#just because what happened doesn’t necessarily Seem all that bad doesn’t mean it wasnt hard for her

[cyberfunsupporter]

rachel a/mber they could NEVER make me hate you

[yuvon-writes-letters]

To, Yu

Okay, I was gone, and the moment I came back, i [The sentence randomly stops]

I’m, not upset at the fact you lied, i actually had an inkling for awhile now while you were describing the rooms for the first time, it looked like you wanted to continue, but stopped yourself at the last second. I understand why you lied, seeing all of those things must’ve been hard, but Lis and I can’t help you if we don’t know anything, ok Yu?

It sounds like, you found ways out, but both are, not good for you? I don’t know, my brain’s all fuzzy and I can’t comprehend words right, maybe I’m getting something wrong.

My point is, when you build up the guts to, please please please explain to us, or at least me, on what’s in that North room, I don’t care if it’s bad we need to know everything we can about the realm so [The sentence stops again]

Sorry, I’m just, kind of on the edge. Of course you don’t have to tell me now, but

If, it’s not intruding on personal space, what the hell happened between you and Jake? I’m assuming that Jake lied about something, but I don’t think we would do any good if there’s bad blood between the two of you. I sent my Jake the letters too, and he agrees as well.

We’re both worried about you, so, don’t hide anything, alright? [The rest of the text is blacked out]

Rai and Jake

|Hello, real person behind Rai here, I wanted to clarify some things because I don’t think I made it clear before (I’m sorry about that). Rai is a complete OC, their not a self-insert at all, and they have their own life completely separate from mine. Although it is true that I’ll be busy on July and won’t write letters frequently, I wanted to give an in-character Roleplay reason as to why Rai is not as active as the first few letters, hence the panicking at the last letter.

I, the real person, am completely alright, Rai, is not, not at all :)|

Rai,

Thanks for understanding. I'll try to hide as little as I can from now on.

What I think are the two ways out are sitting still and looking pretty, which I despise the concept of, and killing the MWAF by paying an even price, which I hate the idea of even more. (Blacked out) I checked out the altar room a little more, and the phrase "An eye for an eye" (or something approximate because Google Translate) was on the back of the altar in Greek. Jake helped me translate it before we argued.

Mixing mythologies yet again. So far we've got Egyptian, Greek, and... Biblical? I think that's from the Bible. Sue me, it's been a while since I took World Religions.

Actually... no. I guess it hasn't. It just feels longer than it actually was.

I'll try to be a little more specific about what's in the north room. It's not... quite as bad as I made it out to be before, but I was already freaking out and in a bad headspace from remembering the freaky stuff, and I blew it a little out of proportion. I'm not sure how I'd even explain what it really is, though.

It's something similar to a hologram, transparent enough that you can see the trees through it. There's some text in white that doesn't seem to be addressed to me, implying that I'm stuck between the end of something and the beginning of another. Then there are a couple bars— five, to be exact —and two of them are filling with orange very slowly. The others are untouched so far. It's implied I'll be out of this place when all the bars fill up to full. I'm not sure this text was necessarily written by the entity, though. If it was, I think it'd address me a little more directly.

I don't think the argument Jake and I had is necessarily all that useful to the investigation, but since I'm trying to not keep secrets anymore, I'll say it regardless. The cause is tangentially related to the case, anyhow.

I asked him a little while ago whether he could find out if there was a missing person's out for me or not, so we could figure out the extent of the stasis. Then drama happened and I completely forgot all about it until two days ago. I asked him again then, and he sort of acted a little cagey while telling me that he was still in the process of investigating, and told me to wait another day. So I did. I don't think he expected me to remember, since I forget things all the time, but I don't forget things I'm really invested in and I REALLY wanted to know the answer to that question.

Jake made an excuse and went offline when I tried to ask again, which sort of made me think the worst. In hindsight, thinking that anyone who could've reported me missing was dead was pretty stupid, but you try being rational in the face of an unknown like that. In any case, I got anxious, and that sort of blew everything out of proportion, and then that made me more and more upset, and given all the other bullshit inherent in this place and the stress I've been through lately I just completely broke down. Had to sit down and put my head down so I was less likely to pass out from my hyperventilating. Luckily, I knew what was going on and I know breathing exercises, so it wasn't as bad as it could have been.

In any case, when I was back to being semi-functional, I unlocked my phone again, meaning to close out of the chat, but apparently my last few texts before I had to stop had managed to get across to Jake at least a portion of how freaked out I was. He probably figured it out based on all the typoes and the lack of punctuation or something, his "flaw" (if you can call it that) only seems to make him oblivious to tone and not to outright out of character writing styles.

So he finally told me that there wasn't a missing person's out for me, and not only that but everyone who might have put one out pretty much forgot I existed. He got my fucking parents to answer a "survey," and they only filled out that my half-sister existed, not me. Legal documents and stuff were still all in order, but literally the only people who seem to remember I fucking exist are the Duskwood crew and you and Lis and he had the nerve to tell me that he didnt want to tell me because it wasnt essential information and it would affect my judgement

Back now. I screamed abuse into the woods for a couple minutes, so I feel a bit better now.

I can see his point, logically, but for fuck's sake, there are some things that don't have much to do with the case that I do need to know regardless. This is one.

I'm not going to cut contact with him forever. To put it callously, neither of us can afford that. But if I talk to him now, I'm going to end up saying something or other I'll regret.

Right. Other topics.

Rai, are you doing alright? I know you've got personal issues going on, and I'm not trying to pry into them, but your writing is sort of disjointed and you mentioned being "fuzzy" and "not comprehending words right". Are you getting enough to drink and to sleep? I know weird shit happens to me when I get dehydrated. If you ever feel like you're about to pass out, sit down and put your head between your knees. If this continues, maybe you should see a doctor. Do you feel like your head is stuffed with cotton balls, at all? Any other symptoms?

Feel better :(

—Yu

(The letter tucks itself into the paper clip with the others.)

[juni-ravenhall]

my opinions on mistfall!

under a cut bc spoilers and/or not everyone wants to read :D 

overall experience: 

its fun that there IS a sso cartoon now even if its not exactly amazing quality, and im happy to see if there will be more series or movies after this. it was fun to watch and see sso things in cartoon form too and i wish that we had more already (of sso animation in general). imagine if there had been a ssl cartoon? i also kept thinking throughout this, that it wouldn’t be hard for me myself to make an animated series with around the same length episodes and in a similar quality to this (aside from voice acting and music production), which made me feel a little inspired.

favourite scene:

skye taking photos of blaze and hanging out

positive points: 

i like the background art a lot, i think the style of it, and the colour schemes, helps give the series a specific vibe that fits for an sso series in my opinion. 

i like the concept art (i assume) illustrations which we saw in the recipes and other posts on sso ig, i think it looks a lot better than the characters in the series, but thats normal for concept art!!

the music is really good quality (whether or not its your taste, the quality is good) which is ofc bc its sso - theres already good music and not something they only did for the cartoon but something they care about in all of the starstable media. 

i think skye is a nice character (despite the series’ overall low quality writing) and i like her design. i also think rania’s cartoon design (visually) is cute.

skye and rania being a teensy bit gay (minus points for sso if they dont end up really gay in later canon)

i like that blaze wasnt actually like... mean or anything to skye, and i like that shes a mare since typical stories like this usually have stallions. but i just like that there wasnt really any “ooh difficult horse” things between skye and blaze in the current time of the story, blaze actually was sweet to her most the time. blaze seemed pretty charming whenever there wasnt “omg fire” drama. 

the animation itself (not meaning the details of the drawings or scene timing, just the actual frame by frame / puppet movements) was fine! not amazing, but absolutely fine.

points i have constructive criticism for, which doesn’t mean that i expected more from the series, but that we’re all allowed to discuss the quality and our opinions of media regardless of the target audience, budget, etc:

the writing was childish and rushed - this is not to be rude, but a matter that affects a lot of “media for girls / kids”, and a topic talked a lot about by Lauren Faust (creator of the FiM reboot of MLP) who wanted to show that a show about rainbow ponies “for little girls” didn’t have to be badly written, and could be engaging and interesting. if you watch the older MLP cartoons and compare to the first season of FiM (where Faust was still on the team) you can see a huge difference in quality of the storytelling, characterisation, etc. Mistfall, so far, did not subvert any expectation in the quality of what typical “cartoons for girls” are like, and is reminiscent of stuff like “The Ranch” (french horse cartoon) which imo is so bad that its hard to watch. (and ofc... that goes for a lot of “cartoons for girls / kids”, but doesn’t have to be like that.) in order to improve on this, the writer has to study more on storytelling and study from better writers.

on the topic of being rushed: no, it’s not an excuse that the episodes are short: - you have to ADAPT your storytelling and writing to the length of the episodes, not do a bad job and blame the episode length. being able to adapt to different types of media is a necessary skill if that’s what you work with. this comes down to proper planning and structuring the story and writing in a way that works for the length of the episodes. i don’t think that was overall done well here (at times it was okay), and bc of that, it feels rushed and has exposition thrown in your face instead of being shown through better storytelling. the classic thing with exposition is “show, don’t tell”. this is what the writers/directors should study, or pay more attention to. 

the timing (length of shots, length of scenes, or parts of shots, etc) was rly bad at times and overall unimpressive - this comes down to the skill of directors and editors. to improve this they have to study more on the topic. bad timing and pacing can really ruin a good scene or a good story and make it feel disconnected and hard to immerse in for the audience.

the artstyle of characters and horses is fine at times, but appears very low quality at others (skye’s childhood scene really bothered me bc her kid-self had really badly drawn eyes in my opinion). this, like everything else on this list, is ofc something that appears in almost every single “cartoon for girls” that ever existed. to improve on this, most likely it’s not a problem with the artists but with the budget and the production timeline (allowing the artists more time to produce better quality art and animation), and it can also be a problem with the art direction, if the art directors aren’t very skilled or experienced (i don’t say that they aren’t, im just giving examples of what could cause these problems.)

the character design for all characters that aren’t skye, rania, or blaze was very lacking. none of the not-main-3 characters looked interesting or fun to look at, they looked very dull and like the most boring NPCs you could think of. even though its understandable that the mainest-main characters would have the most interesting designs, that doesn’t mean everyone else has to look that boring. this is an issue with art direction or character design. i think most likely there was just very little time (equals money) put into designing the other characters.

the horse design could be improved for a cartoon that focuses on horses this much. like, horses are a big part of the selling point here, so make sure that their designs and art/animation is good. at times even blaze looked awkward and uninteresting, as did the other horses.

“alonso” looks nothing like sso alonso and i don’t like that they used his character if it’s not going to have anything to do with him. they should have given this character a different name if they wouldn’t make him seem like he had anything to do with the sso character aside from being a male ranger. (also in the game he’s like 22 or something, skye is 15...?)

why did they add a “he’s cute” dumbass fucking stupid hetero comment for literally no reason other than adding a dumbass fucking stupid hetero comment?

considering that they “can’t confirm whether a sequel is happening or not”, it seemed very meh to throw in druid cult magic stuff and not really connect to it and now the series ended? you would have expected to find out more about the cloaked people, the runes, the magic that the ranger guy did, and blaze’s magic in general, and skye herself, why her mom is “a witch”.... thats a lot to throw in while saying that you can’t say if there’s a sequel coming to answer all those questions. (it wouldn’t have been a criticism from me if they said “we’re working on season 2″ or “there will be a comic book that continues the story” or anything that told us that these questions, in this particular iteration of a story in jorvik, will actually be answered. - and i assume they ARE working on the continuation of the story, but i dont agree with that they’re not upfront about it, when they left so many questions unanswered.)

at times rania’s blindness was handled stupidly and i think they should have gotten more consultation from actual people with visual impairment, but i think its still good to HAVE a blind character in the main cast and that it’s not a big dramatic story thing but just an everyday thing. at some points it was fine though; and i personally don’t think the scene with rania being able to see blaze was necessarily a problem - because - a lot of blind ppl can see sharp contrasts in light and dark, and this seemed relatively realistic to me when blaze is on fire. (however, the way it was drawn as if she could see the whole shape of blaze and skye could be criticised for sure, and makes it feel more like “i can see because of magic” and not “i can see bc THIS MARE IS ON FIRE”). 

personal opinion which i said before, but i don’t think rania’s voice fits her at all, and it’s not the voice actor’s fault (i’m sure they’re lovely) but the casting and the directors. from the sso character, rania would seem a lot more lively, quick and adventurous, and not as calm and gentle as she appeared here. she seemed a lot too sort of motherly or just adult, instead of an adventurous teen who runs off on her own to do whatever she feels like. compare in-game rania going “MC, thats a jorvik wild!!!” and alonso going “stop talking nonsense” (paraphrased), to Mistfall rania going “jorvik wilds are really rare...” (calm, sort of disinterested, doesnt seem like she cares that much about adventures)

the voice acting overall was meh. i see this as a direction problem, not an individual voice actor problem (and the writing didnt help - it’s hard to provide good quality acting with a poor script unless you can just toss the script aside and improv, if you have good actors). it felt childish and uninteresting at most points and generic low quality for “cartoons for girls”. from a voice acting perspective i think skye had the best result. anyway, the way to improve this is for the director in charge of voice acting to not direct the actors to perform in this childish manner. (again, refer to cartoons with better writing and better voice acting, that have a very similar target audience.)

ok, i think that was everything that i wanted to write about for now, might think of more later lol

[grxceblqckthxrn]

hi @chocolatecarstairs came up with these post-CHOG questions and i really want to answer them because im sad that im finished reading it :((

MAJOR SPOILERS BELOW

what was your favorite part, 1 or 2?

Honestly I loved both parts, but I’d say I loved part two just a little bit more for the time that James wasn’t under the curse anymore and LOVED Cordelia

which scene in the book was your favorite?

EVERY scene that had Matthew and James being wholesome parabatai in it!!! my favourite chapter in this book was Blue Ruin, the one after Grace takes the bracelet back from James  (aside from the whispering room ofc).

what scene (or scenes) made you cry the most?

ok ngl i didnt spend much of this book crying, but the only scene that actually made me tear up was when james was dying and matthew could feel it and jesse (WHO I FUCKING LOVED MORE THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD) gave him his last breath :(((((

what scenes were unsatisfactory?

there were not enough Christopher scenes (but to be fair, even if the entire book was just Christopher it still wouldnt be enough for me)

but fr, i cant think of any off the top of my head but i’ll edit this if i do later

what made you laugh the most?

matthew!! james!! thomas!! christopher!! also some of the things Jesse said

what bored you?

this wasn’t boring, but the whole charles/alastair plot line didn’t have me very invested. I did love the alastair/ cordelia scenes tho, so it was just charles that was the problem

also no offense to james bc he was my first actual fictional crush after reading TMH/NBS but like whenever he talked about being in grace i would literally zone out lol the bracelet curse makes him so boring but whenever he isnt in the curse/ is with someone who is NOT grace i just!! love him!!

what disappointed you?

cassie honestly had me kinda shipping matthew/cordelia for a solid FIVE SECONDS there when he stepped in to dance with her after james left her standing there, but that was one of the only scenes that made me feel like they had natural chemistry (along with the scene where he drops her off at her house). I felt like the during the rest of their interactions in the book, cordelia was kind of uncomfortable, which made me really sad because even tho she has every right to feel that way, i felt bad for matthew. I kind of want him to fall for someone else completely and for it to be reciprocated. also, i just really want for matthew and cordelia to become good friends because i feel like they could have such great natural chemistry if matthew didnt love her.

what is the top thing you wish had been done differently?

see above.

what things did you predict that came true?

JAMES BURNING DOWN BLACKTHORN MANOR I FUCKING SAID HE WOULD DO IT TWO FUCKING YEARS AGO IF YALL WANT ME TO LINK THE THEORY LMK

what are some things that were really unexpected?

ok there’s quite a few things here so bear w me babes:

- James genuinely loving cordelia from the start. I wasn’t expecting him to naturally feel nothing for grace at all, so i was expecting a slow burn jordelia, but finding out that he actually loves her makes me so happy but the end where cordelia thinks he was just pretending breaks my heart :(((

-matthew liking cordelia lol definitely was not expecting another parabatai love triangle but i hope it doesnt last. i do think it adds to the plot and i love it, it just hurts to see matthew so emo :(((

-I was expecting to like cordelia as a character, but i ended up LOVING her so fucking much???? she’s so three dimensional to me, and it’s interesting to see how her personality adapts around different characters as people adapt around different social circles irl

-liking jesse as much as i did

-ok so james’ entire character was a surprise to me. it’s so fascinating to see how the bracelet actually affected his personality.If you recall him in The Midnight Heir from TBC. he’s like an entirely different person. i still loved him in TMH but i went into CHOG thinking that if he was gonna be like that the entire time i’d probably get over him really quickly. i was pleasantly surprised by how much i ended up loving him even more tho

-i didn’t expect oliver hayward to die and im going to stay emo about it

- Christopher is so much more clear headed than he was made out to be prior?? like there were so many scenes where he was fully there and when he defended anna to alastair i just kfdsnfkld i love him

are there characters that you didn’t like before that you like now?

yikes umm... Alastair, maybe? he’s somewhat okay to me now, I dont dislike him as much as I used to. ooh and Hypatia Vex. the only scene i remember liking her in QOAAD was when she helped out kit, ty and dru (me, going a whole TSC post without somehow mentioning kit? not possible)

are there characters that you liked before that you don’t like now?

