#jongin reading

[lasi-nariyoyoreads]

Kai's personality according to tarots

Someone asked about this some days ago, they read my mind because I was going exactly for this reading haha

Disclaimer:

My readings are made for fun and you should read them for fun too. So don't take them seriously. 

The main aspect of his personality:

The tower

The tower is the most unsettling card in tarots. It indicates a big change, often a traumatic one, but something that might make you stronger.

In this case, he has the type of energy that is ground breaking, something that shakes you up completely.

I can think of young people looking at him and realizing they want to become idols to perform like him.

When you see his passion and commitment, it makes you want to imitate it.

The people in his life might literally experience a pre-Nini and a post-Nini just from how impactful his presence is.

On a more personal level, it's possible Kai went through big changes on many levels, that he's like a phoenix, always destroying and constructing something new.

From the rest of the reading, I could feel a protective energy toward who is close to him and what belongs to him, as if he's afraid to lose them or as if he would be forced to restart again and rebuild everything. So he truly wants to protect his "tower" and avoid its destruction.

How he sees himself?

10 of cups, rev justice, rev 8 of pentacles

He's a mama boy, as we all know. His family and friends are very important for him, he needs love, he needs affection, he needs solid unions.

He's a positive person with a bright personality, you rarely feel negative energy from him.

He might not be the most objective person and favor himself and his loved ones, even if they're wrong.

Or he might be bad at judging people, too trustworthy of the wrong ones, or wary of the good ones (think of his opinion on Soo when he first met him).

He knows he struggles to manage his emotions and it's something he wants to improve.

He suffers from routine and/or he has a bad work-life balance.

He might go days where he only works and days where he feels no energy.

How others see him?

Rev 8 of wands, 9 of pentacles, 7 of cups

They see him as a careful person. It probably takes him a while to open up to others and consider them as friends.

They might feel intimidated by him, he has a strong and cool stage persona, so some people might truly think it would be hard to talk to him.

Bro is rich, independent, artistic, elegant and handsome.

They really admire his craft and the way he was able to reach that amount of success.

Others think he's creative, probably with his head in the clouds.

Others might struggle to truly understand him as a person or to get to know him on a deeper level.

Positive traits:

King of swords, rev devil, strength

He has a lot of self-discipline, he's honest and not self-centered.

When it comes to his job, he's precise, he puts effort, he's structured.

He takes a great care of his looks, since he knows how they're a part of his job, so he's someone who takes into consideration all the aspects that contribute to his job.

He learned how to engage with fans and people in general, how to make them interested in his job, or, in other words, how to lure them into being interested in him.

He also learnt to domesticate his raw emotions, in order to be a more stable and reliable person.

I think his main quality is that he's someone who works on himself. His success never made him think that he is complete or that he's perfect, on the contrary he always finds new aspect he can improve.

This allows him to be very down-to-earth too, he isn't full of himself and he's always respectful toward everyone, from his boss to the guy that sells coffees in the sm building.

As I said, there's some Tower energy here too because he never takes anything for granted and he always works to become better in order to be prepared. He might be aware of the consequences oh his actions and in general be good at future planning.

Negative traits:

Ace of cups, ace of pentacles, 4 of pentacles 

Domesticating emotions could lead him to straight up repressing them.

I said in the other sections that he always shows a positive energy, so he might want to repress those emotions that might cause trouble for others.

For the sake of his job, he might reach unhealthy lengths. 

You know how the fans joke about his duality, the sexy confident Kai vs the cute clumsy Jeongin.

It might be something deeper than a fandom joke though, and he might tend to repress too much his emotions to keep up his professional image.

He might struggle with financial management? He could be stingy maybe?

He might be a bit possessive. He clings to people and he has a hard time whenever relationships change or people walk out of his life. Not only with people, maybe also with what belongs to him.

He might be a bit too needy.

Maybe it's because of the Tower energy, he constantly feels that something bad might happen, that his present will be shaken up all of a sudden, so he has to cling to something or to someone, to feel a better sense of security.

[bellestarot]

Kai's Reading

August 09, 2024

Right Now

He's spending more time with his family now. I think for a long time they couldn't meet as often, and that's changed these days. He really wanted this change to happen, and I see him getting closer to his family. At least for now, that's the situation.

He's been feeling a bit stressed trying to stay strong when he just wants to vent. I think he's a very sensitive person, and he's been trying really hard not to let people's comments or actions affect him. He's making an effort, but it's been really hard to pretend everything is okay and that he's strong enough to deal with certain situations.

