#judas cockblocking

[judasgot-it]

Appreciation post for Tecchou's calves since I know that bones will probably mess it up this season </3

[born-to-lose]

which ones were the horrorpunk bands 👀

It was Superhorror!! Short story, I got their set list, got my CDs signed by 4/5 of the band and kissed the singer (who turned out to be 16 years older than me and possibly taken after I did some stalking today ��💔), long story under the cut

So one of their songs is called Satan Loves You and to introduce that the singer said "you know what the devil whispers in your ear? Drink one more beer, kiss that singer of the band that's on stage because Satan wants you to live your life, Satan loves you". I was front row all night and that was pretty early on in their set and I was considering just kissing him whenever he gets close enough. Their music was really good and I had so much fun! Necrophilia and cannibalism references in their songs ❤

At some point he walked through the audience and just grabbed some girls and danced with each of them goofy partner dance style spinning around etc and he said he wants to practice his German so he complimented random people in German. Before he got off the stage he gave me the set list with a wink and stuck his tongue out 😫

After the concert when I was going outside, he was standing there with the guitarist and I got out the CDs I had bought and asked if they could sign them (that's how the hangout with another band last year started so it's my go-to method)

They were like sure and asked if I have a pen because if not they'd have to go back inside and look for one. The guitarist offered me a cigarette but I declined (I already had beef with my mom for accepting a musician's cig before and my sister was sick waiting in the car with my parents and they were all mad at me for taking so long so I couldn't stay for the afterparty which really pisses me off, next time I'm definitely going alone) ANYWAYS I found a pen in my bag and the singer was like "grazie" and after fighting together to get the booklets out of the CD cases, they signed them and the guitarist went to look for the rest of the band

When I was alone with the singer, I asked "so saying Satan whispered it in my ear would be a good reason to kiss you?" and he grinned and went "oh yeah absolutely, but I smell like shit now, like really" and I was like "I don't mind" and he said I can kiss him on the cheek, which I did and left a lipstick stain on his white face paint (should have taken a photo of that) and then he was like "actually you know what" and I kissed him and we both had a bit of each other's lipstick on lmao

We chatted a bit and he asked if I enjoyed the show and if I'm from near here and I said I'm from the next town about 20 minutes away and he was like "lucky, this bar is great but it's not your first gig here, is it? We played here in 2016, was this your first time seeing us?" and he apologized for his bad English and not being super talkative because he woke up at 6am to travel up here from Italy and it was so hot in there and he lost everything including his ability to think. He asked me for my name and was like "ooh Melissa *thick Italian accent* such a beautiful name I like it" 🥹🥹🥹

He went to get my CDs back and apologized for not being able to find the other guitarist so he suggested I get the missing autographs next time they come to Germany. He asked if he can hug me and we hugged and we said our goodbyes and see you next time etc

And when I turned around my father was standing a few meters away from me 💀💀💀 he said he only got there when I got my CDs back which I SURE FUCKING HOPE

[tylerwritez]

Hey guys its uhhh Saturday July 3rd 2021 9:53 a.m.

I literally got 1-2 hours of sleep •_• because I was up into the earliest hours of the morning talking to Jay and Ariel.

... Its homophobic that Jay was away /j :P and not in my room that night because... how do I say this without saying too much... he turns me on, simple. He's in LEDUC. DUDE. COME BACK I WANT TO FUCK YOU /HJ

I told him this before you guys, but my brain does this thing where it randomly sends me back to some memory and I have to live through the feelings yknow? And I twitch a bit. Well my brain has been sending me back to almost entirely memories of him now. And it's. Not even funny. My crush on him grows...

Oh well, I'm patient.

The forums last night were as usual, unhelpful. My dad looks at me as if I'm a tragedy, as if my skin is a crime scene, and we have a total of *drumroll* TWO COMMENTS! One of them was okay in helpfulness. They mostly just wanted to write about their tattoo cover up of their scars but. They were right about how you are the only person who gets to decide what you think about your scars.

If he thinks of me like that... doesnt mean I HAVE to think of my own self that same way.

So true.

Next person said maybe he doesnt think I'm damaged, maybe hes just gawking at the damage done to me?? And how he couldnt stop it?

And like isnt that the same thing honestly.

Oh hey, yeah I gotta tell you about TODAY. not yesterday or last night.

Well uhm I just woke up on my BEDFRAMELESS BED Cos they packed it and left me with the MATRESS xD (I wonder if this is their way of cockblocking me /j)

I got ready and uh I was told like, GET THE FUCK UP DUDE WE R GOING TO THE LAKE RIGHT FUCKING NOWWW

So I'm rushing 2 get ready... well not really rushing. I don't rush. I was getting ready. I go to brush my hair and theres NO BRUSH. ITS BEEN PACKED???? WHAT???

