#josh dun oneshot

[z0mbiekisses]

Short imagine/one shot of Josh and reader where she’s the videographer for a festival they’re playing and he sees her and asks her to come backstage and they go from friends to lovers over the week long festival. Maybe on the last day he asks her to continue on tour with them?

Hehe I need someone to write my requests while I write other requests 😁😁

HELLOO P!! 🤗 thank you sm for being my first request i’m sooo excited!! hopefully it’s not too long 😅 if it wasn’t for your work i don’t think i’d ever have the motivation to write so just know your work doesn’t go unnoticed && i’ll always write your requests 🫡

as for anyone else reading this i hope you enjoy this as well!!(: i haven’t wrote an imagine in so longgg, so hopefully it’s good!! my requests are open 🫶!

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VIDEOTAPE !

i’ve always loved filming. whether it was my friends goofing around or my cats simply existing in their space peacefully. i love just being able to capture the moment then and there. i also love music. concerts are my number one happy place. who knew that two of my favorite things could turn into a career?

i was doing an apprenticeship for this photography company. this week, i’m going to the music festival the town did every summer. except this time i’m able to be the videographer for one of the main stages! i was stoked to say the least.

it was the first day, i spent the morning helping set up the stage i’ll be filming for the next 6 days. since this stage was more for the “bigger acts.” no one was scheduled to perform till 3. after i was done, i went to explore the festival a bit before i was gonna be stuck at the same stage for hours. as i was grabbing a drink, i noticed a guy next to me in line at the taco truck. his hair was black with red underneath it. his black tanktop showing off his colorful tattoos. he must've noticed me staring. he looked over and flashed a smile at me. it was contiguous, i instantly smiled back at him before my drink was handed to me. i walked away hoping i'd run into this handsome stranger. that i'd find him in the crowd of thousands of people..

the only downside to being a videographer is not being able to dance around to the music. i had to make sure my videos were the best quality, trying hard to catch the peak moments of each artist's set. however, i was able to be in front of the crowd. only people in my section were other photographers/videographers and security. it was also nice hearing new music. most of the bands i was familiar with were playing later in the festival. and luckily for me i only work two nights. the last band set to play was about to come on. i looked behind me and saw the crowd double in size. whoever was about to play must be popular. a red light came on the stage, shining on a guy wearing a ski mask. i watched as he walked over to the drum kit on the stage. people in the crowd were screaming. i listened to the drummer, he was one of the best so far. i then eventually the singer came on stage, also wearing a ski mask. and the music started blaring. let me tell you, these guys knew how to put on a show. it was the hardest set yet for me to NOT dance and jump around. eventually the drummer took off his ski mask, and it was the same guy i saw in line. during the show he recognized me and smiled. which i made sure to get on film, even though it caught me off guard that he even remembered me from our brief interaction.

this show was my favorite to film. these guys knew how to put on hell of a show. some of my best footage came from their set. i quickly learned the drummer's name was 'josh dun." who i admired the whole night. his eyes would seem to find me, making sure to flash a grin or do some sort of pose for me..and the camera of course. and every time i felt my heart flutter. their set was over and as i was getting ready to head back to my tent a security guard caught my attention. he said i was asked to be somewhere. i had not a clue where they were dragging me to. nonetheless, i hopped on the golf cart, making sure to film the different bright neon displays that shined through the dark open field. they brought me to a fancy tent. it was huge, there was a soft glow from all of the fairy lights. giving a nice soft ambience. i began to fidget with the rings on my fingers. still unsure on what this place is and why i was here. until the same guy with black and red hair came up to greet me. i somehow felt relieved yet so much more nervous.

“i hope this is okay, i wanted to talk to you but i didn’t want to hope that i’d run into you again.”, josh chuckled nervously.

“duh, who doesn’t like backstage passes.”, i laughed softly. hoping i wasn’t making a fool out of myself.

“i’m josh by the way.”, he smiled once again. reaching out his hand.

“y/n”, i shook his hand. i looked up into his brown eyes. i was admiring his features, from his long eyelashes to his soft lips. i looked away to prevent myself from looking like a total creep. he brought me over to one of the many couches and sat with me. we talked about our careers, and what made us chose them. i enjoyed listening to him talk about something he was passionate about. the way his eyes would squint up whenever he got excited. i barely know this man.. but good god. i thought he looked good on stage, glistened in sweat & his hair damp. but seeing him get so happy was so attractive.

i spent the next 24 hours thinking about josh dun. i sadly didn’t run into him the next day at the festival, but my work was able to occupy MOST of my mind. however it was officially the 3rd day, and my first day off duty. i traded my athletic leisure for something more festival appropriate. i decided on a short sparkly black dress that had silver moon & stars printed over it. as i was walking around the festival that night, i felt someone tap my shoulder. which honestly scared me a little bit until i turned around and saw josh.

“sorry! i didn’t mean to scare you.”, josh must’ve noticed me jump. i wrapped my arms around him. normally i’m not big on hugs. but once again, there was something about him.

“i missed you pretty girl.”, he mumbled against my neck. i couldn’t hide my blush as i pulled away. we talked about our plans yesterday and how we just barley missed an encounter with each other every time. i brought him over to charli xcx’s set. i was nervous he was going to be one of those guys who just stands there and silently judges you for dancing. but josh jumped up and down with me, in my mind it was just me & him. he occasionally would hold onto my waist from behind as we danced together. which flooded my stomach with butterflies. afterwards, i followed him to the stage where one of his favorite bands were playing; death cab for cutie. he held my way the whole way through as we navigated the crowds. josh was also able to get us into vip, which i’ve been in before for work. but this was so much better. being able to relax and really enjoy the music. josh’s hands never left mines. i felt safe besides him. i smiled as i watched him sing along to the music, clearly enjoying himself. of course, i had to get it on camera. to which josh started singing to when he finally noticed. i never wanted this night to end. josh walked me back to where my cab was. i looked up at him for a moment. i wanted to kiss him. everything in that moment was screaming at me to do so. but i was so worried about messing things up that i just stared at him.

“i had so much fun with you tonight, you’re really cool y/n.”, i smiled sweetly at josh’s compliment.

“thanks, you’re not too bad yourself joshua.”, i responded which earned a chuckle from josh. we continued to look at each other, not wanting to leave but unsure what to do next.

“maybe i could have your number? you know, so you can send me that video of me singing.”, josh tried to play it off. i giggled and typed my number in his phone.

the fourth day, i decided to go for a more spacey look. i wore a silver shimmery dress & i put star glitter in my space buns. of course, i met up with josh again. who i got to match with me. he was wearing a white t-shirt with an alien on it.

“you look better each time i see you i don’t get it.”, josh’s compliment made my cheeks heat up. it was almost embarrassing the effect this man had on me. but i didn’t mind it. we ran around the festival, trying random foods & messing around with the different photo ops. we even met up with his bandmate, tyler and his girlfriend jenna. me and her instantly clicked, as if we were best friends in another universe. it was amazing, i never thought this would happen. eventually we parted ways and josh dragged me to the goo goo dolls set. our hands still intertwined. i closed my eyes and moved side to side as i listened to iris, one of my favorite songs. josh pulled me in closer to his side. i looked up at him, meeting his warm brown eyes again.

“you’re so beautiful, you know that right y/n?”, i bit my lip slightly trying to surpress the huge grin on my face. before i could say anything else i could feel josh leaning into me. his lips met mine and my heart was practically beating out my chest. i wasted no time running my hair through his soft curls. josh grabbed my waist and pulled me in closer to him. i dreamed of moments like these. we both had the biggest smiles on our face as we pulled away. josh walked me to my cab again, josh was telling me they were going to start their tour soon. i felt sad. sure, maybe it was naive of me to think this could be anything long term. but this week had been so amazing, the thought of it being over hurt. and knowing josh would be gone for months hurt even more. there was a bit of silence as we were walking, i didn’t have much to say this time around. josh stopped me, holding my hands in front of him.

“okay this may sound crazy, you can say no.”, josh warned me. i could tell he was nervous to ask me. i watched his face as he tried to find the words in his head.

“we need a videographer for our tour, our usual one wife just had a baby so.. would you be interested in being our videographer?”, my face lit up.

“yes!”, i exclaimed. i hugged josh tightly. he spun me around as we giggled together out of excitement. josh kept his arms around me & pulled me in again. our lips crashing together. i was looking forward to having more moments like these over the next 4 months.

[oldiesstationlover11607]

Pst pst pst pst pst clancy(or torch) and reader having a “casual” type of thing but then suddenly maybe reader says the forbidden words “what are we?” And all hell goes loose? Pst pst pst Angst

It could be like

“What are we”

“What do you want to be?”

“Anything but this?”

And then it could spiral into “I’ve done so much for you.” Or “do you not understand what I’m doing for you?”

-🎻

what are we? - Torchbearer!Josh Dun x Reader

Warnings: Angst

Word Count: 1056

It was late—that blurry kind of late where the hours bleed into each other and you’re not sure whether you should call it night or morning. The camp was quiet, save for the sparks of the bonfire and the occasional russell of a bandito taking a night stroll. The Torchbearer had left me a note asking to see me and so there we were sitting together in his tent in the early hours of the morning. I sat on the edge of his blanket, legs crossed, a tired look across my face. 

His mind was racing, one hand buried in his tousled hair, the other gesturing as he talked. The Torchbearer was often like this when we were alone–restless, like he couldn’t sit still or be quiet for too long or the world would catch up with him. His voice was animated, bouncing between topics, but I wasn’t really listening. Not tonight.

I was staring at the line of his jaw, the curve of his mouth when he smirked at his own cleverness. I was memorizing the way his shirt clung to his frame, how his tattoos seemed to shift in the flickering light. My chest ached with something I couldn’t quite put into words.

“You’re quiet,” he said suddenly, snapping me out of my thoughts. He stopped pacing and looked at me, his sharp eyes narrowing slightly. “What’s going on in that head of yours?”

I hesitated, the words I’d been choking on all evening threatening to spill out. They’d been clawing at the back of my throat for weeks now, every time he touched me, every time we laughed until our stomachs hurt, every time he kissed me like it meant something… only to pull away as if it didn’t.

“Nothing,” I lied. 

“Bullshit.” He moved closer to me, close enough that I could feel the heat of him. “It’s not nothing. Talk to me.”

My stomach twisted as I forced myself to meet his gaze. “What are we?”

The question hung in the air between us, heavy and suffocating. Torchbearer’s expression froze, his easy smirk faltering. He blinked at me like he hadn’t heard me right, like he needed me to repeat it just to be sure.

“What do you mean, what are we?” he asked, his voice low and guarded.

“You know exactly what I mean,” I said, my own voice sharper than I intended. My heart was pounding so hard I was sure he could hear it. “I… I just need to know. Are we… are we just this? Whatever this is? Or is there more?”

His jaw tightened, and he looked away, running a hand through his hair. He laughed, but there was no humor in it. “You’re really doing this now?”

“Yes, now,” I snapped. “Because I’m tired of pretending this doesn’t matter to me. Because I can’t keep doing… this… without knowing where we stand.”

