#just because keith begged him not to leave him?????

[thismission]

when shiro breaks out of mind control for a split second because keith tells him “i love you” (broken beyond repair)

when shiro tries to kill keith (insane with lust)

[psychdelia]

billy living with joyce after starcourt and he’s the complete opposite, a shell of himself. he doesn’t talk, doesn’t smoke, doesn’t work out. on the days he’s not hiding and crying in his room, he’s sitting on the couch watching movies. wearing sweats and hoodies and warm socks, curled up under fuzzy blankets with a bowl of popcorn. he doesn’t look at anyone, doesn’t really listen when anyone other than joyce is talking to him, and even she has a hard time getting words out of him. she doesn’t try to get him to talk when he’s got his head in her lap, sobbing after a nightmare and holding onto her so tight like he’s terrified she’ll leave. she just plays with his hair and rubs his back, whispering reassurances and comfort until he’s fallen back asleep.

steve wasn’t necessarily avoiding billy, but he also wasn’t going out of his way to see the guy either. he was pretty sure billy still hated him, and he never really thanked him for quite literally dying to save their lives, then going through a hellish recovery on top of that. in fact, he never really talked to billy at all. but steve thought about him a lot more than he’d admit, especially the longer he went without seeing him. then joyce was calling him one random morning and more demanding than begging steve to hang out with billy, explaining that jonathan and will had tried but never succeeded. at first, steve thought it was an ego thing, that billy didn’t want to hang out with the people who welcomed him into their home. but then joyce was throwing out words like lonely and sad and lost, and it made steve feel a little sick. so he showed up a couple hours later with a stack of movies he meant to return to work and never did, as well as candy. a peace offering. he ignored how his chest hurt the first time he laid eyes on billy after everything that happened.

movies, popcorn and candy on joyce’s couch, and eventually steve’s as well, quickly became part of their daily routine. they didn’t talk for the first week or so, steve trying and failing to initiate small talk, but he didn’t mind the silence. they both appreciated the company, quiet but comfortable. steve talked a little more after about two weeks, and had showed up on one particular day with a story about keith arguing with a customer, finding that he really liked making billy smile, even if it was small. except he found billy on the couch with wet eyes and red cheeks, turning away from steve when he realized he’d been spotted, like he was embarrassed. steve had been around billy when he was more tired than usual, not making fun of him for sleeping through the best scenes because he found himself watching billy more than the movie anyways. but he hadn’t seen a bad day like this, and his heart broke further when billy flinched as he approached.

they didn’t need to talk about everything. not yet, at least. but steve was never as good with words as billy was, and he knew that comfort didn’t require speaking. he just set the movies and candy down on the table, lifting the blanket just enough to squeeze himself in next to billy, ignoring his usual seat further down on the couch. his heart and mind were racing but his hands acted faster, reaching towards billy and hugging him. his touch was so gentle yet his embrace was so firm and grounding, it had billy melting into his arms, choking on a sob. his hands trembled as they hovered above steve’s chest, too scared to touch him, feeling undeserving. steve just pulled him in closer, letting his hands roam. he rubbed billy’s shoulders, hips, the small of his back, dug his fingers into blonde curls that were softer than he could have ever imagined. he sighed, relieved and content when billy gave in and wrapped his arms over steve’s neck, nervous, warm hands touching his hair, shoulders and back. he ignored the way billy’s hair tickled his nose, practically pulling the guy on top of him and forcing billy to straddle him when he moved to pull away after being held. he made sure billy was comfortable as he adjusted the blanket over both of them, smiling so soft when he noticed billy’s cheeks were red for a new, more endearing reason.

joyce found them in the same position that night, billy knocked out on top of steve, limbs tangled and both of them clinging to the other just as fiercely. she had gotten home earlier, but decided to force hopper to take her out to dinner when she saw steve’s beemer, surprised he was still there when she got back. she wasn’t surprised by the way she found them, smiling warmly as she fixed their blanket and turned the tv off, knowing that they’d be inseparable.

[spikedhe4rt]

Heyyyy!! can you do nsfw and sfw hcs for twobit pretty please😜💁🏽‍♀️

Two-Bit x Reader Headcannons 🎭

A/N: hi guys…😣 I apologize for my long absence, ive had a rough couple past months but that has nothing to do with yall so i wont dump on yall. I MISSED ALL OF YOU BABIES SO MUCH 🤗 I HOPE YALL ENJOY THIS AND I LOVE YOU

✭・.・✫・゜・。. .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。

❥ You see him a drive-in, joking around with other greasers.

❥ Next thing you know, he trying to pull that "pull up a girls skirt" trick on you.

❥ But you see it coming and turn around quickly and grab his hands.

"Whatcha doing?" You quip. He looks stunned but quickly smiles. "You're a quick one, aren't you, doll?" he asks with a smirk. He's actually pretty cute. "You could say that...Keith, right?" He nods, "Call me Two-bit" he tells you. It's your turn to nod.

"Wanna makeout?" he asks as you both continue to look at eachother. His words shock you to the point, you let go of his hands. Two-bit busts out laughing, "Look at your face!  I got you to let go of my hands, little lady." He waves his hands up before walking away, leaving you dumbfounded. And a little hot in the cheeks.

❥ You don't see him again till you're walking around and see him getting into it with socs.

❥ You didn't want loop yourself in his fight so you waited around the corner. After hearing a couple punches, groans, and feet slapping the pavement.

❥ You peaked around the corner, cautiously. You had to make sure they we're actually gone, right? Or were you nervous to see Keith? Doesn't matter.

"Are you okay?"

"Could be better!"

❥ He let you take him back to your place to clean him up surprisingly.

❥ Sitting on his lap nervously because he insisted you needed to be closer to bandage his nose.

❥ Two-bit holding you by your waist so don't fall back (you weren't going to, but he liked holding you)

❥ You awkwardly asking him on a date while bandaging his last wound

"So this might be a bad time, because you might have concussion and all but wanna go out with me" You nervously whispered to him.

He gave you half a smile, "Of course, little lady"

❥ You guys start dating shortly after!

❥ Pulling pranks together as a couple!

❥ Movie nights watching mickey and eating

a whole chocolate cake

"Two, stop eating all the fucking cake..." you groaned as he took another big bite. "Maybe if you ear faster, you would have more" he playfully rebutdtaled. You picked up your fork with a big hunk of cake and swiped it down his shirt. He put on a fake shocked face before smiling "You're on, little lady"

❥ Having playdates with his little sister

❥ Him calling you his favorite girl all the time

❥ Him goofily asking for kisses by saying "Lay one on me, sweets"

❥ Making him lunch because cooking is your love language

❥ Him always paying for your meals when yall go out because he insists.

❥ You, Him and Dally getting drunk off yalls asses and hanging out.

❥ Him stealing magazines and other stuff you like from the store.

✭・.・✫・゜・。. .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

❥ He's a switch (Mostly Dom)

❥ Him putting you into mating press so you can feel him as deep as you can

❥ Him fingering you as you bitch and whine for his cock.

Two-bit fingers slightly curl as he thrusts them inside your wet cunt. "K-keith, fuck please" you mewl as you grabbed his arm for support. "Need you so bad, want your cock" you continue as he makes your orgasm approach for about the 3rd time with just his fingers.

❥ Taking dirty polaroids for him to keep in his wallet

❥ Him going into full sub mode when you ride him because of how good it feels.

"Fuck, baby keep going just like that" Two moaned as you grind against him. You smiled down at him as you continued. "Let me cum, please, ill be good. I swear it."

❥ Him slowly kissing up your chest to your neck when he pushes into you.

❥ Begging him to go faster as he teases you with slow strokes

"Please go faster, i need it so bad. Your cock feels so good, Keith"            

"Yea? you gonna be a good slut for me?"

❥ Him overstimulating you to the point of tears giving you head.

❥ Hair pulling...from the both of you!

✭・.・✫・゜・。. .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

A/N: my birthday is coming up on the 30th so if any of yall are good editors, would you mind editing me? 😣 reply here and ill give you my insta 🤗

[bonbon-acide]

Ftm Keith smut headcanon (klance)

Mentions of afab genitals/ foreplaying/ fingering/ oral job/ vaginal sex/ first time

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Ftm Keith and Lance having their first time, Lance has little to no experience with any gender. Lance is scared to mess things up and make Keith uncomfortable

Ftm Keith guiding Lance's hand through his pants, first only above his boxer. Lance feels feels extremely hesitant about moving his hand until Keith start taking his hand to guide him and hump against it. Lance is very shy, wondering what to do and being scared to do anything before he hears Keith moaning softly near his ears driving him crazy. Lance start playing with his finger near Keith's cunt and god the feel of wetness growing on the tissues of Keiths boxer makes his head spin.

Ftm Keith guides Lance inside his underwear and Lance is freaking shock how wet his boyfriend is. Lance start slowly entering one finger. He doesn't really know if inserting something can hurt but he start to realize Keith is feeling good because he keeps humping against his hand trying to get more friction and sensation. Lance start going a little bolder with two fingers making Keith pants and moans. Keith start to play with his clit while kissing Lance's neck, he's a moaning mess and Lance is just head over heels with this vision.

