#jordan really is so good for her and they do make me ❤️

[terrifyingstories]

hanna's post time-jump arc really does get to me. hanna trying so very hard not to fall back into old patterns and hold onto stability and sanity just to be drug back into them with a vengeance more and more each time until she doesn't recognize the life she built for herself or the one she's come back to. hanna trying to set boundaries and coming clean to jordan and her mother about erasing the footage. trying with all her heart to be honest and transparent and hold onto what is good for her. hanna trying so hard just to get swept up in all of it because of course she did, she never really had a choice.

[mrsarcherofinfamy]

●JD McDonagh x Reader●

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*JD's POV*

"Alright guys. I think we should split up. Check all the areas back here."

"Good idea JD."

"I'm gonna go check catering."

I pat his shoulder, walk past him and head to catering as I hear them discussing their plans. I pull out my phone to message my girlfriend.

JD: on my way babygirl! ❤️

Y/N: waiting on you! 😊

I smile, putting my phone back in my pocket, heading down the hallway to catering. I walk in, seeing she is the only one in the room, sitting on the table looking at her phone. I clear my throat as she looks up at me and smiles really big seeing me. She motions with her finger to come over to her, which I do because I am a big sucker for this woman. I put my hands on her thighs and she grabs my leather sleeveless jacket, pulling me in for a kiss. She wraps her arms around my neck as my hands slide up her thighs onto her hips and we start making out. We hear a slight noise and we break apart real quick looking around.

"Did you hear something?"

"I did. I'm gonna go before we get caught baby. I love you. I will see you back at the hotel."

"I love you too."

I give her one last kiss before I head out of catering to go find the rest of The Judgement Day.

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*later on in the show*

I am sitting on the couch, on my phone texting Y/N with Dom sitting next to me not paying attention and Rhea is sitting on the arm of the chair watching the TV for whatever match is on. My phone buzzes causing me to smile than frown seeing the message.

Y/N: we are screwed.

What does that mean? Before I can answer her, Damian and Finn walk in looking at us. Damian points to me looking pissed off and my eyes go wide.

"JD. Come here. Now."

I get up slowly coming over to him and Finn. Everyone crowds around us as Finn pulls out his phone.

"Finn has something to show to you and everyone. Than you got some explaining to do."

Finn plays the video and it is a video of me and Y/N making out in catering. I gulp as they all turn and look at me.

"What is that JD? Huh?"

Rhea gets in my face as I back away from them all staring at me. I say nothing, just look down at the ground.

"You were supposed to be finding Jey Uso with us but instead you run off to this little whore instead! I'm gonna take care of her."

Rhea storms out of the room as the others just continue to stare at me. I start to feel myself getting angry second after second. I push through them and storm out of the clubhouse.

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*Y/N's POV*

Sitting on a production box backstage, I hear footsteps coming closer to me. I look up seeing Rhea Ripley is walking towards me and she doesn't look like she is in a good mood. I go to get up but she pushes me back down on the box.

"What do you think you are doing?! Are you trying to break up The Judgement Day?!"

She is standing infront of me so I can't get up. I look at her and cross my arms.

"I am not trying to break up your precious Judgement Day. Little Dom Dom seems to be doing that."

She takes a deep breath looking at me with a pissed off face. I smirk knowing I got under her skin with that comment.

"Just stay away from my boys. Got it?"

"That will be really hard for me to do though."

I smirk while saying that sarcastically.

"I mean it Y/N. Don't test me."

She walks away and I smirk knowing I pissed her off.

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*a week later*

"Hey Y/N. Why aren't you in the clubhouse?"

I look up to see Carlito walking over to me. I make a puzzled face at him.

"What do you mean?"

"You are part of Judgement Day, aren't you? Since you are dating JD, that should make you part of Judgement Day."

"You are right Carlito. Let's get to the clubhouse."

He puts his arm around my neck and we walk to the clubhouse laughing with each other. We get to the clubhouse and walk in seeing only Jordan is sitting on the couch. He stands up seeing me and Carlito. He runs over and wraps me into a hug.

"Baby. What are you doing here?"

I hug him back and he looks at me smiling.

"Carlito said since I'm dating you, that should make me a part of Judgement Day. So I came with him to the clubhouse."

"Rhea and Damian are gonna be pissed."

"Oh well! Let's play some video games!"

All three of us grab the controllers and start playing.

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*an hour later almost the start of Raw*

I am standing next to Carlito trying to mess him up as we play the wwe game. Jordan is behind me with his arms wrapped around my waist, head on my shoulder, watching us. We don't hear the clubhouse door open and close.

"JD! Carlito! What is going on here?!"

Jordan let's go of me and Carlito pauses the game as we all turn around. Carlito holds up the controller smiling.

"Just playing a friendly game. Something wrong?"

I bite my bottom lip looking at Rhea and Damian standing before us. Rhea looks directly at me.

"I told this little whore to stay away from you guys."

"Hey. Don't call her a whore. That's my woman."

Jordan steps infront of me getting in Rhea's face. Rhea crosses her arms looking him straight in his face. I bite my lip harder watching Jordan stand up for me. Normally I do it myself but it is hot when he does it. I lean over Jordan's shoulder looking at Rhea.

"Carlito said since I'm dating JD, that I should be considered a member of The Judgement Day. So he showed me to the clubhouse."

"Carlito! Outside the clubhouse right now. We need to talk."

Carlito, Rhea and Damian walk out of the clubhouse leaving me and Jordan. He turns and looks down at me when I grab his face and kiss him hard. He kisses me back grabbing my hips and pulling me closer to him. He pulls back looking into my eyes.

"If they say you can't be part of The Judgement Day, than I am leaving the group for you baby. I love you so much."

"I love you so much too Jordan."

Rhea comes back in with Damian and no Carlito. Rhea looks at me than at Damian crossing her arms than back at me again.

"We came to an agreement. You can hang out here in the clubhouse as long as you are dating JD. Just don't be all lovey dovey infront of us please."

"Thank you Rhea and Damian."

Damian smiles, pats Jordan on the shoulder than walks out of the clubhouse. Rhea shakes her head and walks out as well. Jordan grabs my face again and kisses me hard. I kiss him back wrapping my arms around his neck. Carlito comes back into the room without us hearing him.

"Now that's cool."

[gwynfahr]

Lying down on the bed, you're half listening to the litany of praise and pure filth coming out of Jordan's mouth non-stop.

How could you pay attention when she has two fingers attacking your G-spot with a concerning precision ? They've been at it for a while now, getting you so close and stopping right when you're about to come. And there she is with her condescending smile, nodding sweetly "I know, baby, I know. It feels so good you can't take it ?" their head cocks to the side and she adds "But you asked for it, asked for me to overwhelm your little pussy until you can' think anymore... Do you know why ?" the question is asked through clenched teeth.

Her movements speed up and she adds pressure to your clit, her left hand forcing your stuttering hips to stay still on the mattress. You think you might die from the way they've been at it for an hour now.

And then suddenly they take their fingers out and you really cry over the lack of stimulation as you were so close once again.

Jordan lands a slap to your core and you let out a wounded little whimper. "Answer the question baby, or you won't get to come at all."

It takes some time before you're even able to remember the question, but when you do, you answer with a little voice. "You're doing this because I haven't been taking care of myself properly. And I've been overthinking too much."

"That wasn't so hard now, was it ? You need to take care of yourself, baby. Or daddy won't make you come. You just need someone to wear you out so your little brain can finally sleep correctly. I can do that." she adds, her eyebrows raising as she looks up at your tear streaked face begging her to let you finish.

You might have a chance to make her fold right now if you play correctly. You pout a bit, doe eyes in full force "Please daddy, I'm so sorry, please let me come, I want it so bad."

They crack, obviously, they could never handle the doe eyes with the begging. Her hand goes back to your cunt and she asks while rubbing your clit excruciatingly slow "And you'll take care of yourself ? Drink and sleep and eat ? Stop being so stressed over things you can't even do anything about ?" you nod fervently "Yes ! Yes yes yes I swear it ! Please..."

Jordan smiles proudly kissing your thigh "good girl". Then her mouth is on you, fingers back in your cunt fingering you fast and efficient as she sucks your clit into her mouth and you can't help but moan loudly, fisting the bed sheets in your hands. You try to close your legs instinctively but Jordan's strong shoulders keep them open, leaving you forced to take it, the pressure building up and up and up-

"That's it, good girl, good fucking girl" she says as she drinks up your release while you ride out your orgasm on her fingers. Little moans and whimpers coming out of your mouth.

When you come back from your high, you kiss you partner, who then looks at you with a gentle gaze "You need to take proper care of yourself, baby. The finals are in two weeks, and you studied like a mad woman already, you can't pull all-nighters every nights, alright ?".

You nod as you press yourself closer to them, cuddling on the bed with your head in her neck, inhaling your partner's scent. You listen to their heartbeat as they switch to their male form, strong arms holding you close. "I love you Jordan."

"I love you too" You hear him answer as you fall asleep, for the most peaceful slumber you've had in a long time.

I mean you've got your own super hero to take care of you during your sleep, how could you not sleep ?

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A 'gentle' reminder to take care or yourselves !! Drink water and eat at least two times a day !

❤️❤️

Also Jordan's wearing this because I said so and also, yeah I fucking love that shirt on them, byyyye

[magics-neptunes-things]

Five Ways To Love

Hi guys :)

I’ve got several asks for a McFoord, I’m sorry it took so much time to write this one.

But here it is :) So please enjoy ❤️

TW : Alcohol.

The first time they almost kissed, it wasn’t very far from Katie’s break up. To cheer her up, Jordan proposed to go out and to have fun. It was during spring 2022, Lia and Caitlin have break up only one month before, just like Jordan and Leah, and it’s maybe what make them so close from the others.

Jordan went away since half an hour with a random girl, but Caitlin decided to stay with Katie. Just to be sure that she’s ok, after all she was the newest in the single club. It has nothing to do with how much she took her breath away when she saw her getting out of her bedroom when they collect her to come here, of course.

“Are you having fun?”

Caitlin suddenly raises her eyes from the glass she was looking at, to look at her friend. Katie is looking at her too with attention, so Caitlin gives her a sincere smile before answering.

“I am. Why?”

“Dunno. You seem distract.”

Caitlin shrug and answer something like “Meh” before finishing her drink. Katie’s glass being empty too, the Irish girl takes Caitlin’s hand to drag her to the dancefloor.

“Come on, let’s dance!”

Caitlin isn’t a good dancer honestly, as much as she is awful about singing. But she decides to let it go, enjoying her time with Katie. The younger girl is dancing at a rather appropriate distance from her, but soon there is more people on the dancefloor, so she has to get closer not to lose sight of Caitlin.

It’s seems natural when Katie put a hand on her hips so Caitlin doesn’t even react to it. They get closer every song though and soon Caitlin has her eyes in Katie’s eyes and their body are glued to each other.

