#jung hae-in x reader

[hyunjinners]

✧:･ﾟThe End Justifies The Means → Ahn Jun-ho x reader˚₊· ꒰🌀꒱

꒰ 命 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 ꒱┊Although Jun-ho was in danger of defecting, he couldn't help but visit his lover, whom he was afraid he wouldn't be able to see for a long time.

꒰ 命 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 ꒱┊Ahn Jun-ho x Fem!reader

꒰ 命 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 ꒱┊fluff, angst (?)

꒰ 命 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ꒱┊some blood, mention of death, maybe some bruises from my baby Jun-ho 🥺🤏 (takes place in season 2)

꒰ 命 𝐖.𝐂 ꒱┊2,1k

꒰ 命 𝐀/𝐍 ꒱┊First chapter of the profile! I was a little insecure about posting because English is not my first language, but with the help of a translator, I hope my writing doesn't get so old-fashioned lol ^°^

I finished watching D✰P a while ago and I couldn't help but fall in love with Jun-ho (although I started watching because of another actor, who plays the 'villain')

I tried to leave the chapter with a more Jun-ho perspective, I hope it turned out well. I hope you like the chapter and don't forget to share and say what you think of the chapter. Stick with the chapter and have a good read! 💙🌊

⊹₊˚ʚ❛Masterlist❜ɞ

IT'S been a few days since Jun-ho deserted the army for a greater cause. From the beginning he was aware of the danger he was putting himself in but his head still throbbed every time he…its first and also fails. It cost him his life. A life that could have been saved if not for his carelessness. He thinks about it every day and once he had a thin thread of hope, hoping that he could at least reveal the truth even if he couldn't bring that life back, he couldn't help but grasp the thin, dangerous thread.

He was tired but he wouldn't confess. In addition to working on a plan to reveal the flash drive's catastrophic contents, he was also exhausted from running away whenever he had any chance of getting hold of it. Jun-ho wasn't stupid, he knew how things work and that's why he was cautious and smart in every detail of what he did so as not to be tracked.

However, more than physically tired, he was emotionally and mentally exhausted. He's been through a lot of hard things since he gave you one last hug keeping his promise that he'd be back soon - which was to be expected as they were both aware that not everything is smooth sailing - but he wasn't expecting such a weight to be placed on his shoulders.

He missed you. Every single day. He thought about calling you all the time but his pride got the better of him, thinking he might sound desperate - or maybe the faint feeling that maybe you cared about him too much to the point of making your heart ache. He cared more about you than himself.

And it was this very thought that made him have a slight hesitation at the thought of visiting you. Jun-ho was aware that you knew everything and that you had certainly received a visit from your superiors only to upset you even more. But he needs to see you, feel you. He needed your hug, your words of comfort, your kiss, your way of being. But at the same time that he looked forward to it, he understood that it was risky. But everything good is worth the risk, isn't it?

You were sitting on your apartment floor staring at - or at least trying to - your laptop screen finishing a college essay. It wasn't really working for you, as everything you did, every key you clicked was a thought going through your mind leading you to think of Jun-ho.

You had received a visit from the superiors of Jun-ho, your boyfriend, just over three days ago. You initially wanted to appear strong, not just in front of men, for herself maybe. You really tried, but you couldn't hold back the tears. What if he got hurt? What if I unintentionally hurt other people? What if I can never see him again? These were some of the thoughts that came to mind.

Jun-ho was more than just a childhood sweetheart, more than your boyfriend, he was your soul mate, the perfect being that was specially predestined for you. You didn't believe much in legends or reincarnation, but you knew they were meant to be connected, perhaps by fate, or the red thread that believed to unite you. He was different, unique, perfect. You couldn't live without him and he was aware of that. So what's the point of him doing this to you?

You felt that if he made a misstep you probably wouldn't see each other any time soon. It's been almost two years apart, imagine years being separated by simple and useless bars? Pieces of metal that could destroy relationships for the simple fact of arresting a person who only wanted to reveal the truth that many so-called "superior" feared.

You didn't know about the pen-drive's contents, in fact, almost nobody did. But, if they're not measuring efforts to take power for themselves, even if it might cost Jun-ho's life, so you knew it wasn't anything too nice or light. Definitely a problem. A problem that Jun-ho-your Jun-ho got into because he couldn't stand still when he saw an injustice.

He's always been like that. From childhood, from when you grew up and your father didn't approve of your relationship with him, but he still didn't give up. Because he was stubborn and kind and above all he had a good heart. You love him for small but significant things like that that shape his personality and character. You've always seen it, since when you were just two little beings running around the neighborhood, at the same time, whenever there was a chance, Jun-ho would protect you, even if it sometimes cost him scolding. Always when they did something stupid, he took over, because he wanted to protect you from all the evil in the world. Because he always loved you.

Only now the roles were reversed. And this situation wasn't like when you were a kid, it's just riskier. You wanted to protect him from all harm, from all these evil people who only thought about their own noses and reputation. His heart ached whenever he imagined everything he had gone through so far because of people like that, for all the times - even if hesitantly - he called you because he wasn't feeling well with all the pressure and nagging from his seniors.

Your soul felt that he would look for you just like the nights he called you. And you've just been waiting, be it the doorbell sound or even the phone ringing. 

And like a cue to fate, your doorbell rings. A slight fright invades you, but you don't let go, just getting up towards the door. When she opened it, a tall man had his back turned while wearing a navy blue sweatshirt that covered his head with a hood, preventing anyone from seeing him. He looks frantically up and down the building's hallway, as if expecting someone to suddenly grab him.

"May I help you?" He turns when he hears her voice. It was him. Jun-ho, who had been missing for days. He stares at you for a while, until he raises his finger towards his mouth, asking for silence. He deftly pushes you aside, stepping inside and locking the door behind him. You still stare at him in bewilderment. Not just finally seeing him, of course that was part of it, but he was different.

His hair had grown out a little since I last saw him - he'd shaved it off for the army - he was more robust, his arms were strong and steady, his face had some fresh bruises. You put your hands over your mouth in shock. Her eyes water at the sight of him hurt and tired. He holds out his arms, cradling you in a tight hug.

You reciprocate by squeezing him as if you can no longer see him. She didn't want it to be his last hug, so she held him tight. He didn't seem bothered, on the contrary, he deepened the hug, hiding his face in the crook of her neck. You felt your uneven breathing tickle your neck, but it didn't bother you. I knew he needed this. You needed this, you needed him.

He pushed you away when he felt your jacket wet, not out of annoyance but concern. I didn't want to see you cry, you didn't deserve this. None of that. No one really deserved it. He felt in his skin how much the greed of people who identify themselves as superiors just because of a position or a social position, it can harm people who just want to survive in this difficult world where they fight by their own arm, not stepping on other people to ascend.

He gently runs his fingers - now not as soft as before - pass over her soft skin and now wet from the tears that flowed down through the mixture of feelings that squeezed her chest like longing, anxiety, maybe a little fear. "Don't cry, my love…I'm sorry. I didn't want you to go through this." "Where are you Jun-ho? Do you- do you know how worried I was? I was so, so scared that I would never see you again." You didn't want to sound so desperate, but your voice gave it away. Your face that was now covered by your own hands, rested on his firm chest, which just hugged you again while stroking your hair.

"I'm sorry. Really. I…I'm here now, okay?" He kisses her forehead. He missed her smell, her embrace. The way you cried together and for him.

"Oh Jesus! Look at you, oppa!" Now calmer, you caress Jun-ho's face that was stained with blood in some small cuts, in addition to the slight mixture of green, yellow and purple tones that painted almost imperceptibly in the region of his eye. "Who was the idiot that did this to you? Argh! Come here" you take him to the couch in the living room, running to the bathroom to get the first aid kit and coming back as fast as you can. You disinfect your wounds as carefully as you can, as if your skin is incredibly sensitive. He lets out a low chuckle, watching you in his concentration.

"What is it? Did I hurt you?" You look scared. He cups the right side of his face with his hand, taking advantage of the closeness to place a tender kiss on her lips. "I think it's cute that you're worried about hurting me even though I'm all torn up like that, that's all." You smile toothlessly upon hearing his statement. It was obvious that the situation was concerning but you could still see how hard he was trying to make you comfortable and calm, even though it was a mess outside.

"You'll be fine, won't you?" Her expression changes as she whispers to him, fear apparent in her voice. "I will. I promise you, I will come back to you safe and sound." The ghost of a smile is exposed on her face. "I don't want to ask what's on that flash drive but I'm sure you're doing it for a good reason. I want you to know that you are strong and that you will get through this. I believe and trust you and I know you will do the right thing with the power you have in your hands. Just don't, please leave me. Do what you have to do but…come back to me. I need you." You intertwine your hand in his. Tears form in Jun-ho's eyes causing his voice to crack a little when speaking.

"Thank you for trusting me. I don't deserve your love. I will never leave you, I love you. It's complicated, I don't want you to get involved. Just wait for me." He gets up towards the door, but stops as soon as he hears her announcement.

"...your boss visited me. He asked me to call if you showed up. What should I do?" He turns. A few seconds pass as he just stares back at you.

"Call him."

"What?"

"You can call. I need to talk to him."

"What if you get caught?"

"I won't, I know what to do." He had a plan, you could feel it. You obey, picking up your cell phone and after dialing the number passing it to him. You didn't know what was coming, and you hated more than anyone else just to watch and not be able to do anything, but everything in your power you would do. By Jun-ho.

꒷꒦ ⊹ ๑ ❛original by:: @hyunjinners ¡ Like×reblog❜ =͟͟͞♡ ‧ ˚ ₊

[sazura]

someone need to make stories about hwang yang jung and lee duyeong right NOW

[lokischocolatefountain]

Upcoming Oneshot Sneak peek

Pairing: Berlin (Song Jung-ho) x Reader

Fandom: Money Heist: Korea Joint Economic Area

“Do you want to go for a walk, baby? It’s a full moon night and it’s a beautiful island.”

She smiled up at me, looking at me with so much love and kindness that I could have melted into her arms. “Okay, let’s go,” she said, getting up and opening the door to our room. We put on our coats, I slipped a gun and a camera into my pockets and we left, hand in hand like a real couple. We were a real couple.

“A moonlight stroll… with a dangerous and dashing man…. In a rural area…. Nothing more romantic than this.”

“I’m dashing?” I asked, grinning as I etched her compliments into my memory.

“Now you’re just fetching for compliments.”