“What do you want to be?” he asked, his tone cutting. He finally looked back at me, his eyes blazing with something I couldn’t quite place. “Huh? What do you want us to be?”

I swallowed hard, my throat dry. “Anything but this.”

His laugh this time was sharp, almost cruel. He stood, pacing again, his movements more frantic now. “Anything but this. Great. That’s specific. Really clears things up.”

“Don’t do that,” I said, my voice trembling. “Don’t act like I’m being unreasonable. I just… I need to know where I stand with you. I need to know if I matter to you, or if I’m just convenient.”

He stopped pacing and turned to face me, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. “Do you not understand what I’ve done for you?” he asked, his voice rising. “The shit I’ve risked, the… the fucking lengths I’ve gone to make this work?”

I stood, letting out a loud sigh. “I never asked you to risk anything for me. I’ve never asked you for anything except to be honest with me.”

“Honest?” He laughed again, bitter and biting. “You want honesty? Fine. Here’s some honesty: I don’t know what we are. I don’t fucking know, okay? You think it’s easy for me to figure this out? To… to let myself feel this way about someone?”

His words hit me like a slap, but I didn’t back down. “You let yourself feel it just enough to keep me here, but not enough to actually commit to anything. You can’t keep stringing me along like this.”

He stepped closer, his eyes searching mine, desperate and angry all at once. “I’m not stringing you along. I… I just…” He trailed off, his shoulders slumping as he turned away. “I’m not good at this. I’m not good at being what you want me to be. The cause is more important than–” he gestured between us, “whatever this is.”

I felt a lump rise in my throat, but I forced myself to push past it. “What do you think I’m asking for?”

“You want someone who can give you everything,” he said quietly, his back still to me. “And I… I know I can’t do that.”

I stared at him, my chest aching with the weight of his words. I’d been prepared for anger, for arguments, for excuses. But this? This vulnerability? It broke something inside me.

“I just need you to give me something real. Something that feels like more than just… passing time.”

He turned to face me, his expression raw and unguarded. “And what if I can’t?”

The silence that followed was deafening. I felt tears sting my eyes, but I blinked them back, refusing to let them fall. “Then I guess I have my answer.”

I turned around and headed for the door, my heart shattering with every step. I half-expected him to stop me, to call me back, to say something… anything. But the air remained silent, and when I turned back to look at him one last time, he was standing there, still and silent, his hands shoved into his pockets, his eyes fixed on the floor.

I walked out into the cold night air, the camp around me blurring into a haze of darkness. I didn’t know where I was going or what came next, but I knew one thing for sure:

I couldn’t keep pretending this was enough. Not anymore.

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REQUESTS OPEN

[doubtliv]

The Flash of a Camera ; Joshler

what will josh do when he sees the face of his best friend on a porn website? this one’s long n smuttyy ;) (power bottom!tyler top!josh)

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Josh was bored. With tour over and done with and no new album on the way, Josh usually found himself just sitting at home most nights.

His apartment wasn’t much, two beds and bath and a small space where everything else was crammed together. Across the hallway was his buddy Tyler’s room. The pair moving in together a few years after forming a band. It was nice at first, always hanging out, talking, doing something, but the time together grew less and less, Tyler almost always out of the house.

Josh didn’t bother asking why, figuring Tyler had other friends to see or even that he just wanted alone time. He didn’t stress over it.

Tonight was like most others, Josh scrolling aimlessly on his cellphone. He heard Tyler come home, yelling something along the lines of “Yo!” as he walked inside.

“In here!” Josh called out. Placing his phone on his chest. He looked to the door of his bedroom, seeing it swing open and Tyler standing shirtless and sweaty in the doorway. “God, what happened to you?” Josh asked with a laugh, looking at his winded best friend.

Tyler chuckled slightly, leaning against the door. “Just went for a run, needed to clear my head.” He said. Josh was almost taken aback, Tyler? Running? Yeah, those two didn’t make much sense in his head.

“Alright.” Josh mumbled, smiling a bit, his eyes falling to look at Tyler’s bare chest.

Tyler cleared his throat slightly, straightening up in the door way. “Anyway, I’m tired, gonna head to bed.” He mumbled, “night, Josh.” Reaching forward and shutting the door, Tyler walked to his bedroom.

Josh stared at the door momentarily, almost savoring the spot Tyler stood. He knew he had a crush on Tyler, he always had really though the two never fully acted on anything. Sure, they had snuggled, shared a few kisses, maybe even a blowjob here and there over the years but nothing serious.

Thoughts of Tyler ate away at Josh’s mind til he snapped out of whatever trance he was in. “Damnit.” Josh muttered, feeling his hard on rubbing against his boxers. He sighed, having nothing better to do, so he grabbed his phone immediately trying to find the best porno out there.

After a while of searching, well and palming himself over his sweatpants, he found one. It was long, around thirty minutes with everything Josh was searching for in the title.

‘Desperate Twink gets absolutely wrecked on his Daddy’s cock.’

Josh bit at his lip, clicking on the video only to be brought to an only fans page. The username looking loosely familiar. Josh stared for a moment, trying to work out in his head where he knew it from as he reached over to his nightstand to grab his wallet. It’s safe to say he was way too intrigued to back away now.

Quickly, he punched his information into the website, signing up for this subscription. He knew he would probably regret his decision later but right now getting off was the only thing on his mind.

As the screen loaded, Josh stuck a hand to his waistband, pulling his sweats and boxers down and letting himself free. His cock, hard as ever hit his stomach, his hand flying to it immediately. Now slightly more in the mood, Josh looked back to his phone screen.

Tyler.

Tyler Joseph, sitting on his knees looking up innocently at the camera while cum covered his face.

Tyler Joseph, naked and lying on his back, his own cum covering his stomach and his mouth opened slightly.

Josh couldn’t believe what he was seeing, couldn’t believe that not only was his best friend a porn star, but he had just subscribed to his best friend’s only fans account.

His cock ached as he looked through all the videos, each around thirty minutes but some landing at just under an hour. Each title laced with dirty words, each thumbnail the naughtiest version of Tyler.

Soon, Josh found the one that caught his interest in the first place. Only now, he was even more into it, the thumbnail being the final nail in the coffin. It was Tyler, on all fours with so much cum dripping out of his hole. He was looking back towards the camera, tears staining his cheeks.

He looked towards his door, seeing no signs of movement outside it, hearing nothing. He knew it was wrong, yet he pressed the video, adjusting his volume just enough before the video began playing.

It started off strong, Tyler looking up just passed the camera, a large white t-shirt covering him. Josh recognized it immediately, it was his. A shirt he had let Tyler borrow then never saw again. “God, Ty..” He couldn’t help but whisper out, still watching while gently stroking himself.

“You gonna be a good boy today, Tyler?” A man behind the camera asked, the camera being help POV style. Josh almost felt like he was the one filming. Tyler nodded his head as a hand reached forward, pushing a thumb into Tyler’s mouth. “Yeah? Gonna be daddy’s good little slut?”

Tyler let out a whine, sucking on the man’s thumb, a bit of drool spilling onto his chin. God, Josh thought he could cum just from that but he continued watching.

“Well sweet boy? Think you could show daddy how good you can be?” The man asked, his cock entering the screen, tapping Tyler’s cheek with its pinkish tip. Instantly, Tyler abandoned the man’s hand, taking the man’s cock in his mouth eagerly. “Cool it tiger, nice and slow, yeah?” The man said, gripping Tyler’s hair and slowing fucking into his mouth.

Josh bit his lips, his hand speeding up on his own throbbing cock. He imagined it was him instead of whoever was behind the camera. Imagined smacking Tyler with his tip then making him suck him off. The image was glorious.

In the video, Tyler whimpered around the man’s cock, the camera panning down between Tyler’s spread thighs. His cock peaked out from under Josh’s old t-shirt, already wet with precum. “Awe, baby you should’ve told daddy.. you want some attention sweetheart?” The man teased, pushing himself further down Tyler’s throat.

Tyler whimpered around the man, his hands gripping the t-shirt while the man laughed. “What’s the matter? Use your words babe, tell daddy how much you want him to touch you.”

Tyler whined again, getting his throat fucked harder than before, his eyes shut, a somehow innocent look on his face in the not so innocent act. Josh groaned lightly as he watched, needing something more.

His fingers moved to the screen, fast forwarding a bit til he saw Tyler laying on his back, his t-shirt pulled up to reveal his belly and nipples. “Such a perfect little cum slut I’ve got, huh baby?” The man asked, the camera shaking slightly as he jacked himself off.

“Mm.. Daddy.” Tyler whined reached towards the camera man’s cock with one hand, the other playing with his nipple. “Fuck, daddy, cum on me.” Tyler said, pouting slightly. “Please, I’ve been so good.” His voice was higher than normal, almost like he was putting on more of an act for the camera. Josh was loving every minute of it.

It didnt take long, The camera man moaning slightly as he came. Tyler gasped, the man’s cum spraying onto Tyler’s stomach, some landing on his own hard cock. “D-daddy..” Tyler whined out, bucking his hips up into nothing. “N-need you, god, please, need you right now.” He moaned out, desperate to be touched.

“Tyler..” Josh moaned out, so close to exploding cum all over himself. He kept watching, knowing at anytime now he would cum, and it would be possibly the best orgasm of his life.

He once again imagined it was him as he watched. He wanted to touch Tyler, stretch him out and fuck him messily just like the camera man was doing. Josh shuddered, eyes shutting as Tyler’s moans played off his cellphone. Josh let out one last loud groan, cumming onto his stomach.

Josh recovered, dropping his cellphone to his chest and clicking it off. “God Ty. The things I wanna do to you.” He whispered out. Enjoying the moment alone before sighing and getting out of bed to clean himself off.

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The next morning was awkward to say the least. Josh sitting in the living room, a bowl of reese’s puffs in his lap as he mindlessly scrolled on his phone. As Tyler emerged from his bedroom, Josh nearly spit milk everywhere, his eyes glueing to him for a second before pulling away.

“Gosh, you alright dude?” Tyler asked with a small laugh.

Josh hummed softly, nodding his head and trying to play things as cool as possible. Tyler clearly didn’t know, and Josh was gonna take that to his advantage. “Alright, well my buddy wanted to hang out so I’m gonna head out.” Tyler said, smiling softly at the man on the couch.

Josh grinned, waving him goodbye. As the door shut, Josh jumped into action.

He usually wasn’t so obsessed with porn, or really with masterbating even. Part of him even found it slightly boring, he much preferred the real deal. But god these videos, they were his for a month before he would need to pay again. All his, to watch and cum to as he pleased.

Leaving his bowl on the coffee table, still half full of cereal, Josh went to his bedroom. He shut the door with his foot, not bothering to lock it before he pulled off his pants and boxers. Jumping into bed, Josh couldn’t wait for the next video.

‘Won’t you help me, Daddy?’

Josh read the title, seeing Tyler in the thumbnail looking all needy and desperate with a hand on his cock. He clicked on it, curious as to what the video entailed and also hard as a brick.

