#jeon ian

[kookminis3d]

JK: *goes live*

Army: where's V?

JK: idk I don't talk to members everyday

Army: where's Jimin?

JK: *pulls out calender to show Jimin's schedule and phone tracker to give his exact location*

[m-aaki]

[mrs-monaghan]

Aint no question who they belong to

(Gif credit to owners)

[shebecreepin]

Rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first ten tracks, tag others if you want 🎶

[Okay I saw this game and thought it would be fun! Decided to change the rules so you don’t have to tag anyone if you want!]

1. Spider - Hoshi

2. Lunch - BSS

3. Free World - Chen

4. Bittersweet (feat. LeeHi) - Wonwoo, Mingyu

5. PANG! - Seventeen

6. As It Was - Spotify Singles - Seungkwan

7. So Much (For) Stardust - Fall Out Boy

8. Avalon Interlude - Band Version - DPR IAN

9. Screen Time (feat. Hoshi) - Epik High

10. Don Quixote - Seventeen

lol there’s only one non-kpop song. And can you tell I’m a carat

[conscbgb]

This epic parallelism 🙏

[saythenamecabebe]

You're Losing Me...

A|N: Sorry if this sucks. I wrote this while I was half asleep, don't ask why, lol. I recommend listening to Taylor Swift's song 'You're Losing Me'. But yeah, I hope you guys enjoy it. Let me know what you think. There might be some parts of the song that I cut off because it would've been too long, and yeah. I'm not good with long stories, lol

Warnings ⚠️: break up, cheating. I'm not sure what else. I forgot

Pairings: Junkook x reader (mentions of a Suga and Jimin)

"I don't understand," Jungkook says.

"I know you don't," I tell him. "But we can't continue to live like this. It feels as if this relationship hasn't been working for quite some time, and I feel like I'm just trying to hold onto the last thread of hope that it would eventually go back to how it was. I hoped that you would've left her, but you never did. I loved you so fucking much, sadly I still do love you, but I had to come to terms with the fact that you don't love me anymore. You chose her over me, and that's fine. I just can't do this anymore."

We thought a cure would come through in time, now, I fear it won't.

Remember lookin' at this room, we loved it 'cause of the light

Now, I just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time

I was truly hoping by some miracle that it was just an insane prank and hoping that Jungkook would never do a thing like that to me, but the ache in my heart reminds me that it truly hppened. I looked out of the open window, the sun had gone down hours ago, and no light was left in the cold room. Darkness is all I see and feel. Darkness that swallows my frame, darkness that's slowly seeping into my soul and mind. I sigh, and I slowly get up from the couch. I close the window and head upstairs to my room.

Do I throw out everything we built or keep it?

I'm getting tired even for a phoenix

Always risin' from the ashes

Mendin' all her gashes

You might just have dealt the final blow

'What do I do now? Do I throw everything away, or do I keep it? Will this pain eventually go away? Or will it forever make a home in my heart?' I sigh, and I open the door to my room and take a look around. What was once colorful is now dull, black, and grey filling the room. Tears blur my vision and roll down my cheeks. My heart was aching as I looked at the bed that was once ours. 'Once ours'. I wipe the fresh tears away with my sleeve and head to the washroom. As I finish washing my face, I grab a towel and dab it onto my skin. I walk out and lay on my bed. I sigh in exhaustion as I feel my body sink into the mattress. I turned to the side where he slept and grabbed the pillow. It smelled like him. My eyes begin to water again, and I wipe them away. Refusing to shed any more tears for him. It's his fault for cheating, not mine. I feel my eyes beginning to shut, and sleep consumes me.

Birds chirping, the gentle morning breeze hits my skin. I lay on my back and stretch my stiff body. I get up from the bed and into the washroom. It feels as if I was hit by a ton of bricks, so I turn on the shower in hopes that will help relax me. I hop in the hot shower and instantly feel my sore muscles relax.

