#jealous dan u will always be famous

[acolyteszn]

"he's crazy but smart alright, sounds like my kind of guy"

[yonpote]

i feel like some ppl always bring up like oh i wonder if phil gets jealous bc dan is more popular or whatever. but then he does something like that little secret book promo at the end of giving dan a haircut video? and u can really tell he doesnt see that "more famous" thing as like something to be jealous of but rather something to be extremely proud of when hes seen him grow from the start of his channel and seeing what hes capable of now? and phil has nothing but pride and love for dan in that regard like are you kidding me

[ge]

ive posted my notes about this au before but since its on my mind im doing it again teehee

its an au based on the cdrama winter begonia which is probably one of the greatest cdramas of all time imho and id recommend yall watch it but its like 50 eps long so im probably asking 4 too much.. winter begonia is based off a danmei novel tho if that piques yalls interest...... :smile:

this au takes place in 1930s shaanxi and follows chung myung, a semi-retired peking opera dan who was once wildly famous and well known for his talent and passion for the arts in his youth until a tragic "accident" struck him and his former troupe, leaving his troupe to fall out of favour of the public eye and into (physical as well as financial) ruin; and tang bo, a wealthy business man from sichuan who became captivated w peking opera after watching a performance from chung myungs troupe for the first time and ends up making an acquaintanceship w chung myung and becomes the troupes main sponsor and avid supporter, helping them rebuild their huashan house as well as their former prominence and fame...

the ten great sects/five great families in rotmhs are rival opera groups or are somewhat involved in peking opera in some capacity in this au lol.. the tang family has vague mysterious ties to the opera business but arent performers/troupe owners themselves nor do they sponsor troupes.. that is, until tang bo meets the huashan house hehe

chung myungs current troupe consists of himself (their main/lead dan) and his disciples: (this isnt really important if u havent seen the show though)

yoon jong (chou/jing)

jo gul (jing/sheng)

yu iseol (jing, she also takes the role of xiao lai in this au)

baek cheon ((wu)sheng/jing)

as well as their newest performers:

tang soso (chou/dan)

hye yeon (jing) [he was a member of another troupe but he was treated badly so he was taken under chung myungs wing.. he takes the role of xiao zhouzi]

theyre highly understaffed tho so some of them take multiple roles..

baek sang, as well as some of the unnamed baek/chung line disciples r also here but they arent performers so their focus is probably on fixing costumes/taking care of play scripts/archiving/etc etc and the hyun elders sometimes take on the roles of laosheng if theyre needed but otherwise stay on the sidelines.... baek'ah is also here idk maybe shes their cute little mascot pet or smth.. shes chung myungs emotional support animal

as for wat happened to chung myungs former troupe aka pre war original generation mount hua.. idk i havent thought that far but i didnt want them here so that this au could follow rotmhs canon a little closer so i imagine something suuuper dramatic happened.. maybe another rival troupe (..the magyo..? LOL) tried picking a fight that got way too out of hand and lead to the deaths and injuries of many of mount huas troupe, forcing the surviving members to either leave the troupe (as all of their binding documents were destroyed) or retire.. chung myung and the elders (the hyun line) are the only original troupe members who stayed/survived.. the un disciples also show up and join the troupe sometime during the rebuilding of their house

(kind of silly seeing it written down but the opera scene is very competitive and theres lot of drama and sabotage so i imagine the magyo, seeing how popular the huashan house was, were jealous and initially intended to drive them out of shaanxi with force but got a little too heavy handed in their actions which ultimately led to huashans destruction.. there was no proof the magyo did it so no charges were ever filed but chung myung always knew they were the ones responsible which is why he holds a violent grudge towards them.. neither the huashan house or the magyo left shaanxi after the accident so they often see each other around and their meetings usually end in physical altercations)

and following the winter begonia plot a little closer, i also entertained the idea of giving tang bo some made up oc wife just so i could have the 'husband sneaking behind his wifes back and cheating on her w the male opera performer' plotline that was featured very prominently in the drama.. idk.. wat can i say.. gay lovers cheating on their arranged marriages/comphet spouses is my guilty pleasure.. i figured in thhis au maybe tang bo had an arranged marriage w some woman who he never loved romantically but had an amicable companionable relationship with regardless.. maybe she loved him, maybe she didnt.. either way OOOOHH HES CHEATINNNNNNNGGGGG HES CHEATING

thinking about my tangchung chinese opera au again.. yall dont understandddddd.. peking opera performer of the run down huashan house chung myung and his sponsor & most avid supporter, tang bo of the wealthy tang family, who also has mysterious ties to the opera scene..

[topconfessions]

Can u explain how rituals and stuff works in the industry?? Like I heard rumors and conspiracies stuff but is always odd and hard to believe and also can u tell names how many pple do it?? Just singers or actor/actress too???I always tough that pple only sleep around but not the rituals so I'm very curious about this. Recently I read an interview from an ex famous singer from th 80 and he talk about how mafias worked with famous and sponsored them(like sinatra) Thank you so much !

It doesn’t matter how hard it is to believe it’s true. the general public turns their nose up at it cause they process hearing this as like..some hoodoo voodoo hocus pocus when it doesn’t literally go down like that. it’s like very dirty business with demonic intentions and more alternate methods of making things happen or shutting people down.