I laughed and looked away to hide my guilt. It was somehow hard for me to hide my emotions from her. Everything she made me feel showed up on my face. We walked together, holding hands and brushing against each other, talking all kinds of nonsense. Her features shone under the light of the moon and took me to a dreamland where I would have this every night of my life. All this freedom I had after escaping the concentration camp, escaping the law, I wanted to use up traveling the world with her. I wanted to walk the roads of Amsterdam, Cairo, Dubai, Toronto and more with her. I would take her to every part of the world, open her world up like she opened mine from the confines of her classroom.

I would also build a home with her. She would make a lot of choices, of course. I wasn’t the most experienced in living in a home. The first time I invited her to my bachelor pad, she was appalled at my choice of storage— a giant cardboard box where I stored everything from my clothes to my groceries. In an attempt to spend more time with her, I innocently asked her to go furniture shopping with me. I did not care about the furniture and had no idea how to choose them but spent good money buying them just to spend a day with her outside the classroom.

[nezuscribe]

how tf am i supposed to go on after episode 6? and now i see episode 8? what fucking mind game is this? i thought this was a show about squids not depression and hot bitches

please for the sake of my sanity tell me episode 9 gets a little better

update: i want my fucking tears back bitch

[gothbusterz]

MASTERLIST - REQUESTS OPEN

💔 = angsty sad and in my feelings about stuff

❤️‍🔥 = good ol’ dirty fun (smut)

💖 = fluffy loveliness

Requests open! I’ll write anyone and almost anything 💚

CHO SANG-WOO

Quantum Physics ❤️‍🔥💖 - SugarDaddy!Sang-Woo needs to keep his mom off his back

Getting Even ❤️‍🔥 - Sang-Woo doesn’t take kindly to people using his ideas against him.

Polar Opposites (featuring Gi-Hun) ❤️‍🔥 - Sang-Woo, reader and Gi-Hun spend their last night together

Intoxicating (teacher!Sang-Woo) ❤️‍🔥 - Sang-Woo can’t help his obsession with his favourite student

Coked up - Headcannon ❤️‍🔥 - Sang-Woo is a coke fiend; change my mind

Will He 💔 - In the last moments of his life, Sang-Woo recounts the heartbreak that destroyed him forever

Heat Waves 💔 - Sang-Woo knows she deserves better, and he’ll go through hell to get it for her.

HWANG JUN-HO

All the stars in the sky, All the birds in the trees 💔 - Jun-Ho may have physically returned, but his mind may never.

Lazy Mornings ❤️‍🔥 - Jun-Ho gets a little surprise

SEONG GI-HUN

Gods and Monsters ❤️‍🔥💔 - Devastated and exhausted from the games, Gi-Hun goes on a downward spiral.

Obey ❤️‍🔥 - sometimes, a spoilt little brat needs a wake up call.

———

Requests -

Dom!Boss!Sang-Woo x employee reader

Lana Del Rey - National Anthem - The Salesman

Jess Benko - A Soulmate Who Wasn’t Meant To Be - Sang Woo

[hoyeonjung23]

Park Hae-soo, Jung Ho-yeon and Lee Jung-jae, Los Angeles Times, December 16, 2021

'Squid Game' actors (from left: Park Hae-soo, Jung Ho-yeon and Lee Jung-jae) are photographed for Los Angeles Times on November 8, 2021 in West Hollywood, California. PUBLISHED IMAGE.

[moonvyx]

Bro I just want some Squid Game fluff and angst fanfics, not smut😭😭

Edit: I made a book thats gonna be/that is full of fluff and angst stories for Squid Game, click here to see it :)

[runawayonryo]

Squidgame fem! reader insert part 2 (part 1 of ep 2)

sorry for my inactivity lately, i’ve been sick and not even feeling the strength to get up for a glas of water. buuut, i’m back again and ready to invade your inbox! In this part we’ll continue to episode two (which will cover two parts)

Warnings: explicit language, angst, ptsd, mention of death, graphic depictions of violence, reader is hurt

((yessss i’m working on a male version))

“this is, just a game”

“just a game?? you guys killed hundreds of people out there!”

A random player shouted from the huge assembly of players, waiting for their freedom from these deadly childrens games.

“consent clause paragraph four, a player cannot leave or refuse to play. if they do so regardless, they wil be eliminated”

Sangwoo’s head shot up, he thought for a quick second before responding:

“consent clause paraagraph 6, if the majority of players wish to terminate the games, so shall it be!”

The masked guard hesitated for a second before nodding.

“you are correct”

“so go ahead! let’s vote-”

Gi-hun responded, looking amoungst the group for any feedback.

A few moments later, the guards set up a panel with two glowing buttons.

“if you wish to continue, press the green button with an “o”-”

“if you wish to leave, press the red button with an “x”-”

You glanced over to ali and gi-hun standing beside you, 456 sighed before glacing over to you aswell. You quickly broke eye contact, trying not to be extremley akward. The situation you were in was sticky, not the right time for any unnecessary eye contact.

“player 456, please cast your vote”

His walk was calm, yet his facial expression depicted his panicked state as he carefully stared at the two options before him.

You glance fell to the ground, silently praying he’d press the “x”-

“everything’ll be alright-”

Ali said, carefully nudging you. He realized your fear, and tried his best to relieve the pain within. You nodded, glancing back up at the unsure man.

As a loud deep buzz filled the roo, the first vote was casted.

“1 X - 0 O”

You siged in relief, he did indeed have the same will to live as you did.

Then, the next player followed. As a gigh pitched beep filled the room, you looked up at the large TV-board on the wall.

“1 X 1 O”

and gi-hun looked at the player, she was a older looking woman, round glasses and blonde hair. He was shocked to see people STILL wanting to participate in these “games” after all that just happened-

Minutes passed as the current voting stood at a

“17 X 12 O”

when you were woken from your day-dreaming state.

“player 457, please cast your vote”

You turned around, looked at all the players, before slowly making your way towards the guards, and the buttons.

“make the right choice-!”

someone shouted from the right side of the large hall. The right side held the players that already have voted. Turning around, you glanced and gi-hun, ali and sangwoo who had already voted. Their facial expressions were mixed. Gi-hun seeming concerned, ali’s was quite impossible to read, it still depicted his kind and caring natrue thoúgh. Sangwoo, sangwoo depicted fear- fear-

A deep buzz filled the room as you voted against the games that might cause your future demise. Your heart stopped for a second, as you turned around, hastely making your way towards the others.

“you made the right choice player 457″

a player said as you passed them, trying your best not to have a complete meltdown at the extent of the situation you were nearly forced into.

“y/n-”

sangwoo nearly hissed as you arrived. you glanced onver at him, confused.

“the money y/n- you can’t give up now”

he mumbled, shifting his way next to you.

“isn’t it her choice sangwoo?”

Gi-hun asked scrunching has eyebrows at his childhood friend.

“all i am saying is... don’t ruin it for the others- got it?”

This was your first treal reaction with sangwoo, before oyu just heard of him through his friend gi-hun. You also saw him here and there, but nothing noteworthy. Now, his first impression on you was negative.

“just because i still have some worth to my life?”

You snapped back, turning away from the him.

Now it was time, the final vote to decide if you deserve to live, or fight for your existense once again. You prayed silently once again, it was player 001. The older gentleman with dementia.

As another loud buzz fillder the room, many players sighed. Others, were aggrovated at his choice. They hoped for the fat check of 456million WON.

“fuck yes... we’re going home”

gi-hun mumbled, letting his shoulders that were tenced, drop.

Your eyes filled with tears, finnaly... finally you felt some comfort in this dark hall

What would follow however, you didn’t know.

[horanghaes-gaze]

I want to start writing for the cast of Squid Game, so if you have anything, please request it! I don't write smut, but I'm willing to do suggestive. Please make sure to check my rules before requesting. Thank you so much :)

[hyunjinners]

Can i request more Ahn Jun-ho one shots? 🥺👉🏽👈🏽 I started watching the series recently and i'm in love w that man 😩 i need fics about him 😭

✧:･ﾟComfort Home → Ahn Jun-ho x reader ˚₊· ꒰💚꒱

꒰ 命 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 ꒱┊Jun-ho's family is full of ups and downs, but his days become better when Jun-ho ends up in the arms of his beloved.

꒰ 命 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 ꒱┊Ahn Jun-ho x fem¡reader.

꒰ 命 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 ꒱┊cute, comfort, a little sad (because of his family, but nothing too distressing).

꒰ 命 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ꒱┊fights, family issues, possible trigger (?), Jun-ho in his delicate moment, reader being a good girlfriend >>> 🤍, let me know if you have anything else to add! :)

꒰ 命 𝐖.𝐂 ꒱┊2,3k

꒰ 命 𝐀/𝐍 ꒱┊hey! ;) I'm finally able to write something after a while. It's amazing how creativity comes at the most unexpected moments. I hope you like the chapter, as I didn't specify the genre of the chapter in the request, I decided to do something in the middle of the road, a little sad, but happy. English is not my first language! I apologize in advance for any spelling and/or grammatical errors. Good reading! 🤍 ^-^

⊹₊˚ʚ❛masterlist.❜ɞ

Jun-ho runs his hand through his hair for the thousandth time during the conversation, more specifically an argument. His eyes burned with a suppressed desire to cry, but he needed to be strong and he knew that showing his true emotions might make him lose his credibility..

“Mom, you need to listen to me. I love you, but everything is very troubled. He does not deserve you. Let go of him, mom… please. If not for me or for you, then for your youngest daughter. Jun-ho speaks a little calmer after his tired sigh. It was the third time this week alone that Jun-ho learned that once again his mother's husband, or the sperm donor as he likes to say, was disrupting the lives of his mother and younger sister.

The abusive relationship between his mother and father is something that has happened since he was little, small signs of a toxic relationship tracing the years before he was even born. Jun-ho's father was extremely intolerant and reckless, always taking small amounts of money that his mother managed to earn to buy food, only to spend it on drinks and more, and if she didn't want to give it, he would beat her like a damn punching bag. And the worst of all was not only that he witnessed these atrocities when he was little, but his younger sister is going through the same process even though he tries to advise his mother to finally open her eyes.

She wasn't an idiot and he understood very well that it wasn't an easy thing to do, but it was still very frustrating, even more so when she called him to ask if her younger sister could stay in his care for a weekend or at least until things got better.

Small and tragic situations like this were what drove Jun-ho to work from such an early age and focus on his studies to have a better life, leaving home as soon as he saved enough money to rent a small apartment in a simple condominium.

