#jules lil random brain thoughts

[vellichorbindery]

if you had to choose 15 taylor swift songs to listen to for the rest of your life, what would you choose?

Omg this one is so fun 🙂‍↕️

15???

1. loml

2. My Tears Ricochet

3. Holy Ground

4. New Romantics

5. How Did It End?

6. So It Goes

7. Cornelia Street

8. cardigan

9. tolerate it

10. right where you left me

11. All Too Well (10 min)

12. Carolina

13. Maroon

14. Enchanted

15. Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me?

Honestly they’re entire albums that I love and would be in my top 15 😂

Ok jk this was SOO mean 😭 I have about 15 more that are on constant rotation DAMMITTT

I’m

Sorry to all my bbs who didn’t make this list I promise I love u

[vellichorbindery]

And they’re both drawn to their opposites 😭

Regulus to James whose love pours out and warms him, his own ray of sunshine & Sirius to Remus who calms him, anchors him with his love—something he knows is always there, unyielding.

my Black Brother hc

Regulus is loud in a quiet way, Sirius is quiet in a loud way, for the exact same reason.

Regulus seeks approval in silence, in doing exactly what is expected of him, even when it's tearing him apart. Sirius seeks it in rebellion, in being everything their mother despises.

But at the core, they're the same. Both are just boys who wanted their mother's love and never got it.

[purple-haired-faerie]

Kitty reunion

So I've been wanting to do this since I finished Queen but I only just got round to doing it.

It's been three years since Kit and Ty have last seen each other. Ty has been studying hard at the Scholomance and has gained a lot or respect as a result from peers and staff alike.

Kit has made home in Devon. He's been training with Jem and has been learning about his fae magic with Tessa (who gets what it's like to have random abilities no one else does and doesn't want Kit to have the experience she had with the Dark sisters) and been an amazing big brother to the baby Carstairs formally known as Cordelia.

Jules and Emma came for a visit to Devon on their travel year and convinced him they understand why he left the way he did and that they didn't hate him. He's since had weekly Skype calls and repaired relationships and in the case of Helen and Aline, built a relationship. The fact that they had recently adopted a little girl and Kit had Lil' sis Cordelia helped a lot on that front.

So after about three years of being able to have the relationship they wanted to have (namely romantic and not parabatai) Jules and Emma get engaged and naturally Jem, Tessa, Cordelia and Kit get invited.

They arrive a couple of weeks before the wedding to provide an extra pair of hands. Well Jem, Tessa and Kit help and Cordelia keeps the Haline baby company (within 20 minutes they become best friends forever)

And then a couple of days before the wedding Ty arrives. He had a huge assignment due at the Scholomance so couldn't have come any earlier. All the Blackthorn's understood and Jemma where just happy he could come to their wedding.

Having been greeted by his family Ty asks what still needs doing and the point to the direction of the room where Kit is (Kit's merrily Making a play list with everyone's music requests oblivious to Ty's arrival.

Kit's aware of someone in the doorway and when he turns to look the sight takes his breath away and is brain forgets how to function. He'd thought 15 year old Ty was beautiful but built up 18 year old Ty who's had a growth spurt and wearing Centurion uniform? God's gift to the world.

After a pause where the boys just oggle at each other, it's Ty who spoke first. Where the Blackthorn's knew why Kit had left, they hadn't told Ty, thinking it would be best coming from the source. "You left. Magnus said you didn't want to say goodbye" which broke Kit's heart even more than it had already been broken.

Looking at his lap, Kit responded with "I'd say sorry but Sorry doesn't seem like a strong enough word. My life had been seriously shaken up. One minute I'm a mundane with the sight, then a Shadowhunter then a Shadowhunter with faerie magic and a mother who'd been murdered by the riders for being having the first heir as an ancestor. I went along with your plan to do necromancy to get Livvy back not because I wanted to but you were my only friend. And it was stupid....you weren't stupid...that's impossible. But me. I was the stupid one. Then I said I loved you, by the lake and you didn't answer because damn....I was an idiot who thought declaring my love at the same time as you were trying to raise your twin was a good idea. So I got mad and said some dumb shit. I couldn't face you after that"

Kit wasn't sure when he'd started crying but when he finished talking and finally looked at Ty again there were tears rolling down his cheeks.

There was a moment in which Kit's words sank in before Ty started speaking. "I should be the one to say sorry. It was my plan to get Livvy back and I asked you to help. Grief isn't a good catalyst for making good decisions but I only realised that too late. The thought of bringing her back, to make sure I was no longer the twinless twin was holding me together. But I wish I'd asked you to help me cope, not necromancy. Can you forgive me?" And kit needed a moment for his brain to catch up

"Ty there is nothing to forgive. And if there was, I did so three years ago. I should be asking for forgiveness. I said some things I have regretted ever since" he managed to get out.

Ty gave him a sad smile before going "I guess we both messed up. But I wouldn't mind trying again if you'd like?" And Kit had to stop himself from dancing around the room cheering "woopiie" in celebration.

Instead he got up, stuck his hand out going "I'm Kit, kit Herondale-Carstairs. Lovely to meet you" to which Ty shook his hand going "Tiberius Blackthorn. Good to make your acquaintance"

[vellichorbindery]

writing the NASTIEST shit with a straight face and then not being able to edit it bc I just laugh at myself and I’m like 🫠🫠🫠

help

[vellichorbindery]

1989 came out 3 weeks after I moved across the country when I was 19 years old and I was in a brand new city with 1 friend. This is my fucking album 😭😭😭😩

i cannot and will not apologize for the bitch i become at midnight when 1989 tv comes out.

this album shaped me. it changed me. it saved me. i love it. it was the first album i ever really got into of hers and i will never recover from hearing clean tv i can guarantee it.

[vellichorbindery]

the depression train has left the station and I’m driving it 😀

Pls send me your saddest songs I can sob to 🫡