I did my best with what I had on hand and then we left

I'm in the car with my friend and annoying ass sister right now and I got music on

We got Tim Hortons (muffin + ice capp) for breakfast (already over my cal limit... •_• as if that's getting followed nowadays)

lol I dont usually eat breakfast tho so I'll try to skip lunch or have a light lunch, so it doesn't mess me up.

Right now as we are driving to the lake... it's mostly canola fields. Theres lots of canola grown where I'm from lol, just drive a little bit out and you'll see the fields and fields of bright yellow like millions of little highlighters sticking up from the grass. I cant make them out individually though... still waiting on those contact lenses.

Again, I'm patient.

I don't think we're super far out... I mean theres still lots of cars, signs, farms, roadside ads, trees, uh, shrubs, and if we WERE further out the land would be more bare... #grassland #praries #Alberta

Also the sun just makes everyhting look more alive.

Oh NOO IM DESCRIBING THE SCENERY... boring!

Idk. There isn't much to discuss, I'm just listening to music because I'm content with just that. If I come up with anything funny/Insightful(?) I'm gonna make a twitter draft.

10:17 a.m, signing off temporarily,

Judas/Jude Shepard.

4:25 p.m.

We got to the lake, talked, got ice cream, talked, went in the #water... lake stuff.

My friend was gushing over this guy and like...  DILF. IF YOU SAW HIM... xD of course I'm just looking though. He just had big pecs which is attractive to me, and the overall build with these broad shoulders XD.

Tbh? I know me and Jay are TECHNICALLY not dating, but I feel like I'm dedicated to him. That's probably because of my crush on him but oh well.

I just keep thinking horny thoughts it's a plague within my brainnnnn and I know its his fault

I did end up asking him but by then he had already logged off so.... he'll respond soon and I gotta be ready. It appears that my mom is signing up for a Christian dating app... we'll see how that goes.

As for Jay's responding, I'll just tell him nevermind.

Anwyays we are headed back, possibly to the bookstore, possibly home.

I KNOW I talk a lot about the same things but that's because I'm infatuated with them.

I'm infatuated with... him.

I think of him in my mind and bam instant horny

I'll try to think of soemthing else,,, this is. Uh. Inconvenient right now.

I'll keep updating you though lol.

Hope I'm not annoying talking about Jay all the time.

I AM doing other stuff, I have a life. I just... I guess I unintentionally highlight certain parts a lot.

11:55 p.m.

IM EXHAUSTED GODDAMNIT MY DAD WAS MAD AT me...

... I wanted to ask to go to my friends house tommorowbut my dad is pissed at me for... closing my door??? dude omg hes like “what were you doing for two hours with the door closed” uhm reading? on my phone? jacking off? im a normal person lol. i said reading and on my phone which IS true and he said”sure...” all  sarcastic WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY?? YEAH I JACKED OFF???? stfu

hes not even mad at me hes mad cos my mom is goign on a date lolDONT TAKE IT OUT ON ME STFU

I'm dead.

So I didnt ask cos I was scared shitless lmaooo but I have an appointment anwyays so it works out.

I just read a bunch of this comic called outcast. That's it really. Now I'm gonna sleep after I post to twitter a bit...

ALSO I asked Jay finally about uh. Yeah. Scarring. and he said beauty is in the eye of the beholder. He said I was hot but then he said that on the other hand it feels weird when he runs his hands over them, but in general, he loves me.

So he said "I don't care if you have scars or not, you're still you"

I love him honestly hes so supportive.

I admit I'm a bit sad thinking they feel weird but honestly? Yeah. They do. I felt up my leg where the scars are to check and it feels like hard ribs/ridges to the touch of a hand but he still thinks I'm pretty so I'm not gonna let the scars get me down. Cos I'm still me. It's just scars. Doesn't affect anything.

:,)

Also erin found a hagstone!!!

Gn,

Jude Shepard

[marshmallowprotection]

"Seven, get the stake!" "Seven? What happened to Luciel?" "I go by both" "Oh? A name and a number, hm? Maybe I should go by Nine then?" "Why Nine..?" "Because 7 8 9 of course! Irony or an invitation, you can pick which ;)" "LESS TALKING AND MORE STABBING AGENT" "Youre no fun, Vandy"

THE BANTER, DARLING. 

Bless this idiot. 

He’s constantly trying to one-up Luciel and get him distracted. When they’re fighting, they’re often spending more time chatting then they are landing blows. Vanderwood is likely very familiar with Judas but they never gave a care in the world about names, just their job. 

