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Sometimes when I'm in the midst of inventing progressively shittier character traits for Cristien Belmont, I like to imagine that when he finally dies, Trevor and Richter will be waiting at the door of the afterlife with freshly shined weapons and fists primed for a pummeling.
#castlevania#netflix castlevania#castlevania games#the belmont clan#castlevania fanfiction#ocs#castlevania oc#trevor belmont#richter belmont#in the shadow of the valley#I fucking hate Cristien but he makes a great stand out villain.#He's a bad apple.#Blaming literally anyone except circumstantial misfortune for his pain and taking it out on his family's ancestral ally is not okay.#Poor Alucard.#At least Julius is nice and didn't inherit Grandpa's shittiness.#You can thank Julius' dad for that.#For those new to the party. Cristien is from a fic titled âIn the Shadow of The Valley.â#He turns on Alucard after a battle against some vampires goes awry. Leading to the deaths of some other Belmonts.#Alucard was fighting alongside the Belmonts who wound up dying. Unable to aid them thanks to an unexpected ambush.#So Cristien places the blame on him.#I haven't released the fic yet.#But I'm hoping to sometime within the coming year.#There will be whump and lots of eventual hurt/comfort.#Particularly in the sequel âThe Dog Days of Summerâ which follows Julius on his memory loss journey post battle of '99.
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We're Not Alone Chapter 2 is up now!
Summary
Another year passes and Julie and Marcus' marriage has never been better. Like a flower reborn in the spring the Alexander's marriage has bloomed though the cold, shriveled, times. Over the past year they have grown to trust and find love again. With plans anew on the horizon for the future growth of their family, Julie and Marcus find themselves in a better place than when they first wed.
But what will happen when old affairs return and past troubles come back to life?
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Chapter 1!
Chapter 2!
#julius#marlie#marcus x julie#julie alexander#julie x marcus#marcus alexander#iwbw#iwbw2023#ill be watching#smut#hurt comfort#fluff#teasing
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I am once again thinking about how accurate Fractured Ludger and that Fractured anthology Ludger are to Prime Ludger... Julius what do you want
#v#x2#lj#think i discussed this before with li but its like. such a fun angsty thing#bc the thing about the ludger we see in the game is that. hes in the game#he meets elle and jude and julius becomes a more distant thing he doesnt get to talk about much#(partially for plot contrivances unfortunately)#but julius just wants their pre-canon life back so there isnt any secret variation of ludger hes looking for#(i mean thats stated pretty implicitly both times)#BUT. that still isnt ludger as he is now. ludger cares for people who arent julius. and not to say that the route where julius dies means#ludger doesnt care for him. even to the end julius has to comfort and encourage him by bringing up elle#but you cant unring that bell and julius knows hes not the singular most important person in ludgerâs life anymore#and frankly i just love the jealousy and drama of that even tho it also hurts a lot#hmmmm now im thinking of julius and his fractured ludger#literally a little brother created from his heartâs desires. a world that was made for him. makes my brain do blender noises.
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Take Your Time
Pairing - captain!julius x reader
Fic type - fluff / hurt-comfort
Warnings - none
notes - this ones kinda short sorry- still cute tho
You joined the gray deer squad recently. Your captain is surprisingly accepting of you. Sometimes, your emotions take over. You usually never cry in front of anyone. Usually, you cry somewhere else. Youâre in your room, crying from what happened today. It was overwhelming, and you needed to express it alone. Without you knowing, captain Julius walks by your room and hears sobbing. He notices the door is unlocked, so he walks in to check on you. When he finds you, your head is buried in your pillow as youâre laying in bed. He walks up to you, and you donât hear him over your cries. He places his hand on your shoulder, causing you to get up to see who it is. Youâre panting with tears still streaming down your flushed cheeks. You canât get any words out as he sits in bed next to you.
âY/N⌠whatâs wrong? Are you okay?â Julius asks, slightly panicked because of how upset you are.
âCaptainâŚâ you manage to whimper. You then wrap your arms around Julius, quietly sobbing as he hugs you back. You feel him petting your hair, and you lean into his touch as you sigh. You feel safe and protected, but you also notice how your face feels warmer than usual, and your heart flutters. You open your eyes, and you notice how calm and sweet his smile is.
âIâm glad youâre calm now, Y/N,â Julius sighs. You then realize youâre sitting in his lap.
âI-Iâm sorry, captain,â You mumble about to get off his lap, but then you feel him hugging you tighter. You sigh and relax yourself in his arms.
âYouâve been going through a lot lately. You poor thing,â Julius murmurs as he plays with your hair. You clutch his soft robe. Julius then does something even more unexpected. He kisses you softly on the forehead, and you look up at him, your face reddening even more.
âC-Captain-?â you ask, flustered and surprised. Julius is slightly embarrassed that he did that.
âSorry, Y/N, I should have asked first,â Julius frowns, blushing and looking away. You sit up a little more and press your face into his neck. He adjusts his arms so youâre more comfortable. He notices how your cheeks are damp and your face feels warm. You then kiss his neck and jawline, making him gasp and blush as well.
âIs it okay that I love you, and Iâve loved you for a while now?â you whisper into his ear.
âOf course, Y/N, I love you too,â he whispers back to you. Julius takes off his and your robe, lays down in your bed and pulls you down with him. He pulls your blanket over the both of you and kisses your face, cupping your cheeks in his hands.
âYouâre beautifulâŚâ Julius mumbles. You both noticed that itâs dark out.
âCan I sleep next to you, hon? I donât want to leave you alone,â Julius whispers into your neck. You softly kiss his forehead as you fall asleep next to him. He falls asleep soon after.
#black clover#julius novachrono#anime#im crying#cute#help#not my gif#my writing#my fanfic#hurt comfort#fluff#black clover fanfiction#kawaii#take your time#gray deer#captain julius#soft#angst to comfort#cuddles#y/n#x reader fics#x reader
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Hi! Could I request number 19 with Sirius! I'm seeing the vision of a victorian playboy vampire in my head hehe, thank you <3
He would be such a prim little vampire!!
You hear a bang in the theatre as you start closing up and roll your eyes.
A month and a half ago, youâd have been scared, but after all this time at the theatre you canât bring yourself to feel the fear.
When you hear the bang again and the unmistakable sound of glass shattering you stomp to the stage room and glower.
âOh a theatre loving vampire, how original!â You call as you spot the blood sucker on stage near the broken bulb.
All your coworkers had mentioned seeing the black haired man multiple times but they all brushed it off as a specter.
Youâd met the black haired man one time on your smoke break when heâd looked longingly at the cigarette and then hid again.
âIs that sarcasm or sass, mortal?â You smile as he sits on the stage, his coat only a little crumpled.
âThe things youâd do for attention, I would hope you could tell the difference, Sirius.â
He shrugs, watching as you clean up the bigger bits of glass with your hands. âI was bored, you never show fun plays anymore. Iâm bored of Hamlet and Julius Cesar.â
You roll your eyes, tutting when he makes to help you. âWhat would you prefer?â
Sirius takes the glass from you, and cleans the smaller shards. âThe Ferryman? King Charles III? Iâd even suffer through your actors rendition of Twelfth Night, darling.â
You sigh as he tosses the glass into a rubbish bin. âTheyâre not that bad.â
Sirius gawps, âTheyâre entirely awful! Thereâs no passion or soul in their acting.â
You snicker, âPot calling kettle black a bit there, Siri. Neither do you.â
He nips your hand playfully, âI have enough of a soul for the theatre.â Despite the playfulness, you know heâs sad about not being able to act anymore.
âMaybe I can talk them into something you can be in. Introduce you as my foreign friend, you could pass for French.â
He flicks his hair and bares his teeth, heâs got a pretty smile even with the fangs.
âYouâre a doll, but I think Iâm a bit past it poppet. Plus, Iâd outshine them so spectacularly that Iâd be getting so many calls that I couldnât go to.â You lean your head on his shoulder, even with all the layers heâs cold.
âI wish you werenât tied to this place.â You murmur, Sirius shrugs. A millennia goes to the perimeter of a place really numbs you to it.
âIf you find a Lovegood you could break it, but I do believe theyâre all gone.â
You sit up, âA what?â He cannot be serious.
âA Lovegood, theyâre the best magicians in the world. Well witches is more accurate, but theyâve got that sense of whimsy to them that canât be dimmed even through generations.â
âSirius ask me what my last name is.â youâre buzzing and he can hear the excitement in your blood.
âPoppet,â you shake your head.
âI told you occultism isnât as feared as it used to be. These talismans arenât just a joke. My mum says they help you see things,â you shrug.
âI used to think she was full of it, till I came across ghosts and a few other things that definitely made kids think I was crazy.â
âYouâve been under my nose for months? Iâve lost my touch then.â
You canât help the teasing lilt to your voice, âWell you canât really be blamed Can you? You havenât fed on anything but mice in decades.â
Sirius scowls, âI wonât feed on you, donât even try it.â
You shrug, âIâll go home and see if I can get anything out of my mother about the Lovegood legacy. See if I can find Lunaâs grimoire.â
Sirius kisses youâre forehead, âYouâre a saint, do try not to get hurt looking for it. If you canât find it, Iâm quite comfortable where I am.â
You donât say anything as you walk out, Sirius stopping you for a kiss to your lips before letting you go.
Youâre certain you can find the book; your great great grandmother was just as kooky as you are, you have an inkling of where to look.
#siriusblack#sirius black#sirius black oneshot#sirius black one shot#sirius black drabble#sirius black imagine#sirius black fic#sirius black fanfiction#sirius black fanfic#sirius black fluff#sirius black angst#sirius black blurb#sirius black x reader#sirius black x witch!reader#sirius black x black reader#sirius black x you#sirius black x yn#sirius black x y/n#inkdrinkerâs halloweek celebration
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Save Me From Myself
prompt: ( requested ) in a moment of unparalleled anger, you learn what Joel really thinks of you.
pairing: Joel Miller x female!reader
fandom masterlist: The Last of Us
collection masterlist: Clingy Baby
word count: (short as hell at) 1.9k+
warnings: very mild spoilers, there's probably cursing, oneshot (no part two), hurt no comfort, mild angst, shorty shorty short short shorty! author is disappointed in this one, she wanted to give much more.
"Gimme that," you grunted at Ellie, picking her backpack from her shoulder with ease as the shorter young lady protested with a small growl.
"I got it - "
"Take a break," you smiled at the kid, shouldering her pack. "Tell me another one of those shitty jokes you love so much."
Ellie smirked and whipped out her book, flipping through a few pages, scanning the pages, then deciding on one. "What... Is Beethoven's favorite fruit?"
You shrugged, "No idea."
"Ba-na-na-naaaaa!"
You laughed, you couldn't help it. "Goddamnit. That's a good one," you praised, eyeing her for a moment as she silently read down the page. You wondered, "You know, I meant to ask, but why that book in particular?"
"My friend gave it to me... It was a present," she explained softly, seeing your head nod of understanding. "What did one ocean say to the other?"
"Nothing, they just waved," you smirked.
"You shithead," she tisked. "Okay, okay, here's a good one. What's brown... And sticky?"
"Oh, Ellie, don't be gross - "
"A stick."
There was a long pause.
"Oh, you know what? Fuck you," You laughed heartily. "I gotta remember that, I like that one."
"You'll like this one, too. Why should you never trust stairs?"
You knew the answer, but humored her, "Why?"
"Because they're always up to something."
You chuckled, "Good one, kid, yeah. Okay, okay, wait, I got one."
"Lay it on me."
"How do you cut a Roman Emperors hair?"
"How?" She grinned, ready for the punchline.
"With Caesars."
Ellie paused, offering a confused look, "I don't get that one."
You both stared at one another for a long moment, still walking through the cold, dead field.
"You don't know Julius Caesar?"
"No? Who the hell is that?"
You chuckled, "You know what? Just as well, who fucking cares about the Roman Empire when we're living in the end-of-days?"
"It's a decent joke," Joel spoke for the first time in hours; holding his rifle protectively as he lead you both through the wilderness, "for what it's worth."
You smirked at Ellie and teased, "Told you I was funny."
"You used the term punny."
"Both are accurate."
"I think you're just an idiot."
"I think you've got a helluva mouth on you."
Ellie grinned and flipped through her book, your gaze trailing to Joel and eyeing him for a long moment. You've known him since you were 19 and hired to babysit his daughter, Sarah. Joel was everything you could've asked for - loyal, sweet, protective, respectful. You had been at their house, doing coursework for your university program when the Outbreak happened. You did what you could to help protect Sarah, but in the end, nobody was safe, nobody was immune, and Death stretch His hand unto all of mankind alike.
He left only select few, you, Joel, and Tommy being amongst the survivors.
The past twenty years had been anything but easy, and while you had gone into this pandemic together, you and Joel didn't actually stick together the whole time. When you settled in Boston with Tommy, Tess, and a few other nomads, you were exhausted from the brutality you were forced to survive in, and so, first chance you had, you broke away.
Technically, you and Tommy broke away. But still.
Joel turned to a life of shadiness with Tess at his right hand (and on his cock). The two of you becoming estranged, until he saved your ass from a pair of FEDRA agents harassing citizens.
He didn't just distract your assailants, but put them in the dirt, helped pick you up, dust off, check for injury, then escort you home. Once at your apartment, he ensured you weren't hurt and was truly okay, and after that, he was back in your life - like the snap of fingers.
You hated to admit it, but it felt nice having a constant back in your life. Joel was your tether to reality, and without him, you felt akin to a kite with the string cut - useless and drifting away.
After that, you came around a little more to see how much your old neighbor had changed in your time apart. Joel was familiar, he was family; had always been something of a source of peace for you. He was usually protective of your wellbeing - even if he had a strange (and borderline unhealthy) way of showing it - creating a bubble of safety.
You eventually left the Fireflies and met Bill and Frank, venturing out and about with Joel and Tess; the latter of who simply despised you for just existing. She was never fond of you, more so now that Joel was obviously attached to you.
Joel never let her argue about you; he never cared for her opinion nor what assumptions she had. He kept you close, he liked your close; and if she sneered any hateful slander, Joel was swift to push her away in favor of you.
One time, he even literally locked her out of the apartment because she was rude to you and told you to "get lost!".
How could you not feel safe? Comfortable? Secure?
When you made it to Jackson and found Tommy once more, you were overjoyed by his familiar face and scent, but quickly pulled him aside to voice your concern for Joel.
"He's been clutching his chest, walking slower than I've seen before," you whispered to Tommy. "I don't think he's havin' a heart episode, but somethin' ain't right, Tommy. He's not doing the best."
"I'll talk to him," he assured.
You believed him, there was no reason not to. You (willfully blindly) believed Tommy would go about this subject with sensitivity and wouldn't mention your words of concern, but you were wrong. Very wrong. Joel had a known temper and if he caught wind that you spoke his name, even in passing, he would lash out, so, truly, you thought Tommy wouldn't tip Joel off.
The moment you returned "home" (to the house you, Ellie, and Joel were offered), you were met with a fuming Joel and an awkward looking Ellie. "What's going on?" You felt worried, fearing for the worst, asking, "What's wrong?"
"You," Joel snapped. "You're what's wrong."
"I beg your pardon?"
"Joel," Ellie tried with a frown, "she just walked in 0 "
"You had a word with Tommy now, did'yah?" He demanded, ignoring Ellie to focus his glare fully on you.
"Well - yeah - I mean - "
"No," he seethed with narrowed eyes and furrowed brow, "where the hell you get off talkin' to my brother like that? Huh? You worried 'bout me, you say somethin' to me - otherwise, the hell you talkin' for?"
"Joel - "
"You overstepped," he shook his head and pointed a scolding finger at you, "and my health ain't your concern - "
"Of course, it is! Fuck's sake, how can you even say that? I get you're mad, fine, okay, you know what? I get it, I'm sorry if I overstepped by telling Tommy how worried I am, but for the love of God, Joel, I am worried about you because you're not the same man you once were!"
"Are any of us?" He huffed.
"You don't think we've noticed the way you've slowed? How you clutch your chest? I'm allowed to be worried - "
"You know, if you weren't so Goddamn clingy all the time, you wouldn't feel whatever compulsion this is to concern yourself with something that ain't got shit to do with you."
You blinked in shock, feeling disarmed by the harsh tone and bruising words he offered. "Joel, we're both worried about you,," Ellie stepped in again. "Don't be such a dick, she's just looking out for you."
"By involving those that don't need to be involved?" He sneered, glaring at the girl before rounding on you. "From now on, you stay in your place - enough with this - this fucking - this protector bullshit you think of me as. You cling any fucking tighter and I'll suffocate, so back the hell off."
