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consume-cs · 3 months ago
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free fall (03) ◯○ when you’re drunk
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everything is blue, his hair… | ROLE MODEL | 🗝️ got7 content | materialist
english isn’t my first language. ot7 scenario. non idol — you just drunk ﷼
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lim jaebeom
You’re at the restaurant having a girl’s dinner and you’ve drank a couple glasses of wine since you arrived, without noticing how drunk you are.
Since you’re dizzy, one of your friends called Jaebeom to pick you up. Then, your boyfriend appears, grabbing your bag and taking you out of the restaurant.
“Babyyy” You say lovingly while you try to walk on your high heels.
Jaebeom decides to carry you in his arms as a princess since you can’t even walk properly. “Why do you wear these high heels knowing that your feet’s are hurting?” He complains looking at you.
You just smile, kissing his lips quickly. “Because I look pretty” He smiles and continue his way to the car.
mark tuan
Doesn’t like when you’re drunk because he knows how much you hate throwing up, so he tries to remind you to not drink too much, but at the end of the day you ended up being drunk.
He knows when you want to throw up because you hold his hand and start to hyperventilate. He guides to the bathroom and stays by your side, tying your hair in a ponytail and rubbing your back.
“It’s okay, babe” He says to comforts you because of your emethophobia. Cleans your tears and kiss your back at the same time you try to fight against it.
At the end, he hugs you and helps you to clean your hands and mouth.
jackson wang
After going to a party, you end up being drunk and start to be very talkative, which have made Jackson laugh. Nonetheless, if he lets you, you can easily disappear from his sight so that’s why he carries you in his shoulder on your way home.
“Why did we leave? It was funny” You complain, touching his butt occasionally.
“Princess, you were jumping around everyone and laughing like a crazy. It was funny for you but some people were scared” He said going upstairs.
You laugh loudly, moving and smiling. “Even though, it was funny”
“Stop moving” He says, smacking your ass.
“Babe!”
park jinyoung
He’s so sweet and patient with you.
You ended up sleeping in his arms at the back seat on the way home, totally dozed off after the party. Even if he’s worried, he let’s you have fun and drink how much you want because he knows that you’ve been stressed the last couple months.
He carries you in his back and leaves you in the bed while he takes out your heels, jewelry and makeup, doing it slowly so you don’t wake up.
He kiss your forehead and sleeps by your side, paying attention in case you want to throw up.
choi youngjae
Whenever you get drunk, you become the most lovely person and even more if you’re with your boyfriend. You two decided to have a date and after a couple of glasses of wine, you’re drunk.
“My loveeee” You call him, reaching his hand and kissing it, making him smile.
“Honey, let me pay for this and we can go” He says quietly but you just hug his back.
He helps you to get in the car and put his jacket on you while you kiss his face, leaving red marks all over.
After that, the car ride is calm because you fell sleep as soon as you got inside, making him smile.
bambam
Might be drunk too.
But if he’s drunk too, he’s still protecting you from other men actions in the club.
You dance for him while he’s recording and you can hear his laugh in the video. “Baby, do it again” He says with a smile, being ready to record you.
You two have fun but if he sees a man looking at you with other intentions, he pulls you back to his side, letting the man know that you have a boyfriend.
At the way home, he takes advantage of you sleeping in his chest to take some photos and show you the next day.
kim yugyeom
Can be a little drunk too but he makes sure you stay by your side. You two went out with your friends for a dinner and you’ve been drinking a couple beers together, but he knows how easily you can get drunk.
He puts his hand in your tight, taking your beer out of your hand. “I think it’s enough” He says quietly, kissing your cheek quickly.
You sigh feeling a little hot, resting your head in his shoulder. “You wanna go now?” He asks, noticing your tiredness.
After you said yes, Yugyeom takes you out of the restaurant and drive you home, helping you to undress yourself. Then, you two sleep together.
xoxo girl💋…
© consume_cs
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vad-hander · 2 months ago
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I Love You More
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pairing: Jaebeom x reader
others: Jinyoung, GOT7 members
genre: fluff
warnings: idol GOT7!au, married couple, pure softness, crying
Words: 1,1k
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short soft one-shot inspired by GOT7's concerts this weekend and them being so emotional and crying and saying a lot of things that tore my heart apart. Jaebeom will always hold a very special place in my heart and I was excited to write this! I haven't written for got7 in years, so let me know, if you're interested in more
alsooo, I've never posted anything this short, so let me know if you enjoy stuff like this and I should be doing more of it!
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You stood in the corner of the waiting room, your eyes trained on the only man that actually mattered in your life and as the teardrops streamed down his pretty face your heart squeezed in an attempt to pump blood into your head and steady out its beats. Your heart ached, but you held back from crying  in this moment with him - if he’d see your tears you knew it’d be an undying contest of emotional breakdown and you didn’t want him to go through that. You loved him too much. He only ever deserved love, happiness and much easier life than he was living now. 
Jackson patted Jaebeom’s head and the staffs that filled the room tried to continue with their duties, but also be mindful of 7 crying and sobbing men in the centre of that room. Your gaze shifted to sobbing Mark and the way teared up Youngjae and Bam tried to calm him down. At least this view wasn’t tearing your heart into pieces. As a figure approached you, though, you had to readjust your eyes and focus on the man in front of you. The very next moment Jinyoung’s very warm hand grabbed yours and pulled you behind him. He felt your resistance and turned around, reading your face expression perfectly.
"I think he really needs you to calm him down." Jinyoung pulled onto your arm once again and you followed. "Hey, Seunah" Jinyoung called out in an attempt to whisper, but making it more of a low growl. Jackson, raising his head and seeing Jinyoung pulling on to you took a step back. Giving you space to come closer and giving you two space for privacy. Jaebeom raised his head a little, as he felt the loss of contact and took a few blinks to focus his teary eyes on you. Both Jackson and Jinyoung respectfully took a few more steps back and as you approached Jaebeom a little more, you couldn’t hold back a pout. Jaebeom straightened his back properly and it seemed the tears streamed down his face at a much lower pace. You pursed your lips and took a little step closer, not forgetting precaution and turning around to read the room - everyone seemed busy with themselves and their duties. But in all honesty - you couldn’t just stand and watch him any longer, even if the people watched you two attentively - your heart ached the moment you saw that first tear fall down his face back on stage. 
“You did so well-.“ You still whispered, everyone acted busy, but peoples’ ears were always perked up. Jaebeom blinked more tears down his face. Shit, you only made it worse for him. “Everything went so perfectly. You worked so hard. I’m so proud. These should be happy tears, everything worked out amazing. Right?“ you tried to give Jaebeom a smile, your words only made the tears fall down harder, while Park Jinyoung expected you to do the opposite. “Ah-, love, don’t cry.“ You finally sighed and reached a hand to his face, cupping his cheek and making a lame attempt at catching the teardrops - it did seem impossible. The waterfall that streamed down his face was impossible to stop with a finger. Jaebeom leaned in into your touch and closed his eyes. You tried to caress the softness of his cheek, while not making it too inappropriate for a working environment. “Everyone’s so proud and everyone are so thankful for the things you do. You’ve put so much hard work into this, it’s okay to cry. I can’t even hold back my tears for you and ah-.“ Jaebeom suddenly draped his arms over your shoulders and lost his face in the crook of your neck. You patted his nape in a very weak attempt to calm him down. He seemed crashed, drained and exhausted. You really wished you could lift him up just like that and transfer to bed and let him get as much sleep as he needed - doesn’t matter if its 12 hours or a week. You watched him work so hard all these weeks to make the concerts possible, you watched him all those years make all those things possible while also being a sweet and loving husband to you. “I just hope it’s tears of relief. As long as they’re not tears of pain - it doesn’t matter. We could cry all night long, right?“ You tried to give him a little kiss, forgetting all the work space boundaries in your head, landing your lips on his jaw. You patted his nape a few more times, moving your arms lower - you gave his waist a squeeze and rubbed your face against his shoulder - the sobbing man in your arms seemed to calm down at least a little. 
“I love you.“ you breathed out, somehow in unison with Jaebeom and as shocked as you were at the silly little coincidence, Jaebeom moved back a little and looked at you properly, with no tears falling out of his eyes,  beautiful irises focusing on you. 
“That’s silly of us.“ You giggled, moving your fingers to dry out the tears on Jaebeom’s cheeks. 
“But I, definitely love you more.“ He even made a weak attempt to smile and made you feel more at ease yourself. The air suddenly felt lighter and the second time he tried to make that little smile - the smugness on his face, your chest burned with love. Jaebeom covered your palm with his and moved it closer to his mouth. “I wouldn’t be here without your support.“ You knew exactly what he meant by that, how hard it was for both him and you to get his mind to a better place. You weren’t about to shy away and act like you weren’t behind it all. In a great partnership with the man himself, of course. 
“I know.“ You accepted with a playful nod and watched his lips give your palm a kiss with a smile. You were glad you could refer to dark times with a joke and a smile now. Jaebeom let go of your arm and tried to dry his face with the shirt he wore. 