But here he was, after finally getting his leave from the army, sitting in his mother's backyard while drinking peanut soju. His mother said she just wanted to talk to him, find out how he was doing and if everything was ok with his girlfriend and events in his life. But after Jun-ho saw the small purple bruise near his mother's cheekbones, he immediately tensed and, what was supposed to be a calm conversation between mother and son, ended up accumulating into a big snowball that was about to explode.

“My son, everything is fine. We're fine, how many times do I need to tell you this?”

“Until the day you leave him and live a happy life. Tell me, mom, when was the last time you gave a sincere smile of happiness? Or the last time you felt happy to finally get home after a hard day at work? You created me and I am very grateful for that, so I just want to repay you by looking out for your good.” She stays silent, seeming to absorb Jun-ho's words, but quickly looks down at the floor with shame and pure sadness, not wanting to have that conversation with her eldest son.

“Please, Jun-ho… let’s not talk about this anymore.” Jun-ho's jaw tightened, but he nodded silently. Jun-ho quickly grabbed his coat, looking straight into his mother's eyes, before walking out the front gate with a pounding in his head..

.

The girl happily turns off the heat of the tomato sauce, placing it on top of the noodles she lovingly prepared for her boyfriend. It had been a year and a few months since Jun-ho joined the army and it was the hardest time of both of their lives. Neither of them were away from each other for that long and both Jun-ho and Y/n knew that the challenges that awaited Jun-ho in the army would require a lot of effort from him, making him feel that his.

Everything became more distressing when Jun-ho barely called or responded to the girl's messages. He was going through an extremely delicate moment with this whole thing about deserters and bullies in the camp, causing him to reserve himself and set aside a period to think alone.

But everything got better when she had the most irresponsible and crazy attitude she had ever had in her life: discovered the location of where Jun-ho was during one of his missions looking for defectors, and went to Busan after a tiring bus ride just to say that whatever happened to him and everything around him, she would always be there to support him and remind him that he was never and will never be alone.

Initially he was desperate and afraid that you would get hurt because you were “invading” a mission, he snapped at you for your irresponsibility but his stance changed after realizing his girlfriend's determination just to make him feel better from all the pressure put on his shoulders. He felt like she was a breath of air in the middle of a cold night that made him shiver as she gently filled his lungs, reminding him of what it is to truly live.

A few months later he finally came home for a month of rest and you couldn't be happier and more grateful. It's been three days since he arrived, and even though he initially seemed a little hesitant and distant, you knew that Jun-ho needed to be home. In your home.

The password verification noise from the front door sounded shrill in the empty and slightly dimly lit apartment, where you could see light and hear the low noise of dishes and pans coming from the kitchen. Jun-ho tried to silently sneak down the hallway towards the bedrooms. Y/n knew he had arrived, so she quickly finished everything in the kitchen to call him to eat.

Turning on the lights in the apartment, Y/n walked calmly towards the bedroom, opening the door ajar, then hearing the low thump of the shower water bathing Jun-ho's body. Smiling, the girl knocked lightly on the bathroom door, happy that he was finally home. She was a considerably anxious person, so she planned and scheduled an entire night together, including a movie and hugs, all for Jun-ho's rest and comfort.

“Hey, Jun-ho.” Y/n speaks in a tone loud enough to overpower the sound of the water, which was turned off when Jun-ho heard his girlfriend's voice. "Hey my love. I'm already going, I'm just going to finish my shower. You can eat if you want.” His voice was considerably lower than normal, but she just brushes it off by muttering a small confirmation.

Almost half an hour has passed when Jun-ho finally sits down on the chair opposite Y/n. His hair was wet and he was wearing sweatpants and a sweatshirt. Comfortably beautiful, she thought. He directed a slight smile at her, which unconsciously showed his tiredness and discouragement. A wave of worry flooded Y/n's thoughts, imagining what must have happened at her house.

Y/n was aware of her mother-in-law's abusive relationship and knew that Jun-ho didn't approve of any of it, getting frustrated every time she spoke to her mother or saw her in person. With a knowing smile, Y/n reached out, cradling Jun-ho's hand in hers. "Everything is fine?”

The short sentence of just three words was the trigger, the direct impulse for him to break. His eyes were slightly red and burned from the tears shed during the shower, but now it didn't matter because they came back with full force, making Jun-ho's face moist.

Y/n immediately went to his side, wrapping him in a tight hug, Jun-ho's head resting in the crook of her neck. Seeing Jun-ho cry meant that he was at the height of everything, that everything came together and came crashing down with a thunderous thud.

Jun-ho was the type of person who prioritized maintaining a firm stance so as not to have to explain his weaknesses and concerns, but when he was around his girlfriend it was like that whole facade fell and he felt the need to spill everything to her. He felt heard and loved when he was with her, he didn't feel like a burden or a nuisance, he was just him. He could be him around Y/n because she was her around him too, she prioritized his well-being before hers and he sometimes didn't know how to show his gratitude.

Feeling Jun-ho's shoulders shake and hearing his painful sobs was like a stab in her back, making her feel helpless because she couldn't do anything to take away all the pain and weight from him, everything.

With a gentle squeeze on his shoulders, she hugged Jun-ho affectionately, feeling him getting impossibly closer to her. The smell of her perfume made Jun-ho feel more comfortable, she smells like home, he thought. This made him cry even more, feeling unworthy of having such a caring person by your side to not only listen but also understand your emotions and help you deal with them.

Y/n can feel her own tears falling down her face, her heart almost comes out of her mouth at the thought of her love, her world, the most important person in her life being in pain. Not just any pain, but the worst pain ever. The emotional pain. The pain of not being able to do anything, the pain of feeling unable to help the people you love.

He knew the situation was beyond his reach, which was why he felt so frustrated. He didn't need to say anything to her, his tears told a silent story of an ongoing event that unfortunately affects Jun-ho's life. She understood him, so she didn't ask anything. Her sobs stopped and her tears lessened considerably. Y/n gently pushed Jun-ho away from him, but not far enough to break the hug.

Jun-ho's now red and swollen eyes widened at the sight of the tears that now graced his girlfriend's face. She reached out with her hands and her thumbs wiped away the tears so gently as if Jun-ho would break down at any moment. He repeated the process, wiping away Y/n's tears, doubt dancing across his expression.

“Why are you crying, dear? I hurt you?" His voice, hoarse from crying, was almost a whisper, hesitantly low. She smiled, resting her hand on Jun-ho's that rested on the girl's cheek. “No, that's not it. I just hate with all my might to see you sad. You make me so happy, Jun-ho, that seeing you sad is like seeing clouds cover up the sun on a summer afternoon.” He absorbs the words and for the first time that night she shows a smile. He admired the empathy that Y/n had not only for those she loved, but for all people and without expecting anything in return.

“You don’t need to cry if you weren’t the cause behind my tears…thanks for supporting me, darling.” As a simple answer, Y/n leans slightly towards Jun-ho's lips, her breath tickling his face. Jun-ho connects their lips in a needy kiss, a reciprocal comfort being silently placed upon each other.

“Promise me that when you have a problem you won't keep it to yourself? I'm here for and for you, Jun-ho. You can tell me things that there is no need to repress within yourself. You are a wonderful human being and deserve love like anyone else. And I love you, that's why I'm available for everything. Even if it’s just to sit next to you in silence.”

Y/n watches the light reflect on Jun-ho's face from the new solitary tear shed, but there was no sadness this time, just the happiness of understanding that he was not alone on the walk. That I had a home to return to in bad times. Without saying anything else, this time he hugs her tightly, drawing small imaginary circles on her back.

“Thank you for caring about me. I don’t know what I would do without you.” They both knew that this was not the first nor would it be the last fight between Jun-ho and his family, but this time he was aware that he had arms waiting for him to rest on difficult days.

⊹₊˚ʚ❛A/N: It was supposed to be a short chapter, but I guess I can't even complain because I finally developed something after so much creative block. I hope you liked it, tell me what you think! :) If you made an ask, don't worry, I just haven't had enough creativity yet to develop a chapter, but we'll have news soon. like × reblog. by:: @hyunjinners .❜ɞ

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❥ Previously jungkook-me-down & taehyung-me-down 

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Updated September 1, 2022

𝕂𝕚𝕞 𝕊𝕖𝕠𝕜𝕛𝕚𝕟

Take You Down 

❥ MicDrop!Jin x Reader ❥ smut, fluff, idol!au, established relationship! ❥ 3.5k words

❥ Your boyfriend, Kim Seokjin, knows how to put on a show for his fans. You decide to attend one of his concerts even though he told you to wait at the hotel. Little did you know he’d make you put on a show for him in front of cameras because of that decision.  

𝕄𝕚𝕟 𝕐𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕚 

Mischievous Manners 

❥ Idol!Yoongi x Reader ❥ smut, crack, idol!au ❥ 4.4k words

❥This routine was not one you ever expected. The effortless texts, empty bed, and emotionless expressions you saw whenever your paths crossed. You were beginning to doubt everything, especially the love and affection he had first shown you. You knew that he was busy; it was a given being part of a widely loved group. You just hoped he made time for you. If he would not provide you with the attention you needed, then you would get it yourself, even if it was through your mischievous manners.

When Ice Melts 

❥ IceSkater!Yoongi x Reader ❥ angst fluff, non-idol!au ❥ 4.4k words

❥ Ice is cold, but your dislike for Min Yoongi is stronger. After years of wondering what happened to the boy you had strong feelings for in your younger years, you finally get an answer when you run into him at the ice skating rink.   

𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕘 ℍ𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕠𝕜

Guess Whose It Is?

❥ Idol!Hoseok x Reader ❥ angst, smut, idol!au, friends with benefits, past lovers 

❥ When Jung Hoseok returns to the city, you try to avoid everything and anything that reminds you of him. Your apartment used to be his first stop once his plane touched down, but all of that ended months ago. It’s almost midnight, and you’re in bed scrolling through Instagram. As you mindlessly click through different stories, your face twists in displeasure as pictures of a girl you went to college with pop up. As if that wasn’t enough, your heart drops as you notice your former friends with benefits, the one and, only Jung Hoseok, next to her. 

𝕂𝕚𝕞 ℕ𝕒𝕞𝕛𝕠𝕠𝕟

Baby, Please!

❥ Idol!Namjoon x Reader ❥ smut, fluff, idol!au ❥ 2.5k words

❥You can’t seem to help yourself these days. Lately you’ve been getting more and more into children. When your cousin asks you to babysit her daughter Hae, you never imagined the situation you’d be thrown into and the outcome of her visit.

Secret Dessert 

❥ Idol!Namjoon x Reader x Idol!Jungkook ❥ smut, idol!au ❥ 3.9 k words

❥  Sometimes dessert can be too much for one person, so why not split it between two? 

