#just a heads up bc I feel like my inbox trusts me too much with these guys

[bumblebeehug]

I love general fairy tail content as much as the other guy, trust me, but I still get surprised when you send me Laxus and next-gen asks. I’m specialised in nalu, gruvia, Happy, Plue, MAYBE some team Natsu stuff, and celestial spirit stuff like once a month maximum. I have 23 fics that embody that!!! I only ever write about Natsu and Lucy!!! Don’t trust me with the thunder legion!! What do I know about them!!! They’ll explode in my hands!!! Same with Rouge and Sting and Mira! These poor characters will be butchered if I start spewing out my takes on them!

[bumblebeesfromvenus]

Simon Riley NSFW hcs ♡

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Two lovely people asked for my NSFW Simon headcannons and I'm happy to provide!!

Just a disclaimer, these are my headcannons. If you have ones that are totally different, that's okay!

He's fictional and can be whatever you want him to be <3 (except a rapist. We don't do that here.)

If you have any COD thoughts or requests, my inbox is open!!

~ Fi 🐝

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I'm a soft!Simon truther until death.

There's not a single reality in which I can see him ever being too rough with you, let alone hurting you.

First of all, he has no fucking clue what he's doing. He's maybe had sex 2-3 times in his life and I don't think any of them were memorable or good.

I'd wager that all of them were hookups, encouraged by other soldiers to "let off steam". But Simon just can't do it, it feels so wrong. To give himself so fully to someone he doesn't even know.

There needs to be an emotional connection in order for him to feel comfortable and good. He needs to trust and love this person before he can do anything with them.

It's gonna take a while for him to open up, but once he does everything is smooth sailing.

(I also don't think he masturbated excessively. He probably jerked off, everyone gets horny, but especially if we say he's on antidepressants, his sex drive is pretty low. He's either too tired or just doesn't care)

Your first time together was fueled by a, not so uncommon, make-out session on his couch. It'd usually end with you grinding on his thigh or rubbing yourself over his clothed cock until you both reached a satisfactory end.

Simon thinks he could live an entire relationship with only sticking to dry humping, but in reality he's just terrified of the intimacy of real sex.

It's not too romantic, none of that rose petals lit candle stuff. It's not that Simon hates all of that, but I just think it'd be too much for the first time.

He's already so nervous (so are you probably if we're honest) and all that extra stuff would overwhelm the fuck out of him.

(He will spoil you with rose petals and candles another night, even if it just ends you with you falling asleep in eachother's arms <3)

Eventhough it's soft and sweet, you're both still very horny and basically rip the clothes off of the other.

Foreplay is important!!! (For all my girlies who don't drip down their thighs)

Not only for you but for him too. Even if he's rock hard already, he wants to enjoy himself, maybe be a tease. He will always make sure that you're okay and ready (and so will you bc he deserves it).

Would literally eat you out to calm himself down. He probably has fallen asleep while licking your pussy, it's his personal meditation.

Your taste, the way you feel on his tongue and the fact that he was two perfectly good pillows wrapped around his head made it easy for him to nod off.

Also, he prefers it hairy. (Fight me.) (pls don't)

I know it's cliche but he's like 2 seconds away from just coming inside of you the second he pushes in. Not only does he feel good but when he looks down he sees you and he could cry from how happy he is. He just loves you so much.

Can we please put the "You only take half of him" bullshit to rest??? Thank you. We all know Simon as BDE but let's keep it on the real side okay. He couldn't give less of a shit if you can take him to the hilt or not.

(Some gals physically can't bc if your vaginal canal is too short, then it's impossible. You don't want a bruised cervix, so don't be stupid) I do think when he's more comfortable about it and a little more desperate and rough, he'll play into the size kink.

He probably has a huge size kink anyway but he would never make you feel bad if you couldn't take all of him. (Especially if you're giving him head bc let's be real that thing is not going down no one's throat okay)

He has the prettiest moans. I JUST KNOW IT. they're more throaty and deep but they sound good. I honestly don't think this man is capable of whimpering (like physically. Not with that smoker lung) sorry babes.

Simon isn't too loud, but just enough to make you that much hotter. He will try to pull more moans out of you, like a little challenge for himself.

NONE OF THAT "10 rounds Riley" SHIT. (Have any of y'all ever had an orgasm before like?? Who the fuck is going ten rounds??? Not me that's for sure lmao) it really all depends on your guys' mood and neediness on that day.

I do think he can and wants to go a couple of rounds but it's probably more on the rare side and never more than 4.

He knocks out immediately. He's always tired anyways.

I think his favorite positions are missionary, prone bone, and cow girl. He likes the closeness, wants to feel every part of you and kiss it like his life depends on it.

The further you are into your relationship, the more new stuff you can try out. He's always gonna be hesitant at first but if it's not too out there he'll try it.

Simon will tell you if something is a hard no for him and he expects you to respect, just as he would for you.

Would 100% make you ride his face. Wants to he smothered in it okay. (Simon said sit, so sit.)

Simon would be down to tying you up (one condition; you're never tied to anything. In case of emergencies)

You won't get him to be tied up though, that's a real hard no.

I think the closest you'd get to a submissive Simon is if you order him around.

He's sitting on his knees before you and you tell him exactly what you want him to do (one thing Simon Riley can do is follow orders) and he'll pretend to let you be in control and maybe you are for a while, but deep down he's always in control (not necessarily sexual or possessively, he just needs the security)

He loves to get head (not as much as giving it tho) but he will never ever force his cock down your throat, even if you begged him.

He can't do it, won't do it. Has he had the urge and fantasies?? Sure, but it goes against everything he promised when you got into a relationship.

Sweetly suck on his tip and stroke the rest of his length and he's happy as a clam <3

His absolutely favorite thing is when you ride him in the morning. Just lazy and sloppy circles of your hips while you sit on top of him. He loves the sight.

Simon'll gently hold onto your hips and guide you if need be. It's even better if you're laying flush against his chest and the both of you are snuggled under the blanket.

Bonus; he loves to make-out with you. It's an unhealthy obsession that has led to too much lipgloss/lipstick ingested just bc the fucker couldn't wait 2 minutes for you to take it off.

Kissing you is his number 1 way to show you how much he loves you since words aren't his strong suit.

Needless to say, he's head over heels for you, and the sex is great. <3

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I hope you lovelies enjoyed it!

More of my works --> 💫

[djs4nddisc0s]

toby headcanons? :) sfw or nsfw I just live for him 🖤 thx!

sighhh Toby… sighh my submissive and breedable malewife…🙁🤍🎀

Of course, thank you for requesting<3! (All other asks in my inbox are being worked on btw! Remember, these are my personal headcanons, you’re allowed to disagree and these also won’t relate too much to canon. Kinda ‘realistic’. Not proofread.)

Toby Rogers sfw and nsfw Hc’s!