But then Katie’s eyes drop on Caitlin’s lips briefly, not even one second. But the Aussie saw it, and it almost without thinking anything that she leans in Katie’s direction. The midfielder follows the movement, and their lips are only a few millimeters away from each other when a voice that they both know very well is shouting next to them.

“There you are! I was looking for you!”

Jordan is completely obvious of the moment she just interrupts, taking Caitlin’s hand to drag her to the bar and made her try some random cocktail. Caitlin just has the time to take Katie’s by her arm to take her with them, to not losing her in the crowd.

When Jordan put a green strange-looking glass in her hand, she looks up to Katie to see her smile. She seems amused by the disgusting look on Caitlin’s face even if Jordan swears that the cocktail is “so damn good”. But when their gazes cross, her smile get softer. Caitlin doesn’t have time to think a lot about it though, her small friends almost putting the straw in her mouth now.

The second time they almost kissed was during their trip, always with Jordan, in Ibiza. They are here with several other friends that Caitlin doesn’t really know. She just sticks with Katie almost all the time, enjoying having time with her. The Irish girl doesn’t seem to mind though, coming herself looking for Caitlin when they aren’t together.

“Can I ask you something?” Katie suddenly ask Caitlin, taking her away from the half-sleepiness she was in.

They are chilling around the swimming pool, in the house they rent, next to the beach. It was early in the afternoon and after a brunch some of them decided to go back to sleep, others went to the town. Katie and Caitlin chose to enjoy the swimming pool, even if they are tanning now.

“Sure” Caitlin yawns, turning her head to the other woman.

“Are you and Lia still talking? Because Rue is still writing to me and I don’t know what to do with it.”

Caitlin frowns, looking at her friend. She seems uncomfortable, but she appreciates the fact that she chooses her to confide her feelings.

“We are, but it’s not a daily thing. We are talking during training obviously, but clearly not messaging each other every day. What is she saying to you?”

Katie shrugs, looking away. Caitlin doesn’t want to press her, but she knows that the question doesn’t come from nowhere. She raises her glasses on her forehead to be able to better observe her friend before talking again.

“If you don’t want her to write you, why don’t you block her?”

“I tried” Katie sighs, laying down again on the big chaise longue they are sharing. “But then she starts to write to my mam, and I don’t want her to disturb my family.”

“Well, that’s creepy.”

Caitlin never liked Ruesha, but she was Katie’s girlfriend, so she always has been polished with the other Irish. They don’t really have compatible traits of character.

Katie doesn’t answer and just sighs. Feeling the other girl struggle, Caitlin gently put a hand on her arm, dragging Katie’s attention on her again.

“Hey, it’s going to be ok. Do you want me to talk to her?”

“Nah” Katie laughs, coming closer to Caitlin. “She will rip your head off. If she sees I don’t answer she will stop at one point.”

“If you say so.”

Caitlin feels strange when Katie put her head on her shoulder, even she knows that she shouldn’t. Katie is tactile with her friends, and this is what they are. Friends.

“Thanks, by the way” Katie says after a moment of silence.

“I haven’t done anything, but you are very welcome” Caitlin snorts.

“You are here for me. It means the world to me.”

Katie went to kiss her cheek, but Caitlin turns her head at the same time, and they are face to face, again. The sight is different of the one in the club, this time Caitlin can perfectly see Katie. There is the same powerful need to press her lips against Katie’s that the other day, but she doesn’t know if the feeling is reciprocated.

She loses several seconds to search in Katie’s eyes for a form of consent and when she thought she found it, someone is going out to where they are. Katie backs up to look who it is, and Caitlin briefly closes her eyes in frustration.

But it’s maybe better that way.

The third time they almost kissed, it was on Katie’s birthday, in September 2022. The girls went out for the Irish girl’s birthday, a party being held and organized by some of her closest friends. Almost attached by the hips now, Caitlin and Katie arrive together at the party.

Nothing has happened between them, more than time passed together, hugs, laughs or nights to talk to each other before falling asleep. It’s obvious for the people looking closer at their bond that there is more than friendship between them, but none of them had made any move for now.

Once again, they drink maybe a little too much, but Katie seems to have the time of her life and there is nothing more Caitlin want for her. She’s happy to have an excuse to be able to look at her the way she is, even if she has to share her with other people tonight.

Katie still chose to sit next to her for the meal, even if she’s been drag on the dancefloor as soon as they’re finished. Someone put some Irish music, Caitlin strongly suspects one of Katie’s siblings, so there is no way that she’s able to see Katie soon again.

To pass time, she talks with her friends, the one she knows thanks to Arsenal. Even if Katie starts to take her with her when she goes out, making her meet some of her friends.

But soon the alcohol makes her head fuzzy, and Caitlin really need to go out to have a fresh breath of air. She excuses herself to the people she was talking with, taking her jacket to go out. There are in London during the end of September after all. It’s cold outside at night now.

She lost herself in her thoughts, losing the idea of the time too. She’s happy to have her jacket though, the night being cold. Even if she’s here for several months now, she still misses the Australian heat she grows up with.

“There you are! I was looking for you!”

Caitlin would recognize Katie’s voice everywhere, especially because of her Irish accent, it’s true. She smiles when she turns her head to look at her friend coming for her, sitting on the wall she is lying on.

“What are you doing here all alone?” Katie asks Caitlin.

“It was too hot inside, with all the people and the alcohol.”

The answer is genius and Katie doesn’t seem to think otherwise. She looks at Caitlin with a pout anyway, crossing her arms on her chest.

“You should have asked me to come with you.”

“It’s your party, Katie. I wasn’t going to take the star of the night away of the others.”

Katie just grumbles something Caitlin doesn’t understand, but it makes her smile. Katie’s eyes are shinning and it’s not only because of the happiness. Those Irish beverages are something else.

“You haven’t given me my present, by the way.”

Surprised, Caitlin looks at Katie. They are making this party sooner in the month, because at the right date, they will all be in national camp. She wanted to give the bracelet she bought her on the right day.

“How many drinks did you had?” Caitlin giggles.

Katie smirks and shrugs for any answer. She doesn’t know who thought about bringing Irish beverages, but it was the best idea ever in her opinion. But she’s definitively drunk.

“It doesn’t matter. You still can give me a present now and the real on the right day.”

“I don’t have anything right now, Kat’.”

The Irish woman bites her lips thoughtfully several seconds before answering and Caitlin has to really concentrate herself to think about something else than Katie’s lips.

“Give me a kiss”

“What?”

She must have heard wrong. There is no way that Katie is suggesting that she kisses her here and now. Not with the light tone she used.

“Kiss me.”

“Katie, you are drunk. You won’t remember any of this tomorrow.”

Katie pouts again but she’s looking at Caitlin with determination. The Aussie feels herself getting softer, maybe Katie really wants that kiss. As much as she does herself.

“You know what? If you remember that talk tomorrow morning, just tell me. Maybe you’ll get your present at that moment.”

“Great” Katie grins.

“Let’s go inside again, yeah?”

Katie nods and takes Caitlin’s hand in hers to go inside. The heat is still not really pleasant, but more supportable for Caitlin. Katie doesn’t let her hand go right away, only when they are at their seat again.

“Cake time!” someone shouts, and the lights are suddenly off.

The fourth time they almost kissed, it was during Caitlin’s birthday. The Australian girl chooses to go out with a lot less friends that there was for Katie’s birthday. A lot of them are from Arsenal, like Beth and Viv, Steph Catley and her boyfriend or Leah but Mackenzie Arnold is here too with her girlfriend, just like Alanna who made the trip from Manchester. Caitlin invited Lia too, but the Swiss woman is in Barcelona, to see her friend Ana.

Well, that’s the official version, Caitlin knows that there is a special someone for Lia there and she’s nothing but happy for her.

They went to a restaurant to eat something and then chose a nightclub Leah knows apparently very well. And it was great to be honest, Caitlin is having a very good time. The place they chose is very close to some of their houses, so they can go home walking if they want to.

Caitlin is looking thoughtfully at Mackenzie dancing with Kirsty when Katie comes to sit down next to her after having dancing herself.

“Hi there” grins Katie, taking a sip from Caitlin’s glass.

They never talk again about the discussion they had outside at Katie’s birthday, so Caitlin assumed that Katie was effectively too drunk to remember. She doesn’t have any regret not to kissed her, even if she still wants it very much.

“You ok?” Katie asks.

“I am. What about you?”

Their table isn’t very close to the dancefloor, they are in the VIP section thanks to Leah. So they don’t have to shout to be heard by the other, which is very pleasant in their opinions.

“I am too. Aren’t you sad that Lia isn’t here?”

“Nah, I mean she’s probably having a better time where she is.”

Katie shoots her a strange look and Caitlin remember that Lia’s relationship with Mariona isn’t known by anyone in the team, except Leah and herself.

“Has she met someone?”

“Kinda” Caitlin shrugs.

“Doesn’t it bother you?”

Caitlin just shakes her head and smile. Lia talked to her about Mariona as soon as she realized that it might have something between them and they kind of talked about Caitlin and Katie too, but there is no need for Katie to know that for now.

“No. I’m happy for her, really. She deserves the best.”

Katie just hums, looking at Caitlin from the corner of her eyes.

“What?” Caitlin laughs. “Would you mind if Ruesha find someone else?”

“Oh God, no. At least it would help her relax a little bit.”

Caitlin snorts and Katie smirks. The older Irish still comes sometimes in their discussions, usually because she’s still writing to Katie. Sometimes being very gentle and sweet and other times pretty mad. Maybe because Katie still doesn’t answer to her messages.

After that, Beth proposed to them a shot contest and Katie almost jump from her seat with enthusiasm. Smiling, Caitlin follows them as close as possible from Katie.

Several hours later, they are going to Caitlin’s home, very more than tipsy. They are giggling about something they don’t even remember, and Katie is holding Caitlin’s hand to help her not to fall.

“You are wracked” Katie laughs while looking at Caitlin.

Caitlin laughs this time, looking for her house keys in her purse. She misses the way Katie is looking at her, passing her tongue on her lips.

She waits for Caitlin to find her keys, helping her to climb the big stairs going to her house’s door. But at the last stair step, Caitlin trips and almost take Katie in the fall with her. Thanks to Katie’s reflexes, they only finish against the wall. Caitlin’s back against it while Katie faces her, her hands on either side of her hips.

“Fuck, are you ok?” Katie asks with concern.

She’s pretty sure that Caitlin hits her head hard.

“You are so beautiful it hurt.”

It wasn’t the kind of answer she was waiting, and she’s so taking aback that she feels herself blushing. Sober Caitlin isn’t as frisky as drunky Caitlin. She smiles nevertheless, looking at the other girl’s face with attention.

“I remember, you know?” Katie says suddenly. “The discussion about the kiss on my birthday.”