Wicked Wood 

❥ Idol!Namjoon x Reader ❥ smut, idol!au, fluff, established relationship! ❥ 1.2 k words

❥ Your boyfriend Namjoon hasn't been giving you much attention lately. He has become obsessed with wooden furniture, and it takes up most of his time. On one particular day, you decide to take matters into your own hands. You would get his attention, even if it meant crossing the line.

ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕜 𝕁𝕚𝕞𝕚𝕟

Do I Wanna Know? 

❥ Idol!Jimin x Reader ❥ smut, angst, crack, idol!au ❥ 3k words

❥ Who knew a pair of red lacy panties could cause so much trouble? Definitely not Jimin. After returning from a long day at the studio, an outburst from you is definitely the last thing he expected. Words get thrown around and things begin to get heated between the two of you. 

Always Remember Us This Way

❥ Idol!Jimin x Reader ❥ angst, fluff, idol!au ❥ 1.9k words

❥ You’re the dream I go to every time I close my eyes. The one dream I wanted. I dreamt about being with you forever, but not all of our dreams come true. Sometimes in order to pursue one dream you have to let another go.

Breakfast

❥ Non-Idol!Jimin x Reader ❥ smut, fluff, established relationship! ❥ 513 words

❥ Breakfast is the most important meal of the day is what Park Jimin always says. He's not wrong at all; you just didn't expect his two youngest friends to be present while he was enjoying his.

One Last Night → [Teaser]

❥ Husband!Jimin x Reader ❥ angst, smut, fluff, romance, non-idol!au, past lovers ❥ 4.6k words 

❥ You wanted more from him, but he wasn’t ready to offer that. After a year of avoiding him, your paths cross again, except he’s not alone. His beautiful bride clings to him, a reminder of a life you always dreamed of with him. One night can change many things. It can stir up many feelings, emotions, and unspoken confessions. You know how to avoid temptations, always keeping that door locked. But if it’s Park Jimin, you might find yourself pushed up against it, door wide open and all resistance out of it.

I Put A Spell On You 

❥ Warlock!Jimin x Witch!Reader ❥ smut, fluff, humor, non-idol!au, magic, idiots to lovers, enemies to lovers 

❥ Being a witch isn’t all glammed up as you think it’s made out to be. Incantations and mixing potions can be a little tricky, but with the help of your best friends, things usually turn out for the better. You love them like sisters, but you can't help but get annoyed when they stick their wands into your business, especially when it involves a certain warlock from another coven.  

𝕂𝕚𝕞 𝕋𝕒𝕖𝕙𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕘

Night Showers 

❥ Idol!Taehyung x Reader ❥ smut, fluff, idol!au ❥ 4.4k words

❥ Sometimes you find yourself doubting your relationship with your idol boyfriend. Taehyung tries his best to make you feel loved, and he even tries his best to treat you as his equal. You can't help it when your mind finds its way back to those thoughts, and it especially doesn't help when you see pictures of him with her.

Winter Bear 

❥ Idol!Taehyung x Reader ❥ fluff, idol!au ❥ 1.2k words

❥ Your boyfriend is on tour, and it has been a while since he has been home. Falling asleep has been hard lately, but a phone call from him makes your night better.

Mine Only 

❥ Non-Idol!Taehyung x Reader ❥ smut, fluff, non-idol!au ❥ 1.2k words

❥ Moving in with Taehyung hasn’t been easy. You’re always doing most of the work. He tries his best to pitch in and help, but it doesn’t always work out. You knew that when he was living with the boys at the dorm, he couldn’t cook. He still can’t. He hated cleaning up when he was there, and the same goes here. Laundry was the only thing he managed to do at the dorms, but at your shared apartment that was a different story. 

Double Edged Sword [ON HOLD UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE] 

❥ Mafia Leader! Taehyung x Reader ❥ mafia!au angst, fluff, smut, violence

❥ Fate doesn't care about your plans. Everything happens when it's supposed to, whether or not you have control of it. You knew he was dangerous. You saw it from the very moment your paths crossed — the way he carries himself, how heads turn as he appears, and the way fear shows in the eyes of those who know him. He lives in a world surrounded by destruction and sin. He had even warned you about the darkness. The dangers. The violence. If only you had realized he was speaking of his own.    

❥ Chapter: 01 | Chapter: 02 | Chapter: 03 | Chapter: 04 | Chapter: 05 | 

𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟 𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕜𝕠𝕠𝕜

Have A Nice Day 

❥Doctor!Jungkook x Reader ❥ smut, medical, doctor!au ❥ 2.3k words

❥With your doctor out of town you’re scheduled for a check up with a different doctor. The visit however turns into an unexpected one and you have no problem with that.

Risky Rendezvous 

❥Idol!Jungkook x Reader ❥ fluff, idol!au, established relationship! ❥ 2.6k 

❥Your boyfriend Jungkook decides to take you out on a date during his day off. Everything is going well until some of his fans spot the two of you. It wouldn’t have been a big deal, but it is because you’re secretly dating.

Secret Dessert 

❥ Idol!Namjoon x Reader x Idol!Jungkook ❥ smut, idol!au ❥ 3.9 k words

❥ Sometimes dessert can be too much for one person, so why not split it between two?

Death of Me

❥ Idol!Jungkook x Reader ❥ smut, angst, idol!au, established relationship! ❥ 4.3k

❥Things don’t go so well when you see a picture of your boyfriend Jungkook with Ariana Grande at her concert. It gets even worse when you see her new lock screen picture and of course, her tweet. Jeon Jungkook you’re in for a wild night.

1:20 AM 

❥ Non-idol!Jungkook x Reader ❥ angst, fluff, non-idol!au ❥ 760 words

❥ It’s 1:20 in the morning and when thoughts of how lost you feel in the world begin to surface, your sweet and loving boyfriend is there to comfort you.

Hurtin’ Me 

❥ Ex-FWB!Jungkook x Reader ❥ angst, smut, romance, ex-friends with benefits, fuckboy!jungkook 

❥ All the girls on your campus knew not to get involved with Jungkook. Out of your roommates, he was known for stringing girls along and breaking their hearts. Sadly, that didn’t stop them from wanting him and pursuing him. You just so happened to be one of those girls too. Everything between you was a secret that not even your roommates knew about. Jungkook was the one who ended things before they went too far. Now you both must navigate living together peacefully without raising the suspicions of your roommates. To say it’s complicated would be the understatement of the year.     

❥ Chapter: 01 

Empty Love 

❥ Idol! Jungkook x Reader  ❥ angst, fluff, smut, childhood friends to lovers au 

❥ You and Jungkook have been best friends since childhood, but lately, things have been off. He starts canceling plans and begins acting a little cold towards you. However, the sudden revelation of your sex life might cause things to change dramatically, specifically your future with him.  

❥ Chapter: 01 | Chapter: 02 | Chapter: 03 | Chapter: 04 | Chapter: 05 | Chapter: 06

Moodboards 

[gukieater]

I'll be Better

• Plot | Kim Taehyung. Man of ethereal beauty and spontaneous virtues. A man so perfect he will put the Greek god’s to shame. But man’s  got a fatal flaw. Man procrastinate. But it comes with a cost.

• Pairing | Taehyung x FEM Reader

• Words | 5.3k (ish?)

• Genre | Hurt, hurt, world of Hurt, failed attempt at humour, tiny tinsy fluff

•Warning| Major character death, hurt pure anguish, throwing up, slight mention of insecurities, Taehyung is an idiot here.

• Note | Nothing just woke up one day and wanted pure angst for dessert. I never ever edit or proof read what I write, so enjoy the unadulterated word vomit ( if you can).

Kim Taehyung. Man of ethereal beauty and spontaneous virtues. A man so perfect he will put the Greek god’s to shame. But man’s got a fatal flaw. Man procrastinate.

Don’t get him wrong he’s almost perfect with his charming yet efficient nature. But he’s got some past life beef with doing something in time, especially when he’s told to. Taehyung got his degree in Naval Architecture in distinction but attended his own graduation 30 minutes late.

Fashionably late, I know.

Not really.

He almost got beaten up by his own best friend on his own wedding day when he showed up at the alter an hour late because Hoseok thought Taehyung stood his sister up on the day of their damn wedding.

Reason for showing up late? Could not locate the lapel he was handed over that happens to be the family heirloom of his in laws which he remembers confidently thinking, will find when gets ready. So unlike a normal person who sorts his wardrobe the night before, he goes to sleep after 5 rounds of call of duty. And tada! To his surprise not really, he indeed ended up misplacing the lapel anyways. Can’t blame the man, loves living his life on the edge, feel the thrill kind of deal.

3 years ago

Undoubtedly the Jung Residence, which happens to be the wedding venue is a chaos.

Hoseok is sprouting profanity, Jin, the not to be found groom’s elder brother is trying to convince the caterer there indeed, will be a wedding, unless the groom is dead. Namjoon, the second elder brother is trying his best to keep the crowd engaged with his not so engaging speech about how cocktail parties are bad for marine biology. The bride’s mother is switching between sniffling and wondering their ever so gentle son, Hoseok, the Walking talking ball of sunshine, who they believe, farts rainbow, where he learned to cuss like this. And the rest of the pack, Jimin and Jungkook is trying to locate the man in question. And right on cue, the man shows up.

Uhh, quick question, did he find the lapel? No

So he shows up without it and with lots of excuses to save his ass one last time.

Amidst the shit mix, there’s one person who is calm, sitting on her chair, sipping the abandoned sprite that was meant for her brother to calm his wits. She’s tired and would like nothing but to get out of wedding dress and curl up with man in the confines of their freshly furnished bedroom. Why people can’t get married in Tee’s? Curse the stigmatism of pretentious social norms.

The woman in question is Jung Hae Yun, if you were wondering, soon to be Mrs. Kim Hae Yun

Tae ignores the chaos happening around him, walks straight towards the woman now seeping the almost finished sprite can, not so amused with the chaos unfolding.

“What did you do, now?” She questions, unblinking. “Misplaced the lapel, couldn’t show up without it. Knew you’d be mad” mumbles the guilty man.

“Hmm, figured. Did you at least shower?” She ask pining and adjusting the lapel on his coat.

“Are you kidding me? Who shows up at their wedding without a shower, do you think you are marrying such uncouth pers . . . . W-what the fuck is that? Is that the lapel I was loosing my head for? W-where did u find it?” He tumbles over his words.

“I kept it to myself after telling you the n-th time to keep it somewhere safe, I texted you that I’ll be bringing it with myself tomorrow, which you clearly missed or forgot” Taehyung groans and you pat his bum, asking him to go prepare for the ceremony.

