#john will never stop loving him
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Imagine Gale having an "Oh" moment the first time he realises John loves him.
I HC that Gale grew up with a very absent mother and a terrible father. So he isn't used to anyone doing anything for him.
No affection, no care, no love. He's used to people only caring about themselves. So it never crosses his mind that someone could ever truly love him.
That is, until he meets John.
He's wonderful. He's the complete opposite of Gale. He's outgoing, he's loud, friendly. He wears his heart on his sleeve. He isn't scared of speaking his mind.
He's perfect.
At least, to Gale he is.
He's so happy after they become friends. Why John picked him out of everyone there to be his friend, Gale had no clue, but he wasn't about to complain.
It's only a matter of time before Gale starts to wonder when it will end. Everyone leaves eventually. People get tired of him and move on.
So Gale watches and waits. Waits for John to falter. Waits for him to realise Gale isn't worth his time. Waits for him to leave.
But he never does.
Over the years, Gale waits for the other shoe to drop. Waits for the happiness to end. Waits for John to leave him behind.
Soon, he tells himself over and over.
Because there's no way Gale deserves John's friendship. He doesn't deserve his kindness, his care, his devotion, his love.
And yet, the day never comes.
John doesn't stop caring. He doesn't stop smiling at him. He doesnt stop touching him oh so gently, as though Gale was something special. Something to be treasured.
It's like John has an endless supply of .... something Gale doesn't dare to dream of.
He keeps on treating him the same as always, and soon enough Gale can't take it.
Why hasn't he left yet? Why does he continue to stand by his side? What did John see in Gale that was worth wasting his time on?
And then, one day, he realises.
Perhaps it's something small, something no one else would bat an eye at. Something John says or does that makes Gale realise the truth.
Oh
John loves him.
It's that simple.
Nothing more and nothing less.
That's all there is to it.
Love.
#gale thinks John will leave him...#little does he know#john would latch onto him and never let go if ge even mentioned the possibility of being apart from eachother#john will never stop loving him#Gale may not feel as though he deserves John's love but he realises that that's what it is#over time he opens up and learns to love John as freely as the other man does for him#Gale learns how to accept love#he deserves all the love in the world and John is more than willing to give it all to him#mota#clegan#hc#masters of the air#john egan#gale cleven#buck x bucky#john x gale#buckbucky#bucky x buck
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H: can i wear...sunglasses and ear defenders?
W: yeah, wear whatever you want, mate.
H: ...fine.
W: hmm ^^
deadass what if i just started crying
#its only a small moment but the audhd holmes rep makes me want to sob#oauuuhh how i love them#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#not equipped for rambling#sherlock holmes#john watson#im so happy theyre doing explicitly canonical audhd sherlock holmes im EUPHORIC#established in episode 1. deadass. maintained.#its the bare minimum and im over here screaming#canon nd holmes?? in MYY adaptation?? i thought id never see the day#not that acd holmes isnt canonically nd cause lets be fuckin real here#WATSONS SO CHILL ABOUT IT TOO i love sherlock and co watson hes so so dear#genuinely nice man who chats with you at the bus stop vibe#adore him#I LOVE THE WHOLE CAST AAAHGGG#GO LISTEN TO THIS PODCAST#ITS SO MWAHH <33#the sheer joy of having a friend whos just like 'alright cool i get it' whenever youre overstimulated. guys. GUYS.#I LOVE THEMMMM#AAAUGHG#god bless this podcast
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A portrait of Sir John Herschel because I‘m normal about Pulp Musicals
#yall don’t understand this took so long- amongst the five different versions this went through it took a total of 22 hours#and it’s finally done#god I love sir John Herschel#truly THE guy ever#it’s crazy because I started this way back in the beginning of April and finally picked it back up on Wednesday right before they announced#pulp 4 which I’m so fuckin excited about by the way#oh my god it’s going to wreck me I’m so pumped#and now I gotta get ready for pulp fortnight#but yeah I really wanted to draw him and I wanted to try something more elaborate that some of my typical stuff#I was going to do the shit where artists do the shading in greyscale and then overlay the flat colors but I decided fuck that#because I like to enjoy drawing and as I found out I DO NOT enjoy that#also for some reason doing realism and drawing curt is SO much harder than what I typically do#it took sooooooo long to get him down and make it actually look like him#oh hey fun fact about this drawing before I do my fun fact- I used a screenshot of Duke as a reference for this#ok now for a real fun fact#fun fact: Asteroids can sometimes have moons and rings of their own#alright now I’ve got a billion other drawings to go work on because the grind never stops yall#sir john herschel#john herschel#pulp musicals#the great moon hoax#the brick satellite#the ghost of the antikythera#Curt mega#my art#god yall I love pulp musicals#I’m so insanely pumped for pulp 4 it’s going to be the raddest thing ever#EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO PULP MUSICALS PRONTO /nf#PLEASE (its on Apple Music and Spotify)
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[ONE DAY WE'LL GET THERE - DAY 4☠️ PRIEST RICHARD!]
