. The way he looks at you, expectantly, makes you feel like you should share his excitement, but you're a bit stumped. âYoongi-ah, why are you watching this?â
He fidgets with a sheepish grin. âWell, Iâve never seen anything like this before. Korean weddings can be so complicated, you know? Hyung was really frustrated with all the traditions at his wedding.â He shrugs, still looking a bit embarrassed but trying to stay casual. âHere, it seems like you just need the right person. And maybe some courage. Okay, a lot of courage. I justâ I donât know, I find it fascinating.â
He nods to himself, gnawing on his bottom lip.
Totally endeared, you hop to sit beside him on the stage, bump your shoulder with his, and say, âGo on, press play.âÂ
The tiniest of frowns that has settled between his brows smoothes out and he angles the screen more towards you before resuming the video.
Turns out it really is fascinating (Omo! Joe Jonas also got married there! But wait, isn't he divorced now?), so you watch a few more clips, before soundcheck starts.
Youâve always known Yoongi to have massive hyperfixations. In fact, youâre not at all surprised when that night during the concert, he even cheekily says to the crowd during his ment, âWelcome to Las Vegas, with the drive-thru wedding.â And of course, the audience eats it up, those wearing Shooky headbands, veils or holding âYoongi, marry meâ signs end up being the loudest.
But while youâve supported all his previous mini-obsessions (League of Legends, Dalgona coffee, woodworking) until he over-indulged to the point of almost flushing it out of his system, you are not quite sure how else to help him with this one.
Unless of course, you⌠hah, you wish.
The tour wraps up successfully. The boys have different group and individual schedules before they return to Seoul. For Yoongi, a shoot for his photofolio, and some b-roll content for his upcoming documentary was on deck for him, you, and his crew.Â
The drive up to the desert was pretty uneventful as mostly everyone was asleep. You arrive sometime in the afternoon and immediately get to work in order to catch the golden hour. Yoongi has disappeared into the makeup trailer and you busy yourself with checking the preps.
The theme was glamping. Though Yoongi would never admit that that was the concept he approved. He would most likely say something more deep and poetic, that the setting is a poignant portrayal of his growth as a person and a metaphorical exploration of his artistry⌠Or something like that.
Things were running a little later than you like, which always happens when you are doing shoots overseas, so you volunteer to help with the set design. Placing some of the props near the camper van, you take a second to decide whether to use the metal cup or the ceramic mug, when a sleepy voice interrupts your thoughts.
"Set looks great. Good job."
You turn your head to look at Yoongi and wow his hair is orange.
The color of his favorite citrus and of course he looks sexy as fuck. He smells phenomenal, tooâlike mandarins with a hint of spice. You are in so much trouble. Seems your mouth is filled with cotton the way you are unable to make a sound.
âYah! I spent hours on this new hair, you're not going to say anything?â he whines with a small pout.
You snicker at his cute expression, reaching out to touch the ends of his hair very lightly else the glam team unnies might scold you. âYou look like a cat.â
âUgh,â he groans, walking away with what you now realize is a stick of marshmallows in his right hand.
âNo, Yoongi, it's cute,â You follow him as he stops in front of the bonfire, roasting the marshmallows over it briefly before taking a bite, still not placated by your words.
You decide to put him out of his misery. âYou look good. Like really good. ARMY would probably even say sexy.â You inwardly cringe at the last bitâusing ARMY to voice out your inner thirst, really?
Nonetheless, Yoongi's reaction is priceless. His lips stretch into a thin line, chin dimpling as he pretends to not enjoy the compliment that he very well fished for.Â
âOk quit acting like an emoji and let me take your photos for IG.â You take your phone out and snap a few pics of him posing with the marshmallow, some without it. A couple of him grinning, gummy smiles on display, and you know you need to keep some of these for yourself when the inevitable comes and you won't see his face everyday.Â
âCâmere,â he pulls you to his side, arm going around your shoulder. A whiff of his musk has you swooning which you hope he does not notice.
Your phone is taken. He snaps a few selfies of you both and tsks when he sees your lock screen.Â
âTablo-hyung, still? You know he's literally married and has a kid, right?â
You make a face and snatch your phone from his grasp. âYah! As if you're not an idol and your face is not the wallpaper of thousands of people.â
âI think you mean millions.â
âAss.â You try to shove him, but his hand closes in on your phone again.Â
Swipes and taps later, he seems satisfied and your phone is handed back to you, before he walks off without so much as a goodbye.
What did he do?
Wait.
Tablo is gone.Â
And the tableau in his place is one of the photos you just took with him. Eyes twinkling, smiles identical. The picture of a seemingly perfect couple.
Oh, damn. You really are a goner.
You send the pic to Jimin a little later. His response was unwelcome.
