#jo's thoughts

[jolapeno]

to the anon who was probably well-meaning about my writing only being on AO3, I really only wish to think the best of those who follow me here. while I never want anyone to feel “abandoned” as I now “only post on another site”, I also get to make the choice where I feel comfortable. 

I’ve always posted there as well as here 

I don’t lock things down, so you don’t even need an account to read or engage 

usually clicking the link is the same as read more 

and while I dislike talking negative things on here, because this is MY escape, I’ll say that I felt rather abandoned last summer when I had anons for weeks telling me my writing sucked, that my characterisation of frankie sucked, that no one wishes to read 70k+ of two people just being in love and other things I don’t even wish to discuss. to then pick myself up and be called fake nice on a fucking hate blog, to have my friends talked shit about too.

so, honestly, while every bone in my body told me to leave bcus if I’m as disliked as I felt (because the problem with unkindness on anon is that you don’t know if it’s coming from inside your house or not), I chose to find a new way to appreciate my work, the way I operate my hobby. and that was removing it from a space that made me feel sad as fuck.

so, look, yeah it might be “annoying” but it’s also a choice from both of us. you don’t have to read me, and I don’t have to share my work here. there are plenty of other fabulous writers who post on here who you can follow and not have to leave the app to load another screen, and I implore you to seek them out and support them with reblogs (not just likes) than invest time in possibly being mad at me for making a choice to protect my own sanity. 

this is the last time I’m going to discuss this because I really do wish to keep this blog a sanctuary of peace and love. and I’m protecting it more fiercely than ever. 

[once-in-a-blood-moon]

Schmol Solomon headcanon... but it's longer than I thought it'd be, whoops...

Warnings: mentions of death and cemeteries?, nothing wildly angsty though :)

Solomon, who visits cemeteries all over the human realm just to feel closer to his humanity. He'll take his time to walk through all the rows of headstones, reading each one and imagining how those buried lived their short mortal lives; if they had regrets, if they loved to the fullest, if they had accomplishments, or if they righted the wrongs they may have caused in others' lives before their own time was up.

On occasion, he'll look into old archives and find some records of the names in the cemeteries to learn more about the people he had been protecting without ever knowing of their existence.

This past time of his slowly turned into an odd, but niche hobby. The really old tombstones - the ones that have clearly been neglected as time moves on to the point that no one recognizes the name engraved or recalls the life lived - Solomon washes them, ridding them of the moss and discoloration built up over many years. The faded stones are polished to perfection, now looking as if they were brand new. Anyone visiting the graveyard while he's there cleaning will see him seemingly talking to himself, but really he's keeping the soul of the grave he's cleaning company - whether he's able to get in contact with them or not.

It's his way of intimately contributing to humanity without ever getting attached to the living. It's his way of understanding the intricacies of mortal nature, of truly understanding through the deaths of others what life truly means for a human. And it makes him feel closer to the realm he vows to protect.

[clairesblouse]

i MIGHT be editing this weekend....

[joannaofarkham]

oh eremika are so "this time" coded here WAIT

I miss writing "this time." it's the first fic I've ever written for this ship, the first I've written in a while after years of writer's block and basically giving up writing. Now, I'm basically having writer's block again and it's much worse because it's coupled with brewing writing insecurities :((

anyway, maybe I could go back and continue writing that fic? I might rewrite some parts just so I can picture what I want to do with it in the chapter I stop writing. idk.

[yellowjacketslesbian]

there's just something special about watching a tv show with her for the first time that she's already watched and hearing her opinions about all the characters and the writing and the way she like looks forward to me seeing specific moments for the first time. like idk it's just kind of great

[gaybuckybarnesss]

THE WHITE LOTUS 3.06 "Denials"

[oh-phoenixx]

“It’s no use, Regulus, we’ve gotta have it out,” James cried, “I have loved you ever since I’ve-”

“Stop quoting Little Women at me, James,” Regulus said through gritted teeth. “We are not getting married.”

