#jessica jung tarot

[trolagygirl2022]

I just discovered your posts and I really like them! I read that you do readings for scandals… So…. Could you please do a reading about Jessica leaving SNSD? It's like my big doubt as Sone for years. Did the girls really set out to get Jessica out? Was there jealousy or insecurities involved? The parents of the members were involved? Already before there were irremediable conflicts between them?

Why did Jessica Jung leave SNSD?

Ace of cups, Page of Pentacles, Queen of cups, Seven of Wands, Ace of Pentacles, Five of Cups.

seems that she wasn't getting much opportunities? Or that she wanted to have her business? She was successful in her time in the group but the Five of Cups is regret..? Wait, was she ever in a relationship? Or even pregnant?? (Alleged for entertainment purposes only). I heard something with relationship but pregnancy could make sense. She was pregnant but regret something? Ohhh maybe she was pregnant with someone's child but she was told to get an abortion and felt regret? Idk I'm kind of lost here

Was Jessica kicked out because she was pregnant?

Page of Swords, Page of Pentacles, Temperance, The Moon, Two of Wands, Four of cups.

wouldn't be surprised if it's true ngl. It seems that she was worried the word would spread. The moon, something is not as it seems? She probably kept her emotions well hidden and private. She was most likely (actually she was) forced to by some dominant, powerful individual. This would have destroyed her career if it got out and needed to keep her image clean and proper.

Did the SNSD members try getting Jessica kicked out?

The Empress, Three of Pentacles, Three of Wands, Four of Cups, Knight of Wands, Six of Cups, Seven of Cups.

I think so? Was Jessica more popular by any chance? Or that she was probably more talented/beautiful and they were jealous of the attention she was getting (The Star is on top of the pile btw) Im not sure if all but they were definitely some members jealous and unhappy about their popularity compared to her. I feel that that company might be to blame. Perhaps ever since their trainee days Jessica was favoured then all of them and they might have been told untrue things about her. The reason seems that they wanted to shone and be profitable.

Which SNSD members were jealous of Jessica?

Justice, Seven of Wands, Two of Swords, Six of Cups rev, Wheel of Fortune, Five of Cups, Strength rev, Five of Wands

It's DEFINITELY not just one I won't be surprised if almost everyone were jealous of her at some point. Something tells me that they might have known each other from past lives and this is a karmic bond. Yeah these members felt that it was unfair how she was getting favoured and we're upset. They definitely fought about it, either with her or each other.

Were the parents of the SNSD members involved in the conflict?

Six of Cups, Queen of Cups, Wheel of Fortune, Strength, Ace of Cups, 8 of Swords

Most definitely were while others felt helpless seeing their daughter unhappy. I don't think the parents themselves hated her they were just defending their child and thinking they were right.

Did Jessica and the SNSD members had irredeemable conflicts before Jessica got kicked out?

Six of Wands rev, 10 of Cups, 8 of Cups, Queen of Swords, Page of Pentacles, Temperance.

Some members kept their calm and would try walking away from the situation while some were having conflicts again, they felt underappreciated compared to her. I keep thinking of an Aquarius/Libra/Gemini (but a strong Aquarius) who was involved in it and was planning on making business moves off this.

[k-rising]

Why Jessica left the group? (tarot reading)

DISCLAIMER: This tarot reading is for entertainment purposes only.

why jessica left the group?

page of swords (rx) + 7 of swords (rx) + 4 of wands + the lovers + 4 of swords + 9 of pentacles (rx) + queen of swords (rx) + king of wands + wheel of fortune (rx) + knight of cups

jessica was doing something the company didn't like. I think she had started her own fashion business in those days, right? and that annoyed sm. it was all very rushed. jessica was very excited about that project, but this also caused her to be kicked out of the group. I feel that the members and all her friends in the company were very disappointed when this happened. after sm made the decision to kick jessica out of the group, they lied and tried not to give any statements about the situation. she felt very disappointed and hurt, as she was not allowed to be free and do what she wanted the most. even though her members were sad about her friend's departure, they still supported her! jessica took that opportunity to rest and rethink what she was going to do with her career. there's deep pain and anger here from jessica towards the company, as she loved what she was doing with snsd, and so she made the decision not to give up and continue with her music career, even if sm put obstacles in her way. it may be that her resentment for that horrible situation she experienced has led her to cut off her relationship with the girls and it's very likely that jessica has felt betrayed by them in some way as well. there's a feeling of revenge here from her.

how did jessica felt about it?

10 of swords (rx) + 6 of pentacles (rx) + 4 of cups

subconsciously, jessica already saw everything coming. it was inevitable that the company would not be angry at what she was doing. however, the betrayal had to happen for her to heal somehow. I feel that there were certain things that jessica didn't like about the company, but she ignored them in order to continue doing what she loved. she put a lot of priority on recovering emotionally and reinventing herself as an artist. jessica felt that what sm did to her was selfish and she was so hurt by it. she may have questioned her ability as an artist after being fired. as I said before, jessica thought a lot about what she was going to do with her career and she could have gone through very difficult times where she could have isolated herself from society. she was going through a very important process to find herself again.

how does jessica feel now?

6 of swords (rx) + 5 of cups + the chariot

like I said before, jessica still hasn't overcome everything that happened to her... however, she was able to continue doing what she likes. I also think that in some way or another she wants to seek revenge 💀

how did the members felt about it?

ace of swords + 4 of pentacles (rx) + the star

I feel there's kind of a control by the company over the girls. there could also be a kind of threat to them, where the company would have told them something like "if you talk about what happened or if you do something similar to what jessica did, you will leave the group as well"... it's as if they have no choice but to do what the company told them and continue with their career.

knight of pentacles + the lovers (rx) + the hanged man

taeyeon ⇢ she felt sad and may have thought that the group would not be the same without her. taeyeon is the leader of snsd and, as the leader, she had no choice but to keep working and keep leading the group. there's a sentiment here of "I have to do a good job no matter what".