Ftm Keith cums after a little while and Lance can't get enough of the sight of his boyfriend's body, pants and boxer rolled down to his knees and his shirt lifted up enough to display his torso. Lance takes off Keith's pants and boxer completely before getting inside his inner thighs. Keith starts to rub a hand through his brunette hair before slowly getting him closer to his cunt. Lance start small licks against it, making sure to taste Keith proprely. Lance's licks make Keith grow impatient and start to push him closer to his cunt. Lance start to him eat it out surprisingly good. The boy is a pussy eater born. Lance start to feel his mouth completly soaked with Keith's love juice and it drives him mad how good his boyfriend is. Keith start pulling Lance's hair everytime he start to eat him even eagerly than before, calling Lance a good boy and praising him. Lance's dick feels like he could ripped his pants easily everytime Keith praises him

Ftm Keith squirting a bit, pulling Lance's head backward before it happens. Lance is amazed by this and how good he can makes Keith feels. Before continuing, he goes up to kiss his boyfriend, making him rest a bit after so much stimulation.

Ftm Keith start to undress his boyfriend, he might not be exactly on top but that man knows how to take the lead. Lance is again not really sure what to do next but Keith guides him properly, finally letting Lance fuck him. He start slow and really passionately, trying to make sure his boyfriend enjoys every bit of it and that he feels safe and loved. They're both enjoyong it very much and even if the start was messy and wild, the end just feel nice and warm and their first time was just amazing

Ftm Keith loves dry humping against Lance's thighs, he just loves seeing his boyfriend trying to hold it together and hiding the bulge in his pant while Keith just have to go to the bathroom and clean himself afterward, no trace, no evidence. He just loves teasing him

Ftm Keith receving the best fingering in the whole word. As a payback for the dry humping, Lance will just finger-fuck him until he gets closw to finish and then stop, leaving Keith absolutely needy and on the verge of coming. Lance adores seeing his smug face turning into a panting mess begging for more.

Ftm Keith getting his testosterone shot and being really horny for a week after. Lance loves this time because his boyfriend gets really needy and basically let him do whatever he wants. It's always a wild week after every shots

Ftm Keith getting oral job from Lance everytime they hit it. That man just loves to eat his boyfriend out. That is his favorite thing and he's really good at it.

Ftm Keith trying pegging with Lance for the first time after a while. He wasn't really sure if he would like it but Lance really wanted to try. Keith discovered that Lance can come more than one time and he suprisingly get really into it.

Ftm Keith doing all the aftercare everytime. He loves to pamper his boyfriend and praise him. He might not be really affectionate towards Lance in public but in the bed and even more after sex, he will make Lance lays on top of him, caresses his back, playing with his hair and tell him how good he is until Lance falls asleep or get up for another round.

[callmelyc]

What if a not so standard Klance beauty and the beast au? Stay with me here we got a lot to breakdown: Keith is a prince that hunts to protect his people and Lance is a shape shifting nymph with a horrifying natural form.

Keith doesn't always hunt but when he does it's to protect the kingdom his parents had loved so dearly so when the villagers on the outskirts come to him begging for aid he can do nothing but listen to their tales

It's fantastical. It's mysterious. Keith isn't sure he believed them that this thing lurking in the trees is a monster until he sees it on patrol with his own two eyes

It's eyes glow in the dark, the form is solid but moves as if it's liquid, it can shift with the light and smells like the lake mud.

The villagers complain the beast drowns their crops, haunts them, and keeps them awake at night with the stench and stress alone. Keiths mission goes from patrol to a hunt. He goes for months trying to catch the beast and fails every time.

It's in a tavern after another failed hunt that he meets Lance. Lance who cheers him right up, Lance who challenges him to a stupid game of darts, Lance with eyes bluer than the enchanted lake.

He's everything Keith could want and more. They end the evening with bickering and challenges. They run into each other in every crowd and every street.

Seeing Lance every few days quickly becomes the highlight of Keith's days. The hunt is put on standby as the sightings dwindled and Keith finally finds the time to fall in love

Their romance is a whirlwind, one that all the folks of the kingdom fawns over. Where there is Keith there is Lance, where there is blue there is red. Before long they are engaged and Keith knows above all else he wants this to be the rest of his life, lance and a family of his own.

It's as they get ready for the engagement ball that he thinks of the beasts again. How foolish could he be, trying to start a family when a monster like that still roams free?

The hunts start anew and it starts with a vengeance. Keith is determined to end this before their ball so he goes out every evening to hunt with his knights.

Lance always refuses to go, he looks worried but never says why. Keith figures it's the danger of it all, but he should've known better.

They fight about it, him and Lance. It's the worst fight they've ever had, bad enough that Keith fears Lance will actually leave. Neither is able to talk it out and it's lance that ends it all with fierce eyes and a deal "end the hunt and I won't leave. I'll stay forever if you end the hunt Keith."

"I have people to care for Lance!"

"Then put up a fence! O-or a barrier! This thing you're hunting has never hurt anyone. Whatever it is belongs to the forest we can't anger the forest." Lances voice shakes through his conviction, so passionate in his belief. He looks down at his feet on the ground, clenching Keith's hand in his "if we leave it alone it'll do the same. We shouldn't fear something just because we don't understand.....please."

Keith can't bare to say no, not when his heart is so distraught over this "I promise, I'll stop the hunt I promise."

The engagement ball goes off without a hitch, all eyes on them and the love between them. If only it'd last forever.

Keith sees the beast when coming back from a trip, it's further than the original sightings were and much closer to the castle his fiance resides in. He knows he promised Lance but how would he know, now was the time to free them all from this thing so they'd never have to worry again. He aims the enchanted arrow made specially for things that reside in the enchanted forest and his aim is true.

The arrow strikes clean through the beasts chest it shrieks in pain, writhing and clawing at the ground. Keith follows as it tries and fails an escape ending clear in the castle gardens where Lances roses reside.

The beast weakly collapses, finally giving up as Keith approaches the creature. What he never expected was for it to transform. Right before Keith's very eyes the creature shifts into his beloved. Into his Lance.

Wind gushes, growing angrier with every shallow breath Lance takes and Keith collapses as his side "what-"

His beloved begs to the wind for Keith to be unharmed as he bleeds into his very own roses but the god of the forest is furious his son was harmed like this....

"lance please don't go- please don't leave me I'm sorry!"

That he was feared like this....

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry please-"

That he was deemed a beast like this....

"You've treated him like a beast when he loved you, for that you will know the same fate."

Keith sobs, holding his loves dying body in his arms and at Lance's final breath the castle is swallowed by the forest, overtaken with roots and trees. Plants and vines.

Lance becomes a monument fueled by the magic within the enchanted arrow that shimmers gold in his heart.

The knights are turned to stone and Keith, the Prince of the Galra....is turned into a beast.

"Only love can save you."

~*~

No one remembers the kingdom, no one remembers the Prince nor his family but hundreds of years pass and in a small village is next part of the story.

The McClains are a family of 6, a Merchant father with his two daughters and three sons. The most beloved of them is their youngest, Lance.

Lance is known as their free spirit, a dreamer, a lover at heart. Everything he does is to make someone smile. So when his father leaves on a trip through the forest the only thing he request is a rose.

The village doesn't grow roses, any that try fail. every variety dies here it's a tale spread far and wide. The legends say they fail to grow because of a lovers betrayal. No one knows what the betrayal was but it was deemed so cruel that the gods forbade anyone else to have roses. Why? Well, no one is sure, it's speculated that roses were born from these lovers and at the loss of their love the roses died with it.

Either way, legends or not, it's popular for those that travel far to bring some back as proof of the journey and Lance wants nothing more than to see the beauty of one.

With a smile father goes, saying goodbye to all his childrenwith a list of things his children want.

Veronica asks for new books, Rachel for new fabrics. Marco and Luis ask for new bows and arrows and Papa McClain finds all this and more when he stumbles across an abandoned castle.

There's riches in the dusted rooms. Books in themassive library. The armory holds more bows, arrows, swords and daggers than he'd ever seen before.

Most of all, there's a flourishing rose garden.

The roses are so red, so perfect that Papa McClain can't believe his eyes. They are fragrant in the way stories describe them and he knows this is something Lance would love without a doubt.

He briefly considers taking a whole array of them for each of the children but settles on just the one. He can bring Lance back one day and they can all enjoy the garden as a family.

Just as he cuts the thorns away from a rose a deep sound echos. It's one he can feel in his chest, it rumbles and crackles in ways he can't identify. Unlike a lion, unlike a bear, the form that radiates the sound unearthly looms in the bushes.

Papa McClain drops the rose, drops the basket full of things for his children and he begs this creature to stay away.

The beast circles him and in the dim lighting he can't tell what this creature is. But, it's sounds are enough to tell Papa McClain that it's dangerous.

"You've touched his roses..." The voice rumbles, unpleasant.

"i-im sorry I didn't know they belonged to anyone-"

He watches the beast lean down to pick up the rose that had been dropped. Though the appearance of a monster, the clawed hands hold the discarded rose so softly

"Get out..."

Papa McClain didn't need to be told twice he gathers his wits and runs through the forest, through the trees and the thorns and he doesn't stop until he reaches home.

Through his tale to the children and through the night he can't help but think: the beasts looked sad at that plucked rose.

~*~

They we're forbidden from going through the forest after what their father told them. Yet when a merchant trip requires passage back through their father takes Luis with him.

None of them expected Luis to run back alone saying that father had been taken prisoner.

"T-the beast it was that beast from father's tales! It claimed he'd returned to harm the roses again and took him captive!"