“I thought you forgot” Caitlin mumbles.

Katie smiles softly and shakes her head. Caitlin passes her hand around the younger’s hips, holding her even closer than before.

“I wouldn’t mind a gift like this. Just saying.”

Katie is still smiling and press gently her forehead against Caitlin’s. The latter can smell her perfume and the heat of her skin.

“Not now. Not like this. I understand now how you felt on my birthday” Katie whispers.

Her breath is stroking Caitlin’s lips and the Aussie really think she will lose her mind. She can’t hide the disappointment she’s feeling. But she melts when she feels the Irish girl cupping her jaw with a softness that would surprise people who only know Katie as the hard midfielder.

“Let’s do things right, ok?”

Caitlin nods after some seconds, still looking into Katie’s eyes. The younger one smiles and kiss Caitlin’s cheek softly before backing up.

“You’re still sleeping here, right?” Caitlin asks when her breath is normal again.

Katie smiles and nods before taking the keys from Caitlin’s hand to open the door. It was what were decided before anyway and she had too many drinks to drive at her house. And she loves to wake up knowing that Caitlin isn’t far away.

For Christmas, Arsenal organised a gala, inviting every single player of their senior teams. It means that they are mix with the men’s team, which Katie doesn’t like very much. To help them to talk to somebody they maybe never talked before, they organize a draw to know next to who they will sit.

Needless to say, Katie found herself across the room from Caitlin’s table. She pouted the whole night, much to Viv’s and Noelle’s amusement, both sharing the table with Katie and some random male players. She sulks even harder when she saw that Caitlin seems to have fun, laughing at a joke of one of the men.

She mechanically takes her phone out of her pocket when she feels it vibrate, not really interested in the others’ discussions.

From Caitlin 🦘 💛 Why is there a pout on that pretty face?

Katie looks up from her phone to look at Caitlin, just to see that she’s already looking at her. She’s smirking at her and she raises an eyebrow when she see that Katie is looking at her too.

From Katie 🐈💚 Because the most beautiful girl in here is too far away of me Plus an asshole is definitively hitting on her

From Caitlin 🦘 💛

Dunno who’s that girl but she’s lucky to be called beautiful by you

Katie rolls her eyes and looks at Caitlin again. The Aussie is still smiling, and Katie realize that she’s smiling too. She sends a wink to the other girl who sent her a kiss back.

True to her words, Katie took Caitlin in two different dates since November, and they had a very good time. No kisses, but the flirting is on point. And Katie loves it.

What she doesn’t love anyway it’s the thought that tomorrow they will be separated by almost all the globe, Caitlin going home in her family for Christmas. She’s going herself in Ireland to celebrate, but she will miss the other girl like crazy.

“Who are you texting?” Noelle asks her.

“No one”

She puts her phone again on her pocket, but the look she throw in Caitlin’s direction talk for her. Viv just have to follow it to understand and she smiles softly.

“I always thought that Caitlin’s second name was Jade, not No one”

Katie throws a napkin at her, making the Dutch woman laughs. Luckily for Katie, the diner is soon finish and they are invited to go to the adjoining room, where pictures of the previous years are hanging on the wall.

Katie makes a beeline for Caitlin, putting delicately her hand in the lower back of the Australian woman. Caitlin was looking at a picture of the first woman team, but she quickly turns her attention on Katie when she feels her next to her.

“Fancy seeing you here” Caitlin jokes.

Katie feels herself relax a little bit, she’s next to Caitlin and that weirdo isn’t near them. She knows that Caitlin isn’t attract in men, but still. She doesn’t like the idea of someone being interested in her.

“Did you have fun?” Caitlin asks.

“Not really. It would have been better to be with you.”

The striker smiles and Katie just have to look in her eyes to know that it’s reciprocal. Their exchange of looks lasts a few more seconds, during which Caitlin finds herself sticking as much as possible to the other woman.

“Can we get out of here?”

Katie is dying to have a least several minutes alone with her. Caitlin looks around them, realizing that no one seems to be interested in them. The girls of the team are maybe a little too used to their behavior and the other people don’t seem to mind either.

“Let’s go.”

Caitlin has the impression to be a teenager again, running away with the girl she’s in love with during a party. But she likes the feeling. She likes everything Katie makes her feel. She likes Katie.

Katie who takes her hand to drag her outside. Caitlin shivers violently outside, struck by the cold. It makes Katie smile, but she doesn’t wait to give her her jacket. Which seems to disturb Caitlin.

“Katie it’s freezing, you’ll catch a pneumonia” Caitlin tries to protest.

But the Irish woman doesn’t listen, enveloping the other woman in her clothe. She likes the sight of Caitlin in it a little too much.

“I don’t feel the cold” she remembers Caitlin with a smirk.

The latter rolls her eyes but open her arms wide.

“Come here at least.”

Katie doesn’t wait one second before accepting, getting in Caitlin’s arms. It’s definitively not the first hug they share, but not a lot felt so intimate. She feels Caitlin passes her hand around her, seeking to protect her from the cold. And just because she could, she closes the last centimeters between them, hiding her face in Caitlin’s neck.

“I’m going to miss you so much” Katie whispers.

It makes Caitlin smile, even if she’s sad herself. Katie is happy to be able to catch up with all of her brothers and sisters, that she can’t see enough to her liking. But she knew it would be the case when she joined Arsenal.

“I’ll miss you too” Caitlin sighs. “But we can call each other, right?”

“Of course.”

There is a moment of silence but it’s comfortable. Caitlin is bigger from only several centimeters and there isn’t a big difference of height between them. Which the Australian girl love.

“It’s snowing.”

Caitlin’s voice is only a whisper, like she’s scared to break the sweetness of the moment. Katie gently lifts her face from her hiding place to look at the sky and see that indeed, small flakes began to fall.

“It’s beautiful” Caitlin smiles softly.

“Not as much as you are” Katie smirks.

Caitlin is still smiling, more than used to Katie’s sweet words, and when she when she gently removes snowflakes stuck in Katie’s hair, she realizes that the other girl is looking at her. Her hand passes from her hair to her neck, and she feels the goosebumps on Katie’s skin.

She knows what would happen and her heart beats faster in anticipation. They wait for this moment way too much not to be sure about it. Katie leans in and this time, there is nothing to stop them. Nothing to come between them.

Their first kiss is sweet and soft and delicate, making both of them forget everything that isn’t related to the other. They could have been interrupted by someone, but it’s apparently too cold for anyone to come outside. Not that they mind.

Caitlin can’t help but smile against Katie lips. They are softer than she imagined and the kiss is addictive.

They never reappeared at the party, preferring to slip away at Katie’s to enjoy their last hours of the year together. More than a kiss will be exchanged that night and they passed once again the night enjoying each other company, deciding to sleep in the plane they both will take separately the day after.

[poppy-metal]

Every Uperclassmen!Jordan post hits harder than the last for me because I'm a freshman right now (I'm French so it's not how it's called but it's equivalent) and all I need right now is for Jordan to take some stress of my shoulders and make me feel like I've been actually productive by teaching me how to have actual good sex, because let's be honest, actually fucking with real people scares me so much I might stay a virgin forever.

So like, imagine their ringed hands on your thighs as they slowly eat you out in frat house bathroom, working their way up to three fingers inside your tight pussy and sucking on your clit till you can't breathe anymore. Marveling at the way you moan and whimper sinful praises of their work as you get lost in the pleasure.

Her in female form after working out in the gym, coaxing you into riding her thigh until you're dripping with cum, her muscular leg doing an amazing work at making you see stars.

Her teaching you how to pleasure them, feral at the way you innocent happy eyes look at them with tears seeping out of it as you choke a bit in their cock. Loving how debauched you look with wetness on your chin as you sucked on her clit (they didn't cum the first time but it's okay cause you kinda wanna do it again to prove you're worthy of being their "sex apprentice")

Working their way up through every sexperiments you might wanna try before actually getting into real "taking your virginity" deal, even though at this point, you're not a virgin anymore in your head.

Them hissing at how you're so tight as they spear you on their cock, pushing it in inch by inch, shushing your little cries and kissing you better every now and then, the feeling of your pussy around them making them wanna just slam you down their cock and fuck you like an animal. Praising your good behavior "sooo good for me, bunny, such a good girl. You're doing so well." and you think you might faint at how their voice sends you to fucking heaven.

Imagine her in fem form hitting it from the back, hard, this time, and smirking in satisfaction because you take it so fucking well, and they're proud of their little bunny, of how they've corrupted their good innocent freshie girl so well she's turned into a freaky sex obsessed (and Jordan obsessed let's not lie) slut. And they love it. Hitting you with a "that's it, good girl, letting me use that princess cunt, you're so good for daddy", and basking in the way you answer "I love it so much, daddy !" between moans.

But also... Imagine them being there for you through every freshman year mental breakdown because you're not accustomed to how hectic the rhythm is, forcing you to take breaks, shower, eat with them if you dont' wanna be alone, drink water. Helping you with your classes, when you just don't get it (because why the hell should there be statistics in the psychology major mendatory classes ?!). Imagine Jordan shifting from your stress reliever friend with benefits to your rock in a world you don't really want to navigate in, taking care of you as much as you do them, if not more. But they love it, they love feeling useful to someone, and with you, the love you give them, the way you make them feel safe and cared for ? They feel like a super hero, your super hero.

And they realize maybe it's all they need to be happy....

I meant to write an entirely smutty thing but digressed on Jordan Li's ass being sappy and simping as fuck... They have me whipped I swear ❤️

puts my head in my hands.

[nattinatalia]

Jack Harlow x Reader : Instagram AU

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yourusername 📍 Away with my hubby. A much needed vacation for ourselves.

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yourbestiename Enjoy ❤️ se lo merecen!!!!

yourusername Gracias beba hermosa 😘

claybornharlow Mom said if y’all don’t come back with baby number 3 then to not come back at all!!!!!!

jackharlow What do you think I’m doing??

yourusername LMAAAOOOO AYYY YOOO

urbanwyatt Who took these pictures???

druski not you unless you’re there with them? Since you’re always third wheeling with your divorced ass.

urbanwyatt WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS COMING FOR ME????

druski You’re an easy target 🎯

yourbestiename Dru, I will beat your ass! Leave my baby daddy alone!!!!

urbanwyatt 🤭 😇

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jackharlow As soon as we landed wifey had to get her matcha. If I didn’t know any better I’d say she loved that more than me 😅😒

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yourusername I don’t know, matcha is like my one true love. Would never make me go hiking early in the morning. Would never get me mad, and would never forget to take out the trash!!!!!!

jackharlow Damn, matcha does all that for you? Since when???

yourusername 😒😒😒😒

yourbestiename You turned my girl from Cortez’s to New Balance 😭😭😭

jackharlow MY GIRL YOU MEAN!!!!!

jackharlow Don’t get it twisted, she still has her closet filled with Cortez and Jordans!!!!