Jimin: You two have literal heart eyes for each other. So cute.
You: Not helping.
Jimin: Just tell him how you feel.
You: Again, not helping.
Jimin: What's your plan?
You: Do you really wanna know?
You ring him. Might as well tell somebody.
In between layouts, Yoongi films interviews for some magazines. You have complete faith in him and his media relations skills at this point. Smart, thought-provoking Yoongi can wow any interviewer, sometimes to the point where numbers have been slipped inside his coat pocket. Thank God this one is on Zoom, âcause you canât deal with something like that happening right now.
You caught wind of something that he said during the interview and you made a mental note to ask him about it later.
âSometimes, it feels like my life is just a sequence of obligations and schedules,â he tells the online reporter. âI canât even remember the last time I made plans for myself. Being here in Las Vegas is refreshing. Itâs like everyone is just living by their own rules. I donât think Iâm like that at all.â
"Do you want to be like that?" The reporter asks.
"Maybe..." he shrugs, sinking a bit lower on the chair he was on.
It was late and the crew was just winding down before packing up the set.
âHow was your day?â he asks you with a soft smile. You can see the tiredness in his eyes.
âNot bad,â you say, taking a spot beside him on the picnic blanket that was still on set. He seems pensive.
âDid you ever think we would get this far?â he asks. âCouple of Daegu kids, now running around in America.â
âWho would've thoughtâŚâ you say, observing him. His eyes were stoic, but you know he's got something else on his mind, something bothering him.
âYou said something in your interview earlier.â
âNothing bad, I hope?â
âNot bad per se, I just never heard you say it in an interview before. About not feeling like you can make your own plans. Like life has become a series of schedules.â
He hums and takes a sip of something from the mug he is holding. Your nose tells you it is definitely not hot cocoa.
âIâve come to terms with it for the most part, you know,â he sighs looking out into the vastness. âBut plans are good. Makes me feel like there is a point to all this.â
You follow his line of vision and sigh. You knew he was feeling a lot of stress lately. His life was not easy. You hate that you have to pile on top of it.
âWe need to start planning D-day soon. It's going to be so busy with the album and the tour and all the content we have to make. Oh God, we might have to do fan calls, but I'm so embarrassed when I do it.â
You mimic his hum, getting disoriented with his use of âweâ. He still doesn't know that word would be null and void soon.
âBy the way, we gotta come up with a different name for the Youtube show. I can't pronounce it. Sich? Sush? Shit-â
âSuchwita,â you say, guilt settling in your tummy.
â...and we have that collab with Halsey for whatâs that game again? Doom? No, Diablo! We used to play that before, remember? I think we might be doing a music video for that one.â
Just tell him. This would be the best time.
âLook, Yoongi I-â
âThank you,â he suddenly says, in a tone so soft, and the way he punctuates it with your name makes your heart soar.
Your eyes snap to him, the slight pinks dusting his cheeks make him look like the teenage boy you met in music school.
âIâm not good at this - fuck, this is so awkward - umm but I've really been meaning to tell you that I appreciate you.â He continues, âYou're really important to me.â
You try to fight back a smile at how elated you are, but canât. And maybe he needs to see how happy this is making you. How happy he is making you.
In the years that you've known him there were two distinct moments that made you believe that just as you have been in love with him, maybe he was in love with you, too. And as you watch him rub his crinkled nose, trying to act chill but can't, you somehow convince your fickle heart that this might be the third.
âIâve been thinking a lot, with all this talk about our âchapter 2â...â
âYeah?â
âI know things are going to change, but Iâm glad youâre still here. I honestly don't know what I'm doing half the time, but you, you give me direction,â he smiles, a hand scratching the back of his neck.
âAre you seriously thanking me for my constant nagging?âÂ
âNo,â he chuckles to himself. âIâm thanking you for being my friend.â
Oh. Ouch.
His lips keep moving and moving, and he is saying things with a fond smile, but your ears canât register a single word. Except that single word: friend. Because, thatâs all he sees you as, and thatâs all youâll ever be, and lest you need a reminder, thatâs why you did what you did.
Disappointment cracks through your core and your lungs are suddenly devoid of air and you feel the urgent need to step away.
âSorry Yoongi, I- I have to go.â
âHuh?â The light in his face fades, replaced by a frown and confused eyes that are watching your every move.
âWait, did I say something? Tell me what's wrong.â
Donât cry. Shit. Donât cry.Â
âI've nothing to tell you.â
You grimace at how stiff you sounded but before you can rectify anything, your feet take you to the nearest trailer. You close the door and drop to your knees as uncontrollable sobs rack your body.
You rein yourself in after a few minutes, wiping your tears on the back of your sleeve. You fish your phone out from your pocket, the photo on your lock screen twisting the knife lodged in your heart.Â
You ring the first person on your recent contacts.