“Ah!“ Jinyoung materialised behind you, his firm palm on your shoulder making you jump in place. “Nothing like a wife’s touch that could calm a man down.“ He teased happily, wrinkles round his eyes as he smiled were the reason for a little upward motion on the corners of your lips. 
“Sh! Shut up, there are strangers in this room.“ you hissed at the man, feigning annoyance. Jinyoung ruffled your hair with a teasing face expression.
“Hey, show some respect.“ you played back, your unending battle of teasing continuing every time you opened your mouths.
“Right, show some respect to my wife!“ Jaebeom chimed in, regret on his face immediate, as the both of you knew the comeback would be explosive. Jaebeom wrapped an arm around your waist, you not being sure whether he was backing you up or wanted you to back him up in this.
Jinyoung, though, already moved on -  looking at the members and then at his leader and giving you nod. 
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natalicss · 2 months ago
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this is me asking the universe, aka tumblr writers, to feed me more got7 x reader i have an obsession
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i’m a simple woman, alright? i am easy to please i swear…i love the one-shots, i love the fake texts, i love the social media au, im eating it all up
k but pls more mark fics i beg-
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chugging-antiseptic-dye · 4 months ago
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got7 as supermarket cashiers:
jaebeom: glares at the customers if they distract him while working. is never at the checkout counter cause he has to do the manager's job as well
mark: works at his own pace and time. give discounts to customers if they have a cute pet
jackson: knows the names of all the regular customers. WILL nag them to take better care of themselves
jinyoung: gets pocket money from all the aunties and grandmothers that come to the store. rub's that in everyone's face.
youngjae: has headphones in his ears 24/7. gets nervous when he has to check out a long line
bambam: 'borrows' gum and makeup samples from the store. leaves the cash register open to bother yugyeom
yugyeom: cries once a week when customers (or jinyoung) yell at him for being slow
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yoonia · 1 month ago
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— love is banned ● teaser
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— title: Love Is Banned | pairings: Jaebum/Jay B x female reader| genre: pwp (porn with very little plot), post break-up!au, brother’s best friend!au
— summary | Heartbroken beyond repair, you escape to your brother’s place hours away from home, desperate to avoid the Valentine’s Day soiree happening around you—only to find yourself trapped in the middle of his love-filled house party. Seeking solitude, you are surprised to find the perfect source of comfort from the last person you had ever expected to meet tonight.
— ratings & full fic warnings | +18 / M for mature;involves swearing, alcohol consumption, explicit sex, teasing and drunk flirting, dirty talk, hand job, oral sex, fingering, edging, light spanking, exhibitionism kink, drunk sex (with consent), orgasm denial, multiple orgasms. 
— word count: 429 words | full fic word count: app. 6k words
— banner design: made by the lovely @lovetaroandtaemin | divider credit
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Outside, coming all the way from downstairs, the music is still blaring loudly the later it gets in the night. The sound of people dancing, chatting, and cheering over some sort of a drinking game can be heard through the thick walls. 
But here, the air is getting thick with tension, and it’s hard to focus on anything else when you are pressed down against the hard mattress beneath you, and you have your brother’s best friend hovering on top of you with a sick, teasing grin on his face. 
And oh, how much you struggle to keep your eyes away from those enticing lips. 
“So? What do you say?” he asks again while his gaze moves to your lips, lingering for a few seconds too long as he catches you licking your lips. “It’s a one time offer, and time is ticking. How much longer do you think before your brother comes in and catches us together?” 
You cannot help but grin at the mention of your brother. “Aren’t you afraid that he might just do that and break your nose again like he did years ago?” 
Jaebum laughs, and your heart skips a beat when you realise how much his voice has changed over the years. And how much you still love it. 
“I think it’ll worth the risk. As long as you’re in.” 
Worth the risk. 
Yeah, there’s nothing stopping your heart from trying to break free from your chest now that you hear such words. You shouldn’t believe it. But you want to believe it. You want to believe that he thinks you are worth risking your brother’s wrath. 
“Well? Are you in? Or are you going to walk out that door and forget everything we talked about?” 
You bite your lip as you consider your options. His offer is tempting, but are you brave enough to take the risk? 
One night. No attachment. No promises. And you get to leave this place free of your pent up frustrations and need. Maybe dare yourself to feel some pleasure from the one you are forbidden to touch.
Even if you might have to ignore the familiar flutters in your chest rising the more you look at him—the same way it used to happen all those years ago whenever you saw him when he was hanging out with your older brother. 
“Not a chance,” you answer him with a grin, before you lift your legs and wrap them around his waist, your arms coming around his neck as you pull him down to you. “Game on.”  
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thealternateuniverse · 2 months ago
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You belong with Me
Bambam x reader
Masterlist
Warnings: Smut(?) if it counts as one
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"Y/N, I have a lunch with—"
"JYP, yeah, I already made the reservation. You'll be at the private lounge."
"What about the budget proposals for—"
"Done. Color-coded and on your desk."
"And don’t forget the contract for—"
"Stray Kids? Called Jinyoung. He’s drafting it, but he says you still owe him dinner."
Bambam leans back in his chair, eyeing you with exaggerated suspicion. "Are you secretly reading my mind? Or do you have little spies running around?"
You smirk. "Wouldn't you like to know?"
He exhales, shaking his head. "I swear, if you ever leave, I’m screwed."
"Good thing I enjoy watching you suffer, then."
He chuckles before rubbing his temples. "No, but seriously, I don’t know what I’d do without you."
You mentally pat yourself on the back. Being Bambam’s secretary is a full-time commitment. If you had to describe it, you’re Donna Paulsen, and he’s Harvey Specter. The man doesn’t understand the concept of a break, and keeping up with him isn’t for the weak.
"No problem, Bam. I gotchu."
Just as you turn to head back to your desk, he suddenly remembers something.
"Oh, wait. I think you deserve this."
He lifts a small white envelope, waving it between his fingers.
You narrow your eyes. "What’s that? A bonus? A thank-you note? A restraining order?"
"Trip to Thailand." He grins. "All expenses paid. A whole week. You're welcome."
You blink. "You just said you don’t know what you’d do without me, and now you’re sending me away? Make it make sense."
Bambam leans forward, resting his chin on his hand. "Oh, don’t worry, I’ll suffer. But this way, when you come back, you’ll be well-rested and even more efficient. It’s a win-win."
You cross your arms. "Or… I could just stay there permanently and leave you to drown in your own mess."
He gasps dramatically. "You wouldn’t dare!"
You smirk. "Try me."
He laughs, shaking his head. "Nah, you love me too much to leave."
You roll your eyes, heart skipping a beat, but take the envelope anyway.
You hold up the envelope, inspecting it like it might be a prank. "There’s no catch? No secret work waiting for me in Thailand?"
Bambam smirks. "No catch. Just my way of showing appreciation. And maybe ensuring you don’t quit on me."
You narrow your eyes. "Mm-hmm. That part sounds more like the real reason."
He gasps, placing a hand on his chest. "Wow. Can’t a guy be generous without being accused of ulterior motives?"
You tap the envelope against your palm. "Not when that guy is you."
Bambam chuckles, leaning back in his chair. "Fine, fine. I admit, it’s a little bit of both. But mostly, I figured you deserved a break before you burn out and start plotting my demise."
You pretend to think. "Oh, I started plotting that months ago."
He winks. "And yet, I’m still alive. Must be the charm."
You roll your eyes. "More like my patience. Which, by the way, has a limit."
Bambam tilts his head. "And what happens when you hit that limit?"
You smirk. "Guess we’ll find out when I get back from Thailand."
Bambam dramatically shudders. "Should I be scared?"
"Always."
He laughs, shaking his head. "See? This is why I’m sending you away. You need some beach therapy before you actually murder me."
You sigh, slipping the envelope into your bag. "Fine. I’ll take the trip. But if I come back and find out you’ve made a mess of everything—"
Bambam grins. "Relax, I’ll be on my best behavior."
You snort. "That’s a lie."
He shrugs. "Yeah, but you won’t be here to witness it, so does it really matter?"
You shake your head, turning to leave. "Unbelievable."
Just as you reach the door, Bambam calls after you. "Wait!"
You turn back. "What now?"
He grins. "You’re still working tomorrow, right?"
You let out a dramatic sigh. "See? This is why I don’t trust you."
He chuckles, completely unapologetic. "Hey, just making sure. Enjoy your trip, assistant of the year."
You roll your eyes but can’t hide the small smile on your lips as you walk out.
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If your feet could talk, they’d be cursing you right now. Your heels felt like medieval torture devices, and your jaw ached from the forced smile you’d been wearing all night. When—please—would this damn party end?
And, of course, your boss was nowhere to be found. You’d spent the last hour weaving through the sea of socialites and champagne flutes, hoping to track him down so you could finally leave. You had a flight to catch tomorrow—destination: Thailand.