Stop, you're losin' me

Stop, you're losin' me

Stop, you're losin' me

I can't find a pulse

My heart won't start anymore

For you

'Cause you're losin' me

~*FLASHBACK*~

"Why?!" I yelled. "How can you be so selfish and throw everything away?!"

He stays silent while looking at the ground.

"SAY SOMETHING BECAUSE YOU'RE LOSING ME!"

He snaps his gaze to me and starts sobbing.

"It was a stupid mistake. It didn't mean anything," Jungkook said. "I-I....I didn't...I was just...so lonely. Being away from you for months. Not being able to physically be with you. Took a toll on me, I went out with the boys and got drunk. I bumped into her, and it just happened. Baby, I'm sorry. Please, I can't lose you."

"Don't call me baby. You have no fucking right to call me that right now."

"Y/N, please, I'm so sorry. It will never happen again, just please give me one more chance."

"No"

"Baby, please"

I look at Jungkook. His eyes were red, and his hair that was once neat was now messy. My heart aches at the sight of him, his hand touches my face, his finger caressing my cheek, and I lean into his warm, soft touch. He wipes away my tears as I do the same for him. He grabs my hand and leaves kisses on my knuckles.

"O... Okay," I say. "Okay, Kook. I forgive you."

He smiles, and he gives me a kiss. We break apart, and he kisses my forehead. I sadly smiled as I wrapped my arms around his waist, and I held him as I felt my heart with a heavy feeling.

Every mornin', I glared at you with storms in my eyes

How can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dyin'?

"Kook," I say, trying to get his attention. "Jungkook!"

"Yeah?"

He looks at me with an annoyed expression on his face.

"You've been on your phone this whole morning. Can you please put down your phone? We haven't talked for weeks and I would like to have a conversation with my boyfriend."

"Fuck off, you can't tell me what to do. Plus, it's the boys discussing about the comeback."

"Koo-"

His phone dings, and he smiles at the screen. He rushes to get his jacket and shoes on. He grabs the keys from the bowl at the entrance.

"Don't wait up," he yells out. "I love you"

I get up and carry the dishes to the sink.

"Yeah, love you, too." I sadly say.

I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick

My face was gray, but you wouldn't admit that we were sick

"Today's our 5 year anniversary, baby," I smiled. "Since you're coming home early today, I'll make you your favorite dish."

"That sounds great," he says. He goes to the put his shoes and jacket on. "I'll be home soon"

"Okay, be careful. Please be home around the time you said you'll be here, Kook. Otherwise, you're sleeping on the couch tonight. No pillows, no blankets." He laughs and shakes his head.

"I'm serious, Kook," I said with a frown.

"Okay, okay, baby. Well, gotta go meet up with the boys. Bye, love you."

"Love you, too."

He closes the door, and I sigh.

"I guess..."

-

12:40am

Tears slowly make their way out and onto my cheeks. I wrap the food and put it in the fridge. I make my way upstairs and lock the bedroom door. I head to the walk-in closet and take off my bodycon red dress, and I put one of his shirts on that was lying on the floor from the night before. I sit on the chair where my desk is at. I wiped my makeup off, and I tied my hair up in a messy bun. I go to lay on the bed when I hear keys jiggling downstairs. I can hear Jungkook take off his shoes and jacket, and him walking up the stairs. The handle jiggles.

"Baby?"

I stay silent. He sighs, and I know he's running his hands through his hair.

"Baby, I'm sorry I got so caught up at work with the boys. Suga hyung made me do a verse over and over again until he was satisfied."

I wanted to yell, 'BULLSHIT, you were with her. I know you were', but I kept quiet and waited for him to leave.

"Open up, please."

Nothing. He sighed, and I heard his footsteps fading away.

And the air is thick with loss and indecision

I know my pain is such an imposition

Now, you're runnin' down the hallway

And you know what they all say

You don't know what you got until it's gone

The days go by, and I still carry this unwelcome feeling in my heart. But I'm hoping this feeling is wrong. Jungkook has been working every day and comes home late. I don't get to see him anymore because when morning comes, he's gone before I'm up, and he comes home when I'm asleep. The last time we got to spend time together was two weeks ago for 10 minutes, and it was spent arguing about him working late or staying out with the boys and coming home so late. I sigh and head to the kitchen, and pack up the cold food. I put it in the fridge, and I lay on the couch and turned on the television.