I started CHOG ready to give Grace the benefit of the doubt, and I was surprised by how timid and shy she seemed at the start, but it was interesting to see how it was all an act and how she doesn’t have an actual personality yet. one could argue that she actually does love james, but i doubt it at this point. i dont hate her yet, even tho she IS fucking up james’ life, but she’s on thin fucking ice.

who was your favorite new character?

does new character mean completely new or just never been in a novella new? because for the first, it would be Cordelia (i LOVE her sm!!) and other wise it would be james, matthew and co. also!!! jesse!!

what places in the book would you like to visit?

that hell dimension sounds pretty lit ngl

did you like the ending?

ok so. we KNOW that jordelia is gonna be endgame. cassandra clare always takes the hardest path to get there, but when has she not delivered? it’s just a matter of waiting. so, yes, i did like the ending in sense of the plot because it was a great twist, but i also feel really bad for all of them even tho ik they’re eventually gonna be together :(((

what did you think of the epilogue?

i wasnt surprised, since we alr know that Tatiana is shady asf, but i just really wanna know how she partnered up with a GREATER demon like lol wtf. again, im really happy in terms of plot with this

what are your thoughts on the engagement?

i feel so. fucking bad. for cordelia. and james too, even tho he’s under the bracelet’s curse so he doesnt even KNOW he’s being manipulated. but i love how even through the curse, james still loves cordelia in his own way.

what did you want to see that didn’t happen?

matthew getting therapy periodt

umm honestly i just want more “merry thieves” content like i just love. all of them.

what do you wish had been resolved that wasn’t?

i really want matthew to tell james or cordelia what happened because i just need him to be loved and supported lol i want to give him a hug. 

what is your favorite pairing as of now?

jordelia!!! and lucie and jesse are kind cute rn, and i like them if theyre gonna be pining after eachother but i feel like if they actually get together i wont like the relationship as much.

which characters would you like to see more of in the next book?

CHRISTOPHER CHRISTOPHER CHRISTOPHER 

ANNA!!! i lovED reading about her she’s so badass

matthew!! jesse!! also i wanna see more of those bitchy girls lol just so we can see anna or cordelia tell them to stfu

what is one character whose death you would undo if you could?

ok i know that jesse is still very much a conscious character despite being dead but like,,, i want him to be the way he was before and also i want him to come back to life

and barbara!! she seemed so sweet 

which characters got bad/unsatisfactory endings?

ummm barbara? i cant really say much on this yet bc its still only the first book and when has the first book ever ended up with anyone being happy.

oh but also can we sign a petition to make cassie let matthew actually survive the series because my heart aches just at the THOUGHT of eventually having to read a scene where he dies

which characters got what they deserved?

literally. none of them yet. :(

who should have died but didn’t?

Tatiana lol also lowkey charles but i also feel pity him to an extent 

what plotline are you most excited to see in the next book?

okay the entire jesse plot has me hooked because i LOVE his character. also i love the bracelet plot but its making me MAD because i just want james to be happy but

what is one scene that you wish hadn’t happened, but you know was unavoidable?

THE ONE WHERE GRACE PUTS THE BRACELET BACK ON JAMES. i mean obv there was no way he was completely done with grace, but i literally got so sad at that part like why HIM of all people smfh let him be happy

which pairing do you like the least?

alastair x charles, grace x james, lucie x matthew bc neither of them actually like either imo lol

what are some theories you have for chain of iron?

- not necessarily for COI but i think matthew is gonna get exiled and turned into made into a mundane

- the bracelet will break (?)

- jesse will come back to life (like actual life) at the end of the book

-grace is gonna do something to help the main characters, making it hard for us to hate her.

what characters do you think should have gotten more plot time?

lol are yall gonna hate me if i say christopher again (also anna)

anyways this was really fun!!!!! PLEASE ASK ME STUFF ABOUT MY OPINIONS AND STUFF OR JUST SAY ANYTHING ABT THE BOOK BC IM DESPERATE TO TALK TO PPL ABOUT IT

[shadedrose01]

Sunflower

Ship: Parkner (Harley Keener/Peter Parker)

Summary: Harley worries about Peter when he is out on patrol. Peter comes home late.

Tags: Febufluff, Day 19, Safe and Sound, Established Relationship, Worried Harley Keener, Harley is worried about his spider boyfriend, But Peters okay i promise, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Harley Keener Needs a Hug, and he gets one Harley has a small panic attack? kind of? Not really?, Hes just really scared, Peter calms him down though, peter Parker is a good boyfriend, Gay Harley Keener, Bisexual Peter Parker

Day 19 of Febufluff: "Safe and Sound"!

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Harley paces back and forth, back and forth, the sound of his footsteps against the hardwood floors echoing throughout the room. He attempts to rub the exhaustion out of his eyes, before checking the time and beginning his pacing again.

3am. 3 fucking am in the goddamn morning, and Peter still isn't home. Harley has been texting, calling and leaving "messages at the beep!" for the past four hours, and Peter hadn't answered a single one. Not one.

And Harley wasn't even mad. He was just worried. Worried sick, practically out of his mind with it as he paces a hole into the floor, his stomach churning and mind racing with 'what if's and everything bad that could've happened to Peter.

Even when out on patrol, saving lives and being busy, Peter always answers his phone, if not right away than a few minutes later. The longest he's ever gone without calling back was an hour, and he apologized like crazy for it afterwards. Before now, anyways. Now, it had been at least five since he's heard anything from the masked vigilante, from his soulmate, and he didnt know what to do, didnt know if he should call the cops, file a missing persons report. Didnt know if Peter was hurt, or stabbed, or- or dying somewhere, in the middle of the road, in an abandoned building, in a warehouse, all by himself-

No. No, he cant think like this, he wont let himself fall into a panic, that wont help anything. But what else can he do? He feels so- so powerless, having no contact, no way of knowing where he is, what is happening, how to help. And so, he keeps pacing, over and over and over again.

Another half an hour, and Harley's about to call Tony, call the cops, get someone to do something, when he hears the creak of a window opening, and a thump. Harley heart jumps, and he turns around on the spot, rushing back towards their bedroom,  back to where he heard the noice, back to where Peter always come in, the far right side window, always open but far enough away from the fire escapes to where nobody else but Spiderman can enter, where only Peter could enter.

And there he was, stood in all his 5 foot 7 inches of glory, looking extremely frazzled and sheepish, with a few blood speckles on him but otherwise complete, otherwise looking completely fine and safe and alive and okay, 'he's okay, he's okay-'

"I'm so sorry!" He blurts out before Harley can even get a word in, arms flailing in the air, eyes wide with guilt and anxiety. "I know it's super late, and I saw all your calls, but I couldnt answer them because there was a hostage situation, and I had to be really really sneaky, and if I said anything I couldve gotten them all killed. And I thought I could save them quickly, but then it went way longer than expected, and then the police wanted me for witness reports, and-"

"You're okay though?" Harley interrupts him mid ramble, still feeling nervous, his hands still shaking and his heart still hammering, his chest still feeling squeezed by an invisible force, knowing that even if Peter looks okay, it doesn't necessarily mean that he is. Harley (and the other avengers, maybe even May) have learned that the hard way. "You're-" he swallows, his throat dry. "You're fine?"

Peter seems to notice just how on edge Harley seems to be, and his entire demeanor softens, his anxiety behavior seeming to fade away in the blink of an eye, leaving him calm, collected, serious as he nods firmly, keeping steady eye contact the entire time. "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm okay." 

Harley nods as well, but its shaky, too quick, placing a hand against his chest as his breathing gets heavier, rubbing as if that'll help ease the claws that are digging into his lungs unrelentingly. Harley glances away when the rubbing doesnt seem to work, in fact it seems to make everything worse, 'why is it getting worse?', and Peter takes step forward, holding his hands out for Harley to take.

"Come here, baby."

Harley stares at the outstretched hands, and blinks away the few tears beginning o blur his vision before placing his hands into Peter's hold, allowing himself to get pulled forward until they're chest to chest, Peter placing their intertwined hands onto his shoulders. "I'm here." He whispers, his breath puffing against Harley's neck as he starts to move their hands downward, down his chest and around his waist, up his back, all over, wherever they could reach. His chocolate brown eyes are so intense, staring straight into Harley's teary blues with all of the concern, calm and care in the world. "I'm here, I'm home now. We're both safe. I'm okay, we're all okay."

Only once the words are repeated a few times in that hushed tone does Harley start to relax, the claws retracting and his chest easing, the older boy taking a long, shuttering deep breath as soon as he can. "That's it, baby, just like that." Peter smiles at him lightly, and Harley smiles back, small and unsure, but there.

He takes a few more deeper breaths before he feels calm, completely relaxing into Peter's hold, wrapping his arms around Peters waist as Peter pulls him forward into a hug, pushing his face into Harleys neck. "I'm sorry." Harley whispers softly.

Peter shakes his head as soon as the words are out of his mouth, pulling his head back so they can look into each others eyes again. "I'm sorry for scaring you so bad."

Now its Harley's turn to shake his head, frowning, starting to feel exhaustion pulling at his limbs, the long night finally catching up to him after the sudden rush of adrenaline. "Wasnt your fault."

"And this wasn't yours either." Peter states firmly, looking Harley dead in the eye as if daring him to disagree. He doesn't, feeling too tired to pick a fight at the moment, and Peter, seeming to read his mind, smiles gently and kisses a quick peck to his lips. "Come on, let's head to bed. We'll talk more in the morning."

Harley allows himself to be pulled into the bed, falling asleep quickly in the arms of his lover, and easily, knowing they were both here, together, safe and sound.

[fenharel-babe]

The Ridiculously Detailed Inquisitor Questionnaire for Bloom!

I’ve been bored and decided to do an Inquisitor questionnare! I’ve been thinking of my inquisitors and wanting to describe them so here we go >:)). And it’s very detailed and I got this from @customhawke

There is no read more bc I am on mobile and there isn’t a read more thing for mobile, so sorry if you don’t want to see this and have to do a lot of scrolling😔.

First up is, Bloom!

Name: Bloom

Age: 23

Race: Elf

Gender/preferred pronouns: Female. She/Her

Class (warrior/rogue/mage): Mage

Specialization: Rift Mage

Romance: Solas

Bloom is a kind woman. She likes to show compassion when it is needed, but when it isn’t, she is a little...harsh. She doesn’t mean to be, but she is. Giving curt replies, not smiling, seeming to serious (Varric would make fun of her sometimes), her voice sometimes sounding irritated, and many soldiers fear her even if she doesn’t understand why. But yeah, when judging people or getting certain quests, she would usually give them a second chance if she could see why, since she knows what it’s like to be judged. For being an elf and a mage. It’s a little rough, so she does try to spread happiness and kindness if she can.

*Describe what your Inquisitor is like before the game’s events–preferably, choose three words that describe best. Then explain why those adjectives are appropriate descriptors.

She is a woman who is very out there. Three words to describe her are Snappy, Loud, and Kind. She is a little sassy in her replies or how she acts towards certain people. Maybe having a little attitude towards the Templar’s, being a little harsh to people (sometimes on accident). She laughs LOUD. She tries to tone it down when she’s in the inquisition believing she should be serious and not too loud, but she fails sometimes. Especially when Varric invited her to a game of Wicked Grace with the whole crew. She had so many loud laughs and brought back the old Bloom, but not all of her... She is kind towards everyone if she can. She may be snappy towards the Templars but she truly means no harm towards them and would help them if they ever needed help from her (as a kid if she ever saw them and in the inquisition).

Does your Inquisitor change over the course of the game’s events? If so, how? What events affected their character arc the most?

YES! She learns how to accept herself and her magic. She didn’t hate her magic, but she didn’t necessarily love it either. She hated how she was given looks wherever she went, hated the whispers of how she couldn’t be trusted as the inquisition, and felt a little bad when she had time to think of everything. However, as she saw what she could do—and what she DID do—she began to love herself. And after being with Solas and hearing him call her his heart,,and comfort her,,she loves herself slowly more and more.

What is their combat skill level before the events of the game? Are they already skilled fighters, or can they barely hold their weapon of choice properly?

Hmm,,,it’s hard to describe it. She wasn’t good or bad. She knew how to protect herself, but not fight demons. When she first fought a demon, she was terrified. Her heart was racing so fast, her hand was shaking, she almost dropped her staff, but she let out a small sigh when she finally beat it. She did it. She defeated something that was very dangerous. She was excited to learn more and how to protect others (not just herself).

How well do they improve after becoming the Herald/Inquisitor?

She becomes stronger and learns how to be a little more comfortable being her. Being Bloom and not being just a regular mage out there.

Does the Inquisitor have family they left behind? Friends?

She didn’t have many close friends. She was pretty much a loner. She had a few friends, but she wasn’t close enough to feel like she would miss them. However, she does miss her mother and father. Her mother and father basically were her best friends. They encouraged her magic and made her see the bright side of life. Basically where she got her kindness was from her parents, and how she experienced life.

How does the Inquisitor react to the Anchor and the idea of closing the Breach–do they want to do the right thing, are they only along because they are a prisoner, or something else?

She is a little scared of the Anchor. She’s never been a part of a serious and dangerous situation. It scares her but after awhile she understands why it is important. She does want to do what the right thing is. It’s always what she tries to do. She wasn’t treated the best and it’s why she wants to treat others with what she wasnt treated with...

Do they take the mountain pass with the scouts to the Temple or do they charge with the soldiers?

She takes the mountain path. Mainly because she hopes that those soldiers are alive and knows it won’t risk too many other lives. She knows it’s dangerous but she needs to try and see if those soldiers alive. Many people would die by the end of this war, but if she could save anyone, then she’d take the risk.

How does the Inquisitor react to being called the Herald of Andraste?

She is a little uncomfortable. She isn’t used to being worshiped or bowed to, so it makes her a little bit worried and uncomfortable. But after awhile she felt a little happy at the praise. Not too cocky about it, but she liked the attention. Especially from a certain egg👀.

Do they believe it themselves?

No. She believed it was an accident and was like, “No. I’m just an accident. That’s it,” and more hateful words towards herself. And when she learned it was technically an accident, then she felt worse and tried not to think about it.

How do they react to being thrown a year into the future? Do they believe they can get back? Are they focused on their goal, gathering information? Or are they just freaking out?

If she was a little younger, then yeah she’d be FREAKING OUT. She wasn’t used to using her magic too much and so being thrown into the future??? That would put her into a panic attack. But when she was thrown into the future, she had a little bit of a spiral. She was scared of everything that happened. She was worried that she already failed everyone and whatever she could do would be worthless. However, Dorian acted like an older brother and comforted her for a second. She put herself together and went forward with their plan.

Does the Inquisitor help Harrit and save all possible citizens of Haven? Why?

YES. She tries her hardest to save everyone. She has to. She will not let innocent people die if she can help it. She’s panicking for them, running around Haven as fast as she can and manages to save the possible citizens of Haven. However, she still regrets that she couldn’t save more...

How does the Inquisitor feel about being a distraction for Corypheus while Haven flees? Are they resigned to their fate? Resentful? Determined to defeat the enemy/survive?

She knows it’s selfish, but wishes it didn’t have to be this way. She wanted to live and grow as a person, but if fate wasn’t pushing her that way, then she’d accept it. Because of her own small, selfish desires, she was determined and did her hardest in distracting Corypheus.

Does the encounter with Corypheus change their opinion of being Herald? Does it make them believe they are the Herald, lose faith, or affirm to their previous belief?

It makes her scared. Terrified even. She hides it behind her mask and deals with it in private, and she loses her faith a little bit. However, she eventually starts to believe in herself again and knows she can do this. She will defeat Corypheus.

How do they feel about being chosen for Inquisitor?

Bloom feels a little surprised. She’s a mage and an elf, she didn’t expect to get such an important title. She expected Cassandra to be the inquisitor, but she’s really happy she is the inquisitor. She gets to help people and it’s all she’s wanted.

How does the Inquisitor react to being in the Fade?

She finds it interesting. After falling in love with Solas and hearing his stories, she wants to see more of it. However, she keeps her mind set on what she needs to do and she does it. She does want to go back to the Fade one day and see what its like.

Do they ever believe the spirit is actually of Divine Justinia?

She’s conflicted. She tries to believe it is Divine Justinia, but most of her believes it wasn’t. Just a spirit that wants to help and trying to earn their trust.

How do they react to learning it was the Divine behind them in the Fade, not Andraste?

Her confidence drops. She started to believe she was meant for this, but now to learn it was an accident? It cut her confidence down by a lot. However, after encouraging words and taking time to herself, she knows she was meant for this. She feels it.

What is their opinion on attending the ball in the first place? Do they think it’s a waste of time, a necessary duty, or something exciting?

She feels like its necessary and she does it. She does it, surprisingly, well. She almost loses it on the 10th person who whispers “knife ear” behind her back, but she holds it in. It’s the longest she’s ever gone without talking to people.

Does the Inquisitor fight Grand Duchess Florianne, or expose her?

She exposes her >:). Bloom was never one for too much drama or gossip, but to see the panic on the Duchess’s face and the way she (as in Bloom) was winning. For the first time during that night, she had a smile on her face.

How does the Inquisitor get along with Morrigan?

She doesn’t trust her too much. She is interested in the well of sorrows, but she can’t help but not trust Morrigan. The way Morrigan seemed to excited to get her hands on the well, the way she seemed...hungry. It threw Bloom off and made her uncomfortable. However, she let Morrigan drink from the well and found Morrigan a bit funnier when she was laughing and talking about Elven lore. Bloom let her drink from the well because she was a little anxious. Bloom was not going to take a risk and lose everything she worked for if something went wrong. She needed to be there for people and promised she would.

How does the Inquisitor feel about facing Corypheus for the last time? Do they feel confident? Do they believe they will survive the encounter? How do they cope with the possibility of failure?