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yourusername Throw the whole husband away. His ass made me go hiking on our vacation!!!! Now he wants to love up on me during dinner?????

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yourbestiename NOOOOOO 😣 😭😭😭😒

yourusername He’s lucky I love him 😒

jackharlow Babe, you were complaining about being bloated and that you ate a lot.

yourusername IT DID NOT MEAN FOR YOU TO TAKE ME HIKING!!!!!!

jackharlow You weren’t complaining though???

yourbrothername She loves nature and all that shit so I bet she was enjoying herself.

yourusername You mind your business

jackharlow 😭😭😭😭 she really was enjoying herself though!!!!

urbanwyatt Damn, could never be me

druski Good thing because then she’ll be divorced with two demons spawns.

jackharlow Dru, I know you’re not calling my kids demon spawns? This is why Mia and Ezequiel terrorize you all the damn time!!!!

druski 🙄 they need to leave me alone!!!!! I’m scared, that’s why I don’t go over often. They have me checking my surroundings all the damn time!

yourusername Lmaoooo, my babies are innocent. You’re the one who’s always getting them riled up!!!!

yourbestiename Cassie said it’s what you deserve!!!!!!

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jackharlow Bring your kid to work day. Phocus is little man approved ✔️

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yourusername 😍 My baby boy 🫶🏼

druski Did you bribe him?

jackharlow No???

druski So how do I know it’s approved by him?

jackharlow I’ll send you a video proof fucker!

druski Na, what if you bribed him with carrots and monster trucks?

jackharlow Get out of here 🤦🏼‍♂️

yourbestiename Drinking mine as we speak!!!! So good!!!!

druski How much did he pay you to say that? It’s just water!

urbanwyatt He don’t have to pay us shit, it’s that good!!!!

druski He definitely paid you!!!!!!

jackharlow Try it and then you can judge!

druski Send me some because no way in hell I’m paying $30 for some celebrity water!

claybornharlow This is why my niece called you broke and paid for your Disney trip.

jackharlow 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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[chemicallywrit]

Well well well, look who's having a real day off for the first time in six thousand years! I'm gonna write because that's what my soul needs! It's time for Audio Drama Sunday! Here's some shows I enjoyed this week...

♟️ @camlannpod first of all. I called it. Second of all. How DARE you. The discussions about names and power in this episode were fascinating and...I don't know, I love a hero who's devastatingly normal. Gwen/Shujun can make anything happen with her words, is the damsel in distress, but she's just normal. Perry is normal, Morgan is normal, and Dai might not be normal by neurotypical measures, but he's just some guy. Except that he's really not. And the group of them can either embrace it or suffer.

🧃There is never a week when @thesiltverses doesn't go all the way off, and this one went ALL the way off. We have to talk about Shrue having a whole breakdown and then moving forward anyway. Felix, Ray, and Daisy were amazing, but I also have to give all the flowers to Rhys Lawton, who I met recently and was an utterly terrible villain in this episode. Corporate horror. Who knew? (Anyone who works in corporate knew.)

🐗 The season finale of @victoriocity was funny and amazing and incredibly well done as always, but the stand-out moments are the moments of friendship between Clara and Fleet. I just. I love them your honor. They are best friends. Do not separate them. It's really good to see Fleet cracking open a little bit. Just a little. He's still Fleet, after all.

🍦I listened to the new Among the Stars and Bones on the way home from work and it was absolutely chilling. My word. The number of times I screamed. Oliver Smith was incredibly scary even in the midst of the horror, Jordan Cobb is always a treat, and my word, the crowd of Nabonidas crew members...Hey, Chris Magilton, writer of Among the Stars and Bones, what the hap is heckening???

1️⃣3️⃣ I've started listening to Thirteen! I love a horror anthology, but especially one with a central theme. So far most of the stories present you with a protagonist who is missing closure, and a creature who offers it, for a price. Thirteen is about grief. The stories are rhythmic and spooky, and at one point alone in my house I actually really scared myself listening. Check out Thirteen, it's a treat.

⛽️ In other shows I've started listening to, @desertskiespodcast is gorgeous and lovely and...the only word I can think of is effervescent. It's like a cold soda on a road trip. It's maybe just what I needed. My favorite part is definitely the cold opens, especially the one about Cash laughing. Jared Carter has incredible comedic timing.

In Inn Between news, we just posted 5.8: The Blood, which might be my favorite episode of the season, depending on how the next one turns out. In The Dead news, this next story is a HUMDINGER. Did you cry at Giancarlo in the last story? GOOD, now it's time to run for your life through London. Y'all are gonna love this.

Catch y'all next week or whenever I have time to write again! If you like what all this is, maybe drop me a tip?

[mrsnancywheeler]

Ok I’m back with the songs 🫡

I can’t remember if anyone else has mentioned this, but finnick/sweet girl are very much giving this is me trying by miss blondie herself

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I've been having a hard time adjusting. I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting” “And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad. I have a lot of regrets about that”

This reminded me a lot about their recent argument at the end of chapter 6, where sweet girl called him a liar and accused him of purposely playing mind games with her :(

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“And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound. It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you. You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town”

THIS MIGHT JUST BE FINNICKS ENTIRE INNER MONOLOGUE AFTER THEY BROKE UP #IDK !! OR !! HIS THOUGHTS DURING READER’S GAMES! How he has to keep up appearances and his playboy persona to make sure his sweet girl gets sponsors, but he’s actually feeling so much grief and stress. 

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Another song they remind me of is  Wasteland, Baby! But specifically:

“I’m in love, I'm in love with you. And I love too, that love soon might end. Be known in its aching”

Just reminded me about how they’re meant to go through tragedy :(( 

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BONUS SONGS!

we can't be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande’s SCREAMS young!reader going through the breakup with Finnick :((

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“We can't be friends, but I'd like to just pretend. You cling to your papers and pens, wait until you like me again. Wait for your love”

Just her initial reaction to the breakup and how she still loves him :((

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“I don't like how you paint me, yet I'm still here hanging”

“Me and my truth, we sit in silence. Baby girl, it's just me and you. ‘Cause I don't wanna argue, but I don't wanna bite my tongue, yeah, I think I'd rather die. You got me misunderstood, but at least I look this good” This reminds me of when Finnick was saying all those things he didn’t mean about his sweet girl, and although she’s hurt by it she still loves him (and deep down she knows he doesn’t mean it!)

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And Comfort Crowd by Conan Gray is so them coded like PLEASE mainly about how reader keeps rejecting any comfort because she doesn’t feel like she deserves it + how she was afraid to voice that she wants said comfort during her hijacking

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“Wellin' up in tears as I lay upon your belly. Telling you, ‘I’m fine I don't really need nobody,’ But you say through a sigh that I said that lie already”

Need I say more. 

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“And even if I cry all over your body. You don't really mind. Say you like your shirt soggy.”

This could go for both Finnick and Reader! About how they both feel guilty for receiving comfort from the other person (Finnick bc he wants to give comfort too, and Reader bc she feels like she doesn't deserve it)

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I hope this isn’t too long hehe but these were my #thoughts. I’m a yapper at heart <3 lmk what you think!!

BUT SIDENOTE I SAW HADESTOWN FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NIGHT W JORDAN FISHER AND !! His performance was fr giving me finnick vibes bc he was really giving that obsessed yearner vibe IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT LOL but it was so good!!

-🦅

buckle up folks because I love a lot to say 🫡❤️

this is me trying is so them, like very heavily

they're both really at their core such sunshiney people who've been so broken down and used by the world that they've really been dulled. and reader is always quick to bite back, especially when she's scared or frustrated or doesn't want to reveal her emotions, she doesn't have a complete grasp on reality yet, she's scared of being left behind, scared that finnick will die, scared of being alone and frustrated that he broke his promise to her so she lashes out.

110% to both of those, like he's so broken up, aching for her, in pain, blaming himself for everything, but he has to be what's expected of him. some drinks, laughing, flirting, smiling, when all he wants to do his curl up in bed crying as he holds into some remant of hers that he held onto all this time.

in the context of the most recent chapter "I just wanted you to know that this is me trying" is so very much both of them for different reasons

finnick says the things he does and does what he does because he wants to help her get better, to be delicate with her, keep her safe, keep her protected from the dangers of the time and her mental state. he's trying his hardest even if he doesn't always handle it in ways that bode well.

reader is trying to be herself again, she just wants to be treated normally regardless of how that affects her. once she's her she'll be less paranoid, more trusting, she's trying so hard to replicate that so she can get there and feels like he's not letting her. that her attempts are being shut down.

they are the tragic lovers, so in love, so obsessed, and constantly fated for hurt after hurt. all I'm saying is to watch moulin rouge and think of them because it's so finnick and his sweet girl in another life.

LITERALLY THOUGH if she could've she would've followed him around like a lost puppy dog, it would have fed into the narrative about her, but she's so desperately in love that she would have waited so patiently. in a way she did, but if he'd told her he was breaking up with her for other girls she was so young and so already achingly in love with him that she would have kept trailing around waiting for him to come baxk

(side note, finnick is really the love sick puppy, but reader reminds me of a stray cat who picks someone to love, always waits to be fed by them. given a little bit of attention and now will be attached for the long run. I thought googles description was really funny because it's just so her "With time and patience, a stray cat may trust you and want pets consistently. If you have grown close to a stray cat, it may feel upset or distressed if you suddenly leave it." so yeah she's a stray cat who finally got some love before being suddenly stranded again)

ANYWAYS yes, the way he talks about her and paints the portrait of their relationship is so hurtful. she totally cries about it consistently because to her he's perfect, and although she largely wants to believe what he said when they broke up and trust he still loves her, a part of her can't help but feel so stupid for letting herself be lead on by someone who's been said to be a playboy anyway. it makes her so insecure, so much more guarded, but she doesn't hate him, no she could never. she's in love with him. no matter what he says or does she's long placed her roots and won't tear them up.

that's literally the most them interaction to have never ever interacted, some of her tears have welled up, she's choking on pushed down sobs, and insisting that she's okay even though Finnick can read her like a book. he's softly scolding her for lying while she continues to try and insist until she's completely broken down into sobs.

reader could have the roughest day ever and still insist that she's fine, comfort finnick, love on him, hold him, and he spends the time hating that he's enjoying the loving when she's so obviously lying, masking everything. it's such a paradox. meanwhile she feels terrible for aching comfort because of things she does, she wants to suffer, but the lure of giving into finnick's arms is too much sometimes. especially knowing that he loves her so much and so well. she just has to let herself take what she needs even if she hates herself or it later.

ofc this isn't too long pookie, I love hearing y'all's thoughts no matter how long, yap to me endlessly pookie, I'm a yapper too. ❤️

YAY EXCITING I would love to see Jordan Fisher as Orpheus, he's so talented. I'd die, and yes it's just so Finnick 😭💕

[lavendertales]

Sweet lies: EPILOGUE

pairing: Frankie Morales x f!reader

summary: two years later, the group's lives are drastically changed.

word count: 1.5k

A/N: big thank you to everyone who's commented, reblogged and supported this series!! ❤️ I loved sharing this personal story with you all and I thank you for all the love.

gif: @uuuhshiny

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TWO YEARS LATER

“Told you we’d be late,” you scold him, walking hand in hand through the crowd.

