#just bc its been so long. i want to Remmeber….

[marsbotz]

actually tbfh i do need to rewatch ninjago again soon. its been toooooo long. but i think dr s2 is coming out soon so ill probably wait until after that

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

[iiscpr]

more bullshit

[milf-harrington]

hi i love my sister and i am now going to be sentimental in tha tags <3

[joonphoriaaa]

yoongi.

fav yoongi fics updated jan 16th 2022

distracted.

you hear whatever music your soulmate's listening to. unfortunately for yoongi, his soulmate has very questionable taste | soulmate au

mixtape.

there's a weekly podcast at your college that discusses random stuff. on their most recent episode, they talk about...effective study methods

close to you

the one where m/c and yoongi are college students. he's a little rough round the edges (bc he's a gangster and sells drugs on the side), but she sticks with him, encouraging him to follow his dreams of being a music producer | college/gangster!au

it comes in waves.

the man who owns the music shop along the shore has long since caught your eye and you wait sunrise and sunset just beyond the rocks to hear his lovely strings OR you certainly hope yoongi doesn’t want to eat you | this is the cutest summary i've ever seen lol | mermaid!reader

cruel.

you can feel you're soulmate's pain. unluckily for you, he's having surgery on his shoulder. | soulmate idol!au

again.

When Yn is forced to go to the hospital after falling down the stairs of her office. The doctor who was to attend to her was none other than her ex-boyfriend Min Yoongi. | au

bad boys bring it to you.

you’re too scared to get a piercing. a tatted yoongles helps you | oneshot | tattoo artist ! au

finding bigfoot

you set out to hike the pacific crest trail in search of yourself... instead you found him | cryptid!au

sue me

m/c's a fangirl who yells at "i'm going to sue you min yoongi" every time they cross paths. it's kinda fluffy lol | idol!au

naked man on the beach

the little mermaid but yoongi | disney!au

soulmate drabble.

some hollyhomburg angsty, fluffly soulmate goodness

the velvet devil.

a chance encounter leads you to a strange bar and its enigmatic owner. | vampire!au

an amalgamation waltz 1839.

fallen angel yoongi status: part 1/2

hades.

You meet a rather dreamy- albeit annoying, new kid who sweeps you off your feet. Too bad it’s in the middle of a series of murders around town.

my dearest queen.

daechwita king yoongi au

the sugar wars.

Maybe tasting everything his soulmate eats wouldn't be so bad if Yoongi’s soulmate didn't have the largest sweet tooth Ever. Maybe you wouldn't need to sweeten everything if he didn't drink his coffee so bitter.

apricity.

the northern water tribe is offering a massive reward for the safe return of the tribal princess, and yoongi is determined to collect.

first loves.

five times min yoongi learns to fall in love all over again

if you knew.

in which you lose your eyesight in a car accident and fall in love with the neurosurgeon treating your condition | surgeon yoongi

heaven's gate.

In which Min Yoongi dies and is recruited to be a guardian angel, but he sure as hell didn’t expect to see your name on that little piece of paper telling him what mortal being he was assigned to look after.

winter: endless days

Sometimes the most fleeting of moments are the ones that go on to last for an eternity.

series

changing one’s tunes.

the one where yoongi adopts a hybrid who pretends to be a normal cat | hybrid!au status: ongoing (12)

be my light.

the one where a nurse hears some gunshots in a building and helps the man she finds injured there. she protects him and takes him to the hospital she works no questions asked. m/c has the mentality of ‘idc who you are or what you do, a patient is a patient that i will help’ | mafia!au status: ongoing (7)

fic recs lists that i cant remmeber if i've been through :)

sushi reads

misfortunately yours.

you put on a ring that you found in your attic and suddenly you're married to the king of the underworld

what the water gave us.