(SFW)

Starting off with his looks I deff agree with how shatteredankles draws him. (their art is so😻)

His style is like midwestern emo but with a bit of grunge

I like the hc of him being German, but I think he grew up in Colorado

However his mom still used the language, culture, food and stuff like that in the household

He has a small cabin in the woods that he lives in (sorry no slendermansion this time)

TERRIBLE trust issues due to his past

Craves physical touch but also is scared of it thanks to ole daddy-o🤓 (ew cringe)

That being said he loves giving physical touch but since he can’t feel pain it’s hard for him to know if he’s hurting you

He may not be able to feel pain but he can feel other sensations like pleasure or little tingles (he can bc I say so, fight me)

Smokes every once in a while but only weed

Picnic dates.

If you do your makeup he’ll watch you with all the wonder in the world

Has even let you do it on him a few times

Pretty possessive, you’re the only person outside of his sister and mother that has been so understanding and loving, the thought of you leaving terrifies him

Whenever you go out for groceries or with friends (which sadly is rare due to his attitude towards it) you have to text him with little check-in texts to ease his nerves

(NSFW)

About 7.5 inches

HAPPY TRAIL MEOOOOW😻

He used to jerk off like a teenage boy in the middle of puberty

Once he met you (before dating) he would continue to do so but just to you

Pictures, voice recordings, even on call with you a couple times

Finally once you two started dating he could try the real thing

FEM! “F-Fuck… your pussy feels f-fucking amazing..!”

MASC! “Such a g-good boy- shit! So good”

HE IS A SWITCH AND YOU CAN NOT PROVE ME WRONG‼️

Mommy/Daddy kink no questions asked

I feel like most of the pastas would have a thing for chasing you through the woods to catch you right there and ravish you right where they caught you… just silly thoughts😋

He’s deff be open to trying anything you like if it makes you happy

However he wouldn’t want to hurt you too bad if that’s what you’re into

Light degradation on both parts

Fucking AMAZING at giving head, you’ll be seeing stars

If he’s bottoming he can either be the most obedient you’ve ever had or he’s a pain in the ass brat.

I feel like even though he can’t feel the pain from edging/overstimulation it still gets him worked up

Pull his hair while he’s going down on you it lets him know he’s doing good

WHIMPERS🔥

If you’ve edged/overstimulated him too much he’ll either take control or start begging so pretty for you

Will do the same back as punishment if you kept going even if he begged

Tying your hands behind your back and PLOWING into you like it’s the last time he’ll be able to

Remember when I said he was possessive, yeah jealous sex comes from that

Also remember the makeup thing? Mascara running down your face turns him on more

Sighh I love my gf he’s such a fucking loser freak☹️

(I hope you enjoyed<3!)

[yeahspider]

battle of the larynx 🕸️

Ve’s note - minlix x reader . angstyish hurt/ comfort . happy ending bc i’m nice . not proofread per usual . feel free to stop by my inbox and request or to just say hello ! enjoy my bees <3

“what’s wrong with you” is what your greeted with when your partners finally come home , followed by a little “hi honey” .

you had a long day at work . too long if someone were to ask you . all you wanted to do was come home to your partners and have a nice relaxing day . but when you got home they were no where to be found . they promised they would be home before you today . their career was demanding and meant the world to then but sometimes you wish you were there world instead . a nasty part of you felt like you were always going to be second best , never the first option . those thoughts simmered in your head as you made dinner for you all . stirring noodles around in a pot you don’t feel like responding to minho’s question or felix’s greeting . the only thing you wanted to do was stir . dinner will be ready in a bit is all you could bring yourself to say . you heard them shuffling around until you felt arms snaking around your waist . from the way he kissed your shoulder you knew it was felix . you shook yourself out his hold . knowing that if he held on to your for a second longer you would break into tears before dinner is even done . a frown graced felix’s face as he watched you avoid his touch .

“i asked you a question babe.” you heard minho remind you . from his spot in the kitchen you could feel his gaze study you while you took your frustration out on those poor vegetables . knife dicing with so much aggression the cutting board was getting scrapped up .

minho hated repeating himself , but he could tell something was wrong with the way you wouldn’t meet his eye . so he asked his question again . shock coursing through his being as you shouted at him . you rarely raised your voice , but he could tell from the quiver in your tone that you weren’t actually angry , just upset .

after yelling at your boyfriend you felt a tear slip past your eye . he didn’t deserve your anger so why are you gifting it to him . the knife started to shake in your hand as you look at the blood staining the cutting board . as soon as the blood slid off the knife you let out a cry . you couldn’t hold it back anymore . it didn’t take more than a second for minho to remove the knife from your hand while felix guided you to the sink . all the while shushing your rushed apologies at having ruined dinner . minho came back with a bandaid to patch you up . once covered you leaned into felix’s chest and sobbed . his heart breaking at the amount of pain laced in . apologies flowed once again this time directed at the older boy .

i’m sorry i just missed you guys so much and i had such a terrible day at work and i just needed you so bad and you weren’t there and i started second guessing your love for me and before you tell me that’s stupid trust me i know i don’t even know where it came from honestly i just - felix cut off your ramble with a soft kiss to your hair which caused you to take a deep breath .

“that’s right baby breathe for me okay .” he mumbled into your hair . you felt so fragile at this moment , so breakable , and you hated it . Minho was the first to break the silence while wiping away your tears .

“I’m sorry my love i really am. We never want you to feel left behind or alone.” you just nodded at him . you knew that , but having him reassure you was what you needed more than anything . a confirmation of their love for you .

”how about you and lix go find something for us to watch on tv while i finding up dinner ? then we spend the whole night doing whatever you want . we’re all yours .” minho asked while resuming chopping the vegetables . you smiled and nodded your head . seemingly lost your voice dot the night . felix smiled at you and lead you to the couch , tucking you into his side .

“so what do you want to watch tonight princess ?”

“

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~𝕾𝕮𝕻-049 x Reader Headcanons~

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OOOOOKAY DARLINGS my shoulders are injured so fanfiction will be slow until they heal, but I did want to do SOMETHING so I did this. Requests are going to be a bit slow, but I'm doing everything in my power to heal. This does NOT mean that I'm not taking requests, the inbox is completely open for requests, darlings 🤩 I'm just going to be slow for a bit!! SO CONTINUE SPAMMING REQUESTS BITES YOU SO HARD

I have such a huge thing for plague doctor characters 🥺 I'M MARRIED TO ALL THE PLAGUE DOCTORS

Note: The words are black to match 049's colors, so I suggest turning on a lighter theme, if you use a darker one.

~Enjoy~

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𝕾𝕮𝕻-049

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~Mr. Man doesn't realize that he's lonely until he actually has somebody. He's grown used to being so alone, and he tries not to think about it too mucn...if he does, he'll grow agitated and depressed.

~AND HE'S ALREADY DEPRESSED

~Very polite, he doesn't talk much, but anytime something is provided for him to experiment on he's full of gratitude, and he expresses it.

~Complimenting him on his work makes him unbelievably happy.

~Since you're so close to him, you've been assigned to see him more often- they think that your closeness to him will help with their studies.

~So, luckily, you're going to be seeing him often!

~He likes to feel useful...so please, ask him for his knowledge. He is a doctor, after all. Even something as small as, "Do you have anything to help a headache?"

~Yes, yes he does. He likes to feel needed and wanted, he isn't one to just sit around. He's always doing things to experiment and further advance in his research on a cure for the pestilence.

~049 is VERY frustrated that he can't touch you.