If I gave you names I’d be typing all night cause honey it’s legitimately EVERYONE and those people like tinahse or certain singers who are just floating about but never peak / hit big time haven’t sold out yet or don’t have much to offer. Sexual favors, sexual casting and sponsorships do happen by default though,

Rihanna, Beyonce, and Ariana grande are the biggest ones who do this but ariana throws bad luck spellwork on people who pose a threat to her in her character or personally as she’s very jealous and she puts spellwork / spirtual entity influences onto her tracks and singles. There is a korean movie called “white: melody of the curse” and a T-ARA idol acts in it. please look it up on youtube. it’s about a struggling girl group who can barely break in and get any fans or an all kill, they move into a shabby agency studio then find an old CD / music with a really good song. They don’t know that the studio / song is haunted aka tainted with the bad luck scorn of the deceased lead singer. I “think” the original girl group died in a fire in the agency or something bad happened to them. Anyways long story short: the new girl group take the song as theirs and promote it then they instantly get to like SNSD status as a group. Everything changes overnight for them cause this song has a spiritual influence on it that affects listeners through the vocals and mixes.

each girl group member begins paying the price for stealing the dead girl group song and conjuring up their rest. I think only one lives to the end while the others are trampled to death by their own fans until one idiot girl plays the song again on karaoke and it’s implied they die at the end.

WHEW THAT WAS AN EXPLANATION BUT DO YOU GET IT?

and yes mafia’s and mob groups back music singers too especially in Asia.

 Justin Bieber said record exces tried to get him to have sex with a young boy who was not sober and drugged up at a wild house party once and he got freaked out then dipped. Demi lovato got sexually assualted by a disney executive. Jamie Lynn spears child is most likely dan schinders from nickeldon etc.

I’ll make a future post on how it’s done but it’s more grounded and simple than you may think but it’s demonic. like how people tell you not to fuck with ouji boards cause it will really bring out demonic spirits? that’s kinda how all this stuff is.       

[shadowturtlesstuff]

again but better thoughts while reading

@polandbananas20

 so my spelling is terrible in this but you know i was more focused on the book than how to spell. 

Chapter 1) good intro and good starting tone. The lady next to her sucks. Good small establishment of shane.

chapter2)shane characterisation is still consistent. I like her two new roommates (will be best friends) . My guess is the boy in the kitchen will be pilot. Family means but not intentional. Has no confidence. I was right about the boy

Chapter 3) intro of pilot properly. He's good. I love the inner monologue of shane. Trying to keep eye contact, the surprise of having a normal conversation. It sets her character well. Intro to her blog which i would love to actually read (i hope there's at least one entry we can read) pilot is a musician but not. Business major. What crap. 

Chapter 4) i really feel like shane, she is just typical fangirl/ dork and i love it. Its weird being english and reading about the things that shock them like pasta in bags.i understand the watermelon.we do get to read ‘shanes writing’ but its her personal jornal not her blog.

Chapter 5) fun chapter. Intro to rome. Love the idea that shane is heavy handed and violent. Short, not alot happened other than small character establishment.

Chapter 6)intro to creative writing class which i want/need in my life.more beatles. Woman on plane works at starbucks, will she make more appearances? 

Chapter 7) the drama???or at least wht will be the drama. Pilot has a gf, called amy (wish it was me) (wait no, bc i know that plot doesnt actually like amy anymore bc he obviously likes shane. So i take it back. I want to be shane, i mean i basically am like her but oh well.)

Chapter 8) parents. Overprotective, think they know best. Urgh. guarantee one of shanes new friends fight back to her parents to support her life choices, that do not include doctor.

Chapter 9)gets an internship at travel mag company. Thats it…..

Chapter 10)rome. Looses purse. Pilot to the anxiety riddled rescue by telling his own life story about his wallet to help calm her nerves.distracts her. Basially he would do anything for shane already.re count of rome trip from her jornal again which is a good touch to further the plot. This is making me want to read dan brown (ish) all of two books i own of him

Chapter 11) the postcards are a nice touch that i hope someone reads???? Travel buddies..just saying.chad..hmmm,im like shane,well see if he is good enough for babe. Her GODDAM stupdi mean cousins being mean on her facebook, and babe seeing (best friend moment) about pilot and the whole teasing about having a boyfriend.

Chapter 12) he didnt see (but i think he did but istn sayin anything) paris i shappening. Babe is bff confirmed and i want her as my friend 

Chapter 13)angry birds addiction starts. Level three, weak, shoulder touching it romance confirmed.awwww pilot 100% waited to sleep so he could see shane safe in bed

Chapter 14) pilot with a french accent, enough  said. The flirtinggggg.  The plane woman  is back??in paris with them????

Chapter 15)pilots choices of the back in time thing are both wit shane. Its so obvious and i love it. Pilot as a fake fangirl about the eiffel tower. More flirting,kind of. Oh god chad no.he did it. Goddammit.nooo he wull run babe and shanes friendship and maybe her and pilot. ‘Assbucket’ indeed. Her an pilot are fine and i really believe her and babe will be because when she nearly gets robbed babe giver her a sympathetic smile. Not much to go on but i have hope.

Chapter 16)okay so, fav chapter, she finally spills her guts that she has anxiety basically, that she is premed with strict parents and this is scary whilst pilots lies in bed with her to relax her bc he heard her crying. He only ecoureges her slightly before going back to his bed and sleeping. My heart, i swear, soon the roles reverse and pilot will say why he is in london and all that.

Chapter 17)babe and shane bffs confired. Chad is the worst confirmed. Of course it wasnt  break up call. Of course she wants to vist. Of course pilot is to cowardly to break up and just accepts them going to paris together. Of freaking course.

Chapter 18) do not get over pilot, it wont work. Rugby guy nooooo!im team pilot how dare you kiss shane! Wow, city of glass mention. I want to make a list of every bookmentioned.

Chapter 19) pilot is not himself (obviouls) shane is worried. She is still lying to her parents an feeling bad about. Rugby guy is thankfully a no go. Pilot finds out about the kiss and guy and is clearly silently jealous. 

Chapter 20)aww shane! Im sorry pilot sucks currently. And a stupid guys trip with flat four. No. and devil chairs. 

Chapter 21)1)love the book talk.  The loneliness is kicking in, pilot man up for gods sake

Chapter 22)this red-head plain weirdo is back and going through her list like some sort of mentore. Omg!!! No. amy is here, i dont hatte her but can she not. Also, her dad…. No! (this is the stand up moment i was on about, i hope)

Chapter 23) i do not like her dad. At all. Nooo shane...no. they found out. And acted like assholes.