What was supposed to be a quiet Tuesday night in the middle of a hectic week is ruined by the sudden arrival of a strange man. The worst part? He doesn’t want to leave your bathtub. status: ongoing (1)

gnossienne.

a moment of awareness that someone you've known for years still has a private and mysterious inner life | mafia status: ongoing (3)

[deadgrantaires]

@hazia ITS BEEN RIDICULOUSLY LONG BC?? i remmeber watching digimon while i was still in iowa sbhvbdh GOD its been forever... what a good time :’))

AND I WILL PLAY IT!! I WANT TO!!! god im just so bad at starting new games dfvhjbfdj im always just like ‘why dont i replay red rescue for the 18th time instead?’ bhjbhjjh

[nothing1995]

the main issue is ! that there are many issues! like....

1. its autumn/going into winter and i have since the tender age of liek 15 always always always got worse during winter like.. no matter what i do no matter the SAD lamps the WINTER SUN holidays.... i always jsut slow down i sleep n eat more i just feel lower sadder slower and like... if i was settled into a job im comf in and earning ite money this winter might be manageable cause im truly changed from last year and even year before that.... i can do sobriety now mostly.... however!!!! autumn/winter have come at the worst time because!!

2. I start my new job in 2 weeks which is gonna involve.... being on top form every day for at least a month.... meeting new ppl... remmebering things... being able to do things... ive never had a proper job liek this and esp one thats in the career i want to do so like.... im terrified! oh and only now it hit me... kinda excited i guess cause like... it might also be fun?? bc its what i wanna do ... interesting... but mainly. terrifying and i hate it and i wish i got it like start of summer when i was a fuckin... maniac with 1000% energy ... im v scared imma fuck it up or idk? jsut hate it? or not fit in or like whateve,r ... and i had non eof these fears in the summer cause guess what bitch i thought i was the SHIT and now am like ://// and this might be due to!

3. this stupid fucking break up with this emotionally stunted.... angry moody tterrible caricature of masculinity that i wasted like... 1.25 months on and left me feeling just kinda err shit about myself self conchesly even tho consciously i realise like.... im still good and itnersting and attractive but he er. made me feel not that ... but tbh i had the self esteem to acc leave him and thats kinda saying something... but also he fucked my fucking MONEY UP!! because!!

4. i had jsut started sugaring when i met him and was tbh happy with my arrangement and was having good emotionally unattached sex and not worrying about food or money or emotions and then i fuckijng had to cut my SD off bc this bitchass wanted to be excluuuuusive even tho tbh i never did and now i gotta like. go crawling back to my sd like i tbh told him i would but ive gained weight bc of SAD so i need to lose some weight before going back and like... tbh im rly not in emotionally stable state to go back rn feel like im on verge of breakdown all the time and wanna drink badly and also really badly not wanna drink and its all v hard because !!! its all !!! just small reasons when compared to the main reason everything is so hard!!!!!! 

literally how do u cope when ur bro is in the icu and you thought mb he’s getting better cause he was doing better on friday and stable on saturday but u phone the hosp this morning and he’s got a lung infection and the icu doc speciically said he sees a full recoery unless something out of the blue happens and then boom this happens!!! i was on the bus to work already p miserable and then that phone call and it was like... i kept welling up to cry and then just couldnt like id just choke i been crying for a couple days but i havent cried today and i can feel it already fucking me up but i honestly cant....... cry any more !!! i’m upping my sert dose a lil bit for the seasonal blues but also bc otherwise i might lose my damn mind lmfao 

one thing tho is. im keep being like wow err im really not emotionally mentally equipped to handle this like.. i was just about coping with it being winter and starting anew job and a break up from a kinda ... not to use the word but toxic relationship.... like iw as kinda ok...... unsteady and awkwar dbut ok. and then this stupid hospitalisation came and just!!! rocked my damn world!!! like it truly is .... how poor ppl can just about get by as long as nothing crazy happens... mental ppl and addicts who are doing better in general can jsut about get by with day to day hard things without like. something major happening.. cause noahfence this series of events would knock even a normal person down so like..... me... a humble addict borderline........ feels like i have v low chances.... and i think internalising that self-defeating language isn’t helping things and imma try be more upbeat tomorrow..... this is just... the sunday night talking hopefully... tho tbh i been sad for like.. 2 weeks now ... and dissociation level/super sad/mental since thursday so ! lets hope for some HOPE!