~Just laying his hand on your shoulder is something he wants...he doesn't want to constantly be snuggling, or have somebody clinging to him, but, he does want to give little touches here and there to show affection.

~The jade ring would be perfect...if they'd let you do it. It's contained just like everything else is...Perhaps if you told the head scientists n' stuff you were doing an experiment. Who knows. Maybe they'll let you. Maybe they won't.

~BUT Let's say they let you for the sake of wholesomeness!!

~049 could just cry, really he could. You got the ring! You went through the trouble of getting it so you could touch him? So he could touch you?? He's touched. He's giddy. He's excited.

~"...Oh-? You got the ring. Wait a minute- you actually...Oh, Y/N. You went through that trouble for me..."

~Assisting him with his experiments- which are actually quite traumatizing- or even just watching while he does his thing makes him feel important. Like he has a little apprentice, or something.

~After you get the jade ring, kiss his hand. He will fall the hell apart.

~"Oh...oh my..."

~You should be safe, his hands are very clean, he washes up after every experiment.

~049 isn't physically clingy in the sense of "I need to touch you constantly" but it's more like he follows you around to make sure you don't get the pestilence.

~Pray to God he never thinks you have the pestilence because no matter how much he cares for you, no matter how much he doesn't want to use his "cure" on you, he will try. Because he thinks he's saving you, he needs to help you. His feelings will automatically be hurt when you don't trust him and start running away from him.

~"...Do you not trust me...?"

~SO YEAH HOPEFULLY YOU NEVER GET THE NASTY PESTILENCE 🤩

~He's SUCH a gentleman.

~Very polite. While he's British, he of course, speaks perfect French, and will give you a few nicknames. Y'know. In French.

~He doesn't speak much, but what he does say is always smart and polite, well thought out.

~He thinks before he speaks :>

~Very good doctor 10/10 would date again

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I had to cut it short because of my shoulder thingy I'm sorry :( BUT WHEN IT GETS BETTER I'LL BE WRITING MORE 049 BC I DIDN'T GET TO DO AS MUCH WITH THIS AS I WANTED YAYAYAY

I have requests for, like, 3p0, Funtime Freddy, Jason Voorhees, ect. ect. YES I'M STILL WRITING THOSE I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN DARLINGS DON'T WORRY

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[osarina]

hi carina !! havent been in ur inbox for a while, hru :)) i hope ur well >^< !!

i'm mainly here to ask if u have any writing tips/advice bc ur lit one of my fave bsd writers ever i adore all ur works sm and recently i've hated everything im writing ajkrnjekncvej SO IM WONDERING IF U HAVE ANY ADVICE CEJFCNJ (hopefully this isnt strange eabfihri)

you dont hafta answer this is u dont wanna btw !!! have a great day mwah <333

REDDDDDD MY SWEET LOVE BUG i've been doing okay!! work hasn't been as awful as i expected it to be, i rlly got lucky with my boss HAHAH - how are you doing?? you had exams right?? i hope they all went well!! sorry it took me so long to answer this one, but i wanted to actually be able to give u a good response so it had to wait until i had time i fear

IT'S NOT STRANGE, ur so sweet im giving u the softest forehead smooch. i'm sorry to hear you've been feeling that way about your writing though - i get it, trust me i do LOL, i go through days and weeks where i literally am revulsed by every word i put down in a doc. actually, i just went thru it like 2 days ago while writing the first chapter of civilian dazai so it's all fresh in the head LOL

honestly, i think the most important tip i have is really basic but u should never force yourself to write just for the sake of getting something out. like, i've done it before and whenever i do, i'm soooo unhappy with the results that it usually makes me go through a huge writing slump -> this happened with uu6 actually, i was so busy but i was trying to force the chapter out on time that i ended up rewriting it like 3 times because i hated it so much. finally i decided to move on to write some pmzai drabbles to clear my head & then came back to uu6 when i started feeling it again and behold, it came with ease. sometimes when i want to write but none of my wips are doing it for me, i'll literally conjure up a huge list of tropes and just read through it until one pops out to me LOL and then ill work on that

another i think basic piece of advice is reading. whether its fanfics, or novels, or whatever. whenever i have trouble liking what i write, i find something to read. reading is actually how i taught myself to write HAHAH my go tos are fantasy/scifi- tolkein, martin, herbert, rf kuang, i've been meaning to read sanderson but haven't had the time yet. honestly, in general, if i have free time and i'm not writing something, 9/10 i'm reading something.

i think plotting is also really important!! even for like one-shots, sometimes i get so lost in the writing that i lose focus of what the fic was originally supposed to be about and that frustrates me into deleting everything i've written. so something i do is i list out all of the scenes i want to see in a chapter or a one-shot before i start writing it so that i don't lose focus.

dialogue is a huge hurdle for me - sometimes i struggle to figure out whether or not my dialogue is realistic, so LOL sometimes i just sit there and speak it out loud, acting out a conversation with myself to see if it flows properly and then adjust accordingly. sometimes i do it for like descriptions/narration too if i think the narration isn't flowing or is too clunky. reading things out loud is a go-to way for me to figure out what's wrong with my writing.

and then lastly, this is more of a mental thing than anything else, but i've just slowly had to teach myself not to be too hard on myself. like i'll get so mad if something doesn't come out exactly how i envisioned it, and it used to genuinely make me so disappointed that i couldn't bring myself to write for days. so i've just slowly been working myself into a mentality telling myself that it doesn't have to be perfect to be great, yknow. and ten times out ten, you're seeing faults in your writing that no one else will take notice of.

so the whole tldr:

only write what you WANT to write, dont force urself to finish/write something

read when you can, whether its fanfic or novels or whatever u can get ur hands on

plot things out so you don't get lost

read things out loud that aren't making sense

work on not being so hard on yourself

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Hii can i request goo x gun nsfw hcs? 🥺 Love you, stay safe 💘

💚NSFW Headcanons for Gun x Goo💚

Author’s Note: 🚨THIS IS A MLM PAIRING, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE MLM SHIPS, KEEP IT PUSHING🚨 Hi Anon! I’m glad you requested this bc I ADORE these two more than I love most things!!! I REALLY hope you meant these two as a couple and not individually lol. I have made this mistake b4😅 Here's the SFW Headcanons 🩵 This is a LONG one so ENJOY!!!

Just to get this out of the way: They’re both switches!!! Fuck all of that heteronormative “who’s the top?” and “who’s the bottom?” bullshit.

They both think it's dumb and, there was a mutual understanding between the two that they don't mind going both ways with each other.

Sex happens in the most yee-yee ways. Like, at random while Goo is cooking, Gun decides that he wants to give head.

And 9 times out of 10, Goo is down for impromptu sex.

But funnily enough, Gun is not very likely to have a moment like the one previously described.

Gun would have to be super wound up sexually to just suck dick on Impulse lol.

They have matching sex drives…kinda.

I know that sounds like I contradicted myself from what I said about Gun, just hear me out please:

Both Gun and Goo have high sex drives, it’s just that Gun doesn't typically initiate sex and it takes him a while to get going (NO Gun does not have an erectile dysfunction lolol)

Goo, however, seems like he’s ready to go at all times, and he’s much more likely to initiate sex.