3 of pentacles + wheel of fortune + the world

sunny ⇢ well... I think sunny was too happy about jessica's departure 💀 she thought that now they could work as a team and that progress would come faster without her. she also felt that the group dynamic would be even more harmonious now. sunny was like "well... it is what it is" lol.

the emperor (rx) + knight of cups (rx) + 5 of swords

tifanny ⇢ there's a mix of anger and sadness in this reading. tiffany didn't like AT ALL what sm did and there was a lot of resentment from her towards the company and it seems that she will never forgive them for doing that to her friend. it seems that they were very close that she was sad that jessica left snsd :(

ace of wands + 8 of cups + the chariot (rx)

hyoyeon ⇢ another member who was sad when jessica was kicked out of the group. it seems that she was happy for what her collegue was starting to do, since she seemed very determined and passionate… however, when the company announced her departure, hyoyeon thought that it would be impossible to continue without her :(

the sun (rx) + king of swords (rx) + knight of swords

yuri ⇢ there's a deep sadness here on yuri's reading. the departure of his colleague affected her a lot and I think she had a hard time overcome it. she feels that sm did all that thinking about what would be best for the company, but they never thought about how that would affect their fans, jessica and the group itself. she feels that the company was very cruel and cold in making that decision. yuri also thinks that sm lied not only to jessica but also to the other members somehow. despite the great sadness she felt, yuri decided to continue with his career and try to ignore the hardships.

7 of swords (rx) + ace of swords (rx) + 10 of swords

sooyoung ⇢ THE TEA. I feel that sooyoung had something to do with jessica's departure... I think she may have given personal information about her colleague to the company and this caused jessica to be fired. I think they didn't get along very well and I feel that each one has very personal information about the other that they can use against each other if they want to. after jessica's departure, sooyoung may have felt threatened by the things jessica might reveal about her.

page of pentacles + 10 of wands + the moon (rx)

yoona ⇢ interesting... I feel like some of the members manipulated yoona to thinking that jessica didn't contribute anything good to the group and that she was just a burden to the group. however, when her colleague left, yoona realized that everything was a lie and felt very sad for having believed everything that the others said. jessica and her had a very nice friendship, but something happened in the middle that made some of the girls start treating jessica badly and brainwashed yoona to believe them and to being on their side.

queen of wands + knight of pentacles + 4 of swords (rx)

seohyun ⇢ I think she didn't pay much attention to jessica's departure 💀 seohyun felt very stressed at that time and could only think about her work. I think she had a lot of projects in those days that made everything that happened with jessica go unnoticed by her.

how do the members feel now?

8 of cups + 9 of swords + the empress

through the years some of the members feel guilty about what happened... others can't get over jessica's departure and are still angry about what the company did to her. all of them want the best for jessica now and it's very likely that all or most of them have become friends again with her or at least are in touch with jessica again.

6 of swords (rx) + 4 of wands (rx) + the hermit

taeyeon ⇢ it seems that there are unresolved issues between them that are difficult to overcome. taeyeon may not know why her relationship with jessica could never prosper, but what is certain is that they do not speak to each other. there's a lot of tension here.

the sun (rx) + the empress + death (rx)

sunny ⇢ she feels very sorry for how she approached the whole situation at that time. sunny wants the best for jessica and she feels very sad that she couldn't have reacted differently when it all happened. I also feel that she's afraid of getting close to her in some way. like I said, there's a lot of regret on her part... even shame.

queen of cups (rx) + the world + 9 of swords (rx)

tifanny ⇢ this made me laugh, ngl BFNDJIF. when all that happened, tiffany was very supportive of her friend… to the point that she could have been very suffocating lol. now, over the years, she's very proud and happy for all that jessica achieved. I think that tiffany has to take a step back in certain situations, especially in the artistic field, and let jessica do what she wants to do. what I mean by this is that I feel that she can give her friend a lot of advice, but she also has to understand that they are two different people and what jessica wants to do may be something totally different from what tiffany does in her job. idk if I'm explaining myself very well, but something like that is what happens here.

death + 9 of pentacles + page of swords (rx)

hyoyeon ⇢ she thinks that after the departure of her collegue, a cycle that made the two of them and the whole group grow professionally and personally ended. she's so happy for all that jessica achieved independently and hyoyeon admires the great work she did… however, something happened here. I feel that hyoyeon is still very disappointed by how the company handled the whole situation, but she also feels disappointed by her collegue, since the two parties made the scandal bigger and bigger and she considers that it was unnecessary. she's upset that jessica started to reveal things or drop hints about the things that she lived with the other members, since she thinks that, since all this happened a long time ago, everyone should get over it by now.

knight of wands (rx) + queen of pentacles (rx) + page of swords (rx)

yuri ⇢ yuri feels disappointed. at that time there was an imbalance in both her work life and her personal life and she was not getting the results she expected. even though she was very angry about jessica's departure, yuri now feels disappointed, as I said before. just like hyoyeon, she didn't like that the scandal got so big and people still didn't get over what happened. she's also disappointed in jessica for dropping hints about the group and exposing things that she experienced with the members.

ace of pentacles (rx) + 3 of pentacles + 2 of wands (rx)

sooyoung ⇢ she feels guilty about what she supposedly caused and feels that the problems they had between them could have been solved in another way. now sooyoung wants to contact jessica, but it seems that she doesn't take the initiative to do so as she's afraid of how his colleague might react. if sooyoung really wants to improve her relationship with jessica and work things out, there's a good chance they'll reconcile.