Chapter 24) n1!ahhhh no! Amy has her notebook. The end is nigh.im going to cry i feel like shane. 

Chapter 25) the family dinner-family outing. Niether of them manuped and shane is depressed

Chapter 26)back in america. Still hasn’t told pilot but you know it is a slow burn

Chapter 27) I, wait? Marry, some guy? Like no. I know it’s been what six years but no. I refuse.i don’t like this so called Melvin. It’s okay she doesn’t want to marry him. She goes to see pilot and finally mans up and tells him and asks if she made it and and pilot finally man’s up and tells her no she didn’t. They get stuck in an elevator

Chapter 28) the elevators doing something. Shane wants to re do London cuz she hates life

Chapter 1?) they are both back in London? Both having the same what ever is happening? 

  Chapter 2) omg. Plane lady took them back to staRt over and pilots mad about it (obv)

Chapter 3)so… they got mad but started over and I’m excited. 100%they won’t press the restart button. I’m calling it now. Cuz pilot knows he now has a chance to do the what if’s/

Chapter 4) they keep there distance but we all know it won’t last

Chapter 5) tipsy Shane? Shawarma

Chapter 6) babe thinksthere is something going on with them( again)

Chapter7)the story about fake pilot, and the kiss. Ahhhhhhg

Chapter 8)they found the button. Shane doesn’t want to go back. I do t want them to go back. They don’t go back thank god

Chapter 9) da Vinci code flirting somehow.. Shane tells him it won’t happen u less he breaks up with last Amy.

 Chapter 10) he will break up with Amy and laris is gonna happen. 

Chapter 11) so Shane is happy again, pilot broke up with amy. Shane tried to make peace with the devil chair.

Chapter 11) they are so adorable. Aswwwwewhwhehruysnwjw

 Chapter 12) Uwuwnfhueia we get more Shane and pilot flirting, 

Chapter 13) the opposite game is adorable. I like that they get to be themselves together without the awkwardness. The start of the move game. Thats my fav. 

Chapter 14) they still have the angry birds obssesion but unlike me and supercard they know when to stop.the dance ‘move’ ahh i love. The line ‘but you do.’ just shows how much they know each other and how pilot would do anything to make her smile. And the lost move (not really a move but totally a move.) once again proves their love. Also we had that plot moment where he talks about why h chose to go to london. I adore shanes rant (?) about the things she loves. And then pilot doing the same thing. Shane vs chair is my life, like i battle chairs too. 

Chapter 15) what is tfios? Ooohhh. Fault in our stars. (i googled it)i probably shouldve known by the whole always part. The dance move came back to bite pilot in the ass and now they are dancing together. Ew chad. Yes shane! That is what chad deserves. 

Chapter 16) they get intimate and gigly and happy and aaaawwwhww

Chapter 17) im glad shane still rememebers to be friends with babe and not forget her in her lovestick state currently.

Chapter 18) her postcard….the questions that haunt her so much. Sort of accepting them herself too. She finally got to do wrecking ball, they miss internship , oh no…. Start if a downall?? 

Chapter 19) shane and pilot have fallen HARD

Chapter 20) the article is off the table. Amy is there. What the hell. No. omg pilot no, you moron. THEY BROKE UP!!! Which is fair, a break is needed. They both get back on track and then try and find a balance. Hopefully. Oh her laptop….shit...the feels when all your work is just gone. Tries to reset bc she is so depressed bc she thinks she failed again. 

Chapter 21) she cant go back (thankfully) a bookstore is always a good haven to go to when your breaking down.

Chapter 22)the redemtion (?) time to try and fix everything and get back on track.the determination and the readiness to try and make everything better for herswelf, herself, and no one else is good. She makes friends with the people in her office and works harder than befire, try to get herself out of her comfort zone and experience things

Chapter 23) the confrontation with her parents. Oh god. I hope this goes well. Its going as well as it can go. Im happy shane is sticking up for her dream so she can be happy, uugh the whole dad speech of ‘i do everything for you, i know best because im older,’ i hate it. Ooohh she is making up with leo, talking ot him this time. Im happy. Leo is gay. Cool. i hate how he got broken up with becuase of his stupid family, it sucks. ‘There is no normal.’ perfect words. 

Chapter 24) her thing is in the thing!!!( also good job me with words.) her article got published (there we go)this is where she learns she can be with pilot and be successful because tracy is with a famous author and they make it work with harder schedules. Trys to talk to her parents. This time she will make there relationship work.

Chapter 25)urgh ‘you live under my roof,on my dime…’ blah blah blah. We hate controlling parents that dont see that overprotecting and controlling their childs life does more damage than good. Babe suggest self discovery trip. Babe is a grat friends. 

Chapter 26)the button thing will work…’im mad at pilot. Or am i mad at me.’ she cracked the code. She loathed herself because of her fear of failing, but because this time she worked on herself to make herself happy she no longer hates herself. Yet she still feels the same (ish) feeling that even though she worked harder and got further that she has no summer job when she gets back to the states, her parents still wont allow her choice of work.PILOTS BACK!!!!!!! She was about to press the button and he swooped in with his music.