He might be interested in someone at the moment, but there's some distance between them for some reason. They're not close right now, so he's really holding onto the memories they had together and wishing they could meet again.

He's also leaving behind a connection with a guy he used to consider really close.

I think he was the one who decided to stop being connected to this person, but it wasn't easy for him to make that decision. He spent a lot of time thinking about whether it was really the right choice.

Love Life

He's definitely involved with someone right now, and he doesn't want anyone to find out that he's with this person.

He's doing everything he can to keep it secret, and it seems very private. He kind of manifested this person; I think it was someone he was already interested in before. So, he sort of made a dream come true by being with this specific person.

But this connection isn't very healthy. I think there are a lot of insecurities between them, and they also fight a lot and have many disagreements. They've broken up before but ended up getting back together because he and this person have a lot of love for each other despite the turbulence.

Career

There is someone in a very high position in his company whom he doesn't trust. He thinks this person has toxic behaviors and that the way they treat him is unfair. He feels there is a lack of empathy in how this person acts and speaks to him, but he’s been trying to move on.

He really likes his job, he appreciates making music and being on stage, so he loves that. He's been trying not to let these people and certain bad situations affect him because what he doesn't reveal is that there’s a lot of conflict in his work environment.

There’s a lot of disagreement, and sometimes he feels a bit hopeless, you know? But he's been working with other people, and they are very nice, treating him like family, so that has helped him feel good about his work environment.

Family

He loves his family; I think he is a very family-oriented person. He feels very lucky to have a supportive family base nowadays, and he is very grateful for that. But at the moment, he's been feeling a bit annoyed with an older family member.

He loves this person very much, but something happened that bothered him. But overall, he loves them and is really excited to see them in person, so he might be visiting his family soon.

He tries his best not to talk about his problems because he keeps a lot inside, but he doesn't share with his family because he doesn't want to burden them with his issues.

Friendships

I think he has had many experiences where he was disappointed by friendships. So these days, he is very cautious about that, but he's been thinking that if he opens up more, maybe good people will come into his life, so he's been putting this mentality into practice because he wants to meet new people.

He might have recently made friends with someone his age, and many people have shown up for him to build these friendships. He still feels a bit upset about a friend he had to leave behind.

He has a lot of difficulty with this issue because whenever he opened up to someone, he was hurt or betrayed by a friend, so he carries a lot of pain about that. But he's been trying to change and move forward, and he has this goal of making new friends.

Future

He is going to become more reserved. For some reason, I see him becoming increasingly discreet about what he does and where he goes. I think he will do his best not to publicize his life and ensure others don't find out what's happening with him, and he will be very strict about that.

I think he will achieve great success in his career in the future, with a lot of satisfaction coming his way. I believe he will become very successful and famous, reaching an even higher level of fame.

He will be working with other people, and I see these partnerships helping him reach this level. The conflicts he has at work will be resolved. I think they will be able to come to agreements, and he will definitely be very happy as a result of all this.

[prettyrealm]

exo kai mini personality reading

positives + negatives

+ positives

sensitive to others feelings/emotions & is a genuine source of healing for those around him (i can see him being a very good friend/boyfriend/son/uncle and even a good father), generous and giving, good creativity/vision and very driven/dedicated to his craft (genuinely has good and lucrative ideas when it comes to his career/artistry and the willpower to follow through), calculated in his career and straight forward, strong both mentally and physically, has a strong moral code that he seems to stay true to, extremely devoted, he also seems to have a strong desire to nurture and protect (i can see him be extremely loyal to his lover in all ways) he also seems pretty patient and self-sacrificing in his relationships along with having the ability to love unconditionally (being a good boyfriend/husband seems pretty important to him but also it seems to come natural) despite relationships being important to him i see he has never really had a problem being alone, naturally seductive - he doesn’t have to try too hard, loves to face his fears and overcome the odds & has no problem seeing the bigger picture and identifying which moves to make to reach his end goal.

- negatives

struggles with work/life balance (workaholic) and feels in a constant cycle of not enough alone time/too much alone time which can leave him feeling frustrated, obsessed with his career to the point where it takes a toll on him mentally, he can be too loyal to the wrong people, he can be too obsessed with chasing power/money and growing his career, may use his seductive qualities for manipulation. he can be pretty mean and harsh when criticizing others, but then can’t take criticism himself (i can see him shit talking/making slick remarks, but as soon as you say something back he’s like “oh forreal? 🤨 i see you”) doesn’t like being questioned (“i said what i said” energy), cold, he can betray his own morals and engage and lying/trickery if he thinks it’s easier, rebellious (he doesn’t like being told what to do or how to do something so he’ll go out of his way to do the opposite)

[psychicreadsgirl]

How is EXO Kai doing in the military ?