Bambam’s family’s annual charity ball was in full swing, a grand, glittering event that you had somehow managed to plan on top of your already impossible workload. And while you’d smiled and nodded through countless conversations, your mind was elsewhere.
You were dreading tomorrow. Not the trip itself—no, that was the one silver lining. You just couldn’t wait to escape for a while. To get away from all of this.
Spotting a familiar face, you grabbed the nearest (and hopefully sober) person. "Gyeom, have you seen your brother?"
Yugyeom blinked at you, swaying slightly. "Oh, he’s probably… somewhere… drunk."
You sighed. "That’s not helpful, Gyeom."
He grinned lazily. "Helpful is overrated. Besides, you know how these things go. Jackson got us all started, and once Jackson gets started—"
"—All of you lose all sense of responsibility. Yeah, yeah, I know."
Yugyeom patted your shoulder with the enthusiasm of someone who no longer had full control of his limbs. "Just… let him be. He’s having fun. You should too!"
You gave him a deadpan look. "I would love to, but unlike you, I actually have to leave in the morning. Flight. Early. Remember?"
He frowned. "Oh, right. You’re ditching us."
"Not ditching. Temporarily escaping before I commit workplace homicide."
Yugyeom laughed. "Fair. But if you’re looking for him, maybe check the balcony? He likes to hide when he’s had too much to drink."
You groaned but nodded. "Thanks, Gyeom. Try not to pass out in a fountain, yeah?"
He grinned. "No promises."
With a sigh, you turned toward the balcony, bracing yourself for whatever state Bambam was in.
You found the others—Jackson, Key, Mingyu, Ten, and Minghao—already deep into the party.
"Y/N… not even tipsy yet?" Jackson greeted, handing you a shot of Hennessy.
You glanced at the glass, debating. You were trying to avoid alcohol tonight—hangovers and early flights don’t mix—but one drink wouldn’t kill you.
"Nope. I’m ditching everyone tomorrow, and I gotta do it sober. Have you seen Bambam?"
"Oh, your boss? Yeah, he’s drunk off his ass. Went to the bathroom a few seconds ago—probably to throw up or negotiate with gravity."
Fantastic. Your feet were already killing you, and now you had to go find him again.
"Great. If he comes back, tell him I already left. And if anything goes missing this week, don’t bother looking for me until my plane lands back here."
The guys exchanged knowing looks, shaking their heads. They were used to your and Bambam’s chaotic boss-secretary dynamic. And you were dead serious about your DND mode.
"Well, enjoy Thailand," Mingyu said. "Just don’t enjoy it so much you forget to come back. Bambam will lose his shit. Hell, he’s probably losing it now."
Mingyu nodded toward the far end of the room. There stood Bambam, trying (and failing) to look composed. His stance wobbled slightly, and his half-lidded eyes gave him away. He was deep in conversation with Sandara Park, probably saying his goodbyes. She looked like she was about to leave.
"And… that’s my cue. Gotta vanish before he fully processes what’s happening."
After bidding the boys farewell, you made your way toward Bambam, who looked about three seconds from face-planting.
"Bam…" you called.
"Y/N!" he slurred, flashing a wide grin.
He excused himself from Sandara and turned toward you—only to stumble. You sighed, already predicting how this night would end.
"Hey, I’m leaving. Flight tomorrow, remember?"
Bambam groaned, pouting dramatically while still gripping his glass of Bombay.
"I regret giving you that damn ticket."
You smirked, arms crossing as you took in his state. His tie was crooked, three buttons undone, and his entire face was flushed red.
"And you should go home before you regret this hangover tomorrow."
Except… judging by the way he was looking at you—half-lidded, unbothered, borderline not comprehending. He didn’t argue. Instead, he placed his glass down on the nearest table. You pulled out your phone to call his driver.
"Come on, let’s walk out of here and at least pretend you’re sober. Your ride’s waiting outside."
Feigning casualness, you clung to his arm, guiding him as he insisted on stopping every few steps to say goodbye to people. By the time you finally reached the car, his legs gave out.
"Oh, for fu—Bambam!" you hissed, barely catching him before he hit the ground.
He was dead weight. Completely out.
"My god. This is not part of my job. Get it together! I haven't even left yet."
With no other option, you climbed into the car, directing his driver to drop your boss to his apartment
In the backseat, he was fully knocked out, snoring lightly.
Just another night dealing with your menace of a boss.
With the help of his driver, you somehow managed to haul Bambam’s deadweight up to his apartment on the 31st floor. By the time you got him through the door without breaking your backs, you were officially over it.
"Oh my god, I can’t wait to go to Thailand," you muttered under your breath as you tucked him into bed.
You should’ve left right then. But instead, you found yourself rummaging through his cabinets, searching for Tylenol or Advil—because knowing him, he’d wake up tomorrow hating his entire existence. You placed the pills and a bottle of water on his bedside table before turning back to him.
"Bam…" you tapped him gently, checking if he was conscious.
His right eye cracked open, barely.
"At least take off your coat and tie," you sighed.
He groaned, rubbing his face before sluggishly sitting up. With his eyes still shut, he half-heartedly peeled off his coat and tugged at his tie. When he finally got them off, he handed them to you—except, at the last second, he let them slip right through his fingers and onto the floor.
You exhaled sharply. "I swear to god, Bambam—"
Before you could finish, he caught your wrist, tugging you toward him. You stumbled slightly, caught off guard.
His grip was loose, but his voice was quiet—almost pleading.
"I wish I could tell you this when I am sober but.......I so badly need you. Don't leave, please?"
You could feel your heart pounding in your chest, your pulse thudding so hard you swore your eyeballs were about to pop out of their sockets. What in Merlin's beard was happening to your boss? You mentally noted to check the batch number on that Bombay—maybe it had expired or something.
"Uhh… you technically gave me the ticket," you pointed out, trying to sound casual, even though your insides were screaming.
You carefully tried to slide your arm out of his grip, but instead of letting go, Bambam pulled you closer. His head slumped against your stomach, his warmth seeping through your clothes.
You froze.
Your boss was drunk. You were not. And… what the hell was this?
For a split second, you questioned whether you were the drunk one, but no—your mind was painfully clear. And yet, here he was, clinging to you like you were the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.
"Right…" he muttered, his voice rough.
You stood there awkwardly, weighing your options. Should you push him off? Knock him out so he could go back to sleep? Pretend this never happened?
"And I need to leave now because I have a flight tomorrow," you said, trying to keep your voice steady. "Don't miss me too much. It's just a week."
The words felt hollow as soon as you said them. You realized, too late, that it probably fed into whatever drunken fantasy Bambam had in his hazy, alcohol-laced mind. You saw his eyes flicker up to you, dark and heavy with something unspoken.
Your stomach did a flip. This wasn’t just some playful drunken nonsense, you thought. The room suddenly felt too small, the air thick with something neither of you could deny.
Bambam lifted his head, the vulnerability in his gaze cutting through the alcohol haze. "You don’t know what it’s like... being around you all the time. I’ve been... Trying to act..... Normal.....But you…mm" His words faltered as he inched closer, his hand now resting on your waist.
Your mind screamed at you to walk away, to snap back into your usual role, to remind him of who you were: his secretary, his subordinate, not someone he could...
But before you could finish that thought, Bambam was pressing his lips to yours. Your body froze at first, but the heat of it, the intensity of the kiss, was too much to ignore.
You could feel the tension snap, like a dam breaking. And despite every single logical reason to pull back, you didn’t. You kissed him back, feeling the desperation in the way his hands gripped your back, as if he were trying to pull you into his soul itself.
His lips were warm, insistent, carrying the weight of something he had been holding back for too long. He wasn’t just drunk; there was intention in the way he pulled you closer, his hands sliding over your waist, fingers pressing into your lower back as if to keep you from disappearing.
You melted against him before you could think twice, your body responding before your mind could catch up.
“Bam…” you whispered against his lips, unsure if it was a plea to stop or to keep going.
But he didn’t stop. His lips traveled down, grazing your jawline before pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses along your neck. Your breath hitched, and your fingers instinctively tangled into his shirt, gripping the fabric as he pulled you flush against him.
“I think I'm going insane,” he murmured against your skin, his voice low, heavy with something deeper than just drunken words. “And you drive me insane, do you know that?”
Your heart pounded as he trailed his hands up your sides, his touch firm yet careful, as if memorizing every inch of you. You could feel the heat radiating off him, the steady rise and fall of his chest against yours.
Somewhere in the back of your mind, you knew this was a bad idea. You knew this would change things. But right now, with his lips claiming yours again, with his hands slipping beneath the hem of your shirt, none of it mattered.
You barely registered him guiding you toward the bed until the backs of your knees hit the edge of the mattress. He sat first, pulling you down with him, his hands never leaving your body. His fingers traced slow, teasing patterns down your spine, sending shivers through you.
“Don't be thinking too much,” he murmured, his lips brushing against your ear.
