#jedibetrayed

[jedibetrayed]

angels    burn    brightly    still,    though    the    brightest    fall.

independent,    highly    -    selective,    headcanon    heavy    anakin    skywalker    of    lucasfilms    star    wars    series.    penned    by    ziggy.    established    2018(?),    reestablished    2023.    

[negot1ator-arc]

hi @jedibetrayed

In the end, Obi-Wan was right.

[mutatiio]

what colour does your love feel like??

deep staining red. ripped out confessions, warm velvety whispers and a heart like an open wound. your love flows out like dripping blood, beautiful, flawed and twisted. it's gut wrenching, the type of painfully dramatic feeling that makes you clutch your chest, picturing dramatic monologues about love and loving and big screen over the top scenes of sobbing into your pillow until you fall asleep. it rips out of you, clawing it's way up your throat more so than tumbling out. sticky words that just need to be let out, feelings so big they don't fit inside you. your love isn't easy, it's a true bloody mess, dripping and staining everything it touches in a desperate attempt to be seen, to be felt, to be loved back. and you, you love so hard, so deeply, so much for someone who carries all that pain. atlas holding up the world, how are you? is your love still flowing? is your heart still open? still pumping and bleeding and dripping with blood and tears? still painting your beautiful pictures and writing your love letters in deeply personal red ink? because i see them, i read them, i love them and you, you, you, you. clench your chest, scream your love, cry it out. spill your words of loving, keep your heart beating, keep your love coming and paint the entire world red with it. make it in your image, keep going, it's okay. maybe one day the whole world can be red and loved and beautiful just like you.

tagged by: @misfittcd ( thank yoooooooou ) tagging: @rottingkiss / @debelltio / @alootus / @mayxthexforce ( jyl or johhar?? ) / @jeditrash / @jedibetray / @acharnemcnt

[regaldiplomat]

# regaldiplomat : an independent , mutually exclusive rp blog for padmé amidala naberrie of the star wars franchise . headcanon based & highly canon divergent . est . 2 january 2023 . penned by reed . rules beneath the cut . exclusive with @h1ghground & @jedibetrayed.

001. PORTRAYAL / ACTIVITY; Portrayals on this blog will vary! Any muse that has a book series will likely be book based rather than movie based. Muses are all completely up to my own interpretation and headcanons! This blog is also likely to be low activity as it is not my main blog, but I’m excited either way!

002. REPLIES; I’m usually good at replying, but sometimes ( most of the time ) I’m very slow and I’m very sorry about that. If I don’t reply for a while, you can totally feel free to let me know if you want me to reply and I’ll see what I can do!

003. SHIPS; I ship based on chemistry and am open to most things. Please don’t try to force any ships.

004. NSFW; Mun is of age, though I’m typically not comfortable with NSFW threads unless I’m writing with someone I feel comfortable with/have talked with out of character. Any NSFW threads or content will be tagged appropriately. Same goes for any triggering or mature content I may post. If there’s ANYTHING you need tagged that I am not currently tagging, please don’t hesitate to let me know!

005. EXCLUSIVITY / MAINS; I’m not really a fan of being exclusive to certain portrayals of characters. I really don’t like to limit my interactions in that way. That being said, do participate in mains. I really do love having a close connection with the people I write and create with.

006. ICONS; Any icons you see me using were made by me, so please don’t use or claim them as your own. PSD currently being used is an edited version of THIS ONE by venuscommissions! Icon border is the third border from THIS PACK by somresources!

007. FOLLOWING; Right off the bat, I’m just going to say, I might not be following back everyone who follows me. It’s nothing personal, I promise. I have previously had some not so great experiences in a few fandoms across the board, so I may be a bit hesitant to follow back any blogs within those fandoms. Again, it’s absolutely nothing personal and is for my own comfort, and I implore you to do the same! Also! I am duplicate friendly!

008. DRAMA; I do not and will not participate in drama of any kind. I’m old and tired and I’ve been around this neck of the woods far too long. I love some open communication and talking through our issues. Let’s all just be nice pls.