Goo is the type to drop random sexual innuendos into casual conversations that he’s having with Gun.

Like Goo is known for being “The Most Unserios Man on The Planet™”, but he’s not the type to be blatantly sexual even with Gun.

So chances are, if Goo is throwing out sex joke after sex joke, it's safe to say that Goo NEEDS to get off.

These two have mastered the art of a quickie and all variations of the proverbial quickie.

Handjobs under a table?- You got it!

Super GawkGawk-3000 WITH a facial while being chauffeured to an event? - They’ve done it (Lil Nasties lol)

Even though they’ve mastered the ancient art of being sexual deviants in public, Gun and Goo do find the time to have long-form bedroom fun.

Marathon sex. They have marathon sex. Albeit, not that often but the point still stands.

So when I say marathon sex, I mean upwards of 3 to 4 hours.

For context, sex on average last for about an hour (including foreplay). So these mfs are going at it.

But don't think that GG aren’t taking breaks throughout the marathon. Because trust me, they are. But with a caveat.

Marathon sex for GG is like a war of attrition. Think back to when they were in the sauna. Except for this time, they’re seeing which one of them cums first lol.

I lied in my SFW HC for these two when I said that paying for their penthouse was the only thing that they went 50/50.

I say that because whenever these idiots are doing their war of attrition, its split 50/50 on who cums first lol. 

But once they’re both completely spent and can't go anymore, these two don't cuddle. At least Gun doesn't

Gun: It's too damn hot for cuddling, move (Cuz Goo would, no doubt, would be sprawled out on Gun regardless of who topped)

Goo: Boo you’re no fun!! Don’t you wanna hold each other?

Gun: Fuck no.

Goo: Yea, I don’t blame you!

And Goo goes to sleep, while Gun has one last cigarette before going to sleep as well.

This was fun to write, and I really hope you enjoyed reading this. I still have some WIPS to get back to, and I’ll get to them…eventually lol. Anyways, feel free to comment and request stuff. My inbox is open so have fun. BYE!!!!

[jinzouactor]

thanks for the fic rec! Mogami trauma is very fertile character building ground and it’s so blown past in the series…I mean I know mp100 isn’t evangelion but still. i indulgently want nightmares of horrifying plant abomination mogami

also not to darken your inbox with Discourse but the age thing,,, yeah. i found that out like a few months ago and it’s one of the reasons i will jerk away from fandom at large like a hot stove. i always assumed they were at least mid-20s bc (hc) mine has the eye bags of someone who never recovered from grad school tbh

literallyyyy i meanto me the mogami arc sticks out as the most hopeless feeling part of the series but him being deployed again against minegishi also reminds you of that horror.

i think it feels like a fairly complete arc. mob finally winning over him -> captured by matsuo -> escapes to defeat minegishi -> end of mogami, suits mp100 as a series. but as a minegishi main i like to make a fuss about it.

using their plants in battle as an extension of themself and suddenly having that control ripped away? must feel bone chilling. and it grabbing you by the throat with its skeletal form. much fun. i would like them to have nightmares about it, given that it was the most pivotal thing in their character development. i think that reminder of guilt and that they promised to be a good person would be good for them. i imagine it gives them an odd relationship with morality for a while as they start developing a conscience but it takes a while to get rid of the habits and attitudes they cultivated during and before their time at claw. i love self-flagellation

and yeah sorry for talking abt the age thing but i have thoughts... yeah i feel like NO ONE expected that, and i had fallen too in love with the guy i made up in my head for lack of information to be receptive to this new concept of them. I'm sure there's pretty interesting ground to be explored there re: Claw's child esper training etc but I just don't really care for it with respect to Minegishi. other people can tread that ground.

I just think there's a bit of romanticism in "you can restart life at any time" like in Serizawa's case. In typical Mobbed Psycho fashion I just think its funny to be told by a 14yo to get your shit together at Your Big Age. my personal hc is that they dropped out of university to join Claw because no other future seemed possible for them, even if they didn't entirely trust Suzuki (as mentioned in the WD-arc)

entering the real world at late-20s early-30s after losing developmental years to Claw and the difficulties from being an esper that led them to Claw in the first place. like moeeeee that's a kind of moe to me ...

[ghost-of-you]

Why do people feel the need to produce break up rumors out of thin air after every tour/album 🫥 the expectations of some people in this fandom are wild to me.

What do people think they should do? Even if it weren't for Michael's baby, they released an album last year and played two tours, of course they'll need some time to recharge now. Why would you expect new music or ANOTHER tour now already?

And they have not said or done anything that would indicate that they are thinking about breaking up and still people choose to be paranoid instead of putting some trust in them and just let them rest.

Idk maybe I'm the opposite of those people who are still traumatised by 1D or whatever but my other favourite band just had a 5 year gap between albums, they didn't play any live shows for like 4 of those years (partly bc of the pandemic od course) and the front man did a solo album + tour in the meantime. One other band member did some stuff as a producer and from like 2 of them I think I saw a total of 4 social media posts during that time lmao. I didn't see a single person worried that they would break up. That never came up as a possibility anywhere. And then I go to 5sos fandom spaces and people are freaking out when the band goes on a break because one of them will have to care for a damn newborn like please 💀

Sorry for ranting, I'm sure you have a lot of this stuff in your inbox now. No need to respond, I just needed to express to someone how truly baffled I am by this behaviour.

Honestly, I blame one direction for a large part of it. Obviously not the boys in 1D but the whole culture and the intensity around them. I like them but I was never in really invested in them so I did watch everything that happened from the outside and I keep seeing the effects of it. A lot of people did not handle their break up and since 5sos has this connection to them that ended bringing fans over to 5sos people get triggered. But it's bullshit because 5sos is a band that wanted to be the band they are. To act as if 5sos is doomed to follow 1Ds footsteps is stupid because 1D was a bunch of kids who didn't want to be in a band, who got put in a band package and explored until they broke. And all of them are doing the thing they wanted all along, which is be solo acts, so the comparison is not fair. You can't compare 5sos to the boyband curse, because they are no are not a boyband. And this is the dumbest argument ever but it is true, 5sos has a lot more freedom with each other to do other things while still keeping the 5sos project alive. Everything they do that's not exactly like the 17 yo posting keeks and doing twitcam from a mansion creating a constant stream of content creates a wave of mass histeria and honestly, I am so tired of it. Even if 5sos were about to take a decade long break, which I don't think they will, they like making music with each other too much to just stop, they can. They gave us over a third of their lives already. They are allowed different dreams.

Also I think there's this layer of desensitization surrounding famous people in general, that makes people not see them as real people with real feelings or see them as this character they get mad won't follow the script they made in their heads. And the whole way some parts of the music industry just want a really fast rotation that's not really possible and things like K-pop that end up having a higher rotation that creates a bigger stream of content that's not really sustainable in a healthy way for very long but creates a weird expectation anyway. And people think they're allowed to demand shit just because (and this goes from the temper tantrum for the lack of tour to the obnoxious hbg chanting)

5sos already did the killing themselves for the band. Now they live and have a band. I rather to see things this way. They are happy, they are thriving in other aspects of life. If that means waiting another 2, 3, 5, 10 years for new music, so be it. To use 5sos own metaphor, they're driving the bus, we're just along for the ride so whatever stops and turns they want is what goes. They can do whatever they want because is their life and it's their band. And I'm not worried they're gonna break up. Not even a little bit. If not seeing them for a year while Michael settles into being a father is what it takes for them to be happy and healthy, then so be it, let them exist outside the band.