âI canât do it, Jiminah.â
âWhat happened? Talk to me.â
You tell him how you were just talking and it was getting deep then he got sentimental and said thank youâŚ
âFor being his friend.â
A beat, then Jimin finally speaks. âHe is such an idiot.â
âI canât do this,â you say, with finality. âIâm going to finish this tour, but Iâm really leaving. I canât be around Yoongi anymore.â
You finally get a couple of days off and decide to dodge Yoongi after coming back from the desert. Itâs oddly easyâheâs not seeking you out like he usually does. You left him hanging the last time you talked, and now youâre stumped about how to fix things. You and Yoongi never really fight, at least not seriously. You handle work stuff through Kakao, like sending over todayâs recording schedule for the award show. He left you on read.
Jimin immediately calls out for you as you step inside the set. It was just one of the penthouse suites in the hotel you were staying in. You feel awkward as some eyes shift over to you as you barely had time to fix yourself, you just aren't in the mood.
âHi,â you respond simply. âHow's everything?â
Jimin glances over his shoulder, and you follow his gaze to find Yoongi staring blankly at the coffee table, a face of thunder.
âHe knows. He heard you on the phone with me.â
Your heart immediately drops to your ass. âShit.â
Jimin shrugs, a mixture of sympathy and amusement on his face. âYeah, heâs pretty confused⌠and a little pissed.â
âDid youââ
âI would never,â Jimin interrupts quickly, holding up his hands. âItâs not my story to tell.â He pats your shoulder reassuringly. âJust talk to him. Whatâs the worst that could happen?â
Youâre not sure if Jiminâs optimism is comforting or just making you more anxious. Youâve spent years imagining every possible outcome, every scenario where he finds out you felt something deeper. And most of those scenarios end in heartbreak.
Either way, you know youâve got to face the storm brewing in Yoongiâs eyes.
The shoot goes on without a hitch. You and Yoongi avoid each other like the plague, so much so that one of the makeup unnies takes notice. You downplay it, not wanting to be the subject of workplace gossip.
The schedule wraps up and as you get ready to leave, there is a light tap on your shoulder.
âHey noona,â Jake says, looking a bit nervous but flashing a tentative smile. âUmm, a bunch of us are heading out tonight. If you donât have plans, you should join us.â
Jakeâs one of the newer camera guys, and while heâs been niceâalways greeting you and opening doorsâheâs barely scratched the surface of what could be considered a friend. Heâs not just polite; heâs actually pretty cute. Youâve never really hung out with him before, but something about the way heâs looking at you makes it hard to say no. It was one of the last nights you have in Las Vegas, and maybe, you should live a little.
âOk. What time are we leaving?â
âCan we meet at the lobby by 10?â
Just as youâre about to respond, thereâs a loud crash from the other side of the room. You catch a glimpse of Yoongi and Jin amidst a flurry of crew members rushing over. Whatever happened, it looks like itâs already being dealt with.
â10?â you repeat, still distracted by the commotion.
He nods.
âGot it,â you reply, trying to shake off your unease.Â
Jake adjusts his backpack and gives you another nod, his smile still lingering as he heads out. âCool. See you tonight.â
âOkâŚâ you nod, a little dazed as you watch Jake fistbump one of the producers on the way out.
âHot date?â Jimin appears out of nowhere, casually sipping his Americano. His grin is a little too knowingâclearly, he was eavesdropping.
âNot really. He just mentioned that a few people were planning to go clubbing and asked if I wanted to join.â
Jiminâs eyes light up. âSo, he wouldnât mind if we tagged along, right?â
âWhoâs âweâ?âÂ
Yoongi lifts his wine glass at you, smiling and unbothered.
Is this him extending an olive branch?
âHey, Danbi, EunchaeâŚâ he says, his gaze drifting past you to the two girls from Design. They look momentarily stunned, then offer hesitant waves, clearly not accustomed to this rare gesture from the usually wordless Yoongi.
Seriously?
This asshole.
A knot of frustration tightens in your stomach. Not only is he acting like nothing happened, but heâs also playing it cool, like heâs completely unaware of how much this is getting under your skin.
Youâre sad, but now youâre kinda pissed, too. And the worst part of it all, he knows he looks fine.
Ginger hair slicked back to reveal the fresh undercut, Heâs wearing some black shirt and black pants, with Jordans you would guess, and you know if it was any other man wearing that, he would have been stopped at the door.Â
You shift the strap of your dress slightly, conscious under his taunting eyes. The little number was something hot you recently picked up, the kind that might end up on somebody's floor.
âAre you going over to them,â Jake asks casually, leaning closer to your ear.