You didn’t get the chance to respond because the next thing you knew, he was flipping the both of you over, pressing you into the mattress with his body caging you in. His eyes, dark and clouded with desire, locked onto yours as he leaned down, his breath fanning against your lips.
Your clothes were suddenly everywhere Scattered across the room in a blur of heat and hands. You weren’t even sure when or how they came off. Maybe you had been too distracted, lost in the feeling of his lips against yours, the way his hands explored your body with an intoxicating mix of urgency and reverence.
Oh my god. He’s your boss.
You’re about to fuck with your boss.
A fleeting moment of hesitation hit you, but then you glanced at him—his dark, hooded eyes watching you like you were the only thing keeping him grounded, his pouty lips swollen from kissing you, his breath uneven.
You made your decision.
"You know what? Hell yeah."
This time, you were the one pulling him down, crashing your lips against his as you worked to remove the last of his clothes.
And damn.
You had seen Bambam in expensive suits, silk shirts, and designer fits, but seeing him like this, bare, raw, unfiltered—was something else entirely.
He was toned, every muscle defined beneath your fingertips, his frame lean yet strong. And his tattoos? You took your time tracing the ink with your fingers, your lips following the patterns across his skin.
Bambam let out a low chuckle, the sound vibrating against you as he hovered over you. "Didn’t know you liked my tattoos this much," he teased, though his voice was rough with want.
You met his gaze, smirking as you ran a hand down his chest. "Didn’t know you were hiding all this under your overpriced shirts," you shot back.
His grin widened, but there was something darker, more intense behind it. "Guess we’re both learning new things tonight," he murmured before his lips found yours again, stealing your breath, stealing your thoughts, until all that was left between you was heat and hunger.
And for the rest of the night, nothing else mattered.
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Bambam woke up to a pounding headache and a dry throat, his body heavy with the aftermath of too much alcohol. Groaning, he blinked against the morning light filtering through the curtains, his mind still hazy from the night before.
And then—flashes.
Soft lips. Warm hands. His name whispered like a secret.
His eyes snapped open.
What the hell?
Did he… have a wet dream about Y/N? His secretary?
He winced as the throbbing in his head doubled, rubbing his temples as he sat up. His first instinct was to reach for his phone, but instead, his fingers brushed against something on his bedside table—a bottle of water, pain relievers, and a note.
Confused, he picked up the note and read it.
I contacted the restaurant for your recovery food before leaving.
A slow grin crept onto his face despite the headache.
Of course. Y/N.
Always one step ahead, making sure his life didn’t fall apart—even after a night of getting wasted. He popped the meds into his mouth, washing them down with a long gulp of water before finally grabbing his phone.
No messages.
He scrolled. Refreshed. Still nothing.
Huh. So she was serious about the DND mode.
He leaned back against the headboard, staring at the ceiling. This would be the longest time they’d been apart since she started working for him. She was always there scheduling his meetings, handling his messes, reading his moods before he even had to say anything. And now? A whole damn week without her.
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair.
This was his experiment, wasn’t it? Sending her to Thailand to see if he could function without her.
So why did it feel like he was already failing?
And more importantly… why did that dream feel so damn real?
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Thailand was a waking nightmare.
You had to put on your glasses—twice—just to make sure you weren’t hallucinating, you gave up the contacts for now. Every street corner, every billboard, every bus stop, every goddamn souvenir shop… Bambam’s face was everywhere. Smirking, posing, looking effortlessly cool.
It was like sleep paralysis, except you were painfully awake.
Even on vacation, you couldn’t escape him. You practically hid behind your shades and sweats on the way to airport because you were dead tired and slept the whole day on your first day here.
And it wasn’t just his face plastered all over Bangkok that haunted you. No. It was the ghost of that night. The heat of his touch still lingered on your skin, the memory of his lips burned into your mind like a brand. And the worst part? You ran. You got up, got dressed, and bolted from his apartment like your life depended on it, leaving nothing behind but the aftermath of a mistake you weren’t ready to face.
Now here you were, stomping down the bustling streets of Thailand, spiraling.
Using your DND mode as a pathetic excuse not to text or call him about that night.
Of course. It was a one-night stand. No big deal. He probably didn’t even remember it was you.
You groaned, rubbing your temples. How the hell did it come to this?
I mean… okay. Bambam was objectively attractive. He was rich, charming, and effortlessly cool, the kind of man women threw themselves at without a second thought. He was Jackson Wang’s brother, for crying out loud! The whole world wanted him.
But you?
You were his secretary. His friend. His personal damage control. This wasn’t supposed to happen.
“Just what the fuck!” you blurted out, stomping your foot in the middle of the street.
Passersby turned to stare.
You forced an awkward smile before speed-walking away like a lunatic.
This was a disaster. A catastrophe. A career-ending mistake. How the hell were you supposed to look him in the eye after this? How were you supposed to work for him like nothing happened?
You exhaled sharply.
The only solution was to draft your resignation letter the second you got back.
Because there was no way you could survive this.
“Is my brother giving you a hard time?”
Your jaw practically unhinged.
Mark Tuan.
Standing right in front of you, looking effortlessly cool like he owned Thailand.
Why the hell was he everywhere too? Was this some kind of twisted prank?
You let out a deep sigh, pressing your fingers to your temple. “Mark. Seriously?”
He smirked, clearly amused by your suffering. Unlike his usual polished, business-ready look, today he was dressed down, in casual, comfortable, blending in like any other tourist. Almost. There was still something about his presence that screamed power. He might’ve swapped his suit for a hoodie, but he still carried himself like someone who could buy this entire city if he felt like it.
“Didn’t expect to see you here,” you said, folding your arms.
“Business,” he answered simply. “Flying out tonight, though.”
You groaned dramatically, looking at him with the kind of silent desperation usually reserved for someone pleading for their life. Forget that he was technically your boss too, he was Bambam’s brother. Which meant he might be the only person right now who could truly understand your current suffering without getting into details.
Mark tilted his head, watching you for a beat before gesturing ahead. “Come on. I know a good restaurant.”
You didn’t argue.
You just followed him, hoping a good meal could somehow fix your life.
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Bambam thought he had everything under control.
He figured the week without Y/N would be a welcome change. A chance to prove he could function without her.
But it was turning into a nightmare.
He felt restless, checking his phone every few minutes. He would scroll through messages, emails, but mostly—he’d just open Instagram, scrolling mindlessly, hoping to see one of Y/N’s posts, a story, anything.
Every time he saw something from the temporary secretary filling in for Y/N, it was like an itch he couldn’t scratch. It wasn’t right. They weren’t Y/N.
He found himself disappointed, irritated even, at the way the new assistant didn’t handle things quite the way Y/N did. The calm efficiency. The way she could anticipate his every need before he even voiced it. He missed her presence more than he wanted to admit, and every task, every email, felt... off.
It was a slow, quiet torture.
But there was something deeper gnawing at him. Something that wouldn’t leave his mind.
The memory of that night kept creeping back.
He kept replaying the blurry flashes in his head—the blackouts, the haze, the heat of her skin. At first, he thought it was a vivid dream. But the more he thought about it, the more it didn’t make sense. It couldn’t be real right?
He couldn’t have slept with her?
Y/N was his secretary. His friend. She was off-limits.
But as the days dragged on, he couldn’t shake it. The fragments of the night—her lips on his, the way she felt in his arms, the soft murmur of her voice, the way her name tasted on his tongue. It all felt too real, too intimate to just be some drunken fantasy.
He kept thinking, wondering if he’d made it up in a drunken stupor. Maybe it was just a wild dream that his mind fabricated. But no—there was too much detail. Too much... intensity.
It was bothering him more than he expected.
He leaned back in his chair, rubbing his temples, frustrated. He wasn’t supposed to be thinking about this. Y/N was supposed to be out of sight, out of mind for the week.
Her absence made everything feel like it was missing its rhythm. Missing its pulse.
Still, every time his phone buzzed with another update from the substitute secretary, or when he walked into his office without her sitting at her desk, his chest tightened. He kept expecting Y/N to just be there, to fill the silence, to make things feel like normal.
Bambam sighed, tossing his phone down on the desk. His mind raced, and for the first time in a long while, he felt... uneasy.
"Fuck this."
He grabbed his coat, adjusting his tie as he prepared to leave his office. He was done, frustrated, and in need of a change. Maybe a flight to Thailand would clear his head. But then—he froze, hand mid-air, suddenly realizing something.
"At least take off your coat and tie," the voice in his head snapped, and for a moment, he cursed himself for not catching it earlier.
“You drive me insane.”
"You know what? Hell yeah."
A chill ran down his spine as he stood there, the realization hitting him like a freight train.
"Oh shit..." The dreams he’d dismissed, the ones that had haunted him for months, were suddenly real.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!"
He grabbed his phone in a hurry, leaving his office, half-walking, half-running toward the elevator, panic mounting with each step. He needed answers.