7 of pentacles (rx) + the sun + king of cups (rx)

yoona ⇢ I think yoona surrounds herself with manipulative people and/or is easy to manipulate lol. she thinks that the public focused so much on jessica's departure that they didn't pay as much attention to the group when they promoted as eight. that's why she decided to do other things besides performing with snsd. she's happy for jessica, however she feels a little hurt by everything that happened with her. I don't think they talk to each other now.

10 of cups (rx) + queen of cups (rx) + the star (rx)

seohyun ⇢there's a mixture of anger and sadness on her part. seohyun thinks that the relationship between them and jessica has been broken a long time ago, as there was a very tense relationship. seohyun feels betrayed by jessica and she's not interested in recovering her bond with her.

[ashley--nicole]

There is so much love in her life!!

[sweetmastermind]

Have you ever read Jessica jung (former snsd member) yt friction novel books -Shinee and Bright ?

Sis basically spilled the tea about kpop industry in her book, for a yt friction, it sure has some truth. I did read that book to know how kpop agencies work. Damn, they do have media training sessions 😳 that makes sense why they answer repeatedly for the question despite slight changes.

She did mention about 10 year contract for idols. That's why lay left the company this year.

Now I wonder if red velvet are still in contract for ten years along with exo. 👀

Didn't read it, but saw some snippets of it when it came out, and was scandalous. Unfortunately, we don't know to what extent is fiction and what is real, for what the tarot told me, it was messy with some manipulation and business problems.

So, it was in a way, a smart move doing a book, because she can say that is fiction if they try to sue her. But on the other side, you have the hot topic of "real information" that fans are going to believe since the situation has been really weird. And every industry, is rotten to the core, once you see you can't see it in the same light

Oh, i read about it too, someone had said that Sm makes a way so its contracts last 10 years, it was kind of like 7 years for korean promotions + 3 years of overseas activities or some bs like that. I wouldn't be surprised if they renew for those "special promotions", and the company just being careful saying they where negotiating a new contract

[xe-company]

TAROT: CHO SI-YEON PROFILE

➢ GENERAL

STAGE NAME: O.N.

BIRTH NAME: Valerie Cho

KOREAN NAME: Cho Si-Yeon

BIRTHDAY: MARCH 07, 1992

ZODIAC SIGN: Pisces 

BIRTHPLACE: San Francisco, California 

NATIONALITY: Korean-American

HEIGHT: 162 cm ( 5 ft 3¾ in)

WEIGHT: 46 kg (101 lbs)

BLOOD TYPE: AB

LANGUAGES: 

English [Fluent]

Korean [Fluent]

HOBBIES: TBD

SPECIALITIES: TBD

➢ SOCIAL MEDIA 

INSTAGRAM: N/A

TWITTER: @ yeonsiii_cho

YOUTUBE: N/A

➢ GROUP INFORMATION

POSITION: main/lead vocalist, sub dancer

FACE CLAIMS: Jessica Jung (GIRLS GENERATION/SOLOIST)

VOICE CLAIMS: Jessica Jung (GIRLS GENERATION/SOLOIST)

➢ FACTS

⇀ was scouted while shopping with her two sisters and mom at the mall in her hometown

⇀ most nights she sleepwalks and usually can’t remember getting up

⇀ took vocal and dance lessons from ages 3 to 16

⇀ is the mom of the group

⇀ often speaks in an accent whenever she listens to someone with one speak for a relatively long amount of time

➢ MOVIES

N/A

➢DRAMA SERIES

N/A

➢REALITY & VARIETY SHOWS

N/A

➢AWARDS

N/A

[taurealuna]

Jessica Jung Birth Chart Description

hi fairies! I have decided to do a birth chart description of my all-time girl crush, ex-SNSD member Jessica Jung Soo Yeon ♡ This will be slightly different from a chart analysis as I will not be going into her natal chart wheel and describe her placements only.

Firstly, please note that the below description and opinions all belong to me! I will also be using my own interpretation for her rising sign and other house planets, I do not know her actual birth time!

First things first! My beautiful aries sun queen has her sun at 28° 42', which means she’s nearing the end of the cycle for aries season, and moving into taurus. This speaks to me as a matured soul, who has experience in being The Fool archetype in tarot (free-spirited, bold, adventurous and experiencing new occurrences) and is growing into young adulthood. This makes sense, because Jessica’s personality is bold with her decision making and does not hesitate to express herself, while being thoughtful of others and having a nurturing side to her younger sister. Aries sun like Jessica also leans to being youthful and cheery, sensitive and emotional at the same time. If you watch Jessica’s old videos or her current youtube channel (do follow her and show her lots of love♡), she is straightforward, witty, and does not play mind games. A true spirited Aries! This gives her a youthful vibe, which contrasts against her Capricorn rising (once again, do note that this is purely my observation and speculation). 