You nodded slowly, watching him storm off; door slamming after him hard enough to make both you and Ellie flinch. "I, uh..." You cleared your throat, "I should... Um, uh, you know what, I'll jusy - uh, yeah, no, I can just... Yeah, I should - yeah."
"I'm sorry," she mumbled.
"You didn't do anything."
"No, but that wasn't very nice of him to say."
"No, I suppose not," you smiled ruefully, giving a hearty, heavy sniffle. "I should, you know, go and find somewhere to crash - "
"Why wouldn't you stay here?"
"I don't exactly like to linger where I'm not wanted," you mused, keeping your tears at bay. "I just need to clear my head for a bit. Go for a walk or something. Maybe he just needs some space, I don't want to be here and upset him more... You two have a mission at hand," you tried to smile, "that's bigger than us all, and whether I see the end of it or not doesn't matter now - what matters is you, Ellie. This petty squabble will pass," you lied, "because you're all that matters. I won't risk further upsetting Joel, gambling with this already sketchy-ass plan and put everything we've worked towards so far at jeopardy."
You both smiled ruefully.
"I know when to walk away," you ended softly.
She nodded, opening her mouth but closing it instantly; knowing you were stubborn enough that she didn't even attempt to stop you. So, she did the only thing she knew she could do: offered her joke book.
"Oh, Ellie, no," you breathed, "no, no, I can't take that, it was a gift."
"And now I'm gifting it to you," she shrugged, holding the book out. "C'mon, just take it, it'll make me feel good knowing you're cracking shitty jokes to yourself - or whoever will listen."
"I can't take this," you whispered.
"Just make sure you stay alive to give it back," Ellie compromised.
"Deal," you smirked, opening your arms and embracing the girl the moment she rushed into your chest. "I'll miss you," you whispered. You promised to see her as soon as you could (so you could return the joke, of course), kissed her forehead, then grabbed your bag, which had yet to be unpacked, and left the house.
You managed to find lodging in the old cantina, and you'd never know that when Joel got back that evening and saw your items gone, he breathed a sigh of relief. In his head, with you gone, it was one less painful reminder of Sarah, the life he had before; and while his mind played tricks into thinking he saw Sarah in town today, he realized you were the constant trigger.
The single strand that kept him in the past.
Constant reminder of who he was, who he wanted to be.
Prevented him from truly moving on.
Though not done in the best or most respectful way, in his heart, Joel knew he needed to shove you into the mud to get you to let go; you saw too much "good" in him. You saw him in the same light as Sarah, and he couldn't handle that; could not fathom that there was anyone left in this world who saw anything remotely humane in him.
So, Joel did what he did best: made his own life infinitely harder by pushing away those who loved him.
requesting rules and masterlist
TLOU masterlist
Clingy Baby masterlist
#joel miller#joel miller tlou#joel tlou#tlou joel#joel the last of us#the last of us joel#tlou joel miller#joel miller x reader#joel miller imagine#joel miller fic#joel miller x you#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller angst#joel miller x f!reader#joel miller x female reader#joel miller x fem!reader#the last of us#the last of us hbo#the last of us x reader#the last of us fanfiction#hbo the last of us#tlou fanfiction#tlou#tlou hbo#tlou x reader#tlou x you
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OKAY heres some basic plot details!! under the read moreâŚ
this au is just like the canon gender if that tappei has⌠but with a twist (our mcs are explicitly lgbtq đđ)
rein/adelheid (she/he/they) and subaru (he/she, preferably) are afabâ when they meet in arc one, they introduce themselves as just reinhard* and natsumi schwartz* respectively. this is bc rein wants to be normal, subaru wants to claim male isekai protaghood bc new world new me new start right i want ALL the male isekai power fantasy, and you totally shouldnt examine it further than that ahaha⌠(both of them are nonbinary and DONT EVEN KNOWâŚ)
adelheid has long hair as a kid. back when there was no shit hitting the fan, theresia and heinkel and carol would do her hair <3 but then shit hits the fan and she resembles theresia A Lot. adelheid of course has to duel her dad at the ripe age of 5, and at the end of the duel she cuts it All Off. her personal feelings on her hair is that she does like how it is, long or short, but her family sure doesnt like her looking like theresia so now its all goneâŚ. and thats not even going into the politics of a male sword saint vs a female sword saintâŚ
in canon, we dont really see any female knights iirc? so both julia (afab julius) and adelheid have been Different as knights... of course this doesnt mean that girls cant be fighters or warriors - only that they cant really be Knights atm. with the exception of the sword saint. so of course julia works her way in with her own blood sweat and tears. and the sword saint automatically becomes a knight Because she is the sword saint. lovely julia adelheid dynamics haha T^T
emilio meanwhile is grappling with the fact that he is in fact. a boy. theres of course the gender roles that comes with this - because he has a lot of canon typical learned helplessness which would probably be a little more frowned upon by a boy - and of course. hes conflicted over whether hes Real about this or being a coward because of his resemblance to the witch of envy, satella.
also. subaru when shes more femme presenting + emilio do look cishet which im sure combines in interesting ways with subarus specific brand of Denial + specific brand of intense love for emilio and subarus other pals.
subaru has short hair upon being isekaied bc she recently used natsumi schwartz to attend high school as a boy for as long as possible and see if anyone would notice (this is totally not because subaru has gender things going on... which also adds another layer to subarus inferiority complex regarding her dad.)
subaru introduces different pronouns and Gender Things to emilio and rein <3 of course subaru has. her Own issues. but all three of them are gonna work on it together!! and in the process subaru discovers she is Bisexual. oops.
regarding names - subaru and adelheid are cool with their birth names and honestly love their parents on top of that, but they make the names/personas "natsumi schwartz" and "reinhard" for their own means. aka presenting more masc. subaru wants to be a Hero... adelheid wants to be a normal person :(( emilio is also mostly cool with his birth name and loves his family - he just adjusts it so it fits him better <3 it is "lio" now!!!! and "emilio-tan"!!!!!
felix in this au - turacoverdin and i did not decide much on felix iirc - but felix and crusch either way. they very much incite gender feelings in reinhard and subaru...
also lastly. garfiel is a girl now. turacoverdin and i did not go much into this atm but garfiel is a girl now pls know that <3
so um um a certain turacoverdin and i made nonbinary rein, nonbinary subaru, and trans masc emilio auâŚâŚ
#re:zero#reinhard van astrea#natsuki subaru#emilio#garfiel felix crusch julius mentions..#of course PLEASE interpret any of these characters in your own gender hcs/theories/aus/etc however u want :o this is just the au we made#and i love seeing peoples takes on this :o#i would love to write out this au one day - itd probably be like a mix of angst hurt/comfort and slice of life mixed in with all the#backstory plot for each character??#gender au#<<< for future reference... in case theres more content...#aaa hope you guys enjoy reading through all of this!!! pls go check out turacoverdins rezero content!! :O#as for subarus hair - i drew it so it resembles canon natsumi schwartz's hair <3
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Last night I did what I always do when I canât fall asleep: think about fictional men. Hereâs a list of wonderful stories written by incredibly talented people who have helped me think about fictional men by providing the most delicious playgrounds.
In the interest of keeping my recommendations brief, I'm going to talk about what I liked about the fic instead of summarizing what it's about. To know what it's actually about you're just gonna have to click through and read the fic <3
(and just in case anybody's gotten lost, this is all COD, mostly modern MW)
⌠complete â â ongoing
KĂśnig
âŚJust Friends by @kneelingshadowsalome Salome is so good at capturing a very unique interplay between KĂśnigâs social awkwardness and his deep, dark, nasty inclinations. Heâs so feral and enjoyable to read, and the sheer force of his desire for Engel is downright intoxicating. I find it difficult to describe how much of an impact Just Friends has had on me and my portrayal of KĂśnig, to be honest. There's a reason why three of Salome's fics are on this rec list.
âŚFatum Nos Iungebit by kneelingshadowsalome Five words. KĂśnig with his cock out. That's it. Okay, but in all seriousness, I love his character applied to this setting. All the raw visceral violence a KĂśnig could ever want, a pretty little lady in his bedâhe's so boyish and happy in this au it brings me such joy. The way their relationship between him and Fee develops is so natural and so sweet. Please for the love of God read this.
â Cat/Mouse/Den by @papaver-decervicatus The chase. The pursuit. The adrenaline when Mouse dances out of KĂśnig's reach once more. I'm a little biased because I adore Julius and Jenny (I could call her Lucretia but the double J names make me giggle) as ocs already, but CMD is so, so well written. The tension, the flirting, the scene where he catches her falling out of the tree?! As I said in a reblog, I shrieked. You know when you're reading something that's so good you want to bite down on it and shake like a dog with a toy? (No? Just me?) That's how I feel about CMD.
â Anything by @darklordofthesimp Anything, in only 7 chapters (they are hefty, donât get me wrong), has turned KĂśnig and Birdyâs dynamic from âTHIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS IRREVERSIBLY SCARRED MY BODY AND MY BRAIN, AND I CANNOT TRUST HIMâ to âthese two are going to get married somedayâ. (author if youâre reading this, I say that not as an expectation or prediction, but as a vibe reading.) This one is for the hurt/comfort girlies. Also, shoutout to all the other stories set in the Anything-verse. Sunshine and Ghost are just soooo *grips my hand in a fist so hard it shakes*
â If you need to be mean by @gremlingottoosilly This mostly serves as a blanket recommendation for all of Gremlinâs fics. I found If you need to be mean, and then visiting Gremlinâs author page was like opening a treasure chest. Want to be KĂśnigâs pampered, (unwilling) little housewife? Thatâs If you need to be mean. Want a harem fic with almost all of the COD MW men? Gremlin has two, both with their own little spin to keep it fun. Do you want KĂśnig to keep you in his basement or hunt you down as a serial killer? Gremlin's got it. Monsterfucker? Gremlin has that too. Special shoutout goes to 1295 kilometers. I think about fucking KĂśnig on a train a lot now.
â Break my mind by @kaiasdevotion (kaiasown on ao3) Thereâs no way around this. This fic has the most unhinged, kinky, downright dangerous smut Iâve read in the cod fandom so far (positive). Just Friends KĂśnig is the metric by which I judge all other KĂśnigsâ nastiness, and Break my mind KĂśnig is tipping so hard on the âunhinged horny violent freak (affectionate)â end of the scale heâs about to fall off. I don't know if you guys have noticed, but I've developed a taste for writing/reading from KĂśnig's perspective, and he's so chillingly deranged in the most controlled way possible during the chapters from his pov. Incredible writing. Chefs kiss.
âŚExperimental by @uhohdad (surgeoninspace on ao3) Alright, enough of just KĂśnig being nasty. He is still nasty in this one, but heâs not the only one who gets to have a little fun and be a total creep. Our little scientist here is a grade A pervert, and I was delighted the whole way through. The most important thing I need in a fic is suspension of disbelief, and Experimental takes an unrealistic, maybe a little bit silly situation and makes it so believable. Everybody reacts the way you would expect them to, even if the scenario they're in is A Lot.
â Little Mouse and Rotes Madchen by @sprout-fics I'm combining the recommendation for these two because while they are both very much distinct, unique fics, I love them the same way. Sprout is such an engaging writer, and the internal dialogue of her characters is so well done. It reveals their personality, motivations, and internal conflicts without being overly expository. Do you guys remember that post I put on the KĂśnig bible about instant obsession? It's this inexorable attraction borne from obsession that sticks me to Little Mouse like a glue trap. (Is that too morbid?)
âŚHot in Sarajevo by @50cal-fullauto Rags' KĂśnig characterization post is on my KĂśnigcore bible, for very good reason. They get it. KĂśnig is a feral dog forced to live as a man and loves like a total maniac, emotionally and sexually. I marked Hot in Sarajevo as complete but I don't know how many parts there are going to be, and frankly, I do want more. However, if you're going to only read one part (which. why would you do that??? read both.) I recommend the second part. I want to write love like that. Goddamn.
Ghost
Yeah, this list is a little bare bones right now. I'm gonna get back to it, I promise.
âŚAnhedonia by kneelingshadowsalome The way. Salome takes the "I would take a bullet for him but he's so cold to me" premise and then flips it entirely on its head for the second part is so important to me. The way Simon craves the reader is like human catnip. I reread this fic all the time.
Keegan
âŚFor the Weak and Weary by @halcyone-of-the-sea Read this if you want to believe in true love. That's all. Go on now.
Multiple
âŚEasy by @danibee33 When people say "I wish this were a book!" about fanfiction, they usually mean it in a "this is good enough to be published by the traditional publishing industry" way. When I say I want Easy (and Diablesa) to be a book, I mean it in a "I want to get this story bound in a beautiful ass cover and keep it on a shelf so I can take it down and reread it whenever I want" way. I don't want the traditional publishing industry to get their claws in this, because it's perfect as it is. This fic is so wild and fun, and the character moments are so special and well done. Do yourself a favor and savor this one.
â @ghouljams's entire blog [masterlist] "What do you mean someone's entire blog" YOU HEARD ME. Those aus are some good shit. Good characterization, delicious premises, love the group effort of it all. To absolutely nobody's surprise, my favorite couple is KĂśnig and Bee from the cowboy au (ditzy but well-meaning and competent in her own way woman x big strong man who is obsessed with her and maybe also creeping on her, my beloved), but I also have a fondness for Ghost and Die from demon darlings au. Trust me on this one. Dig into those masterlists babey.
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Hello I want to request for headcanons or fics whatever you're in the mood for with fue, nozel, nacht and Julius they wake up in the morning and see their s/o whos period spills onto their bed and she wakes up and is super embarrassed about it
If you're uncomfortable with the topic you don't have to write for it tho it's okay
Hello! No worries, I'm not uncomfortable with blood or periods ^^
This turned quite long, but hopefully you don't mind. The guys are worried about reader being alright, but do comfort the reader, all in their own ways. ^^
Pairings: Fuegoleon x f!reader, Nozel x f!reader, Nacht x f!reader, Julius x f!reader Fanfic type: Headcanons Genre: general/comforting Total length: ~2.1k Warnings: a lot of mentions and depictions of blood (since periods are a main topic of this), the guys being a little worried since blood spilling in the bed isn't common at all to them, but it's a kind of .. hurt-comfort I suppose
Fuegoleon
He has always been one to rise early. That is not to say that if he can spare the time, he doesnât mind sleeping in, especially after you came a part of his life. And it was also this morning that he was the first to rise.
For a while he simply lied there, next to you and admired your sleeping form next to you. But he didnât want to wake you up, so he thought that he might just as well get up and do a little morning exercising.
He pushed aside of the covers and sat up, but as he turned to take one more glance of you, he saw blood, under you, staining the covers.
His immediate thought was about you being alright. But you were breathing, and there werenât signs of distress, which meant that it mustâve been your periods. And for a while he wondered if he should really wake you up, instead of having you lie on bloody sheets.
But as you begun shifting around, and woke up, little by little, he didnât need to wonder about it.
He sat onto his side of the bed, and placed his hand onto your side, stroking you. âGood morning,â he wished with gentle syllables. âHow are you feeling?â
You stretched and greeted him with a smile, but as your consciousness came through from dream lands, you realized that you were feeling a bit⌠sticky, and the sheets felt a bit wet. Which could mean a couple of things. That you had been sweating in your sleep, orâŚ
So, you sat up, without a reply, and uncovered yourself, only to see bloody sheets, which is why you hastily pulled the covers back over you while staring down to your hands.
You couldnât believe that your periods had come in early. Or was it really early? Had you just forgotten about where you were in the cycle? In any case you started doing the math in your head, while not daring to look at him. But still, you managed to mumble out a âIâm sorryâŚâ
He placed his hand onto your shoulder, and, even without looking at him, you heard his tender tone. âItâs alright,â he told you. âPeriods are a completely natural thing to have.â
Carefully your eyes started to lift from the sheets to him.
âAre you⌠in pain?â He inquired, telling you that the sheets were the least of his worries.
âA⌠little bit,â you admitted because the period pains were also creeping in on you.
He pulled you close, and assured you that itâd be alright. His right hand settled onto your lower stomach, and added a bit of warmth to soothe you. âItâll be alright,â he repeated, and simply held you close, stroking you and focusing on being there for you.
And you⌠you did feel loved and cared for. For a moment you even forgot about the sheets, but it felt wonderful to know that there was no shame in showing him that you were on your periods.
Nozel
Light started to filter through the curtains to Nozelâs eyes, waking him up. And he knew that he should get up. Get to work. Complete tasks that were on the list for the day, but⌠the bed was warm. Soft⌠and most importantly, you were there.