When he finally got outside, his driver was already waiting for him. Bambam climbed into the back of the car, still processing the whirlwind of thoughts racing through his head.
"Sir," the driver greeted him, "Mr. Kim, how did I get home after the charity ball?"
Bambam turned his head to look at him, hoping for a shred of clarity. He couldn’t quite remember, and his brothers? Yeah, they were too drunk to even care.
"Uh... Ms. Y/L/N and I brought you home." The driver hesitated, unsure of himself, clearly caught off guard by the question.
"And did you drop her off after?"
The driver shook his head.
"Ms. Y/L/N texted me. She booked an Uber."
"What time was it?"
"It was already 4:30."
"Fuck!"
Everything clicked. The puzzle pieces were finally falling into place, and guilt washed over him like a tidal wave. That explains the no texts or any messages. That explains everything. He hadn’t remembered the night before... how could he not remember?
He had to go to Thailand. Why he needed to see Y/N? To explain? To apologize? Hell, he wasn’t even sure why, he just had to see her.
His phone buzzed, interrupting his thoughts. He checked it, Mark’s story on Instagram. A photo of his secretary—eating, no less. A stolen shot.
The caption:
"You deserve a treat for making everything easy."
Bambam’s blood ran cold.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!"
His heart pounded. Mark was in Thailand? And he was eating with his secretary? With Y/N?!!!
He wanted to scream. Yell. Destroy something. Anything to get the frustration out.
"Mr. Kim, can you bring me to the airport, please?"
His driver nodded, clearly sensing the tension. Bambam didn’t care anymore. He just needed to get there. Even if it means suffering and dreading in economy class. So he booked the earliest flight he can get to Thailand.
Bambam’s plane touched down in Thailand. His heart pounded in his chest. What the hell am I doing? His mind screamed, but his feet moved on their own, carrying him through the crowded terminal.
He had to get it together for being impulsive
He had no idea what he was going to say to Y/N, no clue how to even start the conversation.
"Separation anxiety hit me so hard, I almost wrote you a love letter. Be grateful I just showed up instead."
Or
"Y/N, I was lonely and confused when I got drunk, and then I thought… you could fix that. So, hi!"
But all he knew was that he couldn’t let things be like this. He couldn’t leave things unresolved. Hell, he's still even wearing his office clothes and doesn't have anything but his phone and wallet. 
His thoughts were interrupted by his phone buzzing again.
Mark’s story.
Another picture of Y/N, laughing at something in front of her. The caption read, "Glad I could make this trip easier for you." And there she was, looking... happy. With Mark.
The gnawing feeling inside him tightened.
Why, in the hell, Mark was in Thailand with his secretary. And they are together all night?
He took a deep breath, trying to steady himself. No more questions. He had to face what had happened—everything.
As he left the airport and entered a cab, his phone buzzed again, this time with a message from .....Y/N... Finally! After 2 days!!
'I'll be sending my resignation.'
Bambam froze, feeling like his world stopped. What the fuck?! 
why does it seems like he couldn't catch a break. 
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You sighed, staring at your phone after finally sending a text to your boss—for the first time in two days.
Having Mark around made everything feel a little lighter, like a much-needed reset. He wasn’t prying or pushing for answers. He simply asked about work, about him, and you responded with the usual: your daily routine, the way Bambam was a perfectionist to a fault, how insufferable he could be when making decisions.
And then, maybe because the boba tea was too good or because your thoughts had been eating at you for days, you said something incredibly stupid.
"Let’s say, hypothetically, Mark, you have a friend. You two are close. Then you slept together."
Mark choked—actually choked—on his drink, coughing as he wiped his mouth. "Okay? I need the whole context before I die here."
You hesitated, but the words were already out. Might as well commit.
"You’re both drunk. Or, well… one of you is drunk to the point of forgetting. And the other? Sober. The next morning, the drunk one doesn’t remember, and the sober one runs away and pretends it never happened. What would you do?"
Silence.
The moment the question fully registered, you wanted to slap yourself. Why—why—why would you ask Mark of all people? The brother of the guy you slept with.
Mark, to his credit, didn’t look completely suspicious. Just… amused.
"Okay… hypothetically? Nothing."
Your brows furrowed. Not the answer you were expecting.
"You look disappointed." Mark tilted his head, giving you a knowing look. "But really, if I don’t remember, I go about my life as usual. Unless memories hit me like a ton of bricks, then…" He trailed off, as if considering something deeply.
"Then?" you prompted, unable to stop yourself.
Mark smirked, sipping his drink. "Depends. If I find her really attractive… I might continue what we started."
Your mouth went dry.
He chuckled at your reaction. "And if I wasn’t particularly interested… I’d just ghost or pretend it never happened. Simple."
Your lips parted slightly, forming a small "oh."
So, either Bambam doesn’t remember.
Or… he remembers and doesn’t particularly care.
Your stomach twisted at the thought.
"I see," you murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
Mark studied you, his curiosity sharpening. "So… who’s this troubled friend of yours?"
You tensed.
The way he was looking at you—really looking—made you feel exposed, like if you lingered for even a second too long, he’d know. He’d see right through you.
Your phone buzzed.
You glanced down, checking your Instagram notifications—Mark tagged you in his stories.
You tapped it open, only to cringe at the stolen shots he’d posted. Oh my god. Did you really look that horrible when eating?
"Mark, seriously? You could’ve at least picked better photos and captions."
Mark grinned, unbothered. "The more dramatic, the better." He shook his head like it was obvious.
You tilted yours, confused. "What’s that supposed to mean?"
Before he could answer, he glanced at his watch. "Oh, it’s already 4:30 PM. Cinderella’s gotta get back to the hotel."
You rolled your eyes at the nickname for himself but stood up nonetheless. "Well… thanks for today, I guess. Let’s just hope I don’t get flooded with hate DMs from your fans."
Mark smirked. "You won’t. They know better than to mess with the best secretary."
You chuckled, shaking your head. Best secretary, huh? Bambam would never.
Mark sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I won’t be able to walk you back, though. Didn’t realize the time—I have a flight to catch."
Something about the way he said it made you pause. Maybe it was the way he looked at you—like he wanted to say something more but wasn’t going to.
"Oh. Right. Safe flight, then."
You and Mark exchanged goodbyes before you turned and started walking back to your hotel. It was only a fifteen-minute stroll—just enough time to clear your head.
The evening air was thick with humidity, clinging to your skin as you navigated the lively streets of Thailand. Your thoughts drifted back to your conversation with Mark, to his hypothetical answers that felt a little too real.
But the moment you stepped into the hotel lobby, all of that vanished.
Your jaw dropped. "What the—"
Standing near the entrance, dressed in his office clothes, was Bambam.
His tie was loosened, the first few buttons of his dress shirt undone, and he was holding his coat in one hand—probably because of the humid weather. His hair was slightly tousled, as if he’d been running his fingers through it all day. And his eyes—dark, unreadable—locked onto yours the second you walked in.
"Took you long enough." His voice was casual, but there was an edge to it.
You blinked, still processing. "What… what are you doing here?"
He scoffed. "Oh, I don’t know. Maybe chasing my secretary across countries because she conveniently told me she is sending her resignation."
Your stomach flipped.
Oh, shit.
Your jaw remained unhinged, mind racing as you took in the sight of him—standing there, still dressed in his office clothes, not even bothering to change into something travel-friendly.
Bambam was always stylish. Always put together. But right now? He looked… wrecked. Like he had been through hell just to get here.
And then it hit you.
He flew all the way here, in a damn suit, because he thought you were quitting as his secretary.
You exhaled sharply, dropping your gaze before forcing yourself to meet his eyes again. His expression was unreadable, but there was something there—something Longing?
Your throat tightened. But you had already made your decision.
"I quit because I can't work with you anymore."
You braced yourself for his reaction. For the sharp retort, the mocking smirk.
Instead, his jaw clenched.
"If this is about what happened that night, then fuck it—"
He took a step closer.
Your breath caught.
Your eyes widened as he reached for you, his fingers grazing your cheek with an almost possessive touch.
"Two fucking days." His voice was low, heated. "Two fucking days, and I gave you space. But that’s enough. You can quit being my damn secretary, but you’re not running away from me."
Your heart pounded. "But… I thoug—"
"I wasn’t sure if it was real at first." His forehead nearly touched yours now, his warmth seeping into your skin. "I thought you were just serious about your DND mode. But how dare you think I’d pretend it never happened while I was going crazy for the past two days?"
You scoffed, trying to put some distance between you, but he didn’t let you.
"That’s rich, Bambam." You forced a laugh, but it came out weak. "You didn’t even text me. Didn’t even call."
His fingers tightened slightly on your cheek before he pulled back just enough to look you in the eyes. "Because I was trying to respect your damn space."
You swallowed. "And then you just decided to chase me to another country?"
His lips curled into a smirk, but his eyes still burned. "I panicked."
You blinked. "You? Panicked?"
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. "Yeah. And it fucking sucked."