âNo,â you say, breaking eye contact with Yoongi and moving to the next table where the others were, with Jake following closely behind.
A chorus of hellos started as you reached the table. There were a couple of girls from Hair and Makeup and some of the videographers, too. As if on cue, a tray of colorful shots are suddenly placed on the center console. The night is about to begin.
Jake has been incredibly attentive so far, but the truth is, itâs someone elseâs attention that you want. You are hyper aware of Yoongiâs presence and itâs like having an itch you couldnât scratch.
You spot Yoongi by the bar, alone and absorbed in his own world. As usual, he's oblivious to the pair of women casting lingering glances in his direction.Â
Taking a deep breath, you steel yourself and make your way towards him. You notice his shoulders tense and stiffen as you approach, a clear sign of his unease, which almost made you want to retreat. But you know you can't go on another day of this unresolved tension with him.
âYoongi, can we talk?â
He looks up, smirking as he swirls his drink. âNah.â
Alright. You were not expecting that.Â
âLook, I just wanna explainââ
âItâs cool. You donât have to,â he cuts you off, his voice casual but his eyes fixed stubbornly on the lowball glass heâs holding.
âBut Iââ
âYou don't wanna be around me anymore, simple. Dunno why you're here.â
âWait, Yoongi, you don't understand.â
âDon't understand? You never told me shit.â You notice how his fists are clenched, knuckles turning white. âI would have apologized if I did something wrong. Thought you knew that. Thought we were friends.â
Itâs that word again. You chuckle bitterly. âFriends, I know. You keep saying that.â
At this he looks up at you, brows furrowed, but it was your turn to avert your gaze.Â
ââKay. You're leaving anyway, right? You can start now.â
âFine.â
âBye.â
You take a few steps, but something tugs at you, pulling you back. You glance over your shoulder, hoping to catch him watching you leave, wishing heâd somehow intervene, stop you from walking away.
But he isnât there. His chair is already empty, the space where he sat now as vacant as if heâd never been there at all.
No one knows you better than Yoongi, and apparently no one else can hurt you quite like him, too.
The night is young. The club is electric. It is the hottest spot in town and you are hell-bent to experience it to the max.
Spirits and sugary shots tempered the hurt that settled in your gut after your encounter with Yoongi, now replaced with an urge to forget, to almost rebel.
The dance floor becomes your sanctuary. Shots of sweet, potent liquor flow, loosening you up and syncing your movements with the music. The crowd sways around you, a sea of bodies, but Jake remains a constant anchor.Â
His hands rest confidently on your stomach, your back pressed against his chest as you grind slowly against him. With one arm raised, you hook your hand around his neck, letting your bodies move in perfect rhythm. It's been a while since you let yourself go like this, but it's Vegas, after all.
You can feel the warmth of his breath as he leans in, his lips brushing your ear as he whispers, âYouâre so sexy, noona.â
âWanna get out of here?â The words leave your mouth before your brain can stop you.
Jake's eyes widen slightly, but he nods, quite enthusiastically actually, and you think: fuck it, he's cute and you are leaving the company anyway.Â
Disappointingly, the heat between you and Jake cools with every passing second as you make your way back to the hotel. Yet, you cling to the idea of seeing it through, driven by the need to prove a point: that a) your life doesn't revolve around Min Yoongi; and b) you are attractive and can pull anyone, even if Min Yoongi does not want you.
In another world, this would be a whirlwind of clothes flying off, bodies pressed against walls, hands exploring with urgency. But instead, you both enter the hotel room in silence, the air heavy with a tension that contrasts sharply with the passionate encounter youâd hoped for. The quietness between you feels like a stark reminder of how far you are from the fantasy you envisioned.Â
Jake notices the maze of thoughts you were lost in.
âNoona,â he says, placing his jacket over the arm of the couch. âAre you sure you want this?â
Want. It was hard to stitch words as a response to that. Not when your heart has only wanted one person for years.
To be fair you do want Jake in your bed tonight. Objectively, he is super attractive - his soft, wavy hair, those wide, doe eyes, and a jawline that could cut glass.
No time to waste. You turn to him, slowly unzipping your dress and letting it slip to the floor. âDoes this answer your question?â
âYes, yes, it does,â he walks in long strides over to you, yanking up his shirt in one fell swoop, revealing his toned stomach.
His hands cup your face and soon you feel his lips against your⌠neck? Ok, you can get into this. Itâs not like you hate it.Â
He spends a few moments kissing you there. You close your eyes, willing your brain to shut off and just be in the moment.
âCan I touch you here?â One of his hands ghosts the side of your rib, inching towards the underside of your breast.
But before you can answer, loud knocks pound at your door.