“It’s only ten minutes. It’s called being fashionably late.”

“Well, you’re fashionably impossible.”

Frankie stops, smiling mischievously your way until inevitably you break into a smile yourself. He pecks your lips, grazing your cheek.

“You know this is your fault, really,” he tells you sweetly.

You make a shocked face, breaking free from his touch. “How is it my fault?!”

“Who told you to wear one of my favorite shirts?”

“I couldn’t find my red t-shirt and I was doing dishes!”

“I had no choice but to be all over you. It was impossible not to.”

You shake your head, the smile never leaving your lips, even as you continuously press your lips against his, even in the middle of all the people around you.

“Okay, so we’re a little late,” you cave in. “What’s the harm?”

“Glad you agree. There is no harm. I figured we’ve both done a lot of waiting.”

You notice someone waving at you frantically, and you realize it’s Rose. Excited, you both rush towards her, hugging her, and then Santiago. You then notice everyone else, and offer the appropriate greetings and hugs.

“How are you feeling, Mia?” you ask, careful how you move around her.

She presses a hand on her belly, smiling. “Excited for this to be over.”

“That’s what you get for having unprotected sex with the Ironhead,” you all hear Santiago’s comment, and you all burst into laughter.

All but Will, who decides to glare menacingly at Santiago.

“Don’t get me wrong, as much as I enjoyed the morning sickness and swollen feet, I am ready to meet our baby boy.”

“Have you decided on a name yet?”

“It’s a tie between Noah and Jordan.”

“Both are great.”

“I guess we’ll see when he gets here. Two weeks left.”

“You know, I hear Ben is also a good name. Benjamin, if you will. As a middle name, of course. We don’t want two Benny’s in this household.”

Mia chuckles, looking over at Will for some sort of confirmation, but the latter throws his brother the same glare as he did Santiago.

“What?” Benny asks him. “So I’m excited to be an uncle, sue me!”

“Don’t worry, once I figure out a way how to or why, I will.”

“How are you guys doing?” Emily asks you and Frankie.

The two of you exchange a look, your cheeks still flushed from the adventurous time you shared roughly half an hour ago.

“Good, good!” you answer. “We’re glad to be out of the house.”

“First time in months,” Frankie adds.

“Thank goodness our babysitter, Rebecca, could make it today.”

“Can’t believe Ava is two years old.”

“Tell me about it!”

“Now see, that’s what you get too for having unprotected sex with Fish,” Santiago adds.

Frankie does more than a simple glare: he follows his friend around, pointing a finger at him and making threats that do nothing more but cause the group a big chuckle.

“Don’t mind him, he’s just waiting for the right moment to throw in everyone’s faces that we traveled in ten different countries in Europe and had very safe sex in all of them,” Rose says, causing the girls to giggle.

“I hope that’s all he’s gonna throw in our faces,” you add.

“Okay but seriously now, how are you guys doing?” Emily asks.

“We’re good, honestly. It’s been… crazy. Good kind of crazy. I mean, not only did Frankie and I get together, finally, but we’re parents. We have a daughter! It’s crazy!”

“It’s normal, honey,” Rose reminds you. “You’ve been through so much and now you finally get your happy ending and it feels surreal to you. It kind of makes me cry.”

“Happy cry?”

“Of course happy cry, you’re my best friend, you idiot!”

You chuckle, taking the plate with the sandwich and salad that Emily hands you. You settle to listen to Rose’s stories about her and Santiago’s travels to Europe over the past four months, then you listen to everything Emily has to tell you about her and Benny’s house shopping and how they may have found “the one”.

Then, you see a couple headed towards your group.

Andrea and Mark make their way to all of you. Everyone goes out of their way to salute the couple, inviting them to sit down on one of the blankets splayed on the grass. Andrea unloads the basket she brought, filed with fruit and other snacks. When she sees you, she goes in for a hug that you gladly reciprocate.

“Feels like I haven’t seen you in ages,” she tells you.

“Since the wedding, actually. Whose fault is it for spending a month away?”

Andrea shrugs. “It was a great honeymoon package!”

You chuckle, seeing Frankie shaking hands with Mark. For whatever reason, you hold your breath, as if that will improve things. But the guys get along great, engaging into an immediate discussion.

“How are things with your parents?” you ask Andrea instead.

Andrea takes a deep breath, then clears her throat. The subject is still a bit sensitive, you notice, and you instantly regret the question.

“We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to,” you say.

“No, no, it’s fine! It wasn’t easy at first, as you recall—“

“Yeaaaah.”

“But after I basically shouted at them that I wanna live my life my own way, not according to their plan… ironically, that’s when they calmed down. I think it helped them realize that I’m not a helpless kid, either. I mean, I’m doing pretty well, aren’t I?”

You smile at her. “You’re a hot-shot dermatologist with a great husband, great friends and a great apartment. Hell yeah!”

Andrea chuckles, glaring at Frankie and Mark, still talking.

“Looks like things worked out pretty well for all of us, huh?” she asks.

“Looks so.”

“You know, in all the years Frankie and I have been together, he’s never looked at me the way he looks at you.”

You frown at her. “Come on…”

“I’m serious! I mean, sure, it was half ‘I like you a lot’ and half ‘I also gotta stick with you to get my parents off my back’, but still.”

“And the way Mark looks at you… I see you really love each other.”

She smiles rather flustered. “We do.”

“And the wedding was beautiful!”

“Oh, by the way, how would you and Frankie feel about joining us for dinner next week?”

“As long as you don’t think it’s awkward.”

“Pshhh, what’s awkward? My ex fiancé and his current wife having dinner with me and my current husband? Please!”

You laugh wholeheartedly. “You’re right, nothing awkward. You know, if it were anyone else, I doubt I would’ve been able to be friends with you or Mark. But you’re just… too cool.”

“Stop it, come on! I don’t think I truly thanked you.”

“Why?”

She inhales sharply, smiling sincerely at you.

“You’re what gave Frankie and I courage to end things. Well, more him than me. But I do want to thank you for coming back here and basically unwrapping the blindfolds we had on this whole time.”

“Ever the drama lover,” a male voice coos.

You notice Mark coming over, leaning and pressing a kiss onto Andrea’s forehead.

“Oh, how’s the baby doing?!” Andrea asks enthusiastically. “Can’t believe I forgot to ask about her!”

“She’s fine. She’s with the babysitter this afternoon. We wanted to bring her, but she was exhausted so we figured we come here alone.”

“What did I miss?”

Frankie sits next to you, pressing a chaste kiss to your cheek, nothing more. You look around, smiling at the sight of your friends’ banter and their happy faces. You finally feel content, like you’ve won the race you’ve unknowingly been participating in for over a decade.

“Nothing. I’m glad you’re here,” you whisper to him.

“Don’t start something else,” he warns.

You raise your brows. “Or?”

“Or… gonna have to show you when we get home.”

You feel your cheeks burn, but you keep it to yourself. You’ve gotten so used to everyone knowing about you and Frankie and having things out in the open that keeping some things to yourself feels taboo to a certain extent.

“Don’t threaten me with a good time, Francisco,” you warn back.

“Or what?”

“You’ll see.”

“Keep it in your pants, will ya?” Santiago murmurs as he’s walking by.

Frankie makes a face and threatens his friend some more, to which you chuckle. You finally feel at peace, happy.

Like you got everything you’ve ever wanted.

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[undertheknightwing]

*bumps into you on the streets and slides an envelope in your jacket pocket* ✍️✨️💭📚 for you, my dear!

Oh there's a letter in my pocket! How sweet! *letter blows away in the wind* Oh no! my letter! *sighs and smiles* damn.. I wonder what adventures that letter is gonna find itself on

ignore how goofy and cringy that was,, it was on purpose ❤️

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

I can write about anywhere, but I do need music. If I don't have music, especially the songs that my inspiration and motivation comes from, I might lose my steam and get distracted by other stuff. Silence is my enemy.

(I hope that was the right "setup" and not like.. what program you use lmao)

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

Besides allof my friends comments obviously, I love you guys ✨️ Escapism always has the best comments they're either super sweet or hilarious. They got the best vibes fr

some of my favorites are (and i'm just writing them bc i don't wanna add a bunch of screenshots):

"you get everyone's characters down to a T which is honestly hard to find in fanfic. i adore this!"

"damn i did not think about Gar/Jon ship but you are onto something great here"

"you can only stare into each other's eyes, red in the face, so many times before you have to face the facts" < -- context: the end of chapter 7

"Thank you so much for sharing [this fic]; it's such an unparalleled blend of fluff and humor and angst"

"The cheek kiss and then Jordan immediately bullying Jon has me dying. This fic is the highlight of my week easily."

and the one time someone said they usually hate slowburns but Escapism does it so well they actually love it

also this isn't a comment, it's on a bookmark I got today but it made me giggle and kick my feet

It's my job to write Gar, random ao3 user 💚

💭 What inspires you and your writing?

Wow, umm.. A LOT. Other than the "of course" answer of tv shows, I get most of my fic + scene ideas/inspo from music. Lets say I have a scene idea and it's angsty, then I'm gonna listen to songs with lyrics and sound that fit the vibe i'm going for. While listening to the song(s) on repeat, I let my brain pictures do the rest of work, and if it creates something I like and know I can twist around be bit to fit my storyline as a whole, I choose that

but on the non-music flipside, me and my friend have tossed around ideas before just in texting and a lot of little things in Escapism came from those jokes/chats

📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?

okay listen.. I was gonna send you this one but thought "that seems like I'm fishing for a compliment" so I decided against it lmao

anywayyyy.. your fics OF COURSE are amazing,, "Acrida" is my favorite but I already told you that hehe I really liked "When I'm Dead And Gone, Will They Sing About Me?" too

and while I'm praising fic authors my bestie in crime, the Jon to my El, @mombosslois and her fic "A Love Without End". It's everything s&l season 2 wishes it could have been. It's just UGH SO GOOD YA KNOW??? I don't wanna spoil it just in case but it makes me feel like

but in the most positive way ever

now a fic that made me wanna throw up and cry at the same time was "So- Your Child Got Addicted to X-K" by underwaterrock. I've never had a fic make me need to step away from my screen and catch my breath before, it was crazy, but I still love it. It's in the top 5 of my favorite s&l fics. "collateral damage" by Zannolin was great too,, I love me some missing scene/episode fics and it's about Jon so instant gold star sticker

[kithtaehyung]

Oh also I wanted to thank you for being so interactive w your anons bc I love talking to authors about their writings even if half the conversation is me scream-crying about the latest chapter. I used to do this w floralseokjin all the time bc I love Jordan and her works but you have the same energy and I really appreciate and enjoy your writing a lot so here’s all the hearts and I hope you have fun on the rest of your trip! 💕❤️♥️❣️💖🩷🍊🍊

omfg of course i’m down to talk and scream and cry with y’all !! writing is hard and takes a toll on my brain, so to be able to relax and have good times with everyone after a fic or chapter releases makes it all worth it. even the random asks are encouraging bc they motivate me to keep working and creating🥳

also.. ME & JORDAN??? wtf @floralseokjin my beloved i miss you dearly and if you see this just know this ask made me sob bc you’re wonderful and talented as hell😭💕

thank you for the hearts and well wishes!

