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Abused

Pairing- Jungkook x Named Reader

Word count- 3.1k

Includes- Heavy themes, physical abuse, harrowing phone call, murder, character death, violence, blood

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Jungkook POV

"Do you have to go?", Joanne whines, wrapping her arms and legs around me, keeping me in bed and against her

I laugh turning to face her, "I don't want to baby but I have practice"

"Kooookkkiiieeee", she calls, shaking her head

She's so cute

I put my arms around her, holding her close, kissing her forehead

"Don't leave. Stay with me Kookie."

"Aww is my girl clingy today?", I chuckle

She nods her head, "I want my Kookie"

"You got me baby. Since the day I saw you."

She looks up at me smiling, "I know baby. You tell me all the time."

Smiling at her, I move closer, kissing her

She snuggles closer to me, her head on my chest

Her arms and legs are still around me

It's so cute

I run my fingers in her hair

"Baby"

"Nope", she answers

"Jo"

"Kookie"

"C'mon baby"

"Kookie can't you just stay? Just this once?"

I feel bad

She never asks me to stay

She deals with my schedule and everything that comes with being an idol

I want to stay with her so much

She needs a lot of love and affection after everything she's been through.

And I love that I'm the one to give it to her

That's why anytime she asks me to stay I do, especially because she almost never asks

But we're going on tour in two weeks and we're practicing non stop

It always gets so much more busy when we have a tour coming

"I want to baby. You know I love being with you. But we have the tour coming and I can't skip out on these practices. I'm sorry."

She pouts and it's the fucking cutest thing in the world

"Fine", she sighs, letting me go, rolling on her back

"I'm sorry baby. But I'll cuddle you and hold you and kiss you as soon as I get home. All night."

She glances over at me, "Promise?"

"Promise"

She gives me a small smile, "Ok"

Kissing her again, I get up and get ready

Joanne stays in bed

She had off today

I don't want to go, I just want to lay down with her, be with her

I always want to be with her

We've been together for two years and after all that time all I ever want is to be near her.

"I'll see you later baby. I love you"

She sits up, "I love you Kookie. So much"

She hugs me tightly, then kisses me again

Fuck she's really making it hard to leave

"Bye Kookie"

"Bye Jo"

I kiss her on the cheek, then I turn and leave our apartment

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The elevator opens at the lobby of our building and I step out

As I leave the building, I get the feeling that someone is watching me

I look around, scanning everywhere for any threats

Before Joanne, I shrugged of these kinds of feeling but not anymore

I'm very aware of my surroundings

I have to keep her safe

I met Joanne at a fan meet

She was one of the workers at the venue

She was the only girl I ever approached

We went out a few times but she was really quiet and always looking around anywhere we went

I still liked her a lot, and I asked her to be with me

She said that she had to tell me something before she says yes

That's when I found out about her horrible past

She moved here, to Busan, with her aunt from the U.S. after her parents died at the age of 15.

She kind of rebelled and was a wild kid

She met a guy, Jacob Zhou, who she went out with

He abused her

He separated her from her aunt, made her believe he was the only one who cared about her

Then he beat the crap out of her

All the time

I was horrified at what she told me

All the broken bones, cuts, punches, the things he used to hit her, the dozens of times she ended up in the hospital, all the scars she has that she thinks makes her body look gross

I told her she was crazy if she thinks that matters to me, that there was no way I'd believe she was gross

I saw them the first time we were together

She was worried but I told her she was beautiful

And she is, I love everything about her

Her scars don't make her gross

Not at all

She told me that she finally left him

She ran away one day, came to Seoul and she's been hiding from him ever since

He told her that if she ever left him, he'd find her and kill her

I told her I'd never hurt her, I still wanted to be with her and that I'd protect her

And I have done everything to keep her safe

ARMYS know I have a girlfriend but I've never posted pictures of her

We don't go out much, in case an ARMYS take pictures and post it

If we do go out, I do everything possible to shield her and keep her hidden.

No one knows where we live, only the necessary people like the guys and the managers at BigHit

I never leave her alone overnight

I never leave her here when there's a tour- she comes with me

She works at BigHit

I made my schedule so that I can take her to work and pick her up everyday

She's only ever alone for awhile when she has a day off

But she just stays in the apartment when she's off so I don't have to worry

I had to change a lot of stuff in my life for her but I love her more than anything and she is absolutely worth it.

After scanning the area three times and not seeing anything, I finally walk to my car to go to practice.

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On the first break from practice, I look at my phone

One missed call from two hours ago

From Joanne

She left me a voicemail

She never does that

I dial my voicemail and hold the phone to my ear

"Jungkook!", she screams, fear in her voice

I immediately start panicking

"Kookie he found us. He's here."

