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JAVIER PEÑA | NARCOS S3E03 - FOLLOW THE MONEY

surprise for @goodwithcheese

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Noah Wyle as Dr. Michael "Robby" Robinavitch The Pitt, 7:00 A.M

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frankie friday round-up

thank you so much to everyone who rec'd and also self-love'd. i cannot believe how much gooood stuff we've got. to try and help, I've put it all here!

please check relevant warnings and pairings. and see you (hopefully) the next one!

@almostfoxglove

More than letters

@astroboots

Telltale Heart

@ avastrasposts

The Pilot and his Girl

@bergamote-catsandbooks

Love hurts

A smutty retreat

@berryispunk

Your Home's Only a Town You're a Guest in

Slow Motion

@burntheedges

Is This a Date?

@capuccinodoll

The Boyfriend Act

@frannyzooey

Revenge Sex Drabble

Box Set

@gothcsz

First Sight

@goodwithcheese

The Layover

Sante Fe

@greenwitchfromthewoods

Kiss in the rain

@grogusmum

Don't Give up

99 Miles From L.A.

Your Spot

Conversations With Dead People

@hellishjoel

Table for Two

Letterboxd edit

He with the dark curls, you with the watercolor eyes

@iamasaddie

Frankie is the sun gifs

@intheorangebedroom

Pleased To Meet You

Tonight You Belong To Me

@jennaispunk

Like The Rain

@katareyoudrilling

The Sweepstakes

@kedsandtubesocks

Seasons of You

@letsgobarbs

Ramadhan with Frankie and Family

@lillaydee

Tingled

@luxurychristmaspudding

On Call

@maroonpascal

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

@milla-frenchy

The Date

@missredherring

Highway Honey

@mjpens

frankie artwork

@moonlightprose

Masterlist

@moonlitbirdie

Learning Curves

@nicolethered

Frankie gifs

@oliveksmoked

One Night Stand

@ohheyitsokay

Hey Batter Batter

@perotovar

Into The Beat Of The Night

@prolix-yuy

Sex Worker!Frankie

@sawymredfox

Zephyr

Mocha

Imperfect perfection

@schnarfer

Endurance

@sin-djarin

Two Man Job

@sunshinehaze1

Touch and Go

Sizzlin’

@thelightsandtheroses

Call It What You Want

Let’s Get Lost

@uuuhshiny

Frankie gifs

@ wildemaven

frankie is your +1 to wedding

@whatsnewalycat

Designated Person 

@0celesteisthebest0

Bonfire

@604to647

Strawberry Shortcake

Brandy by the fireplace

@80ssong

The Realm of Love

thank you so much to everyone who submitted, most are tagged but also want to shout out @eupheme and @pedrit0-pascalit0 i am dyslexic, so if I've mixed up the A-Z, no i didn't okay (pls)

and last but not least, me (feels weird to put me here but)

the stings series

do me yourself

wet n' wild

thirty rain showers to get to you

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THIRTY RAIN SHOWERS TO GET TO YOU by jolapeno

“Hey.” Her voice is soft, barely a whisper—yet it fills the room. The kind that makes something in his chest ease and allows him to relax, exhale. “What if I’d been asleep?” He hears the lowest, lightest laugh. “Well, you wouldn’t have answered, would you?”

AO3 [uploads daily in april*] *best friends to lovers, warnings here.

we're over a third through, wahhhh.

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SUPERSTORE (2015-2021) 1x07 - Color Wars

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crying 😂 because you’re so right @iknowisoundcrazy

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Hi darling! If you’re still answering these, how about 20, 27 & 28?

Happy Friday!

omg of courseeee. [i won't lie, i went to bed obnoxiously early last night so I'm so sorry for the slowness]

20. tell us a memory you hold close to your heart

gosh, there's so many. that it took me ages to think of just one. but I'm going to choose the day we first met our doggo. he was the most excitable, floppy-eared, big-pawed-on-a-little-body bundle of joy, and i knew I KNEW he was my dog before he'd even clawed my hand. we was giddy, we was so excited to adopt him and he has made my life significantly better by being just this big character with so much love to give. I've never known a love like it, and I'm so grateful I've had the chance to know it even this once. (might have made myself cry thinking about him being a puppy omg)

27. do you like to garden, have you ever grown something?

no. hahaha. i am not a green-fingered person at all. i kill more things than i should. the exception is a plant i bought last year when a series finished and i wanted to celebrate doing it. that is still alive and thriving, which i do think is sorta "grown". but I've killed a tomato plant, baskets of flowers, a cactus (it actually drowned and became water) and so many more plants. rip.