[toxicanonymity]

is there anything u wont write about?

Great Q, thank you for asking and I'm kinda figuring that out as I go.

I may not respond to all asks or I may be slow to respond but it doesn't mean I don't like your idea. Please think of it as more of a suggestion because I can't do them all - i wish I could 😞 I may not do it and if I do, it could take forever or be soon. There are many factors. But I promise i still took a moment to appreciate the fact that you would ask me. It means a lot. 💕 What I AM into

NO GO LIST for requests ⬇️

(very unlikely to write upon request for various reasons)

Fluff, Emotional hurt/comfort

Slashers in relationships, Michael Myers talking, Michael unmasked, fluffy pre-slash Corey

Threesomes, group sex. They're just too time consuming :(

Animal hurt/death

Long fics / elaborate ideas with lots of plot or details. I have to get in a natural flow and rarely even use an outline of my own lol.

Specific reader qualities (like body type or fem/masc).

Giving a joel a specific fetish or revolving a whole character around a fetish. (adding this bc high volume and I do a small % of them)

Period sex because to me it's no different from regular sex.

Songs, unless I happen to already know it and be into it.

Niche stuff that doesn't strike my fancy or that I don't know much about.

Characters I don't have interest in, ability, etc

Characters (or their actors) that feel too young for me to write. I'm in my 30s (i saw MCR live in 2004).

Pedro himself (includes HCs/speculation) or other contemporary real people. I need to be able to get into a character's head and make it my own.

Pregnancy, babies, children

ABOUT

I wish I could do more of them, y'all have sooo many great asks.

It's not first come first serve. my writing approach is intuitive and i can't force it. I work on requests that fit what i'm in a good headspace to write. I also may prioritize based on ease; how hot it is to me; appeal to the rest of you; whether the fandom is oversaturated with it; whether i've already done something similar

You should read through my library before requesting to make sure you're okay with the type of stuff I post because I could take your request anywhere.

If I have requests that are similar OR that I think would work really well together (like make each other hotter), I might combine them so make sure you follow me in case yours is answered as part of another one.

I love that I get so many asks for my existing versions of chsracers / joelkémons, but if I do it, it's not always going to be the Joel you ask for.

Why I still welcome asks despite having more than I can do

A hot ask can come in at any moment that's such a good fit that I can jump right on it and bang it out. These may be "easy" or especially motivating for me personally. Examples: free use, movie night, Instagram (spawned stepdad!Joel), thighs out (bf's dad), Aches. . we wouldn't have any of those if I did asks first come first serve or had closed my inbox to catch up.

An ask may come in that gives me inspiration on an "old" one, and I can do them together. This happens regularly.

Some of the asks in my inbox are ones where I either haven't gotten inspired or haven't figured out how to do it without making it long w/ significant effort and sacrificing our ongoing stories.

I appreciate y’all being so supportive and trusting me in where to focus my effort. I strive to do ones I think y'all will like & that I can do well.

Did you get my request?

Where's my request?

Why don't you put more detail in everything?

[mangoposts]

OKAY im finally alone so TW for anyone reading this, i will be mentioning rape & knives/scars.

i'll try to make this short but the summer before i went into 10th grade, i had hung out w this guy and i really did just wanna hang out and go for a drive, but he thought i wanted to hook up. i definitely did not because i was a virgin and never done anything with a guy at all. he was a senior and a lot bigger than me and forced me into having sex w him, i kept saying no and stop and take me home but he just kept getting angrier and eventually held a knife to my like pubic bone? pelvis? just down there idk. so i caved. i hated every second and cried but i stopped fighting. i haven't had sex since then, im 20 years old now and i haven't even been fingered by a guy, never given or received head, and never given a handjob. and im honestly really embarrassed about it and wanna have sex with someone SO BADLY but im scared.

the main reason i'm scared isn't because i'm scared i'll be forced into it again, although that is absolutely in the back of my mind. i'm completely fine now and over the situation, but it does worry me that i could get overwhelmed and the guy im with wouldn't wanna stop. but my bigger fear which im 100x more embarrassed of, is what a guy is gonna think when he sees my pussy. now hear me out bc i know that sounds weird😭 but all throughout high school i always heard guys make comments about how ugly this girls pussy is or how gross this girls is and it terrified me. but now i'm even more scared because of what that guy did to me, he literally cut into my skin and left scars. what is a guy gonna think when he sees that? how am i supposed to explain all this? i just i have a lot of questions and concerns but i'm a fucking 20 year old "virgin" if i can even call myself that, i've technically had sex but i didn't want it so idk if i even count that as a body. i just have been panicking over this for forever and have no idea what to do, if you have any advice at all i'd really appreciate it so so much

- 🌙

Oh baby :-(. Im so sorry this happened to you. You were really young and you didn’t deserve that whatsoever, if you can feel it im giving you a hug thru the phone. Im so so so sorry and i hope that man is dead in a ditch somewhere 🤍

On the other hand, i promise you you have nothing to worry about at all. Im telling you rn and i know it sounds so corny and lame and everybody always says this but its true, the right person is not going to judge you for anything and im so Fr when i say that. Trust when i was in high school guys would say all kinda stupid shit like that about girls in the school and it never bothered me because i knew there was at least one person out there who wouldn’t care about anything other people would talk shit about, and i was right 🤷🏻‍♀️ There’s so many people out there who would find u beautiful the way u are and just because some guys in the past thought in that immature goofy ass way doesn’t mean every guy will you know what i mean?

Babe, my only advice for you is to stay the way you are, hang out w ur frennies and the right person is gon come trust. It’ll come when you aren’t looking for it or worrying about it, when you least expect it to be honest. What you went through was horrible and it might be the worlds way of saying you gotta give yourself time before exploring that area of your life yanno. There’s NOTHINGGG wrong with being a virgin at any age let alone 20. You’re still young and you have ur whole life ahead of you. Don’t worry about this, when it happens it’s gonna be fine you’ll see it

Thank you so much for trusting me to be vulnerable with, im sorry if im treating you too delicately im just speaking thru the soul rn 😭 And again im sorry this happened to you. Even if i dont know u i love u a lot and im proud of you for moving past the situation despite how hard it might’ve been

Also im sorry for taking awhile to get back to you, i just scrolled through my inbox and finally found this

[whatthefishh]

YOU KNOW WHAT. Since we mentioned it...

Enemies to lovers with Marc Spector would honestly cure all my troubles?