The sound of the door being closed woke me up. I rub the sleepiness away and sit up.

"Hi Kook," he froze but relaxed and took off his shoes.

"You didn't have to wait up"

"I know, but I wanted, too. We haven't seen each other in days"

"Yeah, I'm sorry, baby. I've just been busy at the studio."

"It's okay. Are you hungry? I can warm up the foo-"

"No, I'm fine. I ready ate, Jimin hyung ordered food, and I was hoping to just head to bed."

"Okay, that's fine. Let's get some rest."

Jungkook took off his pants and changed them into sweats. He took off his shirt and tossed it to me. I put his shirt on and took my pants off. We climbed into bed. My back faced him, and he wrapped his strong arms around me.

"Love you," Jungkook said. I kept quiet.

~*Jungkook's POV*~

As Y/N fell asleep, I watched her. I watched how her beautiful hair spread around the pillow, the way some of her hair fell onto her beautiful face. I pushed the strands away from her face, and she looked so peaceful sleeping. I knew once she didn't say I love you, too. I knew I had lost her right there and then. I have no one to blame but myself. With one last look at her beautiful face, I wrapped my arms around her and fell asleep.

~*End of Jungkook's POV*~

~*END OF FLASHBACK*~

How long could we be a sad song?

'Til we were too far gone to bring back to life?

I gave you all my best me's, my endless empathy

And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier

Fighting in only your army

Frontlines, don't you ignore me

I'm the best thing at this party

And I wouldn't marry me either

A pathological people pleaser

Who only wanted you to see her

And I'm fadin', thinkin'

My head was pounding from all the crying and due to the stuffiness of locking myself up in the house for months. I go to my closet and put on my black jeans, a white tee, and comb my hair in a messy bun. I head downstairs and put on my back docks. The afternoon breeze and warm sun caress my skin. I head to the park and sit down on the grass near a lake. I stay seated here for 30 mins wondering, 'Why did I ignore what I felt when I forgave Jungkook? Is it my fault that Jungkook decided to seek comfort in someone else? Am I really not a lovable person? Girl, it has been 8 months since you left him. Get over it already.'

I was snapped out of my thoughts when a dog ran up to me. The dog nudges my hand, and I giggle as I pet it.

"Hey bud, you lost?"

He whines, and I hear footsteps approach us. He wags his tail and I tense up when I hear the person speak.

"Bam, I told you not to run off like th-Y/N?"

I turn to face Jungkook and wave.

"Hi"

"It's been so long. You look great," he says with a smile.

"Thank you, you do as well," I respond. There's an awkward silence, and just as I was about to bid him a goodbye, he speaks.

"Y/N, can we talk somewhere private?"

"Uhhh...sure?"

"Mine or yours?"

"Mine's a 5 min walk from here. If you're okay with that?"

"That's great," he says. "Come on, Bam."

He grabs Bam's leash, and we make our way to my house. We arrive at the house, I open the door and let them in. Jungkook takes off his shoes and Bam's leash.

"Do you want anything to drink?"

"No, I'm fine," he said. "Thank you."

It was silent once again. I look down at my lap and play with my hands.

"Y/N," Jungkook begins. "I'm sorry for everything I put you through, I'm sorry for saying the reason I did what I did was because I was lonely, I'm sorry for ignoring you for days, maybe even weeks. I'm just sorry for everything. I hope you can forgive me."

"Jungkook, I don't know if I can forgive you, but one thing I do know is I'll never forget what you did. I felt so worthless. It made me feel like I didn't deserve anyone to love me. I kept blaming myself, kept thinking it was me who drove you to the edge. It was me that made you seek comfort in someone else. But after these months, I've come to realize that it's not me who's at fault it's you. You didn't appreciate anything that I've done for you. I gave you everything I had. I gave you all of me, and it still wasn't enough."