28. what are you proudest of

(going to stick this under the cut because ew, jo talking highly of herself and also ew, mental health so be warned).

i'm super proud of the last six months even if they've been the hardest months of my life. and i don't talk on here much about how bad it was, but friends know. they've seen it, heard it, even read it in how i am in chats. but it has been so hard. I've never ever felt as low, I've never had the kind of thoughts I've had, or the fear or the lack of fight in me to do something more than sit in them. i had to fight really hard for every single appointment (as unsuccessful as they've all been - trust me, I've had a really bad time with medical professionals outside of my therapist) because like in lots of places, the system is broken. but, i kept trying, i found a therapist, i advocated so hard for myself, i had to deal with trying different meds with one almost sending me to the ER, tha i think it's forever given me a fear about taking meds now. and a few weeks back i hit such a wall, i could barely talk or even reach out to anyone, this last week has been a good week. a thing I've not experienced or had or been able to say I've had since October. and so I'm currently so proud of myself for holding onto that hope it would get better, that it would get easier, if i just didn't give up on myself. and, yeah. i don't think of myself as a particularly strong person, nor do i think very highly of myself (just being honest), and so the fact i can see it and be proud feels like volumes to me.

ANYWAY, got so deep there, sorry.

ask me soft things ✨

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i adoreeee @capuccinodoll's boyfriend act, so much so one day i will swim into their pond and make them be my friend. i am so glad i found it on AO3 (didn't even know they were here, so I'm playing the slow burn myself). ALSO i love that you self-love'd, and i love that wip snippet toooooo.

*also thanks for the love on thirty, I'm shy and bad at accepting niceness but i smooched your cheek if you felt something

HAPPY FRANKIE FRIDAY 🧢

i started this over on PF too, but thought we could all share the love for our fish by either commenting or reblogging and adding the links (with credit) to our favourite fanart, moodboards and fics for a special Friday Friday!

this is all about love, so self-love is ALSO welcome and recommended. and since I've not done this before, doesn't matter if you think it's been rec'd a thousand times, let's just spread love.

*Frankie Friday Tax

tagging some frankie friends:

@iknowisoundcrazy @thelightsandtheroses @goodwithcheese @javierpena-inatacvest @pedrit0-pascalit0 @intheorangebedroom @milla-frenchy @berryispunk @secretelephanttattoo @beefrobeefcal @oliveksmoked @missladym1981 @vie-is-punk @copperhalfcent @kedsandtubesocks @evolnoomym @sawymredfox

[i could have kept going but i really don't wish to be annoying so if i didn't tag you, plssss don't be offended]

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WYM! thank you so much for this list, i love so many of these. also HELL yeah you can self-loveeeee. i am so glad that you did! thank you so much

HAPPY FRANKIE FRIDAY 🧢

i started this over on PF too, but thought we could all share the love for our fish by either commenting or reblogging and adding the links (with credit) to our favourite fanart, moodboards and fics for a special Friday Friday!

this is all about love, so self-love is ALSO welcome and recommended. and since I've not done this before, doesn't matter if you think it's been rec'd a thousand times, let's just spread love.

*Frankie Friday Tax

tagging some frankie friends:

@iknowisoundcrazy @thelightsandtheroses @goodwithcheese @javierpena-inatacvest @pedrit0-pascalit0 @intheorangebedroom @milla-frenchy @berryispunk @secretelephanttattoo @beefrobeefcal @oliveksmoked @missladym1981 @vie-is-punk @copperhalfcent @kedsandtubesocks @evolnoomym @sawymredfox

[i could have kept going but i really don't wish to be annoying so if i didn't tag you, plssss don't be offended]

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this is so atmospheric omg. "then, you’re deeply inhaling, rather than questioning the source of these phantom smells" <- like holy hell. i just stared for several minutes. and the descriptions of him, that perfect perfect maaaaan!

CROSS YOUR MIND.

pairing: francisco “frankie” morales x bipoc reader.

summary: at once, you remember.

warnings: 18+ mdni. amnesia. flashback spice.

word count: 806.

a/n: for @penvisions’s give a little love writing challenge. it’s short and sweet. [and, unlike anything that i’ve ever written]. eeeek, tell me what you think! also, i’ll be linking dev’s gofundme, here. consider helping, if possible. <3

there’s an early-april sun, bypassing your bedroom’s nearby, bay window; the natural warmth, forging an incandescent glow, against your browned skin.

like you, the neighborhood’s lazily stirring awake; an initial spritz, from the front-yard’s rotating, sprinkler system, trudging forth what’s your first, bleary blink of the morning. next, it’s the sleep-ladened trill, from some suburbanized bird, that’s encouraged the drift of your furled lashes.

it’s been eighty-four days, since you’ve remembered anything that’s pertained to francisco morales; your husband, if the weighty, wedding ring that’s gracing your fourth finger’s to be trusted.