She is panicking the night before. She is worried. Scared. Petrified. Thoughts keep filling her head of Corypheus killing her or killing her now family, or destroying the world. It scared her and she didn’t know how to hide it. Since she felt like she was going to break down, she went and found Solas and talked to him. He told her some nice stories to calm her down and how he believes in her. Hearing him tell her that he believes in her, helped her calm down and realize she’s got this. She can do this. She will kill Corypheus.

How do they react to Solas’ disappearance?

Since she loves Solas, she feels worry. She worries that she did something wrong or that he got hurt or he’s going to be hurt. She doesn’t know and panics a bit. She takes time to herself and goes through a breathing exercise. She dedicates her time to trying to find him. She loves him and won’t give up on him.

Now onto the people >:)))).

Who does the Inquisitor prefer to have in their party? Why?

Solas. Because she loves him but also because she trusts him. She trusts everyone else as well, but she likes his presence. If you want away from romance, it’s Varric because when he talks about his stories, she gets interested and she likes listening to stories.

What is the Inquisitor’s first impression of Leliana?

Bloom didn’t trust her at first. She felt a little uncomfortable around her, a little paranoid too. However, when she found out that Leliana supports the mages, she felt a little safer around her. Over time she began to trust her and liked talking to her.

What is the Inquisitor’s first impression of Cullen?

She likes him. She knows he is an ex-Templar, and that does cause some tension, but by how he refuses to accept the title and does his hardest to treat everyone fairly, she likes him. Plus, he compliments her sometimes and it makes her feel nice. And Cullen likes her too (not romance wise). She’s kind to him and doesn’t fear him. He likes that.

What is the Inquisitor’s first impression of Josephine?

She likes her a lot. She’s never been too friendly, but seeing Josephine care about her (like when she asks if people are being rude to her for being an Elf in Haven) and want her to be safe, she warms up to her. Plus, she loves Josephines giggles. Makes her giggle in return. Josephine is a little hard to read since I think she isn’t too easy to get close to. However, she almost instantly likes Bloom.

What is the Inquisitor’s first impression of Cassandra?

Cassandra is hostile at first, so Bloom feels anger. She doesn’t like being accused and hates being blamed for something she didn’t do, but when she notices Cassandra feels worry for Bloom, then she feels a little calmer around her. She was surprised when Cassandra told Bloom that she was her friend, and she was so happy. Cassandra, obviously, first thought of Bloom as terrible because she blamed her, but overtime she realized that Bloom is a very compassionate person and knows right from wrong.

Okay the same thing is for everyone, they think she is a good person who knows right from wrong :))).

That’s it for Bloom. Gonna do Elle next (the precious bby)! And if there’s more questions you want about Bloom or any of my inquisitors, ask >:))). Or I’ll find another question thing idk.

[womanoflettersinthebunker]

When Jack landed on the ground the only sound was a slight rustle of the grass under his feet. He blinked and looked around, everything was falling into disarray with all the vegetation overtaking everything.

Hesitating for a moment he started to walk forward, looking around as he tried to find a hint of someone else, anyone else at all.

Other than a small rustle of some sort of animal scattering along the grass and dirt there was nothing.

It was...so quiet. There wasn't a single hint of any sort of sound other than his own breathing. Back in his own world he could at least count on a distant cars engine, the hum of electricity in the air from his cell phone and everything else. It was unnerving and for a moment Jack felt what he thought was despair starting to overtake him, making it hard to breathe.

Suddenly there was a familiar sound of wings fluttering behind him and the press of shoes into the ground. Jack whirled around, eyes widening when he saw who was standing there staring at him.

It was Sam. But it was a Sam that Jack couldn’t recognize. Momentarily he was a bit relieved that this world still had Sam, still had the strong and reassuring Sam, but as the seconds passed and the two looked at one another Jack realized that this Sam was far from the Sam he knew.

“Well,” Not-Sam said, his voice smooth in a way that Jack couldn’t connect with his Sam. “You’re a bit of a surprise, aren't you.” it wasn't a question.

Not-Sam slowly walked towards him, eyes raking over him with a dark, almost hungry look in his eyes. Despite himself Jack took a step back in response and if anything it amused not-Sam.

His heart was pounding fast in his chest, Jack dimly registered, and his body reacted along with it. He could feel his hands were shaking with each step that Not-Sam took closer to him.

“Sam?” he whispered, longing bursting hard in his chest. Even if this wasnt Sam he was something similar and he wanted, needed that. He was lost, more lost than when he had first been born, and he wanted Sam. He wanted his guidance and he wanted that warm smile again, wanted his hand on his back to guide him and most of all, he just wanted to be home.

Not-Sams lips twitched slightly upward and suddenly with a flutter of wings he disappeared. Before Jack could do anything he felt Not-Sam behind him, one arm going out to wrap around his shoulders and the other hand tilting his head to the side to look at him.

“Not Sam.” he whispered into his ear, his breath making Jack shake. “Father.”

Jack froze at that, not even registering a small bit of pain from his back before Not-Sam, Father, Lucifer, pulled away from him, hands in his pockets.

“I don't...understand.” Jack said his arms wrapping around himself. “Why are you...”

Lucifer hummed, tilting his head as he just stared at him. “So it didn't come to fruition in your universe.” he murmured. “How...interesting. How was the apocalypse averted in your universe then?”

Jack tried to remember bits and pieces he had heard from Sam, Dean, and Cas but ultimately he couldn't really answer, he didn't know anything.

“No matter, it doesn't affect me in any way.” Lucifer said with a shrug, looking around them. “Beautiful, isn't it.” it still wasn't a question. “All of humanity, gone.”

“Gone?” Jack repeated, looking around as well. The realization was jarring, it was so quiet and so empty because of that, it was empty. The humans were dead and gone and seemingly, all because of Lucifer.

“Rather regret letting all of them die, I should've maybe left a few handfuls around here and there.” Lucifer mused. “It has been extraordinarily boring lately, I’ve watched so many animals and plants are born and die.” he glanced at Jack again. “And now you're here, all fresh from a new universe, a new life, a new entertainment.”

Lucifer turned and started to walk away, leaving Jack no other choice but to follow him. They walked until they reached a small almost garden and Lucifer sat down on a bench that was oddly well preserved, not a hint of plants or dirt on it. He crossed one leg over the other and leaned back, just staring at him.

“My nephilim from another universe.” he murmured. “My son.”

“I’m not your son.” Jack couldn't help but snap at him, trying to use the new height difference to glare down at him.

If anything it caused Lucifer even more. “Yes you are.” he said, his tone booking no argument. “What's your name?”

“Jack.” he answered before he could stop himself.

Lucifer looked pleased. “Jack. Jack, son of the morning star. Jack, son of Lucifer.” he said. “Jack, my son.”

“I’m not your son.” Jack repeated, trying to firm his voice. When all Lucifer did was laugh softly at him he felt a rush of almost anger. “I’m not!”

Lucifer suddenly appeared beside him again, leaning in close. “I’d recommend you look in a mirror before you say that.” he breathed out. “You resemble me quite a bit right now.”

With a start Jack realized that he was right, he had golden grace surrounding the edges of his vision and he could feel his wings unfurling behind him. He flinched when he felt Lucifer ran his hand over one of his wings and he moved away from him with a small jump.

“I could kill you.” Jack said, trying to make himself bigger and glaring at Lucifer.

“You could.” Lucifer agreed. “The nephilim always surpasses their parent. And you’re welcome to try it, I’d enjoy something to break the monotony of this world. Even if it is my death.”

“You want to die?” Jack asked, a bit confused at that.

“Not necessarily.” Lucifer with a shrug that was so similar to Sam that Jack felt himself choke up slightly. “But I’ve already won here, the angels are locked in heaven and they’re assured that I don't have access to try to break to the other universes so I am stuck here. Not much else to do here other than just take each boring day after the other and if you bring my death, then so be it.”

He was different than the Lucifer that Jack had known back home. This one seemed to be...more certain. Powerful with every last movement, confidence with every last gesture. The grace that was resonating from him was similar to when Dean had been controlled by Michael.

“Now the real question, what are you doing here?” Lucifer asked, sliding his hands back into his pockets once more. His eyes flashed for a moment and his lips twitched once more.

“You're running away.” Lucifer mused, slowly walking around Jack. “You're ashamed about something, I can almost taste it coming from you. But at the same time it's so muted almost like,” he was in front of Jack once more and smirked. “Almost like you don't know if you're actually supposed to be ashamed.”

Jack swallowed hard, trying to control himself. “I did something bad.” he whispered, the words breaking free from him before he could stop himself.

“Did you do something bad or do you think you did something bad?” Lucifer asked, sitting on the bench again.

“Both.” Jack said, slowly going to the ground and sitting in the dirt. Lucifer wrinkled his nose at that but didn't say anything. “Its something I know is bad.”

“But you're also not sure about the emotion behind it.” Lucifer mused. “Why is that?”

Jack reached up to rub at his chest. This was Lucifer but at the same time he could see just a single barely there hint of Sam and that was more than enough, he just wanted some sort of Sam. “I don't have a soul.”

“You’re born with a soul, that's the baggage of being half human.” Lucifer told him.

Jack shook his head. “I burned it away.” he whispered. “I...you, the you from my world, stole my grace and it made me human. I learned how to use my soul to heal and to attack but then...I had to kill Michael who came to our world and I took his grace to make my own but I also-”

“Burned the entirety of your human soul away, leaving only the unfeeling angelic part of you.” Lucifer finished for him. “How...human that was.”

Jack swallowed, shifting from one foot to the other as he felt himself shake slightly.

“But that's not why you ran away, its not why you've found yourself here.” Lucifer said. “What did you do?”

Jack closed his eyes tightly, trying to push the images away. “I killed Mary Winchester.” he whispered. “Sam and Dean's mom.”

He could almost feel Lucifer raises an eyebrow at that. “Mary Winchester, she was killed years ago in this universe.”

“She was killed back home too.” Jack said softly, his breath hitching slightly. “But she was brought back to life by the Darkness,” he paused at the slight hiss of breath from Lucifer at that but continued. “And I...I...”

“Killed her.” Lucifer finished for him once more. “Did you mean to?”

“No.” Jack said as quickly as he could, head snapping up and eyes opening wide. “No! I didn't mean to, I didn't want to. It just...it just got too hard and I couldn't handle it and-” Lucifer waved his hand and Jack was shoved backwards, still landing on his feet. He looked up at him incredulously. “What was that?”

Lucifer gave a pained look at the plants that were around where Jack had been standing and Jack did the same, freezing when he saw that they had been burned to an ash.

“I’m assuming that's what happened to Mary Winchester.” Lucifer said dryly. Swallowing hard Jack barely managed a nod.

“Well, it does sound that you are in a very hard spot.” Lucifer said. “And now here you are, running as far away from home as you can. What are you hoping to find here?”

Jack shrugged, looking around them at the desolate empty earth. “I don't know.”

“Well at least your honest.” Lucifer said shaking his head. “There are no answers here Jack. There is nothing for you here.”

“I don't know what else to do.” Jack whispered. “I’m trying to find something to do. I wanted to try a spell to bring her back to life but that didn't work.” he could hear Lucifer say in disbelief, “Necromancy?”, but ignored it. “I don't have any more answers. So...I’m looking and I’m looking everywhere.”

“Well I can tell you that necromancy is not the answer and I say this with all the knowledge that I have.” Lucifer told him firmly. “Even if you managed to properly do such a thing you wouldn't have brought back Mary Winchester but something horrible.”

“I didn't know what else to do!” Jack exclaimed, his hands coming up to grip at his hair. “I don't know what to do! I don't even know if what I’m feeling is real because I don't have a soul to tell me that!”

Lucifer stood up and reached out to grip Jack by the shoulder, leading him to sit down on the bench before sitting down next to him.

“First, you calm down before you end up destroying this planet.” Lucifer instructed him. “Then, you-”

Jack couldn't stop himself from flinging at him, wrapping his arms around him. He could feel Lucifer stiffen but slowly brought his arms up as well, hugging Jack back though he could feel the confusion.

“I don't know what to do anymore.” Jack whispered, his voice cracking, clinging hard to him. “Sam I don't know what to do. Tell me what to do.”

He could feel the other man breathe out in a bit in annoyance but he didn't move away from him. “You go home.” Sam's voice told him. “You go home and you face what you did. It's hard, it's horrible, and its gut wrenching to a point that even though you have no soul you know its emotional and it's the single most hardest thing you're ever going to do.”

“It's going to be okay Jack.” Sam's voice told him, moving to rub at his back. It seemed almost robotic but regardless Jack pressed into it. “Go back to Sam and Dean, they’re going to be mad and they’re going to be very hurt and maybe unpredictable. But you go back to them, you face what you did, because the alternative is running and regardless of how far or how fast you run, you’re going to have to eventually face it and the sooner the better.”

“But what if they don't want to see me?” Jack whispered, tightening his grip on Sams white suit. “What if they never want to have anything to do with me ever again?”

Sam's hand moved up to the back of his head, his thumb rubbing at it at what could almost be called tenderly. “You know that that's not true.” Sam's voice spoke to him. “But even if it is, then you face that. There are consequences to everything Jack, remember that. And it is your duty to face those consequences no matter what they may be. Whether they meet you with open arms or a gun you face that. You don't have any other choice.”

“But I’m scared.” Jack confessed, ducking his head to press against the other man's shoulder.

“Good, hold onto that fear, hold onto those emotions.” he was told. “Let that ground you and let that guide you because its all you have right now. I don't know if you’ll ever reclaim your soul again so you need to find your guidance, your reason for everything. Because if you live on your instincts, regardless and especially because of how powerful you are, you’re going to be destroyed, one way or another.”

Jack swallowed hard and pulled away enough to look up at him. Sams face smiled down at him but nothing about it said Sam, despite it he took the comfort as it was given to him.

Lucifer smiled at him and leaned in to press their foreheads together. “Go home my son.” he murmured. “No child of mine is a coward.”

Jack took a deep breath and slowly moved away from the other angel, hands still shaking even as he stood up. He nodded and started to walk away, looking at him over his shoulder.

“Thank you.” he whispered before he reached for his grace and felt his wings spread behind him before he pushed himself back into his universe.

Lucifer watched the child, his child, disappear with a flutter of wings. He stared at the ground where Jack had been before he reached into his pocket and pulled out the golden feather he had pulled off of Jacks wings. He turned the feather in his fingers, letting the sun play around it and watched the light shine on it.

“Jack.” he murmured, still staring at the feather. “I’m sure I’ll be seeing you again.”

[bettycrocker]

while i dont think joseph and mary should have stayed together (primarily because joseph is written to be a serial cheater and using the fact that mary wont or even cant properly stand up for herself to him and also mary clearly having gotten over the idea of having children, assuming she wanted any in the first place. i personally feel like joseph was lying to you when he said ‘heeeyy me and mary are through lets fuck’ because he didn’t even hesitate or even take time to let himself recuperate), theyre most definitely staying together for the sake of the children. a divorce can really hit one kid hard, let alone four.

now had joseph and mary really decided to stay apart for a while and joseph stay on his yacht, if mary were really abusing her children do you really really really think joseph would have left them all in mary’s care? why wouldn’t he insist she go stay at a hotel or with her parents or take them to his yacht himself? why would he leave the ‘abusive mother’ in charge of four children?

probably because, again, we were manipulated in game and out of game to believe that mary was a bad parent and wife. just because she chooses not to go find crish at the bbq really doesnt mean anything. she had 3 kids prior and i feel like she would know what shes doing by now in terms of having a toddler. everyone wants to accuse her of being a bad mother for not finding her toddler when its actually extremely normal for parents with 3 children to be aware of what the youngest will end up doing because having kids is a learning experience.

now is that a correct attitude to have? not necessarily but mary seems to know her children fairly well. she knows what the twins can and cant handle (ie; she knows they love horror movies, it’s not common but there are quite a few children who find a keen adoration for horror flicks at a young age), she knows that chris isn’t very outspoken (because he’s autistic), and she knows crish can survive for more than 5 minutes without getting into serious trouble (bcause she’s had to deal with 3 other toddlers).

the only times we really see joseph with any of the kids is with christie and they’re being happy and close. chris we can’t really gauge his opinion of either of his parents, and christian just bails at any chance he can get. christie seems to love her father, most likely her mother too. the kids arent aware they have marital issues because joseph and mary keep that private. they don’t want the kids to worry about their relationship.

mary doesn’t cheat, she just flirts because she likes seeing younger men uncomfortable. it’s funny to her and when a guy seems to want to take her up on her offer, she’s fully aware that he’ll back out when she starts getting weird about it which is why she says “don’t make checks your dick cant cash” she knows hes bluffing because its mary, she’s smarter than we’re led to believe.

joseph on the other hand, we are fully aware of two accounts that he cheated. robert and mc. had it been one time, i feel like mary wouldn’t hold much malice, especially considering she becomes close with robert. but somewhere in the middle of joseph sleeping with robert and mc moving to maplebay, joseph does it a second time, possibly a third if the timeframe allows it. now i feel like joseph started pursuing a sexual relationship with robert after roberts wife died and his daughter left because he knew robert was emotionally compromised but i covered that in a different post. but joseph knowing to go for someone emotionally compromised leads me to believe robert wasnt his first offense.

mary easily becomes friends with robert and i wouldn’t doubt it if she becomes friends easier with people she can bitch about joseph with. so quite possibly, joseph slept with several people that mary is now friends with (maybe not damien, that’d be a stretch. possibly neil, though. robert and mary seem to adore neil). that’s probably why mary is so upset with him. joseph thinks his cheating his completely to himself and the people he slept with when mary is waiting for him to admit it because every person he’s slept with has come to her and told her about it with the same story of “he took me to his yacht, told me you two were through, and then fucked me.” this feels slightly more reinforced to me since if i remember correctly, when examining the bedroom of the yacht, mc mentions how the decor is older in style.

mary should most certainly stand up for herself and call joseph out on her bullshit, just letting it happen isn’t healthy for herself or her family especially since joseph is part of the cause for her drinking problem at this point. but she cant, she wants to be able to wait for her kids to be old enough to understand their reasoning. joseph knows from the outside it looks like they have marital problems so he uses it to his advantage which only causes more and more problems. when it comes to joseph? mary is a pushover because she loves him but she’s so tired of all the lies. there is no doubt in my mind that joseph loves mary too, but the way he’s using her as a ploy to get laid is absolutely inexcusable.

its deeper than just “THEY HAVE ISSUES THEY NEED TO BREAK UP RIGHT NOW (and joseph needs to date my dadsona *heavy breathing*)” because when you take into consideration how they interact with the kids, how much each of them are fucking up, how old the kids are, how much time and money and custody issues it would take especially since at least one of them are most definitely in school and probably already has issues in his classes; a divorce isn’t doable. i get it, everyone only wants the best for these fictional characters, but not every abusive relationship is just like “let me snap my fingers and just leave haha! it couldn’t negatively effect anyone!”

i get how this can seem like im in favor of one character or the other, but i actually genuinely love both mary and joseph very much. they’re two of my favorite characters in the whole game and i’m only doing what i can to understand their situation.