Chapter 27) he still follows her blog and got help from babe. His speech, finished with lamppost. Where can i get a pilot?he uploaded their song. Working through the divorce thing again but it will be better because he has shane to talk to about it. Ahhh she got a job!!! Happy ending!!! My heart!!!eeeee…

epilogoue) she becomes a successful author. Her parents have accepted her and support her. Pilots a musician. He takes her to the weird plane lady and they gobe the locket back, then he makes the ultimate move. With pictures of where they fell in love he uses the beatles russain doll things to hide a ring and when she finds it she obviously says yes. And that its unfair cuz she cant top that move. 

sooo...thats it.

i really enjoyed this book. i cannot wait for her next book. this post is longwinded i apologize but oh well? again i will link my website and review as soon as its done. so far in about five hours all i have is a paragraph so it may not be as soon as i want it to be

[spacecharizard]

tagged by the lovely @johns-gate

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag some blogs!

tagging: @natasha-baggins @songofproserpine @jungle @arthurmorganthings @mollyohshea @amazoniangoddessdiana

a - age: 26

b - birthplace: edinburgh, scotland

c - current time: 20:09

d - drink you last had: irn bru what a stereotype i am

e - easiest person to talk to: my best friend

f - favourite song: famous last words- my chemical romance

g - grossest memory: vomiting in my hair

h - horror yes or horror no: gore & slashers yes. paranormal hell no

i - in love: with myself and my cat

j - jealous of people: nah don’t need that in my life

l - love at first sight or should i walk by again: love at first sight

m - middle name: may

n - number of siblings: one

o - one wish: to be financially stable

p - person you last called: my mum probably

q - question you’re always asked: why i always look good i have no idea bruh

r - reading anything right? the shining by stephen king

s - song you last sang: now he’s our father - dan romer

t - time you woke up: 6.30am

u - underwear colour: purple

v - vacation destination: tahiti

w - when was the last time you really laughed?: fc5 co-op with @amazoniangoddessdiana (we need to repeat asap)

y - your favourite food: beans on toast

z - zodiac: sagittarius

[euphanisms]

dnp venus signs

so i was reading up on Dan & Phil’s natal charts kind of recently, specifically their Venus signs, to get a better understanding of their relationship & love languages. a lot of us who are interested in astrology have probably looked into this already, but i just wanted to compile some stuff here in case this is new to you

i added a couple of my own notes into what i’ve copypasta’d from Cafe Astrology, but i’m sure you’ll be able to see other parallels in this text as well

Dan ~ Venus in Leo

Venus in Leo men and women have high expectations, but once you know that these expectations revolve only around how much attention you are giving them, you’ll see that they are really quite big-hearted about most everything else. They are threatened by a relationship that appears to have settled too much, or one that’s lost its spark(1). They are also threatened by indifferent or impersonal behavior on your part(2).

a cool thing about Dan & Phil’s relationship is it’s always ALWAYS been fresh. it’s always been an adventure. even just meeting each other was charged with so much excitement. then they moved in together for the first time & started the radio show, & then after being constant sources of inspiration to each other for their personal channels, they started DanAndPhilGAMES. TATINOF, TABINOF. II. all of their side projects. their travels, moving houses, growing as people & becoming famous. all by each other’s sides. so it’s no wonder that Dan feels safe in his relationship with Phil: they’ve never lost that spark.

sounds like our sweet, jealous Dan

Although their needs for physical expression through sex are generally quite strong, their need for love is perhaps even stronger(1). It is hard for Venus in Leo people to separate love and sex, and even their most erotic fantasies are infused with love and affection. For this reason, few Venus in Leo folk would last long in a relationship that is mostly sexual. On the flip side, they may last longer in a love-only relationship in the absence of satisfying sex, but they are unlikely to feel very satisfied(2).

yea like. we been knew that Dan loves him some sex. but his edgy exterior isn’t quite covering the glaringly obvious softie within. this boy straight up just wants to be loved, & he’s not gonna let many people close enough to give him that (hi Phil)

is it just me or is this screaming 2012? when dnp were carefully & cautiously maintaining a very obvious distance from each other, they still stayed together. they still wanted to live together & work together. they were still so close. we can’t truly know what happened away from cameras & the internet, but we know that while their relationship may have changed, their bond did not.

Pleasing Venus in Leo involves paying loads of attention to them. If you’re willing to make only one adjustment in your ways, it should be to remind Leo how wonderful they are(1). Respect and appreciate them, always. Put up with their childlike moments and their tall tales. They want to be seen as attractive by you, so avoid (at all costs!) putting them down in this area(2). They actually lose interest when they perceive the slightest loss of interest in their partner, and you can expect that any letdown will be acted out in a dramatic fashion. Remind them, in a gentle way, that your emotions count too. If you are feeling a little jealous, let them know. Remember, to Venus in Leo, your small jealousies are affirmations that you find them attractive and expect the rest of the world to as well(3). Let them decide where to go on a date, and let them pay too. When Venus in Leo feels loved and appreciated, they reward you with loyalty, a big sense of fun, and plenty of physical expressions of their love.

yep. Dan loves attention.

to me, it always seems like Phil is genuinely happy to allow Dan his little Extra Moments™. he’s just giggling good-naturedly & looking at Dan like sunshine is coming out of his ass. & you better believe Dan is fucking Thriving off of that

@ jealous Dan 👀 u seeing this, babe? yeah, Phil’s hot. people with eyes are gonna look at him. but dw, you already got him. he fucking loves you. you can breathe.

Love is magnificent and grand to Venus in Leo people. They take pride in love and their love relationships, and they are typically generous with their money(1). This is a warmhearted, teasing, expressive, proud, and extravagant placement for Venus. Love is a bit of a game–a game that is perpetual, as Venus in Leo is forever stuck in the romance stage of a relationship(2). They feed on attention, acknowledgement, validation, and adoration. Venus in Leo loves to be adored, pampered, and admired(3). They have a strong ego investment in their love lives. The negative expression of this placement is overstating of feelings simply for the effect, as well as extravagance(4).

i know we all love the idea of sugar ddy Capita£ester, but i also bet Dan has his own little ways of spoiling Phil that would probably make us all dissolve into a pathetic pile of tears & puke if we knew 💕

immediate visual of Heart Eyes Howell

i think this is part of why Dan does so well with YouTube & liveshows & all that, despite his introversion & social anxiety: he’s got a really deep-seated need for validation & adoration.

ahem

Venus in Leo people may spend a lot on entertainment or sometimes just to show off! They generally are big tippers and give special and generous gifts. They are attracted to art, furnishings, clothing, and music that is bold and passionate, renaissance, lush or opulent, lavishly comfortable, and romantic(1).