âWhat the hell?â You hastily pull up your dress, zipping it up quickly. The furious raps continue and you can hear a voice behind it.
Jake follows you as you head to the door, picking up his tee from the floor and pulling it over his torso.
Bothered at the urgent banging, you donât think to view the peep hole as you swing the door open, revealingÂ
âYoongi?â you squeak.
âGet out.â Eyes bloodshot, he strides past you and goes for Jake, who quickly tries to side-step him, moving a few steps back to create distance between them.
âYoongi-ssi?â Jake's eyes, wide as saucers, go to his elder then to you, before a realization dawns on him. âThey said you weren'tâ Fuck, I swear I really thoughtâ.â
"Get. Out." His voice is cold, laced with a fury youâve never heard from him before. He grabs Jake by the arm, practically shoving him toward the door.
Jake casts a pitiful glance back, mumbling, "Sorry, noona," even though heâs done nothing wrong. But you donât see it. Your hands are covering your face, trying to shield yourself from the shock and shame crashing over you as the scene unfolds.
âFuck off, kid.â
And then the door slams shut.
Yoongi paces the room like a caged animal, his hand raking through his sweaty hair in frustration. His breathing is heavy, almost ragged, as if heâs on the verge of losing control.
You finally find your voice. âWhat the fuck is wrong with you? You can't just barge in my room like that!â
âI just did,â he fires back. âWhy are you with him?â
âIt's none of your business. But since you really wanna know. I was about ready to fuck him.â
He clenches his jaw, his voice strained. âDid he touch you?â
âYes.â
âFuck!âÂ
His hand shakes as he drags it through his hair again, his frustration barely contained. âDid you want him to?â
You can't understand why heâs asking these questions, why heâs reacting like this.
âYoongi,â you exhale heavily, the weight of the moment pressing down on you. âWhy are you here?â
Yoongiâs POV
Min Yoongi likes being in Las Vegas. The city buzzes with an electric energy, a stark contrast to his own chill demeanor. Itâs a place where neon lights flash all night, and the unpredictable atmosphere makes him feel like a fish out of waterâa thrilling kind of discomfort. He doesn't get why a city so loud and chaotic captivates him, but it does.
He was never one for outlandish, over-the-top spectacles, but the Cirque du Soleil show he watched with you and Hobi the other night instantly became one of his favorites.
He never liked recreational gambling, but the way you lit up with joy and hugged him tight after winning just 20 bucks at a random slot machineâitâs now one of his most cherished memories.
He never fared well in big, buffet restaurants, but if it means hearing you shout âYoongi, carry meeeeâ (so stupid) as you beg him for a piggy back ride after downing five heaping plates, then maybe he can start looking up some buffets back home, too.
Las Vegas is free. Las Vegas is wild. Min Yoongi is not.Â
At least, not until that night when he tore past wild and plunged into nothing short of primal.
Straight out of a segment from The Animal Planet, he was a tiger, lounging contentedly with his pack. You were his queen, his chosen mateâthough you donât know it yet. But when a looming threat emerges, the alpha in him awakens, tapping into ancient survival instincts to protect whatâs his.
First, he observed the threat.
Some guy from production. Jake. Heâs HYBE's new ace videographer from Australia. Isnât he younger than her?
Oh shit, this was the dude Yoongi actually handpicked to be the director of photography for his documentary. He might have to rethink this, depending on how things play out.
Fucker has his hand on your back and you shift subtly so his hand falls away. This is good, you donât seem to be too into his advances, Yoongi tells himself, relaxing slightly on his chair.
Second, he assessed the situation.
Unfortunately for him, the situation escalated quickly.
Never in his life has he ever wanted to gouge his eyes out so badly. If he could actually shove his fingers in his eye sockets and scoop his eyeballs from his skull he would have done it right then. Yet somehow he couldn't look away. There was a sick, sadistic pleasure in watching you lose yourself on the dance floor. Like a voyeur, he stared, mouth slightly parted, breathless as your body grinds in time with the bass. He didnât want to acknowledge the other man in the picture, the one that wasnât him.
âYouâre drooling, hyung,â Jungkook teases, and Jimin erupts in a fit of giggles, almost falling out of the bar stool.
Yoongi wants to deny it. But between the ache in his heart and the boner in his pants, he did not have it in him to lie. âPass me a napkin, dipshit.â
Third, he sensed danger.
Unfortunately again, he had to use the toilet at some point. And as he returns to his spot on the balcony, he panics.
âWhere the fuck is she?â
Jimin looked at him, warily. âThey left.â
No, he thought. No, no, no theyâre not leaving this club. They are not leaving his sight.
Fourth, he took decisive action.
A rush of adrenaline coursed through his body spurring him to run out the door, his phone on his ear as he tries to reach his driver.