For the first time, he looked genuinely exhausted. Like he had been running on pure adrenaline just to get here.
"Bam, you—"
"Why did you leave?" He cut you off, voice softer this time. "Was it because you thought I’d just forget about it? That I wouldn’t care?"
You didn’t answer.
Because yes.
And the silence must have been enough of a response, because his expression darkened.
"That’s bullshit." He shook his head, laughing under his breath. "You really think I’d let you go that easily?"
Your stomach flipped. "I didn’t know what else to think."
"Then let me make it clear." He took your hand, pressing it against his chest—right over his racing heartbeat. "I fucking remember. Everything."
Your lips parted, words failing you.
"And I’m not letting you run from me again."
"I…" Your voice trailed off, words failing you as you instinctively tried to pull your hand away.
But he didn’t let go.
Bambam’s grip wasn’t tight—just firm enough to keep you there, as if letting go meant losing you all over again. His exhaustion was evident, his usual sharp gaze softened by jet lag and whatever insanity had driven him to chase you down here.
He sighed, shaking his head. "At least let me hug you. Damn, I missed you."
You swallowed hard before nodding.
The moment his arms wrapped around you, you felt his body relax against yours, his weight pressing into you as if he’d finally let himself breathe.
"Come on. You need to rest." You murmured, patting his back lightly.
Bambam groaned. "Badly. My back hurts from that goddamn economy seat. No legroom, nothing."
Your eyes widened in horror. "Wait—you flew economy?"
He nodded tiredly, rubbing his temple. "Yeah. Worst decision of my life."
You gasped, covering your mouth. "You mean to tell me… you flew all the way here… in economy… with no luggage? Just yourself?"
Bambam blinked at you, deadpan. Then he exhaled dramatically. "Baby… see how down bad I am."
You stared at him, still struggling to process how everything had escalated so fast.
It was one night.
One reckless, alcohol-fueled night.
And suddenly, he was chasing you across the world, sleep-deprived, professing—well, whatever the hell this was.
You didn’t know how things changed so fast, but one thing was certain: you’d figure it out soon enough.
Just… after he got some damn sleep.
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Bambam jolted awake from his nap, his heart pounding when he realized no one was beside him. Panic set in for a split second—had Y/N left him again? He had dozed off in her hotel room, finally getting some rest after battling jet lag. Earlier, he had bombarded his brother, Mark, with texts, frustrated after waiting four hours in the damn hotel lobby. Mark had enjoyed Y/N’s company a little too much for Bambam’s liking—even posting her on his story just to spite him. And worst of all, it worked.
"You’re awake. You should get more sleep."
Y/N’s voice pulled him from his thoughts as she set down the paper bags she brought—probably food.
"I thought you left me again."
He caught the way her smile faltered.
"You should eat first, Bam."
Bambam sighed, running a hand through his hair as he sat up, still groggy from sleep. His heart hadn’t quite settled yet. The panic from waking up alone still lingered in his chest.
"Bam?" Y/N repeated, her voice softer this time as she unpacked the food, carefully avoiding his gaze.
He didn’t argue. Taking the food, he quietly started his meal while Y/N sat across from him, absentmindedly poking at her dessert as she watched him. The silence between them was thick—almost expectant.
As soon as he finished, he wiped his mouth and leaned back. "You can start asking."
Y/N blinked, momentarily caught off guard. She hadn't expected him to cut straight to the chase. Scrambling to gather her thoughts, she hesitated, searching for the right words.
"Why?"
She looked at him, confusion evident in her eyes, waiting—expecting an answer.
Why?
That same question had been running through his mind the entire way here. When did it even start? He wasn’t sure. Had he just grown too dependent on her as his secretary, mistaking it for something more? Or had there been affection all along—buried beneath layers of denial—conveniently masked as a simple boss-secretary relationship?
Bambam exhaled, his fingers absentmindedly tapping against the table as he struggled to piece together his own emotions.
"You know, I used to think I just needed you. That’s it. You had my back, you knew exactly what I wanted before I even said a word—hell, sometimes before I even thought of it. I figured that’s what made you so damn important to me. You were dependable, irreplaceable, my right hand. But… turns out, I’m an idiot."
Bambam chuckled, shaking his head as he ran a hand through his hair. His gaze flickered to you, lingering like he was seeing you for the first time—or maybe, just finally admitting what had been in front of him all along.
"Because needing you? That’s the bare minimum of what I feel."
"I love watching you work, you know? The way your brows furrow when you’re deep in something—concentrated, unbothered by the chaos I bring. How you line up everything I need like clockwork, like it’s second nature to you. How you remember my coffee order down to the last damn detail, and somehow, it always tastes better when it’s from you."
"And it’s not just that. It’s how good you look when you’re serious—like you belong right next to me, running this whole damn empire together. How perfect we are together, wherever we go. How your eyes light up over the smallest things—ice cream, desserts—even after back-to-back meetings that should have drained the life out of you. How you love seafood. How you only accept real carbonara, not that cream-drenched imposter dish."
"How you wince when a trainee messes up, like you feel secondhand embarrassment. How you laugh at my jokes—like, genuinely laugh—not just because I’m the boss, but because you actually enjoy my stupid humor."
"And then there was last night. That charity ball. That dress. You looked… ethereal. Like some untouchable goddess. Too bad I got drunk, huh? Too bad I was too much of a coward to admit all this before we ended up in… whatever the hell this situation is now."
He stepped closer, voice quieter but firm, his usual confidence laced with something deeper.
"It's shitty that it had to happen before I figured it out together but I don't regret it. And I know one thing for sure. I don’t just need you, Y/N. I want you. All of you. Every little thing about you that makes you you. And if I’ve already messed this up, well… tell me now. Otherwise, I’m not letting you go. Not now. Not ever."
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Oops... Did I Just Confess? | GOT7
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Theme: An accident confession {Texts & Tweets}
Requested by: @canigotosleep--plz
Warnings: Fluff, on crack, unserious, funny, gn!reader, Non-Idol!GOT7
Word Count: 0.7k
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☀️ Mark – "The Late-Night Oops"
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↳ Text Messages
[You]: Ugh, Mark, I think I have a crush on someone 😩
[Mark]: Yeah, but they’re not me.
[You]: … HUH???
[Mark]: WAIT I DIDN’T MEAN TO SAY THAT
[Mark]: PRETEND YOU DIDN’T SEE THAT
[You]: Too late. You got some explaining to do, mister 👀
[Mark]: … I hate myself.
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☀️ Jaebum – "Drunk and in Love"
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↳ Text Messages [The next morning after the drunk confession]
[You]: Good morning, sleepyhead
[Jaebum]: Morning.
[You]: Do you remember what you said last night?
[Jaebum]: No… why?
[You]: You said "Love you" before knocking out.
[Jaebum]: …
[Jaebum]: Lemme just… erase myself from the planet real quick.
[You]: Sooo, was that an accident or should I say "I love you too"?
[Jaebum]: … I’m never speaking again.
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☀️ Jackson – "Dramatic and Down Bad"
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↳ Tweet on the friends group community
@ JacksonWang852: Y’all ever accidentally confess your love in the middle of a joke and then wanna delete yourself from existence??? Asking for a friend.
~ Replies: → @ You: OH SO NOW YOU WANNA ASK FOR ADVICE? → @ BamBam1A: Bro you did this to yourself lmaooo → @ Jinyoung: This is why you think before you speak. → @ You: Anyways, you love me, huh? 👀
@ JacksonWang852: NO ONE TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN.
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☀️ Jinyoung – "He Really Thought He Was Subtle"
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↳ Text Message
[You]: Did you really just say "I like you" in the middle of roasting me???
[Jinyoung]: … I was hoping you wouldn’t notice.
[You]: Sir. I am SCREAMING.
[Jinyoung]: Can you scream elsewhere. This is embarrassing.
[You]: Nah, I’m framing this convo. You like meeee 😌
[Jinyoung]: I regret everything.
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☀️ Youngjae – "The Text That Changed Everything"
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↳ Text Message
[Youngjae] → (accidentally sends "I love you" to you instead of his mom)
[You]: …Wait what.
[Youngjae]: HOLY SH— I DIDN’T MEAN TO SEND THAT TO YOU 😭😭😭
[You]: LMAOOO SO WHO WERE YOU TRYING TO SAY IT TO HUH???
[Youngjae]: MY MOM!! OMG STOP BULLYING ME!!
[You]: Soo… you don’t love me?
[Youngjae]: WAIT WAIT WAIT. I DO. I MEAN. I DIDN’T WANNA SAY IT LIKE THIS BUT YES. I DO.