So, he rolled over, and wrapped his arms around you, as much as he could while lying down, and snuggled close to you. But as he settled there, next to you, his hand brushed something⌠wet? Sticky? And as he ruffled the sheets, there was a faint scent of iron.
He felt his stomach twist, and his heart begun racing, which made him wide awake. But as soon as he was, awake, eyes open. He tried to reason to himself.
No one could have gotten in. And hurt you. So it mustâve been something else.
Regardless, he sat up, and tried to inspect if anything seemed amiss. And as he pulled his hand away from under the covers, there were red stains covering his skin, which caused him to promptly pull aside the blanket to see the sheets under you stained with blood.
You awoke to the sudden movement, and looked at him with a frown, as he looked under you.
Your eyes followed his gaze and saw the stains as well, filling your mind with questions about if you were supposed to have your periods already. But the questions only crossed your mind for a fraction of a second, as embarrassment took its place, making your cheeks feel warm.
âIâm-, sorry,â you apologized not daring to meet his gaze, as you were afraid that heâd say something⌠something less than pleasant about it. Or perhaps would wish to have separate beds from now on, so that he wouldnât have to worry about waking up in a pool of blood.
But instead, he took your hand and looked at you. His lips were parted, as if he was thinking about what to say. And he continued to think for quite a while, until he frowned at his own ability to say The Right thing, if there was such.
Then he closed his mouth, only to open it up again as his eyes averted. âIf you wish, we can⌠go wash up as the servants change the sheets,â he stated. âAnd weâll⌠find a solution.â
âIâm⌠sorry,â you apologized again, while looking down again.
âItâs not your fault,â he interjected. âIt was unexpected,â he continued while giving your hand a squeeze, which gave you the reassurance you needed to look at him.
His cheeks were tinted with a hint of red, and his eyes were still to the side.
He wasnât trying to guilt you, but instead he was trying to solve it. Solve the situation where you were still sitting on bloody sheets, while circling around commenting on the state of the linen.
But most importantly, he wasnât trying to blame you.
âIâm certain itâs unpleasant to wake up in⌠such a state,â he said. âSo, if you wish, we can-, freshen up.â He meant well. And honestly, it wasnât fun to sit there, feeling the sticky, drying period blood on you, along with the creeping period pain.
âLetâs do that,â you finally admitted with soft syllables, with which he lead you, still holding you by the hand, to the wash room. He made sure you had the softest towels, and that the water was warm enough, before telling the servants to change the sheets.
Nacht
Nacht usually wakes up quite early. That is if he has fallen asleep in the first place, since he is quite a bit of a night owl. Though he might prefer âcreature of the nightâ, if he had to choose, not that he necessarily would take kindly being called either by anyone aside of you, because from you it comes with love.
However, this morning, he was up, walking around with a book in hand instead of sitting down to read it, as he passed by the bed where you were still sleeping.
You rolled over in your sleep, pushing aside a lot of the covers as you did so, which revealed a large crimson stain under you, which made Nacht stop.
There was a passing, split second of pain in him for seeing so much blood under you. But he is able to keep himself calm, and collected, because this must simply be your periods. After all, you were moving around and breathing with no sounds of distress, so it was something natural. And periods were by far the most common explanation.
But there was still something so unsightly in the idea of you having to lay in, essentially, a pool of blood. It mustâve been rather uncomfortable.
So, he sat down to the edge of the bed, and gently shook you awake.
âGood morning,â he wished with a gentle tone of voice, to which you replied with a sleepy tone of your own.
But as you regained your consciousness from the dreamlands where you had ventured in your sleep, you begun to feel⌠something sticky? Wet and⌠less than nice?
You tried to prop yourself up and as you did, you looked at your hand which was now covered in a thin layer of blood, which was when it dawned on you: the bed was stained from your periods.
You averted your gaze, still looking down to the sheets and apologized. Itâd be a pain to get the stains out of the sheets, not to mention the mattress. And you didnât want to be a burden on him.
But after the apology had flowed out from you, he asked: âWhy are you apologizing?â
You looked at him, and there was that smiling expression, but in his smile, you could see a faint frown. Because he didnât really understand why you needed to apologize for something that you had no control over.
âBecause⌠I stained the sheetsâŚâ you replied.
âIt was an accident, of which you have no control over. But we can get around it by tracking your cycle in a calendar and taking precautions,â he stated, trying to find a solution.
You nodded, because it did sound sensible. And he was solution oriented to a lot of things, but that didnât really help with your emotions right there and then.
âWe will manage,â he still continued, and took a hold of your hand, while pulling you close. His left hand settled to your head, and pressed it against his chest, as his right held you from the waist.
He might not have been the best at offering words of comfort, but he wanted you to know that he was there for you when you needed it. And he always would be.
Julius
If he can, he likes to sleep as late as possible. That is if he doesnât have a plan on going anywhere, aside of work.
And thus, in his sleep, he rolled over and snuggled close to you, smiling widely. Because⌠why wouldnât he? He was right there, with the love of his life, in a warm, soft bed without a care in the world. If he didnât count Marx bugging him about paperwork, which wasnât really a care in itself either, since there was a point in doing the work. A very valid point at that.
But for now, he simply wished to snuggle next to you for a few more minutes, so he pulled you closer, reached a little further around you and there was⌠dampness? Stickiness? But it didnât feel like anything he was necessarily familiar wi-
Then it dawned on him. It felt a lot like blood. But you were sleeping blissfully in his arms. He could feel your chest rising and falling, and there were no signs of uneasiness.
He propped himself up, nudging you unintentionally in the process, which caused your eyes to flicker open.
âGood morning,â you smiled to him as you were coming to from the sleep.
âGood morning,â he wished back. âHow are you feeling?â
You hummed for a while, then realizing that there was something⌠something damp and it⌠wasnât quite sweat, because sweat wasnât this sticky and⌠You got up, and reached under you, only to pull your bloodied hand back and look at it.
You could have prepared to this, or that was what you thought to yourself. You could have been counting days there was to your periods. Though there was sometimes bound to be some variation, and considering everything that had been going on lately and-
âAre you in pain?â He asked, waking you from the train of your thoughts.
âIâm sorry⌠for staining the sheets,â you replied, not really answering to his question.
He blinked for a moment, before letting out a laugh. âWe can always get more sheets,â he smiled to you while pulling you closer. âThereâs nothing to worry about,â he assured you.
You turned to look at him, the best you could, and quite simply looked at him. And he just smiled in return.
He smiled that bright reassuring smile of his that made you think that everything would be alright in the world, no matter what. He wasnât mad, or upset with you. To him it was simply a part of life.
And you could always get more sheets.
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Can you do the yandere alphabet for Julius and Lucius?
WARNINGS: GENDER NOT SPECIFIED + YANDERE THEMES + NOT PROOFREAD
NOTES: Anon, Iâm gonna be honest with youâI havenât written for Lucius in so long I lowkey kind of struggled for his partâŚso sorry about that â¤ď¸âđŠš
JULIUS NOVACHRONO
A = Affection (How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?)
Julius is a naturally affectionate guy, no doubt about it. But as a yandere? Oh, he cranks that up to eleven. Heâs not just attentive; heâs hyper-attentive, to the point where you might start wondering if heâs somehow become omnipresent. His affection goes beyond sweet gestures and into full-on "I need to know youâre okay every single second" territory. Heâs always there, making sure youâre comfortable, cared for, and wrapped up in his Time Magic like some magical security blanket. The manâs like your personal space heaterâbut, you know, with magic.
And if weâre being real here, heâs not shy about physical affection either. Heâs always reaching for your hand, brushing your hair out of your face, or hugging you like youâre going to vanish if he lets go. Itâs sweet, but itâs also a little intenseâlike heâs trying to make sure you donât forget for even a second that youâre his. Honestly, it's like the guy canât breathe without you nearby, which is pretty ironic considering heâs the Wizard King with control over time. He could literally freeze a moment and stretch it out forever, but nope, heâs right there, all up in your business 24/7.
But hereâs the thing: his affection, while overwhelming, is never meant to be suffocating. He genuinely means well; heâs just so head over heels that heâs a bit clueless about how overbearing it comes off. Heâs like a puppy who doesnât realize heâs grown into a full-sized dog and keeps trying to fit in your lap. Itâs not that heâs trying to smother you; itâs just that heâs so wrapped up in his feelings that he canât handle the idea of being apart from you for even a nanosecond. He might be the ruler of time, but when it comes to you, every moment feels like a lifetime without your presence.
B = Blood (How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?)
Julius does absolutely everything in his power to avoid physical violence; heâs the kind of yandere who prefers to get what he wants through clever manipulation and the strategic use of his magic. Heâs got that "Iâd rather talk it out" energy, or maybe "Iâd rather warp time and rearrange the situation until it works in my favor" kind of vibe. Bloodshed? Thatâs like, plan Zâwayyyyyyyy at the bottom of the list of options. Heâs not eager to see anyone hurt, especially since, despite the whole obsessive yandere thing, the guy still has a heart. Itâs just a heart that happens to be laser-focused on you. But hey, at least heâs consistent, right?
Even in his yandere state, heâs still compassionate and empathetic; he genuinely believes violence isnât the answer. Itâs like heâs trying to show that even with his unhealthy levels of obsession, he can still hold on to some of that Wizard King morality. But, and itâs a big but, if it ever came down to itâlike if he really had no other choice, if every possible peaceful method had failedâthen yeah, heâd resort to violence. Heâd do it swiftly, though. Julius isnât the type to let things get messy; heâd use his time magic to make it quick and painless, like pulling off a band-aid (a magical band-aid, mind you).
Itâs not that he wants to spill blood; itâs more like heâd do whatever it takes to protect whatâs most important to him: you. And if that means ensuring anyone who threatens you is out of the picture, well, heâs got the power to handle it discreetly. Heâs not about to let things get dramatic or drawn-out. In his mind, if it must be done, itâs going to be done efficiently, with as little suffering as possible. Heâs still got that compassionate side buried in thereâjust wrapped up in a whole lot of obsession.
C = Cruelty (How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?)
Honestly, kidnapping isnât Juliusâs styleâeven in yandere mode. The guyâs all about playing the long game, keeping things friendly, and working his charm. Heâs got that Wizard King charisma, and heâd much rather convince you with sweet words and acts of kindness than snatch you up and lock you away. But, alright, letâs imagine he does resort to kidnappingâbecause, you know, the question calls for it.
If Julius were to kidnap you, it would be the most polite, gentle kidnapping imaginable. Youâd almost be confused, like, âWait, am I being kidnapped, or am I on a really weird vacation?â He wouldnât be rude, mocking, or condescendingâno, no, thatâs not how he treats his beloved. Why would he ever speak harshly to you? Youâre the person he cherishes above all else. So instead, heâs all smiles and soft words, doing his best to make the whole situation seem as un-scary as possible. Itâs almost unsettling how sweet he is about the whole thingâlike, you know somethingâs not right, but at the same time, how could someone so gentle and caring be the bad guy here?
At first, he might go a little overboard with the pampering, trying to ease you into the situation and get you comfortable. He knows what heâs done doesnât sit right with you because, you know, kidnapping is usually a red flag, so heâs on a mission to prove that itâs not as bad as it seems. Expect all the royal treatmentâmeals brought to you, cozy blankets, books, and entertainment, anything to make you feel comfortable and safe. Itâs almost like heâs overcompensating, trying to fill the awkwardness of the situation with as much affection and care as possible.
In his eyes, heâs just doing whatâs necessary to get you past any fears you might have of him. But hereâs the kicker: heâs so nice about it that it makes you question everything. Itâs like heâs trying to rewrite the narrative of kidnapping itselfââOh, youâre not my captive; youâre my honored guest!â And throughout it all, he remains respectful, patient, and kind, making it clear that no matter how strange things are, heâd never dream of being cruel to you. In his mind, if heâs as gentle and caring as possible, youâll come to accept his affection and eventually see things his way.
D = Darling (Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling's will?)
Like I mentioned just now, Julius isnât the type to jump straight to abduction. Heâs all about patience and subtlety. But, okay, if weâre diving into this hypothetical where he does kidnap you, itâs a bit more complicated. The thing is, itâs all about timeâfitting for someone with Time Magic, right? At first, heâs going to do the classic yandere thing: take away your will (and ability) to leave. No sneaking out, no slipping away when heâs not looking. Youâre basically stuck, and he makes sure of that. He might not be thrilled about it, but heâs too concerned and worried to let you out of his sight at first. Youâre kept safely in his space, just like any other yandere would do.
But hereâs where things get interesting. As time goes onâbecause, hey, no oneâs as good with time as Juliusâheâs watching you closely. Heâs waiting for that moment when you start to calm down, to settle into the situation, and maybe even⌠accept it? Heâs hoping that as you mellow out and get more comfortable around him, youâll start to relax. And once he sees that, heâll start to loosen his grip. Slowly, heâll give you back a little bit of freedom, like easing off the brakes after a long stop.
Itâs not because he wants to keep you locked away forever. No, deep down, Julius wants you to be freeâhe really does. Heâs not one of those yanderes who thrives on control just for controlâs sake. But the problem is, he canât risk losing you. The thought of you just up and leaving one day? Terrifying. Thatâs why he kidnaps you in the first place. He canât take any chances.
Once heâs confident that youâre not going to bolt the second he lets you out of his sight, heâll start letting you do things on your own again. Maybe you get to wander the streets alone, maybe you can hit up your favorite shops or go about your day-to-day lifeâjust with one little catch. Heâs still watching, of course. You might not see him, but trust me, heâs keeping tabs. Thereâs always going to be that sense that youâre not totally free, but hey, at least you can stretch your legs a little, right?
Of course, privacy is another story. Even when you get your freedom back, heâs always going to know where you are and what youâre doing. Itâs like heâs given you a leash, and though itâs longer now, itâs still there. So, freedom? Kind of. Privacy? Not a chance.
E = Exposed (How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?)
Oh, this man is exposedâand not in the typical yandere "I'm hiding my true nature" kind of way. No, Julius is out here practically wearing his heart on his sleeve, and honestly, it's almost a little surprising for a yandere. You'd expect someone in his position to keep up a facade, maybe hide behind his usual charm and playful attitude, but nope. He only keeps up his playful and charm facade in publicâyou know, as the Wizard King. But with you, he drops that mask like itâs nothing, and what you see is raw, unfiltered Julius. He lets you in on his biggest fears, especially when it comes to losing you, and trust me, he's very open about how much he loves you. Like, almost too open. You might even find yourself thinking, "Wait, is this guy trying to guilt-trip me? Am I supposed to feel bad for him right now?"
And look, with most yanderes, youâd probably be right to assume thatâemotional manipulation is kind of their bread and butter. But not Julius. When I say heâs exposed, I mean really exposed. Heâs not out here playing any mind games; heâs just laying it all out there, hoping you understand how much you mean to him. No deception, no schemesâjust pure, unfiltered sincerity. Itâs like he thinks, âHey, if weâre going to be together, weâre going to be real with each other,â and he genuinely believes that.
Sure, it might come off a bit intense. I mean, how often do you meet someone who's so emotionally vulnerable they could basically be the poster child for a heart-to-heart conversation? But thatâs just how he is with you. Youâre his lover now, and in his mind, that means no more walls, no more pretending. Itâs just him, being 100% honest with his feelings, whether youâre ready for that level of sincerity or not.
Itâs not about guilt-tripping, and it's definitely not about manipulation. Julius genuinely just wants you to understand that when he says he loves you, he means it with every fiber of his being. So while most yanderes might use their emotions as a weapon, Julius is over here treating them like an open bookâone heâs inviting you to read cover to cover.
F = Fight (How would they feel if their darling fought back?)
Oh, this man is absolutely HURT. And not just the "ouch, you hurt my feelings" kind of hurt, but the deep, soul-crushing, "why are you doing this to me when all I want is to love and protect you?" type of hurt. You can practically see the disappointment etched all over his face, but it's mostly that emotional pain that gets to him. You fighting back? It genuinely confuses him. In his mind, heâs doing everything out of loveâso why would you resist?