Press P to restore your sassyness!!
Character belongs to: @buggiebeetlesposts !! — (I am with requests open, also!!! Y can send a cannon character or an OC for me to try to make an animation!~)
#rick and morty#art#rick sanchez#my art^#oc#Priest Rick#Priest Richard Sanchez#animation#tweening#not vector#ive done better transitions in my life but well........#felt like admiring Priest Rick#but I'll have to stop overworking on these until we are in the actual daus#days*#that said my animations will be more rushed but never worse#BUT I WANT TO MAKE IT QORK#work* damn im really done with this huh#Prime Rick#i love jhon faith and Richard remembers me so much of him <3#john* ... WHATEVER#AT LEAST I AM TRYING
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"advise you move interior if you're not already... it's good cover"
that last bit has always felt like such an afterthought; it comes just a beat too late like ghost hadn't intended to elaborate on his order
did he add it to head off soap's inevitable questions; pushing back against his orders just like in al mazrah? never bc of insubordination but just bc of an intrinsic need to know the thought process behind an order before he can follow it
has he ever had to explain his thinking before; too used to being followed without question, his word always the authority in both rank and experience? just to meet soap who pushes back, not in doubt, but from the sheer desire to know
has it already become instinct to explain?
was it to start teaching him to think even deeper about his own survival? to look at his surroundings and see everything as an opportunity and tool at his disposal? already feeling the urge to implant these lessons so, should the time come, soap can implement them himself
he knows he won't always be there; whether it's as simple as distance, comms going down or his inevitable death, at some point soap won't have anyone at his back
better to teach the root of survival so he won't need protecting
even the phrasing, "if you're not already", he's not babying soap, not undermining his skills; he assumes soap knows to get inside bc he knows he’s a good soldier. but just in case he doesn’t, in case he’s frazzled and not thinking, he offers it as a reminder
#the way i cant stop finding new things in this bloody mission#ghost ‘give a man a fish vs teach a man to fish’ riley#ghost is an arrogant prick we been knew but we also know its deserved#his first piece of advice for the entire alone mission ends with the caveat of ‘if youre not already’#hes not presuming to know more than soap and he makes the point of saying that#until soap says ‘sounds like youve done this before’ and he takes it as an admission that soaps out of his depth#thats when his advice and his praise comes hot and heavy#he never treats soap like hes above him in terms of skill until hes outright told hes better#the one time he does is in the camera part of prison break and even then i think its bc hes flustered by having help and receiving praise#praise he doesnt know how to accept so he feels the need to cut soap down to get away from it#fuck i love these two#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#soap cod#john soap mactavish#save post#talk meta to me
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Let John be a fuck up ok
#PLEASE let him be flawed stop taking it away from me. I mean him#sorry#lighthearted post#I love a good John has never done anything wrong in his life but as much as the next person but frankly#he HAS done things wrong and that’s what makes him a good and relatable character#that’s why he’s on the kin board ok. sorry#personal
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i am rewatching feast of friends and i am not fuckin okay about it i tell you that!!!!!!
#i love tv gaz more than life they gave him so much more compassion and humanity than they ever did in the comics#made us care about him for him more than just as cannon fodder for constantine's pain#this arc really forced us to see how simultaneously ruthless and devastatingly caring constantine can be#and the willingness he inspires in other people to self-sacrifice. as much as he HATES that in himself#he never stopped paying for newcastle while his friends from the crew were still alive and even now he never really will.#hellblazer#constantine#john constantine#oxly hollers
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i see your "ghost doesn't really understand dating bc hes never rlly dated" and raise you "soap has also never rlly dated so he also learns with ghost".