Capricorn rising suits Jessica the best, because it accounts for her Ice Princess image. She can be really reserved in public, but yet on stage she is professional, charismatic and mesmerizing. This could be due to libra falling in her 10th house, giving her the charming, popular and captivating stage presence that she exudes. With her natal libra moon, there is a possibility that her moon could fall in her 10th house, making her appear sensitive, moody and yet protective. Her moon falling in her 10th house could also mean her family life would tend to be shown in a public setting, which corresponds to her younger sister, Krystal Jung being a successful idol in the same company. Having a capricorn ascendant would mean that her seventh house falls in cancer, which explains her extremely soft, nurturing side which is completely different from her capricorn ascendant. If you observe Jessica closely, she tends to be ‘babied’ by her members and her family, and she is always surrounded by people who are encouraging and loving. A cancer descendant needs nurturing and emotionally mature people around them for them to flourish and embrace that side of themselves. As a capricorn rising, Jessica may face many self-doubts and worries, but she does not share these emotions to others easily, because she wants to be seen as a strong member who does not burden on others. She is also likely to be strategic and business minded, which explains her desire to start-up Blanc and Eclare Co., her own fashion brands where she inputs her design ideas. Not all Capricorn risings are business orientated, but are naturally professional and strategic and know what they want, which is beneficial for a business setting. Capricorn risings are also known for their bone structure, having a beautiful doll-like face and doll-like personality. She may appear cold, but deep down they are the warmest sunshine!

she also have neptune, uranus, pluto and north node in retrograde, which once again hints that she is a mature/old soul. Having multiple retrogrades in once’s chart often speaks to me as someone who is learning and growing at a different pace and different plane from others. This does not mean Jessica is not normal, but in fact is her pushing force which helps her in her career. Her uranus and neptune in capricorn retrograde often makes it hard for her to draw boundaries and express herself, especially if these planets fall in her 1st house. For Jessica, her retrogrades take place within her outer planets, which suggests she could feel that life is beyond her control and she may not be as assertive as she wants to be. If I am not wrong, many of her fellow SNSD members have similar retrogrades within their charts as they were born during similar time periods, which suggests that the union of SNSD was a karmic connection, and was fated to happen! They were also meant to be revolutionary and provide the world with a unique, fairy-like presence and receive the love of many, although it may not come easy. (However, as I am not well-versed with retrogrades, I will not be going in-depth with retrogrades! Feel free to add on any in-depth information on retrogrades if you know any!)

Jessica’s venus in taurus absolutely makes sense. Venus in one’s chart often rules a person’s aesthetic, fashion sense and the ‘type of beauty’ they own. In Jessica’s case, she is minimalistic, sincere, natural earthy vibe to her fashion choices and looks beautiful in every clothing she owns. Since young she may have her own personal style and have a flair in everything beauty-related, like skincare, makeup, music, fashion and designing. If I am not wrong, she is currently dating a taurus. A taurus venus is romantic, knows what they want, can be stubborn in love and may see people in favourable light but they may not necessarily be open to dating anybody. In Jessica’s case, she seems to be accurate in judging potential partners for herself and also Krystal (as seen in their J&K episode). She would love for her partner to be well-dressed, financially stable, sincere and does not play mind games, romantic and ready to settle down or support her emotionally. 

Having a mars in gemini creates a lighthearted aspect of her relationship, she would be open to having intellectual, witty conversations with her partner. There could be light-hearted flirting and many conversation exchanges that only both parties understand. When angry, she may feel her energy being expanded all over the place and would seek the need to understand her emotions in a logical way, especially when coupled with her libra moon which are both air signs. Jessica herself has also mentioned that she tends to cry when she is angry or upset, which makes sense because the libra moon is a romantic, sensitive energy that when they feel hurt, they tend to let it out physically. She may feel more at ease sharing her emotions through talking to people rather than keeping to herself. 

Although her sun and moon are in sister signs, both signs are cardinal which makes Jessica a go-getter and she is self-motivated. She may work well as a executive who oversees a project and yet she has to be well-supported with efficient team members who shares the same goal as her. 

All-in-all, Jessica is a charming, all-rounded queen who was born to lead her life the way she wants it to, and she still has space for growth and learning. I believe she will thrive in her business as well as her love life! 

[kimsgoeun]

“We are always in a hurry to be happy… for when we have suffered a long time, we have great difficulty in believing in good fortune.”

► GENERAL INFORMATION

FULL NAME: Lucinda Deandra Dyer

NICKNAMES: Lucy

AGE: 44

DATE OF BIRTH: October 28

OCCUPATION: Bookstore Employee

GENDER & PRONOUNS: Non-binary & She/They

SEXUALITY: Bisexual

FACECLAIM: Amy Adams

► APPEARANCE

HAIR COLOR: Red

EYE COLOR: Blue

HEIGHT: 5'4" (162.56 cm)

TATTOOS: They have the tarot cards Temperance and the Devil on opposite triceps, a simple lotus flower on her left ankle, the words ‘fate fell short’ along the right side of their rib cage, a skull and flowers on her right thigh, and Jordan’s initials on the side of ring finger on their left hand (the only one they regrets but refuses to get rid of).

► PERSONALITY

ZODIAC: Scorpio

JUNG TYPE: ISFP

TEMPERAMENT: Phlegmatic

MORAL ALIGNMENT: Chaotic Good

POSITIVE TRAITS: Rational, Compassionate, Adaptable

NEGATIVE TRAITS: Secretive, Contradictory, Stubborn

SKILLS: Pretending not to give a shit, Zoning out, Organization

HOBBIES: Smoking, Walking/Hiking, Traveling

DISLIKES: Her past, The people from the town they grew up in, Temptations

INSPIRATION(S): Camille Preaker (Sharp Objects) Jamie Taylor (The Haunting of Bly Manor) Dick Grayson (Titans) Fiona Gallagher (Shameless)

Jessica Jones (Jessica Jones)

► CONNECTIONS

FAMILIAL CONNECTIONS Wayne Dyer (Father) Danielle Dyer née Atchinson (Mother)

ROMANTIC CONNECTIONS Jordan Greer (Ex-Girlfriend) Alexis Caine

PLATONIC CONNECTIONS Sean Eddison (Deceased)

HOSTILE CONNECTIONS

► HEADCANONS

Lucy is a person who is trying their best even when it gets exhausting and all they want to do is give up. They’re far from a good person, but they’d like to believe tehy’re not the worst either. When it comes to actually describing themselves though, she always draws a blank.