But let me be clear: Julius isnât the type to snap or lash out if you push back. Oh no, heâs not going to raise his voice, throw a tantrum, or get violent. Thatâs not his style. Instead, heâll let out this sad sigh, maybe give you that lookâyou know, the one that makes you feel like you just kicked a puppy. Then, without any harshness, heâll calmly use his magic to gently subdue you. No roughness, no aggression, just disappointment. Itâs like heâs saying, âWhy are we even doing this? Canât we just love each other in peace?â
Julius is all about keeping things gentle. Even when heâs feeling emotionally wrecked, heâll never resort to anything violent or extreme to get you back under control. Heâll probably just freeze time around you for a bit, just enough to calm things down, then softly talk you through it. Itâs all about creating this sense of, âHey, Iâm not mad, Iâm just hurtâand we can work through this.â Sure, you might not like it, but at least heâs not out here going full yandere psycho.
But make no mistakeâwhile heâs being gentle, he will put you back in your place. Heâs got the power to do it without breaking a sweat, but heâs so emotionally invested in you that he wonât cross any lines. Youâll be subdued, but itâll be like being gently pushed into place by someone whoâs more disappointed in the fact that this is even necessary. So yeah, youâre not getting away with fighting back, but at least you can count on Julius being as soft as possible about itâjust enough to remind you whoâs in control, but never enough to make you fear him.
G = Game (Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?)
Itâs definitely not a game to Julius. He takes your relationship seriouslyâobsessively so. But hey, he wouldnât be totally honest if he said he didnât feel at least a tiny bit of amusement when you try to outsmart him. Thereâs this little flicker of curiosity in him, a sense of, âOh? What are they going to try next?â Itâs almost like watching a puzzle unfold, and Julius canât help but be intrigued by how youâre going to maneuver through the situation. He wonât admit it outright, but thereâs definitely a small part of him that finds your attempts to outwit him... well, kind of entertaining.
That said, donât think for a second that he sees this as a game. Itâs not. He values the relationship way too much to treat it like some kind of cat-and-mouse chase. Julius is all about balance, and even though he might find your cleverness interesting, heâs not going to encourage it. Heâs got that Wizard King mentalityârisk is not something he likes to play with, even with all the Time Magic at his disposal. To him, this relationship is way too important to leave anything to chance.
But hereâs where it gets tricky: Julius is confident. Like, really confident. Not the cocky type of confidentâbut just normal confident, you know? He knows that, no matter how clever you get, heâs got the ultimate ace up his sleeveâhis control over time. That means, in his mind, you can try whatever you want, and heâll still ensure your inevitable return. Itâs not arrogance, exactly; itâs more like he knows that no matter how far you wander, he has the means to bring you back to him. So in a way, heâs fine with giving you a bit of freedom, letting you try to outsmart him here and there, because deep down, heâs certain the outcome wonât change.
Itâs almost like watching a chess match when you already know how itâs going to end. Sure, itâs fun to see the moves, but in the end, heâs always a few steps ahead. So, while he might find a bit of enjoyment in seeing what youâll try next, thereâs never any real doubt in his mind that youâll end up right where he wants youâright by his side.
H = Hell (What would be their darling's worst experience with them?)
Remember how I said Julius is gentle when it comes to putting you back in your place? Yeah, well, donât let that fool you into thinking his gentleness doesnât pack a punch. Sure, heâs not violent or harsh, but youâve gotta keep in mind that the manâs literally the Wizard King. Heâs got the power to make âgentleâ feel a lot heavier than it sounds.
So letâs say youâve made a habit of trying to escape. Julius, being the master of Time Magic, isnât going to get aggressive. Nope. Instead, he gets creative in the worst possible way. Picture this: every time you defy him, every time you make a break for it, he uses his magic to create a loop, forcing you to relive that moment of rebellion over and over again. At first, you might think, "Okay, I can handle this. Whatâs a little time loop?â But trust me, you canât. Itâs way more than you bargained for.
Itâs not just about repeating the same moment. Over time, it wears you down in every way. Mentally, you start feeling like thereâs no way out. Emotionally, itâs drainingâgoing through the same motions, only to have him bring you right back to square one. Physically, it takes its toll too, even if you're just walking in circles or struggling to escape. And hey, maybe even spiritually, itâs exhausting, like your soul just canât take the weight of being stuck in this endless loop of defiance.
For Julius, this isnât cruelty for the sake of it. In his mind, itâs necessary. Itâs a âlesson,â a way to show you that no matter how hard you try, thereâs no escaping him. Itâs his way of teaching you that resistance is futileâliterally. And the worst part? Heâs not angry while doing it. Heâs just calmly, almost lovingly, reminding you of your place. Thereâs something deeply unsettling about being punished by someone who seems to genuinely believe theyâre helping you.
Itâs honestly a terrifying reminder of just how powerless you are against his magic. No matter how gentle he is, the message is clear: you canât escape him, and the more you try, the more exhausted youâll become. Heâll make sure you understand that lesson, even if it takes a few dozen loops to get there.
I = Ideals (What kind of future do they have in mind for/ with their darling?)
His ideal world? Itâs actually pretty simple when you break it down. Sure, heâs got all the time magic and the responsibilities of the kingdom, but when it comes to you, Julius just wants the domestic dream. You, him, together, living a peaceful life where you accept your role as his partner, both emotionally and practically. He doesnât envision you as someone kept in the shadows or locked awayâhe wants you to understand what he does, to support him, and to see that this life heâs offering is the best option for the two of you.
And in his mind, itâs not even a question of if youâll come around, but when. Time is his best ally, after all. Julius believes that with enough time, youâll start to see things his way. Youâll realize that being with him is not just an option, itâs the best option. The future he sees is one where youâre both bonded in every wayâphysically, emotionally, spirituallyâliving that calm, domestic life, side by side.
Heâs not asking for much, right? Just the âusualâ life, where youâre always with him, supporting his duties, and, in return, heâll give you the worldâor, you know, as much of the world as the Wizard King can offer. In his mind, thatâs the kind of future anyone would want. And with a little patience and a lot of time magic, heâs convinced youâll want it too.
J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?)
Julius is definitely prone to jealousy, but heâs not the type to let it spiral into a whole dramatic scene. Heâs mature and composed about it, like the seasoned Wizard King he is. I mean, heâs not the kind of guy whoâs going to throw a fit or give the death stare to every person who gets a little too friendly with you. Heâs got enough self-assurance to know that your relationship is solid and safe in his very capable, time-bending hands.
Honestly, itâs not like jealousy hits him often. He trusts you and heâs confident enough in himself and his connection with you that it takes a lot to push him over that line. When those little pangs of envy do strike, he doesnât lash out or lose his cool. Instead, he just kind of⌠silently acknowledges it and then moves on, letting it wash over him like, âOkay, thatâs a thing Iâm feeling, but itâs fine. Weâre fine.â You might not even notice heâs feeling jealous because he keeps it so well under wraps.
Listen, itâs all about that quiet confidence of his. He knows heâs got the power to keep you with himâfiguratively and literally. So while others might lose their temper over jealousy, heâs just sitting there like, âYeah, no. Weâre good.â Heâs not worried about someone else swooping in and stealing you away because he genuinely believes in the bond you share. And letâs be real, the man who literally controls time doesnât exactly feel threatened by much!
K = Kisses (How do they act around or with their darling?)
When youâre around, Julius is just his normal selfâjust dialed up a notch in the affection department. Heâs the same charming, approachable, and easygoing Wizard King everyone knows and respects, but heâs not shy about showing how much he cares for you. Itâs not over-the-top to the point where people are rolling their eyes or muttering, âHere they go again.â Itâs just⌠obvious. Heâll casually hold your hand, rest his arm around your shoulders, or throw in a little inside joke that only you two get. Itâs enough to make it clear to anyone watching that youâre his, but not enough to be cringe-inducing or awkward for everyone else in the room.
Heâs like the poster child for âaffectionate but not obnoxious.â People might smile or whisper about how sweet he is with you, but no oneâs rolling their eyes or feeling like they need to fake gag. Itâs that perfectly balanced PDA that everyone tolerates.
And as for those Yandere tendencies? Forget about it. Heâs the picture of a dream man, an ideal partner, always smiling and attentive but not in a creepy way. Nothing about him screams "possessive" or "obsessive." He keeps all those intense feelings and thoughts hidden behind that charming, easygoing demeanor. Heâs got his act down so well that even if someone tried to accuse him of being overprotective or controlling, people would probably just laugh it off.
To the world, heâs just an affectionate, doting boyfriend whoâs got everything under controlânothing weird or suspicious here! Heâs smooth enough to let his true nature simmer beneath the surface, showing you and only you the full extent of his obsession, but making sure everyone else just sees the charming man in love.
L = Love letters (How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?)
Juliusâs way of courting is like a masterclass in emotional intelligence. He doesnât just bombard you with generic âI love youâ messages or flashy gestures. No, heâs way more refined and strategic than that. Julius takes the time to understand youâyour likes, your interests, your worries, and what makes you tick. And then he crafts these thoughtful, personalized notes that feel like theyâre speaking directly to your soul. His letters are beautifully written, almost poetic, without being over-the-top or insincere. He knows just the right words to weave a connection between you two, slowly and subtly drawing you closer to him.
Itâs not all grand declarations and roses either. Julius is perceptive and precise; he doesnât miss a beat. If you ever try to pull away or distance yourself, he doesnât panic or lash out. Instead, he sends letters expressing his regret, his sorrow at the growing gap between you. Itâs not a guilt tripâitâs more like heâs quietly reaching out, saying, âI miss you, and I hope we can find our way back to each other.â Itâs disarming in its sincerity and vulnerability, and it makes it that much harder to actually break away from him. Heâs not aggressively pulling you back; heâs inviting you to return willingly.
Outside of these carefully crafted letters? Heâs just your regular Julius Novachrono. Friendly, approachable, with that same easygoing charm. He doesnât overwhelm you with constant affection in public or try to flaunt your relationship. To everyone else, it just seems like heâs a genuinely considerate and charming man. No one would guess heâs meticulously planning every word and action to keep you closeâhe just seems like the perfect partner. But behind every letter and every carefully chosen phrase is that obsessive, love struck side quietly steering the ship.
M = Mask (Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?)
Juliusâs true nature is like flipping a coinâone side is the easygoing, jovial Magic Emperor that everyone knows and admires, and the other is a deeply obsessive partner behind closed doors. In public, heâs got his act down to a science. Heâs charming, approachable, and always smiling. People see the relaxed, carefree Wizard King whoâs both a competent leader and a friendly face. He laughs easily, cracks jokes, and offers that reassuring presence everyone relies on. You wouldnât suspect a thing from the way he interacts with his captains and citizensâjust the same old Julius, with no hint of his hidden intensity.
But when itâs just the two of you, the other side of that coin comes out. Heâs still mostly the same Julius, but now the mask is off, and his affection is turned all the way up. Heâs more touchy, more attentive, and definitely more possessive. Itâs not like he suddenly becomes a different person, but you can tell thereâs an underlying intensity in everything he does. Where he might have just given a casual hand on your shoulder in public, in private, itâs more like a lingering touch, a tighter embrace, or an almost desperate look in his eyes. Itâs still Julius, just with an added layer of obsession simmering beneath that calm exterior.
N = Naughty (How would they punish their darling?)
When it comes to punishment, Julius plays the long gameâmentally and emotionally. He doesnât believe in physical harm; itâs just not in his nature. Instead, he uses his Time Magic to create these psychological traps, forcing you to relive arguments or moments of defiance in an endless loop until you eventually break down and comply. Imagine having the same disagreement over and over, with no real sense of how much time has passed or when it might end. Itâs subtle, but itâs incredibly effective. The exhaustion creeps up on you, making you question your own memory and sanity, and eventually, youâre left with this overwhelming sense of futility.
Julius sees this as a more âhumaneâ form of discipline, almost like heâs gently guiding you back onto the right path rather than punishing you outright. Itâs not violent, but itâs still a form of controlâa mental cage disguised as an endless rewind button. And if youâre worried about him losing his temper or laying a hand on you? You can let that fear goâbecause Julius absolutely REFUSES to physically harm you, even in his darkest moments. Itâs a line heâs unwilling to cross because, in his mind, what heâs doing isnât about hurting youâitâs about keeping you safe, teaching you a lesson in a way only he can.
O = Oppression (How many rights would they take away from their darling?)
When it comes to freedoms, Juliusâs strategy is all about control and patience. At first, he takes away all your rights and autonomy. He wants to strip away any illusion of independence so you can settle in, and by âsettle inâ. But hereâs the catch: once he notices youâre getting more comfortableâactually comfortable, not just pretendingâheâll slowly start giving you back small pieces of freedom, bit by bit.
Think of it like earning privileges in a really messed-up game of trust. Show him youâre genuinely settling in, and he might let you have more time alone or even go outside under supervision. He wants to see genuine acceptance, not just some facade, and believe me, youâre not fooling this guy. Heâll see right through any fake smiles or acts of devotion. If you think you can just put on a lovey-dovey act to get back your freedoms, you might as well give up nowâJulius knows the difference between genuine affection and an Oscar-worthy performance.
In his mind, itâs all about ensuring your âsafetyâ until you can prove to him that youâre truly accepting of this life with him. And once you do? Heâll reward that acceptance with more freedoms. But make no mistake: the leash is always there, even if it gets a little longer over timeâŚ
P = Patience (How patient are they with their darling?)
Julius isnât just patientâheâs exceedingly patient. Heâs got all the time in the world, quite literally, and heâs fully aware that winning you over isnât going to be an overnight thing. He knows you wonât accept his love right away, and heâs perfectly fine with that. In his mind, your resistance is just a temporary obstacle, not a permanent barrier. He believes his persistence will eventually wear you down, like waves gradually eroding a stone. And with his Time Magic, heâs got a pretty big advantageâhe can afford to wait you out.
If youâre throwing a tantrum, screaming, or just completely losing it, he wonât get angry or frustrated. Instead, heâll take it in stride, viewing it as a natural reaction to the situation. Are you crying your eyes out all day, at every hour? As much as it breaks his heart to see you in pain, Julius remains steadfast. He wonât snap or lose his patienceâinstead, heâll calmly reassure you, trying his best to soothe you and help you feel comfortable. He doesnât want to force you to accept his love; he wants you to genuinely come around to it.
In his eyes, all the tears, the anger, and the resistance are just part of the process. Itâs all temporary turbulence in a relationship heâs confident will eventually find smooth waters. Heâll wait as long as it takes, and in the meantime, heâs there to comfort you through all of it, always with that patient smile. You might feel like youâre hitting a wall with him, but Julius? Heâs got the patience to outlast every outburst, every tear, and every attempt to resist.
Q = Quit (If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?)
If you were to actually die, the heartbreak Julius would feel would be on a catastrophic levelâlike the man got hit by a million emotional wrecking balls all at once. He might be obsessive, yes, but that doesnât make his love any less genuineâjust more intense. Losing you wouldnât just hurt him; it would break him. Imagine the Wizard King, the man who leads with a smile and endless charisma, completely shattered because youâre gone. It wouldnât just be heartbreakâitâd be like his entire world collapsed. Heâd probably be so devastated heâd question his own powers, his decisions, everything, and would find himself trapped in a spiral of guilt and despair.
And if you somehow successfully escape? Come on, this is Julius weâre talking about. You might have slipped through his fingers for a moment, but if you think heâs going to let you go just like that, well, thatâs a bit naive. Heâs the freaking Wizard King with control over time itselfâletting you run off into the sunset isnât exactly on his to-do list. Julius would be devastated, sureâhis heart crushed at the idea of losing you. But unlike with your death, where his pain would be immeasurable, escaping just makes him more determined. To him, itâs not an endingâjust a setback.
But hereâs where things get really intense: Julius isnât one to just sit back and accept fate. Oh no, heâd bend reality itself to undo whatever it was that took you from him. If you die, heâd rewind time to a point where youâre alive, no matter how many attempts it takes. If you escape, heâd loop back and make sure that door was locked or that your window wasnât left openâany little thing he mightâve overlooked. In his mind, thereâs always a way to fix things, to create the âperfectâ outcome where youâre together.
Juliusâs obsession runs so deep that he wouldnât move on, no matter what happened. He believes, with every fiber of his being, that given enough time literally, he can create the future he envisionsâone where youâre by his side, no matter the cost. So, if you die or successfully escape, you might think thatâs the end of itâbut for Julius, itâs just another loop to reset until he gets it right.
R = Regret (Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?)
Julius isnât entirely blind to the morality of what heâs doing. Deep down, he does feel a sense of regretânot because heâs unsure of his love for you, but because he couldnât win your heart the way he wanted to, without all these drastic measures. In his perfect world, youâd willingly accept his affection, confine, or control. But reality didnât work out like that, so here he is, convincing himself that this path is the only way to keep you safe and happy.