Instantly, Josh was met with Tylers face as he set the camera on what seemed like a tripod of some sorts. He was in his bedroom, on the bed Josh had laid on oh so many times. Josh wondered where he was while Tyler was filming. Was he in the next room, oblivious to the naughty acts going on with Tyler? Or maybe he was out of the house?

His thoughts were interrupted by Tyler’s voice, sweet and high as always. “Daddy..?” He asked, almost sheepishly, “m so, so hard..” He continued, backing up enough you could see his whole body.

Tyler wasn’t lying, sprung up between his thighs was his hard dick, pink and dripping in precum already. Had Tyler been touching himself before hand? Josh couldn’t help but wonder what Tyler was thinking about, what got him so needy.

“Please can I touch myself?” Tyler asked. Josh groaned, hand finally coming down on his own cock as Tyler continued. “I’ve b-been so good, Daddy.” He sounded so shy, so cute as he whined.

There was a small pause, Tyler looking at the camera while humping the air. His sad, needy expression switched to one of relief. “I can?” He asked, making Josh chuckle a little at the slightly cringy dialogue. “God, Daddy, thank you.. fuck, thank you.” Tyler said, his hand falling to his cock, rubbing circles on the tip. “t-thank you..” He moaned out once more.

Josh moaned along with him, following the actions of the boy in the video. “Hmm.. god, daddy.. hurts.” Tyler whined out, looking up to the camera again, “G-gonna cum, oh my.. m gonna cum al.. all over myself!” Tyler moaned out, all high pitched and whiney, sure enough cumming in his hand just from the small touches.

Now josh really wanted to know what got Tyler so far along.

He skipped ahead a bit, seeing Tyler go from panting and whimpering to sucking on two of his own fingers, moaning around them. The actions were quick, Tyler stretching himself open while moaning and whining about how much he wanted the viewer, his ‘daddy’, to fuck him.

“I wish I could, baby.” Josh mumbled, feeling all the more dirty as the words left his lips.

Tyler but at his lips, pulling his fingers out and reaching off screen. “Gotta get you wet too, Daddy.” Tyler explained, pulling a large, veiny dildo into frame. “Wanna taste you..” Tyler nearly whispered, his tongue licking up the shaft of the toy, his eyes staring into the camera.

“God, Ty..” Josh muttered, stroking himself a little faster. Thinking about how much he wanted to feel Tyler’s warm mouth on him.

“You taste.. mm,” Tyler mumbled, pausing and swirling his tongue around the tip of the dildo before continuing. “Taste so fucking good.” Tyler mumbled, continuing to wet the toy with his tongue. Giving teasing looks to the camera the whole time.

After a minute or two, Tyler allowed to toy to leave his mouth, a string of saliva connecting them. He opened his legs, able to access his hole even though he was laying on his back. He put the dildo up to his cock, an absolutely adorable giggle hitting Josh’s ears. “Mm, So big Daddy, can’t wait to have you in me..” Tyler practically moaned out.

Finally, Tyler lined the toy up with his entrance, slowing pushing it in. As he did, his head threw itself back, eyes shut when it popped back up. “Fuck..” Tyler moaned, the dildo complete inside him. “F-feels so good.. too good.” Tyler whined.

He began thrusting the silicon cock in and out of himself, hips rocking in motion slightly. His moans were airy, heavenly, and so very sweet. Josh but at his lip, on the edge of cumming. “s-so close..” Tyler stuttered out in the video, speeding up while his free hand play with his cock once again.

A gorgeous sound erupted from Tyler’s lip, spraying himself in cum. “Oh..” Tyler groaned, slowing down but not stopping. “d-daddy.. oh fuck.. m so full..” He whined, looking up at the camera with those big brown eyes.

That pushed Josh over the edge, cumming only seconds after Tyler had. He panted, like the previous session he clicked off his phone, just lying there processing the sinful act.

Eventually though, he got up, figuring he should shower before Tyler got back.

-

It had been a week. A week of Josh’s porn addiction, or rather his Tyler addiction. He knew it was bad, but he just couldn’t stop watching.

The way Tyler whined after he came, that beautiful, scrunched up face he makes when he cums, How he begs the viewer to help him out in most if not all the videos. Josh was truly, madly, deeply infatuated.

Tonight was like every other. A Saturday, Tyler and Josh playing some video game out on their couch.

“Oh dude, you’re done for.” Josh said, watching as Tyler played. Their hangouts felt, a bit odd on Josh’s end. To Tyler, they were still just friends that kissed sometimes, but to Josh? Josh was pretty much creaming his pants at every glimpse of Tyler. It was like living with your favorite porn star, literally.

Tyler smiled, admitting defeat as the round ended. He placed down his controller, his phone buzzing on the coffee table. He looked down, smiling softly at the notification. “Hey uh, Josh?” Tyler asked, looking over at the man.

Josh looked back, smiling at him lightly. “Yeah?” He asked.

“So, My buddy is needing some help with some things over at his place. I’m gonna head over. I’ll be quick, promise.” Tyler said. Josh let out an almost faked pout of disappointment.

“C’mon, we never hang out anymore, Ty.” Josh complained, as if he wasn’t gonna go get off the seconds Tyler left.

Tyler nodded a bit. “I know, things will change I’m just uh, just busy right now.” He said, sighing as he stood. “Promise Josh, last time.” He spoke, immediately walking to the door and leaving.

Josh was star struck at how fast Tyler got out of there. He must really like this whole porn thing if he’s that eager to get out of the house. Josh didn’t mind though, it just meant more time wasted masterbating to his friends porn.

He smiled as he stood, walking towards his room. He yet again kicked the door shut, though it only party closed. Now in bed, he pulled off his clothing, immediately logging into the website and heading to Tyler’s profile.

“Alright Ty, give me something good.” He mumbled. Once it loaded, he saw a new video, posted the night before and probably filmed around two ish weeks prior.

‘bent backwards, all for his daddy…”

Josh bit his lip, seeing Tyler in the thumbnail wear Josh’s shirt once again. This was an old crop top, a light pink color with a pocket on the front. He was lying on a bed, touching himself and looking up at the camera with a shocked expression.

Josh immediately clicked on it. The room immediately filled with whiney moans from Tyler. As Josh watched, he was but lost at first catching on about a minute in. The cameraman was hidden almost, behind a door or in a closet filming Tyler as he touched himself, a moaning mess sprawled out on the bed.

As Tyler moaned, Josh swore he head his name. Lacing between words as Tyler came apart on the bed just by his own hand. The camera man come out of the closet, making Tyler whine and gasp, looking up at the camera almost shocked, almost.

“Oh, baby, baby what’s going on here?” The Camera man asked, zooming in slightly on the scene as he stood at the foot of the bed.

“I.. I um.” Tyler began taking his hand away from his private, grabbing at the headboard instead. “Just w-wanted attention..” He whined out.

The man let out a disgruntled sigh, so loud it was audible. Tyler shivered, looking up just past the camera as the man moved in closer. He placed the camera down on the bed momentarily, running his hands over Tyler’s thigh, making him squirm slightly.

“M sorry.” Tyler whispered out, his chest rising and falling faster before the man began moving Tyler.

“Ah, Still were naughty though weren’t we baby?” He asked, Tyler nodding softly as a reply. “And we all know what happens to naughty boys, right?” He asked. The camera was picked up, aimed at Tyler who was practically bent in half. His knees up by his shoulders, any and all precum slowly dripping down from his cock to his cheeks.

Josh shuddered, groaning into his bitten lip as he practically edged himself, not wanting to cum too soon.

A smack landed on Tyler’s ass, the skin jiggling slightly only resulting in another smack. Tyler let out a loud whine, all desperate and needy. Josh was so fucking close and he was just five minutes in.

“Hey, Josh?” A voice rang through the house. Fuck, was Tyler really home already? Josh scrambled as footsteps came through the house. He threw a blanket over himself, lying on his side with his phone shoved beneath the pillow.

Tyler peaked into the room, seeing a rather… blushy Josh lying in bed. “Hey um, have you seen my tripod? I forgot to grab it.” He asked. Josh scanned his room, practically groaning as he saw the stand over by his desk. He had completely forgotten he had used to take some photos the other day.

“Oh, uh yeah it’s.. it’s over there.” Josh mumbled out, wanting Tyler out of his room as fast as possible. The man nodded, eyeing Josh’s flustered form before walking toward the piece of equipment. “Sorry, I didn’t realize I forgot to give it back.” Josh continued, unmoving from his stop under the covers.

Tyler snickered, shaking his head as he began to walk out. “You’re okay, don’t worry about it.” He stated, waving it off as he grabbed the door handle beginning to shut it. “Sorry for interrupting your porn.” He joked, not seeing just how red it made Josh.

With the door shut, and a much more flushed Josh, he groaned quietly, eyes shutting as he laid back on his pillow. He could only pray Tyler didn’t actually hear anything, the awkward conversation already working its way into Josh’s mind. By now, Josh’s session was ruined, and he knew it.

Sighing softly, he adjusted, grabbing his phone from under his pillow and swiping out of the website, laying his cell on his bare chest. “Fuck.” He whispered to himself, staring at the ceiling. That was far too close for comfort.

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It had been days. Josh having some, odd fear of being caught in the act again. He stayed celibate, though his dirty mind and horny cock begged for otherwise. He was doing good, ignoring the thoughts, the notifications of Tyler posting, even partially ignoring Tyler all together… but as expected it all came crashing down.

It was night, the apartment quiet as it usually was. Josh was trying to sleep, truly he was, listening to the wind out of his window and focusing on nothing in particular, well until his door creaked open.

Something told him to stay still, he wasn’t sure why but he did, even when he heard Tyler whisper out his name. It was quiet, but eligible, a clear “Josh? You awake?” Yet the man stayed in bed, unmoving, not even opening his eyes in the darkness, like a child pretending to sleep.

The door soon shut, tyler’s footsteps walking away, down the hall slightly and to his own bedroom. Now Josh was up. What did Tyler want? Was he hurt? Did he need help?

As Josh’s mind ran with questions, answers, and theories, it was then clear. He wished he could’ve figured it out on his own, but he only put the pieces together when Tyler began talking, slightly loud in his bedroom.

Oh, right. Porn.

Josh looked towards his door, listening intently for Tyler’s words as they slipped through the walls. It wasn’t much, just muffled words followed by a few moans.

His phone lit up on his bed, blinding Josh slightly before he adjusted, a notification on his phone that made him grin.

‘lovetyjo is live! tune in now.. ;)’

He bit as lip, it was the first time a livestream had happened in the weeks Josh had been secretly watching. The first time he had really caught Tyler in the act. Of course he clicked on it.

Immediately, he was horny, seeing Tyler struggling to talk with the viewers while running a vibrator up and down his length. “M.. Fuck, I’m so close..” He whispered out, eyes locked on the camera, darting to the chat every now and again.

His back arched, face scrunching as he pulled the vibrator away, a groan echoing through the house as he ruined his orgasm. Josh was confused for a moment, until he looked to the chat, seeing it flooded with men encouraging him to edge himself.

