#jhonsy

[runa-falls]

⭐️ (director's choice bc im behind on my reading but want the tea)

he smells like flowers (steven grant x reader)

i like to think of this work as my love letter to steven because every time i re-read it, it flings me back into my obsession with him. i feel like i was in a trance when i wrote this bc i don't remember putting out these thoughts lol.

here are some excerpts that i'd like to expand on:

even after a week long mission, he still smells like that mellow mix of tender flower petals and syrupy nectar. ambrosia that glides thick on your tongue and begs you to swallow him down.

i don't know how describe it but i feel like his scent is not a smell, but a feeling. like pure ecstasy, it makes you curl up in a little ball and once you have a taste, you'll never get enough of it. it's a magnet that pulls you closer -- one that you could resist, but never want to.

these two sentences are absolutely extra asf bc all i was really trying to say is that i want steven to fuck my throat + cuddle me :)

he has a habit of chewing on his bottom lip when he's nervous, excited, or generally overstimulated, sucking it raw until you tug it out from under his teeth and help him lick the wounds. sometimes you think he does it on purpose -- wanting to feeling you grace his lips with yours -- other times you worry that if you weren't there he'd do some real damage to himself without even knowing it.

kissing doesn't always have to be sexual. in this instance, kissing is caring, showing someone that you'll be there to comfort and reassure them when times become too much.

i have a habit of biting my lips when i'm anxious so i kinda forced that compulsion onto steven bc i've never had someone care enough to notice. i figured that if i could take care of him in that world, i could do the same for myself here.

the sleeves of his clothes are tugged and stretched out because he likes the feeling of having something to hold on to, it grounds him. it comforts him when you aren't around.

like many others, steven and his oversized clothes had immediately enamored me. there's something about a man purposefully trying to make himself seem smaller that makes me feral.

i made steven a bit clingy in this fic, where he always wants the reader near and touching him. i love writing steven as touch-starved because i think he definitely deserves to be touched in a loving way. he should be craving my love and leaning into my touch, not flinching away from it!

i also understanding having that one comfort-person. even in a room full of friends, there's always that one person that makes me feel undoubtedly safe. so that's why i added this part!

you groan against his slick heated skin -- he tastes like a box of heart shaped chocolates: saccharine, rich, and indulgent. you've never had a sweet-tooth, but steven is a dessert you could eat any day.

if you didn't catch it, this was a reference to steven + his box of chocolates after being stood up at a restaurant. poor romantic steven :( of course, steven doesn't actually taste like chocolate (or does he?), but he's such a sweetie that he might as well be a chocolate rabbit <3

^^i love doing this director's comments asks bc it helps me reflect on my work!

director's cut

[soft-girl-musings]

happy anniversary to across the spiderverse, reminder that miguel o'hara is not a vampire gwen was just making a jokey-joke

[nathanbatemanfucker]

WIP game: tired or funny 👀

oh this is a sad one bestieeeee, apologies in advance

Marc is now a man. You’ve seen photos of him now, after visiting with his father. But the man standing in front of you is tired. He’s dressed in black, a kippah adorning his head. His jaw is dappled with black and grey stubble, his eyes bloodshot. There’s alcohol on his breath.

[mrs-lockley]

@soft-girl-musings

snoopy of the day

[mrs-lockley]

tagged by @soft-girl-musings!

List 5 topics you can talk on for an hour without preparing any material.

some will include serious topics and hot controversial takes

Anti-Asian racism is so normalized and overlooked when talking about racism against POC. Asians are POC and deserve to be included when talking about racism (speaking from personal experience. Do not @ me because I am a Southeast Asian woman)

evermore is an underrated Taylor Swift album and honestly, her best album lyrically (right next to Speak Now). Taste is subjective, but evermore would have as much love and recognition if it was released before folklore. evermore is the wallflower that everyone ignores because she is not as innocent as her younger sister, folklore. folklore may have august and illicit affairs but evermore has no body, no crime, champagne problems, and right where you left me

The Sephora kids should be spending their parents' money at Miniso, Sanrio, or trading soda and candy-flavored lip smackers at Target. They do NOT need drunk elephant or any high-end brands for skincare and makeup (unless directed by medical professionals to treat hormonal adolescent acne). They need to start at the drugstore first and work their way up