Julius rationalizes everything heâs done with a well-intentioned narrative: âItâs for your own good,â or âOne day, youâll see why I had to do this.â He genuinely believes that with enough time, youâll eventually understand that his actions, no matter how obsessive, were all born from a place of love. And as much as he feels that twinge of guilt, heâs not going to let it change his course of action. Letting you go isnât an option in his mindânot now, and probably not ever.
Yes, thereâs a real heart in there, a genuine, caring part of Julius thatâs wracked with guilt over forcing you into this situation. But that doesnât mean heâs going to set you free. To him, this is the only way to keep you both safe and happy, even if you canât see it yet. Heâs utterly convinced that with time (and, of course, heâs got plenty of that), youâll come around to understand his love and intentions.
So while he does feel regret, itâs more of a bittersweet acknowledgment that he couldnât create a perfect love story without pulling some strings. But giving up on you? Absolutely not. In his eyes, this is all just another challenge to overcomeâa painful compromise heâs willing to make until you see things his way.
S = Stigma (What brought about this side of them? childhood, curiosity, etc?)
Honestly⌠itâs hard to pin down exactly where this obsessive side of Julius comes from, but thereâs a good chance it ties back to his responsibilities as the Wizard King. Think about it: he spends every waking moment shouldering the weight of an entire kingdom, constantly trying to maintain peace and keep things in balance. That kind of pressure isnât something you can just shrug off, even if youâre someone as whimsical or carefree as Julius. So maybe, when it comes to you, you represent that rare piece of comfort and genuine connection he craves but feels he canât attain through his public role.
Being in such a powerful and demanding position, Julius is probably used to people respecting, fearing, or idolizing himâbut never really seeing him for who he is underneath all that authority. Youâre different, and thatâs both exciting and terrifying for him. His obsession might stem from this desire to keep that connection secure, almost like heâs terrified that losing you would mean losing one of the few genuine things in his life.
So in a way, it makes sense that his fixation on you is so intense. Youâre not just someone he loves; youâre a refuge from the constant duty and facade heâs forced to maintain. He wants to protect that refuge, even if it means crossing lines or using his power to do so. In his mind, losing you isnât an option because youâre the one thing in his life that isnât about being the Wizard Kingâyouâre about being Julius.
Or maybe Iâm just reaching for the stars for this one. Who knows.
T = Tears (How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?)
Seeing you cry, scream, or shut yourself away absolutely shatters Julius inside. Heâs not blind to your suffering; it affects him deeply, and part of him hates that heâs the reason behind it. But he convinces himself that your pain is just a "necessary step" on the path to a better future together. Heâs in denial, reallyâholding you close, whispering sweet reassurances like, âItâs okay, Iâm here,â or, âYouâll see in time, everything will be alright.â Meanwhile, heâs sidestepping the fact that heâs the very cause of this mess.
And your tears? They donât make him reconsider. In his mind, theyâre proof that youâre scared and vulnerable, reinforcing his belief that you need his protection even more. Heâs twisted the narrative so tightly around his idea of keeping you safe that your cries and pleas to be left alone only fuel his determination.
So if you try to push him away or tell him to back off, itâs not going to work. He wonât just leave you alone, even if you beg for space. Instead, heâll double down on the comfort, trying harder to âmake you seeâ that everything heâs doing is for your own good. His reassurances are endless, his grip is unwavering, and his resolve to âprotectâ you only gets stronger with every tear you shed.
U = Unique (Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?)
Juliusâs approach to being a yandere stands out because he steers clear of the classic violent or physically intimidating tactics. Instead, he leans into his mastery of time magic and a softer form of emotional manipulation to create a psychological cage thatâs way more sophisticated than a typical yandereâs. He doesnât need to lock you in a literal room; heâs got the power to make time itself your prison.
Whatâs even more unique is that, compared to most yanderes, he gradually grants you more freedom. Heâs not too keen on the idea of keeping you cooped up forever. As time passes, heâll give you a longer leashâletting you venture out, make decisions, maybe even regain some semblance of a normal life⌠sort of. But this freedom is only an illusion because, in reality, his grip remains firm. You may not be physically restrained, but youâre still emotionally and mentally bound by his presence and his magic. So, hooray for a little more freedom⌠but also, not really!
V = Vice (What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?)
Julius, for all his big-time magic and being basically a living, breathing timepiece, isnât invincible when it comes to emotional vulnerability. Basically, hereâs the small crack in the armor: his need for validation. It might seem like a tiny detailâlike discovering Supermanâs kryptonite is just a heavy diet of carbsâbut itâs key. If you can somehow convince him that you genuinely accept him or pretend, then youâve got an entry point to start working your own magic. Get him to believe that youâre warming up to him, and you might just worm your way into earning his trust. Once youâre in there, deep in that emotional vault, youâd have more chances to plot an escape.
Of course, this isnât a one-way ticket to freedom; itâs more like trying to sneak out of a house guarded by both a paranoid watchdog and a CCTV system that can literally rewind time. Youâll have to keep up the act without Julius catching on to any hesitation or cracks in your facade. Heâs analytical, and the moment he smells betrayal, itâs game over. But, if you can consistently show that âgenuine affectionâ without letting your poker face slip, you might just get the chance to slip away.
Key word: MIGHT
Just pray you donât accidentally call him by the wrong name or flinch when he goes in for a hug, or your time pun very much intended will be up.
W = Wit's end (Would they ever hurt their darling?)
Julius? Physically harm you? Not a chance. The idea of laying a finger on you in anger is absolutely out of the question. Julius would genuinely die before he let himself cross that line because in his mind, hurting you physically would shatter the very foundation of his obsessionâsorry, I mean, love for you.
That said, mentally? Oof. Thatâs a different ball game. Julius is a master of time and, unfortunately for you, that means heâs got a lot of tricks up his sleeve that donât involve lifting a finger. So if heâs at his witâs end, he might resort to more subtle methods, like trapping you in a disorienting time loop. Imagine having the same conversation on repeat, or worseâreliving that one argument over and over until you feel like your brainâs about to turn into scrambled eggs. It's his twisted way of keeping you in line while convincing himself that he hasnât really hurt youâat least, not in the traditional sense.
So long story short: Julius? Lay a finger on you? Never. But donât think for a second heâs not prepared to mess with your head if it means keeping you in his grasp. Because to him, breaking you down mentally isnât the same as hurting youâitâs just helping you understand how much he cares.
X = Xoanon (How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?)
Julius doesnât just put you on a pedestalâhe practically builds a shrine and lights candles around it. To him, youâre not just the center of his universe; youâre the literal center, the sun to his gravitational pull, the glue holding his timeline together. And when Julius sees someone as his key to happiness and stability, thatâs not a casual crushâitâs borderline holy devotion. This man will twist reality itself if it means keeping you happy, comfortable, andâmost importantlyâby his side.
Youâre not just the apple of his eye; youâre the entire orchard. He wants your love, sure, but itâs not just a want; itâs a need. To him, you���re like the keystone in an archâremove you, and his entire world risks collapse. So heâll stop at nothing to keep you where you are, locked securely in that special place heâs carved out in his heart and mind. And if he senses you slipping away? Expect reality to bend a little more than usual. âAllâs fair in love and time manipulation,â right?
When it comes to winning you over, thereâs pretty much nothing he wouldnât do. Time magic? Check. Reality-bending? Check. Gaslighting reality itself into keeping you by his side? Triple check. Because in the gospel according to Julius, if he can convince you to stay with him forever, then all those sacrifices were just acts of devotion.
Y = Yearn (How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?)
Julius isnât the type to rush into thingsâheâs got all the time in the world, literally. So when it comes to you, heâs willing to play the long game. This guy will spend months, even years, meticulously observing you like heâs preparing for the worldâs most intense final exam. Heâll study your habits, routines, preferences, down to which hand you use to brush your teethâŚitâs weird, yeahâbut he probably actually knows which hand you use to brush your teeth with. Heâs so strategic that if there was a gold medal for obsessively planning, Julius would be its reigning champion.
Now, about snappingâitâs not really his style. Julius wonât just flip the switch one day and show up at your door, eyes glowing with time-warping intent. No, heâs far too patient and calculating for that. He takes his time, crafting an intricate web where every thread is designed to lead you straight to him. If youâre imagining some dramatic, sudden outburstâforget it. What you should be worried about are those quiet, all-too-composed moments where heâs just smiling and nodding, because thatâs when his brain is ticking like a well-wound clock, planning every step of your âfutureâ together.
When he finally decides itâs time to make his move, rest assured, heâs not diving in without backup plans A through Z ready to go. By the time Julius âsnaps,â heâs really just executing a plan thatâs been in the works for ages, and by then, your chances of escape are slim to none. So donât waste time worrying about him snapping like some unhinged maniacâitâs not the big breakdown you should be afraid of, but the steady, calculated build-up. All those daydreams heâs having about the two of you? Heâs already way past imaginingâitâs more like heâs making itinerary notes for your future.
Z = Zenith (Would they ever break their darling?)
For Julius, breaking you isnât the goal at all. Heâs not in this to shatter your spirit or leave you a hollow shellâheâs aiming for something far more insidious: a genuine connection, or at least what he thinks is genuine. But the trouble is, his methods are about as gentle as a sledgehammer wrapped in velvet. He might not intend to break you, but the relentless way he traps you in those exhausting, sanity-testing time loops as âpunishmentâ does more damage than he probably realizes. In his mind, itâs all in the name of helping you understand his version of love and careâheâs not trying to hurt you; heâs just trying to make you see.
The irony is that resisting him for long enough means you might end up breaking yourself. Going through that same situation, conversation, or argument over and overâlike a psychological treadmill from hellâwould wear anyone down. Itâs like trying to escape a maze only to find yourself back at the entrance every single time. Your defenses would start to crumble, your mental exhaustion would reach its peak, and youâd feel like youâre at your breaking point. But hereâs where Juliusâs bizarre form of compassion kicks in.
Julius understands, in his own twisted way, that these punishments are draining. Heâs aware that if left unchecked, this psychological torture could actually destroy youâand thatâs not what he wants. So in his post-punishment âcool-down phase,â he shifts gears, switching to comforting and reassuring you whether you want it or not. Heâll be there with a soothing voice and a gentle hand, convincing you that heâs doing this out of love, out of a desire to keep you safe, even if you despise him for it. He wonât let you completely tip over the edge because, in his mind, heâs there to be your savior, your protectorâeven if heâs the one creating your turmoil in the first place.
So while it feels like youâre always on the brink of breaking, like youâre balancing on a tightrope with no safety net, Julius keeps pulling you back just enough to keep you from falling completely. Itâs a messed-up balancing act: youâre teetering, exhausted, and desperate for relief, but you never fully break because heâs always there to catch you, to hold you steady at that edge. Itâs not freedom, not even closeâbut itâs his way of ensuring you stay whole, just enough to be his.
LUCIUS ZOGRATIS
A = Affection (How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?)
Luciusâ way of showing affection is like trying to hug a boa constrictorâtight, unyielding, and with the illusion that he's doing it for your own good. His love is rooted in his grandiose vision of creating a âperfectâ world, and you, dear darling, are just another piece of that puzzle that he must polish to fit. Heâs paradoxically both gentle and overwhelming. Imagine being wrapped in a silk glove thatâs ever-so-slightly squeezing the life out of you. One minute, heâs all soft, lingering touches, fingers gliding over your skin like heâs crafting a masterpiece, whispering sweet nothings about your role in his ideal future. The next, his grip might tighten, a subtle but firm reminder that heâs the artist, and you are the art.
B = Blood (How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?)
Lucius doesnât revel in bloodshedâheâs not here to get his hands dirty for the thrill of it. But if someone threatens his grip on you or his grand vision, theyâve practically handed him a permission slip for ruthless efficiency. Why waste time swinging when he can just manipulate souls? His Soul Magic makes violence almost boringly clinicalâlike heâs performing a minor surgery instead of altering their life, spirit, and magic power.
If itâs between keeping you by his side or letting a pesky obstacle stand in the way, Lucius wonât hesitate to do what he calls "cleaning up." And by "cleaning up," I mean heâll just rearrange their soul and make them not be as a pesky obstacle as before, but now an obedient follower of his. Heâs more surgeon than sadist, executing his violence with an almost unsettling sense of calm. Thereâs no splatter for splatterâs sakeâjust a surgical strike that leaves nothing but a memory in its wake.
But donât mistake his preference for efficiency as a reluctance to get messy. If his control over you is at stake, heâs willing to go to any length to keep things tidy, even if that involves spilling a little bloodâor a lot of it. His method is polished, but the results are as ruthless as they come.
C = Cruelty (How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?)
Lucius isnât going to resort to something as pedestrian as outright mocking you. Thatâs not his style. He doesnât need to throw petty insults or humiliate you outrightâhis cruelty is far more sophisticated, like a perfectly sharpened scalpel. Instead, heâll meticulously dismantle your sense of self, piece by piece, until you genuinely believe heâs the only one who knows whatâs best for you. Think of it as psychological warfare but with an air of twisted benevolence. He wants you to think heâs your savior, not your captor, all while heâs slowly tightening the chains.
Lucius is the master of emotional coercion, guilt-tripping, and gaslighting with a side of faux concern. You think you made a decision on your own? Heâll subtly remind you that, no, it was actually him who enlightened you to the âright choice.â You feel like pushing back a bit? Heâll sigh and tell you how disappointed he is. And donât even think about disagreeing with himâitâs not that heâll punish you with overt anger; heâll just look at you with that disappointed, pitying gaze, as if to say, âOh, how misguided you are to think you can question me.â
D = Darling (Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling's will?)
Lucius isnât the type to leave your free will intact if it inconveniences him. Heâd rather meticulously construct a situation where your "choices" just happen to align perfectly with what he wants. You see, Lucius isnât going to chase you down every time you try to rebel. Instead, heâll craft a neat little reality around you where disobedience feels almost... impractical. Heâs like that overbearing GPS that keeps saying, "Recalculating," but with a sinister smirk, making sure you only ever take the route he planned.
And letâs be clearâheâs not just putting up a few guardrails. Weâre talking total control over your environment. Expect him to start chipping away at your connections to friends and family faster than you can say, âHey, why havenât I heard from them in a while?â Heâll isolate you, all while making it seem like heâs protecting you from those "unworthy influences." Before you know it, youâre depending on Lucius for every ounce of interaction, like your entire social lifeâs been relocated to one dude.
Restricting your movements? Oh, heâll do that tooâboth figuratively and literally. Try to wander too far or question too much, and suddenly heâs there, gently redirecting you with that eerie "You donât know whatâs best for youâI do" look. He wonât lock you in a dungeonâthatâs too obvious. Instead, heâll subtly corral you into the life he envisions, all the while making you feel like this new âfreedomâ heâs given you is a reward for your cooperation. Itâs like heâs got a monopoly on your entire existence, and you didnât even realize you were playing Monopoly in the first place.
And while all of this is happening, Lucius will maintain that level-headed, smug facade, as if gaslighting you into compliance is his way of showing love. Because, in his mind, molding you into his ideal companion isnât just a desireâitâs his way of showing you your "true potential." Really, isnât that the worst part? He honestly believes heâs doing you a favor. Itâs like if a life coach got way too into your personal life and then decided to stay there... forever.
E = Exposed (How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?)
Lucius baring his heart? Please. This man doesnât just hide his cardsâheâs got them locked in a vault with security clearance. Vulnerability is not in his playbook, and he doesnât feel the need to let you in on his deepest fears or insecurities. Instead, he opts for the grand, sweeping gestures of devotion that feel almost like a politicianâs campaign speech. Heâs all about selling you on a dreamâhis dreamâwhere youâre his perfect partner, standing by his side as he "revolutionizes" the world (or, you know, controls it, but he wouldnât phrase it that way).
Lucius isn't about confessions; heâs about convictions. Heâs not sitting you down for some heart-to-heart where he spills his childhood traumas and secret anxieties. Nah, heâs sweeping you up in these grandiose promises, like heâs the protagonist in some tragically romantic opera, whispering about destiny and greatness with an air of suave authority. Call him a smooth operatorâbecause he really is one. I mean, you could play Sade in the background, and it would probably just feel right. (đľNo need to ask, heâs a smoooth operatoooorr... đľ You know the song. You get it. Do I sound like a loser yet.)
To him, his version of vulnerability is trusting you enough to buy into his vision. Thatâs about as bare as his heart gets. Instead of crying on your shoulder, heâs the type to look deep into your eyes and say, âTogether, weâll reshape this flawed worldââlike itâs some kind of love declaration. Emotion, to him, is just another tool to wield, another smooth line to draw you in closer. And heâs dangerously good at it, like a salesman who knows exactly which insecurities to poke at so youâll buy that overpriced insurance plan.