"What do we do?" Rachel asks nervously, watching Marco gather the hunting supplies "we can't just go, what if we're captured too?!"

"We have to do something rach! We can't just leave him there."

Veronica scoffs, annoyed "well, if it's over roses then why doesn't lance go get him? He's the one that asked-"

"Don't start the blame game! It'll only cause more problems"

"Well WE didn't ask for something that got out father imprisoned Marco!"

"ENOUGH" all turn to look at Lance "I'll go."

A course of "no" "you can't go!" "Don't be stupid lance-" rain down as he grabs his cloak at the door

"Vera is right. I asked for the rose and papi got in trouble for it. The least I can do it help plead his case."

Veronica has the grace to look a bit guilty "just be safe ok Leandro?"

Lance hugs every one of his siblings "I'll be back before you know it. Just you wait." Then he's out the door on his favorite horse, his dearest Blue.

Lance reached the castle by nightfall and by the time the moon starts to fall he has his father set free on one condition

"A life for a rose" said the deep rumble.

And though the sound radiated deep within Lances chest, rumbling in unatural ways, he accepts the terms.

Lance watches his father flee the forest with blue in tow from the tower balcony. He'd agreed to take his father's place but to who....he isn't sure, for he never saw the beast. Lance only heard his voice echo through the abandoned halls.

For days he only feels eyes watching his every move. Watching as he climbs through the tangles roots and vines, watching as he explores the entangled halls and sprawling rooms.

Everyday a new outfit is placed in lances rooms, and every evening he's at a dinner table set for many yet eats alone.

This entire thing is... bizarre to say the least.

The clothes fit perfectly, the food is always to his liking. He's never once seen this beast and it annoys him, it irks him actually.

How dare this thing take him prisoner yet avoid him?? Is treating him in this way a game? Is it to make lance too comfortable, so comfortable, that he won't fight back when the time comes?

Well! Jokes on the beast then! Bc lance? Oh- he isn't giving up in the slightest!

Lance makes it a mission to snoop harder than before, to be more annoying than before. Vera always said he could talk their ears off and into a grave so lance does just that.

He talks.

And talks, and talks....and talks some more.

To the sky, to the walls, to the gardens and the frogs.

all until one day the beast snaps out from those shadows he resides, growling deep and angry "SHUT UP!"

Lance whirls around to stand eye to eye, toe to toe with this beast "make me!"

Lance tries not to flinch back, tries not to scream or flee. Bc for the first time in days he's face to face with his captor, with the beast that started this whole thing.

It's bigger than Lance, clawed hands...or are they paws? Glowing eyes that swirl purple but the most startling is the face. It's not quite a cat, wolf or a bear, yet has large teeth and fangs. This creature is nothing like any animal seen within veronicas research books

It moves as if it isn't solid, the light makes its form shift and dance. There's horns and bone protruding out with the rest of its body looking like shadow that's been scar covered. (Think Elias vibes)

"I could throw you to the wolves!"

At that lance laughs "yeah right! You can't throw the prisoner away that defeats the purpose of having any-"

"Why are you like this!?"

"why are you like this?!" Lance counters and at that the beast pauses, almost ashamed.

He observes the beast for a moment and realizes something "hey, what's ur name big guy?"

A huff "Keith...I wa-am, Keith."

Lance smiles, warily "Keith, who names a beast Keith?"

At that, the beginnings of an odd friendship blooms (possibly something more...)

"I don't know, who names an idiot lance?"

Lance gasps "TAKE THAT BACK!"

[lil-melody-moon]

give me the best fact you know about keith moon <3

There are actually three I personally love and they are:

he was right about the surf music and The Beach Boys all along

his love to reading - comic books, books, his obsession towards "Treasure Island"

how much he grew up while being in a relationship with Anette

Now I have to choose one out of the three, hmmm...

Alright, I feel like talking about the third point so here we go!

Recently I stumbled upon a lot of photos where they were together and as much as I don't pay attention to personal life of a rockstar I like, Keith is an exception. Seeing me as self-shipper you might think: "she looks at them and she's jealous", but in reality I'm not like that, I'm happy to see that Keith had someone like her. I'm actually happy to see any photo with them because, in comparison to Keith's photos with Kim, Keith's photos with Anette have different vibe.

I'm not saying Keith loved Kim less than Anette, far from that, Keith was fucking obsessed with Kim to a very toxic level, but I think her leaving him and the divorce taught him something and that's why he treated Anette differently. They just seem very happy together in photos, just look:

Additionally, whenever you see an interview with Anette or even read how she talks about Keith, even after all these years she still misses him. She talks about the bad things - how his behaviour could shift from calm to psychotic in a second after he took drugs or drunk a lot, how she begged him to seek help with his alcoholism knowing how difficult it was especially at the times they lived together - but she also talks about his sweet side, the loving side that pictures him as a little boy with a lot of insecurities and in need of mental help - how sweet he could be when he was sober, how he loved her, how he wanted to propose to her or how he could not drink when they were on a trip, far away from all the popularity around Keith.

To quote and not be just someone who says something and don't show a proof of that:

"On June 4, 1978, Keith and Annette left for a month-long holiday on the island of Mauritius in the Indian Ocean. Everyone hoped that getting Keith away from the bars and clubs and other temptations of London, now that the nine-month ordeal of Who Are You was finally over, would be good for his health.

It appeared to be. The holiday was idyllic, the couple spending their time scuba diving, fishing, lying on the beach and reading. They befriended a reformed alcoholic who had worked with the Beatles, and Keith seemed impressed by the attractions sobriety could offer. Indeed, just as in Tahiti, he showed that he could take or leave the booze."

Quote from: T. Fletcher, Dear Boy: The life of Keith Moon, Omnibus Press, 1999, p. 505.

Sure, Keith was still out of control, his health was getting worse, his decision making horrible as usual, but in the end it was Anette who he trusted the most, the one who he turned to cry and tell her everything.

With the growing up, as far as it can concern him, I don't mean the cheating, because that was out of control, I meant the factor of treating Anette as a woman. As far as I know there wasn't any physical abuse from Keith's side, not like with Kim. Anette had to suffer the verbal abuse, but that is sadly impossible to avoid with drunkards and drug abusers. He treated her more like his girlfriend and a part of his life than he ever treated Kim (and that woman didn't deserve anything that she had to suffer through while being Keith's wife). So considering how he was while being married to Kim, this is a BIG progress from his side.

Only if the addictions didn't win that could have a very happy ending. I was watching one interview with Anette, it was in a whole documentary about Keith. She said there that she'd like to know what was going on in his head and help him. If this is not how love sounds like even after all these years, then I don't know what is.

[ratt-king]

Im scared of Crow, so im (not) writing Darry suffering after getting shot... Please dont hurt me. i have an au to write 🙏

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Fighting Keith was not on Darry's list of things to do today! Fighting wasn't on it at all, but still, Ponyboy was missing. Nobody knew what was going on, and this was his last chance of getting any answers. All he had to do was keep Keith here until he gave up. But when he was tackled and forced to the ground, he saw what Keith saw, the gun aimed at the two of them.

He couldn't just let him get away though. They just took Ponyboy from him! He was too busy chatting up that blondie to notice that guy leading talking to Steve and Soda. He got too comfortable and didn't notice Pony disappearing in the crowd.

Slyvia, Dally, and Steve were in a car trying to get him back, and Darry was just fighting against the guy he'd asked on a date. He felt the blood dripping down Keith's nose. Darry heard the crunch of his arm and how his ankle popped. What if he killed him? What if Darry got too lost in the fight and Keith died the same way his father did?

"I- I can't get a clear shot!" Tim yelled.

The adrenaline helped pin Keith down, and as Tim steadied his arm, he felt himself get thrown but didn't push back. The bullet went right into his shoulder, and he felt himself shout, unable to hear it over the sound of Keith's feet hitting the ground as he ran.

"No... NO!" He yelled as Tim rushed to his side, "Tim, you can't let him leave! They have Pony!"

He could see Tim's mouth moving. Feeling the way Tim brushed his hair out of his face and how Soda tried to stop the bleeding. He begged them to find Ponyboy, even as the world began to spin, and Johnny came in running.

His arm felt like it was falling off. It was a burning pain as he felt it slowly ebb away, starting from his fingertips. He could feel the bullet lodged in his shoulder every time he breathed. His body begged him to stop as he forced his arm to try and push him up. Even Johnny, probably one of the weakest people on their team, could keep him down.

He was pathetic. He couldn't save his brother or himself. Was he dying? He couldn't feel pain over the guilt. Usless and desperately trying to protect his family. Failing at that too. Pony got kidnapped, and he's putting Tim and Soda through more heartache because he was weak. He should've listened to Tim.

Maybe that was his curse. His father protected his family until his last breath, using them to make sure he could give Darry directions. He told Darry not to make his same mistakes. Not to get too comfortable, to always be strong and keep them all safe.

...

Tim was pacing a hallway as he waited to see what would happen to Darry. Johnny had kicked him and Soda out so he could focus on treating Darry. Soda was sitting against the on floor, quietly thinking about what happened. It was a terrible view, people going in and out, sheets or bandages soaked in crimson being disposed of. Seeing Darry in a pool of his own blood would haunt Tim for a while, knowing he caused it.

He heard Slyvia's car pull in quickly as footsteps got quicker and louder, "Tim! Darry! Get over here now!"