[survivor-iceland]

Ep. 13 - “So its been a dayyyyyyy Jayyyyyyy” - Jack

Timmy

How in the fuck am I still here?!?! I'm overjoyed and this is incredible. Tbh Jack totally just fucked his game but this is so good for me, even if I get out at 6, I still made it a little further than I thought I would've. Also, Raffy really popped the fuck off and it was so funny to watch. I'm just in a really good mood right now.

Maynor

I cant believe idol play was amazing but it wasnt needed. Sjdbsb it was 4-3 for Jack to go is crazy. And im so happy that Timmy stayed in the game. I dont want to play the game without him. So im super happy that he’s still in. We need to win this immunity and keep it away from zoe and Raffy. We need those options open. And also try n keep the idol away from them.

Raffy

Last night was a wild trip. Firstly, I cannot believe Ellie would betray us like that when Maynor is still in this fucking game. No one, except me, seems to think that he's going to win if we keep letting him have control of the game. It's as if I am in a game with a bunch of sheep where I am the only free thinker. This applies to Jack too since he voted out Ellie instead of Timmy in the revote. Like imagine keeping Timmy in this game when he has done so much!!! Like we just keep letting them get away with things and we just keep letting them have control of the game. I'm sick of it!!! I can only trust Zoe now since apparently everyone else is too brain dead to see the obvious threats in this game. I pretended to be fake mad to Jack in order to keep him on our side. I told him that my aggression was a ploy to make them think that he's on their side. I mean I was real mad, but he doesn't need to know that. I don't know whether the lie worked or not, but I just need to find an idol or win immunity because I am sick of Maynor and Timmy being like cockroaches in the nuclear fallout. Like??????? And don't get me started on the goat Joseph who doesn't even know how to talk to people properly. All of them can go fuck off for all I care. 

Raffy

Well I didn't find the idol, and I know that Jack is on the other path with that BS rotating puzzle. So, tomorrow I'll be doing the tundra and hopefully find it before anyone else, otherwise my time in this game is running out. I don't know how well I will do with the immunity challenge, but I have to be confident to do well. I'm praying that Zoe found something because we desperately need it if onyl to prevent Maynor from having it.  

Raffy

Also this is the mood for the rest of the game for John and Ellie and maybe Zoe if she doesn't make it to FTC with me:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0U_Cdrbols

Timmy

Raffy is so fucking smug. He laughed whenever someone messed up in the challenge and basically almost cackled when Maynor and I got it. Like don’t fucking kick me when I’m down. 6th is my Achilles heel and I’m already freaking out. 

Jack

So its been a dayyyyyyy Jayyyyyyy. First Zoe comes in here like, "hey my idol still works" so my and raffy and zoe are like okayyyy we have to freaking one of us get immunity so its at least 2/3 and then zoe wins, and then moments later i finished the HELL PUZZLE WITH THE POINTY IDENTICAL LOOKING PIECES AND BACKGROUND and whoops i found the idol, so theoretically the three of us are like 3/3 safe and can vote out maynor. He's a sweet guy but like yeet. Raffy might be in trouble if zoe like wigs out and doesnt use the idol on him/ was like totally bullshitting about it? but i hope she aint cause yeah

Raffy

I'm glad that Zoe won the immunity challenge because it keeps safety away from both Maynor and Timmy. I wanted to win it, but I am proud that Zoe was able to either way. Her idol will be extremely useful going into this next round as we are planning to use it on me in order to make sure that 2/3 of us are safe tonight. Additionally, if the votes ends up tying 3-3, we can make sure that Jack is safe by revoting and keeping him in this game. Although, I doubt it has to come to that because Jack has also found an idol from the rehidden hunt. This means that all three of us will be safe going into this next tribal council unless they have an idol nullifier. Even then they still can only nullify one which means we're still the dominating force. Basically all is looking on the bright side for Raffy in this vote, and I hope things go smoothly in spite of my confidence.

Jack

I don't remember if I already made a confessional on this, but i found an idol, so now Zoe has immunity, she's gonna play her idol on Raffy, and imma play mine on me. Timmy's been hitting me and Zoe up about flipping on Raffy but we ain't doin thatttttt. Also Joseph was like "what happened in the challenge," and then was like what you thinkinnnnnnn. Maynor in general is like kinda accepted fate vibes. Hopefully everything goes well tonight.

Timmy

I’m distraught and upset. I guess it’s pretty much guaranteed that either myself or Maynor will be leaving tomorrow. I’m so sad and he deserves to stay so much and deserves to win and if he stays, I will not regret anything I did in this game. I want him to be happy and I know he belongs in this game and seeing him happy makes me so happy. 

Raffy

The plan right now is for Zoe to use her idol on me and for Jack to use his idol on himself so that we are all safe at tribal council tonight. My FTC plan right now is Zoe, Joseph, and I. I love Jack, but he needs to go because I feel like he beats me at the end. He has an amazing redemption arc, and he has pulled off so many things in his short time here without many social connections. That's pretty impressive. However, I want to take him out at F5 or F4 because I still need him on my side. My boot order currently is Maynor -> Timmy -> Jack. However, Jack is also good at challenges which means I have to pry the immunity necklace from his hands. I know I can beat him. I just have to go out there and do it. 

Maynor

Tonight might be my last night in the game and its bittersweet. I feel like i played a good game. I also feel like i was given credit for the moves Ive made. I am very proud of myself, and usually im always very hard on myself. I feel like this was my most out there game play ive had and im still very in aw that i was able to pull off a 4-3-3, vote 3-2-2 vote, able to flip Jack to vote Ellie saving Timmy, found an idol and many things. This has been a favorite game even though i might be out tonight. Like they know Ive played hard and i kept fighting to stay in this game. Tribal is going to be 3-3. We are voting jack (me timmy joseph) and (zoe raffy jack) are most likely voting for me once again. I hope. Jack has the idol cuz he did the trees path were i knew it was going to be at but my dumbass decided to do mountain instead. Jack is either going to use his idol on Raffy to try n avoid a tie or of jack plays it on himself and he negates all his votes. Either way. We are going to lose someone and they arent. So whatever happens tonight i will be content with cuz ive done everything that i could to try and survive. ❤️ Jay for having me back. Youre the best. Love you. ❤️

Maynor

My thoughts on 5 of the Final 6 people in the game: 1. Jack- oh the second boot. Was very paranoid early of this game and its understandable. Did good in EOE and returned to the game. Seemed to fall into place to Raffy’s side by not even talking to me or people who were working with me. Made his own ‘move’ by doing Ellie during F7 vote. But honestly it was not a good move for him. Even though I preached Jack has his own story. Honestly, he is still kind of a goat. No one would vote for him to win over others left in the game. Going to the end with Zoe and Raffy is his death sentence but going also everyone else in the game is his death sentence. 2. Joseph- people are saying he is a goat but that is not necessarily true. He has made moves in this game to help his position in it. He took the opportunity at f10 to make a move. Again with John vote. Dylan vote as well. Same with Jack that turned to Ellie vote off. The moves he has made were to help him make it to the end. People are underestimating his game play and if he makes it to the end then he really deserves to win it. Especially over like Jack. Also Raffy and Zoe tbh. 👀 MaynorPart 2: 3. Zoe- Zoe is a good player. But gameplay this season, i dont think she deserves the win. She was already voted out. All her strategic moves did not go according to plan. Was over confident and cocky and comfortable in the game. Wasnt going to make it to the final 7 anyways because her allies Raffy and Dylan were going to take her out. Her game play after making it back into the game due to eoe has made her into a goat. Like if someone votes for her to win its due to them being bitter over everyone else. She didnt try to make connections with everyone. She went right back to the people she was working with. And you can feel the ooze of over confidence when she said “im fitting in perfectly” when her as only talked to Raffy and ellie and Jack. So 🤷‍♂️ Honestly social game aint that good either. 4. Raffy- oh boi. Raffy raffy. Were do I start. None of his plans have happened besides the Stephen vote and even that he said it wasnt his move. Gave it to Dylan. So 🤷‍♂️ What moves has he done really? Hes been rude to a few people here and honestly leaves a bad taste in my mouth (game wise) cuz its been more game talk from him. He gets mad when things dont go his way and just starts yelling at people that they made the bad decision. But he still fought in this game. I would gove my vote to him over people like Zoe and Jack. MaynorPart 3: 5. Timmy- can i say how proud i am with Timmy this season. His social game was amazing and strong. He had people wanting to work with him and was in a good spot for a bit. He felt in the bottom and made a move. Since then has been fighting to stay in the game. Got ellie to flip on her alliance. Said Dylan’s name for the target. He played an idol on me instead of himself. He really did all that in this game and he has a big shot to win this game. He just has to reach the final 3. I feel that he can do that. He’s a great person and honestly gunna be sad now going to be able to finish this game with him. Would have been amazing to be able to sit with him at the end of the game. But alas ive made myself into a huge target that no one would want to work with me to get to the end and i understand. It just sucks i wont be able to finish this game with him. But he would be a great winner. And he deserves it with the game he has played. Im wishing him the all the luck and sending him good vibes for the rest of the game. ❤️

[slytherdanes]

The Misunderstandings

WHO: Andrew, Spencer & Gen.

LOCATION: Pub.

WHEN: Autumn Festival.

NOTES: After spending the afternoon in the pub, Andrew begins talking to @genevieve-whistler​ and they have a drink together. Gen gets rather mischievous, however, when @themisunderstoodslytherin​ walks into the pub and spots the two of them. A sly kiss from the blonde witch was all it took to make Spencer turn around and leave, getting the wrong impression entirely. Andrew follows him in an attempt to explain and things get heated. (much of the thread has been lost to the void, but here is what was salvaged)

Spencer

He didn’t know how things differed for Andrew, whether it was anything to with his blood status or just him as a person but he could tell there was a big difference on their views of their sexuality. Andrew had seemed to accepted it, there was no signs of embarrassment just acceptance and confidence. Spencer was the total opposite. He’d learned to hide it his whole life, even hide it from himself to a certain degree. It was easier for him now, personally, not socially. Socially he still kept it hidden away like a dirty secret, but he’d come to accept it himself. There was nothing he could do about it, no way he could change it - all he could do was hide it and hope for his sake that it never came out. “Just because it shouldn’t doesn’t mean it isn’t. I’m expected to marry a respectable pureblood female from Slytherin. My father would be furious if she was Ravenclaw let alone she actually being a he. It’s just not done, I mean, if it is it’s not spoken about.” Spencer tried to explain with a sigh. “I’m not sure I could get you to understand, you’d have to know my father to get it and even then there’s still so much that …” He trailed not really knowing what he was going to say. So much what? Secrets? Stuff he didn’t know? He just shook his head getting frustrated with himself. “No, that’s exactly how it is. Everything I do is reflected on my father.” He told him believing every single word he was saying. He nearly found himself asking how the blonde would know, but bit his tongue realising how cruel it sounded - he didn’t mean it in malice and he didn’t want to hurt Andrew he was just frustrated that there was so much Andrew wouldn’t be able to understand. “I’m not, I’m exactly like my dad. Everything I do is controlled by him in way, controlled by fear of him.” He’d said too much, he needed to shut up.

A smile came to his face, a genuine smile. It was weird considering the circumstances, and it hurt like hell as it tugged on the cut on his lip but that didn’t stop him smiling. He probably looked weird smiling considering the situation but he’d never had someone care about him being hurt physically or emotionally. Spencer froze as he felt the male’s hand on his face, it felt weird - a good weird, but weird nonetheless. The only time anyone had really raised a hand to him was to hit him, so the touch felt foreign. His eyes followed Andrew’s thumb as it moved over his lip. He took an intake of breath, attempting not to wince. He scoffed at the male’s comment. “How do you know?” He retorted, knowing he deserved most of the things he got coming to him. “I don’t need the infirmary. It’s nothing I can’t handle, I’m not a wimp.” He argued with a thrown. He’d received worse, and had never got help for it before. He was used to just letting things heal or patching himself up. If he’d ever complained or asked for help he’d get another hit for being a wimp. He met Andrew’s gaze briefly as he removed his hand before clearing his throat and looking away.

Andrew: 

The expectation to marry someone specific was foreign to him. He had never had such an expectation thrust upon him. Of course, there was the idea that he would end up marrying a woman, but besides that it was nonexistent. Granted, that was a rather big caveat – but it was never something that was necessarily forced upon him. They lived in very different worlds, and Andrew had not known just how different they were. “Well, at least I’m from Slytherin?” He offered in consolation, though he was only joking, trying to make light of the situation. “It’s not right to have those sorts of expectations laid out for you. People should be allowed to choose their own paths..” And Andrew wasn’t saying that just because he was interested in Spencer. It was something he believed for everyone. It was hard to go against what one’s parents had in mind, Andrew knew that. Still, there should never be anything limiting people. “So much that?” Andrew didn’t want to pry, but a large part of him wanted to understand more about Spencer. There was so much that was under wraps and Andrew wanted to know what was under there. “You could try me.” He shrugged. He may not understand, but there was no harm in trying. Andrew

Andrew’s brow drew together, concerned for the other man. “And you’re okay with that?” He asked, genuinely curious. It didn’t seem that Spencer was okay with that, but Andrew had little idea what went on in his head. The concern within Andrew grew even more so when Spencer mentioned that he was fearful of his father. Given his close relationship with his parents, before their untimely demise, being afraid of his father was something completely new for him. Of course there were times when he might be worried about his parents’ reaction to things, but to be afraid of them? Never. “I don’t think that means you’re exactly like him.”

The genuine smile on Spencer’s lips made Andrew smile himself, once again. He wasn’t entirely sure what he had done – perhaps it was that he cared. Still, regardless seeing the man smile was something Andrew enjoyed. He could feel Spencer freeze at his touch, and wasn’t sure whether that was necessarily a good thing or a bad thing. Regardless, the wizard allowed Andrew to continue inspecting his face. “Well, at the very least I don’t think you deserve it.” He offered. “The guard was out of order.” Andrew didn’t know what Spencer had done, but it can’t have been much worse than most prisoners. “Where is your guard anyway?” He asked, looking around and seeing no one accompanying him. “I don’t think you’re a wimp, and I know you can handle it, but we should get it cleaned up.” He insisted. Andrew cleared his throat as well, swallowing after and meeting Spencer’s gaze once again. “We can head to mine and see what we can do, if you don’t want to go to the hospital.”

Spencer

A small laugh left Spencer’s lips, only Andrew could make him laugh about such a serious subject. He was thankful that he’d tried to bring some light to their conversation, hating how deep and serious it was getting. “I suppose one out of three isn’t terrible.” He replied with half a smirk. “It’s just the way it is. It’s like it for quite a few traditional pureblood families. My father doesn’t exactly see it as it being my life to live y'know? I mean, he gave me life so it’s his to control.” He explained without even thinking twice about it. That was the only problem about Andrew, he made Spencer feel so comfortable that he found things slipping out of his mouth, things he wasn’t supposed to talk about. “Just so much you don’t know.” He finished, leaving it at that almost shutting the male down. He’d said enough for one night. He wasn’t going to let anything else slip.

“What choice do I have?” Spencer asked shrugging nonchalantly, he’d had enough time to come to terms with it. He could see thoughts whirling around in the blonde’s head he only wished he knew what the thoughts were. “I feel like it does. I mean, the things I’ve said - I’m just spewing all the rubbish he does.” He admitted feeling disgusted with himself. His teeth sunk into his lip drawing blood, as his mind attacked itself with insults. He wished things were different, that he was better. Andrew deserved better.

“Others might disagree.” Spencer replied with a smirk, getting used to the pain of his cut stretching as his lips moved. “I don’t blame the guard.” He told Andrew truthfully. A smirk came to his face as he questioned Spencer about his guard. “I locked him in my bathroom as he ran for his wand.” He probably shouldn’t have been as impressed with himself as he was but he quite enjoyed the fact he’d managed to outsmart the male. “Fine, I suppose it wouldn’t hurt.” Though the thought made him uncomfortable just thinking of the insults his father would shout if he could see him. “I’d prefe that.” He admitted forcing a smile.