“How.. much longer daddy?” Tyler asked innocently, calmed enough to place the toy against himself again. His big, glossy brown eyes read the chat as he whimpered, reading messages of,

‘just a few more times!’

‘you’re not cumming at all babydoll’

‘should’ve uploaded on time! then we won’t punish you ;))’

Josh was, infatuated really. Tyler was really doing this, listening to random men online for what? fun? money? fame? didn’t the rockstar already had enough.

As always, Josh’s cock interrupted, rubbing uncomfortably against his boxers. “Fuck.” he whispered, looking back to the live, whining as he watched Tyler hold himself back again. He needed to do something.

Should he touch himself? Try to ignore everything? Or maybe, should he go see Tyler?

He felt himself leaking precum as he continued watching the lewd stream. Soft groans escaping himself mouth as he looked from his phone to the door.

He muted his volume, hearing just Tyler now, in real life just a hallway away. Without a second thought, he stood, tossing his phone to his bed as he began walking. “Fuck it.” He whispered, too horny to care anymore.

Tyler’s moans grew louder as he moved closer to the other. Josh honestly felt he could cream his pants right there outside, the noises enough for Josh to get himself off. He shook his head, reaching slowly to the door knob.

As the door opened, the house erupted with moans, Josh catching him just in time to see the cumshot. The white liquid shooting up onto Tyler’s stomach, the boy squeezing his eyes shut as he rode out the orgasm.

Josh felt himself cum aswell, only his wet his boxers instead of really going anywhere. “Fuck.. th-thank you.. for letting me cum.. I’m gonna get cleaned up.” Tyler began, vibrator now lying dirty on the bed. “Love you” He stated, blowing a kiss before shutting off the livestream.

He layed back on his bed, still not seeing Josh who was peaking through the crack in the door. “Holy fuck..” Tyler whispered, sighing as he finally looked over, eyes immediately going wide as he saw Josh.

“Shit, uh, I can explain.” Tyler began, reaching for his shirt to cover himself.

Josh grinned slightly, letting out a small laugh as he watched. Through the whole persona, it was still the same awkward Tyler. “Don’t.” Josh spoke, taking a few steps closer.

Tyler looked up, eyes innocent and watery per usual. “Huh?” He asked, a small grin on his lips.. wait, what?

As he stared, Josh was now more confused, he expected some big vomit of words trying to play it off, not whatever this was.. unless.

The other seemed to drop the act now, grinning a bit more. “Well, you enjoy the show?” Tyler asked, still a blushing and flustered mess yet, almost practiced words. He ran a hand through his hair, biting at his lip a bit.

The longer the two sat in silence, the more tension built. Josh was confused, yet the most horny he had ever been while Tyler was simply eyeing the other, like a dog awaiting a treat or a new toy.

“I have to tell..” Josh began, being immediately cut off.

“Just c’mere, Joshua.” Tyler interrupted.

Josh listened immediately, rushing forward and colliding their lips. Tyler’s saliva coated lips were soft, parting a bit as Josh shoved him onto his back. The two were silent, half grinding on each other as they made out.

The kiss finally broke, a string of spit connecting their lips. Tyler looked up, an almost hungry look in his eyes. In a moment, Tyler rolled over, now on top and straddling Josh’s hips. “Ty,” Josh began, hands wandering up the others thighs.

Tyler bit at his lip, looking down at Josh with a small, very slight grin. “Hm?” He hummed out, sliding down to be more sat on Josh’s thighs, allowing the man to sit up.

Tyler’s hands running through his hair, Josh was in awe more than anything, looking through the man for any hint of discomfort yet he found none. “I’ve been watching your videos.” Josh finally spat out, almost timidly.

He was a bit surprised when Tyler laughed, grinning much more now than before. “I know.” He said, still giggling a bit. “You weren’t exactly the best at hiding it.” Tyler confessed, his hand falling out of Josh’s hair and on his chest.

As Josh sat, processing, Tyler got up, kneeling down in front of the bed, between Josh’s knees. Fingers crept up, landing on Josh’s waistband.

“But, Tyler I…”

“Josh, do you want me to blow you or not?” Tyler asked, tilting his head up at the other.

Josh instantly shut up, nodding his head. “Yeah, fuck yes, please.” He spoke, looking down at Tyler as he lifted his hips, allowing his sweats and boxers to be pulled off, sitting at his ankles now.

Tyler truly wasted no time, tongue swirling around Josh’s tip eagerly, collecting some of the cum that still clung to it. “Really got you worked up huh?” Tyler asked, a hand pumping the others length slowly as he awaited response.

Josh only nodded, too full of bliss (well and slight panic) to properly reply. Moans escaped his mouth, low and quiet as Tyler’s mouth reconnected with his cock. “Ty..” Josh moaned out, hips bucking up slightly.

Tyler’s hand reached up, grabbing Josh’s and placing it on the back of his head. Mumbling something around the man’s penis, bobbing his head. Josh understood, gripping the soft hair tyler had regrown and practically fucking Tyler’s throat. It was heavenly.

The younger man whimpered softly, throat being barged into hard and fast by Josh. A tear slipped down his cheek as Josh came, the warm liquid sliding down his throat, coating it entirely.

He pulled out, hand falling back to the mattress as he panted, looking down as Tyler pressed soft kiss to his cock, licking up what little cum remained.

”You look good like that, Ty.” Josh admitted, a blush on his cheeks as he spoke. Tyler grinned, standing up and sitting on the bed beside the other, licking off his salty lips. The man’s lustful eyes captured Josh, pulling him in, their lips collided again, tyler being tipped onto his back.. again.

Tyler hummed into the kiss, hands resting on Josh’s shoulders as the other hovered over him. “Babe.” Josh mumbled, pecking Tyler’s lips again. “Ty, you’re so good.” He continued, kissing the other again. Hungry and desperate for the others love.

Tyler broke this time, looking up innocently despite the smirk on his lips. “My turn, Daddy?” He asked, fingers slowly sliding down Josh’s chest before both his hands fell above his head. “I know you wanna fuck me…” He teased, spreading his legs, wrapping on around Josh’s.

“Please?” Tyler asked, gasping as he was suddenly flipped onto his front, Josh lifting him to be on his hands and knees.

He looked back, brown, sweet eyes meeting Josh’s as he let out small moans. Josh’s hands roamed over Tyler’s ass, fingers feeling over the smooth skin, over the red handprint seemingly from a few days prior.

His fingers easily slid inside the other, three curling and straining in the boy as Josh pumped his own cock with his other hand. “Daddy? Oh fuck.. Josh please just give it to me.” Tyler moaned out, wiggling his ass slightly.

Josh really couldn’t resist, pulling out his fingers and lining himself up almost instantly. “Yeah, Fuck, anything for you.” He spoke, slowly pushing himself into Tyler, both men erupting in moans.

No words were spoken, except a few slurred ones by Tyler as Josh fucked into him. The two panted, moaned, cried out for one another, all until Josh came for the third time inside of Tyler’s hole.

“Fuck.. Oh god..” Tyler slurred, the action making him cum aswell, spraying the bed in thick white semen. Josh thrusted a few more times, allowing the two to really savor their orgasms. Finally pulling out and sighing, looking at his work.

Cum spilled out of Tyler, his hold puckering slightly, seemingly desperate to be filled again. “Josh? Joshua.” Tyler said, looking back again. “Closet, plug.” He mumbled.

Josh nodded, smiling softly as he stood, walking the small distance to the closet and picking up the first buttplug he could find. How had he not noticed the giant pile of sex toys earlier? He wasn’t sure, but he didn’t care. All there is in this moment was Tyler, and taking care of him.

“Ready?” Josh asked, back on the bed. Tyler nodded, moaning weakly as the plug slid into him, keeping Josh’s cum inside.

Now, with all said and done, the two laid on the bed, still panting, flustered messes. Josh looked over first, seeing Tyler biting at his lip slightly as he cooled himself down. “Ty?” He asked, extending an arm.

Tyler rolled into the cuddle immediately, neither of them minding how sticky, sweaty, and hot the other was. The room fell quiet again, the two enjoying each others company, snuggled up and butt naked.

”Oh and Josh?” Tyler suddenly said, looking up from his spot on Josh’s chest.

“Hm?” He hummed out.

“Next time you sign up for your friends only fans, use a fake name.”

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[someonestolemytoast2]

Intimate moments at evening waterfalls (moonlight makes everything shine) - Clancybearer oneshot

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set during the first time Clancy was with the banditos!, just pure domestic fluff because that’s what our boys deserve.

!written by a gay man, so i’m an expert in this stuff!

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It was Josh’s idea, and Clancy wasn’t the one to pass up an opportunity to shower with his boyfriend.

“You have everything you need right? Towels, change of clothes, all that?” The Torchbearer asked, and Clancy nodded. “Double check because I’m not walking all the way back here if you forgot something.”

The amount of times Clancy has done that was more than enough times for him to know that Josh was lying when he said he wouldn’t go back with him. It was too risky for Clancy to be alone.

“I have everything,” he said, closing his bag up. “Can we get going? I feel disgusting.”

Josh felt the same way. Summers in Trench were not for the weak, they usually peaked at 90°, hell it was lucky if it dropped down to the 70s.

They left their tent, hand in hand, making their way down to the river, which was a few miles away on foot.

“I’ve missed the stars,” Clancy said, looking up, and Josh rubbed his thumb into the back of Clancy’s hand. “We can’t see them in Dema, the light pollution stops us from doing that.”

“You look so pretty,” Josh said, changing the subject, and Clancy smiled. “You’re one to talk, the light from the moon makes you glow,” he replied, and Josh kissed the side of his head. “It does the same for you, love.”

When they made it to the mouth of the river, right where the waterfall was, they found themselves stripping faster than they ever had. Even restless nights in their tent weren’t as fast.

“The water feels nice,” Clancy said, floating on his back. Josh just smiled at that. There was something special to Josh about seeing his partner naked in a non-sexual way, to him it showed how much they loved each other.

Once they were both situated by the waterfall, Josh couldn’t take his eyes off Clancy.

The water was up to their waists, and the way the moonlight hit Clancy’s skin and reflected against the water droplets on his skin made him look divine.

“Do you want me to get your back?” he asked, and Josh nodded, handing him the bar of soap he brought.

“You’re gorgeous,” Clancy whispered bringing both of them under the waterfall completely. “Can’t believe I get to call you my boyfriend.”

Josh could only blush at that.

“Like genuinely,” Clancy started, “you make me feel so happy.” He washed the soap off Josh’s back before pressing a kiss to his shoulder.

Neither of them would ever get tired of this. Stealing kisses whenever they could, laughing at stupid things, admiring each other while the moonlight made them glow.

Soft I love you’s being said without the fear of losing each other again, kisses that didn’t feel like they’d be the last ones.

Clancy loved Josh, and Josh loved Clancy.

“You mean everything to me,” Clancy said, and Josh kissed him once more, letting Clancy live in the moment. Almost like he was saying I’m here and I’m never leaving.