and, yet… you’re suddenly, beyond assured that he’d identify the sounding bird’s breed. then, it’s frankie’s breathy, correcting laugh that’s narrating your inner voice; reminding you that biologically, they’re called bird species, and not bird breeds.

you’re abruptly remembering another thing, too; the summer prior…

the fleeting, trio of humid months that you’d majorly spent camping, with francisco; at once, everything’s deeply palpable. somehow, the scent of toasted and vanillic marshmallow’s needling your nostrils.

your bonnet’s askew and silky, upon your forehead’s focusedly-scrunched expanse, as you’re desperately trying to retain every detail; this random barrage of misplaced memories, reminiscent of an older-model camera, how it’s flickering and shuttering. unfolding in your head; this feature-film of him.

the opening scene’s his dorky, outdoorsy pants. that dog-eared, inherited book, stuffing his rear-pocket’s entirety; the field guide of birds. frankie’s husky and nostalgic tone, “was my abuelo’s”. his thumb, briskly shuffling the fragrant, yellowed pages; that uniquely musky scent of an antiquated book, materializing in your bedroom, now.

you’re currently righting your body, until your back’s comfortably straightened; the sleep-shirt that you’re wearing, creamy and waffle-knitted, as it’s adhering to the headboard’s cushioned front. the richly-toned tint of your skin, contrasting the article’s neutralized shade.

then, you’re deeply inhaling, rather than questioning the source of these phantom smells; you can’t worry about that. instead, you’re concentrating on utilizing them; on mentally occupying that camp-ground. the memory of francisco’s right there, as you’re shutting your eyes, once more.

francisco’s navy-colored, signature hat that he’d put backward-facing, as he’d erected the tent; pegs and poles, fed through polyester. you’re remembering his sun-freckled arms; how they’d repeatedly flared and flexed, during the shelter’s assembly.

and, how they’d felt, that first night. the tanned, taut rind of them. each bicep, freshly-pumped, after he’d rigorously swung an axe; split the bundled wood. his fragrant sweat was an aphrodisiac, already; but, the way that frankie’s innately-earthy aroma had mixed with that syrupy set of maple and pine? oh, it’d been cruelly intoxicating.

remember that? and, how your teeth’s grooving had sharply traversed francisco’s damp skin? bulges and ridges that muscularly roaded his upper-body; some sort of erotic map. he’d pleadingly whimpered, “hold on. that’s─ngh─enough”. then, he’d forcibly rotated the dominance; changed the position. rolled, so that he mounted you.

he’d rasped, “y’know… i think that you were trying to make me come, like that”. frankie’s brow quirked, as if it’d challenged your denial. he’d nosed your throat and further elbowed the ground, too; the flooring of the tent’s distinct rustle and scrunch, accompanying your incoming answer.

you’d hummed, “hm, i doubt that i’d have had to try much harder”. he’d amusingly gasped, then; earning your most honest, mindless of laughs. the kind that’s heaved without any reservation; that’s weightless of hesitancy and insecurity.

you’re currently recalling the bristling, coarse itch of his mustache. and, how you’d never even considered shying away from it; if anything, you’d savored each scrape and scratch that abraded your body.

francisco had threateningly grumbled, “yeah, baby? let’s see what kind of effort it’ll take me”. and, you’d pleasurably contorted, as he’d thighed you; thrusted his leg’s firmed front, until he’d properly wedged the seat of you. your carotid and core throbbed; syncing together. frankie rapidly surfaced your release, then achingly prolonged your pleasure.

you’d shuddered, “oh, fuuuuck”. remember that? the way that your voice had crescendoed? your thumb’s pad found residency, upon his beard’s heart-shaped patch; you’d needingly stroked the sparsity, as if it’d kept you tethered, somehow. and, the early-influx of gray that fogged francisco’s facial hair? you’d loved it, then. you love it, now.

because, you remember him. francisco morales, who couldn’t spend another second not kissing you, even though your ceremony’s officiant hadn’t yet finished declaring your marriage; he’d cut that poor, reciting man off, without any fragment of regret.

francisco, francisco, francisco. now, you’re returning to reality; you delicately blink, despite an underlying fear that doing so could affect your newfound sense of remembrance.

it’s your eighty-fourth day of recovery, when frankie broadly shoulders the ajar, bedroom door open. he’s focused on the cardboard, to-go tray that’s cresting his flattened palm.

“oh, good mornin’. you’re up early,” he’s distractedly greeting you. “it wasn’t that mourning dove’s cooing that woke you, was it?”

npt: @beefrobeefcal. @capuccinodoll. @clubsoft. @cxrsed-angel. @evolnoomym. @goodwithcheese. @jessthebaker. @joelsgoodgirl. @jolapeno. @pedrit0-pascalit0. @peepawispunk. @syd-djarin. <3

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Well fucks? Get to it!