like if that doesn’t have Dan’s name written all over it idk what does

Phil ~ Venus in Sagittarius

When Venus in Sagittarius people are in love, they need to feel they can grow and expand their horizons through their relationship. They want to learn new things, and experience everything together(1). These are idealistic lovers who want you to appreciate their beliefs, visions, and ideals. They can be a confusing mix of the lighthearted and serious(2). They are roamers and seekers, and don’t commit in their relationships as easily as others.

now who do we know who are attached at the hip & have been through every major milestone in their adult lives together? 🤔🤔 i’ll echo what i said for Dan: every success they’ve achieved, all their self-growth... they’ve attained together or by each other’s sides. i’m not crying you are

P H I L - WHAT DOES THAT SPELL

Venus in Sagittarius men and women turn others on with their big smiles and laughs, their jokes, their grand schemes, their dreams, and their friendly, flirtatious behavior(1). They pride themselves on their open minds, but you may notice they can be judgmental too. They are threatened by inhibitions on the part of their lover, dullness, and emotional overkill. They are restless, and won’t put up with lovers who dwell on any one thing. When the going gets tough in their relationship, they have an overwhelming need to run away. Usually this only means getting out and experiencing something new before they come back, but sometimes it can be for good(2). They are attracted to people in love with life. You don’t need to be refined, polished, or graceful to win their favor(3).

aka Phil’s entire channel + why we all love him to fucking death. also, the friendly, flirtatious behavior thing?? omfg, they’ve got his fuckin number there

man, i mean. again: we don’t for sure know all of what happened in 2012. but we do know that their relationship is resilient. maybe that’s in part due to the distance they placed between themselves. who knows

good news, Dan :+)

Pleasing Venus in Sagittarius involves allowing them lots of room in the relationship to grow. Avoid getting stuck in a rut, and understand their need to move on. Learn to laugh, but take their rants and raves seriously(1). Avoid criticizing their beliefs, join them in debates, and philosophize along with them. When they feel the need for more experience, join them! Learn to look past their clumsiness with you and your feelings, and avoid cornering them or forcing them to commit(2).

“So what japes do we have planned for today, Phil?” Dan asked, a fond smile playing at his lips even as his eyes flicked skyward for a half-second. yeah, we see that all the time. Dan is very good at going along with whatever silly thing Phil wants, & that is important

Phil is clumsy... he might be clumsy with feelings sometimes too. that’s pretty normal for Aquarius (his sun sign) as well

Romantic adventures, as well as a straightforward–even blunt–approach to love(1), are themes with Venus in Sagittarius. Truth and higher meaning are things that take priority with Sagittarius. There can be some inconstancy and possibly a tendency to escape or flee when love is too complex, intricate, or needy(2).

hey remember 18 year old Dan tweeting to Phil like his life depended on it until he got a response? & then remember how fucking openly flirty Phil was with him all the time after that? pepperidge farm remembers

yikes. i mean i’m js: this is likely a tough point of contention that they deal with often in their relationship. Dan is a v emotional dude. Phil might find the need to detach himself from that intensity sometimes & i guarantee that Dan is Not having it. :/

They are usually sincere, upright, and straightforward about what they want. They enjoy getting to know a lover on a philosophical level, exchanging ideas, and experiencing things together(1).

again, i really feel like this is their whole life together. they’re always bouncing ideas for content off of each other, talking about pop culture & world events, & everything they experience (say it with me) they experience together.

Venus in Sagittarius people are not always especially attached to personal possessions. They are not known to be especially frugal(1), although some of them equate money with freedom, and will gladly put money aside for travel.

js

all in all: these boys work stupid well together. in love, creativity, friendship, & their professional life. it’s literally written in the stars. sorry i don’t make the rules

Venus Signs - Cafe Astrology

[natasharomanovs]

here are 16 tag games i’ve been tagged in over the period of my last 3 urls oops. i wont be tagging anyone to do these so you can just do these if you want and tag me if you do!

thank you to everyone who’s tagged me <3

read more bec it’s gonna me long

@awstark & @delmars tagged me in this:

ten songs i’m into right now

Pork Soda - Glass Animals

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Frankie Valli & The Four Seasons

Love Of My Life - Queen

Stupid La Love Song - The Palms

High By The Beach - Modern Space

No Hands - Attica Riots

The Real Zombie - Fake Shark

Morph - Twenty One Pilots

Kamikazee - MISSIO

Wake Up - Fake Shark

@yeahbuckys & @rosssgeller tagged me in this:

name: jordan age: 19 country: new zealand favorite colour: burgundy when you made this blog: september 2017 (my old acc was like 2014 tho) follower count: 1,183 (thanku sm?!) choose a superhero power: telekinesis favourite drink: chocc milk or water a song you love right now: Famous Enough - Fake Shark dream career: teacher dream vacation: italy and france hogwarts house: slytherin favourite character/characters of the week: pepper potts how you like to keep your hair: low ponytail christmas or halloween: christmas because we don’t celebrate halloween here 

@lokis-dottir, @robdowneyjr, @hopesscott, @ltsfrankcastle & @delmars tagged me in this:

ten favorite characters of ten fandoms  this one was haaard

wanda maximoff - marvel

jake peralta - b99

papyrus - undertale

andy dwyer - parks and rec

tony stark - mcu

kelso - that 70′s show

psylocke - x-men

bat girl - dc

sebastian stan - marvel actors (i’m rlly running out i don’t have many fandoms f)

11th doctor (matt smith) - doctor who

@anthonyed tagged me in this:

describe yourself with only pictures you have. you cannot download or search any new pics. 