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☀️ BamBam – “The Dare That Backfired”
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@ BamBam1A: Dating is so easy. Y’all just scared. 😌
~ Replies: → @ You: OH? If it’s so easy, then date me. → @ BamBam1A: LMAO bet. 🤣
5 minutes later…
@ BamBam1A: WAIT WAIT WAIT HOLD ON��
→ @ You: Nah, you said bet. We’re dating now, babe. ❤️😘 → @ MarkTuan: This is the dumbest way to start a relationship. I support it. → @ Jinyoung: This is embarrassing. → @ BamBam1A: So y/n you like me? Wow okay. → @ You: Why? Do you not? It would be a lie if you say no, honey. All know how you look at me. → @ BamBam1A: Fine, I love you Mrs. Bhuwakul. → @ JacksonWang852: Y’ALL ARE DATING NOW??? LMAO I’M SCREAMING
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☀️ Yugyeom – "He Thought You Knew"
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[You]: I just wish someone would like me already. Date's are exhausting!!
[Yugyeom]: What do you mean? I’ve liked you forever.
[You]: …EXCUSE ME???
[Yugyeom]: Wait.
[Yugyeom]: I THOUGHT YOU KNEW.
[You]: SIR, HOW WOULD I HAVE KNOWN??
[Yugyeom]: IDK I THOUGHT IT WAS OBVIOUS??? OMG THIS IS EMBARRASSING.
[You]: NO NO COME BACK, LET’S DISCUSS YOUR LOVE FOR ME.
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baejl · 3 months ago
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playing soldier
red velvet 6th member au / superm 8th member au
jaebeom spends his first weekend back home after enlisting and jaein has a sudden reaction
WARNINGS: angst - this is my first angst afte a while, hope you guys like it.
masterlist 🦋 requests are open feedback is always important to me!
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When Jaein's pregnancy came out to the public, everyone would ask her the same thing: how'd she balance the idol-mom-wife routine? 
And, as expected, Jaein avoided that question as much as she could. Mainly because she didn't have to worry about it.
Everything was already settled with SM and, as for the 'wife' part, well, it wasn't like she wasn't already spending most of her days at Jaebeom's house, living a married life during the weekends. 
But, the girl forgot about one small detail: Jaebeom's enlistment. 
Jaein knew his compromise to the nation. After all, he was a citizen just like any other Korean man. But, gosh, that was hard! - especially when you have a six-month-old baby and is starting the preparations for a comeback.
Luckily, she had a huge network: her family, members, and some nannies she'd eventually hire when things were too intense - the latter being dismissed after some photos and data of John were leaked 'suddenly'. 
However, Jaein missed her husband. More than his father figure, she missed not being in charge all the time and having some time to just be his girl, turning her brain off of the world, not caring about a single thing but when they were going to cuddle again. 
The loud crying in the living room brought Jaein back to reality. Her days were a chaotic blur of toddler tantrums, sleepless nights, grueling rehearsals, outfits fitting, late-night studio sessions... Jaebeom had now enlisted a few months ago, leaving her to handle everything on her own. 
While she prided herself on being independent, the pressure was beginning to crack her. She could feel it. 
When Jaebeom finally called her after a whole week, telling her he'd be having the weekend off, she felt like she had just won the lottery. He came home to John already starting to babble something like "dad" and toddling into his arms. 
With that, for the first time in weeks, Jaein allowed herself to exhale. The love of her life was home, even if just for a weekend. 
But, as the day went on, instead of feeling relieved, Jaein found herself growing more and more irritable. Watching Jaebeom lounge on the couch, playing with John while she scrambled to prepare lunch, clean up toys, and mentally rehearse the choreography she was supposed to practice the next day, a storm began brewing inside her.
By the time John went down for his nap, the apartment was eerily quiet, but inside Jaein’s head, the noise was deafening. Her chest felt tight, her mind racing with everything she had to do—dinner to prepare, choreography to rehearse, emails from SM to answer, and the persistent guilt of wondering if John felt neglected. 
She glanced over at Jaebeom, who was lying on the couch scrolling through his phone, a small smile tugging at his lips as he watched a funny video.
And something inside her snapped.
She slammed the kitchen cabinet shut, the sound cutting through the silence like a whip. 
Jaebeom glanced up, startled.
"What’s wrong?" he asked, his tone casual, almost dismissive.
Jaein turned, glaring at him. 
"What’s wrong? Seriously, Jaebeom? Look at me!” she raised her voice. “I’m running myself into the ground trying to keep this family afloat, and you’re just sitting there, scrolling through your phone like you don’t have a care in the world."
Jaebeom blinked, sitting up. 
"Whoa, where is this coming from?” he chuckled, nervously. “I just got back, Jaein. Can I not have a moment to relax?"
"A moment to relax?" Jaein repeated, already screaming at this point.. "Do you know what I would give for a moment to relax? I can’t even sit down without thinking about the million things I still need to do! I’ve been doing this alone for months, Jaebeom. Months! And the second you come home, you act like you’re some guest here instead of John’s father or my partner." 
Jaebeom’s jaw tightened. 
"That’s not fair. You know I’d be here if I could." 
"Would you?" Jaein shot back, her voice trembling with anger. "Because it doesn’t feel like it. It feels like you’ve checked out like you’ve accepted that this is my problem to deal with while you’re out there, playing soldier for the next two years." 
"Playing soldier?" Jaebeom’s voice dropped, low and hurtful.. He stood, his height towering over her, but she didn’t back down. She trusted him enough to know he wouldn’t do anything else. "Do you have any idea what it’s like for me over there? To wake up at 5 a.m. every day, march for hours, follow orders, and not even have the freedom to come home when I want? Do you think I’m on some vacation?" 
"Well, I think you’re lucky!” Jaein yelled, her voice cracking. "You get to focus on one thing. Just one thing! You don’t have to juggle a screaming toddler, a demanding career, and a house that always feels like it’s falling apart. You don’t have to wonder if your son feels abandoned because you’re too busy performing for the world to read him a bedtime story!" 
"Don’t you dare!” he debated. “Don’t you dare act like I don’t care about John. I love him as much as you do."
"Then show it!" Jaein cried, tears streaming down her face now. "Because all I see is you coming home, taking the easy moments, and leaving me to deal with everything else. Do you think loving him is enough? It’s not. He needs you here. I need you here."
Jaebeom’s jaw tightened, his voice low but firm. 
"Don’t say I don’t see it, Jaein. I see how hard you’re working, and I admire you for it. But you’re acting like I don’t care, like I’m not sacrificing anything. I miss John too. I miss you. Do you know how much it kills me to not be here for you, to not be here for our son?" 
"Then why does it feel like I’m doing this alone?" she shot back, her voice trembling with anger and hurt. "Why does it feel like I’m trying and trying and trying, and you’re just... watching?" 
Jaebeom’s eyes flared. 
"Because I don’t know how to help you when you won’t even let me in! You keep everything bottled up, and then you explode like this. I can’t fix it if you won’t tell me what you need."
"I need you!" she shouted, her voice echoing through the apartment. "I need you to be here! I need you to take some of this weight off my shoulders because I can’t carry it all by myself anymore!" 
Her words hung in the air, the silence that followed deafening. Jaein’s chest heaved as she tried to catch her breath, tears streaming down her face. Jaebeom looked at her, his expression softening as he saw just how much pain she was in.
Jaein followed her way to John's room, not really caring about Jaebeom calling her name. She had to calm herself, otherwise, she'd say even more things she'd absolutely regret later.
She didn't even know why she went to John's room. That was like her safe place. A place where she could just forget about all the problems in the world and focus on the most precious person in the world: her son. John had become her anchor in the chaos, a tiny person who didn’t care about schedules, criticisms, or the burdens she carried. He only cared that she was there. 
Stroking his soft hair, Jaein felt an overwhelming mix of love and guilt.  A perfect mix of two people that were truly, madly, deeply in love with each other. Although people would say John was the spitting image of her, Jaein couldn't spot the similarities. All she could see was a mini Jaebeom lying on his crib and that made her heart shrink even more. She had promised herself she’d hold everything together for him, but tonight had proved how fragile her resolve had become.
After checking if everything was fine with her little one, she followed her way to her bedroom. 
Jaebeom’s silhouette against the bedroom window was the first thing she noticed as she entered. His shoulders, usually so broad and assured, were slumped in defeat. The tension between them still lingered, but seeing him like that chipped away at her defenses. She hadn’t meant to lash out the way she did. It wasn’t entirely his fault - he was doing what was required of him, fulfilling his duties. But that didn’t make her feelings any less valid.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. 
Jaein wiped at the tears she didn't even notice was falling, her hands shaking. Jaebeom stepped closer, his eyes full of regret.
"I didn’t want to upset you," he said quietly, his voice raw. "I hate seeing you like this, Jaein. I hate feeling like I’m failing you. I'm sorry I haven't been there for you the way you need me to be. I thought... I thought you were handling it. You’re so strong, Jaein. Sometimes, I forget that even you have limits.”
She looked up at him, her face crumpling.
“I don’t feel strong. I feel like I’m failing. Everything and everyone." 
Jaebeom pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly as she sobbed against his chest. 
“You’re not failing,” he murmured. “You’re doing everything you can, and it’s more than enough. I should have seen how much you were struggling. I should have been there for you, even from a distance. I’m so sorry."