I looked up at Jungkook, and his eyes were red. His hands curled up into a fist and uncurled.

"You were enough, you still are-"

"Jungkook, please don't make his any harder." I sighed. "Please leave Jungkook"

"Do something, babe, say something" (say something)

"Lose something, babe, risk something" (you're losin' me)

"Choose something, babe, I got nothing (got nothing)

To believe

Unless you're choosin' me"

"Y/N, please, I'm sorry."

"No," I say. "I can forgive you, Jungkook, but like I've said before, I can't forget the damage you've done to me. That time we were together, I wanted you to choose me, to love me, but you chose her. Due to that, you lost me, Kook. No matter what you try to say or do, my heart will not start for you like it once did. So don't make me ask again, Kook."

He nodded and walked to he door Bam, following behind him. He tied he leash back on and sighed. He turned o face me one last time and sadly smiled at me.

"I'm really sorry, but I know you will not change your mind. But you were right about one thing. None of this was your fault. It was my doing and now I'm paying the price. I hope you have a great life, and I hope you find someone who will treat you right." He says. "Goodbye Y/N"

He exits the door, and I sit back down on he couch. My shoulders feeling lighter than before, and I head upstairs to my room. I change out of my clothes and put my pj's, and for the first time in months, I fall into a peaceful slumber.

You're losin' me

Stop (stop, stop), you're losin' me

Stop (stop, stop), you're losin' me

I can't find a pulse

My heart won't start anymore

[alicenowonderland]

𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖘 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉

[eureka-its-zico]

Okay. I debated long enough and I’m doing it.

I reblogged like 3 prompt lists with tropes I wanna try to write for (to get better because some of them I’m rusty). If there is maybe a prompt or situation you want me to write that will work too!!

I’m looking to write these either in 500-1k words but, ya know, with me nothing is guaranteed cause I’m a wordy bitch 🤷🏽‍♀️

Side note: if there is someone you want me to write for and I haven’t or anything just hit me up to see if I’ve watched, played the game, or read anything on the characters. 9x out of 10 I usually have. Okay. Let’s do this 🥰😅

[ishrxq]

⊹JK#

JE𖦹N JUNGK꩜꩜K

BTS

[shapinginvisible]

Someone said this is giving renaissance painting vibes and I agree

Standing Next To You choreography is pure beauty.

Kudos to the main choreographer Keone Madrid who has been working with BTS members for many years.

[minsugagal]

Like or Reblog if you post any of the following and I'll check out your blog and maybe follow.

-Park Bom

-Jeon Somi

-Taeyeon

-Tiffany Young

-Sunny

-Ash Island

-Babylon

-Bang Yongguk

-Benji

-B.I

-Bumkey

-Crush

-Dean

-Din Din

-DPR Ian/Christian Yu

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jungkook weverse live

JK

08.03 08:26

졸리다

Tengo sueño

jk-¿Cuándo voy a limpiar la casa?

jk-¡Hola! Hola

jk-Estoy muy cansado

jk-Oh, tengo sueño. Aunque tengo que lavarme. No me llames Ian

jk-lee Jungkook-ssi ¿Eres una persona coreana (kore-IAN) ¿verdad?

jk- ¿Uh? *Cierra los ojos* ahh dije que no se burlen de mi ~ te estoy diciendo que no te burles de mi llamándome Ian... Realmente... Aish jaja .. realmente me preguntaba que era esa pregunta (se ríe entendió el chiste-burla y tose)

jk-lee '¿Somos como familia verdad?

jk- *Asintiendo con la cabeza* mmm (si si)

jk-Deja de llamarme Ian - Caray, de verdad risistas

jk-Quiero irme a dormir temprano de verdad. Creo que tengo insomnio últimamente. no puedo dormir Estoy cansado pero no puedo conciliar el sueño.

jk-Si he cenado.