“You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”

Clancy couldn’t help but kiss him again.

[joshlersgoat]

“A First Morning” [a Joshler fanfiction that’s teasingly close to smut]

Josh wasn’t used to sharing his bed. He wasn’t used to having someone else in his space at all, really. But last night had been a first, a milestone he and Tyler had talked about for weeks. After a few months of dating, they’d decided it was time. It wasn’t anything huge, nothing grand, but it felt big to them. Tyler was staying the night at Josh’s place, and for the first time, they’d fallen asleep side by side.

Well, sort of.

The previous evening had been filled with moments that balanced between excitement and awkwardness. Tyler had arrived with an overnight bag, looking shy but smiling. They’d eaten dinner together, watched a movie, and spent the rest of the evening talking about everything and nothing at all. It was easy being with Tyler, until they climbed into bed.

Josh had tried to act casual, like it wasn’t a big deal, but he’d been hyper-aware of everything. The way Tyler laid stiffly on his side, as far to the edge of the mattress as he could without falling off. The inch of space between their bodies that felt like a chasm. The way neither of them dared to move closer.

They didn’t touch. Not even once. It wasn’t that they didn’t want to, it was more that the vulnerability of the moment was too much. So they’d fallen asleep like that, backs turned toward each other, pretending it was comfortable.

But now, in the pale light of morning, everything had changed.

Josh woke to find Tyler draped over him, his head resting on Josh’s chest, his arm looped loosely around his waist. Tyler’s breath was warm and soft against his skin, and his body was relaxed in a way that made Josh’s heart ache.

He lay still, afraid to move, afraid to wake Tyler and ruin whatever dream he might be having. Josh’s mind wandered, marveling at how natural this felt despite the nerves they’d both had just hours earlier. The rise and fall of Tyler’s breathing was steady, grounding Josh in the moment.

After a while, Josh shifted slightly, trying to get more comfortable without waking him. Tyler stirred at the movement, mumbling incoherently before his eyes fluttered open.

It took Tyler a moment to realize where he was. When he did, his entire body tensed, and he sat up so quickly that he nearly fell off the bed. “Oh my God,” he stammered, running a hand through his messy hair. “I-what-oh God.”

Josh bit back a laugh, propping himself up on one elbow. “Morning,” he said, his tone light.

Tyler’s face was beet red as he stared at Josh, wide-eyed. “I’m sorry,” he blurted. “I don’t know how that happened. I-I didn’t mean to-“

Josh couldn’t hold back his laughter this time. “Relax,” he said, reaching out to touch Tyler’s arm gently. “You’re fine.”

“I was all over you!” Tyler exclaimed, clearly mortified.

Josh shrugged, his lips curving into a soft smile. “Yeah, you were. But it wasn’t so bad.”

Tyler groaned, burying his face in his hands. “This is so embarrassing.”

Josh sat up fully, the covers pooling around his waist. He tilted his head, studying Tyler for a moment before leaning closer. “You know,” he said softly, “it was kind of nice.”

Tyler lowered his hands just enough to glare at him. “You’re just saying that to make me feel better.”

“I’m not,” Josh said sincerely. “I mean, sure, it was a little unexpected. But it felt… right.”

Tyler’s blush deepened, but the tension in his shoulders eased a bit. He glanced at Josh, his expression unsure. “You mean that?”

Josh nodded. “Yeah. I mean it.”

They sat in silence for a moment, the awkwardness giving way to something softer, something more real.

“Okay,” Tyler said finally, his voice quiet. “But next time… maybe warn me if I’m doing something weird in my sleep?”

Josh grinned. “Deal. But I wouldn’t call it weird.”

Tyler groaned again, but there was a hint of a smile tugging at his lips as he flopped back onto the bed. Josh lay back down beside him, the space between them smaller this time.

As they settled into the quiet of the morning, Josh felt Tyler’s hand brush against his under the covers, tentative but deliberate. He didn’t pull away. Instead, he smiled to himself, knowing they’d crossed another invisible line in whatever this thing between them was. And it felt good.

Tyler stared at the ceiling, his hand gripping the edge of the blanket like it was a lifeline. The awkward silence hung between them, broken only by the occasional creak of the bed as Josh shifted. He could feel Josh’s eyes on him, but he didn’t dare look over. His chest was tight, his thoughts a messy swirl of embarrassment and something else he couldn’t quite name.

Josh finally broke the silence, his voice soft but firm. “You know what? Come back here.”

Tyler’s head snapped toward him, his eyes wide. “What?”

Josh was already lying back against the pillows, patting the spot on his chest where Tyler had been moments ago. “Come back,” he repeated. “You were comfortable, right?

Tyler hesitated, his fingers twisting in the blanket. “I… I don’t know,” he muttered, his voice barely audible.

Josh raised an eyebrow, his tone light but carrying an undertone of sincerity. “You don’t know? Look, Ty, I get it. This is new. But it’s just me. You don’t have to be so-“

“So what?” Tyler cut in, sitting up straighter. “Uncomfortable? Embarrassed? Yeah, I know. I feel ridiculous, okay?”

Josh frowned, sitting up as well. He ran a hand through his hair, his own thoughts swirling. “Why ridiculous?” he asked, his voice quieter now.

Tyler let out a frustrated sigh, gesturing vaguely between them. “Because… because I don’t know how to do this! Any of this. I mean, I’ve never…” He trailed off, his face reddening again as he looked away.

Josh’s expression softened, and he leaned forward slightly, trying to catch Tyler’s eyes. “You’ve never what?”

Tyler shook his head, refusing to answer. His fingers dug into the blanket, and his jaw tightened. “I just…. this is hard for me, okay?”

“I know,” Josh said gently. “But it’s me. You don’t have to hide from me, Ty. I’m not asking you to be perfect or know all the answers. I’m just asking you to… let this happen.”

Tyler finally met his gaze, his eyes searching Josh’s face for something he wasn’t sure he’d find. He didn’t say anything, but after a long moment, he let out a shaky breath and shifted closer, lying back down against Josh’s chest.

Josh exhaled in relief, wrapping an arm around Tyler’s shoulders. “See?” he murmured. “Not so bad.”

Tyler didn’t respond right away. His head rested against Josh’s chest, and he focused on the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. It was calming, grounding.

“I’ve never done this before,” Tyler admitted quietly.

Josh’s hand stilled where it had been tracing circles against Tyler’s back. “What, stayed the night with someone?”

Tyler shook his head, his voice barely a whisper. “No. Been this close. To… anyone.”

Josh’s chest tightened. He’d suspected as much, but hearing Tyler say it aloud was different. He kept his voice steady, his touch gentle. “That’s okay,” he said softly.

Tyler shifted, tilting his head to look up at him. “Is it?” he asked, his voice laced with doubt.

Josh nodded. “Yeah. It’s more than okay. It just means we take our time. Figure it out together.”

Tyler studied him for a long moment, then asked, “What about you? Have you… done this?”

Josh’s expression faltered for a moment, but he recovered quickly, giving Tyler a small smile. “Yeah,” he said honestly. “I’ve done this. Been with someone. Guys, I mean.”

Tyler felt his stomach twist. He wasn’t sure why���maybe it was jealousy, maybe insecurity. “And?” he asked cautiously.

Josh’s smile faded, his gaze distant. “And… it didn’t go great,” he admitted. “It wasn’t what I wanted it to be. It felt more like something I had to prove to myself. Or to them. I don’t know.”

Tyler frowned, his hand resting lightly on Josh’s chest. “Why didn’t it go great?”

Josh let out a slow breath, his voice tinged with regret. “Because it wasn’t with someone I trusted. Not like this.” He looked down at Tyler, his expression serious. “Not like you.”

Tyler’s chest tightened again, but this time it wasn’t uncomfortable. It was something warmer, something that made him feel safe even as his heart raced. He didn’t know what to say, so he didn’t say anything at all.

Josh brushed a hand through Tyler’s hair, his touch light and comforting. “You don’t have to rush this, Ty. We don’t have to rush anything. I just want you to feel safe with me. That’s all.”

Tyler closed his eyes, letting Josh’s words wash over him. He felt himself relax for the first time all morning, his body sinking into Josh’s embrace.

“I do…” he whispered finally. “Feel safe with you.”

Josh’s smile returned, small but genuine. He pressed a soft kiss to the top of Tyler’s head. “Good,” he said quietly. “That’s all I need.”

They stayed like that for a while, wrapped in the quiet morning light, the space between them now filled with something unspoken but deeply understood.

A few hours later, first thing Tyler became aware of was how comfortable he was. The second was that he shouldn’t have been.

The soft warmth of Josh’s chest beneath his cheek, the steady rise and fall of his breathing-it was all too easy, too safe. But the sensation low in Tyler’s stomach was anything but safe. He shifted slightly, trying to ignore the growing heat in his body, the way his thoughts kept wandering to Josh in ways they hadn’t before.

What the hell was wrong with him?

He squeezed his eyes shut, hoping to will it away, but the friction from even the smallest movement only made things worse. His breath hitched, and he froze, praying Josh wouldn’t wake up.

No such luck.

“Ty?” Josh’s voice was still thick with sleep, but there was a teasing edge to it, like he already knew something was up.

Tyler stiffened. “You’re awake,” he muttered, his voice a little too high-pitched.

Josh yawned, stretching slightly beneath him. His arm stayed firmly around Tyler’s back, holding him in place. “You woke me up,” he said, his lips curving into a lazy smile. “What’s going on? You can’t sit still.”

“Nothing,” Tyler said quickly, though his voice cracked on the word.

Josh raised an eyebrow, fully awake now. “Uh-huh,” he said, clearly unconvinced. He tilted his head, his eyes narrowing slightly. “You’re a terrible liar, you know that?” Josh definitely knew what was going on. But it was okay, because Josh felt it too.

Tyler groaned, his face heating up as he tried to pull away, but Josh tightened his grip, effectively trapping him.

“Whoa, ” Josh said, his grin widening. “Where are you going? You’re not getting out of this that easily.”

“I just… need some space,” Tyler mumbled, still refusing to meet Josh’s gaze.

Josh smirked. “Space? You didn’t seem to need space last night when you were cuddled up on top of me.”

Tyler let out a strangled noise, burying his face in his hands. “Josh, please.”

“You’re so cute Tyler” Josh said. “I’m just trying to figure out what’s got you so… fidgety this morning.” His voice dropped slightly, his tone laced with amusement. “It wouldn’t happen to have anything to do with me, would it?”

Tyler groaned again, wishing the bed would swallow him whole. “I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Too bad,” Josh said, his grin turning into a full-on smirk. “Because now I really want to know.” He shifted slightly beneath Tyler, his voice dropping lower. “Let me guess… you’re feeling a little… worked up?”

“Josh!” Tyler hissed, his face practically glowing.

“What?” Josh said, laughing now. “It’s not a big deal. It happens. You’re allowed to be attracted to me, you know.”

Tyler finally looked up, his expression equal parts mortified and defensive. “I couldn’t help it, okay? I wasn’t trying to-”

“To what?” Josh interrupted, leaning closer with a teasing glint in his eye. “Think about me like that?”