“ Let’s get this circus rolling, I’m tired and hangry. I’d probably murder someone from your family if I hear one more complain about how the coffee could have been roasted better. I wanna go home and cuddle”

Home.

As the chaos starts to settle down, the sun is about to set, the fairy light blinks to life, the vows are taken, tears are shed, promises made, the ascend to the dance floor, one last ritual to be completed. They slow danced to their favorite song, a tribute to their high school escapades, reminiscing the dance to their prom, silly promises that they will make it.

And they did, now content in each others arm. Tired, but complete.

Present.

Things are never dull in the Kim residence. Whether its all giggles and laughter from teasing each other or it’s, you know, banter over silly stuffs.

“Kim Taehyung, did you just wipe Cheeto crumbs on my burlap?care to explain why? “

“Uhhh . . . . It happens to be there? Besides you look better without them . . . *winks*”

And you stand there, unamused.

The attempt to seduction the wilt the dumpster fire he started backfires, he knows, could do better.

It ends up the burlap thrown in his face and now he’s making stop to the laundry at an ungodly hour when he could have been cuddling up with you- when you are leaving for 4 days tomorrow.

Does he ever learns his lesson?

When he makes it back to the bedroom he finds you curling up beside the bathtub, face buried in your knees, soft sniffles could be heard.

“Hey,hey, hey! I’m sorry, I know that was your favorite, but I swear it’s not ruined. I put it in the dryer, I’ll press it for you, it will be good as new by tomorrow, before you leave. Can’t have my munchkin all sad and crying over something when I won’t see her for 4 fucking days. Can’t have my baby bear leave like this. “ Taehyung says crouching down to you, trying to pull your face up, it doesn’t work.

“Baby, talk to me. Is it just the burlap or I messed up something else too?” He sounds desperate now. You look up and glare at this. “Yes, yes you did. Look what did you do” you throw a stick thingy at him, sounding more annoyed than angry. Confused, Taehyung picked up, staring at the two bars. He blinks once, twice

“Oh, this? Huh! Niceeee” he chuckles standing up. “Nice? That’s it? Are you fucking dumb or today’s a special occasion? Did you eat the last two working braincells of yours with that bag of family size Cheetos? Yahhhh! Kim Taehyung, you get back here and stop acting like a manchild! What the fuck is nice!” Hae Yun now full on blazing.

On her fit of shouting the ear of everyone within the vicinity of 100 yards , she misses how her idiot of a husband’s legs woobles as he stands up to walk away.

It doesn’t work, it gives out and he falls face first before he could even cross the threshold of the bathroom. She could feel her head throbbing, groaning as she realizes it’s going to be a longgggg pregnancy.

Don’t get him wrong, Kim Taehyung is excited. Tooo damn much for his own good. But he’s Also scared shitless. He’s like one of those students who is overexcited to be promoted ahead of the rest of the class to the next one, but now that they are there’s one buzzing question that wasn’t before, now what? Everyone knew he wanted kids but now that he’s going to, he doesn’t know what comes next. Is he going to be a shit father? How will he balance being a husband, a father and a thriving professional? Is there a manual, a standard he should be fitting in? Should he be learning something and he’s falling behind?

Yep, mark him terrified.

Hae Yun enjoyed this phase of Taehyung. Meticulous, calculative, doing his chores like priest in shrine- dedicated, full of attention, never missing a single prayer. But as time went and Taehyung got eased into the process, the old Taehyung is back. Functioning but always at a procrastinating pace.

“Did you change the filter of the kitchen chimney ?”

- Will do it on the weekend.

“Did you water the plants”

- Probably tomorrow

“ Did you put the Legos in the basket”

- I’ll use them later anyway

“ Did you order the crib?”

- You are just 14 weeks along

“ Did you book doctors appointment?”

- They take walk-in appointments

“ Did you fix your car? “

- Uhh, later?

They say, the way a man maintains his car says a lot about him. Not the case for Mr. Kim. He’d probably be declared a hooligan if you apply this theory to judge his character by now, no doubt in there. He loves his car, he barely enough to keep it running. So when it starts jerking with every turn he takes or Everytime he hits the break, he decides it time his beloved car go for a rest and take the backseat. Jogging to work is healthy right?

“You do realize that it’s the only functioning car in this household and you have a heavily pregnant wife at home?” Hae Yun exhales. “ Ohh Please! You could still milk the runway and people would fall face firs . . .” Tae wince a little remembering the little bathroom incident when he discovered you were pregnant. “Taehyung stop joking, we need that car running” you whine taking the controller out of his hand, crawling into his lap. It’s the weekend and she wants to go on a drive along the sea, eat some hot pajeon, maybe take a nap in the beach. But Tae won’t fix the damn car.

“Alright alright, ll’l fic . . da. . ca . .” Taehyung mumbles stuffing his face on your neck. Fuck you smell good, like baby powder. Is it the pregnancy? He heard babies smell good, like soft cloud on a sunny day, somewhere between crispy earth and something musty forest. Is it how his baby will smell? The thought brings a tingle in his stomach, he can’t wait to smell his baby’s feet.

You’ve gone visit your cousin, who also happens to be your doctor, Ae-Ra. And he full on intended to cheat on you with his console, you know huddle up in his bean bag, play for hours at stretch but you are the ever vigilant. You called the mechanic not trusting Taehyung’s promise to fix the car while you are gone. The Mechanic did come and sprouted some nonsense about loss of brake fluids and brake booster being dinged. He offered to toe his car to the garage, not diming it safe to drive it back to the garage but Taehyung just dismisses him. Who ruins a perfectly good weekend grinding to pull permission and waste it on waiting in garage?

So when the next day Hae Yun asks if he fixed the car or not when he was leaving without it, he just lies that he did. “Why are not taking it with you then?” He knows they’ll just fight if he tells her the truth. The last couple of days hasn’t been the greatest for her, either of them. Hae Yun’s struggling with her maternity leave as they are already planning to lay off some employee in the upcoming months. Going on a leave at such time would just give them a easy choice to let her go permanently. Tae is not doing so hot either. Naval Architect designer isn’t exactly a hot shot job amidst the wave of of covid as it hits the economy.

“I’m thinking of going bowling at Itaewon later today, catch up with the boys, maybe drink a little. So I’ll just call in a cab” guilts starts creeping in as the lies tumbles from his mouth. Was it really necessary Taehyung? Just fix the damn car, what’s so difficult about it?

“Oh, that was sudden.” You had a plan but didn’t even bother telling me. “I didn’t know that you guys were planning to go bowling.” You could’ve invited me. “What’s the occasion?” Am I overwhelming you? Tae groans a little bit at that, “I miss the guys Hae Yun, do I need occasion for that?” A look of hurt flashes across her face but she’s quick to hide, now that it’s gone, she feels a bit embarrassed. He was right. “I was just asking Tae. Enjoy your night out” you say, voice so small.

Now he feels like an asshole, because he knows he’s just projecting his own guilt in you. And since when he calls you by your name? Of course he does when he’s joking around but never in conversations like this, knows this triggers your insecurities.

So what he does, rather than resolving the issue like mature person, he nods and leaves. This wasn’t a fight but somehow the confrontation made him feel tentimes worse than that.

Hae Yun won’t lie that it didn’t hurt. Not because he made a plan without informing him. They had a Doctors appointment today, pretty important one at that. It’s the final check-up of her first trimester and they are supposed to find out the baby’s gender today. She remembers asking him pulling an appointment and set a reminder so they can be on time, not wanting to rush through the procedure. She was thrumming with excitement just a couple of hours ago, the whole encounter dimming her excitement.

Taehyung has been the one to be more excited about the pregnancy between the two of them. Seeing his excitement dimming down when it’s not even her 2nd trimester yet, it truly hurts. Or maybe she was just overthinking. Not wanting to exhaust herself further, she decides to take a nap.

She wakes up to her phone blaring, Ae-Ra blasting up her phone. “Did you both decide to take a nap and call it a day? Could’ve informed me, would’ve saved up my nanny energy for another time!” Ae-Ra grumbles through the phone. “ Wait . . . Wha . .what time is it?” “It’s almost 7 dumbo, and why didn’t you book an appointment? I thought you guys were all set.” Hae-Yun sighs at this, “I asked Tae, he must’ve forgotten” “Yunie, you sound exhausted, let’s do this another time?” “Nooo, no, no. I’ll be there, give me 30 min” – AeRa sighs, she knows something’s wrong. Shhe loves these two idiots but she swears both of them can be bit of a dimwit about resolving issues.

“ Yeah, yeah I left. Should not take more than 20 min to reach” – Hae-Yun shuffles through the door.

“ Tae? He’s out bowling with the boys, not sure if will make it, so the gender reveal may have to wait “ – she sounds almost somber while answering the question.

“ Did something happen Yunie?”

“No, everything’s just fine Ae-Ra”- you try to reason.

“listen, I know you never share whenever there’s a problem but maybe this is a problem itself, something that should not be happening between you and Tae” – Ae-Ra tries to reason. “But . . .” “ Besides both of you are shit at communicating when it boils down to confronting problems. You guys just keep sweeping it under rug until it becomes too big to ignore. You guys are going to have a child for fucks sake, stop acting like one!”

- “Yunie? Are you listening?”

- “Yaaah! Don’t ignore your unnie while she’s trying to be nice you brat! “

- “Yaaaaah!”

“. . . Unnie . . .”

Ae-ra could hear her heart pounding in her ear at your shaky voice, “Hae-Yun, I’m so sorry baby, unnie didn’t mean to sound so har. . . .”

“The brakes aren’t working . . .”

Taehyung sits at the bar, watching the boys bowling, bickering with each other. He did end up calling the boys, to soothe his growing guilt, so it would feel like he didn’t lie after all. Does it make him feel better? No.

He is replaying today’s encounter in his head over and over again. Was it worth it? The lies? The unnecessarily harsh confrontation? Why does he keep doing things to make things difficult for you, for both of them? It was just a car, just him pushing things off ended up them having a unpleasant conversation that felt worse than a fight. Is he doing the same thing with other stuff, pushing things of that are important, things he needs to take care of, taking care of you, his family?

Just on cue his phone dings and the small notification answers the questions for him

“Little peach’s gender reveal ❤️🍑, Hae – Yun’s appointment at 7:20pm”

Taehyung could cry right now, and he does a little bit. Jin from the other corner, sees his little brother’s shoulder shake a little as he burrows his head on the bar counter.