009. CONTACT; This isn’t a rule, but I have Discord and will give my user out to mutuals upon request! I’m also easily available through tumblr’s IM feature, and through my ask box. Please do understand that I can be a bit slow at replying to people at times. However, this isn’t because I don’t like you, or don’t want to talk to you! I’m just easily burnt out at times, and I don’t like to half ass plotting or conversation.

INTRODUCTION

Hi! My name is Reed, I am currently 25 years old and I reside in the CST timezone! I use she / her pronouns.Just a heads up, I am a particularly slow writer and likely won’t be posting many starter calls, so the best ways to interact with me will be plotting via IMs or discord, as well as sending memes! This blog is also 18+ and I will not be interacting with minors under any circumstances. Thank you for understanding! I am so looking forward to interacting with you all!

[regaldiplomat]

@jedibetrayed

Star Wars Gif or Graphic Challenge: [5/5] Relationships

Anakin Skywalker & Padme Amidala

“Hold me; like you did by the lake on Naboo, so long ago when there was nothing but our love. No politics, no plotting, no war.“

[negot1ator-arc]

#negot1ator — independent, private writing blog for general obi wan kenobi of the star wars series.  mastered by cat  ( they/them, twenty-six, eastern standard ). resurrected january 2nd, 2023. sideblog to @yellowbrckrd.  please read the guidelines on the main before interacting. exclusive with @regaldiplomat and @jedibetrayed

01. i've been writing obi wan for a very long time, long before my tumblr days. my interpretation of obi wan is largely based off of the clone wars: animated series (2008). this is where his main verse is set. obviously i still use ewan mcgregor as his primary face claim. my obi wan is also very headcanon based and particular to me. please respect this.

02. this blog is incredibly low activity. i'm in school and work full-time so roleplaying isn't exactly a priority. i'm also lazy, so don't expect stellar formatting or spectacular graphics/icons/so forth.

03. super selective with shipping but not entirely off the table. obi wan isn't terribly susceptible to attachments in his main verse given his dedication to the jedi code, but exceptions can and will obviously be made depending.

04. exclusive with ziggy's anakin and reed's padme. urls are tagged above for your convenience. this will not change.

05. no ooc drama, discourse, transphobia, homophobia, racism, sexism, or any -ism that targets or ostracizes others. any indications of this behavior will swiftly be met with a hard block.

other than that, my name is cat. i'm an nb, chaotic good leo from florida. i have a discord; feel free to request!

[deadlymarch]

* ROLEPLAY POSITIVITY / POST 01 !    happy  roleplay  positivity  week / month / day / idfk . while  i  am  not  aware  when  this  commenced  and  when  it  shall end  [  though  i  am  a  believer  it  should  never  end  ]   i  thought  i  would  toss  my  two  cents  into  the  mix . and  not  only  that ,  but  it  has  been  officially  three  months as  of  MARCH  27TH   that  i  have  had  this  account  !!  and  not  only  that ,  i  am  pretty  close  to  700  FOLLOWERS  !!  lots  of  excitement .  

anyways .  i’d  like  to  take  some  time  to  talk  about  some  amazing  people  in  my  life .  over  the  last  few  months ,  i  have  grown  immensely  close  to  a  specific  group  that  i  would  never  trade  for  the  world .  they  truly  mean  everything  to  me .  the  fact  that  i  get  to  meet  some  of  them  in  just  three  months  is  amazing  and  i  am  beyond  thankful .  this  is  in  NO  particular  order .  so  shut  up .  