She shrieks as I hear a banging

He found her

How?

How the fuck did he find her?

"Jungkook, I love you. I love you more than anything. You make me so happy. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. You're my world Kookie. I love you, forever baby. I swear", she sobs

My body is shaking as I start running to the door of the practice room

"Jungkook where are you going?", Hobi calls

"Kookie, I'm scared"

She lets out an ear splitting scream as I hear a crash

"You bitch", I hear him yell

"No, stop, please st-"

Then the voicemail ends

I need to get home now

He's dead

I'm going to kill him

I've never ran so fast in my life, getting to my car in record time

Getting in, I start the car, and peel away to my apartment

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It has to be less than five minutes before I pull up to my building

I sped all the way

Pounding up the stairs to our floor, I slow to a stop when I see the front door open

I'm so scared

But I'm ready to kill him

I walk slowly to our door, opening it more

I wait to listen for any sounds but I don't hear anything, so I quietly make my way into the apartment

I walk quickly to the kitchen and grab a knife

I do a sweep around the apartment but nothing

No one here

Not even Joanne

My muscles are still tense, waiting for anyone to try and attack me

The door to our bedroom is closed

I don't want to open it

But Joanne could need help

I make myself walk to the door and open it

I hear a scream and it takes me a few seconds to realize it's me screaming

I run to the bed, to where she is

There's so much blood

She's on her back, her eyes closed

Her face is bruised everywhere

Her eye is swelled shut, her lips are split in a few places, bruises along her temple, cheeks, forehead, jaw

But the worst is her chest

Her shirt is soaked with blood

Crying, I move her shirt and shriek when I see the dozens of stab wounds

Her arms have wounds on them too

The bed underneath her is drenched in red

"No baby. No", I sob

I pick her up and hold her to me

Her skin is so cold

She's not breathing

I put my hand to her chest, choking back a sob when I don't feel her heartbeat

"Jo, no. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I wasn't here. I'm sorry he found us. I should of tried harder baby. I'm sorry", I cry

I thought she was safe

I made sure to get an apartment in a high security building

How the fuck did he get in?

How did he find us?

Her name isn't on anything- no credit cards, no leases for cars or the apartment.

Her mail is always addressed to resident

Her paychecks are made to my name, her account in my name

Everything is in my name

I made sure

So how?

Holding her tighter, I will her to hug me, to kiss me, to tell me she's ok

But her body is limp in my arms

I never told her I loved her one last time

I didn't get a chance to say goodbye

I'm never seeing her again

She'll be taken away and then she's going to be buried

I'll never hear her voice, her laugh, her anything again

That realization breaks me

I start sobbing hysterically

"I love you Joanne. I love you so much. I'm sorry. I miss you so much already"

I don't know what I'm going to do

I can't live without her

I feel so lost

But before I give up completely there's one more thing I have to do

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I stay with her for a few hours

I can't let her go

I just want to die and be with her

But I can't

Not yet

"I'll be back baby", I whisper to her, kissing her forehead

Laying her back in the bed I grab the knife and leave the apartment

I follow the gps on my phone

I know where he is and I'm driving to him

I called a close friend of mine, a cop, and asked him to find him for me

My friend asked questions but I didn't answer

He doesn't need to get in trouble

He found out where he's is staying

Some dump hotel for the scum lowlife he is

I get to the hotel and out of the car, just as he's leaving

Perfect luck right?

I follow him

Idiot doesn't even look behind him

Walking faster I get closer to him

He turns the corner

When I get around it, he's standing in the middle of the sidewalk, his back to me

"Do you fucking need something?", he snaps

"You killed her", I say trying not to cry

He turns to me, "You have to be more specific. I killed lots of hers"

Bastard

I step closer to him

"Who are you?", he asks

"You know who I am", I snarl

He looks closer at me and recognition filles his eyes

"You're that idol. The bastard that kept Joanne from me. You took her from me."

"She left you after you almost killed her. She was already far from you when she met me. She loved me and I love her. I protected her from you", I shout

"Yeah well you didn't do a good job did you? Because I found her. And she had to pay for leaving. She knew that if she ever left I would find her and kill her. And I see you have her blood on you.", he smirks

Rage is boiling in my blood

"And now you have to die for killing the love of my life"

He laughs

He actually laughs

"What are you going to do? You're just an idol. You have too much to lose"

He couldn't be more wrong

"No I don't. She was everything and now she's gone. I have nothing to lose", I shout

Then I move closer and punch him right in the middle of his face

His head snaps back and he stumbles backward

I don't give him a chance to recover punching him in the side of his face, his body, then kicking his legs out from under him

