#jerobertsthoughts
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jerobertsthoughts · 21 days ago
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Afraid
You make me feel like...
I should be afraid to lose you
And that you
Could easily get over me
I will admit in the beginning
I used to be... afraid
But now I just want peace
Peace of mind
Peace in my home
Free of the thoughts
That you would leave us alone
Leave everything behind
Like it never meant nothing
That it wasn't apart of our journey
To become better
A better you
A better me
A better family...
But you act like
You want me to be afraid
That one day
Both of your feet will be outside of this relationship
And that it was so easy for you
To walk away
-jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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I write my truths
My faults...
The hurt I feel
You've read it all
I am an opened diary
I have nothing to hide
Every post you see is how I feel inside
It may seem one sided
But I'm sure others can relate
Anything I've said is up for debate
I've been at this for years
And at times it seemed like a struggle
This writing thing fits to me like pieces of a puzzle
I write for you, I write for me
My words can be meant for anybody
I don't want to stop
I'm so close to the top
It's been written
And I hope you all can bare witness
-jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 month ago
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I Wasn't Ready
I wasn't ready... To see you like this Knowing that you're gone forever I wasn't ready... To cry my heart out At my loss... my heart break I wasn't ready... To kiss you for the last time Or touch you for the last time I wasn't ready to see that casket close To place the one and only rose I ever gave you
On your casket before you were placed in your final resting place I wasn't ready... To drop to my knees Begging the Lord please to give you back to me I wasn't ready...
To say goodbye
S.I.P Isa 1974-2024
-jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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Easy To Love
It's easy to love me
Yet, you make it seem so difficult
Play me music
I love music of all kinds
Show me art
I love art, I even make it some times
Read me a book
I love books, I get so excited when I receive one
Take me somewhere I've never been
I love nature, I love to explore
I love to sight see, it makes me feel free
All these things makes it so easy to love me
Where is the difficulty?
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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I could fill pages upon pages with how much I love that girl
But now...
The pages are only filled with my tears
Writing how lost I've been
Losing a friend
Death did not become of her
But she's dead to me...
All these years I've been trying to make peace with it
Then social media reminds me
And the wounds are cut open again
To play fiddle with my heart strings
Daring me to reach out to no avail
She's never there...
For me to say the least
But I love her
It won't go away
It follows me every where
Then sneaks up on me when I least expect it
This feeling is hectic
-Jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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I'm not hurting anymore
I'm not completely healed either
I'm just taking my time treating these wounds with the love I have left
Remembering the words that cut so deep
Remembering every single time I accepted what I didn't deserve
I'm not crying anymore
My emotions have left me high and dry
To reap what I didn't sow
Even though I am partially the blame for being so forgiving of deceitful things
Remembering how love had me weak in the knees
Remembering all the times I fought with you not to leave
Now I'm a carrier of love scars
Reminders of what someone who I once loved had done to me
For trying to give my love to them
...I'm not in love anymore
I've finally said it
Even though I don’t mean it
Just tired of bandaging love wounds
While trying to love you
While trying to protect myself
From being hurt
From being covered in love scars
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jerobertsthoughts · 11 months ago
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Worth Losing
Is it really worth losing everything
Is he worth the happiness I so longed for
The love that I grew into with you
The heart break that I had to witness
Just to get here
All these years later
Right where I thought I belonged
With you...
Then he came along and showed me different
He gave me excitement
He created passion that I've never received
But where's the love
I had no desire for it
I just wanted for once to feel wanted
With the best intentions
Even if it was worth losing everything I built with you
-Jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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My favorite hiding place is the notes section on my phone
It makes me feel at home
No one can hurt me there
I can express myself
I can laugh, I can cry
I can be the inner child I hold inside
I am free
I can write whatever bothers me
It gives me hope
It keeps me motivated
To create stories that I hold inside of me
It doesn't bother me if no one reads it
It still makes me happy
To be able to create this magical place
That I hope will never go to waste
-Jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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If only I could have poured into you less
And loved me more
I wouldn't be hurting now
Battling emotions that could make or break my future... with you
-jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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Photographs
Look at us
Smiling in every photograph
A perfect picture of happiness
Looking like the perfect couple
Looking like we were meant to be together
Enjoying each other's company
Enjoying you loving me in the moment
Wondering now
If you were truly happy
If you ever really loved me
Like you do in these pictures
Wondering if you wanted to be with me in these priceless moments we shared
Our love was supposed to last forever like in these photographs
Capturing our happiest moments
Capturing our love for each other
Capturing us...
At different moments in time
All I have left is these pictures of us
Memories of all the happiness that showed
Memories of all the love that growed
In a picture
-Jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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She said yes
Without hesitation
Without a doubt in her mind
This was what she wanted
She patiently waited on this day to come
Wondering what it would be like
How special he would make it
She said yes
Realizing now she walked into this naked
Blinded by the illusion that he was the greatest love of all
Forgetting his demons
His disrespectful tongue
But he made her feel loved
On the outside
She said yes
Now she's full of regrets
Of what he's promised
Covering up what's eluded
All these years of pursuing
His love and affection
They are now misguided lessons
She said yes
Because he's made progress
He's becoming the man of her dreams
Nothing is as it seems
He's proud of this ring
It's a big step towards everything he said she deserved
She said yes... and now the rest is awaiting history
-Jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 1 year ago
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Loving You
I want to love you completely
With every word that I write
In hopes that you could feel how deep my love flows for you
I mean no harm when I insert our strengths and weaknesses into poems being read by the world
I feel as if what we have is in every love story that's been written
I'm not searching for perfection in you or us
I have everything I need right here
In these words that I write about loving you
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jerobertsthoughts · 8 months ago
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These feelings...
Are not mine
They are yours.
I just somehow
Put them into words
That your voice was deprived of reciting.
I heard your silence
It spoke volumes...
The rapid beating of your heart.
Being indisposition to express such things
That normally go unsaid.
Tormented by the thoughts in your head
That no one seems to understand.
Until there was me!
Your voice of reasoning
Unapologetically bold
Expressing what your actions foretold.
Making them all listen
To our feelings...
-jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 10 months ago
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When I think of Valentine's day...
I think of us cooking together and feeding each other
I think of romantic setups and the expression on your face after seeing it
I think of you pulling me up to dance with you
And you whispering to me "I love you too"
I think of our deep conversations and the smile that crosses your face
I think of you holding me close and kissing my forehead
I think of the poems that we've written to each other throughout the years
I think about how you've conquered all of my fears
When I think of Valentine's day
-Jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 10 months ago
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I wanted forever with you
I realize now that it will never come true
Our love wasn't what I thought it would be
Never thought that after all of these years you weren't in love with me
I was just an empty void in your life
Begging to be your wife
Because we created this life together
We called it forever
A place that I thought that I would always be
Until you told me you've only tolerated me
Words that broke my heart
Because I gave you my best parts
That you used to your benefit
And now I'm ending it
-jeroberts
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jerobertsthoughts · 10 months ago
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I really can't afford to take any more losses. I've come too far, and I've worked too hard to fail again.
-Jeroberts
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