He’s exasperated that Vanderwood keeps getting in the way of his flirting. He just wants to get some and he’s tired of being cockblocked. When Vandy isn’t around, it’s very likely that Luciel and he get rather passionate exchanging hits. 

[sorry-baepsae]

jungkook lmao the boy was deadass bout to show his abs but we got cockblocked by namjoon and hoseok, this is a judas level of betrayal

[psychic-refugee]

Oh god, I just did a full body cringe at "cockblocking!Enid" fantasy.

Once again, Wenclair hypocrisy and double standards are on full display.

If any male love interest would even think of demanding time away from a female friend, they would riot in the streets and place him on a Judas Cradle.

Wenclairs certainly prove time and again they're a) very young and b) have never been in any kind of relationship: platonic, romantic, or otherwise.

I think this is interesting.

Not only is Jenna second to last in the credit hierarchy, she's listed as only being EP for one episode. (IMDB, last visited 21/10/2024)

She has zero writing credits.

Id.

For everyone thinking she's pulling the puppet strings as EP and as a writer, I think you're going to be disappointed by the reality of the situation.

I think having any EP credit is a great accomplishment and she should be proud of herself.

I just don't think people should have gotten their hopes up that she's all but in charge and championing a specific ship.

She's a huge talent and a star, but she's still relativity new to the business. I think it's smart to get her hands on the pie, but she still has a lot to learn and to prove beyond being a child star.

[sophiasbox-blog1]

Sophia James‎ to J Edward Khrist From the moment Eden was put in the car seat and placed in the backseat, things finally started to feel real to Soph. For weeks, their family unit only seemed to exist in a hospital and the couple was left with a separation from her each night. Going home without her never did get any easier, but they did so each and every night with heavy hearts. Today was different. Today they got into the new SUV together, all three of them, as a family. Within a few minutes of a short drive, they were there at the building they lived in, bringing Eden into the elevator for the first time. While Judas carried the car seat, Soph tended to the diaper bag and discharge papers. Finally arriving at their door, the new guard who had become fast friends with Judas' wife opened the door for the family of three. Soph walked through first, turning around immediately to watch their little girl coming home for the first time. "Welcome home, Eden," she offered in a tone of voice that was pleasant and emotionally charged as she couldn't quite believe she was finally there with them and there would be no more goodbyes. Two pups were quick to the door, hearing their human's entrance, perhaps just as eager to meet the baby whose scent had become customary on their humans, yet they hadn't had the chance to directly associate it with the one to whom it belonged. Placing the diaper bag on the table near the door, the discharge papers were placed beside it. Quickly joining her husband and daughter, her hands now free, she was waiting for the car seat to be placed down, her hands eager to hold the little one in their home for the first time.

J Edward Khrist In the time away from the hospital, Judas had brought home numerous baby blankets for both dogs to adjust to the scent. So by the time that baby was in the apartment, they were already well aware as to who was in the carrier. "Hi, Spanks." He'd state at the cream colored French bulldog excitedly stamping his front paws to the floor. Waiting until Soph had slipped in to join her within the space. Already knowing the woman was chomping at the bit as he walked to the living room to place her down gently against the couch. Reaching down where his hands were at the red buttons of the handle.

Sophia James As Judas brought his hands against the buckles, Soph was in absolute awe already to see Eden there before them in their own home. She brought her hand against Judas' lower back as she pressed a kiss to the back of his upper arm. Her excitement was unable to be contained or hidden as this was where it all began. Finally, they would enter the reality they had been preparing for. Both pups were there at the sofa, surely recognizing the scent Judas had been diligent about introducing to them where they would get to see for the first time who it belonged to. Reaching her free hand down to Bartholomew's head, she gave him a gentle sweep of her hand as he cried at her feet for the attention, or perhaps it was to get a look at Eden. Either way, Soph gave in and gave him a bit of her affection, though her eyes were steady at the little girl there in the car seat.

J Edward Khrist Getting the handle drawn down before unbuckling her. The little one had slept through all the excitement but that was quite alright with him as he glanced down towards her. After all she had gone through, she deserved this. "Go ahead, Mommy. Take her out."

Sophia James More than willing to let Judas do the honors there, she heard his suggestion and gave up an eager nod. Coming there to Judas' side, she slipped her hands beneath Eden's head and bottom, supporting her fully as she leaned over, drawing her from the car seat to her chest before she was standing up straight once more. Pressing a kiss to the infant's head, she moved over to take a seat on the sofa beside the car seat as she glanced up to Judas, a look of disbelief there in her eyes at the fact that they were at home, with Eden, and the nightmare of her stay in the hospital for so many weeks was finally over.

