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Tattoo: Jooheon❤️‍🔥

a/n: smooth, romantic, slow driving through the desert of the west vibes. Bonnie and Clyde/Lone Ranger/ On the Run inspired with a rough necked Jooheon risking life and limb with his ride or die beside him. Enjoy❤️

BadBoyJooheonxBlackFemOC. Raw lazy morning sex. Some violent flashbacks italicized

Vibes🎶🎧: No Ordinary Love - Sade

                   Like a Tattoo- Sade

                   Cherish the Day- Sade

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The alarm screeched offensively in her ears and the light of morning crept through her eyelids before even opening.

The air in the cheap pit stop motel was thick and hazy of mothballs, cigarette smoke and dust. But the calmness was welcomed after what the two endured the night before.

Jasmine rolls onto her back stiffly, the thin sheets clinging to her soft curves and the warmth of her lover's skin greets her waking senses.

She turns her body to align with his, the tip of her nose grazing over his shoulder blade as she scoots closer.

"Honey?" She beckons in a whisper.

Lips as soft as satin press intimately against his nape and he stirs beneath the covers.

He groans softly in protest and Jasmine continues with her lips over his skin, this time curling her hand over his waist to brush his taut abdomen.

"Baby..." she murmurs, gliding her lips down to the top of his spine. Her fingertips extends over his torso and lingers just above his naval, where he contracts reflexively to her touch.

"Its time to wake up.." she says and like a siren to the lost sailor amidst the endless seas, Jooheon is pulled from the darkness.

He sighs heavily and lays his hand over the daintier one teasing the skin below his sternum and for a moment, he doesn't move.

Neither of them do.

Only bracing themselves for the inevitable moment where time marched on and the ghosts of their past would come lurking behind every corner, seeking retribution for their sins.

She held him, counting the beats of his scarred heart.

Calm.

Even.

Steady as always despite it all.

Last night, Jooheon killed a man and on the path they chose , she knew it wouldn't be the last time he would have to.

The damnation of the deed would haunt him every waking second.

But with her tucking herself against his body so warmly, feeling her breasts pressing into his back, Jooheon could forgive the monster that he was.

Even if only for a moment.

Smoke danced from the heated barrel and furniture tumbled beneath the fallen victims weight. His back hits the carpeted floors and the growing crimson stain expands over his white collared shirt.

"Shit...shit.."

Repeated curses hiss through bared teeth beneath Jooheon's breath with wild eyes.

He touched her.

Stupid mother fucker touched her and he had it coming.

Those were the words looping through Jooheon's mind as he backed away from the subdued assailant as he exhaled his final breath.

Jasmine stands frozen in the corner of the room, covering her partial nudity with the sheet she'd torn from the bed. Her bottom lip swelled and bled from being slapped across the room, but adrenaline kept her from feeling it.

Her eyes were wide and fearful as Jooheon remained planted with his gun raised and aimed at the law enforcer's chest.

The fateful discovery of the mark's true identity set their new lives in motion as the world came to a screeching halt the moment the badge fell from his bloody fingers.

He was a cop.

Jooheon had just killed a cop.

A dirty one , no less but.

Still....

His chest rose and fell as he panted, and his hand trembled against the cold smoking steal still in his grasp.

It was supposed to be a normal sting.

She'd lure him in from the bar after boozing him up and convincing him to stay the night in a motel near by. As soon as he fell asleep, they'd rob him blind before moving on to the next town.

Simple and seamless.

No one was meant to get hurt.

Nobody was supposed to die.

"Are you alright?" He speaks over the dead deputy but the concern in his voice was intended only for her.

"Yes. Im...Im fine. Baby, is he...." She stammers but the words die along with the answer she feared.

"Did you get the money?" He interjects sharply, this time snapping his neck in her direction.

The fear in her auburn eyes deepen at Jooheon's glare.

All traces of shock and fear had dissipated and the only feeling she could detect in his eyes was cold and un-remorseful.

The eyes of a killer.

Jooheon breaks from her embrace to sit up and stretch, the mattress groaning in protest as he moves. Jasmine lifts her head curiously with a softened pout at the grotesque sight.

The wideness of his back takes up her full view and her eyes fall straight to the darkening bruises that branded his skin.

She hated how they worsened as the time passed. The night they happened, there was barely a mark. Now his honey tanned complexion was marred by blotches of red and purple under his shoulder blades from being slammed against the dresser repeatedly. It made her stomach hurt just thinking about it.

Without thinking, she reaches out to gently to trace the biggest bruise over his ribs and Jooheon flinches.

"Im sorry." she grimaces and he looks over his shoulder at her wary expression. He regards her quietly for a moment, taking note of her unwrapped bun of curls topping her head, loose strands sticking out in every direction. Her sleepy eyes were still swollen from crying and Jooehon recalled hugging her against his chest in the shower that previous night.

His brow hardened for a second before smoothing again, and he exhaled tiredly before pinching the tip of Jasmine's nose affectionately.

"For what?" He yawns and Jasmine shrugs a shoulder.

"I don't know....everything...." she simpers, avoiding his hard gaze.

Her chin begins to tremble as emotions rushed through. Jasmine was a tough girl but that only got her so far. Only Jooheon triggered something in her to melt away the hard exterior.

"Don't start.." he croons, shaking his head. The morning rasp in his voice was as soothing and attractive as it always was. Like the crackling of a fire or the soft rumble of a distant storm.

"S'too early for all that crying baby..." He slurs his sords tiredly, laying back to rest on his elbows and Jasmine huffs.

"Be honest. How bad is it? How bad does it hurt you? Should I run you a bath? Or go to a hospital?...."she suggests rapid fire and Jooheon immediately rolls over to face her. His expression was hard but his eyes softened the moment he saw the tears glistening over her face.

He reaches up to cup her cheek, his other hand on her waist to pull her closer.

"And what names would we give them?  Jooheon Lee? The cop killer...most wanted man on the southern coast.." he jokes with a sleepy smirk but Jasmine doesn't find the humor.

"That's not funny." She deadpans. Her eyes fall back towards the patterns of red and purple blotching his skin. Shes careful with her touch this time as she recounted the cause of them,blinking the violent memory away soon after.

"Ive never seen bruises this dark before and Im worried." her voice shook. Tentative fingertips hover over the corner of Jooheon's mouth that still

"Ive had worse. These are nothing. Its nothing.."he feigns and Jasmine rolls her eyes.

"How can you be so dismissive?...like none of this scares you." She shakes her head, attempting to turn away from him to get out of the bed. But she's stopped when Jooheon's hand grips her hip firmly.

"Who says Im not scared?" Jooheon smiles weakly before leaning over her body, nestling his hand against the sheets underneath her arm. He tilts his head slightly to brush the tip of his nose over hers until she giggles, taking the parted opportunity to run the tip of his tongue through the slit.

"My heart damn near stopped when I heard you scream for me. Then I walked in that room and saw you trapped underneath that son of a bitch. I was afraid. Afraid that I'd finally done it. Finally put you in a position that I couldnt get you out of. That I'd finally lost you..."

His vulnerability was accented by the way his hands went from frisky to tender, the pads of his fingers grazing the skin of her cheeks as he spoke.

"But fear never stopped me from doing what had to be done. Id kill him again. Him and whoever tries to hurt you. And I mean that shit.."

Jasmine knew he did. If she knew nothing else, she knew Jooheon was the type of man to do exactly what he says he'll do. And while it should have frightened her a little, she only felt herself falling deeper into the abyss of their love.

"I know.." she all but whispers after staring longingly into Jooheon's exhausted eyes. He smiles despite them.

"Damn right. Cuz' youre my girl. Now....Why should I go to some hospital when youre all I need? Hmm? Only you know how to take care of me..." He his voice rumbles just above a growl, fanning her lips with his warm breath.

Even first thing in the morning, Jooheon tasted of deep bourbon and cinnamon and Jasmine sighed softly at his subtle permission to enter her mouth.

He melts into her body with a sigh of his own, partially of relief and from the soreness that smarts all over his back and torso. She wasn't being dramatic in her concern for his injuries. He'd taken a beating last night but nothing in him was broken.

Nothing in him ever broke until she showed up in his life....

Broken glass, overturned and broken chairs scattered the carpet under their feet.

Jasmine blinks, unsure of what to say and she eventually steps forward timidly. Jooheon  sways as the brunt of his wounds have him staggering backward.

Before drawing his gun, he and the deputy engaged in quite the scuffle. Jooheon's back collided with several parts of the room as they exchanged blows. He was much bigger and stronger than Jooheon had anticipated. It came to a point of no choice.

It was gonna either be him or Jooheon, and that was a no-brainer.

"Babe..." Jasmine rushes toward him just as he's about to stumble back, catching his arm.

Jooheon winces at her touch, digging deep into his lip with his teeth. Wordlessly , he nods to her unsaid question, reaching under the arm she held to cradle a rib that was likely broken. He jerks his chin towards the floor and Jasmine releases him to quickly snatch up the wad of rolled cash she attempted to pull from the slumbering giant's pocket several minutes ago that lies abandoned at the foot of the tussled bed.

Jooheon stowed his weapon slowly, his eyes never leaving the motionless man steadily bleeding through the floor.

He then helps her gather her things and dress herself, his eyes shifting around the room to ensure nothing was left behind that could be traced back to them.

His eyes dart back to the deputy's legs that peaked out from the other side of the bed and swallows.

"You got everything?" he asks her and she nods, patting over her body to verify.

"Yeah. Lets go before someone hears us..." she insists and Jooheon hesitates as his eyes continuously scanned the disheveled motel room.

There was very little Jooheon regretted in his life, not even what he'd just done. It was necessary. He could hear Jasmine's muffled screams from through walls and before she could give him the signal, he kicked in the door to find the sweaty mongrel on top of her with his hands around his girl's throat.

All he saw was red.

He had to.

Jasmine shrugs on the leather jacket Jooheon loaned her from his shoulders.

She runs a shaky hand through her disheveled curls hair thoughtlessly before stepping around him towards the cracked door.

Before she can pass , Jooheon grips her by the arm and she turns to him sharply. His eyes fall straight to the bloody cut splitting her bottom lip then back up to her eyes.

"Im fine. Lets go..." she ensures, and with a gentle tug of her wrist, they were gone.

Jooheon's hands were rough from years of dirty work and fighting but when they passed over Jasmine's ignited flesh, they felt like silk. He strokes her body with the same tempered slowness of his tongue against hers.

Caressing her cheek.

Skimming over her jaw and neck.

Cupping her breast and tweaking her nipple between his thumb and forefinger.

Teasing the thin scripted tattoo that tickled over the side of her ribs, where his name was forever branded on her skin.

Honey...

The sweetest taboo she'd ever be addicted to.

"Bet youre already wet for me, huh....." he exhales as his hand sneaks low between their bodies, his two fingers rushing to spread her dewy petals.

Its less a question than it is a statement.

That was something he'd grown to know of his girl.

She was always ready for him.

Ready for anything..

His fingers dip inside of her with ease and both of them let out a gratified moan between their lips. Jooheon pumps them into her slowly, pushing them so deep that his palm pressed against her clit with each pass.

Jasmine's hips rolled in attempt to dictate the rhythm of Jooheon's hand, but he maintained a steady pace while pressing upward, teasing her spot.

When she gasped, a sinful smirk crossed his lips.

"Wassup, baby?" Jooheon's morning voice rasped deep with the question, keeping his lips idled over hers. Jasmine's wetness squelched loudly against his fingers and her breath caught in her throat the fast they moved inside of her

"Oh fuck. Oh fuck, baby. Fuck me...please.." she moaned desperately while fighting back the tears as Jooheon's trigger fingers brought her close to the edge. It never took him long. He was just good like that.

His thumb swept over her clit lazily, most of his focus on making her erupt for him from the inside.

He seemed to ignore her plea, steadily stroking her expertly with the same hands he'd used to end a life just hours ago. The irony was cruel but neither of them would acknowledge it. Definitely not now.

"How you want me, baby? Deep like this?" He indulged her requests for more of him with his lips and teeth grazing her jaw.

Jooheon holds Jasmine down by her hip with his free hand as his other continued its work, fucking his fingers into her faster until he could feel the pressure building.

High-pitched breathy moans spurned Jooheon on , letting him know she was almost there. Her pussy pulsed around his fingers and squeezed them desperately.

"Yep. Yep..there you go..give it here.." he drawls, pulling Jasmine's body up from the mattress, tugging at her until she seizes under the intensity of her orgasm. Not a soul could rest with how Jasmine screamed Jooheon's name just then. Her voice raw and slightly broken, clinging to the walls of their decrepit motel room.

A labored chuckle shakes Jooheon's chest as he marveled at Jasmine's beauty with his fingers still deep inside of her to the knuckle , rubbing over her spot soothingly, coaxing as much of her milky nectar out of her that he could.

"My baby..." he growled, leaning down to kiss the tears streaming from her cheeks, knowing they stemmed from pleasure and frustration. Jooheon knew she only wanted to cum with him deep inside of her, carving his name on her soul. The way only he could. He knew it was what her body craved , to feel full and overpowered by him. But there was something indescribable about watching her unravel by the skill of his hand and the rush he felt from it.

Shortly after pulling his dripping fingers from her heat, Jooheon set out to do what he knew Jasmine needed. He spreads her legs wider, grunting as he got situated between her body and the thin sheet covering them. His underwear is pushed down roughly with one hand, and he releases a stiff sigh of relief when the air hits his sensitive skin.

The weight of Jooheon's dick slapping against Jasmine's sensitive heat sends of jolt of sensation through her, quickly waking her out of her daze and straight into anticipation mode.

Her trembling hands rush to Jooheon's waist, her arms locking her spread legs wide open and giving both of them a vivid view of their juncture. His manhood weeped a single bead from the tip as he teased it up and down through her folds. He only did that a few times before sliding right in, stretching her slowly until he bottomed out as she whimpered softly. Jooheon dropped his full weight onto Jasmine, their bare chests and heartbeats pressed together as he hinged his hips back a little.

"Ah shit.." he huffed against her cheek, leaning into her to peck her jawline with a kiss. He asks her if she's good, to which she nods frantically in response before he set out on a heart pounding pace.

Jasmine barely has the voice to moan anymore, let alone the wind, since every deep stroke knocked it out of her. Her mind was far too scrambled with pleasure to form a word anyway. So she does only what she can manage, cling to Jooheon's wide back to keep him where he was until she was spent and he'd given her everything he had in return.

The chorus of his deep throaty grunts against her neck and her breathy whines drove them both to the brink of madness, Jasmine's teary eyes already rolling back the longer Jooheon fucked her.

"Jooheon..oh god..." she cried when a sharp jab against her cervix has her seeing stars. Its a mixture of pain and pleasure she was obsessed with and became well acquainted with since meeting this man.

"Hmm?" he hums against her, snapping into her harder. Jasmine mumbled something incoherent as she hugged him tightly from inside and out. Jooheon hisses at the squeeze of her walls around him but his efforts never falter.

"You love this dick, don't you baby? Hmm? You love it?" He mouthed his way back to her lips, catching one of them between his teeth before asking again. He needed the praise the way a growing flame needed kindling. It boosted him, charged him up in ways nothing else could.