She doesn’t drink (at least more than a glass a day), she doesn’t do drugs (anymore), but she is a smoker (the only habit she wasn’t willing to quit out of the three). 

They are vague, but straightforward. They are confident yet insecure. 

Bold but afraid of the backlash. 

She loves the idea of love, but was terrified of finding it. 

They always feel like they’re half of a person or someone constantly changing themselves to fit the needs (or sometimes to rebel against) of those around them.

She use physical intimacy as a defense mechanism to avoid feelings

► Biography

TW: Alcohol / Drug Use, Child Abuse Mention, Death Mention

They’re five the first time their father backhands them across the face. Who knew a five year old could already be such a disappointment in a parent’s eye? There were no apologies in the Dyer household, only expectations, and for Lucy, she somehow never managed to live up to what her father wanted. Instead of a childhood of love, fun, and exploration, they were met with a coldness that managed to seep into every room and every moment of their life.

Lucy still doesn’t know what it was about her that made him hate her so.

They’re twelve when they becomes a stranger to herself. Nothing about her life was of her own choosing. She lived only by the words of her parents and dared not step out of line. By now, she’s learned to don a mask. It is a mask of a person she does not recognize or know. Nothing about the life she’s leading is hers, and somewhere along the line her world became dull and lifeless.

Lucy had to think keeping her parents happy was better than becoming her own person.

They’re sixteen when she learns what money-lined pockets can do. Something was always crawling under her skin, waiting for a chance to escape. They craved for something to make them feel alive for once. And then they found it in empty classrooms and back lots of the school grounds. She enters a world of pills and smoke, hidden flasks to add an extra kick to that 8am coffee, and in the backseats of cars with strangers she didn’t care about. Somehow she makes it work – playing the part of a dedicated daughter while trying to take some control over their life – until she doesn’t.

Lucy knew it was the beginning of the end for her, but she didn’t think she could care anymore.

They’re young, impressionable, and so incredibly lost when she meets them. Maybe they saw her need to escape her life in favor of something different. Maybe she clung to them because they seemed to light a fire in her she had yet to experience. Regardless, they finds solace in their arms, the way their lips felt pressed against hers on cold night, and in whatever else they had to offer her to help make her life feel easier and the world a little brighter.

Lucy still can’t figure out if she regrets meeting them or if it was all meant to be.

They’re barely eighteen when her parents decide they’ve had it with her. They don’t hesitate to kick them out and cut her out from their lives. A part of her is heartbroken. Another part of her is remorseful. The biggest part of her was relieved. She doesn’t look back once they closed that door on her. She doesn’t now what she’s going to do now, but she wants to be the person she was never allowed to be. But years of pretending left her empty and it takes her longer than she likes to figure out a semblance of who she is. She claims to the few friends she has that she’s not dependent on the pills or the booze, but they can’t help reaching out for more when offered to her at any time of the day.

Lucy can’t remember much about the months that passed, but she has to think it’s for the better.

They’re in her twenties and she’s managing as best she can. Some habits die hard – she’s in places she shouldn’t be with someone who isn’t good for her, she has more than a drink in her 8am coffee, and sometimes she itches for a manufactured high from a stupid little pill more than live her life like everyone else. They knows they have responsibilities and all they want is to feel like their life is stable, but they can’t shake those pesky habits. She just can’t say no when they offer her just a small taste, especially when they flash her a cheeky grin and promise her an experience she’ll never forget.

Lucy wishes here and then that she had pulled herself out of the fire.

She sees death uncomfortably close in the eyes of a friend who had only wanted a couch to crash on and a buddy to keep the party going with. It’s finally the kick she needs to realize she needs a real change in her life. As much as they fears that numb coldness they grew up with as a child, they’re much more afraid of not waking to see another day because of their cowardice. They throw out every stash they own, empties the bottles of liquor they kept in cupboards, and finally calls it quits with them. It’s the last one that ends up being harder for her to let go of.

Lucy wonders if she’ll ever really have a normal life.

She first got help for the lack of control she felt in her life and her dependency on a pill or a drink. The next thing she did was move back home. A part of her hoped facing her demons head on would prove she’d had changed over the years, but sometimes she wonders if the challenges she has to face are too high for her to overcome in a place with nothing but hazy and bad memories. They see the way eyes notice her with pointed looks before whispers about her past are discussed (”Her poor parents.” “Do they know she’s back?” “What in the world is she thinking showing her face back here?”) The words stung of course, but they learned to keep their head held high and act as if nothing in the world could affect her – it was funny how some of her parents’ upbringing became a shield she could use rather than the sword she’d impale herself on time and time again.

Lucy knows this is the real uphill battle in their life.

They’re what the world deems an actual adult and it’s odd how old they can be and still not feel like they knows enough. She’s in and out of the town she grew up in, sometimes more gone than not. Some days she runs away from the disappointments of her past. Some days they leave out of boredom and the need for something to make them feel less stir crazy. Some days they leave out of anger and the fear if they stayed a minute longer they’d fall back down that slippery slope. Some days she just wanders and wonders if she’s really any different from the person she had been for so long. But even on the days she leaves, she always finds herself coming back. Even if she isn’t different, she still wants to try. And it’s the thought that counts, right?

Of course only time would tell what kind of person Lucy would end up being.