J Edward Khrist Meeting her eyes as she sat down, the man could only smirk lightly as he looked over the two. The undoubtedly most important part of his life. Reaching for the carrier that he guided to the other side of the couch as he watched her going through her own emotions. His hand gently reaching to find the back of her shoulder.

Sophia James As his hand found her shoulder, she shook her head slightly, unable to fully grasp all that was happening there. It had been the longest process of her life to bring this little girl home, and yet now that it was happening, she couldn't help but feel it was too good to be true and that the hospital would be calling back and saying she needed to come back once again. The emotion welled in the corners of her eyes at the thoughts that ran through her mind in that moment. Slowly drawing the baby back from her chest, she supported her body there in her hands as she guided her to lay against her mother's thighs where she could look at her, to see her face, to take that moment to prove she was really and truly there.

J Edward Khrist "She's all ours." Capitalizing on what all was happening here to remind her of this, gently rubbing her back as she laid the baby down against her legs where he'd slowly draw to take to his knees before the two as he looked her over. The little girl having stayed asleep the whole time yet seemingly at peace with the world.

Sophia James As Judas took to his knees there in front of them, she met his eyes with a dampness in her own. "I know she is almost two months old, but this feels like the first day," she confessed, not entirely sure it made sense, but it did to her. Bringing one hand to her stomach, she looked down at the sleeping baby that she couldn't seem to get enough of.

J Edward Khrist "As it should." He stated with ease as he looked over the little thing cradled on her mothers knees. Reaching out where his rough fingertip would graze the back of her hand. Leaned over her head just to get a look at her sleeping.

Sophia James "I know we're supposed to put her in her bed when she's sleeping, but I just want to hold her forever," she whispered honestly as it was nearly impossible to imagine taking her into her room and putting her in there alone. "She's still just so little," she offered, though she was bigger than she had been at birth. As Judas leaned over the little one, she brought her hand to the side of his face, her eyes seeking his as her love for him only seemed to grow each day. "Thank you," she offered, for the baby, for his love, for absolutely everything in her life that had turned around since the day she met him. "Don't ask for what. Just thank you," she added, knowing he'd surely tell her she had nothing to thank him for, though she saw it all quite differently.

J Edward Khrist "Just a heads up. Her life is going to be filled with a lot of things we shouldn't be doing." He reminded her, as they'd never be those parents. She'd sleep with them, she'd experience life and people and animals and countries. Their ivory tower would be ever changing. Feeling her at his face as he now crowded her view, hearing her thank him which would draw a laugh from the man. "I didn't do this." He reminded her, a gentle shake of his head as he leaned down and kissed the baby's cheek before leaning up to meet her halfway.

Sophia James As he offered his reminder, she knew it to be true. Nothing about Eden's upbringing would be typical, but it would be their own way and Soph would want it to be no other way. "You did do this," she offered, knowing he was credited for at least half of it, but the baby before them was only a part of her gratitude. "Just say you're welcome," she pleaded, her hand there to the side of his face as she felt the temptation to steal his lips, but was entirely too mindful of the little one on her lap to do such a thing as it might crush her little feet.

J Edward Khrist "I didn't. I could have walked away from this almost a year ago and she'd still be here. You did this." He reminded her as he felt her to the side of his face, smiling softly as his eyes met hers. A time where they would normally kiss yet the little one between them had just become a cockblock for the first time.

Sophia James Meeting his eyes, she did not agree and he would surely find her disagreement hidden in her hues. "We," she insisted as that little girl was just as much him as it was her and she wouldn't hear any different.

J Edward Khrist Groaning as she insisted though it was her and always her. Head turning to press his lips to the woman's palm warmly. "I love you."

Sophia James Feeling his kiss there to her hand, they always did have a way of showing affection to body parts so many other couples seemed to not care so much for as it had been with them since their first time together. Smiling softly as his kiss found her hand, she pressed her hand to the side of his face, her way of returning that gesture. "And I love you," she promised easily.

J Edward Khrist Hearing her return, his eyes would slip down towards the little girl no doubt about ready to open her eyes and take it all in.

Sophia James As his eyes drifted down to the little one there between them, she couldn't help the joy there in her eyes. Just having her there in their home was something she had questioned a few times over, not sure that the little one would ever be able to come home. It wasn't realistic, but those dark thoughts had entered her mind one too many times in the late nights at home with her crib empty. Knowing now that she was there, and all theirs, for the rest of her little life brought a joy to Soph she never thought possible.