@bloodofvader​ : renee .  you  are  literally  are  one  of  my  closest  friends  and  i  would  die  for  you .  your  friendship  means  everything  to  me .  our  bond  is  something  i  am  truly  blessed  for .  you  are  such  a  ray  of  sunshine .  you  are  so  talented .  your  characterization  is  astounding .  youre  astounding .  youre  always  there  for  me .  you  have  such  passion  and  it  transfers  into  your  writing .  i  am  beyond  proud  of  you  !!  i  mean ,  you  just  signed  up  for  your  last  college  class  !!  what  the  fuck  !!  im  so  proud  of  you  !!  you  are  such  an  incredible  young  woman  and  i  am  truly  thankful  for  you .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@forcedpower​ : lucy .  you  . . .  you  are  so  beyond  talented .  you  dont  give  yourself  enough  credit  for  your  creations  and  edits .  you  taught  me  so  much  about  photoshop  and  i  am  so  thankful  for  that .  hell ,  thats  how  we  became  friends  !! i  normally  am  never  comfortable  with  voice chatting / calling  others  when  i  havent  talked  to  them  long . . .  but  you  were  so  easy  to  talk  to  and  you  were  so  helpful  !!  i  know  you’ve  had  your  hardships  on  this  site . . . but  i  am  so  grateful  that  you  found  the  courage  to  come  back . you  are  one  of  my  closest  friends ,  lucy .  and  while  you  call   yourself  the  devil ,  you  are  nothing  but  an  angel  to  me .  thank  you  for  sharing  your  love  and  kindness  with  me .  thank  you  for  being  my  friend .  thank  you for  being  you .  snoot  snoot .  i  love  you .  

@forcebound : kat .  your  alias  suits  you .  starry .  because  you  light  up  the  sky  with  your  smile .  you  are  so  generous . . .  so  generous .  you  have  such  a  kind  heart .  you  are  so  patient .  talented .  so  fucking  talented .  god .  it  kills  me  that  we’re  33  hours  apart . . .  but  ya  know  what  ??  we’re  still  close  as  shit . . .  and  id  never  trade  that  for  anything .  im  so  proud  of  you  for  going  back  to  school  and  taking  that  first  step  towards  a  bright  future  that  i  know  youll reach .  reach  for  the  stars ,  huh ??  you  are  beautiful  and  kind  and  funny .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@hechose :  ray .  fuck  we  instantly  clicked .  literally  when  we  first  started  talking   u  kept  saying  hold  my  hand  and  i  literally  would  die  each  time  .  you  are  such  a  precious  soul . . . nd  lets  be  real ,  sheri  adopted  u  so  we’re  like  sisters Uh Oh .  you  have  such  an empowering  attitude . . .  you  want  to  make  change  in  this  world .  you  want  to  kick  ass  and  make  this  place  better  than  you  found  it .  like  a  fuckin girl  scout  man .  and  thats  inspiring .  you  are  so  fucking  funny . . .  and  really ??  you  read  the  shit  outta  that  fanfic .  i  support  you  10000000%  to  become  a  producer  for  films .  like  you  said ,  one  day  we’ll  be  each other’s  date  to  the  oscars .  you  are  absolutely  gorgeous .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@fawnbuns : cynthia .  you  stink .  calling  me  out  ya  Nasty .  im  kidding  omg  i  love  you .  you  literally  are  gorgeous ,  both  inside  and  out .  you  are  so  talented  !!  i  mean ,  bro  ??  you  capture  rey  so  well  .  it  makes  me  a  happy  camper .  you  have  such  a  kind  and  loving  spirit ,  babe .  even  tho  u  like  the  color  shit  brown .  probs  why  you  stink .  but  really . . .  i  love  you  so  much .  you  are  so  funny  with  ur  damn  jar  jar  binks  bullshit  and  jabba  the  slut .  even  though  you  can  drive  me  nuts  with  that ,  i  still  am  bawling  with  laughter .  you  have  such  a  captivating  personality .  you  just  light   up  a  room  the  minute  you  say  hi .  you  are  so  lovely  and  kind  and  awe inspiring .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@jedibetrayed / @horrcrshow : emma .  ok  literally . . . we  slept  on  such  an  amazing  friendship  for  so  long  and  honestly ?? thats  nasty .  shit  ok  so .  you  are  !!  so  cute .  you  are  such  a  generous  and  loving  person .  youre  so  funny .  and  damn ,  you  write  so  wonderfully .  your  ability  to  prose  the  shit  outta  things  is  so  cool . . . and  i  definitely  can  find  inspiration  from  your  work .  you  are  so  wonderful  and  are  always  there  for  your  friends .  its  amazing .  you  have  such  a  hopeful  personality  and  its  just . . .  wonderful .  god ,  youre  wonderful .  you  care  so  much  about  people  and  its  truly  inspiring ,  babe .  you  inspire  me .  god .  ok  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@alderess : sunny .  youre  the  newest  in  the  group ,  but  honestly  ??  you  fit  right  in .  your  alias  fits  you  so  well . . . youre  literally  the  personification  of  sunshine .  you  care  so  much  about  people  and  you  are  so  kind and  its  . .  beautiful .  theres  not  enough  in  this  world .  and  not  only  that  ??  but  you  capture  leia  so  well !!  i  mean  damn  !!  and  your  writing  is  beautiful .  absolutely  beautiful .  just  like  you  !! and  an added  bonus  ??  you  like  theater .  i  mean , ,,  hello  ??  thats  amazing .  youre  amazing  !!  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@chromedwill : leo .  man  you  are  generous  as  fuck .  how  can  you  be  letting  all  of  us  stay  at  ur  place  ??  ur  nuts .  i  love you .  and  im  so  proud  of  you  !! i  love  hearing  about  roller  derby  and  how  you  kick  absolute  ass !!  im  amazed  !!  and  im  so  ready  to  see  you  in  action  in  june  !!  thats  gonna  be  so  cool .  youre  so  cool .  and  youre  such  a  strong  person .  and  im  so , so , so  proud  of  you .  you  are  beautiful  and  funny  as  hell .  and  bitch  the  way  you  write  phasma  ??  amazing .  absolutely  amazing .  youre  amazing .  shit .  tbh   you  inspire  me  to  want  to  work  out  again  tbh ??  maybe  that  sounds  weird  but ,,,  the  way  you  kick  absolute  ass ??  its  inspiring  dude .  and  i  love  it .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