“Stop,” Tyler said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Josh chuckled, his hand sliding up to the back of Tyler’s neck. “Why? You’re cute when you’re embarrassed.”

Tyler groaned again, flopping back onto the bed beside Josh and throwing an arm over his face. “I hate you.”

“No, you don’t,” Josh said, rolling onto his side to face him. His voice softened slightly, though the amusement never left his tone. “Seriously, though. It’s fine. You don’t have to be weird about it.”

“I’m not being weird,” Tyler muttered, though the redness in his face suggested otherwise.

Josh smirked, leaning closer. “Okay, then say it.”

“Say what?”

“Say that you were thinking about me.”

Tyler groaned, his arm still covering his face. “You’re the worst.”

Josh laughed, leaning in to nudge Tyler’s arm away. “Come on, just admit it. You were feeling a little…” He paused, his grin turning wicked. “Horny?”

“Josh,” Tyler said warningly, though his voice lacked any real bite.

“Fine,” Josh said, sitting back and throwing his hands up in mock surrender. “I’ll drop it.” He paused for a beat before adding with a sly grin, “For now.”

Tyler sighed, finally uncovering his face to glare at Josh. “You’re really not going to let this go, are you?”

Josh shrugged, still smirking. “Not when you’re this fun to mess with.”

Despite himself, Tyler felt a small smile tug at the corners of his lips. “You’re insufferable.”

“And you’re adorable,” Josh countered, leaning down to press a quick kiss to Tyler’s forehead.

Tyler groaned again, but this time it was half-hearted. He let out a deep breath, his body finally relaxing as Josh wrapped an arm around him again, pulling him close.

“Next time,” Tyler muttered, his voice muffled against Josh’s chest, “I’m sleeping on the couch.”

Josh laughed, his hand tracing circles on Tyler’s back. “Sure you are, Ty. Sure you are.”

[sirens-wont-wake-me-up]

✨Masterlist✨

*all purple ones were requested*

Requests are always welcomed

(If you have any curiosity about my fanfics, just send me an ask and I'll be so happy to answer that)

On going

Sensitivess is what makes it work... Or not - kellic, synestesia, angst, smut

Too much in my mind - kellic, rpg, angst, daddy issues, smut, self-harm, long fic

My bother's off-limits - kellic, smut, siblings fights, kinda angsty

As if we always were - joshler, fluff, memory loss, smut

Finished fics

My love for you is bulletproof - kellic, angst, rape, sex, self-harm, hurt/comfort

Sins and tragedies - kellic, not a long story, not a oneshot, violence, non-con

Lovely Mornings - kellic, rpg, angst, hurt/comfort, ed, exes, guns, violence

Kellic oneshots

The cave accident (first person) - angst, fluff

The gentle photographer - fluff, hurt/comfort

The cave accident - angst, fluff

Andy's sleepover - hello kitty episode

I miss you... (saudade de você) - this was straight out of my damn heart

Strawberries are safe - ed, angst, hurt/comfort

Strawberries are safe, part 2 - ed, angst, hurt/comfort

Strawberries are safe, part 3 - ed, angst, hurt/comfort

Paris - angst, homophobia

Yes, I will remember you... - angst, self-harm, suicide attempt

Panicking - smut, angst

I just want to be cared... - ed, friends to lovers, angst, hurt/comfort

Grocery shopping - fluff

Masterpiece made of my mistakes - angst, fluff, hurt/comfort

Christmas alone but together - smut

The great excess - break up, self-harm, alcohol abuse

Orange cat under the christmas tree - fluff, dirty talk

What about me? - rpg, smut, angst

She/her, he/him, does it matter? - trans vic, angst

He's so annoying - rpg, smut, alcohol, angst

Sad surprise - rpg, self-harm, angst

Where's my happy birthday..? - birthday, light angst

Boo!! - rpg, halloween, silly

Boo!! - portuguese, rpg, halloween, silly

Friends to lovers - rpg, smut

Friends to lovers - portuguese, rpg, smut

Joshler oneshots

Every puddle on this street has a little bit of my tears - angst

The air - angst

Hard and sloppy - smut

Changing roles - smut, praise kink

Stay - self-harm, angst, hurt no comfort, blood

xReader

Procrastination - josh dun/female reader

Gifts

Mother Tongue - kellic, birthday, from @aflairforthemelodramaticc

On Tumblr

A surprise its worth waiting for - kellic, birthday, ai created it for me when i was asking for help, its not worth posting it on ao3 but i guess if you wanna read, it was not me who wrote

[oldiesttation]

I bring you, once again, another joshler fic bc I've been going through some things lately (mentally speaking) and I needed a way to let those thoughts out. plus, I love wallows

Rated G | 1,7k words

[fever-daydream]

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[kidzboppizza]

Josh respected him too much, and that was the problem.

Trans Josh Rabler oneshot that I started on a whim. I decided I needed to see Josh Dun pregnant and this was the result.

I’m proud of this one.

Let Me Know When You've Had Enough: https://archiveofourown.org/works/61210819

[the-jetset-lifes-gonna-kill-me]

ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ𖤐ᴛᴡᴇɴᴛʏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴘɪʟᴏᴛꜱ

LAST UPDATED: 14/06/25

genres:

— SEXUAL OR MATURE CONTENT ✦

— FLUFF ♡

— ANGST ✶

ᴛʏʟᴇʀ ᴊᴏꜱᴇᴘʜ

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[TYLER JOSEPH X JOSH DUN X AFAB!READER]

— • ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 summery: TYLER HAS BEEN FEELING A LITTLE LEFT OUT LATELY, SO HE ASKS IF HE CAN JOIN IN ON YOU AND JOSH’S SMOKE SESH. AFTER FINDING OUT WHAT YOU TWO REALLY GET UP TO WHEN HE’S NOT THERE, YOU AND JOSH NEED TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE TYLER FEEL MORE INCLUDED.

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[ ♡ ] — ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜɴ ᴡɪʟʟ ʀɪꜱᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ…

[TYLER JOSEPH X GN!READER]

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[TYLER JOSEPH X JOSH DUN X AFAB!READER]

— • ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 summery: TYLER HAS BEEN FEELING A LITTLE LEFT OUT LATELY, SO HE ASKS IF HE CAN JOIN IN ON YOU AND JOSH’S SMOKE SESH. AFTER FINDING OUT WHAT YOU TWO REALLY GET UP TO WHEN HE’S NOT THERE, YOU AND JOSH NEED TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE TYLER FEEL MORE INCLUDED.

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[ ✦ ] — ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴅɪᴇ…

[CLANCY X AFAB!READER]

— • ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 summery: TOMORROW COULD VERY LIKELY BE YOUR LAST DAY ALIVE. YOU CAN’T SLEEP, YOUR REGRETS AND UNSPOKEN FEELINGS ARE KEEPING YOU AWAKE. IT JUST SO HAPPENS THAT THE ROOT OF YOUR INSOMNIA CAN’T SLEEP EITHER.

— • ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 warnings: 18+ CONTENT, MDNI, NO USE OF Y/N, AFAB!READER, PORN WITH BARELY ANY PLOT, CONFESSIONS, LOWKEY JUST PURE FIFLTH.

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[z0mbiekisses]

I can’t remember if I’ve requested anything so here I am!! Helloooooo 👋

I’d love a fic where it’s josh x reader and he notices she kinda changes her personality around her friends and confronts her about it at home. She breaks down explaining that she doesn’t really know who she is as a singular person and he offers to help her figure it out. They try lots of different hobbies (including making music ft Tyler hehe) and she feels a lot better. Lots of angst pleaseeeeee

Thank you bestie 🙌🙌

HAII BFFF!!! TYSMM FOR REQUESTING!! i LOVE LOVE this idea, this reminds me of a character arc ive seen in a show, so i was excited to write this!!

i’m so sorry for my inactivity 😣 life has been hectic as of late, but writing helps me escape for a bit<3. i hope yall enjoy this!

IM A MIRRORBALL !

me and josh have been going out for a few months now. i can confidently say he’s one of my favorite people ever. he holds the door open for me, he makes sure to always call if he’s not around. which is where because his favorite place to be is right beside me. josh always tells me i’m beautiful, everyday. he’ll dance around with me no matter where we’re at. there’s so many things about him i just adore. and there’s so many things about our relationship that brings me happiness. but one of the most important things is i felt like i could be myself around him. well.. mostly. i’m not too sure who i am sometimes. but josh always makes me feel safe. we’re getting ready to meet up with some of my friends to this farmer’s market. honestly, i wasn’t as i should be. i couldn’t exactly figure out why. but i pushed my feelings to the side and put on a cute outfit.

everything started off great, seeing my friends was always nice. and they all loved josh. one of the stands were selling cocktails. i didn’t like drinking, not to say i never do. but i tried to stay away from it most of the time. but my friends all got one, and i didn’t want to look like the odd one out, so i got one as well. despite it being strawberry, and me not liking strawberries. this earned an eyebrow raise from josh. i found myself trying to mimic their poses when we took pictures. i normally give a silly thumbs up or a peace sign while having a big grin. these photos i kicked my leg up and did everything to hide my smile. i didn’t want to look stupid next to my friends.

“come on y/n smile!” josh spoke from in front of us, holding the phone. all i did was a small little grin. there became a point during our endeavors where josh & i didn’t really speak to each other. i didn’t bother to say anything though, i’m sure it wasn’t a big deal. i was focused on my friends.

“y/n didn’t you hear sarah cheated on her boyfriend with her ex?!” my friend alana looked over to me. i didn’t like gossiping. especially about people i didn’t know. you never know people’s situations or what they’re going through. it’s something i always tried to stay away from. it was a quality josh appreciated about me. but in this situation, i suppose it was okay.

“what?! her ex of all people?” i gasped dramatically which made alana laugh.

“yes her ex nathan who posted that embarrassing video of her drunk dancing on a kitchen island.” my other friend emma chimed in. the three of us were walking next to each other while josh walked behind us. i didn’t even realize he was left out.

“did you ever see it y/n?”

“no i haven’t actually.” and with that emma pulled out her phone and showed poor sarah drunk out of her mind. sloppily dancing on the kitchen island while everyone had their phones out. until she slipped and spilt her drink all over herself. i felt awful, she clearly wasn’t in her right mind. that was actually the same night she found out her grandma was sick in the hospital with cancer. i could’ve stuck up for her, i should’ve. yet i found myself laughing along with them. nodding my head along to their insults. shortly after we all parted ways. the car ride home with josh was unusually quiet.

“josh are you okay?” all josh did was shrug and turn up the radio. i nervously fidgeted with my rings, which i left in the center console when we got to the farmers market because i didn’t want my friends to think they were ugly. when we got to josh’s place he finally spoke to me,

“what happened today?”

“what do you mean?”

“you were acting different y/n.” i raised my eyebrow. trying to play dumb, though i knew deep down what josh was getting at.

“i was just hanging with my friends-“ i tried to defend myself. but josh wasn’t buying it.