He's all right. It's stressful in different ways than being an idol. He's a bit worried about gaining weight. He also feels some jealousy towards some other idols who he feels have preferential treatment and has more vacation or doesn't really do the stuff but then they get promoted or photos seem to imply they are doing the training. I do sense some loneliness like he's not able to be with his friends so much or do what he likes to do to destress. He also feels like he's missing on the dating scene and misses being in the spotlight. He's also a bit worried about his career like once he comes back will his career still be the same or will he just fade away?

[exoscreamsoda]

we dont talk enough about how close kaisoo’s birthdays are

theyre quite literally the fated pair 🥺

theres only a single day separating both of them on January 13th which means all kaisoo supporters have a set day to celebrate their cute relationship :’)

the only thing that would make it better is if they were born in the same year! but i will pretend its like that because kai is kyungsoo’s gift 😌

if i was an astrology nerd i swear i would have so much to say but im not into that so.. well ITS FATE OK. the universe said so!

ok im done but really it’s brushed over too much, what other kpop ship has the perfect middle date 🥺

[outsidereveries]

Do you know if kai isn't okay at all the problem with his situation service military and being ex bestie with ravi?please just detail about past abd current relationship as friends between ravi and kai

i’ll ask all of your questions instead?

kai’s opinion about his enlistment: nine of cups, eight of pentacles rx, the empress rx • the hanged man

basically what he said in his live, this is accurate. on the one hand, he’s sorry he won’t promote with exo in june. on the other hand though, his wish comes true! kai is actually really that happy for going there. he feels really that grateful for enlisting now because apparently his idol life became boring to him (although not suprising, sme’s decision to buy mr. rover’s rights from virginia records* in this case is actually great relief to kai? idk, this came out of sudden)

— kai x ravi’s friendship — using 9 cards

past: the fool, four of pentacles rx, ace of wands rx

i feel their friendship wasn’t that great at all before. was there stealing lyrics or beat in music?? did someone got greedy of something?

my head isn’t thinking enough of the role four of pentacles rx has. there’s missed opportunity for sure but in which way? in stealing more instrumentals/text lyrics?

present: the sun, the empress rx, the hanged man

the same energy all over again. just different cards.

i think both of them didn’t forget it.

future: nine of swords rx, three of pentacles, two of wands

i see one of them saying “i am really sorry” about the stealing situation. so this got released? oof, this is even worse.

bottom card: five of cups rx

they’ll get over this issue but they won’t be friends again, for now.

*darina yo-i mean, dara’s agency (bulgaria)

[forcebookish]

ACK i saw a cherry magic spoiler and it made my chest hurt i hope it's already reuploaded

[baekdaedream]

At least I’ve got NCT Nation for 2023, and Kyoongcon and TDS3 for 2024? And we’ll see what else 😊

[wonwoonlight]

I can't watch Jongin's solo MVs bc he's always like,,, sexy and powerful (good for him!!!) But I'm too used to him not being in his Kai mode if that makes sense?

[lasi-nariyoyoreads]

Could you do reading on Kai and Kyungsoo relationship please. Thank you <3

Kai and Kyungsoo's relationship according to tarots

Hi anon! It was on my to-do list, so here it is! It was a fun reading, they must've been pretty young when they met, especially Kai :')

Disclaimer:

My readings are made for fun and you should read them for fun too. So don't take them seriously.

Their relationship

7 of wands, rev 4 of cups, rev 5 of swords

It's a relationship that didn't begin on a good note.

I think there was some sort of evolution, getting to know the other better, sharing experiences etc.

It was a process to build trust in each other, so I assume that at first they might've been a bit wary of each other.

One of them felt like they were left out or ignored.

At one point they solved their problems although I don't think there was a real issue like them arguing about something, but it was more like having a prejudice or a preconception that was later proved wrong naturally just by spending time together.

I have the impression Kai was a bit immature when they met and he couldn’t understand Kyungsoo at all.

But at some point they found a common ground and started to work on their relationship.

I think there’s appreciation and respect in both parties and a willingness to preserve their union.

If you’re willing to protect a relationship, it means there’s a lot of affection and interest for each other.

It's possible one of them became protective, like a support whenever the other feels lost.