soap who's been so fixated on his career he's never really allowed himself to date, he's just constantly been working - him being so determined to make something of himself that he never really allowed himself to relax
so hes also going through a lot of firsts with ghost, as hes mostly only had flings
soap going all out on the cliche things bc he has literally learned all of his dating knowledge through romcoms. he brings ghost flowers, chocolate, they go on nice dates where they go out and eat smth proper
each time ghost does smth for him it has him so flustered bc soap has also never had that before!! so its so very exciting!! he honestly loves when ghost does those cliche things, too. soap has never had a flower live more then a week when in his grasp, but he insists on ghost buying him flowers nonetheless just out of principle
i just think both soap and ghost being a little bit clueless when it comes to dating, probably doing things a little bit out of order, but being ever so tender with one another and learning it together is just really sweet
#soap wants to hold hands and go on park dates#it takes a while to work up to it#but simon brings him on a picnic#and soap MELTS#ghost bypasses the plant issue by buying soap a cactus#which lives.. longer!#score#OR#he goes all out and buys him plastic flowers#to pull the “the day these wither is the day i stop loving u”#but ofc.. they never wither#soap just about dies on the spot#the trust of sharing all these firsts together#ohhh#its so good#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#call of duty
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I do tend to get defensive of older sources and how reading them in the light of contemporary values does them a disservice, but I’ll never forget reading the scene in Morte d’Arthur (as retold in contemporary English by John Steinbeck) where they interview a cowherd’s son for the Knights of the Round Table, and they go “there’s no way this is a cowherd’s son, everything about him bespeaks noble birth.” And they ask Merlin if he’ll be a good man and Merlin tells them that there’s no way he won’t, because he has royal blood. And the guy’s mother comes out and says “Well, I’ve never told anybody this before, but a hot second before I got married a knight came along and sexually assaulted me and then took my dog as a memento of the incident” and everybody’s like “Well that’ll do it! Congratulations on the royal blood, kid, this is wonderful news for everyone concerned” and the cowherd goes, “Well, I did think he was my biological son this whole time, but if it happened before we were married, that’s fine. I’m okay with it.”
#I’m not kidding he took her greyhound as a love token and she never saw him again#Anyway it’s a great book because at some point a few chapters in John Steinbeck stops doing a straight retelling and makes it WEIRD#but this was just the straight retelling part
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“Guns N Roses shouldn’t have been at the FMTC” this and “why were Guns N Roses even invited after the homophobia blah blah��
IT WAS ON PURPOSE. THEY WERE INVITED ON PURPOSE. ROGER. DID IT. ON. PURPOSE. And put him with Elton ON PURPOSE. To bridge that gap and it WORKED.
Axl Rose and Elton John practically held hands singing Bohemian Rhapsody in front of the entire world and if you watch Roger’s face in the background you can tell he knows his mission was accomplished
#Ofc there is also the thing that Elton said where he said he did it just because he didn’t think Axl was ACTUALLY homophobic#Not that I’m condoning the use of the f slur by him at all#But I feel like this ties into how people demand people be held accountable for their actions and demand they educate themselves and change#But when they DO there’s still no redeeming them they’ll ALWAYS be problematic horrible scum even if they put in the work#And they’ll never be forgiven. I’m not even a big fan of Guns N Roses or anything and I recognize there is more questionable stuff#Related to them. But they love Queen and they ABSOLUTELY should’ve been there and hey it broadened Axl’s mind a little#And on top of that it was in front of THE WHOLE WORLD. Roger did it to change minds. Stop complaining#queen#queen band#roger taylor#roger meddows taylor#brian may#sir brian may#freddie mercury#john deacon#Axl rose#if anybody has the interview where Roger talked about Axl saying some homophobic things PLEASE leave it here somewhere#I’ve been trying to find it again for ages#lgbtq#Guns n roses#freddie mercury tribute concert
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im actually amazed i cant find this;
SPN FRIENDS HII
do any of u know where i could find a gif of dean saying the iconic quote of "You know who wears sunglasses inside? Blind people. And douchebags." from s9 e5 "dog dean afternoon"
i SWEAR i had it saved years ago but i cant find it. pls help. xoxo
#yes theres a supernatural gif for everything and every moment#if it doesnt exist anymore thats okay one day ill make it myself#but i feel like this comes up a Lot and i'd love to be able to send this regularly#thank u gif makers btw. u literally make the world go round#i dont have an income rn but if anyone who makes fandom art (gifs fic etc) ever wants pics of my cat cas my dms are OPEN#always ready to send cas pics. always.#also for context. when watching the s1 ep ''faith'' my partner /immediately/ made fun of the faith healer for wearing sunglasses inside at#night and i responded so deadpan ''john hes BLIND''#ajchskncksjx#thinking abt that always and whenever we see someone wearing sunglasses in a piece of media this moment comes up#i sent him the lady gaga gif where she goes ''incredible. show-stopping. never been done. completely original. [etc]'' and#he responded ''is she blind'' KAJXKSJX#for ONE: that is LADY GAGA so NO U CANT MAKE FUN OF HER EVER and for TWO: AKCHKSXJKD#he just had to make sure. just had to check.#anyway. im done now#spn#dean winchester#gif search#supernatural#may delete later if anyone ever finds it#thank u for checking if u do#<3<3<3#much love to everyone ever. yk yk