“which included making fun of sarah?” josh brought up. i looked away from him trying to figure out what to say.

“i wasn’t making fun of her, they were talking about i was just making conversation.” i protested.

“you could’ve stuck up for her, you know what happened that day y/n.” josh’s eyes weren’t filled with anger or anything. he just seemed.. disappointed. i didn’t know what to say.

“it wasn’t just today y/n, everytime we hang out with your friends it’s like you’re a totally different person.” i felt my hands began to shake. my heart was slowing beginning to move faster and faster.

“it’s because i don’t even know who i am!” i shouted. josh frowned. he walked over to me and held my shaking hands in attempt to calm me down.

“that’s not true y/n.” i cut josh off,

“it is. all i do is pretend with everyone in my life!” i pulled my hands away from josh. my self sabotaging mechanisms coming out. i couldn’t let him help me because i felt like i didn’t deserve it. i don’t deserve it.

“i act a certain way with everyone so i can fit in. so they can’t hate me.” at this point tears were falling down my cheeks and my voice was hoarse. josh’s eyes were watery. i could tell he wanted to help me. but for some reason i wasn’t making this easy.

“y/n you’re so perfect the way you are. i love you for who you are.”

“that’s impossible because i don’t know even who i am.” there was a moment of silence. you could hear a hair pin drop. yet my head was screaming. i couldn’t stand there any longer, i hauled out the door. slamming it behind me. the one person who actually had some of idea who i am i just shut out. i didn’t understand why i always did this? it never made anything better. i’ve lost so many people because of this. once they get close, i do everything i can to keep them out. ruining my own life everytime. it was always my fault.

that night josh & i didn’t sleep much. without each other knowing, we both looked at our phones. wanting to call or text one another. but we didn’t. too scared of what the possible outcome would be. i sat on my couch mindlessly watching some reality tv show. desperate to block out the mess in my head. until i heard a knock on the door, i opened it to see josh standing there, his eyes were tired and sympathetic. he pulled me into his arms. his warm embrace reminding me why i’ve been getting out of bed each morning. desperately trying to hold on to that safe feeling he brings me. i quietly mumbled a “sorry” in his chest while i sobbed. honestly, i didn’t think he’d show up. it was easy for me to shut people out because most people never tried to fight it. not even bothering to look back. i don’t blame though, sometimes i didn’t feel good enough to second guess. so the fact josh was here, it meant EVERYTHING to me. he held me on the couch. playing with my hair & rubbing my back until i could gain my composure. how’d i get so lucky i didn’t even know.

“i’m so sorry..”

“it’s okay baby we all get a little lost sometimes.” i looked up at him. josh smiled softly. he pushed back a strand of hair behind my ear.

“you know what’s really helped me figure out who i am is drumming.” i furrowed my eyebrows. josh wasn’t cocky by any means. but he was pretty sure of himself. and to think drumming was the solution kind of blew my mind.

“really?”

“yeah! maybe we can find something you enjoy doing, it won’t hurt to try.” i nodded listening to josh.

“you mean it?” i frowned and josh kissed my forehead mumbling a “mhm.” and that started our endeavors. who know hobbie hunting was so hard. i was a bit of perfectionist, so when i wasn’t immediately good at something i’d get discouraged. it was hard trying all these things while i still felt the same. i tried crocheting but it was a bit too complicated. me & josh would make jewelry but, everytime i dropped the string and the beads everywhere i wanted to slam my head on the table. josh took me to play basketball with him, but i was never too good at sports. and the heat made me MISERABLE. maybe josh was wrong, maybe i was too set in my ways to change. josh decided to bring me over to tyler’s studio. i loved hanging out with them while they worked on different projects. just watching them work was an amazing sight to see, they’re both so talented. this time around though i was more quiet. josh had went to grab some water when tyler approached me.

“you okay y/n? i don’t usually see you this quiet.” i let out a deep breath.

“yeah just going through some things.. midlife crisis stuff.” tyler chuckled lightly.

“that sucks you’re not even 40 yet.” i smiled at him. tyler always knew how to cheer people up, he was also very empathetic. i don’t open up easily, but with tyler it’s almost natural. and he actually understands, it doesn’t feel forced or complicated.

“do you sing by chance?” i shrugged my shoulders,

“a little. i used to do open mics when i was a teenager. back when i was more ambitious and talented..” i felt bad. i didn’t want to be a mood killer. but i felt like there was this constant rain cloud over my head, and i couldn’t stop it.

“i think you’re very talented y/n.” i rolled my eyes. i figured tyler was just trying to be nice.

“i actually asked josh if you could come today. i’ve heard you sing in the car before, you have a really great voice. i was wondering if you could do some back up vocals for us?” tyler asked softly. i couldn’t believe it. i’ve always liked singing, but i didn’t think i had much potential. and who was i to tell tyler no. so i walked in the recording booth, and put on my headphones. i could see in the corner of my eye tyler and josh smiling. not only that, i was actually happy. i forgot how much i actually enjoyed singing. all of those feelings i had in high school came back to me. when i walked out of the booth, josh hugged me.

“you guys are evil.” i chuckled pulling away to look at him.

“y/n you killed it! thank you again.” tyler smiled. i nodded my head,

“of course, thank you guys for being there for me.” i had not only found my spark again. but i’ve found people who knew me for me. i didn’t have to act a certain way to please them or try to fit in. they loved me for me.

[oldiesstationlover11607]

Hiiiiiii! I was wondering if you could do a Tyler Joseph x Reader fic where have been trying to have a baby and find out they’re pregnant by taking a test together? It’s really cheesy lol. Anyways, I love your work! Thank you! 🫶

Test takers - Tyler Joseph x Reader

Warnings: None

Word Count: 837 (it's a shorter one lol)

I don’t think I’d ever been as nervous as I was in that moment. Tyler sat beside me on the bathroom floor, his leg pressed against mine. He was bouncing his knee, a telltale sign of his own nerves, even though he was trying to play it cool. As always, our music was playing softly throughout the house, relaxing me as much as it possibly could.

“How much longer?” he asked, glancing at his phone for what must have been the tenth time in thirty seconds. The timer on the screen mocked us with its slow countdown: two minutes and thirty seconds remaining.

“Still a while,” I said, my voice quieter than I expected it to be. I could feel my pulse in my ears, drowning out the world around me.

Tyler let out a small laugh, the kind that comes when you’re trying to release tension but only end up making it worse. “This is torture. Absolute torture. Who decided these things needed to take so long? I could’ve written a whole album by now.”

I smiled despite myself and leaned my head against his shoulder. His arm came around me instinctively, and I felt a little more grounded just from his touch. “I think the wait is supposed to make it dramatic,” I said, my voice slightly teasing. “You know, build up suspense.”

“Well, suspense sucks,” he muttered, his thumb tracing absent-minded circles on my arm. “I don’t need suspense. I just need to know.”

“And I’m sure the fans want to know how the Dema storyline ends,” I chuckled, “but you must wait for good things.” He rolled his eyes at that, hiding the agreeing smile on his face. 

The thing was, I needed to know too. We’d been trying for months now, riding a rollercoaster of hope and heartbreak every single time. Each negative test felt like a punch to the gut, like the universe was telling us to keep waiting. But this time felt different. I couldn’t explain it, but something in my gut told me we might be on the brink of our lives changing forever.

“One minute left,” Tyler announced, his voice tight. He looked at me, his brown eyes wide and searching. “Do you think…” He trailed off, like he couldn’t bring himself to finish the sentence.

“I don’t know,” I admitted. “I want to believe, but I…” My words caught in my throat, and I just shrugged, feeling the weight of our shared hopes pressing down on me.

“Hey,” Tyler said softly, turning to face me more fully. His hand reached up to cup my cheek, and I leaned into his touch. “No matter what happens, we’ve got this, okay? We’ve got each other. That’s all that matters.”

I nodded, blinking back the sudden sting of tears. “Yeah. You’re right.”

“Of course I’m right,” he said with a small grin, trying to lighten the mood. “I’m always right.”

“Oh, please,” I shot back, rolling my eyes. “You couldn’t even decide what to order for dinner last night.”

“That’s different,” he said, laughing now. “This is serious business. Tacos are a whole other level of complicated.”

The timer on his phone buzzed, cutting through our laughter like a knife. We both froze, staring at the screen as if it held all the answers to the universe. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it might break free from my chest.

“You ready?” Tyler asked, his voice barely above a whisper. He looked at me, and I saw my own nervousness reflected in his eyes.

“No,” I said honestly. “But let’s do it anyway.”

He nodded and reached for the test, his hand trembling slightly. I held my breath as he turned it over, and for a moment, time seemed to stop. Then his face broke into the biggest smile I’d ever seen, his eyes shining with tears.

“Positive,” he said, his voice cracking. “It’s positive.”

I stared at the test in his hand, my brain struggling to process the word staring back at me. Positive. After all this time, it was finally happening.

“Oh my God,” I whispered, the tears spilling over now. “Tyler, we’re… we’re going to have a baby.”

He pulled me into his arms, holding me so tightly it felt like he was trying to fuse us together. “We’re going to have a baby,” he repeated, like he couldn’t believe it either. “We’re going to be parents.”

I buried my face in his shoulder, laughing and crying all at once. All the months of waiting and hoping and wondering had led to this moment, and it was better than I ever could have imagined.

“I love you,” Tyler said, pulling back just enough to look me in the eyes. 

“I love you too,” I said, my voice thick with emotion. 

We sat there on the bathroom floor for what felt like hours, holding each other and dreaming about the future. It was cheesy and messy and perfect, and I wouldn’t have changed a single thing.

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[beanfic]

I was doing fine...

Pairing: Josh Dun x reader

Word Count: 1.3k

Warnings: Angst

Summary: You were doing fine, you truly were, that was until he showed up on your front porch

Author’s note: I feel like I haven’t written angst angst in a while, so I did this? I hope you enjoy it! Feedback is appreciated :)

“What are you doing here, Josh?” You say sternly, your hands resting on your hips. Your eyebrows furrow as you glare at the boy standing on your front doorstep. The rain patters behind him, splashing upon his ankles. His curly brown hair lays in front of his eyes from the weight of the water. His eyes carry guilt.

“I need to talk to you, Y/N, please let me inside.” He wipes his forehead with his sweatshirt sleeve. Half of your body is hiding behind of the door as you peek around. 

“I don’t know if that is the best,” you mumble, closing the door a little bit more. Josh sighs as he leans over and peers into the crack between the door and the frame. His brows eyes connect with yours, and suddenly you’re drawn in once again. 

“Please.” His voice was barely audible, but you still can hear it. You nod softly and pull the door open, allowing room for Josh to enter. Your eyes are still locked with his. You are not able to look away from his gaze. You drop your hands from the door and slowly takes a step back into the entryway. Josh shuts the door softly behind him. 

