#journeyjinx

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I am back and worst than ever

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Today I am feeling a new hue of Blue

Radiant

Yet

A bit see-through

Do you like what you see?

Because you see,

I am just here to please

But

I am not all that I seem

You know what you have heard

But

Never have you seen me gleam off the sunbeams

-JLK

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What is it like to die?

It is being on the wings of a billion butterflies caressing your wounds with honey and the morning dew.

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when your bf overdoses and you are the one to find him and now you are traumatized for life.

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idek

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rock n roll suicide

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going to rehab

*3rd time’s a charm

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guess who got kicked outta rehab in less than 30 dayz

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i am certain this is hell

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my true form

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cracked like the mirror

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*nirvana playing in the backgroung*

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Bittersweet Grapefruit

sitting in my misery  it is bittersweet sometime there are treats for me to eat that remind me  of back when i was younger and i had no cares playing make believe  in my backyard nobody to please  but me stirring up potions from the grapefruit tree that became my humble abode i talk in code with nature trying to capture every little leaf and twig as i take another swig of my grapefruit juice so bitter, yet so damn sweet

whenever I smell, see, or taste that familiar fruit something sensational grows inside my mind body and soul warming me up slowly but surely i miss this the person I used to be now i do not know whom she is when i see my reflection i cringe because i hate what i see i just wish to love my skin and bones but i seem to be dysmorphic and i know no other way to be  than cutting myself open and rearranging myself till i feel perfect