He notices the notification as he approaches to console his brother. “Taehyung-aaa, what did you do now?” He both inquires and scolds his brother at the same time, knowing it must be related to Hae-Yun given he looked like a kicked puppy the entire evening. “Been a giant ass is what I did” he sniffles a bit. “Hyung, can you kick me in the nuts if I don’t go fix my car tomorrow. Not so hard though, I still want 5 more kids” Tae mumbles. “Tell you what, I’ll do better, will drag you there myself tomorrow” Jin smiles at his brother’s tantrum.

“ I gotta call Hae-Yun, I can still mak . . .” Their conversation is interrupted by a call, a number he doesn’t recognize. “ Well pick up, could be from the hospital about the appointment?” Jin suggests.

“Hello? Who is it”

“ Hello, I’m calling from Seuol Fire departments emergency responders team. There’s been an accident near the Jeonju intersection. Your name was on victims emergency contact, we are still trying to get her ou . . . .”

Tae’s ear’s are ringing, he couldn’t comprehend past that last sentence. He could still hear muffled noises from the other side of the phone but couldn’t get himself to bring the phone near him. “Hyung . . .” He blindly calls for his brother, he needs to hold him. Wrap him up in a blanket, tuck him to bed and ask him to sleep. Like he used to do when he was a kid, too afraid of the thunder. “When Tae bear will wake up tomorrow, it will be all gone, there will be no thunder, no storms, like it wasn’t even there. Only sunshine and smell of rain.” Just like he used to do when he was a child, He blindly reaches out for Jin, “Hyung . . . they . . .ummm. . . . they . . . Hae-Yun . . .” Tae gulps, unable to form any coherent sentence, fat drop of tears streaming down his cheeks but, he looks so afraid. “ I know, Hoseok called, Ae-Ra called him”

Taehyung doesn’t know how he drove to the intersection in one piece, didn’t even think of waiting for his hyung and friends before he took a mad dash towards Jin’s car, all of them shouting for him to wait, not trusting him to drive at this state. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why did you take his car? Why did you trust him? And why did he lie to you? It was supposed to be a happy day for both of them, they would got to know their little peach is their prince of princess, what color socks they would buy them. She was supposed to be safe in his arm. He was supposed to keep her safe.

He tumbles out of the car, scrapping his palms and knees, not even bothering to close the door. He locates his car, what’s left it anyway and runs towards it. All It looks like is a hunks of metal now.

Is that . . . is that blood? Why is there so much blood? Is it yours? Tae can’t even stomach the though, hunching forward he hurls out his lunch to the pavement, dry heaving when he’s done. “ Sir, are you okay? Please step away from the zone” , A man in fire department uniform inquires Taehyung. “M-my ….m-my. . .w-wife . . .s-s-somebody called . . . m-my c-car . . . how . .s-she . . “ he points towards the car, unable to complete the sentence.

“I . .uhh . . . another team took her to the hospital just moments ago before you arrived. It took a lot of time to get her out of the car so lost bloods . . “.he’s pushing against the man before he knows, not wanting to hear another word, walking towards his car, looking like a madman. “ Sir, you shouldn’t be driving at this state, is there anyone who can drive you?” He nods, pushing again, asking them to let him go. He doesn’t even have the energy to push anymore, as if all the fight he had in himself left him.

Jungkook comes running, taking the keys from him to help him stand, Tae doesn’t let go of the death grip on the keys.” Hyung, I’ll drive, we can reach faster, please, Noona needs you.” At this he looks at Jungkook, eyes incoherent, not a single sound leaving his mouth, tears flowing, his face lost of all colors, emotions. Never in his life Jungkook thought he’ll see Taehyung like this, so broken, hopeless, lost of life. “ Please, God please, let her be okay. We can’t loose 3 of them” Jungkook silently prays, barely holding in his own tears, holding on to his hyung, leading him to the car.

He hates the smell of hospitals, his stomach always rolls into this twisted knot everytime he visits one. It’s too clean, too neutral, burning his nostrils. And it’s too quite now, so much so it’s driving him crazy, these white walls, too pristine, is that how people in mental asylum feels?

They won't let him see her. Won't tell him anything. He almost lashes out on Jimin when he tried to physically force to back from breaking in the room where Hae-Yun is being kept. Accused them of trying to take her away from him. Instead of being hurt by his words, they cried. And this somehow made him angrier. Why are they crying ? Why they would look at him like he's something fragile, someone who needs to be held so delicately. Why won't they cuss him out? Can't they see he's a monster? That he put you and his unborn child in that room, fighting for their life?

"Let me go in, please. I would just observe", Namjoon tries to go in, trying to stay as put up as possible. " Namjoon you know I can't, you're family, it against protocol." "Just. . ." Namjoon clenches his jaws, " Sir, Just. . . .tell me, okay? Just tell me if . . . If she would be . . . If she would make it." He asks the man Namjoon knew his entire medical life, nerve of steel, so confident, won't meet his eyes. "Namjoon you know we would do our best right?"

Numb, he feels numb. He's watching people come and leave as he stares at the white walls sitting in the cold hospital floor. He doesn't protest, doesn't fight against his hyungs when the push him up to go home. He thought they would blame him, call him out but they they don't. He wants to scream at this, wants people to accuse him. He's now standing in front of their home. Home. This is what it's used to be. Funny how he can't stand the site of it. He makes a beeline to the shower, when he's about to turn it on her looks at his hand, his beige shirt now tainted maroon. He doesn't remember getting hurt so much to bleed like this.

Then it hits him he fell, on the road, it's your blood. He's pushing at his shirt now, wiping his hands on it ferociously. As if it will take it all away. This makes all of it much much real. That you, his sweet sweet Hae Yun, his angel, the mother of his child, he is drenched in your blood. This sits like a tons of bolder on his chest. He hits his chest, he hits it again, and again, and again until he can't breathe anymore. He wants to cry, would make him feel better. But he doesn't deserve it so he lays on the cold bathroom tiles, lifeless.

He looks at the apartment, that once used to be his home, his safe place. This place, every nook and cranny holds trinkets of your existence, no matter how insignificant now that he looks at it carefully. Your dresser has a faint smudge of that maroon lipstick that you may have wiped unconsciously when you may have applied too much. There's a loose scrunchie hanging from the bed's headboard. One of your favorite pair lashes sticks to the corner of the mirror, weren't you complaining fee days back you lost one of it? a faint smile creeps up on him at the memory.

You always forget the WiFi password so you have it written on the coffee right under the glass, so you can give it someone if they visit without embarrassing yourself. You have the umbrella set near the kitchen counter so you can remember to take it when you are packing your lunch. Taehyung thumbs at your favorite mug, one he gave you years ago, when he took you to a spring festival, it was a cheap purchase, bought with the pocket money he saved up. It had a golden lining to the rim, beautiful grey and blue faded mosaic on the outside. One side of it chipped away from your constant use, still you refuse it throw away. From the counter he could see your sitting cushion, that looks like a duck floaty, now an ugly faded yellow color. It's all so insignificant, but together, they all made this place what it was, his home.

He came out of the shower, took out the pressed baby blue button down that you love so much and the khaki colored dress pant from their dresser. He takes his time brushing his hair as he gets ready. He took out the number that you left on the fridge, he dials it fixes a date when they will come change the filter on the chimney, now that he looks closely, it does look really dirty.

He waters the houseplants that was almost withering on the shade from too much sunlight and too little water, he cares every single leaf on them with care. He collects the Lego, put them on the basket, put them on their designated corner. Just one more task left but guess he can do it later. Doesn't he always.

He got the call when he was in the shower. Namjoon barely whispering to ask him to come to the hospital. He didn't utter a single word to this. After the shower he looks really put together, he remembers the day when he officially met your parents, to ask for their permission to marry their daughter, a faint smile spreading at the memory. Namjoon sits him down on the waiting area opposite to the room where you are at now. He nervously fiddling with his fingers, lips moving and trembling trying to form sentences.

"When . . .uhh . . .the t-truck h-hit H-hae-Yun and the c-car, s-she was coming in v-very fast. The uhh . . .line . . Shaft on the driver's side . . .it. . . tore at the crush . . . it impaled her . . .n-near h-heart, t-toring a few ligaments" Namjoon takes a deep breathe before continuing. " She . . .Hae-Yun lost a lost blood, when T-They were t-trying to get her out and went into shock." Namjoon felt his throat constricting, not able to look at his baby brother. " T-They lost the baby on their way to the hospital. T-They still had a faint signature an hour after . . .they . . .uhh . .they hooked her to ventilation . . .they . . .they can't find it anymore. She . . .the . . . impact broke the spine, she lost feelings on her limbs right after so . . . so . . . I know she didn't suffer Tae" . . . " It's been over 2 hours, there's . . . hasn't been a single signature " "we were . . waiting for you before we, uhh, pull the plug" Namjoon finishes blinking back tears.

"Can I go see her now?" Tae ask, looking at the floor. Not a single tear in sight. Namjoon nods.

The distance between the door to your bed seemed like lifetime. With each step, each blink he could see the memories flashing. Meeting you, making sand Castle with you, digging dart to find worms for fishing bait, high - school prom, graduating together. The heartbreak when they part ways in college, finding their way back to each other, the lazy dates on his couch, drunk escapdes, getting down on his knees to finally make you his, the wedding vows, the pregnancy test. There's so many memories to live by.

Tae gently takes your hand in his, your hand were always so warm, Tae would always demand you to cup his cheeks when they are outside. Or squeezing inside your jacket, calling you his personal portable furnace when you would whine. It's so cold now.

"Hey munchkin, did you sleep well? You must've, you don't look so bad for the wear you know."

" I uh . . I . . . I was so mad at myself before coming here you know. Mad that I missed our appointment, mad that we had a fight, no matter how small. Mad that I lied" Taehyung swallows the lump in his throat. "Now that I realize, I was more sorry than I was mad. Sorry that I slept through the movie night you were so excited about. Sorry that I laughed when you cried after losing your favorite plushie on our vacation to Jeju, sorry that I lost your favorite book marker. Sorry that I spent more time playing video games than spending it with you, sorry that I didn't appreciate your cooking more. Sorry that I didn't kiss you more. Sorry that I spend more time feeling mad or sorry than loving you more"

Namjoon can't bring himself to tell Taehyung it, so he grips Taehyung's shoulder, letting him know it's time. He doesn't protest, neither acknowledge them. He can't see them fiddling with switch that holding you life with a thin thread, thread that he will have to watch tore apart before his own eyes. He can't see your beautiful face anymore too now that tears are springing in his eyes.