I truly feel that they really developed a nice and comfy union.

What Kai thinks

rev the fool, rev the temperance, king of pentacles

He thinks Kyungsoo is mysterious and hard to understand.

It’s possible at first he wasn’t even that interested in knowing him more and it’s possible he had a bad impression of him

He probably was unable to read him and got contradicting signals, like idk Kyungsoo might've seem very cold, but then he was willing to give him a hand or to lend him stuff, so he might’ve wondered for a good chunk of time if Kyungsoo hated him or not.

It’s kinda similar to what I found for Chanyeol, but he tried to approach Kyungsoo and his introverted aura was interesting for him, while Kai was extremely intimidated, so it might’ve taken him longer to get used to him.

Chanyeol got King of Wands in his reading while Kai gets king of Pentacles. Kyungsoo is indeed a king lmao

Jokes aside, king of pentacles shows that at some point Kai got to know Kyungsoo better and that he realized that behind his cold aura there is a very kind and reliable person, mature, successful, loyal, encouraging.

Pretty much like Chanyeol, he also recognizes Kyungsoo’s solidity, his hardworking persona and his sweet heart.

From this it seems like Kyungsoo is a pretty coherent person and always himself, no matter who he’s dealing with. It would be fun to do a reading with another member and see if I get again similar vibes lmao

What Kyungsoo thinks

rev 3 of swords, rev the wheel, rev 5 of wands

I feel Kyungsoo might’ve felt Kai’s “fear” of him and probably got a bit hurt because of that.

Probably he wanted to be friends from the first moment they met, but Kai was like “omg does he hate me?”, so he might’ve felt extremely frustrated.

He might’ve wondered why he was so intimidated by him even though he never did anything wrong.

At some point they managed to solve their issues, as I said. Kai finally understood Kyungsoo better.

Or simply Jongin became more mature.

I’m not sure if Kyungsoo fully got over the initial stage of their relationship, he might have those 3am moments when you wake up and remember what you did when you were 15yo and he probably remembers how awkward they were.

Probably there were pretty embarrassing moments for him, who knows if any of the other trainees teased them or something like that.

But now they definitely reached an equilibrium, they have a peaceful relationship.

[aettuddae]

business matter — chapter 118.

↳ synopsis: two of the most important kpop companies covet a partnership with a huge global brand, only to be surprised when the deal is extended to both labels. fearing potential sabotage and cynical strategies to secure exclusivity for just one of them, both CEOs resort to desperate measures. in a bid to maintain trust and prevent betrayal before the signing, they come up with a pact: forcing a fake relationship between the leaders of their star girlgroups. if one side attempted to fail the other, they threaten to expose it all to the conservative south korea.

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[written chapter]

karina wandered among the people trying to find her friends, she didn't know exactly where they were because the place they had positioned themselves was at the center of the dance floor where all the people were crowded together. she asked for permission and passed between strangers, but realized she was circling the place to no avail, she assumed they would have gone to sit at their table so she started moving in that direction. she proceeded to keep running groupings of the path, finally emerging from the crowd and being spit out to a clear passage on the side, left so that they people could walk through.

she examined both sides, trying to mentally locate herself in the club and guessing where her table was based on her location. she made her way to the left slowly so she could watch carefully to find her friends.

"jimin." she heard at the same time someone tapped her shoulder.

she had clearly done things wrong as she was paying for her karma. the universe kept sending her challenges as if she was odysseus himself, the only difference was that she didn't have the will nor the motivation to overcome them and just wanted to disappear before she had to solve a worse problem.

"jimin." repeated that voice that, unfortunately, she couldn't mistake for any other.

she spun on her heels, her face serious, she wouldn't even dare to give him a surprised reaction because he didn't deserve any emotion related to good things.

"do you need something, kim jongin?" her stance was rigid, facing him ready to defend herself or attack him for anything he had to say.

"to apologize." the boy had a droopy attitude, he wanted to sound honest.

"that's very empathetic of you, but i don't need your apology." she was going to keep walking, but he grabbed her shoulder again to make her look at him.

"i'm really sorry for how it all ended." he continued. "i acted like an idiot, i didn't understand you." he admitted doing his best to look like a wet dog.

"whatever you say, bye." again she was stopped by the boy as she wanted to run away. "jongin, i don't care what you have to say."

"listen, i know i was wrong, that i was selfish." he held her from both sides to keep her from trying to walk away from the conversation. "but i want to show you that i can be better."