"Yes..yes I love it..I love you.." Jasmine hiccuped against his kiss, finally releasing a strangled moan when Jooheon adjusted the angle of his stroke to hit her right where his fingers just were. Although he didnt say it back, Jasmine felt every inch of his love as it roved through her tirelessly. She felt his love every time he gripped her waist as if he were afraid she'd slip away and he would have lost her forever.

Jasmine's breath quickened and from the sound of her keening moans, Jooheon felt her nearing the precipice. He braced himself for another beautiful disaster while getting lost in her.

"Fuck....Yes, Come on. Cum for me baby. Cum on it if you love it.." he huffed, putting everything he has into making her body shake. His rhythm gradually becomes staggered, all while his hands held her ass up right where he needed it.

Her voice had gone hoarse and her mouth stale from panting, but it was enough to have Jooheon's control wavering.

Jasmine could tell he was just as close to cumming as she was and the lust drunk vixen inside of her would do whatever it took for that to happen.

"Cum inside me...please. I want you so deep baby..." she moans for him, knowing it was exactly what he needed to hear. She wanted his seed deep in her womb. Damn the consequences, she'd deal with them later.

Jooheon squeezed her hips hard enough to leave bruises as he slapped into her faster and faster.

Both of them hadnt realized how transfixed they were with watching Jooheon damn near splitting Jasmine in half until they looked at eachother. Jasmine blinks away the blur from her vision in time to lock eyes with her lover.

Her pain. Her anchor. Her gravity.

All of that reflected in his wounded stare. His furrowed brow that was still sliced at its arch from the deputy's right hook. His bottom lip strained between his teeth as he gradually allowed himself to get lost in her, but his eyes remained locked on hers as if she would be the one to help him find his way back.

"Honey I love you..."she blurts, the fresh tears glittering her fixed gaze on Jooheon's overwhelmed expression.

With one final slam of his hips and an emphatic grunt, Jooheon pressed himself as deep as Jasmine's body would allow him, puttung him flush against her sensitive cervix. Her legs wrapped around him and locked him deep inside of her, both of them moaning in sync until both of them came undone.

Their eyes never left eachothers, not even when Jooheon's dick pumped waves of cum into her pulsating heat. They held eachother in the reflection of their souls until one of them relents. This time its Jasmine, as she goes limp beneath him with her nails dragging lazily over his shoulder blades.

Their bare chests played a game of push and pull with their synchronized panting, Jooheon's muscles flexing subtly as he slowly pushed himself up.

With a few lingering kisses between them, he slowly pulls out of Jasmine with a breathy groan that sends a chill up her spine. He wouldnt know based soley on how she appeared to him though, eyes barely open and serene faced.

She would go back to sleep if he left there undisturbed long enough, but both of them knew with the rising sun, came reality.

"Alright babe..C'mon. We gotta move.." Jooheon sighs, grunting as he climbed off of her tiredly, tapping her upper thigh just enough to cause her skin to ripple. She mumbles in protest but ultimately obeys as she too rolled off the bed, both them setting out to get freshened up and dressed quickly for check out.

They resented it but was indeed time to move. With news of a dead cop circling local news , along with grainy CCTV footage of a man and a woman fleeing the crime scene hand in hand on loop, it was in the couples best interest to not stay in the same place for long.

They had no other choice after all..

Her hands didn't shake when she pulled back on the gun, loading the chamber with a bullet seamlessly as if she'd been doing it her entire life. The sun was high and the wind were graceful on their drive through the barren land of sienna sands and tumble weed. Jooheon's dark hair tossled with the breeze as he drove with his elbow resting in the window sill.

Smoke swirled from the Newport tucked between his fingers and he lifts it to his lips for one more drag before flicking it carelessly to the breeze. He exhales the smoke through his nose as he glances over at his passenger, smirking fondly at how comfortable she'd become handling his weapon.

Admittedly, it was kind of sexy.

"You know what you doing over there?" He snarks, turning to put his attention back on the endless road and Jasmine scoffs.

"Id hope so, or the guy who showed me dont know shit either." She perks her brow as she switched the safety back with a smirk that matched Jooheon's. He scowls over at her briefly with a bitten lip and reaches over to pinch the skin of her neck playfully, making her shrug into his hand and giggle.

"Ouch! Quit" she snaps but Jooheon was only getting started. He contiues poking and pinching her playfully in the places he knew her to be most ticklish. Jasmine retaliates by poking him in the ribs, forgetting about his injuries, and Jooheon recoils with a sharp hiss.

"Ah ah..Chillchillchill..." he chuckles in surrender, seeming to be yield as Jasmine's smile vanished. She huffs in annoyance , lightly tapping Jooheon's uninjured shoulder to scold him. But it was hard to stay mad at him when he got into these playful moods, which occurred far and few between now that their lives had taken such a serious turn.

"Why do you play so damn much?! You know youre hurt but wanna start shit..." she fusses ineffectively and Jooheon stifles his laughter while rubbing at his tender ribs.

" 'cause Im a shit starter, duh..." he snarks, poking his tongue out between his teeth as he smirked. Even with his wounds, he was still as fine as he could be. Jasmine rolls her eyes.

"Whatever..focus on driving Mr.Shit Starter..."

Jooheon bites his lip to keep his tongue at bay, maintaining the control over the '64 Impala with his driving hand secured on the steering wheel. Only the sounds of the radio playing and the engine revving as Jooheon accelerated filled the open space between them. Jasmine was leaning against her side of the car, her gaze on the desert landscape while her partners dimpled grin flashed in her direction mischievously. He stole glances from the road to continue pestering her by poking her side until she comically threatens him with violence.

Just then, a jackrabbit appears out of nowhere and dashes across the road. Out of reflex, Jooheon's right arm extends towards Jasmine and presses her against her seat as he swerved to avoid ringing the dinner bell for the vultures stalking the skies. The whole car jerks sharply and straightens back on it's path, its driver cursing under his breath.

"Little fucker.." Jooheon mutters with disdain as he watched the varmint kicking up dust as it shrunk in the distance via his side view.

"Its not the rabbit's fault you can't drive. Better stop playing so much." Jasmine scolds him with a giggle, her hand carressing his protective arm. Jooheon kissed his teeth arrogantly at the mirror before relaxing, returning that dominant arm to the task of controlling the steering.

"Yeah yeah..You just make sure youve got a good handle on that gun, maam. Before you fuck around and shoot a hole through my dash.." He smirks over at her and Jasmine rolls her eyes. Mainly because of how old that joke was getting. He just loved to tease her over how green she was compared to him, although it was what he loved about her most.

"I know what Im doing. Shut up." She wrinkles her nose cutely, promptly stowing the 9mm safely in its place below her seat.

"Youre the one whose always handing it to me in the first place. You must be prepared for me to shoot someone with it.." she adds and Jooheon shakes his head.

"I prefer you didn't. Not until I have a chance to really teach you how to handle it. For now, I just need you to know how to reload it just in case I...." he pauses, something in his rear view snagging his attention.

"Just in case what?.." Jasmine parrots, her brow creasing in worry.

Jooheon doesnt respond immediately, his jaw tensing slightly as he checked his other mirrors. He squints at the shape of a vehicle speeding up in thier lane behind them.

It had been back there a while, and Jooheon had been inconspicuously monitoring it since leaving the last city.

It wasnt until they'd crosses into another state that he began to wonder if that truck was just coincidentally heading the same way as them, or if they were being followed.

Jooheon couldn't shake the paranoia, leading the type of life he did, but its heightened by the fact that it wasnt just himself he had to worry about anymore.

He wordlessly offers his palm to Jasmine, the known signal for her to quickly pass him his gun.

She does so, her hands trembling now that there seemed to be an immentnt threat, but Jooheon remains as cool as he always did. He sits up in his seat slightly, checking his mirrors again as the vehicle drew closer.

"What?" Jasmine tried to hide the panic in her voice as best as she could. Jooheon nods towards the rear view mirror and Jasmine turns her body slightly to look behind them. Noting the approaching SUV, she frowns.

Jooheon cranes his neck, squinting at the vehicles reflection suspicously.

"That look like an undercover to you?" He asks and Jasmine's eyes go wide.

"Undercover? Like a cop?"her voice breaks

and Jooheon nods sharply, toggling his sharp gaze between the road and the trucks reflection in his mirror.

"You think a cop is following us?" Jasmime tenses and Jooheon shrugs a shoulder calmly.

"I don't know. Just got a weird feeling. Sit back.."

Jasmine hadn't noticed she was fully facing the backseat, straining her neck to see behind their car. She quickly rights herself, sinking in the seat a little as if to hide.

"What do you mean you don't know? You think its a cop?" She asks again while sneaking another look back. A large hand curls over her thigh, giving it a reassuring squeeze before returning to the matte black handgun nestled in his lap.

"Just chill, baby..." Jooheon speaks calmly as he sensed Jasmine's anxiety. Not that she could help it. Anything that had Jooheon on guard made her nervous.

"Im chill, I promise..." she huffs, looking back towards the unidentified vehicle.

From what Jasmine could see, they were being tailed by a large SUV for a while but she hadn't noticed since it kept its distance until now. It had very dark tint, even on the windshield , so she could barely make out the silhouette of the driver. It could be anyone behind them. A stranger. An enemy...

As her brain thumbed through its rolodex of potential antagonists, Jasmine hadn't realized that the SUV had gotten close enough for her hear it's engine. Jooheon tightens his jaw, as well as his grip on the gun in his lap with his keen eye on his rear view mirror.

She wasn't so sure what was going on in that mind of his, but surely shooting their way out of the situation wasn't it.

It couldn't be. If whoever was behind them was indeed law enforcement, resorting to gunplay would be suicide.

The SUV pulls up closer, just enough to hear the bass of music bumping inside of it. Jooheon maintains his speed, not wanting to provoke a chase while keeping his steady hand on his lap. If he felt any fear at all, Jasmine couldn't tell.

Fucking with a cop was like poking a hornet's nest. Trigger one and the swarm ensues. That was the worst possible outcome and for all they knew, backup was already on the way and they were just sitting ducks on the highway.

If it came to a fight, Jooheon wouldnt go out without one if running wasnt an option.

"No...not like this. Please.." Jasmine prayed to herself. It was quite audacious for her to believe any higher power would be listening after the things she's done, but she couldnt help but hope.

"Please.." she whispers shakily just as the SUV revved closer.

After a silent stand off seemed to occur between him and the driver behind them, the SUV switches lanes and accelerates to pass their car. It then crosses in front of them, only to speed off well over the limit.

"Son of a bitch" Jooheon hissed, his grip loosening on the steering wheel.

Both he and Jasmine sigh, Jooheon puffing his cheeks before passing the gun back to her carefully.

"We're good." he exhales, still eyeing the unsuspecting vehicle as it zoomed off in the distance. Jasmine felt as if her heart had stopped beating the moment their cars were closest, a haunting vision of the grim reaper behind the wheel, ready to take them both away to place to pay for their many sins.

Jooheon shoots her a quick look when she says nothing, noting the trepidation in her expression, before reaching over to pinch her chin with a half-hearted smile.

"Hey, we're ok. Relax.."

Easy for him to say.

"This time..." she mutters, turning her face to slip from his hold. She quickly reaches up to dab away the tear pricking the corner of her eye before exhaling.

Jooheon's gun felt heavier than usual in her lap and her gaze falls on it as a grim fact reared its head.

"You need to teach me." she says and Jooheon's brow creases with confusion.

With his eyes still trained ahead, he frowns.

"Teach you?"

"How to shoot. How to fight. Something! I cant just sit here while you do eveything to protect us. I need to be able to protect you too."

"For what? I do well enough protecting myself." he almost laughs but Jasmine saw nothing funny.

"Still. You can't drive and shoot Jooheon. What if something did happen and you were hurt? More than you already are. I feel so damn useless.." She rolls her eyes, turning her body slightly to face the door.

Jooheon's smirk faded at the insecurity in Jasmine's voice. He looks over at her, watching her shrink in her seat beside him as she watches the desert zoom past them.

A hard lump of realism catches in Jooheon's throat as he considers the suggestion. Immediately, the image of her being willing to put herself in danger to protect him threatens to yank his heart from his chest.

"Hey.." Jooheon reaches over with his hand palm side up. Jasmine's eyes go to it then to his unreadable profile. She places her hand in his without hesitation and Jooheon lifts it to his lips, grazing her knuckles with a kiss.

"You have my heart Jas."

Jasmine's brows lift at the hint of vulnerabilty seasoning his words. He must have sensed her knowing since he didnt look at her, keeping his eyes on the road ahead as he spoke.

"Every vein. Every beat. It's you. You know that right?" he hardens his glare, swallowing against the tension. Jasmine kept her gaze on the side of his face, tucking her bottom lip as she nodded.

"I do."  she confirms after several beats. Jooheon visibly relaxes at the response, swallowing again. He sighs as if the weight of his feelings wore on him so heavily, that just saying them brought some relief.

"Good. So maybe just.. hold onto it for me? Because that's all I need from you. Keep being my reason. I can teach you how to handle a gun and how to think if it brings you peace of mind. Just please know that you will never be usueless. Not to me, not to anyone. So never say that shit, ok?"

Jasmine's brow crinkled as she digested his words. His feelings werent new to her. As it was stated before, Jasmine felt Jooheon's love in every thing he did. The way he looked at her. The way he touched her. The way he'd grip her thigh when he drove or the way he tussled with a man twice his size to protect her. She knew without a shadow of a doubt that he loved her, but to hear him say it in his own way just now....

Her pause was expected and Jooheon found amusement in her silence as he looked over, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.

"No need to dirty these pretty hands of yours, baby. But should you ever need to shoot somebody, make sure youre aiming.." he winks, reiterating his gentle tease before their drive took a serious turn. Jooheon lets out a hearty laugh when he notices Jasmine's scowl melting into a reluctant smile.

"Whatever." she rolls her eyes playfully, making Jooheon chuckle. She tries to reclaim her hand, but its kept locked within her man's grip possessively.

"Naw, listen. You said you wanted to learn and that was part of your first unofficial lesson." he teases again, tightening his hold on Jasmine's hand since he knew she'd try to swat at him if he didn't. At his resistance to let go, the heaviness from before dissipated completely and Jasmine allows herself to laugh again. He is talent for manipulating the mood never ceased to amaze her.

"You get on my nerves.." she giggles, surrendering to Jooheon's charm yet again. For the first time in minutes, Jasmine feels her heartbeat's rhythm simmer down to a resting pace, knowing it had everything to do with Jooheon's calming nature. She pulls her bottom lip between her teeth and shook her head before continuing.

"..and you know , I'm ok with leaving the shooting part up to you for now. To be honest, just holding it for you when you drive makes me feel kind of dangerous.." she admits cutely and Jooheon flashes her a dimpled grin.

"Oh, you are dangerous. Trust me.."

Even though she detected sarcasm in his tone, there was an underlying implication of his words that had Jasmine wondering if he really meant that. She never asked him though.

Jooheon doesn't say another word, merely pulling up Jasmine's hand and brushing another kiss over it. Their fingers remain interlocked as he cruised silently with a hardened stare over the steering wheel.

Eventually, Jooheon knew everything would catch up to him. Before Jasmine entered his life, it didnt bother him one bit. He accepted his fate and could handle his karma. But he also knew Jasmine didn't deserve any of this.