Like....hgnhgnhgngh. it'd def be a you fell first but he fell harder situation, where at the start its like all GOD i hate him and GOD i hate you too and yknow the casual classics!!! (maybe he's your next door neighbour...hmmmmmmmmmm)

until you start seeing sides of each other that make it REALLY HARD to keep hating and i mean its MARC how could you NOT fall in love and at first he'd act all smug abt it, all smirks and light comments to let you know he KNOWS you think about him and he thinks its all funny until he realises he likes you too and it scares the shit outta him because he just doesnt know how to deal with that and its the big "oh fuck" moment yknow!!! and maybe the relationship was going well but knowing Marc after the "oh shit" moment stuff would definitely go back to square one and being strangers. It's a big back and forth thing to learn how to properly trust and communicate yknow?

And it would just...and especially with Marc and all his troubles and trauma and flaws the process would be like two times longer and it'd be SUCH a slow burn its like cooking a damn rotisserie chicken because it takes him SO LONG to open up an even think about trusting you with even a small smile and in natural human nature all his coldness and harsh shit makes YOU think he just HATES you and that makes you hate him and its a whole process of how does he let you in and how do you decide if he genuinely hates you or if this is another bad coping mechanism? Does he really want to be your friend or is he just looking for a distraction? Do you WANT to be a distraction? And its just a whole!!! journey of recovery and beautiful absolute gorgeous connections and building meaningful relationships and learning to grow and heal and!!!!!!!

MY GOD I AM JUST GOING ON AND ON BUT AN ENEMIES TO LOVERS, SHE FELL FIRST BUT HE FELL HARDER, WITH MARC SPECTOR WOULD BE ONE OF THE MOST BREATHTAKING BEAUTIFUL THINGS EVER

can you tell i think about this plot line often. it makes me...feel so many things.

Next door neighbours is such a cute idea!!! Marc pulling back after he realizes his hearts in trouble oh dear oh poor boy

Girl I love how in depth you got into his thoughts and m/c thoughts!!! I love it so so much! The growth and learning each other and struggle to communicate 🥺🤍

I… I think you like Marc Spector? Idk wild take I know I know but I think you… love him? 🤭🤭

I absolutely love where your head is at with this idea though, honestly, and I love the emotions. I’m not saying that I’m writing exactly that bc I’m not but 👀 I really hope you do like what comes next??? Hehehehhehehe

And if you decide to write something of the sort, because I’m absolute fiend for enemies to lovers, please don’t hesitate to tag me 🥰

Ty for dropping by my inbox with this thought it’s making me giddy!!!!

[kithtaehyung]

Okay, not trying to monopolize the inbox lol, but ive been thinking about things all morning, and i want to give context to my reactions to some things because you’re so talented you deserve to know exactly how much this affected me!

- Oh god, Ryen, dont take this from us: “Yoongi decides that he wants more of it. In a lot of other aspects of his life.”

He’s wanting things for himself! Yes, reader was the catalyst, but everyone gets inspired by something, and you kind of have to to come out of dark shit. That he’s gotten to a point where he wants to be better for HIMSELF! In more ways than outside the relationship! I know this was discussed more in the interlude, but this line right here hit me right in the feels. The way you have fully given us this example of what this type of growth looks like, how painful that process can be while it’s happening!

- “If he’s gonna bow out, he’s gonna do all the shit he wants to do first. One last time before reality fully severs the string that shouldn’t have tethered to your heart.” No he’s going to break her… no no no no no

I love that i was proven wrong here, that even if he didn’t open up to her, she would have been okay, that she learned how to be okay for herself!!! It still would have been devastating for me, but she would have been okay!!

- “If it was Yuri instead…” oop!!

Again you explored this further (i just love your writing, man), when she was talking about feeling betrayed. I love this exploration of the role reversal!! I’m guessing when they tell bro or in the build-up to that you’ll go more i to WHY she would feel betrayed… I’m trying to imagine one of my friends dating one of my sisters behind my back, maybe i just hate my sister’s current boyfriend enough that i can’t relate lol

- “Of course, this could just be another byproduct of your worrying, so you blaze past it. No more of that, remember? He’s proven himself over and over that you don’t have to second guess.” Ryen no!!!! How could you!!! Worry, girl worry!!!!

Ryen, I was gonna throw hands if my girl’s non-worrying was punished!!! Seriously though, just the way you show this growth in her thought process and how it can be hard to find where you can trust your instincts, but how she can do that by clearly identifying the external cues that give actual credence to the fear! It’s like a masterclass! I’m taking notes! I feel weird that my feedback is mostly about like… how you demonstrate anxiety… But it’s the way you talk about something so important (at the very least to me, but im guessing a whole lot of people) in a way that’s clear but still entertaining, emotional, is a catalyst for conflict and resolution story-wise in a way that’s true to life. It’s so good!!

- “This old, silly man.”

My favorite fucking line. Especially bc when i watch videos and clips of real life Yoongi i express this same sentiment all the time lol! Also this as the turning point for her realizing how she impacts him, of not just seeing herself as the recipient of good things in this relationship. Chefs kiss!

- “And you’ll be okay. No matter what happens now, you’ll brave those waters.”

Like i said before, this was so great! The joy i felt here for her! I felt so proud!!

- “Holy fuck, what else has he been screaming without a word? “ shit

‘Screaming without a word’ that hit me so hard! Just making me feel things over here without holding my hand?!?!?

- “Yoongi [10:06pm]: It’s all good. I got us” oh thank fuck

Not my distrustful ass ruminating last night about whether Jimin or Tae took his phone to reassure her bc he’s actually freaking out smh Literally none of my predictions of angst have been right! Need to get like reader and take your cues and not make up pain in my head!

I’m so glad i came across your blog and this story! You’ve given me so much, and done so in the most masterful way! Such a talent!!

-🚌

BUSSSS IM FINALLY HERE DFKDSF you posted this so quickly after forfeit dropped, too.. goodness. i will try not to be this late to responding again omfg i feel so bad for all the late ass responses T^T

Okay, not trying to monopolize the inbox lol, but ive been thinking about things all morning, and i want to give context to my reactions to some things because you’re so talented you deserve to know exactly how much this affected me!

you aren't monopolizing omg!! you can send as many messages as you want to, anytime<33

- Oh god, Ryen, dont take this from us: “Yoongi decides that he wants more of it. In a lot of other aspects of his life.”

He’s wanting things for himself! Yes, reader was the catalyst, but everyone gets inspired by something, and you kind of have to to come out of dark shit. That he’s gotten to a point where he wants to be better for HIMSELF! In more ways than outside the relationship! I know this was discussed more in the interlude, but this line right here hit me right in the feels. The way you have fully given us this example of what this type of growth looks like, how painful that process can be while it’s happening!

you really do have to get yourself out of dark shit, bc at the end of the day you only have you! and i'm glad you noticed that he wants to be better for himself before anything else. that's the growth that i want all of us to have, not just our beloved 3tan yoongi. and it really can be so painful and scary?? but we will all be better for it when we start that process.

- “If he’s gonna bow out, he’s gonna do all the shit he wants to do first. One last time before reality fully severs the string that shouldn’t have tethered to your heart.” No he’s going to break her… no no no no no

I love that i was proven wrong here, that even if he didn’t open up to her, she would have been okay, that she learned how to be okay for herself!!! It still would have been devastating for me, but she would have been okay!!

i'm glad you were proven wrong, too! because we all expect the worst (3tan yoongi very much included) but that didn't happen. reader would've been okay because they are so strong, but i'm glad that things unfolded the way they did.