So instead he presses on " But I won't be sorry anymore, honey, I uh I called the number to come check the filter that you were complaining about. They will come fix it next week. I finally watered the house plants, poor things almost died. I put the Lego on the box, kept them on the corner. I vacuumed the living room I know how much you hate dust. And . . . I'm putting away the crib when I go back" his voice shakes " I swear I won't put it away for later."

He finally lets his tears run free. As they pull out the last plug, Taehyung makes his final promise to you, the one he intends to keep till his last breathe.

"Honey I promise, I promise I will do better be better."

"I'll be better"

[gothbusterz]

Will He - Sang-Woo

In the last moments of his life, Sang-Woo recounts the story of the heartbreak that destroyed him forever.

Warnings - suicide, cheating, depression,

Word count - 1.2k

Based on: Will He - Joji

I got knots all up in my chest

Just know, I'm trying my best

She’d been pulling away for months now. Her body seemed repulsed by my touch, but she forced herself to reciprocate every affection I attempted to lavish her with. Her words say she loves me, her eyes say she loathes me.

Cause, when you look

When you laugh

When you smile

I'll bring you back

It’s like she looks right through me instead of having to force herself to look at me. A home once stood tall now battered by an invisible driving force. She makes herself “love” me. I know this. But I love her too much to lose her. As long as she’s pretending, she still cares about me.

And now I'm sad

And I'm a mess

And now we high

That's why I left

That's why I left

I’ll never forget walking through the door that night. I knew something wasn’t right, so I left work early. I don’t know if I should have done that. Finding them together in the bed I shared with the love of my life is a sight that will never leave the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I wonder if I’d be happier if I just pretended I didn’t know. I didn’t see his face, and she didn’t see me. As far as she knew, I knew nothing. I should have left then and there. But I didn’t. I convinced myself she loved me more than him, ignoring every sign she carelessly began to present. It was like she didn’t even care about keeping a secret.

Will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips?

When all is said and done, does she ever think of me? Or will I always just be the fool she fucked over with such ease that she thinks I didn’t even notice until she told me. I played dumb, for her.

Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips?

In 10 years, will she remember everything I did for her? Will she remember the nights we spent tangled together, bringing the best and worst out of each other in the most delicious ways? Will she even spare a second to think of me in passing?

Will your lover caress you the way that I did?

My world crashed to my feet when I found out who it really was she’d been seeing. Anyone but him, please. Anyone but Gi-Hun. The idea that it was him all that time ago when I caught her made me feel sick to my stomach. How dumb did I have to be to not recognise him? He was the one person I didn’t expect to do this to me, even less so than her.

Will you notice my charm if he slips up one bit?

I was so filled with rage when I found out that I confronted him. No one knew I knew, and when I confronted him, the look on his face was untainted guilt. How could he to this to me? The sheer anger I felt could only be partially quelled by the hard punch I landed to his cheek. With each blow I landed, my heart broke a little more. What was so much better about him than me? Why did she have to choose him over me?

Cause I don't need to know

I just wanna make sure you're okay

The door swung open and there she was, the worst thing that ever happened to me. She screeched when she saw the position I had that bastard in, rushing to HIS side. Her eyes stared at me with so much hate, and at him with the love she used to look at me with. The two people I loved the most ripped my heart out with just a look into each other’s eyes.

I don't need to know

I just wanna make sure you're all safe

Despite it all, I loved her. If she came to me, I hate that I would’ve taken her back. I’d never experienced a love like I did with her, even if I don’t know how much of it was ever real love. I thought I’d found the one to share my life with, to die with, and instead she cast me aside like trash, and yet I still love her.

Will he play you those songs just the way that I did?

Will he play you so strong just the way that I did?

All I could ask her - do you love him? She refused to answer me, refused to even look at me. I repeated it. Do you love him? Her eyes didn’t meet mine as she eventually nodded. Finally finding the strength, I pulled myself to my feet, turned my back and I walked out; swearing to myself I’d never forgive either of them. She called for me, and this time, I kept walking.

Will he treat you like shit just the way that I did?

'Cause I don't blame you

The weeks passed, the years passed and no matter what I did, I couldn’t erase the memory of the love of my life and my best friend. I tried to move on. I tried to see other people, but I couldn’t get past her. I never contacted her again. She never contacted me again. Time helped me reflect on how I treated her. I did my best, but my best wasn’t good enough for her. I was never going to be good enough for her. I often wondered if they stayed together, and I got my answer when a gold embossed invitation appeared in my mailbox almost 7 years later. My heart shattered all over again, the emotions I felt all those years ago resurfacing and reminding me of the pain they put me through. I just couldn’t bring myself to be happy for them, even after all this time.

Cause I don't need to know

I just want to make sure you're okay

I don't need to know

I just want to make sure you're all safe

I don’t think I’ll ever be happy again. I don’t think I’ll ever get over what they did to me. The lies, so many lies. She pretended to love me for so long while she was off with someone who I thought I could trust. I guess I was blinded by her. Maybe Gi-Hun was too. Maybe that’s why he did that to me. As I laid in the water, my eyelids became heavy and my head began to spin. I knew it wouldn’t be long now. My consciousness began to slip and the only thing I could think about was her face. Not who she was now - the woman I had loved with my whole heart. The one who threw me aside when she was done, like a broken toy. The last thought I had before I fell into the darkness of unconsciousness was the way she looked at him. I realised that she had never looked at me like that, and I realised then that she had never truly loved me. A peace fell over my mind as all thoughts slipped away. You don’t have to worry about me now, Y/N. Not that you ever did.

[whoseafraidofliloleme]

Invisible Chapter 10.

Summary: YN YLN has always been third in Class 2-5, right behind Lee Su Ho and Kang Soo Jin but with both of them having left Saebom Highschool, this is her time to shine. That is until Han Seosangnim asks her to tutor Han Seo Jun. A guy who doesn’t even know she existed.

Ship: Han Seo Jun x Female Reader.

Word Count: 1872 words. Another one under 2k, I am proud.

Likes, comments and reblogs are appreciated with any reactions or whatever you want to say. Again I really don't know where I am going with this.

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Chapter 9.

(Im obsessed with this dress. This is what YN wears to the ball.)

Chapter 10:

Soo Ah looked around at her classmates. Not everyone was here yet, YLN YN and Han Seo Jun were taking their time to come to this outing. Well, her classmates and Kim Cho Rong and Song Si Woo. Those two were honorary members of Class 2-5. More times than less, these two boys were around.

Especially when the planning for breaking YLN YN and Lee Hae Sung’s friendship. To be fair to them, they were a big part of that and being close friends of YLN YN. Yet here they were now a part of this class outing.

Then again, Song Si Woo and Jung Hyun Ji had something going on. Well Soo Ah, Ju Kyung and YN shipped them. From what YN told the other two girls, Hyun Ji and Si Woo had feelings for each other but it was just a matter of time for them to get together.

According to YN, she had been waiting for years for Hyun Ji & Si Woo to become a couple. Whenever the topic of this couple was brought up, YN would claim to be the captain of their ship.

This past week, Ju Kyung and Soo Ah went out of their way to tease YN about Seo Jun. In the last few days, Seo Jun was going out of his way to make his feelings obvious. Yet YN stubbornly refused to believe that this was Seo Jun showing her that he had feelings about it.

Hyun Ji eventually told Ju Kyung and Soo Ah, that YN was insanely oblivious when it came to guys. The three girls had a good laugh when Hyun Ji shared the story of how YN’s ex-boyfriend had to jump through hoops because YN was just so oblivious to his feelings for her.

Seeing Seo Jun coming from afar. Soo Ah waved and started calling his name. Everyone else followed her lead and soon the group was shouting Seo Jun’s name that by the time he got closer. They all quickly stopped shouting when they saw the look Seo Jun was giving them for shouting his name like lunatics. Yet when they noticed he was alone, the chatter started again about where YLN YN was. Since they were the last ones to come, the class had just assumed they would be coming together.

“Yah, shut up all of you. YLN YN will not be joining us, I know nothing more than that. If anyone has questions about it, don’t ask me,” Seo Jun glared at anyone who even looked like they would ask him something. Even when you told him that you weren’t going to be coming to this outing.

Seo Jun being the idiot that he is didn’t ask questions. If he had, he might have figured out a way to get out of this outing too. Unfortunately, he was here stuck with his annoying as hell classmates and from the looks, he was getting. All of these people were going to be teasing him about YN.

“Well since Seo Jun is here, I guess this is a good time to say that I have to go. In my defence, I’m meeting up with someone none of you bars Si Woo know, and he didn’t have any other days free to meet up” Hyun Ji said quickly.

The second she finished; everyone was shouting over each other again. Hyun Ji sighed, she knew there was no way she could get out of this. Even YN, when Hyun Ji revealed to her about who had reached out. YN had told her to just not go to the outing. In times like this Hyun Ji regretted not listening to her best friend.

“Wait if you’re not staying then Si Woo isn’t either I guess,” Soo Ah said looking at Si Woo who was making his way to Hyun Ji from where he had been standing with Cho Rong. Without saying anything Si Woo just nodded his head trying to look cute. Soo Ah rolled her eyes at him but waved her hands. In a way dismissing the two of them.

Hyun Ji gave Soo Ah and Ju Kyung hugs before grabbing Si Woo and running off in the opposite direction of where the class was going to go. Seo Jun sighed, this day just got much worse. The two relatively sane people of this group had just left. Now he was left with these crackheads and he regretted waking up to even come to this outing.

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As much as your friendship with Hae Sung was on the rocks. You weren’t about to break a promise you’d had with him since you were 12. Sure, Hae Sung had even told you that you didn’t have to come to this annual ball that his mother had every year. But you had found the perfect dress for this ball.

This dress had let such an impression on you. After seeing the dress in the window shop, when you were casually out with Hyun Ji and Hae Sung. Eomma was against buying this specific dress, something about it being expensive and that you didn’t have anywhere to wear such a formal dress. It wasn’t until you begged Joon Oppa that he helped convince your Eomma and went with you to buy the dress.

Wearing the dress now, nothing could bring you down. Clothes don’t make a person, you wholeheartedly believed that. But there was just something, about wearing this dress that made you feel like a princess.

Hae Sung and his Eommoni complimented you. That was that. Back to the usual. Hae Sung’s Eommoni took Hae Sung away to get him to meet and greet people. You were left to become wallpaper for the rest of the night. Miserably standing there at the food table. You were used to being treated like this. You would’ve stopped coming years ago.