And when it comes to being âvulnerable,â Lucius isnât trying to share his fearsâheâs trying to share his certainty. Heâd never confess to a weak spot, because in his mind, having one is almost beneath him. Vulnerability, after all, implies you have something to lose, and Lucius? Heâs above all that. He doesn't need to break down walls when heâs too busy building castles in the airâcastles where heâs the king, and youâre meant to stay locked away, admiring the view.
F = Fight (How would they feel if their darling fought back?)
Oh, Lucius would find it downright adorable if you tried to fight back. Imagine a cat lazily watching a mouse try to scramble awayâitâs almost endearing to him that youâd entertain the idea of resistance. Heâs not going to lose his cool; in fact, heâs amused. Like, âOh, look at you trying to assert your independenceâhow precious.â To him, your rebellion isnât a threat; itâs just another bump on the road to your inevitable enlightenment.
Lucius views your resistance as a misguided phase, like youâre a rebellious teenager acting out because you havenât grasped the bigger picture. In his mind, youâre simply wrestling with your own ignorance, and itâs his job to guide you towards acceptance. He wonât lash out or lose his temperâno, thatâs beneath him. Instead, heâll just subtly tighten his grip, metaphorically speaking.
Open rebellion would be met with that signature Lucius approach: a gentle but unyielding restraint, like velvet shackles. Heâs the type to softly say, âYouâre only hurting yourself,â while making it clear that resistance is pointless. Heâd see this little rebellion of yours as something to manage, like a storm that he knows will pass. Heâs patient enough to wait it out, firm enough to hold his ground, and calculating enough to subtly nudge you back into line without breaking a sweat.
G = Game (Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?)
Lucius wouldnât call it a gameâheâs far too self-important for that. In his eyes, this isnât a playful chase; itâs more like a refinement process. Your attempts to escape or resist arenât a source of outright joy, but rather, validation of his own self-appointed mission to "perfect" you. Your struggle is proof to him that youâre still not seeing the light, which only reinforces his belief that he, and only he, is capable of guiding you towards that enlightenment.
But donât get it twistedâthereâs definitely a little smirk hiding behind that stoic mask of his. Heâs not cackling like a cartoon villain, but deep down, thereâs a twisted satisfaction in knowing that youâre trying and failing to break free. Itâs the intellectual thrill of having a puzzle to solve. He sees you as a challenge, a work of art that isnât quite complete yet, and heâs the artist holding the brush.
Lucius enjoys watching you resist, not because he takes pleasure in your suffering (heâs not that overtly sadistic), but because it feeds his ego. He interprets each failed attempt at escape as further evidence of your imperfectionâa flaw that he must correct. Itâs like watching a child trying to color outside the lines; he finds it endearing, even admirable in its own misguided way, but heâs fully committed to making sure you stay within those lines. In his head, heâs your savior, guiding you away from your own ignorance.
And, of course, heâs got that "I told you so" energy just waiting to drop the moment you realize the futility of it all. He wonât rub it in your face, but heâll have that air of subtle superiority. "See?" heâd say, with that maddeningly calm voice. "This is why you need me." Itâs not exactly a game, but he certainly enjoys being the only one who knows all the rules.
H = Hell (What would be their darling's worst experience with them?)
Your worst experience with Lucius wouldnât be a single dramatic moment, like an outburst or a locked roomâit would be the slow, creeping realization of just how much control he has over every part of your life. He leaves no detail overlooked, no thread loose. One day, itâll hit you that every little bit of "freedom" you thought you had was an illusion, and every rebellion you plotted was something he anticipated ten moves ago. Heâs essentially playing chess while youâre stuck with a Rubikâs Cube, and heâs somehow rigged that too.
The real nightmare isnât just the physical cage; itâs the mental one. Imagine realizing that all your options, all your allies, and all your potential escapes were subtly cut off, one by one, without you even noticing. Youâre isolated, surrounded by an ever-tightening web of manipulations and lies, all crafted by someone who genuinely believes heâs saving you from yourself. Itâs like finding out your house has been bugged for years by the person who hands you the keys each day with a smile.
But, of course, Lucius wouldnât stop at that. One of the weekly specials on the Lucius Manipulation Menu would be his "playful" teasing about his Soul Magic. Heâd drop it into conversation like a casual remark, mentioning how he could manipulate the souls of the people you care about most. Itâs almost like heâs dangling that possibility over your head, watching to see your reaction. Itâs the ultimate "Just kidding... unless?" routine. And even if you tell yourself itâs all just talk, the thought of your loved ones being turned into Luciusâ puppets? That sticks with you. Itâs a psychological hammer heâs always holding over you, ready to swing if you step out of line.
The worst part? Deep down, you know that this isn't just an empty threat. He already knows exactly who you care about and how much, and heâs not afraid to use that knowledge against you. Heâll smile and say heâs just teasing, but with Lucius, every joke is laced with the possibility of it becoming reality. Keep pushing him, and who knows? That nightmare scenario of seeing a friend or family member turned into one of his obedient followers might just come true.
Imagine the heart-wrenching feeling of watching someone you love look at you with empty, compliant eyesâall because you thought you could push back against Lucius. Itâs psychological warfare, with Lucius playing both the aggressor and the savior in his twisted little mind. And that, my friend, is pure hell.
I = Ideals (What kind of future do they have in mind for/ with their darling?)
Luciusâ dream future isnât just a cozy cottage with a white picket fence. No, weâre talking world domination with a side of soulmate goals. His ultimate vision is to bring âtrue peaceâ to the world under his iron-fisted rule as the Final Wizard King, with you at his side as the perfect partner. And when I say "at his side," I mean more like his arm candy-slash-right-hand in this dystopian peace project. Forget romantic beach sunsets; think more along the lines of overlooking a perfectly ordered empire where every single person is molded to fit his definition of perfection. Ah, romance!
Lucius genuinely sees the two of you as a power coupleâthe sort that reshapes the world together. While heâs out there "purging imperfections" and ruling with divine authority, he expects you to be his unwavering support, his confidant, the one person worthy of standing at his side in this shiny new utopia. Itâs not just about love, per se; itâs about unity in a grand vision, like youâre Bonnie and Clyde except Clyde controls life and death and has a thing for social engineering.
And donât think youâre getting off easy in this futureâheâs got very specific expectations of what this partnership should look like. Youâre not just an accessory; youâre his proof that his way is the right way. He imagines the two of you as the embodiment of order and perfection, ruling over this so-called paradise he plans to create. Youâll smile approvingly at his every decree, nod in agreement when he lectures about his higher purpose, and maybeâjust maybeâhold his hand as he declares peace to the masses heâs, uh, "perfected."
In Luciusâ mind, this isnât just a power fantasy; itâs a destiny heâs generously letting you be a part of. Lucky you, right? Heâs convinced that once you fully embrace his vision, youâll be just as devoted to this future as he is. After all, whatâs more romantic than ruling the world together in a meticulously crafted utopia, where every rebellious soul has been neatly dealt with? Who needs candlelight dinners when you can have the eternal glow of world peace and unwavering loyalty?
J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?)
Jealousy? Oh, Lucius doesnât have time for such petty emotions. Heâs way too busy planning to become the Final Wizard King to let a little thing like envy get under his skin. Heâs not sitting there stewing because someone else got a smile out of you or made you laugh. Lucius is above that.
But make no mistake: just because he doesnât throw jealous tantrums doesnât mean heâs totally indifferent. Luciusâ possessiveness isnât driven by insecure jealousy; itâs rooted in his self-righteous belief that only he understands whatâs best for you. Youâre his project, his masterpiece in progress, and heâll be damned if some outside force messes with that. Anyone trying to influence or take up space in your life? Yeah, thatâs just an annoying little speed bump on the road to his perfect future.
If someone gets too close or starts tugging at your independence, Lucius wonât be flipping tables or throwing out dramatic ultimatums. No, noâheâll quietly and efficiently eliminate the competition, like sweeping crumbs off the table. Imagine heâs a master chess player, and whoeverâs making you smile a little too much is just a pawn in his way. Heâll rearrange circumstances to remove that âthreatâ without you even realizing it. Maybe that friend moves away, or that co-worker suddenly gets transferred. Heâs not lashing out in a fit of rage; heâs methodically tightening his grip on your life while maintaining that unnervingly calm smirk of his.
And why doesnât he lash out? Because Lucius is secure in his belief that his hold over you is already ironclad. Heâs so convinced of his control that he doesnât see other people as competitionâjust minor nuisances to be managed. In his mind, no one else is worthy of you, no one else can offer the âenlightenmentâ he can, and no one else can possibly sway you from the path heâs set for you. So, why waste energy on jealousy when heâs already five steps ahead of everyone else?
K = Kisses (How do they act around or with their darling?)
Lucius doesnât suddenly switch gears and act like a giggling high schooler when youâre around. Heâs still got that intense, calculated presenceâexcept with you, thereâs this extra layer of possessiveness wrapped in a cool, collected demeanor. Heâs not the type to whisper sweet nothings in your ear or give you playful little pecks. His idea of intimacy involves more of a quiet, commanding closeness that lets everyone know youâre his.
People around him can tell instantly that youâre not just another pawn in his grand plan. Youâre something moreâa critical piece of his vision, someone he sees as an extension of himself. Lucius doesnât try to sugarcoat it either; thereâs no facade of âOh, weâre just partners in this journey of life.â Nah, everyone and their grandma knows youâre more than that to him. He doesnât even bother pretending that youâre on equal footingâheâs got that possessive aura turned up to eleven, and heâs not hiding it.
And why would he? Whoâs going to call out the all-powerful, soul-manipulating, future-ruling mastermind for being a little overbearing with his partner? Exactly, no one. Itâs not that heâs outwardly aggressive about it; itâs more like the possessiveness is so deeply woven into his character that it feels natural for him to treat you like a prized possession in the gallery of his perfect world.
So while Lucius might not be all about sweet kisses and innocent gestures, heâll place a hand on your shoulder in a way that speaks volumes, like silently reminding you and everyone else whoâs in charge. His actions arenât loud, but they donât need to beâhis grip on you is as subtle as it is unyielding. Itâs not romantic in the traditional sense, but for Lucius, itâs all part of letting you and the rest of the world know exactly where you belong: at his side, under his rule, in his version of paradise. đ
L = Love letters (How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?)
Luciusâ idea of courtship isnât flowers and chocolates; itâs more like a TED Talk on why youâre the keystone in his grand mission. Heâs not the type to swoon or stammer over his wordsâoh no. When he approaches you, itâs with the confidence of a man whoâs already calculated every possible outcome and knows youâre going to be part of his life. And if he chooses to write you a letter? Youâd better believe itâs going to read like a mix between a philosophical manifesto and a business proposal.
In typical Lucius fashion, he wouldnât start with âDear loveâ or âYouâre the light of my life.â Instead, it would be something like, âIn you, I have discovered the necessary component to achieving true peace.â Talk about romance! But hey, heâs got a vision, and youâre smack-dab in the middle of it. Heâd lay out his admiration for your qualities not as a starry-eyed lover but as someone acknowledging a key asset in his grand design. Basically, Luciusâ version of âI love youâ is more like, âYou are indispensable to the perfection of this world.â
If youâre expecting compliments on your eyes or how lovely you looked that one day, forget it. His words are grandiose, with a touch of that almost cult-leader-like conviction. Heâll go on these long, eloquent monologues about your âsignificanceâ and how your role aligns perfectly with his destiny. Itâs not flattery in the traditional senseâitâs more like heâs handing you the script for your role in his self-written narrative. No pressure, right?
And while he might not shower you with declarations of undying affection, his words would make it abundantly clear that he sees you as a vital piece of his world. Heâs not just saying âI need you,â but more like, âYou are essential to the future I will create, and together, we will bring forth a new era.â So romantic, in a vaguely threatening, âjoin me or perishâ sort of wayâŚ
M = Mask (Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?)
No.
Nope. Not even a little bit. Lucius isnât out here juggling different personas like heâs in a soap opera. What you see is what you get, and thatâs the same calculating, self-assured, and slightly terrifying visionary in every setting. Why would he bother putting on a mask when heâs absolutely convinced that heâs already right about, well, everything?
Lucius walks into a room with that "Final Boss" energy, and he doesnât turn it off just because the audience changes. Heâs not going to smile more to put someone at ease or crack a joke to lighten the mood. Thereâs just no mask to peel away. Lucius doesnât see the need to hide his true self, because in his mind, his true self is the ultimate truth. And if people are uncomfortable with that, well, theyâre just not seeing the bigger picture.
N = Naughty (How would they punish their darling?)
For Lucius, punishment isnât about causing you physical painâitâs about a âcourse correctionâ in line with his grand vision. Heâs not going to lose his cool and lash out at you in anger or frustration; Lucius sees that as a waste of time and effort. Why would he bother bruising your arm when he can bruise your spirit and realign your thinking instead?
If you step out of line or fail to meet his expectations, Luciusâ go-to punishment would be isolationâcutting you off from any sense of independence or connection you might have left. He might lock you away in a grandiose, almost monastery-like room where youâre left to reflect on your mistakes, with nothing but silence to keep you company. No visits, no communication, no freedomâjust a constant, suffocating reminder that heâs the only person in your world who matters.
Itâs not physical harmâitâs deprivation of everything that makes you feel human. Your agency, your choices, your connectionsâtheyâre all privileges that Lucius grants, and he can revoke them just as easily. The psychological weight of it is immense, and thatâs the point. He doesnât want to just punish you; he wants to reform you, make you understand that defiance isnât just a mistakeâitâs a deviation from the path heâs so kindly laid out for you.
At his most âsevere,â Lucius might resort to a firm grip, just to emphasize his dominance and remind you of whoâs in control. But even then, itâs more about sending a message than inflicting actual pain. Why break you down physically when he can dismantle you mentally, piece by piece, and rebuild you into the perfect companion for his vision?
In short, Luciusâ punishments are carefully crafted exercises in psychological dominance. He wants you to understand the extent of his control, to feel that your entire existence is tied to his approval. And by the end of it, youâll be questioning if your defiance was ever worth it, or if freedom is just another illusion in the perfectly constructed world heâs created for you.
O = Oppression (How many rights would they take away from their darling?)
Lucius wouldnât just show up and say, âHey, guess what? Youâre no longer a free person.â No, his methods are much more insidious and calculated. Heâs the kind of guy whoâd frame each new restriction as a favor, something heâs doing for your own good. Heâd tell you itâs all to keep you safe, enlightened, and on the path to perfection. Itâs like being caged in gold barsâlooks pretty, but youâre still trapped.
Luciusâ approach would be gradual. At first, it might just be limiting who you talk to, convincing you that certain people are âdistractionsâ or âunfit influencesâ on your growth. Then, maybe heâd start scheduling your days to align with what he believes is best for you. As time goes on, these restrictions multiply like rabbits until, before you know it, youâre in a psychological straitjacket. Even your thoughts start to feel like theyâre on a leash.
He wouldnât go for outright physical restraints because, honestly, Lucius doesnât think he needs them. His control is so overwhelming that heâd rather manipulate your mind and emotions into a state of dependency, making you almost grateful for the structure heâs imposed. Itâs not just about taking away your physical freedomsâitâs about reshaping your reality to fit his narrative. In his mind, youâre not losing rights; youâre gaining purpose. How thoughtful!
But ifâand itâs a big âifââyou cooperate with him genuinely and truthfully (and heâll know if youâre faking it), Lucius would ease up on the restrictions. He might even give you back âmostâ of your freedoms, like a benevolent ruler granting privileges to a loyal subject. Youâd still never get full autonomy, though. Letâs not kid ourselves; in Luciusâ world, true freedom is the freedom to agree with him, and anything beyond that is just chaos.
Overall, you might get some breathing room if you play along, but Lucius is always going to keep a tight leash on the bigger picture. After all, heâs not just managing your lifeâheâs saving the world, and youâve got a part to play in that whether you like it or not.
P = Patience (How patient are they with their darling?)
Lucius isnât just patientâheâs practically the epitome of patience. Think of him as a human chess master who already knows how the game will end, no matter how many moves you make to try and outsmart him. Heâs not rushing because, in his mind, your resistance is just a temporary obstacle in the grand plan heâs set for you. You throwing a fit is like a kid throwing sand at the tideâineffectual and almost cute to him.
You could hurl every insult in the book, scream until youâre hoarse, or try every last wrestling move youâve seen, and Lucius would barely flinch. Heâs got the patience of a monk combined with the smugness of someone who knows heâs already won. If anything, your outbursts just seem to reinforce his belief that youâre not yet âenlightened,â so heâs more than willing to wait out the storm. After all, why would he let a cute, lovely little thing like your rebellion ruffle his feathers?