But he also wasn't good enough of a man to let her go...

The landscape of scorching sands, burnt sienna dunes and cyan skies that faded into pink stretched on with the faded concrete chasing the ombre horizon. They'd been traveling all day, putting hundreds of miles between them and the fate that would never stop chasing. As tiresome it was to be on the run, buying them another day together would always be worth it.

Jasmine shifts her head against the cushioned headrest to admire Jooheon as he focused on getting them somewhere safe for the night, the lights of a distant city already glittering ahead.

His profile, those hard and focused eyes as if he was drowning in his thoughts, was just a beautiful as it always was. Despite the bloodied bruises that marred the corner id his mouth and brow.

He would always be enough.

Even if he was complicated.

So. Fucking. Complicated....

But he was hers. Engrained. Engraved in ink and blood for eternity.

And she'd wear it proudly, just like a tattoo.

[panjakes]

Can you do xdinary heroes ambw jooyeon and trainee y/n ,lemme kinda break it down ☺️ jooyeon has pretty much already debuted and y/n is a trainee for a new rock band under jyp pretty much a girl version of xdinary heroes and they pretty much started talking one day about debuting and stuff and he found y/n pretty cute...but that's all I came up with please put your twist on it but also they end up getting in the end😍 THANKSSS UR MA FAVORITE *play’s favorite”

Ouuuuu see I like this request!!! Stop your my favorite!!!Hope you like it!!

Jooyeon couldn’t help but run to the studio when he heard His manger mention that yn’s group needed a few pointers. The group was set to debut in the next two months and he was excited for her.

“Um excuse me, I’m sorry to bother you” Yn say

“No bother at all! How can I help?” He asks

“I’m a trainee here and I know you just debuted not to long ago and I was wondering if you could just give advice or maybe a few encouraging words” Yn said with a chuckle trying to hide her embarrassment

“Ah of course! Are you training for the new girl group?” He asks causing you to nod

“Yeah, I’m working pretty hard but I don’t know if I’m working hard enough” Yn says shrugging

“Hey! No self doubt! Especially around me! From the way your sweating I can tell your a hard worker” he says smiling

Jooyeon smiles to himself remembering the first conversation they had. He opens the door too the studio where yn stood in front of a mic and a bass guitar slung across her body

“Oh, hi Jooyeon” she says waving

“Hi Yn, where’s the girls?” He asks

“Lunch” Yn says stringing the guitar

“Why didn’t you go on lunch?” He asks with a frown

“I will, once I’m done practicing” yn replies

“Haven’t you practiced enough?” He asks sitting down at the keyboard

“No, not nearly enough. This debut has to be perfect” she says mumbling the last part. He looks up over at her seeing how serious she was. He could tell she wanted this.

“It will be perfect. With your voice, looks, and Guitar skills, your group will succeed” he says offering a smile.

Her arms drop to her side. Jooyeon noticed her slight pout and sad eyes. He almost giggled at how cute she looked

“What if they fail because of me? My members are scary talented” she says looking off into space

He stands up from the keyboard going to stand in front of her.

“Hey, didn’t I tell you no self doubt? I’m telling you may Jane will take the world by storm. Especially you as their leader” he says

His words help a little bit but as always, the bad thoughts still lingered in the back of Yn’s head.

“What if I’m not good?” She asks with genuine concern in her voice

“Stop. I’m not going to tell you again. Doubt yourself again I’m taking away the ice cream sandwiches you keep hidden in the fridge” he says sitting down

Yn looks up at him with shock.

“Yeah I know your hiding ice cream sandwiches! Keep doubting yourself and watch me and gaon eat them” he says making her laugh

The sound brought a smile to his face. He didn’t need her putting unnecessary doubt and pressure on herself

“Okay. No more doubting” she say putting her hand up

“Yeah, not perform a song for me” he says clapping

“Now?” She asks making him nod

“Yeahhh!” Jooheon says

“I Uh okay, ever heard Misery Business by paramore?” She asks with a smirk

“Uh no, I don’t think so” he says thinking about it.

Yn smirks with a nod

“Well your in for a treat” she says picking the pink guitar pick

She taps a few buttons, flips a couple of switches before a light tune was heard in the speakers. After a few moments Yn started to sing

“I'm in the business of misery Let's take it from the top She's got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock It's a matter of time before we all run out When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth” Yn sung into the mic as she played her guitar

Jooyeon nodded in approval. He had never heard her sing but he knows for a fact that she was one of the best guitar players he knew.

He looked as she sings and played with so much passion. He could hear in her voice that this is what she wanted.

“Whoa, I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa, it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now” Yn sings causing Jooyeon’s jaw to drop

Her voice was amazing. She was amazing. His eyes were trained on her. She genuinely looked like a rock star. She didn’t look like she had been standing in that spot for hours.

She looked like a performer and she looked like she belonged on stage.

“But God, does it feel so good Cause I got him where I want him now And if you could then you know you would 'Cause God, it just feels so,It just feels so good” Yn says ending the song

Jooyeon just looked at her with wide eyes and his jaw still on the floor.

“How was it?” Yn asks

Jooyeon doesn’t say anything, he just continues to look at her with shock and admiration. What the hell is she worried about when she’s practicing like this?

“Jooyeon?” Yn says causing him to shake himself out of his thoughts. A blush creeps upon his face as he hides his face

“How was it?” Yn asks

“I-I…your wonderful Yn. Seriously. I can’t wait to watch you on stage” he says getting up from his seat

“Really? Thanks. That means a lot” Yn says smiling

“No problem” he says watching as she puts her guitar in its case.

“Hey Yn?” Jooyeon asks

“Mm?” She responds packing up her things

“Do you Uh want to get lunch? I-I mean you don’t have to if you don’t want but I know you’ve been practicing and-“ Jooyeon rambles as Yn cuts him off

“Yeah, let’s go.” Yn says smiling

Jooyeon returns the smile and the two walk out the practice room.

“This looks so good” Yn mumbles looking at the plate of meat and bowl of ramyeon

“Eat up. I know you probably forgot to eat breakfast” Jooyeon says pouring water into Yn’s cup

“I did actually. I’m so worried about debuting I forget a lot these days” Yn says stuffing her face causing Jooyeon to chuckle

“Well eat to your heart’s content and when you debut I’ll take you out again” he says making Yn pause

“Why?” Yn ask

“Because your cute and I want to get to know you” Jooyeon admits

“Y-you think I’m cute?!” Yn asks

“Of course. Here eat” he says holding a piece of meat out to Yn. Her cheeks got hot as she stared at the meat then Jooyeon. She leans in eating it causing Jooyeon to smile.

“Hey, what kind of eye liner do you use?” Jooyeon asks

“Any kind as long as it’s liquid” Yn says

“Does it smudge?” He asks looking at the winged eyeliner Yn had on

“No”

“Do you struggle putting it on?” Jooyeon asks curious about Yn’s choice in makeup

“I did at first but I know how to do it now”

“When you debut will you do your own makeup?”

“Yeah, no offense but the stylist that work at our company don’t get down with my style” Yn says making Jooyeon laugh

“Are you going home after eating?” Jooyeon asks

Yn shakes her head before answering

“No, going back to company. Me and the girls have some recording to do” Yn says making him nod

“Don’t overwork yourself yn” he says

“I won’t, don’t worry” Yn says

“I’ll always worry about you yn” Jooyeon says causing the dark skin girl to hide her face in her hands.

“What’s wrong?” Jooyeon asks afraid he said something wrong

“You can’t tell but I’m blushing right now” Yn mumbles. Jooyeon smiles before reaching across the table to grab her hands

“Don’t hide please, your so pretty” he says making her groan

“Jooyeon stop!! Please” she says with a giggle.

It was now debut day. Today was the day. Yn breathed in and out as she strings her guitar.

“You got this Yn, you’ll be fine” Junhee, her band member says smiling. Yn returns the smile before mouthing a “thank you”

“Uh oh, Yn your biggest fan is here” Janae says pointing back stage

Yn looked in the direction to see Jooyeon and the rest of xdinary heroes. She giggled before waving at them. Jooyeon gives her a wave

“Your so in love with her” jungsu teases

“S-so! So what if I am?!” Jooyeon asks folding his arms

“Are you admitting it?” Han asks with a smile

“I-I’m not! I’m just asking! If I was is it a problem?” Jooheon asks

“There’s definitely not a problem and your definitely in love with her” Jungsu says

Before Jooyeon could respond the sound of yn’s guitar was heard. He quick told his members to hush as he watched yn and her band members perform their song Aint it fun.

Yn and herband mates screamed rock stars. Literally. He loved the vibe and he loved how pretty she looked. The lights flashed a pretty purple and yellow color that beamed down on her dark skin making her glow.

He watched with a smile on his face. Yn turned her head in his direction as she sings the lyrics into the mic.

Jooyeon gives a thumbs up with a smile and Yn responded with a wink causing him to blush. His members caught it and started to tease him

“Ain't it fun? Living in the real world Ain't it good?Being all alone?” Yn sings into the mic

“Oh, she’s a natural” ode says making everyone nod

“She’s so good!” Han says nodding

“Hey, stop talking about Jooyeon’s girlfriend like that” jungsu says making Jooyeon blush

“She’s not my girlfriend” Jooyeon says

“Not yet” jungsu says laughing

The conversation was interrupted by the loudest cheers and screams. Jooyeon turns his head back to the stage where you stood holding the mic in your left hand and your guitar handle in your right.

You stood with your legs slightly parted and your head tilted as your chest rouse up and down from heavy breathing. A little bit of sweat was on your forehead

“Ask her to be your girlfriend”Gun-il says causing Jooyeon to break out of his daze and shake his head

“No! Absolutely not!” He says

“Why not?” Ode asks

“Because…I-she’s uh…I don’t know” Jooyeon says with a sigh

Before anyone can respond Yn and her members came back stage with big smiles

“Oh my gosh! Yn you literally Rock!” May-shin says

“Really?” She asks

“Yeah really! Girl your a natural” Amber says

“Thanks but I couldn’t have done it without you girls” Yn says making the girls smile

“And we couldn’t do it without you” Junhee says  initiating a group hug. Once the girls pull away they turn to the boys

“You guys did awesome! May-shin your voice is so soft I love it” ode says making the girl blush

Jooyeon walks over to Yn pulling her into a hug. Letting out a soft sigh as he melts into the hug.

Warm vanilla and coco.

“I’m proud of you Yn. You owned that stage” Jooyeon whispers in her ear before pulling away from the hug

“Thank you Jooyeon” Yn says smiling. For a moment the two just looked into each other’s eyes. Nothing about it was awkward, it was comforting actually. The two were so lost in each other they missed Jungsu whispering in everybody’s ears

“You did great Yn, I mean it congratulations on the debut” Jungsu says making everyone agree

“Thank you Jungsu” Yn says smiling

“With that being said…Jooyeon wants to ask you to be his girlfriend. Bye now!” Jungsu says running away with everyone but Yn and a Jooyeon in tow

“Huh?” Yn asks

Jooyeon shakes his head sighing. Why did Jungsu just embarrass him like that?

“Yn I-“ Jooyeon starts but is quickly cut off by Yn

“Is what he’s saying true?” Yn asks softly

Thank god for her dark cheeks

“I uh..I…yeah. It’s true. I-I want you to be my girlfriend” Jooyeon says looking away with a blush on his face

“Really?” Yn asks

“Yeah, I completely understand if you don’t feel the same” Jooyeon says scratching his neck

“Well…I think you should properly ask me” Yn says smiling. Jooyeon looks up in shock before smiling at Yn. He grabs her hands before looking her in the eyes

“Yn…would you be my girlfriend? Pretty please?” Jooyeon asks.

“Mmmm” Yn hums, tapping her index finger on her chin

“Please say yes” Jooyeon says with a raised brow

“Yes. I’ll be your girlfriend jooyeon” Yn says smiling

Jooyeon returns the smile pulling Yn into a hug.

“Ya know…you looked really pretty out there” he says making Yn giggle

“Thank you” Yn says as the two of them start to walk back to the dressing room

“I can finally say I have a pretty girlfriend” Jooyeon says smiling down at Yn

“Are you dating me because I look pretty?” Yn asks

“Of course” Jooyeon jokes making Yn pinch him. He chuckles before rubbing the spot she pinched

“I’m joking my love. Your looks are a plus” he says making Yn smile

Yn will always remember her first debut.

[sweetestofchaos]

𝑹𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏, 𝑾𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆...𝖲𝖾𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗐𝗈 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋

ᴾᵃʳᵗ ᴼⁿᵉ • ᴴʸᵘⁿᵍ ᴸⁱⁿᵉ

𝔹𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪: Two years have passed since he walked out of your life to pursue his dream. What happens when you see each other again?

▼ Mᴀᴋɴᴀᴇ Lɪɴᴇ ▼

𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑤𝑜𝑛

Saying Hyungwon was stressed was an understatement. He was informed earlier that day that the dating ban was lifted, and he was excited, but as the day went on his became more and more worried. It was a little after ten o’clock at night and Hyungwon kept staring at his phone. On the screen your name was clear as day with a broken heart next to it, the small blue camera icon seemed to tease him, and he debated with himself if he should reach out to you or not.

“Hey, hyung!” Changkyun’s sudden appearance made Hyungwon jump as his finger tapped the call button. Hearing the ringing, Changkyun smiled. “I’ll came back when you’re done your call.” Hyungwon felt the blood drain from his face as he watched the black screen in his hand. Quickly, Hyungwon hung up and sighed. Maybe he would call you tomorrow when it wasn’t nearing eleven at night. The phone in his hand started to beep and Hyungwon’s eyes widened as he saw your name flashing for a FaceTime.

Hyungwon checked over his shoulder to make sure no one was around before he slapped a board expression onto his face and answered the call. The screen went from black to brightly lit up in purples and blues. You were smiling softly with your hair tucked underneath a colorful hair wrap. Hyungwon raised an eyebrow, “Did I catch you at a bad time?” You shook your head and set your phone down on the dresser. “Nope, I just got home from a date.” Hyungwon clicked his tongue at your words, and you smirked. “Jealous?” Hyungwon ignored your question and leaned back in his chair, admiring you in silence as you started to remove your jewlery and makeup.

“You still look beautiful, Y/N…” You unwrapped your hair and Hyungwon licked his lips, he loved it when you twisted your hair. “Did you miss me?” You hummed in thought as you shook out your hair and grabbed your phone, jumping onto your bed. “How could I? You are damn near everywhere I go.” Hyungwon’s face flushed at your words. “So…why are you calling me? Didn’t want to make me wait any longer?” Hyungwon sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “The dating ban has been lifted…” “And?” Hyungwon raised an eyebrow and pressed his lips into a tight line as you propped your phone up on your pillows.

You pulled away from the phone and slipped your jacket off before you tossed it onto the floor. You moved about your room, grabbing pajamas before you changed out of sight of the camera. You came back to your bed and Hyungwon groaned seeing the tanned skin of your legs. The shorts you wore didn’t leave much to his imagination. You smiled and grabbed your phone, “Am I supposed to jump for joy?” “Well…” Hyungwon shrugged his shoulders. “I thought maybe you would want to go out with me, tomorrow?”

“Are you asking me out?” Hyungwon licked his lips with a sigh. “Y/N will you go out with me tomorrow?”