Tim watched as Steve dragged a bleeding Dallas past him, Soda ignoring Slyvia to help Steve carry Dallas. This wasn't meant to happen! This alliance was meant to ensure safety. He was supposed to finally be able to enjoy a day without having to constantly watch his back!

"The Holdens have Ponyboy right now." Sylvia panted, her eyes flicking to Dally a couple of times. "They want to negotiate a deal with Darry for more territory and to have a say in their descions. Where is he?"

"He got shot... What happened to Dally? How did you get this information?" Tim asked as Slyvia finally caught her breath.

Sylvia huffed, masking the concern in her voice with anger. "His dumbass got himself shot while trying to pop their tires. But the big guy got shot?"

Tim hated this. He was supposed to be cuddling his boyfriend in bed right now, not chewing his lip as he waited to see if he would be okay. Not having to talk to Slyvia about ransoms. Not bonding with Slyvia over being worried for their lovers. Never that, it gave him chills just thinking about it.

Tim finally spoke, the nerves finally getting to him. "It was me... I was just- I failed m-"

"Tim, mistakes happen! No good comes from panicking." She soothed, a reassuring hand on Tim's back. "You of all people should know that... I'll go talk to Soda then. Let me know what happens to the big guy and Dally."

Slyvia left to go find Soda, Tim was kind of surprised she didn't jump at the chance to make fun of him.

...

Darry woke up finally. He saw Johnny, who was so relieved to see him open his eyes. He expected pain to settle into his right arm, but he couldn't feel anything. Nothing, not even the air or the stitches in his shoulder. Johnny clearly saw his panic and rushed to keep him lying down, not letting him sit up.

"Hey! Darry, you can't get up yet. Just stay there." Darry stopped to look at the phone in his hand. "I'm just calling Tim. He wanted to be here the moment you woke up."

Darry let out a dry laugh, Tim, he almost forgot about Tim. Darry felt a pain in his chest as he wondered what Tim must think. He must think Darry was pathetic, weak, incapable. He must be laughing at Darry as Johnny calls him. He must be telling Johnny to let him down nicely, that he's not going to stay with someone who can't even protect himself, let alone a whole other person.

Darry was brought out of his thoughts as the door opened frantically, and Tim was there. Breathless, sweaty, and looking at Darry as if he was something precious. Tim just sat with Darry for a bit as Johnny explained exactly what happened to Darry. Tim was anxiously tapping his leg, and Darry wished he could put a hand on his leg to stop him. But for some reason, his arm wasn't cooperating with his brain.

The bullet had caused a lot of swelling, which put pressure on Darry's nerves, and his arm would be paralyzed for a while. He may have to relearn how to use his arm if it got worse. The idea of having to rely on others and being helpless terrified Darry.

Darry tried to force his arm to move and convince himself that it wasn't true. He couldn't move his arm, though. It stayed still. He couldn't even feel the way Tim rubbed his thumb against his bicep. He watched Tim do it unconsciously, and he still couldn't feel it. Darry would give anything to be able to tell Tim it was okay, that he was okay but he wasnt.

Johnny left to go check on Dallas and also track down Soda to talk to him. It left Tim and Darry alone with nothing but the sound of Tim's tapping.

"You're going to get yourself killed someday, Mr. Curtis," There was a poorly hidden tone of concern underneath the joke, "I hate to say it, but I really like you more alive."

Darry looked at Tim as Tim curled Darry's fingers to hold his hand. "I couldn't just not put up a fight."

"Of course not, but you didn't have to fight."

Darry felt a bit offended, suggesting he let someone else do his job? Tim's called him weak before but never so blatantly. Never like this. Tim really had no ground to stand on. They exported most of the workload on allies and worked as a puppeteer force.

"I won't let another person fight my battles, Tim." With some effort, Darry sat upright. "You might be okay with that, but I can't live knowing I sent someone off to get hurt or die."

The air got thicker as Tim gave him a sharp look, Darry knew more than anyone else why Tim was able to send people off. Tim was forced to get rid of any emotional connections. He wasn't even allowed to worry about his siblings. Countless nightmares of them dying or being taken plagued him, Darry knew that.

"Are you saying I'm lazy?" Tim relaxed his hold on Darry's hand.

"I'm saying you're awfully comfortable with letting other people get hurt if it means you won't."

There was a long pause as Tim's face fell. Darry was his boyfriend, the love of his life, but a part of Tim wished he stayed unconscious a bit longer. If just an hour or two longer. Just so he could pretend that it didn't hurt to know what Darry felt.

"Im protecting my family, just like how you protect yours, except I make sure that I'll stay with them." Tim said as he retracted his arm.

Darry winced at his hurt tone, Tim was right. Darry may be protecting his family, but he puts himself at risk and only cares about their safety. If anything, Tim cares more about his family because he doesn't let them go through the heartbreak or burden of losing him.

"If I'm so unethical, why are you still here? Tell me." Tim waited, being met with silence. "We've got one life, and I want live for more than to just survive."

Darry brought his good arm to rub a drying tear off of Tim's face.

"That's just how I live." There was a knock on the door, barely being registered as Darry continued, "If you wanted an easy time, you should've picked anyone else."

"It would take three people to make my life easy. You should know that it's a lot to handle." Tim laughed breathlessly.

Darry nodded. He couldn't help but spit out everything that was on his mind. Maybe whatever painkillers Johnny had him on did this. Tim was uncharacteristically kind too. Maybe their mutual coming down from the adrenaline high did this. Tim hugged Darry tightly. It felt weird not to feel Tim's arms over his.

"I was finally proud of myself when my parents picked me as the second in command." Darry didn't move to hug back, "Now they're both gone, and so is Ponyboy. How can you even trust me?"

"I saw something in you." Tim shrugged, giving Darry a kiss on the cheek. "It was your muscles."

The knocks got a little louder, Johnny coming in and Soda yelling from further away. "They brought back Ponyboy! What do we do with him!?"

Tim moved quickly onto his feet and ran out with Darry's encouragement. Johnny put Darry's arm in a sling for now, then he followed behind Johnny. There was Paul, hands raised as Steve held a gun to the back of his head. Pony had swollen knuckles, a busted lip, holding his chest, and his hair was still damp.

☆

Darry's head was killing him, but he ran to Ponyboy immediately. He gave him a tight hug, as tight as he could with only one arm. Sodapop also jumped into the hug, making Ponyboy wince slightly. Once he was sent off with Johnny, Darry refocused his attention on the blond man still there.

Erm ack shually... im tired of editing this part, so this is the final form! This is a special part for gramps and crow because i said so. I hope you like it because it was torture 😒 (I had a lot of fun)

[sharp-silver4795]

Any Jeff the killer general hcs?? Btw i love all of your headcanons so much!! :3

HOLY FUCK!! I’m baffled that people actually see meeee I will never get used to it smh

Jeff the Killer HCs Part 1

I have a small huge obsession with the OR in my au bc I love giving these boys a shit ton of ✨trauma✨

Really this is just an origin story with a side of head cannons

There’s gonna be a lot of sensitive topics again: SA/CSA, abuse, ignorance to abuse, gore?, $ui¢!de, Jeff got second hand trauma from Liu’s trauma

Least Sensitive > Mildly Sensitive > Most Sensitive

Background

An average spoiled American kid.

His parents fucking dote on him.

He pronounces Liu “loo” and Liu never corrected him, so that’s his name now.

Liu cooks for him, because he can’t do shit.

Origins: all the warnings from earlier

He became a serial killer at 15.

Randy Keith and Troy didn’t mess with him nearly as much as you’d think mainly cuz of Liu 😔

Jeff slowly caught on that something was wrong when he heard Liu crying in his room ever night and he tried to investigate

However, when Jeff figured it out…. The pricks kinda made him watch…. Liu did not know he saw anything

And that’s where the spiral starts-

After this traumatizing experience- the next time he sees them he rocks their shit! And, in typical(?) defensive older brother fashion, Liu takes the blame and gets sent to prison.

While Liu is gone, Jeff gets in another fucking fight with them, and gets covered in blood, bleach, and alcohol (which is highly flammable)

Aaaaannnnnddd he gets burned alive…

Liu gets bailed out by his mom while this is going on, so next thing she and Liu know: Jeff’s in the hospital-

Jeff is upset, ofc, and when Liu shows he lights up!! Only for Liu to grab his hand, say “I’ll see you again” and leave.

When Jeff gets home that day, he wants to see Liu- makes sense. But he finds Liu hanging from the ceiling fan.

Like a sensible person, he runs to his dad for help big mistake

His dad tells him to get over it, and when Jeff starts crying, drags him to the bathroom telling him to “just shut up and smile.”

He cuts a smile into his son’s face, then leaves him there sobbing on the floor- still begging for mercy…

I think we know the rest

Holy hell that was depressing-

Im gonna make a part two that’s less…. Sad…

Hope this ok, dear requester!

[ogatas-beloved]

Sweet Rot, Part 1: Denial

Description: Molly watches Kotetsu die in front of it as they work together to protect Sternbild- but the night of his funeral something very strange happens. Ships: Molly x Kotetsu Setting: My Boyfriend's Back AU Warnings: Violence, death, grief

Dividers

Everything about that day was burned into Molly's memory. It hadn't seen the moment of impact, but it had seen the aftermath. It remember the sight of Kotetsu's suit completely obliterated around his stomach where he'd been hit, it remembered seeing him fall from the sky and hit the ground. It remembered the blurry cityscape rushing by as it pushed past everyone and everything to get to his side. It remembered Barnaby calling out to it and trying to grab its arm unsuccessfully as it blazed past him, the sounds of screaming citizens, blaring sirens, chaos.

