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Please, spread this for those who might need it right now

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.

Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ♡

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More importantly… newly released convict of statutory rape shows up at your house, saying they used to live there, and wants to be your friend. Wyd? Not asking for a friend I’m asking as someone who has hopefully had the property owner handle it but wants to know what everyone else would have done in such a scenario

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Getting “authority” tattooed around every hole so you can fuck all authority

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My aunt invited me to witness her get married in a mosque to her boyfriend (I guess fiancé, didn’t even KNOW they were engaged) in fucking LA for Christmas as her witness. Holy shit

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No joke this vine has a better understanding of transmisogyny than 40% of this website

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Saw Phil Lesh last year in New Haven. Went with two hardcore deadheads- my job was to roll joints in the backseat. I had never seen such a show before- I was 20. I was to turn 21 a month later. Friends older than me offered to buy me a drink, but I refused. I wanted this memory, so badly. Some part of me knew, despite the comforting denial, that I was losing the time to ever see quite a show ever again. I am young. I want to cherish every moment I have before it is gone.

This concert is one of my absolute favorite memories. One friend gave me a few shrooms to replicate to authentic experience, the other stayed beside me the whole time to make sure nothing when wrong, as it was only my second time on shrooms. I remember scarlet begonias the best… aside from when we cheered for an encore, and Phil came back out. I heard from one of them that some people complained that Phil had sat down towards the end of his encore… fuck those people. Have some sympathy… he was like a year and a half from death, still giving everything he had. I adored that concert, and still do. The ticket is on my bulletin board, but now, I would love to have it framed. Tattooed, even.

I am so grateful that a couple of people were able to take me to such a life changing event before it was not available anymore, and, even more, I’m glad he lived such a full and rewarding life. Rest in peace Phil Lesh. Rock on forever you legend.

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I’m dog sitting for three dogs fuck yes

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oh you wanted chocolate atop your boston cream donut? too bad. that chocolate is for the paper bag you stupud bitch

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being anticapitalist with a strong work ethic is so fucking embarrassing like my managers don't deserve this

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Caught pokerus awww yeahhhhh

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maybe this year i will watch two movies

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Only the meek will get this

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We live in a world where they sell hello kitty shirts in the men’s section… hallelujah

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making fun of americans is pretty much always ok if youre not doing it in an edgelord “you guys have so many school shootings” way or acting like we’re the only country that has racism. but like posts about americans and hamburger get me every time

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Birthday

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Birthday on Wednesday : ) I’m gonna be 22! Holy shit! It’s pretty crazy tbh because my dad died at 28 and I’m slowly reaching a point where I’ll outlive him soon. I want to feel grateful for every birthday that I have as old as I get, because not everyone will get as many as I have had, or as many as I may. I think 22 is also a little special in its own mundane way, as far as being the first year after 21, which is the most exciting birthday. Some say it’s all downhill from there… I can’t agree, given the way I feel about the gift of a long happy life. Thus, 22 sort of represents the beginning of enjoying life as a sort of rebellion to the idea of things getting worse as you grow older.

Anyway. A few close family members and I are going to a butterfly museum that a coworker mentioned and I really wanted to visit ever since she did. My expectations are low, really, given my past with birthdays in general : ( … but sometimes, keeping them low might make you happier in the end