Andrew: 

“And obviously I have the most important one down.” Andrew joked once again. His blood status and gender identity were surely more important than his previous Hogwarts house. Still, better to have one than none. “We can work on the others.” He winked at his fellow wizard. Those were two things he could not change, even if he had wanted – which he in fact did not. Once upon a time Andrew would have begged to be a pureblood wizard, for all the torment it would have saved him. He did not care much for it these days. He had come to learn that it was something that would never change, and he was okay with that. Even if everyone else wasn’t. Quite frankly, it was a miracle he was placed in Slytherin being a muggleborn – so he had barely ticked one thing off of Spencer’s list. Andrew nodded. He knew what pureblood families could be like. He knew too many purebloods to not have an idea. Still, it was still crazy to him when he heard a first hand account of such things. This would never happen in his world outside of magic. “That’s not right.” Was all he could think to say. Spencer was raised this way, it was ingrained within the wizard and nothing Andrew would say could change that fact. Still, he didn’t believe it was fair. “You deserve to live the way you want to – to do whatever you like, and be with whoever you’d like to.” The words were slow, calculating and every one of them true. “No one should have control over the things you do.” It was easy for Andrew to say, of course. He wasnt the one in such a limiting situation. With Spencer’s words it was easy to see that he had no intention of explaining further. He was right. Andrew wasn’t sure of the entire situation, but it was difficult. It must have been for him. He wasn’t sure what exactly to say to him. What could he do? What choice did he have? It was easy to think: Spencer could just disobey his father. Much harder to do, though. “Ignore the expectations?” The amount of time it had taken him to answer, paired with the uncertainty of his tone showed that Andrew didn’t think that was a realistic or easy thing to do. “You might have said those things, but it seems to me that you don’t believe them like je does.” He wasn’t certain about what Spencer had said or done because of or for his father, but Andrew could see that a large part of Spencer was fighting against that. He didn’t seem happy with it, or content in the ways some of the prisoners were. If Spencer felt that way, then there was no way that Andrew would even have the time of day from him – let alone be having these conversations with him. Andrew had never met Spencer’s father, but from mere descriptions he knew that his father would have put him down long ago. Spencer hadn’t even said some of the things other prisoners were quick to call him. He didn’t believe that the two were alike. Granted, he hadn’t met him. He didn’t want to, either. “Other’s can disagree all they like, it won’t change my opinion.” Andrew hadn’t been concerned with the opinions of others for a while. “You probably should. He had a field day.” Spencer’s face was the proof of that, and he was sure the guard would be happy to see what he had done. Andrew couldn’t help the laugh that escaped his lips. “Good play.” He shook his head in amusement. “He probably won’t be happy about that.” It was a good job Andrew had been the one to bump into him, for he was certain other guards wouldn’t have been as forgiving. Andrew nodded just the once. “My place it is.” He offered the other a smile. “Because that lip looks pretty painful.” He had noticed that the lip had been bleeding more so during their conversation.

Spencer: 

Spencer laughed shaking his head and the blonde, he felt odd laughing and joking with him considering everything that was happening but in a way it always felt right with Andrew, never forced. “We can? Are you planning on having a sex change I don’t know about?” He teased with a laugh. “Maybe a blood transfusion?” He added shaking his head with a smirk. Even if Andrew was able to change those things Spencer wouldn’t want him too, he liked him just the way he was - which was the issue. No that was a lie. The issue was Spencer. If anyone should have been changing it should have been him. If he wasn’t such a wimp, if he was brave enough to stand up to his family he wouldn’t of been having this conversation. “I guess it’s not but that doesn’t change the way it is. I mean, not everyone goes along with it but some people just don’t really have a choice. Well, I guess we do but sometimes it doesn’t feel like we do.” Spencer confessed with a shrug

“Everyone is controlled to a certain extent. I mean, surely you had rules growing up as a kid? Your parents stopping you from doing something you wanted? It’s just like that really but a little more strict and controlling.” He pointed out trying to show Andrew how he saw it.

The male scoffed finding Andrew’s suggestion amusing. “I wish I could.” Was his only reply. Even Andrew knew it wasn’t that simple. He smiled at the male gratefully. “No I don’t, but that just makes it worse. I’m too much of a coward to stand up against it, I just go along with what is expected of me.” He replied shaking his head while digging his nails into his palms. He truly did have a hatred for himself, one that ran deep down to his core. He probably had his father to thank for that. There was only so many times someone could be told them were worthless before they would start to believe it. “Thank you. It means a lot.” The Slytherin replied honestly. He tried not to laugh at the male’s statement if he thought this was bad he’d seen nothing yet compared to what his father had been known to do. “It could have been worse.” Spencer knew that oh too well. “I thought so.” He relied with a smirk. “Well there’s not a lot he can do about it now. I’m just hoping he’s escaped by the time I return.” He’d not thought that far ahead while locking him in there. “Lead the way.” Spencer stated gesturing for the blonde to show him the way. “It’s not that bad. Probably looks worse than it is”

Andrew

Shaking his head in amusement at the wizard’s comment. “I wasn’t planning on it, but who knows?” He joked, winking at the other. “A blood transfusion could work.” He nodded in joking agreement. “Just need to find a willing participant.” He laughed. Andrew had no problem with his blood, so there was no issue joking about it. Had he actually felt lesser because of it, then the conversation might have been less playful. Of course, with the following seriousness of the conversation, it couldn’t remain playful for long. He nodded along with Spencer’s words, unsure of what to say. Andrew knew that it couldn’t have been easy. There was always a choice, Andrew thought, it was just a matter of how easy that choice was. “I guess not.” He frowned, feeling sorry for Spencer and those in similar situations.

“I had rules when I was a kid,” he nodded. “But that was a long time ago, and a lot changed when I hit, maybe, sixteen?” The rules set out for him had diminished significantly, and the freedom after he hit eighteen especially was much greater. Andrew would never have considered himself controlled, though. Even if as a silly teen, he might have complained about such. “You’re not a kid, anymore, Spence.” He frowned, sad about the fact that Spencer’s parents were treating him like such.

Andrew didn’t think that it was a good way to live, how Spencer was obeying his father at every turn. Especially given the controlling nature. Had he been doing things far beyond that he should have, then it would be more understandable. Of course, his father held views that were not the greatest, and that Andrew didn’t agree with. But still, it wasn’t entirely fair. He placed his hand on the upper part of Spencer’s arm. “You’re not a coward.” Andrew believed that much, though he hadn’t seen the other with his father, he couldn’t believe that Spencer was a coward. “Not everyone is okay with breaking expectations.” And Andrew certainly wasn’t trying to force Spencer to do so. It was a shame, though, for himself. He did wish that something could happen between the two of them, but wasn’t going to push Spencer into anything he was uncomfortable with.

“I am glad it wasn’t worse.” Andrew would have been a great deal more angry had it been. “Well, then you’ll have to stay out a little longer than originally planned, just to make sure.” He offered. More time would give the guard greater chance of escaping. Andrew nodded and moved further up the street before taking a left turn. “Maybe, but it needs cleaning at the very least.” He shot Spencer a look that suggested he shouldn’t argue with him. After walking down the street, he took another right turn and arrived at the place he’d called home for the past few months. He checked in his pocket for his keys, searching for them – tried the other pocket and finally pulled them out. “There they are.” He laughed lightly. He raised them to the keyhole and unlocked the door, pushing it open. He had the sudden thought that his sister might be in, though he hoped she was not. Andrew thought telling Spencer such things might make him less inclined to enter, and so opted to remain silent about that. “After you,” he said, holding his arm out to let him pass.

[swampgallows]

the tv is always on in my household. because of this, if i enter the kitchen or cross the den to go in the backyard, i see glimpses of what’s on tv. my dad or mom is usually watching. but i never sit and watch anything with them, particularly because they pause and talk throughout the whole thing and keep the captioning on because they don’t hear well. which is fine, but i’m not much of a “watcher” anyway. 

there is a scene i remember watching. just the one scene, just the few frames. i don’t remember how old i was. i could have been twelve, i could have been eighteen. it could have been here or at my childhood home. i don’t remember. but the film (or at least this part of it) was about a young girl who could see different moments in time. either past, or future, i couldn’t tell. and she was certain their house would burn down. her father assured her it wouldn’t happen. she looked over at her shelf of stuffed animals and saw the flames licking up behind them, her stuffed bunny’s ears wilting as it folded in on itself and burned, molten plastic dripping down from its eyes. she looked back at her dad, and then at her intact shelf.

i am feeling that way with my relationships, no matter how superficial. a friend sends me a song and i immediately feel a sense of nostalgic bitterness, feeling like one day I will stumble across it or listen to it again and will be able to do nothing but regret the time i spent with them and mourn our relationship. i see our friendships ending before they’ve even begun and wonder what i’m doing wasting their time. i will say the wrong thing and they will come to hate me, and all the things they kept under wraps or bit their tongue about while we were on good terms will come spilling out, and then i’ll get to hear their true thoughts. things that they wished, desperately, that they could make fun of me to my face about. 

four years ago i got an Anonymous ask (on my previous url) back when i was hit by the car. it said something along the lines of how i’m too ugly for my rave family, or that it’s a good thing i wasnt able to hang out with them (since i was in recovery) because i made them look ugly. there was a tidbit floating around tumblr that if you blocked the anonymous message it would reveal their IP with a certain addon/extension, but it ended up not working and just deleting the message. statcounter revealed it was someone in socal, which made me even more upset. because it meant somebody who knew me and might have even been friends with me secretly thought i was ugly and was bringing down the look of my friend group as a whole by daring to show my ugly face.

and now that the jnco kids photoshoot is floating around again with its 10k+ notes all i think about is how i didnt go to the photoshoot because i was sick, but also because i was broken out and disgusting and i felt hideous. and it’s clear from the other photos that i dont belong, i dont gel with the style at all, i dont know how to pose or what to do with my hands, and i just hate having my picture taken, and i knew i should stay out of the pictures because nobody was going to want to buy a product that i was wearing. im not a model, which isn’t necessarily any ...fault or detriment or defect or something on my part, i mean, not everybody’s a model... but all of my friends are stylish and fashionable and generally good looking. and i’m not. but i mean, i dont make the effort. because i dont really care about that thing. because if i care about it too much, all i do is see the flaws i cant fix, like the size of my nose and my protruding cheeks and my hard chin that everybody tells me is “too sharp” for me to hug them. 

and i know it’s not healthy to think about these things or to sabotage myself into thinking that there’s no point in trying to be healthy or cute just because i have a nose like a stalactite and skin like no-man’s land. but it doesn’t change the fact that i do, and i worry all the time about bringing down the people around me by just being an entity. the best thing about raves is that i can hide in a corner and dance without caring about people looking at me (because nobody is), i dont get hit on, people just leave me alone, and it’s just me and the music and that’s all i care about. i dont have to worry about looking professional or stylish or cute, i can just wear what i want and what i’m comfortable in and all of my fun kandi and just do what i want. 

i couldn’t pull off the outfit that [redacted] is wearing in the photoshoot. she’s fucking 5′2″ or some shit and under a hundred pounds. her ears are the size of a silver dollar and her nose is like a gumdrop. her thighs have the same amount of fat she did coming out of the fucking womb. i’m built like a lethargic vrykul, or maybe a rubenesque woman with a foot in the grave. my body looks like somebody put all the sliders in the middle. it’s a disaster. and my posture is so fucking insanely bad that im pretty sure my gait is fucked up permanently. 

i dont put effort into it because i dont want people to look at me. i dont want people to be physically attracted to me. i dont want people to hit on me. i dont want to be singled out. but i also dont want to loom in the back of my friend group like their fucking personal lurch addams and make them feel like they brought some kind of charity case along. that’s how i felt at burning man and i cried about it for almost a full day. nate told me “You’re one of my best friends” and i said “but I dont understand why.”

ive been such a fucking wreck all week. i cant seem to fix my sleeping schedule to something more preferable or make an effort to do fucking anything. i tried to get at those prompts today and i jsut felt drained of creativity and completely dead. and as my departure date approaches i realize i spent these months fuckking around and i have no idea what im going to wear while im in holland and im just going to be the fucking “not as stylish” ugly outcast a-fucking-gain with my three cute baby-faced friends and then me looking like a half-shucked cornstalk. i wanted my tattoo by thunderdome and i didnt do it; i have to treat my roots again before we go, and i have no fucking idea what im going to wear for ten fucking days. and not only that but a bunch of my clothes don’t fit anymore or are way too tight on me. i gained a little bit of weight but it’s mostly that the shape of my hips changed since college (obviously a 19 year old and a 27 year old are not built the same way. i just didnt think my change would be so drastic as to fuck me out of half my clothing.)

it’s not that i dont want to go. i just feel like somebody better should go instead. somebody better should have been here all along. i dont know why i bother taking up their space.

[chubbysweettooth]

Life love stress and set backs

Haven’t wrote in this since November, and it’s hard to recollect everything but but as of right now life sucks once again. And Its s somewhat all foo familiar situation.

Sunday, cinco de Mayo. We hadn’t really talked or saw each other last week. You’ve been stopping the sexual occurrences as of late but they have still snuck in. Last week we had sex, but argued. If I joke about sex or make advances I’m shunned, when you do it it’s suppose to be fun and teaseful. Unfair.

Anyway, I reached out to you to which you shortly rejected going to Angry Horse brewery which now was probably a good idea since you probably wouldn’t have liked the beer selection. You said “we should probably talk soon” and my heart sank. I already knew what it was. Three possibilities went through my head; You started sleeping with someone else, you starting seeing someone else which would pretty mean you’d start sleeping with them at some point or you were gonna say we should talk or hang out anymore and though that doesn’t necessarily mean you’re interested in someone else, I felt that that would be the reason for not seeing each other. Well I was right, you’re “talking” to someone else and come to find out it’s been for a month and your perception is that we’ve been done since February. Honestly we haven’t. To make it worse it’s someone you work with. Which I mentioned a few months ago as joke and now looking back it just seems like I’ve been calling these type of things out. Now I know that the times you didn’t reacted probably meant something. The times you were defensive meant something.

I’m fucking torn, I’ve cried ever since. Yesterday was the only day I had it under control but it’s still trying to come out. We were suppose to go to the gym, we didn’t, I didn’t want to talk to you because of how much it hurt. I didn’t want to see you because of how much I’m hurting. But I did anyway over food and not touching you or being close you is killing me. I can’t do this as friends. I don’t know if I ever will. I hate thinking of you with someone else and I really hate thinking about the fact that you’re already into someone else. I can’t fucking believe that this is happening. I feel so stupid, I look so stupid. I wasn’t the best of person when we were dating. I’ve acknowledged and apologized. Doesn’t fix anything I know, but I’ve been trying the last few months to be better, after our last huge argument. It’s too little too late to you. It sucks. I don’t feel like it’s worth anything and now its really not.

I quit Forever 21, friday the 3rd was my last day. I had talked to Kurt two months ago about going back part time as a side job, in which you didn’t really want me to and now it kinda makes sense. You even said “what if I start dating someone and we have to see each other, wouldn’t it be weird?” I honestly didn’t think you’d move on that quick. You’ve move on so Fucking quick. I feel worthless, I really feel important or valuable to you anymore. . I was in what I called a purgatory with my depression, I wasnt happy but I also wasn’t bad so I accepted that. I made future goals which I hadn’t because of how deep I’ve gotten in my depression. Now I’m out of that purgatory. I’m right back into the deep end of the pool of negativity. I don’t want to move, I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to think at all. I don’t want my future goals, I don’t care about anything anymore. It’s destroying me. I hate to admit it, sunday was the closest I’ve ever gotten mentally to killing myself. I lost my Shit so bad Sunday night. You came over and i enjoyed being next to you but the sight of you hurt. Then the rest of the day didn’t help.

Anytime your phone goes off I think it’s him. Whenever you’re on your phone I think it’s cause you’re talking to him. I don’t even know who He is which makes it worse. I applied to go back to Macy’s and was so excited to because I’d get to see you for short periods of time and I felt happy because I could get paid doing something I was extremely familiar with. Now that’s ruined. And I’m scared cause I didn’t want to look for another job so soon, and now I feel like o have to.

I FUCKING HATE THIS SO MUCH AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT

I should have given you more, I was scared to before. I was worried Daisy would feel what I’m feeling right now. That’s always been my concern. But I shouldn’t have focused on that. October ruined a lot because I wanted to ask you be my girlfriend on Halloween cause it’s my favorite holiday. I was busy a lot at forever 21 the beginning of the month and we bumped heads because of it but I knew it would be different once I was at montebello. I was happy, it was a new start and a new chapter and I wanted it to include the only thing you ever wanted from me. 5 days before I found out about your neighbor. And ever since I’ve questioned being with you. Every time I felt like moving forward I was reminded of it and it ruined me. This shit is fucking killing me, I don’t know what to do.

I feel like I’m probably gonna send you this. And I feel like I shouldn’t. You told me you don’t like when I tell you I love you or do anything of what we used To but you gotta remember that this is extremely sudden for me. It’s been 2-3 days. You’ve been over this for at least a month.

I forgot I already had a tumblr for you. This was the bad one, the one that was about the bad stuff. I deleted the other one which didn’t have too much more but it was both good and bad. It was thoughts I didn’t mention out loud. If you notice whenever you say “you’ve never told me that” I get stuck. I try to remember if I ever did tell you. The reason being I’ve probably posted about it, talked about it in more detail with someone else like Joey or used to be Danny. So I have just not to you. Idk, maybe I felt like it would ruin things or make you feel like I was over stuff when I wasn’t. I try not to talk to too many people about it. It’s not that they won’t get it but I probably don’t want to hear it. It’s exhausting speaking of it once. Imagine a few extra times.