this  is  quite  a  long  post .  and  tbh  ??  i  didnt  say  all  that  i  wanted  about  my  friends .  i  could  write  a  novel  each  about  them .  and  im  so  blessed  for  that .  im  so  blessed  for  them .  these  people  mean  so  much  to  me . . .  and  i  just  want  to  thank  them  for  not  giving  up  on  me .  for  always  being  there .  for  always  being  kind  and  loving .  im  truly ,  truly  blessed  for  them .  thank  you .  

[negot1ator-arc]

hi @regaldiplomat @jedibetrayed

[amidalc]

“These cravings of yours are getting out of hand…”

PREGNANCY STARTERS » ACCEPTING

@jedibetrayed​

                    “   WHAT   ???         YOU’RE   ONLY   TELLING   ME   THIS   NOW   ??? “           she places the pizza back in the carton,           leans back in her chair angelic features altering into an expression of absolute horror.         sola had always describes pregnancy as something beautiful,        one of the most blissful times of her life   ——   she had been glowing too when carrying with ryoo && pooja,         carrying herself with   A   DEMEANOUR   as if she had been walking on clouds…          as if everything was perfect.           it was only natural for padmé to expect to end up like her sister…           to experience pregnancy in a similar manner.

                                                         BOY   WAS   SHE   WRONG 

                       pregnancy was a nightmare most day,         there was   NO   OTHER   way to put it.          because of her petite size   &&   the fact that she wasn’t carrying one   ——   but two,          babies   ;;   her pregnancy was effecting her in every way   ——   physically   &&   emotionally.         she was in constant pain,         at least one part of her body would always ache,           every part of her had   SWELLED,          making her feel hideous   &&   her emotions…          

                       god the emotions,         one day she’d be in the most gleeful   &&   best of moods   (   like she had been yesterday   )   but then the next she would be in a foul mood   &&   anger triggered by every little thing,          or she’d be far more sensitive than she usually was   &&   burst into tears by the most harmless of comments   ——   AS   SHE   WAS   NOW. 

                       she was being ridiculous,         padmé even   KNEW   THIS   in the back of her mind yet she couldn’t help but to burst into tears pushing the box away.         it wasn’t anakin’s fault,          not in the slightest.        in fact had padmé seen herself now she would laughed at herself for being such an   EMOTIONAL   MESS   because of anakin’s harmless comment.          “   admit it,          you think   I’M   HIDEOUS   &&   shouldn’t eat anymore,         right   ???          i mean nothing fits.   “         she sniffed,         mouth wobbling   &&   tears continuously streaming down her face   &&   smudging her make up.         she takes a deep breath,       wiping her face.        