[theday]

tagged by @ikyh and @younghyuuns ill be doing both sets !! :D thank you both for tagging me!! this got long so yall dont hav 2 read <3

ru?? rushee’s set!! me: wow ru does not sound like rushee at all ? djsjdhhjd im dumb but i realize now

i. do u believe in astrology? whats ur sign and do u line up with the features usually attributed to it?

fucc... i guess i do ;-0...... and yeah i think?????? like they say capricorns are cold bitches and funny nd im like ya thats me... but they also say we’re hard workers and im like uh.. dont know abt that karen !

ii. what’s ur favorite pair of socks?

bbbbbbb..... socks huh...... i guess my ankle ones? there are also socks that have actual designs on them and those r usually thicker.. keep my feets safe! most of them have pkmn designs bc.. yeah... love the poke mans

iii. what’s a food that reminds you of a specific moment/memory?

i could think of anythiing and get reminded of one situation if that makes sense.. but i thought of pineapple..pizza... anyway the memory isnt anythngn special its just me staring at my delicious hawaiian pizza..... at my favourite pizza place.... love that shit

iv. what’s the longest you’ve gone without sleeping?

i dont have the actual hours but the latest ive stayed up.. like willingly would be until 2am

v. how has ur taste in music changed throughout ur life?

went from 1d to 5so/s + other bands to utaite.... they cover vocaloid songs ig i never kno how2 explain what utaites r then 2 kpop.. but i still listen 2 bands + kpop and utaites.... so nothing much has changed ive just gone broader.. wider... expanded my tastes... 

vi. who’s ur fashion icon?

oh definitely kim wonpil

vii. what’s the dumbest thing you’ve ever done without realizing?

i breathe dumbass particles.. i cant think of one bc my brain probably blocked off all access to my horrifying past but ive been thinking abt how i used 2 send the boy i used 2 like 1d songs....................... 12 y/o old me rly thought. he’d listen.... 12 y/o me thought spamming him was a good idea glad ive learnt from that! 

viii. what’s something you want to brag about?

my grades but it didnt get me into psychology so nvm ! its still good though i didnt expect to get an A1 (hghest grade) for combined humanities since ive had a B my whole life without it i wouldnt be able to move on education wise lmao so thank god for that thanks cambridge thanks bell curve sunbaenim 

ix. when you imagine urself being happy in the future, where exactly are you (like the location!)?

oh definitely an apartment somewhere where its always windy and the curtains are always Moving and the sun just Shines in the room but its not that hot either its just full of warmth and yeah thats the dream maybe also walks in the park without having 2 worry abt sweating my pits out u kno! tldr anywhere but here

x. what’s something you’ve always wanted to own?

let me Think.... i dont need a lot/?? but id love hm.............. i want stability but realistically i want all the hh pcs from the code albums. 

xi. how’ve you been lately?

good good! i finished my *** fic and its. im proud of it though i know its not that good nd i can do better but its done ! and hm i could be going to see mx but asking my mum is stressing me out speaking of her she wont stop Coughing and she refuses to see the doctor ;-/ love those sleepless nights ! other than that i just want 2 get out and feel the sun ???/ wanna get out of this house yea but i need to be.. shady with my money i cant get a job because school is starting in a month and im going overseas again sometime next month so ! no ones gonna hire someone who can only work for 2 weeks at most dhzjhhs shouldve worked when i had the time dumbasses only

ok now falen

1. what’s been on your mind??

hm redacted feeling towards my mum but i cant say them bc itd be insensitive 

2. what are you looking forward to? 

mx? possibly but also finishing my enrolment papers

3. story time!: how and when did you get into day6!!!!!

fuck...... listen up LADS. 