It remembered gravel digging into its knees as it fell to the ground beside Kotetsu- eyes closed, blood trickling from the corners of his mouth, it couldn't bare to look at the injury. It was too grotesque. It remember wrapping its arms around him, pressing its forehead to his, sobbing, begging for him to pull through. It remembered shirking its responsibilities as a hero to follow him to the hospital, it remembered not caring if it got scolded for doing so- thinking, see what happens if you fight me on this.

It remembered sitting in the hospital waiting room, heavy sobs making its body tremble. What a horrible look for a hero. But it didn't care anymore. Not with the love of its life fighting for his life in an operation just down the hall.

Worse of all, it remembered the words "We did everything we could". It broke down before they could even get out the fact that he was gone- not like they needed to say it, "we did everything we could" is never followed by "and they're going to be just fine", is it?

The days after the incident, leading up to the funeral is where it got a bit hazy. Molly hardly processed anything that happened- dragging itself like a zombie between the funeral home to discuss the funeral plans and burial, visiting with Anju and Kaede in Kotetsu's hometown, on the phone with Barnaby or Keith or whoever else, and at the end of the day, back to its mother's house. Back to it's mother's, where it spent most of it's time curled up on the couch between her and Dot. The only decision it really remembered was to plot Kotetsu as close to his first wife as possible. It had been a painful decision to make because it meant that when Molly died, it wouldn't be able to be near him, but it had chose that for his and Kaede's sake. It knew he would've wanted it that way.

The night after the funeral, Molly made another decision, one it had been avoiding since leaving the hospital. It sent Dot back home with his grandmother and caught a ride with Barnaby- to go back to its own apartment, the one it had shared with Kotetsu. It was raining heavily when it stepped out of Barnaby's car, as if Molly's emotions had somehow changed the atmosphere itself. He had rolled the passenger window down after Molly closed the door, and asked if it was sure it was going to be okay.

It smiled weakly at him. Of course, the answer was no. In fact, it was sure it absolutely wasn't going to be okay. But there was nothing Barnaby could do to fix that, so it felt no need to burden him with those feelings. It nodded and thanked him before shakily walking up the steps to the house. It took a minute, to calm its nerves. Of course it knew nothing would be different inside the apartment, but maybe that was what it feared the most- confronting the remnants of its happy life with Kotetsu, knowing that all of that was over, knowing that Kotetsu wouldn't be coming back.

Molly pushed the door open and the familiar smell of the house wafted out, it almost started bawling again right there in the doorway. But- it composed itself and stepped into the house, shutting the door behind it and clicking the light on. It felt odd being back here again, it hadn't set foot in this apartment since it had left for work that morning, on the day Kotetsu had been killed. It flinched at it's own thought. It had been avoiding even thinking the word. Always skirting around it with euphemisms, even in its head, especially in its head. It knew it couldn't, but part of it still wanted to refuse it. To deny. Kotetsu was fine. He would come home, if it just waited for him.

You can't let yourself slip into that, Marilyn. You can't lose touch with reality. You can miss him, you can cry, breakdown if you have to. But you can't ignore this.

Once Molly was done mentally scolding itself for its denial, it skulked to the kitchen, throwing its bag onto the couch along the way. The place was in a state, but it couldn't be bothered to even think of cleaning it up right now. It yanked open the fridge. There wasn't much in there as of right now. Molly pulled a beer from the fridge and slammed it shut again. One of Kotetsu's drinks. It had never really been a fan, but one couldn't hurt. It needed a drink anyway. It gulped the whole thing down in a few seconds, hardly giving the foul taste of the thing time to register on its tongue.

Molly wiped away another stream of tears from its face, it was a wonder its eyes hadn't dried out after what had now been several days of nearly nonstop crying. It stood from the table, leaving the beer can where it sat and decided to forgo dinner for the night, it was too much effort even to call in a takeout order right now. Instead, it stumbled down the darkened hallway to its bedroom and fell face first onto the bed. It made no effort to get cleaned up or changed, aside from kicking off its miserably uncomfortable high heels. Tonight was going to be a long one, filled with nightmares, tossing and turning. It would be like that for awhile. But what else could it do but try it's best.

As Molly has predicted, it awoke from its fitful slumber at some point in the middle of the night. It squinted its eyes in the darkness and scanned the room until it spotted the green glow of the alarm clock stating that it was 3:33AM. A terrible time to be awake. Not that Molly had ever been particularly superstitious but something had always just been eerie to it about times when all the numbers were the same. It slammed its face back into the pillow and curled up into a ball, hoping to get back to sleep as soon as possible.

As it lay there in the dark, back turned to the bedroom door, it tried to focus on the sounds of the city outside to distract its racing thoughts. Cars passing by on the street, occasionally a honk or two, the rumble of distant machinery. But over the sounds of Sternbild City's hustle and bustle, a smaller, much closer sound caught Molly's attention. The sound of feet shuffling on the pavement and keys rattling.

Molly sat up. That sounded very close. Too close to be a neighbor. That sound was coming from its door. It took a deep breath, why was it getting so worked up about this? It was probably just someone coming up to the wrong door, and they'd realize when their keys didn't fit the lock. It settled back down but continued to listen.

Unfortunately, it's panic only grew when it heard the doorknob begin to turn and push open. It shot back up immediately- the only people who had keys to this apartment were itself, Kaede, and Dot. And… well… Kotetsu… but…

Could it have been one of the kids this late? But what reason would they have to be here at this time then? Dot had a habit of sneaking off and coming over here whenever he wanted to, but at three in the morning? Molly stood from the bed, slowly easing toward the bedroom door. Outside of the room it heard the front door close softly, someone shuffling a bit around and a yawn. A very familiar yawn. But… it couldn't be-

"Hey, Foxy, you still up?"

The soft voice floated down the hall. Molly froze in place, lip trembling, wringing its hands together. There was no doubt about it now. That was Kotetsu's voice. But it couldn't be, it just couldn't be. Molly shakily reached for the door handle. It tried to steady it's breathing.

It's alright. It's okay. When you open that door, nothing will be out there. It's just your imagination getting carried away.

It must've been hearing things, it must've been. It gathered all it's courage and yanked the bedroom door open. The hallway was still dark, but in the light pouring in from the kitchen, it could make out a tall figure with long legs. It couldn't see his face clearly. No, no, no, no. It had to be some intruder there was NO way that was Kotetsu, there was just no way.

"There you are! Sorry, did I wake you?" He laughed and began walking down the hallway.

Molly stumbled backwards into the bedroom, shaking its head furiously, "Stay away from me! Whoever you are, stay the FUCK away from me!"

The figure stopped, shoulders slumping sadly, "What do you mean, 'whoever you are'? It's me!"

Molly's vision was clouded with tears now, "You're sick! Y-you-you're not… you're not Kotetsu, you can't be." Its voice faltered as it spoke.

"Foxy, c'mon… what's going on with you? Of course I am, who else would I be?"

The figure continued moving down the hall, Molly stepped back again, pressing its back to the wall behind it, hyperventilating. The figure stepped into the light and- there was no mistaking it. It was Kotetsu. Everything about him was perfectly Kotetsu- his hair, his face, his body, his clothes. He was undoubtedly Kotetsu. Except he wasn't. He COULDN'T be.

"Kotetsu… you… you c- you can't be…"

Kotetsu frowned and furrowed his brows, "Foxy… what's wrong? Why are acting so weird?"

He reached his hand out toward Molly's face, but it jerked away, moving away from the wall and deeper into the room- effectively backing itself into a corner but what else was it to do. He was blocking the only exit.

"DON'T… touch me. Do not touch me. I don't know who you are, but keep your hands away from me."

Kotetsu put his hands up defensively, "C'mon, Molly tell me why you're acting like I'm a stranger, what's going on here? Don't tell me someone messed with people's memories of me AGAIN-"

"Nobody messed with anybody's memories- you're- you…" Molly's eyes were overflowing with tears, it's breathing ragged, sniffling and shaking, "You're dead… you're dead, Kotetsu, I saw you die!"

"Hey, no, I'm fine, you see? You must've just had a nightmare, honey, I'm okay. I'm right here."

He smiled softly and spoke in a gentle, reassuring tone, but it did nothing to soothe Molly's anxiety, it shook its head, "No, no, no. THIS is a nightmare. A hallucination. Something. This isn't real. I KNOW what I saw. I k- I know… I know what I saw…"

Kotetsu shushed Molly and eased his way over to it, putting each of his hands on it cheeks and leaning down to place a soft kiss on the forehead. It didn't resist his affection or try to back away again. It was so tired. It didn't know what to think. This wasn't Kotetsu, it wasn't. But it was so desperate to see him again, to have him back… it couldn't fight against its own emotions anymore. It gave in and wrapped its arms around him, sobbing into his chest.

"It's okay, it's alright…" He whispered, carefully rubbing Molly's back and rocking it side to side as it held onto him, "I'm sorry I scared you. It was just a nightmare, I promise."

"Please, please, please… please don't be gone when I wake up tomorrow. Please, Big Cat, don't leave me again…" Molly sobbed, voice muffled into his shirt.

"I won't leave you, I'm not going anywhere. I promise."