                       “   i’m sorry you’re engaged to the silliest   &&   most hideous woman alive,          ani.   “           she sniffed,        more tears trickle down her face as she looked away from his gaze.         “   ——   my feet were hurting all day when you were at first   &&   i was sad,           but i didn’t tell you,          because i didn’t want to disrupt you while you were working…          &&   i’m sorry,         you are wonderful   &&   i’m a mess,          &&   you deserve   A   PREGNANT   GIRLFRIENDLESS   VACATION.   “

[astracollectio]

SOCIAL MEDIA POSTS » SOKA && ANI’S MODERN ADVENTURES

@jedibetrayed

[negot1ator-arc]

the way in which the padawan furls, prickles with palpable fury. . . kenobi knows there is no malice in the young boy's heart, not innately; but such fury was a pipeline to the dark side . . . it did not matter if malice was conscious or not by that point, it would prevail if it weren't contained. and there is simply no telling what might happen if malice prevailed. not with the power anakin already wielded. ❛ yes, well . . . do or don't, my boy, but there is no 'try'. that would be far too easy. . . ❜ he imparts, pensively picking at the edge of his moustache. a great jedi had once told him this perhaps oversimplified notion when he himself had teetered on the edge of leaving the order entirely. when he had struggled to keep his own bravado and wits about him, had struggled to maintain his diplomatic poise that came as easy to him now as existing . . . caught in the throes of immaturity. nothing that couldn’t be adjusted, sculpted in time. time and careful discipline could still hammer out the steeled edges of his padawan yet.

❛ you are the chosen one, anakin . . . it is a great honor, but a terribly lonely one. . . i do understand your sentiment. ❜ it was true. they had treated him his whole life in terms of what they expected of him . . . destined to restore balance to the force by destroying the siths. verily forgetting that he’s nothing more than child himself at heart, adapting to the unfamiliar woes of the jedi order. for this, obi-wan finds his contrition is endless, but seldom does he overtly express such things; better to not fuel an already flickering fire. ❛ but you are far more than just a weapon to me. you are my brother. . . if not a tremendous pain in my backside. ❜ he jests, a knowing smirk railroading an otherwise placid expression. and to punctuate his observation, he rises to his feet, proffering his hand toward him. an olive branch.

continued ⇀ @h1ghground

the    gnashing    of    teeth,    canines    bared    in    the    dim    lit    filtering    in    through    abysmally    small    windows    (    he    remembers    staring    at    them    as    a    child,    so    used    to    the    bright    suns    of    tatooine    shining    through    openings    in    their    little    hut,    convincing    himself    that    this    was    a    prison.    a    punishment.    )    nails    dig    crescent    moons    into    palm    until    he's    unsure    whether    his    hands    had    ever    been    clean.    stained    red    with    the    force    of    his    wrath.    bright    eyes    dart    to    and    fro,    never    quite    settling    on    the    astonishingly    calming    force    that    was    his    jedi    master.    afraid    to    meet    his    gaze,    to    see    the    disappoint    that    would    surely    (    it    must!    he    must    be    a    disappointment!    )    lingering    in    those    icy    depths.    hands    move,    smearing    crimson    across    pale    cheeks    as    they    extend    in    some    attempt    to    halt    obi-wan's    approach.   

do    not    touch    me!    i    am    broken,    i    am    wrong!    such    vicious    thoughts    to    storm    through    such    troubled    mind,    eyes    bright    with    unshed    tears.    "    do    you    think    i    have    not    tried    ?    "    his    voice    rings    in    the    aftermath    of    his    thoughtless    destruction,    echoing    in    the    empty    chamber    that    housed    their    bodies    each    night.    anakin    aches    to    collapse    into    his    master's    arms,    to    cry    like    he    had    as    a    young    boy    of    the    unfairness    of    their    world.    to    cry    until    he    finally    felt    emptied    of    all    thought    or    feeling.  