ive told the same story like 10 times but im never gonna get tired of saying this shit bc i love miss boxy so much nd she deserves the appreciation anywy she introduced me 2 day6 after i saw this one (1) picture of brian in minion glasses and instantly i knew in that Fucking moment thatd id die for him. so i asked for the name of my murderer and was introduced to day6 whom frankly id never heard of b4 bdjhjh she sent me all their mvs and i still remember the night . i remember walking out of this japanese restaurant, twitter open, chat wiht boxy there and i was like.. interesting ill go listen when im home so i Did! and my mind was blown away bitch? i honest 2 god expected them to be a boy group,,, dancing and shit yknow? i didnt know k bands existed ! so as a previous 5/sos stan i was like wow. this??? this shit is 10/10 a fucking BANGER thats what i felt listening 2 i smile and just going :O over the fucking instruments so idk if how can i say was the last or second song but Damn. .. it made me scream thanks mister j** he rly dragged me by the collar of my shirt and threw me face first into Heaven so i watched everything i asked my friend for video recommendations and after boxy sent me a page with their face and names i was like this jae kid is 182 cm? wow gotta stan now im stupid and stupid for glasses and tall people so ! it happened bithc,, ugh i lov eday6 so much i remember binge watchng all their vlives after the july after party live (that being the first vlive i watched Ever in my entire life and i laghed so hard despite not understanding a damn thing) please id giv my heart and soul2 day6 im so happy with the way ive progressed as a myday :^( 

bonus when i first started stanning it was 26th june and shortly after i made a stan acc teasers were being dropped but i didnt kno why ppl were freaking out i remmeber seeing jae’s teaser nd going ? ok? its just a pic damn ;-/ and then eveeryone was like: dowoon! choker! me: wdhs? what

4. ????do you have any allergies????

did u think of jae and no i used to be allergic 2 dairy products but thats disappeared

5. a fond memory???

bowling with friends and im just a disaster of a friend im always so loud with them and i thank god everyday that they handle my energy ? i would cheer for them even if they got a gutter or whatever and when they got a strike id go clap like crazy i love my friends i also went i have the power of god and anime on my side before flinging the ball and theyd laugh despite not knowing what vine that was from i love my friends... psg if ur out there yall are the best x i miss hanigng out with them as a trio.. three of us :( 

6. do you paint your nails?? if so, what are your fave colors to use?? if not, why??  

thats so.. tiresome.......... dont u have 2 wait for it 2 dry and shit ? my mums always worried abt ruining the colour or some sht nd im like !!! okY!!!!!!! tldr its a pain in the ass

7. what are your favorite colors?? what are your fave colors to wear??

i like hte colour of the sky... all the colours........ yeah love that bithc and lately ive been wearing a lot of black shirts finally went out of my embarrassing colourful phase ! 

8. what languages would you like to learn?? for what reason(s)??

japanese nd korean jp because i listen to a lot of things in japanese and korean for the same reason but my priority would be jp even tho id love to communicate with my faves i just... yeah although im not exactly making an effort 2 learn bc im lazy but if i Could.... itd be those two

9. when you get stickers, do you use them or do you keep them??

DHDGFHDHDGDSJHJSJAKSSJHFHS THIS FEELS LIKE A CALL OUT???? i keep them......... 

10. are there any groups that you might get into/want to get into?

hm... well theres knk ive learnt their names and im finally able to put name 2 face so thats nice svt too if htey didnt have such large numbers... thats all for now i think?? i love evry girl group though i love gIRLS... 

11. how are you???

idk im constantly just fine?? not the im sad but im fine kind of fine im literally just neutral half the time wjhddshs wild 

both of your questions were really unique and i loved answering them thank you so much for tagging me and if youve read until the end thank you i hope you have a good day!

[foryouthegays]