[more-or-less-people]

(wanted ask one that has not been answered) Rainbow-what is everyone’s biggest strength?

Rainbow - what is everyone’s biggest strength

Marie - Marie is really good at soothing everyone within the system, she’s very maternal and looks after us like she’s our mum

Jake- Jake is very good at keeping us safe, he makes sure no one can hurt us because he’s constantly vigilant

Anne- Anne is like an internal therapist, she helps us remember all the lessons and skills we’ve learned from therapy

Jordan- Jordan is so emotionally intelligent and he helps with both internal and external conflict if it’s safe to do so

Sadie- Sadie is amazing and establishing and maintaining our boundaries to keep us safe

Freya- Freya helps to give us all confidence to go out and do the things that we need to do

Natalie- she’s amazing at keeping us motivated and positive and helping us to look on the bright side of every situation

Delta- delta works really hard even though she’s quite poorly a lot of the time

Elle- Elle is really brave! she tries her hardest to talk to other people and get through all the bad stuff that she’s been through

Lydia- Lydia La treating strength is her idgaf attitude towards the things that she likes! i think it’s really amazing of her

Betty- Betty’s greatest strength is her focus and determination, once she sets her mind to something she won’t stop until it’s done

Griffin- griffin is really good at making us feel safe and secure! he’s full of energy and has a really playful spirit

Rone- Rone is an incredibly hard worker and they try their best to keep everyone functioning properly

Romaine- romaine is so so good at helping with our internal communication he works really really hard too!

Damien- Damien has come such a long long way and I think his greatest strength is his ability to grow and change

Vixen- vixen is very good at grounding us and she helps us to accept difficult parts of ourself

Odette - her greatest strength is her sense of wonder! She is so sweet and kind to everyone she meets

Moira-her greatest strength is the sheer intensity of how hard she loves people

And last off is me, I think my greatest strength is trying to be kind to people and understand where they’re coming from

There’s 2 younger people we missed off for safety reasons but that’s everyone! and these views are mine so some head people might disagree but yeah thank you this was a lot of fun to do!! Thanks so so so much for the ask

-C ❤️❤️❤️

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Promo time!!

Last Promo Time ever :')) DD': 😭😭😭😭🥺💔💔❤️❤️

Last I recall the patient doesn't want care 😭

Y'ALLLL all of them there 😭😭🥺

Ohh nooo :'((

AWWWW I SWEAR IF HE HAS TO 😭😭😭

Honestly I don't even really care about him (I mean I do) but I care about e

Her and about me tall 😭😭😭 xd

AAAHHHH

I swear if he has to choose between them :'))

AAAAUGHHHH 😭😭😭😭💔💔🥺❤️

Aww holding Steve :'))

Is that Claire's hand 😭😭🥺❤️

Hugging Lea :'DD

AAAUAGHHHH ALL THESE LOOKS AND HUGS, PARK AND SHAUN CLAIRE AND JARED LIM AND CLAIRE 😭😭😭🥺❤️❤️

Not a hug on the first one but eh

It's gonna be so hard to fit them all into one episode, doing each character and relationship justice xdd

Probably won't be much Parknik since they got some stuff this episode lol

Anyway AAAAHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️🥺

TELL ME WHY LIM'S LOOKING LIKE CLAIRE'S GOODBYE TO MELENDEZ 😭😭😭😭😭💔🥺🥺❤️❤️

I'M NOT EVEN TLAKING ABOUT THE GAY FOR THE TELL ME WHY I'M TALKING ABOUT THE GOODBYE PART 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔🥺🥺😭❤️❤️

THAT QUOTE IS SO TRUE BUT JUST UAAAGHHHHH 😭😭😭😭💔🥺

Y'all I'm boutta make my gay thoughts as dramatic as this promo xdd

The ones I'm having after this unrelated, but also as recovery xdd

Gosh guys I'm not ready to let this show go 😭😭😭😭💔 I know it hurts me and I've been a little hesitant this season because of You Know What and also just not wanting it to end so kind of not wanting to watch but I seriously do love it so much xdd :'((( 😭😭😭🥺

I'm gonna miss them xdd :'(( :')

At least in my head they can all be happy, no matter what happens xdd

Anyway :'))

I love you all so much <33

But right I'll be back later lol :'D

Well, that's the last of my last thoughts, time for the. . .

REVIEW

I loved this episode so much y'all. Seeing Claire again 😭😭 AAHHHH!! The Parknik wedding :'DDD AAHHHHH!!! Hannah getting help :')) 🥰🥰🥺!! And everything else :')). It was such a great episode, a really good second to last episode <33. Setting up the ending and having enough drama but still managing to bring closure to everyone's storylines <33. I'm glad everyone's okay (ignoring the last two minutes) this time, but I can't really say that till after next time xd. If I get to lol. But yeah, amazing episode :'DD 🥰🥰🥰.

Anyway, I'm off to have my gay thoughts :'D. I'll see y'all soon <33.

Okay I'm back :)! I said a lot during the liveblog so I won't say as much here but! Time for the individual sections :)).

Dom and Charlie! I loved seeing Charlie and Claire interact :D. She's so sweet and good with people, and Charlie's just so open and sweet :'))). Aaahh, I love them so much :D. Also Dom AAATE UP that song at the end!!! LEFT NO CRUMBS!!! An icon, we love <333.

Jordan! Girl's shifty looks at Jared o.o. Also finding out that she's been texting Danny every day since Asher died 😭😭😭💔💔❤️🥺. I'm not okay y'all <333. Anyway she also absolutely SLAYYYED that ending song, my gosh :O. An icon <3333. I hope everything works out with/for her :')) 🥰🥰🥰. I love her so much <33.

Jerome and Asher! YES I'm including Asher because he deserves it 😭😭💔❤️. Glad we got to see Jerome this episode, even if just for a bit :'D. And glad he seemed to be doing okay <33. Gosh they (Jasher) really can't have a happy wedding lol, not even their own xdd 😭. Ignore me talking like he's still alive, he is to me <3. Anyway seeing a marriage got me a little sad about what was supposed to happen 😭😭 (and the fact that not seeing a Jasher wedding was one of the things I thought of about losing TGD then. this 😐), but I'll live xdd. I can pretend after the show ends 😌😌 x'd. I love them so much <3333 ❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰.

Shaun and Lea! I'm so glad they ended up supporting Glassman :'D. Though maybe the decision shouldn't quite have been "let's full on allow the drugs", but I'm glad that didn't end up happening xdd xD. Anyway AAHHHH SEEING THEM WITH CLAIRE WAS SOOO CUTE AND LOVELY :'DDDD. I love them so much guys 😭😭😭😭❤️🥺🥺🥺🥰. Also seeing Claire with Steve was all I needed in my life :')). Anyway, I loved the moments they talked about Shaun's growth 😭😭🥺❤️. He really has grown and changed so much, while still being the same great person deep down :')). I'm so proud of him <3. And of Lea too :'DD, and their little family together <3. Glassman better be okay xd. I didn't originally mean it but he's part of their family and he better be fine 😭😭🥺❤️. Anyway, I love them so much <33.

Glassman! Y'alllll his storyline had me stressinggg 😭😭😭😭💔🥺. I'm SO glad it all ended up okay :')), and that Hannah agreed to get the help she needs <333. And AUOAGH that Shaun helped 😭😭😭🥺. That moment with Glassman too was just amazing <33. ALTHOUGH GLASSMANNNN YOU BETTER BE FINE!!! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME MAN 😭😭😭💔💔. Now I guess we know why he didn't care about his job in the ethical concerns department xdd. Like losing it lol. Anyway, I love him so much <333. If this has to be goodbye, I hope it's a good one, because he deserves it <333.

Lim! I felt so bad for her this episodeeee :'(((. Girl's really feeling that nostalgia D': :'). I was so happy to see her and Claire together again though :'DD 🥰🥰🥰. I do think it would be wild and hilarious if they ended up together xD, but I don't think it'll happen lol. Anyway, I hope she stays, but more than anything - I hope she finds happiness <333. And I hope she snot afraid to hold onto it :')). I love her so much <333 ❤️❤️😭❤️.

Claire and Jared! Y'ALLLL THEY'RE WILD WITH THIS ONE O.O. I'm happy both of them are happy, but it does kind of feel like they're just shoving them together for a picture perfect ending xD. But hey, if it's what the characters want, I'll be happy for them <3. Goodness knows they both deserve it :')). I really loved hearing about both their journeys though :'DD!! So great to remember :')) 🥰❤️. AND CLAIRE GIRLLLL YOU BETTER BE OKAY O.O 😤😤😤😭😭😭💔. My darling does not deserve to go out like Melendez (sorry my guy you know I love you xd) 😭😭🥺💔 xd. Even if it would be matching/fitting lol. I just hope she's okay <3333. I love them so much :')) ❤️.

Alex and Morgan! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm so happy for them :'DDD. And yes I used his first name lol - it's his wedding day he deserves it xd. WHOOOOOO THEY'RE MARRIED 🥳🥳🥳🥳🎊🎊🎉🎉🎂🎂🎂🥰🥰❤️❤️🥳❤️🥳🥰🎊🎉🎊🎊🥳🥰🥰❤️❤️🎂🥳🥳🎂🎂!!!! I'm so proud of them for getting this far and I just hope it all goes well :'))). I'm glad they got to have the wedding they wanted :'DD x'D 🥰🥰. Even at 2 am lol :')) (that's the reason for the x'D). I'm gonna miss these idiots so much <333. Once again, we saw their stories, and I just loved them :')). I love them so much <333.