“But-”

“I’m seventeen, you are eighteen. We are not getting married,” Regulus repeated.

“I have loved you ever since I’ve-”

“James.”

[ladypoltergeist]

I'm on tumblr to avoid reality actually

[fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma]

happy birthday to one of the greatest fics of all time <3 ( @bisexuallsokka , thank you for writing this masterpiece.)

[jolapeno]

imagine being fucked so good by francisco morales he has to slide his fingers into your mouth to keep you quiet. his nose close to your cheek, hot breath on your ear, whispering how good you feel, how he’s going to fill you up. your spit and moans are slick and dripping down his wrist, every inch of you is glistening, as is he—your back almost sealing to his chest as you grab a fistful of his dripping curls at the nape of his neck. you're tangled with him, knotted in heat and urgency, everything around you both thin, fever-warm, dense with breathless need. with another thrust, your lashes flutter closed. a moan so sweet, it escapes around his digits, slipping into the air, the same air stained and saturated with sweat, sex and the sinful sounds of skin slapping against skin. then he groans, emitting a low, wrecked sound. you feel it everywhere, spreading fire as you clench, throb around him.

[once-in-a-blood-moon]

Obey Me Boys as Tarot/Oracle Decks I Own

Is this stupid? Yes. Am I doing it anyway? Absolutely.

To make a long story short, I have a problem and I compulsively buy tarot and oracle cards, so I have...quite a few. So, I was looking at them and thought, "which ones would fit the characters?" And now look where we are! :) I do have exactly fifteen decks and had planned originally to assign decks to the new side characters as well, but I, A. got tired and B. couldn't find one that fit Mephisto, so I just scrapped that idea altogether. Anyways, here's what literally nobody asked for!

Disclaimer! I did pick out cards that I thought matched the characters as well, based on both meaning and look. I'm not going into detail on all of the cards either...because I will ramble forever. I'm did my best to keep these as brief as possible!

Lucifer - Archangel Animal Oracle Deck

Okay, so this could've been a great deck for Simeon or Raphael, but out of what I had, this fit Lucifer the best! It ties back to his origins of being a seraphim. I did pick a card or two that have Archangel Micheal and Raphael in them, and they do fit Lucifer in needing to let others in and to not let pride get in the way of being dependent on others.

Mammon - The Illustrated Crystallary Oracle Deck

Mostly picked this one due to the fact that crystals can be expensive and high-dollar, which Mammon would be into and exploit (and he has). If not him, this one might've gone to Solomon, but I had a better one for him >:) I picked Mammon's cards based off his greed and his love for the MC...and which crystals would cost a pretty penny.

Leviathan - Mystical Manga Tarot Deck

My tried and true deck. It was either this one or my Skyrim tarot deck, so I went with this one. It felt more him to me. I picked the Seven of Cups, the Hanged Man, the Hermit, and the Nine of Swords for Levi. In some cases, the Seven of Cups gives me feelings of envy for choices that may seem out of reach or wanting it all when you have to pick and choose, so I went with it.

Satan - The Language of Flowers Oracle Deck

This is the best I had for Satan, but I feel like he'd be quite knowledgable on flower language. I had several other cards that I had in mind for him as well, namely Action - the Venus Fly Trap, but I wanted to keep the number of cards to four, so... Also, when I first started using this deck, it took a lot of warming up to, (it was shy...if you can believe that or not), which is how Satan is in both games, not shy just...needs to get used to people before opening up.

Asmodeus - Romantic Tarot Deck

This is the pairing that kicked off this idea. This deck is new, my mom gifted it to me for Easter! She's a sweetie. And I kept think about how Asmo would adore the art and vintage depictions in the cards. Since the cards aren't labeled, I picked the Lovers, the Two of Cups, the Empress, and the Three of Swords. Most of these are "romantic" in nature, or with the Empress, embodies confidence and embracing femininity. Three of Swords because of how dramatic and tragic love and can be, and I'm sure Asmo has had his fair share :(

Beelzebub - Moonology Manifestations Oracle Deck

This is my second Moonology deck, my other-half, if you will. (Another gift from my mom:)) I really don't have much to say about this deck for Beel, but I figured it would be fun to assign the twins with these decks. The cards were picked based on his feelings of guilt of his past from the Celestial War.