jk-Encendí un live en TikTok hace un rato, pero seguían apareciendo cosas raras. ¿Hay alguna manera de apagar eso?

jk-Voy a beber esto y luego me voy a la cama. Mi casa es un desastre. Necesito tirar cosas que no necesito.

jk-Ese resfriado no murió y ha regresado. Así que ayer fui al hospital. Este frío es muy fuerte. Es realmente persistente.

jk-¿Qué es eso que la gente envía en TikTok en vivo? ¿Cómo puedes bloquearlo? ¿No puedes? ¡No lo envíes! No debería hacer TikTok en vivo - no envies cosas por tiktok. úsalo para comprarte algo delicioso. No sé cuánto es, pero no lo envíes.

jk-Vine aquí porque te extrañaba.

jk-Cada vez que enciendo un directo, me da sueño.

jk-No tendré tiempo para descansar por unos días.

jk-tenía un horario así que fui a la empresa y comí allí. y debería haber tomado mi medicina entonces pero lo olvidé

jk-wow mi casa es una locura es una locura. la red tampoco funciona.. *suspiros profundos* porque la casa esta asi.. ah.. *se levanta*

jk-ese refrigerador... cada vez que voy en vivo hace ese sonido

jk-¿debería ver televisión? ¿qué hora es? ¿qué hora es? lee comentarios y se quita el gorro que trae dice ¡era un gorro!¿pensaste que era calvo? ohhh mi gorro y el color de fondo es el mismo así que parece que no tengo pelo? aha *se quita el sombrero* es mejor ahora

jk-los televisores no funcionan... ¿por qué no funciona el televisor? - esta funcionando??...no esta funcionando... *suspira*no lo haré no lo haré (baja el control remoto y bebe un trago y lee los comentarios)

jk-gracias por preocuparte por mí. estoy bien

jk-estoy tomando mi medicamento? mm, debería tomarlo... pero es molesto... *bostezo* lavar los platos también parece molesto...

jk-Después de ese tiempo llovió, todo se arruinó. No lo haré, no miraré. Quizá me deshaga de él. *risas* Ugh, me está estresando. (se refiere al televisor)

army-"Hay que beber agua tibia en lugar de agua helada".

jk-Pero para mí, tengo que beber agua helada incluso si muero jajaja *jugando con la tele*¿Por qué está haciendo esto? ¿Por qué? Realmente me está estresando. Argh.(sigue batallando con la tv)

jk-Esto es raro - la tv no tiene fallas... es la casa, ese es el problema. no funciona, no... pero todo aparece, uhm yo también quiero verlo... ¿Debería reiniciarlo ? La red está conectada ¿por qué está así? ¿Cuál podría ser la razón por la que está pasando esto? es muy estresante/¡me estoy estresando mucho!

jk-Llevo una vida muy ocupada, pensando en todos ustedes.

jk-*hace burbujas en el agua*.con su vaso y popote

jk-lee "Puedo ver lipseupaikeu..."Yo... ¿Qué significa esto?

jk-lee"¿Por favor manda un beso volado?" Manda jk beso con su mano

jk-lee "¿Cuándo harás otra sesión para Calvin Klein?"

jk-No lo sé.*risas* ¿Crees que te lo voy a decir? Hay cosas que no debería decir.

jk-Quiero cantar para ti, pero mi condición no es buena. ¡Lo siento! (también lo dijo en ingles)

jk-ahhhhh ¿que hago? Iba a ver algo contigo pero no funciona. Mis datos móviles no funcionan y tampoco puedo recibir llamadas. Me pregunto qué le pasa a esta casa..

jk-Hoy no puedo dormirme mientras hago el directo, porque tengo que ir a bañarme.

jk-No estoy haciendo mucho ejercicio estos días.

jk-Quiero escuchar música pero ahora mismo no puedo.

jk-¿"Beso del viento"? Que quiere decir eso? No es un beso de mano… ¿es sólo esto? jk hace pucheros