► MISC. INFORMATION

SPECIES: Human

HERITAGE: English, Irish, Scottish

NATIONALITY: American

SPOKEN LANGUAGE(S): English, French, Italian, German (Not Fluently)

RELIGION: Atheist

EDUCATION LEVEL: B.A. in Sociology from Boston University

ECONOMIC STATUS: Lower Middle Class

► LINKS & PLOT IDEAS

Inspo | Meme Headcanons | Meme Prompts | Ship Tag

Plot 1 (Muse A Preference), Plot 2 (Muse A Preference)

[usedbooksworld]

Tarot. the Library of Esoterica

Tarot. The Library of Esoterica 

Hardcover – August 29, 2020

by Jessica Hundley (Author), Johannes Fiebig (Author), Marcella Kroll (Author), Thunderwing (Designer)

To explore the Tarot is to explore ourselves, to be reminded of the universality of our longing for meaning, for purpose and for a connection to the divine. This 600-year-old tradition reflects not only a history of seekers, but our journey of artistic expression and the ways we communicate our collective human story.

For many in the West, Tarot exists in the shadow place of our cultural consciousness, a metaphysical tradition assigned to the dusty glass cabinets of the arcane. Its history, long and obscure, has been passed down through secret writing, oral tradition, and the scholarly tomes of philosophers and sages. Hundreds of years and hundreds of creative hands―mystics and artists often working in collaboration―have transformed what was essentially a parlor game into a source of divination and system of self-exploration, as each new generation has sought to evolve the form and reinterpret the medium.

Author Jessica Hundley traces this fascinating history in Tarot, the debut volume in TASCHEN’s Library of Esoterica series. The book explores the symbolic meaning behind more than 500 cards and works of original art, two thirds of which have never been published outside of the decks themselves. It's the first ever visual compendium of its kind, spanning from Medieval to modern, and artfully arranged according to the sequencing of the 78 cards of the Major and Minor Arcana. It explores the powerful influence of Tarot as muse to artists like Salvador Dalí and Niki de Saint Phalle and includes the decks of nearly 100 diverse contemporary artists from around the world, all of whom have embraced the medium for its capacity to push cultural identity forward. Rounding out the volume are excerpts from thinkers such as Éliphas Lévi, Carl Jung, and Joseph Campbell; a foreword by artist Penny Slinger; a guide to reading the cards by Johannes Fiebig; and an essay on oracle decks by Marcella Kroll.

About the series

The Library of Esoterica explores how centuries of artists have given form to mysticism, translating the arcane and the obscure into enduring, visionary works of art. Each subject is showcased through both modern and archival imagery culled from private collectors, libraries, and museums around the globe. The result forms an inclusive visual history, a study of our primal pull to dream and nightmare, and the creative ways we strive to connect to the divine.

About the Author

Jessica Hundley is an author, filmmaker and journalist. She has written for the likes of Vogue, Rolling Stone, and The New York Times, and has authored books on artists including Dennis Hopper, David Lynch, and Gram Parsons. Hundley often explores the counterculture in her work, with a focus on metaphysics, psychedelia, and magic. Johannes Fiebig, born in Cologne in 1953, is one of the most successful authors on Tarot and a leading expert of the psychological interpretation of symbols and oracles. His main field of interest focuses on the use of Tarot and other symbolic languages as humanistic, psychological tools. Marcella Kroll is an artist, tarot reader, metaphysical teacher, and host of the podcast Saved by the Spell. She is a program director for the Los Angeles Public Library, leading public classes for teens on Tarot and other divination subjects, and is the creator of two popular oracle decks. Thunderwing is a Los Angeles-based multi-disciplinary studio co-founded in 2007 by Nic & J. B. Taylor. Collaborating on a diverse array of projects, Thunderwing creates branding and design for film, publishing, fashion, food, music, and interior design.

Product details

Publisher : TASCHEN; First Edition (August 29, 2020)

Language : English

Hardcover : 520 pages

ISBN-10 : 3836579871

ISBN-13 : 9783836579872

Item Weight : 3.55 pounds

Dimensions : 7 x 1.5 x 9.75 inches

[suzylwade]

Tarot To explore the Tarot is to explore ourselves - for purpose and for a connection to the divine. This 600-year-old tradition reflects not only a history of seekers but a journey of artistic expression and a way in which one can communicate. For many in the West, Tarot exists in the shadow place of our cultural consciousness, a metaphysical tradition assigned to the dusty glass cabinets of the arcane. Tarot’s long and obscure history has been passed down through secret writing, oral tradition and the scholarly tomes of philosophers and sages. Hundreds of years and hundreds of creative hands - mystics and artists often working in collaboration - have transformed what was essentially a parlour game into a source of divination and system of self-exploration as each new generation has sought to evolve the form and reinterpret the medium. Author Jessica Hundley traces this fascinating history in ‘Tarot’ the debut volume in ‘Taschen’s’ ‘Library of Esoterica’ series. The book explores the symbolic meaning behind more than 500 cards and works of original art, two thirds of which have never been published outside of the decks themselves. It's the first ever visual compendium of its kind spanning from Medieval to modern and artfully arranged according to the sequencing of the 78 cards of the ‘Major’ and ‘Minor Arcana’. It explores the powerful influence of Tarot as muse to artists like Salvador Dali and Niki de Saint Phalle and includes the decks of nearly 100 diverse contemporary artists from around the world all of whom have embraced the medium for its capacity to push cultural identity forward. Rounding out the volume are excerpts from thinkers such as Eliphas Levi, Carl Jung and Joseph Campbell; a foreword by artist Penny Slinger; a guide to reading the cards by Johannes Fiebig; and an essay on oracle decks by Marcella Kroll. ‘The Library of Esoterica: Tarot’ by Jessica Hundley, published by ‘Taschen’ will be available to buy soon. #neonurchin #neonurchinblog #dedicatedtothethingswelove #suzyurchin #ollyurchin #art #music #photography #fashion #film #words #pictures #neon #urchin #majorarcana #minorarcana #symbolism #selfexploration #philosophers #sages https://www.instagram.com/p/CC-lI1FF7dw/?igshid=15zvzjao0kooa