Overall, I really loved this episode. It was so good!! And it went over everyone's storylines, especially the OGs, but it still felt natural. Like, I could tell they were doing it (some times more than others, some times more in character/fitting with the plot/moment than others), but each of them felt unique, not just the same rehashing tactic each time :'D. I noticed that while writing this review and really enjoyed it <33. I think everyone's getting really good endings (even if I'm still salty about Asher and forever will be - angry and sad, straight up, actually xdd). Also, the cases were really cool this episode :'D. Well, really, one was Claire, but you know lol. Anyway, it was a really great episode 🥰🥰❤️. I'm gonna miss this darn show so much :')). I'm not ready for them to leave me xdd 😭🥺🥺💔❤️. Still, a great episode that everyone absolutely slayed in, characters and actors, no matter what they were doing :) <3. Also the unconditional love theme was just amazing 😭😭❤️. So beautiful :') <333.

So yeah! I really enjoyed this episode, I thought it was amazing. The tension was real at parts, but it was still so so good. I'm so excited for the next, the last, episode! This has been my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 7, Episode 9: Unconditional

It was so great! I'm not at all ready for this series to end, and I'm terrified for the next episode, but I'm so excited for it as well. Still sad though. I'll be back next week with my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 7, Episode 10: Goodbye

See you next week!

[sunderlust]

ok but Rooster telling you “there’s my girl” in that deep voice as you may eye contact with him while you swallow down his cock 😮‍💨 he’d gently caress your face with his fingers while he did it too

ANON I AM FERAL YHRIWEHURFHIUEWH that video made me shiver so hard and this ask drives me nuts thank you for sending it in! I’m just gonna leave this here

rooster x fem!reader

warnings: 18+ ONLY explicit language, explicit sexual activity (oral m receiving, public acts of indecency but like the parking lot is just semi deserted okay they found an open spot they’re just thrill seekers I guess djsidicjdjd)

side note Jordan (@gretagerwigsmuse plz check out her writing) and I have determined Bradley loves finding clothing deals at Costco (biggest Kirkland stan you’ll ever know) but I think once in a blue moon his partner likes to buy him something fancy ❤️

Bradley should really invest in some softer car mats - and you resolve to tell him once you’re no longer occupied with his heavy cock in your mouth in the backseat of his Bronco.

What started out as a sweet date night - with you and Bradley checking out the new Italian place that had just opened, and then driving down to a beach over on Point Loma to watch the sunset - has now quickly turned into a scene from one of your go-to twitter porn accounts with you on your knees between his legs, going down on him and fogging up the windows of his car.

And you’re not sure what spurred you to pull him in for a heavy kiss and straddle him in the drivers seat not even five minutes after he’d parked in the almost deserted sunset viewing lot - it might have had something to do with how sexy he looked in the glow of the setting sun, or the way he’d crept one hand underneath his favorite sundress and kept it glued to your inner thigh during the drive, or the way his muscles were straining against the sleeves of his new J. Crew button down (you ordered it on a whim after a late night rosé-fueled online shopping spree and a part of you thinks he planned out this whole date night just to have a chance to wear it out - not that you’re complaining).

All that to say - one thing led to another and suddenly you were both in his back with the passenger and drivers seats pushed up as far as they could go, and you’re choking on his cock with your breasts hanging out the front of your dress and Bradley’s head pressed into the seat headrest as he struggles to keep his moans at an appropriate level.

He’s close - you can tell by the way his breathing is more strained than ever, the way his left hand tightens as he grips your hair back to keep it from falling into your eyes, the way your name sounds even huskier coming out of his mouth as he tries to contain himself. You double down, sucking hard on his cock as you push your mouth down onto it as far as you can handle, reaching another hand down to caress his balls; the strangled guttural sound he emits sends a shock straight to you core and you moan softly, sending vibrations throughout his body and making his other hand clench and unclench as he tries to contain himself.

“Shit, such a good girl, so fucking pretty with my cock in her mouth, so fucking good for me, goddamn,” he groans again and you feel his cock tense as you pull your mouth off him, electing to kitten lick the tip eagerly.

“You gonna cum in my mouth?” you ask him innocently, sucking the tip lightly and looking up at him through your lashes. Bradley’s hand - the one not in your hair - reaches to caress your cheek as he looks down at you lovingly. Without waiting for a response, without breaking eye contact, you lower your mouth further onto him, hollowing out your cheeks and bobbing your head the whole way down.

Bradley hisses through his teeth as you repeat the motion, finally grunting out “That’s it, fuck, shit I’m close, I’m cumming,” he lightly thrusts his hips upwards, pushes his cock slightly further into your mouth and you feel his salty spend hit the back of your throat in a series of spurts, filling your mouth with warmth as you struggle to swallow it all down. Bradley’s moans above you are more incentive than ever to be a good girl, finish the job, keep it from getting messy and ruining his new shirt or his favorite dress.

Your eyes are locked in a loving gaze and your jaw hurts from holding his softening cock in your mouth, and as he comes down from his high he releases your hair from his grip and smooths out the flyaways. “That's my girl," Bradley says in a voice like honey, his thumb softly grazing your cheek, eyes full of awe and amazement and wonder. “My pretty girl.”

[cowboyb1ues]

would you feel comfortable to do a fluff or/and nsfw alphabet with kt?? i love your writing and your ideas!! keep it like that ❤️❤️

Fluff Alphabet with Kieran Tierney

Thank you so much sweet anon! Sorry this took a while but I hope the amount of tooth aching fluff in this makes a bit up for it <3 It’s also quite long because it’s basically just me going off on tangents 26 times in a row 🤠

Also, i had to find a way to talk about Taylor Swift sue me.

I used this template if anyone else wanna use it, but made some changes and used some of @tommyspeakycap’s prompts from her fluff alphabet with Jordan Henderson <3

Kieran Tierney x fem!reader (3.8k)

My masterlist :)

A = Admiration (what do they absolutely adore about you?)

Everything. To put it simply. There isn’t much that that man doesn’t love about you, but if he had to choose one it would be your independence. From the moment he met you, he fell in love with how you had always been assured that you would pave your own way through life. You love Kieran with every atom of your being and support him in everything he does, but you’re determined to never give up your own life. You have your own goals, your own aspirations and dreams that extend beyond your relationship and he will happily be your number one cheerleader through everything.

B = Body (what is their favourite part of your body?)

It’s between your lips and your eyes if we’re keeping it sfw. Your lips because they’re always so soft when they’re pressing kisses against his own lips or to his cheek. He loves to trace the gentle slope with his finger when you’re asleep and dead to the world while lying on the pillow next to him. And he just absolutely adores your eyes. They always gleam in a way just for him that makes him fall even deeper in love with you every time he sees them. There’s so much emotion in your eyes, he can see right through you by looking at them. And there’s nothing prettier in his mind than when they are slightly glassy with tears while you look at him after he wins an important game.

C = Cuddling (how do they like to cuddle?)

He honestly doesn’t really have a preference. As long as you’re near with your body and soul pressed against him then he would never dare to complain. But he does like lying in the bed or on the couch with your head resting on his shoulder with your nimble fingers tracing invisible patterns over his chest. And he will admit that there is nothing that quite gives him comfort than feeling you completely encompass him with your arms wrapped tightly around him.

D = Dates (what does their ideal date with you look like?)

He has never been one for extravaganza and neither have you, so you keep it rather simple. BUT he does like to treat you since he has the money to do so. So when date night comes around he convinces you to put on your prettiest dress and he will put on the tie you got him that you insist makes his eyes pop. Then he takes you to one of the more upscale restaurants in London and you just spend the evening laughing and smiling. The candlelight would be the perfect setting for the sweet knuckle kisses he gives you over the white cloth while his lips are stained from red wine.

E = Effort (how much effort do they put into the relationship)

A good deal. He knows that a flourishing relationship depends on both parties actively making an effort and he also knows that with his job he sometimes needs to do a bit more than he normally would. He’s ultimate goal in life is to make you feel loved and happy and if that means he has to go a bit overboard from time to time he has no objection whatsoever. He sees and feels all the things you do for him, whether it’s sacrifices and compromises in your own life to make his life better so he understands that he has to repay them. So there isn’t anything that that man wouldn’t do just for the sake of you feeling safe and secure in your relationship.

F = Family (do they want one? If they do, when?)

He most certainly does, but he knows that neither of you are ready yet. He is incredibly busy with football and he’s determined to dedicate as much time as he can to training and he just doesn’t feel like he would be able to bring a baby into it right now. You’re also busy with your own career and a pregnancy would hinder that right now so you have both agreed to wait. But he can’t help but think about having a little one sharing the big house with the two of you. He catches himself dreaming about it when he can’t sleep at night and the only sound filling the bedroom is your deep breaths. A little boy first, with his eyes but would for sure have your smile and who is just the best parts of both of you, And if you’re up for it then a little girl who would be you but in lower case font and he would love them both just as much as he loves you. 

G = Gifts (how do they feel about gift giving? What are their habits when it comes to this?)

He loves giving you gifts. He feels like it’s one of the things he can do to properly show you just how much you mean to him, but he knows that you don’t like it when he spends heaps of money on you. But that doesn’t necessarily stop him. He tones it down a bit on Christmas and on birthdays because you get upset because you can’t splurge as much on his gifts, not that he would ever complain. He settles for just getting you small gifts instead, like a bouquet of flowers every week or dropping a book you have been talking about in your lap. He loves seeing the flush paint itself on your cheeks 

H = Holding Hands (when/how do they like to hold hands?)

Kieran isn’t big on a lot of affection in public, but oh boy does he love to hold your hand. He will intertwine your fingers at every chance he gets, whether it’s walking down the street or standing in line. He loves the feeling of your smaller hand wrapped up in his, the soft skin of your palm a contrast to his rough one. If he’s feeling extra loved up he will not hesitate to lift your hand up to his lips and press a small and quick kiss to the back of it. He also loves holding your hand when you’re out driving. One of your playlists will be playing softly over the speakers, his eyes will be focused on the road while his left hand is interlocked with yours while resting on your thigh and he will smile every time he feels your soft thumb run over the back of his hand.

I = Injury (how would they act if you got hurt?)

He would be very level headed I think. As a footballer he is no stranger to injuries so he’s familiar with the amount of rest you will need and how to slowly start getting you back on your feet. However, he still feels his heart break when he sees tears of pain and hears poorly concealed whimpers. If it’s something small like a scrap or a bruise or something he will always make sure to press a kiss to the mark everytime he spies it until it has disappeared from your skin.

J = Jokes (do they like to joke around with or prank you? how?)

He LOVES joking around with you. He found out very early on in your relationship that it didn’t take much on his end to get a giggle out of you. He’ll throw in witty one liners if you’re telling a story and just bask in the way your entire face just lights up as you let out a giggle as pretty as a string of pearls. And he also just happens to think that you’re one of the funniest people he has ever met, so his tummy gets all fluttery when he feels his face split in a smile when you make a stupid joke and can’t help himself from leaning forwards and rewarding you with a sweet kiss.

K = Kisses (how do they like to kiss you?)