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Hello darling! What about numbers 2 and 21 for the soft asks?❤️

lovely wymmmmm. hi, ily.

2. what is your go to comfort show

i loveeee soo many so i hope you dont mind im going to just ramble?

scrubs - my teenage years were me crushin' on dr cox. apparently i like them sarcastic.

superstore - forever fave, love jonah and amy.

new girl - nick miller till i dieeeee

scandal - i rewatch every year, i love the yearnin' burningggg

and likely so many more but these were the top of my head instant ones.

21. tea, coffee or hot cocoa

i answered that one here and don't wish to make more brits mad at me hahaha.

ask me soft things ✨

[jolapeno]

hi lovely jo, could i please ask you these? 💖

22 - Name of your favorite playlist?

25 - If your soul was a color, what would it be?

lovely, lovely j! thank you so much for the ask.

22. name of your favorite playlist

so i answered that one here, but I'll give you my second fave which is: fallin' in love (and yes, it has queen celine dion on it and i do fall in love) and also because of that I'll answer 1. which is what song makes me feel better and it's such a toss up because i love so many songs but lucky man by the verve always makes me grinnnn.

25. if your soul was a color, what would it be

i did also answer this here, but like now I'm intrigued if you agree? i think blue feels really fitting for me.

ask me soft things ✨

[jolapeno]

Hi Jo 💛 !

Here I am, with softness and questions. For you 9, 15 & 25.

Bye 💜

my love, thank you for stopping by!

9. best childhood moment

probably the day my brother was born! and second to that, the day we completed need for speed underground 2 together because I love him, and us singing the soundtrack (that we both still love now) is such an important memory to me.

15. comfort food

I did answer this earlier BUT I’m going to give you another, halloumi. I don’t know whyyyyy but it genuinely makes me happy whenever I eat it

25. if your soul was a colour, what would it be

ironically, me and @goodwithcheese talked about this the other day, and I think it was our writing but I do think my soul fits the colour too: blue. maybe with a hint of yellow, but only in the corner. like a gradient.

ask me soft things ✨

[jolapeno]

we love self love on here, so thank you! love that you joined in! 😘 Hope the pilot brightens your daaaaay!

HAPPY FRANKIE FRIDAY 🧢

i started this over on PF too, but thought we could all share the love for our fish by either commenting or reblogging and adding the links (with credit) to our favourite fanart, moodboards and fics for a special Friday Friday!

this is all about love, so self-love is ALSO welcome and recommended. and since I've not done this before, doesn't matter if you think it's been rec'd a thousand times, let's just spread love.

*Frankie Friday Tax

tagging some frankie friends:

@iknowisoundcrazy @thelightsandtheroses @goodwithcheese @javierpena-inatacvest @pedrit0-pascalit0 @intheorangebedroom @milla-frenchy @berryispunk @secretelephanttattoo @beefrobeefcal @oliveksmoked @missladym1981 @vie-is-punk @copperhalfcent @kedsandtubesocks @evolnoomym @sawymredfox

[i could have kept going but i really don't wish to be annoying so if i didn't tag you, plssss don't be offended]

[jolapeno]

Hi Jo! 💕 for the soft asks: 16, 21, 22

hi love! thank you for visiting! 🩷🫂

16. what’s something you want to create soon?

so, outside of writing (I assume you don’t mean writing) I really want to make a throw pillow! I’m looking for a class, but I think it would be cool to make! I really really loved making candles so also those again soon, but ones with glitter 🥹

21. Tea, coffee, or hot choc

I am an iced caramel latte with soy milk girly through, and through. hot choc with marshmallows when I’m poorly though. tea is blegh for me. someone is going to take my British passport hahah.

22. name of your favourite playlist

MAINJAMZ <- and it also has all my fave songs on it 😂

ask me soft things ✨

[jolapeno]

4/5/19 for the asks?

Although I have just spotted your ask button requests love letters so ig that answers that one 🫠😂

BABEEE! hello, welcome to my love letters 😂😘

4. what’s your favourite feeling?

well, I like the feeling looking at francisco brings 😏 but without joking. I love that little excited nervous flutter that comes before you do something daring (aka, every single time I post). because it means I’m doing something that feels challenging to me, and I like that.

5. how do you like to take care of yourself?

poorly, apparently. KIDDING. my favourite thing to do is hide from everyone, slide into bed (clean, newly washed sheets are the best) and read a physical book. when I need to reset, that’s what I go and do.

19. have you ever written or received a love letter?

heheheh, technically now. but no to received, yes to written! I’ve a romantic at heart and so, I wrote my husband a love letter for the night before our wedding and he still has it now and I love him even more for it. I think I love telling people I love them more than people like me to, but I’m a feely kind of gal, and I just want everyone I think deserves to hear it, to get to walk around knowing they’re loved. you know?

ask me soft things ✨