[jesscopeland]

      ...task one »

BASICS.

full name: jessica louise copeland meaning of name: foresighted, rich, god beholds... aliases: jess, jessie, JC  age: twenty six date of birth: 10th august 1991 place of birth: salem, oregon zodiac sign: leo ♌ species: human race: white nationality:american gender: non binary, but female presenting. she/her. sexuality: fluid profession: part time receptionist, full time geek

APPEARANCE.

height: 5" 1′  weight: 108 pounds eye: brown  hair: light brown  complexion: olive, tanned build: slim & short voice: upbeat, teasing, excitable, singsong traits: a birthmark on her left arm she likes to call “watson” bc shes a loser. a pretty lame blue butterfly tattoo on her left hip that’s about the size of the ‘o’ you make when you do the 👌 gesture, she got it when she was fifteen. it looks like this. a long, angular scar across the inside of her right forearm that runs about 8 inches. a faint scar on her neck the shape of a “v”.

RELATIONSHIPS.

parents: peter copeland & jackie lamb siblings: n/a  children: n/a cousins: penny copeland   enemies: josie langdon, hugo duvall, catherine vernon.

MENTAL.

education: high school graduate, current preforming arts student.   literacy: english languages: english, real basic french disorders: mild body dysmorphia habits: talking over top of people, getting over-excited, doesn’t reply to text messages for prolonged amounts of time, disappearing on people, BEING LATE.

TRAITS.

positive: witty, creative, wondrous, flamboyant, virtuosic, kind, adventurous. neutral: curious, spontaneous, geeky, amusing, high-spirited, intense. negative: self-depreciative, foolhardy, lonely, typical, zealot.

CHARACTERIZATION.

moral alignment: Chaotic Good jung: ENFP. You are a charming, effervescent and people-oriented individual. You have a contagious enthusiasm and love to inspire others to greater things. You see potential in everyone and in every situation. People are naturally attracted to you - they see you as passionate, inspirational and lively. You have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time. You use your intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level - to be on the same wavelength. enneagram: Type 8 - The Challenger. People of this personality type are essentially unwilling to be controlled, either by others or by their circumstances; they fully intend to be masters of their fate. Eights are strong willed, decisive, practical, tough minded and energetic. They also tend to be domineering; their unwillingness to be controlled by others frequently manifests in the need to control others instead. four temperaments: Sanguine. People with sanguine personality type tend to be lively, optimistic, buoyant, and carefree. They love adventure and have a high risk tolerance. Typically, Sanguine people are very poor at tolerating boredom and will seek variety and entertainment. tropes: Good Is Not Soft, Genre Savvy, Ambiguously Bi, Badass Adorable, Cloudcuckoolander, Manic Pixie Dream Girl, Awesomeness by Analysis, Blithe Spirit, Proud to Be a Geek, Magnetic Hero, Unreliable Narrator, Homoerotic Subtext, Verbal Tic, Cool Loser, Be Yourself, Dramatic Irony, Living MacGuffin, Adorkable. archetypes: The Explorer (The Creator & The Jester) tarot cards: The Lovers & Strength

STATS.

compassion: 8/10 empathy: 8/10 creativity: 10/10 mental: 4/10 passion:10/10 stamina: 8/10 physical strength: 4/10 battle skill: 2/10 agility: 7/10 strategy: 9/10 teamwork: 6/10

PHYSICAL.

strength: 4/10 intelligence: 6/10 wisdom: 8/10 dexterity: 6/10 constitution: 6/10 charisma: 9/10 reflexes: 2/10 willpower: 8/10 luck: 1/10 or 10/10

[trolagygirl2022]

wow! Thanks for reading above! it was amazing! I didn't expect you to answer so quickly! Now I have another question: is Jessica in contact with any of the members? Jessica currently has a youtube channel and in one of them that deals with her birthday at the beginning some voices are heard off the screen. At the time it was speculated that they were yoona and sunny, even seohyun, but nothing sure since it is less than 10 seconds. I remembered this and I couldn't help but ask you!!

Is Jessica Jung in any contact with any SNSD members?

Knight of Pentacles, The Hanged Man, King of Cups, Two of Pentacles, The High Priestess, The World

Not really? I think she is trying to connect with some. (I keep thinking of Taeyeon for some reason) She may have gotten busy with her leaving and hasn't had the time but it planning to/already is and will probably be successful in her attempts.

Is Jessica in contact with Yoona?

2 of Swords, 5 of Cups, Ace of Cups, 9 of Wands, Knight of Cups.

She was attempting to but it might not have ended well. Yoona seemed hesitant and not willing to open up to Jessica no matter the efforts. I can sense they had discord and can picture Jessica complaining to her friends about how Yoona was acting. The bond was very unbalanced.

Is Jessica in contact with Sunny?

3 of Wands, 9 of Pentacles, King of Swords

10 of Wands is at the bottom so Jessica worked hard to go up to Sunny and they have a very pleasant bond! They seem to have similar beliefs and could bond well together.

Is Jessica in contact with Seohyun?

3 of Pentacles, King of Wands, Ace of Wands

Yes! They probably would bond over trainee days and such and are both mature and get along well. They probably just recently started talking but with the 10 of Cups at the bottom they seem pretty close!