OK THIS MIGHT GET LONG AND ALSO ILL STOP ALL CAPSIN THINGS AND ITLL BE UNDER CUT UHHH

(watching: the dumbest skywars game of 2017)

ok so he streamed recently (TODAY and also two days ago) and his arc is 100% gonna be gettin out of retirement. i dont have timestamps for proof but him taking time (like, a LOT of time) to tell phil him asking would take him out of retirement, phil knowing part of the arc (which like,,,,their friendship is so sweet im love they), and that half-save during todays stream where he was like “when i build a civilizatio- IF I build a civilization,” (dont remmeber the exact thing but ya know), the obvious throwback to the antarctic empire, all that makes me think hes gonna get pulled out of retirement to make a civilization or smthin)

and like its gonna be about philza. i dont remember if he actually said this but hes been p protective and interactive w phil and like i said they were talking about the arc, and also phil doesnt??? really have a character on the smp? that i know of?? so techno, as a p important character, addin him to his arc would bring him into the story beyond killing wilbur. and i think in canon techno isnt phils son? (i think he was raised by sloths but no one wants to talk abt it) bc techno called philza his friend several times on the 3 hour stream (two days ago) so i think hes trying to go for the just random person without a family in the smp? 

ALSO hes makin a point to not imprision or raid the villages near him and instead max their trades and stuff? and ALSO HES GONNA RELEASE A VID MAYBE SOON AHHHHHHHH abt carl the horse. and he might get a fox. i want techno fox content immediately after he gets a fox i stg 

anyway uh thats all my brains lettin me think of rn

pspspps dream smp people, interact with me plea se,,, im Scared to write anything related to it and i need encouragement and to make sure everything i write is accurate please i-

[1010meha]

holy dick: I was tagged in something. Well, I was tagged like a month ago and then I was like “I’ll do this the next time I use tumblr on my laptop so I can see the questions and format them right.” Except since my desktop has literally 419 tabs open I never use it and it’s currently in a state of a continuous ongoing stroke. But i rammed my head on it by accident and it started working again so hi i guess. I’ve now realized that all of this has been written in the title part of a text post and it seems really pretentios and narcasistic of me to use this much space for my ramblings and I should probably stop before this gets any longer. Also I can’t spell either of those words.

Rules: Answer 20 and tag 20. Here we gooo

Thanks @ghostlyfluffster who was my homestuck secret santa like 9 months ago and is still following my idiot ass for some reason. thank u.

Name: 1010meha

Nickname: In the 4th grade I had a nickname Glow-Worm which was more of an insult i guess also in 6th grade “Banana Girl” because I did a magic trick with a banana for the school talent show.

Zodiac: Libra. ikr boring

Height: taller than @rynoske by atleasat 3 feet

Orientation:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯   If i was cool and suave enough I’d say something like “kiss me and find out” but we all know I have the sex appeal of a walnut

Fave Fruit: ..a….walnut….

Fave season: summer bitches no school stress unless your like me and took summer school but still

Fave book: I haven’t been reading muchbecause  I’m a lazy and uncultured wrom of a person but the Phantom Tollbooth still holds a warm place in my heart. 

remmeber when I said my laptop had 419 tabs open. It literally just blacked out on me for a second. call an electrician. or an excorsit. Maybe both. An Elextrorcist?

Fave Flower: Forget-Me-Nots? or Jasmine.

Fave Scent: coconut. god I’m so indian

Fave color: porple

fave animal: fuck idk. Probs the mantis shrimp. it’s fucking THE SHIT MAN OKAY HEAR ME OUT. ok so first of all, it sees colors that we can’t even comprehend??? because it has like, 5  times as many color receptors, meaning it can see thousands, if not millions of more colors than we do??? what the dick?!?!. It has 2 claws that shoot out water at the same speed of a gun shot from a 22 caliber rifle. thats 1500 newtons of force in less than 3/1000 of a second. It literally boils the water around it with it’s underwater shockwave and can be seen to make BURSTS OF LIGHT under the sea. they’re fucking deadly. Not to mention, they’re fucKIN RAINBOW GUYS. THEY’RE RAINBOW COLORED SWEET JESUS ON AN UPSIDE DOWN BOAT WITH A TREE SHOVED UP HIS ASS THIS IS THE NEW GAY MASCOT. THIS HOMOSEXUAL HELLBEASST  IS HERE TO FUCKEN PARTAYY. ok I’ll stop but not without a picture first:

I also forgot what i was doing. oh yeah

Cofee/tea/hot cocoa: Coffee if its extra sweet and creamy and also hot cocoa with whipped cream and marshmallows mmMMmmMm

Avg Hours of Sleep: hahahahHAHAHAHhahHAHAHhahahHAHAHAhaha. ha.