𝐽𝑜𝑜ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦 (ᴶᵒᵒʰᵉᵒⁿ)

It had been a long day and Jooheon wanted to drink. The concert was over, and he just wanted to relax with a nice cold beer. Throwing a hat on to hide his face better, Jooheon left his room and headed to Changkyun’s. The younger of the two declined the offer for a drink and Jooheon went down to the bar by himself. One beer wouldn’t hurt…he deserved a break.

As Jooheon sat by himself, he played a game on his phone and sipped at his drink, enjoying the alone time to just breath. The hotel bar was hardly filled with bodies, most people eating a late dinner or having a night cap with a few coworkers. Jooheon heard the sound of heels clicking on the tile floor and when someone wolf whistled his head snapped up. He narrowed his eyes at a group of older man as they started to call for someone and before he could open his mouth to comment, the heels backtracked to the table of men.

Jooheon watched in awe as a woman with brown skin walked over to the table, grabbed one of the men’s beers and poured it into the closest one’s lap. “Thought you might want to cool down since you asked so nicely.” The voice echoed in Jooheon’s ear like an alarm and before he could understand why, his body was moving on its own. The older man started to shout at the woman and by the time Jooheon reached the table some of the bar staff was there too. The man demanded that the woman pay for his dry cleaning and be kicked out. Jooheon spoke up beside the woman, “I think you should keep your thoughts to yourself. I’m sure everyone here heard the way you talked to her!”

The older men were outraged, but the hotel staff easily kicked them out and apologized to the woman; offering to give her free drinks for the rest of her stay. Jooheon wanted to make sure that the woman was okay and once everything was said and done, he tapped the woman on her shoulder as he cleared his throat. When the woman turned around, Jooheon’s eyes widened. “Y/N?”

“Hey, Jooheon…” You smiled softly at your old friend, and he smiled wide as he offered you a seat at his table. The two of you chatted about old times and Jooheon filled you in on his new lifestyle as an idol. “Damn, I really missed you, Y/N.” Jooheon reached his hand out, laying it flat on the table and you raised an eyebrow. “Did you wait for me?” He found himself asking out loud and you placed your hand in his. “If that’s your way of asking if I’m single, then yes.” Jooheon’s eyes lit up at your words and he licked his lips as he wrapped his fingers around yours.

“Can I take you out tomorrow night?”

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑘𝑦𝑢𝑛 (ᴵ‧ᴹ)

Ah, freedom…he forgot how good it felt to be able to use his phone without having to worry about his manger checking who he was talking to. He still remembered your number by heart and dialed it with shaky hands. Changkyun was a bundle of nerves and he chewed on his lower lip as the phone rang. It went to voice mail, and he frowned when he heard someone else’s voice and name ring in his ear. He hung up and sighed, guess you changed your number…

Changkyun felt his chest tighten and he tried to swallow the lump that suddenly swelled in his throat. Had he lost you for good? Sending a silently prayer to whoever would listen, he clicked on the Instagram app and typed in your name…nothing came up. He thought about the nicknames you had in your family and tried those, none of them worked. Changkyun felt like crying…were you doing, okay? Did you miss him as much as he missed you? He kept an old photo of the two of you in his wallet, the edges faded and creased from how often he would hold it.

A single name popped into his mind right before he closed the app. It wasn’t a very well-known nickname; it was something that he called you in the late hours of night or whispered softly over the phone as he answered your wake-up call. His eyes widened when one single account showed and there your smiling face was in the profile picture. He choked on a breath he didn’t realize he had been holding. He had found you…finally. Changkyun clicked on your profile, and he memorized every photo that you posted, making sure to keep his fingers out of the way ‘cause god forbid he liked one of your photos. He read over the quotes and song lyrics you posted under your pictures; a smile pulled at his lips as he recognized some of Monsta X’s songs. Pulling his legs closer to his chest, Changkyun gets comfortable and continues to check out your profile.

There was a picture from last year where you were at the beach with yours and Changkyun’s family. Another of you hugging yours and his father…it gave Changkyun hope. Your first ever post was a picture of you holding pinkies with someone and Changkyun felt his eyes burn as he read over the post ‘Pinkie promise I’ll always be here’. Taking a deep breath, Changkyun scrolled up to the top of your page and clicked on the message button. He sucked his bottom lip between his teeth and stared at the screen on his phone through blurred sight. Was dming you the right thing to do? Would you even want to talk to him? He shook his head and typed out a simple message, sure to leave the ball in your court in case you wanted nothing to do with him anymore.

𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛 𝑢𝑝𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑒 𝑝𝑖𝑐. 𝑇𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟

[thebiasrekkers]

Pillow Talk

Pairing: Joohoney x POC Reader

Type:  One Shot

Genre: F2L, The one that got away, Smut, Pining [ithink], Fluff [ifyousquint]

WC: 2.6k

Warning: unprotected sex.

A/N: What do you do when your friends are feeling down in the dumps? You write them sawft comforting things with their kpop support boys. So, I did this for Admin E and she said I could share. The italicized words are the lyrics to the song partly responsible for this squishyfluffyinlovejooheon stuff. 

Song: Pillow Talk by Novelties

© thebiasrekkers (Admin T). All rights reserved. Reposting/modifying our work is prohibited. Translations are not allowed. Plagiarism/stealing is not tolerated by any means. Legal action will be taken in instances of theft.

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She was on his mind again. They were friends, the best of friends - cliche, right? The kind of friends that were connected at the hip each and every time they were near. The kind of friends that comforted the other when their hearts damaged. It was a ritual as old as time, as old as both of them. 

Their dreams took them in different directions. He had a fever for the idol life. He had a raw talent for words and rhymes. His style was unique and unlike anything that existed in the industry. He could do it - reach out and snatch that dream in his fist. She believed he could do it.  

But her dreams took her to the US. During the initial training phase, he couldn’t communicate with the outside world. 

And there wasn’t a day that he didn’t think about her.

Every night and every day

Then he debuted. It took a short period of time to gain traction. His group had been put together in front of a nation, after all.

He invited her to their first concert. They finished the first part of their set, standing in front of a crowded stadium. Light sticks sparkling in a sea of fan love. He bit into his bottom lip scanning the faces and banners. And then he saw her. 

One of the members was busy talking about how excited they all were. The world seemed to quiet as their eyes met. She offered the slightest of smiles wiggling her fingers in greeting. He didn’t understand the shock, honestly. Why wouldn’t she come? And she was still as beautiful, to the point he felt his heart beat a little harder.

I think of what we could be

When he finally reached out to her after the communication restriction lifted? He was frightened. There was some free time for them finally. Jooheon spent it pacing and watching his phone. While Shownu and Kihyun were fine to let their main rapper wait to come to them? Minhyuk, unfortunately, was not that patient.

“Jooheon-ah, you’re going to walk a path into the floor.” He teased watching the other man pace with occasional glances to his phone. Minhyuk was busy perfecting his selca angles. Jooheon’s brow furrowed as he slowed his pace. 

“Hyung, please. I’m already nervous as is.” He chewed the tip of his finger between his teeth. Minhyuk looked over his own cellphone. It wasn’t like Jooheon to be so impatient, so ..nervous. He pursed his lips as Jooheon flopped on the couch next to him. The rapper’s ringed fingers slid through his bleached hair. 

Min sighed turning to clap a hand on his shoulder. “Go on. Tell me about her then.” Jooheon looked up too quickly, validating his assumption. “Just tell me.” Jooheon’s shoulders slumped and he spilled his pent up beans. 

It took an hour for Jooheon to talk about the one that got away. That if he had a Muse on two legs? It was her. That he hadn’t stopped thinking about her the whole time they were training. That he hoped to make this dream come true. So he could reach her in a way that he couldn’t before. That he felt he had waited too long to reach out to her. 

That he couldn’t think of not having her in his life. 

You and I, we’ve got that thing

Minhyuk listened quietly almost energized by the passion oozing from Honey’s words. How the Rapper’s whole body was animated by the thought of this woman. He couldn’t help the sly grin that creased the corner of his lips. Jooheon groaned, his head dropping into his hands. 

...and then his phone beeped. 

No one else can make me feel.

He scrambled from the couch to pick it up. The familiar name flashed across the screen and suddenly? He lost his nerve. “It’s her! It’s...It’s her!?” He held the phone as if it was burning his skin. Minhyuk practically hissed as he shot up from the couch.

“Answer it, babo!” Min had a hand on his hip and the other flailing toward the younger member. “Straighten yourself out and answer it! Or you really will regret it later!” He stomped his way out of the studio hoping Jooheon would regain his nerve.

He took a deep breath and finally accepted the call. “Hey.”

There was a momentary silence, then a shuddering breath. “H-hey, is this - if it’s a bad time?” 

“N-no! No, it’s fine. I was hoping I’d hear from you.” He relaxed, sinking into his chair. “...I’m glad to hear from you.” 

She bit her lip listening to the sound of his voice filter through her speaker. “I’m glad you - I mean…” Another soft sigh. “I really missed you.” 

He couldn’t fight the dimple deepened smile that spread across his face. “I missed you, too.” A flick of his wrist to glance at the time. “Are you busy tonight? I want to see you.” There was an audible sound of surprise from the other end. He smirked, “Well, do you?” 

“U-uh, y-yeah. I do. But, is that ok? You won’t get in trouble, right?” Concern peppered her voice, but his laughter eased her fears. Just a bit. Only a little bit. 

“Don’t worry, it’ll be fine. Tell me where you’re staying.” And she did. It was much later when he was finally able to leave the dorm. She wasn’t that far away. Close enough that an excuse for a night run shouldn’t put him out of place any longer than usual. 

All he could think about was everything he wanted to tell her. All the time he missed that he wanted to regain. That nice leisurely jog turned into an almost desperate run within half a mile of his destination. He didn’t feel the burn in his lungs as he stepped into the elevator. 

He felt like he was on auto-pilot by the time he reached her door. He licked the top of his lip before exhaling slowly. 

She could hear him breathing on the opposite side of the door. Her fingers clutching the fabric of her shirt to quell the tremble in her fingers. What was she going to say to him? What would they even have to talk about? 

Could she ever tell him…?

You fix all my pieces

Could he ever tell her…?

I want you

Would they even be the same? 

I need this

Jooheon knocked gently, three soft raps upon her door. It took a moment to move her feet forward, trembling fingers undid the latch and locks. The door turned, parting slightly, til a pair of green circle-lenses looked up at him. “Hey.” 

“Can I come in?” He could feel that hard thump in his chest again as she smiled - and stepped aside. 

“Please do.” He brushed by her in a haze of heat and cologne. She closed the door gently behind him. She could feel him lingering there behind her. His frame blocking the light behind them. She turned slowly, keeping her back pressed against the door, to stare at him.

He had gotten taller, even more so, since last time. He filled out in the shoulders, his arms were impressive even beneath that hoodie. He was so different, yet still the same. It brought a smile to her face to see him healthy. To see him well.

Just...to see him.

“Jooheon.” She said his name like a gentle caress, and he lost all reason. He advanced, too quickly, pinning her to the door and her hands above her head. His breaths were deep as he inhaled her scent on quivering lips.

Love the way you say my name

“Say my name again.” His tone was gruff, hinting the edge of a growl. Hinting the very edge of his restraint. “Tell me you missed me.” His eyes squeezed shut tight. The sound of their staccato breathing was so loud in the silence of this moment.

I got no more secrets.. ‘cause all night I dream about you.

“Jooheon.” She sighed against the side of his face, trying to lean further into him. She couldn’t help herself, the warmth of him. The feel of him against her and the emotions welling inside of her. “Bogoshipda..” 

Love how you say you miss me

Tears. 

They were hot and they burned. His grip on her hands eased as she meshed her fingers with his. Neither one knew who shed them first. Their visions blurred as their foreheads touched. “I missed you, too.” He shattered into a thousand relieved pieces as she pressed her lips against his. A tentative brush, a testing of the waters, that had her tongue slipping over his bottom lip. 

He felt his muscles tighten at the delicate motion. “There wasn’t a day that went by…” A groan as she got bolder. Soon she was edging him backward, his hoodie unzipped so she could touch him. He tore it off and it fluttered into a chair. His fingers toyed at the edges of her t-shirt. She had to practically get on her tiptoes to kiss him fully. 

He was done toying around at that point. They were a flurry of lips, limbs, and untapped passion as they landed on the bed. He pushed pillows against the headboard, shifting her body upward. He couldn’t count how many nights he had wanted to do this. How many times she had brought her broken, shattered heart to his doorstep. How many times he want to kiss away her sadness. How many times he wanted it to be *him* that she laughed for. To be *him* that she smiled for. He wanted to own all of her good, her bad, and be the barrier between anything that would bring her low.

Her fingers interlocked at the nape of his neck as he paused. “What is it?” She asked him whisper-quiet as he processed all of her beauty. 

“I never thought..” His brow furrowed as his hands dug greedy possession into her hips. “...that this moment would ever come.” His pants hung by a prayer to the expanse of his hips. His knee pressed deeper between her legs causing a moan to roll from her throat.

“I didn’t want to keep you from your dreams, Jooheon.” Her fingers slid against the side of his face. “...and I was an idiot to try to and worry about whether I would get in the way, or ruin our friendship.” She bit her lip as her eyes glittered with unshed tears. “...you were the best thing for me.”

Scared of love but it’s ok...

He shook his head with a soft sigh. “You were my dream. I felt like if you were with me? Anything was possible.” He covered her body with his. Braced on his elbows he moved a curly strand of hair from her face. “...even from thousands of miles away. It was always you.” 

See the side of me no one's ever seen

All day and all night

Pillow talk.

“It’s always been you. It should have been you from the start.” Her hands fell away to cover her face. He healed her every heartache, just so she could turn around and get hurt again. Because she was running from the things she felt. Because she didn’t want him to lose the fire of his dream. Because she thought it was for the best - a lie she told herself for one year too many. 

Is this what it feels like?

His world stilled as the truth left her lips. The whole, complete, truth that he had known for so long. She had been in love with him. He hadn’t read her wrong. And he was right to keep up hope. Jooheon moved her hands away from her face wearing that boyish grin. “It took you long enough.” A rapid bewildered blink of tears before she started to laugh. His smile grew until his eyes seemed to sparkle. 

“Kiss me.” She looked up at him with desire so blatant his mouth went dry. He suddenly looked at her again, really, looked at her. Her hair was crimson-hued in the lamp, spread against the pillows. Her curves fit right into his hands. Need twirling his insides into a loop as he crushed his mouth to hers. He wasn’t gentle as he removed what clothing was left on her body. Rearing back on his knees he finally got to see all of her. There was a moment where she let the back of her knuckles rest on her lips. Her free hand moving to cover perceived imperfections had him growling. 

“Don’t.” His chest heaving as he held onto the dregs of restraint. “Don’t you dare hide from me.” He winced as she moved her hand away. She was luscious and soft, a temple of curves that he would worship for as long as he could. She watched Jooheon slide back to the edge of the bed. His fingers tucked into the waistband of his pants one moment, flung to the chair another. 