Molly wasn't convinced his promise meant anything at all. It wasn't convinced this wasn't all in its head, it had lost its mind from grief, that must be it. At least for now it could indulge what it assumed must be it's own wild fantasy and just be happy to have Kotetsu back in its arms again. Just for now. Just until it woke up or someone shook it out of whatever imaginary world it had let itself get sucked into. For now, it would allow itself to live in the denial.

[dualityvn]

Hello again! It's the same anon that asked about the situation where they would kidnap you from before.

How are you today?

(Feel free to ignore or just answer only a few of the questions!)

1.) Is this a heat of the moment choice or something they would plan in advance?

2.) Would this option be something they both agree with, or would one of them be against it?

3.) What method would they choose to kidnap you, and how would they restrain you?

4.) How would they react with us behaving hostile, acting indifferent as if it's a normal situation, reacting scared, or giving them the silent treatment when captive?

5.) How would they react if our will just breaks while captive?

6.) If we escaped, how fast would they find us, and how would both react if we return as if nothing happened?

7.) Can we gain their trust to get freedom again? And how would they react if we tried to escape from them again after gaining their trust if so?

(Can I be "✨🐇" anon, in case I ask anymore questions in the future?)

(Also, sorry for bombarding you with so many questions. I didn't want to spam you with so many, so I put them in one ask.)

Thank you for responding before! I enjoy yandere trope characters for the horror element because of how scary I find them the obsessive and possessive traits (especially the last one). I really like how your character gave me the spooks, but still, how sweet both can be at times! They make me want to learn everything I can about them.

Also, I had no idea about the spider plant at the time when playing, so I got extremely spooked by it/them!

I hope you have a great day/night!

Hi! I'm doing well. And oh boy, this is gonna be fun.

1.) This is something a crazed Keith would do spontaneously. He feels like there's no other way to keep you beside him, so he must use force. If he felt like he had time to plan it, he would. But when he's in this state, he's even more anxious than usual, so he might not wanna wait.

2.) Tenebris would be against it. He's not the type to force people to love him. If he ever managed to force his way out, he'd try to stop Keith or help you escape.

3.) He'd put a sedative in your drink, borrow a car from his parents and take you out to their vacation home, out in the mountains.

4.) If you were hostile, he'd act act sad and keep repeating that all he wants is for you to love him. If you were indifferent or silent, he'd act guilty and anxious. If you were scared, he'd be very doting and sweet to make you feel at ease.

5.) He'd be happy while he's in his crazed state, but once he snapped out of it, he'd hate himself.

6.) He would find you very fast, because as long as you're in the game, he can always know where you are. But if you managed to make it difficult and then simply returned, he'd snap out of his crazy state and start crying and begging for your forgiveness.

7.) If you acted nice enough, he'd eventually return to normal and let you go. If you tried to leave him again, the whole thing would repeat.

I'm glad you've been enjoying the horror aspects of my game! These two do tend to be sweeter than your average yandere, but they still have their messed up episodes.

[empressgeekt]

I'm feeling like angst today so what if in the FOF egg au the egg DIDNT survive? Because if barb was feeling guilty before she going to feel miserable now HA HA HA

Branch would've gone grey again, and goes catatonic for a few days. In his mind it was entirely his fault. During the spiral he finds himself wondering if, he really should even have Keith or Poppy in his life since all he does is ruin everything. It takes a lot for Poppy and Keith to get through to him.

Barb feels awful. She just killed a baby before their first breath, made their father go grey and slowly lose his mind, and might have just broken up an entire family. She takes any punishment the other leaders give her, she deserves far far worse.

Branch still isn't okay by the time TBT rolls around. He's still recovering from the stillbirth, both physically and mentally, so he doesn't go to the wedding. Poppy takes John back to the Bunker thinking maybe he could help Branch. She doesn't tell him the full story of the baby loss, since she wasn't sure if Branch would want to share that. All she tells him is that Branch wasn't doing well.

The trip does not do Branch any good, (Keith stayed with Guy Diamond since he knew sneaking on the trip would not help Branch) Seeing Bruce's kids hurts. Viva's instance that all trolls are safe, pisses him off, since it was other trolls that got his baby killed. The fight makes Branch go catatonic again, and the others don't understand what's going as Poppy begs for him to react. She turns to them and spits venom at their faces.

"I thought, maybe you could help him, make him understand that he does deserve a family. That he didn't need to make himself suffer, because people love him regardless. Then you take all his fears polish them like fucking jewels and throw them in his face as a joke."

Branch doesn't come out of the catatonia for another week. Poppy has to call in the funk tribe for back up. To help with the mission and to get Branch admitted because he wouldn't come out of his trance.

It takes years for Branch to work through his grief. When he finds himself pregnant with his and Poppy's son Ash, he's paranoid throughout. He doesn't leave the bunker, unless for doctors appointments which he attends religiously. Due to the stress, Ash was born early but he survived and Branch suffers from PPD, despite receiving the gift he had been begging years for.

[back-on-my-autistic-bullshit]

Join me as I go feral about klance + Dear Arkansas Daughter by Lady Lamb at 4/5am

Ok. OKAY.

The first three lines are just:

Take a swim in the water / Take a swim in the water / Dear Arkansas Daughter

I have nothing special to say about this except that Lance and water are interconnected in my brain, unsurprisingly. I mean he pilots the blue lion so it just makes sense yk yk

You with the dark curls, you with the watercolour eyes / You who bares your teeth with every smile

This one is SO obvious but. Dark curls = Keith and watercolour eyes is Lance

Bares your teeth with every smile FEELS like Keith too. He's smiling and supposed to be friendly but is still coming off as idk like ??? Standoffish or argumentative anyway!

He says "I can always hear you sing, I wanna hear you speak to me"

This HITS. Imagining this as Keith begging Lance to just TALK to him to tell him how he FEELS because Lance is used to concealing how he feels with jokes. UGH

Skipping a line or two bc I don't have thoughts about those

I was talking at a cigarette / There's nothing left to say / But he should have been there anyway / For I didn't sing a single song, all day

This is about when Keith goes to the blade of marmora and leaves voltron ok ok. Like. Lance misses him. He misses talking to him and he doesn't know what to say when Keith isn't there, his jokes feel hollow now because he isn't there I. Am foaming at the mouth

As my love for you dies / As my love for you dies / As my love for you is steadily dying

Lance and Keith pushing down their love for each other and suppressing ("killing") it as they're separated and IDK IDK is this anything

As sharp and serious as a pistol in the eye

Something something Lance uses a gun and he is the sharpshooter and has good aim. Yeah thats all

My heart is full of swords / Full of, full of swords

This is kinda silly but it reminds me of the three of swords tarot card which has swords impaling a heart. This card also symbolises like, separation, grief, sorrow and heartbreak so!

Once again about Keith leaving to join the blade of the marmora they're both heartbroken and hurting!!!!!

Tie my hands and I knock my knees / As I kneel down, I kneel down in the sea / To the ocean floor, I will sink / Like a steel chest full of weapons

Once again !!! Water + Lance! Interconnected to me

"I will sink" makes me think he's like... giving up hope of Keith EVER coming back and they're relationship being the same again

"Like a steel chest full of weapons" this just goes back to the swords in the heart line and I think thats cool, yeah thats it

And on the spine of the tide, you will rise / Like a red, ripe, red, ripe apple

This one is embarrassingly simple but red = Keith lmao

The "red apple" (Keith) "floating on" (coming back to) "the tide" (Lance)

It feels like hope

ALSO. It reminds me of how oil floats on water and they don't ever truly combine but instead simply like.... co-exist in the same space. Idk dude I'm so tired and having so many thoughts

Take a swim in the dirty water / Dear Arkansas Daughter / Take a swim in the dirty water

Dirty water!!!! Foams at the mouth. This calls back to the start of the song but it's dirty now which links back to my previous thought of oil + water (the metaphor being keith is oil and lance is water btw)

Because water with oil in it is like dirty I guess

And the whole take a swim thing is Lance embracing Keith back into his life

Darling, child, true love of mine

Idk. True love of mine. Feels self explanatory

True love <3 they admit their feelings to each other and are happy. The End

The demons took over, and I needed to get this out of my system I would apologise but then again this is literally what this tumblr account is for so. Yeah hope you enjoyed that word vomit

[autisticlancemcclain]

thank u @zenstrike for the tag <333333333 i see ur mic and i'm elated about it

1. how many works do you have on ao3?

185! but i haven't updated in like a week and a half so we're probably closer to 190

2. what’s your total ao3 word count?