"jongin-" she pinched the bridge of her nose as if to help her stay calm, but as the boy's words sank in she looked at him abruptly. "what do you mean by that?"

"that i'm sorry for not knowing how to act at the time, but i want to make amends." explained with tenderness in his eyes. "if you want too, i want to try again." he clarified.

karina paused for a second, completely stunned, it seemed that the music had faded and people were no longer dancing. she inspected the man's features looking for a hint of honesty in them, she wanted to decipher if he really believed in what he was saying,

because if he did then he was the most disgusting person she had ever met.

"jongin, are you an idiot?" she removed his hands from her body roughly. "no, in fact, do you think i'm an idiot?" she pressed her own chest with her index finger pointing at herself. "that you can find me by chance at a party, put on an innocent face, say three stupid things you read on the internet and get me back?"

"things aren't the way you think they are." he denied with a sad expression. "i really miss you."

"why are you doing this?"

"because-"

"did sehun leave you?"

kai was silent, paralyzed, wondering how the woman had figured that out, going over in his mind all the people who could have told her.

"see how stupid you are?" the girl reaffirmed.

"how do you know about sehun?" he asked dumbfounded.

"i saw it." she clarified, feeling a little embarrassed as she remembered her tactics.

"you saw us?" the boy was surprised, afraid of what they might have been doing when they were discovered.

"i saw your chats." she elaborated.

"you went through my phone!" now jongin was angry, it showed on his face and in his voice, he wouldn't in his most jealous moment have done that.

"i didn't check your phone, jackass, your chats were open on your computer!" she revealed, flustered at the oldest's accusations.

"how long have you known?" he cocked his head to the side, the times and jimin's actions didn't make sense no matter how hard he tried to combine them. "were you with me for these last few months even knowing?" there was some hint of hope in that question, as if it meant she could forgive him.

"i would never be consciously cuckolded, i found out when we broke up." she didn't think much about her words because of the repulsion to the idea that he would think she would let herself be played that way.

"were you at my house after we broke up?" the volumes of jongin's voice rose brutally. "are you crazy?"

"i wanted to give you back your clothes and you weren't there!" she defended herself.

"so you broke into someone else's house without permission?" he rebutted.

"hey, don't change the subject, you cheated on me!" karina reminded.

"you crashed my house!" kim was totally offended at this new information he was getting.

"you were with someone else for seventy percent of our relationship!" she was annoyed at the lack of interest the boy was showing in the subject.

"you committed a crime!"

"damn, come on, jongin, i don't think it's a crime if i have your door code and we were boyfriend and girlfriend, i need you to use your brain." yu tapped his temple lightly signaling him to think.

"don't do that!" he grabbed the girl's wrist away from her body and directed her downward, roughly.

"hey!" exclaimed jimin, it hadn't hurt, but she was shocked by the action.

she was ready to complain and now add this to her list of things to fight about, but was distracted from further yelling when someone stepped between the two of them.

"leave her alone." between kai and karina was now serim, who calmly tried to push the boy away without using much force.

"great, my favorite person." said jongin wryly.

"the appreciation is mutual." she flashed him a smile with the same energy.

"this isn't about you, so i'm going to ask you to leave." jongin tried to run her off, but serim wouldn't let her.

"i don't think you have anything to talk about." dismissed the girl. "so you'd better get on with your life, okay?"

serim brought her hand to karina's back and rested it there to guide her in the opposite direction of the man. feeling the contact, the younger one wrapped her arms around her body, clinging to her. she just wanted to feel her once again, to breathe in her scent, but if she complained she'd say it was to get jongin to stop bothering.

"listen, you." jongin addressed jang with an annoyed tone. "you have already intervened too much in my relationship, stop meddling in matters that don't concern you." he demanded with a defiant tone.

"i think you're the one who's out of line now." the newcomer contradicted. "go away."

"no, you should go." he refused to listen. "i am settling some stuff with my girl, you have no business here." he was impatient.

"you cheated on me!" exclaimed karina, tired of saying it.

"she's my girl." serim stated at the same time.

"i'm your girl?" the younger girl turned to look at her perplexed.

"shut up, this isn't the time." jang ignored her.

"but this is about me!" complained jimin.

"is it because of her that you're doing this whole circus?" jongin accused the blackhaired one. "you want to feel less guilty about falling in love with her when you were with me." he assumed.

"what are you talking about? you had a whole boyfriend behind my back!" at that point karina really thought jongin must be hallucinating.

"why can't you admit that you cheated on me?" the boy questioned.