Yet you had promised Hae Sung and it never mattered to you. This Ball was always an excuse for you to dress up and breaking a promise with your best friend wasn’t on the top of your to-do list. Granted, Hae Sung regularly broke promises you made with each other. Then again you never really got mad at him about it. So, who really was to blame for that.

As with years before you went to the food table. Got a plate of the finger food that was offered and just watched the people around you. Over the years, you had gotten used to people around you chatting about things and not caring that you were there. When you first started coming to these, boredom set in quickly and you tried to talk to people. That didn’t end well for you and one time, you said the wrong thing to the wrong person. Which had the night ending with both Hae Sung and his Eommoni shouting at you. And you crying in your Eomma’s arms once you got home.

That was the end of you trying to get along with any of the people at this event. Since then, after greeting Hae Sung’s Eommoni and her taking Hae Sung with her. You would go to the food table, get food and not leave that area until Hae Sung came to take you home. It was sad that in a dress that made you feel like a princess. You couldn’t dance with anyone and have a fairy tale moment.

However, it was probably good that no one cared for you. Since you didn’t want to awkwardly tell someone that you didn’t want to dance with them. That would most likely lead to you being kicked out or get shouted at again. The one person you wanted to dance with was Seo Jun. Sadly there was no way that he would be at this Ball.

You were lost in thought, not paying attention to your surroundings. So, when you felt someone tap your shoulder. You jumped but still turned around to see Han Seo Jun smiling at you.

Your mouth opened and closed. You were shocked. Seo Jun was here. This was unbelievable. Putting your plate down, you pinched your arm and yelped at the pain. Seo Jun laughed seeing your reaction to him. He almost did the same when he saw you standing across the room.

His legs started moving before he could stop himself. His manager was still talking to him, yet he didn’t care. The girl, who he was always thinking of was at this Ball. Looking like a princess and there was no way that Seo Jun wasn’t going to be your prince for the night.

Seeing you up close was even better. Normally you were beautiful to Seo Jun. Dressed to the nines, you were stunning, something ethereal. Seo Jun almost felt like he didn’t deserve to be in your presence. That’s how much of an impression you left in that dress. The smile you had just added to your beauty and Seo Jun made it his mission to keep that smile n your face tonight.

“So why are you here,” you asked Seo Jun. Once you finished giving him a once over. Seo Jun in a suit was deadly and you didn’t know how you were still talking.

“Managernim practically demanded that I come to this Ball, something about more exposure for me. Thought I’d be bored to death but with you here looking like a princess, this is turning out to be the best night of my life” Seo Jun winked at you. You blushed at his words and hit his arm to deflect from his flirty words.

“Well since you are here, want to dance?” You were dying inside. Where was this courage coming from? Just a few days ago you were sobbing in his arms over Gong Jae Yi. Yet here you were asking him to dance with you.

Seo Jun smiled and held out his hand. Leading you to the makeshift dance floor in the middle of the room. Slow dancing with Seo Jun. This felt like a dream and you were still waiting to wake up from this dream. Seo Jun was smiling, and he was whisper singing the words of the song to you.

You knew Seo Jun could sing but hearing him now, in such an intimate way. You were thanking your lucky stars. This was what you had wanted, to be the princess with your prince for one night only.

All too soon, the night was over. As you were leaving, another bout of courage had you going towards Seo Jun and his manager before you left. You bowed at his manager, who smiled at you.

Turned away from you and Seo Jun to giving you two slight privacy. Not caring about anything you smiled brightly at Seo Jun, said good night, and kissed his cheek as a way of goodbye.

Before hearing Seo Jun’s reply, you left as quickly as you could in your dress and heels. When you reached Hae Sung, you knew he wanted to say something, but you just shook your head. There was no way you were going to listen to Hae Sung’s rants against Seo Jun right after you had kissed him on the cheek.

Chapter 11.

[hoyeonjung23]

[quokkacore]

𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔠𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰 [nct collab call]

take a look inside the chapters of this history book and read of several events spanning across all of human civilization. read about people from all walks of life: great heroes, legendary foes, daring outlaws, ordinary people. read about the rise and fall of empires, conspiring courts, the rise and fall of empires, forbidden alliances and romances. in fact, dear reader, don’t just read. learn from the past, because if we don’t, we are doomed to repeat it.

𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉

in lieu of hitting 500 followers, i’ve decided to announce this collaboration!! i’ve always loved history so why not? some of these eras are specific to certain cultures and places, but others are a lot broader. at the end of the day, they’re your stories. also if you saw me post this on accident the first time... no you didn’t <3

𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓

this is a historical au collaboration, but any genre is allowed as long as your story is set in your chosen era! however, smut is not allowed for jisung or if you, the writer, are underage.

all works must be member x reader. love triangles and the like are allowed, but the main male character must be the member you chose.

eras and members are chosen on a first come, first served basis. please message me if you want to participate! if your main blog isn’t your writing blog, please be sure to tell me your writing blog so i can add it to this list correctly :)

you must have discord, since i will be sending all writers working on this collaboration a discord server link. there, i will send announcements and we can all give each other feedback!

tag any triggering content. if you’re not sure, ask in the discord server!

research is definitely encouraged as you will be writing about historical eras, some with specific cultural significance! please be respectful of any cultures or traditions you write about.

in the same vein, don’t romanticize any historical events or figures that are controversial, or have had negative cultural impact (ie, 9/11, the crusades, colonialism). again, if you’re not sure, ask in the discord server!

minimum word count is 2k. your words cannot be blurbs or timestamps.

please inform me if: you’re changing your url, you’re going on hiatus, or if you need to leave the collaboration.

the deadline is currently november 2021, but it is very flexible and can be pushed back even further should several writers ask!

after you’re added, i would really appreciate it if you reblogged this post to boost its reach :D

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moon taeil - 

johnny suh - @aquamoonchaii - the joseon dynasty

lee taeyong - @moondustaeil - the victorian era

nakamoto yuta -

qian kun -

kim doyoung - me! - the renaissance

lee ten - @sleepylixie - the 1940s

jung jaehyun - @doderyscoffee​ - the rococo era

dong sicheng - @loonacitys - the regency

kim jungwoo - @smileyjaeminies - ancient greece

wong yukhei -

mark lee - @lamaiejeno - the 1920s

xiao dejun -

wong kunhang - @zephyr-abyss - the golden age of piracy

huang renjun - @seulgiswhoreee - the 1930s

lee jeno - @jenoentry - the roman empire

osaki shotaro -

lee donghyuck -

na jaemin - @jaehyyns - the 1960s

liu yangyang - @lovelyutas - the late middle ages

zhong chenle - @softcrescendo - the tang dynasty

jung sungchan -

park jisung - @heejinnien - the three kingdoms period

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖚𝖓𝖎𝖙𝖘

listed below are historical eras to choose from, a brief description of them (except anything past the 1900s as they’re pretty self explanatory), and a few examples of media or cultural phenomena you could use as inspiration if you can’t think of anything! media will be in italics, cultural phenomena will not.

ancient greece (800 BCE—32 BCE): a civilization based in the mediterranean, known for its extensive mythology and advancements in math, art, western philosophy and government. inspiration: the odyssey, hercules, the iliad, percy jackson.

the han dynasty (206 BCE—220): known for its long reign and achievements, it was the second imperial dynasty of china. it is highly regarded as an age of peace and prosperity that allowed china to grow into a major world power. inspiration: painted skin, the virtuous queen of han, the king’s woman

roman empire (27 BCE—476): in its time, this was one of the most powerful empires in the “known world” as a result of its political prowess and military power. it spanned from england, to the mediterranean, to parts of the middle east. inspiration: the heroes of olympus, pompeii, gladiator 

the tang dynasty (618—906): regarded by many as china’s golden age of arts and culture, the tang dynasty allowed aristocratic life to flourish. poetry, art, and education prospered. inspiration: house of flying daggers, the empress of china

the viking age (793—1066): time period in scandinavian europe during which vikings conquered parts of north america and england. inspiration: vikings, how to train your dragon trilogy

the three kingdoms period (892—936): period in korean history in which the korean peninsula was split into three kingdoms, all wanting to conquer one another: goguryeo, silla and baekje. inspiration: the blade and petal, hwarang 

feudal japan (1185—1602): period of civil unrest in japan, during which the political world was unstable, and power fluctuated between the shogunate and the royal court. it can be separated into two main eras: the kamakura period, and the sengoku period. inspiration: samurai, inuyasha, hakuouki

the late middle ages (1250—1450): a relatively brutal period, known for its numerous wars and civil unrest, throughout europe and asia. inspiration: the princess bride, robin hood, marco polo

joseon dynasty (1392—1897): the last and longest ruling confucian monarchy in korean history. inspiration: 100 days my prince, mr. sunshine, rookie historian goo hae-ryung

the renaissance (1450—1600): period based in europe (mainly italy) which was known for its advances in art, technology and science. inspiration: shakespeare in love, romeo and juliet, ever after

the golden age of piracy (1650—1730): during which maritime piracy across the world grew more and more prominent due to large shipments of cargo making their way to places like the caribbean, west africa, north america and europe. inspiration: pirates of the caribbean, treasure island

the rococo era (1737—1770): art movement in europe which glamorized grandeur and luxury, revolving around heaven, angels, love and lavishness. inspiration: barry lyndon, marie antoinette, a little chaos

the age of revolutions (1765—1849): a period in which a shift occurred in the western world, and monarchical institutions were overthrown in places like latin america, north america, and france. inspirations: les miserables, hamilton

the regency (1795—1837): british time period surrounding the time before, during, and after which prince george of england iv ruled as prince regent after his father was deemed unfit, during which time aristocracy flourished. inspiration: pride and prejudice, emma, bridgerton

victorian era (1837—1901): period spanning the rule of queen victoria of england, during which the industrial revolution occurred and urbanization became widespread. inspiration: the young victoria, the phantom of the opera, penny dreadful

the old west (1860—1890): period in american history during which many made the dangerous decision of migrating west of the Mississippi river, in search of gold, new land, and money. inspiration: jane got a gun, the good the bad and the ugly

the 1900s: moulin rouge!, finding neverland

the 1910s: downton abbey, my fair lady, anastasia

the 1920s: the great gatsby, boardwalk empire, silent films

the 1930s: bonnie and clyde, the handmaiden, the beginning of hollywood’s golden age  

the 1940s: casablanca, the godfather, the notebook

the 1950s: swing kids, grease, dead poets society 

the 1960s: american graffiti, the british invasion, summer of love

the 1970s: the lovely bones, mindhunter, the birth of punk music

the 1980s: atomic blonde, stranger things, the americans