556,104. i am very excited to watch it jump up when i finally finish my longfic teehee

3. what fandoms do you write for?

literally just voltron lol. well not counting baby me's wattpad lol. i started writing almost two years ago and just went ham basically. i've been intentionally avoiding things that i know i will get hyperfixated on bc i don't want to stop my writing obsession lol

4. what are your top five fics by kudos?

ooooou i'm excited to check. i know it's changed quite a bit over time. i usually sort them by hits!

i will grind you to sand (beneath my louboutin heels) [voltron, 2573 words]: bamf lance fic where i give him a revolver and let him go ham basically

mr. snuggles [voltron, 1656 words]: one of my very earliest fics! lance, lover of weirdo animals, finds a demonic cat-sized spider and adopts it despite his friend's freakouts

he might not look like he gets bitches (but honey that dick was eleven inches) [voltron, 1136 words]: this one is so dorky lol but it's just secret relationship klance coming to light in the most embarrassing possible way

does anyone know where the love of god goes (when the waves turn the minutes to hours) [voltron, 4283]: a canon divergence au where lance is a seer and convinces the skeptics on his team of his abilities by ending the war

this is the part of me that you're never gonna ever get away) [voltron, 3262 words]: a lance & shiro hurt/comfort with a small autistic lance character study! i'm very proud of this one

5. do you respond to comments?

i definitely do on tumblr! it's one of the first things i do when i wake up actually. on ao3, though...i'm pretty sure i have about eight hundred unanswered comments sitting in my inbox 💀 it's an ongoing issue

6. what’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i'm almost sure it's this post-game show lance leaving fic, because i got comments and asks for weeks begging me to write a happy ending lol. but this fic from the hana universe, from when keith is little and shiro is fighting for custody and they haven't figured things out yet. that one is sad. this dream pov adashi fic is also sad and has no happy ending bc, you know. shiro is in space and adam thinks he's dead and everything. my loneliest series is also still in progress and as such there is no happy ending. and this is my earliest angsty-ending fic with MCD

7. what’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

oh god pretty much everything i write has a happy ending?? if i’m being serious?? frankly i don’t do a lot of linear plot. i just write Scenes that are vaguely connected. BUT my h2o fic had a plot that ended happily, as did my cowboy fic, but truly i’m more of a slice of life kinda gal. all my active wips are plot-driven, though, and i plan for all of them to end happily.

8. do you get hate on fics?

oh god yeah. i get it on brown eyed lance, autistic lance, adhd keith, allura just in general (are you sensing a pattern), my refusal to use readmores, and lately just some demands for me to write differently/more?? most of it is just funny so i post it to goof on it lol, but some of it i just delete and pout about until i forget about it 💀

9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?

yes and it’s nasty and i will literally never ever post it. although i guess i’ve written some softer stuff that’s more allusion than anything, like in my loneliest series.

10. do you write crossovers? what’s the craziest one you’ve written?

not anymore, but i did when i was a kid?? i think i wrote a pjo/hoo/divergent/the mortal instruments/homestuck/a bunch of other shit fic when i was 13. i’ve successfully blocked that era out of my mind tho so i’m not sure. i do a lot of insane aus, tho. i wrote a fic based off a country song written in the sixties. so.

11. have you ever had a fic stolen?

i’ve had people write continuations of my wips?? which i didn’t rly like. i just ignored it.

12. have you ever had a fic translated?

someone has asked me about translating a fic before! haven’t heard anything since tho.

13. have you ever co-written a fic before?

i have tried. i’m not very good at it. i have very Specific ideas about things and can be very controlling, so it’s honestly better that i don’t lol.

14. what’s your all-time favorite ship?

klance, easy. been in the trenches of this goddamn fandom since i was 13 years of age. it’s been a Journey.

15. what’s a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

god, the butterfly effect. i get people asking me to update all the time and i genuinely feel bad, because i have absolutely no ideas or plans for it. i might try to come up with an ending of some kind?? but i wrote that like two years ago, so i have changed a LOT about my writing since then.

16. what are your writing strengths?

dialogue and humour, i think. and sometimes writing lack of emotional communication (if that makes sense — i like to try and write around an emotion).

17. what are your writing weaknesses?

i over explain a lot. and i overuse dialog ur tags sometimes. i have a Very Specific scene playing out in my head and i want everyone else to see it like i’m seeing it, which is my downfall a lot. i’ve been trying to work on implicit stage directions.

18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

i think sometimes it’s necessary? it can be a good tool for humour, like with cussing that can’t be achieved in english. but while i understand and read several languages i have always always struggled to speak or write in them. it’s very frustrating so i often avoid the subject entirely lol.

19. first fandom you wrote for?

i’ve been writing fanfic in my head since before i knew what it was, but i started typing things at around 11 when i used to homestuck roleplay with my friends lol. messy messy times.

20. favorite fic you’ve ever written?

oh i am my own target audience. i have several.

i need a man (who’s patient and kind): keith-centric post canon (divergence) fic where lance takes him to his family and keith is good with kids and just keith being loved is the whole point. always.

what if i lose it all: an alternate universe where lance, as a baby, loses both his parents, and then is raised by his oldest siblings. in luis’ pov.

when does a ripple become a tidal wave (when does the reason become the flame): brogane fight & angst canon divergence post season 6; covering shiro’s guilt complex and keith’s unwavering loyalty

he’s into superstitions (black cats and voodoo dolls): halloween verse with witch lance and vampire keith! i have barely spoken about this au on here but rest assured i’m thinking about it all the fucking time

the applebee’s universe: modern au with young keith and lance learning how to love each other

ceilings (plaster): non-linear dream-like fic that’s just so trippy and strange i’m obsessed with it

if the sky comes falling down (for you) there’s nothing in this world i wouldn’t do: a keith character study about how the biggest bleeding heart in the universe loves

the hana universe: brogane-centric universe as their family starts rocky and grows

thank u again for the tag zen <33 open offer for anyone else who would like to hop on!!

[lilflowerpot]

You probably already know about this, but i was reading an old post where you said how weird it is that Lotor and Keith are perfect narrative foils and I just wondered if you knew there was actually a reason for that? I think (as we can only speculate from what the people involved in the show said) that was by design. However as Shiro was a fan favourite and had unexpected popularity he was written back into the show earlier, despite the fact they had already storyboarded/written at least parts of s4 so they kind of replaced Keith with Shiro in s4 and sent Keith to the BOM. I feel like re-inserting keith back into the narrative though makes so much more sense in some scenes as it explains why some parts felt so *not* lead-up to and out of character and why a lot of loose ends weren’t tied off (Naxzela fallout, Keith being a hybrid never really developed, why the paladins never really mention Keith leaving to the BOM much, Shiro trusting Lotor after very little lead up and giving him the bayard which seems like a much more keith-ey instinctive thing to do, Keith & Lotor’s narrative foils and potential friendship as well as being a perfect way to get the audience to trust and like Lotor even more before his betrayal, Shiro being written suddenly as hot-headed and using Keith’s mannerisms, like his wall leaning thing etc)

There’s an interesting video that explains it a lot better here if you are interested: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iiFiVFxR_Q8

(Also to be clear absolutely no hate to anyone who made the show, it was still great.)

Also thanks so much for writing little blade! Your attention to detail in world building is amazing and really gives an extra depth to the story and makes it so engrossing.

As you say, we can only really speculate the ins and outs of why certain decisions were made and narrative directions taken, and honestly the fact that there's so much that we as fans simply don't know makes it really hard to comment, but ultimately, whatever the writer's reasoning for doing what they did,,, they messed up.

I'm not even saying this as someone who, obviously, loves Lotor blindly, but to use him as an example, his character arc didn't make sense; I can accept absolutely everything (alteans being used as batteries included) as a valid and narratively-supported exploration of his character up until his declaration that he wanted to commit genocide and wipe out the entire galra race,,, because that went against literally everything his character had been built upon. It wasn't a "twist" that served to prove he'd been pulling a long con, it was just... bad writing, plain and simple. Lotor, who'd been actively working to undermine everything his father had become, is ~revealed~ to want to commit the same atrocity that Zarkon did, just in reverse?? Lotor who begged on his knees for the lives of Ven'tar and her people- Lotor who was so gentle when talking to Allura about everything he'd lost in the past and everything he wished to build in the future- Lotor who was trying to create a second Voltron not as a weapon but rather as a means of supplying an endless source of clean energy for the Empire so that it would no longer have cause to devastate and destroy entire planets... that Lotor?

And look, here's the thing, so they'd planned to kill Shiro off only to be surprised that he was popular and so bring him back, fine, they had enough time to do that and do it well... but did they? Because frankly, Kuron got more dedicated screen time than "resurrected" Shiro, and all they really succeeded in doing was shove an obsolete character into a narrative that no longer had room for him, which was d e e p l y unsatisfying no matter how you slice it. I say this as someone who //adores// Shiro, and wanted nothing more than for him to be alive, but from an authorial perspective it felt deeply disingenuous and like an obvious after-thought. Not to mention, as that video says, "team voltron" didn't feel like a team at all, by the end—they barely knew each other let alone liked one another. Keith's ousting from the squad had so much potential from a "Kuron is a double-agent actively working to destabilise voltron" sort of way, but if they wanted that to work then there needed to be some recognition of what happened? Some apologies from the other paladins for never really fighting for Keith at all? Never understanding he was grieving not only Shiro but Regris too (sans, of everyone, Allura, who was the only person to actually recognise & acknowledge that Keith was in pain)?

Speaking of Allura, she's another character who suffered from what I can only assume was the writers repeatedly changing their minds on the direction of the story and simply shoving her into whatever box best fit. She & Keith at first seemed to be building something important, and while I'm not especially a kallura shipper, god, at least they had an actual foundation for a relationship (in whatever form) hard-won,,, having her throw herself at Lance, who she'd shown ZERO interest in before that point, immediately after her former lover (1) reveals he has a secret colony of her people that he's been using as living batteries, and (2) dIES RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER...? She should have been grieving, and //slowly// healing, but instead she jumps straight into a new relationship that the narrative treats as if it's some sort of epic yet tragically doomed romance rather than an ill-thought rebound?

It just.. it wasn't even a good plot, let alone a satisfying one.