âHyung, stop.â Jimin runs to keep up with him. âWhere are you going?â
âYou know where.â
âWhy?â
His head is pounding. He cannot think straight. And Jimin asking so many questions is so fucking annoying.
âYou know why.â
Jimin sighs exasperatedly. âWhy didnât you idiots just talk about this like normal people?â
He doesnât answer his friend, but he knows Jimin will be coming with him, whether he likes it or not. Because Jimin, nosy as he may be, is also one of the last real ones in his life.
Fifth, he confronts the threat head-on.
Which has brought him here, in your room, acting like the unhinged motherfucker he never aspired to be.
Your stern voice shakes him from his thoughts. âIf youâre just going to stand there, just get outta here, Yoongi.â
âNo.â
âNo?â you let out a huff, a bitter sound cutting him. âYou got some fuckinâ nerve. You ask me all sorts of questions, but you can't answer mine, huh?â
He has never seen this look in your eyes, and he starts to regret the hasty decision to come to your room.Â
Now, he was confronted with the first and very real possibility of you walking out of his life.
âAgain, why are you here?â you ask, your voice a notch softer than it should be. Itâs clear youâre exhausted, your tear-filled eyes an indication, wanting nothing more than for everything to make sense.
He cautiously pads towards you and gently reaches out for your hand. To his relief, you let him take it and he envelops it in both of his.
He takes one good look at you, committing your face to memory, because in his mind, this could be the point where your friendship ends.
He takes a deep breath, squeezing his eyes for a moment, before a confession finally spills from his lips. âBecause I can't lose you.â
You blink and a lone tear spills free.
âI heard you on the phone with Jimin and what you said broke me. I keep thinking what I did wrong, but I can't figure it out. Then I saw you with that guy and I lost my shit. You know I'm terrible at expressing myself, but I need you, ok? More than I can say. Don't go. I canât let you go.â He tugs you gently towards him, encasing you in his arms.
It didnât take long for you to return the hug, pressing your cheek against his chest, and he is certain you can finally hear his heart that beats only for you. How he wishes he can summon the courage to say so. But the moment feels so delicate and he wants to tread lightly.Â
âYoongiâŚâ you sigh out his name and his heart races at how tenderly you seem to have surrendered to him.Â
âIâm so sorry that I was such a dick to you. Didnât mean to ice you out. Honestly, thatâs the last thing I ever wanted.â
âWhat is it that you want, then?â
âThis.â He tightened his arms a tad against your frame to make a point, before pulling his head back, just enough to be able to see your eyes when he says, âYou.â
Your breath hitches and he is unable to read the expression in your face. Was it just shock? Was it dismay? A slight panic bubbles in his throat. Did he misread the signs? Did he just blow it? But you felt so pliant under his touch, you still do. So he had to ask, even if your response might just end him.
âY-you donât want this?â
âNo, I do, I do,â you say, almost too quickly, nibbling on your bottom lip afterwards. His thumb goes to caress your cheek, and you lean slightly into his touch.
âFuckinâ do something,â his brain screams at him, the way it has for years now.Â
So many words are still unspoken between you two, but as he looks at the affection and the want in your eyes, he decidesâfuck it, you can talk later.
"I really want to kiss you right now," he finally admits, his voice low but steady. "Is that okay?"
You nod, but hesitate. "Iâm justââ you place a hand on his shoulder, as if to anchor yourself on him. âIâm afraid that if I start, I wonât be able to stop.â
He lets out a breath, a smile playing on his lips as he sees yours curve into a shy grin.
âThatâs exactly what I want,â he murmurs as he closes the gap, his lips almost grazing yours.
âI donât want to just be your friend anymore, Yoongi.â Your nose nudges his, inviting him to make the next move.
âYou were never just a friend,â he whispers against the corner of your mouth.
âAnd after this,â you say, moving your hands to the back of his neck, âI might want you all to myself.â
His lips brush against yours, featherlight. Itâs barely a kiss, just a fleeting touch, but it leaves you both craving more.
âBaby,â he breathes, âIâm already yours.â
A/N: What do we think??? Feedback is appreciated! Do we hear wedding bells, or nah? See you in Part Two! đ
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I love how much you put in these tags, @miraculouslbcnreactions!