He sprung up hot, velvety, and hard as he continued to stare at her. Memorizing each freckle, every inch, and the birthmark on her thigh. He grabbed her ankles tugging her forward to meet him at the lower part of the bed. She leaned up on her elbows as he dropped to his knees, letting her feet dance on the top of his shoulders. She felt every swipe of his tongue and every pinch of his teeth down the inside of her leg. Each leg. He tortured her with his mouth along her skin, breezing over ache between her legs. He let her taste settle on his tongue before finally pulling her even closer. His fingers digging into her thighs as he let his tongue slide against her sex. 

The contact had her gripping the bed for dear life. The sound that she made pushed him onward. He had the whole of his mouth covering her, devouring her as if she was the most sacred elixir. That the taste and scent of her would heal all his woes. He could feel nails scraping his scalp as he feasted. And he didn’t stop, even though she cried out. He held her tighter as she struggled against his mouth. He could feel her pulse dancing under his fingers. He heard her call his name, a hoarse whisper. He heard her breathing intensify as she moaned his name in a rush. He felt all the blood rush to his head when she shook violently as his tongue rolled over her clit. She felt him loosen his grip and she scrambled back toward the head of the bed. Her skin was flush, her nipples peaked, and he could see the goosebumps littering her skin. 

Jooheon crawled onto the bed like a tiger eyeing his prey. She was thrilled and adrenaline-fueled as she felt the need to run. He moved between her legs unable to hold himself back any longer. He grabbed her by the waist holding her steady as he slid inside of her. Crushing his mouth to swallow her cries as he buried himself to the hilt. Her legs trembled as she locked her legs around his waist. 

You and I -  we’ve got that thing

No one else can make me feel

Scared of love but it’s ok

Love the way you say my name

Love how you say you miss me

Is this what it feels like

No words were needed. No words could have been spoken. There were no words in any language that would have been able to quantify the sensations that moved them. The road to eternity stretched farther and farther with each thrust. Her fingers dug in, crying out, and scratched down his back as her hips lifted to meet his one last time. He flexed into those nails a hoarse sound leaving him as he felt himself go lightheaded. His pulse quickened as he filled her, clutching her body close. 

He rolled to the side, keeping his arm around her. 

Sweating. 

Breathless.

Complete. 

All his dreams had finally come true.

                             Is what it feels like to fall in love?

[jupiterswlrd]

same ol’ mistakes

warnings: main character has implied anxiety, slightly toxic relationship, and language.

pairing: monsta x’s ceoshownu! x fem reader

part one

[☁︎☮︎☁︎☮︎]

pretty.

y/n was pretty beyond compare, at least to shownu she was. he was completely caught off guard by the way she walked in, surprised by her not so confident position. he could definitely work with her.

"i'm here for the job interview..." y/n sputtered out barely even able to put a sentence together, regretting everything she had ever done. she handed him her resume, trying to wipe the sweat off her hands on her skirt without being obvious. she sat in the chair across from him, avoiding eye contact as much as possible.

"top of your class?" he read the piece of paper out loud clearly impressed "and ivy league...you're only 23?" shownu chuckled a bit handing it back to her. "sounds good to me so far, but that's just a piece of paper." he gave her a smirk that sent butterflies into her stomach.

"well..." y/n was stuck trying to find the good stuff to say about herself, but her own lack of confidence was getting in the way. "well?..." shownu chuckled looking at the way her tapped the table. "well. i have prior experience, probably one of the most qualified canidates, and....diversity?" she shrugged figuring she probably just bombed one of the most important offers of her life.

"cute" shownu rolled his eyes and put his tongue in his cheek.

"you're right, you are the most qualified...but there's people working for my company who have a similar resume as you, but they're interns."

y/n’s little awkward smile completely dropped, the anxious feeling in her chest getting heavier. "and diversity?" he scoffed "my company is ran solely on people who look just like me and you."

"so?...."

"so you start monday" shownu chuckled handing her a few things. "be in my office by 10, you're officially my apprentice."

y/n was confused for the most part, but happy nonetheless. "oh—OH thank you so much sir you won't regret it" she shook his hand and smiled, her dimples showing. shownu watched her walk away, chuckling. 'perfect' he thought to himself licking his lips, and closing his office's door.

she was so much more than a pretty face to him.

[brownangel07]

Shownu + Jooheon - reaction to you being a V

(Disclaimer - suggestive smut)

Shownu-

Shownu just always thought you were shy on the topic of sex, so like the gentleman he is, he barely brought it up.

“What you thinking about?” He asks when you ignore his previous questions on how your day was.

“Nothing” you mumble eating the food he cooked.

Shownu gives you a weird look but doesn’t say anything not wanting to push you into talking about it.

Awkward silence falls between you two, the only sound was the munching of the food you both made when eating.

“Do you want to have sex” You blurt out your thoughts, having enough of his lack of interest or so you thought.

Choking on his food, Shownu cheeks turn a pretty blush shade having not expecting your question.

“What did you say?” He asks incase his mind is playing tricks with him.

“Do you want to have sex Shownu....we don’t have to but you never bring it up and we’ve been dating for a while now” you rush out, getting embarrassed by the second.

His still shocked face is all that’s presented to you, clearly not over the question.

“We don’t have to if you don’t want to, like it’s not a big deal but I saw you with a boner a couple of times and you never asked me to help you, and-“ you ramble, getting cut off by his lips.

A shriek comes out of you when you feel his hands go under your ass to pick you up, wrapping your legs around his torso.

“You want to have sex, I never brought it up cause I thought you weren’t ready” he says, eyes staring directly at you.

“I’m a virgin, so I don’t really know how to...You know” Shownu chuckles finding your answer ironic.

“You brought it up pretty well” He giggles at your flustered face.

He didn’t mind that he had to go slow with you, he actually preferred it being your first lover.

Jooheon-

Jooheon had finally come back home from practice, sweat dripping on his chest.

“Hey, I told you not to wait up” he smiles, giving you a quick peck.

“I know”

Playing with his shirt you had on, you decide to pull him down onto the couch.

Your hand reaches out to the back of his neck, tugging him to meet your lips once again to more sexual kiss, tongue dipping into his mouth.

A moan slips out of you when his hand start to palm your boobs.

“Let’s stop” he breathes out heavily, jerking away from you.

“What why?” You ask so quickly, you didn’t care about the desperation in your voice.

“If we carry on you know what that means y/n”

This was it, it was time to tell him you thought to yourself.

“I want you to take my virginity” you utter softly.

Jooheon gaze on you was turning you on by the second making you squirm under him.

“I didn’t know you were a virgin” he responds, cheeks flushed.

“Yeahh I am....is that a problem?”

“No what, not at all y/n” he reassures you, calming your nerves.

He sort of expected you were a virgin when you first met, but wasn’t sure clearly, now that you had said it infront of him only made him more nervous.

To impress you.

Give you a experience you could always think about and never regret.

“I’ll go easy on you” he winks at you, loving your embarrassed giggle.

****************************************

[silkkpopbonnet]

7 Nights of Monsta X

Pre-Game

The bold indicates texting, just in case someone gets confused

“I’m adding her to the group chat now,” Hyungwon sat down heavily in a high-backed chair in the living room. Crossing one leg over the other, he watched as the rest of his members gathered around and sat. “Do not embarrass me.” 

“No one is going to, come on, add us already.” Kihyun sat on the floor, legs crossed with his phone near his face. 

As everyone else took out their phones ready and waiting, slowly Hyungwon let his fingers drift over their numbers and added the guys one by one. 

“Let’s just introduce ourselves, leader to youngest, and send a picture then wait for her to respond.” Hyungwon instructed.

Shownu took a deep breath, typing quickly he lifted his phone opting to take a right now photo instead of one of the ones he had saved. 

Smiling, Wonho already had his message typed and sent a picture of him shirtless and flexing. 

“Come on hyung!” Minhyuk shook his head. “Not all of us look like carved marble.” 

“I like to work out, I want her to like my results.” 

Jooheon rolled his eyes, sending a picture of himself. “What woman doesn’t?” 

“You’d be surprised.” Shownu and Wonho said in unison. 

“Wait,” I.M. sat up excitedly. “She’s responding.” 

Kihyun and Minhyuk had been jealous that I.M. had been the first to talk to her last night. They spent half of the day speaking to each other in English, practicing different phrases. Unsurprisingly enough, it was Hyungwon, Shownu , and Wonho who were the most relaxed about the whole thing. Jooheon was on the fence and everyone could see the visible sweat on I.M.’s brow though he swore he was excited to meet her and cool as a cucumber. 

Alexis: Hey fellas, I am seeing some very handsome faces in your group. I’m quite flattered that you would choose me to entertain you. 

She sent six pictures of herslef to the chat. Everyday looks, out and about, as well as some full body racy shots. 

Wonho: We were stunned by you, so I suppose the feeling is mutual.

Jooheon grunted. “Show off.” 

Jooheon: So let’s cut to the chase, who is more attractive? Who do you like best? 

“Don’t ask her that.” Shownu interrupted before typing in the chat. 

Shownu: You don’t have to answer that, I’m sorry. We are excited to see you tonight.

Minhyuk: Is there something special you'd like for us to do? Have ready for you? 

I.M.: Champagne?

Alexis: LOL! I find all of you equally handsome. There is something about each of you that I find irresistible. We can save that for later. I’m thinking this first night we can get to know each other. Talk, mingle and see where it goes from there. I have to learn seven men over the course of eight days?

Hyungwon: A month if you like us that much

Kihyun: Maybe longer if you like what we can give you

Alexis: And what exactly do you have that I would like Kihyun?

He faltered, nearly dropping his phone as the other members snapped their heads up to look at him. 

Kihyun: You’ll see.

Alexis: So you’re a tease? 

Hyungwon: I think that title belongs to Wonho and I.

Alexis: I wondered where you were

Hyungwon: Me? 

Alexis: Yes, you, with the pretty lips

Wonho: Don’t butter him up, we’ll never hear the end of it. What time are we expecting you tonight? We can play some games to lighten the mood.

Alexis: Eight p.m. Hyungwon already sent me the address. 

Alexis: Question....do any of you play with each other?

Eyes darted around the room as a few settled on each other. Grins were shared and chuckle exchanged. There was a fluidity among the members that quite possibly wasn’t present in some groups, no need for extreme masculinity or overt maleness. The simple aspect of pleasure was given and shared by many and that’s all there was. There were no questions or comments to be made about it. 

Shownu: Some of us play well with the others. We know each other best. You’ll see. We will let you rest and get on with your day. It was nice talking to you, Alexis. 

Alexis: I’m already intrigued. See you later. 

Tossing his phone to the side, Hyungwon stood up and stretched. “I feel as though I should pregame.” 

“Tell everyone why don’t you? We have like four hours whats the use?” Jooheon shrugged. “We should clean up, order something light, or cook, except Hyungwon, shower and dress appropriately.” 

“I agree with that, except we should order something before she gets here.” Shownu nodded.

“I’m going to work out then, my room is clean, we just need to spruce up. Shouldn’t take long.” Wonho was already dressed for the gym. “It’ll take me two hours.” He glanced at Shownu. “Coming?”

“I’ll vacuum first.” 

“Then let’s get to it.” Tossing Kihyun a rag, Minhyuk got to picking up stray odd and ends. 

As the evening wound down, each man found himself in a bathroom or in front of a mirror inspecting himself or someone else. It was Hyungwon and Joheon who coordinated outfits for the night. Black was the go-to color, silk shirts open and breezy. While some chose leather pants, others opted for slacks. Minhyuk was making sure the refreshments were lined neatly on their trays, while I.M. cleaned several glasses before making sure the champagne was chilled. Shownu and Wonho were moving furniture back and placing a small eating table in the middle of the floor. Kihyun was turning on the fire place to a low setting, all the while stopping in front of whatever mirror to make sure his hair was perfectly coiffed. Hyungwon was giving directions, while Jooheon was changing his pants for the third time that night. 

When the doorbell rang all seven heads popped up from wherever they were as Shownu put his hands up for calm. 

“I.M. and Hyungwon answer the door. Everyone else stands here and wait.” 

“We can’t crowd her! That’s weird.” Opting for slacks, Jooheon buttoned his pants and stood in the living room. “Look casual.”

Wonho shook his head. “Sitting is rude, she’s a lady and a guest.”

“Just go, she’s probably wondering what’s taking so long.” Shownu waved the two off. 

As Hyungwon got closer to the door, he primed his chapstick once more, puckering his lips. 

“You look nice hyung, no worries.” I.M. smiled as he took a deep breath and opened the door. 

Alexis was tall like Minhyuk wanted, she had to be at least 5’8”. Long, shapely brown legs tapered up to wide hips and a slim waist. She wore a midi, black lace dress that tapered very low in the front, curving gently around the swells of her breasts. She wore a layered gold necklace a single pendant on one, the other held a gold rose with lacquered green petals. 

“Hyungwon and I.M.” Her silky voice crooned at them, one hand on her hip, the other held a small gold purse. “It’s nice to finally meet you.” 

I.M. dropped his phone, stared back at her and then smiled fumbling the device several times before he managed to pick it up. “I’m sorry.” He moved to one side, ushering Alexis inside. 

“Nervous?” She asked sweetly, as she strode past him in red-bottomed heels. She smelled warm and gentle, hints of lavender, ylang-ylang, chamomile, and marjoram, oozed from her skin. Alexis’s fingers brushed gently over I.M.’s chest, as she turned slightly back to look at him with a heated gaze. “Don’t be, we’re just talking, right? If anything else happens,” Leaning close, I.M. held his breath hoping his heart would stop beating so loud. “I’ll lead the way.” 

He could die right here and be happy. She spoke of confidence like it was her first language, dripped it from every pore. From the way she reached out and knew that Hyungwon would take her hand as she took off her shoes to the way she handed her purse back to I.M. and knew he would stand there. She was a queen, and he would kill to just be a slave in her court. 

Fine, long fingers brushed over Hyungwon’s cheek as she smiled at him. “Your lips are divine, but I don’t need to tell you that do I?” 

“Never,” Taking her hand, Hyungwon kissed her knuckles and continued to hold it. “You smell amazing, let me lead the way and introduce my friends.” 

“Of course, I’m eager to meet you all.” 

I.M. stood back a little, she had more than stunned him. Suddenly, he felt small. Everyone else had the confidence to go along with such bravado, especially Wonho, Hyngwon and Jooheon but him? Playing for videos was one thing, this was real life. He didn’t want to make a fool of himself in front of such a beautiful woman who probably had little time for men such as him. 

He looked up and saw Hyungwon frowning at him, urging him to hold his head up. He could do this, they were just talking. He was going to live up to the hype he lied about. 

Alexis walked into the living room of five standing men, smiling and nodding their heads at her. One by one they introduced themselves again though she already knew their names. The rug under her feet was plush and soft, Hyungwon helped her into a sitting position and sat next to her. 

“Don’t you guys look nice?” Her eyes lingered on Wonho, as her belly gave a flop. He was definitely the type to pick her up and fuck her while her head leaned back. “The leather suits you nicely.” 

“We can see if it’s something you like as well.” He handed her a glass of champagne. 

So he was smooth with comebacks in person as well? Alexis grinned. “I’m eager to try.” 

Wonho winked at her, while Minhyuk and Kihyun carried in small trays setting them on a table in the middle of the large carpet. 

“Tell us about you, Alexis, that is something we did not ask.” Minhyuk smiled, as Jooheon sat down on her other side.