"but you were on a break." interrupted serim, lifting her index finger in the air pointing out her fact.

"and you were cheating on me!" shouted jimin in despair.

"so did you!" replied the man. "and besides you're all over her right now in front of me!" he grabbed serim's arm jerking from it, as if trying to pull her toward him to get her away from yu's grip.

"don't touch her!" a new voice joined the argument. "can you stop? i know you're still dating sehun." it was kyungsoo, helping her friend.

"but look who it is." announced kim when he saw the boy. "did you have something to do with all this?"

"no, this is your fault and your fault alone." now the one speaking was jennie. "you have a history of being a cheater, don't play dumb." he didn't know what to say seeing his other ex-girlfriend there.

"and i just don't like you." sejeong joined all her friends who had gone to accompany serim.

"thank you." muttered jimin to the new one since she was the closest one.

"i kind of dislike you too." she informed, causing karina to nod in understanding and fall silent.

"i heard we were terrorizing kim jongin so i came." one more person appeared.

"ryujin." spoke the attacked one.

"i hate you." she made clear. "go away and leave my friend alone for once." she proposed. "if you are not together today, it's because you handled a difficult situation selfishly, and also cheated on her." she reminisced. "you don't want to put yourself in the victim's place, this is your fault."

"leave her alone already." jennie took the lead again. "weren't you gay?"

"i'm bisexual." he put a hand to his chest in offense.

"stop hurting karina." the other man interfered. "and please don't start hurting sehun." he advised.

"it's over between us, jongin, it's over." finished karina.

the boy paused to look at them all with annoyance, but quickly realized that this was a war he would not win. he lowered his head in frustration and left without another word.

"thanks guys." expressed serim to everyone once he was away.

"thanks for that, i thought you guys hated me." said karina.

"we don't like you, but we like jongin less." expressed ryujin.

"ryujin." her best friend gave her a puzzled look.

"i'm just being everyone's voice." proclaimed the named one exalted.

"i can't believe i was with that guy for so long." the girl was still attached to serim's body as the older one, focused on the discussion, hardly noticed that karina was hugging her and hadn't pushed her away, so she took advantage of the closeness to rest her head on her shoulder seeking comfort. "it's the worst thing in the world."

"sure, yes, i agree." serim raised her hands in the air to indicate that she wasn't reciprocating her so she should also pull away.

"let her go." sejeong tapped yu on the shoulder to make her understand that she was talking to her. "let her go." she said again, now tugging on her waist.

"stop it, jimin." now commanded her best friend, to whom she did listen. "you better go do that outside." she ran to the side, clearing the way for them to pass.

"what?" serim was astonished.

"jimin needs calm, go with her, you were the one who was there for her all through the jongin situation anyway." she suggested, leading them outside.

"what about you?" she looked at shin confused.

"i can't, i have a cold." she pretended to cough.

led by a force by the name of ryujin, karina and serim ended up alone in the club's courtyard where people went to smoke.

"what are you doing?" jang's friends questioned her.

"you don't understand." she hedged upset. "i have a manhwa to update."

outside, jimin and serim stood in silence, separated by a significant distance from each other. neither could find anything that wasn't awkward to say, and maybe serim didn't even want to, this one pulled out the box of cigarettes she had in her pocket and lit one, starting to smoke it.

"namu." called the younger one.

"don't call me that." she reminded her.

"semmie?" she tested.

"only my friends call me semmie." she was right, she had never earned the place of a friend.

"serim."

"that's my name." the addressed stated sarcastically.

"i didn't know you'd be here tonight." she clarified. "sorry if you came to distract yourself and i showed up."

"that's okay, i didn't think you came on purpose." they both nodded, closing the subject.

"and thanks for helping me with jongin." she added.

"it's no problem." jang brushed off. "you know i can't stand him." she laughed softly.

"thank you anyway." she restated. "and about that thing about me being your girl..." mentioned with a playful tone.

"i just wanted to make him mad." she cut her off quickly. "don't get excited."

"i already got excited, now don't try to stop me." karina joked. "do you usually refer to a lot of strangers as 'your girl' or is it just me?"

"what are you talking about?" serim raised an eyebrow, lost.

"it's good to see you again, jang serim-ssi." she gave a barely noticeable bow with her body.

"ah, you're still at it?" took a puff on her cigarette. "i remember telling you not to bother me, though."

"one thing you should know about me is that i'm very stubborn." jimin had switched to using a flirtatious tone. "and i tend to get my way." she tilted her head to the side, a leaned smile painted on her lips.