@delmars​​ & @anthonyed​​​ tagged me in this:

1. are you named after anyone?

my two middle names (mary jane) are named after two passed relatives - one each for my mother and father

2. when was the last time you cried?

last friday when i had a slight breakdown oop

3. do you have kids?

i have a fur baby - his name is michael and he’s an asshole

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?

constantly - it’s like my second language

5. what’s the first thing you notice about a person?

eye colour

6. what’s your eye color?

blue

7. scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings ftw

8. any special talents?

nope

9. where were you born?

south island, new zealand!

10. what are your hobbies?

editing, listening to music, baking

11. do you have any pets?

my son michael (cat), another cat called jessie and a staffy called buddha

12. what sports do you/have you played?

hockey, netball, rugby, cricket, badminton, tennis 

13. how y’all are you?

is this meant to be tall ? bec i have no idea

14. favorite subject in school?

my favourite subject when i was in highschool was art history but now that i’m in uni it’s summer break

15. what’s your dream job?

teaching!

@ironmantrilogies​ tagged me in this:

relationship status: single

favorite colors: burgundy, purple, blue

lipstick or chapstick: chapstick

three favorite foods: sweet and sour chicken, pasta, chicken cow mein

song stuck in my head: Lover, Please Stay - Nothing But Thieves

last song i listened to: Hang Out All Night (Let The Old Record Play) - Fake Shark

last movie i watched: What We Do In The Shadows

time: 11:29am

top three shows: i don’t rlly watch tv but Daredevil, B99, Parks and Rec

books im currently reading: The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown

last thing i googled: the cafeteria dining schedule HAHA

how many blankets do i sleep with: four - mum made me take all the others off oops

dream trip: Europe

anything you really want: to be a good teacher and to be happy

@captinsmarvels​ tagged me in this:

song playing in your head when you woke up:

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Frankie Valli & The Four Seasons

@msmar-vell tagged me in this:

a - age: 19

b - birthplace: South Island, New Zealand

c - current time: 11:33pm

d - drink you last had: milo

e - easiest person to talk to: everyone in mine and @ironarm‘s discord, along with @talkgreasytome. all my faves tbh

f - favourite songs: Pork Soda - Glass Animals

g - grossest memory: a night out that lead to the reason why i don’t drink vodka cruisers anymore

h - horror yes or horror no: horror *tentatively* yes

i - in love: with music and creating

j - jealous of people: sometimes

l - love at first sight or should i walk by again: walk by again

m - middle name: i have two - mary jane

n - number of siblings: one and he’s an asshole but i love him ig

o - one wish: to be content

p - person you last called: my irl friend because she’s coming home from uni today for the summer

q - questions you’re always asked: "wait, how old are you?” bec apparently i look older

s - song you last sang: No Hands - Attica Riots

t - time you woke up: 6:45 am then went back to bed

u - underwear colour: black

v - vacation destination: Europe

w - worst habit: not eating enough probs

x - x-rays: nope

y - your favourite food: pasta

z - zodiac sign: cancer leo cusp but a cancer primarily

[lux-i-fer]

when do u think deckerstar each fell in love with each other or started falling in love?

I think you people live to torture me with all these feel-worthy deckerstar asks omg. Edit: Okay I just finished this and I’m so sorry this just ran away with me. I just have so many feels about deckerstar. 

Chloe:

I definitely think Chloe started to have feelings for Lucifer around the 1x11 mark but didn’t officially start to “love” him until 2x07. 

Okay yeah I know big jump, but let’s be realistic! During season 1 Chloe really doesn’t know Lucifer until probably 1x09 and onwards. Sure she’d seen some parts of him in the rare vulnerable moment (like in 1x04), but until Father Frank dies I don’t think she had a reason to really start to develop feelings. Now before you all start bombarding me for that last comment, hear me out: think of it from Chloe’s prospective. This arrogant, self-absorbed junkie of a man verbally states he’s sticking around just because he finds her “interesting” and oh, he wants to sleep with her. That is not an incentive for Chloe folks!! If anything that is an incentive to get away and stay away from “walking- heroin” Lucifer Morningstar. As a single mother she does not want to take a bite out of that cake. 

But then in 1x09 both Chloe and the audience see something different in Lucifer. Father Frank’s character did a great job drawing the angel out of Lucifer by showing a more fun and sensitive side of our favorite Devil. He shows more emotions than he has all season; laughing and playing the piano and crying when Father Frank is murdered. This shows not only us, but Chloe as well, that Lucifer Morningstar’s persona of playboy nightclub owner is just a persona. This episode stripped back that layer of him and showed us all of Lucifer’s insecurities and just how kind he could be. The end scene with the piano colored him with so many more emotions than I think Chloe ever thought was possible. After this episode we see him really start to change for the better.

Which leads us to 2x07. Up until this episode, Lucifer and Chloe’s relationship grows by leaps and bounds, but this is the first time Chloe can visibly see the change. She’s had time to let the “attraction” feelings settle in and the moment Lucifer says “I think he would be proud of you” that does it for her. That compassion and consideration from Lucifer is what she has been unconsciously waiting on. In season 1 and even in the beginning of season 2, the old Lucifer would have never said that. No, that would be too touchy-feely for the old him. Those eight words change everything. They show emotional capacity and have real love behind them, and I think that makes her realize that her hug has love behind it as well.

Lucifer:

Lucifer, on the other hand, started to feel things a little earlier. My guess is that Lucifer started to have feelings around 1x07 but never let himself believe he was in love with Chloe until 2x12. Could I say he was in love with her by the end of 1x13? Yes, but I won’t and here’s why.

So in 1x07 the main focus of the episode for Lucifer was jealousy. Now jealousy is a fickle emotion; it is not without a source. That source has to come from your core emotions: love, hate, ect. Well Lucifer doesn’t necessarily hate Dan so it must be the former. The moment Lucifer becomes jealous of Chloe spending time with Dan, it shows just where his feelings lie. He is beyond just “intrigued”. No, intrigued wouldn’t warrant emotions of this intensity. This kind of passionate jealousy stems from passion itself. 