Jaein clung to him, her tears soaking his shirt. 
"I don't know how much I can keep doing this." she confessed. 
"You don't have to do it alone anymore," he said firmly. “I'll call more. I'll make sure you know that I’m here, even when I’m not. We’ll get through this, Jaein.”
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mykoreanlove · 1 year ago
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GOT7
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🖤 JINYOUNG
things that made him run to you // coming back to you // .starved // I wanna know everything, all about you
🖤 JACKSON
on being real // 🥃 realizations // on Kinjaz // daddy fever // acts of intimacy // nightmares // backseat love. // conversations with love // AM hours // you're sick
🖤 JAEBEOM
can I see you tonight?
🖤 YOUNGJAE
spillthetea.fm
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pinkpunkdynamite · 18 days ago
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a short one ❤️
masterlist
pov: a video call with Jaebeom.
he's so tired and worn out after the concert and he really, really wants to sleep, but if he doesn't see you on the screen, he won't be able to fall asleep at all. you bring so much peace to his wonderful soul 💖
he's so in love with you 🥰
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kpopimaginings · 1 year ago
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Goodnight Kisses - JayB
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You knew JayB would berate you for still being awake when he got home, but it wasn't for lack of trying. Recently, you'd got into such a routine of going to be together that it just felt wrong trying to sleep when he wasn't there. You'd done everything you normally would before sliding under the covers, but without your  good night kiss and the warmth of your man beside you, you just couldn't drift off.
JayB always promised you you'd still get your good night kiss if you were asleep when he got home but it wasn't the same. When you heard the front door open, you had a brief debate with yourself as to whether or not to feign sleep. As his gentle footsteps approached your room you decided against it, opting to greet JayB instead. You could tell he was trying to be quiet as he entered but you spoke up.
"Jae?"
"Ah, jagiya, why are you awake?" he whispered. There was a slight smile on his face as he spoke, negating any air of annoyance in his words.
"Can't sleep," you complained. "Not without my goodnight kisses."
"Just let me wash up and get changed and you can have all the kisses you want," he replied.
You groaned and stretched your arms out in his direction, hoping to summon him closer.
He chuckled as he approached you, shaking his head. "You're always so clingy when you're tired," he said running a hand through your hair.
You closed your eyes, focusing on the feeling of his fingers in your hair. All too soon he was pulling away again. Your eyes snapped open as you reached out to grab his hand and put it back. Unfortunately, in your sleepy state, JayB was quicker.
"I'm just getting ready for bed, jagi, then I'm all yours."
You still whined a little as he left you to head to the bathroom but you were for too tired to launch any sort of actual protest.
After far too long, he was climbing into bed behind you, enveloping you in his arms as a kiss was pressed to your shoulder.
"I love you, my needy jagi," he whispered.
You grunted at his teasing and snuggled further into his embrace.
There was a moments silence before you felt his finger tips digging into your waist and tickling you slightly. You squirmed but JayB didn't relent.
"Say it," he demanded.
"Who's needy now?" you retorted.
He tickled you again.
"I love you, too." You told him what he wanted to hear to stop the attack.
"That's better," he replied. "Sleep well."
With one last kiss placed gently on your neck, he held you tightly again, allowing you both to drift off to sleep, comforted by each others presence.
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NAVIGATION  |  GOT7 MASTERLIST
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consume-cs · 1 month ago
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free fall ◯○ soft launch with jaebeom
• • 🏷️ flashing lights
soft launch. lim jaebeom. got7 content. these photos are not mine.
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xoxo girl🤍…
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astroyongie · 2 months ago
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https://www.tumblr.com/astroyongie/774209983124504576/hii-can-you-do-xikers-mtl-to-be-jealous-and
Can you please do Got7 version?
MTL Got7 To Be Jealous
Jinyoung
Bambam
Jackson
Youngjae
Mark
Jaebum
Yugyeom
MTL Got7 To Be Possessive
Youngjae
Jackson
Jinyoung
Bambam
Mark
Jaebum
Yugyeom
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waaana · 1 month ago
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Jayb ( got7 )!★
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chugging-antiseptic-dye · 2 months ago
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got7 as teachers 👨‍🏫🖍️:
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mark as a math teacher -> • seems like a pushover but there was An Incident where a student made him mad enough it resulted in 3 expulsions, 8 suspensions, and a school-wide fear of him • assigns students that hate each other as seatmates so he can enjoy the drama • is a class favourite bc he doesn't yell at people for sleeping or eating during class
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jaebeom as a literature teacher -> • comes into class with a mug full of coffee and spills some on students once a week • encourages students to form their own opinion and perspective on the books being taught • his assigned essays have no fixed length or format. go wild
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jackson as a p.e. teacher -> • everyone's biggest cheerleader • flags down people randomly and gives life advice • is besties with the students and knows all the tea
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jinyoung as a history teacher -> • teaches history as if he has a personal beef with every historical figure • if students annoy him too much, then they have to prepare themselves to be publicly humiliated. he will say something like, "history repeats itself, like how tony keeps picking his nose." • makes sure students understand the whys behind history and not just memorise it
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youngjae as a music teacher -> • is the unofficial dictator of the whole school • the director of the annual school play and every year he rubs it in the face of other schools' drama teachers that his plays are the best in the whole district • everyone has a silent competition on who can make him laugh the loudest
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bambam as a chemistry teacher -> • the school had to change their manual for lab safety bc of him • is a big fan of the application part of chemistry. every year he tries to find out how many times he can make things go boom 💥 • dresses like paris fashion week is his official dress code
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yugyeom as a substitute teacher -> • gets pushed around by freshman • whenever he takes a class, the students cheer like it's a national holiday • is the director of the school performance team and the marching band and he runs both like a military boot camp
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moonlightdreamzz · 3 months ago
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New Beginnings Amid Uncertainty ✰ A Reading on GOT7’s Comeback
Disclaimer ✰ Tarot readings are for entertainment and insight, not definitive predictions. When reading about public figures or celebrities, remember that these insights are based on energy and perception, not facts. Always take it with a pinch of fun and curiosity!
How do the members feels about their upcoming comeback?
Ace of Pentacles + The Moon, 9 of Swords, The Fool, 6 of Pentacles, and 10 of Swords.
If I’m being honest, I was surprised by this pull at first because GOT7 has such a strong fan base, and I don’t doubt their comeback will be successful. However, for the members, while they see this as a golden opportunity and a chance for a prosperous new beginning, there’s also a lot of fear.
Something about this comeback—whether it’s the music itself or the circumstances surrounding it—feels like a HUGE risk. I don’t think they regret taking it, though. It feels worth it, and they wouldn’t have done it any other way. Still, the nervousness is clear. The Moon suggests uncertainty and confusion, as if things aren’t fully clear yet regarding how this comeback will be received.
To me, this means that GOT7 knows their comeback has the potential to be successful, but they’re unsure if it will play out the way they hope.
I also feel—especially with the 6 of Pentacles—that this comeback isn’t about money for them. It feels like a gift to their fans, coming from a place of pure love. I wouldn’t be surprised if they funded much of this themselves. That energy is strong here, and it seems like another reason they’re feeling anxious. They’ve put so much heart into this, and they’re overthinking how fans will respond.
This really feels like a passion project, and being in their energy is so sweet. It reminds me of the feeling you get when you’ve spent so much time and effort picking the perfect gift for someone. You know how much thought and care you’ve put into it, but there’s still that little voice asking: What if they don’t like it? What if you misinterpreted what they wanted?
Will their comeback be successful?
100%. We will see how it plays out, but I think this comeback will be a love song? King of Cups energy makes me feel like a lot of romantic vibes will be all over the single and the album. The King of Cups can also indicate a specific member having a lot of input into the lyrics? I know Yugyeom is a Scorpio, so maybe it’s him? He also could be someone who catches a lot of positive attention during this comeback. I think they put their all into this creative wise, and I think the success of this comeback is going to light a fire in their ass to do another one.
The Two of Pentacles being present tells me that there may be a lot to balance with it? Maybe some members will be juggling multiple schedules at once? Or the schedules themselves may get a bit overwhelming at times, but with Temperance being here I’m confident everything will be okay. They’ll figure out their balance and I also think this comeback is going to make all of them shine in their own unique way.
The Ace of Swords brings clarity, breakthrough, and success through focused effort. It suggests that the group has a clear vision for this comeback and that their hard work and determination will pay off.
The 3 of Cups being the overall energy, tells me that while their comeback won’t be everybodies cup of tea per say, the people they made it for (their fans) are going to enjoy every bit of it, and they’re gonna be right there with them. I really feel heavily in my spirit that this is a gift to their fans and to themselves. I feel a sense of pride and closeness between the members. I literally can see them and their fans just having their own party in the corner that not everybody understands, but they understand, and that is the whole reason for the comeback period.
They are not gonna care about what any hating ass person has to say. They just want their fans to love it as much as they do.
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