I definitely hate that I’m making you feel bad telling you things because I’m the one that’s hurt. I fucking hate feeling like you’re not telling me everything. I feel you are more serious with this guy than you’re letting on. I hate feeling like I’m just a fucking thorn in your side because he’s at the top of your attention. Fuck I can’t believe this.

I don’t know what’s next. I don’t know what I’m gonna do about Macy’s. This seriously fucked that up so bad. I’m embarrassed going back and feeling like everyone knows you’re done with me cause we weren’t done a month ago.

I want to forget about you and I know I can’t. I hate that I’m so attached to you. It makes me look weak. I hate that I cared about you so much cause I feel like you’ve hurt me twice in the same way(and I know I’ve hurt you many times before as well.). I hate all this and even as mad as I am, I want to scream and slam my hands into the ground, I still crave the scent of your perfume and the touch of your skin next to mine.

Fuck.

Edit: I’m sure there’s things I left out. I just can’t think right now.

[jinatbd]

I think it’s time to reflect on 2019.

What a fucking whirlwind of a year. I dieted, exercised, went to korea, went blonde and pink and purple, took a CBD class, took a lot of Yoga, kicked my merch habit, lost and gained 10 pounds, got a new fucking job that I fucking love with the best boss I’ve ever had, worked a ton of just the craziest events, and got to see the clouds move at crazy fast paces that make me feel so light and uncommitted to this world and who I am now. I think that’s one of the crazy things of sitting here on the 40fh floor watching these clouds float and I mean literally get a move on past me above a city that seems to be falling asleep slowly. What a gorgeous view and a crazy experience that I get to have. And I had this not just once but multiple times this year.

I love these stupid skylines and gorgeous landscapes and breath taking views and just expanses. It’s so different than just sitting in my LA apartment and I’m so so soooooo immensely grateful for this change. I’m glad we moved too. I think I’m happy with the move just a little uncontent with where we are choosing to spend money.

2019 was so insanely long.

Kpop wise, I was still so in love with stray kids at the beginning of the year. I watched the miroh cb but tbh it set the tone and so I wasnt as thrilled about the remainder of the comebacks. I was still so so into BTS. I still really liked taehyung. I had a yoongi phase to shield myself from claires increasing obsession with Taehyung. I got to have JUS2, the best unit ever to be birthed by GOT7 debut and also have their stuff everywhere while I was in Korea. I got into Izone. I got to have WayV fulfill every single Cpop dream I had. I watched IP2 and cried over YMM pretty much the entire season and wenhan. I got to see blackpink and pentagon and Twice and GOT7 AGAIN!!! And then my dream literally came true. I worked kcon?!? I dont even care for ATEEZ but so so cool to be able to be part of a moment. And I got to see Woojin 🥺the only one I would ever use this emoji for. As the year draws to a close, I really think I’m a bigger Dream fan than ever before. Fireflies and DNYL was the track OF THE YEAR. I can’t stop listening to it and boom is also such a great track. And on some level I think that SKZ is my guilty pleasure EDM group. That’s super super nice to have. I’m obsessed with SUPERM. WHAT A GENIUS MOVE to have such absolute powerhouses in one group and I’ll get to see them in the new year! Also so so so proud of Got7 this year. While eclipse was not my favorite, I will say this year everyone seemed the most content with what they were putting out and they had the best time promoting all of their music. As a fan I’m much deeper in love with Markhyuck than I ever have been and it’s starting to blend into 2park. It’s been such a whirlwind. Such a crazy long year. I also will take some time eventually to talk about just how different it is now that BTS is a clear top. Nothing is as interesting or as fun anymore. Especially year end stages. And I miss having Exo. I love BTS don’t get my wrong. I rrally think they did something exceptional with their music. But I dont think I can ever refute that EXO is the BEST kpop boy group of all time for many many many reasons. It’s nice having them comeback with a strong concept like obsession. So. So happy with it. Also Lowkey happy with the music style trade between 127 and exo with obessesion and superhuman lol. I think for now that’s enough about kpop. How I’m consuming it is constantly changing. I’m not longer following as closely but I think it’s just enough. And I’m learning when to save and when to just like something.

As a person, did I become more of a leo? More abrasive and rough? Defensive and almost unpleasant to be around? Maybe. I think there’s a lot of residual habits that I had formed during my two dormant years that I want to fix including, accidentally over dominating a conversation and spacing out when someone else is talking. I feel super rusty and I feel bad that I seem to no longer engage with people as much as I used to or as well as I used to. I think I need more practice with friends who aren’t just in my immediate circle or very surface level. I definitely want to read more books on that.

Personally, I have a few goals this year. First quarter of the year I want to focus on my exercise, diet, and korean. I think 3 things shouldn’t be too hard to handle. To tackle this, I want to spend time looking at things I would like to cook to be healthier and to eat healthier. And for exercise, if I can just manage to do what Kelly did and pair it with exercise, I really believe I can drop major pounds. I feel motivated again to do it and I want to do it well. I also do want to set some goals at work but I think that needs further reflecting this month. On my to do list.

I still want to do some form of YouTube but I havent quite decided what yet. So that’s more to come later.

Did I reflect on my 2019 enough? I really think that it’s been an immense year of personal growth but also if slip ups and seeing a lot of my Achilles heels. A testament of my laziness but also willingness to make things happen. I was burnt out and motivated all at once because it felt like I was living three lives at once and I had comepletely separates how I felt in each one. It proves to me that I am able to really change how I approach anything just based on mentality and it has nothing to do with how I feel right now as a whole. I am complex with many emotions and depth that gives me the ability to juggle almost multiple universes for myself. What makes me so so soooo excited about this year is that I think I can finally properly break away from chains that I’ve imposed on myself through my friendships. I have been learning how to form my own opinion, how to defend yet not be defensive of them, and to not have to agree. It’s less of a breaking away from my friends than a breaking away from my thoughts and impressions of this friendship past my boundary.

On that note, I do think this is the year that I let Alex Lim go. I think cutting him off myself last fall was the hardest most heartbreaking thing I’ve ever had to go through in a friendship but I am happy to report that I’m happier now. I feel unconstrained and just the same indifference I feel for his girlfriend. I’d love to stay in the loop but it’s not the same stress that I felt.

I also feel more free of Alex Do for the first time. This year included the developments of his update wi th AILINA when I decided to go to exec elections, him ignoring me, me finding out he was dating someone, me finding out he was refused to make it official because of us but had also brought her home, and him moving back to Texas. It just felt so much freer to not be tied anymore and to feel bad or feel remorse or any of the things that I had felt in the entirety of our relationship and post breakup. I’m actually quite happy with where I’m at now.

Family is hard. I think this year is going to be hard for everyone.

Regardless. What an amazing jam packed long ass year. I’m so so soooo excited for anew chapter. It proves that time doesn’t necessarily need to move faster. But I should also plan with less stress. I think that’s the biggest take away this year. How I manage stress.

Here’s to a 2019. The craziest year yet.

[survivormuxloe]

Episode #6: “because Sweyn’s Baddies are COMING” - Jones

My bitch ass glasses broke so I’m more than happy to be doing a challenge that requires my ears. Maybe wil my eyesight so poor my hearing will get better to compensate who knows. Even if we lose I’m in a Gucci spot to survive.

Tribal was a success. With the first tribal done I’m happy trust is built and I can stop being paranoid.

With that said I think I’m in a good position going forward as I have an alliance and we’re probably reaching a merge or a swap soon.

my plan of action for my tribe since we legit havent got Anything on the doc yet (me n michael have an excuse..) is to make it seem like im doing more than i am. oh im gonna work on it soon! i’ll do this soon! like its all about seeming like im contributing.. when i aint LAMDKNDG

me n michael made a f2 altho it breaks my heart to say its just for the sake of my survival on this dumbass tribe.. theres no way malik flips on me and with michael as my f2 i can essentially force him to flip on danielle if he wants to stay which is like perf rn since i dont really trust her..

i miss my close allies tho lol. like ryan is my #1 n its unfortunate he isnt getting a chance to make more bonds considerig we need those bonds for his idol to make a big move.. hopefully mercia loses again and wes goes tho? it evens it up to 6 sweyn vs 6 mercia and i think itll swap again before merge and hopefully ill be with ryan/rhys/jones :)) my social game is good rn i think.. i just gotta lay low with physical and downplay strategy so im never the target. hard w/ these personalities tho. X

SOOO THIS CHALLENGE IS FUCKING HELL!!! U KNOW WHAT WOULD BE BETTER? IF OUR WHOLE TRIBE FUCKING DID SMTH!!

like im actually gunna go fucking mad.. its songs. yah its hard to identify bc theyre distorted and overlapped but theres no excuse not to get at least artists.. or even one song. malik n michael can barely do that.. LIKE YEAH I HAVENT DONE THE BEST BUT IVE GOT 2 SONGS THERE RN AND IDENTIFIED NICKI + XTINA SO! BLOOP! im gunna kill myself.. poor dani. its especially painful knowing ill try to get her out if we lose LMAOAOAOA but i mean.. (: oh well!

This challenge can litterally chomp on a dick. No. I hate it. I dont want to do it. Like BEGONE.

Honestly its so hard, and like i dont listen to pop so im struggling with it. Hopefully we win, but I feel safe if we go to tribal.

At this point I am so upset because I feel useless because all the ones I know have been picked and idek if anyone took my suggestion seriously. If this round ends my game, I’m going to be so upset!

We’re pretty much fucked unless a miracle happens

I've been a bit nervous about my position and stuff in the game and I'm trying to catch up socially with a lot of people and stuff. I'm doing what I can on a five person tribe and hope I can work on hard on getting as far as I can in this game. I have a feeling we merge next round so that could be cool. I wanna make it far as I can this game, I'm trying to be active but UTR so hopefully it works.

WE WON FIRST PLACE AGAIN AND THIS TIME I WASNT A FUCKUP WOOOOOOOOOOOOP WOOP I’ve been talking to David more and I helped out a lot with this challenge so I’m hoping he won’t want me out next time we go to tribal.

THREE IN A ROW, BABY. Feels good to not have gone to tribal since Jose's elimination. Also an added bonus that I basically carried our tribe to win today, not a big deal, LOL.

Also, with the reward, I've now got a vote steal advantage. This is HUGE for me. I have a group of people I wanna work with in this game and if this group is down in numbers at any point, this vote steal can come in handy.

that challenge was a damn mess but i'm just glad we made it out alive. sad Canute lost though ugh i'm sending all of my positive energy to Scott so he can make it through.... hope we merge next round that would be cute; i'm ready for more action in this game

im gunna kill my self . :) WE LOST. AGAIN. :) NOT MY FAULT. AGAIN.

n now i gotta deal with fucken awkward 2-2 tribal lines when i have a f2 with michael and a love for malik.. but bc dani is good at challenges her ass wont go and thats so annoyin but u can bet ur ass ima try somethin if i have to bc i dont trust malik to keep me safe vs her whereas michael will.. if i have to flip on malik i will

why me tho like im a good person. i dont deserve this. why couldnt i be on a competent tribe. LMAOAOAOA.

THANK GOD WE WON IMMUNITY if we lost I probably would’ve spontaneously combust Bc I love??? My current tribe??? I love Madison too and It sucked we voted her out Bc I actually adore her but she wasn’t doing a lot. I just love this tribe and if we had to vote for each other again I’ll lose my marbles. Maybe we can work more together going into merge if we get there? I hope so, because Sweyn’s Baddies are COMING

Well, we lost once again and I’m upset about it. The challenge was super hard for us and we struggled. It seemed like everyone wasn’t really putting in all they could as they just said “I forgot” I was like oh!! cool!! This tribal, I’m not crazy worried right now. I trust Scott a lot at this point because he doesnt have a reason to lie to me by telling me that I’ve been holding up the tribe because... I have been. I think the move this week is to vote out Malik. We’ll see whats going on but I really think we might be doing that this week. Hopefully there’s a merge soon because I need to fucking be by myself!!!

My ass is for sure on the line tonight. I know that  Malik is targetting me for being weak and all that so rn I’m just trying to get Scott 100% on board with voting me and Malik 100% certain that he is safe with me just in case there’s an idol and maybe if I’m too in my nerves and scared I have no qualms with throwing a vote on dani incade of a tie

You know what they say, another week safe, 

That one didn't seem so easy,  partially cause I sucked at it and mainly because I sucked major balls at it. But hey Mo and David saved our asses so yeeeeeeeeeeee boi. And not only that we also got reward but not really cause the only thing I got was a jpg image, and so did Felix David and Mo according to them which means either one of them is lying or Wes has it. Either way I guess it's not the end of the world.

So now Canute is going to tribal I wonder how that is gonna play out, a part of me wants Dani and Michael to be safe but another one wants rocks but at the same time another one would be jealous cause I wouldn't be a part of it and I could use some rocks in my life. Either way that's it for now folks now if you excuse me Felix wants to kidnap me and introduce me to the spooky facebook wikia comunity, spooky shit indeed.

So WOOOOOOOO this is the first tribal of the season that i'm not attending which is amazingggg and feels so good to finally have a break!! Plus like I honestly LOVE my tribe rn bc everyone is so iconic and fun and we even made a charlie's angels thing bc its so iconic... ugh love them BUT if it came down to tribal I think I would be okay still since i've really worked on rhys and we have a 3 dude gay guardians alliance of me, rhys, and ryan even tho im not even gay but they dont need to know that... my boy scott is in tribal rn but i hope he comes out okay!!! if he doesn't well oops idc bye bitch but if he does then yay!!

Tonight I am absolutely terrified I think the votes are gonna be on Malik but you just never know so my best plan is just to hope for the best and campaign to stay I’m not just gonna sit back and get eliminated especially this close to a merge situation where I know I’ll be in a good position to make it far.

im legit gunna die im so nerv and i shouldnt be. LIKE. I TRUST THAT MICHAEL HAS MY BACK. AND MALIK ISNT VOTING ME. SO IT SHOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GO. BUT I DONT THINK THAT FOR SOME REASON. all i can think of in the back of my mind is what if michael and dani flip on me and its 2-1-1.. but theres nothing i can literally do bc if i vote michael and stay our relationship is gone lol

ughhhh i should just be positive but its so hard bc even if malik goes.. i feel awful LMAAOAOOA but like. uhm. yes ): i feel awful

Scott as much as I like the guy I can for sure see he lets his emotions dictate how he plays and while that’s not necessarily bad it’s difficu when you’re trying to blindside someone and he could just run and tell Malik so the nerves are here and out to play hunny

My thing is I think it’s is going to go to rocks. Which is why we were worried about that when linus left but it’s real. Dani we don’t wanna vote each other, hell everyone says they don’t want to vote me which is always weird for me to hear but if that’s true good if they’re all voted me then nasty.. but I don’t want to vote Dani and I definitely don’t want to vote Scott..so that kinda leads to Michael which I don’t want to vote either but I have reasons: the main reason is the past couple of challenges he’s done the worst in, and if we need to survive incase there’s no swap or merge then we need all the strong members here.

I feel a bigger bond with Dani and Scott vs Michael who I feel is cool but I don’t feel we’re clicking on a better level. And it’s not even a tribe thing it’s literallt what I feel could save us from tribal, and how don’t i know if Dani and Michael won’t vote me out right after Scott leaves? So basically what’s happening is it’s likely going to be a 2-2 on Michael and Scott, and I’m not changing my vote. So I’ll likely go to rocks and lose but that’s ok. I did my best and it could be a stupid move but I don’t wanna risk Dani and Michael voting me out if we lost again, because I’d hope Dani wouldn’t but you never know. So rocks here we come!

Malik is voted out 3-1.

[captain-spookycandycollecti-blog]

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Are you in favor of getting rid of health insurance for people with pre-existing conditions?

Are you in favor of getting rid of health insurance for people with pre-existing conditions?

Where can I find cheap car insurance in Florida? Please help!?

I am a 16 year old girl and live in Florida. I have my learners permit and plan on getting my license in January. I waited awhile to get my permit and only a few months later I was involved in a car accident. My mother told me to go and we were hit from the side and then went into another car. Nobody was killed but two cars were totaled. I took a correction course and got rid of the points on my license. 6 months later I was in my friends car going to the mall when we stopped at a red light. A teenage boy behind us did not stop and we were rear ended. I went to the doctor and have a herniated disk in my lower back. My parents were going to buy me a car until they called our insurance company. They have USAA, who said i would be $500 a MONTH to insure me due to the multiple accidents I have been in. I didn't know they were allowed to charge someone for being a passenger in an accident that they were not at fault for! I need help in finding cheap insurance. Any suggestions?""

Does Navy Federal require full coverage insurance on auto loans?

First time using an auto loan to buy a vehicle and I have never had full coverage, always just liability. I cannot afford full coverage insurance. Would I need that to get a loan from Navy Federal Credit Union?""

Cheapest insurance for a vauxhall Astra 1.4 55 reg?

I'm paying round 90 a month for a 1.4 Astra with tesco. Absolute rip off I live in a half decent area and have no claims over 9 years, why is it so expensive, pain in the ****!!!""

How do i get car insurance with a suspended registration and license ?

I had a lapse in insurance & in turn the cars rgstn. & my lic has been susp.-now it seems after i pay restoration fee for each, dmv wont reinstate my reg for the car w/o proof of ins. and ins. wont insure w/o proof of rgstrtn. HELP.""

How much is insurance on a ninja 250?

i am going to buy one in the next few weeks. i have a clean driving record. no tickets. no wrecks. im 22 years old. i live in kentucky. how much is insurance and what company's are best to get a quote from?