Reblogs appreciated for reachâIâm just genuinely curious! Would love elaboration in the tags but obviously you can just keep your answer anonymous if you want as well
#Despised it#I watch family/children's media very aware of who the intended audience is#And expect all such media to cater to its intended audience and not the adults along for the ride#The season five final was not written for a five-year-old viewer#You don't show a little kid a father willfully poisoning his child (nightmare dust) and locking that child away#And then give that father a happy/peaceful ending#What message is that supposed to send to kids???#I was extra disturbed by that interview where the writers said that this was Gabriel accepting Emilie's death#but also deciding that he can't live without her#Once again: what freaking message is that supposed to send to kids? Shouldn't Adrien's existence be enough to make Gabriel want to live?#Way to drive home how little Gabriel cared about his son.#Plus that is NOT what accepting another person's death looks like! Way to completely fail on that message.#And this was originally the series finale!!! Yikes#Also depending on your read of Emilie's status (dead vs coma/magical stasis)#The final is literally treating either a su*cide or full out murder-su*cide as a happy ending for Gabriel#I don't think kids need to be wrapped in a bubble but by the gods that is freaking dark#Even if later seasons somehow fix this (and I truly do not think that they will) the intended audience is five-to-twelve-year-olds#That's not an age group known for following complex and nuanced plots#The younger end of that group is not waiting with baited breath to see how this messed up ending will resolve itself#They see the happy smiles and Gabriel going into the light and think this is what a happy ending looks like#Oh and way to have Chat Noir leave Ladybug to literally fight the world alone after making his catchphrase âme and you against the worldâ#Guess that was just lip service?#Why even bother making him a hero if this was the plan all along like they claim?#The final well and truly killed every side of the love square in one fell swoop. And they were already on shaky ground going into the final#Ladynoir isn't the power couple we always wanted and Adrienette is poisoned to a level I don't think that they can come back from#It's all just way too serious for the intended audience. We've gone from rom-com to tragedy.#There is a reason this blog was created mid season five
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So the thing about c!Technoblade (I say, as if there is only one thing) but one thing about him that always sticks with me is the choice of his codename in the Syndicate.
Because at first glance, Protesilaus was the first bloodthirsty stab-happy warrior off the boat in the Trojan War, eager for battle, unheeding of death, which is one way to view c!Techno's character (how many times did characters view him as a resource or a weapon before or even after Doomsday, where he was literally screaming, "I'M A PERSON!").
And at second glance, heâs a willing martyr, who knew about the prophecy that the first man to land at Troy would be the first to die, and would rather it was him than his friends, which is another way to view him, one that seems closer to who he actually is ("leave Phil alone, just take me!", anyone?).
But c!Technoblade chose his name without ever abandoning his catchphrase of "Technoblade never dies", which is what sticks with me -- because he didn't just state that he'd die for his friends and leave it at that. He promised to protect them and to live for them.
Protesilaus is destined to be the first of his comrades to die by immovable fate, but also Technoblade never dies, which means that none of his comrades will, either.
He made it a promise. "I wonât die, therefore the gods will have no choice but to let all my friends live."
By something as simple as choosing a name, c!Technoblade (who for months was wary of identifying who his friends even were, especially after what the Butcher Army did to Philza, whose only crime was being his friend) told everyone in the Syndicate that if harm came to them, it would be because he was already dead, and that he never intended to let either of those things happen.
#technoblade#c!techno#the syndicate#welcome to my blog where i lie awake at night wondering who harpocrates was#and how one man turned a boastful gamer dude catchphrase into a declaration of protection for his friends and im very soft about it
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Hint: If you ever encounter this puzzle in a crossword app, just [term for someone with a competitive and high-achieving personality].
A Crossword Puzzle [Explained]
Transcript
[A square 15x15 crossword puzzle is shown. Only 21 of the 225 squares are black. The black squares are in a pattern that are 180 degree rotationally symmetrical. Three black squares down from the 11th column and similarly three black squares up from the 5th column. Three black squares out from the right in row 7 and then two more black squares diagonally up from the end. Similarly three black squares out from the left in row 9 with two more black squares diagonally down from the end. A single black square is three above the first black square on the diagonal going down to the right and similarly there is a black square three under the first of the diagonal squares going down to the left. (Row 6 column 12 and Row 10 column 4). Finally there are three black squares on a diagonal crossing over the central point by going up from the left through the central point (Row 8 column 8). There are numbers at the top of every column (except the one that is a black square) and similarly at the left edge of all rows (except the one that is a black square). There are also numbers at the bottom of every black segment (except the one that reaches the bottom) and all rows after black segments except the one that reaches the right edge. In total all numbers from 1 to 51 is written. They are written in reading order from 1 to 51.]