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To explore the Tarot is to explore ourselves, to be reminded of the universality of our longing for meaning, for purpose and for a connection to the divine. This 600-year-old tradition reflects not only a history of seekers, but our journey of artistic expression and the ways we communicate our collective human story.For many in the West, Tarot exists in the shadow place of our cultural consciousness, a metaphysical tradition assigned to the dusty glass cabinets of the arcane. Its history, long and obscure, has been passed down through secret writing, oral tradition, and the scholarly tomes of philosophers and sages. Hundreds of years and hundreds of creative hands--mystics and artists often working in collaboration--have transformed what was essentially a parlor game into a source of divination and system of self-exploration, as each new generation has sought to evolve the form and reinterpret the medium.Author Jessica Hundley traces this fascinating history in Tarot, the debut volume in TASCHEN's Library of Esoterica series. The book explores the symbolic meaning behind more than 600 cards and works of original art, two thirds of which have never been published outside of the decks themselves. It's the first ever visual compendium of its kind, spanning from Medieval to modern, and artfully arranged according to the sequencing of the 78 cards of the Major and Minor Arcana. It explores the powerful influence of Tarot as muse to artists like Salvador Dal� and Niki de Saint Phalle and includes the decks of nearly 100 diverse contemporary artists from around the world, all of whom have embraced the medium for its capacity to push cultural identity forward. Rounding out the volume are excerpts from thinkers such as �liphas L�vi, Carl Jung, and Joseph Campbell; a foreword by artist Penny Slinger; a guide to reading the cards by Johannes Fiebig; and an essay on oracle decks by Marcella Kroll.

[ardya2001]

thank you so much for Jessica's tarot reading 💞

btw, she has a boyfriend. :)

FYI bout Jessica ! :)))

I also think that this year Jessica will do the unexpected. There are rumors that Jessica's book will be filmed this year, Jessica also mentioned this during an interview about her book. Jessica's second book is coming out this year.

A few weeks ago Jessica opened a restaurant in Korea and opened a new shop in Seoul.

Jessica follows one of the american producers (maybe), she doesn't usually follow other people even her close friends.

Jessica's first book was quite successful, even became a best seller in several countries (including in my country Indonesia) her book was included in the new york times list

One of the models (Jessica's friend) recently said that her closest friend is Jessica, because she thinks that in this industry it is difficult to find true friends (I forgot the continuation sorry. lol)

Blackpink members have been seen wearing Jessica's brand several times, and jennie and jessica have had dinner together (this is seen from one of jessica's friends (non-artists) tagging jessica and jennie in restaurant)

Jessica's fashion brand is starting to be known more widely, even this season many of Jessica's brands sold out very quickly.

Jessica is also quite successful in creating a YouTube channel and has been running for one year, right today ^^

to be honest i don't want to expect jessica to get married this year lol i expect jessica this year can reunite with snsd.

After seeing your video, I think Jessica and SM will end this problem soon. I still remember when Jessica released 2014, she said that honesty will get you to the right place. I don't know, Jessica looks like she really prepared a surprise this year.

regarding her comeback in the music industry, jessica actually often said that she would comeback soon, during interviews last week she said she would comeback in 2020 but because of the corona pandemic, jessica always postponed her comeback schedule :((

Because we know, SM blocks Jessica on TV shows so it's very difficult for her to promote, that's why Jessica always does fan meetings or mini concerts to several countries in Asia.because of the pandemic, jessica can't do it all. :((((

maybe this is the only information I can tell, hopefully it can help you.

<thanks google translate for helping me HAHAHA>

There is so much love in her life!!

[trolagygirl2022]

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Last Updated: 28/10/2023

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V's ideal Type

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Jungkook's future spouse

Jungkook's Birth Chart

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"Beyond the Story" reading

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Bang Chan's future spouse

Seungmin's ideal type

Bang Chan's future spouse (tarot)

Bang Chan's future spouse's appearance

Felix future spouse

Seungmin's future spouse

Hyunjin's future spouse

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Jaehyun's ideal type

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ZEROBASEONE

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Ricky Shen Birth Chart

Zhang Hao's Birth Chart

How do 4th gen boy groups and companies view Zb1?

EXO

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RUNEXT

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Which RUNEXT contestants will debut? (16/06/2023)

How likely will Jiwoo debut from RUNEXT (26/06/2023)

RUNEXT trainee in Baby Monster?

RUNEXT lineup by I and Knetz

Possible RUNEXT scandal?

KEP1ER

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NEWJEANS

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Haerin's Birth Chart

NewJeans birth chart analysis

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Danielle's ideal type

NMIXX

NMIXX Birth Chart

TXT

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Beomgyu's future spouse

Soobin's future spouse

2023 Solar Return Chart

How successful will TXT's (ft. the Jonas Brother's) single be?

What do TXT think of fanwars

AESPA

Aespa Birth Chart reading

ENHYPEN

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Jay's future spouse

Group Dynamic

Jake future spouse

TWICE

Jeongyeon's future spouse

IVE

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Male and Female idol's perception of Wonyoung

ATEEZ

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SNSD

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Why did Jessica Jung leave SNSD?

GIDLE

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Olivia's thoughts on the song "Hate Rodrigo"

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Ador new boy group reading

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ADOR NEW GIRL GROUP

Will Ador new girl group's concept be similar to NewJeans?

BABY MONSTER

Possible female trainee joining?

Age of the possible trainee joining Baby Monster

Possible Baby Monster scandal?

Baby Monster debut when?

YG delaying BM debut?

Possible trainee joining Baby Monster?

Will the potential new BM trainee be an ace?

BM's reputation: before and after debut

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General Taemin reading

BLACKPINK

Will Lisa leave YG?

Jisoo and Anh Bo-hyun synastry

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