This passion has been bubbling since 1x04 and has just now turned itself into “attraction”. I don’t mean physical attraction, because Lucifer has always found her physically attractive. No, I mean he finds everything that makes Chloe Chloe attractive; which is a foreign concept to him. Never before has he felt something this deeply and that is what ultimately scares Lucifer into repressing those feelings until 2x12.

Now as I just stated, Lucifer was in hardcore denial mode in 1x13, which is why I’m not picking it. The reason I pick 2x12 is because of one line: “This is real”. Yes one of the most famous and important deckerstar lines to date. That line holds so much more than Lucifer realizing that their relationship is real. It means that everything is now real. All of his repressed emotions, all of her mixed signals, their fears, their love: it’s real. It’s all real.

Lucifer has lived his life with no idea how it feels to be wanted or to be loved. Seeing this woman terrified out of her mind that something could happen to him just blows his mind. He always told himself nobody could love the Devil, but here Chloe comes running to wrap him in this hug because she’s just so relieved he’s okay. And for once, Lucifer lets his walls down and believes it. He believes her. And just this once he believes in his own love.

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All

oh boy

1. namerain

2. age14

3. three fearsnever being loved back, hurting the people i care about, and the people i love secretly hating me

4. three things i lovepokemonnice weatherthe piano

5. 4 turn onsgetting hit by a car is apparently one of themi actually dont know honestly if i’m attracted to you, because i so rarely find people attractive, everything u do will Get Me Goin and that’s all i can think

6. 4 turn offsdamn bitch idk

7. my best friendyall know who i would choose if i had to choose one do i really gotta say it again

8. sexual orientationim pan, i also think i’m demisexual but god who knows

9. my best first datei don’t even know what qualified as a date bc ive only gone on dates with one person and i don’t know what we actually considered a date or just hangin out??

10. how tall am iuhhh i cant remember exactly i think i’m 5′5

11. what do i miss?honestly?? i kinda miss the way things used to be before i confessed to liking the person i currently like. i mean nothing has actually changed between us but i still feel bad about liking her and hate that i can’t comfort her without it seeming like “oh, you just think i’m great and talented because you have a crush on me” i feel like me comforting her ends up less sincere now and i hate that and it’s also,, like god i didn’t want to feel this way i really intended on taking a break from romance but my dumbass heart was like “no” and ughh fuck

12. what time was i bornidk

13. fav colorblue

14. do i have a crushfeel like i just made that pretty clear

15. fav quote “And you know it’s not good–that there is no good–that there’s absolutely nothing that can ever come of it.But you do it anyway. And then…Well. Then you burn.”(from Carry On by Rainbow Rowell)

16. fav placethis is gross but anywhere with her

17. fav foodidk

18. do i use sarcasmof course 

19. what am i listening to rni’m being Exposed,, i’m listening to sarah smiles by p!atd

20. first thing i notice in a new personusually their clothes, like the way they dress

21. shoe size8 and a half or 9 in womens

22. eye colorbrown

23. hair colordark brown

24. fav style of clothinguhh idk

25. ever done a prank call?no

27. meaning behind my urlit’s just a pokemon lol

28. fav moviewho knows

29. fav songi really like robbers by the 1975 and rn i’m obsessed with do i wanna know by arctic monkeys 

30. fav bandgosh idk

31. how i feel right nowgay

32. someone i loveall my friends!! all of u!!

33. my current relationship statussad

34. my relationship with my parents:/

35. fav holidayeither halloween or xmas

36. tattoos and piercings i haveone piercing in each ear lobe and one tat on my ankle

37. tattoos and piercings i wanti kinda want a lip piercing but idk and i wanna be like,, covered in tats 

38. the reason i joined tumblrmemes

39. do i and my last ex hate each other?no, i dont hate any of my exes

40. do i ever get good morning or good night texts?sometimes goodnight texts

41. have i ever kissed the last person you texted?god i wish,, no tho

42. when did i last hold hands?gosh it’s been so long i don’t remember

43. how long does it take me to get ready in the morning?like an hour maybe more

44. have you shaved your legs in the last three days?idk i forgot

45. where am i right now?my bedroom

47. do i like my music loud or at a reasonable level?loud

48. do i live with my mom and dad?ya

49. am i excited for anything?excited to die

50. do i have someone of the opposite sex i can tell everything to?nah

51. how often do i wear a fake smile?i usually don’t, i just let myself look sad and my friends usually don’t say anything or they’re making me laugh and i’m distracted

52. when was the last time i hugged someone?i huged @strawberrymilk-kid when getting off the bus today

53. what if the last person i kissed was kissing someone right in front of me?i’d be like “dude!! did you get a girlfriend holy shit i’m happy for u!!”

54. is there someone i trust even though i shouldn’t?nah

55. what is something i disliked about today?um all the parts where i started being a jealous bitch 

56. if i could meet anyone on this earth who would it be?dan avidan

57. what do i think about the most?wtf do you think bitch

58. what’s my strangest talent?haha talent whats that

59. do i have any strange phobias?no not really

60. do i prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?depends

61. what was the last lie i told?this is emo but probably that i was alright hah

62. do i prefer talking on the phone or video chatting?gosh idk,, calling is less stressful bc i don’t have to worry about my disgusting face i guess

63. do i believe in ghosts? how about aliens?there are probably aliens, but idk about ghosts i mean like who knows

64. do i believe in magic?could be real, might not be, who knows

65. do i believe in luck?yeah i guess

66. what’s the weather like right now?it’s alright

67. what was the last book i read?hitchhikers guide to the galaxy

68. do i like the smell of gasoline?no

69. do i have any nicknames?my mom calls me rainbow but not really other than that but i love nicknames so someone call me by a nickname

70. what was the worse injury i’ve ever had?i sprained my arm once

71. do i spend money or save it?spend

72. can i touch my nose with my tongue?no

73. is there anything pink ten feet from me?im wearing pink so

74. fav animal?idk

75. what was i doing last night at 12am?sleeping after a long day of mental breakdown 