  "    i'm    little    more    than    a    weapon    to    them,    obi-wan.    a    thing    to    be    set    upon    the    unsuspecting.    "    the    words    hiss    from    betwixt    his    teeth,    a    sniffle    of    his    nose    ruining    the    image    of    unchecked    rage    as    it    rapidly    cools    to    something    quite    like    shame.    "    i    just    want    to    rest.    "    to    lay    his    head    upon    uncomfortable    pillows    and    fall    into    a    dreamless    sleep.    none    plagued    by    prophetic    dreams    and    memories    of    great    violence.    he'd    hurt    so    many    people.   

[chromedwill-blog]

            ❛ is this a GAME. ❜ very few ( none ) have the right amount of stupidity to step into her private quarters unrequested, much less try and paint her a fool. her blaster is tucked into her palm; it took a single shot to disprove the theory that an intruder had bypassed her security so what stands in front of her is an... an anomaly.      ( @jedibetrayed )

[puerdeosa]

hey loser

           VALIDATE ME BY CALLING ME A LOSER!!!   morgan edition          @jedibetrayed

                           WHAT??? ME??? i adore you. we both know this. so thank you for you generosity. im looking forward to all of our heart shattering threads in the near future.

[amidalc]

source

@jedibetrayed​

[onlyhopc]

▸▸ A kind reminder that this blog is dedicated to:

Ziggy ( @jedibetrayed ) first. Always a Ziggy stan first. This blog just exists in awe of Ziggy and everything she does, okay?? I love her. Don’t tell her tho, it’s a secret. Ssshhhhhh. She must never know that I’m the founding member of the Ziggy fan club

Arfour second. MY GIRL. MY BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL

Idk some guy called OB1 Kenbob or something like that

[regaldiplomat]

she can hardly help the way that she is so deeply enamored by him. the way he makes her feel weightless. as if nothing matters but the two of them. an irresponsible way of thinking, she knows. they both have duties, ones that they cannot ignore in favor of their feelings. but all the same, she wants nothing more than to indulge in this moment. to feel loved to the very core of herself, his arms wrapped around her, amber hues gazing up at the crooked smile tugging at his lips.

❛ ani --- ❜ her own smile is effortless, a hand reaching out, the pads of her fingertips so gently grazing against the soft skin of his cheek. ❛ it's unfair the way you leave me speechless. ❜ voice is breathless, cheeks turned rosy. ❛ you make me feel as if we're the only two people in the galaxy. it feels almost dangerous. ❜ there's a teasing glimmer in her eye as the comment is brought forth. dangerous, perhaps, but how could love truly be dangerous? one so deep and pure as theirs?

why are you looking at me like that ?

accepting    ⇀    

like    what    ?       like    my    salvation.    the    words    are    on    the    tip    of    his    tongue,    weighing    heavily    on    the    slithering    appendage    as    eyes    continue    to    take    in    the    sight    she    made    before    him.    haloed    by    the    setting    suns    shining    dimly    through    gleaming    windows,    chesnut    curls    set    alight    with    the    rosy    fingers    of    dawn's    gentle    caress.

instead,    a    smile    tugs    at    the    corners    of    his    mouth,    words    forgotten    in    favor    of    gathering    her    smaller    form    into    the    cradle    of    his    arms.    the    dark    and    the    light,    tangled    so    intrinsically    together    it    was    impossible    to    tell    where    one    began    and    one    ended.    fine    silks    brushing    against    well-worn    robes.    "    like    you're    the    most    beautiful    woman    i'll    ever    set    eye    on,    senator    amidala.    "    saccharine    sweet    words    drip    from    his    tongue    like    the    honeyed    desserts    he    remembered    stealing    from    the    kitchens    as    a    young    boy,    melting    and    coating    his    mouth    with    their    taste.