- “If it was Yuri instead…” oop!!

Again you explored this further (i just love your writing, man), when she was talking about feeling betrayed. I love this exploration of the role reversal!! I’m guessing when they tell bro or in the build-up to that you’ll go more i to WHY she would feel betrayed… I’m trying to imagine one of my friends dating one of my sisters behind my back, maybe i just hate my sister’s current boyfriend enough that i can’t relate lol

AHHH YES. not a lot of people talked about the realization that reader had when thinking about the situation if it was flipped. like what if bro was hooking up with one of her friends? what if it was one of the friends we are used to seeing?? like that would be awkward as hell!! so why wouldn't reader and yoongi's situation be perceived any differently?

it's always fun to introduce new perspectives, especially when we're so entrenched in one for a long time. reality is a b it ch sometimes so there's that lol

- “Of course, this could just be another byproduct of your worrying, so you blaze past it. No more of that, remember? He’s proven himself over and over that you don’t have to second guess.” Ryen no!!!! How could you!!! Worry, girl worry!!!!

Ryen, I was gonna throw hands if my girl’s non-worrying was punished!!! Seriously though, just the way you show this growth in her thought process and how it can be hard to find where you can trust your instincts, but how she can do that by clearly identifying the external cues that give actual credence to the fear! It’s like a masterclass! I’m taking notes!

DFLSDFHSD you really brought out to the masterclass word i'm gonna cry!! but yes, i knew reader has matured mentally up to this point - i mean, it's been a few chapters, so.. gotta see some incremental growth throughout them all! to show that growth in different ways is certainly a challenge, but one that i am very fine with trying to overcome.

I feel weird that my feedback is mostly about like… how you demonstrate anxiety… But it’s the way you talk about something so important (at the very least to me, but im guessing a whole lot of people) in a way that’s clear but still entertaining, emotional, is a catalyst for conflict and resolution story-wise in a way that’s true to life. It’s so good!!

whoa whoa don't feel weird about that at alllll, bus. you know my writing is intentional, so everything i bring up and talk about? you bet it's on purpose.

what is writing if not a little bit of social commentary? anxiety, depression, and any other mental subjects people deal with are prevalent and need to be discussed - and taught accurately about - a lot more. whether people pick up on these subjects while reading or not, i want them to be as normally presented as they would show up in life. because they're there.

we can't shy away from these things or see them as weaknesses, either, bc they are not.

- “This old, silly man.”

My favorite fucking line. Especially bc when i watch videos and clips of real life Yoongi i express this same sentiment all the time lol! Also this as the turning point for her realizing how she impacts him, of not just seeing herself as the recipient of good things in this relationship. Chefs kiss!

AHAHAH YESSS we love our silly old man that's my age but i digress. and the realization hidden in this line, too? i'm glad you noticed<33 now reader knows that they aren't alone in the cloudy mind department.

- “And you’ll be okay. No matter what happens now, you’ll brave those waters.”

Like i said before, this was so great! The joy i felt here for her! I felt so proud!!

god, i'm so proud of both of them. i really do wanna dive back into this chapter again just to witness everything all over again.

- “Holy fuck, what else has he been screaming without a word? “ shit

‘Screaming without a word’ that hit me so hard! Just making me feel things over here without holding my hand?!?!?

ahhhh.. thank you omg.. this commentary hit me in the feels!!

- “Yoongi [10:06pm]: It’s all good. I got us” oh thank fuck

Not my distrustful ass ruminating last night about whether Jimin or Tae took his phone to reassure her bc he’s actually freaking out smh Literally none of my predictions of angst have been right! Need to get like reader and take your cues and not make up pain in my head!

SLDFDSHF the overthinking aspect is so real, too!! like yes it makes for something to write about but dear god i know how overthinking can really get to you.

I’m so glad i came across your blog and this story! You’ve given me so much, and done so in the most masterful way! Such a talent!!

thank you so much for everything, bus!! you've been so wonderful to have here and i'm glad you're enjoying all the writing. i am blushing so hard right now LOL you better quit before i cry even more!

[maybege]

One of them was Long Lost!

It’s also been Meet Me in the Woods, Lonesome Dreams, and Cursed. None of that is coherent I realize but little moments spark images in my mind ya know?

Meet me in the woods gives me both trauma vibes and secret romance vibes. Does that make sense? Two broken, battered people who aren’t who they used to be sneaking off to try to feel something again. “Show me yours and I’ll show you mine” screams tell me your demons, share them with me, and I’ll tell you mine, and perhaps we can find comfort in knowing we’re not alone. Maybe we could carry this together.

Lonesome dreams feels like nomadic wandering without a set home and I just imagine hopping planet to planet. Maybe a bit of memory loss/returning somewhere many many years later, feeling the familiarity and the proverbial ghosts around you.

Frozen Pines gives me vibes of you’ve disappeared and Paz is on what he feels like is a hopeless quest to find you. Longing, yearning to see you, to hear his name from your lips. And, to sprinkle in a favorite quote of mine “he was dreaming again. Dreaming of her.” Every night dream after dream that feels so real but when he wakes up , you’re still gone.

Cursed is feels like how you can fall in love without realizing. So powerful and all consuming it must be magic, and it’s incomprehensible. Surely it must be a trick because no it’s not possible to fall in love like this. Gives me vibes of reluctant romance/bitter, jaded, afraid to let anyone in because it’ll hurt too much again. The whole she’s made me do worse? I know it’s not the vibe of the song but in my head it’s like oh he’s doing things for someone he swore he never would (acts of service babyyyy) (good, bad, or morally ambiguous? You decide!)

Anyway this is probably way more info than you wanted but the big strong man brain rot has been real and the soundtrack is Lord Huron.

(Louisa is also on heavy rotation but that’s bc it’s a fav of mine even outside of the brain rot)

-💛

Let's just ignore that this ask is exactly one year old but it is time I share the wonder that is this ask and all the other LH daydreams in my inbox because they make life so much better. All of these are correct opinions and I was just listening to MMITW today and was thinking how the "show me yours and i'll show you mine" especially paired with the female background singer really points to a whole "we both suffered but we both escaped and we can build trust together" vibe. 🥺

[nnatsume]

I'VE HAD THIS IDEA SINCE FOREVER, HEAR ME OUT

Mika and his s/o finding a stray kitten who's eyes are the same as Mika's! (y'know, heterochromia)

Ficlet or headcanons, as you wish! Thank you so much

a / n: BABE WAKE UP THERE’S MIKA IN THE INBOX. i always get a little excited when i get to write mika bc i love him so much.. anon thank you for trusting me with this brilliant idea i sincerely hope i did your giant brain justice. you just came in yesterday but god this request.. microwave sounds

✦ – finding a cat with mika's eyes !

your mika always worked so late into the day. with valkyries sinking reputation and funds, you understood that they couldn’t afford to reject many offers, despite shu’s unwillingness to comply with most of those requests. but this? you stared into an alley, littered with trash and dust and all kinds of filth. the rain blurred your vision, and under the veil of darkness, you could only see a ring of light around a pathetically small door. seriously? your heart sank a little.

it is what it is, you guessed, looking up to watch the raindrops race down to the edges of your umbrella. mika should be out soon.

it took a while before the ring of light widened in the corner of your vision. the door creaked, red and orange light spilling out of the small pub. mika stepped out, waving into the room before turning to face you. he looked oddly happy when you consider he was coming out of a dirty, no-name facility. throwing an arm above his head, he hurried over under your cover.