""Just wondering about car insurance, registration, title, and license.?""

I'm from Nevada but moved to Colorado. My parents signed over the title to my car and are going to make me pay for insurance. I was wondering what I had to do to sort this all out. I was thinking I have to go to the DMV to get my license and officially change the name on the title, then go back to get insurance so I can go back to the DMV to get registration. Is that right? What are your thoughts? The DMV is closed right now which is why I'm asking here.""

Will my insurance price change?

I've been on my parents insurance account for over a year with no accidents on my record and I pay 200 a month, so if I have my own account from my parents will there be any price changes of either raise or lower? I'm so confused""

A Lady hit my car and we decided not to go through our insurance...?

I told her i would call her as soon as i had a estimate on how much it was going to be. This happened back in april but i have been so busy with work and school to be able to get this done, now that i have the time i want to call her and let her know, but i am afraid it might be too late.. Is it to late?? I have all her info except her insurance info (I know bad me but i was nervous) Also im going to need a car rental is that part of what she should pay me?""

How much money does it cost for insurance if you're a surgeon?

I did research and how much school would cost and how much I could make a year but I know you need insurance too. How much would that cost?

Individual medical insurance plans?

I am getting ready to go into a contracting position and there is no medical insurance provided meaning I will have to supply the insurance for my family. Does anyone do this, and is the insurance deductible on the taxes? I am living in Indiana and the plan would cover 4 members including myself.""

How much does a sr22 policy cost?

I caught driving with out insurance. Now I have to carry an Sr22 policy. I was wondering if any one knew what that's going to cost. I drive a 97 f 150. I don't need exact numbers just a ball park. Thank you

Car trade in value change after accident?

Can somebody generally tell me that how much car trade in value decreased after a accident (2003 Jeep Liberty Limited, good mileages, the car is repairable)? and how to negotiate with Insurance on this?""

""My father has been here in the usa for 25 years and has diabetes, obviously he cannot get insurance because he""

my father has been here in the usa for 25 years and has diabetes, obviously he cannot get insurance because he wasnt born here on usa but he has diabetes really bad and serious, does anyine know how i can help him get medicine? some type of program maybe? or how much does the top diabetes medicines cost? i would appreciate any kind of help.""

""Spouse suspended license, live together, can I get auto insurance?""

Actually, it is my son in law who has a suspended license. My Daughter's policy was canceled and she wants to start a new policy, but she says that no insurance company will touch her because she lives with someone with a suspended license. Is this for real? Sound like a bunch of hog-wash to me. She lives in Massachusetts.""

How much a month for loan and insurance for a 350z?

Ok so I'm gonna be 20 in a couple months and I'm tired of driving my crappy integra. I've been saving up and I'm set on getting a 350z. My price range is about 12,000 tops. If I put a down payment of about 5 or 6 grand how much would I pay per month for the loan. And how much would I pay a month for the loan along with the insurance. I'm on my parents plan. I don't know much about interest rates. Can you give me estimates on different lengths of loans and interest rates Thanks ily""

Any suggestion for an auto insurance?

I'm currently under geico but I realized that they charge me too much.Do you know any auto insurance that is cheaper?

Car insurance hidden from family?

Im 17 buying a volkswagen golf 1.6 with my hard earned money working for 2 years now need a car but parents are against buying a car but i need it for uni Ill park the car down my road and everything will be legal and i was wondering if i get a insurance and a car can i hide from family so i can i tell my policy not to send letter or anything they can only contact me by email or by my phone also so give me a few options i wanna do the legal way only and from UK. Or can give them my actually address but tell them to send the letters to my friends house so that no one in family receives any information about my car what so ever thanks. I can prove my address not trying to get a cheap insurance just dont want family knowing also suggest any legal methods thanks

Do you need to pay for insurance while learning to get permit and after?

Hi, I'm turning 15 and a half in a few days, I live in California, so I can now get my permit. My families financial situation is a little tight, so my mother says I have to wait until my sister is off her insurance, which will be by the summer. My mom says as soon you I receive my permit, she has to add me onto the insurance. Is this correct? And does she need to pay for insurance while I simply attain my permit? I told her after I get my permit, I don't necessarily have to begin driving lessons right away, which in turn means she doesn't need to pay insurance right away. Could someone clear this up for me? Thanks!""

How am I supposed to get Medical Insurance if I'm out of work?

I am 59 years of age. I've been out of work since Oct.'012. I live in SC. I have been trying in vain since 012 to get a parttime job. I live alone with my mother. She is 86 ...show more

Burbank Ohio Cheap car insurance quotes zip 44214

Burbank Ohio Cheap car insurance quotes zip 44214

How much is car insurance nowadays for a 16 year old male who has a B average.?

How much is car insurance nowadays for a 16 year old male who has a B average.?

How can i find the owner of the car and what insurance he's using?

Someone bumped into my car while I was working. I have a witness who gave me the license no. and I have reported this to the police but they said as it happened in a private car park, ...show more""

""Insurance group 19, how much does it cost?""

its a mercedes gl 320, diesel. How mcuh does insurance group 19 cost?""

Health Care Insurance (CA)?

So 2014 coming around I know we need health insurance or else we have to pay a fee. My question is not sure what insurance to pick (specifically anything dental,vision, regular doctor ...show more""

Are you 17/18 and recently bought a car/insurance?

Im wondering what are the prices like now, and for what cars. Speaking to my mum,she told m vauxhall astra has a fairly cheap insurance for a young driver but anyway share below of around how much it costed you to get insurance and for what car thank you! 10 pts""

Insurance Status of a car buyer?

I am selling my car. Somebody comes to view and test drive my car. He doesn't have any car before so no insurance of his own. If he test drive my car and have an accident. What would be the insurance status? (I am on admiral by the way) UK People only Please. Thank you.

How much insurance cost would it cost for a provisional driver on a vauxal corsa?

hi, im 16 and soon to be 17 and learning to drive. i want to find out how much it would cost for me to be on a vauxal corsa (2001?)(1.3L) on a provisional learners license. i wanted to go on my mums tesco car insurance but they said i need to give them my provisional licence details but ive only recently sent off for one so i cant give them the details.. any ideas on the cost (any insurer) thankyou so much! katherine""

How much would the insurance/tax be on these cars?

Im Looking at the following cars which i are in my price range but i'd like to know how much on average the insurance would be per year for these. If you know the average tax price that would be great too :) I just want a rough estimate because every insurance quote site i go on you have to fill out alot of details about the car aswell, but i dont have one yet. Im 17, live in london,england,female and this will be my first car. Renault Clio Peugeot 206 peugeot 206 cc Vauxhall Corsa SEAT Ibiza thanks :)""

Will health insurance cover scar removal?

Will health insurance cover scar removal?

Motorcycle insurance?

How much is insurance? I am 15 1/2 (male) and I want to get a ninja 250r. I live in california, I get good grades and I will take the basic riders course ( I hear good grades and the brc give insurance discounts).""

""I hit accidentally a car on the back,no damages.Did my insurance will go up?""

I hit the car in the back,but was no damages in the cars.She will contact my insurance ,didi they will increase my payment?""

Whats the best health insurance for a pregnant mother?

best health insurance thats practically freee......

Does anybody know of a company that will insure me daily on hire and reward insurance?

I want to run a one vehicle WAV (wheel chair accessible vehicle for disabled people) car hire/rental business serving Hertfordshire the customer would hire the car and arrange for a person to drive it for them. On the odd occasion the hirer does not have anybody to drive the car for them they might want me to drive for them I have been told to do this I would need a private vehicle hire licence (mini cab drivers licence) also hire and reward insurance along with a mini cab office operators licence and the vehicle would need to be plated (tested) This is not a problem except for the hire and reward insurance which would be about 3000 per year and would not be cost effective for the amount of driving I would be doing (I would probably only be driving a customer 1 day per week). Does anybody know of a company that will insure me daily on hire and reward insurance?

What is multi trip insurance?

going back packing for a year, what is multi trip insurance?""

My car insurance company have doubled my quote after claiming they made a mistake. Can they do this?

I changed my address about 6 months ago and was pleased to see that, although there was an increase, the increase on my insurance wasn't massive. I recently called to get a quote on putting my girlfriend on the insurance as a learner driver and they have now said that as they didn't process the change of address form properly before they are doubling my insurance quote. I am confused by this as I live in an incredibly secure, gated property and I am wondering if, as they have admitted the mistake, they are able to do this out of the blue like this?""

Insurance help at 18 years old?

hello i am a 18 years old i am lucky enough to have a very good job so i can afford to spend alot of money for a 18 year old on a car i am looking to spend around 11k in all even tho the cheaper the better its not buying the car that is the problem its the insurance on the cars i want to buy all being around 4k for any half decent cars ?? any help would be grateful for some facts and figures .... cheers alex

I don't have insurance ?

I don't have any insurance. Any cheap one? Please any suggestion ?

Fake insurance??

Hello my friend want to register his car under fake insurance. He wonder wat will happen if he go register it with that fake insurance?

In BC how much difference in insurance costs is it based on the cost of the?

vehicle? I'm not talking about liability but collision and comprehension. I'm buying a car that costs about 10,000.00 and I am used to driving crappy cars that cost $2000.00. I'm trying calculate the difference in insurance costs. Does anybody know?""

What is the Difference between a PRIMARY and SECONDARY type of driver on Insurance?

Was looking at Auto Insurance and was wondering what the difference is between being a Primary driver of a vehicle and a Secondary. Is it cheaper on insurance to be a primary if one driver has more years experience than another or does it matter at all? I gather being an occasional driver would make a difference on insurance though.

Questions about serial numbers and home insurance?

In an event of property loss or robbery and you have to report to the homeowner's insurance, should you give them the serial #'s of all items lost or stolen or should you give them the list of serial numbers the moment you start insurance?""

When getting a car insurance quote do they run your credit?

When getting a car insurance quote do they run your credit?

How much would an insurance premium rise if you has 2 speeding tickets?

Now, I am considering adding myself to my husbands policy(for his car). I went 15 years without a single ticket, and then this past year I recieved two speeding tickets within 6 months. I was only going 5 mph over on one, and 7 mph on the other. Will the agent factor this in, or is speeding, speeding no matter how fast..It was NOT fast enough to be consdered wreckless driving. Neither of us have ever had an accident...(thank you lord!) Alos- How long does it take for tickets to come off your record? And are they also basing premiums off credit? I have good credit, so could that help the speeding issue?""

Why my car insurance is so high and how can I lower it?

Recently I moved my house and my insurance went off the roof. For a 03 reg ford-ka its 2300 whereas the car cost only 1400. I also have passed pass-plus, but in vain. Checked on gocompares and other sites, but of no use. I am 28yrs old. I don't know what to do, I love to drive and want that car so bad? Do you guys have any idea? Should I go and check out with my bank for insurance and stuff? please help?""

Can you get your Lexis-Nexis insurance score?

I recently got a quote for auto insurance, and the company said they used Lexis-Nexis insurance score - am I entitled to get a copy of this report for free? If anything on it is wrong, can I have it changed?""

Burbank Ohio Cheap car insurance quotes zip 44214

Burbank Ohio Cheap car insurance quotes zip 44214

Can I get insurance now that my wife is pregnant?

My wife is 35 weeks pregnant. I graduated from Respiratory therapy school this past spring. At the time my wife, son and I were on Medicaid. Now that I have a good job I make too much money and am going to get booted off Medicaid. Can we get insurance for my wife?""

How can I drive a car without having to pay the insurance companies so much money?

Insurance companies rake in so much money ad find ways to charge fees and make adjustments to rip us off. Is there a way around this? Is there a non-profit insurance company? Can there be one owned by it's clients?

What health insurance am I eligible for?

I am currently 17 years old. I will be turning 18 in early November and my family does not have health insurance. I was wondering if I qualify for anything that will be able to get me low-cost braces or anything orthopedic. My family makes not that much money anf I am currwntly going to be a full-time college student. What insurance or health care would I qualify for? I have been needing braces for a while now and I am really self conscious about my teeth I hate to smile. Thank you on your help.

""Is it illegal to drive a right hand drive car in america, and if not would the insurance be high?""

i just got a deal on a skyline r33 for sale in japan, and it is dirt cheap, so i was thinking about buying it and importing it, but it is right hand drive and i am a little concerned about laqs and insurance, does anyone have any ideas about this kind of thing?, please help, it is the car of my dreams""

""Home insurance costs in Slidell, LA?""

Does anybody have a rough idea of the average home insurance prices for home in Slidell, LA above Interstate 12?""

Should I pay someone to do the body work on my car or file a claim and watch my insurance rates go up?

So I bumped into an SUV the other day, and the other person's car was totally fine, so they decided not to file a claim. I drove off with a messed up hood though.. So now I don't know what to do... pay cash for the damages (roughly $2500 which i don't really have...) or file a claim and have the crash go on my record for 5 years and watch my premiums increase. I have asked my insurance company and they cannot give me an answer as to how much my insurance will go up so its a guessing game at this point... I have a good driving record and having never crashed before... Please Help!""

My Insurance auto accident settlement?

I was recently in a car accident where a Nissan truck ran into the back of another car that then ran into the back of me causing $2000 worth of damage to the rear of my infiniti. I received moderate whiplash to my neck and had to be taken to the hospital. I checked out without any broken bones and was prescribed medication. I went to see a chiropractor and he has been working on my neck for a couple days which makes it feel a better. Im 100% not at fault and the insurance company has taken care of my car repair, rental, and medical bills. They ask me How much do I think I want for this accident for pain and suffering. I believe I am entitled to at least $3500-5000 for my suffering I live in NC. I believe $5000 is a reasonable consider the circumstances. I could have lost my life, broke my neck and been paralyzed for life. Thank the lord that I received only a whiplash. The stress that I am undergoing, the constant pain in my neck is a reminder of the accident, which I feel fearful of driving. The time I spent recovering could have been spent enjoying my life. Besides getting behind in my school work, I am absent from my student organization at school which I am a key figure ( president AGC). I don't enjoy waking up with cramps and headaches nor do I like to take prescription pills, and therapy. I don't want to be compensation a insufficient amount that wont even cover pain and suffering I went though. It seems like you people are on the side of the insurance company and not the victims in this situation. I wonder if any of you have ever been in an automobile accident and if you have must share some sort of empathy of what I am reiterating.""

Do you believe in any type insurance ? why ?

what is advantage and disadvantage of insurance ?

Reduce motorcycle insurance?

would it be feasable to buy a moped (100ccish) & insure it for a couple of years just to get some no claim bonus!! then in a year or 2 buy a proper bike ( 650ccish) & hopefully the insurance will be cheaper. i used to have bike in my youth when i passed my test but as i havent ridden 1 for a while its difficult to get insurance ( reasonable cost any way ) thanks

Car insurance and car note?

OK, I'm nineteen. I've been saving up for my first car. But the thing is, I have to pay insurance, and a car note on my own. My mother became homeless, and my father I do not know. My godparents took me in, and they can't afford to add me on their insurance. So, being that I have a part time job at McDonald's, and go to college, It seems as if I have no way of affording a car and insurance. I haven't checked the rates of insurance, but I do understand that they are high for teenage males, and always vary on the type of car you have. I don't want anything fancy, a four door car that gets me from A to B. Is there anyway I can afford this? Please and thanks!""

Has anyone used Canadian Direct Insurance and experienced any issues or problems?

They offer great rates for auto insurance but before considering switching to them I'm curious as to whether other people in Alberta or British Columbia have had pleasant or unpleasant experiences with them.

What is the average homeowners insurance cost in CT for older homes?

Just got quoted an annual premium of $2300(!!) for homeowners insurance in a rural CT town (ISO rated 9/10) for a 300ish year old home in the 250-300k range. That seems exorbitantly high. What are others paying in CT for similar old homes in these quaint new england towns?

Am I required to get rental car insurance if I don't have my own auto insurance?

I am planning to sell my car and cancel my auto insurance. If I want to rent a car, am I required to buy their rental car insurance, since I wouldn't have any other auto insurance otherwise?""

How much is insurance on a jeep wrangler for a male beginning driver?

Is anyone a male driver around 16 who drives a jeep wrangler and knows how much on average the insurance will be?

How to lower My car insurance?

If insurers are now meant to quote the same price for guys and girls for the policy's does that mean if i got a quote for a car as a girl lets say 1000 and I rang the insurer and quoted this would they have to match it so my quote would come down from say 3000 to 1000? As the law is meant to have changed?

Disadvantages of insurance?

Can any one kindly list the disadvantages of Insurance? or give the link of website?

Car Insurance query (involved in accident)?

Yesterday I was involved in an accident, I was stopped on the motorway when a car was going too fast crashed right into the back of me, pushing me into the van in front, the recovery guy who picked my vehicle up said it prob will be written off due to its age. My questions are: a - I am an additional named driver on the policy with direct line, the policy holder in my mum, we didn't select for courtsey car, and my friend seems to think that the person who crashed into me, his insurance company should provide me with one? And if so how do I go about this? b - I think I may have whiplash, my neck is extremley sore and I can't look to right and left without turining my whole body, I am going to doctor's tomorrow, do I get compensation for this as it said online you can claim loss of earnings but at the moment I am unemployed. I spoke to Direct Line who advised providing the man admits it was his fault (I can't see him not as it clearly was) then my mum won't loose her no claims. Thanks""

How much is car insurance for a teen?

I'm 16,I have a 2002 Camaro SS,I live in Las Vegas,Nevada.(don't stalk me lol).My dad has Geico insurance.What else do you need to know?""