“What do you want to know? I can be an open book.” She turned her head to acknowledge Jooheon, fingers slipping over his. His dimples were deep, and she grinned at his rugged-boyish features. 

“Where are you from?” Kihyun asked he was sitting across the table, clearly jealous of the space that Hyungwon and Jooheon took. 

“The US, more accurately New York. I came to Korea about two months ago, before I was in Busan.” 

Shownu nodded his head. “You needed a change of scenery?” 

Alexis knew how much to disclose and what to keep to herself, you had to in this line of work. In truth, she followed her benefactor here, but it was also to see something else. New York only offered so many opportunities and truth be told, the work for her was better her. As wrong as it seemed she was going to capitalize on being a black woman in Korea. 

“Well, I’m actually seeking my masters in Philosophy. Other than that, yes, I needed to get away from the US and see the world. Korea seemed like a great place to start.” 

“So you’d like to go to other places?” Wonho inquired. 

“Thailand, Vietnam, Taiwan, Italy, a few other places. To go home to Korea after short trips is what my goal is.” 

They guys nodded, while she sipped her champagne. It had a peach after taste and was perfectly chilled.

“Philosophy, so you’re a critical thinker, base your objections in logic?” I.M. finally found the strength to say something. 

Alexis grinned at I.M. nodding her head his way. “Exactly it demands strong communication skills in speech and writing. Which is demanded of me everyday.” She let her words linger, they knew what she meant. 

As the evening drifted on and the guys seemed to loosen up, alcohol in their systems and Alexis making them feel at ease, it was Jooheon who suggested the table be moved to play the paper pass game. 

“Not fair,” Wonho smiled. “You’re sitting next to Alexis.” 

“So, let’s do this.” Kihyun stood up. “After each round, we get to move and someone else sits next to her.” 

“Fair.” Minhyuk nodded. 

Much to the chagrin of Hyungwon and Jooheon. 

“Wait,” Alexis grinned, watching as Shownu got up and secured several small pieces of paper. “What is this game?” 

“I’ll put the paper on my mouth,” Jooheon explained. “I’ll pass it to you, and you must pass it to Hyungwon without dropping it. He has to take it from your mouth, we go around in a circle until we get back to you.” 

“So what happens to the person who dropped it?” 

“They go to the end of the line and lose another opportunity to move closer to you.” Hyungwon grinned. 

“If this is about kissing me,” Alexis leaned to her left and planted her lips on Hyungwon gently. “You could have asked.” 

Hyungwon wasn’t shy. Turning her face back towards him, he stole another kiss, letting his tongue linger over her bottom lip this time. “Your lips will be too sore I think.” 

“Maybe,” Alexis could feel the combination of being turned on and the alcohol start to warm her core. Turning to her right, she kissed Jooheon. “Or it could be a whole lot of fun, we can play the game of who can sit still while I kiss you.” 

“I like that better, throw the paper away.” Kihyun moved positions so he was near Jooheon. 

Laughing, Alexis stood up slowly. “In a line gentleman.” Her fingers caressed the back of Wonho’s neck as he passed her. “Hands in your lap, palms flat on your thighs. You get to watch each other, whoever moves, I stop, you lose.” 

“What does the winner get?” I.M. smiled, noticing how her gaze softened on him. 

“This first night goes to you.” 

Looking at each other, the guys grinned, ready for the fight. 

“Let’s play fellas.” 

Shownu was first, they decided to sit, leader to youngest, I.M. on the end palms sweaty as he watched his leader with rapt attention. 

Alexis kneeled in front of Shownu, arms on his shoulders as she leaned in closely. “Tell me what you like Shownu.” 

“I’m not picky,” He was trying not to lean forward into her scent. Trying his hardest not to lick his lips and accidentally touch hers. “Do what you want and I’m guaranteed to like it.” 

“Easy to please? My favorite kind of man.” 

“Hey!” Jooheon groaned from farther down the line. 

Alexis chuckled as her hand touched the back of Shownu’s head, playing in his dark hair. He moaned a bit, eyes closed as her nails rubbed his scalp. Mouth close, a chaste kiss on his mouth, their leader sat still, hands clenching his leather pants as both of Alexis's hands played in his hair. She sat up, and the warm smell of her skin enveloped Shownu. He couldn’t help it, just as her lips caressed his again, he dipped his head and gave a long lick to the top of her breasts. 

“Out,” Wonho tapped Shownu’s shoulder. “My turn.” 

Groaning, Shownu smiled a gentle grin that almost had Alexis heart-melting. He may be vanilla, but Shownu was sensual, he took his time and that was something she missed about this line of work. The romance, with the way he was looking at her, Shownu promised to show her just that. 

Chuckling, Alexis kissed Shownu’s cheek one last time before sitting in front of Wonho. “You look tough.” 

“So does Shownu.” His face may have been impassive, but the way his eyes ravaged her body, Alexis knew better. 

Subtle touching wasn’t going to work on him, or was it? Alexis immediately leaned forward her mouth on Wonho’s. Gentle pecks that turned into her tongue grazing over his lips, biting his lower lip. His fingers may have clenched but he didn’t move. Not even when Alexis pulled up her dress just enough to sit in his lap and grind down on his pelvis. He was hard, a fact that couldn’t go unnoticed as thick as his thighs were in these pants. Slowly, Alexis rubbed her hands over the growing length he hid, just as she raised one hand and tapped Wonho’s bottom lip. 

“Open.” 

Obediently, as he did so she squeezed his length earning a hiss as his hand covered hers. 

“Out!” Minhyuk and Kihyun laughed in unison. 

The rest of the game went the same, Minhyuk moved as soon as Alexis dragged her fingers down his chest, while Kihyun held on a bit longer but when she placed her hands gently on his throat he whimpered and grabbed her arms. Hyungwon was the same as Wonho, it took her grinding in his lap before he held onto her face and just decided to take his kiss. Jooheon was out when she placed his finger in her mouth and sucked on it. 

I.M. was last, sitting as still as he could, he licked his lips while still smiling Alexis reached out and caressed his cheek. “The baby boy.” 

I.M narrowed his eyes at her. “Not a baby.” 

“Aren’t you? I feel like you take instruction well. If I tell you to kiss me, will you?”

In his mind, he screamed yes, but Changkyun knew better. “I’ll lose.” 

Instead, she lifted his hand and placed it on her chest, massaging her breast gently as beads of sweat began to form on I.M.’s forehead. Then it was getting in his face, securing her mouth to his and listening to him breathe heavily, trying not to move his mouth. He couldn’t hold on when her fingers began to creep up his thighs, his hand still on her breast, no one missed the eager squeeze he gave her. 

Shownu called him out, mimicking the way I.M. gripped her breast. As they sat around laughing, Alexis lounging on the floor in front of the men, she winked and pointed at Wonho. 

“You held out the longest, it might have been a time between you and Hyungwon but the way he snatched his arms up was too fast.” 

Nodding his head in victory, Wonho smiled. “We have a spare room, I’ll leave so you can rest for the night if you want to rest.” 

“If?” Alexis chuckled. “Let me freshen up, and Hyungwon tomorrow is all for you?”

“I’ll be waiting.” 

Night One: Wonho

[kmelanin]

wolf/ceo au|| monsta x

A/n: Im not sure how I like this, and Im toooooo lazy to restart. Soooo here it is, if you like it then good hahahaha.

“Multi-Billionaire weapon maker YN/YL has just announced her collaboration with Madam Annie the luxury designer that has made the famous Meta Cars. Together they are in the process of making personal luxury weapon, so that you can protect yourself at all times. Right now, they are not for sale, and only available for the people can afford them and have third level training. The basic model will be priced at around five hundred thousand dollars-” You turned off the tv that hung on the left wall of your office. You walked around the glass coffee table and set the remote down and taking a seat on the black couch. You smiled to yourself, reciting some of the words you just heard on tv.

When Madam Annie called you one day asking to collab on some guns, you were excited. She paid you 2.4 million to collab under her name. You agreed as long as you had some of your own blueprints and her designs for your own release. What the world didn't know, was that Madam Annie was actually Madam Annafelle, a witch. At the speed and precision her Meta Car has, there is no way in hell it would even be possible to do without magick.

Together you both came up with the Sun Weaponry. It helps the wolves fight against Vampires. You had a full agreement with the witches and wolves. Well obviously if you were creating weapons with a witch for wolves. You also grew up with werewolves for twelve years.

You stood up and smoothed out your skirt and looked at yourself in the mirror that was on the wall. You saw that you had a appointment with four wolves. They supposably begged for it, so you accepted, wondering why they needed this appointment so badly.

You walked out of your office, passing the empty secretary desk in front of your office. You walk pass all of your employees eyes that were staring you down. Your eyes stayed forward, and you walk strong. You couldn't help it, you were raised to be strong.

You enter the meeting room, and you eyes see four men sitting side by side on one side of the long table. When they see you come in, they quickly stand up and bow.

“Hello, I am Yn. But I guess you know, since you've asked to talk to me personally.” You say walking over to a seat across from them. You all sit down. You could feel how strong their presence was. They all were broad shouldered, and thick, but in muscle.

“Hello, My name is Sohn Hyunwoo.” The first one said, he had short brown hair unlike the other men. His brows were strong, and his skin was golden.

“I'm Lee Hoseok, or Wonho.” The one next to him says. His hair was almost a burnt orange brown. His hair was a lot more paler than Hyunwoo. He also had a lip ring on his bottom lip.

“I'm Chae Hyungwon.” The next one says, his hair was straight, and dark brown. His hair was cut in a like a bowl cut, but a little messy. His lips were delicious looking. You looked to the last expecting him to introduce himself, but he doesn't. Instead he just stares at you. His eyes glow red as his eyes lowers. You couldn't take your eyes away.

“Yah!” Hoseok says clapping his hands making everyone but Hyunwoo jump.

“Mi-an-hae mi-nan-hae” (i'm sorry) He bows his head a little, when he looks back up his eyes were back to normal. “My name is Lee Jooheon.”  His hair was longer than the rest. It was dark and curly. It went over his eyes a little. Which made the whole glowing eyes things even more creepier.

“I am sorry about him. But we are desperate.” Hyunwoo says bringing your eyes to him. “As you know we are wolves. We have no pack. We made peace with the town's Alpha already. We were given a apartment, but we need a job to pay for rent and our other needs.” he finishes with a nod.

“Okay? So go find a job. What makes you think I would just hire you because you asked?” You ask looking at all of them, but avoid Jooheon’s, because you already felt his eyes looking at you.

“When we were apart of our old pack we were the top fighters. We are trained to deal with all types of weapons.” Hyungwon blurts out.

“Yea, we are also pretty built. I seen that you have nobody modeling your weapons. We could use them for advertisement instead of the animations.” Wonho says. You frown at his words. You always had thoughts of using actual people, but you were nervous. You didn't want anyone to get hurt. You couldn't have humans do it, they were only sold the three basic models. But you had larger, bigger weapons made for wolves in all forms.

“Once again, you think i'm going to hire you, just because you tell me you are trained for this. Then you think i'm going to ever let you touch the weapons?” You were entertained to say the least.

“We just need this job Miss. I know you don't believe us, but anything will do. We can start small and work our way up, we can prove it to you.” Hyunwoo says leaning forward. It was then you noticed how put together they were. They all had all black on. Their hair looked nice and clean, their faces were so clear.

But then a little thought came to your head. You knew you wanted to hire them. You just had your doubts. You were taught to always help ones in need and you knew they needed help.

You sighed.

“Fine.” You say. It was almost like a chain reaction. One at a time you watched as they realized that you said yes.

“Really?” Hyungwon asks starting to smile. You nod again. You stand up.

“Follow me.” You say and walk out of the room. You walk into the cubicles and go to the center. You see some workers standing at the vending machine and one sitting down.

You look back and see the four followed right behind. All of their hands were behind their backs.

“Names?” You ask the two workers. They looked really nervous.

“Um, I'm Kia.” The lady says. She was a redhead with lots of freckles.

“I'm Dennis” The man says. He was black and bald.

“I need you to quickly go over what this business is, and tell them what you do.”  They both nod at your words and you turn back to the four.

“Be nice, they’re human.” You say softly. You look at all of them, then your eyes connect with Jooheon.

“Jooheon, come with me.” You say and you both walk back to your office.

Once you get into the your office, you walk back to your desk and take a seat. You watch as Jooheon shuts the door and sits down in the chair in front of your desk.

“You Jooheon will be my PA.” You smile and get out a couple of your hard copy job application. You take one and a clipboard and hand it to him. “ Take these to your friends, then come back and sit on the couch, fill that out, so I can get your general information.”

“Your PA?” He asks surprised. “I think maybe you should get one of the other guys. I do-”

“First you look at me like i'm crazy, your wolf fighting to come out. Then you reject the job position I offer?” You question him. You didn't understand him at all. “It seems like your wolf is a little out of control, and it's okay. I know around strangers it can get a little frisky, but that's why I thought this position would be good.

“My wolf is in perfect control.” he mutters frowning a little.

“Then what? You don't like me? You don't know me.” You were gaining frustrated with this man. He doesn't answer. Instead he looks down closing his eyes, but not before you caught a glimpse of his eyes glowing again.

“Look, either take this position, or all four of you don't have a job. I don't have time to play around.” You say standing up. He quickly nods taking the clip board with his application.

“You go sit on the couch, I'll take these to the others.” You say, and leave out of the door. You walk back to where you left the others, in the middle of all the cubicles. You found them all sitting in chairs in a row, as Kia and Dennis talk and explain different things to them. The three men just nod keeping eye contact with them both.

You cleared your throat causing all of them to freeze and look over.

“Hello, how much have you told them?” You ask looking over to Kia and Dennis.

“We were just finishing up ma’am.” Dennis says.

“What? Really?? That fast.” You were surprised that they actually went over everything that quickly.

“Yes, all they asked was for us to talk clearly, and they picked it up pretty fast.” Kia says smiling towards you.

“Well perfect. I need you all to fill this job applications out, so Dennis here can put in your basic information.” You handed them out, and Kia handed clipboards out. “After that, Hyungwon and Hoseok, you are going to start working with Dennis, and help him to whatever he needs you to do. He is a Data Filer. He files paperwork, hence the name. Hyunwoo, are you good with numbers?” You ask. He nods quickly and you smile. “Good, you are going with Kia to deal with the numbers. If you all do good, you will slowly rise and make more money. Good luck.” You smile and walk back to your office.

When you walk in, you found Jooheon sitting back in the chair he was in before. You sit back in your chair and look up at him. He looks at you too, but he quickly looks down. He grabs the clipboard and hands it to you. You put it in the pile of folders you had to give to Dennis. Or well, now Jooheon will give it to him.

“So Mr. Jooheon. You will be by my side until either you quit, I fire you, or until I say. You will have your own desk right outside my office. I’ll get you a laptop and everything else you need. But you will keep track of all of my meetings, appointments and events. You will deliver things for me, so you need to learn people's names and where they are located. You will also be on call 24/7, so whenever I need you, you will come. If I call after hours, which is 8am-8pm, you will get a overtime on your check, obviously.-”

“We don't have a car.” He cuts you off.

“Well how did you get here?” You ask confused.