J Edward Khrist Feeling Spanky pawing at his thigh and attempting to climb to his knee to see the baby, he’d scratch his head to keep him at bay for the moment.

Sophia Navabi As Spanky began, Bartholomew wouldn’t be far behind.  “I think it’s okay,” she offered, willing to wait if he wanted, but knowing they were eager to meet her.  “But how about you take her and I’ll help the puppies?”

-August 20, 2017

[judasgot-it]

Is new tecchou’s content being cooked rn?😋

i love tecchou and I love you to love tecchou🫶🏻you’re my favorite writer

HERES A SNIPPET I have been struggling but. Ahhhhhhhhhhhuhhhhhhhhhghghhgguuyghhghghhghh. Idk when this one will be done I've honestly been struggling tho...lulz

Ignore the quality I haven't proofread but I'm gonna upload a tecchou fic soon. Soon as in....um....eventually???

[judasgot-it]

TECCHOU’S HEIGH 1.84!!!!!!!!!🗣️

WHEN DID THIS INFO DROP WHAT!!!!! WAS THERE SOME UPDATE I DIDN'T HEAR ABOUT ???

HOLY SHIT I WAS RIGHT THO FUCK YES DUDE IS LIKE 6 FOOT HAHAHAHA a little shorter though, I thought he was maybe like 6'2 or something? Honestly, it doesn't make much of a diff anymore at some point anyway (I don't care for height tho idk)

This information isn't even essential to his character but like glad it's confirmed now <3

Anyway, now that I know he's officially confirmed tall, Taylor Swift's "He's so tall and handsome as hell" because unfortunately, I do listen to her music on the off occasion....

[judasgot-it]

Guys would you hate me if I uploaded Hazbin fanfic

[judasgot-it]

girl I’m smeechless😦Not only did you write a masterpiece, but the song you added is literally my obsession these last few days. Let’s get married🫂

This can be us anon we can marry at the church of Tecchou. You understand me and my music taste <3

[judasgot-it]

English is not my mother tongue so could you explain me why people call bsd boys baby girls? :c I really don’t get it, I used to think that just the boys that think they’re attractive but are cringe use that word to girls

Omg so I typed out like a whole response and it was deleted by tumblr grrrr

But anon you're 100% right, babygirl has a whole cringe history. Most people irl remember it still for being really weird and trashy, but recently it's become a bit of a friendly 'cringe joke' online

Like, calling someone babygirl is still weird, but especially if it's with friends it's a 'funny haha' kinda weird.

Calling the BSD boys babygirl, though, is a fun Fandom thing as of recent. It's just a new term for calling your fictional character crush, for example; pookie, husband, darling little angel, etc.

It's funny mostly, especially when you call the scariest character you can find your babygirl. Its a vocal equivalent of putting a pink frilly apron on them.

Like fyodor. Everyone online calls him babygirl so no one outside of the Fandom knows that he's a villain, just that he's babygirl.

Idk if this explanation was actually that good tbh but uhhh TLDR: babygirl is super cringe when used geniuenly like in flirting or as a pet name, but calling your anime boyfriend your babygirl is an exception cause it's funny and cringe on purpose.

[judasgot-it]

I love the banner

Jouno is me when I'm talking about Tecchou (I chug monsters and talk about him to my friends who have never even watched BSD or read a single piece of literature besides the mockingbird for English class)

Also thank you for noticing 😔💪 I'm coloring manga panels now to keep my sanity. Also BTW I think I stole the idea @ whoever had the jouno banner, sorry I can't remember who it is 😭

[judasgot-it]

hello!! just wanted to say that I really love your writing and to thank you for feeding my hunting dogs/suegiku brainrot (which your works started LMAO)

before I found your blog I loved the hunting dogs but also kinda gave up due to the lack of content… but then I stumbled across your writing and BAM. I was hyper fixated on them once more (you’re doing the lords work frfr)

also I liked tecchou before but like. I just liked him there was nothing special ab it? and now I worship him. I have joined the tecchou cult. thank you for that.

sorry for rambling you’re just amazing!! you deserve everything for blessing us with your wonderful works

Wait I'm crying though like actually 😭😭😭 I kinda didn't wanna respond to this because I like to reread this but I'm saving this under a tag because this actually made me cry I had to let u know like IDHDHSH

I'm so glad to know that I'm convincing you to love suegiku because they're my pookie cakes. My husband and bf fr

[judasgot-it]

Y'all I really want to write a fic to Hold Me Tight by BTS anyone have recs of who I should write it about? I'm thinking of either Jouno, Nikolai, or Dazai for this tbh.