In California does it state anywhere in family law divorce forms that a spouce has to have insurance !?

cont..... -----------> on the other party ? (do i half to have my ex. on my Ins. policy (health)

Car insurance question....?

A stray dog ran out in front of my car causing me some damage. My insurance adjuster writes his own estimate so he told me what the insurance would pay minus my deductible. He said the check would be sent to me, that I can have anyone I want to fix it and to shop around. Does that mean if I can find someone to do it for less I can keep the extra to help me toward my deductible????? even though I need to tell them who is doing it before the check is sent to me. (the check will have both names on it) My friend says if I can get it done for less that agreement is between me and who I chose so any extra is mine?????? I don't want to do anything wrong but I also don't want to give money away that I don't have to.""

Where can i get life insurance for my daughter who has cancer ?

Where can i get life insurance for my daughter who has cancer ?

A question about car insurance and modifying?

Okay, lets say you own a car, lets call this car A. You pay a car insurance company to insure you car. You hand over the required information and all that, and the car is stock when you insured it. Lets say you put a turbo, or intercooler, or new rims, or anything really, but you DONT mention it to the insurance company. Then you get into a car crash. What does the insurance company insure? The whole car with the non-insured parts? The whole car with only the stock parts (which was exactly what you payed for every month)? Or they insure nothing?""

What does initial debit mean in health insurance?

I got a mail for recently applying for health insurance from Blue Shield of California. It says: Your coverage (individual) is currently paid 12/12/10. Effective 01/01/11, your monthly dues/premium will automatically be debited from your account on the first of each month.Your first debit will be in the amount of $142.09 to cover the period from 12/12/10 to 02/01/11. After this initial debit, regular withdrawals of $87.00 will be made on the first of each month. Ok, so I understand I am supposed to pay $87 each month. But I don't understand the initial debit where it says I have to pay $142.09. What is that amount for? What does it mean? Why is it covering from December to February? Almost about 1 to 2 months. Is that some sort of special payment everyone has to pay for health insurance? Can someone please explain this to me? I never applied for health insurance, so I'm not familiar with how things work. Thanks.""

How much would car insurance be for a Dodge Charger?

If I had a 3.0 average and no accidents,tickets, or other outstanding finds and i was only sixteen, how much Would the insurance be?""

Car insurance?

I'm a teenager getting ready to start driving. I was wondering how much it costs in Indiana for car insurance for a teen driver that has take drivers ed and how much it costs for insurance if i have not taken drivers ed.

Burbank Ohio Cheap car insurance quotes zip 44214

Burbank Ohio Cheap car insurance quotes zip 44214

18 in TX and need health insurance?

I live with my dad but he just qualified for his own insurance for seniors or something im not sure. Ignore this fact, but long story short I am a full time community college freshman and make around 700 a month at my job. I am very healthy and workout at the gym routinely and I notice i am having wisdom teeth probs. what health care can I buy thats affordable for me? I turn 19 in 3 months.""

How much is a used car and how much is car insurances ?

i am going to be 16 soon and i want to buy a used car and car insurances so how much is it i live in canada if that helps nova scotia to so umm yeah and btw i can't go on my ...show more

How much would insurance and stuff be for a 1st time driver?

i dont plan on puttin a car on the road till i get my g2.. whts in 11 more months lol ill be 19 then. but i have to do it all on my Own and i dont make alot of money wht is why im savin up!, and nobody else in my family has a car so i can NOT go unnder any1 elses insurance. and i live in Belleville ontario. and so far the only car insurance place i seen around here is Statefarm so ill proly b goin with tht. and i plan on havin either a z24 cavalier, honda civic, neon, sunfire, or an acura, no older then 93.... sp anyone knw wht its gonna cost?, im thinkin proly around $500 a month but im not sure..""

Can you keep your old insurance if your getting a new car?

I have to get a new car (old car broke down and it will cost more to get it fixed than what's its worth) and I just paid my insurance for my old car this month. I was wondering if ...show more

Mazda Miatia Insurance Costs!!!?

I am 18 years old and am in the process of buying a mazda miata. I am looking to buy one between 2002-2005. how BAD will the insurance be on it for someone my age? LIke minimum coverage, just Liability and Uninsured Motorist.""

Insurance on a Firebird?

looking for cars with the lowest insurance rates but idk anything about that... i know sports cars are more expensive. age, location, record and all that too.. but are firebirds generally expensive to insure?? and bc its older will it be less expensive?""

Who has the best life insurance policy ratings?

family life insurance policies

Mazda rx8 or 350z insurance ?

Id assume the 8 might have cheaper insurance to certain companies due to it having four doors lol But my question is I'm 19 and been looking at progressive and I have to pay $1200 every 6 months for one of these cars! I have a clean record and took the safety course too. Now if I was under my parent's insurance would that be possibly cheaper? Were doing that with the lexus I'm driving right now (theirs) but I need to build credit and whatnot... no need to worry bout college cause its paid off

How much does health insurance cost?

I am from the UK and I am doing an assignment on whether medicine can be justified to have a price tag. As I have free public healthcare from the country (NHS), and I do not have private healthcare. I would like a guide as to how much health insurance would cost for a child, man, and woman with no health condtions. Please be specific and add more examples if you can.""

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE INSURANCE & GENERAL INSURANCE?

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE INSURANCE & GENERAL INSURANCE?

Car Insurance?

The car is in my name and I have insurance on the car, but I want to add my 16 year old brother as a driver. He will be driving the car most of the time. He is covered under my moms but i am wondering if I can add him as a driver for mine also?""

How can I get an Auto Insurance adjuster to address my claim ? He is completely unresponsive.?

I drove out a brand new car from the dealership and stopped at a signal light. I was rear ended hard by a coupe driven by teenagers. His car was towed and impounded. Now I called the other driver's insurance company after receiving the police report and was told that a claim has already been filed and an adjuster's name and number given. I have been ever since calling the adjuster and leaving voice-mails. Its about 3 days and I have left more than 8 voice mail but he does not call me back. Its getting frustrating and am unsure if thats their strategy ? How long should I continue this ? and How can I get him to attend and address my claim ? and what else are my options ? Should I go to small claims court ? Advice is much appreciated.

Car insurance help please ?

hi i know if you want alloys on your car you have to let your insurance know and they will charge you more but im after a vauxhall corsa sxi and they come with alloys as standard so should i mention i got alloys or will the quote already include that...... thanks.

Is it possible to get affordable car insurance?

How can I get affordable car insurance without really sacrificing the kind of coverage that I get? I just want to be able to pay less for my car insurance buy still get good quality.

5 Months car insurance?

I only need insurance untill october and dont want to pay for a full years worth. What are my options and any reccomended cheap comapnies for a young driver Thankyouuu

Whats the cheapest Car Insurance for a 23 year old male and reckless driving ticket?

titles says it all

How much will motorcycle insurance cost for me?

I'm 18, i live in austin, texas, and i plan on getting a kawasaki ninja 250 for my first bike""

""On a family plan (Car Insurance), Must all members covered live under the same address?""

My boyfriends dad is a penny pincher and has my boyfriend under the families car insurance to save money. I don't know if it is legal or not, but my boyfriend does not live with his parents (and the address on the insurance is his parents house). He is also is not insured on the car he is driving (his dad is, because he has points)... Will someone please say if this is allowed...so we can put this argument to rest!""

How much on average is motorbike insurance for a 17 year old girl in the uk?

:) i can't drive, but i wanna get a motorbike when i turn 17. how much would the insurance and tax etc be?""

Good car insurance??

I will be 16 in a few months and am hoping to get a Mustang two doors. soo it might be a little higher insurance..Is there an insurance company thats better than another?

""How to lower my car insurance, young driver.?""

I am 18 going 19 this year, and i want to know how i can possibly make my insurance cheaper, legally. I took my pass plus which is meant to cut the price down by a bit, but I've found most internet comparison websites don't ask if you have achieved pass plus, so would it be ideal to get a quote online THEN ring up and try knock the price down? Also what else can i do to cut the cost down, legally?""

Do I have to have auto insurance when driving a uhaul?

Ok so My boyfriend and I are planning on renting a uhaul in a few months for our move from Florida to California. We currently do not have auto insurance. If we get pulled over will they ask for proof of insurance? Do we need insurance to drive a rented vehicle? Also does uhaul offer insurance? What does it cover and how pricey is it? I told my bf that you probably dont need insurance to drive a rented vehicle but he disagrees with me. So if you can help me prove him wrong I'd greatly appreciate it.

Is it illegal to not have car insurance?

and if it's not illegal, what am i getting confused with?! i always thought it was illegal....? my friend is getting his car and he said it's a crappy car so there isn't any need to insure it. ???""

Teenage Boy Car Insurance.?

My 17yrs old son is about to pass his driving exam and then go through the pass plus test too. We were looking to buy him a cheep second hand car for about 500 but when it came to insurance we have been repeatedly quoted around the 3500 mark for third party. Does anyone know where I can get cheep insurance for a boy?

Where is the best (and affordable) place to get Adult Braces in Chicago?

I need adult braces or something. I literally have fangs and a chipped tooth (yea its bad). I need to find a good dentist or orthodontist. Where is the best place in Chicago that is affordable or work with you for financing/payment plans?

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[survivor-iceland]

Ep. 11 - “Just because I am loud does not mean I am good at this game.” - Raffy

Raffy

I cannot believe that plan worked out. We got out Stephen, weakening Maynor's hold on this game which means that if he doesn't win this next immunity challenge then he's screwed. However, this next one is a doozy and I don't know if I can win this, but I am going to try my best. I just hope people credit me with this move since I managed to make the right social connections to do it. Timmy is big mad, but I think that is more towards Joseph than anything else. Either way, I am proud of myself for doing THAT. Nothing in my Survivor career will ever top this moment.

Jack

So the plan worked, Stephen got voted out (love you man) and thank fuckkkk because I got 3 votes. Joseph went for Timmy and that made Timmy mad at Joseph and I'm like *very innocently whistling* This challenge now o boyyyyy, hopefully maybe i can win maybe? Also i really like Timmy and Dylan but also Timmy is gonna kill me and i know it. He was so mad in the moment mannnn. 

Timmy

I am absolutely, positively livid. I’m thankful that it wasn’t me, but my god there are a lot of fake bitches here. Number 1 on that list is Raffy who was preaching about how they’re alone and there is no need to lie to them but then goes lying on all day. BITCH I WAS HONEST WITH YOU! I THOUGHT WE GOT THROUGH THAT SHIT! I guess fucking not though. I wanted an easy vote after the mess that was the last two but nope. And I get the irony here, trust me it’s not lost. I did it to them and this is karma and she’s really that bitch. But really, I’m just glad I still have my idol because I was real close to panic playing it. Number 2 is Joseph because he had the audacity to vote for me because the people who have been TARGETING HIM say that they have the numbers. And guess what, THEY LIED TO HIM. Literally a dumbass who will never win because they don’t understand any concepts of the game. Dylan is a huge threat right now because they are making moves and not staying true to alliances but being calculated about it. Dylan is riding the middle which right now seems like a good spot. I feel like it will put them in the target position that I had been in though, which could work for me. But I will not let Raffy skate by because he has people in jury who will vote for him. And raffy needs to go fast if there is another returning player just because it might be Zoe or John.

Dylan C

https://youtu.be/KkInofcSWYc

Maynor

Well. Back to the minority thanks to Joseph. Who honestly screwed over people who wanted to work with him till the end so he could help people who have said they wanted him out for forever. 🤷‍♂️ Im just whatever. Like if i dont win immunity, im most likely going home. And Joseph gets a free pass to f5 cuz the two next votes will be me and Timmy.

This challenge is just a huge ugh for me. I dont know why but everytime i have done this challenge, it always triggers a panic attack. Its a small one but affects my ability to do it when i mess up for the first time. I got to 29 sleds. Most likely not going to be enough to beat Jack or Raffy. Which sucks cuz i really needed this immunity.

Maynor

Hmm. I think i wont be able to pass my 29 sled score. Especially not in the state i am. The pressure i put on myself wasnt good. And has made me into a mess. I just feel bad. And i feel like i let Timmy down even though he has told me I didnt. For the challenge, i feel like Raffy or Jack will win. And Timmy n I will be the targets. No one in their right mind would vote off Joseph. He’s the goat people would take to the end to get zero votes. He really screwed his alliance for people who dont want to work with him. Im still going to fight but not going to fool myself its going to be tougher and gunna need lots of luck.

Raffy

This challenge broke me. I got up to mid-70s and then I fucked it up. And apparently someone was neck and neck with me. It was probably Timmy, and he is going to win immunity then use the idol on Maynor which is terrible. I fully think there is an idol in this game and it can only be used in these next two rounds so it is bound to happen. And I am just so tired and so done and so over it. I can't do it anymore. And I'm going to go to EoE and then have to battle against challenge powerhouses and I fgjkbf j, fsjfKD dkHV dhb KB If this is the challenge that causes my game to be over, I'm going to be pissed

Jack

So i somehow actually one the challenge (i legit thought I wasn't doing that well and then Jay's like "mate you're super ahead lmao") but I'm VERY glad i did, cause no way I didn't still have a target on my back. Now the likely shift will be onto Raffy, but we've got the stirrings of a plan to go for Timmy (love the guy, he just seems like he wants to murder me so) and go with the same voting block of Ellie, Raffy, Dylan and me, and then Joseph would maybe not be told the vote (sorry dude) and instead told that the votes smthn else, so in case Timmy has an idol he wont use it (but also like only 2 more councils to use it so like he might just anyways) but yeah. Also maybe spreading that were going to vote for Joseph actually tho, but idk. Gonna chat with Dylan and Ellie in the morning.

Raffy

I was so close to winning that challenge. I do not feel safe going into this round because I think that someone has an idol up their sleeve and they are bound to use it either during this round or the next. I want to split the vote between Maynor and Timmy, but last time I tried to organize a split vote, one of my closest allies went home. Ideally, we have me, Jack, and Dylan vote for Maynor while Ellie/Joseph vote for Timmy. However, Joseph probably feels betrayed after last round so he will probably join Timmy's and Maynor's side. I think we all need to stack our votes on one person for the best success, but I'm so scared of an idol rn that it is crazy. Idol paranoia is at an all-time high. 

Raffy

I do not know why I am a front runner in this game when people like Dylan, Jack, and Ellie exist who are the ones doing the actual work. In fact, I should not even be a target. Just because I am loud does not mean I am good at this game. Either way, at least it means I have a good chance of victory if I make it to FTC, but that is a hard IF. 

Ellie and Dylan were talking, and they determined that a split vote, while risky, is probably necessary. Our main target right now is Maynor, but we are splitting it between him and Timmy. We want to keep Joseph in the dark about who the target is because I don't necessarily trust him with that information. So, we are going to tell him that it is Timmy, but three of us are going to vote for Maynor while another one votes for Timmy. This creates a 3-2-2 if Joseph goes along with the plan. And, if he back stabs us, it creates' a 3-3-1 with a tie for insurance. This is in case of an idol because if Joseph back stabs us then that means they will think it is Timmy which means, if they have an idol, they will use it on Timmy, not Maynor. This plan has its risk, but sometimes you have to take risks in this game like last time. 

Raffy

Maynor asked me to vote him out. This is strange because his reasoning is that he feels like he screwed over Timmy's game and he wants to give Timmy more chances in this game than himself. I find this incredibly suspicious because this could very well be a ploy to use the idol correctly in order to idol someone out, probably me. If this were a trick, it's a dirty trick that I cannot respect. I would like to believe him and make this an easy tribal, but this is just odd from my standpoint. 

Jack

Okay so plan rn is voting 3 (Joseph, Ellie, Raffy) onto Maynor and 2 (Me, Dylan) onto Timmy, in case one had an idol. No hard feelings for either just how it goes. I'm so freaking glad i've got immunity tonight mannnn. Also I've still got my idol so that's a thing. I'm pretty confident tonight be who knows man, Joseph's a bit of a wild card and Dylan could flip. Also love Maynor but hes gonna do a win mannnn.

Raffy

I told Joseph about the split vote because I do not believe lying is necessary anymore. Maynor knows he is going home, so he is going to use an idol on himself either way. And Joseph seemed down as long as he got to vote Maynor. This could end up blowing up in my face, but this will come back to haunt these people in the form of my bitterness.

Maynor

This tribal is gunna be extremely messy and i love it cuz there is a chance that me and Timmy can stay in the game. I knew that Dylan Effie Raffy and Jack are splitting votes. Also have asked Joseph to join them. So they wanna split 3-2 with me going home. Kinda my doing cuz told Raffy to vote for me. But Joseph is gunna vote with Me and Timmy and vote Dylan. So the vote should be 3-3-1 unless they have Joseph in the majority vote if they do then the vote would end up being 3-2-2 amd Dylan goes home. Timmy says hes gunna play his idol but doesnt know on who yet. We are assuming right now that im getting the majority. So hoping so we can pull of this amazing blindside. 3 blindside in the first 4 merge vote. We are some crackheads.

Timmy

This tribal is going to be a mess. Should I play my idol, should I not, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. And now I have to put my faith in Joseph...THE SAME JOSEPH WHO FUCKED ME OVER LAST ROUND. Like what even is this game. Either way Maynor and I want Dylan gone and everyone else except maybe Joseph wants myself or Maynor gone. If we can get through this without needing to use the idol it'll be a miracle.

Ellie

What the fuck is it with Raffy and last minute decisions???? Stick with the plan dude pretty pleaseeeeeee

Raffy

At least I was not screwed over by the idol. I still have the numbers with Jack and Ellie. So, next round I either need the idol or win immunity. Or both.