“ehe, sorry for makin’ ya come all the way.. i was meanin’ to take one w’ me but i forgot..”, he scratched the back of his head, giving you that smile. the golden details of the valkyrie uniform glistened back at you, as he breathed a little heavily into your shoulder. you could feel the happiness brimming at the back of his throat.

you shook your head. “it’s alright. i’d come anytime.”, you spoke with a wave of your hand. mika looked as if he was about to combust, grin reaching his cheeks as his face ran bright red. “did anything special happen? you seem very happy today.”

“ah.. yes!! ya should’ve come w’ me! oshi-san was awesome today.. he took the thing an’ he went woosh! an’ then he put his hand out li–”, mika’s wild gesturing was interrupted by a loud, metallic banging from the back of the alley. both your heads snapped in that direction–a trash can had tipped over, littering everywhere.

mika blinked, giving you a confused stare. “well.. the wind’s strong today! should we cle–”

he shrieked again as something rustled–some cans tipped over. rhythmic taps, as if something was dripping on plastic, followed. you squinted into the darkness, to see a tiny silhouette dancing across the litter. a small, black cat soon stared back at you with eyes of too familiar colors, meowing.

“aww!”, you cooed, watching as the cat marched out of the dark with clumsy little steps. “it’s just a kitten.. look at it!! awww!”

mika was already crouching onto the pavement and scrubbing his fingers together. “pspsps! c’mere, little kitty!”, he chanted. the cat seemed to like that—swishing its tail, it trotted up to you both, taking a seat under your cover. the kitten meowed when mika reached his hand out for pats. “it’s so small.. look, ‘s like my hand!”

you crouched down as well, offering the hand that wasn’t holding your umbrella to the kitten to take a sniff. it seems that you have passed the test, as it rubbed its head against the back of your palm. something about it reminded you of something. “it’s so cute.. and friendly! i don’t think it has an owner though. look, no collar.”, you deducted, tilting its chin up slightly.

the kitten then made its way back to mika. it was when you had them both in view that made you realize what seemed so oddly familiar about this cat. as mika laughed, mismatched eyes glistening with happiness, it hit you like a boulder. the cat looked back at you with the same kind of eyes, and you gasped. the boy looked back at you too, confused.

“mika.. you have the same eyes.”, you clarified, pointing between him and the animal. two pairs, one golden and one azure, looked back at you.

mika blinked again. “..wait a minute.”, he spoke, turning back to pick up the kitten from the ground. you watched him process things for a moment. the kittens eyes were the exact same shade to the last drop of color–he only thing being different was that they were switched on the kitten, the golden one being on the left. they matched. he looked like he was about to start bawling right then and there.

“yer so cute! nhaah, the eyes suit you so much better than they suit me! aww, i could hold ya forever!”, he sang, placing the animal back down and stroking a hand over its coat. “it looks so cute–i think it’s a girl, tho’! she looks so cute ‘n pretty! can we take her home, somewhere?”

“mika, stoop! the cat’s a clone of you! or maybe your soulmate familiar.. i think you’re both so cute. you have the prettiest eyes, you both, i’m almost envious!”, you muttered, watching his face go up in flames. “i think we should keep her. it can’t be a coincidence! what do we name her? mika junior. or minika? mini-mika!”

he covered his face. “nwaah, stooop, or i’ll die! ya.. yer cuter!”, he whined, shaking back and forth, flustered. it never took too much to have mika at your mercy, a few words and he was rolling on the ground. your chest puffed with pride. “i’ll have to ask oshi-san about her when  he gets out.. nhah, i really wanna keep her now.. here, kitty-kitty!”

you laughed. it seems there was going to be a new addition to your tiny family. you doubted shu could withstand the kitten's charms, as it rubbed up against mika’s hand, purring loudly.

[darkfinch]

Not to be another person in your inbox babbling about The AU but oh my GOD I cant stop thinking about hardison’s face when eliot tells them to stand down…because the rest of the team has kind of Known for a while, but hardison is so loving and optimistic and always sees the best in people and he has this pure blind faith in eliot that DOESNT EVEN COMPLETELY GO AWAY after it all goes down..but like eliot outing himself as being moreau’s this whole time, turning around, seeing hardison’s face, and THAT is the moment that completely breaks him

anyways thank you for blessing the fandom with this horribly delicious au

PLEASE come into my inbox babbling abt The Worst AU it is CONSUMING me (also we can all blame @dancingplague for this au bc they sent the og ask that ruined my life with it. criminal act. criminal)

but YEAH yeah hardison. hurts, in this one, hardison makes my heart hurt. because i think they're all, to varying degrees, waiting for the other shoe to drop? they all know there's Something, even though they don't know exactly what it is. something he's guilty about, something he's hiding, something bad that happens when he drops off the face of the earth once every couple of weeks and comes back quieter. like. they know there's Something.

(maybe something he'll find the courage to ask them for help with, someday; maybe something he'll let go of as the team grows closer together, who knows. but there's something. someone. something.)

but hardison trusts him!!! in every universe in every world hardison trusts him going into that pool, which I've always thought is a big part of why eliot brings him. hardison gives him the benefit of the doubt, hardison helps eliot squirrel some of his pay away into a secret account and doesn't ask why, hardison listens patiently to him talk around some big mysterious problem all night and doesn't pry too much, hardison has so much faith in him and sees some kind of Good in him, hardison trusts him to keep him safe—

—and then eliot walks him into the worst possible situation, against the worst possible people, and just...tells them all to stand down. and it works. because he's in charge, because he's the right hand man of the worst person they've ever gone up against, and he has been the entire fucking time, and it is just this Massive shift in perspective for him.

I don't even think hardison really processes anything that happens immediately after that? I think he's just. going over the past three years in his head, running through all the little clues there were, all the little comments eliot made—about moreau's enforcer, even, that he's a monster, that he can't be reasoned with and he follows orders without question—and tries to fit the puzzle together. can't quite line the edges up.

like that's not Eliot? eliot's his friend eliot does the secret handshake eliot would take a bullet for him eliot wanted them to have a fishing hangout. eliot sings. eliot gets grumpy when they're not eating well and then puts on an apron and makes them veggies and dip. thats eliot. so who is this person giving orders to moreau's people like he's one of them

like he's angry and he feels upset and betrayed but mostly he's just kind of heartbroken?

and hardison wears his feelings on his face, and eliot's holding it together pretty well until he glances over at him and just. there it is!! the thing he's been terrified of for three years!!!! his people are finally going to know what he really is, and they know the good parts of him, but they don't know This, and they're about to, and he's losing the only good thing he's had in his life for eight years,

oof. oof. just. hardison's the heart of the team and him looking at eliot like he's a stranger is absolutely some kind of emotional rock bottom for him here

thank u for the ask im in pain and i cant stop talking abt this au <3