Belphegor - Moonology Oracle Deck

My first Moonology deck! I think this was the first oracle deck I ever got, so it has a special place in my heart. I obviously had to give this one to Belphie since his theme revolves around the moon and space. Notice in both Beel's and Belphie's I picked one Gemini card each, hehe...

Diavolo - Dragon Wisdom Oracle Deck

Considering Dia's demon form is draconic (dra-ICONIC! Heh, anyone?), this seemed right. I'm less familiar with this deck since it's not one of the primary ones I use, but it was fun to go through it again like it was new, lol. There was another card I almost picked for him, Initiation. But I thought these ones fit best.

Barbatos - Celtic Healing Oracle Deck

Once again, this is one of those scenarios where this was the best I had for Barb. There's a strange energy to these cards, mysterious and timeless almost, a little spooky. Kinda reminds me of him in some way. I'm the least familiar with this deck as it's relatively new and I haven't really used it yet, so apologies for lack of substance with this one.

Simeon - The Field Tarot

This was a gift from a friend of mine. It was theirs originally, but they so thoughtfully handed it down to me, and I use it quite a lot! This deck felt very mellow and light compared to my other ones. Very minimalist, so I thought it fit Simeon's vibe. To note: the Perspective card is this deck's Hanged Man. The Three of Cups reminded me of the og Purgatory Hall gang.

Solomon - Oceanic Tarot Deck

Based on his love for marine life and his...past with the ocean, how could I resist! Also, didn't mean for two of the cards I picked to be king and queen of the same suit, but I thought they fit his personality and way of living. The suit cards are pretty basic, featuring some marine life behind the pictures and whatnot without having too much imagery.

Luke - Tiny Tarot Deck

Come on...I had to. I put it in my hand so you could really get the perspective of how small it is. It's cute! I didn't pull any of the cards out since the box struggles to hold them in and I'm afraid of getting them everywhere, but they are your standard Rider-Waite-Smith deck! I probably would've picked the Sun or the Six of Cups for him, something along the lines of youth and vibrancy. (MY GOD, MY VEINS LOOK LIKE A STAR WTH?? I just noticed that, omg) Well...that's new...

[clairesblouse]

me vengo a quejar en español porq no puede ser lo PESADA que me pongo editando los caps tiene que estar TODO PERFECTO y me enerva porq tardo 8283 años en editar 2 páginas

[oceanicairways]

the way the fandom tries to “batfam-ify” every major section of dc and turn their dynamics into dumbed down found family ones is annoying, but the way people overcorrect this by saying that they’re all just coworkers is annoying as well. like, the human green lanterns are definitely NOT just coworkers. i don’t even know how one would arrive at that conclusion. hal keeps pictures of ALL of them in his trailer and he brought john, guy, and kyle to jordan family get-togethers. they are very very important to each other.

[r4bbitmilk]

from 1/20/2025.

Thank you wbstage<3 for the breathtaking experience !! and most of all for this blessed tgsk backstage selfie hghnngnhnng

[qiaolingz]

So start by saving me... Itadori.

[nichoswrld]

can you plz share &team nsfw twt links if u feel comfortable w it?????

&team nsfw twitter links

he’s been missing you all day, so as soon as you get home, kei bends you over the counter.

you’ve been teasing him all day, so when you get home fuma gives you a punishment.

you’ve been way too bratty to nicholas, so he fucks you and chokes you ‘til you cry.

if you play with euijoo for a bit, he’ll lay you down and fuck you real good.

a binge watch marathon with yuma turns into him pleasuring you after you get horny.

after jo realizes that you’re needy, he just wants to give you a good time.

harua is more than content while only playing with your tits.

you’ve been such a good baby for taki, so your boyfriend treats you real well.