“Well, Hoseok and Hyunwoo knows cars, so they fixed up this car. So we have one, but i'm the youngest, there's no way they will let me take the car, it's so fragile. And your building is in the middle of town, so I can't shift and run.”

“Okay, well i'll send a car to you. Do you have a phone?” You look at him. It seemed the town's Alpha only gave them so much to start with. And just like you expected. He shook his head no.

“We only have a home phone, the one that plugs in the way.” You almost wanted to scream.

“Fine, fine. I’ll get you all as phones as well.” This was going to be a long day.

The next day you call Kia into your office.

“I need you to get them proper clothing for work for the four of them. Take all but Jooheon with you. Also get them phone.” You say pulling out one of your Debit card with money loaded onto it for them.

“Are you sure you want to put in so much. They not even be here long.” Kia says. You frowned at her words. You knew she was a wolf, you knew that she knows that the four are wolves.

“Sure, but last time I checked I was the multi-billionaire, and you were working for me. Not the other way around.” You say emotionless. You look dead into her eyes wanting her to say anything else. But you just watched her cheeks burn red and she nods. She grabs the card and walks out of the door quickly.

You look over at the clock and see that it was almost 8am. Jooheon should be coming in soon. So you sat down in your chair and pull up certain documents that you had to confirm.

When you finished all of them, you looked back at the clock and you gasped at the fact that it was half past eight. A wave of irritation ran through you. Right as you stood up, your office door swung open and slammed against the wall.

“Oh shit.” You heard him mutter and he grabbed the door and shutting it carefully. You both cringed at the huge hole in the wall from the door denting. He in fact pushed the garder into the wall. You rolled your eyes at his strength. Of course he was strong as shit. You walk around your desk and cross your arms. Jooheon looks back at you and walks closer a bit, fixing his clothes. He had on black jeans with a short sleeved shirt instead of long, like yesterday. You noticed his arms were more toned than yesterday. More like you didn't even notice.

“I don't want excuses. Just know that you are late, and that's not how you keep a job.” You try to say as calmly as you could.

“I know, i'm sorry. I like my sleep.” He says softly, of course not even looking at you. You were actually stunned at his words. Did he actually say that to you? You walk closer to him, only a inch away.

“Do you want this job or not?” You ask him looking at him. His quickly nods. “Good, because I can't see you becoming a bagger at the local grocery stores. Don't be late again.”

“Okay.” He says quietly. Before you could walk away you feel a wave of heat surround you. You looked at Jooheon, noticing that he began getting fidgety. He backs up a little. What is wrong with him. He’s been off ever since he’s been here. You needed to force it out of him. It had to do with you somehow. It was throwing you off.

“Outside of my door is a desk, which is yours. There is a list of all my upcoming appointments and meetings. There is also a planner. I need you to enter all of them into there, and keep that with you at all times with a notepad. A laptop should be coming to you soon, when it does I need you to enter all of that into the computer's calendar and share it with me so we both have it.” He nods as you speak, taking in every word you say. Then your nerves snapped.

“Stop with this childish games. Avoiding eye contact isn't helping anything.” You say, not knowing that it was actually helping him control himself. Then a slight thought ran across your mind. Did he think you were ugly?

“If you can't even look at me, then maybe this position isn't for you. I'm going to call the mailroom to send someone to come and get you.” You gave up. You turned around to go to your desk, wondering why you even thought this was a good idea. You were better on your own.

But a hand grabs your wrist pulling you back to the spot before.

“No no. Look, I'm really trying to keep this professional. But you are making it really hard.” He sighs. But it doesn't make any sense.

“Tell me, what is wrong with you? We aren't moving until then, so you might as well hurry up.” You say leaning all of your weight on one foot. To your amusement Jooheon just groans out.

“If I just out and tell you, you’d probably freak out and won't believe me.”

“Try me,” You urge.

“Can I tell you a little story first.” He winces as his eyes look at you for a second and moves his eyes somewhere.

“Well we’ve got all day, the faster you tell me the quicker we can move on from this.”

Right now, you were just standing a couple of feet from Jooheon. You felt warm and safe, but it was confusing by the way he was acting. But from his perspective, he was going crazy.

“In our old pack, Our father ask to join the pack. We were looking for a pack to belong too. Our mother wanted us to have a normal life, but after she died it was my father's rules. But the only pack he wanted to join was a pack full of Moon shifter.” You were shocked at his words. Moon shifter are people who were bitten by pure bloods. “Our father wanted to eventually over turn the Alpha and take over the pack, but after we went through training and got stronger, so we could help. But until then I was considered a Omega with the actual Omega Changkyun. But then years later when it was time to do what my father asked, the Alpha found out too soon and took out my father when he wasn't looking.” His words hit you hard.

“I was the only one of my brothers to see it. It was at night and the Moon chose me. I'm not sure if you know, but the Moon chooses who a Alpha is, it doesn't matter about family, or age or blood. It's all up to the Moon. It was a crazy feelings. With all of the training we got, and since we were purebloods we were ten times stronger than anyone else. But when I was chosen to become a Alpha, it was like I could defeat anyone, and someone killed one of my own. So I killed the Alpha and we left the pack to fend for themselves.”

Your heart was beating so fast in your chest. He just told you so many huge things all at once, and you were still trying to wrap your mind around it. He is a Alpha.

“So I’m sorry that I'm no used to being bossed around like this.” He says quickly. His tone was different from just a second ago and that confused you.

“Um, your wolf was out when I simply asked you to introduce yourself.” You point out. And as if on cue, his head snaps up to you and his eyes started glowing from brown, to orange, to red.

“He’s hiding the fact that you, my dear, are our mate.” You froze right in his spot. His wolf. He must be lying. Your heart, you could hear it in your ears, and your eyes were so wide. “He isn't going to let me out for a long time after this, and I don't regret it. He wasn't going to tell you and I couldn't let that side.” He pauses a little. His blinks and his eyes were brown. But he blinks again and back to red. “I really wish I could kiss you right now. And I definitely would, but I kinda want to come back out.” Then his eyes were brown again.

“I'm..I’ll…” Then he runs out of the door. You let him, he needs to calm down. Maybe run to the woods and shift take a breather. Yell at his wolf.

His wolf.

Everything that just happened keeps replaying in your head. When his wolf is out, you know that it's still him, but a lot more aggressive, and possessive. His wolves form is the wolf Jooheon forms into. He is who makes Jooheon as strong as he say he is. But without Jooheon his wolf would be nothing. Together they are a Alpha, which is why his wolf is probably going crazy.

There is no way in hell that you could be his mate. You are human. And around here, that isn't normal. His wolf should feel shame for even trying it. Especially if he is a Alpha, their mates are someone who makes them stronger then ever, his support system. The Luna, the Alpha mate who makes him emotionally stronger. A simple human could never do that.

Then there was a knock on your door. You looked over to it and watch as it opens and the three other brother come running in.

“What happened?” Hyunwoo says looking around.

“We were pulling in, and we seen Jooheon running down the street, and not at human speed.” Hoseok says catching his breath.

“Why would he lie?” You could help but to ask. “You all know that I'm human. I'm not a wolves mate, let alone a fucking Luna.” You were getting really mad. And it made you even more made when they didn't react like you thought they would. Instead they look away from you.

“You know?” You ask.

“He told us last night. We asked him why he was acting the way he was yesterday, and he told us.” Hyunwoo explains.

“And you believe him?” You didn't know what to do right now. You can't believe this was happening right now. You didn't have time for this.

“You don't believe him?” Hyungwon asks you frowning a little. He comes forward from behind the others.

“Uh, no.” You say in a duh tone. “I'm human, hello. This wouldn't be possible. And the fact that he is a Alpha, do you really think a human could do all of the things a Alpha Mate is suppose to do?” You were yelling now, and you watch Hoseok shut the door.

“You don't understand. The moon chooses everything. She chooses when the Bitten shifts, she chooses whos a Alpha, she chooses soulmates. She does not judge. If you are his mate you have the every ability  to love and support your mate. Your species only matters to the wolves emotional connection towards you.” Hyungwon looks dead at you, saying everything as clear as day, needing you to understand. You wanted to say something but he says ‘no’ and continues. “You being human makes him want to protect you even more, like if you were harmed, no one could stop him from killing whoever hurt you. If you were a wolf, it wouldn't be so intense. And if you were a vampire, he would do anything so you could both be together. So whatever you think you know about being mates throw it away and wrap your mind around my words.” He then pauses and  turns and walks out. You frown at his rudeness.

Hyungwoo bows his head a little.

“If it's okay with you, we will be back tomorrow morning.” You quickly nod, and he and Hoseok are out following his brother.

“I gave you a choice, either try to get a job at YN company, or find your own job. You chose to come with us. You can't turn back now. Especially now!” Hyunwoo yells at Jooheon. It irks Jooheon, straight to his Alpha bones.

“I'm your Alpha, I should be giving you choices.”

“You might be my Alpha, but i'm still your older brother. Yn is your mate.” He looks are you with the most serious look he can give him. Hyunwoo is Jooheons Beta. The second in command. If something happens to Jooheon, then Hyunwoo has to step up. He helps Jooheon with decisions. Hoseok was third in command. He would be the trainer in a pack. He helps everyone learn how to fight. He controls the fights. He controls the violence. Hyungwon has the nursing role. The moon gave him the knowledge to be able to help whoever is harmed in his pack.

“Yea, But i can tell that she doesn't want to be. I knew before my wolf told her.” Jooheon mumbles. He turns and looks out the window. He really wants to go on a run. And he wolf begs him too, but he’s punishing him, and punishing himself as well.

“The only problem she has, is that she's human. She feels like she can't fulfill the role of the Luna.” Hyunwoo says in a calmer voice.

“That's bullshit.” Jooheon says with a slight growl. His head snaps back to Hyunwoo, seeing him nod in agreement. “We don't even have a pack.” He mumbles.

“You need to work on Yn. And Ill talk to Hoseok about overthrowing the town's Alpha.” Hyunwoo says turning to leave. But Jooheon pops up looking at him crazy.

“Are you serious right now? Without my permission?” Jooheon says getting irritated, not meaning to use a little of his Alpha voice. It makes Hyunwoo freeze and turn back.

“Don't use that voice with me Jooheon. This town is humans and wolves together, the humans don't know that though. This pack is nothing but Bittens. Easy peasy. The Alpha lives in the woods, if we took him on without him knowing, no one would be able to stop us. Having nothing better to do but join.”

“Do you think that it will work?” Jooheon says frowning a little. Hyunwoo was quite surprised to hear him give in so easily.

“Of course. But if some don't want to join, they can either leave or die. You know I have no problem killing.” Hyunwoo says seriously. Jooheon justs nod and turns back to look out the window.

Jooheon waits until Hyunwoo leaves. And he starts to strip from his clothes. Then he starts to shift, what most wolves wish they could do on command. With his training, he had to shift so much. So when his bones break and heal in a different shape, he barely notices any pain.  In the room he was in, there was a main window, that opened like a door. He nudges it open with his nose and jumps out of the window. It was dark out. So his black fur was blending in with the trees. His tail faded out to a bright white at the tip, and so did his ears. He was twice the size of a normal wolf. On the full moon, he stood 7ft on his hind legs.

He sniffs the air a couple times, to smell you out. He could find you anywhere, and when he caught your minty scent, he runs off. He notices that if he follows the tree lines straight, your house would soon come up.

[imagination-of-a-melted-bitch]

Your daughter’s has been being bullied at school and you tell Jooheon about it. 😤

Ignore time stamp 👀

[breezybangtanbebe]

Under the influence : Jooheon❤️

A/N: one of my biggest inspirations to write comes from music, mainly because music is ingrained in everything I do. So Ive been playing with different ideas and drabbles inspired by RnB.

IdolJooheonXDancerReader. Highly suggestive and sexy. I hope you enjoy❤️

Say what you will about the artist, but there was something overwhelmingly sexy about the way this song made you feel. The production. The lyrics. The shamelessly eager tone of the singer’s voice as he bared his soul to his lover. A perfect execution of what it meant to truly be drunk or high off someone's body.

So when it came on that night, vibrating the speakers with its opening electric guitar strumming you to life, it was a no-brainer when he told you to dance for him.

Jooheon watched you with an unwavering focus, seated in a foldable chair he dragged over the glazed wood floors that was now pushed against the practice room mirror. He leaned back in the seat with his hands resting casually in his lap, one of them curving over the apex of his manspread. A smirk played on his lips, his deep dimples winking at you under the purple LED’s above him.

He was dressed far more modest than you in his fitted black tee and baggy Nike joggers. If one would call the way gray sweats were notoriously unforgiving in the crotch region. Your oversized pants hung low on your hips with its waistband rolled to fit, revealing the way your bikini style panties’ elastic hiked over your hip bones. Your bra matched the bottoms, cupping your humble (somewhat) bust while you moved with ease.

Jooheon’s eyes track your every move as you step towards him slowly, one bare foot in front of the other. Your feline gate matched the music’s rhythm as you ran your fingers through your hair, elongating your curvy torso and pulling his attention there as you whined your hips in slow circles.

Baby, you can

Ride it, ooh, yeah

Like a conductor, Chris’ melodic croons guided the motion of your hips, and Jooheon’s lips tucked against each other as he watched your knees part and bend all while winding your waist.

Bring it over to my place

And you be like

"Baby, who cares?"

With knee’s blessed by the twerk god’s themselves, you drop slowly into a squat, not even sparing them a bounce before leaning forward, sliding your palms over the floor. You gave Jooheon a sideways view of your body, deepening your arch before grinding against the floor sensually.

But I know you care

Bring it over to my place

Your siren eyes pin Jooheon as you simulate exactly how he planned to stroke your body later, accenting the masculine move with your own feminine flare that his jaw clenching and relaxing every time your pelvis kisses the floor.

You don't know what you did, did to me

Your body lightweight speaks to me

You sit back on your knees, flipping your hair back sexily before sliding to face him head-on. Your brief stare matches the tension building in the song, and Jooheon matches it seamlessly. He licks his lips, narrowing his gaze and tilting his head as you lean forward to be on all fours again.

I don't know what you did, did to me

Your body lightweight speaks to me

You lift a hand and curl your finger in a ‘come hither’ like motion, taking your bottom lip between your pretty teeth teasingly.

Mouthing the lyrics, Jooheon leans forward and tips his chin, his wordless command to beckon you to him. And you obey, similarly to how you stepped towards him seconds ago, moving with the sultry grace of a poised panther.

You don't know what you did, did to me

Your body lightweight speaks to me

The famed RnB singer goes silent to allow the instrumentation to breathe, a symphony of synths and percussion soundtracking your descent towards the man waiting for you at the mirror. Placing his elbows on his knees, Jooheon smiles as you crawl between his legs, dipping his head slightly to meet you halfway.

Your hand comes up to grasp his face, your fingertips falling into the grooves of his dimples as your other hand curls over his thigh. You push yourself up to press your forehead against his, locking eyes with the beast you tamed inside of him.

Despite him keeping his hands to himself, per your instructions, you felt Jooheon in every cell of your body when he looked at you this deeply. A knowing look creeps into his expression and his tongue lashes out to tease your lips before you push his face away.