Hunk was originally implied to be the beating heart of the group, except they gave him next to no screen-time only to realise in those last couple of seasons "shit, people are supposed to care about him, errr have a tragic family rescue mission". Lance was treated as a joke from day one, despite being set up to (I personally suspect) become Keith's right hand and emotional support in more than just battle. Keith himself was repeatedly given all the foundations for genuinely solid and satisfying plots only to never quite follow through in the end (learning to let down his walls, to trust, to love- until the entire team casts him out never to apologise for it and only takes him back when they lose their replacement once more / becoming a confident leader and Shiro's successor only for it to be undermined and then thrown back together again when convenient / finding and building a relationship with his mother, except they speed-ran it in one montage and had Krolia leave again soon after).

Truthfully, Pidge is probably the only core character who managed to come out at the end with what felt like a properly concluded arc.

[shinpikurage]

A vague synopsis of all my AUs

I should be going to sleep but after hours with no phone and suddenly feeling like I have to write, I decided to do this instead

I love to make rewrites, Aus and future aus of things I have watched, and I spend my days thinking about them and my oc's, if I have a picture I'll include it cuz why not

These are the stories:

Fairy Tail - Lucy AU

This starts right after Natsu gets back from his training, Lucy is a model, writer and journalist and was able to get Fairy Tail back together. Instead of feeling happy about everything like in the show, she is extremely depressed about this full year where all her friends abandoned her. She slowly starts to not go on Team Natsu missions anymore, because after everything, she feels more comfortable with her spirits than Fairy Tail

They kept her company, trained with her, and helped her in days she could barely get out of bed. After going on a solo mission, she meets a strange man who has heavenly body magic, but begs her for her to train him in celestial magic. From this point on, Lucy, this man, and her spirits become inseparable

Can you tell I loved Lucy leave Fairy Tail fics as a kid? Yeah

This one she does not leave Fairy Tail, it's still her home and she has a great amount of love for everyone there, but she needed a change. The timeline here is different and there's another grand magic games before things start going to shit

Includes: Changes on how spirits works, Juvia slander and growth, Mard Geer

Voltron - New age

Instead of trying to fix whatever that last season was, I decided to just make a new team, since Allura sacrificed herself for the lions, we are getting these damn lions!!

With a new team of young, brave and hopeful riders, that were personally selected by the lions themselves, they embark on what they thought would be an adventure after the universe is at peace, and instead find messes, places still suffering after years of wars, and new challenges that Voltron never had to deal with before

The team has a Galra, an Altean, a human, a mixed alien and a prince from another planet as the leader

Later, the prince has to step down to go back to his planet, and another rider is chosen, who's very close to the red pilot

Includes: Klance but also Keith x James, and another AU

Voltron - Behind the scenes

Instead of focusing on the Voltron team, this part of the AU focuses on things that are happening in universe while the team isn't looking

It shows a cult, singers, a galaxy with 3 planets, space travel and how people manage without magic lions, dreams being destroyed on earth and the dangers of royalty

Following a singer, a game developer, a team of idiots, the prince and a young god

Merlin - Yep, he's banished!

(not) Surprisingly, this all started with a love potion and a visiting prince with his sister, but unlike usual, who drank the potion is Merlin, and the visiting prince

What follows is a series of events with everyone annoyed at the new couple being cutesy, Merlin being thrown out of the closet, Arthur having to kiss Merlin to break the spell, revealing hes in love with his best friend, and Merlin's magic being revealed after trying to help this family

He's banished, which makes a series of even crazier events, involving wyverns, adopting kids, a vampire king and even better, Will is back, somehow?

For a year, Arthur learns more and more about Merlin, everything he has done, everything he is, while thoroughly regretting ever banishing him, feeling empty without his presence and help

Includes: Trans Merlin, Daegal, Merthur

Image isn't fully canon anymore

Turma da Mônica Jovem - I WANTED MY CHARACTER THERE

Yeah that's basically it, she's the older sister of a canon character, extremely depressed, and basically insufferable, she has another sister too

I didn't even make her to date anyone I just wanted her to be there, get better, go to magic school, and generally be a nuisance if she visited the limoeiro

Tiger and Bunny - Hey so I also wanted my character there

He's a singer, can you tell I love singers? A very famous one. When he hears his idol, Kotetsu is stepping down from his hero spot, he takes it as an opportunity to become the hero he always wanted to be

He's older than Barnaby but younger than Kotetsu, having a fine balance with the two characters

While trying to tackle heroism, family matters, his singing, an illness and the being targeted in both industries, he breaks

Fnaf - Cyborgs age

After working for years at the pizzaplex, Mangle and many of her coworkers are suddenly fired to open space for prettier, shinier, younger half animal entertainers. Mangle is left scrambling to find a new job and purpose in life, while thinking Fazzbear Entertainments would always be there for him

Includes: Foxangle, disabilities and gijinkas of animatronics and not the souls

Genshin - God Baizhu

Baizhus journey into becoming immortal, everything he has to sacrifice, and everything he gains from it

Also, the story of how Wanderer was adopted by Venti and gained a new brother and sister

Very vague because I'm actually writing and planning this one, more details on @phoenixcoreaw and my twitter (OrPhoenixcoreaw)

Includes: Baizhu Polycule (Dainsleif, Neuvillette, Zhongli), a lot of rewrites of the game and every character redesigned

Adventure Time - Yumeshipping

It's me, as a God, in the Adventure Time universe, I travel to many dimensions to fix problems and I'm dating Simon and Winter King

I'm married to a Bill Cipher that never got evil, for some reason, idk don't ask me about the scenarios I create in my mind after 22:00

Also this connected to this AU 👇

The Stranger Academy - Umbrella Academy and Stranger Things crossover, but with ME

Basically in this one, I (and a large group) was experimented on to have powers and become a hero, we were saved by Five and the rest of the Umbrellas

A few months later, I am thrown into the past, in Hawkins with the cast of Strangers Things, and have to get used to a new life in the 80s. The timeline started to break, so it was split in two by God-Me, with a version where I stay in Hawkins and i don't exist in the future, and one where the accident never happened

Minecraft - Post Apocalypse

Your typical "Minecraft is the result of a post apocalyptic word where humans destroyed themselves and the world"

But Hatsune Miku is God, and she spawn Steve and Alex in the world to see how two "original humans" would react to the new world

I'm designing every character, there's 3 stories going on, it includes Herobrine, Shitass and Entity 303. It's basically a funny concept taken very seriously

[squeakyleftsneaker]

Im enjoying your watch through a lot, even if i disagree in some things it is very entertaining to read, and like the other ask said while I dont care that much for Keith I understand while a lot of first time watchers latch onto him and Pidge, they just seem to be given the most attention by the writers

But i wanted to ask, what makes you say that between Keith and Lance, is Lance the one that is the most brash and impulsive?

Like I've said before, I latch onto where there is effort put. I usually don't go into a work of fiction wanting to be the one made to put all the effort into putting life into a character. That's what D&D sessions are for for me! Where there's effort put into a character I 100% love it. The fact that the writers put the most effort into them is EXACTLY why I like Keith and Pidge. Even though usually Keith's short emo sadboi schtick isn't my favorite trope for a character to align with, I just like that there is, yknow, a written and determined character there IN TEXT and not just a trope on top of an empty void I must fill out for myself.

Again, I personally tend to not love a choose your own adventure style of fiction. I totally get some people love to be able to have lots of room to read into characters, but I'm very much geared to liking the characters that have the LEAST room for eisegesis in all forms of fiction. I have a strong preference for textual interpretation rather than textual extrapolation, that's just how I am.

Dear writers I am once again begging you to remember that you established episode one that Hunk is a mechanic and you've done nothing with this.

I don't necessarily think that Lance is MORE brash and impulsive overall than Keith, Keith obviously raises fucking hell, but I do think that their dynamic as written (idk what's going on in fandom bc I will not really be touching that until I'm DONE with this show) is very one-sided. Lance will bait Keith until Keith rises to the bait. Lance had a whole idea of what his relation to Keith was before canon, Keith didn't really know who he was. Lance in text is repeatedly shown to seek Keith out for the baiting, teasing, etc, and Keith seems uninclined to do the same.

We don't really see Keith seeking out Lance to push him in the same way Lance tends to push and question and needle Keith. He'll give some (like when he left Lance tied up lolllll) but not nearly enough to feel like it's a balanced relationship. It's a little tricky to navigate moving them AWAY from that dynamic from a writing perspective at this point, but ig Shiro's death might be the impetus for that. In their dynamic, Lance is the one taking the more brash moves with regard to their relationship with each other (for now). Keith is relatively more passive when it comes to their dynamic.

In-text this is because the writers are relying on tropes to make you FEEL like Keith is doing a whole lot more than he actually is! Same with Lance! But if you just write out everything that they actively do, it feels. Much less balanced than the tropes of "Edgy sadboi loner" and "Gregarious Funny Guy With Deep Insecurity"

Which is a shame because then it just textually leaves Lance off a whole lot worse! Have Keith be willing to bait Lance! Have Keith do shit wrong to Lance! PIDGE has more reason in text to have beef with Keith than Lance! You can give them reasons to have the relationships they do !!!

If the writers are smart though, they SHOULD move away from it. Mostly bc that would imply HAVING AN EXISTING AND SHIFTING RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE PALADINS AND I NEED THAT TO HAPPEN BECAUSE LIKE. HOW ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO ENJOY THIS SHOW? The whole fun of a five man band is these shifting relationships! Let's play with it!