#jellyjournal

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

Ahem

November 26th, 2019

Yeah, I perished😂 Sorry about that. I got worse mentally, and then I got sick, and then I got busy and hngbrhrb. But things have calmed down (even tho it bouta be busy again bc Thanksgiving lmao) so yeah.

Here's some Boscoe for the soul lol.

He didn't get to train at all last week because we were house/pet sitting (the frenchie ^^^) and then this week will be meh too bc of thanksgiving and thanksgiving prep. But afTER THAT we'll be going full speed again. But he's been doing great. We've worked more on his off leash heel and with him tucking away into small places. Yay for him🤙💙

Finally sat down to draw yesterday for, like, the first time in two weeks 😂 So that was good. I've been feeling a little more rejuvenated recently. Ummm. Oh and the discord's gonna do a secret santa art/writing exchange for christmas so that'll be fun. I gotta get my oc bios up soON cause I really wanna participate😂 Consider this my public reminder to myself to do it 😂👏 Um um that's all I can think about atm. I hope y'all are doing well. I still read and look at what y'all have to post and stuff💙 Committing to interacting's just hard rn. But I'm hoping to use the whole rejuvenated feeling as a kick off point to getting social again😂 so yeah.

I LOVE Y'ALL💙💙💙🦑

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No Makeup Journey

Day 3

I’m starting day 3 here. It’s more of an emotional rollercoaster than I thought.

I didn’t really realize my emotional dependence on makeup to feel acceptable in public, and for others to see me and not look down on me and my appearance.

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

October 31st, 2019

IT'S HALLOWEEN! AAAA 🦷👅🦷

I have, ,, fast plARPED SKETCH

👻🎃💀

I'm just really excited becaaauuuse this is probs my fav holiday😂 Spork, Boscoe, and I are being Lock, Shock, and Barrel so👀👀👀 I'm probs gonna post again today lmaoooo. 'Bouta head out🤙

As for the rest of the week, it's been pretty good, just busy hnghgh. But Boscoe has been perfect boy, as usual💙💙💙

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

*Returns from the grave*

Sorry this has been dead, but I've been dead lmao. Technically still dead, but y'know. ANYHOO.

I decided to take a page out of Spork's book and use this blog to, ,, wait for it, , ,,, b l o g 😂💙 Basically I just wanna get back into posting and communicating with people again hhbghnvhbrvf. I feel like I'll still be a recluse for a while, bc idk I'm. Yeah. But I'm gonna try. These at least should be fine bc there's not a convo commitment. Talking, ,, hard,, ,

Y'all can block the tag 'jellyjournal' if you don't wanna see these 🦷👄🦷

So, ahem.

September 28th, 2019

Yes, I'm gonna use that font every time😂 And I guess this one's more of an overview and not specifically today, but. Yeah. Tomorrow will be specifically tomorrow lmaoo. Unless I decide that I'm just gonna do one a week😂 I dOn'T kNoW

Okay. So basically all I've been up to is avoiding all human contact, drawing, and writing. Lmao. But lately mostly writing. Very healthy, 10/10. But but but but just this week I started finally officially training Boscoe to be my psychiatric service dog. I've been tossing the idea of it around for quiiiiite a while, because I knew it'd be a lot of hard work for both of us, but ultimately decided that it'd be really beneficial to me if he could help with some of my anxiety and paranoia shit. SO YEAH. That's a thing. He already had a spare harness that I can put velcro "in training" patches on (which I've ordered and am very impatiently waiting for the mail to gift me👀👀👀) and then I ordered him a bit of gear for us to start with, got his log all set, and put together a training regiment to follow c:

We're literally only on his first week of training, but I feel like overall he's doing so well so I just 😭👏 He knows it's serious time when he gets to put the head halter on😂💙 Aaand, yay me, I've been having to get out of bed to train him (obviously) which, y'know, is good for me😂 But it's just funny bc I can tell the last week we've been working hard bc we're just 😴 snoozy lmao.

And I've drawn a lot of stuff that hasn't been posted here, so I'll probs post some of it in a sec. I ain't care that it's late rn lmao. And they'll probs all be in one thing bc I can't be assed to make separate posts for 'em. But ye✌️

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

October 24th, 2019

Back again to squart on y'all's dashes.

Sooooo I've been trying to put together a commission sheet (dun dun dunnnnn) It's just really hard bc of iNsEcUrItIeS (them pieces of shit, 'm'right?) But I really wanna do it so imMA TRY TO BE A BRAVE JELLY. I think it'll end up looking super minimalistic bc I get nit picky when I try to make it look cutesy or something. Lmao. God. But yay for doing that.

I'm big sad bc I missed out on the cuTEST holo blue and shark print vest for Boscoe😭 I'm hoping, ,, the person makes more, ,,

Alsoooo, I acquired a new stinky boy to add to my Dumb Stinky Boys With No Fashion Sense collection. So that's always good😂👏👏👏

In other news! Boscoe did his first off leash heel today😭💙 Sorry for the crap video, but I wanted to show Spork, soooo y'all can have it too😂

^^^ babie

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

October 10th, 2019

Gotta start with some obligatory Boscoe, ,,

Ahem. Anyways, so he's still doing fantastic👀✨ This week I started having him lay under my chair while I make and eat lunch and he's been being a perfect boy😭💙 He's doing 40 minutes at a time rn so👏👏 He's laying with me rn and I am just, ,, filled with love😂😭💙💙💙

And thennnnnn I think I have more art to post? Lmao "I think" 😂 I'll have to look 👁👁👁 I know I have two things in my ask box that I should’ve posted eons ago, but I just remembered they existed😂

Um um. Been dog sitting a lot this week, so that's driving (ugh) but 💵💵💵💵😂👀

Bruh, I suck at these update things😂 They're mostly just 'here's more Boscoe' posts 😂😂 but I'm stuck in writing land rn, so that's literally all I do in my free time lmao. And I’m not even doing these posts on the same day each week LMAO. Oh well👀

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

October 18th, 2019

*rolls in* howdy

LOOK AT MY DOG

His 'in training' patches finally came in👀👀👀 They aren't reflective like it said they were??? But I ain't even mad bc I still think they look nice😂

We started going out into the real world the last couple days 😂 Like... originally I trained him just in the house to get the foundation, then I moved to the backyard to work on it more so he could have some potential distractions to work around, annnnddddd now he's graduated to the street 😂👏💙 This is where it'll get a lot harder for him, but he's already doing great so I'm 😭💙

And the weather has finally started to cool down lately (thank god), so that's been good. That alone helps me be in a better mood😂 It keeps trying to get hot again tho, so guess I'm gonna have to fight the sun (ง'̀-'́)ง

OH! And I'm gonna take Boscoe's Halloween pictures this weekend, so I'm excited about that c: Here's to hoping they turn out cute😂💙

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

October 5th, 2019

See, it gon' be weekly lmao. And I think I'm gonna always look at the positives of the week! c: I think that'll be a good thing.

Okay so I've written almost 20,000 words in, like, two weeks which is really crazy to me bc I'm a slow as hell writer, so aaa damn 🤩 And I'm hype bc I've been finding voice claims for my ocs lately😭👏👏👏 It's the little things, man. Lmao.

Boscoe's still out here being the Best Boy™️ in training and out 😂💙👏 I swear, he improves so much each day. It should be criminal lmao.

I've also been dying laughing at memes of Spork and I's ocs tonight, so that's good😂💙

OH! Also there's this. Sent it to Spork unprompted and we've been dying about it since 😂 Spork is "Feef" lmao.

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