Jooheon smirks wickedly with that same tongue tracing his inner cheek as you stand, bringing his face level with your navel, another part of hee he was so tempted to lick. Even now, the tip of his nose skims over your belly on his way to looking up at you with adoring eyes. How was it that a man so angelic looking at time could be such a demon deep down. So deep that you felt your walls clenching at the thought of him touching. Put his lips on you and worshipping you where you stand.

Perhaps another time.

Right now, all he asked for was a dance.

You roll your eyes in at him in amusement before nudging his shoulders, encouraging him to sit back and give you enough room to straddle him for verse 2.

[kpopgurlz]

Its the month of MonstaX

Meet the boys

Shownu: the leader

Wonho: the muscles

Hyungwon: the shade thrower/ I'm too cute for this shit

Lee Joo-heon: little Mr.Sunshine

Minhyuk: sexy can I?

Kihyun: The playboy

I.M: Mr. I'm hitting it raw

[sweetestofchaos]

Monsta X Member: Jooheon

Prompt: 36

AU: Friends to lovers

Genre: Smut

You said send in request and I aaam hEre. Yeees.

I like that lil sparkly glow doodly bling you be adding to each of your stories, so I am most def sending in this request.

Thank you 💜

"𝑆𝑜 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝐼 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛' 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑢𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒" - 𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑁𝑜 𝑂𝑛𝑒 ● 𝑇𝑜𝑟𝑖 𝐾𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑦

NSFW - Friends to Lovers - Jooheon is clueless about Y/N’s feeling - Y/N just wants him to finally notice her - Prompt 36: “ You were put on this Earth to give me a headache” 

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥...

2.1𝘬 - ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒴ℴ𝓊

The lights are dim in the bar, and you can feel your hands starting to sweat as the person on the stage finishes up their last song. You take a large gulp of water from the bottle in your hand and nearly spit it out when you spot a familiar face near the front of the stage. What is Kihyun doing here? You try your best to see if any other of Jooheon’s friends are here, but you can’t see much from backstage. Sighing, you wipe your hands on your green and white patterned asymmetrical skirt and grab your guitar, as the person walks off.

“Good luck!” The man cheers for you, patting your shoulder as he passes. Taking a deep breath, you step out on stage and a few people cheer and clap as your red heels click on stage.

You stand in front of the microphone and offer everyone a tight smile, “Hi…I’m Y/N and this is my first time doing this.” You get a few hollers and smile as you fix your oversized Gucci glasses on your nose. “I-I had invited a really good friend of mine here, but he couldn’t make it a-and I think that’s a good thing. You see, I did the one thing I told myself I wouldn’t do…and I’m sure all of you can understand where I’m coming from.” You fix your hold on your guitar making sure your white graphic t-shirt isn’t messed up and start to play a few cords as the band settles in behind you, “So, here I go…” Your first song is ‘Dear No One’ by Tori Kelly and at the end you notice that Kihyun is no longer standing by himself. Jooheon is by his side wearing a pair of oversized glasses that match yours.

You swallow thickly, he would decide to show up now, huh? Grabbing your bottle of water from the stool beside you, you take a quick sip and sigh. “Well, this is going to be embarrassing,” You pout as you speak, “My friend is here…” People in the crowd all cheer and look around trying to guess who your friend might be. You tsk and shake your head, “It’s too late to change the setlist now.” You lick your lips and start to play a new set of cords, the beat very familiar for some people. You avoid looking in Jooheon’s direction as you start to sing, “Set the tone, when it's just me and you alone, never lonely. In the room, breathin' slowly. Oh, you know me, yeah.”

The crowd hoots and cheers as you sing ‘Comfortable’ by H.E.R and when that song comes to its end you risk glancing over at Jooheon. Your mind shortcircts as he stares right into your eyes. A million different emotions flash across Jooheon’s face and you can’t understand one. Kihyun claps Jooheon on his shoulder and shakes him as you turn away to head over to the piano for your last song. You hand off your guitar to one of the helpers and as you sit in front of the piano you can’t take your eyes off Jooheon.

If he’s going to be here for these songs, you want him to understand where your heart lies…if he wants to end the friendship, you have no regrets.

I found love in you

And I learned to love me too

Never have I felt that I could be all that you see

It's like our hearts have intertwined into the perfect harmony

You smile as tears burn your eyes. This is the moment of truth…will Jooheon understand these words?

This is why I love you

Ooh this is why I love you

Because you love me

You love me

This is why I love you

Ooh this is why I love you

Because you love me

You love me

<><><> 

The ride to your house is silent and its nerve wracking. After your set was complete, Jooheon pulled you out of the bar and dragged you to his car. He just stared at you and no words passed his lips for a while. “I’ll take you home.” Jooheon opened the passenger door for you and closed it after you sat inside his car. You needed that short amount of time to gather yourself and collect your thoughts. Is Jooheon upset with you? Does he want to break your heart in privet? Jooheon pulls into a parking spot in front of your apartment and kills the engine. “You're staying?” you ask.

“I won't if you don't want me too.”

“Stay.” The words leave your lips softly and the two of you get out of the car. Together, you walk into the apartment complex and ride the elevator to the fourth floor. Jooheon keeps his eyes straight ahead while you look down at your lime green painted toes. The elevator dings and the doors open, letting the both of you out. You head to your apartment, unlocking the front door before you walk in and kick your heels off. Jooheon follows you inside and toes his sneakers off before he locks the door behind himself. Jooheon takes hold of your hand, and your head snaps up to see him looking at you.

“Can I stay in your bed, tonight?”

You want to tell Jooheon that you think that’s a bad idea, but when have you ever told this man no? When have you ever denied him access to your bed? You nod your head and head up the steps; Jooheon entering your bedroom behind you. You grab a nightgown and heads into the bathroom to change and get ready for bed. Jooheon strips out of his clothes, folds them and sets them on the dresser for tomorrow morning. Getting in bed Jooheon gets under the covers and soon after you walk out of the bathroom. Jooheon smiles as you turn off the bathroom light and walk over to the bed. Crawling on the bed, you get under the covers and hesitate. Seeing you pause, Jooheon pulls you into his arms and holds you close. He presses light kisses to your shoulder and back of your neck as you cuddle and move to spoon.

You yawn and giggle as Jooheon's breath tickles your neck, “What are you giggling about?” Jooheon asks.

“You’re tickling me.” You mummer and Jooheon smirks. His fingers start to really tickle you and you laugh trying to get out of his hold as he gets you onto your back. You kick your legs and Jooheon pins you down.

“Say uncle.” Jooheon teases.

“Uncle!” You scream and Jooheon laughs from over top of her. He stops tickling you and stares down into your eyes. Your giggling comes to a halt at his instense gaze. Oh jeez…maybe this was a bad idea after all. Jooheon leans down pressing your lips together. You kiss Jooheon back and he lowers his body down on top of yours carefully making sure his whole weight isn't crushing you. One hand runs down your side to the top of your thigh and traces the lining of your nightgown that stops mid-thigh. You moan softly against Jooheon's lips, and he deepens the kiss slowly trailing his hand up your nightgown. He rests his hand on your hip and with his thumb he drawls circles on the bond. You grab hold of Jooheon's shoulders and pull him closer to you needing to feel him against you. His skin is so warm, and his heartbeat makes yours feel alive. Jooheon breaks the kiss and trails his lips down your neck.

Body quivering in anticipation, you let out a shaky breath when Jooheon hooks his finger underneath your thong. He pulls the thin fabric down your legs and pushes the nightgown up over your hips leaving you uncovered in the dark. Jooheon's rough finger brush against your slit making you moan. “Do you want this?” Jooheon asks, his voice low and husky.

“Y-yes...” You breathe out tangling your fingers in Jooheon's hair. You crash your lips to his and he swallows your moan of pleasure as he slips a finger into your wet folds. “Oh...God.” you moan, and Jooheon buries his face in your shoulder as he crooks his finger and soon adds another one, loving the feeling of how wet you are. Jooheon's length hardens and you gasp feeling it pressing against your inner thigh. While Jooheon's fingers gently stroke your insides, he bites his lip trying to control himself. His length is throbbing so badly, it's aching to be inside of you. Feeling his length pulse against you, you arche your back and Jooheon groans when your body rubs against him.

“Touch me, sweetness.” Jooheon orders softly and with a shaky hand you reach into Jooheon's boxers and wrap your hand around his length. Jooheon groans feeling your soft hand around him and you get even wetter. You stroke Jooheon in long slow movements, matching his own pace that he has with hand, and he shutters. He's never wanted you so badly, he's never seen you as more than a friend, a sister even, but God does he see you as more now. He doesn’t want to rush a relationship between you, but this, what you are doing now. Touching, caring about each other is all he needs. He wants to take your mind off feeling unwanted, he wants to forget all about his endless fumbles, if only for a short time. He wants to fix them, and this is the only way he can do that right now.

“Oh...God! J-Jooheon...fuck!” You breathe out, your mouth opens slightly as you moan silently. Jooheon's fingers slip deeper, and he touches the bundle of nerves that will send you over the edge. How does he know? Well, you just screamed his name.

“Fuck sweetness...b-babe faster.” Jooheon commands and you stroke his length faster and harder. The hot ball of sex drops lower and lower into your stomach and your walls start to tighten around Jooheon's fingers. Unable to stop himself Jooheon pushes your hand from his length and slides beneath the covers. His tongue replaces his fingers and your whole body nearly lifts off the bed as you ball the sheets in your fists. The skin of your knuckles tight and stiff as Jooheon devourers you like a death row inmates last meal. Your cries of pleasure fill the air and Jooheon reaches down to stroke his own length in time with the stokes of his tongue.

The ball of sex finally plummets and runs out into Jooheon's awaiting mouth and down his throat smoother and sweeter than any drink he has ever tasted. Sucking you dry until the drop Jooheon lifts his head and comes up from underneath the covers; shivering as the cool air embraces his hot and sweaty body. He strokes himself faster to release his own pent-up sex and he growls when he hits his max and his cum shoots out in thick, long hot spurts all over the inside of your thighs and outside of your pussy. “Fuck!” Jooheon grunts and collapses beside you, both panting heavily with sweat beaded up around your hair lines. Tiredly Jooheon takes his boxers off and uses them to clean up the mess he made. Throwing his boxers to the floor Jooheon wraps his arm around you and helps you sit up making you groan, “Come on, you have to pee.”

You whine, not wanting to get out of bed and Jooheon chuckles. He scoops you into his arms and carries you to the bathroom, depositing you onto the toilet before he leaves and shuts the door behind him. Running a hand through his hair, Jooheon sighs and crawls into bed completely satisfied.  When was the last time he felt this relaxed after sex? Was this just sex? The bathroom door opens, and you shuffle out, your nightgown now covering your body from Jooheon’s eyes. “Can we cuddle?” Jooheon questions and you nods your head feeling heat attack your face. You just slept with your best friend and now he wants to cuddle after.

“Jooheonie?” His name sounds so sweet and soft coming from your lips as you crawl into bed and Jooheon pulls you into his arms.

“Yeah?”

“Does this change anything between us? What does this mean if anything?”

Jooheon bites his lip in thought and rubs small circles on your hip as he thinks, “Honestly? I think you were put on this Earth to give me headache.”

“Hey!” You smack Jooheon’s chest, and he laughs.

“What? I’m being serious here.” Jooheon smiles and hugs you tightly. “I think we should sleep and then we can give this a shot in the morning…”

You lift your head up from Jooheon’s chest and stare into his eyes, “You mean it? This isn’t just a onetime thing?”

“I want it to be an always thing.”

You smile at Jooheon’s words and presses your lips to his, “Maybe a every other day thing?”

Jooheon laughs and tucks you into his chest, “Goodnight baby.” Jooheon whispers pressing a light kiss to your forehead.

[aseaofyoongi]

Hawaii w/ Jooheon 🌞

[jupiterswlrd]

White

Warnings: May Contain Strong Language

Genre: Angst, Fluff if you squint

Based On: White By Frank Ocean

Part One Part Two

“I’ll forget 23, like I forget 17”

You and Changkyun had dated all throughout high school, everybodies favorite couple. Through your peers eyes, you two were perfect everything that went down it went down in silence and when you two did have your breaks it seemed everyone was heartbroken along with the two of you.

As your graduation approached, you noticed Changkyun started to to distance himself more and more from you. Constantly having you wondering why or what you did that was wrong. Heartbreak taking effect before your relationship even officially ended and it never did…officially.

You two had made plans for the summer after graduation, that never came true. Changkyun had just disappeared, almost out of thin air. You asked around but never got answers. Seconds turned to minutes,minutes turned to hours,hours turned to days, and days to months.

You couldn’t spend time focusing on Changkyun who obviously had gone M.I.A, you had college to focus on. Regardless, your heartbreak was apparent, you couldn’t sleep or a mess. You felt yourself break from reality at time, a part of you imagining your boyfriend still living across the street waiting for you to randomly pop up at his house.

You still weren’t over your heartbreak but you had to leave home anyways. Leaving behind your hometown,your friends,your family, and to you leaving behind Changkyun.

Time had past and you had your share of girlfriends and boyfriends just to fill the now lessened void in your heart, but it still wasn’t what you wanted. At least you had healed, doing much better now on your third year of college and loving the life you lived.

You were in the car on your way back to your dorm listening to whatever the radio was playing. A new song you’d never heard play before came on, piquing your interest making you turn it up a little louder. You read the artist’s name as it flashed across your screen. ‘Monsta X?’ You read wondering who or what the hell it was.

When you got back to your room, you did as you usually did and that is procrastinate. Instead of getting on your laptop and doing your homework you decided to look up to see who this ‘Monsta X’ was. You looked through the members on a kpop profile website. “Oh so they’re Korean” you muttered to your self scrolling.

“Okay well let’s see”

“Shownu oh he’s kinda cute” You said looking at what appeared to be their ‘leader’

“Wonho,wait he’s buff as hell” you were impressed so far out of the two there was nobody that was unattractive and they had good music, you had no choice but to stan.

“Kihyun, Hyungwon, Joohoney, I.M” you said mindlessly scrolling and looking through the names and profiles.

“Wait- I.M? That’s literally…” You felt your chest tighten, years of memories you decided to put away coming back to you like a tidal wave. “He-“ You struggled to bring words together that made sense, you couldn’t breathe. You took a deep breath trying to calm yourself down. Your ‘missing’ first love hadn’t been missing at all, he was just in Korea doing very big things.

Half of you was angry, wanting to curse him out for leaving you like that and not telling you, making you worried like sick. The other was relieved, happy that he was okay, happy that he had a whole life going on for him. You looked at the debut date ‘May 14, 2015’ a week after you all had graduated.

You basically had no way to get into contact with him without sounding like some kind of crazy fan. You saw an ad for their upcoming tour and sighed. You wondered if he would even give you the time of day, it had been years since you all even made contact with each other. Would he even remember you?

You impusly bought 2 tickets, one for you and another for your roommate who you just couldn’t wait to tell about how you found your first love online in the most ridiculous way.

That whole night you decided to play his groups entire discography, learning every song so you didn’t stick out at the concert. You even contemplated on buying their lightstick, even though you had zero idea what it was.

You were feeling ten different emotions at once, something between pure terror and bliss. Nonetheless, you were on cloud nine and all you could see was white.

“And I forgive my first love”

“Like you forget a daydream”

[kpoppocmoodboards]

[Requested] Pregnancy w/ Jooheon p. 2

[ilysuga-suga]

❤❤😘