Thatâs the maddening partâhe never loses his cool. You could literally slap him, and heâd still be standing there, looking down at you with that same composed, slightly amused expression like youâre acting out a scene heâs already memorized. Itâs almost as if heâs silently challenging you to try harder because deep down, he finds your defiance more of a mild inconvenience than a genuine threat.
Honestly, itâd drive you crazy. Itâs like trying to fight a brick wall that occasionally lectures you on why resisting is pointless. That patience? Itâs not just a personality traitâitâs a weapon. A weapon he wields with precision to wear down your will until resistance feels as exhausting as arguing with someone who thinks pineapple on pizza is non-negotiable. Your resistance is a formality, a box to check off on his way to reshaping you into the perfect piece of his grand design. And heâs got all the time in the world to let you figure that out.
Q = Quit (If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?)
Letâs get one thing straight: for Lucius, the concept of you âdyingâ is laughably moot. I mean, really, itâs a non-issue. Thanks to his powers, he can revive you from the most gruesome fatesâfatal wounds, near-dismemberment, anything. In his eyes, youâre practically immortal. So unless you spontaneously combust while trying to flee, heâs not letting go that easily.
Now, as for escaping? Good luck with that. The moment you think you can slip away, Lucius will dispatch an army of clones and his Paladins. Theyâll be scouring every corner of existence to bring you back, because in Luciusâ twisted logic, youâre not just a person; youâre a vital part of his grand scheme. Spoiler alert: they WILL find you. Heâs the sort of guy who has contingencies for your contingencies, and his persistence is truly a sight to behold.
So letâs be real: the whole idea of him moving on is laughable. Thereâs no âwhat ifâ scenario here; the thought of you escaping or being lost to him is about as likely as Lucius turning into a puppy. Heâs more likely to turn every corner of the world upside down in search of you, employing every method at his disposal until he has you right back in his grasp. Youâre stuck in this elaborate game of emotional chess, and thereâs no checkmate in sight until he decides itâs over.
The only real hope for escape lies in a heroic intervention, like Anti-Magic Asta swooping in like some over-the-top action hero to save the day. But until that happens, forget about quitting or getting away. Youâre in Luciusâ world now, and the rules are all his.
R = Regret (Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?)
Oh sweet summer child, if you think Lucius would ever feel guilty about abducting you, then you clearly havenât been paying attention. In his world, heâs like a knight in shining armorâexcept the armor is made of manipulation, and the shining part is just his unshakeable belief that heâs the savior of this twisted story. To him, your abduction isnât a crime; itâs a necessity. Heâs saving you from the chaos and flaws of the world outside, and he views his actions as a kindnessâlike taking a cat off the street and then refusing to let it go because, letâs face it, it just canât take care of itself.
Regret? Guilt? Those words might as well be in a different language for Lucius. Heâs convinced that heâs doing you a favor by keeping you close, and heâll definitely remind you of that whenever you express any desire to escape. You see, in his mind, letting you go is as absurd as handing over the keys to a sports car to someone who canât even reach the pedals. Youâre integral to his grand plan, and he doesnât just mean youâre some interchangeable pawn on his chessboard; youâre the queen, and heâs not about to trade that piece away for anything.
So if youâre imagining some heartfelt moment where he pauses and reflects on the morality of his choices, you can forget about it. Thatâs not happening. Instead, heâll probably double down, pulling out his smoothest lines about how itâs all for your own good, and how lucky you are to have him as a guide.
Letting you go? Now thatâs just funny. If you think heâs going to open the door and say, âOkay, youâre free to go, my darling,â youâre about as mistaken as a mime trying to order a cheeseburger. Heâll hold onto you tighter than a kid gripping their last cookie in a room full of friends. Youâre not just a part of his life; youâre the centerpiece of his meticulously crafted plan for world peace.
S = Stigma (What brought about this side of them? childhood, curiosity, etc?)
His overwhelming desire to âimproveâ you mirrors his quest to perfect the world around him. Picture a painter with a vision so grand that they canât help but see every imperfection as a flaw to be corrected, and youâll start to grasp where heâs coming fromâŚ
T = Tears (How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?)
To Lucius, those tears are not signs of weakness; theyâre just proof that you havenât quite accepted your role in his meticulously crafted vision. Itâs like heâs been waiting for you to see the light, but instead, youâre still fumbling around in the dark. He views your pain as confirmation of the worldâs corruption, reinforcing his unwavering belief that he alone possesses the key to your salvation. In his mind, every tear you shed is just another layer of the flawed reality heâs determined to erase. So, while youâre thinking, âIâm a hot mess right nowâ heâs over there with his metaphorical clipboard, taking notes and strategizing on how to guide you back to the path he believes is right.
U = Unique (Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?)
Lucius stands apart from your classic yandere archetype like a fine wine at a party full of boxed beverages. While many yanderes are often characterized by wild emotions, impulsive decisions, and an insatiable craving for their darling's attentionâthink of them as the love-struck tornadoesâLucius operates with a cool, calculated precision that borders on eerie.
For Lucius, love isnât just a feeling; itâs a meticulously orchestrated strategy aimed at achieving his vision of a perfect world. Heâs not driven by mere passion or jealousy but by a steadfast belief in a future where you play a pivotal role. Instead of relying on chaotic whims and emotional outbursts, heâs more like an architect sketching out blueprints, ensuring that every element fits seamlessly into his grand design.
While your average yandere might resort to dramatic gesturesâlike stalking, melodramatic threats, or even impulsive violenceâLucius opts for subtler methods. Heâll employ psychological manipulation, social isolation, and emotional coercion like a seasoned chess player maneuvering their pieces across the board. He sees every interaction as a move toward the endgame heâs envisioned, where youâre not just a passive participant but a vital component of his master plan.
This calculated approach means heâs not just obsessed with you in the traditional sense; he views you as a unique puzzle piece essential for his envisioned utopia. Heâs not out to cause chaos for the sake of chaos; rather, heâs on a mission to âsaveâ you from the flaws he believes the world has imposed upon you. So if you think of your typical yandere as a whirlwind of emotions, Lucius is more like a storm thatâs been perfectly predicted, with every gust of wind and drop of rain serving a specific purpose in his eyes.
V = Vice (What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?)
His greatest weakness is, quite ironically, his own towering ego and his unwavering conviction in his ideals. Heâs like a walking billboard for self-assuredness, strutting around with the kind of confidence that could make a peacock jealous. You might think, âGreat! I can totally use that against him!â But hereâs the kicker: itâs not as easy as it sounds.
See, while his ego is a glaring flaw, it also acts like a protective shield, completely insulating him from doubt. Heâs so convinced that heâs the master architect of a perfect future that any attempts to exploit this weakness will likely bounce right off him like a rubber ball. You could try to shake his confidence by questioning his plans or pointing out flaws in his grand design, but heâll just smile that smug little smile and dismiss your concerns as naive, silly ramblings. Itâs almost impressive how firmly he believes in his own infallibility. In a nutshell, your chances of exploiting Luciusâ vice for a successful escape are pretty slimâvery slim. Sucks to be you, huh?
W = Wit's end (Would they ever hurt their darling?)
When it comes to Lucius, the idea of him hurting you is far from the chaotic, reckless violence you might expect from other characters in the yandere genre. Instead, his approach is a meticulously calculated maneuver. If he ever resorts to hurting you, itâs not out of rage or whimsy; itâs a carefully considered act intended to teach you a lesson about the consequences of disobedience, a lesson closer to molding you into his perfect lover for the new era heâs planning to create.
As for physical harm, Lucius will only ever resort to a firm grip, to reinforce his point or to remind you of his control. Itâs less about inflicting pain and more about establishing dominance. He wonât be throwing punches or engaging in dramatic confrontations; instead, heâll assert his authority in subtle yet powerful ways. He thrives on the knowledge that he can manipulate the situation to keep you in check, all while maintaining that charming demeanor of his.
So while Lucius may not physically hurt you in the traditional sense, the psychological scars he leaves behind can cut deeper than any knife ever could. In his eyes, hurting you is a necessary evil, a step in the process of molding you into the companion he believes you should be.
X = Xoanon (How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?)
Lucius doesnât quite revere you in the typical, candlelight-dinner-and-flower-petals kind of way. Instead, he sees you as a vital component of his grand designâan irreplaceable vessel for his vision of a perfect world. Think of it this way: to him, youâre not just a person; youâre the keystone in the arch of his ambitions, and heâll do everything in his power to ensure that you fit snugly into that role.
His âworshipâ is less about adoration and more about control. He doesnât bow down or sing your praises; rather, he orchestrates your life as if youâre a piece on his chessboard. He believes that by reshaping you, heâs doing you a favor. In his mind, this isnât just manipulation; itâs a profound act of loveâthough it's a love that feels more like a gilded cage than a romantic fairy taleâŚ
So what lengths would he go to win you over? Imagine a meticulous architect ensuring every beam and support is in place to create a flawless structure. Lucius would cut off access to your friends and family, restricting your movements and molding your thoughts to align with his ideals. Heâd shower you with grand promises of a better world if you only surrender your will to him. Every act of control is couched in this twisted reverence, as he believes heâs guiding you to enlightenment.
His lengths are vast and thorough, employing every tactic at his disposalâfrom emotional manipulation to subtle coercionâbecause in his mind, any means justify the end goal: you becoming the perfect partner in his quest for a utopia. So, while you may not find him kneeling before you, he certainly sees you as a treasure to be safeguarded.
Y = Yearn (How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?)
Lucius isnât the type to suddenly âsnapâ like a character in a drama who loses their cool all at once. Nope, heâs way too composed and strategic for that. Remember, patience is his thing. He plays the long game, seeing your resistance as a temporary hurdle on the road to what he believes is inevitable acceptance.
Lucius would never show desperation or impulsiveness, even if it feels like itâs taking forever to get you to fall in line. Itâs almost eerie how collected he remains, waiting as you resist, plot, or even openly rebel. Heâs that guy who could be waiting for the stars to align, and he wouldnât flinch once.
Instead of snapping, he slowly tightens his grip, all while maintaining a serene demeanor thatâs somehow more unsettling than someone who flies off the handle. If anything, your continued resistance only fuels his belief that heâs right to keep pushing, right to reshape you for âyour own good.â Heâd say, with that ever-so-slightly patronizing smirk, âItâs only natural for you to struggleâit shows youâre still finding your way. But donât worry, I have all the time in the world.â
Thereâs literally no snapping point for Lucius because his patience is practically unbreakable. He doesnât have a dramatic breaking momentâheâs like water, slowly wearing away at a rock until itâs shaped exactly the way he wants it.
Z = Zenith (Would they ever break their darling?)
Lucius isnât actively trying to crush your spirit into dustâat least not in a straightforward, malicious way. His endgame isnât about making you a shattered shell but transforming you into what he sees as your âideal self,â molded to fit neatly into his grand vision. In his mind, breaking you isnât breaking at all; itâs refining you, burning away all those pesky imperfections that keep you from seeing things his way.
However, because Luciusâ methods are so intense and unrelenting, achieving that level of transformation might mean pushing you to the edge or beyond. He views it as a necessary sacrifice, like pruning a tree to help it grow properly. If you end up emotionally drained or feeling like youâve lost yourself, Lucius wouldnât see that as cruelty. Heâd see it as progress, another step toward perfection.
To sum it up: Lucius wouldnât set out to break you, but heâs perfectly fine if thatâs the collateral damage of âperfectingâ you.
#luciuszogratis#lucius zogratis x reader#lucius zogratis#black clover#blackclover#black clover x reader#black clover x y/n#black clover headcanons#julius novachrono#juliusnovachrono#bc#zogratis x reader#zogratis#yandere julius novachrono#yandere lucius zogratis#yandere Lucius zogratis x reader#julius novachrono x reader#Yandere Julius Novachrono x reader#yandere black clover#black clover x you#Never writing two alphabets in ONE go ever again because when I started writing Luciusâ part everything started getting so dang laggy#Iâve been so fixated on one piece lately that I almost forgot the big fat crush I still have on Lucius đ#I hope more people write for him once the anime returns because heâs so slept onâŚ#if u see this hi â¤ď¸đŤ#I started writing less at the end because I genuinely could not write anymore without it being so glitchy and laggy. I hate you tumblr.#I also lowkey got kind of lazy at the end#oops
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Hiiiiiii, I've been stalking your page because your writing is yummy and you capture the essence of the characters really wellđŤ.
Can you write some nsfw headcanons of Julius, Meguro and Wakatsuki with an inexperienced afab s/o who is embarrassed when it comes to sex . Like s/o is shy when the fighters strip naked, they are shy to show their figure to the fighters, they are shy when the fighters try to touch them, they try to hold back making sounds etc.... and how would the fighters react/respond to that. đđđđđ
yes Yes YES. My baby Meguro needs some lovin
Kengan Men with an Inexperienced S/o
Content: 18+, Afab bodyparts, kinda smutty
Julius Reinhold
⢠Has had his share of one night stands and short lived relationships. When he was younger that is.
⢠He's good at comforting them, saying that they don't have to go through with 'the deed' if they don't want to. But despite their shyness, they have to reassure him that they do.
⢠He's already half naked, because clothes don't fit him. But when he's holding his s/o close to him, they can't help but blush and squirm.
⢠"Can you take off my clothes for me?" His s/o was too embarrassed to do it by themselves, and infront of him.
⢠His face got red, no doubt what they said had turned him on. And thus, taking off their clothes became a kink for him.
⢠He thinks it's sexy when they're shy. Hiding their breasts with their arm while closing their legs. And fuuucckk he thinks it's even sexier when they try to be confident and touch him.
⢠The best part is when he touches them. Massaging their breasts with his big hands, this thumbs grazing over their nipples. Their whimpers are music to his ears, and only tell him that they want more.
⢠His muscles are stiff enough for you to hold onto while his giant fingers curl inside them and stretch them out. He's a gentle giant, and has to hold himself back when he's turned on by their noises.
Meguro Masaki
⢠Despite being a freak, he has 0 experience with sex and has never even been romantically involved with anyone. So he's in the same boat with his s/o, more or less.
⢠The first time was...experimental. His s/o has to tell him what feels good, what hurts, the same goes for him.
⢠If anyone initiates sex, it's him. Mostly because he's curious. However he has no idea why they're so shy in the first place.
⢠Meguro doesn't care about being naked, it feels more natural to him. It confuses him why his s/o keeps staring at him and stuttering.
⢠Most importantly, he likes going down on his s/o with his abnormally long tongue. It makes his s/o extremely embarrassed because he's looking directly at their needy pussy. Drooling and foaming at the mouth.
⢠Pries their legs open and goes to town anyways, looking up at them as they mewl. The shyness they had vanishing in an instant and wrapping their legs around his neck.
⢠Enjoys being dominant and watching them squirm as a sorts of whines escape their mouth. It fills him with carnal urges, watching his s/o submit for him.
Wakatsuki Takeshi
⢠Has had a few healthy relationships, so he knows how to take the lead when his s/o is nervous. Whispering sweet nothings in their ear, instilling enough confidence in them to take off their clothes
⢠He knows what his body does to their s/o. Blushing and hiding their face while he hovers over them in bed.
⢠Loves to tease them, palming their clit while making his s/o work through their embarrassment to beg him to put a finger in.
⢠When he buys them lingerie he likes seeing them get flustered when he pulls it out of the bag. As soon as they have it on they cover their breasts and look away from him, only for Wakatsuki to pry their hands away. Carrying them to the bed and making sure to ravage them.
⢠Slow thrusts, just enough to drive them crazy.
⢠"You're so beautiful, taking my cock like that" only for his s/o to whimper in reply. Never fails to make his cock twitch when his s/o is speechless while taking him completely
#kengan ashura#kengan omega#kenganverse#kengan ashura x reader#julius reinhold#meguro masaki#wakatsuki takeshi
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What do you mean by BTZ I, BTZ II, and BTZ III? You've been talking about them a bit, but I haven't seen any references to them before. Are they different stories, different phases of the same story, or something else?
BTZ is an abbreviation for my Back to Zero IF, and the numbers refer to three different fics I have planned to explore the story.
BTZ I is from Subaruâs POV alone and itâsâŚkind of using the premise as a response to the OOC-ness of stories like Re:Forgotten? Wilhelm is arguably kind of abusive, Emilia ditches him, Julius is a sadist and also straight up steals his girl, Ferris is an asshole for no reason â itâs just a lot and Subaru doesnât have the context for any of it.