76. what do i think satan’s last name is?burke

77. what’s a song that always makes me happy when i hear it?uhh idk

78. how can you win my heart?be funny, love music (especially if you play it/can sing), and if you have curly hair or freckles i’m probably already in love with you so

79. what would i want written on my tombstone?“i’m gay”

80. what is my fav word?i have a few, my top three are “gentle”, “lover”, and “soft”

81. my top five blogs on tumblrman i dont know

82. if the whole world were listening to me right now, what would i say?that’s too much responsibility 

83. do i have any relatives in jail?my dad went to jail a few times, two of my uncles have been in there too, but none of them are still in there

85. what would be a question i’d be afraid to tell the truth on?i sat here trying to think of one for live five mins and i cant86. what is my current desktop pic?danny sexbang 

87. had sex?no

88. bought condoms?no

89. gotten pregnant?no

90. failed a class?not for a quarter grade or anything but there have been times where i was failing

91. kissed a boy?yeah i think so

92. kissed a girl?no sadly

93. have i ever kissed somebody in the rain?no

94. had a job?no

95. left the house without my wallet?probably

96. bullied someone on the internet?no

97. had sex in public?no

98. played on a sports team?i was on the soccer team in seventh grade

99. smoked weed?nah

100. did drugs?no

101. smoke cigarettes?no

102. drank alcohol?no 

103. am i a vegetarian/vegan?no

104. been overweight?nah

105. been underweight?idk

106. been to a wedding?ive been to two

107. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?probably

108. watched tv for five hours straight?probably

109. been outside my home country?no

110. gotten my heart broken?yep

111. been to a professional sports game?no

112. broken a bone?no

113. cut myself?no, but i’ve wanted to

114. been to prom?no

115. been in an airplane?yeah

116. fly by helicopter?no

117. what concerts have i been to?i went to one twenty one pilots concert that’s it

118. had a crush on someone of the same sex?oh yeah

119. learned another language?no

120. wore makeup?i wear it everyday

121. lost my virginity before i was 18?i’ve never had sex so no

122. had oral sex?no

123. dyed my hair?yeah

124. voted in a presidential election?nope

125. rode in an ambulance? no

126. had surgery?i had a tooth extracted but that’s it

127. met someone famous?no

128. stalked someone on a social media account?dude every time my friends are online i look through their whole blog just bc i like seein what my friends are rebloggin

 129. peed outside?a long time ago but yeah

130. been fishing?yeah

131. helped with charity?i don’t have money to donate to charities 

132. been rejected by a crush?hoooo boy i sure have been

133. broken a mirror?no 

134. what do i want for my birthday?a nude binder

thank u for asking!

[ppeachymom]

RIGHT BACK AT U CUNT DO ALL THE VALENTINES QUESTIONS

mean ok1: Do you have a crush at the moment?yeah of course 2: Have you ever been deeply in love?yes . i am currently3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?almost a year4: Have you ever changed for someone?yea but i wasn't proud of it5: How is your relationship with your ex?well. my most recent ex isn't good we don't talk anymore but i've dated a few people in my day so it depends 6: Have you ever been cheated on?ya7: Have you ever cheated?no and i will never8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?no never9: What's the most important part of a relationship?uhhh. i mean there's a lot but being open and being able to talk to them about anything is very important 10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?serious relationships ??? yes11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?maybe. but not if they get with another person and then they wanna get back with no lol nope 12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?none13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?probably breaking up w sam14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?uhhhhh. it's kinda a matter of personal preference but i think as long as ur educated about it and ur doing it SAFELy there shouldn't be a problem15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?yes. don't be a pedo . unless ur like way older all i'm saying is that legal adults shouldn't be with underage children16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?idk bc i think that's really basing "love" off of appearance which . will never work out17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?YES . i have18: What do you consider a deal breaker?cheating19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?probably when u guys start fighting a lot or have a lot of disagreements or like . u just don't feel as loved as u did the most of the time u get me20: Are you currently in a relationship?:)ye21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?idk . it's kinda worked out for me with like one of my exes but idk22: Do you think people should date their friends?uhh idk u do u but i think it messes things up almost all of the time and if u break up ur friendship will literally never be the same 23: How many relationships have you had?actual relationships that lasted like . 3 24: Do you think love can last forever?yes my parents are so in love i love it so much . i love cute lil old couples it warms my heart i want that to be me one day25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?idk i don't think so26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?no27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?don't date *** or break up with the person u r deeply in love with to date *** 28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?yes but it can be difficult 29: What do you notice first about another person?personality definitely 30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?honestly idek anymore lol31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?no bc i also suffer from mental illness lol 32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?uh idk33: Do you want to get married one day?yes!! not for a while tho34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?it's dumb i think35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?yes 36: Are you still a virgin?yes37: What's more important: Looks or personality?personality bc honestly if someone has a nice personality they're already attractive to me38: Do you enjoy love films?yesss39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?yes but from friends40: Have you ever had a valentine?yes41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?idk just spending time w the person and also Kissing i would like to kiss please42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?yes43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?both are important44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?yes very 45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?no46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?no 47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?dan and phil don't @ me ?48: What's your favorite love song?idk probably something from my throam playlist49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?idk maybe but i hope not50: If you're single, why do you think you are?i'm not51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?poor and a nice guy52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?yes i think i am53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?yes always54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on Facebook)?literally not at all55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?literally all of the above 56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?uhh yeah my own LoL57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?no but u shouldn't do it58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?,sub goodbye59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?no60: What's your opinion on open relationships?idk not for me but if u like them u do what u want61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?both i am a very family oriented person but also i luv my bf62: How do you define "cheating"?idk a lot of things i guess like talking/flirting w someone whether it be sexual or romantic or actually doing things u would do exclusively in a relationship 63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?nah 64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?a lil but it's cute65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?HELL YEA