“Do you want to go to sit?” You eventually are able to peel your eyes away from his and glance over at the couch in your cozy living room. The sight of the couch brought back the memory of your first kiss that you shared with Josh. It was two years ago, and it was raining, just like tonight. He had invited you to go to the drive in to see one of the newest horror movies that had just been released, but the weather had other plans. Making the term rain check become literal, you two decided on heading back to your place to spend the rest of the night. He showed up with pizza and cookie dough, and make you laugh effortlessly the entire time. You remember how he had asked you to dance to a song that was playing on the record player, and your arms were wrapped around his neck. He had asked to kiss you, making sure you were comfortable with that, and it was one of the best ‘first’ kisses you had ever had.

“Y/N?” Josh’s voice snaps you out of your thoughts. You see him already sitting down on the couch, arms resting on his knees, and he was fiddling with the hem on his sleeve. “Are you going to come sit down?”

“Yeah.” You brush your hair out of your face and slowly step towards the couch. Not wanting to sit too close to Josh, you sit as far away as possible. The room is quiet, except for the raindrops prickling on the windows and the soft breaths coming from Josh. 

“I need to tell you I’m sorry. I know I have told you this many times, but we ended our relationship on not so good terms and I don’t want it to be like that,” he begins to speak. The words ‘ended our relationship’ ring in your ears, and your eyes glaze over as reality hits you like a brick. About a week ago, Josh had confessed that the relationship was taking up too much of his time, and it was not healthy for him to continue being in a relationship at the moment. No matter how many times he reminded you that it wasn’t your fault and that it was just timing of life, you didn’t believe him. You tried your hardest to forget about the breakup the past week by keeping yourself busy with picking up extra shifts at work and working on your latest hobby project.

“Ended,” you murmur. The word feels foreign on your lips. 

“Y/N, I know how hard it must have been for you, and I truly am sorry for breaking your hard. This past week must have been-”

“I was fine,” you cut him off. You glance over at him and notice that his eyes are wet with tears.

“What?” 

“I said I was fine. I was doing perfectly fine this past week. Actually, I have been fine until you showed up.” The familiar knot begins to form in your throat, warning you that tears are about to come. You swallow hard and look down at the ground. 

“I should have known, you are the strongest person I have ever met.”  His words are filled with honesty, and you have to shut your eyes hard to keep yourself from crying. You can tell he notices you are about to cry because he shifts in his seat so his knees are facing you. You feel his hand rest on your knee, rubbing small circles into your skin. 

“It’s not like I don’t want to see you, Josh. I’m just trying my hardest to understand and be respectful of you. Of course, I’m broken. I love you and it’s killing me inside that we can’t be together.” 

“I love you too, Y/N, and that is why I want the best for you, you know that. I’m touring so much and it’s not fair for you or me. The time,”

“Is just not right,” you finish the sentence for him. It is not the first time you have hard that come from his mouth. “I understand, Josh. I just need to be okay with it. I just don’t think I can wait around for you.”

“I’m not asking for you to wait around for me, Y/N. I want you to be happy, and that means living life the way you want and to the fullest capacity. Please promise me that you will go and live.”

You sigh and wipe your eyes, “Yes, Josh, I promise I will go and live my life. I’ll always be here if you need something though, okay? I’ll always love you, even if it just platonic.”

“I love you too, Y/N. I’m really sorry, again.”

“Please no more apologies,” you let out a small laugh. “It really is only making this harder. I mean it that I was doing fine before you showed up.”

“Should I leave?” Josh asks.

“I think it would be easier for both of us if you leave, I mean it seems like we are on good terms, right?” 

Josh nods, “Yeah, I agree.” He stands up from the couch, and once you meet height with him he pulls you in for a hug. You wrap your arms around his torso and take in his familiar scent. 

“I’m going to miss you, Joshua,” you mumble into his chest. 

“I’ll miss you too, Y/N.” He pulls away from you but stops with his left hand on your shoulder. His brown eyes are looking into yours, and you shyly smile up at him. You watch him back up towards the door, opening it and stepping outside. You follow, resting your hand on the doorframe. Josh stopped right before taking the last step towards your driveway and looked over his shoulder. His eyebrows crumbled together as he softly smiled as if he was trying to bid farewell without words.

“Bye, Josh.” You continue to keep your strength and not cry as you watch him get into his car and drive away. You wish he said bye with words, but maybe it was best that his last words were that he will miss you, and not the reality of saying goodbye. 

You close the front door and rest your back against the wood. Taking a deep breath, you place your face into your hands and let out a scream. You weren’t sure why your body had chosen anger over sadness as the emotion to with his departure, but you didn’t fight it. It was surprisingly making it easier to accept the fact that Josh was gone, and you most likely were never going to see him again

[someonestolemytoast2]

I Promised You (My Hallucination) - Clancybearer Oneshot

Summary: Torch’s projection never left Clancy’s side.

OR

What actually happened in The Contract music video

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“You need to be strong, sweetheart,” The Torchbearer said, pressing his hand against Clancy’s cheek.

Clancy only felt more cold. He knew that this was just a projection of his husband, but he still felt comfort in the fact that Josh could still project into his mind. Maybe it was their love, or the matching wooden rings with the flowers sealed into them. Either way Josh was holding him in the darkness of his mind.

“What if I can’t be?” Clancy asked, and The Torchbearer pressed their foreheads together. “We’re fighting him off together. I’m not going to let him get in that pretty head of yours.”

“He could easily take you out, I don’t want to be alone again.”

“You’ve never been alone, Clancy, I’ve always been here, no matter what, remember what I told you when we shared our vows?” Josh whispered, cradling Clancy’s face. “I told you that I’ll stay with you until the flowers stop blooming and the sun stops shining. There’s flowers that still bloom in the harshest of winters, I’m never leaving you.”

Josh connected their lips and Clancy savored it, he’d never get tired of kissing his husband.

“Stay strong, Clancy, I love you,” The Torchbearer said, pulling away, and tucking a strand of hair behind Clancy’s ear. “Stay strong.”

“I love you too,” Clancy replied, and he was brought back to reality.

This time with a new perspective.

He wasn’t alone.

[spookyjiimfanfiction]

For the Love of Shorts

Pairing: Josh Dun x Reader

Word Count: 1,106 Warnings: Just plain silly thoughts of Josh from the author’s mind tbh.

Author’s note: I’ve already done a one shot of Tyler, so I felt absolutely obligated to do one for Josh for obvious reasons. Hope you enjoy!

You had seen it many times online, but now it was before your very eyes - Josh Dun behind his infamous drum set, wearing what you had hoped he would wear. No shirt, his black and green short shorts, combat boots and last, but definitely not least, his alien mask. It was everything that you dreamed it would be and more; your eyes glued to him from the large sea of people in the pit. He would never spot you out, not in a million years. To be fair, he didn't even know you, so he had no reason to look in the first place... But, a girl could dream, right? Just to have that brief moment of nothing else mattering but the two of you was something that you thought about often. But, then you came to realize that it was extremely creepy that you thought of things like that (even though you'd still do so).

It was nearing the end of the show and you suddenly feel the sadness start to build up inside of you. You were surrounded by people who all shared something in common with you... You all had a deep love for the two men that were singing and playing their hearts out just for you. To keep you going. To keep you alive. Your hand instantly went to your friend's arm as you saw the platform holding Josh's drum set being brought out to hold him up in the crowd and you were right beside it. Could you be so lucky? "Go!" Your friend shouted, starting to push through the crowd a bit with you to get closer. Making it to the platform, you instantly reached up and held onto it as you mentally prepared yourself for what was to come next. Looking over toward the stage, you saw him coming toward all of you with his mask now taken off as he hopped down toward the pit. With the help of the security guards, he hopped up onto the platform and stood there for a few moments as everyone, including you, screamed at an deafening volume. You could tell that he was just taking it all in as he stood there and held his drumsticks up against his forehead with a smile, looking around to all of the fans that adored him. You took in every feature of his while you were so close, from his: colored hair, his dark eyeliner, his ensemble, the sweat that was dripping over his rippling muscles... It was almost too much to bear. When he sat down on his seat, you looked over to your friend after seeing how high his shorts actually went and shouted to them, "I'm gonna be after that booty like a pirate!" Unfortunately, Josh had heard you and he instantly snapped his head in your direction with a look of shock and shyness. You stared up at him with a mortified expression, noticing the red in his cheeks were probably just about as red as your own. But, something happened from that point on. For the rest of the concert, he kept looking over to you as if he was trying to figure you out after your horrifying confession to your friend and then... It was over. You knew that once the concert was done, you would be able to run away and remember the time that you embarrassed yourself in front of Josh Dun. As Josh threw his drumstick into the crowd, he looked down to you once more while holding some of his fan's hands and then held onto yours for a few moments. You both stared at each other and then, he broke contact and hopped back down toward the stage where he and Tyler made their final bows to say goodbye. "We're Twenty One Pilots and so are you. Goodnight!" Tyler said into the microphone and then they both went offstage. Walking out of the venue, your friend was laughing at your screw up and trying hard to be supportive, but it was just too funny to be serous about. You could've gotten angry, but you knew that the whole situation was ridiculous and he'd never see you again, so you really had nothing to worry about. At least, that's what you thought. "Hey!" A voice shouted behind you, causing you and your friend to stop walking and turn to see where the noise had come from. Your eyes widened when you realized that it was Josh, jogging toward you to catch up. Looking back to your friend nervously, they smirked and pushed you forward with a nod. "I'll be in the car." You looked back toward the drumming god before you as he gave you a smile, eyes crinkling at their edges as he did so. God damn him. You gave him a smile back and shyly rubbed the back of your neck, as you both stood there a bit awkwardly at first. "Listen, I'm really sorry about what I said back in there. I know that I probably sounded like a complete creep." "No, no, it's fine! I've honestly heard much worse than that before, so don't even worry about it." The both of you laughed a bit and then Josh cleared his throat and looked over your face for a few moments, as if trying to find the right words to say next. "I, uh, I know that this is probably going to seem random and I normally don't do this, but do you think that I could maybe have your number? Or we could even have a dinner or coffee together sometime before we leave for our next stop?" "I'd like that. Here." You smiled as you reached into your purse and pulled out a scrap of paper and a pen, writing out your number on it and handing it to him after. He received it gratefully and carefully folded it up and put it in his sweat pant's pocket, trying not to seem too giddy and you could tell, as you were doing the exact same. "I guess I better get going or Tyler will wonder where I am. But, I'll text or call you and we can set things up. Sound good?" "Yeah, that sounds great." He nodded and started walking backwards toward the venue again, finally realizing that he could possible get noticed and bombared by fans if he stayed outside for too long; something that he still wasn't used to. "I'll be sure to wear my shorts again next time you see me." He teased with a smirk and turned to walk away.

God. Damn. Him.

[sirens-wont-wake-me-up]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Twenty One Pilots Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Josh Dun/Tyler Joseph Characters: Tyler Joseph, Josh Dun Additional Tags: Anal Sex, Smut, Sex, Barebacking, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Praise Kink, Tumblr Ask Box Fic Series: Part 4 of Joshler oneshots Summary:

Ask: joshler praise kink with josh getting praised while he's getting fucked for the first time, thank you!! . July 24th - July 26th, 2024.