#just been Thinkin

[muertemismo]

ooc; good morning from your neighborhood ghost, i woke up thinking about the swiss explosion and now my rotted brain wants to plot

[milubrique]

🧍🏻‍♀️

[organized-chaotic-disaster]

Just reflecting on taking time off work for my mental health and how awesome it was

I really hope this makes sense, I’m really tired and I think I’m getting sick but I just wanted to share:

Something valuable I’ve learned this past month is that, sometimes, to make the changes you need to make, you need to step away from other things to do so

If you feel overloaded, you aren’t gonna be able to make any meaningful changes, and you aren’t gonna be able to do what you need to do to take care of yourself

And sometimes, taking that step back you need to isn’t viable. I understand that completely. And it’s awful that that’s the case for so many people, and I recognize the fact that I was able to do so for myself is a privilege

My heart rate went from normal to 230–240 bpm out of nowhere in early November— it started as I was settling down for bed. And it went for an hour straight. My body was DEMANDING that I slow down, because something had to give, and I couldn’t let it be me (and yes, I’ve spoken with my dr about it and we aren’t quite sure what it is, though he suspects PSVT iirc. This isn’t the first time something like that has happened to me, but it’s the first time it’s ever happened so long, usually it’s a few minutes tops)

I felt like I was at the end of my rope. So, I asked my dr to sign a note for stress leave from work. And I followed up with him every 2 weeks after that. And you know what? It was exactly what I needed

What I did, is I stepped back, and just focused on what I needed to do, but not let it envelop me— in this case, it was getting through the rest of the semester. But I also allowed myself time to breathe, to relax, to not think or worry about anything. And, funny enough, that’s what helped me change the most!

Like, I haven’t been good at dental hygiene for pretty much my whole life, certainly my whole adult life. A lot of people struggling with any number of mental illnesses get it. But while I was on this break, I was like, you know what? Let’s try using my mouthwash before I go in the shower, because I’m not supposed to eat or drink for 30 mins after I use it. I’m always hesitant to use it any time except for before work because of that fact. But I’m not gonna be eating or drinking in the shower, so it’s the perfect time! And, hell, I’ve got time to, why not brush my teeth while I’m at it? And now, I’m back to work, and… I’ve been brushing my teeth consistently? And it feels amazing? Like, how am I doing this?? Because I took a step back to focus on what I needed! And, hell, even to give myself time to not even THINK about it

Obviously, I have so many other things I need to work on, I know. But this break has shown me that I’m not gonna be able to do what I need to do without that space. And it taught me that, my job… is really awful for my mental and physical health 😭 incredibly stressful, toxic social environment, on my feet all day on a concrete floor doing physical labour, masking, waking up at 3AM for a 5:30 shift, having no time or energy to enjoy my time off after my shift, impossible to uphold a social life because I need to go to bed at like 7, 7:30, and work every Saturday… I was already motivated to leave when I had the chance, and now I’m even more motivated. Noooo, thank you. You can’t pay me enough to spend the rest of my working life there

But anyway, that’s enough bitching. The point is, I needed to take a step back. I’ve needed to for a long time now. And now that I gave myself that time, for a month, I feel better than I have in a long time. Not “fixed,” mind you, but much, much better than before. So if you ever have that opportunity, I implore you: please take it. Life can be so much better than you think

[batgirlteeth]

hey, trans girl whos looking to be more social! self-deprecation wont make u more relatable and funny i assure you! if you want people to like you, theyll be drawn to the qualities you like about urself! and you dont have to apologise for you presence anymore babe, youre allowed to be here. people will want you around if you want to be around yourself. youve gotta be your own best friend

[gascreates]

a new star

[zandraart]

butterfly wing inspired landscapes: blue morpho

[sicc-nasti]

Rapunzel type tower situation but the tower is a giant mimic and hunts in the way a pitcher plant does. Yes, fair knight. Climb up this conveniently long hair, follow the sweet smell, pull yourself up and over the window sill and fall in to the far below.

[spillurhearts]

imagine ur f/o coming home after a tiring day. you're on the couch, watching them, giggling as they lay on top of you, head on your chest. their arms slides to hug your waist, they let out a content sigh when you play with their hair: this is the place where they can truly recharge. this is the place they feel the safest.

─ pr*ship/c*mship dni

[sandflakedraws]

y'all ever start thinking about the imagery associated with ur blorbos and then are accosted with shrimp emotions

[godsfavoritescientist]

If I knew anything about the general gist of how to make something sound like a scientific paper published in a journal, I'd love to write a story that's told through a series of scientific papers published back and forth between Ford Pines and Professor Membrane that get progressively more and more heated. Ford, of course, is trying to get the scientific community to accept the existence of the paranormal. Prof. Membrane is hell bent on getting this lunatic's ravings not only banned from future publications, but also retroactively removed from all the journals they've been published in so far

[rochenn]

i personally think the lightsaber maul got from mother talzin after his restoration shouldn't have been an ass pull replica of his old one. like where did she even get that from.

it would have been SO much cooler if he'd clung on to obi-wan's first lightsaber after both he and it fell down that reactor shaft on naboo. the symbolism of it all would be so tasty. he kept that thing for years, he turned it red and corrupted it but it still very much carries a part of obi-wan around. maul claims he left him for dead and his lightsaber echoes that sentiment. and imagine if he kept that thing until obi-wan kills him on tatooine so many decades later. bro i wouldn't have recovered

[gh0sdae]

I'm all for viktor manhandling jayce, but let's be real. Jayce is LUCKY viktor chose that path

Had viktor approached jayce in human form, hugged/cradled him, held his face, and soothed him with sweet nothings, that man would have FOLDED like a lawn chair

After months of torture? HIM??? He would not survive

[the-meme-monarch]

had a smidgen of a dream about chapter three and needed to illustrate it

if you ship scc please don’t interact w me 👍

[christronomy]

would love to be sandwiched in between changbin and chan while they take turns pounding my cunt. like imagine chan pulls out after cumming inside you once and is like "'s binnie's turn now, baby. you feel that? mhm. feel how different it feels? that nice stretch?" cause he knows bin's cock is a lot more girthy than his but it's okay cause chan makes up for what bin lacks in length yk. chan would tease your clit with his fingers, rubbing slow circles around it and sucking on your nipples while changbin fucks you rough. he's a moaning mess, makes your body shake and jolt around on top of chan's from the force of his thrusts, but the latter only chuckles lowly at how eager he is. "hyung, she takes it so good," he practically whimpers, and that makes you clench again, eliciting a low growl from his chest. "look at that, pretty, you're gonna make binnie cum," chan says, abandoning your swollen bud to put his fingers in your mouth instead. before you know it, you're both cumming hard, a loud moan escaping changbin's lips as he fills you up, but he keeps rutting his hips into you until it hurts so much he needs to pull out. "already?" chan queries, his voice dripping faux disappointment, and he looks back at you, smiling in a way that lets you know he's definitely not letting the both of you rest anytime soon. he lightly taps the tip of his cock against your clit before pushing into you again suddenly, making you yelp softly from the overstimulation. "must be my turn again, hmm?"

[unexpectedbrickattack]

"A Dad helping his kids beat a hard level in super mario land; 1990s"

Ref under the cut!

[peacockrulz]

An Well Made Excuse To Post My Specific Headcanons I've Had Since The Show Came Out