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watched "MaXXXine" yesterday! it was fun and great, of course. not my favourite of the trilogy (my order of favourites is the chronological order, funnily enough); but still a very worthy part of it and a good enough end to it! <3
I also have a new favourite character, blorbo, whatever you wanna call him, from this movie. John Labat (Kevin Bacon). I--- dhkfsdkjfdsk I just love fictional men that are disgusting, sleazy, beyond morally grey assholes that look/dress/act a very specific way,,,
#i need him in so many ways i'm not okay lol i hope more people will end up loving him... please ndkjfdshfjk#the second he was on screen for the first time i got instant heart eyes for him#i never stood a chance djfhdjghdd i haven't been able to stop thinking about him - he was the highlight of the movie for me dhkdfhdfjh <3#john labat#kevin bacon#maxxxine#x trilogy
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This bitch bastard man (affectionate)
#moira quirk calling me love with john's voice drove me crazy#for some reason i thought he had reawakened everyone of those guys#but upon reread i notice he never says so and those bodies dragged inside weren't#just those initial five the guys shot. but EVERYONE#which makes me wonder why he didn't kill the guys that came to shoot them or why he didn't just kill the trillioners#he could've just stopped their hearts and no one would know... but idk maybe I'm simplifying#(i know he talks about the several launchers but he could dropped a few important figures here and there)#oh my I'm making suggestions to make him worse#john gaius#tlt spoilers#ntn spoilers#nona the ninth#calling me love as he confesses war crimes
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YALL ARE NOT SERIOUS PEOPLE no way i’m looking at the tumblr tag for spn 7x03 aka the sam centric flashback episode dealing with his childhood trauma and how he feels like he’s a freak and everyone is just posting about DEAN. dean and his stupid fucking pie. dean winchester used to be my guy! genuinely! s2-3 i truly thought i was a deangirl! But you people (plus this show atp lmfao) are making me hate him😭
#he was cute witn his silly pie. and i care for him and understand he’s grieving cas and thinks he’s about to lose sam and is therefore copin#Awfully and doing things like resorting to black and white john winchester embedded monster racism to do so#But thing is i’m actually getting pretty fucking sick of him coping awfully#he never learns he never grows he just gets angrier. he’s incapable of seeing sammy as someone whose decisions can be respected despite the#fact sam literally SAVED THE WORLD by SACRIFICING HIMSELF.#he just sits around and drinks and tries to become his father and avoid becoming his father in equal amounts#he’s actually awful!! sam goes off to do a case something totally justified (tho sure he could’ve asked) and dean fucking punches him in the#face… and somehow it just Doesn’t feel haha funny because its forceful and it’s serious and this is like the 3rd time he’s done this shit#and it’s also in the same ep where we see sams fraught relationship w john (Bc Duh) which is paralleled to the relationship amy has with her#mom where her mom fucking hits her. like.#dean winchester!!! when i find you!!!!!!!! stop recreating ur trauma!!!!!!!! stop taking shit out on sam :(#he cares sooooooooo deeply and it affects every fucking thing he does that’s why he’s so awful and why he cant cope#But guess what the same can be said about john winchezter the same can be said about a LOT of people. doesn’t excuse anything dean. GET YOUR#SHIT TOGETHER.#i love dean he’s vividly compelling to me. But. :/#oliver talks#sam winchester#spn
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Thinking about the way Hawkeye takes care of his friends. We see that he's great with his patients, takes the times to talk to them, show them compassion and all that good stuff. But when his friends become his patients? Hawkeye will literally do anything it takes to make them feel better. When Trappers has his ulcer taken care of and Hawkeye takes that tranquilizer just to see him laugh. When Bigelow gets hurt in the water tower debacle, Hawkeye comes in absolutely prepared with jokes and props to make her smile and laugh. When BJ hurts his arm, Hawkeye all but hovers next to him 24/7 ready to spring into action the second BJ admits he needs help. And look at how he reacts (understandably) when his dad goes in for surgery. Hawkeye can't be there for him the way he needs to be and completely loses himself in the anxiety and guilt. He cares so much. He has so much love in his heart for everyone
#m*a*s*h#mash#hawkeye pierce#trapper john mcintyre#bj hunnicutt#i love him so much#i love that the pain of life never stops him from loving
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Something, something, Jacob had to leave Miller to the wolves to survive, something, now he trains wolves so they’re never out of his control and can’t turn on him like they did before, something
#ok to rb#i know everyone takes this story as cannibalism and youre valid for that but ALSO lets make it angsty and think about how jacob felt a loss#of control in that extremely traumatic moment where he had to sacrifice miller to save himself. now fast forward to meeting joseph again who#gives him purpose. a direction. CONTROL. his men never disobey. they never question like Johns do. They're obedient. Just like the wolves he#trains. Because if he has control of everything (especially the wolves that im sure haunt his dreams) then nothing can go wrong#anyway this is just my jay cub analysis folks take it with a grain of salt i love old sad man hours <3#tbd#possibly#also thinking of how control and trauma relate UGH#ill stop writing an essay in the tags now..
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