"why do i get the feeling i already knew that?" she corresponded the game.

"how strange." the youngest feigned disinterest. "we must be connected."

"or you look a little crazy." she held up her hand, demonstrating with it the word little.

karina let her mouth open indignantly at the response, then let out an almost soundless laugh and averted her gaze to the front. "can i confess something to you?"

"as yu jimin-ssi or as the girl who used to live in my apartment?" she flicked the cigarette butt she had left.

"from jimin to namu." she replied, serim motioned with her head for her to continue talking. "i almost kissed a girl today." she suddenly shared.

serim kept silent, she furrowed her eyebrows, easy to tell she was thinking about how she should react to that confession, she brought her tongue to the side and pressed it against the inside of her cheek, stifling the opinions that formed in her brain that impulsively attempted to come out. she swallowed saliva, gave a long sigh, it was requiring all of her to keep calm.

"i don't want to listen to this." she decided, turning around to go back inside with her friends.

"namu." jimin managed to catch her jacket and hold her in place. "nothing happened with her." she made clear.

"then why are you telling me?" the woman was starting to get agitated, not being able to hide that it hurt.

"nothing happened because of you." she explained, moving her grip up to her chest where with each hand she grabbed both sides of the zipper of the jacket serim was wearing.

"i don't know what you mean." she felt her eyes getting wet. "if you're telling me this to hurt me..."

"serim, i don't want to hurt you anymore." she stated. "i don't want to cause you or me any more pain." assured, feeling her emotions welling up. "i'm telling you this since i didn't want to kiss her because i couldn't stop thinking about you, so you can see that i don't want to and can't be with anyone but you." the girl confessed. "namu." now she held her face gently. "my namu." she looked into those eyes she loved so much, which now looked sad, on the verge of breaking. "i know that i should have treated you better, do you think we can start again?"

serim wondered if jimin might be lying.

she had hidden things and avoided her feelings, but would she lie to her? after neglecting her heart, would she lie to do it again? serim wanted to give herself to karina, there wasn't a single fiber of her body that didn't want to belong to her, or that didn't already claim to be hers,

but you are what you did, and what did her actions make of jimin? if she was a coward, it was nothing that couldn't be solved with a spontaneous burst of courage. was that what was going on? was this question her finally plucking up courage, was she finally fighting for her like she wanted her to?

and if so, should serim trust her again?

"i've had too much of you already." she whispered, almost inaudibly. "it scares me that you're not being honest and that you will ruin me again." she completed. "i don't know if you deserve another chance." she sentenced and then walked back inside, losing herself in the crowd the further she went.

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[prettyrealm]

Is Exo and soloist Kai more grounded than most idols?

Yes!! Along with a very strong yes, all of the cards I pulled were super positive. It comes up that his success has a lot to do with not only his hard work, but how he’s treated people along the way. I also get he isn’t really someone who complains or gives others a hard time in the industry, he comes to work and gets his job done because he knows it benefits not only his future, but the future of those around him be it staff or teammate.

[psychicreadsgirl]

🎃, initials：GK，I want to ask this for EXO Kai, fav holiday: Halloween.

Short attention span in relationships -> easy for him to want to explore other options in a relationship

Ignorant of the partner's needs -> more selfish in a relationship ; more about "me" in the relationship

can be kind of cheap in a relationship and refuse to pay for things even though he should (i.e. pay for his share of an expensive meal or pay for his share of the utilities if he's living with the person etc)

can force his views/preferences onto the partner (incl. sexual activities) -> if the partner isn't that down for something, he can pressure them to listen to him and say yes

can be kind of violent/aggressive like when he gets mad, he can potentially use force or like throw items etc

won't accept his partner looking "plain" or under-dressed when they go out so the partner has to always be looking trendy/on point/have make up etc.

can't really accept his partner doing better than him for their career (they can be richer than him like due to their parents being rich, but they cannot be more successful than him due to their own means)

[stormdragon23]

Choi Jongin and Baek Yoonho (+ ChoiBaek) Headcanons

This is what I headcanon for every AU they're in Choi Jongin:

Is a night owl

Is a coffee person

Has trouble sleeping, so he has eye bags that he tries to cover up

Looks at the stars at night whenever he can't sleep

Love language is quality time

Acts friendly and sly but is actually an emotional and very introverted person

Is most genuine and honest in the middle of the night

Loves and is secretly really good at card games but doesn't get to play often

Hates feeling inferior

Has two or three close friends

Baek Yoonho:

Is a morning person

Is a tea person

Is a light sleeper

Love language is physical touch

Is good at reading people and can get along with almost everyone

Is as smart as Jongin but doesn't show it

Is secretly shy when meeting new people

Hates the smell of smoke

Gets worried easily and tries to hide it

Tends to ignore or avoid things related to personal feelings

Choibaek:

Jongin isn't afraid of Yoonho, no matter what he looks like or does

When Jongin falls for Yoonho, he assumes Yoonho won't feel the same way about him because they don't have much in common

Yoonho assumes Jongin hates him from the moment they met because of his comments (until he learns how to read Jongin)

Yoonho's first impressions of Jongin completely changes the first time Jongin is genuine with him

Yoonho likes giving Jongin kisses to the top of his head

Jongin has to stand up on his toes to kiss Yoonho if they’re both standing

Yoonho likes touching Jongin's hair and does it without thinking most of the time

Yoonho cooks for Jongin often

When Jongin is tired, he clings to Yoonho

Jongin started sleeping better when the two of them started to sleep together

Whenever Yoonho finds Jongin looking at the night sky because he couldn't sleep, he joins him (usually when their most serious and softest conversations happen with Jongin actually being himself and Yoonho being relaxed during those times)

Bonus - Nicknames they call each other (in order from most used to least used):

Jongin: Kitty, furball, Yoonie (only in private)

Yoonho: Fire hazard, pyromaniac, firefly (only in private)

I would fight for these nicknames to be canon

(Might do some Park Kyung-Hye and Sung Il-Hwan headcanons next. Anyone know the ship name for them? SungPark? Is that it?) I think only one person is going to recognize most of these, but that's okay-

[syllviere]

syllviere | fic recs

— This list represents some of my favorite reads, while acknowledging with gratitude that there are a million more stories and writers out there worth discovering. — NSFW content. Minors, do not interact. — Updated: Nov 17, 2024

BTS — Kim Namjoon

In Neverland by kpopstories

Peaches and Cream by jinpire

Stimulant by hoyoungy

BTS — Kim Seokjin

A Kiss of Marble by jinpire

A Saint in Her Halo by winetae

Dr. Kim by btsfiles

Made-Up Love Song by floralseokjin

Pink by tayegi

BTS — Min Yoongi

A Brush of Silk by jinpire

Alluring Tune by jeonscity

Arranged by obiwrites

Felix Culpa by army-author

Insemination Wars by prolixitae

Mr. Min by ellieljade

Miss Dial by versigny and cyphertrip

Not In the Cards by yoonmetogether

Wild Strawberries by yoonia

The Equation of Love by kookingtae

The Raindrop Prelude by inktae

Three Tangerines by kithtaehyung

Unexpected by noona-la-la-la

Whispered Secrets by lostbookmark

BTS — Jung Hoseok

A Shot of Whiskey by jinpire

Acatalepsy by velvetchen

Ask and You Shall Receive by floralseokjin

Fermata by yeoldontknow

Gold and Silver by inktae

Heartbeat by joonbird

Lap Dance by btsinned

Mindless by jungk0oksthighs

The Purge by jungblue

The Wood by sailoryooons

Transference by dark-muse-iris

BTS — Park Jimin

A Bite of the Apple by jinpire

Cordially, Jimin by kpopfanfictrash

Locked in Love by parkmuse

Sin City by btssmutgalore

Snap Decision by noona-la-la-la

Spellbound by minlouvre

The Sound of Your Love by an-exotic-writer

Watch Me, Watch You by the95liner

BTS — Kim Taehyung

Clandestine by daizymax

The Half-Lycan by yoonia

The Wings of a Devil by jinpire

BTS — Jeon Jungkook

A Sip of the Grail by jinpire

Comfort Inn Ending by joonbird

Paralian by kpopfanfictrash

The Fitting by noona-la-la-la

The Winter Court by koyamuses

BTS — Multiple Members

Let the Games Begin by kpopsinning

EXO — Kim Jongin

99 and Marlowe by kpopfanfictrash

Addewid by kpopfanfictrash

EXO — Park Chanyeol

Balls Deep by yeoldontknow

Iron Wrought by yeoldontknow

Ateez — Multiple Members

Descent to Depravity by daizymax

Fic Rec Resources

@btsficfinds - Helps connect users searching for fics + lots of tips

@kingofbodyrolls - Lissa constantly lifts up and highlights authors and we are all so thankful

[k-dramaramattv]

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