BTZ II IS that context, because itâs from everyone elseâs POV, and suddenly itâs revealed that everyone is actually trying to keep Subaru safe and happy by any means necessary and theyâre just failing miserably. The whole story is suddenly a comedy. All of these people are idiots. Cue the Benny Hill Theme.
BTZ III is the aftermath where â SOMETHING went down at the end of BTZ I and II that I have kept to myself so far, and now everyone has realized just how badly they fucked up. Everyoneâs POV. Finally, the âcomfortâ of the hurt/comfort fic.
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Creepypasta Masterlist Vol. 4
It's that time again! The previous masterlist is full, if not nearly full! But I have some news to share! Now that I'm writing romantic for a few characters, they will now be given their own sections in the masterlist! Hooray! There will still be an other section for characters, whether me not writing romantic for them or them not being very popular! As per usual you can find the other creepypasta volumes in my pinned under the masterlist section! you can also find the rules there so if youre interested, give them a read! do note that as of the day im writing this (5/24/24), i work on a queue system so be aware it may take a while for your request to become public! you can always ask what day to expect it! with all that being said! p.s. if you're ever unsure for what creepypastas i will write for, just ask! putting it out there though that i do not write for offender, julius, or clockwork (clockwork is just personal stuff for me, as far as im aware there isnt much problematic with her or the creator) (dont quote me on that though, because i dont keep up with the creators all that much AS OF AUGUST 29TH THIS LIST IS COMPLETE
Multi
Various crps x sculptor reader
Various x reader who does horror pod costs
Pocky w/ various crps
Various x streamer reader
Various crushing on the reader 1/2
Various crushing on the reader 2/2
Ej, masky,hoodie x picky eater reader
Sleepover at slender mansion
various crps x reader with moles and freckles
various x reader who has leg pains
various x reader who struggles with self care
slenderman and lj x reader who sleeps a lot
various x reader who has anxiety
ej and nina x reader who has psoriasis
petnames remake
various x slasher fan!reader
ticci toby, masky, and tim getting comfort from the reader
masky and hoodie when their child gets hurt protecting them
ej and ticci toby x ballerina!reader
calling various crps pretty boy
various crps w/ reader who struggles with self care 2
masky and hoodie x pregnant reader
various x caseoh!reader
leaving lipstick marks on them 1/2
Making a pillow fort w/ various
leaving lipstick marks on them 2/2
drawing each other 1/2
drawing each other 2/2
ej and brian x oblivious reader
giving lj masky and splendor kisses before going out
carrying/being carried when injured (jeff, masky, toby, lj)
giving various crps flowers
getting them treats (slender, nina, lj, bloody painter)
kissing ninas, bloody painters, and maskys scars
various x reader who cant cook
putting your hands in the pockets when youre cold
various crps x reader who can take their head off
various x picky eater!reader
kissing jane and nina
various x injured reader who doesnt realize theyre injured
laughing jack eyeless jack and puppeteer celebrating the readers birthday after its forgotten
masky hoodie and ticci toby x lactose intolerant reader
LJ, masky, hoodie x reader who has a sweet tooth
jeff nina and hoodie x bimbo!reader
dancing w/ slender splendor and bloody painter
Slenderman
x angel reader
x male immortal reader
i n p (angst alphabet)
y t ⼠(fluff alphabet)
Splendorman
n s x fluff alphabet
Laughing Jack
body swap prompt
X scene reader
X mime reader
X reader who dyes their hair a lot
X reader with curly hair
x reader who is clingy and has abandonment issues
accidentally making sensitive reader cry
x ball jointed doll reader
x bubbly trad goth reader
Eyeless Jack
X cute reader who likes sweets
X vampire reader
X reader who dresses in menhera/yami kawaii
x popular!fem!reader (human/collage au/pre monster jack)
x demon reader who eats raw animals
saving him from the cult and life after
w y s (fluff alphabet)
x reader who has father issues
x reader who is a professional figure skater
x sick reader
x ftm reader w/ dysphoria
boo, haunted house, and snacks (fall prompts)
Jeff the Killer
Platonic jeff x teen reader
X slasher fan reader
z d r (fluff alphabet)
w e y (fluff alphabet)
k j z (fluff alphabet)
Ticci Toby
X mom friend reader
reuniting with him
r y l (fluff alphabet)
v x i (fluff alphabet)
toby x fem!reader except youre both oblivious
scary movie, haunted house, and wrapped up prompts
c s w (fluff alphabet)
Masky
X fem lead singer reader
Hoodie
Puppeteer
Pup x reader who has abandonment issues
j p x (fluff alphabet)
Other
Nina x reader who reads fanfics
ben drowned x reader playing animal crossing together (platonic)
ben drowned x reader who hates him
platonic ben x older sibling figure reader
bloody painter x pregnant reader
c f h w/ bloody painter (fluff alphabet)
bloody painter x reader who has a small eye
s u v w/ ben (platonic alphabet)
kissing bloody painter after the first date
#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x you#creepypasta imagine#slenderman x reader#splendorman x reader#jeff the killer x reader#ticci toby x reader#masky x reader#hoodie x reader#laughing jack x reader#eyeless jack x reader#puppeteer x reader#the puppeteer x reader#slenderman x you#splendorman x you#jeff the killer x you#ticci toby x you#eyeless jack x you#laughing jack x you#masky x you#hoodie x you#puppeteer x you#the puppeteer x you
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Walden BACC
They talked about it, at length.
Imogen explained that she had been struggling with her pregnancy, and went to Larkin for comfort. Then one thing led to another...
Why not come to me, your husband? he'd asked, lamely.
Because you were so happy, she replied.
It was true. He had been over the moon, unable (or unwilling) to see his wife's struggles.
All the lies he had told himself were coming back to haunt him.
The biggest lie of all? That Imogen had chosen him in the end, that she wouldn't have gone running if Larkin beckoned.
Would she still go, even now?
He was too old to keep lying to himself anymore. No matter how much it hurt.
And yet, he couldn't hate her for it.
This was the fae's fault. He, better than anyone, knew what she was capable of. She had killed Imogen's brother and visited unspeakable horrors upon him. Imogen was just another of her victims.
Larkin Meade was to blame for everything.
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There you have it, folks! đ¤ˇââď¸ Julius decided to blame it all on Larkin and his relationship with Immy only took a relatively small hit after she "Confessed to Cheating."
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The really clever thing about 'The Debt' that I always paid attention to is that none of the characters surrounding Xena in her backstory are actually evil no matter what Xena goes through. They all seem to hold a "weakness" or a place of compassion in their heart somewhere and it's mainly more so the circumstances that cause them to act or behave one way or another to each other. In fact the only character that seems to be really so far gone in terms of emotional connection is Xena. That's really why the juxtaposition from Borias to Lao Ma works as well as it does because she goes from a relationship that's completely about taking and having power - using and abusing each other in order to just get what they want out of their environment regardless of the way they treat each other within it to a relationship filled with care and compassion and tolerance and love in all kinds of ways. Lao Ma always puts Xena first despite how Xena's treated her and even though Xena doesn't understand why she would help her or how she could be nice to her after what she's done to her, Lao Ma is consistent in trying to get Xena to understand that a self-serving desire does not benefit either the giver or the taker in the longterm. That she's merely just poisoning her soul all the more the more she lives for herself in this very hateful, vengeful, wilful, destructive way against humanity. Xena says it's about survival why she behaves like this. That she's only dealing out the brutality that she's been dealt back. But Lao Ma rightly points out... she's already dead spiritually, emotionally, mentally. She's really lost the will to live in the sense of allowing the world to show her that it can be kind and beautiful too. That she's not even giving it the chance to be good to her back. To treat her better because she's already resigned herself to its pains.
'The Debt' story arc is so cleverly, carefully and intentionally crafted to show you that that path Xena's carved out for herself because of Julius Caesar's betrayal in the breaking of both her legs and her spirit simultaneously is only one that will forever destroy Xena even more and in order to become the person that Lao Ma knows she's capable of being, Xena had to let go of all of that anger within so she could correct and heal not just her body but her entire soul and it's karma because if she could do that - if she allowed that to happen - then she'd finally come to the person that would provide her it all back without asking for anything in return. At the time - Xena thinks this person is Lao Ma. But no, Lao Ma is only preparing her for Gabrielle.
Then for the creators to bookend all of this with the present day betrayal of Gabrielle just makes this story arc all the more powerful because then Xena proves she's truly put aside her past and a life of death and destruction by forgiving her, by understanding her, by loving her even though Gabrielle has done an awful thing to her. She's realized that even though hurt people hurt people - there is still a choice that the individual can make if their ego can allow them to see and get passed the anguish. To choose to comfort instead. That's what 'The Debt' is about. That's what Xena and Lao Ma is about. Watch it again and notice how every character is human and shows their humanity somewhere. Even if it's not to Xena. But they show you that every character in Xena's backstory is not a monster besides one. Ming Tien - who is too young to learn any such lesson and had to be put down because his influence of power would cause far more chaos and pain than his own life was worth and Xena makes the choice to kill him - without telling Gabrielle - because she knows that she created that monster so she knows that he is beyond the pale. He cannot be saved and he cannot be left to his own devices. She makes that judgement call not out of vengeance, but mercy because at the end of the day her cause was for the greater good and the person that originally instilled that conviction into her - that even named her 'the warrior princess' - is not a man, but a woman and the only person that can keep her in that conviction and on that right path that is truly destined for Xena, is also a woman. Gabrielle. Gabrielle is her destiny. Her cornerstone to living. Her future. Her way forward in life and love.
That's the story there. That's what they're really saying in 'The Debt'.
As I've said before... this is not a TV show about heroes vs villains. It's about actions vs consequences. It's about the human conditions and circumstances. It's about doing what we can when and where we believe we should. There is no inherent good or evil, right or wrong..., it all just depends on who we are and how we react in the moment and all the people surrounding us are there to bring that out in us whether we know it at the time or not. That's how life even works. To provide that much reality and truth in an action fantasy show... wow.
I love these episodes so fucking much. I love the characters, the themes, the arcs, the sets. I love the contrasting tones of edginess and grittiness with gentleness and smoothness. I love the LIFE in it when it's otherwise showing you the lead character at her deadest because the point is for her to realize and understand it's not the end for her but she has to make those choices and take those actions and ultimately allow LIFE in again. To allow her spirit to take flight and stop corrupting and sabotaging her own goodness and beauty by constantly choosing hate and revenge and rage and destruction because there's just as much power and control in the opposite.
Lao Ma is known to be hard and soft at the same time like water because she's mastered the ability to silence her ego and will. She's so powerful and influential and disciplined in the way of her being because she's learned how to conquer herself rather than others and we all should honestly learn from her example, not just Xena because humans do get in their own way. We're made that way because we have free will. But then that means that we can choose the opposite. We can freely choose whether to perpetuate our own self-serving goals or look in the mirror and change our life by changing ourselves.
#xena warrior princess#the debt#cast/crew interviews#xena#lucy lawless#lao ma#jacqueline kim#borias#marton csokas#wlw representation#bisexual narratives#queer storytelling#exclusive bonus content
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Detention
It was a quiet Friday afternoon in Volterra Castle, and as Marcus signed his name on the dayâs last edict, he couldnât help but smile. Friday meant the end of the work week under the new Volturi work/life balance guidelines, instituted five years ago by his beautiful mate, Y/N, thank you very much, and it also meant the end of the school week. Marcus always looked forward to Friday, now that he was a father, as he could not wait to spend the weekend doing normal human activities with his wonderful wife and darling daughter. They had been with him for just under a decade now, and every second spent with them filled in the cracks from a millennium of hurts, and he cherished every single one.
He looked down at his watch with a small frown, noticing the hour was later than normal, but it was quickly erased as the air around him shifted, and the light, airy scent of oranges and vanilla filled his senses. His daughter had just arrived home from school, and as was her custom, she was making her way to the Kingâs study to greet her father and uncles. She was moving quickly - too quickly - he thought, and suddenly he had a feeling that something wasnât right. The intensity of the feeling actually scared him a little, and he had just risen from his chair to go meet her when he heard his daughter arrive.
Wham!! The door to the study was flung open heavily, causing it to bounce off the wall behind it. He could see his daughter was extremely angry, and her eyes blazed with rage.
âUncle Aro!â She shouted, her eyes scanning the room in fury. âWhere are you?â
Marcus looked to his right, noticing that his brother had indeed abandoned his desk, and was forced to hold back a smile as the man in question casually reentered the room from the adjoining balcony. Aro was doing his best to appear surprised to see the girl, but Marcus knew better than to believe the act.
âAh, principessa! You are home!â Aro enthused, greeting the girl with a wide, happy smile. âHow was your day?â
âYou know how it was, Uncle,â she hissed. âYou promised you would stop doing that!â
âDoing what, my heart?â Marcus asked, coming to stand next to his daughter, offering her a careful hug. âWhat has Aro done?â
The girl sighed, leaning heavily into her fatherâs embrace. âHe helped me with my homework again!â
âAro!â Marcus chided. âWeâve discussed this, brother.â
Aro said nothing for a moment, looking down to brush an imaginary piece of lint away from his jacket. âI had to do it darling, your essay was incomplete. I was only thinking of your grades,â he explained.
âIncomplete!!â The girl screeched. âIt was fine before you tampered with it!â
âThere, there, little mouse.â Marcus patted his daughterâs back in a comforting gesture. âDo you have the essay with you? May I see it?â
She nodded, untangling herself from their hug, and reached down into her discarded backpack. âHere. Read it, and youâll see, Daddy.â
He took the papers from her hand and moved back over to his desk, turning on his reading lamp as he took a seat. He read aloud to the room.
Julius Caesar was a Roman general and statesman. A member of the First Triumvirate, Caesar led the Roman armies in the Gallic Wars before defeating his political rival Pompey in a civil war.
âA fine start, darling, well done.â Marcus praised her.
âSkip down to the last paragraph, Daddy. Thatâs where you see a last minute edit someone added.â She glared at Aro as she spoke.
Marcus looked down again and flipped to the last page of the report, focusing on the final lines, mysteriously written in flourishing red ink. The penmanship was familiar to Marcus. After having to read it for the last several thousand years, he would recognize it anywhere. He grimaced and read aloud again.
In conclusion, Julius Caesar was a pompous bastard who got what he deserved. He was an uncultured swine and a blight on society. Shakespeareâs play is nothing but gross exaggeration and, frankly, not worth the paper itâs printed on. The Italian school system needs to do better.
âAro!â Marcus scolded, setting down the paper and giving the dark-haired man a disapproving look. âShame on you, brother.â
âWhat?â Aro questioned. âTell me which part of my statement is untrue, Marcus. You hated that asshole as much as I did!â
âMaybe so, but you cannot put those things in her homework. What will the teacher think?â
âSheâll think Iâm being insolent and give me detention, thatâs what!â The girl cried. âI had to write lines about not using inappropriate language in my reports and I have to read Romeo and Juliet as extra homework now!â
âAh! How delightful!â Aro rejoiced, clapping his hands in excitement. âNow the Montague family, there was a family that understood diplomacy!â
âDaddy! Please make him stop!â The girl begged her father. âTell him he canât help me with my homework anymore, please?â
âAro, brother, I have to agree. As much as you want to share your first-hand knowledge of historical events with our princess, you cannot do so by changing her homework. I want you to give your word; you wonât tamper with her work again.â
Aro considered Marcusâs words for a moment, looking into his nieceâs pleading eyes before silently acquiescing. âI am sorry, little dove. I should not have changed your paper and I will not do it again. I was only trying to help, but I can see my help was not needed. Forgive me?â
The girl smiled at Aro, moving to his side to embrace him in a hug. âI forgive you, Uncle. And Iâm sorry I shouted at you. I was just upset about getting detention.â
âWell, Iâll find a way to make it up to you eventually, love. âDo you want me to have your teacher killed?â He asked innocently.
âAro!â Marcus scolded. âYou will do no such thing!â
âWe can discuss it later,â Aro whispered to the girl, smiling at the giggles spilling from her lips.
âOk, Uncle Aro.â She kissed his cheek and then crossed back to her father to do the same for him. âIâve got to go talk to Mama about our plans for the weekend, so Iâll see you two later. Love you!â She called as she darted out of the room, backpack in hand.
Marcus shook his head as he returned to his desk, packing away his books and ledgers, chuckling all the while. He looked over at his brother and gave him a wry smile. âHe was a pompous bastard, Aro. You were right about that.â
âOf course I was, Marcus. Wait until she sees what I wrote in her report about Henry VIII.â
The End
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