(qué es "blow kiss" (traducido directamente al coreano). sé dar un beso (en coreano es 손키스 - literalmente: beso de mano). es silbato? ohh es solo *le lanza un beso* esta es la firma de jin hyung)

jk-¿Te gusta eso? ¿No es mejor charlar?

jk-¡Ay, esto! *le lanza un beso* entendió jk

jk-Esa es la firma de Jin-hyung.

jk-¿he vendido mi computadora? No tengo pensado venderlo, pero me desharé de él porque no lo uso. con mi computadora portátil, la usaré para cosas como el trabajo, pero no creo que juegue/juegue juegos nunca más.

jk-*leyendo comentarios que dicen "tengo hambre" jk-si tienes hambre, come (en coreano) jk-comer. si tienes hambre come algo (en ingles)

jk-lee ¿ejercicios buenos mientras estoy haciendo una dieta?

jk-el cardio es bueno algunos pueden forzar tus rodillas si haces demasiado, pero esto *movimientos para elíptica* es mejor y más fácil para tus rodillas

jk-el wifi tampoco funciona bien, se corta. Luché un poco con el wifi antes para sintonizar el live de hoy

jk- Creo que tengo que poner esta casa patas arriba ahora. No puedo vivir así con todo el estrés que me está causando

jk-No tengo religión. La familia de mi padre es cristiana y la de mi madre budista, pero en realidad no la teníamos nosotros.

jk-"Soñé contigo hoy. Fue un dulce sueño". jk- ¿En serio?

jk-Oh, gané el primer lugar de nuevo? Gracias. Muchísimas gracias.*Hace repetidas reverencias*

jk-¡ay! Dije que no te burles de mí~ Dije que no te burles de mí por ian~

jk-te gusta mi chaqueta? esto es bonito Me gusta usarlo a menudo. Tengo esto en manga larga y corta. el de manga corta es el que usé en el vídeo de Seven con mingyu. Debí haber comprado un par de [chaquetas] iguales

jk-tampoco se cuando sale mi disco. tengo que intentarlo~

jk-" ¿Un hobby que hayas disfrutado estos días?". jk- Ninguno.

jk- Últimamente, encender lives o streams como que se ha convertido en un hobby. Si a eso se le puede llamar hobby, ese es mi hobby.

jk-No estaba pensando en hacer un live por mucho tiempo hoy. Terminé de beber esto, así que me iré.

jk-"Como no entiendo coreano, ver los lives es doloroso. No entiendo lo que dices".

jk-Yo también. ¡Vamos a estudiar los dos!

jk-*leyendo comentario* no hablo coreano lo siento

jk-yo también, no hablo inglés muy bien. espero que aprendamos el uno del otro, inglés y coreano, ¿entiendes lo que digo? ¡vamos! ¡puedes hacerlo! ¡puedes lograrlo! ¡vamos~!

jk-*leyendo comentario* ¿despertarme temprano me ayudará a conciliar mejor el sueño?

jk-pero puedo despertarme temprano, pero parece que no puedo conciliar el sueño. sólo termino cansado alrededor de este tiempo

jk-pero estoy tan cansada que voy a ir a lavarme. Voy a ir a dormir, y tal vez si me siento un poco más despierto, podría volver a vivir. pero no me esperes. tal vez no pueda volver. Puede que no, así que no me esperes, ¿de acuerdo? Ok, ahora me voy a lavar - adiooos adiooos (con su mano y sonrisa dice adiós jk)

FIN (resumen de lo que entendi del weverse live de jungkook)

[lycheeemolala]

Jungkook: I want to be comfortable enough with ARMYs that they can playfully tease/scold me when I make a mistake

Jungkook when he makes a mistake and we playfully tease him: HEY!! 😤

[bisexualnamjoonie]

the only thing i will say about that jk/jack harlow thing is that it will be a gateway for an og collab between rm and lil nas x cuz im🕯️MANIFESTING IT🕯️

[kookiespuppyx]

I miss JK so much🥺💜

[rinaskoo]

jungkook's (ᶦᵃⁿ) tiktok account is on public!!

@letjungkook7