Cat or Dog person: [insert the “why not both” meme]

fave fictional character: I can’t and won’t pick a fave, but the most recent one that came to mind is prismo from Adventure time

Number of blankets I sleep with 3 in the winter, 1 in the summer

Dream Trip: Japan, for the Culture ™ also I quite enjoy the food and landscape i wanna paint there

Blog created 2012? i think

Number of followeres: heck if I know. I forgot how you check. I think i just hit 600 or smthn

Random fact:  Me and my friend kinda wandered into this building in Caltech where nobody was there and found this rooftop cactus garden and I stole a pouch of hot cocoa from a lil table and i stuffed it in my jacket pocket and 3 months later our marching band got to go to San Francisco to march in the Chinese New Years parade and in the hotel I found the bag of hot cocoa and I drank it and that was my dinner. Moral of the story is clean out your jacket once maybe ever.

Now a list of ppl I know or want to get to know better:

ok so @rynoske bc obvs then also @adozensinammonrolls if you want t a fun time and @hector-is-my-waifu waddup also @potato-inertia if that’s still alive hey @tinyarmageddon I see u rebloggin my posts fam @sassycharmander we’re mutuals I forget but do I know you irl?? @baronvoncandy tell me abt the large red fruit @memethighs sup @the-wicked-rad-and-hella heyyooooooo @officialmustachiolady yello hello yes hi @king-queen-trash what’s up my mutual dude @ashestoashesjc you seem cool bro I hope know you better @fandomoutcast you’ve been a mutual for so long thx @ask-aph-fruk woah holy shit you follow me I didn’t know that until literally just now @hella-rad-noodle @fuchsia-and-boonbucks and @savannasaurusrex yall are still following for some reason holy sh1t thx

PS: for Orientation I was considering saying “portrait” or “landscape” but then I punched myself square in the fucking face

[jiminsbootyhoe]

92 Truths Tag

i was mentioned by @tsujido thank you ily <3

rules: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (i’m just gonna tag my fave mutuals at the end)

NAME: Isabella 

AGE: 16 

BIRTH DATE: June 3rd <3

THE LAST


1. drink: Jasmine Green Tea


2. phone call: Mum <3

3. text: Friend joyce trying to decide what bag to buy <3

4. song you listened to: PSY- “I LUV IT”

5. time you cried: Few days ago :’))((

6. dated someone twice: nope 

7. been cheated on: nope


8. kissed someone and regretted it: nope 


9. lost someone special: yes :’(

10. been depressed: yes 


11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope


LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:


12. blue

13. purple

14: yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 


15. made new friends: yes, but the ones irl not sure if im willing to keep (suspiciously borderline toxic)

16. fallen out of love: yes ;((


17. laughed until you cried: yes yes :DDD

18. found out someone was talking about you: yes but oh wells I pretty much bet that it was her talking crap about me ;)))

19. met someone who changed you: yesss :’(((((((((((((((

20. found out who your true friends are: not anymore, confused :’)) (exception  tumblr friends ily guys <3)

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yes


22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: 90%

23. do you have any pets: I used to have a pet hamster dwarf but we weren’t allowed to bring her into Australia when we moved here so we had to leave her behind :’((((((((((((

24. do you want to change your name: Yes my last names :’)))))))

25. what did you do for your last birthday: had a small private gathering with only close friends- ended up horrible :’))))))))) but all g im waiitng for this years one bc i know its gonna be great !!! :DD

26. what time did you wake up: 6 am - school XD 

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: thinking about life

28. name something you cannot wait for: 2 meet my true love <3333

29. when was the last time you saw your mother: 20 mins ago 

30. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: small things 


31. what are you listening to right now: cute PSY songs ( i love his adorable faceu <333)

32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes- primary school i think 

33. something that is getting on your nerves: EVERYTIME I HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ONE OF MY SO CALLED FRIENDS suddenly tries to get in with him :’))))))))))) it doesnt work pls get UR OWN MAN 

34. most visited website: youtube (??)