People who do not like to drink recreationally and/or socially should not be shamed for not drinking at social gatherings. Some people personally just do not like the taste of alcohol (including myself)

There needs to be more options for modest clothing for women in their 20s (and even 30s). We want the bottom half of our shirts to wear to work. We don't want a random cutout or low-cut cleavage. Why does everything have to be either skin-tight or super baggy? We can't dress casually to work on Casual Fridays in jeans and a t-shirt because people will think we're teenagers and not take us seriously, but we can't wear pencil skirts or blazers all the time because we'll look thrice our age and we're only in our 20s. We want functional and cute clothes to wear everyday and to work

tagging: @musing-magpie @bnuyy @marc-spectorr but only if you want to!

[my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction]

💚 every time i remember how many fics of yours i have to catch up on i get so so excited, phone library goes crazy ahhh

Ahhhhhhhhahahahahahhhhh!!! SOBBING. TOO KIND. TOO KIND. LOVE FOR JHONSI, LOVE FOR 10,000 YEARS!

[virtie333]

i'm not good with timezones but I think it's your birthday already?? Either way, happy birthday! 🎉 hoping the day is what you need it to be, and that this next year of life has tons of blessings and specific graces in store 🩷

Thank you, Jhonsi!

[runa-falls]

💖 + [bro where the fuck is my disco ball emoji]

<3

💖 What is your primary writing goal for this year?

i want to write a series that i can actually keep up with and ENJOY 🙃 i'm not liking the series i have so far because it's hard to stay inspired for fics when i SUCK at plot building and character growth :/

🪩 Do you have any "good" writing habits you want to cultivate?

reading over what i wrote and actually editing stuff 😆 i'm so bad at ensuring quality works bc i get sick of my writing as soon as im finished!

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writer goal asks

[soft-girl-musings]

ending this year by staying in my room, rotating between sorting laundry and working on fanfiction. not glamorous but honestly i'm excited

[nathanbatemanfucker]

my bestie shares my love for pedro, we express it in healthy ways 🫶🏽

killed me with hammers is sendinggggggg. he really said im gonna show up as mr darcy and the fandom is gonna have to deal with it!!!

[my-secret-shame]

hey!! happy birthday!!! 🎁

maybe it's the sparkling water talking but I cannot emphasize enough how much of a gift YOU are. you're one of the first blogs I followed when I came back to tumblr and it has been such a joy to not only see your edits and fics (both of which are amazing), but to witness what a stellar person you are. you deserve every ounce of good coming your way, whatever that looks like 💚

No, Jhonsi, no, you're not allowed to be so nice and kind and lovely! I will not allow it!!! (Jk, thank you so, so much 😭😭😭 seriously, ahhh, I am rolling around on the floor and 🫂💚)

Birthday Box

[mrsnadeem]

@soft-girl-musings

snoopy of the day

[bia-gifs]

bia: all kisses from season 1 

[runa-falls]

🎀 💞 (real talk i can't remember if i already sent u an ask, just take your pick lol)

🎀 give yourself a compliment about your own writing

i like how pathetic and soft i can make steven <3

💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language

OK, COMING FROM A PORN WRITER: plot -- i want my fics to be interesting and impactful.

i know most of the time my writing is just a 3-step journey to sex, but i really look up to writers that convey intriguing and emotional stories. i'm still in the beginning of my writing phase and i have A LOT to improve on. i wanna have the time and talent to write something that's meaningful AND sexy :)

i'm a reader at heart, so for me, writing is just a side-gig!

writer asks

[soft-girl-musings]

instead of working on my proposal i've been unfucking my depression cave and honestly? good move bc i need to feel better on the frontend and i can feel it working

[cchickki]

this is so cute thank you jhonsi 💕

I tag (if you all want): @mothertodaughters, @thepsychoticchef, @georgieluz, @spinejackel

@theviridianbunny tagged my in this cuto picrew. I decided to make myself xD

Tagging @irrigone @milkspilled @herbalinz-of-yesteryear @cobaltsunflower @bnbc @fereldanwench @wanderingaldecaldo @johnau6ust and anyone sees this!