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51
[Below the square there are two rows of clues for each number that belongs to across (rows) and to the right there are one row of clues for each number that belongs to down (columns). Both segments have an underlined and bold title above the clues. ]
'''Across'''
1. Famous Pvt. Wilhelm quote
11. IPv6 address record
15. "CIPHERTEXT" decrypted with Vigenère key "CIPHERTEXT"
16. 8mm diameter battery
17. "Warthog" attack aircraft
18. Every third letter in the word for "inability to visualize"
19. An acrostic hidden on the first page of the dictionary
21. Default paper size in Europe
22. First four unary strings
23. Lysine codon
24. 40 CFR Part 63 subpart concerning asphalt pollution
25. Top bond credit rating
26. Audi coupe
27. A pair of small remote batteries, when inserted
29. Unofficial Howard Dean slogan
32. A 4.0 report card
33. The "Harlem Globetrotters of baseball" (vowels only)
34. 2018 Kiefer song
35. Top Minor League tier
36. Reply elicited by a dentist
38. ANAA's airport
41. Macaulay Culkin's review of aftershave
43. Marketing agency trade grp.
44. Soaring climax of Linda Eder's ''Man of La Mancha''
46. Military flight community org.
47. Iconic line from ''Tarzan''
48. Every other letter of Jimmy Wales's birth state
49. Warthog's postscript after "They call me ''mister'' pig!"
50. Message to Elsa in ''Frozen 2''
51. Lola, when betting it all on Black 20 in ''Run Lola Run''
âDown
1. Game featuring "a reckless disregard for gravity"
2. 101010101010101010101010 [sub]2â16
3. Google phone released July '22
4. It's five times better than that ''other'' steak sauce
5. ToHex(43690)
6. Freddie Mercury lyric from ''Under Pressure''
7. Full-size Audi luxury sedan
8. Fast path through a multiple choice marketing survey
9. 12356631 in base 26
10. Viral Jimmy Barnes chorus
11. Ruby Rhod catchphrase
12. badbeef + 9efcebbb
13. In Wet Let's ''Ur Mum'', what the singer has been practicing
14. Refrain from Nora Reed bot
20. Mario button presses to ascend Minas Tirith's walls
24. Vermont historic route north from Bennington
26. High-budget video game
28. Unorthodox Tic-Tac-Toe win
29. String whose SHA-256 hash ends "...689510285e212385"
30. Arnold's remark to the Predator
31. The vowels in the fire salamander's binomial name
32. Janet Leigh ''Psycho'' line
34. Seven 440Hz pulses
37. Audi luxury sports sedan
38. A half-dozen eggs with reasonably firm yolks
39. 2-2-2-2-2-2 on a multitap phone keypad
40. .- .- .- .- .- .-
42. Rating for China's best tourist attractions
43. Standard drumstick size
45. "The rain/in Spain/falls main-/ly on the plain" rhyme scheme
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It's Eddie Dear. I have a lot to say about Mr. Dear here.
First off, I wasn't sure how to present them in a post, so I just lined them up all together. I could post them separately, but the resolution wouldn't be any better. If you don't know about the Welcome Home project, you should look it up! Support Clown if you end up liking it.
The Big Challenges here (âĄđâŹ
) were keeping all of the images consistent and, of course, coloring all of them the same way. Oh, what a nightmare! I also tried another new thing. Most of the coloring was done on one layer. The exceptions were the hats and rainbow neckties. Oh, and the envelope.
It was worth the trouble, he said, grinding his teeth.
All of the poses were referenced from the animations of Bobby Fulbright from Ace Attorney - Dual Destinies. He is one of my favorite characters. He's cute, he's funny, and I admire his passion for justice. (đ¨Do NOT look up Bobby Fulbright if you'd like to play Ace Attorney spoiler-free.)
Eddie #1: Oh, Dear! Eddie's lost his hat! He can't deliver mail without his hat! Won't you help him find it, neighbor?
That's... kind of the idea for the first Eddie. It reminded me of a funny childhood memory. I stole my uncle's hat and he pleaded for me to return because it was "the source of his power." Obviously, I had to keep stealing it after that. He pretended to wither away and die if his hat wasn't returned. haha
I'm done! If you'd like, I could tell you a little about Bobby Fulbright and his partner, Simon Blackquill. It won't be a great description. If you're an Ace Attorney fanatic, you're not allowed to correct me!!! You can, however, tell me how diabolical I am.
Bobby Fulbright is a police detective and a self-proclaimed champion of justice. He acts like a superhero. He even has a catchphrase! It's, "In justice we trust!" In Japanese, it is simply, "JUSTICE~!" He has a friendly, honest, and bold personality.
He's also very loud.
Mr. Fulbright was assigned to Simon Blackquill, a cold-hearted killer with a tear-stained face. They call him the Twisted Samurai. He worked as a prosecutor while serving time. Prosecutor Blackquill constantly barked orders at the half-witted detective. Fulbright seemed unfazed by his insults, manipulation, and intimidation. Despite his past, Detective Fulbright fully believed in Blackquill's redemption and eventual return to society.
It was said that they worked in-sync in the courtroom.
I'd better stop there. You see? He's not at all like Eddie. 𤣠Thank you for reading!
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