He crumples to the ground

I hover over him, punching him in the face over and over, my rage out of control

But I don't care

He killed her

He killed Joanne

My baby

My everything

My world

And I don't care about any thing anymore

He's yelling and trying to fight back

He punches my jaw hard, knocking me off him

He gets up immediately and starts running

I shoot up, chasing him

He had a few seconds head start but I'm faster

I get to him, grab the back of his jacket and swing him into the wall of a building face first

Taking out the knife, I turn him over and stab him in the chest

He screams as blood runs down his shirt

I pull the knife out

Then drive it in again

He falls to the floor, on his hands and knees

I don't give a fuck

Kicking him in the face causes him to fly on his back

Walking over to him, I hear him begging me

"Don't kill me. Please don't kill me"

"You killed her! Did you listen to her when she begged you not to kill her!", I scream

"I'm sorry! Ok I'm sorry"

He's sorry?

Is he fucking kidding?

He took the only girl I ever loved

He took my future away, my reason for everything

I'm nothing without her

"Not good enough", I spit, then plunge the knife in his stomach

Lifting the knife out, I stab his side

"How do you like it? How do you like being stabbed like you did to her!", I scream

There's blood everywhere but I don't care

He gurgles while breathing

I keep stabbing over and over and over

Rage just takes over

And I let it

I keep seeing her laying in the bed and it's killing me

By the time I stop, he's already dead and I'm sobbing

Not for him though

For her

Joanne

I strangely don't care that I killed him

Maybe I will later but I doubt it

He murdered Joanne

Her murdered the love of my life

I could never care about him

I know I'll be arrested

I'll be sent to prison

I don't care

I'm already in prison

I have to be here without her

Nothing worse can be done to me

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I unlock the door to the dorm

"Jungkook? Is that you?", Jimin asks walking to the hall

"Where did you go-", He questions as he turns on the light

He looks at me and screams

"Jungkook what happened? Oh my god are you hurt? NAMJOON, come here!"

"What Jimin?", Namjoon sighs coming into the hall

His eyes widen in shock when he sees me

"Jungkook what the fuck happened?", he screams, "Whose blood is that? Is it yours?"

I shake my head

"Why is everyone scre-", Yoongi complains but stops mid- sentence "Jungkook are you hurt?", he yells

I shake my head

"Why are you holding a knife? Why is there blood on the knife?", Jimin shrieks

"What knife? What happened?", Jin asks walking in with Hobi and Tae

They take one look at me and start yelling with everyone else

There's too much yelling

I can't deal with it

"Shut up. Everyone shut up", Namjoon orders

He looks at me, "Jungkook what happened?"

"He...he killed her. So I killed him"

"WHAT?", Tae screeches

"Jacob. He found Joanne. That's why I ran from practice. But when I got home...she was already dead"

"Oh my god", Hobi cries

"There's so much blood. He...he beat her. Then he stabbed her over and over in her chest and stomach. He left her on the bed", I whisper, tears rolling down my face

"The blood is hers?", Yoongi asks looking as pale as a ghost

I nod, "Most of it. On my shirt and pants. I...I held her for a long time. I couldn't let go"

"I'm so sorry Jungkook", Tae says gently, "But what do you mean most of the blood is hers?"

"Some of it is his"

"Jungkook", Namjoon says slowly, "What did you do?"

"I found him. I followed him. And I killed him. I stabbed him like he stabbed her"

"Oh my god", Hobi gasps

"Is that the knife you used?", Jin asks

I nod

"What are we going to do?", Jimin asks desperately

"I don't know. Let me think.", Namjoon replies shakily

"There's nothing to do. I killed him. I'm going to prison"

"You can't", Yoongi yells

"I don't care. My life was over the second she died. I'm living in hell. Prison doesn't scare me"

"Jungkook", Hobi says

"I just came to tell you what happened. I don't need help. I don't want you involved. If the cops question you tell them what I'm telling you. Tell them I was here. Don't lie, don't deny it, don't hide it", I say

"But-"

"I'm going now. I'm going back to her, to stay with her a little more before I call the cops. Just leave me alone. I know what I did and I don't care that I killed him. I just want to be with her a little more before they take her from me"

"Jungkook-", Jimin starts

"Goodbye", I answer then turn and walk out of the dorm

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Walking back into the bedroom makes me feel like I'm dying

She's still there where I left her

I lay next to her and put my arm around her, holding her to me

"I killed him baby. I found him and I stabbed him. He's dead. He'll never hurt anyone again. He'll never hurt you again."

I know I have to call the police

I will soon

I want to stay with her just a little more

Before her funeral

Before I'm arrested

Before I'm sent to prison

I just want to be Jungkook and Joanne for a little longer

"I love you", I whisper to her

I close my eyes as the tears take over

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