35. elementary: I went to a few in Greece, one in China and one in Australia :’)))))))) i was going to go to one in Japan 2 as a child but my family ended up deciding not 2  (mad regrets tbh)

36. high School: Australian one been to  three so far and i now go to a private school in the city :)


37. college: haven’t gone yet but hoping to go to one in Sydney or overseas tbh

38. hair color: Light brown with Golden streaks naturally but because of chemicals to make my hair straight the color is more of a dark brown now  TT  ( i have got to stop doing the treatments tbh ;(((()

39. long or short hair:  medium- i cut my hair short recently so its growing back 


40. do you have a crush on someone: Yess


41. what do you like about yourself: My eyes ??( Im not sure lol )  oohh maybe my similarities to my mother <333

42. piercings: 3 lobe ones 2 on 1 side 1 on the other and one cartilage 


43. blood type: idk lol i dont remmeber 


44. nickname: loulou, bella, issie, ishy fishy (bc i was my school’s champion swimmer back in the day :’)))))))))

45. relationship status: single 

46. zodiac sign: Gemini


47. pronouns: she/her


48. favorite tv show: hmm i dont really watch much but 13 reasons why was pre good !!!

49. tattoos: nooope i dont think ill ever want one either 

50. right or left hand: right

FIRST… 


51. surgery: never (thank goodness)


52. piercing: ears

54. sport: Swimming- used to be champion but havent trained in ages- will start again soon !!!! <3

55. vacation: Amsterdam 

56. pair of trainers: Adidas Japan 

RIGHT NOW…


57. eating: i eat anything and everything lol 

58. drinking: Jasmine green tea

59. i’m about to: eat

61. waiting for:  love 

62. want: to be content and happy <3


FUTURE…

62. want kids?: yes ofc !!!! <3

63. get married: Yes OFC!!!!!! <33333

64. career: hmm something to do with fashion and hopefully internationally 

WHICH IS BETTER… 


65. hugs or kisses: both <33333

66. lips or eyes: eyes 

67. shorter or taller: if  its for a dude i would want to date id prefer taller 

68. older or younger: older 

69. romantic or spontaneous?: romantic 

70. nice arms or nice stomach: both (i love u no matter what <3)

71. sensitive or loud: not too loud so maybe sensitive 

72. hook up or relationship: relationship <3


73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant 

HAVE YOU EVER…


74. kissed a stranger?: no

75. drank hard liquor?: yes


76. lost glasses contact/lenses?: nope


77. turned someone down?: yes

78. sex on first date?: nope

79. broken someone’s heart?: yes (im so sorry)

80. had your heart broken?: yes by my most trusted people (not parents)

81. been arrested?: nope


82. cried when someone died?: yes ofc 


83. fallen for a friend?: yes but in a platonic manner (?? does this make sense)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 


84. yourself?: yes !

85. miracles?: yes!!!!!


86. love at first sight?: yes!!

87. santa Claus?: hmm i believe that he is indeed a spirit but not in the commersialised manner anymore 

88. kiss on the first date?: yes !!!

89. angels?: yes!!!!!

OTHER…. 


90. current best friend’s name: hmm for irl one im really not that sure TT 

91. eye color: Dark Brown but changes colour under lighting and is often misstook for multiple different colours !

92. favourite movie: spirited away <3 

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Anothing i just want to get out that i can never really talk about with anyone is well when i was raped two years ago. How fucked it was i mean i dont remmeber half of it but it just scares me that wpuld if it was my fault i said or did something to make him do it. I was so drunk. That after math is the worst honestly bc my daf started talking about how if onwas pregnant and if i didnt keep it o was murdering his grandchild and made me feel so shitty about myself . And i didnt have relations with any guy for a while it ducked me up. Even now i have dream about being raped again even by my own father how fucked is that. And i cant get the image out of my head for so long to the point where i dont even want my dad touching me i knowbits not his fault but its just how i feel and i wish i cpuld talk to somone about this and ive never really been able or i iust shove it to back an pretend it didnt happen.