He likes kissing you anyway he can, but his all time favourite kiss is when he gets to hold your cheeks in his hands and feel your arms wrap around his waist. It’s the kiss that he usually gets when he has been away for some time and it’s the sweetest welcome home gift he could ever imagine. Especially when he feels you start to break into a smile which makes his lips break into one as well. But if the need imposes on him when you’re in public he isn’t a stranger to pressing a small kiss on your cheek. While doing so, he can usually feel the smile break out on your face and the heat flowing to your cheeks. And it only urges him on even more.

L = Love (how do they show you they love you?)

He sometimes feels like he struggles to express himself as fluently as you do, so he finds it difficult for him to tell you just how much he loves you just using his words, no matter how hard he attempts to string together poetic sentiments. So he likes to show you instead. And you can feel the love seep through his actions every time he returns from the grocery store and brings back a bouquet of flowers he knows is your favourite, every time he saves you the last piece of chocolate, every time he shares an orange with you or when he proofreads your essays for any spelling errors. He’s determined to let you know he loves you with his entire being, so it spills over into his every action.

M = Memory (favourite memory together?)

It would be the first time you went with him home to Scotland to visit his family for the first time. You had been incredibly nervous to meet the love of your life’s family but he had done absolutely everything in his power to calm your nerves. He had held your hand for most of the drive down from London and he had let you pick the music in hopes that it would help settle you a bit. He had given you a quick kiss in the car before you made your way into his childhood home where his family was waiting in anticipation. It turned out that you had nothing to worry about, his family is just as loving and funny as Kieran is and you fitted right in with Kieran’s arm laying over your shoulder.

N = Nightmare (what is their worst fear?)

As cliché as it probably is, it’s you breaking up with him. You’re this incredibly smart, talented, beautiful, funny and independent woman and he often can wrap his head around the fact that you agreed to go on a date with him in the first place. So he lives in silent fear that you’ll one day come to the same realisation as him; that you’re way out of his league. No matter how often you reassure him that you love him and that you will never find anyone better than him and that he most certainly deserves to be loved by you he will always have a small fear hidden within that you will one day leave for someone who has more and better things to offer you - even though there never will be.

O = Oddity (what is one quirk they have?)

He talks in his sleep and it’s one of your favourite things in the world. He always insists that he doesn’t and that you’re just messing with him but once you recorded him when you woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of him talking mindlessly to himself. Sometimes it’s just nonsensical mumbles that you can’t make out the meaning of in your sleepy mind and other times he’s having crystal clear conversations consisting of outlandish sentences. Either way it always draws a smile to your lips when you lay next to him, especially when you hear your name being in the jumbled mix of words.

P = Pet Names (what do they like to call you?)

For the most part it’s simply baby or love. During the relationship it has become practically second nature to him to address you with either of those. Baby is more of an everyday occurrence, the term of endearment being mumbled out when he rushes out of the door to head to training or when he tries to coax you to stop working so you could spend time together. Love is still common, but he prefers to use it in his more romantic and poetic moments; when he gets overwhelmed by your beauty, when he comes back after a long stretch away or when he simply can’t do anything else with the love he has for you other than to declare it to you with his entire chest. 

Q = Quality Time (how do they like to spend time with you?)

Kieran honestly prefers to just stay at home with you. His life can be a whirlwind sometimes, so the time he treasures most is when he gets to relax and spend time with you. He loves it when you can just coexist together, when the sense of domesticity consumes every action between you. When he can just sit and watch a football game on the TV while you sit and study on the couch next to him. When he can play with his friends and you read your book in the armchair in the corner of the room. When he cooks dinner in the kitchen, he can hear you talking with your mum on the phone while sitting at the dining table. 

R = Rhythm (what song reminds you of them?)

As absolute cliché and cheesy it is, You Are In Love by Taylor Swift will always remind you of your sweet gentle boyfriend. It was still in the relationship when he was driving you back to your apartment after dinner at your place. He had tried to persuade you to stay over but you had an early class in the morning and you had left your books at your place. So he had connected your phone to his car and had let you dictate the music. And as you drove through the dark streets of London with the headlights paving the way in front of you this song played softly through the speakers. You had glanced over at him and felt your heart swell with how soft he looked in an old battered hoodie, the streetlights caressing his cheekbones and his fingers tapping on the steering wheel. He had glanced over at you at a red light and gave you a small smile. He reached over for your hand and pressed a gentle kiss to your knuckles, keeping your fingers intertwined in your lap for the rest on the drive. And ever since then, any time you hear the first chords of the songs you will always think of how sweet and wonderful he looked that night. And just how in love with him you have been since then.

That may have also been the night you first said i love you

S = Secrets (how open are they with you?)

He’s very open with you in the sense that he doesn’t keep any big serious secrets from you. And if he does have a secret, it’s always for the sake of surprising you. But he doesn’t keep any secrets from you that could in any shape or form harm you or the relationship you have created together. He sees you very much as his equal and thinks that you have every right to be aware of anything major that might in any way affect anything between you.

T = Time (how long did it take you to get together?)

Not that long tbh. You met on a night out as trivial as it is. And he’s not the biggest party person in the world but when the other lads from the team had suggested going out to get a beer at a pub he couldn’t really deny the invitation. And it just happened, by fate or luck he’s not quite sure, that you were sitting at another table with some of your friends. He had noticed you but didn’t want to interrupt the obvious party you were all having in your own small little booth. But that changed when he caught your eye and you gave him a wide smile with flushed cheeks and blurry eyes. You then came over to invite the ones that hadn’t left yet to join your table and you made sure that Kieran would be sat right next to you. You spent the whole night talking, big laughs and whispered words shared between the two of you. And when you woke up the next morning with the lingering feeling of a kiss to your cheek and a text from an unknown number on your phone, everything just started to flourish. 

U = Upset (how do they act when you’re upset?)

He goes into full concerned boyfriend mode. He knows you’re one of the most amazing people that he will ever have the pleasure to meet, so to see you anything but with unadulterated happiness shining off of you freaks him out. He pulls you into the biggest and tightest hug he can deliver and is content with standing there for nothing short of an eternity if it means that it would make any small disturbance leave you alone. He slowly starts to pry to find out what’s bugging you, but will always, always* be mindful of overstepping boundaries, scared that you would reel back and run away if he’s being too intrusive. But slowly when you start to open up about what’s upsetting you he does what he does best, he offers you consolace and reassuring whispered words with a kiss pressed against your soft cheek.

V = Vaunt (what are they proud of? Do they like to show you off?)

He is so immensely proud of you. Every little thing you do blows him away and if he could he would scream to the entire world about just how much he loves you and how proud of you he is. You have gotten yourself through hard times and made it out on the other side as a better version of yourself and you always strive to be the best and kindest version of yourself you can be and that’s something he admires more than anything. He also loves that you’re so dedicated to your job/studies and he will take any given opportunity to talk about it and how well you're doing and just how smart you are. He feels like on that point your opposites and that that’s a part of your world that he isn’t fully integrated into so he watches from the sidelines and cheers you on with the loudest voice he can produce.

W = Wedding (do they want marriage? If so, what would it be like?)

He is 100% down to get married if you are as well. Just the thought of the two of you sharing the same last name almost sends him into cardiac arrest. But really, if you’re not up for it that would be fine with him as long as he gets to spend the rest of his life with you he would be happy. But he can’t lie, the nights where he envisions the small copies of you and him running around in a big house he also can’t help his mind from slipping over to the image of you in a white dress standing in front of him. He’s quite a private person so the wedding would be rather intimate with just the people the most to the both of you being there to witness you declare your love for each other to the entire world. He wants to slow dance with you to some slow song that you had spent months worrying over, whispering love declarations that he has said a million times before, but for the first time he would tell them to his wife.

X = X-Ray (how well are they able to read you?)

He likes to think he’s gotten pretty good at it. You have the kind of eyes where emotions just shine out of, so in dire times he can use them as his guiding stars if everything else falls short. But over the years you have now been together he has learned all your small mannerisms, your mimics and gestures so he has a pretty good idea what’s going through your head before you even get the chance to say it. He has all of this information stored away in the special corner of his mind that is dedicated solely to you, where everything you have ever said or done is documented so he can use it for later.

Y = Yes (how would they propose to you?)

Again he’s quite private and he knows you’re not the one for big public gestures so it would be something intimate and personal. He’ll spend weeks or months getting the ring just right, always striving to get the piece of jewellery to look like the one he sees on your finger when he tries to fall asleep at night. Then he would either do it when you’re at home, just spending time together and doing what you do best, loving each other or a place the two of you love and where you have so many treasured moments from your time together. It could happen in the middle of the kitchen with him crouched down on the kitchen floor or somewhere in yours or his hometown with him surprising you with the beautiful handcrafted ring. No matter what, his hands would be shaking along with his voice and carefully chosen words as he asks the love of his life to spend the rest of forever by his side.

Z = Zen (what makes them feel calm?)

There’s nothing that makes him feel more calm than the feeling of you scraping your nails over his shoulders, up and down his back or through the short strands of hair at the back of his head. When he gets home from a stressful game where too many goals were conceded he finds solace in the warm nest made of duvets and pillows, a movie or show playing on the TV in front of the bed to act as background noise to the constant drumming of your gentle heart as he laid with his head on your chest. His hands would be skimming your sides under the battered t-shirt you always wear to bed while your hands would be caressing his skin while mumbling sweet words into his shower soaked hair, delicate kisses being pressed into the crown of his head.

[chemicallywrit]

Happy Audio Drama Sunday!! A shortie but a goodie this week, let’s GO. Spoilers incoming~

🎺 @hellofromthehallowoods I am upset by the implications here. Very upset. See like, on the one hand, if the body discovery in the third part hadn’t happened, I’d still be worried that Vincent was the new Instrumentalist. But now I’m worried about Vincent for SEPARATE ADDITIONAL REASONS. You have doubled my worries, Mx Wellman. Even so, the missing body doesn’t prove anything except a body was missing, and if I know this show, this will not be a simple answer. FEAR.

🔪 My main thoughts on Malevolent are in this post, but I just have to emphasize how good the writing is in this episode. I love how the witch seems to care, how her appearance of rationality affects John, and how the thing that snaps him out of it is his genuine love for his friend. Now that's human. I love the ending too.

⛪️ This week I started listening to Dead Space: Deep Cover after being asked to play a tiny little baby part in episode four (see if you can spot me). This show is wonderful. I'm not a Dead Space fan, just because I don't really play video games much, but I've been told by several fans that it's not only an excellent example of lore-building, it's just a darn good show. I certainly like it a lot--it's always good to hear Jordan Cobb absolutely eat a role, and I am fascinated by the mystery.

🏠 In Hannah news, this week I did a bunch of work for @shelterwoodpod! Are y'all following them yet? They're doing a fantastic haunted house bracket right now as part of the lead-up to the series premier. You're gonna want to get into this early.

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See y'all next week!